deviantART: by:SwiZzIe

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~SwiZzIe

[ i hate writing journal subjects ]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4386294/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4386294/
Sat, 22 Jan 2005 15:00:58 PST

_{Oh God, I've just been so busy with my site and school and tests I don't have time to come to Deviantart anymore.

Apart from that... everthing is fine...

I feel like taking pics... hmmmm... must talk with Eclipsed about that again. The weather has been pretty nice these days, it almost seems like Spring already.

If it wasn't for all these stupid tests... >< Gahh, school kills my brain.

Hope you are doing fine.

[---]

Oh look, a doll I made on my new base... xD

[---]

Some awesome lyrics by Sarah Bettens, K's Choice's lead singer.

I love them...

Fine - Sarah Bettens

I look up and I look down

I take my shoes off to be closer to the ground

I can think of many ways

to screw up all these perfect days

But I am feeling bold an brave

I think I'll just feel good today

Somehow in this twisted world I'm really doing fine

you can say this piece of mind was never really mine

but I feel fine

Here's one reason to be sad

Half of us have nothing and the other feels too fat

but this is not the the time and place

to crucify the human race

there's a massive hight to ride

I'm keeping my eyes openwide

Somehow in this twisted world I'm really doing fine

you can say this piece of mind was never really mine

but I feel fine

I don't want to close my eyes

someone tell me how long I

can keep this day inside

Somehow in this twisted world I'm really doing fine

you can say this piece of mind was never really mine

I don't always wake up this alive

but I have you so I feel fine...

[---]}

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| my love |

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

~SwiZzIe

[ heart ]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4369042/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4369042/
Thu, 20 Jan 2005 13:30:30 PST

_{no matter what... I am so sorry...

Thanks for being who you are.

I love you.}

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| my love |

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

|... ]]>
~SwiZzIe

...
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4358525/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4358525/
Wed, 19 Jan 2005 08:29:16 PST

guilt and shame are eating my heart.

i am the worst person in the world.

i just wanted to say... i am sorry, trully sorry.

_{| my love |}

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

| clubs stuff | ]]>
~SwiZzIe

[ what the hell? ]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4350424/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4350424/
Tue, 18 Jan 2005 09:54:52 PST

_{(sorry, I posted a blank journal. I'm dumb, yeah )}

So, today I arrived home from school to this huge package in the mail... I was very suprised cause I hardly receive any mail, and then I saw that the package was from Deviantart Inc and my jaw just dropped. I opened it to find like a huge print, this one to be more exact...

I was like... wtf, how did this get here?

I wonder who bought me this... Could you please tell me if it was you? rofl... I would really like to thank you personally... I mean, it's a huge print and it's so beautiful... *hugs whoever bought me this*

Geez, I never thought someone would actually buy me something from my wishlist...

I'm still not believing it...

Oh well... weird things happen...

And I just hate these hormones... My mood is so awful today... I dunno if it's the rain or the hormones... probably just everything mixed together.

*curses hormones* *curses self* *curses random things*

and I so hate hypocrit people...

and I f*cking want to get my hair cut. Desperatly. I'm hating my hair.

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and dunno why, I just love these lyrics... Incubus just rules.

Incubus - Out from Under

To resist is to piss in the wind, anyone who does will end up smelling

Knowing this why do I defy

Cuz my inner voice is yelling

There is a fist pressing against, anyone who thinks something compelling

Our intuit we're taught to deny

And our soul we're told is for selling

Get out from under them

Resist and multiply

Get out from under precipice

Bless and see the sky

Get out from under them

Resist, unlearn, defy

Get out from under precipice

Bless and see the sky

To resist is to piss in the wind, anyone who does will end up smelling

Knowing this why do I defy

Cuz my inner voice is yelling

There is a fist pressing against, anyone who thinks something compelling

Our intuit we're taught to deny

And our soul we're told is for selling

Get out from under them

Resist and multiply

Get out from under precipice

Bless and see the sky

Get out from under them

Resist, unlearn, defy

Get out from under precipice

Bless and see the sky

_{| my love |

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4327722/
Sat, 15 Jan 2005 14:58:32 PST

Mr. Blank Stare says Hi.

