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wish for the best for me...l want to go to uni.. so l'm gonna study my arse of to get there... anyway mwa mwa......

]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/9697891/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/9697891/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 02:04:25 PDT
let me start my day:

today we had a funeral for a teacher at our school that recently has passed away...it was an emotional and heart wrenching experince that l wish never to go through again but l understand l will cause l have sooo many wonderful people in my life l love anyway.....
l finally got to work half an hour late but it was ok, that adn working at subway got my mind of things which l am sooo happy about
anyway.... l went to withdraw money on my break.. and omg stupid me forgot to take the money so l walked off didnt l .. l swear l could of just killed myself... anyway
l finally got to boost and it was all good, cause last week l was talking to the manager and he was like yer we need people soo today we confirmed it and i was like omg no way.. and yes...

sol got back to subway and l'm like l quit... thoughbl got 2 weeks left cause of final notice crap but anway the 26th is the last time l work for boost l am soo sooo excited and happy and with boost l get alot more money per hour and and and penalties and all that awesome stuff we didn;t get at subway and yes...

its been an eventful day compacted into one.....

but other than that.. l'm gonna go eat my pizza yummy ness!! and yes...l have one more exam left and my hsc textiles project is due on monday sooo peace out everyone loves ya all!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/9633960/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/9633960/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 20:48:16 PDT l have done 2 exams.. english paper 1 and textiles .. l have
tommorow... english paper 2
then ancient history for 3 looonng hours.. followed by maths for 2.5 hours...
l then thankfully have a 3 day weekend and my last exam is art.. which is all good..

but yes.... you know what else is offical.. l have my beautiful formal dress ahhh.... and my accessories yayness!!! and my tiara and omg soo excited.. formals like... over a monthish yay!!!

but anyway better get back to study ta ta ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/9537396/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/9537396/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 21:04:54 PDT
well quick update:
2 months to year 12 formal

1 week to Trial HSC

1 month to ART Hsc is due

1 week to Textiles and design HSC is due

5 weeks to b/f finishes work thing he is doing therefore l can see him

october 20th HSC begins

start of november l get another formal, going with a friend from work to her one

been at subway working wise for nearly a year

friends have come and gone, dramas meltdown tears and happiness... omg and most of it has happened in thelast 4 months which seems like it has been a lifetime...

....just finished being sick yay!!!

well gotta finish art, will post new photos up.. roughly 40-50 to be posted maybe more... better get started ta ta

my love for everyone mwah ta ta ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/7358937/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/7358937/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 21:53:21 PST
and its like in no time we're going to be celebrating the new year and it'll be 2006... and then its year 12 for me and before l know it l'll be doing my HSC and it'll be christmas again

omg!!

it has gone to fast this year...but anyway

its gonna be christmas really really soon, and l've already gotten so many presents l'm so happy....

well l better get going
l hope EVERYONE has a merry christmas, they get lots and lots of presents and they have a wonderful new year.

much love xoxoxoxoxox ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/7145161/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/7145161/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 22:52:33 PST so we have to prepare a speech and give it on tuesday..
so l;'m like at work.. cause l work at subway... l'm likeing jumping round and telling everyone l'm sooo happy... my friends stacey and nat got it tooo... omg sooo exciting l'm really happy for us all.......

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/7101093/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/7101093/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 22:35:20 PST
l have nearly completed my history assignment and half way done my english, l will recieve my visual arts assignment tommorow.

its my mum's birthday today, and we're having pizza, she's better due to surgery a few weeks ago

my friends and myself are back on track which is a real relief

school has been fun can l say more..?

myself and my love have been back on track since an unfortunate near break up... but thats in the past and right now... its perfect once again... its such a complete joy

workin at subway has really changed life and my perspective on such matters, and had improved life as l do not sit around with time, so hence l do not think so deeply about things anymore nor get myself worked up about things that are completly out of my control...

so yes this is my update.....

life right now...... its perfect..... l love days like these....who doesn't? ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6958025/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6958025/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 22:25:11 PST
...... that that sometimes love just isn't enough.....

.........that you heart wants what the heart wants.....

......happiness isn't forever, some days you got to work at it.... but you don't see that do you, you don't see that in faces and photographs......

.....You don’t see the hard times, when all you feel is love.....

..Why does the negative’s consume the positives?....

......Why is it easier to believe the negatives instead of the positives?.....

...nothing lasts forever....

........It’s much easier said then done.......

..Sometimes… you’ll have the end of the world at your door step…..

......…. You just don’t know what to do sometimes….......

....The easiest answer sometimes isn’t the best answer.....

... l love you....sometimes jsut doesn't work....

... you heart WILL be broken.....

