http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Syani&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Syani en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 21:39:32 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/26158852/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/26158852/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 20:18:06 PDT ...Now I'm gonna write about my college! XDDD
Hiei: Hn. That REALLY doesn't hint the title at all
...Shush Hiei. >.< Now where was I.. Oh yeah.

Lazuline Atmosphere~
It's an awesome college, doods. o.o KMPP, in short! ^^ 4 to 6 hour drive to get there from my house. @_@ Gerh...
Buuuut~! Its worth it, 'cause the sky's there is BEAUTIFUL. Some say the sky's same everywhere you go, but I don't quite agree on that. The view here is amazing, I swear, I even tripped and hurt my foot(BAD)...by getting myself distracted by the sky.
Guidance from the Unfortunates~
Hiei: ...And you missed a lecture because of that accident too. *pissed*
...Yeah, I did.. B-but look at the bright side! I get to see a whole new perspective inside that clinic.. Seriously, it opens my eyes on how much humans need each other, not to only survive, but to hang on to.
It's just... I'm speechless when standing there in that clinic... Check it out. Sympathy-battle time:
I only disjointed my foot - 1 point.
A very skinny chinese man in a wheelchair there got no feet at all...with his grandson pushing the wheelchair with SO MUCH care, chatting cheerfully with the man - 5 points + the joy emitted by the pair.
A 4-year-old indian boy, very scrawny and sick, stays very close to his sleeping mother, warming her hand by continuously rubbing his palm against her hand - 3 points + the warmth in your heart.
A malay woman accompanying her obese son, standing up for him when others snickered at the poor guy, ultimately defending the son with all her motherly might - 2 points + the sheer act of pure love
...Safe to say, I got beaten to dust here.

Reminiscent~
Then...what else, Hiei?
Hiei: ...Hn.
OH YEAH! Found my old classmate from primary school here. Most awesome unplanned meeting ever. You know why? Cause God planned it. XDDD
I mean, all of the muslim here prayed together under the vast dark sky on certain special nights, this one specific night(Isra' Mikraj) being one, and right after the prayer, I noticed this girl in front of me...
And can you believe it, it's not her backside, or her clothes, but her SPECTACLES that seemed so familliar... XDDD And when I said hi to her, that's when it clicked she's my classmate from 6 years ago. XD!!! So yeah, from her, I got a few numbers of the other kids from my primary school class. -^^- It's a night of reminisce, I tell ya, getting back with my old allies. Just called them is all, but hearing their voices back(though it scared me hearing the guys' voices, all rough and musculine now...LOL!! XDD)brings up flashes of memories in my mind. And now, we're having a small gathering this Sunday(26th July). -^^- Hope all goes well~

The Guardian~
Uhhh... (turns to Hiei) 0.0 I can't remember what I wanna wrote...
Hiei: ...
O_O HIEI! I wanna wrote about Hiei now. ^___^
Like, really, in the real world. @_@ I arranged this welcome note in my phone with a text that specifically wrote; 'Hiei: Keep studying, you sloth!!'
Yep, reason is to make me MOVE. But...strange things kept happening since then. .__. My phone...is ALIVE. @___@; Like...
- Midnight, too sleepy to study, sets phone alarm at 6am, puts phone on my study table. Woke up with a start at 5am, because the phone is vibrating BESIDE me, on my pillow. Asked my dormmates, they didn't even touched my phone. ...Who..or what..the hell moved my phone and sets it an hour earlier...?
- Exam night, was trying to study chemistry. But my old classmate messaged me, and I got distracted from my studies to reply his messages. And then, when I hit the 'SEND' button to reply to his second message... "MESSAGE SENT FAILED" Yep, that thing lights up...which confused me because my credit's still a lot. I thought its just for a while, so I ignored it...until I realized that message send thing won't WORK...until my exam's over. .___.;; And you know what? Few days later, it permanently stops working... @__@
- Before the last paper of my exam, put my phone inside my bag outside the exam room, and I switched it OFF, I swear. Then, after exam's over, packing my utensils back in my bag, and was just thinking to take a day off without studying, but then... the chime of my phone being switched on could be hear... ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/24451961/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/24451961/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:56:09 PDT Relaaax, I'm not gonna be in a hiatus now, just...soon. Like...I dunno, about 2 weeks(May 11th). >_< Sad thing is, the pc kept on being conquered by the brats under this house, so I don't have much time drawing in photoshop much... ...until I copied the photoshop in this abandoned laptop, and LOOKIE~! I finished something!! And not only that, I used a PEN TOOL!! O_O (is so proud)

Before May 11th, I am going to draw as much as I can.
Because I would go to a really far away study-place. @_@ I dunno what it's called, it's part high school, part university. o.O; Ant said it's a...junior college?
Well, whatever it is, I'm going there, study my butt off, then come back to the safety of my house after a full year. ^^

Of course, there's holiday weeks and such...it's just that it's too far away from my house, I have to live there. @_@ Hopefully, I can support internet over there, so I can visit my DA account weekly. ^^ Buuut, it's said there the place has NO distractions...so...uh, yeah. Maybe they blocked this site. @_@; I dunno. I'll make sure after I got there. XD In case there's no way I can deliver the message...hiatus time. x__x

Uhh, what else?

Oh yeah, I discovered a new talent. 0.o;
I can teach SO much better when I'm half asleep!! XD
I was napping one day, and my two youngest siblings woke me up to help them finish their homework, and in my dazed state, I spoke(TEACH) in this...super-slow tone, and they can understand better. XD And since I show no emotion on my face(SO SLEEPY), they aren't so embarrassed if they answer wrongly to me. XDDD Bwahahaha~

Uhhh...I watched this old movie(1996) titled Mrs. Winterbourne. o_o It is such a sweet, non-cliched, extremely amusing story(derived from the book 'I Married a Dead Man' ). XDD
God, I just love how an inimical(unfriendly) character falls weak in the presence of an honest smile. ^^ I can't believe I survived yet another mushy movie. o_o (Stardust's my first mushy movie this year. XDDDD)
Er, back to the Mrs. Winterbourne movie topic...IT IS SO AWESOME, the comedy. This one moment I just burst out laughing non-stop is the way Bill(the inimical character) asks the main character's hand in marriage...and blabbing so fastly I could just laughed at how changed he is compared to the first time he appeared!! :LOL:

"So what I'd like to do is to make a list of pros and cons. So, why don't we do that? Let's see, column A, column B. Column A is going, column B is staying. Column A, you leave us, you will have...no family, no money, you won't take our money, well you pretty much have no where to go. I got it listed as 'nothing'. Column B is staying. If you stay, you're gonna have a comfortable home, have somewhere to raise a child, you still have uh...a mommy that loves you, plus a butler, how many people can say that. ...And me. Hm, let's just write that all down, shall we?"
"WHAT??"