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First... once again, sorry for my last journal... I was having some problems with my parents and all that crap and I was trully upset when I wrote that. Things seem to be okay now.

Thanks for your concern... made me feel better

( Mr. Blank Stare says Hi again... )

Secondly... I am H A P P Y... trully happy. Love, as bad as it can be sometimes, is still the best feeling in the world, and the most wonderful thing I have ever had.

To be away from the one you love may be very painful sometimes. Sometimes, you just miss him/her so much you think your heart and your insides will burst... You just need him so much.

But then, when you get the chance of being with him, it's the most wonderful thing... Every single second is precious, you keep everything in your mind. To see him arriving in the morning and think you have all day to be with him, makes you feel oh so complete. To tell him goodbye in the afternoon just makes you so sad... and it all starts again.

It's been almost 4 months since me and ~ manji-kun started dating. We've been through good and bad times, as it happens in all relationships.

Sometimes it is just too hard to be away from him. I just need him too much, he's everything for me... But then I remember all the precious moments we had together... every single one carved in my heart... and it helps to ease the pain.

I still long for the day we will never have to say goodbye again.

_{( geez... I'm really mooshy mooshy today... oh well, I'm happy, so just ignore me )}

( Mr. Blank Stare is feeling ignored )

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_{K's Choice - For all this

I feel it too, try not to talk

Try not to think of why we're here

You guide me, hit me

Somewhere inside of me

And no one here to verify

No camera shooting what your eyes say

This way I might forget about today

Ooh how, good how

Wonderful it is

It almost makes me wanna think

There is a reason for all this

I used to be a disbeliever, love was unreal

Just like moviestars and crashing cars

And shooting stars and Star Wars

But it's true...>

Ooh how, good how

Wonderful it is

It almost makes me wanna think

There is a reason for all this}

Yay for mooshy-mooshyness!

[---]

( Poor Mr. Blank Stare is depressed 'cause everyone ignores him )

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_{| my love |

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our st... ]]>
~SwiZzIe

[ tired of all this...]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4294731/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4294731/
Tue, 11 Jan 2005 13:37:48 PST

_{I'm just so tired of all the sh*t that's been happening lately... I wish I could handle all this...

I wish I was older, wiser, and stronger... I wish I was numb inside...

Feels good to hear that you've disappointed your family and you disgust them...

Feels awesome...

I just hate all this... wish all the f*ucking hypocrit people on the world would just drop dead.

I'm really tired.

[---]

Tired . K's Choice

Show me where you found your faith and

Does it help you sleep at night

I am not that complicated

I just need some time

Because it doesn't feel right

And I'm mostly very tired

Life is easy when you fake it

Right until you realize

Your happiness is unrelated

To anything you have inside

And it doesn't feel right

And I'm mostly very tired

Every chance I get to distract myself

I won't try to convince myself

That there's anything for real or

That we're sure of what we feel

Quiet time is underrated

I still can't stand to be alone

That might be why I'm so unstable

Barely able to hold on

And I just don't feel right

And I'm mostly very tired}

_{| my love |

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4178529/
Tue, 28 Dec 2004 15:41:22 PST

_{Nyooo... So, here I was, sitting on my chair, staring at my pc screen, bored as hell, with nothing to do...

and the I thought...'Hey, I should make a new avatar for Deviantart...'

and this came out... and then I wondered... why not make one for my huney, and then we can put the two icons together and it will look cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute ... and that's what I did...

rofl... it was cool xD

Hmmm... hope it works decently...}

AND ONLY TWO DAYS TILL NEW YEAR'S EVE!

boop booop boop!

