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Wish you a pleasant browsing!

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Üdvözlöm a deviantArt galériámon!
A bal oldalt a 'Browse Gallery' gomb megnyomásával juthat be a fotógalériám oldalára.
Kellemes böngészést kívánok!

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Bienvenue dans ma galerie!
En appuyant sur le 'Browse Gallery' bouton, vous pouvez accéder à ma galerie du photos.

Je vous souhaite une agréable navigation!


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NEWS

2009/03/22
You can find the Serpa photos (in co with ~Fromi ) and the RobotRock photos on [link]

2009/03/27
Padua-Venice trip canceled due to personal reasons.

2009/04/05
Now you can find my photos of today's protest on the Heroes' Square on my atelier: [link] under the Heroes' Square button.

2009/04/06
Over 6000 pageviews! Thanks a lot!

2009/04/07
~LongbowPrincess has featured me in her journal. Take some time and visit her gallery, you won't regret it!

2009/04/14
A beta version of my homepage is now available. Check it out at [link]
Fun thing is, I never really touched Flash, and now I'm dealing with these ActionScript things... weird.

2009/05/25
Ever thought about you want to spend some minutes of your life of just turning your mind out or exactly the opposite, in for a while? Looking for some deeper thoughts, some fun videos, comments, nearly anything?
Check out the blog of a friend of mine, John aka Perfectvillain. [link]


2009/07/28
Check out my photos from Veszprem, Hungary, the Festival of Street Music!
[link]
[link]

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/23654920/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/23654920/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 05:50:37 PDT
I'm going to a Padua-Venice trip in the end of the month. It will be cool.

And I'm looking for some work at the moment so I can buy the guitar I want, and later on expand my photo equipment.

Peace.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/23445329/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/23445329/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 14:44:14 PST
Seriously, when the biggest thing happened to me on the week is connected to school, that had to be an utterly boring and dull period. It was. Sigh.

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FYI
My new 'upload-n-go' site, where I upload photos of events, parties, etc has changed. You can reach it at [link] Woot!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/23290041/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/23290041/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 14:16:04 PST
Creating a whole capital city's Camarilla hierarchy is damn though. I've been basically working on it the whole day and honestly... all I have is the Prince, the Sheriff and the Primogen Council. They are fixed tho, all of 'em has character sheets filled out + at least 1 A4 long prelude. Got the story in my head also, just gotta type it down.
But for f*ck's sake I made some pretty awesome characters and designed a whole background story for the city whilst doing the Prince's prelude.
Just wondering how much would the printing cost. I guess it will make up like 60 A4 in total, don't have the guts to ask the friends for an amount like this

Well, that's it.

My players:
I'll keep you briefed guys, and do your characters! (or I shall smite thee.)

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/23053575/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/23053575/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 04:32:12 PST
Yesterday we did a round near the Bridge again with .
Not that fond of my shots, of course the ones I upload always make exception, and the 'new' tripod just failed on it's premier try. *Sigh*.

Laters.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/22917182/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/22917182/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 05:25:26 PST It was the premier day, so it will be aired in cinemas for quiet long time, mostly art ones perhaps, I can only recommend it to everyone. The director made an epic story with characters, storylines, fates from a very short, maybe 3 pages long story about boys without names, future or pre-history living in an abbey.

It is a master piece.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/22626511/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/22626511/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 03:38:54 PST
Have a nice weekend!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/22527680/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/22527680/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 15:00:13 PST
Now, that I have successfully skipped ANY message connected with New Year, I continue my journal.

It's freakin' cold out there, don't really feel the urge to take any photos. It's chilling, dark, and not even snow to capture a few winter shots, what I, personally, don't mind that much.

I should get my Bodom tickets fast.

Anyay... I'm off.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/22182275/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/22182275/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 05:50:12 PST I can collect the musics, movies, games I want and enjoy them, go out to take some photos, when I won't be lazy and stuff. Cool.

