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I Worship

http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16184656/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:47:55 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{Meh. My mom's friend at work invited me to her New Years party with my parents. I hate parties, but I 'm going to go anyway. Maybe it'll be fun.

I'm takingmy iPod as well as my writing binder, so hopefully I won't be bored. There's going to be drinking. e__e; And smoking, and probably pot. I hate alcohol, the smell of pot makes me sick, and cigarette smoke makes me choke. And plus, there's going to be guys - all kinds of them. And all of them are probably going to tease me 'cause I look like a boy. e_e;

So I'm probably going to come back emo-rific.

...And I'm getting back into Sonic. Just randomly, since I played Sonic and Mario at the Olympic Games. I like drawing Shadow. But everytime I do I get depressed, and want to just lay down and do nothing.

I'd say his emo-ness is spreading. But well. It's... I dunno. :/ It's weird. I feel funny. T_T;

My New Year's Resolution: To get down to a size 2. >3; I've got another year to make it there. But I'mma do it faster.}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 6 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

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Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 083. Christmas http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16088725/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16088725/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 05:28:59 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{24th-

CD - Journey, Greatest Hits

CD - Jeff Foxworthy Greatest Bits

Body Mist

Headband

Bath Fizzers

Chocolate (Which I gave to my cousin.)

1 Yard of Bubble Gum (From cousin. xD)

10 Packs of Pocky (Cousin)

25th-

Shania Perfume

2008 Planner

T-Shirt

BareMinerals Makeup

And the saddest part is none of it means jack shit to me. I just wanted to pet a horse. I'd die just for that. I didn't want anything for Christmas except to be around horses. It's not fair of me to be sad. Mom's all, "I really wanted to get you more," and I told her (again) that I wanted to pet a horse. She says she tried, but oh well. Except I really don't know if I can wait another year.

My aunt's coming by later. e.e

What amuses me is that people on the other side of the world don't get anything. Well... let them have this stuff. But it'd hurt my parents. As of like, three years ago, gifts didn't mean jack to me and I wanted to take it out of our family tradition completely. It's okay to buy for others but I get more joy out of events than things that come in a box.}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 082. I Took out the trash. O: http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16073566/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16073566/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 09:14:57 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{Wow. I'm not kidding. I've been doing that intro and I'm getting a lot better at it. The stretch is gewd. But well, the game... nothing. Still. e.e; Oh well.

Gotta tell you guys something. Awhile back I went to take out the trash at work. Well, when I went to lift it into the huge trash compactor, it wouldn't budge. It was HEAVY. My arms wouldn't give an inch. So I went for the whole can lest the bag rip and I have a mess. It was so heavy I couldn't even get it up past my knees. That, I know, had to be over fifty pounds - normally I can lift other people higher than that. And that was just impossible. I was ehausted, trembling, and it was cold so it made things worse.

And I don't know what happened. I got annoyed, and stubborn. And against my better judgement I thought, 'Okay fine, I'll just STAY OUT HERE until I can get it in that bin." And so I kept trying, and failing. But something weird and corny happened. I realized it was snowing outside. It surprised me greatly. It was snowing. It almost NEVER snows here. I'm not sure where the energy came from, but my arms started tingling and it was like I knew I could lift it. I guess I figured if snow was possible here then so was me lifting that trash can into the bin - whose opening is where my nose is.

So I tried again. And I lifted it, onto my knee, and lifted my whole leg (Apparently I have strong legs. e.e up to my waist and moved my hands around the bottom and, though I was struggling the whole time, lifted it those last few inches over the edge. The bag got stuck as well and I got nasty juice all over my arm. But I did it. When I put the trash can back down again I was shaking so bad I had to sit there and not move for a minute. I was exhausted.

But what scares me is that I did it. By the time I'd gotten back in I'd been out for more than ten minutes. If no one else had been in the kitchen the stuff in the deep fryer would've burned. So I dunno. e_e;;

Apparently I'm too stubborn for my own good now.}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get u... ]]>} ~SunaKunoichi 081. Once I get my mouse... http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16055303/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16055303/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 08:33:47 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{My fingers hurt. 8D But now I can stretch them at unnatural angles. n_n

Things to do when I get a mouse:

gift art

Belated Xmas Gifts

Color Tem & Shika Play Guitar Hero

Get Decent Refs of Ramen and all my characters

Work on my novel characters.}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

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Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 080. Smoke on the Water http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16045677/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16045677/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 14:52:23 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{I just spent the last couple of hours practicing the intro to Smoke on the Water by Deep Purple. I remembered the tabs for some reason at all, and so picked up an old guitar. Well, I can play the intro - and my hand is cramping something fierce. It's hard to type. My thumb's got a blister on it (this song is done without a pic).

I picked up Guitar Hero after that. Nothing. No excited spark. In fact, the whole game felt empty somehow. Kind of like when you eat cheap TV dinners for a long time and then one day get to go to a fancy restaurant. And then you go back to the TV dinners? ...The whole game was crap. Worse, I was missing notes I hit before because I was so used to the stretched position with my fingers on the frets that they automatically stretched farther than I needed.

...I'm totally stumped. I played thirteen notes over and over again. And now I only want to play the real thing. Maybe it's a phase? But I quit Guitar Hero and grabbed the guitar and took it to my room. So who knows. I see why guitar enthusiasts dislike the game. I myself still like it. ...But well, I got nothing.}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 079. OO: Commission? http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16017630/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16017630/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 16:45:47 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{*keels emojournal*

...Okay. I got the alt Cup Ramen. And I'm going to imp her out.

So leik, if you know any port artists that are taking commissions, just let me know.

She's a real simple character. She looks like puppy Akamaru, just slightly bigger, and is well, yellow. o_o And has a constant blush. So like, if you know anyone who draws ports PLEASE let me know. I do Paypal, DS, etc. xD

But if you don't that's cool too. o_o;;;

I need to start commenting more. e_e;; -gets to work on that.-}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 078. e.e http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16015174/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/16015174/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 13:46:25 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{Okay, so I was forced (yes, FORCED - my mom. e.e) to go to this stupid Christmas party at work. My mom MADE me make something so I decided I'd make a cake. I was going to have fun with it so I got a 100 piece cake decorator thing - only ten dollars - and got to practicing.

First cake, I ran out of frosting and the cake looked like a shitpile. Okay, fine. Second cake was the real deal, and it was going to be awesome. I got to work, started frosting, and realized - RETARDED ME LEFT THE KIT AT HOME. It was right next to my stuff and I FORGOT IT.

So it was another shitpile. Another cake was there and everyone ate some of it. I never eta food at parties. I'm too paranoid and I feel fat when I eat food. So I didn't bother to eat no matter ho starving I was. It was a strawberry cake someone made and everyone was commenting on how good it waas - I know it was good because I love the stuff. But I didn't get any food. I'd say one or two pieces were gone from mine. Oh well. And I couldn't even take it home because a few people hadn't gotten to eat it yet. They'll probably throw it away too. e___e;

And I've eaten next to nothing today and I'm starving but I'm getting into my anorexic-fest again. I'm already broderline and I've dropped a bloody pants size because of it. I don't give a fuck. I don't care. I just don't want food. I'm hungry but I just can't stand eating anymore. And don't yell at me about it. I don't care. Threaten me to eat and I don't CARE. I can't even lay down because I have work in the morning. So I can do nothing but stare at the wall. Hell, it's all I really want to do. I wonder how long I can go without food. o-o;

I fucking HATE PARTIES. I got a lovely little picture frame with horses. OH WELL.. AT LEAST I GET TO PET HORSES. e-e;

Sorry. x.x;; I'll stfu. xD}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 077. Rap's Journal - GIROM TYME http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15998985/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15998985/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 10:51:57 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

...

Okay. This isn't my wonderful sister at the computer. I've noticed several others in the Chess have these ...blog... things and they look horiffically fun. Hee. So I'm going to mimic my sister - who no doubt STARTED this fad and create one JUST LIKE HER. She'll be so proud of me.

And since Rapunzel "tagged" me with this survey I'll take it, I guess.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
... I have a lot of those. Hm. Well, there was this time I got in a fight with Ginta and COMPLETELY whipped him, and he gave me a scar on my shoulder to remember him by. Sick little freak.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Rocks. o_o

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
...This sounds confusing.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Violent music. <3

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
...I don't remember much of that.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
To go out and have FUN. >3

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
HAVING FUN. I'm under house arrest for the time being.

8. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
Hmmm.. no?

EVER BEEN BOWLING?
Yes. There's a game room in the castle. Except they won't let me play. Something about CHEATING. I can't help it if I'm SMARTER Than them.

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
...Sis, do I ahve a middle name?

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
I love the dark.

12. THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Popsicle. Grape. >3

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE/PERFUME?
...I usually don't wear it.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
I kind of like alcohol. >>

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
MEAT LOVERS. O<

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Nothing, I just ate.

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
PETA. FOR LOCKING ME IN THIS CLOSET.

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
SURE.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
Freedom. Hehe.

22. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
I love my sis. <33

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Maybe.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Uh. They have brands now?...Whatever this tunic is... it matches my hair.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
...o-o

26. DO YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?
Eh?

27. WHAT'S THE FUNNIEST THING YOU'VE EVER DONE?
I don't know. I'm quite the comedian, myself.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
...Huh?

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
To let them live I guess...

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
...Why?

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Ny sister is blonde!

