deviantART: by:TTSBKV http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:TTSBKV&section=today deviantART RSS for by:TTSBKV en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 08:14:22 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png This Photography Thing II http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/27193712/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/27193712/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 15:17:28 PDT
The real point of this journal is to ask..... How do you do it? how do you find your way in to the industry with out any formal training? I have all these questions and no one to answer them.... Any one wanna give it a try....

]]> *TTSBKV This photography thing http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/26953032/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/26953032/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 08:27:02 PDT
This weeks inspiration:







]]> *TTSBKV Portfolio.....Life..... hmmm http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/24879835/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/24879835/ Thu, 21 May 2009 19:06:54 PDT
On a more exciting note I am going to be working at my first wedding. Its for a really close friend and she is willing to give a aspireing photographer the job. And I love her for it. nothing other then that has really been going on. I haven't really take any new pictures or written anything in a while. so yeah I will post some stuff up as soon as I get inspired... which seems to be happening less and less these days.

My Favs of The Week





]]> *TTSBKV YAY http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/23322276/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/23322276/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 10:41:26 PST
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I finally go my own laptop... which I am excited for because no one bought it for me. I bought it so it is reallt truly mine in every sence of the word. and its a really good feeling. well thats all i have to share right now. Have a good Fall season every one, enjoy it while there isn't snow...

]]> *TTSBKV Punch in the Stomach http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/19947895/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/19947895/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 07:26:36 PDT
Well that just happen to me, I got an email from my dad... who I haven't heard from in Two years. He's that kind of person that beleives that being a dad ia a part time job, that you can show up to work only half the time and still get all the benifits... I just had to rant to someone...

On a lighter note I have some stuff to upload... well when ever I get off my ass and to so...

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Anyhoo on to more interesting topics, New Photos are up. They are of my greatest insperation Emily, who I have dubed the cutes baby in the whole wide world. also I'm going to be trying to put up paintings that I will be doing for my Painting class as soon as i finish some of them.

Well that is all for now...

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]]> *TTSBKV Devious Journal Entry http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/4373112/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/4373112/ Thu, 20 Jan 2005 21:34:38 PST
Mood: Relaxed ~~~~HMMMMMM~~~~
Listening to: Majandra Delfino - Bruises
Reading: none
Watching: Wise Girls

Clubs:






Okay now i'm just going to put things it think peopl should look at in here, Do take causion some of the art work won't be child friendly so don't complain if you clik the link and you don't like it.


 *TTSBKV Forest http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/3246368/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/3246368/ Mon, 30 Aug 2004 10:45:29 PDT
Mood: Relaxed ~~~~HMMMMMM~~~~
Listening to: Majandra Delfino - Bruises
Reading: none
Watching: Wise Girls

The Wind softly howled through the branches of the trees, the leaves crumbled under foot as I walked along the edge of the Forest.

The moon was yet to be full, a few more days. the wind blow a strong gusted and I closed my eyes and let the sent of damp wood wash over me.

No expectations, no rules, just me and nature. I dare not open my eyes fearful that this tranquil moment would be tainted by something.

My eyes flutter open and I taking the scenery around me, the way the trees sway and the way the moon peeks over the tree tops. There are no sounds of animals just the howling wind.

In every world there are moments, moments like this, Moments where all is silent but the soft song of the wind and you are truly to your self. An you are able to see your own flaws against such a perfect nature. the trees rustle and the wind blows, and all seems to be washed away but if only for a moment.

And you can hear your thoughts clear as the very sky you look up at, no clouds in sight just the moon. The breeze cresses your cheeks as you close your eyes and think your pain away. And for now before the night turns in to day, you are free of all the things that hold you in your place.

The sky the limit and you are allowed to fly. Sore above all the rest and take the world you deserve.

]]> *TTSBKV Roswell Obsession http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/3168144/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/3168144/ Thu, 19 Aug 2004 20:39:19 PDT Mood: Popping Pills ~~~~HMMMMMM~~~~
Listening to: Majandra Delfino - Bruises
Reading: none
Watching: Wise Girls