What is more cool:

7th of February: Children of Bodom gig in the Syma, with Cannibal Corpse and Diablo. Fuck yeah, I want to see Bodom live for 3 years, when I didn't have enough cash to check them out. Now I won't fail.

Peace, take your time to rest, the New Year is at our heels...

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/22085736/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/22085736/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 13:24:06 PST Police state.
Solidarity to the Greek pupils, demonstratives.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21978948/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21978948/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 11:10:10 PST
You can find the Vespa photos instead the old ones at [link] .

If you have found the link to my site there, then welcome! Please check out my photo gallery, from the left of this message box. Hope you will enjoy.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21948291/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21948291/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 14:09:03 PST
...we came in?"

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21732791/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21732791/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 14:39:46 PST

Two of the guys are here on DeviantART, check out their galleries!



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Clubs:



]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21368960/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21368960/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 07:36:30 PST You can see my first attempts uploaded already, although more is coming later, most likely when the weather turns better (more sun, more shadows, more excitement, huh?)

Have a nice day, going to a party!

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]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21278937/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21278937/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 08:10:13 PST Interesting... and boring.
Let's see what next week brings. We decided to make a new unique system for Vampire the Masquerade. Basics are the same, but it's just wrong that sometimes we roll for half an hour and nothing happens. Goal is to be more simple, increase the dramatic content of the game, and shorten the time we spend with counting dramatically also. Our current one still has a lot of mistakes.

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]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21267686/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21267686/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 15:24:09 PDT ahol fekszenek,
mondták – csak menj oda
ha nem hiszed.

Elindultunk
és néztük, hogy dörög
egy helikopter
a város fölött.

Kocsikon fegyver,
tankok, katonák
vonultak
a Szabadság hídon át.

A rádióban
dobolt a gyászzene,
szél fújt, a város
vad lélegzete.

Esőben csillogtak
a háztetők
amikor megálltunk
a tér előtt.

Sötétedett már,
nem láttuk a vért,
csak a gyertyák
lobogtak a halottakért.

S nem tudjuk, hogy
ki ölt és ki a holt?
Hullt az eső,
Halottak napja volt

/Tamási Lajos/

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21110845/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/21110845/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 13:33:46 PDT
Chain Bridge (Buda side), Pest side, St. Stephen Basilica, back to the tunnel and to Margit bridge by feet, swapping between the bank and the streets on my way. It was sort of cold, and since I'm missing a tripod for my actions, I decided to come home after 4 hours. I'm about to check the result, expect some stuff soon

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20998943/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20998943/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 09:32:42 PDT
]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20964100/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20964100/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 05:05:46 PDT I'm still speechless, because me in-cooperation with da' family were able to buy me a Konica Minolta Dynax 7D! I'm so happy that I felt ill (seriously), but I'm already studying the manual, so flooding your messageboxes with my deviations is just the question of time.
I hope this tool will grant me unlimited access to everything I wanted to capture in the past, but couldn't do it because of the borders of my previous machines.

Special thanks to , for the money invested, the advices, the loaned objective, and everything else!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20930433/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20930433/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 01:59:21 PDT [link]

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20836965/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20836965/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 06:41:49 PDT
My approximate route was: (makes sense only for Hungarians, I suppose )

Lánchíd (Chain Bridge) budai hídfő, Erzsébet híd, back on the lánchíd, across the bridge, Kossuth tér, Deák tér, Vörösmarty tér, Szabadság híd, back to the Kossuth tér and home.
100% walking, 0% public transport. Ouch.

Soon I start uploading the result, beware!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20789097/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20789097/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 07:18:50 PDT a kő marad.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20597423/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20597423/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 07:40:49 PDT , which I like very much and would like to try as well!

The thing is: You pick a band/group/singer/orchestra etc. and answer the following questions with only their titles of their/his/her songs! Can be pretty challenging, but here is my 'test', of course, I have picked Apocalyptica.