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
...I yell numbers?

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Anything that annoys Rapunzel annoys me.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY YOU LIVE IN?
Nnndur.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Pfft no. I just pretend, you know, because I'm a pretty nice guy.

36. FIRST JOB?
...Chess?

37. EVER OWNED A BUNNY?
YEah. Then I ate it.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
I've played pranks... but why would I shout about it?

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
Being locked in Rap's room with her laptop.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
...I'm so handsome plastic surgery could only succed in making me look flawed.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Becuse my sister asked me to. <3

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
Everything. They wouldn't dare insult us.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
I guess I'd hurt them. n_n

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Your servitude. :3

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
....o-o It's a bit early to be thinking about that isn't it?

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
No.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
... No.

48. WHICH FINGER(S) IS YOUR FAVORITE?
...Huh?

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
...LONG, LONG time ago. Hee

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Actually it's not that bad.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
... ]]> ~SunaKunoichi 076. Headache. http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15987012/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15987012/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 13:28:25 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{All day yesterday I had a headahe. It progressed worse nad worse throughout the evening until I went to bed. And when I woke up my head was literally hurting so bad that I was in tears. Like, at 2AM in the morning I had to beg m mom for a Goody powder or advil or something. She gave me two huge pain pills and they didn't last very long.

FInally, mom asked me if I thought I ought to stay home. I was sobbing AGAIN because I didn't want to leave her alone. She assured me she'd be fine (she got someone else to work that day) and then I lay down until sunrise and then fell asleep again until noon and it was gone by then. But an hour later and it came back.

So my headache is back a second time, not nearly as bad as it was, but enough to bother me so I'm going to spend hte next few days in my room without light. e.e;;

OH. AND I WAS RIGHT.

NO HORSES FOR ME TODAY. e________e}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 6 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 075. Smaller?b http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15977203/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15977203/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 18:01:44 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{-R A P ' S J O U R N A L-

.....

Okay. So apparently I now fit into a size 7.

What the fuck. I can wear those sexy camouflage pants I bought a few weeks ago. When I tried them on before I couldn't wear them. So I got all determined and swore that the nect time I put them on theyd' fit.

So I put them on again just now. And they fit. JUST FINE. WTF. O_o;}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 6 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 074. Rap's Journal http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15971772/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15971772/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 11:12:57 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{-R A P ' S J O U R N A L-

12/17/07

Mood: DOMINANT >:3

Subject: AHA.

I'm so very EXCITED, and you better be, too! Christmas is coming and you better be damn happy about it! AHAHAHAHAHAHA! I got my adorable little brother something wonderful for Christmas! In spite of what you might believe, I'm occasionally nice to those who deserve it. Very few meet those qualifications, you see!

But actually, my attempts to keep Phantom off my back might work this time around! So what if I killed a few low-rankers - they were USELESS and showed NO POTENTIAL WHATSOEVER. I'm just assisting to fix Phantom's poor judgement when recruiting new members.

I didn't get any presents for the girls, because I CAN'T STAND WOMEN. Their screams may be the only thing that sends that delightful SHIVER up my spine. It's WONDERFUL. But oh well.

It seems that I found a quiz that WILL LET ME TAKE IT. SO I'M TAKING IT. And I'll have my kawaii otouto take it also. <333

---

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?

DON'T YOU DARE YELL AT ME- ...oh. Well. I actually have one on my arm, but ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS HOW I GOT IT, YOU HEAR ME? O<

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?

Pictures of me and Girom, and some paintings of people I don't know or care about.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?

My WHAT?

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?

It varies. Music isn't something I ADORE.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?

NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?

To do what I WANT to do. O<

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?

I don't miss ANYTHING.

8. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?

Hmmm.... not that I recall. Unless you count ME.

EVER BEEN BOWLING?

... WITH HEADS. >D

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?

NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?

NO... the dark is scared of ME.

12. THE LAST THING YOU ATE?

Tea. n_n

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE/PERFUME?

Delicious white-musk.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?

Heh, neither. Tea.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?

HUMAN HEADS. I mean. n.n Pepperoni.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

Lemon tarts...

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?

YOU. FOR YELLING AT ME.

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?

No... but I could learn if I felt like it.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?

Girom gave me a hug when we were little. <3

22. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?

I like my little brother. <3

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?

MAYBE.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?

Uh. They have brands now?

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?

A WHAT?

26. DO YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?

A WHAAAT?

27. WHAT'S THE FUNNIEST THING YOU'VE EVER DONE?

I'm pretty funny actually. EVERYTHING I DO IS FUNNY. NOW LAUGH BEFORE I KILL YOU.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?

What's the point of this question?

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?

To not kill them. n-n

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:

NEVER.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?

BLONDES. ;D

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?

I don't RECALL ever yelling out random numbers.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?

1. IDIOTS. LOSERS. FAILURES. INCOMPETENCE. YOU. PHANTOM. EVERYONE IN GENERAL. THAT BLONDE HAIRED BRAT. MONKEY BOY. THAT UGLY HIDEOUS WITCH.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY YOU LIVE IN?

I travel all over MAR Heaven. n__n

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?

I DON'T HAVE ANY. O<

36. FIRST JOB?

I joined the ARMY. 8D

37. EVER OWNED A BUNNY?

No..

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?

WHAT DO YOU MEAN?

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?

NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?

I don't NEED it because I'm BEAUTIFUL.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?

Because it looked interesting.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIM... ]]>
~SunaKunoichi

073. Christmas Survey.
http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15956596/
http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15956596/
Sun, 16 Dec 2007 09:29:44 PST

'Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what your made of

You might bend 'til you break

'Cause it's all you can take

On your knees you look up

Decide you've had enough

You get mad, you get strong

Wipe your hands, shake it off

Then you stand, then you stand}

Created by

Christmas Survey
Okay, this is for everyone around the holidays who feel like talking about it. The rules are:

You MUST tag at least one person. If you are tagged, you don't HAVE to do it if it's going to KILL YOU. This is for your own enjoyment.

If you've been tagged but you don't celebrate Christmas, then all you need to do is repost the blank survey, and then tell us what you do celebrate - if anything, or at the very least, what you're going to do on that day (for example, in Australia it's Boxing Day - so what are you going to do that day? xD). Or make something up, like for your characters.

Leave the created by thing on there. I guess I can't force you, since there are similar surveys out there. But hey. Be kind. D:

x X-ing x
(x) I'm going to see a relative for Christmas.
( ) My relatives are coming to my house for Christmas.
( ) We're going to meet somewhere.
( ) My tree is real.
(x) My tree came with its own lights.
(/) We open gifts on Christmas Eve.
(x) I always hope there will be snow on Christmas.
( ) We have snow every year on Christmas.
(x) We never get snow.
(x) We buy new wrapping every year.
(x) We save gift boxes to use next year.
(/) I never get what I want on Christmas.
( ) I've gotten a car for Christmas.
( ) I eat Christmas dinner.
(x) I eat more junk than actual food on Christmas.
(x) My stockings are always stuffed with candy.
(x) I unwrap my gifts carefully instead of ripping them apart.
(x) I never feel like I deserve my presents.
( ) I don't get gifts on Christmas.
( ) I've gotten a puppy/kitty/other pet for Christmas.
( )I've gone caroling.
( ) I participate in a Christmas parade.
(x) I've gone shopping the day after Thanksgiving.
( ) I've actually gotten in a fight over buying someone something.
( ) My parents have spent more than three hundred dollars on my gifts alone.
( ) I have to buy my own presents.
( ) I usually just buy/get gift cards or socks for Christmas.

x Questions x
1. Do you remember writing letters to Santa? If so, what was the one thing you always remember asking him?
To pet his reindeer.
2. Have you ever had to do without on Christmas?
Almost.
3. Ever donated to a charity on Christmas(Toys for Tots, etc.)?
My dad worked for the fire department and we always gave toys away.
4. Ever thought you heard/saw Santa? Outside of Christmas?
Hehe yeah. Where my mom worked he came in every morning to order a biscuit. xDD

5. What's your favorite Christmas movie?
How the Grinch Stole Christmas. The live-action one with Jim Carey.

6. What was your favorite Christmas?
I hope it's this one. I really do.

7. Have any of your Christmas wishes ever come true?
Not really.

8. What do you hope to get for Christmas this year?
I just want to pet a horse. I'd give up everything for that.

9. What's the one thing you hope you don't get?
I dunno. No horses?

10. Lastly, have you finished Christmas shopping or when does it end?
I have to get my parents something.
I tag.

and

. And whoever wants to take it can.

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockja... ]]> ~SunaKunoichi 072. CONTEST http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15948201/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15948201/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 04:23:45 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

The contest IS.

Pick a character. Any character. From any anime, manga, cartoon, real people, OCs, etc. And draw him/her as a reindeer. You can be as creative as you want to be. It's okay if you can't draw deer. Draw however you want, and there are plenty of references on Google - as long as it resembles a reindeer.

The rules?

The deer must have some kind of a harness on.

You cannot steal artwork.

You can be as creative as you want - adding appendages, different kinds of fur, scales, wings, ANYTHING. You will not be judged on your ability to draw. Instead, your entries will be judged by your creativity with the reindeer.

You can draw as many deer or have as many entries as you want. For right now, if you must, limit your entries to one or two until I see how many are going to enter.

The deadline is to be announced. Okay. Yeah. Do let me know if you're going to enter, and either PM them to me or link them through a comment reply to this journal.

