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Commissions are open......drop me a line if you would like me to some work for you.

TaD

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Lately, it seems life is throwing me shitting hand of cards. I mean out of five cards i am only being left with a pair and now i am putting that final bet in the pot. COuld it be enough? Could i be playing people who are just fooling me trying to get me to fold so they can take the pot for themselves. Do i stick in and get screwed over and loose everything i put into the pot?

I am battling this part of me to grow up out of this phase of my life. I don't know why. I hate where i am at right now and i am constantly feeling like Dante from Clerks screaming " i got to start my life". ( speaking of him i got to see him at my park in universal. He now does a radio show called Fangora).

So what do i do to do such a thing? I mean, i don't think i have much to offer the world, but people constantly tell me " put out a book" " put out a sketch book" " why are you here, get out". Are they right, or wrong.

Life is full of fun choices aren't they.

I just know i will never make the choice to work a dead end job,in a desk talking to people about their insurance, power bill, or money.

I am talking to my gf ( the pair i keep in my hand) about opening up commissions and trying to make some extra cash and started doing some work for people. Me and my gf are begining to move out of this apartment and into our own, so i have to do something.

IF anyone is interested drop a note, or a comment. I don't have prices set, but i doubt they will be any more than 20 bucks for something colored since i am new to this, and i have no real name on deviant.

Once again give me a heads up and i'll be happy to do something for you.

Oh Melodies of life is the theme song from Final Fantasy 9, one of the great games.

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Please add me so i can add you

Later Guys

TaD

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MOnsters VS Aliens which i thought was awesome and Stephen Colbert playing the president was great and hilarious.

X men origins, what a crap movie. Hugh JAckman is a good actor but that movie sucked so bad. Story line was so weak and the script was awful. Casting was awesome but after that, there is nothing. COME ON THEY CGED fucking claws in a close up shot and it looked god awful.

Star Trek, i'm not a Star Trek fan but that movie was awesome. I have no hating words for that movie, and i can finally see why JJ Abrams decided to direct that movie, and if anyone watches Lost they will know too. Critics are idiots for hating that movie, cause these are the same damn assholes that liked X Men, thats why i will not listen to them anymore.

But so far two out of Three is not bad, leaves me hope for the Future. Now to come Terminator Salvation, Harry Potter 6, Pixars UP, and Transformers 2.

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watch it, and go see it, its my birthday present to me when that comes around.

Make your own choice, but don't be afraid to question.

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I worked to hard on it, and i think its better for me to work on this page.

Sorry to the captains, but tadpolio is still on this page,

TaD

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All because i got tired of see my jay and silent bob drawing get faved. That shit pisses me off, it looks like a piece of shit drawing, and people fave it because its JAY AND SILENT BOB. What the hell.

Any way, note to all my friends on here, please add me to your friends list, so i can do the same.

Thanks to you all

Sorry All the faved the JAY AND SILENT BOB drawing, but i couldn't take it any more.

TaDPoLiO

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Me, i just got a new job as a consultant at Falcons Tree House as a conept artist and story boarder. I'm excited as hell.

I mean i only work 3 days out of the week, but its a 9-5 job in a building with air conditioning and to match the wage they are paying me, i would have to do about 532$ in commission at my normal percent of 30%.

I start monday, so wish me luck.

TaD PoLiO

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me, i am just trying to come into my own. I am finding myself again in this land of Florida. I now live with my co worker freddy, and i have a good feeling that this is the best place for me right now.

I've been really enjoying Graffitti, and animation. Really trying to find beauty again, and just drawing to draw. I'm relearning what i have already learned, and it feels great.

I will also be going by a new name, TaDPolio. I think it sounds cool, and i will probably start a new account with that name. I'll keep you posted.

Oh and please don't be afraid to look me up at myspace [link] I would love to add more artist to my friends list. I am learning how much everyone can teach me from the infant to that angry old lady who thinks her cart acts as a human to hold her place in line. lol. that is a true story, she tried to get me arrested.

any way guys, be good.

TaDPoliO

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I thought that was kinda funny.

If you don't know what i mean, go through my gallery and you'll see it.

TaD

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I mean you can't beat this stuff. This is rare humor.

TaD

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I've lost the feeling that i got from drawing. the fun in it, constantly aggitated with what i do, and hating everything i put to paper. All the crap that i gave up in my life, and its affectign me more and more. I miss the fun and people i worked with at my other job, and doing comics, i enjoyed it, but i am missing something.

I just think maybe its honestly time to put down the pencil and give up on drawing. HOnestly i'll never be were i want to be, and honestly i'll never achieve what i want to achieve.

I don't think i am wrong in thinking that, i honestly think its time to put down the pencil, and walk away from art all together.

]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/11635423/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/11635423/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 13:22:39 PST journal, and i am happy i have ground to stand on, cuz i am not the only person to feel this way. Though i am not great, ideserve something and so does everyone else in this field
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Every day, there are more and more Craigs List posts seeking “artists” for everything from auto graphics to comic books to corporate logo designs. More people are finding themselves in need of some form of illustrative service.

But what they’re NOT doing, unfortunately, is realizing how rare someone with these particular talents can be.

To those who are “seeking artists”, let me ask you; How many people do you know, personally, with the talent and skill to perform the services you need? A dozen? Five? One? …none?

More than likely, you don’t know any. Otherwise, you wouldn’t be posting on craigslist to find them.

And this is not really a surprise.

In this country, there are almost twice as many neurosurgeons as there are professional illustrators. There are eleven times as many certified mechanics. There are SEVENTY times as many people in the IT field.

So, given that they are less rare, and therefore less in demand, would it make sense to ask your mechanic to work on your car for free? Would you look him in the eye, with a straight face, and tell him that his compensation would be the ability to have his work shown to others as you drive down the street?