The Cardigans - Beautiful One

Smooth dreams in leaves

raised in teacup

Sticked down to sleep

like an envelope

filled up with words for you

Wrapped up in curls

sweet as the summer

cheek soft as a fur

grace in a slumber

beautiful wonderboy

Soft beams from an early sun

on my truly beautiful one

shimmer from a Saturday sun

on my truly beautiful one

rise in the morning

shine 'till the dawning

Stretched out to breathe

down from the rooftops

sticked down to sleep

like an envelope

filled up with words for you

love you, my beautiful one

_{| my love |

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

~SwiZzIe

[ heaven is on the way ]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4170957/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4170957/
Mon, 27 Dec 2004 16:29:38 PST

_{So... Christmas is over... I hope all of you had a wonderful time, surrounded by the ones you love, with everything you wished for.

Another year is ending... 2004 went by so fast... i can hardly believe it's over...

One more year and I'll be (hopefully) in college... I guess I'm growing older... I guess we all are...

Sometimes I wonder what will the future bring... happiness, health, wealth, love? We never know...

Well... anyways, just wanted to wish you luck for this year 2005... may all your dreams come true and may the best of this year be the worst of the next...

Hopefully, my New Year's Eve will be one of the best I'll ever have...

Hopefully... please wish me luck!

My best wishes to you people!

Bush - Letting the Cables Sleep

You in the dark

You in the pain

You on the run

Living a hell

Living your ghost

Living your end

Never seem to get in the place that I belong

Don't wanna lose the time

Lose the time to come

Whatever you say it's alright

Whatever you do it's all good

Whatever you say it's alright

Silence is not the way

We need to talk about it

If heaven is on the way

If heaven is on the way

You in the sea

On a decline

Breaking the waves

Watching the lights go down

Letting the cables sleep

Whatever you say it's alright

Whatever you do it's all good

Whatever you say it's alright

Silence is not the way

We need to talk about it

If heaven is on the way

We'll wrap the world around it

If heaven is on the way

If heaven is on the way

I'm a stranger in this town

I'm a stranger in this town

If heaven is on the way

If heaven is on the way

I'm a stranger in this town

I'm a stranger in this town

Amo-te, João}

_{| my love |}

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4128305/
Wed, 22 Dec 2004 14:03:14 PST

_{Oh yeah... am I bored or what? I made little cute starry new banners for my journal....

ooooh... a cute star!} and are my cute stars...

oh yeah they are... I luff them a lot...

Merry Christmas, everyone!

_{| my love |

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4104502/
Sun, 19 Dec 2004 16:58:51 PST}

_{I'm really really sorry for my last journal entry, I was really pissed off at the time, and really unhappy too.

Things are slightly better now.

I appreciate your concern, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to worry you.

Hope all of you have a wonderous merry Christmas... or Hannukah... It doesn't matter as long as you're happy.

This Christmas I just wished for one thing, but I think it wont happen. Life is unfair sometimes...

Hope you get better luck that I did...

*sigh*

Merry Christmas...

I don't want a lot for Christmas

There is just one thing I need

I don't care about the presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

I just want you for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

All I want for Christmas

Is you...}+

amo-te muito nini... só queria poder estar contigo...

_{| my love |

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

~SwiZzIe

argh
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4088705/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/4088705/
Fri, 17 Dec 2004 14:17:34 PST}

i hate all this, i want to go away, i feel terribly shitty.

done

_{| my love |}

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

| clubs stuff | ]]>
~SwiZzIe

[wee... i can see!]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3996360/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3996360/
Sun, 05 Dec 2004 15:53:42 PST}

_{Wee, I finally got my glasses... Now I can see things clearer... And my head doesn't ache all the time, and my eyes don't hurt... it's a miracle.

And now I look weird and nerdish... lol... oh well, I can see and that's what matters.

I've got to study now. Hope everything is fine with you people.

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I miss you, my prince...

amo -te muito, mishuuzinho

...