THAT...is what happens when a businessman asked a woman to marry him. XDD It's so hillarious...man I have GOTTA find that scene in youtube or something, it's priceless~!!
...FOUND IT~!! [link] In 2:30 XDDD

Hmmm.....I don't think I have any news...except just draw more in my photoshop. ^^ It's like, the CLOSEST way to my real hand-drawn work besides a scanner....if it exists in thie house...
T____T I want a scanner~

Err...currently playing 3 games now... XDDD
Ar Tonelico II: Melody of Metafalica - PS2 (FRIGGIN AWESOME, Luca, AMAZING battle mode )
Cake Mania - PSP (YES, I know, shut up, I'm baking a cake!!)
Fire Emblem 7 - GBA (I swear, I love tactical RPG games to death. o_o; ...Sain and Kent is the most amusing pair of knights of all time... XD)

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THINGS TO DO BEFORE GOING TO COLLEGE:

- Beat Ar Tonelico II game (Dammit, 3 more phases to go @_@)
- Find where the hell I can download Battle B-Daman's 2nd season ending song (SO DAMN ADDICTIVE!!! - [link]) MAKES ME SO HAPPY. http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/23905526/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 18:17:21 PDT
I stumbled upon a few of my ex-classmates from school a couple of days ago through YM. Did some catching up, reminscing, and of course, enjoying each other's company. XD It's so amazing though...like, in school, I never generally talk to them much, but now...they just...man, I have no words for it. Its just...now I can see behind their smiles, their nature...I can dive inside their HEADS. x___X

...Like I have telepathy.
Only that I don't. XD

So...yeah, thanks to one of them...I have awaken.

Remember that my photoshop has vanished? Cause my dad reformatted the pc, along with my artworks, my pictures, my songs, my writings. Yeah. All that. Poof. Gone. Vanished. I know. Crap, right? Sufferen serious mental breakdown for half an hour...and start sleeping more often due to the depression of my life being deleted out of existence. XD

Well, one classmate saved me.
Gave me free photoshop. XDDD
...Well, not free, I just forgot to pay him.
B-but I will!! Eventually!! >_>; (Rusy, if you're reading this, please remind me not to ever forget to pay. >.<

AAAND...thanks to Tension Academy, NOW I know how to use the pen tool. XDDD That academy is AMAZING. .__. Like...all these things I never realized I can do with photoshop just...crap, not only in photoshop...tutorials, how-to's...everything. ;___; God, I am so indebted to both that friend who lent me photoshop AND that academy. >.<

...AND I SHALL CONQUER MY PAGE WITH CRAPLOADS OF NEW ARTWORKS!!! XDDD Bwahahahahahah~
(coughs)
...Sorry. Lack of outlets.
Vent pieces coming up. (grins sadistically)

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/23768624/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/23768624/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 17:56:20 PDT W00T!! ...But I miss my school... I miss my teachers... I miss my friends. ...I also miss my table. XD My lovely table desk! XDDD Oh how much I drawed on it... @_@

Like others, I'm trying to find where am I suited to heading. ^^ From my point, I have 3 choices!
An animator/mangaka - Because I'm EXTREMELY interested in this and have been dreaming of becoming one since I have known anime at age 13. XD The flaw: No jobs in the future. @_@
An engineer - Because my grades in my final exam made me capable of being one, and engineers are highly needed in Malaysia. Flaw is, I gotta compete with boys. x___x And also to constantly be active to think and all...which I am so slow at. XD
A teacher - Guarantees my future, and constant income, and is an awesome noble job. Plus my maths and english grades made me capable of being one. ^^ The flaw...truthfully, I have no interest in teaching. @__@

Err...what else... Hmm... Well, I found this awesome DA account, Tension Academy... XDD It's so cool! @___@;; Lots of sempai I can look up to and study with. ^___^ Plus, it's in Malaysia~ (dances) W00t!! XD Haha, no Gundam druggie character can top THAT! XD

EDIT: My Photoshop vanished. .__. My dad reformatted the pc and it just POOF. Gone. ;___; All my artworks, all my fanfics, all my pictures...ALL MY MUSIC!!! >_____<;;; (cries at a corner)

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Ah well. At least I can't present you guys those god-awful crapworks, eh? XD And once I get that photoshop back in my hands, I'm back in business. ^^ Plus, my experience is still here. (pats heart) So why bother to cry if I still have my interest in my heart? ^-^

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/18978949/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/18978949/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 07:37:48 PDT XD

Okay, seriously. I came to school early one morning and I saw a girl with a plastic briefcase. When I try to glance into her opened briefcase, there are a whole stack of papers FULL OF COMIC PAGES SHE DRAW!!!

I wanted to speak to her..but I can't, given the state of my mind being subconciously scared. <_<; Well, it turns out, fate loves me after all... cause after school, I decided to stayback for some educational reasons.

And then, it happened.

A classmate of my friend came to me to speak with me. He said he met a girl, a junior, who can draw. Seeing the papers in his hands filled with the familliar style of comic I saw that morning....I'm guessing it's the same girl I saw before.

He said the girl's brother is planning to open a publication. And he said to me he TOLD THAT GIRL about me. And so now that girl wants me to photocopy one of my work for her to see and for her brother to judge.

But...in order to photocopy, I need to use a pen...
Oh, how my hope crushed.
I passed the deadline to give her...
I missed it.

Shoot me now.

But then, Ty-sempai noted me she can't draw with pens too...so that relieved me a bit.
In conclusion...everything has a good side.

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/18491636/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/18491636/ Sun, 25 May 2008 09:12:19 PDT
Thing is, Mom treated me like a doll. No, not the fragile kind of stuff...it's like I have this strange feeling that she enjoys picking up clothes for me, lay them on my bed, and then forces me to pick one and wear it. @__@; She's like...an excited child picking outfits for her doll... <_<;

I rarely wear things that...sort of...stick to the skin, y'know? Tight stuff. Hate them.
But the choices she have me is either a flowery blue shirt with this ribbon at the waist...
Or a black tight long-sleeved shirt, with this loose grey no-sleeved shirt made of wool thing...
I definitely picked the black one. -.-;

Well, after wearing the pants, I slipped on the black shirt. It wasn't as tight as I thought, in fact...it's creepily confortable. ...Until I faced the miror...
My reaction was total shock:

"Oh Moy God.... What the hell... What the hell... What the hell?!"

I kept spinning in front of the mirror to see that girl I saw there was really me.... I seriously cannot believe what the hell am I seeing....

