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Not much happening on this end. I kind of feel like I'm stuck in limbo, you know? I'm on some sort of middle ground, and I really don't like it. ANYWAYS..

I finally got a photoshop that I'm happy with, so there will be a lot more stuff submitted in the next couple months. Cause I definitely need practice with it..

FEATURE TIME :3

RULES
1. Be one of the first 15 people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the list.
2. For each of those 15 people I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.
3. If I feature you, you'll have to do the same in your journal, then feature me and anyone else who featured you before listing 15 new ones.

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If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
I guess i'll make my own way
It's a circle
A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
Oh we're not the same
The friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good
It's good

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
Oh we're not the same
We used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good
It's good

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out

"Ignorance" by Paramore

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/18940292/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/18940292/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 23:28:14 PDT
So I took the ACT last weekend and to be honest, I thought it was A LOT easier than the AP tests. It was just time consuming and a nessecary evil that had to be dealt with >.< Though I will admit that the math portion kicked my butt good, oh well *sigh*
Then my parents have me all geared up about college and I keep having small panic attacks when I start thinking about it too much lol. I'm thinking maybe I'm nit ready to go to college just yet. my future looks so unclear right now EEK!
THEN there's my dad.. He keeps critizing me and it's getting really annoying. Just today he was complaining openly about how bad I am for listening to my music. A) it makes me feel better. B) I'm not gonna listen to church and classical music all the freaking time! I mean its good occasionally but only when I feel like it! It doesn't make me a bad person if I'm not singing kum by ya 24/7. ok. Now that that's out of my system
Now I'm in AZ in 115 degree weather (it's not that bad actually) visiting my aunt and uncle. it's been alright, idk. it's just kind of made me a little depressed, but I couldn't tell you why that is.
i've started writing one of my stories again >.< And now that I've got time I'm gonna draw some more. I've been practicing with my new tablet so maybe I'll post some stuff on dA..or maybe not. Depends on if I want to embarrass myself or not! lol
And last but certainly not least...I CANNOT WAIT FOR BREAKING DAWN AND THE TWILIGHT MOVIE!! i'm absolutely dying from anticipation! I've watched the trailer and scene from it over and over and over ( i think this is a VERY unhealthy obsession, but we'll just roll with it ). But I'm trying so hard to be patient >.<
Well I think that's about all that's new that I wanted to tell you so I hope all you lovely's are happy and well. I love you guys!

I said I'd moved on and I'll leave it alone,
But before I walk out there is something that I need you to know,
I got lost in a blink of an eye,
And I can never get back, no I've never got back,
You were not there when I wanted to say,
That you were everything that right and it wasn't you but me to change,
Now I got to go it alone,
But I'll never give up, no I'll never give up

What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything

I said I'm ok but I know how to lie,
You were all that I had,
You were delicate and hard to find,
I got lost in the back of my mind,
And I can never get back, no I never got back
You were not there when I needed to say,
I hit the bottom so fast that my head was spinning 'round for days,
Now I gotta go it alone,
But I will never give up, no I'll never give up

What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything

What am I fighting for,
What am I fighting for

Never give up on this [x4]

Said I'm ok but I know how to lie,
But I will never give up, no I'll never give up

What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything

What am I fighting for (No I'm never gonna give up, give up)
What am I fighting for (No I'm never gonna give up, give up)

Said that I'd fight for the one that I've found,
I'm gonna stay here while I wait for you to come around,
I fight you're a part of me now,
And I will never give up, no I'll never give up

~"Fighting"-Yellowcard

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/18818271/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/18818271/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 10:33:12 PDT I got this quiz thingy from so yeah..LET'S DO THIS!

1) Name: Syrihn
2) Male/Female: Female
3) Were you named after anyone? No I pretty sure I'm not
4) Does your name mean anything? Cheerful! lol Ironic i think >.<
5) Nick Name(s): Millary (or if your my family Hilla-Beans D: )
6) What do you think you look like name wise: Umm... idk..but a quiz told me that my name should be Jasmin, so we'll go with that lol
7) Date Of Birth: December 31, 1990
8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Las Cruces, NM and ironically NM
9) Nationality: Cacausion/Hispanic
10) Astrology Sign: Capricorn
11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Horse! YAY HORSE!
12) Religion: Latter-Day Saint (Mormon)
13) What’s your favorite smell? Japanese Cherry Blossom, or babies after they've just had a bath
14) Political Position? I guess I'm on the fence most of the time, but for this election I'm 100% republican
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water
16) Hair + Eye colour: Dark brown with blonde highlights and dark, dark brown eyes (look black and I've been told I have no irises, but I do ppl! lol).
17) Do you look like anyone famous? I've been told I look like Sandra Bullock, but I see no resemblance
18) What do you look like? just look at a picture! lol
19) Any unusual talents? Ummm... I can make a four leaf clover with my tongue?
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? Lefty
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? Straight. period.
22) What do you do for a living? I'm a student.
23) What do you do for fun? Draw,write, read, hand out with friends etc, etc.
24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? Pencils, but I recently fell in love with oil paints
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? Umm..probably oil pastels and pens. I always make mistakes with that stuff
26) Have you met your grandparents? Yep. On both sides.
27) Boyfriend: No.
28) Crush: Ugh..we're not going to go into that
29) What celebrity would you date if you could? Umm.. James Franco...maybe..
30) Current worries? ACT, college, senior year, my mom's mental health..to name a few
31) Favorite online Guy/Girl:Can't choose.
32) Favorite place to be? In my room
33) Least favorite place to be? Hospital. *shudders*
34) Do you burn or tan? Tan,but if I don't put sunscreen on at first I burn
35) Ever break a bone? I fractured my jawbone once
36) What is your favorite cereal? Lucky Chrams, Yummy!
37) Person you cry with: I prefer not to cry in front of ppl
Do You Have...
38) Any sisters: five younger
39) Any brothers: I wish *sigh*
40) Any pets: Two dogs
41) An Illness: Nope I'm relatively healthy
42) A Pager: 0.0 who has a pager nowadays?
43) A Personal phone line: Nope
44) A Cell phone: Yep
45) A visible birthmark: Yeah
46) A Pool or hot tub: No
47) A Car: SI! Mi Amor!
Describe Your...
48) Personality: Umm...kinda crazy...I get very animated and tend to annnoy ppl when I do...
49) Driving: Major hothead. I get it from my dad, but I don't go to his extremes
50) Your clothing style:Umm...different. I like things that stand out and is individual..as far as individual can get from clothing lines..
51) Room: Boring. I have a bunch of oriental stuff..but it's all mismatched
52) What’s missing: umm..? I'm not sure what this implies
53) School:A mandatory form of torture
54) Bed: Comfy! ( I agree with
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Friendly most of the time, but can get very hostile quickly
Do You
56) Believe in yourself: Never
57) Do you believe in love at first sight? Used to, not so sure anymore
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yes, I love listening to other ppl
59) Have a future dream that you would like to share? I want to be an animator for Disney. It's a dream
60) Get Along... ]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/18407591/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/18407591/ Mon, 19 May 2008 22:27:50 PDT


She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong,
But she still sleeps with the light on,
And she acts like
It's all right on, as she smiles again
Her mother lies there sick with cancer,
And her friends don't understand her,
She's a question without answers,
Who feels like falling apart.
She knows, she's so much more than worthless,
She needs to find her purpose,
She wonders what she did to deserve this and..