1. Are you male or female?
I Don't Care

2. Describe yourself.
I'm Not Jesus

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
...Heat?

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Refuse/Resist...

5. Describe your current relationship.
Bittersweet

6. Where would you want to be now?
Somewhere around nothing

7. How do you feel about love?
Nothing else matters

8. What's your life like?
Fight fire with fire :S

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Hope

10. Say something wise.
Pray!

Looking forward seeing your answers

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20537455/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20537455/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 13:18:47 PDT First of all, constructive info for all ye out there: the day of MAGYAR FAKT is TUESDAY (first two classes), for HISTORY its THURSDAY (6th 7th). I have dropped history for music, don't expect me tomorrow.

I bought 2 DVDs off a store, Apocalyptica - Life Burns tour DVD + Michael Flatley's Feet of Flames, both are fascinating and were great buy. Wanted these a long time ago.

Also a friend of mine (Thx Mór, if you read this) gave me ALL the WOD books in PDF format (Not including Dark Ages collection).
So, now I could launch Wraiths, Changelings, Vampires, Werewolves, Hunters, Promethians, Demons, Mummies or Mages. Mawahaha.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20520387/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20520387/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 11:48:06 PDT
Zord bűnös vagyok, azt hiszem
és jól érzem magam.
Csak az zavar e semmiben,
hogy bűnöm odavan.

Tudom, hogy a bűn nem vitás,
de bármit gondolok,
érzem, hogy ez valami más,
tán együgyü dolog.

Mint fösvény eltünt aranyát,
a bűnt keresem én;
elhagytam érte egy anyát,
bár szivem nem kemény.

Ellopták tőlem és talán
é.ppen a vad tömeg -
mégis szemébe mondanám:
Add vissza bűnömet!

De csak meglelem egy napon
az erény hősein.
A kávéházba meghivom
majd ismerőseim.

S kitárom, túrva, mint a bolyt:
«Megszúrtam az apám
s elnéztem, amint vére folyt
egy alvadt éjszakán.»

«Leszúrtam, nem is szinezem,
hisz emberek vagyunk
s mint megdöföttek, hirtelen
majd mi is lerogyunk.»

Igy szólok s várom - várni kell -
ki fut, mert dolga van;
érzem majd, ki tünődik el;
ki reszket boldogan.

S talán találok valakit,
ki szemmel, melegen
jelez majd ennyit: Vannak itt
s te nem vagy idegen.

Ám lehet, bűnöm gyermekes
és együgyü nagyon.
Akkor a világ kicsi lesz
s én játszani hagyom.

Én istent nem hiszek s ha van,
na fáradjon velem.
Majd én föloldozom magam.
A bűn kétségtelen.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20481509/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20481509/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 01:01:04 PDT "Bukott Angyalok" is performing.
Don't forget it, bastards!




Advertisement:

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20453823/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20453823/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 11:58:43 PDT

Advertisement over. This AD I made myself, the artist didn't asked me to, I just love all his works.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20351812/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20351812/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 05:24:50 PDT

Out.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20304427/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20304427/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 09:06:07 PDT Didn't dare to open yet, since if I do any damage which can't be fixed or lose it, I have to pay 120.000 Ft (more then 500€ to the conservatory.

Pew-pew, let's check it.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20170659/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20170659/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 16:34:53 PDT Let's see what happened in the past months!

-I haven't fail in anything, tho I was very close to do so.
-I went to Croatia with a few friends, and it was fantastic.
-I have finally decided to quit World of Warcraft.
-I have finally decided AND managed to quit smoking.
-Festival Sziget was held, and I saw Iron Maiden and Apocalyptica.
-Hungary shown pure pathetic picture of itself on the Olympic games.
-But we won the Water Polo, what is the most important, as everyone knows.
-I got a bunch of money from a lot of different places, and don't need to pay WoW monthly fee, so I can get a few new stuff!