.... your more likely to be hurt be the one you love then a stranger...... ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6950428/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6950428/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:12:28 PST
will you love me


or

will you not

l guess that is the question now isn't it huh....


l'm afraid of waking up tomorrow and getting the thought that this might actually be it, that this, is all l've ever dreaded and my night mare has come through, ......

l love you... ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6900873/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6900873/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 19:47:03 PDT its very vogue...... ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6866722/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6866722/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 17:39:13 PDT
anyway l had so much fun and l get paid like $8-9 maybe more now were under new mangement and all, but l'm so excited......

well next time l work is like tommorow....
hope everyone is well

much love Sugur-babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6779705/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6779705/ Sun, 16 Oct 2005 01:31:14 PDT
we're back at the top of the chain again, and in about a few months a year more or less your gonna be in the big world and back at the bottom of the chain again.....

well l'm a year 12 student, if anyone hasn't figured it out.. and l'm loving it...

schools great l'm having fun which is important and veyr shortly l might be a subway sandwich artist which is like the coolest job l cna think of.. l soo hope l get the job so l'm staying positive.......

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams loudly*

l'm having so much fun lately... my own room
my own double bed
year 12 student
l have great ideas for my visual art and textiles and design major projects for the HSC which l'm sooo relieved about....

hmmm.... l also went shopping and yep l brought another bag lol.... thats like 45ish now.... oh my poor wardrobe so glad l have it allllll to my SELF!!!! yesss!!!!!!

l'm trying to think what else, yer l'm really happy
l also want to say aj babe l love ya!!! though your sitting next to me hahahaha.... your my grasshoper!!!

oh our formal omg.... yer its at the watersedge in sydney... and me and ma girls are going in a lmio which l have to book that might be good l'll so do it tommorow.... wow.... before l know it its going to be our formal l'm really excited oh and we get our jerseys yay!!!... their awesome....