She's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out,
'Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you,
And I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out,
I'm asking you, to show me what this life is all about.

And he tells everyone a story,
Because he thinks his life is boring,
And he fights
So you won't ignore him,
Cause that's his biggest fear,
And he cries,
But you'll rarely see him do it.
And he loves, but he's scared to use it.
So he hides behind the music, 'cause he likes it that way.
And he knows,
He's so much more than worthless,
He needs to find the surface,
Cause he's starting to get nervous.

He's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out,
'Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you,
And I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out,
I'm asking you, to show me what this life is all about.

Have you ever felt this way before?
'Cause I don't wanna hide here anymore.
Take me to place where nothing's wrong and thanks for coming, shut the door.
And they say someone out there sees us,
Well if you're real then save me Jesus,
'Cause I've been here for far too long.
I wasn't meant to feel alone.

And now I'm calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out,
'Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you,
And I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out,
I'm asking you, to show me what this life is all about.

Show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about

~"This Is A Call"-Thousand Foot Krutch

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/18010006/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/18010006/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 16:04:49 PDT [link]

You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all

I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be
The last night away from me

The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand
I will help you hold on
Tonight
Tonight

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be

I won't let you say goodbye
And I'll be your reason why
The last night away from me
Away from me

"The Last Night"~Skillet

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/17659098/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/17659098/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 21:14:20 PDT I love this band and wonder what took me so long to finally listen to them. They're name is Quietdrive and wow, they're songs speak to me. ( 0.0 wow now I really to sound high...) But seriously, if a song doesn't speak to me or move me in any way, I don't really take an interest in listening to them. I'm weird I know..

Also, I FINALLY FINISHED JANE EYRE!! I loved that book, but no one, and I mean no one, in my class does. Actually they passionately hate it. Which makes me sad. Although if it hadn't been assigned for school I probably wouldn't have ever read it. But look at this: This is the ONLY book that I've read cover to cover for school EVER. That has got to mean something people. lol

Tomorrow I leave for Utah. I'm going to a Junior Preview Day at the school that I've been dreaming of attending for almost 4 years now. I'm very excited to go check out the university. Well I love you all and hope all is well with you.

I've felt this way before
I fell right through the floor
And I am certain I've become
Broken, bruised, and numb
Would you restate your opinion
And hold back your investigation
Do you see the sins you're making
Because I've made them all before

Chorus:
I will now rise from the ashes
Don't call me pretentious
I'm sitting here making my own rules
And if I fall from the ceiling
You'll be down there waiting
And my only hope
Is falling down

And by my own admission
You'll find that my condition
Is worse than you've imagined
You're better off if you know
That every time before that I
Have tried to measure pain inside
You can't ignore it
Right now I can't ignore it

I will now rise from the ashes
Don't call me pretentious
I'm sitting here making my own rules
And if I fall from the ceiling
You'll be down there waiting
To finish me

It's settling inside of me

I'll take my heart
And rip my feelings out
Before they make me doubt
And I'll fall down with flames burning
Alive again
As long as you know that

I will now rise from the ashes
Don't call me pretentious
I'm sitting here making my own rules
And if I fall from the ceiling
You'll be down there waiting
To finish me
Finish me

~"Rise From the Ashes"-Quietdrive

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/17500778/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/17500778/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 21:31:52 PDT SPRING BREAK IS HERE!! I am SO pumped that it is finally spring. I needed a break from school. It seemed like I was having an emotional breakdown once a week, and I was getting very tired of that.
Youth Conference came and went but it was a BLAST. I love the dances! I wish I could dance all the time. I wish I was a better dancer, but oh well. Whatcha gonna do 'bout it.
SWING DANCING!! Tomorrow I'm gonna go learn how!! And my mood is euphoric!! I've always wanted to learn how, and now's my chance. (Though i'm pretty sure that I won't retain any of it, but hey, at least I can try. )
Soo..I got I Am Legend for Easter and I watched it this morning..BIG MISTAKE. I was pretty much depressed the rest of the day. I still am I little but I'm starting to get over it. Whenever I watch that movie I have to watch it with others or go do something fun, otherwise I think too much about the dang movie.But no one would watch it with me and I was tired of waiting to watch it. >.< Amazing movie, yet not something you should watch if you're on the sad side of life. Plus the special features were a tad depressing which made everything worse. LOL I probably just turned everyone off of that movie, but the thing that you have to understand is: I LOVE SAD MOVIES,SONGS,etc. I don't know why cause it makes you sad.. I think I have an imbalance somewhere that I should get checked out. ANYWAY, watch it if you haven't, really good movie. Read the book also.
That's all for my rantings thus far. LOVE YOU GUYS

Ohh,
You humor me today,
Calling me out to play,
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth,
I can't be seen with you, you see

Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone,

I wonder, why can't you see,
You're just not near enough like me,
With your telescope eyes,
Metal teeth, I, can't be seen with you,

Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
Im just like you so leave me alone,

Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone,

Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone.

Oh, you humor me today...


~"Telescope Eyes"-Eisley

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/17140546/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/17140546/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 22:23:07 PST Testing for three days that were full days was pure HELL. I wanted to shoot myself, I'd take TAKS any day over what I had to do here in good ol' NM. On a lighter note, the wierdest thing happened in my english class on friday Appearantly I went to middle school with this guy in my class. I looked him up in the yearbook when I got home, and sure enough he went to the same school. Small small world we live in ppl.

My grandparents are here!!!!! I'm soo happy they're here, I've missed my grandma terribly. But they're here and that's all that matters right now.

Ouiz thing I got from

Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you


1. The age you will be on your next birthday: Seventeen
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2. A place you'd like to travel: Spain
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3. Your favorite place: Grandma's house
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4. Your favorite object: iPod
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5. Favorite food: Green Enchiladas
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6. Your favorite animal: Bengal Tiger
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7. Your favorite color: Red
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8. The town in which you live: Pluto
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9. Name of past pet: Mufasa ( I miss him)
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10. A dream come true:Traveling around the world
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11. Your nickname/screenname: Syrihn (this should be interesting... )
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12. Middle name: Paige
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13. Favorite Smell: Exotic Coconut
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14. Bad habit of yours: Biting my nails
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15. Your first job: Babysitter
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16. Favourite Movie: Dead Poets Society
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17. What are you doing right now? Listening to music
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18. Whats The Weather Like? Warm
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19. Favourite Sport: Soccer
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20. Favourite Music/Style/Band: A mix of everything, but most of the time rock
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It's a crime you let it happen to me
Nevermind, I'll let it happen to you
Out of mind, forget it there's nothing to lose
but my mind and all the things I wanted

Evertime I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
by the time I lose it I'm not afraid
of looking at you truly fake it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see<... ]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16839992/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16839992/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 20:40:33 PST =_=

Ok so here we goo!.....