Quite a summary! Well, this was it, many happy moments, a lot of boring ones and a few sad or nervous minutes.
Hope the next one will be even better!

Oh and I bought new dices! 20 pieces of 10 sided RPG dices, in marble red and dark green colors, plus a nice leather pouch in addition. It is reeeeeally cool!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20123283/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20123283/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 01:58:01 PDT HUNGARY - UNITED STATES 14 - 10
PWND!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20115510/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/20115510/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 15:11:51 PDT Fantastic, brilliant masterpieces, all of them, except 2 But it's not that bad neither.
Hope I will be able to walk tomorrow properly! :/

BECAUSE TOMORROW IS THE DAY OF WATER POLO FINALS BITCHES!
HUNGARY vs. UNITED STATES!

If we lose, I will commit ritual suicide in the bathroom using gilette blades and a bath. YA RLY.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19999904/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19999904/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:18:24 PDT
Here is my first flash game, uploaded to MostPlays!
Enjoy, and comment!

Ps: Yes I know! It is indeed VERY competetive and entertaining! You could play it for hours too?! Well, I'm not! But nice for a first one, if ya ask me!

Oh the link: [link]

Omfg. Just 1 more pageview to 2000, just noticed!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19982527/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19982527/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 05:57:00 PDT
I have decided that I'm not going anywhere in the remaining weeks of the summer, beside the weekly Storytellin and RP + minor stuff Therefore, in my freetime I dive in the mysteries of Flash, since I got Flash 8 CS Prof with the CS3 pack! Wheee!

Enjoy the rest of your holidays

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19910486/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19910486/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 23:52:16 PDT
Okay, so I went to Iron Maiden and it was cool but not long before the end, somewhere between "Wasted Years" and "Fear of the Dark" I nearly lost consciousness, couldn't see, felt terrible... so I had to come home, almost vomited (no, not because of alcohol.)

But it was cool Tho I still feel terrible.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19879276/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19879276/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 13:17:49 PDT
I've uploaded a few pictures, a few about Sir Mordred the First, our psychopathic cat (ofc, on these pictures, he looks solid, but when he gets enraged...)
And you've got the good pictures of the Bukott Angyalok (Fallen Angels) gig up there, it was very very hard to photo in that dark shithole, especially with a machine like this :/ These are the only shots worth mentioning. Beside the Tequila shots I had yesterday. Ha-ha-ha.

Go go Hungarian Olympicons! Got a silver already, go go more! Specially Water Polo guys!

Seriously, those bastards got something against our nation? Just can't believe all those injustices and unfairness they did against few of our sportsmen... (Even from outsider Point of View, it's not my fondness...

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19810210/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19810210/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 14:08:00 PDT
As I already mentioned, my new Vampire: The Masquerade is done, but can't release the character sheet as I promised Susy because 2 gorgeous members of my beloved party Are the members of deviantArt, and I have a little secret

From Tomorrow most likely I'm not playing World of Warcraft anymore, painful but I have to stop, it costs a lot and got a few other things I need to invest money in.

Also, I sold my previous "Sziget" ticket for 9k Forints, so gotta buy another one tomorrow. 15th of August. Apocalyptica. See you there.

Our cat got castrated today. Poor fella', still full of those sleep drugs, can barely walk and can't eat and drink only tomorrow. He is really pathetic, it's pain to watch.

How can it feel to lose your testicles?

Haven't smoke for 3 weeks. This silent quitting action is going pretty well! /flex!

"Bukott Angyalok" gig photos coming soon, stay tuned!

Edit: Cat buddy started puking

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Today I just watched Moulin Rouge for the first time. And, well, the French bohemians just woke up an urge in me to drink Absinthe with the lads. Ow, the Green Fairy

So, I came home and just sat down started to type, the result can be found in my gallery.

Moulin Rogue is awesome, by the way.
Not the theme song. That sux.
Check out: [link]
'El Tango De Roxanne', if you are intrested! (Just the music.)