........ hmmmm

christmas is very soon, l get season 1 and 2 of the OC for christmas.... thats exciting for me... can't wait......
well hope everyone is well!!!!

~~~~~~ Sugur-babyz~~~~~~~~

~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6584329/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6584329/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 18:54:32 PDT 2 weeks of nothing, l have looked forward to this for a long time, cause l can finish my artworks, sleep in no stress cause nooooo assignments, no study nothing... yay!!!
urmm l'm also happy cause l can now get my hours up for driving and everything.. what else is there....
it was my b/f's birthday yesterday he turned 19, yay for you darl... love ya...
next term l'm going to be a year 12 student thats soo scary as you know thats the end of schooling, its like the big open world and its like OMG!!....
welll so trying to think whatelse we start moving rooms across on monday, cause we're getting the new air conditioner put in for upstairs, so yeah... oh thtas exciting my own room... yay

but other then that, who cares no school for 2 weeks yipee!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6516746/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6516746/ Fri, 16 Sep 2005 00:09:37 PDT today l had english at 9 to 11
then ancient history at 1 till 3

omg there were so omg thats the most l can explain... but for me l really think l did really good especially on my history!!!

so now l've got the weekend to relax and study for my
drama on monday thats from 9 to 10.30 so thats alright
tuesday l got maths for 2 hours so 9 till 11
wednesday l got textiles and design 9 to 10 thats the best though l'm so gonna fail lol
and then on friday l got english paper 2 and then art
english is like 9 to 10.30, 11 and art starts at 1.30 omg .. then thats it and when l get bcak from hoildays l am a year 12!!!

omg wow~~ ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6437124/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6437124/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 22:45:37 PDT so many things are happening lately

1. l got exams nest friday until the end of the week after.
2.l got a new idea for my pop art picture it will look awesome if l can get it down properly
3. l got an article to write for my english, which is taming of the shrew and 10 things l hate about you.. thats going ok but not the best
4. l've finished my ancient history essay thank god!!!
5. ITS 2 YEARS AND 6 MONTHS TOMMOROW YAY!!!
6. theres a mega awesome party on friday which l can't wait to go to
7. all my art photos are due next thursday and its like EEKK
l personally don't think their up to standards but this ain't my thing so its kewl..
8.. l love my GIRLS!!!
9. l'm getting a double bed very shortly YAY
10.. ugh thats all...
hope everyone is well
much love

Sugur-babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6248501/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6248501/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 00:22:13 PDT
urmm,my cars going good, we're getting new interior, pink hopefully lol.

the rooms in our house are nearly done, meaning l get my own room in about a week or so.... yay!!
l've never had my own room so l'm so excited.

exams are up in 4 and a 1/2 weeks... so thats gone realy fast.

my best friend nat, won this youth liverpool center logo thing ... go babe!!!! she gets her photo in the paper, so we're all excited for her.

my new expressionism photo is up, one of 3, the other 2 are cubism and pop art, though not sure how to do them, any ideas would be good please....

l think thats it for right now...

have fun everyone

much love

Sugur-babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6212153/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6212153/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 23:07:14 PDT l now have a new bed... for when l move into my own room in a week!!!

l'm sooo excited l just can't believe l have my won caR!!!OMG!!!..

its RED!!! and omg soooo excited !!!!!!!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6145287/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/6145287/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 21:04:35 PDT well we took about 184 photos mostly of me, but some beautiful ones of us together..

so for a while l'm gonna either put the fixed up originals up or manipulated photos up.

so l can't wait, to everyone comments...

and just want to thank nat for taking the photos, shes my beautiful baby Grasshoper!!!

love ya babe!!!

Sugur-babyz
aka grasshoper ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5831157/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5831157/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 18:03:04 PDT friends , fights, bitchiness, backstabbing, hurt ,pain, tears ect, and thats not all of it..

but the important thing is, ITS OVER,
ITS HOLIDAYS,

my showcase performances are done with and l don't have to worry about it anymore yippee!!!

anyway these holidays l'm looking forward to sleep ins, time with my lover.. urmm my sculpture for art, and some painting l've been working on... and this friday getting my tooth pulled out and some fillings done on my other teeth... whoop whoop .... fun yeah!!!!

anyway hope everyone is well... best wishes everyone...

much love

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5719520/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5719520/ Wed, 22 Jun 2005 00:49:24 PDT
tomorrow l have athletics, though l'm doing computers with nat we still get to go, and have lots of fun yay!!

friday l have showcase rehersals... yay go drama.... geezz did l write that lol...

urm after that, l have 2 assignments for next week, eeekk

monday l have major costumes/showcase rehersals, tuesday we have the primary kids in the morning and then night time perfromances, followed by wednesdays performance for our school... and the that leaves me with thrusday which is the last day of school for me, then the holidays yay!!!!

anyway yeah, its all good, so excited....and l got my report today l went so good, so very proud....yep yep...

well catch ya laters

love all

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5604511/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5604511/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 22:59:33 PDT
Mood: pissed
Listening to: -
Reading: -
Watching: -

to jade and sophea,

l hope you end up reading this and printing it out again, for the reason is, who ever highlighted,

"YEAH GREAT FRIENDSHIP WE HAVE"

hadn't really read the rest of the paragraph or understood it. which quotes;

"AND IF MY GROUP WAS TALKING BOUT HER, WHICH WE WEREN'T, MY GOD YOU THINK I WOULD BE APART OF THAT CONVERSATION"

so this is to both of you's, the 1ST quote, was being sarcastic.
Friendship and trust go together, l knew that with our friendship.
so l didn't think l would have to explain it to you.
l thought you's trusted me like best friends do, l know l trusted you, you should of known without doubt, that l wouldn't of backstabbed people l cared about, and if you had only asked me instead of the whisper campaign we wouldn't be in the mess we are in now.