Random facts of me:

1~ I have a tendency to walk on the outside edge of my feet...that's hard to explain so don't ask...

2~ I'm overly obsessed with music, if I could listen to music all day, I most definitely would.

3~ I can't eat a hot dog unless it has mustard,mayonnaise, and slasa on it..

4~ My parents almost named me Ariel..which ironically, The Little Mermaid was my favorite movie as a kid.

5~I like to scare myself. So loveo watch scary movies and stuff

6~ I like change my hair style constantly, hair color etc..

7~ I like to say really big random words at random times...sometimes I don't even know what the word means..

8~ and...hmm, I start dancing around my house a lot, sometimes shouting out lyrics to a song or just shouting in general.


The chosen victems

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Uh,yeah...you don't have to do it if you want (like I can make you..lol) just for fun! ^^

Check yes Juliet
are you with me
rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside
check yes Juliet
kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
there's no turning back for us tonight

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
wishing, wanting
yours for the taking
just sneak out
and don't tell a soul goodbye
check yes Juliet
here's the countdown
3...2...1... now fall in my arms
now they can change the locks
don't let them change your mind

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

we're flying through the night
we're flying through the night
way up high,
the view from here is getting better with
you by my side

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be...

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me
You and me
You and me

~"Check Yes Juliet"- We The Kings

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16776659/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16776659/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 20:28:52 PST is the greatest guy in the world! lol Sorry had to say that >.< Umm, yeah don't really have anything else to say..So yeah lol. LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin dry and warm
you give me feelins that I adore

It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmm

It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever you go, I'll always know
Cause you make me smile here, just for a while

~"Bubbly"-Colbie Caillat

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16629930/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16629930/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 14:35:26 PST mean. lol I'm a scaredy cat...>.< Anyway, so come the next day that I had to go back I really dreaded it. I did not want to go back at all. But my mom went in a had them change my schedule so now I have the classes I should've had to begin with. Things are much better since then. I have some really awesome friends. Sure lunch still sucks cause I just seem to fade into the background, but I can't have it all perfect. I'm just glad that things aren't as bad as I was anticipating.
Don't get me wrong, I still miss all of you that I left behind. You'll always hold a special place in my heart. So here's a shout out to you:

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP. ALL OF YOU HELPED ME THROUGH REALLY HARD TIMES AND I'LL BE FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEEDED SUPPORT. YOU GUYS ARE THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE IN THE WORLD AND I CONSIDER IT A PRIVELEDGE TO HAVE KNOWN EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU! THANKS FOR LOVING ME INSPITE OF MY FAULTS AND SHORTCOMINGS (plus all the craziness i forced upon you...but that's beside the point... ) I LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH!!!

When I wake up yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who wakes up next to you
When I go out yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you

If I get drunk yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who gets drunk next to you
And if I haver yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's havering to you

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles
To fall down at your door

When I'm working yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's working hard for you
And when the money comes in for the work I'll do
I'll pass almost every penny on to you

When I come home yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who comes back home to you
And if I grow old well I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's growing old with you

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles
To fall down at your door

When I'm lonely yes I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man whose lonely without you
When I'm dreaming yes I know I'm gonna dream
Dream about the time when I'm with you.

But I would walk 500 miles
And I would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 1000 miles
To fall down at your door

~"I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles)"- The Proclaimers

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16304716/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16304716/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 17:10:06 PST
ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or "pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

ART NERD POINTS: 14/15



MUSICAL NERD

[x] You play a musical instrument.
[x] You play more than one instrument.(not too well )
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[] You've given your instrument a name.
[] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[x] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[] You have a favorite composer.
[] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[] You write music.
[] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[] You are never nervous playing for other people.

MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 5/14

VIDEO GAME NERD

[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems. (we own exactly four)
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours. (halo)lol
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[ ] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends
[ ] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 6/15


COMPUTER NERD:

[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[ ] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[ ] You spend time in online forums.
[] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[x] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[ ] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[] You can type really, really fast.

COMPUTER NERD POINTS: 7/15

Hurtful words,
From my enemies of the last five years,
What's it like to die alone?

How does it feel when tears freeze,
When you cry?
The blood in your veins is twenty below.

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Something I cannot forget.

So for now, take this down a notch,
Crash my car through your window,
Make sure you're still alive,
Just in time to kill you,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger... ]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16240188/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16240188/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 13:12:15 PST
So..what's up with you guys?

Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish that I had other choices
Than to harm the one I love

What have you done now?

I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now
I know I should stop believing
I know that there's no retrieving
It's over now
What have you done?

What have you done now?

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now?
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done?
What have you done now?
What have you done ?
What have you done now?

Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to
Cause you have turned into my worst enemy?
You carry hate that I feel
It's over now
What have you done

What have you done now

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now?
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done?
What have you done now?
What have you done?
What have you done now?

I will not fall
Won't let it go
We will be free
When it ends

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now?
Why, Why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

~"What Have You Done"- Within Temptation

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16126607/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16126607/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 16:14:14 PST And I don't know what to do. Before I was content to go when my time was up cause I thought that I didn't have much of a choice, but now that I do I don't know what I want to do. I know that mt parents would really like me to come as planned, but then I think about my grandma and how much she's liked that I've been staying with her. I know she wouldn't be mad if I left, but I really don't want to leave her. And I goodbye to friends here and don't feel apart of much. I told them I'd let them know what I wanted to do before they left to go back home, but I really don't know what to do. I feel lost and stuck and just want everything to go away and let me have some piece of mind. That's all. Just Peace.

Am I the last to know
Is there a back door somewhere out of here
Did I not do enough
Was I the last to compliment you?
Catch you when you fall
I take the long way home...

Cause when you're broken and malled
By regret unresolved
And trampled by mistakes that fill the head.
Well they say, 'Better to bawl,
release all the fault,
Than to suffocate while treading through the blame.'
I take the long way home

And after the war inside
Where will I rest my aching mind?
And sleeping by telephones
Awaiting to go in deep sleep but fully clothed
I take the long way home...

Cause when you're broken and malled
By regret unresolved
And trampled by mistakes the fill the head.
Well they say, 'Better to bawl,
Release all the fault,
Than to suffocate while treading through the blame.
Now swallow down the pain.'

Swallow down the pain.
Swallow down the pain.