K's Choice - Winners

If I could put you in a frame I'd draw you smiling

With a cigarette in your mouth and your hands reaching out for something

If I could, if I could wear all your clothes I'd still be different

And if I had your speaking voice I'd never whisper

I'd talk and talk and talk

We will be winners

Our heads glued together

And all is indefinite in you

Whatever you've been told

Don't turn to God because you're cold

Try the black one, white is nice

If you want blue, you'll pay the price

Is there no room for us

I'll make a space for us

We will be winners

Our heads glued together

And all is indefinite in you

Meet me in front of the room where we kissed

Where you changed me, estranged me

Where no one resists

Where I followed you, hollowed by you

We will be winners

Our heads glued together

And all is indefinite in you

We will be winners

We will be winners}

_{| my love |

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

| people I love <3 |

~SwiZzIe

[ oh look! a puppy! ]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3940070/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3940070/
Sun, 28 Nov 2004 14:13:04 PST}

_{Sometime ago, one of my puppies was hit by a car and he died. I was devastated, I loved that dog just as if he was my brother or someone from my family.

We had quite a hard time overcoming his death and somedays ago, we hear about these abandonned baby puppies who needed to be adopted, because otherwise they might die, and so we went and adopted one of them.

Her name is Suki and she's the cutest thing alive and likes to bite anything that moves (and what doesn't as well). I'm really in love with my baby ^^

Here is a pic of her I took with my crappy webcam:

Sorry bout the quality, my cam is really crappy...

Talking bout crap, I did something weird with my hair the other day, I dunno if I like it, and I don't really care about it. Oh well... take a look}

Am I weird or what?

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Hmmm... Now this bit is dedicated to the one I love, the one who makes me smile, the one who gave me a reason to be, the one I want to be with forever...

I met him here, in deviantart, back in the beggining of August, when i was feeling really low... For some reason i still cant explain, I added him to my msn and we started talking... I think we connected instantly...it was weird, I hardly knew him but he was so like me... basicly, he was everything I had ever wished for, too good to be true.

Months passed and kept talking and getting closer... I had to go on vacation and I couldn't chat with him on msn, but whe phoned each other every now and then. Bit by bit I fell in love.

Then, on the 18th September, about a month and a half after we started talking online, he came here to my town and we met on real life as well. It was fun... real fun... We started dating and well... here we are now. I really love him, I do, like I never loved before and like I will never do again. i want to be with him forever and ever and ever and beyound that. He is perfect and he makes me feel perfect.

So, I want everyone to know... this

... amo te muito João Filipe quero te pa sempre

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Geez such I long journal... I got excited... sorry about that people. Hope u are are fine. Love u all as well.

And now I shall study History. To those who dont know it, History is boring.

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Hmmm.. just some K's Choice lyrics.

Favorite Adventure - K's Choice

There you are

Your beauty consoles me

I've gone far

And I almost didn't find you

And I almost lived without you

There is nothing in this world

I'd rather do

Than live in you

Here we go,

Our favorite adventure

You should know

I was never more complete

And I never thought I'd see

The meaning of my life

Wrapped in you

Next to me

If you ever fear

Someday we might lose this

Come back here

To this moment that will last

And time can go so fast

When everything's exactly

Where it's at

Its very best}

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http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3939540/
Sun, 28 Nov 2004 13:10:26 PST

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http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3842649/
Mon, 15 Nov 2004 15:42:54 PST

Dissolved Girl - Massive Attack

Shame, such a shame

I think I kind of lost myself again

Day, yesterday

Really should be leaving but I stay

Say, say my name

I need a little love to ease the pain

I need a little love to ease the pain

It's easy to remember when it came

'Cause it feels like I've been

I've been here before

You are not my savior

But I still don't go

Feels like something

That I've done before

I could fake it

But I still want more

Fade, made to fade

Passion's overrated anyway

Say, say my name

I need a little love to ease the pain

I need a little love to ease the pain

It's easy to remember when it came

'Cause it feels like I've been

I've been here before

You are not my savior

But I still don't go, oh

I feel live something

That I've done before

I could fake it

But I still want more, oh.