I have curves?! Dood. I. HAVE. CURVES?!! What the HELL!!
I've been wearing L-sized clothes for years. And now that I'm wearing an S-size...I HAVE CURVES?!!
Seriously, it still shocks me.
Cause my brother's been pestering me on how fat I am, till I believed him to death.
And now, looking at myself in the mirror... oh my God....
...X_x;; (slaps self)

Mom ranted on how 'retty' I looked. Yeah right. I'm just thankful there's that wool coat thing I'm wearing on top of the shirt... >__>; Dood, I scared myself half to death because of that shirt...

...Maybe it's because I'm too scared to grow up. I'm scared to face the future. On what's gonna happen... I wanna be a kid forever... ...I'm scared to move on. (sighs) ...Oh man, I can't believe one stupid shirt dragged me back to reality... >_>;

My body now scares me. (shivers)

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/18478806/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/18478806/ Sat, 24 May 2008 12:15:13 PDT Not literally, anyway. Well, here's what happened~

Last month, my class teacher announced that she needs to send 6 writings to the headmistress...to go to the school magazine. I've been planning for a while to write about my classmates. I mean, there's only 20 of us, so it's easy to know each other, and each of them is so special to me...so I decided to take a leap, and write.

Leaping is easy, but its hard to land. Totally true.

I have no idea how to write about them. (imaginary Hiei anime fall) I sat on my seat, with my pencil on my hand and a blank paper in front of me. Totally blank. Then...it happened. I saw it. I saw them. My classmates. They're doing what they were doing, but...I can see something different...in their smiles, in their laughter... They enjoyed each other's company...

Bingo!

After recess, no teacher. Perfect!
I dragged each of them alone with me and talk to them, asking them about their closest friends in class, and simply write what they say. Finally, everyone is done... I even got a chance to see this side of them that really REALLY have their hearts truly for their friends... It was amazing.

Writing about each of them is a challenge. One by one classmate entered my mind and I gotta write it accurately and positively. After 2 days, all 19 are done...and writing about myself is friggin' hard without boasting. XD

After I'm done...it's time to show them. I was so nervous that I literally want to just give up and apologize to all of them for making their hopes up. But Hiei pushed me to just breathe and simply hand it over to them.

I did. And you know what happened?

They smiled. They laughed. They 'What the hell?!'-ed me. But they love it. I mean...when they smiled, and stared up at me (cause they're sitting and I'm standing ) and then thanked me.... It was SO DEEP. It could cut me to half and I could cry right on that spot. Seriously. They were so happy... and they were ushering me to hand it to the teacher, saying they can't wait to see it published in the school mag...

But then, storm came. Exam month is towering over us.

I don't have time to write it back to a neat clean paper and hand it to the teacher. I gotta study. For 3 tiring weeks, I studied and finally ended the exam papers. 2 days left before complete paradise of a 2-weeks school holidays.

Thing is, I haven't even START writing in a neat clean paper. I was stressed. I can't finished it by 2 days. It turns out something happened that I only got one night to finish it.

It's almost impossible. But thinking each of them are counting so much on me to finish it seriously boosts up my spirit. Then, it happened. One night without sleep, just trying to finish up my class article... It's tiring, but I finished it.

Next morning was Teacher's Day. After successfully handing it to the teacher's desk, I smiled to myself. Another impossible task, completed. Teacher's Day's celebration started. I slept the whole day.

It's an amazing feeling, though. Being counted on so much... and then being successful. I can't wait to see their faces when they saw what I wrote in the last minute about them:

They have given their time, their strength and their hearts to each other. So much that they're not worthy to be called a friend. Because they're already can be considered as...a family. May the memories of these friends will lasts forever~

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/18389474/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/18389474/ Sun, 18 May 2008 19:56:22 PDT
Avatar's Book 3 is FINALLY gonna air in Malaysia next month on June. (is super excited) I totally will kick my brother to outer space if he hid the remote. -__-* I heard Katara's getting in everybody's nerve on Book 3. And they're all wearing Fire Nation outfits in the commercial. I can't wait~

School life. Hmm...I got 5As out of 10. And failed 3 of it. -_- Chemistry is so not my thing... I could care less. I think I'm gonna flunk almost all of the subjects this mid-term.

Art life. Creativity gone wild. I think I'm gonna write a book about Chikara. I love that story to death. There's about...more than 50 episodes now...and still going. ...Too bad I didn't record it. -_-; (shoots self)

Oh! I made a short comic about myself being cursed. You see, whenever I liked a character, they're gonna end up dying. Wrath, Nina, Hughes, Envy...all of them died. Then in Disgaea, Laharl died. -__-; Then I suddenly got on track with Naruto, and the first character who caught my attention is Uchiha Itachi.
I dunno why...but I saw him differently than my friends does. They think he's evil. I think he's strange. Strange as in...odd. He didn't kill Sasuke. He loves Sasuke. He's still a brother at heart.
And then, Sasuke KILLED him. -_- He died. I'm gonna shoot Sasuke. And then shoot myself before his fangirls buried me alive.
BAH~

People in school recognise me now... They were like, "Hey! The artist!" whenever I walked by. Popularity is freaking me out. I'm gonna wear a mask. A Tobi mask. XD Mwahaha~
My English teacher was one of them. She was all, "I expect you to finish your homework today. .... *everybody is silent* ....Syani? Did you finish yours?"
I'm the only one who handed it. ...I think I'm a nerd. 8|
When there's a time I forgot to do my homework, my classmates went, "Hey, Syani. Did you finished English?"
"Nope."
"Awesome. Back us all up."
Teacher went, "Syani? Your homework?"
"I forgot. Sorry."
"Then I'll give you and the rest till after recess."
The whole class cheered. -_-;

Never slow down. Just go sideways. ~taken from Burnout Dominator.

Brother: Dammit, somebody crashed my Coupe!
Me: Then just crash him back.
Brother: (burnout, missed the car)
Me: He's gaining at the back.
BOOM!!
Me: Payback explosion. Nice~

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/17054010/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/17054010/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 08:16:42 PST
Lat the Kampung Boy is on TV now. Have you heard about it? It's getting popular now...and is translated to many languages all around the world. I'm so proud of that cartoon. ^__^ Can't wait for Lat the Town Boy when Lat's in his teenage years. XD

Hmm...what else...

Oh yeah. I got offered to be the school magazine's page artist. This year's mag editor...is my crazy classmate...who happened to..well...'eeked' into my works a lot...without me knowing it. -__-** HE. IS. GOING. DOWN. ....SOMEDAY.