"Long Way Home"- The Whitest Light

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16081526/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16081526/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 17:26:28 PST It's Christmas Eve and I just wanted to wish everyone a safe and happy Christmas! I hope the holidays are very special for everyone and that you'll enjoy it while you can. Never waste a single moment. Carpe Diem! (sorry couldn't help myself )

Out in the harbor
The ships come in, it's Christmas time
The kids all holler carols 'cross the water
Stars that shine

All that I want, all that I want

Above the rooftops
The full moon dips its golden spoon
I wait on clip-clops, deer might fly
Why not? I met you

All that I want, all that I want

And when the night is falling
Down the sky at midnight
Another year is stalling
Far away a good bye, good night

All that I want., all that I want, all that I want

So small a turning
The world grows older every day
An ache, a yearning
Soften when I hear you say

All that I want, all that I want

And when the cold wind's blowing
Snow drifts through the pine trees
In houses lights are glowing
Likewise in your eyes that find me here

With all that I want.

Out in the harbor
The ships come in, it's Christmas time
It's Christmas time
It's Christmas time.


~"All That I Want"-The Weepies

Wow...that was a short journal

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16049583/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/16049583/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 20:26:40 PST
Stolen from

[ ]I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

[ ]I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

[x]I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.(I'm also white soo...what? yeah...don't know where I was going with this...)

[ ]I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

[X]I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. (haha, yeah I'm a loser, get over it. )

[ ]I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

[ ]I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

[ ]I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

[ ]I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

[X]I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a b***h.

[ ]I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

[X]I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

[ ]I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

[ ]I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

[ ]I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

[ ]I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

[ ]I'm JAMAICAN so I must smoke weed.

[ ]I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

[ ]I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

[ ]I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

[ ]I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

[ ]I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

[ ]I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

[ ]I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

[ ]I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

[ ]I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

[ ]I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

[ ]I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

[X]I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

[X]I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

[ ]I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

[X]I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

[ ]I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

[X]I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

[ ]I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

[ ]I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

[ ]I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

[ ]I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

[ ]I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

[ ]I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals. (Polish in heritage. The only one I'm sure of. And, yes, I've worn socks with my sandals. )

[ ]I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.

[ ]I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

[ ]I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

[ ]I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

[X]I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. (It's just that it's cool! I like crazy hair colors! XP)

[X]I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

[ ]I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

[ ]I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

[X]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be f***ing them all.

[X]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay. ( Well in people's defense, I do things that make them question my orientatin, but come on!)

[ ]I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.

[ ]I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

[X]I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

[ ]I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.

[ ]I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

[X]I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO

[ ]I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

[ ]I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

[ ]I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

[ ]I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.

[ ]I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

[ ]I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

[X]I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.

[X]I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

[ ]I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

[ ]I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

[ ]I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.

[ ]I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/15979017/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/15979017/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 20:17:27 PST
OK. rant over. Love you guys.

There’s something that I can’t quite explain.
I’m so in love with you.. you never take that away.
And if I said it a hundred times before, expect a thousand more.. you never take that away.

Well expect me to be calling you to see if you’re okay when I’m not around; asking if you love me.. I love the way you make it sound..
Calling you to see.. do I try too hard to make you smile? ..to make us smile…

Well I will keep calling you to see if you’re sleeping, are you dreaming; if you’re dreaming are you dreaming of me?
I can’t believe you actually picked me.

I thought that the world had lost its sway..
(It’s so hard sometimes)
Then I fell in love with you.. (then came you .. then came you)
and you took that away. (it’s not so difficult.. the world is not so difficult.)
You take away the old, show me the new, and I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you..
So while I’m on this phone, a hundred miles from home, I’ll take the words you gave and send them back to you..

Calling you to see if you’re okay when I’m not around; asking if you love me.. I love the way you make it sound..
Calling you to see.. do I try too hard to make you smile? ..to make us smile…

I will keep calling you to see if you’re sleeping, are you dreaming; if you’re dreaming are you dreaming of me?
I can’t believe you actually picked me.

Well I will be calling you to see if you’re sleeping are you dreaming; if you’re dreaming are you dreaming of me?
I can’t believe you actually picked me.

~"Calling You"-Blue October

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/15894011/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/15894011/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 17:58:34 PST
I particularly like Amaranth by Nightwish. Music video is odd and I don't really understand it, why are they burning an angel? Kinda makes me wonder... anyways, tell me what you think.

[link]

Baptized with a perfect name
The doubting one by heart
Alone without himself

War between him and the day
Need someone to blame
In the end, little he can do alone

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Apart from the wandering pack
In this brief flight of time we reach
For the ones, whoever dare

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Reaching, searching for something untouched
Hearing voices of the Never-Fading calling

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

~"Amaranth"-Nightwish

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/15812037/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/15812037/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 18:21:01 PST Like take an unexpected trip somewhere or just drive around and end up somewhere random. Guess no one feels the same. (aww darn! )

WHOOO!!!! San Antonio here I come! Only two more days and then it's party time in SA!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! See I'm just like 'Blah, let's get this over with, move on please, stuck in a rut here and it's not gonna fly.' I wanna dance around,jummp,scream and shout. Feeling very fidgety all of a sudden...( Pretty sure I sound like I should be locked away somewhere right about now, but let's keep going shall we ? )

I don't know why this would interest anyone but there you go. Aren't you guys glad you're friends with a psycho?? ( oh look...wait- WHY IS MY FRIEND LIST GOING DOWN?!) jk jk. Seriously, let's not go a delete the most amazing person you know ppl! You know you love me!

Wow...I think that's the most emoticons I've used in one post...

Who Knew
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

~"Who Knew?" -P!nk

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/15592605/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/15592605/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 15:49:35 PST
Well, I'm in Albuequerque and it's not so bad. I'm still sad that soon I'll be living here permenantly, but that's life. My parents took me to Santa Fe over the weekend to cheer me up. It was a lot of fun! there was so much art studios and shops that I was in heaven. Then I had THE BEST mexican food ever at La Fonda. ( Cool part was it was supposedly "haunted" ) I usually don't like Mexican Restaurants because they can't make real mexican food, but I had like three plates of food there ( Buffet type deal)! And ask anyone in my family, they'll tell you that's a miracle lol.
On the down side. I went to the High School today to check it out. I ended up crying afterwards cause it finally hit me thatI was actually moving and I couldn't really pretend that it's not going to happen anymore. So I've been in a really depressed mood today. But I'll just have to keep on Truckin'! lol Just had to say that. I'm lame I know. just get over it! lol LOVE YA!!! MUWAH!

Oh no I just keep on falling
(Back to the same old… )
And where’s hope when misery comes crawling?
(Oh my way, Ay… )
With your faith you’ll trigger a landslide
(victory)
To kill off this common sense of mind

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
We don’t need the headlines
We just want…

(We want the airwaves back, we want the airwaves back)

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?

Right now you’re the only reason
(I’m not letting go, oh… )
And time out if everyone’s worth pleasing
(Well ha-ha!)
You’ll trigger a landslide
(Victory)
to kill off their finite state of mind

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
No, we don’t want your headlines
We just want…

(We want the airwaves back, we want the airwaves back)

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure?