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i guess it won't take too long

. m y . s w e e t . p r i n c e .

~manji-kun

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~SwiZzIe

[ c o m p l e t e ]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3770093/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3770093/
Sat, 06 Nov 2004 16:58:27 PST

i'm tired of my journal.

i'm sleepy.

i'm lazy.

i'm in love.

a m o - t e

~manji-kun

isn't it wonderful how my hands fit so well inside of yours?

- y o u c o m p l e t e m e -

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~SwiZzIe

[ happy ]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3710399/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3710399/
Sat, 30 Oct 2004 17:47:26 PDT

_{Ah... saturday came at last, and brought my love with him...

oh what a wonderful day it was... if only it wasn't raining as it did...

i hate rain so much...

oh well.. the thing is i'm happy... and i dont give a f*uck about anything anymore...

~manji-kun owns me, rules me... and i love him more than anything in this shitty word...

and he rules cuz he draws soooo well.... and you should really check him out.

so.... what are you waiting for?

just remember... HE'S MINE! ALL MINE! so, hands off girls >_<

(jk)

<3<3<3<3

amo te muito muito muito mesmo, huney

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Lamb - Gorecki

If I should die this very moment

I wouldnt fear

For Ive never known completeness

Like being here

Wrapped in the warmth of you

Loving every breath of you

Still in my heart this moment

Or it might burst

Could we stay right here

Until the end of time until the earth stops turning

Wanna love you until the seas run dry

Ive found the one Ive waited for

All this time Ive loved you

And never known your face

All this time Ive missed you

And searched this human race

Here is true peace

Here my heart knows calm

Safe in your soul

Bathed in your sighs

Wanna stay right here

Until the end of time

til the earth stops turning

Gonna love you until the seas run dry

Ive found the one Ive waited for

The one Ive waited for

_{| my love |

| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

| founder of |

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~SwiZzIe

[waiting]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3685161/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3685161/
Wed, 27 Oct 2004 09:15:18 PDT}

_{I should be studying... I have two tests, German tomorrow and History on Friday...

I really should be studying.. but i can't. I'm kinda sick, my throat aches and I'm dizzy and also, I miss my huney sooo much... damn...

I want Saturday to come quickly.... can't wait to have him on my arms again...

*sigh*

Oh well... I really must study. Hope everything is okay with you people. Wish me luck for my tests, I'm sure gonna need it.

___________________}'20,000 Seconds Lyrics'

by K's Choice

20,000 seconds since you've left and I'm still counting

And 20,000 reasons to get up, get something done

But I'm still waiting

Is someone kind enough to

Pick me up and give me food, assure me that the world is good

But you should be here, you should be here

How colors can change and even the texture of the rain

And what's that ugly little stain on the bathroom floor

I'd rather not deal with that right now

I'd rather be floating in space somewhere or

Worry about the ozone layer

And it's almost like a corny movie scene

But I'm out of frame and the lighting's bad

And the music has no theme

And we're all so strong when nothing's wrong

And the world is at our feet

But how small we are when our love is far away

And all you need is you..._{<3<3<3<3<3<3<3}

amo-te mais que tudo <3

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| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

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~SwiZzIe

[wee, i can upload again!]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3653332/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3653332/
Sat, 23 Oct 2004 03:40:19 PDT}

Weeeee! I can't believe I'm able to upload stuff again! And all thanks to .

[Note: Para os utilizadores d netcabo k ainda n consigam fazer uploads, por favor, vejam isto [link] Dá resultado ^^ ]

Anyways, I have lots of stuff to comment and submit and all.

I'm sorry for my absence, I'll try to make it up now.

Hope everything is alright with you.