]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5575158/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5575158/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 22:37:23 PDT Sugur-Babyz

Mood: bout to cry
Listening to: jem - miss you
Reading: -
Watching: ghost

why is it that everything had to happen this week; l mean it rathers sucks, l guess this day good spread over a whole week of hurt.. thats how much today had sucked for me.. it is was one things after the other and it was like, can l take a breathe so l can take it all in...

l had, a girl come up saying something bad had happened to her, which l went through a while back and she wanted to talk to me, cause l know what she was on about and such, l guess it took a shock on me, since l hadn't thought bout it in a really really long time, and it just hurt thinking bout it, cause really, l guess l'm not over it, what happened to me ... it made me think...

that was all in the morning before rollcall, so, of coarse maths hit, so girls had known bout the thing that morning so l was discussing it with them, then english hit, and one of my girls had to go home cause she was sick, and then we talked bout her relationship and how bad it could be and how she should get out of it and things liek that, anyway, that was important for later, as l go on..

recess, oh thank god how l loved recess, it was good that bit, no complications just relaxing and soaking everything in, well then it was 3rd period, and right at then end our art techer wanted to see a select few, for this art school thing that l was on bout before, anywhoo, we had to see her 2nd half of lunch, we did, she loved nat's stuff god her stuff was good and everything, well it got to mine, and it seemed so yuk and l so got the impression it wasn't good enough for miss, she was like oh , oh ok, yeah. and then when we left, she goes great girls... l mean.. yeah right.. l asked if l was good enough for this... why the hell am l doing it ?? why the hell am l....??

l wish l knew sometimes....

don't you hate that, wishing that you knew things so that you could get past this point in time with that knowledge...
meh... guess not

anyway textiles and design oh yes very fun this lesson was.. anyway, my friend passed me a note will'll call her x, so she wrote;

we're you talking bout y(another friend)?
or we're the LGG ( my group) talking bout y?

bloddy helll l got pissed with this.. l mean, why accuse me and shit, l am not like that to bag out someone that hasn't done jack all to me.. so l wrote nope why?

x wrote someting bout something l can't remeber

and then l wrote we were talking bout, JJ my friend that went home sick.. member l told you above..

anyway, l said that and continued with (which l shouldn't really now, but l pissed then) just for your information, and then something like, why would Y get this impression from, so she circled the just for your information bit and worte somethingand l we went back and forth,and she was getting pissed, l mean, l even said this, why would l talk bout someone, when l care for them very much, l mean she really upset me by putting did you talk bout Y when she could of wrote something else, or l felt like shit after that, l jsut wanted to go home, l actually did, got out of there and got the school to get me home, l couldn't stay there any longer, l felt like she accused me and it was like fuck ya..
and then she said still continuing the paper, why don't you tell her that, and it was like, you wanted to know, so l'm telling you, not her, cause she didn't want to know, ughhh, l'm getting so angry bout this... if l just had the paper and she put it in its fine, but noo she ripped it out of spite of angry towards me and it was like ugh, and you know where they got it from all of it, cause in english we 're talking bout our lives and this chick W overheard us and said to Y we were talking bout her, and its like thats a crock of bullshit, excpet l swore when X wrote that to me,but ugh, so W told Y and Y then told X, which got back to me basically accusing me.. and it pissed me off, cause they know l'm not like that, and to think l would, yeah great friendship we have, and if my group was tlaking bout her, which we weren;t, my god you think l would be apart of that conversation,

anyway l got to go home thank god, l'm just upset, it feels like so much right now, and when l heard this morning the thing l heard, l really got shocked l don't think l am prepared to go through it or hearing... ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5537955/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5537955/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 23:46:19 PDT Mood: tired to the max
Listening to: lifehouse- you and me
Reading: the child called it
Watching: smackdown

well it feels like it has been drama drama drama, and though yes the week has gone fast, it feels like so much weight been put on..

l just realised today, that l gotta pick my act up to do what l want to do in the future, it feels like the last 5 years of my life has melted into this one big flash and now l am here today, who l am, doing what l do, haviong people in my life that seems so amazing that l couldn't even of asked for it..

apart from that, l figured l'm gonna send into that art school thing my angel drawing l did for appropriation last year and something else...l don't know, guess l'm worried l ain't good enough to get in, but guess l can't think like that, l really don't have the luxury to do that.. theres to much, on it...

l know l'm rambling, guess its better then letting it build up and then puff... everything melts down guess l let it build up....

well whats on t.v tonight... home and away oh Big brother... with the games tonight... oh you suck racheal.....anyway.. l wonder who else watches that?

ok well what else do l need to say, l got a bunc of home work lol, l miss my baby do very very much, urm my friend had her baby last sunday at 3am... his a cute black baby named daemon, l can't write it, as while as l can't pronounce it..lol...

urm, well, friends are good, lots of conflict, but l hope we can get through it, just feels like if l talk to one person, ita gonna cause problems.. like l have to side with someone when l just want to be neutral... guess its hurts, when friends fight, they don't realise they have the power to affect those around them, and you hate when everyone fights cause its gonna take a while for things to be the way they were...

god look at my dribble l'm sure it doens't make any sense, lol...

but to those who actually read it and gives an opinion on this, realsie please, its just smeothing built up that l may not nessarly feel tommorow....

much love everyone

Sugur-babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5516576/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5516576/ Tue, 31 May 2005 22:26:24 PDT
l went for 2 hours of driving, with trucks and buses and lots of traffic around, l know how to reverse and do 3 point turns, urm what eles l know how to park really good know and stuff..

yeah l had lots of fun, and l can't wait to l do it again so l'm like SCORED!!!