I go slack now. OUT.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19461714/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19461714/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 09:36:43 PDT Parfümös, boldog, forró, ifju pára
S a rózsakoszorús ifjak, leányok
Rettenve néznek egy fekete párra.

„Kik ezek?” S mi bús csöndben beléünk.
Halál-arcunk sötét fátyollal óvjuk
S hervadt, régi rózsa-koszoruinkat
A víg teremben némán szerte-szórjuk.

Elhal a zene s a víg teremben
Téli szél zúg s elalusznak a lángok.
Mi táncba kezdünk és sírva, dideregve
Rebbennek szét a boldog mátka-párok.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19381393/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19381393/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 23:04:31 PDT Now he moved into Battlegrounds to get some gear and start some bestial arena teams, since that's why he was created.

Cheers!

ps.: You think you are a good Manga / Anime drawer? Then check the site of Deviant ~Fridgewind for an offer.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19323124/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/19323124/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 02:39:31 PDT
Deviant Fridgewind is looking for a guy/girl who could draw his Exalted RPG character in manga/anime style for sort of exchange. If yer intrested, go check his dev. page for details.

-out.

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]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18976671/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18976671/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 10:49:33 PDT [link]). I took about 350 photos with my sister's lousy little machine, I'll check them out and upload a few (if there are good ones O.o).

Edit: The photos are uploaded! I have some on my friend's machine too, those ones are coming soon. Now go and drool on my stuff!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18864617/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18864617/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 00:01:15 PDT (If they let us through the border without passports and official permission signed by a notary... I don't believe they will, but let's pray to god.)

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18763157/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18763157/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 09:10:41 PDT
I haven't learn history in the past 2 years. I mean, on paper I was studying it but never opened up the book. Today my seat on the English and History exams were booked to 16.20 tho, so 8.00 am I got up and went down to the Croatian Park and started reading the History doctrines like hell. I finished up with the first 22 of the 36 to 11.00 am so I should have been praying to god to be a lucky bastard and pick something from the first ones.
The only one I knew of all of them for the best grade, 5 was the Democracy of Athens.

11.00am I got bored of freaking Hungarian doctrines and head to my school. A terrible atmosphere had welcome me. Everyone overexcited... Scratching papers, learning, reading... By the time I smoked my second pack of cigarettes... Shit I usually don't smoke that much.

God, the T what my surname starts with... I was the last victim. Waiting was terrible to be honest for a while, then I accepted my fate to get a FAIL mark for my History. I didn't really care English... I knew I can make it decently.

Damn my History teacher is an angel She came out in a break, sat down next to me and told me which doctrines were already chosen and which ones are still in the pack available. She told me that Athens are still in there! Damn I was praying so hard no one to chose it...

The time has come. My English teacher called me in. Shit. I wasn't afraid of that exam at all so I could manage for a 4 or a 5 I guess with 0 learning... Tho the word "formal" couldn't come to my mind... I picked "Work" topic and some "Neighborhood" stuff. Cool.

History. Omfg. "Please chose a paper." I knew that Number 1 is Athens. I slowly picked up a little blue square and read the number. Number 7. The infrastructure and agriculture of cities in the middle age.

FUCK! I haven't even read that one. Lets improvise.
I got a source of some old letter and a picture with some privileges of the cities. Damn it was good source. I sat down and talked for like 8 minutes out of maximal 10. I'm not sure if I could tell Athens better.

Great. Tomorrow French. BUT I GIVE A SHIT!

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I passed French too, and I picked the WORST doctrines! And haven't fail maths! Oh joy!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18714640/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18714640/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 13:19:24 PDT Check out traditional Irish folklore music! Best thing ever. Honestly.
Some cello versions incoming (in a few years)!

But all the joy and happiness of those beautiful songs couldn't make me feel better. I feel quite depressed and it has nothing to do with the rainy weather. Actually, I'm glad it wasn't a sunny day. Don't like that. /shoo

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18622236/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18622236/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 08:30:27 PDT PWND!