Any questions? Ask! xD

Prizes?
Suggest something!
I'm thinking along the lines of a subscription - 2 month or more. Maybe.

But anyone can suggest prizes too! Hell, if you can get a pwnsome artist to draw a prize picture for the winner that'd be cool too. But srsly.

ALSO. JUDGES. I need like, I dunno, three other people who don't plan on entering the contest to gimme their IM addresses so that we can decide on the winnars. ;o

Don't worry about it until the deadline time though.
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Entries:

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

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]]> ~SunaKunoichi 071. Kitsune and A Contest. http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15947957/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15947957/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 17:01:41 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{I stole a survey from Livejournal. It's the holidays so I'll share with you some information you never knew about me.

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Your Name: Sarah

Your Character/Fursona's Name: Aiko

Where did you come up with this name/who gave you that name?

Well, ever since I was little I've loved the name Amy. And Amy was me, somehow, and I couldn't explain it. I obsessed over that name. But then I heard the name Aiko, when I went to Stone Mountain in 1999 or 2000 or something. And it clicked. Everything. Clicked. I knew who I was. Somehow. And it turns out that Amy and Aiko both mean Beloved. ;D

Species (and colors/markings): Border collie-sized four-tailed off-white kitsune. Yellow eyes. Small paws, an almost teardrop shaped head with a long, tiny muzzle. Large ears, a slender neck, and aerodynamic body. Fur is thin, with a thin undercoat so it seems her body has more hair than fur. Eyes are large and almond-shaped. There are no visible pupils unless she is angered. Then they appear as black slits.

Why are you those specific colors/what made you choose them? Because she is that way. o_O Nothing else to say. She's white.. ish. More like a creamy yellow, but is often mistaken as white. I think she might be related to brown kitsune. I'm not sure.

Where did the idea for your species come from/what aspects caused you to be ___ species?

It just made sense is all. Nothing else fit so well as the kitsune. I knew what I was - the name itself is like honey on my tongue. It was what I was, and what I am.

What year did the "finalization" of your character come about, or the least amount of major changes occur?

I don't know. There is no finalization because I'm always changing.

At what age did you first find yourself creating "characters"?

Oh, wow. I was really little. As soon as I could draw. I was in kindergarten and younger. xD

What attributes of your character are similar to you/what are different? Why?

The physical attributes. Obviously. And her abilities. I'm no longer a kuko kitsune on the outside.

How closely does your character resemble you in physical build and appearance (clothes, hair, etc)?

I don't know. We both have high cheekbones and our bone structure is basically the same. Otherwise, I dunno.

Is your character mainly used for roleplay or forum avatar, a "mascot" for your website/online activities, fursuit, or other? (spiritual, alter-ego, public representation...)

She's me. Nothing else to say. o_O I draw her as me.

If you were in a public location and a stranger confronted you about your character ("hey, is that supposed to be you? *point to badge, art, whatever*") would you deny it or explain it to them?

I'd say it was whatever their imagination believed it to be.

Do you find it hard to change your character's design because of social influences? (eg: well people hate constantly changing chars/people already drew me like this/everyone is used to this design)

I don't change her. It's hard to explain okay?

If you had not had the influence of the internet until now, do you think you'd still be part of the fandom/have the character you use today?

I would never have learned about kitsune were it not for the internet. Well. I KNEW but I didn't know everything.

Do you consider yourself a furry, therian/were, anthro, or other?

I'm not really any of those. Okay uh. Let's just say that kitsune posession stories and stuff like that have happened. But you can believe what you want to believe.

ALSO.

Tomorrow I'm posting a Christmas survey that I made. It's not big. But I want you all to fill it out. You don't HAVE to. But I'd really like to see it spread around.

And I'm holding a contest. I finally know what I want to do. xD}

I Worship

http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15927581/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 07:23:47 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{Mom surprised me yesterday in Walmart wit what we're doing Tuesday.

Her friend owns two horses and her name is Shirley. I work with her on weekends at the restaurant. Well, we're following her home on Tuesday.

I'm so scared she'll back out of it. I'm so. Fucking. Scared. But she says she won't back out.}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

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Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 069. Somewhat back. http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15916452/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15916452/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 11:37:45 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{My dad had an old laptop so I'm using it. x.x I can't get on Furc and it's hard to type. But I do have internet and MSN at least.

I probably won't get Yahoo for awhile, so if you have MSN mine is

Suna_kunoichi@hotmail.com

x__x Bleh.}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi Will be gone for a LONG TIME. xD http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15901049/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15901049/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 09:29:00 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{Okay, so my computer shut off by itself this morning - basically, my power supply died. AGAIN. So. For a long long long time, or until I get my own computer you won't see me online. At all. Because my dad thinks I'm an accident waiting to heppen on his computer. Ha.

So, I dunno when I'll be back. I have to save for a new computer now, because frankly, I've thad mine for YEARS.

So see you when I see you I guess. If you go on Furc, please tell Lazy|Bastard or Maakasu|Furinto that I won't be coming online for a long time. Pleeskthx.}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 068. Dumberererererecheese http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15860288/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15860288/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 09:38:00 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{For the past four days I've been too busy to eat much. I might've maybe had one decent meal - and that's spread out OVER the four days. And don't fucking lecture me about it. I know. Because it already hit me like a ton of bricks. And because of lack of sleep during those hours, I've been drinking Rockstars to keep me awake and not well, dead because of lack of nutrients('cause Rockstars are LOADED with Vitamin B and stuff). No food + No sleep + Rockstars - is a horrible, horrible combination.

It's not like I CHOSE not to eat. Every time I got hungry I was either preoccupied or going somewhere with my parents - and so I just couldn't get to a food source. Sometimes I'd be hungry for so long I'd cease to notice.

Today, it finally got to me. I was dizzy, and so exhausted I could hardly walk before the day was over. My arms are killing me and I've been trembling for awhile now. So.

I'm going to take a nap and you probably won't see me until later tonight. I am FUCKING. WORE. OUT. x____x

Like I said. Don't fucking lecture me. I don't care. It won't happen again. And I'm all cranky. Wonderful. x_x}

I Worship

Goals

_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas

]]> ~SunaKunoichi 067. Wish List http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15837236/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15837236/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 16:27:25 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News

_{STEP ONE

Make a post (public, friends-locked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your DA journal. The post should contain your list of ten holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a ______ icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("all I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV."). The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your DA or link to this post so that the holiday joy will spread.

STEP TWO

Surf around your friends list (or friends' friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now, here's the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use -- do it.

You need not spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf -- to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not -- it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Give, and you might receive. and you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

--

I don't want much. Not much at all.

1. I want my family to be able to work things out so that we will be able to pay for my dad's kidney transplant. Either that or I want his kidney to stop rejecting itself.

2. And... maybe someday, this is something I would give up so my family could be happy. I want to pet a horse. I want to spend time with a horse - any horse, any breed, any age, at any point in time. I don't feel alive without horses. But I would give up everything to do with horses if my family could just be able to see this through.

This is all I want for Christmas. Ironically enough, number 2 is the only thing that is very unlikely to happen. I don't want anything else though. One or two, or nothing - from family, from friends, from anyone.

And YES, I am working on Christmas giftarts. But you won't see any of them until Christmas.}

I Worship

Goals ~SunaKunoichi 066. Oh Lovely. o: http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15834976/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15834976/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 13:39:22 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Aha. o_o

Okay so my dad's supposed to have the transplant this month, right? Well, randomly, they decide that, before they'll even talk to my dad, they want $25,000.00 That was like, as much as a house cost when I was little. o_O; And I know surgery is expensive but like, gawd. Stingy little bastards aren't they. I know why costs are so high, and it's malpractice insurance.

I'm not horribly worried or anything, but the way it's looking it seems like my dad is going to kick the bucket and it won't matter to them. He's already about to break on the diet we're putting him on. Lots of veggies, but half the time he gets sick of it and doesn't eat. Mom tried it after his last transplant, but he won't stop eating French fries and greasy foods.

It's hard for me not to eat them too, and I'm trying my best to avoid it. And so far I'm doing better than he is. o_O While he's on the road he doesn't really HAVE a choice, because even though he's supposed to avoid low-sodium foods, there's nowhere to eat that. So he eats McDonalds and Taco Bell and all that.

I've set my rules. The only way I can eat junk is if a) it's offered, b) we go out to eat as a family, or c) I have to work hard to make it myself. like say, if I wanted ice cream for myself I'd actually have to make it as opposed to buying. I'm getting really good as far as the pantry goes. :3 There's chocolate cereal in there, and at one point a whole pack of cookies. I don't even notice them anymore. I used to have a hard time with temptation. I wish my dad could build up his resistance wall a little more. If he doesn't he could die.

Idiot. e.e;}

I Worship

Goals
_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

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Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 065. Ginga Legend Weed http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15819154/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15819154/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 10:02:17 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Deleted the emo-rant. :3;; 'Cause it was annoying. Anywho.

I watched all of Ginga Nagareboshi Gin and Ginga Densetsu Weed. GNG tells the story of a tora ge(tiger striped) akita inu mix named Gin, which means Silver, who gathers a bunch of dogs from all over Japan to fight the great bear Akakabuto. It has about 21 episodes, and it's REALLY GOOD. The guys who created DBZ, Toei Animation, also had a part in this anime.