Alright, so you think you’re ready?
Ok, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
We were born for this
Alright, so you think you’re ready?
OK, then you say this with me
Go!
We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this

We were born for
We were born for

Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure now?
Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?

We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/15107241/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/15107241/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 19:37:50 PDT Allergy season is taking it's toll on my sinuses. I can't breath through my nose, which I absolutely hate, and I constantly cough, which is even more annoying. Medicine doesn't seem to help much either.
I'm driving to school now! WHOO HOO! It's so much fun, but my mom can't handle it. lol. She's still trying to persuade me to move with them, but I'm still not ready to let go, even though I'm starting to get really annoyed with the group I hang out with. She keeps bribing me with things like a new car, I could get out of Pre-cal, and graduate early, which are all things I really wish I could do at the moment. It's hard to say no. But I still havene't made up my mind. As of now, I'm staying right where I am.
Well, I think that's about all that's new. Oh, I've also decided to take suggestions for drawngs. I'm a little bored and want somwthing to do. Love ya!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside, cold outside, its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside, cold inside, its cold inside

and your slow shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me, tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I can't go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slow shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me, tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone, anything, I promise I can be what you need

tell me, tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

~"Vlnerable"- Secondhand Serenade

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/14476544/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/14476544/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 18:01:38 PDT Yea my parents dropped a bomb on me this morning, spent a good hour crying about it. But I can't change it, no matter what they say so I have to buck up and endure it again.Hopefully you guys understand what I'm talking about but if not, well I'll explain it better when it becomes permenant. love you guys.

I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clock
It's a matter of time before we all run out...
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth

I waited eight long months
She finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie, he was the only one for me
Two weeks we had caught on fire
She's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile

Whoa... I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

Second chances they don't never matter, people never change
Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed up, now look this way!

Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
They want it what they like, it's easy if you do it right

Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa... I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him right now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good...

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now...

Whoa, I never meant brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

"Misery Business" -Paramore

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/14289854/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/14289854/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 14:41:00 PDT and Jacob' thing... I dunno, just kind of ruined it for me. I mean, she still chose the one I wanted her to choose (for now.) but it seemed like she did it just because she felt like she owed it to Edward, instead of actually wanting it. I think I responded really ridiculously when she kissed Jacob back as well...I started crying, which is completely and utterly unhealthy to be that involved with a book that has fictional characters!!! I'm ashamed to even be admitting this...
I guess I'm even more disgusted with the fact that I probably would feel the same way in the same situation. That I started to feel for Jacob, even though I disliked him with unnecessary passion. And poor Edward, he's been most understanding and completely forgiveing. I don't think she deserves him at all. (Granted, I know Bella says that, I just voicing my opinions here..) But, I realize that I am not the author and that this is how she chose to write the story, and there's no doubt that I will continue to read the rest, so I will come to terms with my discomfort and be good.
So yea, I realize that whoever reads this will want to have me committed, but I had to let it out. Very unhealthy I know. Try and forget how utterly twisted this sounds. Now I'm gonna go hide before men in white coats come knocking down my door...

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

~"You Could Be Happy"-Snow Patrol

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/14151724/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/14151724/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 15:33:44 PDT Got these things from and so I'm doing them right now.!

Please enjoy the wierdness :

You have a :
[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step-Sister
[ ] Brother
[x] Sister (5 actually..)
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Cell phone
[x] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Swimming pool
[ ] Hot tub
[x] Guest room
[x] TV
total so far: 8


[x] Fullsize or bigger bed (Oueen size baby)
[x] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] Sunglasses
[x] Watch
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works
[x] PS2 that works
[] Xbox that works
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[x] Gameboy/ Advance
[x] Gamecube
total: 9


[ ] Basketball hoop
[x] Air hockey table
[x] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Fooseball table
total: 2

[x] Nightstand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[] DVD player in bedroom
total:2

[ ] Job
[] Goes shopping at least once a week
[x] Expensive cologne/perfume
[] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera or phone
total: 2

[ ] Electric or gas scooter/motorcycle/car
[] Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar
[x] Piano/Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument
[] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the province/state
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[x] Expensive jewelery
[x] Met a celebrity
total: 5

[x] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[] Have $100 on you right now
[ ] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card
[] Been to Europe
[x] Been to NYC
[x] Been to LA
[x] Been to Florida
[] Been to Las Vegas
[] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to South America
total: 4

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Jet Ski/boat
[ ] Camper
[x] Been to 5+ states in the US/ 3+ provinces in Canada
[ ] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace
total: 2

[x] Home cooked meal almost every day
[] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[x] own a digital camera
[] Own a laptop
total: 2

TOTAL: 36

1-22 = Ghetto
23-33 = Average kid
34-44 = Spoiled
45+ = Upper Class snob

Haha, knew that one was coming..I agree with that, I do get spoiled...

________________________________________ __

1- Find the book nearest to you, go to page 18, find line 4:
They were sitting in the corner of the cafeteria, as far... (that's where line 4 stops...)

2- Stretch out your left arm as far as you can:
Uh...yea sure...

3- Last thing you watched on TV?:
Drake and Josh movie..

4- Without looking, what time is it?:
uh...5 45 ish...
5- Now, what is the actual time?:
5 20..eh heh at least I got the hour right...

6- Without the computer, what do you hear?:
The TV in the playroom upstairs

7- When did you last step outside?:
around 4 o' clock.

8- Before you took this survey, what did you look at?:
's journal

9- What are you wearing?:
T-shirt and basketball shorts

10- Did you dream last night?:
Yes...

11- When did you last laugh?:
Sometime today around 1:00 -3:00

12- What is on the walls in the room you are in?:
An eraserboard calender, pictures, candles...and plants.

13- See anything weird lately?:
Uhh...Oh! I saw a Spammobile, it was awesome...lol

14- What do you think of this quiz?:
Wish I knew the meaning of it..

15- What is the last film you saw?:
Harry Potter 5

16- If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?:
~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/14126164/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/14126164/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 22:38:03 PDT
[link]

So that's my shpeel about them, amazing..ok I'm gonna stop now I promise. >.<

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/13731768/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/13731768/ Sat, 14 Jul 2007 11:06:02 PDT !!

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Somewhere I belong
(..yea...moving on..)

How would you describe yourself?
Do You Realize??
(ok...appearantly you should already know.lol )

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Sounds of the Sun
(GSo I'm guessing they have to be smoking hot! jk.)

How do you feel today?
Morning Song
(I did get up early today.. )

What is your life's purpose?
Hit The Floor
(Hmm...I'm sensing that I have ager issues..)

What is your motto?
Sing For Absolution
(Whoa..that's kinda freaky..0.o)

What do your friends think of you?
Whisper
(mkaes sense..in a way...i guess...-_-)

What do you think of your parents?
How Long
(Ha! If you could hear the lyrics, it would totally be the right song! well the chorus anyway. I don't have this rigged I swear! *shifty eyes*)

What do you think about very often?
Points of Authority
(Yes..I'm a delinquent..)

what is 2 + 2?
Once In A Lifetime
(True, how often do you use 2+2?)