Currently doing a quiz: .:What Does The Akatsuki Think Of You? Can You Handle It?:. {Contains Personal and Role Play Opinions} Catchy, huh? Let's see what I got~

- Pein's curious about me. XD
- Kisame said I'm alright.
- I think Itachi's bored with me with that look on him. >.>; ...Or maybe he's always like that.
- Konan seems patient with me. ...Oh dear, am I annoying her? XD
- Tobi said he'll be more hillarious if I didn't tell senpai about a broken chair. @_@;
- Deidara noticed I stared at his hands, so he showed them to me. XD "OH COOL! MOUTHS!"
- Sasori only said, "Good" while nodding. ...That's good, I guess.
- Kakuzu asked what's my greatest fear, so I answered 'Love'. ...And he said he'll keep that in mind... 0_0;
- ...I like Zetsu. ^^ He asked me about a flower I'm related to. Easy! Orange Rose! ^_^
- Hidan said I'm not exciting. ...Ah well~

"CLICKY~!"

(reads) ....OMG, YAY~!!! XDDD

Pein: "She's quite a character. Though she is still a mystery to me, I'd like to see what she has to offer."


Kisame: "Hah, cute kid. I like her spirit and she seems to lighten my mood whenever she's around."


Itachi: "I find her to be very tedious. But she has alot of potential. I'll keep watch of her."


Konan: "She's a bright girl. There's no doubt that we'll visit her in the near future."


Tobi: "Tobi likes the fact that ____ can keep a secret! She also reminds me of Senpai too!!!"


Deidara: "She's cute, un. I want to get to know her a bit more."


Sasori: "I enjoy talking to her. I'm appealed by her honest personality."


Kakuzu: "I could careless about that broad. She means nothing to me."


Zetsu: "There's something so fresh and unique about her. Maybe in a few years, she could join our organization.


Hidan: "Eh, I personally don't like her. She bores me and she's too innocent for my taste."

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XDD!! (is super happy) This quiz made my day!! XD YAY~!! (hops around excitedly)

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/16832378/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/16832378/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 12:45:15 PST

Once upon a time, on 1998, Cartoon Network managed to air a fantastic children's anime called Akazukin Chacha, 'Red Riding Hood, Chacha' in English, at Southeast Asia, where I lived. I was about 7 years old when I watched this show, and even woke up early to watch that.

And now, 10 years later, I suddenly recalled that show, out of pure randomness. I searched the title, found out the real contents of the story, felt happy I satisfied my childhood happiness, then hunt for online videos. I managed to found one, and now I'M SO HAPPY!!!!

Akazukin Chacha is a story about a young magician's life; attending Magic School, coped up with friends, endure jealous girls who loved her friends, and mainly, just to make her master proud. She reminded so much of me when I knew Hiei....

Chacha is a very cheerful girl, who blunders a lot when it comes to magic. For example; she wants to summon clouds (kumo), but ended up summoning spiders (also kumo). She wields the magical pendant of Love, and she can transform into a Magical Princess with two other magical items her friends wield. I know, it's very childish, but I was 7 at that time!!

Riiya is Chacha's true friend. He's a very energetic guy who can transform into a werewolf without the help of a full moon. BUT...since Riiya's still a kid, he turns into a cute cub instead. XD Riiya wields the magical bracelet of Courage. He's stupid at times, but that's exactly what made him so cute. Still, when Chacha's in trouble, his strength grows rapidly. Proof on ep 3. ^--^

Shiine is a very bright magician, and is very skilled in magic. He really likes Chacha and gets jealous of Riiya often. He's very sweet and romantic, and is the only one who isn't childish enough to yell aloud like Chacha and Riiya did. Shiine wields the magical ring of Hope, and is very unlucky at times. Still, his cute voice saves it all~ Ever heard of Seta Soujiro? Yep, same voice-actress!! XP

Seravy is my favorite character!!! XDD He's so calm and adorable! He's Chacha's master, and he ALWAYS disguised himself as something stupid to help Chacha and the others when they're in trouble...but the kids can't detect it was him. -.-; For example; a grandfather turtle....a taxi driver...ect. Though, Seravy is the most powerful magician in all of the land! GO SERAVY! XD

Seravy also has this doll he has around his arm called Elizabeth. The doll can talk, and Seravy cares a great deal about Elizabeth, since it's so obvious even in the first episode. @_@; Elizabeth also joins him in disguise to help Chacha's team get out of troubles. ^^

Now, Dorothy is like most current anime girls. Pretty, charming, nice.....and completely competitive. XD She's Shiine's master(or mistress) and is very nice at times. But she's extremely jealous at Seravy, even during their childhood, and annihilate the school every time she lost to him. On several occasions, she joins Seravy to help Chacha's team when they blundered.

There are other characters as well, the Black Riding Hood, Yakko...who's in love with Seravy and is jealous at Chacha for staying with him. There's Marine, who loves Riiya, and would do anything to make him love her, even getting rid of Chacha. Then, there's this ADORABLE tiny ninja girl, Orin, who has a crush on Shiine(reminded me a lot of Hinata on Naruto ^^). Chacha's class teacher, Rascal, who's extremely scary, but very kind. ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/16298564/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/16298564/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 09:40:26 PST I'm quite satisfied I arrived in school on time.....unlike last year... -.-;

ANYWAY.... bored to death in class... (18 students only! o_o) ...and I happened to be the only one without any...y'know... groups... Friends, and such. Cuase my friend is in a different class...so that made me REALLY quiet... I was so bored that I finished a whole novel in less than a day... The teacher shot me a stare after that. XD

I sat in front row this year!!! XDD (is definitely determine to ace) Why, even the teachers this year are awesome... I even felt confident for once that I can score straight A's. >D YOSH!

Mmm....what else...?

...Oh yeah!! I'm glad I'm not the only one who 'doodles' in class. There happens to be a guy that shares the same 'MY HAND CAN'T STOP MOVING!' problem...especially in History. XD Thing is....he....kept....staring....at me.... o.O Creepy. ...Or probably he's one of those people who 'stares' at people, so he could transfer that to his drawing, I guess. ...But why me? ...My chibiness, probably? XD Haha.

We learned English today....and the teacher gave us these copies of the life of a successful handicap person. The story really touched me on how strong humans are when they're desperate... I mean, seriously. It stabbed right through my heart.

"Belief in yourself~"

That seem to be the common theme there. Usually, I would block that phrase from entering my head, cause I could easily cry by just...thinking about it... (Cause I happen to have very low self-confidence) ...But this time... something else happened. I didn't...block it.

Imaginary Hiei was standing next to me... XD He was all, "Don't BLOCK it, blockhead. Let it enter your mind, and endure it!" I did....and I...almost cried...but something struck me. .....I can't be weak for the rest of my life. Dammit, I'm almost 17 now, I gotta get a backbone!!!

My spirit lifted... ...No, more like, soaring, swooshing up the sky to no end...and even hit Mars. XD I can't see the water in my eyes anymore. And I looked up...directly at the teacher, just in time as she said...

"By believing in yourself, and receive some encouragement from your close ones...anything is possible."