yeah, apart from that the top 5% of our year 11 class, which is like 3 people lol, anyway, if your good enough you get to enter this national art school in sydney that goes towards your HSC, it is over a 2 week period and at the end you get an exibition of your work that you've been doing...

well anyway l thought l would let yours know me and natalie or 2 of the 3 that got chosen , to have the opportunity to go their...

l just have to find works and stuff.. anyway

much love

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5407502/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5407502/ Thu, 19 May 2005 22:50:30 PDT
anyway, l get to go driving tommorow for a long time and l can't wait l just don't wanna wake up and such early l soo wanna sleeep inn!!!!

anyway todayw as good and all, no dramas just assignments and stuff

well better go l actually wanna sleep for a bit

ciao

much love

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5325460/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5325460/ Tue, 10 May 2005 23:14:13 PDT
maths l got 78% first place

textiles and design 80% tied third place

ancient history 71.5% third place

Drama 70% which is 4th 0r 5th place meh

and ART 65% bloody hard exam but that was the higgest so

FIRST PLACE!!!

yes very pleased with results...... all the studying paid off and l'm so proud of myself of what l accomplished and such..

welll yes.. other then that...today l have pokes my self in the eye. ate a yummy tim tam, got off of school at 12.45, got painful periods and is currently now doing my 3 page homework for english...
ughhh..

anyway.. O.C was the bomb last night.... and catfight next week between ryan and alex...

OMG

and tongiht is good movies ...

well ciao have fun... be good

much love

Sugur-Baby ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5259233/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5259233/ Tue, 03 May 2005 18:43:49 PDT
l don;t want it to end... l know l can't believe l said that but its true, l like getting home at 11 now!!!

anyway apart from that l really think l rocked in my art exam and l really hope l did cause it means alot to me, art does...
l guess cause its something that l can excel in and such, well anyway

how is everyone??

my b/f's coming round today l'm so happy and having some funky food tonight...

what else some of my new designs are up, one inked and 3 have been coloured which is good cause they are go together which l'm happy about.. urmm if anyone has got some ides about where to go from here with designing stuff please write me...

anyway have a good day peoples

much love

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5241716/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5241716/ Sun, 01 May 2005 20:05:32 PDT
ancient history which is 2 hours

art which is an hour and a half

and then back to normal school days omg... so not looking forward to it.

well what else happened today finished my 2 hour maths exam in 1 hour is was easy its like omg..knowing me got over confident and screwed it up...

urrrghhhh so bloody pissed off!!!!!

well anyway found out what l got for art painting, talk about dissapointment..

l guess its the fact that l'm use to getting better and it was a kick in the sotmach to find l did not as well asl expected myself to do and such..

l got 12 out of 15.... doesn't sound bad, but to me, this is somehing l care very much about and l got low for myself..... yeah l think l need some chocolate to get over it.....


anyway btter go and study and such...

peace

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5199372/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5199372/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 22:08:26 PDT
ok so the first day was fun we had our 2 hour english exam which was ok considering l thought it would be torture and such..

tommorow l got and hour of textiles and design which l hope l'm gonna ace!!

friday - 2 hour drama

weekend YESS

monday - ancient history
tuesday- art which l hope l do awesome in
wednesday maths l think

or could be other way around anyway not to sure about the 2nd week and such...

but yes my day was good l saw everyone and it was ok, lots of new things about people, and yes....

well better go and study wish me luck peoples...

oh and nat if you read GOOD LUCK BABE!!!

love ya all

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5083224/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5083224/ Wed, 13 Apr 2005 23:42:10 PDT
but l guess something good did come out of this l got MY BELLY PIERCED.. it was so weird... the clamp hurt more then the piercing going through lol... but hey its done and l'm all good, and it looks FABULOUS!!... so yeah l'm so happy... not bout my feet cause they kill like hell but my belly and stuff..

well anyway, l better go... chill people...
1 week and 5 days till exams... eekk

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5065822/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5065822/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 00:15:23 PDT its been 2 years and a bit and l've never felt like l do now.

l feel like l hate him so much sometimes, but it kills cause this is the man l love and such and l hate him so much. Right now we're not talking and its like we're both happy with that, or something.

its a confusing time, l even packed all his stuff that was in my room into a huge box and l'm not sorry for doing that.

maybe l'm unhappy with where this is going, l am only 16, but l feel so much older and it does kill when l'm away from him.

deep down, l get hurt from, him our relationship is so unpredictable, and its both our faults but the way that it is .... you can't live like that with your emotions both of our emotions getting hurt like that. soemtimes l feel like l want better or l want our relationship to be something more then it ever can be. l don't know what it is but l want action something where l don't get bored now, cause l am, l';m bored and l don't know why, l just want him here, it drives me crazy cause l can't l have to rely on myself cause l can't rely on him, and l want someone l can.

jeez l keep secrets no relationship is suppose to do that, none. but l keep it cause l feel like l can't tell him, and then when l don't tell a fight builds up and we never sort it out just cover it up with a foundation that does soon break. the worst thing is l try to cover up the feelings cause l'm so sick of fighting, so is he and its all bullshit that we feel, its not fair..

why is that life isn't fair , why cause that why we dont get bored


l guess in the end you love people for who they are and all this is, is a rough patch... l cry sometimes cause l think l'm going crazy cause l think l don't love him, and tears you up, cause you really don't know what to believe.. cause when it comes down to it, you want them and this thing we call life, is what divides you...

l need air.... ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5056102/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/5056102/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 22:51:13 PDT
anyway least l got this week planned out.. my younger bro and sis goes to nans, l get peace and quiet with my mum for a few days.. and thats when we get to go shopping and such oh l'm so excited