The sequel, Ginga Densetsu Weed tells the story of Gin's son, Weed(YES HIS NAME IS WEED. x3). Gin's mate, Sakura, was forced to flee when a monster dog took over their paradise that Gin formed, and she had her Gin far away. She contracted a disease, and Weed, on his way to find food for her, learns about his father and decides to seek him out. This starts a whole new legend for the little pup who looks exactly like his father.

The guy who made these two anime/manga also created other stories featuring dogs. It's a very good series and I think you should give it a try. Just type it in on Youtube. Some parts are corny, but what do you expect?

If you watch this anime, read the manga, like it, and have Furcadia(or want it), then let me know on my alts: Oregano, Kiokia, Failsafe. Or hell, Nakamura Hotaru and Shippuuden Rock Lee if you want. (: The first three are GDW alts. So djakldjaklgjklagjklagl. :3

---

I'm in the mood to do surveys. I'll update again once they're completed. Why not?

I'm also going to hold a contest soon. I'm brainstorming it, so I hope that you will all enter.

The prizes might include something Furc-related(if you have it), a subscription, or something of the like. We'll see. :l}

I Worship

Goals
_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 064. So my dad found a horse farm.. http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15717103/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15717103/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 06:00:34 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{I have no idea what's in store for me now. Is it some worse punishment?

My dad found a horse farm last night. Five acres, double-wide trailer, three bedroom, two bathrooms. And the cost? A little over $800 a month. That's two hundred less than our house costs now.

It sounds too good to be true. And it's up where we need to be living, near Jasper.

I don't know what the heck it's all about, but mom and I are going to go look at it today, hopefully. We called them early this morning, but they weren't up. We're also driving up to Rome, Ga for some reason. Mom just wants to look at it.

Likely there'll be horses on the way there. And yet, for some strange reason, I hope it isn't torture.

If we have a house like that, I can go up into the barn and bring a lantern and read, or hell, I'll clean up the place myself when I'm not at work, and make it my own little hangout until .. ehe. >>; Probably won't ever own a horse unless it actually comes with a horse. Not likely.}

I Worship

Goals
_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 063. AD LIBS http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15707513/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15707513/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 13:17:19 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

[link]

The Miracle Of The Lolipop

Lucky hated Christmas. She didn't just dislike Christmas, she hated it like a popsicle that the old guy always asks you to get out of his pocket. She loathed it.

Every December, Lucky would feel herself getting all adorable inside. She refused to put up a Christmas horse, she snapped at anyone slimy enough to sing a carol in her vicinity, and she never, ever bought anybody any presents.

On December 13, Lucky had to go to the mall to buy an insane ice cube. When she got there, there were so many shoppers pushing youthfully around and so much Christmas music blaring patiently, she thought her ovaries would explode.

Finally, she was done. Just outside the door was a sticky man collecting for charity. Lucky never gave to charity, so she started to walk past without a word.

Suddenly, the sticky man dropped his bells and ran on top of a house. There was a long lolipop right in the path of an oncoming truck. But the sticky man slipped and fell, so now they were both in danger!

Lucky rushed out and scarily pushed them both out of the way. There was a hungry bang and then everything went dark.

When Lucky woke up, she was in a squishy room. There was a Christmas horse in the corner and soft carols were playing. Also, Lucky's nose hair hurt. A lot.

The sticky man came into the room. "I'm so sickening!" he said. "You're awake. My name is Girom. You saved me from the truck. But your nose hair is broken."

Lucky hardly knew what to say. Even though there was a Christmas horse up and her nose hair was broken, she felt quite horny, especially when she looked at Girom.

"Your nose hair must hurt squeakily," Girom said. "I think this will help." And he opened Lucky several times.

Now Lucky felt very horny indeed. She didn't hate Christmas at all now. In fact, she loved it. And she loved Girom. "I love you," she said, and kissed Girom deafeningly.

"I love you too," said Girom. Just then, the lolipop ran into the room and nuzzled Lucky's testicles. "I brought him home with us," Girom said.

"We'll call him Miracle," Lucky said. "Our Christmas Miracle."

It was the best Christmas ever.

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The Fat Terror Of The Snow

It snowed a foot overnight. When they woke up, Dorothy and Rapunzel went out to play. First, they made snow angels. Then they had a snowball fight and Dorothy hit Rapunzel in her hair with a big happy-go-lucky iceball. It hurt a lot, but Dorothy kissed it creepily and then it was all better.

Then they decided to make a snow man.

"We'll make a really squeaky snow man!" Dorothy said.

"Why don't we make a snow woman instead?" Rapunzel said. "That would be more sexy and politically correct."

"I know," Dorothy said. "We can make a snow pikachu. That way, we don't have to worry about gender politics."

So they rolled the snow up hungrily and made a sturdy snow pikachu. Dorothy put on a flatulence for the toenail. The pikachu was almost as big as Rapunzel.

"It looks short," Dorothy said huskily. "But it seems like it's missing something."

"Here," Rapunzel said and held up a bouncy post. "I found this in the bed." She put the post onto the pikachu's head.

It was perfect. For about a minute. Then the pikachu, even though it was just made of snow, started to move and growl like a millionaire on a cheap hooker?.

Rapunzel screamed sleepily and ran but the snow pikachu chased her until she tripped over a tree root. Then the snow pikachu rubbed her bravely.

"Nobody does that to my little Fishy Staff," Dorothy screamed. She grabbed an icicle and stabbed the snow pikachu through the ass. It fell down and Dorothy kicked it apart until it was just a bunch of snow again.

"You saved me!" Rapunzel said and they shared an embrace in the snow before going in for hot chocolate.

The post lay in the yard until a tiny child picked it up and took it home.

---

I Saw Naruto Kissing Santa Claus

Sakura woke up in the middle of the night. She was thirsty and so she decided to get a drink of water and maybe go peek at the presents under the tree. Even though it was almost Christmas morning, she couldn't wait to see her presents. There was one angry box that looked like an egg.

Then Sakura noticed that N... ]]> ~SunaKunoichi 062. Stop farking torturing me. -_- http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15703879/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15703879/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 07:05:53 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Seriously not fucking fair.

Everyone else talks to me about their awesome experience with horses, how they get to go and see and pet them. And it's TORTURE. The only way I can even have anything to do with horses is to fucking draw them or Google pictures. The one thing that makes me feel alive? I can't have it. Ever.

And what's worse is that my mom's back is so bad she can't really help us move. And my dad's going to have his kidney transplant, may be on dialysis for weeks, and won't be able to do much. And it's likely the rest of the family won't help. So that means it's me. And it means that I might not even be able to go to Kentucky and follow my dreams because I have to get stronger just to take care of them.

My dad's medication is hundreds of dollars a month so we can't pay our trash bill and there's fucking trash bags everywhere. I volunteered to pay the damn thing but they won't let me. I even argued that I contribute to the trash too and they're all, "AJIODJIOADJIOAJ O<< NO". And we have to sneak into work and dump our trash in the dumpster. It's seriously not fair.

No, I don't want help. I just have to say something about it because it's pissing me off. Because we're probably going to live in some shitty trailer. We can't even get a loan. >.o;;; My parents have been down this road before and so have I. I grew up in that world, eating Hamburger Helper everyday of my life in a trailer park. I refuse to eat it now. My dad can't eat anything with lots of sodium so it's hard feeding him. --;;

I'll shut up. I just want to ride a horse ONE DAMN TIME. ONCE. But every time mom's too tired. She just ducks out every time. And it's not fair of her. She owes me a buttload of cash because she'd conveniently forget her debit card and I was forced to pay for whatever it was we bought. Or something like that. It's so ridiculous.

-stfus.-}

I Worship

Goals
_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 061. Uh, wtf. o_o http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15697243/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15697243/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 17:28:39 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Okay, I'm not trying to start a political debate, but for some strange reason I saw a commercial about FrankTV. And he's making fun of Bush right? Well, then I thought, How must he feel, being the butt of every joke, with the majority of the country turned against him?

Whether he's doing all the things the news is saying or not, how would YOU like it if you were in that situation? I thought about that and I just felt really, really bad. I don't hate him at all. But like, I thought about it and I seriously just wanted to cry.

I have no idea what's up with me lately. o_o

Say what you want, I'm interested to see what you have to say. Provided of course, you're not here to insult me for feeling the way I do. Be mature and I'll reply to you. I'm not going to debate because frankly I suck at it. XD

Insults and immature replies will just be ignored. Really. o_o}

I Worship

Goals
_{Size 7 Jeans}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 060. OMG SURVEY DUMP http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15679185/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15679185/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 13:00:59 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{I had to get more jeans today. I love you thrift stores. My other jeans no longer fit. Also got some pants a size smaller than what I wear, and I'm going to try to work my way into them next. >3;;

Starting December first, I shall go two, maybe three weeks without chocolate or junk food. I have to wait because there's no food in the house EXCEPT junk food and I can't starve myself. So Saturday I shall buy veggies. :}

SURVEY DUMP

Stole the first from . The others... from Googling SURVEY DUMP.

What if you became your character?"

1. How would you react?

I'd look in the mirror and be all, ".... O___O HEY. MY SKIN IS CLEAR. AND I'M SKINNY. ..and shorter. -sob.-"

2. How would you handle the situation?

I'd make myself calm down first, and after a minute I'd start experimenting. Go out training, take the yo-yos. :3;;

3a. What would you do if it happened (in front of a crowd)?

o_o FLEE!