I have never felt so light in my life... Hiei ruins the moment quickly, like usual, "Serves you right for not being strong MUCH earlier..." Ignoring him, and before he explain what's the training for today, I got my own training...

I'm planning to enter this...drawing competition thing. Only, it's not a competition, it's like, I sent them my crap, they comment, and I'll try to tolerate that....which I know is hard. Hiei snickered, cause that happened to be harder than the supposed spirit-draining training... -.-

Oh well. Worth a shot, I hope... ...But seriously, I think Hiei's actually helping me to cope up with my life, rather than feeling weak and got step on by everybody. (is totally grateful) Wish me luck. (thumbs up)

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/16298539/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/16298539/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 09:36:08 PST I'm quite satisfied I arrived in school on time.....unlike last year... -.-;

ANYWAY.... bored to death in class... (18 students only! o_o) ...and I happened to be the only one without any...y'know... groups... Friends, and such. Cuase my friend is in a different class...so that made me REALLY quiet... I was so bored that I finished a whole novel in less than a day... The teacher shot me a stare after that. XD

I sat in front row this year!!! XDD (is definitely determine to ace) Why, even the teachers this year are awesome... I even felt confident for once that I can score straight A's. >D YOSH!

Mmm....what else...?

...Oh yeah!! I'm glad I'm not the only one who 'doodles' in class. There happens to be a guy that shares the same 'MY HAND CAN'T STOP MOVING!' problem...especially in History. XD Thing is....he....kept....staring....at me.... o.O Creepy. ...Or probably he's one of those people who 'stares' at people, so he could transfer that to his drawing, I guess. ...But why me? ...My chibiness, probably? XD Haha.

We learned English today....and the teacher gave us these copies of the life of a successful handicap person. The story really touched me on how strong humans are when they're desperate... I mean, seriously. It stabbed right through my heart.

"Belief in yourself~"

That seem to be the common theme there. Usually, I would block that phrase from entering my head, cause I could easily cry by just...thinking about it... (Cause I happen to have very low self-confidence) ...But this time... something else happened. I didn't...block it.

Imaginary Hiei was standing next to me... XD He was all, "Don't BLOCK it, blockhead. Let it enter your mind, and endure it!" I did....and I...almost cried...but something struck me. .....I can't be weak for the rest of my life. Dammit, I'm almost 17 now, I gotta get a backbone!!!

My spirit lifted... ...No, more like, soaring, swooshing up the sky to no end...and even hit Mars. XD I can't see the water in my eyes anymore. And I looked up...directly at the teacher, just in time as she said...

"By believing in yourself, and receive some encouragement from your close ones...anything is possible."

I have never felt so light in my life... Hiei ruins the moment quickly, like usual, "Serves you right for not being strong MUCH earlier..." Ignoring him, and before he explain what's the training for today, I got my own training...

I'm planning to enter this...drawing competition thing. Only, it's not a competition, it's like, I sent them my crap, they comment, and I'll try to tolerate that....which I know is hard. Hiei snickered, cause that happened to be harder than the supposed spirit-draining training... -.-

Oh well. Worth a shot, I hope... ...But seriously, I think Hiei's actually helping me to cope up with my life, rather than feeling weak and got step on by everybody. (is totally grateful) Wish me luck. (thumbs up)

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/15939473/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/15939473/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 03:09:56 PST
We're going to Hong Kong Disneyland!!! XDD ...Seriously!!

Dad met this guy when he visited China. His name's Yang Sai, aged 23-ish, occupation - no idea, but totally busy. He's from China...and I first met him when dad's b-day came along. He's in front of the gate, asking me where's dad, and dropped off two cakes, a basket full of fruits(Fruits Basket! ) and a present. o.o;

Second time I met him, is when he wants to meet dad's family, and invited us to dinner in the Twin Towers, KLCC. Expensive. His hair is so...silky-like... o.o So I stared at it for wuite a while until he noticed, and smiled at me. (is blushing madly like an idiot) -///-;

Third time, he invited us for dinner again in this really fancy restaurant. Got me nervous with all those rich people. Everything on the buffet table was exceptionally tasty...except the cheese. x_x; Hate cheese.

And now... he wanted us to visit China...and Hong Kong. @_@ He even said if dad's too busy, he'll take 'the kids'. o_o He's really nice...too nice, actually. I mean, he even bought PSP for my brother when his birthday come...and my b-day was 2 days before that!! >.<; He's so lucky...

Yet, he made me wonder. I know he's really glad dad helped him with his job, but... can humans be......too nice?

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/15150120/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/15150120/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 22:28:50 PDT
I mean, LOOK:
[link]
That...is my most favorite one. XD Antonio is so ADORABLE!!!! XDD ...Not as adorable as Laharl, but STILL~!!

I swear, if Salad Days (her original comic) will be selling to the world, I'm gonna subscribe to get all the series... x_X; She's so talented for a 17-year-old... ...and I have only 1 year to catch up to her... >.<;

Gotta practice more~!!! I mean, my text books are already full with sketches and doodles... @_@; My classmate even called me a, 'doodler', cause I kept saying I'm not worthy enough being an artist. ^^

Doodler... man, now I like that word. XD ...And it didn't even exists! My right hand is so stiff nowadays, it's hard to draw gentle strokes. @_@; ...So uncool... v_v;

I wish I have a scanner... so I could flood my own page to show the world how my hand works... ^^ That would be so cool. I even thought of buying a scanner after I got a job... @_@;

Random quote~
Fuyuko: I can't believe she chewed the opened tube of crazy glue... o.O
Ken: ...At least we know she had finally found her own kind.

XD

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/15101701/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/15101701/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 13:08:14 PDT Well, prepare for some heart-crushing reading cause something happened a few days ago, I think it's on 14th October... Yeah.

Well, I have officially, cracked my dad's fuse. I did it by only switching on his laptop, and trying to fix the blasted screen. ^_^ Because the lower part of the screen is... well... sort of silverish, so I can't really see the start tab thing... @_@

I end up cracking the screen... <_< Then, there's this black liquid-ish stuff came out from it... I felt bad... really, REALLY bad. So, I just turn off the laptop and lie on the bed, thinking if I should tell my dad or not...

Of course, in time, he'll find out but... I'm just not ready. I thought back all the times I made him mad, not one time I escaped from crying. ...Alright, I confess, I'm a little sensitive.......okay, VERY sensitive...

I switch on the laptop again and play my 1996 Harvest Moon like usual, until....well, my siblings invaded my room and saw the crack.

Dad walks in, talking to my brother, and when the brats walked off, and dad's alone, I said, "Dad... Will you forgive me?" His eyebrows met, obviously confused, so I reveal to him the crack and as expected, he' angry...