1000 pwz! Thank you!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18595074/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18595074/ Sat, 31 May 2008 14:33:32 PDT Well, cross your fingers for me.

ps: Go go 1000 pageviews! Maybe if you catch it, I can offer you some cool forum sig as a reward, your style

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18574263/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18574263/ Fri, 30 May 2008 09:51:44 PDT
Here are the Clan Backgrounds you asked for (and I made the Tremere logo myself!)
I really don't like the Toreador one but you asked for it Suzy and I knoooow that this is exactly what you want You are just a woman with terrible sense of art!
No please don't hurt me... nooo!

By the way, I'm very glad we could get together the old Vampire party, now a Malkavian included. He plays just fantastic, I'm really into storytelling at the moment.
I can't wait next time!

Nooo I don't want to make more wallpapers pleeeeease!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18510441/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18510441/ Mon, 26 May 2008 12:22:44 PDT I am that merry wanderer of the night.
I jest to Oberon and make him smile
When I a fat and bean-fed horse beguile,
Neighing in likeness of a filly foal:
And sometime lurk I in a gossip's bowl,
In very likeness of a roasted crab,
And when she drinks, against her lips I bob
And on her wither'd dewlap pour the ale.
The wisest aunt, telling the saddest tale,
Sometime for three-foot stool mistaketh me;
Then slip I from her bum, down topples she,
And 'tailor' cries, and falls into a cough;
And then the whole quire hold their hips and laugh,
And waxen in their mirth and neeze and swear
A merrier hour was never wasted there.
But, room, fairy! here comes Oberon."

This quote is aimed for certain people, if you don't understand the point, then you don't.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18495721/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18495721/ Sun, 25 May 2008 13:49:14 PDT There are only 29 history doctrines left to learn! Out of 29.

Anyway, who cares real life. My troll warrior has dinged 50, and got [link] from ZF! Omfg epix!

Btw this post has nothing serious to tell you! Just bored of the previous entry!
So I finish trying to expand this message of nothing now!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18429762/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18429762/ Wed, 21 May 2008 11:52:49 PDT
Anyway. Might try again in the summer, now, let's get down to football.
Champions' league, fools!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18354872/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18354872/ Fri, 16 May 2008 16:48:54 PDT You know, it just came as an idea. Tried it already tho but tremendously failed on the 2nd day. Now it is different.

I haven't smoke for 6 days. That's weird.

Let me tell you, this is probably a pre-chamber of hell. As far I knew smoking makes your appetite go away, so if you don't do it, you will eat loads and get up some weight.
To be honest I haven't really eat in the past six days

My concentration fails, I go to sleep at 3 am and get up at 8 am and can't sleep more, I'm a bit depressed, combine this with the feeling that I need a fucking cigarette.

In return: My tasting is way more precise. Great. All those shit I eat tastes even worse now! And my smelling also improved. Fascinating! The 24 hour cat food and cat dung is DEFINITELY the thing I want to feel more!

Guys, this sux, just keep on smoking.

ps.: Deathzone, my Troll Warrior has dinged level 40! Thanks to for the tip with Dustwallow Marsh!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18334413/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18334413/ Thu, 15 May 2008 10:34:55 PDT
Rest in Peace, Chaotic Dreams. We did all we could.

Fridge asked me to join them in some Vampire party. I said yes, and created Count Imre of Barkócz, a Tremere elder who was born in the XV. sentury. You can check the prelude and a fun scrap I made 'bout him on Heroes' square in my Gallery.

By the way, I'm ill and not going anywhere. So I had plenty of times to do anything, and still have.

My new favourite:
[link]

If you don't really like classical music, listen to it from 3:15.
If you like it, check out the whole one.
If you think it sux, then you suck and you fail at life.

'nuff said.