3b. (at home or in your room)?

I'd just hang out for awhile and well, probably try on all my mom's and my clothes. xDD I'm skinny, so why not live it up? XD

3c. (In front of your family)?

... Um. Hey mom. You know that SHOW I watch sometimes...?

3d. (lost at some place such as a building or a forest)?

I'd test Hotaru's reflexes. XD By jumping about. And in the building? I dunno. I'd walk around.

4a. What would be the hardest part about your character (physically)?

She's got bad eyes and I dunno how they'd handle my contacts. Also, finding clothes that fit.

4b. (powers, if any)?

Hotaru's abilities include ninjutsu(magic in this world! 8D) and other random stuff. I could outrun the cops.??

4c. (mentally)?

I'd have a hard time trying not to doubt myself.

5a. Who could you tell about this transformation (family members)?

o_o I dunno.

5b. (friend, like a next door neighbor, you don't have to say their name)?

I dunno.

5c. (net friend)?

Neji. :3

6. Would you become a Hero or Villain?

Neutral, although Hotaru's definietly more on the hero side.

7. Will you hide yourself or try to live life as normal as you can?

You bet. :3 Well. Actually, I probably wouldn't have to. Hotaru's human. XD

8a.There is a cure but...(you have to leave on big journey.)

Ah, screw the cure. JOURNEYPLZ.

8b. (...you have to switch bodies with someone.)

HISS. ): I like Hotaru though.

8c. (...you have turn a lot of people into whatever your character is.)

Rofl. Human? XD

8d. (...you have to kiss your true love.)

o-o Uh. I dunno.

8e. (...you have to drink medicine every once in awhile to avoid changing back.)

Eh.

8f. (...you have to become a were-yourcharacter *you turn into them at full moon*.)

Pwnsome. :3 But my hair would turn brown and my eyes would lose their color and I'd drop like four pants sizes. XDDD

8g. (...it's only temporarily.)

Eh.

8h. (...there's nothing wrong with it, go on take it. )

Nothx.

---- 8 Facts ----

1. I have an addiction to tassels. Everytime I see one, even in public, I attack it. Strangely, I own none.

2. I am obsessed with frogs, the color green, and Pikachu.

3. Once I went to bed depressed and unhappy. I woke up with random bruises.

4. I like the color pink. (OOOOOOOOOOH BURN)

5. I'm not against cannibalism.

6. I love camouflage.

7. I have a camouflage jacket that is over twenty years old. My uncle wore it in the Air Force. I have it now, and I even sleep with it. It's like my security blanket.

8. I love playing with pillow corners.

---- Name ----

1. YOUR REAL NAME:

Sarah

Hotaru

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME:

(first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.)

Sarizzle

Hotizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME:

(fav color and fav animal)

Rainbow Wolf (WOO)

Green Dog

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:

(your middle name and the street you live on)
~SunaKunoichi

059. ...O: My jeans fit. Woo.
http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15622094/
http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15622094/
Thu, 22 Nov 2007 13:50:04 PST

'Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what your made of

You might bend 'til you break

'Cause it's all you can take

On your knees you look up

Decide you've had enough

You get mad, you get strong

Wipe your hands, shake it off

Then you stand, then you stand}

Recent News
_{BASJKLAJKLFJLAKGJKLGJKL

....o_o I can't wear my old jeans anymore. Not only are they crap, but they're too big now. They fall off of me. I need to wear belts with them now. But what's better is that I've had a pair of jeans I've hidden for awhile that were too small for me. They were size 8s. ...I was desperate. I have work tomorrow.

So I tried them on.

...AND THEY FIT.

-squees.- And this is after Thanksgiving dinner. o___o

Problem is that they're too long. XD;; BUT HEY, THEY FIT. And they're comfortable. o-o;;

I only have one of my old goals left now. And that's the pushup.

...I'm not weighing myself until later though. xD; I mean, I ate and all. >>;}

I Worship

Goals
_{1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 058. Which Akatsuki Member are YOU? http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15601892/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15601892/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 08:36:22 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Sorry about a lack of ...activity. I just... don't feel like it. o.o;

Snatched from .

Pein

[ ] Do you have ginger hair?

[ ] Do you have at least one piercing?

[ ] Do you change what you look like every so often?

[x] Do you enjoy making people suffer? (Mentally. xD)

[x] Do you have at least two pets?

2/5

Konan

[ ] Do you, or have you ever, had blue hair?

[x] Do you enjoy origami?

[ ] Do you think of yourself as an angel?

[ ] Do you wear decorations in your hair?

[x] Do you wear coloured eyeshadow?

2/5

Sasori

[x] Do you like puppets?

[x] Do you look younger than you are?

[x] Do you, or have you ever, had red hair? (>.>;;; Like, all the time. xD;;}

[x] Do you hide behind a tough exterior?

[x] Is your heart the weakest part of you?

5/5 (... o_o; ..)

Deidara

[x] Do you like birds?

[x] Do you like sculpting?

[ ] Do you think you're very good at art?

[x] Do people often say different?

[ ] Do you have a ridiculously long fringe? (...LOL. xD;}

3/5

Kisame

[x] Do you like fish?

[ ] Do you have an odd shade of skin?

[ ] Is there something wrong with your teeth?

[ ] Your eyebrows are hard to see/aren't there.

[ ] You like to do things the fast and easy way.

1/5

Zetsu

[x] Are you schizophrenic? (AHAHA yes. o_o Don't listen to her, she's crazy! D<}

[x] Do you have mood swings?

[x] Do you like plants?

[x] --Venus flytraps?

[x] You have an eye problem.

5/5 (;3;;}

Tobi

[ ] Are you a good boy?

[x] Ever had an extremely violent mood swing?

[x] Do you like lollipops?

[x] Ever been in a crushing situation?

[ ] Ever been so obsessed with this one person?

3/5

Itachi

[ ] Do you like to torture?

[ ] Do you have homicidal siblings?

[x] Ever wanted to kill your whole family? (I haven't WANTED to, but I was haunted by dreams for like, a month. oo;}

[ ] Do you come across as moody and evil?

[x] Do you spend too much time alone?

2/5

Hidan

[ ] Are you religious?

[x] Do you wear necklaces? (Rarely.)

[x] Have you ever self harmed?

[ ] You whine a lot.

[ ] You have funny colored eyes.

2/5

Kakuzu

[ ] Do you have a money fetish?

[ ] Do you like sewing?

[ ] Do you like to cover your hair or mouth?

[ ] You're greedy?

[ ] You're a secret ballerina!

0/5

SO IT WOULD SEEM. I am Zetsu and Sasori. n__n;;}

I Worship
... ]]> ~SunaKunoichi 057. Omg My Old Friend Called. http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15572993/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15572993/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 07:15:14 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{I got a messagel awhile ago from - I don't believe it - the first person I dared to call friend. We haven't spoken in a long time after we moved. It was just too hard to really talk or something so we just stopped. We were childhood friends and I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE CALLED.

Like, I thought she said she had a different last name so I kind of stalked her online and found out that she is indeed married and has a daughter. She didn't leave a phone number so I have to call her mom and find out what it is now. I don't believe it though.

I'm so scared because we've changed. She's got a kid and I haven't even been hugged by a boy. Not only that, she's probably super-skinny now and drop-dead gorgeous and everything. I know it shouldn't matter, but I'm scared we've changed so much it won't really have a point in calling her.

I found a bunch of addresses with her husband's name and I found one that stuck out. Like, I just knew that it was hers. She still lives in Tennessee I think. And I dunno..

I guess I won't know until I get a cell phone and call.

I'm also driving with Master Boucher today. o: I'll update with. ...updates.}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 056. ... http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15547687/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15547687/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 12:05:20 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{I was supposed to go to the cowboy church right? Well. And we were going to. BUT. JUST AS I HAD PREDICTED. Mom got tired. And she didn't even do anything that day. And because I'm a pansy that can't be selfish and make her go, I told her we didn't have to. It hurt to tell her that.

..And we went home. I think I'm going to go curl up now. To make it worse, there were horses everywhere. It's a good thing right? Every time we passed one I almost started sobbing.

Guess I'll only be able to see horses through glass. Why am I not surprised.}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 055. GAIDREAM 8D http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15517003/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15517003/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 06:45:41 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{ROFLRJORRJLA xDD

Okay so I had this random dream I was ashamed of my body and stuff and we were all in a major hotel room. I( was my character Hotaru. Pretty girls everywhere and I felt so out of place. And I begged anyone, anything, to make me beautiful. Someone took me up on that offer and said they'd find someone, but asked me if I was absolutely certain. I guess I was, because suddenly Gai-sensei appears before me.

He told me that I would come with him if I wanted to be beautiful and he would give me a makeover like no other. So I followed him to Hawaii(we flew) where he did a bad thing and we dove to the bottom of the sea to get some coral for a face scrub or something. Well, it was early morning there and suddenly, out of the water, Gai takes off his swim trunks. And he told me to do the same. I spazzed, and he kept insisting I mustn't be afraid to be myself. I remember what he kept saying to me:

"BE CONFIDENT! O<" So. I asked him if I could use the long floaty thing I was holding until I was comfortable. He let me so I took off my clothes. And I followed him, naked, up the beach. And before you think this is going to turn sexual, it isn't, because there was absolutely nothing sexual about this dream.