What do you think of your best friend?
Must Be Dreaming
(Cause She's fantastic! XD)

What do you think of the person you like?
Mine All Mine
(..0.o seriously, I'm not doing this on purpose!!)

What is your life story?
Faint
(Meaning it's not for the faint at heart )

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Place For My Head
(I always need to keep my head somwhere, so it only fits)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Better Now
(Cause everythings better now! lol)

what will u dance to at ur wedding?
Haunted
(o.0 That's creepy...)

What will they play at your funeral?
Runaway
(Ha A little impossible if I'm dead!)

What is your hobby/interest?
Best I Ever Had
(darn right it is!)

What is your biggest fear?
Worlds Apart
(I hate being isolated)

What is your biggest secret?
Stupid

What do you think of your friends?
One Week
(Not sure what that's supposed to mean. But I love you guys! !)

What will you post this as?
One Step Closer

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/13711345/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/13711345/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 18:05:50 PDT has left me all on my lonesome for awhile. I miss her terribly. And so I've pretty much secluded myself from most activity with other people, but I've gotten better.

The craziest thing happened yesterday! I was at my grandma's house swimming in her pool, and this dragonfly had been flying around it for a while. So my curiosity got the better of me and I tried to see how close I could get to it before it flew away. It was pretty cool cause it wouldn't fly away until a was a few inches away from it. After a bit though I started to get bored with it, and resumed swimming. Then my grandma started to laugh and told me that the dragonfly had landed on my head. At first I thought she was just joking, but she and my sister took a picture and showed it to me. After that it would fly away for a moment and then come a land on my head again. I started to see if it would land on my finger and it did, I could even bring right up to my face, almost to the point where I could have touched the dragonfly with my nose. So that continued for the two hours i was swimming. I was so bizzare and I ended up naming the dragonfly Pete. lol

So yea that's my news. I hope you guys are doing well and I love you!

I'm not here to judge you
I'm just here to tell you
What you have done wrong
Beautiful girl
Looking her best
Takes off a towel
Puts on a dress
Fixes her hair to look good for someone
Who waits in a car to go to a motel
To a motel

I may not always be perfect
But I'll always try
Will you say your prayers
Just to be honest with yourself
Will you save your soul
Is this what you wanted all along?

Husband can't bear to just lie to himself
Stock market falls and he loses it all
He sleeps alone for the third time this week
He's become numb he just wants this to be over
Wants this to be..

I may not always be perfect
But I'll always try
Will you say your prayers
Just to be honest with yourself
Will you save your soul
Is this what you wanted all along?

Blood on the floor..
What have you done?
Held in your hands
What have you done?

I may not always be perfect
But I'll always try
Will you say your prayers
Just to be honest with yourself
Will you save your soul
Is this what you wanted all along?

Beautiful girl
Sleeps by herself
Half the bed's cold
She knows it's her fault
She's given in and admitted defeat
And she'll be fine.

"True Romance"~Silverstein

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/13353027/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/13353027/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 08:02:45 PDT oh well, i'll just tough it out.Then in july i have devoted myself to Colorgaurd stuff.. but it should be fun...i'm hoping..well, i'll let you know if anything amazing happens in my life. (hardly ever) lol love you guys!!
SEVEN THINGS TO DO BEFORE U DIE:
1. travel around the world
2. learn 3 different languages
3. make a difference in someone's life
4. Travel the length of Route 66
5. learn how to play guitar and compose a song.
6. Have an encounter with the supernatural
7. meet a person taht i really admire.

SEVEN THINGS U CAN'T (OR WON'T) DO:
1: Kill someone
2: kill animals (even bugs, i feel too guilty, though i hate the little buggers.haha)
3: hurt aperson to get back at them for hurting me
4: steal
5: abuse (of any kind)
6: make fun of someone
7: deprive someone from feeling like they belong

SEVEN THINGS U SAY THE MOST:
1: oh snap
2: i dont know
3: like
4: whatever
5: sweet
6: actually
7: shut up (to sisters mostly..)

SEVEN MOVIES U COULD (OR DO) WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
1: 10 Things I Hate About You
2: THe Sixth Sense
3: Mrs. Doubtfire
4: Dead Poet's Society
5: Swing Kids
6: Pirates of the Caribbean movies
7: Sweet November

SEVEN VIDEO GAMES THAT THE STORY JUST GRABS YOU:
1: Final Fantasy X
2: Kingdom Hearts
3: Yoshi Story
4: Animal Crossing
5: Nightmare Before Christmas
6: don't know that many
7: don't know that many

1: Do you like animals?
Yes, I'm a sucker for animals.

2: Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Yes

3: Are you athletic?
umm...i try to be...lol

4: Are you thin, fat, athletically built etc:
I'd say I'm about average..i'm not thin, but i'm not really fat either

5: How much do you weigh?
135...ha! thought I wouldn't answr it didn't you? :wink:

6: What's your height?
5'5

7: Shoe size?
8

8: Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
normal

9: Guys- are you girly or guyish?


10: How old are you?
16

11: When's your Birthday?
Dec. 31

12: Do you like to recieve giftart?
i don't know..never have before

13: Are you sociable?
hmm..not that much, i will socialize, but I'm shy so it doesn't really work out that well.

14: Do you have many friends?
hmm...i guess, i keep my friends from the other places i've lived, nont all of them but a few true blue ones..

15: What's your race?
mom's hispanic and dad's white, so I'm a mutt

16: Do you like to talk on the phone?
hmm...yea i guess, i like to talk.

17: Are you single or taken?
umm...not really sure...in between? lol

18: Do you eat meat?
yes

19: Are you paranoid?
Over certain things yes.

20: Do you read a lot?
Yes, love it

21: Do you listen to music, what kind?
OMGosh. Do I listen to music! of course! I listen to pretty much anything, but I'm particular to rock

22: Do you play an instrument?
a little..i learned how to play clarinet..but can't really rememeber how, and play some piano

23: How long have you been drawing?
drew a lot when i was little, but i didn't start becoming serious about it until 6th grade

24: What's the meaning of life?
lliving it without any regrets, and live to the fullest! Carpe Diem!!

25:who do u love?
family and friends, they mean the world to me.