Buh bye!

-swizzie

<3<3<3<3<3<3

love u lots huney!

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Thu, 07 Oct 2004 04:31:56 PDT}

_{Bah, and I'm still unable to upload stuf... This is really killing me... I wonder when will netcabo solve this problem...

Oh well... I'm at school again.. so is so boring and lame... I'd rather be somewhere with my huney... I miss him *sigh*...

I don't really like winter... It's going to start raining really soon... That makes me depressed... And when I am depressed, I eat chocolat... and when I hate chocolat, that makes me feel less depressed... Oh well...

I'm saying non-sense again...

Better go now, I have a class in 15 minutes... school is boring indeed...

Amo-te muito, huney}

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| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

| our stock |

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~SwiZzIe

[still unable to upload stuff]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3455586/
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3455586/
Mon, 27 Sep 2004 02:52:34 PDT}

_{Hey there..

I'm at school again... and I'm still unable to upload stuff at home. Netcabo really sucks.

Anyways... life's boring, school is boring, I'm still missing my love... and I want the weekend to come quickly....

Hope you are all okay.}

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| my bestest friend and the most wonderful photographer i know |

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~SwiZzIe

[...]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/3411398/
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Tue, 21 Sep 2004 03:28:09 PDT}

_{hmmm.. i'm at school... for some stupid reason at home i cant submit stuff, comment write journals or what so ever...

oh well. my cable connection sucks...

so does *}EclipsedMeh's... that's why she's been so absent.

(btw, she's here with me, and she says hi)

Hmmm... *sigh* i miss my huney *sigh*

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Lalala *dies*
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Fri, 27 Aug 2004 10:31:51 PDT}

_{Nya... I'm goin on vacation, at last... two weeks that I'll spend with my family in Madeira and Porto Santo islands...

This could be the perfect vacation for me, but it isn't only for the fact that i'll miss my stellar, my hun, so much... *sighs*

Well, well, guess there's nothing I can do but wait that those two weeks pass quickly. Then, it will be school time again...

damn... *sighs*

So... see you in two weeks.

Huney hun, I'll miss you sooooooo much, every minute of every single day. *hugs very tight*}

Hoobastank - Disappear

There's a pain that sleeps inside

It sleeps with just one eye

And awakens the moment that you're near

Though I try to look away

The pain it still remains

Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know, that everytime you're near

Everybody else seems far away...?

So can you come and make them disappear

Make them disappear and we can stay...

So I stand and look around

Distracted by the sounds

Of everyone and everything I see

And I search through every face

Without a single trace, of the person

The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near

Everybody else seems far away

So can you come and make them disappear

Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear?

Make them disappear

There's a pain that sleeps inside

Sleeps with just one eye

And awakens, the moment that you're near

And I search through every face

Without a single trace, of the person

The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near

Everybody else seems far away

So can you come and make them disappear

Make them disappear and we can stay

u huney hun...

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[. sigh .]
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Mon, 23 Aug 2004 14:45:34 PDT}

he is stellar...

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[stellar]
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Sat, 14 Aug 2004 16:22:50 PDT}

_{I wish I could find the words to express how i feel...

I wish you could understand...

I hate the distance.

[.........................]

Stellar - Incubus

Meet me in outer space

We could spend the night

Watch the earth come up

I've grown tired of that place

Won't you come with me?

We could start again

How do you do it?

Make me feel like I do

How do you do it?

It's better than I ever knew

Meet me in outer space

I will hold you close

If you're afraid of heights

I need you to see this place

It might be the only way

That I can show you how

It feels to be inside of you

How do you do it?

Make me feel like I do

How do you do it?

It's better than I ever knew

You are stellar

...how do you do it?}

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Wed, 04 Aug 2004 16:16:35 PDT

_{I'm in the weirdest mood... I dunt know what to think what to say... I don't want to think.. i want to run away... find somewhere where people don't know me... start all over again, somewhere where i can be free...