what else my lover boy at the end of the week gets to sleep over for a few days which l;m excited though not in the same bed bummer lol.. but least l get to see him and such..

its funny that your content with the things you ahve but you also want more in your life cause you know at the end of it you might have nothing for a while so you try to hog everything you possibly can and keep tight within you. yeah l got a weird thinking state and such but guess that is what my life is...
you can have someone as much as you want but then the next moment its all gone to the time to see them...

l think l might be mumbling now lol... anyway nothing else to report just studying till l go crazy for my exams and such... well back to reality

mwah mwah

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4993825/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4993825/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 01:40:30 PDT
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if wondering where to get one the site address is

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mwah mwah

today was pretty average... cold wet and oh yeah last week of school the l go on holidays!!

yeah can't wait

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4972538/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4972538/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 17:16:16 PST
l rally want to work on it just it won't work for me like it usually does and all...

other then that no that is soo pissing me off...

maybe l should stop and then come back!! hmmm

well bets to go simpsons is on yeah!!

loves ya's

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4948038/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4948038/ Tue, 29 Mar 2005 22:56:26 PST l don't know but everytime. he goes out.. l feel so hurt form him not cuase he cheats but cause l can't be there and experience that.

it is not like we haven't really talked about it god we have even fought over it.. there is 2-3 years difference deppens on birthdays and such. His 18 turning 19, his going out , going to partys and having fun, and l'm just left at home and such, its like his in this new world that l can't be in, cause l'm basically to little to be in, l can't do msot of things he does and its like l have to wait, wait and more wait ...

l feel hurt cause of it, l don't know if it is jealousy, cause it doens't feel like it, it feels like anger and frustration towards myself and him, cause l don't nkow what l'm feeling..

l can't keep up with him, he tells me he waits but what in the mean time l have to sit back and be that little kid, then he comes hoime to...

l don't want that l wanty to be out to, having fun, having those stories abnd such but no, l'm too little relatively speaking and all...

its gone on for a while and its hard to understadn why l feel like it, cause l shouldn't..
l get so mad at him for no reason and l feel awful cause all l want is for him to be here, not going out not having to worry and such... but l can't that is so selfish...

l don't know how to cope but if l don't find answers l'm gonna break and l really don't want that... ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4938638/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4938638/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 22:07:07 PST
the terrible thing is it just keeps getting worser and worser and it is sooo not funny.

anywhoo.. l've got 2 things due...

1) my textiles quilt cover which is so fun
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and

2) my art major which is going ok l guess.. everyone seemed to love it though...

urmm... lifes alright .. l miss my natalie... she gone for the WHOLE week...

urm PHOTOS TOMMOROW!!! l'm so excited....
l so can't wait.. guess l re did my hair blonder and it looks hot and l'm like can't wait!!!

other then that l'm great me and my b/f are great excpet his getting lots of pimples and so am l due to all the CHOCOLATE!!! yummy

anyway better be going love yas

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4905427/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4905427/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 23:58:39 PST
any l'm eating pizza yummy!!!

well its good friday and it was the best day for many reasons..

hopefully fingers crossed l can get my art major painting done .. not bloody likely...

adn l can out at some latest designs of clothes and haristyles l have been having fun with ...

anyway later on... like sunday its EASTER!!!

chocolate urghhh!!!!! yummy... l can't wait... l won't even sleep that night again lol l feel like a little kid when this happens lol

anyway unbeliveable for me everything is ok... it is truly amazing what happened on thrusday at school and what was said which l unfortunately can't state but it was really amazing..

well best be off home and away is just about to start

hope you's all have a great easter

MUCH LOVE

Sugur-Babyz ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4876865/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4876865/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 21:27:35 PST
so happy and all...

what l am even more excited about is that this week is a four day week friday off..yes

then a four day weekend omg so kool!!

then yet again another four day week

then a normal weekend then 5days of school and then yes !!!!!!

holidays!!!! so excited... l need a job so totally

but the best thing is my and my b/f are off casue he ain't working so excited can't wait

l'm actually more excited bout tommorow..

anywho... nothing much to say excpet everything is due over the next few weeks lol..

anway

ciao much love ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4789072/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4789072/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 20:02:56 PST
and its so bad cause l lost my l plates when driving lol, l'm so bad!!!

anway the good thing is l know how to turn corners really good and do roundabouts which l always hated!!!

yay l get a pat on the back!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4763995/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4763995/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 20:14:38 PST
anywho l finally get there and l'm like omg omg...

anyway l got one question wrong and l'm like god l hope l don't fuck this up anyway, 40 something odd questions later...


L PASSED and l'm like YAY SO TOTALLY

anyway, my picture turned out fabulous l really love it and all..

so yeah l'm really happy

hope tommrows good excursion time and everything ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4723199/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4723199/ Thu, 03 Mar 2005 20:43:01 PST
well next since their coming in the arvo tommorow l get to go ICE SKATING still yay, and its gonna be really fun, with all the falling and presents and such.

well anyway 2 MORE DAYS LEFT!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4689009/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4689009/ Sun, 27 Feb 2005 23:00:52 PST
well thats life unfortunatly....