Okay, you all know about roswell right, well in the past few days i have been obsessively watching it on Sci-fi and now i can;t get enough of it. so i just wanted to tell you all whats been up with me.
~~~~~~~bye

]]> *TTSBKV Thoughts of a rose http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/3045612/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/3045612/ Wed, 04 Aug 2004 23:18:14 PDT
Mood: Peaceful ~~~~HMMMMMM~~~~
Listening to: Evenescence- Anywhere
Reading: Vampire Lastat
Watching: Bend it like Becham

Thinking of the most beautiful rose (from VH)

Xander walked through the garden, he couldn't get this girl he met on the train out of his head. He had just broken up with someone and didn't know what he was going to do. And it didn't help that she smiled at him all the time, I really like her smile he though to himself as he brushed his finger over the petals of one of the roses.A smile played a crossed his lips just at the thought of her. The thing with Noa was a little much for him, she was way to emotional for her own good but she was a good friend that's why the decided to call it quits. He hadn't really been close to anyone that wasn't family and he really hadn't spent a lot of time with girls what am I going to do he though to himself sitting down and staring off in distends.

Lucia saw him with a rose in his hand but didn't go up to him 'cause she was shy and didn't know what to say so she just stood away from him unless he wanted her to go over there. But she held a rose in her hand and it was red. It had been a long time since she had a red rose in her hand and she just looked at it thinking of him.

Xander smiled as he looked around the garden, this place is really beautiful he thought to himself as he looked back down at the rose, A rose by any other name would smell just as sweet ran a crossed his thoughts.

She stood there looking at him and the rose just thinking why does he have to be so sweet a caring and really hot. She sat down in the grass watching him. Then she thought she might go up to him but she was not ready yet so she just sat there looking at him as she sat in the greenest grass she has ever seen.

This place is to beautiful to not take a picture of, he thought as he pulled out his camera his mother had given him before he had left home and zoomed in close on a rose that was near by, As he was snapping picture he saw Lucia through the view finder and snapped a quick photo before placing the camera back in his bag and looking up and smiling at her.

She saw that he saw her and that he was smiling at her too so she got up and walked over to him. "Hi, I see you are taking pictures of the roses." She smiled and asked like she didn't know that he took one of her.

"That is great 'cause I brought mine too!" she pulled it out and took a fast one of him. "He he I got you."

"Well I guess we are even now." he said smiling " this place is really beautiful huh." he added looking around

She moved closer to him and held his hand "Yeah it really pretty, just look at the sky you can see all the stars. No lights to keep them from not shining!" Then she leaned her head up against his shoulder and closed her eyes hoping this was not a dream and than he really was the one she had been looking for her whole life. Xander smiled down at her " Yep every thing is so fresh, It not tainted by all the pollution from the cities." he said leaning his head on hers. She kind of giggled in how short she feels but it was ok as long it is the one she wants making her feel that way. "Yes no pollution or any thing just clear sky." then she saw the moon it was a full moon that night and she felt as if her father was looking at the moon at the same time she was. She pointed out "Look at the moon it is so wonderful tonight a full moon is great.

Xander pulled out his camera with his free hand " it should really be photographed" with that said he snapped a picture of the moon. She took her camera and put it infront of them and took a picture of them together. Then after the picture she sat down on the grass looking at the moon and thinking of her family and even knowing how they treat her she was kind of weird something might happen to them. But she threw those thoughts out and just thought of her and Xander and how much she cared about him. Stuffing his camera back in to his bag he sat down next to Lucia and grabed her hand " what are ya thinking about."

"Well really two things at once but I am trying to forget one of them." she looked in his eyes and said "If I tell you this you will never tell a soul about what I am going to tell you and I am only telling you this 'cause I trust you and this is why I have a secret rose!"

"I promise I won't tell any one," he said with a concerned look in his eyes. She was silent at first and then she started to say something but it would not come out s... ]]> *TTSBKV Check it out http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2996110/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2996110/ Wed, 04 Aug 2004 23:16:47 PDT
Mood: Naughty ~~~~HMMMMMM~~~~

Clubs:

roadlesstravelled




Okay now i'm just going to put things it think peopl should look at in here, Do take causion some of the art work won't be child friendly so don't complain if you clik the link and you don't like it.


shokarailoveduckspornografixfosterlingcomixx-sin-angychanbhanesidheblindspiritcat-cateva-dollyeyodiusfatal-rob0tfosterlinghmolizard-spotslonedragonmelaleucanixxxoblivievenceokoriplangdon2randomreduxhttp://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2968317/ Sun, 25 Jul 2004 22:49:52 PDT
Mood: WTF? ~~~~HMMMMMM~~~~

So you want something you can't have or you think you can't have it, Okay I know its about the most common problem in this world of gridy lil basterds. But It's really bad when your close to this person in a very close sence of the word... That sentence mad sence in my head so I'm not going to change it. Okay back to my point, so you want them as we have fermly astablished, but you think or you can'thave them...... So you try to concentrate on other things. Like writeing ( my personal fav) or what ever your hobbie might be just as long as it dosen't have any thing to do with them right wrong because that has some small conection to them and in the end your thinking about the very thing you try not to think about. What crap, so now your thinking about them and how much you would love to tell them that you would do anything to make them happie even if it ment you had to cut off all your fingers and dance around singing Yanky doddle dandy ( which i hope to go you would never have to do!) but thats how extream you can get. So in my case, i haven't really drank anything to the amount my alcholic ass usually dose so, I drink alil and not haveing my normall tolorence i get just a wee bit tipsy, but its enough for that lets tell every one how we feel stage ( yay) so I make an utter fool of my self going on about how I love her eyes and her mouth ( i really love the mouth) and how i love haw she laughs at all my stupid jokes. Now i normally would not be able to tell you my name let alone anything i had said the night before after I drink. But guess what by some marical I remebered every word. and her being the friend she is will never bring it up she'll just remmeber it and so i don't really have to worry about it biting me in the ass later down the road, But then again i wish that would be used to better my chances at what i want, but what the hell am i wineing about there are children with far bigger problems then mine so ya thats the end of my lil rant!!!!!