I wish I could have it all...

I wish my dreams would come true...

I wish all this could have an happy ending...

I wish it was easy...

[ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ]

"Runaway" - Linkin Park

Graffiti decorations

Under a sky of dust

A constant wave of tension

On top of broken trust

The lessons that you taught me

I learn were never true

Now I find myself in question

(They point the finger at me again)

Guilty by association

(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away

Never say goodbye

I wanna know the truth

Instead of wondering why

I wanna know the answers

No more lies

I wanna shut the door

And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices

Under a sky of dust

Another wave of tension

Has more than filled me up

All my talk of taking action

These words were never true

Now I find myself in question

(They point the finger at me again)

Guilty by association

(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away

Never say goodbye

I wanna know the truth

Instead of wondering why

I wanna know the answers

No more lies

I wanna shut the door

And open up my mind}

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Sat, 31 Jul 2004 16:51:22 PDT

_{Happy birtday to me! Yay... I'm 17... Woohoo... *feels like a grown up*

Now really... I'm so happy! Not only because it's my birtday but because I'm getting the chance to spend it with my boyfriend and my friends instead of with my family and my little cousins!

Not that i don't like beeing with my family, i just miss my friends!

Btw, *}badman22 bought me a subscription for my b-day... I wasn't really expecting it... Thanks so much Bruce!

Have a happy day, y'all! I y'all a lot!

++++ swizzie ++++

( lol, i'm sorry for all these avatars... it's just that i love this little guy to pieces.... )

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Hi, how are you?
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Wed, 28 Jul 2004 20:14:49 PDT

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maybe it's nothing, maybe it's all just in my mind

maybe I'm foolish, maybe it's just a waste of time

but i don't think so, maybe I definetely know,

why do I keep fooling myself, why can't i let go...?

This is not like me... and now i definetely see,

that maybe, oooooh maybe, maybe i'm in looooooooove....

dadadadadada....

GAH! Can't get this music out of my friggin head! Drivin me mad!

I think i owe you all an explanation... I haven't come to DA in ages... i have no patience to comment deviations, no patience to post... don't aske me why, i guess i am a bit tired of it... can't help it sorry...

I still love you all, and i still come here daily and check my friends galleries out... even tho most of the times i don't comment... My fault, sorry...

Anywayses.... my BIRFDAY is next sunday... I'll be 17 in no time... Go me!

*Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, and happy birthday to me, and happy birtday to me!!!*

Weee...

I'm so darn happy... Life seems to be going great.... for how long, i don't know...

Gotta enjoy it while it's goin on....

I love you all!

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Sat, 24 Jul 2004 20:11:21 PDT

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i like u...

a lot...

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_{Hercules OST - I won't say I'm in love

[Meg:]

If there's a prize for rotten judgement

I guess I've already won that

No man is worth the aggravation

That's ancient history, been there, done that!

[Muses:] Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'

He's the Earth and heaven to you

Try to keep it hidden

Honey, we can see right through you

Girl, ya can't conceal it

We know how ya feel and

Who you're thinking of

[Meg:]

No chance, no way

I won't say it, no, no

[Muses:]

You swoon, you sigh

why deny it, uh-oh

[Meg:]

It's too cliche

I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned its lesson

It feels so good when you start out

My head is screaming get a grip, girl

Unless you're dying to cry your heart out

Oh

[Muses:]

You keep on denying

Who you are and how you're feeling

Baby, we're not buying

Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling

Face it like a grown-up

When ya gonna own up

That ya got, got, got it bad

[Meg:]

No chance, now way

I won't say it, no, no

[Muses:]

Give up, give in

Check the grin you're in love

[Meg:]

This scene won't play,

I won't say I'm in love

[Muses:]

You're doin flips read our lips

You're in love

[Meg:]

You're way off base

I won't say it

Get off my case

I won't say it

[Muses:]

Girl, don't be proud

It's O.K. you're in love

[Meg:]

Oh

At least out loud,

I won't say I'm in love

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Sun, 20 Jun 2004 10:51:18 PDT

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_{' I believe in everything until it's disproved.