happy thoughts l guess huh for my birthday, and karako and omg THE PRESENTS YAY!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4657872/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4657872/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 21:20:29 PST
l've got 2 dinners and 2 weekends to attend , a baby shower and some more partys to go to,
l've got unfortunalty a drama act tomoroow soo boring and all, l've got things that are so due that l haven't done eekk, and l'm eating my fav food PRAWNS yummy tongiht omg!!!

anyway better go hope all is well if you think of anything to get me let me know!!!

l lvoe presents!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4633734/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4633734/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 23:09:52 PST
yay l'm having fun..

ice skating ni the evening and banquet at night omg so much fun and all those presents l can wait!!!

and prawns that night as well omg l'm gonna be 16 omg, this is sooooo werid.....

olk anyway onto new topic!!

assignments that have to get done,

english oral presentation and my portfolio of it

drama, my act that l have to memarise l have to do it on friday omg!!!!

art, my major that l have to really get cracking on, especially now that l have an essay with that

textiles assignment, of making a furniture equipment yikes!!!

urmmm...... yeha can't oh and my ancient history revewison assessment test

ok gotta so get cracking on this!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4550774/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4550774/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 23:18:13 PST
well tommorow should be fun, tez's party, l got her this enamel bracelt, and she's got this obession is what you call it with "the lizard queen" from the simpsons so l'm gonna get that done on the braclet.

she'll love ut l know it.. its gonna be that and probably them smelly g-strings and bras from bra's and thing at westfields madest shop that is..!!!

well got to go my rides here, cya's sunday morning hangover.. lol not ...

good weekend everyone ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4533336/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4533336/ Tue, 08 Feb 2005 20:29:25 PST
well thankfully it was also a short day since its wedensday and all and we get to go home at 1ish yay.

anyway swimming carnival tommorow and all can't wait, hopefully l won't get burnt tomorow and all lol...

well what else, l'm tired really.... yawn well better get back to my art projects lol....

p.s schools alright considering but l just wished things were different and people knew kinda these things and al well

catch yas tommorow ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4506013/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4506013/ Sat, 05 Feb 2005 18:29:33 PST
well l'm kinda red today from sunbaking, but its all good its gonna tann which l'm so happy bout...

this weeks agenda hmmm

monday school all day
tuesday get of 2.30
wednesday get of at 1 ish
thursday swimming carnival
fridays school all day noo.. l'm gonna be so sore form thrusday
saturday tez B*day party till sunday with swimming if we want..
monday school..........

god what a week.....with peer support and homework and possibility of getting a job...

and you know whats worst.... l can't sleep in .. when l really need to cause l got school... ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4457959/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4457959/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 22:40:50 PST
well classes are good, gonna ace art its what we did in year 10 all over again.. l'm so happy and designing clothes got me all excited..
SO MUCH FUN!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4439274/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4439274/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 17:38:13 PST
well l'm prepared for school l hope, got my boobie bag which l love.....

eekkkkk............ 2 days left!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4362324/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4362324/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 17:04:38 PST summernats,
and so on and so forth..

well have fun and comment what you like. ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4344166/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4344166/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 15:25:07 PST
in 2 weeks l'm back at school my god this is gonna be a year to rmemeber...!!!

omg so happy , my boyfriend got his licence yay!!!!!!

and in several weeks l can go for mine!!!!

oh and l have a so awsome tan!!!!
my arms , boobs, chest, stomach and all that are so tanned that its awesome, l've always been white my life so l'm so excited!!!

well hoildays have been great.. can't wait to see everyone again!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4263036/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4263036/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 15:15:40 PST
but they are drop dead boring, and l have done everything l could possibly think of to entertain myself..
from cleaning the goddamn 2 storey house of mine, to putting up our new pool, and l'm bored shitless...

and the shit thing now is that its like way to cold to even go IN the pool.....
and l so wanted to get a tann!!!!!

well l've got only 3 weeeks of holidays left...
WHOOP WHOOP!!!!........ ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4156107/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4156107/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 17:08:41 PST
well l woke up and it was all good, , everyone happy, like it actually was christmas, cuase at the time it didn''t feel like it....
well then we left wiht my b/f that was gonna meet the rest o the side of my family to menai, and we stayed there to 3.30ish... god that went to quick,.... l couldn't believe what everyone looked like especailly my cousin who's 18 and she use to be soo omg gorgeous, and now, ugly l tell ya, she got drinkers skin, her face is deteararting its disgusting...
and she was drunk as a skunk there.... fuckin loser....never liked her she always thought she was king shit.... which she wasn't.....

well anywhoo of that subject then when we were driving home, cause we took two cars...
the one in front a magna, blew up, in the foront bonnet.... god it was scary, all you could hear was a loud explosion, and then the car caught fire.... me my mum and my b/f was in the car behide... and my lil sister , lil brother and my dad we're in the car, in fornt.......

it was beyong scary, l was so happy that it was gas filled car, cause the way that it caught alight in the matter of seconds would of literally blew the car to pieces but that didn't happen thank god.

well the good thing is that they got out of the car, and everyone was safe and so many people ran to help with fire extinguishes, if they didn't come the car would all be one fire ... and be burnt to the ground, and if the fire brigade didn't turn up, since the fire extinguishes ran out of the stuff that it has, cause the car caught back on fire form below, then the full engine would of caught alight.... so luckily that nothing got really really bad......