He's very angry. But I took full blame for it. He yelled at me, and accused me for punching/kicking the laptop, but I managed to croaked that I just pressed it...

He seems undeterred and kept accusing I punched the laptop screen. At that time, I felt my eyes are a bit watery... He leaves for a bit before returning with my mom in tow.

Mom sees the crack too and she replied just as hard as dad, but she seems like thinking a lot, so she didn't speak much. Dad just bombarded me with...hurtful words.....and all I can do is stare down and let the tears flow...

I'm weak...in body, in mind, even in spirit. ...Eventhough my face is straight, the tears won't stop! It's confusing... I bath with my face wet but when I dried my face, the tears keeps flowing...

I stared at my face on the mirror. One word: Pathetic. Usually, when I look at myself crying at the mirror, I would smile...and I always ended up trusting my smile than my tears. But at that time...it seemed like my smile can't compete with my tears.....

It was so weird. This is the first time the tears won... Was I so sad that I can't smile with my heart at that time? This VERY rarely happened to me, and I have to admit, it scares me.

The tears continued to fall for the rest of the day... and I wasn't even sobbing that time! I slept with my pillow wet for... about a full day... and something happened the next day too...

I got a sore throat, a fever and my eyes are...troubled. I think all if it are from crying so much. My throat was so sore that it's painful to even swallow my own spit! o_O

I woke up in Sunday evening when I hear the Avatar song started, but I was too weak to get up and watch it, so I have to be Toph, and use my ears. ...And that episode has nothing to do with the development of the story(besides the fact that Aang has an admirer), so I could rest with ease. ^__^;

Dad packed the laptops and...I dunno what he did to it. That's why I haven't been on for 2 days... ^--^; Now, he returned it (probably momentarily), then I'll probably be 'missing in action' for a while... I dunno... I'm sorry...

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/15038512/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/15038512/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 03:41:03 PDT
5th favorite character, is Wrath(FMA)!!! ^--^ My god, he's so adorable! ...And a killing machine too when he's awaken!! XD
Wrath is also tying with another 5th favorite character from Air Gear, AGITO!!! ...I like Akito too, but knowing he's a homo, Agito wins my heart. @_@;

4th, is Kino from Kino no Tabi(Kino's Journey)! Dood, she's like the epitome of coolness...and I didn't even know what that word means!! XD She's so charming, and so very cold....reminded me of Hiei, only a female version, but more calmer and less killing. Her calm attitude towards anything, even death, inspired me that I can think through any problem, no matter how hard it is... "If you can't find a way, then make one."

3rd is Sara McDougall!!! ...Though I have this...hate...for Love Hina, since it's mushy(no puns are meant), the second I watched the AMV in youtube featuring Sara, I went all over her biographies in wikipedia, fans...and even have a small collection of her pictures with Seta! ^--^
Tying with Sara in third place, is Hyuga Hinata from Naruto. ...Dood, she's exactly like me in public. ;_; Silent, and shy, and have very low self self confidence towards ourselves. ...She beats me, though. Her crush on Naruto seems to have a positive effect on her confidence.....hm...I wonder what will happen if I have a crush on someone...

2nd in line is none other than Toph Bei Fong, from Avatar: The Last Airbender. Toph, I have to say, is cooler than Kino! XD She really shows a new approach on the line, "You fight like a girl." I respected her so much(even with the hot-headed temper), I even place her as my role model... Because of her confident attitude, I kept reminding myself about Toph whenever I felt my spirit's draining. ...She has definitely made an impact in me...

My most favorite character EVER...and am still loyal...is Laharl, from Disgaea. I have to admit, the second I heard his voice in the game, I was curious on who the character is(Cause I first heard his voice, but the image was not shown, instead it shows his castle)... And when he appeared in the game with that laugh of his, this is my reaction, "O_____O HOLYHARVESTGODDESSMUSHROOMSEXTREMEKAWAII NESSPORTABLEHANDPHONES" ...the rest of what I said is unwritable...

...I dunno why... But Laharl seem to remind me of Hiei. A lot. Only kawaii-er. He's such a unique character that I actually begged my friend to buy the anime. Only to see HIM. ....And the awesome dream I have about him had made me adore him even more.... LAHARL THE OVERLORD SHALL RULE THE NETHERWORLD~!!! ...And my heart! XD

P/S: Hiei's not in here. Know why? Cause MANY fangirls had claimed that he's theirs...so I don't want to interrupt. Some claimed that they're married to him. ...I don't blame them cause he's such a cool character. ...But too cool to be here... ^^ No worries Hiei, although I don't 'own' you, you're still MY SENSEI! ^___^ (pokes his jagan)

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/11514154/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/11514154/ Sun, 21 Jan 2007 06:17:06 PST
Well... it's for my best, I guess. Since, my last exam result wasn't the best feeling of the world. -.-; And I gotta admit... I understood math this time...! XD

Ha, whatever. Just wanna tell anybody who's willing to read this... I'm out... for a while I hope. I even abandoned quizilla for a while.. ;_; Still... look at the bright side... at least you won't see any crappy artworks from me anymore... ^^

Now, I'll close up my arrival with some animated... things. And with this wonderful quote from an anonymous quoter... ^-^

"Every path needs to be followed. Now... I choose the road that I want to take... with something that someone wouldn't even thought about bringing when crossing a path... a compass."

Till someday... farewell! (waves)

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/11159761/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/11159761/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 08:41:02 PST
On 28th Dec... the exam result is gonna come... We gotta go to school that day... and hear what's our result, and maybe some ramblings of the teachers. But heck... I'M SO WORRIED...!!!! ><;;;; If I didn't pass..... then... there's absolutely NO future for me... (cries)

Still.... at least I hope I can get an A out of the 8 exam papers...! I'm in high hopes for the English paper... And maybe... NO D'S!! ><; The last time I got a D is either History or Math.... gah.. whichever it is.. I hope I didn't get an E. -_-;

Wish me luck...! ><;

*Prinnies = From Disgaea! XD Awesome game..!! ^___^ Anime's as good as the game too..! Lol!! Am a fan of Overlord Laharl...! ^_^

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/10941265/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/10941265/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 20:01:51 PST
Nothing to say... nothing to do... but just RP... while my mood's still blue. -.-; ....Is that a poem..? o_0;;; >.<*

I'm so bored... a few weeks before my exam result comes. If I failed in Math and Science... I guess I'll take the art class... I hope the teacher isn't so strict.. (shivver) But heck... I WANNA BE A CARTOONIST!!! ><;;

I want to study how animation moves... currently studying with Naruto and Disgaea... pretty awesome. ^^ I can imagine how hard it is to move a picture... I try to copy how Hinata fought Neji... her moves are so graceful! @_@ I can't keep up.. much... but I did complete it. Now... waiting for a scanner to submit it... -.-;

Oh yea... just watched YYH... the part when Hiei vs. Shigure thing... ITS SO SCARY..!!! Hiei cut off his hand!!!! ><;; And Shigure's skull... x_x; I practically screamed.. mostly because I'm alone and needing to show emotions when viewing that scene... I still remember thar scream on my head... "SENSEI!!!!!!!! O_O"

Lol.. nothing else to write.. will submit one Hiei fanart. -.-; Am bored... introduce me to something new here, please? ^-^

]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/9770417/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/9770417/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 10:57:26 PDT Bri-Angel-Shigure...