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18181849/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18181849/ Mon, 05 May 2008 14:15:55 PDT
as you see, I did quite a big cleansing around, deleted a few deviations of mine since I got bored of them / didn't feel them to be there anymore. In my total boredom I've added a desktop screenshot, what, to be accurate and extremely honest, don't know what is it good for, but I HAVE ONE so I guess it's better for me now. Also added an iPower link right next to my main datas, because I really respect everyone in the Athene crew, including Furious, Tania, the Cameraman and Furious' brother, and I totally agree with them in almost everything they fight for. Go on guys.

I've also manipulated a bit on a photo what was made of me this New year's eve, it is sort of a better one then the majority of the photos what include me, so there you go.

In the end I edited my "favourite x and y" datas, now you can see mostly the very favourites of mine, and also added a new quote from Sándor Márai's poem, titled Hetvenkettő. The whole poem is here, it's in a book what I got from my Father for my birthday.


Márai Sándor:

Hetvenkettő (utóhang a Verses Könyvben)

Mint a varázsló, ki hisz is, nem is
Elhagyták ember is, meg Isten is,
Súgva, mormogva, ismételve, félve
Felsuttogja vad igéit az égre
Így mondhassam el én is titkomat
A szó elszáll, a hús meg elrohad
De ami szónál, anyagnál erősebb
Megérintett, s lelkem, testem merő seb
Mint a bélpoklos, kin a Jel világít
Úgy jelölt meg örökre e világ itt
Láttam a titkot, s nem hallgathatok
A bűn füstje elfödte a napot
A túlsó partra láttam, a sötét fény
Igézetébe, hol a láng lobogva
Kel és elalszik, Sátán csipkebokra –

A világ messze van, már iszonyú
Ólom hangon vonít a háború
A parázs bűn perzsel mindent ma itt
Zsidót, keresztényt, europait
A házak ajtaját vérrel jelölték
Akiben hinni érdemes, megölték
Amiért élni érdemes, gyalázat
Ágyadban dög, bűzös barlang a házad
Pecérek kezén a hívők, s a hit is
Megnyíltak kapuid, Apokalipszis
A vérvád vijjog a világ felett
Aki ma csókol, holnap eltemet
Akit ma ölelek, holnap halott
Reggel elad, ki este ringatott –

A világ végén ülök, Babilon
Partjain, már a halált hallgatom
Az ég, a föld, a víz mind zengenek
Gyászoljon jól, ki világot temet
Sirasson jól, aki mindent sirat
Amit ma toll ír, mind: sírfelirat.

(1944. Karácsony este.)

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18115231/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/18115231/ Thu, 01 May 2008 10:02:55 PDT We just came back from an insane blues fest, where more famous Hungarian blues masters were performing, including Földes "Hobo" László and Deák "Bill" Gyula! Török Ádám and the Mini were only the crown. Unfortunatly I'm heading to a house party right now so I will be missing the Beatrice show ow god it just started... well, all I can say is four words: FAIL 4x.

More art coming soon.

ps.: Ez a kőbánya blues!

]]> ~Struggl3 http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/17926965/ http://Struggl3.deviantart.com/journal/17926965/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 11:50:31 PDT
Sorry, the promised picture will be delayed since I'm fakin tired at the moment, due to playing... ehm, "some" Vampire: the Masquerade in live... that means 08:00-19.00. And same stuff coming tomorrow.

So you ask: how was it? Very nice, though I'm acting an autist Malkavian from München, who is very reserved and anti-social, and playing like water when you are fire is not easy, believe me. More info tomorrow, when our "romantic" ship journey will come to it's end.

Thanks for the feedback on the Cafe logo, and no, even all your compliments cant force me to want to do this as my primary job. But glad you like it

Gonna sleep now, just wanted to let you know I'm fine and the promised stuff will be a bit late.

Laters!

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Live was cool, tho the second day's second half sucked because no1 really cared about RP and only tried to survive in off, the after party made it equal. Thanks for the experience!

ps.: Obfuscate 6 for-the-win!

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