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I know, I have been gone a long time, but I have not felt the pull of artistry for quite sometime, and felt no need to bore you with my dribble. Nothing new in terms of art...I seem to have lost my touch. Oh well...

In new news, Rob and i have been together for a little over 6 months now...and things are okay I suppose. There are days where I am still unsure how exactly I feel towards him. *sigh*

For those of you who do not know, I am moving. Well, if everything works out this time that is... I had a roomate, she up and left with only one days notice to me, and I never saw the rent money from her (or any of the grocery money she owed me). But now I'll try again, with new roomates, and a new apartment...Just have to get all the paper work together, and the money, and get it into to transglobe...I am only supposed to be moving in two weeks.

The apartment is a cute little three bedroom apartment with a balcony on the seventh floor of a little building in a bad area of town. but it's cheap.

Well, I have little else to say right now, I am 21 and life seems to be going no where, slowly. I am sure things will turn aroudn eventually, either that or I'll die, but as long as I don't have to deal with a million people telling em that "everything will be okay" or that "life isn't really that bad" etc. then I think I'll be okay. Please only comment if you have soemthing useful to say, and not just to tell me that it gets better.

]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/21815088/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/21815088/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 12:37:40 PST
My Knee has healed well, though it can still be troubling some days, and I am now on the search for a job. No luck so far, but if I get my smart serve I may have a job at a local pub. So, that is good news at least.
Robin and I broke up (for those who don't know, robin was my fiance whom I'd been with for 2 years) and it has been messy. But since he has seemed to move on, or back rather, with his ex, I have figured that I may as well do the same. So I have a new "playtoy" as people call him, and I am rather enjoying him, although I am not %100 sure on my feelings for him yet.
The Christmas season is here and I am not the least bit happy about it, but as long as I can scrounge up enough for the essential gifts and my family can manage to get along it should be berable enough.
I am hoping that my inspiration for art, whether it be poetry or drawing, will return soon but for now I guess I will just keep trying.

Well, that is all for now. till the next time something interesting enough to write about happens!

]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/18510178/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/18510178/ Mon, 26 May 2008 12:06:13 PDT
I just had an audition for Barbizan modeling & actign school, and Ice modeling agency... I WAS ACCEPTED!!!!

I start my training this weekend, and train twice a month for 3-4 months. then I have a major photo shoot and a show in TO infront of 600! from there it's many auditions and hopefully Jobs in Magazines, ads, Commercials etc. Yay!!!

So I'm a M.I.T (model in training) wish me luck

]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/17956791/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/17956791/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 09:53:50 PDT
Well, My knee surgery comes up soon, May 12th, and although I am excited to have my knee working properly again, I am nervous aswell. The timing could not have been worse for it, May is my last full month to finish up my school work - and I have a fair amount left- and I will be spending it drugged up and at home, bored. Also, my 20th birthday is in May, so I will bummed otu for that... btu I guess I gotta look on the bright side. right?

Then there is the matter of Almonte being Drama Central!! Argh! between relationships, friends, rumours and aprents it's enough to drive one crazy!

On happier news, I am still with my beloved Robin (Mysterious-guy)
and we're planning a wedding in four years time D I am excited!!



]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/15101386/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/15101386/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 12:46:40 PDT

I was looking through the photos of my old friends and seeing how there life kept going...and then the pics of my new friends, people who I am supposed to be good friends with and we don't have a single pic together... I feel almost like I don't exsist there anymore, and I can't blame them, it is I who faded from their existance, not the other way around. I feel like I almost don't exist anymore...like I am ghost that slips in and out of reality. like I only exist through words now,
and old memories...like the worlds moved on without me.

I know, I know this seems kind of "look at me! look at me!" and maybe a bit selfish when I have good friends and a boyfriend I love whom I am sure loves me back, but those friends have moved away to start or continue their own lives. and the loving bf is wonderful but I sometimes miss have more of a social life, with friends, doing stupid things to pass the time and maybe being seen as childish...but it was fun.
As I watch my friends continue on this lifestyle I get lonely. My mother says that it is about tiem that I grow up, but why can I not be grown up and still have fun? I AM ONLY 19 FOR ***** SAKE!! It is not like I am 30! yet, all I do these days is go to school all week and go to work all wekend (sometime having to skip school for work) and then see robin at night...everynight...not that I mind beign with him everynight, I don't at all (but even that is usually the same old one of us falls asleep (usually him) while the other watches movie/tv or plays Video games).

Well, thnk you for listening ot my rant..if anyone is indeed listening (actually I guess it would be more considered reading than listening) I believe I have run out of things to say with out turing this into an unreadable, crazy ramble.