1) Full Name: Syani Diyana Sulaiman
2) Name Backwards: Inays
3) Were you named after anyone?: No
4) Does your name mean anything?: Yes
5) Nick Name(s): Syani, Ani, Diyana, Anna.

6) Screen Name(s): Syani, evil_student.
7) Date Of Birth: October 9
8) Place of Birth: In a hospital somewhere in Malaysia...?
9) Nationality: Malaysian.
10) Current Location: Selangor, Malaysia.

11) Sign: Libra
12) Religion: Islam
13) Height: 4'5 (Don't you even LAUGH. -_-*)
14) Weight: 45kg something...
15) Shoe Size: ....Four... -///-;

16) Hair colour: Black
17) Eye colour: Dark brown
18) What do you look like?: Dark skin, halfway curly hair, black lines below eyes, very small (-_-*)... and if you didn't know me, you'll think I'm 12. =_=
19) Innie or Outie?: Innie, I guess.
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: o_0; Uhh... Straight. (Thanks to Lyssah for telling me what does this means... -.-; )
22) Best friend(s): School=Hana, Nina, Fiqah, Shaza. Online=Lyssah, Ren, Ari(you ANT! -_-), Fang, Jeri, Kris, Jet, Roy, Sky, Belieal... lotsa more. @_@;
23) Best friend you trust the most: Hana.
24) Best friends {your sex}: -.-; Hana, Nina, Fiqah, Shaza, Lyssah, Ren, Fang, Jeri, Kris, Sky.
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: Ari(Again, ANT!!), Jet, Roy, Belieal.

26) Best Bud(s): Hana, Ren, Lyssah.
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: I don't HAVE ANY!! -_-* You hear that, ANT?!
28) Crush: As if I'm telling. -_-; I don't have any...
29) Parent(s): Sulaiman(Leman) & Jamiatun(Jamie).
30) Worst Enemy: I don't have enemies... or so I thought. ._.;

31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Honestly... I can't choose.
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Again.. can't choose! ._.;
33) Funniest friend: Fiqah.
34) Craziest friend: Shaza.
35) Advice Friend: Nina.
37) Person you cry with: Hana.

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Yep.
39) Any brothers: Yesh.
40) Any pets: Yes. ^^ Fishies! And Neko!
41) A Disease: Yes... Asthma. -.-;
42) A Pager: What? Dunno...
43) A Personal phone line: Nope.
44) A Cell phone: I HAD a cell-phone... -.-;
45) A Lava lamp: No.
46) A Pool or hot tub: o_0 Nope... but wish I had.
47) A Car: Heck no.

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Can't describe. Patient, funny when I'm not being funny, sort of a problem-solver, trying to be tough but not, shy and tolerant towards older people.
49) Driving: I... have no idea. -.-;
50) Car or one you want: Porche!! ^__^; If... that's how you spell it.
51) Room: Full with papers and books.. @_@; What?? Exam's nearing!
52) What’s missing?: PHOTOSHOP!! ><*
53) School: Okay. ^^
54) Bed: Always forgot to clean.
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Just good. ^^

Do You

56) Believe in yourself: Sorta... but usually for just a moment.
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: ...No... Actually, I don't know...
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yes, I hope.
60) Get Along with your parents: Yes, when am not in a bad mood.
61) Save your e-mail conversations: Nope.

62) Pray: Yesh. ^-^;
63) Believe in reincarnation: Well... at first, yeah... but I'm not allowed to. So, no. ^^
64) Like to make fun of people?: Yes... when I'm hyper, I guess.
65) Like to talk on the phone: Sometime... depends on who I'm talking to.
66) Like to eat?: Heck yeah! ^__^

67) Like to drive: Heck no. -_-;
68) Get motion sickness: Nope. I love speed. ^-^
69) Eat the stems of broccoli?: No, thank you.. x_x
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: No, but I could try that!!
71) Dream in color: Yep.

72) Type with your fingers on home row: Home row..? What's that?
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: No. Furry animals make me sneeze.

What Is…?

74) Right next to you: Two pillows. ^^
75) On the walls of your room: Little brats' writings of ABCs... -_-;
76) On your mouse pad: Uh.... my hand...?
77) Your dream car: A car that has those Skittle sweets... ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/9595651/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/9595651/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 08:19:25 PDT Bri-Angel-Shigure

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
-Syani
-Diyana
-Anna / Ani (Pronounces as 'Annie')

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
-Syani
-evilxstudent
-syani_evil

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
-Playing FFR (Flash Flash Revolution)
-Chatting with Lyssah
-Reading journals

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-How my hair naturally covers half of my right eye
-I have awesome friends in real life or online
-I can draw and color in MS Paint...?

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-I'm short. -_-*
-My physical looks. (Skin, especially)
-My changing attitude every day... that's why I kept saying I'm divided to 10 emotions.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
-Malay
-Islam
- ???

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
-Allah (I'm Islamic)
-Being alone in the dark on Friday night at 3 AM (unless I'm online... )
-The after-life, I guess.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
-White t-shirt
-Navy blue pants
-My rubber band

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
-Going surfing with my (dad's) laptop
-Playing PS2 / Watching TV (usually I pick one of them for one day)
-Drawing on textbooks and stuff

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
-The laptop!! ;__;
-My pencil case...
-Uh... my notebook? I have 4 but.. I guess I pick the Hiei-themed one. (It doesn't mean the book's cover is Hiei... it's because I DRAW him as the cover. )

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
-Do as Infinity
-Puffy AmiYumi
-Mirai

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
-Watching anime with my best friends
-Having people seeing my artworks
-Friends understanding me perfectly

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
-Four Seasons by Namie Amuro
-Open Up Your Mind by Mirai
-Fukai Mori in Inuyasha (I forgot who sang it)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY TO DO IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
-Lose weight
-Having successfully pass my exams
-Updating my stories in quizilla

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
-Staying up late almost every night
-Didn't study as the exam is coming near
-I'm not strong enough... to do anything...