26: Now tag five of your friends. They MUST take this quiz and post it in their journal.

hmmmm......im tagging:

allcest
FlotOker
MidknightsTouch
renia-vandolrin
rickona

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/13086630/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/13086630/ Fri, 25 May 2007 09:19:55 PDT
Could a body close the mind out
Stitch a seam across the eye
If you can be good, you’ll live forever
If you’re bad, you’ll die when you die

Hearing only one true note
On the one and only sound
Unzip my body
Take my heart out
'Cause I need a beat to give this tune

Taking a picture of
Taking a picture of
Taking a picture of

Oh the body swayed to music
Oh the lightning glance
If I would give it all and all
Maybe you would hear me
Ask for half a chance

Hearing only one root note
Lyrics
Planted firmly in the ground
Undo my heart, unzip my body and
Lend to my ear a clear and a deafening sound

Unzip my heart

And if I need a rhythm
It’ll be to my heart I listen
If it don’t get me too far wrong

And if I
And if I
And if I need a rhythm
It’s gonna be to my heart I listen
If it don’t take me too far gone

Everybody smile please
Nobody pay no mind to me
Finger in position on the switch
A little flash photography

Taking a picture of you
Taking a picture of
Taking a picture of me
Taking a picture

Ramalama Bang Bang
Flash Bang Big Bang
Bing Bong, Ding Dong
Dum dum d’ dum dum

With a hammer Bang Bang
Flash Bang Press Gang
Bing Bong, Ding Dong
Dum dum d’ dum dum

With a st’ stammer
Bang Bang
Crash Bang
Big Bang
Boing Boing
Boing Boing
Dum dum d’ dum dum

With a st’ stammer
With a st’ stammer
With a st’ stammer
Bang Bang

Crash Bang
Big Bang
Bing Bang
Crash Bang

And if I
And if I need a rhythm
Gonna be to my heart I listen

And if I
And if I need a rhythm
Gonna be to my heart I listen

And if I
And if I need a rhythm
Gonna be to my heart I listen

And if I
And if I
Need a rhythm
Need a rhythm
Need a rhythm
And if I
And if I need a rhythm

Yea, got this song stuck in my head. It's amazing!(even if it is a bit insane, but hey, so am I!! lol) Yea, So you-know -who called me! Yea!!!!!!!! It was amazing my heart shot up 30 meters of happy!! lol if that can actually happen. And now I'm getting ready to fly out to Arizona for two weeks which will be lots of fun. i get to go four wheeling tomorrow!!!! whooO!!!!! I love you guys!!

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/13068797/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/13068797/ Wed, 23 May 2007 20:40:05 PDT

You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...

[Chorus]
These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.
You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.
You'd teach me of honest things,
Things that were daring, things that were clean.
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean.
I hid my soiled hands behind my back.
Somewhere along the line, I must've gone
Off track with you.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.

[Chorus]
You took your coat off,
Stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.

"Foolish Games"~Jewel

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12992931/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12992931/ Thu, 17 May 2007 18:26:16 PDT Most of my friends ( or rather, the ones I care about most) are graduating.Next yr. I'll be on my own, sort of, but still this has probably been one of the best times since I moved here. I've had true blue friends and I'll be eternally grateful. Along with that, there's still no progress to report between me and you-know-who. It's starting to get really frustrating, but i can't really complain since I haven't really done anything to change that. Ugh oh well, lifes life and i can't change that. So I might as well be happy. I love you all!!!

A LIFE LESS ORDINARY
A SECOND CHANCE TO BELIEVE
SPENDING MY TIME WISHING
SOMETHING WOULD FALL INTO REACH
THERE'S NO USE IN PRETENDING
I'VE WASTED UNSPOKEN WORDS
THERE'S COMFORT IN KNOWING
IN KNOWING JUST WHAT YOU'RE WORTH

FALLING DEEPER
I'M FALLING DEEPER
SO LET ME OUT
LET ME OUT

LET ME GO NOW, SOMETHING'S MISSING
I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO CHANGE
IT ALL SEEMS THE SAME, I'M FEELING CAGED
I'M TIRED OF BREAKING DOWN
LET ME GO NOW, I'VE LEARNED MY LESSONS
I'M SO NUMB, I'VE PASSED THE PAIN
IT ALL SEEMS THE SAME, I NEED A CHANGE
FROM MY ORDINARY WORLD

I AVOID MYSELF WHEN I CAN
BUT SOMEHOW I'M CRAWLING UNDERNEATH
TRYING TO BREAK THE HABITS
BUT IT TAKES A STRONGER REMEDY
THERE'S ALWAYS PAIN IN MENDING
THE WITHDRAWL OF SLOWLY COMING CLEAN
HAVE I THE STRENGTH TO FACE IT
THE DARKEST PLACE INSIDE OF ME

FALLING DEEPER
I'M FALLING DEEPER
SO LET ME OUT
LET ME OUT

LET ME GO NOW, SOMETHING'S MISSING
I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO CHANGE
IT ALL SEEMS THE SAME, I'M FEELING CAGED
I'M TIRED OF BREAKING DOWN
LET ME GO NOW, I'VE LEARNED MY LESSONS
I'M SO NUMB, I'VE PASSED THE PAIN
IT ALL SEEMS THE SAME, I NEED A CHANGE
FROM MY ORDINARY WORLD

HOW LONG WILL I STAND
IN THE WAITING LINE
HOW LONG WILL I WAIT HERE
FOR MY CHANCE TO SHINE
HOW LONG CAN I TAKE THIS
I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME
HOPING BY TOMORROW
I WON'T FEEL THE SAME

LET ME GO NOW, SOMETHING'S MISSING
I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO CHANGE
IT ALL SEEMS THE SAME, I'M FEELING CAGED
I'M TIRED OF BREAKING DOWN
LET ME GO NOW, I'VE LEARNED MY LESSONS
I'M SO NUMB, I'VE PASSED THE PAIN
IT ALL SEEMS THE SAME, I NEED A CHANGE
FROM MY ORDINARY WORLD

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12913989/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12913989/ Thu, 10 May 2007 17:40:44 PDT
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

-----------------

I made Colorgaurd!!!!! Whooo!! Even though I had originally decided to do this because my friend asked me to, I was secretly hoping to make it and I did. I'm completely amazed. It's so much fun, and I'm so excited for it. As for my actual classes, everythings pretty much mellowed out, after all the projects were turned in. Now there's nothing for homework, and it feels so good to relax. Still want this guy to actually give me a definite sign that he likes me or not, but we're both shy, and it's barely making any progress. I'm in no hurry to rush into a relationshp though so no worries. It can take as long as it needs to. Well that's all that's new with me lovelies. I will report again when something amazing happens...or when I'm bored...which ever comes first. lol

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12815754/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12815754/ Wed, 02 May 2007 13:01:47 PDT


This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late

"Never Too Late"~Three Days Grace

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12708309/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12708309/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 17:49:13 PDT

I've got my things, I'm good to go
You met me at the terminal
Just one more plane ride and it's done

We stood like statues at the gate
Vacation's come and gone too late
There's so much sun where I'm from
I had to give it away, had to give you away

And we spent four days on an
Island at your family's old hotel
Sometimes perfection can be
It can be perfect hell, perfect...

Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised

I lace my Chucks, I walk the aisle
I take my pills, the babies cry
All I hear is what's playing through
The in-flight radio
Now every word of every song
I ever heard that made me wanna stay
Is what's playing through
The in-flight radio, and I
And I am, finally waking up

Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
Don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, yeah

So read your books, but stay out late
Some nights, some nights, and don't think
That you can't stop by the bar
You haven't shown your face here since the bad news
Well I'm here till close, with fingers crossed
Each night cause your place isn't far

And hours pass, and hours pass, yeah, yeah...