i'm finished now go back to what you were doing....... ]]> *TTSBKV Harder then they know http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2937661/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2937661/ Wed, 21 Jul 2004 22:22:05 PDT
Mood: Unplugged ~~~~HMMMMMM~~~~
Listening to: Them By Gem

............you sit there an you try to live up to the standereds you've set for yourself and you try to be a good person and you just get these feelings that every thing yoour doing isn't what you want it to be, so you try to change it then down the road every thing gets fucked up again. So your stuck on this one-way road to nowhere and you just stuck there waiting for you own sweet dimize. But because nothing can ever come easy for you it never comes, you just sit there stareing at nothing and your feel dare you say empty and clod inside and you can find any thing that can cure it. you tell your self there is nothing that can cure you of this worthless excistence and your just stuck being nothing til you die. Then you really start to belive it and theres nothing anyone can say to pull you out of your rut. Things are Harder Then They Know...........

...........And they can't even help you.............. ]]> *TTSBKV Discoveries http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2900871/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2900871/ Fri, 16 Jul 2004 23:14:15 PDT
Mood: Disbelief ***SIGH*****
Listening to: I'm A bitch

Okay so now the thing i was talking about in the "Seaching" journal. Knows what I think of them. Nothings really changed though. My family is still questioning my sexuality and now I'm begining to as well. I mean i like guys ya but then theres that one girl that can hit all the "oh hello" buttons and i can help but want her right. And guys have just been fucking me over in the present time so i really don't want any thing to do with them. Its Hard you know, not knowing who you are and i know what some people would say your still a kid you shouldn't know who your are until you've experianced thing. Well you know what all you people that think that Kids my age have experianced a hell of alot of shit we really shouldn't of had to. Like rape and murder and druge, all these thing have been part of my life and i would like to just be able to yell "I'M GAY!!!!! now live with it." Wow, there I said it and i didn't drop dead. So now i just have to tell everyone I know, but at least a bunch of strangers I've never seen or talked to will know. God that really felt good.

ERRRRRRRGGGGGG! ]]> *TTSBKV Seaching http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2775435/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2775435/ Wed, 30 Jun 2004 21:32:05 PDT
Mood: Depressed Errrrrrrrrrrrrrgggg!
Listening to: Avril- I don't give a damn

In life we all try our damnedest to find something that can complete us. and i think I've foundit but what do you do when what you find is in to something else. How are you suposed to ignor all the vessals in your body telling you " idiot that thing we've been looking for don't let it get away" But then again you don't want to live through the rejection. okay as you can probably figure out i'm not talking about an object i'm talking about a person. and i don't know what to do. I mean evey time i see them i can feel everything thats been weighting me down lift even if its only for an hour i'm alil happie, but telling them isn't an option for me i think they would be scared or something. like there's this moments whn i can just feel my mind beging to interact with them and the phisical part of me is beging to touch them (NOT IN NASTY WAY!). do you know how much that hurt because you know you can't do it or you would lose them. Ya well thats my rant i hope you enjoyed it .......

ERRRRRRRGGGGGG! ]]> *TTSBKV Devious Journal Entry http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2458953/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2458953/ Tue, 18 May 2004 20:45:26 PDT
Listening to: Shimoi- Damned

I am a vampire. For over two hundred years I've loved it. I'am filled with the blood of others to my eyeballs. Iam polluted with it. I am as cursed as the Hemorrhissa before she touched the hem of Christ's garment in Capharnam! I live By blood. Iam ritually impure. And there's only one kind of miracle I can work. We call it the Dark Trick and I'm about to do it.
And do you Think all this guilt is about to stop me? Nada, never, mais non, forget about it, get out of here, not in pig eye's, pa-lease, gimme a brake, no way.
I told you I'd come back, didn't I? I'm irrepressible, unforgetable, unstoppable,shameless, thoughtless, hopeless, heartless, running rampant, the wild child, undaunted, unrepentant, unsaved.
And baby, there is a story to tell. I hear Hell's Bells calling me. It's time to boogie."

]]> *TTSBKV Devious Journal Entry http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2451612/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2451612/ Mon, 17 May 2004 20:57:55 PDT
:frog: :frog: :frog:

]]> *TTSBKV Devious Journal Entry http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2428283/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2428283/ Fri, 14 May 2004 14:31:16 PDT 2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.

I pushed mt way through the rickety screen door and made it to the weeds befor I was sick.

]]> *TTSBKV My Pics http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2415404/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2415404/ Wed, 12 May 2004 17:26:44 PDT
P.S there will be one of me and my own thought on that subject so don't worry you not the only ones being dogged on!

:) ]]> *TTSBKV Devious Journal Entry http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2401011/ http://TTSBKV.deviantart.com/journal/2401011/ Mon, 10 May 2004 17:13:56 PDT *TTSBKV