Gai had a girlfriend too. I believe her name was Senko and I RP with her on Yahoo sometimes. Well, she was sitting on the couch in our hotel room and talking to him and Lee was a couple of cushions away from me reading a book wrapped in a blanket. Gai was still naked, and no, I didn't see anything nor was I looking. I was also reading. Well, apparently Gai had a few spats with his girlfriend. The radio randomly started saying what we were doing, and I think everyone sensed someone was watching us because I thought I spotted something in the reflection on the window.

Suddenly the mirror behind the couch broke and Gai jumped into action. They kidnapped the dog(o_o;; I know don't ask) and we all chased after him. Gai ran after him but me, Senko, and Lee got in a moving van. xD And we started chasing after Gai chasing after the man with the dog. He tried to shoot us.

Senko told us we should be superheros who become sidekicks while learning how to fight using another style. And Lee was already wearing a sidekick costume. I had to change in the van because I, unfortunately, was still naked.

All was said and done and we caught the bad guys and hey, I felt pretty beautiful. o_o I mean, I just hung out with Gai, Lee, Lee's dog, and Gai's girlfriend, got to fly halfway around the world to steal coral from the ocean, stopped thieves, and I ran around naked half the day. I have no idea what the dream meant but I'm rather glad I had it. Maybe he was trying to tell me that with confidence comes beauty! XD

...Or maybe I need to stop watching Naruto even though I haven't watched it int awhile. o_O But hey, the dream meant something to ME. --;

--

Trying to fix the fax machine. My friend from YEARS ago called me and apparently wants to catch up but I haven't heard the message yet and I CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET TO IT. T_T;;;

I think she's married now. o__o Wow, that's a shocker.}

I Worship
<... ]]> ~SunaKunoichi 54. ASKLjAKLJF FUCK o_o http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15509680/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15509680/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 16:09:39 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{saklj klagklajglka jjdklajfljklafarjkadghaiwurioeutiojmadna ruioaeurioeurioeuroiauklfauioruwioruaklf j akljf ajfkl asjfioajfkl jaiof ajt uitaet.

Roughly translated:

HOLY SHIT I'M SCARED.

My master - my Taekwondo/Gumdo/Hapkido master - is going to TEACH ME HOW TO DRIVE ON MONDAY. And like. OMFG. She's scarier than driving ever was. And I'll listen to her. x_x

I've been with her for six years as a student and like wow. x_x And I'm gonna have to leave when I move.

But I'm not sad anymore! Because I shouldn't act sad because it's close to the end. I'm not done with martial arts unless I choose to be. :3

Notice why the random goals at the bottom are missing? ITS CAUSE I COMPLETED MOST OF THEM. >/}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 053. The Dream http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15503636/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15503636/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 07:10:15 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{[link] <---------------- n_n

Okay, so it turns out if we pay the loan guy $350 bucks he'll look into getting us a loan. And there's no guarantee. So we're trying another source first.

I had an awesome dream that made me cry. XD;

I went to a pet store and the front section was for small animals like rodents. There was a section for cats too. Inside one of the doors was a small set of stairs and a lady holding a seminar on owning dogs. And there was a dog that kinda looked like a tall, skinny cocker spaniel with short ears - black too, that kept jumping on me. And it turns out it was Orochimaru's dog. o_O; He kept telling the dog to get off me because it kept jumping up on me.

Down some stairs was the lady so I went down there and in the middle of the seminar I looked out the window and I saw them. Horses. Just across the road there. And they were a part of the shelter too. So I left and went outside, and Neji was there (Not Neji Neji - Neji) and she was driving a car. Well, I went past the car and to the horses and like, there were all kinds. Percherons, Shire horses(one of these), and some normal brown horses of an indeterminate breed. They were all so pretty and I started crying as I watched them.

The shire horse kept looking at me and wouldn't stop. He got up and started walking towards me but I was dragged into the car with some other people and we drove somewhere and back. All I could think about was the horses. And then, randomly, I saw some cake, and then said that I wanted some cake, but never got any. I dunno. Part of my junk-fasting ritual. We went back to the horses again and I watched them until I woke up.

Now I'm all depressed again. I know how a kitten feels when its master takes a string and taunts it with it. Sigh.}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 052. Meh. http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15490423/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15490423/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 08:50:04 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{We were turned down for the other medical insurance option. Blah. But we're applying for a loan. Hopefully they'll answer us.

Good news though - my aunt's insurance will cover her. So that's out of the way at least.

I've been looking at Kentucky real estate. Not a good idea. I nearly started sobbing because there was a house in our budget and it's right next to a really prestigious horse farm. And here we are and we can't even leave the damn town, probably not even the county.

Tomorrow I can finally eat that pint of ice cream. I've been holding off on junk food for two weeks. After Wednesday it'll be four weeks. And in the second week of December I can have something else deliciously sweet! ~.~

Roar. I don't think I've lost any weight even though I've increased my exercise intensity over the last week. No matter. I do feel a lot better physically. n_n

Kaleido Star is made of win. YOU MUST WATCH IT. Finally, an anime that focuses on achieving one's dreams and has NO ROMANCE. FINALLY. T_______T YOU HAVE to watch it. n_n}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 051. Oooh, a Sign! O: http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15446731/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15446731/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 09:30:30 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Wow.

Just wow.

Okay, last night I freaked out and asked God for a sign(something I never do, and yes, I believe in God. Just not in the Christianly way. It's complicated.) and the next morning, even though I was sick as a dog, I went to work.

Right where we parked was a sign.

That sign had a horse on it.

I got out of the car and stared at it. It said something about Ropin', Ridin', and some other things, and there were horses all over it, like some kind of church - so basically they've got all this stuff plus prayer and whatnot. It scared me.

I spent the entire ride home from work begging my mother to take me. At first she started to say no, but then I was like, "Fine. Go home and I'll walk there." "No you won't." "Yes I will. O<" "No." "Fine, then I'll stick the bike in the trunk." "We don't have anywhere to put it." "Maybe someone at work is going?" "I doubt it." "Fine, I'll find some way th-" "We're going." "...I'll pay for gas? :3"

So I'm going to go check this out. That just cannot be a coincidence.}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

30 Pushups(in one sitting, not broken up)

50 Leg Lefts (in one sitting)

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

Journal Layout by =lockjavv CSS
Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 050. The Plot Thickens... http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15435689/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15435689/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 14:40:05 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Okay, you know how my dad's getting the transplant and all? Turns out our insurance won't cover it. Go figure. It also turns out that they're not even going to LOOK at my aunt, seeing as she might be a donor. Her insurance won't cover it either.

So dad applies for Medicare/Medicaid right? They turned him down. -__-;;

And we're probably moving sooner than expected, most likely to a trailer. It's possible that we'll be going in the next few months. We were hoping to avoid the holidays buuuuut looks like it's not going to happen.

So. If we do go I won't have internet for what seems to be a long, long while.

I wanna go to Texas. But that isn't happening either. And I'm the only one who can help because my relatives usually can't. So it's just going to be me. And we can only take what we can and go.

Blah, this is getting worse and worse. I know everything will be fine.

I JUST KNOW there's something I can do. It's not the desperation... it's... a certainty. Somehow I feel like I have to do something, and it will help. But what? I'm not that good at art(yet), I still can't get any mounts for horses, and well, I can't sell my body because I refuse to be called a piece of property.

I WILL BE FREE. D<}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

30 Pushups(in one sitting, not broken up)

50 Leg Lefts (in one sitting)

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

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]]> ~SunaKunoichi But I'm not Lee. Dx http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15424279/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15424279/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 17:42:59 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Sorry I keep updating. I just feel ill. Bleh. v-v Sorry.

I have to get this off my chest. I'm not Lee. I feel sick to my stomach when I'm called Lee. I'm NOT him. I'm not nearly as fast or strong or smart or.. I don't know.

I just want to know who I am. Gaa-chan and Neji call me Lee, but I don't feel like him. I feel like it's an insult to the 'real' Lee. Like, sure I exercise when I'm alone and I don't like to quit ...

But I feel like some worthless poser.

But... I'm being myself. o-O The hyperactive, spazztastic me is the one I've been hiding because she's annoying. She's overly competitive, headstrong, and stubborn as hell. And she always challenges people.. She'd kill herself trying to do what she wants the most.

But I don't know.

I just don't know.}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

30 Pushups(in one sitting, not broken up)

50 Leg Lefts (in one sitting)

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

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Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 048. v____v http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15418687/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15418687/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 10:35:48 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{It seems like everyone is having bad days as of late. I hate when it happens, I really do. I always feel ill when my friends are sick or angry - and it's gone into overdrive before. Basically I feel completely sick and want to lay down. Maybe I'm sensitive to others...

=Pimp-Hat won't be on dA for awhile. D: I hope you feel better, Nejiiii. ;-;

I don't know what to do as of late. I'll probably just go back to laying down and chugging water again. I've been dehydrated since yesterday and it's probably because of my spicy trail mix. So 64+ ounces of water has only succeeded in making me have to go to the bathroom excessively.

I hope you guys all feel better. Dx}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

30 Pushups(in one sitting, not broken up)

50 Leg Lefts (in one sitting)

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

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Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 047. What am I doing? http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15403961/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15403961/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 09:54:37 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{This is crazy. Horsewithnoname = Me.