Yeah, yeah, she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, bruised, bruised

"Bruised"~Jack's Mannequin

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12632471/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12632471/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 13:25:18 PDT I felt great. Today wasn't at all like I thought it would turn out, but that was a good thing. Love you all!!!!

You came to me
In seamless sleep
Slipped right in
Behind my eye
On the back of my mind
We swam a sea
Of pretty sights and chandelier skies
I swore I could feel you breathe
It was all so real to me

The light had slipped through the window
The morning ripped you away oh

Don't wake me up
I am still dreaming
The story's undone
Unravel at the seams
Don't wake me up
Death is misleading
And when I fall sleep
Sleep with your ghost

I looked in the dark
The room calm and cold
And quiet hollow
I am such a haunted soul
Your ghost has gone to bed
Its all cold

The light had slipped through the window
The morning ripped you away oh

Don't wake me up
I am still dreaming
The story's undone
Unravel at the seams
Don't wake me up
Death is misleading
And when I fall sleep
Sleep with a ghost

Oh you were a fire caught in a storm
Memories like embers keep us warm
You will leave me in the morning me

The light had slipped through the window
The morning ripped you away oh

"Don't Wake Me Up"~The Hush Sound

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12596482/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12596482/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 18:43:06 PDT But it's over and I'm so ready to move on. Today I got to drive on the beltway. It was AMAZING!! I didn't panic this time. And then i drove to the mall. I feel so acomplished. I went to Renia-vandolrin's brothers wedding reception, which was really great. Awesome food. but i had to leave early =[ Oh well though. Well, that's all that's new with me hope y'all had an awesome week like me!!(haha)

Wake up to a sunny day
not a cloud up in the sky,
then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around.
So open and exposed.

I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble.

When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in your self. When you're broken.

Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin' through. Don't let it beat you up. Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are...only makes you who you are.

No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking....yeeeaaaahhh

When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When you're broken.

Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place!

When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. don't you stop believin' in your self When you're broken.
~Lindsey Haun

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12342178/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/12342178/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 20:12:16 PDT
once more I'll say goodbye to you
things happen but we don't really know why
if it's supposed to be like this
why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?

oh yeah

torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling this situation
run away, try to find that same place you can't hide,
it's the best place to be when you're feeling like
me, me, yeah, yeah
all these things I hate revolve around
me, me, yeah, yeah,
just back off before I snap.

once more you tell those lies to me
why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
when you say those things in my ear
why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?

oh yeah

wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling this situation
run away try to find that same place you can't hide
it's the best place to be when you're feeling like
me, me, yeah, yeah
all these things I hate revolve around
me, me, yeah, yeah,
just back off before I snap and you'll see
me, me, me
all these things I hate revolve around
me, me, yeah, yeah,
just back off before I snap

torn apart at the seams are my dreams to the tears
I'm not feeling this situation
run away try to find that same place you can't hide
it's the best place to be when you're feeling like me

it's the best place to be when you're
me, me, yeah, yeah,
all these things I hate revolve around
me, me, yeah, yeah,
just back off before I snap and you'll see
me, me, all these things I hate revolve around
me, me, yeah, yeah,
just back off before I snap.
~All These Things I Hate(Revolve Around Me)~Bullet For My Valentine

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11912534/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11912534/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 18:19:25 PST From dark dispair
To find the peace waiting there
No one else can see this place
Thar fill the mind's empty space
My Sanctuary
My lair

And as I listen
To them sorn
Iwatch the water glisten
As the stream runs down
I smile
For it tells me
Turn away and stay awhile

flaunt your money pride and greed
I've found all that I need
The meadow thats
You are freed
My sanctuary
My lair

This place can be joy and love
Harmony and grace
You can find it in your heart
Become one with this part
Clear away all the rain
find it
Keep it
Never let go
You'll find that you know
Your sanctuary
Your lair

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11912527/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11912527/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 18:18:45 PST You see me smile
But inside my soul crys
Is there anything more
For this empty life
Have I been past it before

No one can see my tears
No one can feel my pain
I've tried to let them know
Just how I feel but...
No one can hear me..

I've stopped my ears
And closed my eyes
Only to feel the numbing pain
I get from the bloody knife
Of my past mistakes
Yet I still get by
So I'm waiting for
Someone to come
And rescue me from the dark

No one can see my tears
No one can feel my pain
I've tried to let them know
Just how I feel but...
No one can hear me..

So come, please come
Before it's too late
Show me I'm not alone
Tell me this so I can say,

Someone can see my tears
Some can feel my pain
I don't need to let them know
Just hhow I feel cause...
Someone can hear me

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11912509/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11912509/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 18:17:54 PST hiding in the dark
Fighting back the tears
That fill my aching heart
What a fool I let you make
Of every part of me
And now i like awake
Praying for to be free

You've broken my heart
And now i can see
All the beautiful things
That were taken from me
You have broken my defenses
And my shattered soul
So tell me why
Did i give you a chance...
With my paper heart?

I told you my dreams
My fears and my hopes
Never thought you'd leave me
Out in the cold
But how can I depend on someone else
When all i seem to do
Is fall back on myself

You've broken my heart
And now i can see
All the beautiful things
That were taken from me
You have broken my defenses
And my shattered soul
So tell me why
Did i give you a chance...
With my paper heart?

Paper heart, paper heart....
Paper heart

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11462390/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11462390/ Tue, 16 Jan 2007 16:00:43 PST
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And this cat:
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And this one:
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Kitty Coma!!:
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Hahaha! iono, i thot they were funny. =]

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11375371/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11375371/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 13:55:39 PST
Yours Truly
Hill

]]> ~Syrihn http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11087759/ http://Syrihn.deviantart.com/journal/11087759/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 20:00:45 PST I may be hurting inside but what do you care, it's not your problem.
So you'll just let me destroy myself, until there's nothing left.
Till I slowly disappear..
Just a face in the crowd,another name on the list, another chain in the fence.
Don't I count for something, or am i really just nothing.
Just another body that takes up space.
I may cry and speak up, but all it is to you is noise.
I'm a burden that you can't take, a mistake you wish you could erase.
Don't I count for something, or am I really just nothing.
It's teen angst, you say it'll pass, but you'd sing a different tune if tomorrow you wake up and I'm not there cause you didn't care.
You always ask what happened to me.
Why did I change.
You made me the way that I am.
I'd still be the same happy kid if you'd just understand.
Don't I count for something or am I really just nothing.
You say you love me but i don't understand.
Does the person who loves me, allow me to hurt.
Or is it love I don't understand.
I'm glad we cleared taht up.
I'm so happy to know that love is critism and words that bring pain.
I'm glad taht love is the color in my veins.
That runs down my arm everytime your loving words are spoken. Don't I count for something or am I really just nothing. I don't want to be nothing...

]]> ~Syrihn