Sincerely,
the computer ghost.

]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/11645406/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/11645406/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:34:43 PST
Yes, I am aware that is has been a very long time since I last wrote in here, and it's been awhile since I submitted anything new. Well, I have soem good news! I have just spent the last 3 days trying otu Photography, and I have some very Interesting photos coming your way hopefully tonight. My Photographer Eryn Baker and I will be trying to get her computer to work properly and submit them tonight.

the models Include myself, Jesse Charney and Mathew Desjarlais, yes josh, your lil bro.

I do hope you enjoy what I have done, cuz as fun as it was it did cause me some pain, between the bitching of Eryns mother calling us sick and twisted, and the pain in my back and the pulled muscle in my arm, aswell as the chest cold developed from the ancient dust in her basement we had quite a time..lol...I am not complaining though, I enjoyed it.

]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/9389672/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/9389672/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 22:15:55 PDT
check it out [link] ]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/9325461/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/9325461/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 20:19:37 PDT
As most of you may know, I have moved. I got a new job in Delta and therefore moved in with ym sister in Athens On. one of the most nerve racking, big steps I have taken.

In otherwords I am nervous as hell.

well i shall talk to you more later.

Cyaz! ]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/9113354/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/9113354/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 08:16:03 PDT is niether good nor bad,
Neaither Black nor white
but is simply this: it just is.

As people say, life is what you make it
but it not always up to you.
people and situations in your life can sometimes give your life a detour
but no matter how it seems
YOU ARE ALWAYS IN CONTROL, if you will let yourself be.

Poeple come
and people go.
but no matter what
you will always have you.

hence my lifes motto:
No matter who is in your life
in the end, you are always alone.

now this may seem dim
or depressing.
but really, it's not.
all it means is this; when no one else is there, and life has you down
it is up to you, and you only, to do soemthing about it.
YOU make the choices
YOU are the only one that can change the situations you are in.
YOU are all you've got, and out of all the poeple that coem and go
YOU will never leave yourself...even when you want to.


p.s.

even though you hurt me, I still care for you Nathan. ]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/5511165/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/5511165/ Tue, 31 May 2005 11:53:29 PDT
I got a new tattoo, which i will take a pic of soon and post it for all to see. (srry bit giddy over it)

I also now own all the shakespear plays and the movie Romeo & Juliet.

I was looking through my drawing's today, and just to let you all know- my drawing skills have certainly improved since then. I will attempts to post some new ones soon.

ttfn! ]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/5246231/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/5246231/ Mon, 02 May 2005 11:15:14 PDT
haven't written here in a while.

I have had a new poem to enter for quite awhile but DA's been fucking up on my comp so haven't gooten it yet. gunna try again after this.

So, I gots me a new BF!! yay. he is awesum, alot like me in many ways.

also started a DND campaigne with him.

things are doing pretty well, my kittens have grown quite a bit- they are 6 weeks old now.
so cute!

well I really don'y have much else to say right now so I'll ttyl ]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/4654686/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/4654686/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 14:42:16 PST
Well exams are well over and we're into semester two... so far so good. yay 1st period spare!

In other news My internet is really pissing me off of late, it wont let me do much at all.

Then again kind of sounds like another species I know- human.

People think they can control other when they please, they think they can keep them then just throw them away like possesions. well news flash it doesn't work that way.

Oh! and news for a few others I AM NOT A FREAK! just because i think for myself and am different does not make me wrong or a freak.

i only have one main thing to say: I am through with being quiet to be nice- when I want to say something, now i'll say it. ]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/4397694/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/4397694/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 20:34:02 PST
I spent most of the weekend catching with old friend i hadn't seen in a while, it was mostly fun, until today when one of them was all moody.

4 days and counting till my first and most scary exam- LAW. Eeek. thank gawd for study buddies.

I am cold very cold...well this is random. ]]> ~Succubus6669 http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/4185896/ http://Succubus6669.deviantart.com/journal/4185896/ Wed, 29 Dec 2004 14:14:37 PST
Today is just another day in this long exsistance.
Another day to see how predictable and sad humankind is, they are such dependant lonley creatures.

My thirst grows each day, but nothing really changes. People die, others are born, people break up others unite. it life. but death still can come as a shock, and is a sad things for poeple to deal with. Jim Seward will be missed by many, but life goes on. perhaps I can say this due to the many deaths I have encountered?

In other news I saw Josh Desjarlias today - in glasses & suit willingly!! it was a vest & pant suit(grey) with a light blue (almost white) dress shirt and glasses!! I wish I hadda camera it would've been put on DA by now. love ya josh. ]]> ~Succubus6669