[link]

WHAT AM I DOING? o_o There's that thing with Tenten that happened, and other than trying to challenge people to follow their dreams and trying to follow my own, I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING.

o_O What is it that I'm doing? I'm so confused. I mean, I'm honored, but... wtf? o_o

Okay, fine. I'll write a damned autobiography. But the special version will have nothing left out of it. So that means I'm going to come off as someone who is insane. So I'm only showing a couple of people, or if you ask.

I'll uh, let you know when I've caught up to myself. v_v;;}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

30 Pushups(in one sitting, not broken up)

50 Leg Lefts (in one sitting)

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

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Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 046. God I hate people sometimes. -_- http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15393160/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15393160/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 14:40:29 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Go figure last night I got two hours of sleep. And when we got to work the kitchen was in shambles. It was nasty. Flour everywhere, the tables were nasty. And we had to change all three fryers today because the person responsible was too lazy.

And my arms wouldn't respond. I was so dead today. I was slow, and I was made late because I had to help my mom so she could change a fryer to make it easier for the guy who did chicken today. He happens to be new and this was his first time doing chicken. And they left the kitchen like this. We were so pissed.

So basically, everything came out on time except for my eggs, because I had to help mom and I was slow and and really tired. And then mom and the chicken guy went to break and I had to finish up. It took me TWO HOURS to get all my eggs done. Usually takes me half an hour. Then I got the vegetables a couple hours late.

Then my hands, from using so much bleachwater to clean up everything, were so dry that my knuckles were splitting, and my hands were covered with little cuts. It hurts to bend them and it got so bad that I had to stop and steal some lotion.

And then, to top it off, we got slammed. Tuesdays are usually relatively not busy. But the front bar got slammed so badly that we were staggering trying to keep up. And with everything the way it was with me, I was so slow in catching up that I didn't get to take a break. Which means I was running on nothing. The Rockstar I drank was a fruit punch kind of blend and had more sugar than I needed. We were so busy that I never did get to eat any food. I was too slow and my arms were to dead to eat on the run.

Things got worse. I scorched my vegetable pans and had to was them, I forgot about the baked beans, burned the meat loaf, and then completely forgot to drop okra in the fryer. We left half an hour late and I daresay it was my fault.

But I've been so tired because I've been exercising so much. Gumdo, Hapkido, plus my home exercise regimen changed so I'm doing push-ups, leg lifts, squats, and other things I have a lot of difficulty with. And now I'm getting sick because some little kid coughed on me in Taekwondo. Brat. -_-

So I'm going to like, lay down. I've had ENOUGH. My hyperactive self is like, gone. x-x}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

30 Pushups(in one sitting, not broken up)

50 Leg Lefts (in one sitting)

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall... ]]>} ~SunaKunoichi 045. SPAAAAAAAAZ. http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15355529/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15355529/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 03:05:26 PST 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Okay so I clocked into work today right? Well, mom had Friday and Saturday off and she was so excited abotu it that she forgot to read my part of the schedule. Lmao, so when I was in the middle of getting lunch on she comes over and is like, "So you're SURE you work today?" And I was all, "...I'm off today aren't I?" "...Yeah. >>;" So she had to bring me home. Not like I could've found out. She was the one who worked but forgot about me. Blah. So I'm home now.

I'm excited. My exercises are working out very well and I'm going to increase most of the stuff I've worked on. ^_____^ Happy happy!

o_o And like, I lost eight pounds. I'm not kidding. In a span of a week I lost eight pounds because this Rockstar is making me spaz so much. I'm like, dancing while exercising and I haven't gone to class last week either. Just wait until I do. Oh god. o_o And work too.

Ask . I'm spazzing so much. XD

In case you're stupid like me and didn't know the time change was at 2AM. So you need to move yer clocks back one hour and stuff. o-o}

I Worship

Goals
_{Pants Size 8

30 Pushups(in one sitting, not broken up)

50 Leg Lefts (in one sitting)

1 good one-handed pushup}

_{Everytime you get up

And get back in the race

One more small piece of you

Starts to fall into place

-Rascal Flatts, Stand}

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Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi Naruto Survey http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15335344/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15335344/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 17:42:06 PDT 'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what your made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand

Recent News
_{Mmkay. Glad that's over with. Now. I was happy to find this, so now I'm celebrating. With A SUUUUUUURVEY. That I stoleded.}

Survey
_{Number your 12 favourite characters from Naruto and then answer the questions...

Number your 12 favourite characters from Naruto and then answer the questions...

1) Hiashi

2) Gai

3) Zetsu

4) Rock Lee

5) Deidara

6) Anko

7) Gaara

8) Sakura

9) Sasuke

10) Tobi

11) Temari

12) Shikamaru

1. Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?

Anko/Temari? CRACK. ROFL I would, just because it's crack. xD

2. Do you think Four is hot? How hot?

Rock Lee?? MAYBE. /shifty eyes I mean, it's not like I try and dress like him, or train by myself, or shout about youth. No no, I don't think he's hot at all.

3. What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?

ShikamaruxSakura? o_o;; You know. That would MAKE ME CRACK UP. xDDD

4. Can you recall any fic(s) about Nine?

...Hmm. Yeah.

5. Would Two and Six make a good couple?

Gai x Anko? JKLADJLAKJGL <333 I THINK IT WOULD LMAO.

6. Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?

DeiSasu or DeiTobi? ROFL Dei says NEITHER. Because one is related to Itachi, and the other is... annoying. But he says making Tobi stfu would be nice. o_o

8. Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.

Zetsu/Tobi ...o_o Okay. Basically, Zetsu thinks Tobi is a good boy. And gets proven wrong. >________>

9. Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?

Hiashi/Sakura? RO FUCKING L. I don't know. ...A 40 year old man and a 15 year old? Well. I always thought Hiashi was a sexual deviant. ..LOL ID READ IT. ...Wouldn't Hinata and Neji have a reason to run away. xD;;

10. Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.

Gaara/Shika? ..."It's Okay, Temari's Just PMSing. Again." <_____<;;

11. What kind of plot would you use if you wanted Four to deflower One?

Lee deflowering Hiashi? O________________________________O First of all, Hiashi's already kind of deflowered because he has two daughters. <_<;; And Uh, Lee would have to be drunk and so aroused nothing would stop him. ...And that thought. Scared me.

12. Does anyone on your friends list read Three hentai?

Zetsu-hentai? Is there a such thing? ;-; I love Zetsu.

13. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?

Temari? Uh yeah I think.

14. Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?

Gai/Lee/Deidara ...o_o;;; WOW UM. I don't think so.

15. What might Ten scream at a moment of great passion?

Tobi? "NOT SUCH A GOOD BOY ANYMORE. >DD" o_o

16. If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, which song would you choose?

I think for Sakura, I'd probably use Jesus Take the Wheel by Carrie Underwood. I'm thinking mostly of when Sasuke leaves and she's learning to deal with it.

17. If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warnings be?

Hiashi/Anko/Shikamaru - ....Um. Pedophilia, Middle-Aged(sexy) men, and Laziness. Plus a very angry Hyuuga.

18. What might be a good pick-up line for Ten to use on Two?

Tobi. ... for Gai? LOL. Um.. "Go out with me, Gai-sensei, and I'll show you what a good boy I can be!" o-o;;;

19. When was the last time you read a fic about Five?

Never? Deifics. <3

20. What is Six's super-secret kink?

Blood. XD;; YOU CAN TELL OKAY??

21. Would Eleven shag Nine? Drunk or sober?

Temari shag Sasuke? ..LMAO YES. HES HER TYPE REMEMBER? XDDD And she'd do it totally sober too. Maybe. >> <<

22. If Three and Seven get together, who tops?

Zetsu and Gaara? o-o; Wow. Um. ...I'd say... both, depending on who was hungrier. xDDD

23. Â(1)Hiashi and (7) Gaara are in a happy relationship until (9) Sasuke suddenly runs off with (4)Rock Lee. (1) Hiashi, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with (11) Temari and a brief unhappy affair with (12) Shikamaru, then follows the wise advice of (5) Deidara and finds true love with (3) Zetsu.Â

What title would you give this f... ]]>
~SunaKunoichi

043. Isn't It Sexy?
http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15332754/
http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15332754/
Fri, 02 Nov 2007 14:41:53 PDT

Recent News
_{I FINALLY FOUND A HORSE LAYOUT. OH MY GOD. Oh, and I feel better, can't you tell? :3;}}

I Worship
...

Goals
_...

_{'Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what your made of

You might bend 'til you break

'Cause it's all you can take

On your knees you look up

Decide you've had enough

You get mad, you get strong

Wipe you hands, shake it off

Then you stand, then you stand}

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Made by Lily A. Seidel `Lilyas
]]> ~SunaKunoichi 042. ...So confused. ;-; http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15320102/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15320102/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 16:59:47 PDT

Quote of the Day
_{"The heights by great men reached and kept

Were not attained by sudden flight,

But they, while their companions slept,

Were toiling upward in the night." --Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}

Blog
_{God. I've been shaky and nauseated for days. I think it's in part because of my sexuality. I've just never felt comfortable around guys I guess. And yet I've never liked a girl. So it's ... weird. o_o

Getting adjusted to this is terrible. I'm in the middle of Guitar Hero and I hyperventilate so bad I'm nearly sick. I want to lay down and run in circles at the same time. My heart beats in two different directions at once or something. For a second it's like akldjioasgjklsgsklgj and then it's all , "LLLLLAAAAAAAAAA~!" o_o;; And then it gets retarded and does stupid things. I want to get drunk and sing praises at the same time.