well l better go....the cars totaled , but i the end.... yeah cya....

well yeah that was my christmas.... ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4139096/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4139096/ Thu, 23 Dec 2004 18:40:14 PST where has the god damn year gone and whats more scary is that l'm a year 11 student next year...
bloddy scary when l just got use to being a year 10 student and doing the school certificate....
wow... its funny how l can remember all the partys l've been to....
all the ex's the girls have been thorugh... all the fights and bitchieness.... eveyrthing...
where has the god damn year gone.....

WOW PRESENT tomorrow....
god the aunties and cousins tommorow what a horrbible christmas...
and l say this as they are all stuck... snobs, that walk round liek there shit don't stink and that really gets on your nerves trust me....

welll merry CHRISTMAS as l won't be on tommorow
LOVE YA"S!!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4132192/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4132192/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 23:21:58 PST
well so far l know l'm getting my overhead projector and my art easel!!! and then l dunooo... thats form my mum and they nearly $100 bucks each so yeah.....
my b/f got me a carasel... which l'm so excited about, but l don't know the other things l'm getting as he won't tell me god gamn him....lol

and then yeah..... wonder what l'm getting form my aunties and uncles hmmm.... hopefully kewlly stuff!!!!

well if l'm not back on MERRY CHRISTMAS love you all's!!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4084420/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4084420/ Thu, 16 Dec 2004 21:57:16 PST with that band 6 is the higgest which is top 10 %
band 5 top 20%
and so on and so forth down to band 1

well anywhoo that was excellent!!!
and yeah then that after noon l got PRAWNS OMG yumm!!!
then ravoli that night which was like heaven and me and my older friend got drunk for the first time which was so funny, but the prawns was so the best bit!!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4022696/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/4022696/ Wed, 08 Dec 2004 20:50:29 PST
it started out like butterflies in your stomach and ll the anticipation of it.. ... cause some of us were setting up and all and it was looking omg..

well anyway that lasted to 11 which l then got my hair done and stuff, after that me and alana shopped around for stuff, make up was at 2.30 for me her and stacey it was omg....
took at least 40 mins each and it was soo well done...

well anyway time we got home it was like 5.30 and l had to be at samantha's house at 6 with natalie that was omg rushing and all cuse l hadn't done anything but l look omg !!! l was sooo happy!!!

well, we got to sams at like 10 past 6 and when l saw the car we'd be going in l was soo over the moon, its a red convertoble VW volkswago, l was sooo happy!!! so was natalie...

well anyway we got heaps of photos done it was amazing....
well by that time we were waiting for teneale as she was gonna follow us, and she turned up in this hot red ferari l can't spell it!!!!!

well we got down to the school and tha mount of photos that people took when we entered was so amazing and unbelievable we had photographers from everywhere, and then when we got out fo the car we spent the next half an hour to an hour of people takeing photos of us it was soooo, you just couldn't believe how over whelemed we all were.....
and some photos are gonna be put up soon when l've downloaded them all how exciting!!

well anyway when we got in it was 7.30 and it was amazing so far, we all sat and ate and before we knew it , it was 8.30 and the photographers we're having done up pictures, which were like $12 a pop which was omg, but their gonna be on

[link] to see ashcroft people which is awesome!!! cpde is ah04120801 but won't be up for a few days unfortuantaly

welll then we had got more photos done which took forever with all the photos you nkow..lol...

well after that, lets say it was 8.45 to 9ish, we had a peanut fight with a few tables aorund us.... lol... and then after that we had our disco which went so very very fast.,a nd before l knew it, that was it....

BUT MY MUM FORGOT ME SO L WAS STUCK THRE FOR A WHILE...... which is ok cuase l got to pay woth the balloons which had helium in them lol.....

well l better go photos are gonna be up later have fun and check them out!!!!

p.s garduation is tommrorow and l get prawns after that l'm sooo looking forward to it!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/3976437/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/3976437/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 22:45:12 PST
l'm buggered...lol
welll.... next week is gonna be fun...

monday - finishing decorations

tuesday- hanging decorations and setting up the boat in the hall

wednesday - blowing up the helium balloons all 800 of them. and then getting ready for the formal

thursday - recovering from wednesday night.

friday - graduation and that night l get prawns !!!!! omg yummy omg yum ... l so love prawns......

and then shopping spree on saturdya and sunday!!! omg so happy!!!

well bets ta go....

lova ya's !!! mwah ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/3960518/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/3960518/ Tue, 30 Nov 2004 22:29:26 PST except l have no idea what the hell l'm doing for after party!! you nkow....

dress check
hair check
makeup check
earings check
nails check
transportation check
shoes getting them
tiarra getting it
bag hmmmmm l've got heaps

hmmmm what eles?????????
anyone think of anything?>???

anyhooooo it was sooo hot today but then this nice cold stormy looking change came in and its BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

its gonna rain YESSSS......

welll better go.....

love ya's

p.s adding my art work on here laters, l'm bored lol, please add comment much appreciated if you did. ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/3912410/ http://Sugur-Babyz.deviantart.com/journal/3912410/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 20:46:38 PST well me and nat have spent the entire few days with tez, and sam painting for our formal while in the mean time having nap times and painting other things...

its been sooo much funnn.....

then tommorow myb/f comes over for the whole entire weekend AWESOME!!!...

going shopping getting my tiara for my formal, christmas presents wow christmas IN A MONTH!!!!!

thats like omg......not long , l can't WAIT!!!!

thats when his gonna meet the other side of my family the snobs omg, they are like rich side, not syaing l'm poor or nothing but they make you feel so..... if you ever felt like that l guess you could understand what l'm trying to stay but yeah....

they're really judgemental and its like nooooo don't meet them but he wants to and shit like that........

1 months form now.... l'll be coming home from there place and havin beein in his arms YEaH!!

l cna't wait to new years... it's gonna be so exciting.....fireworks!!whoooowhooo!!!!! !!!!

well better go and have a shower gotsa go out.

love ya's!!!! ]]> ~Sugur-Babyz