So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons.

It all exists, even if it's in your mind.

Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?

Reality leaves a lot to the imagination...'}

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Gosh... It's been over a month since I updated... I'm really sorry... Deviantart hasn't been working and I've been spending loads of time on my website, learning html and making a new layout... and also I've been dolling a lot...

I've missed you a lot guys... I'm sorry I haven't commented your stuff and so, but I've really been busy...

I'm almost on vacation and the weather is really cool over year... Also there's this Football fever over here, because of the Euro 2004... I don't like football, but I guess the fever is contagious (sp?)

Humm... Harry Potter and the Prisioner of Azkaban will only be released next month here in Portugal... I really want to watch it...

I guess it's all for today... I'll try to update some of my last dolls... Hope you like them...

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Fri, 14 May 2004 17:15:45 PDT

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_{' I believe in everything until it's disproved.

So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons.

It all exists, even if it's in your mind.

Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?

Reality leaves a lot to the imagination...'}

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Ok, I've founded a Troy-club...

If you are fond of the movie, please enter the club.

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I've just arrived home from the cinema and I'm still astonished... I've just watched the best movie ever... Troy is for sure the best movie i've ever seen in my whole entire life...

Forget Matrix, forget Pirates of the Caribbean, forget even Lord of the Rings...

Troy is better than them all together...

The battles secenes are the best ones I've ever seen since 'Braveheart'... and the story... the story is so beautiful, my god... this movie is excellent... I really impressed me...

And don't think that I just liked the movie because it had Orlando Bloom in it, no... I don't even like the role Orlando plays in this movie, Paris is just a sassy boy and a coward...

I really liked Hector, Paris' brother, played by Hector Bana... Hector is a brave and loyal man... he didn't deserve ... whatever, I'm not going to tell...

And Achilles, the half-god hero, played by Brad Pitt... At the beginning he is so arrogant... so stupid... but in the end... again, I'm not going to tell...

All in all, this is really the best movie I've ever seen... A story about love, loyalty, respect, war...

The best, definately, the best ...

Oh, and thanks for the 5000 pageviews...

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[. back from darkness .]
http://SwiZzIe.deviantart.com/journal/2400441/
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Mon, 10 May 2004 15:46:38 PDT

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_{' I believe in everything until it's disproved.

So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons.

It all exists, even if it's in your mind.

Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?

Reality leaves a lot to the imagination...'}

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My computer is back... It seems to be ok...

Got so many things to do.. loads of programs to install... at least I alraeady have photoshop, which means that I'll be dolling soon... that's good...

I'm really tired... I think I'll get some sleep...

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Just one more thing... to the dollers that devwatch me (or not), I'm having a contest at my dollsite. It's a Base Edit contest with my first base... You can check it out here : [link]

I'd be very glad if you could enter it. It will be up until the 20th of May.

Please check it out.

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|Current Music Selection| Alanis Morisette - 'Perfect'

|Current Book| none

|Current Movie| Waiting for Troy (*hearts Orlando Bloom*)

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Sat, 08 May 2004 17:43:54 PDT

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_{' I believe in everything until it's disproved.

So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons.

It all exists, even if it's in your mind.

Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?

Reality leaves a lot to the imagination...'}

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My computer is dead... totally dead...

Gosh, how I hate my freaking computer...

Sorry for the lack of communication lately....

I've been through an existential chrisis or whatever...

Bah. I'm going to bed...

Fuckin sasser virus...

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Just one more thing... to the dollers that devwatch me (or not), I'm having a contest at my dollsite. It's a Base Edit contest with my first base... You can check it out here : [link]

I'd be very glad if you could enter it. It will be up until the 20th of May.

Please check it out.

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