I want to be stupid. I want to be myself. But I also want to hide too. I want to cry and laugh at the same time.

Maybe I should get on meds ... to stop all this mess. I zone out randomly. I get confused. I hate myself and feel happy at once. Ugh. I just need to tell someone or express it. I think whatever is inside of me is going to claw its way out and consume me. Or I'm going to fall in front of a bus.

I'm scared of what I think it might be. Because if it is... then.. I don't know. I'd probably do what I always did before. .. run away. Leave Furc, leave everything. Just lose dA and hide myself away until I can't feel it anymore, then change all my accounts some months later and get on as someone new. I've always run away. ...I don't know what it is I'm running from though.

I wish I could run away now, but for the first time something won't let me. I don't know what it is. But all I know is ... I can't leave. And I'm so fucked up now I'm like, killing myself by drinking Rockstars. I'm so shaky I can't do anything now..

...I'm just going to go lay down. ..I don't know anything now. It's so muddled. And yet. ..perfectly clear. I just don't know what to do. I'm sorry I'm posting entries but I don't have anywhere to vent to. And this is all I can say what's wrong.

I know what's happening to me I think. And ... I never knew it would hurt so much.

If you want to talk, message me on Yahoo or MSN. ^^ I'll get up.}

Projectsn
_{... Nothing. Don't even ask.}

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<... ]]> ~SunaKunoichi 041. o_o The problem. http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15312123/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15312123/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 06:14:57 PDT

Quote of the Day
_{"The heights by great men reached and kept

Were not attained by sudden flight,

But they, while their companions slept,

Were toiling upward in the night." --Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}

Blog
_{Alright. I figured I've had about two, three days to really think this over, so I've decided I can go ahead and tell you what's going on. You'll probably read it and go /ASDF WTF D:<< THIS NOT BIG DEAL but for me it is.

My parents are really Christian(or so they claim, as my mom's cheated on him so many times and my dad does nothing but bitch and moan half the time), so I was raised believing that everything I've been thinking about is a sin.

I guess I must be male inside, or something. I'm pretty sure I'm predominantly female, since I do like to wear dresses on occasion and I like makeup and shopping. However, I like extreme sports, and getting dirty, and being, well, male.

So I've, after a talk with Hunt, decided that I'm changing my sexual preference. I'm going to be pansexual. It's a lot like bisexuality, except that it's broadened to really focus on what's inside, such as, if the person were a transgender or hermaphrodite. I figure love is love.

I've been confused for months now, actually, and it's only recently that I began really thinking it over. Trust me, I've lost sleep but didn't want to say anything for awhile. Figure I'd see if it was real or not.

...So. I figure I can love someone regardless of their physical gender. I don't really think everyone's a little bi, so to speak. But I do believe that we have the capacity to love anyone, and anything. You might fall in love with an animal for pete's sake, and never say anything due to fear of oppression or getting arrested. But you'll still shower it with affection right?

God, I'm late for everything. My first real 'love' thing took me nearly twice as long to discover, I didn't know what bisexuality was until I was 15, and I tolerated Sex and the City for the first time while waiting for a movie. Coincidentally, it was the one about not having a sexual preference.

So yeah.

My Rock Lee wig came in today. I've got five months to get my stuff, and hopefully I won't have to stop because of the move. I need to order my costume but I'm waiting until I get skinnier so I won't have to do too much tailoring.}

Projectsn
_{... Nothing. Don't even ask.}

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http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15304342/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 15:34:23 PDT

Quote of the Day
_{"The heights by great men reached and kept

Were not attained by sudden flight,

But they, while their companions slept,

Were toiling upward in the night." --Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}

Blog
_{Things didn't really look up. They're getting kind of worse. I had another big change that only Hunt knows about, and no, I'm not telling anyone else. Some things you can only tell certain people.

Man it's fucking me up. I mean, I've not been hungry all day. I've just wanted to curl up and stare at the wall and listen to depressing music. I don't know. I'm trying to deal with it. It's got nothing to do with my father.

Maybe there are some things you can't change.

Don't expect any art from me ... not for a long time. I don't have it in me anymore. Not even to write.

And don't ask what it is. Just don't. I want to vent but there's nothing to vent to. This is my problem. And I guess I'll just have to deal with it the best way I can.

I'm not quitting on being a jockey. I'm just learning to live with something I've recently discovered about myself.

-sigh.-}

Projectsn
_{... Nothing. Don't even ask.}

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http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15296870/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 05:18:30 PDT

Thought maybe I'd give artists some credit since I haven't been doing that much commenting lately.

- (*Pidgeot) I've been watching her for a few years now and frankly, she doesn't get enough credit. She's gotten much better since I first saw her art and now she's mostly into Pokemon. ILUSAMMI. <3

- (~Beaten) Beat's pretty cool and her awesome art doesn't get many comments or pageviews - at least, as many as I think it should. Her art's good enough to get almost twice as many so I'm putting her up here. <3

- (*kojika) Koji's awesome too. She has really pretty art and is working on her own manga! Go check her art out, because it's pretty gewd. <3

- (~lordzeroi) He's into graphic art, and he's very good at what he does. I've watched his work for awhile now. He's very nice as well. <3

- (~Huntail) I don't care how well she draws. It's WHAT she draws. And all you have to go is look at her gallery to see. It's some funny stuff. <3 Also, she's into Pokemon also, and she's really good with pixel art.

- (*Carol-the-fox) She's gotten a lot better too. She has pretty canine art. And she uses lineart from other sources on occasion too. She focuses now on Ginga Densetsu Weed and is also very nice. <3

- (~GaaraPancakes) Her art is made of WIN. And she has the most ADORABLE corgis EVER. She's an RP friend of mine, and is really funny. X3;;

- (~AerieTigre) She has awesome art, and I haven't known her long. Gaa-chan is a SNJ Gaara cosplayer and she's pwnsome at it. She's really nice and was really supportive when I was upset(and am xD). <3

- (=Pimp-Hat) She is good at stuff related to the Sims, like skins and all that. She's a cosplayer, so she's got a lot of cool cosplay photos and her own little group too. And IL her. She's nice too. <3 ^___^

I might do more later. Meh. Just thought I'd be nice and give you something better to look at. xD

_{'Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what your made of

You might bend 'til you break

'Cause it's all you can take

On your knees you look up

Decide you've had enough

You get mad, you get strong

Wipe you hands, shake it off

Then you stand, then you stand} ]]> ~SunaKunoichi 038. Kidney Transplant. x_x http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15290585/ http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15290585/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 17:21:01 PDT

Quote of the Day
_{"The heights by great men reached and kept

Were not attained by sudden flight,

But they, while their companions slept,

Were toiling upward in the night." --Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}

Blog
_{I should've known better than to be too happy for too long. 23 years ago my dad had a kidney transplant because one failed. He was born with only one kidney. So, my aunt(now dead) donated one to him. And he was on dialysis for weeks. Basically, he had giant needles shoved into his veins constantly, filtering his blood for him. And now?

The doctor put him on the transplant list today. His only kidney is failing him second time. I've offered to donate, but my aunt is too. My other aunt.

Things are going to drastically change. I'm not joking. We're probably going to have to move because we won't be able to even afford to live here anymore. I don't know what's going to happen to my dad. I'm sure he'll be fine.. but it could mean that there will be no internet, no phone, no cable, nothing.

And I might be closer or farther to Kentucky. I don't know anything yet.

We haven't told mom. She's got her own doctor's appointment tomorrow. And it could be months from now, but dad's got to get it done soon.

So if it does happen, it's possible I won't be able to get online ...ever again, really. Unless there happens to be a library around. If we move, it'll be out of town. The cheapest house around here is way too expensive(300,000 + o__o), so well.

I may never see any of you guys again. And then things could happen to my dad.

And it all had to happen now. ....at this point where something really odd and confusingly cool has happened. And now, well. I can't do a damn thing except hope things might be okay.

I don't know where we're gonna go.}

Projectsn
_{... Nothing. Don't even ask.}

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http://SunaKunoichi.deviantart.com/journal/15282996/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 06:11:37 PDT

Quote of the Day
_{"The heights by great men reached and kept

Were not attained by sudden flight,

But they, while their companions slept,

Were toiling upward in the night." --Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}

Blog
_{I had like, the weirdest dream ever.} is my brother, rite? And I had a dream he came over to my house and I was dropping him off at a sleepover. Well, I didn't stay because it was all boys. And I didn't want to intrude. On my way home I was running, and on the side of my road where I live is this big cliff and then, well, you plummet about thirty feet until you hit the creek at the bottom. Or roll. Whatever. Well, it was raining, and the road broke. And I went down, but someone grabbed my hand. I looked up to see it was Shikamaru. And at first I was all, "O_o;;" But he pulled me up and told me to throw myself over onto the ledge from where he'd put me and I did, and well, I made it onto the ledge and we sat in the road talking. It was scary. And then mom told me later that my lil' bro was like, pissed because I hadn't joined them. xD But I told him the reason and all was well.

I'm like, REALLY HAPPY. o_o Maybe it's all those Rockstars. I have an exercise regimen that I've been following. It's got 30 reps with my weight (per arm), 50 situps, 30 push-ups, 200 kicks(all total), 50 leg squats, etc. It's fun so far. ^_^ And I feel better.

Projectsn
_{(On Hold.)

(On hold.)}

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