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP:
((Ah jeeze... no..))
-For him to accept me no matter how ugly I look
-Both of us understand each other
-Both to accept each other's weaknesses and respect it

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN ANYTHING:
((I don't get this question))
-School donations
-Orphan donations
-Being a good friend, sister and daughter hopefully

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
-I'm scared my parents will caught me now
-I'm now online at 3:46 AM
-I'm taller than Edward Elric! XP

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
-Spiky hair
-Wears glasses when reading
-A sweet smile

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
-Pretends to be tough but in reality, really sweet
-Cares for his parents
-Funny in his own unique way

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
-Being perfect
-Sneezing with my eyes open
-Getting a full 100% score in exams

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
-My emotions
-The time when I was innocent and always can be seen catching bugs
-My addiction to story books

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
-A camcorder
-A full art set... including photoshop. ^^
-A nice working scanner

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
-How my parents treated me with responsibility
-How I've lost almost my entire feelings (emotions) just because I got rejected
-How my siblings teased me

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
-Sneaking into a doctor's house and steal a doctor's slip so I can skip school...
-I want to eat chicken chop!!
-Sleep... all day long...

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:... ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/9542019/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/9542019/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 10:44:26 PDT But I think its Innocent-RaiN's...

[ ] I think I'm gonna have a high score on this.
[ ] I don't talk to my parents much.
[ ] People tell me they hate me all the time.
[ ] I have said horrible things to people before.
[ ] I give people disgusting looks a lot.
Total: 0

[x] I took heads off of dolls when I was little.
[ ] I have destroyed some valuable on purpose before.
[ ] I love insulting people.
[ ] Most people suck.
[x] I have thrown total tantrums before. (not in public of course D: )
Total: 2

[x] I'm known to have an attitude.
[x] I get mad easily. (usually depends on the subject and who it's directed at. Also what kinds of things the people say.)
[ ] I order people around.
[ ] Parents don't want their kids hanging out with me.
[ ] I've argued with my teacher.
Total: 2

[x] I could care less about school.
[x] I love messing with other people's things.
[ ] I've been told I'm self-centered/stuck-up/conceited.
[ ] I constantly lie to my parents.
[ ] I yell daily.
Total: 2

[ ] I always seem to be in a fight/argument with someone.
[ ] I would never risk my life for anyone but myself.
[ ] I don't like to smile.
[ ] I know at least three people I would love to beat up.
[x] I love pranking people -- hardcore pranking, that is.
Total: 1

Total: 7
x4: 14

Cool... does this means I'm a goody-two-shoes? -_-; Oh well... I'd care less if I am. ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/9132795/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/9132795/ Wed, 21 Jun 2006 01:43:14 PDT
Stolen from Bri-Angel-Shigure,

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes I wear are flip flops
[x] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite color is pink or purple
[ ] I did gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans I’ll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 3/10

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 MySpace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earrings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 1/11

[x] I don't shop at Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[x] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I don’t know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 2/9

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[x] I love to have gurls do my hair
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[ ] I hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[ ] my swimsuit has two pieces
[x] I’m waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] musicians are so hott
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me I’m beautiful and I’m all yours

TOTAL: 3/10

[x] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[x] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[x] I don’t do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[x] I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 4/10

[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 2/9

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip-hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[x] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[ ] horses are beautiful
[x] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 3/10

[x] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's Day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look out in public in it, I feel so dirty
[ ] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 2/8

[ ] I love to gossip
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2 hours long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[x] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ] I like little kids
[x] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 2/10

[ ] I check my MySpace everyday.
[ ] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewelry!
[x] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my MySpace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] It's not what he/she said, it's the way he/she said it
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: 2/10

OVERALL TOTAL: 24/97 = 25%

Does this means I'm a guy?! ._.; ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8737655/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8737655/ Thu, 11 May 2006 07:58:18 PDT
Well, I'm thinking a crazy one... THE SHRIMP SHALL SING!!! AHAHAHAHA!!! Well... Aru will be there, Winry will be there, TRISHA will ALSO be there... lol ^^ I love Trisha... she's so sweet... OH YEAH!! WRATH WILL BE IN THERE TOO!!! ^^

Special appearence: Anime-styled me. ^^

Anyway, TO THE MS PAINT!!! -zooms off- ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8679597/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8679597/ Fri, 05 May 2006 07:56:57 PDT
First try: "Oh well.... this IS my first. "

Second try: "Damn, this is getting worst..."

Third try: "Ah crap. Okay, third time is NOT the charm.. -_-;"

Last try: "This is MORE like it! ^-^ Gotta redraw it and DEVIANT!"

Friends thinking Wrath is a girl... -.-; But heck, I LIKE WRATH!!! ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8578530/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8578530/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 06:50:29 PDT Check out scraps and you noticed I draw a dude from Naruto, Sasori. You can recognize him by his Gaara/Itachi feautures... o_0; I know, weird. BUT HE IS SO AWESOME!!!!

W00T FOR SASORI!!! ^.^ ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8478696/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8478696/ Sat, 15 Apr 2006 12:18:28 PDT DUDE!!!!! O_O Look!! Look at my recent ART!! LOOK!!! (points left) It's the best I've ever MADE!!! O_O Titled, Zephel. ^^

Yea.... I claim that I don't watch the anime Angelique, but I think that Zephel is so cool-looking. And to think I can make his expression so focused. Who knows I had it in me?!

Well, its 3 am and now I'm all crazy... What do you expect a 14-year-old girl would do at 3am?!! Sleep?! ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8272186/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8272186/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 07:37:53 PST The comic is titled Truth or Dare...

Feauturing Rin, Kohaku and Kanna! ^^ From Inuyasha..!! ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8129680/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8129680/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 10:19:19 PST Second's Kanna and third Kohaku. ^.^

Well, honestly, I never draw those three... but I will try. ^_^ What do you guys think? ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8129678/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8129678/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 10:19:15 PST Second's Kanna and third Kohaku. ^.^

Well, honestly, I never draw those three... but I will try. ^_^ What do you guys think? ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8108414/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/8108414/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 00:19:28 PST School's hard, getting to the net EXTREMELY hard(this is one of those rare moments), and... I feel like killing...

Which resulted the art 'Black Rose' to be created.... -.-

Well, I've been doing a lot of reading ()... and suddenly doodled the 'Man, you're cruel' art.... Which is accidental.... featuring my sensei, Hiei!! lol! ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/7535861/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/7535861/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 13:21:45 PST .>; But I'm good...

And I will be posting as much pic as I can... (crack knuckles) Let the posting begin! ]]> ~Syani http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/6665057/ http://Syani.deviantart.com/journal/6665057/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 02:01:54 PDT
Yeaa... anyway.... I am FRESHLY new here.. so I dunno what the heck am I gonna do first... need help...

Oh yeah! Um... a question..... what should I write in journals...?? ]]> ~Syani