Would you offer a neurosurgeon the “opportunity” to add your name to his resume as payment for removing that pesky tumor? (Maybe you could offer him “a few bucks” for “materials”. What a deal!)

Would you be able to seriously even CONSIDER offering your web hosting service the chance to have people see their work, by viewing your website, as their payment for hosting you?

If you answered “yes” to ANY of the above, you’re obviously insane. If you answered “no”, then kudos to you for living in the real world.

But then tell me… why would you think it is okay to live out the same, delusional, ridiculous fantasy when seeking someone whose abilities are even less in supply than these folks?

Graphic artists, illustrators, painters, etc., are skilled tradesmen. As such, to consider them as, or deal with them as, anything less than professionals fully deserving of your respect is both insulting and a bad reflection on you as a sane, reasonable person. In short, it makes you look like a twit.

A few things you need to know;

1. It is not a “great opportunity” for an artist to have his work seen on your car/’zine/website/bedroom wall, etc. It IS a “great opportunity” for YOU to have their work there.

2. It is not clever to seek a “student” or “beginner” in an attempt to get work for free. It’s ignorant and insulting. They may be “students”, but that does not mean they don’t deserve to be paid for their hard work. You were a “student” once, too. Would you have taken that job at McDonalds with no pay, because you were learning essential job skills for the real world? Yes, your proposition it JUST as stupid.

3. The chance to have their name on something that is going to be seen by other people, whether it’s one or one million, is NOT a valid enticement. Neither is the right to add that work to their “portfolio”. They get to do those things ANYWAY, after being paid as they should. It’s not compensation. It’s their right, and it’s a given.

4. Stop thinking that you’re giving them some great chance to work. Once they skip over your silly ad, as they should, the next ad is usually for someone who lives in the real world, and as such, will pay them. There are far more jobs needing these skills than there are people who possess these skills.

5. Students DO need “experience”. But they do NOT need to get it by giving their work away. In fact, this does not even offer them the experience they need. Anyone who will not/can not pay them is obviously the type of person or business they should be ashamed to have on their resume anyway. Do you think professional contractors list the “experience” they got while nailing down a loose step at their grandmother’s house when they were seventeen?

If you your company or gig was worth listing as desired experience, it would be able to pay for the services it received. The only experience they will get doing free work for you is a lesson learned in what kinds of scrubs they should not lower themselves to deal with.

6. (This one is FOR the artists out there, please pay attention.) Some will ask you to “submit work for consideration”. They may even b... ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/10597570/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/10597570/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 19:51:03 PST
I'll be gone for about 6months or so, i'm moving to the Pocono Mts. to work in the Great Wolf lodge doing carictures for a while.

I'll be drawing, just not posting or writting, or any fun jazz like that. I'll get TO you guys about Cannon BAll run, it looks like it may be coming to a more manga type book, which is never a problem. More to read, more to enjoy.

Hope to see you guys soon as i can, and get everything done that i promised. Night, and see you in 6 onths.

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I constantly feel like i'm going to be like this for a very long time, and i don't want to be this way, i want to feel compassion, romance, love, and loyalty. I want to know what it feels like to share feelings with someone like that. Nowadays, i find it so hard to believe in it you know. To trust in love, that god will have a plan for me, that i will find what i am looking for. I can't even pin point what i need to start looking for half the time, yet to believe i'll find the answers to the question burning within my head.

Find this plan, so i can find my peace. I feel so lost constantly working what i am given because i can't find the road to set me off in the other direction. Directionless if you would like to call it. I feel i should be doing better, but yet no answers.

I haven't lost hope, or lost faith in myself, i just have alot of doubt in it sometimes. Lindsey asked me if i beleive in miracles, i told her no, but i realize i do. the miracle is being blessed with the life i am able to have, friends to care about and vice versa. I think that is part of what keeps me going, not letting them down you know.

I never do anything for myself, cuz i've been doing that all my life. But i think i have to keep going and doing what i do, till everything clears up for me.

What would you guys do?

TaD

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To all the people that wrote comments, i see yah, and expect me to start monday.Sorry

TaD

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Tell me what you want me to draw when you comment, and i'll get right on it.

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The place i am going to start typing when i want to ramble about none sense. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9856966/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9856966/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 00:15:29 PDT [link]

Sinfest, one of my favorite strips out there. Read it, enjoy it. BE corrupted by it. Just read it.

I promise you won't be disappointed ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9845454/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9845454/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 23:43:20 PDT
Now when i say smile, i mean from ear to ear smile.

I haven't felt like this since Wynne. Where i get up in the morning and look foward to hearing her, and look foward to a new day because she is part of it.

If you want to know her name, it's Lindsey. Met her at work while working front gate and we sort of just started talking for awhile.

Though at work, it just seems odd. I mean, for a while i know people were worried about me and her. They didn't want me to have my heart broken again. Which in my mind shows that they care. But it's nothing like it was before. I haven't reached the point of argueing yet, so i am waiting for that. I can say that till the cows come home, but my heart and my mind are completely on the same page with this girl, it's completely amazing.

I have rob coming up to me telling me i should gaurd my heart. I am tired of gaurding my heart from a threat that hasn't happened yet. Being scared of something cause of what some other bitch did in my past. I am tired of being broken all the time cause i have no one to talk to. So i let my self open to her, and it has done me good in the long run. I can say i have someone to talk to. Someone to keep me level headed, but at the same time someone i can protect and someone who needs me just as much as i need her. Willing to give up part of herself to show me that.

Sorry i am rambling, but i never felt so alive. Looking at how rough things are, i still plan on going to Puttin Bay to see her. i don't care what i have to do, i will do it.

TaD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9810257/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9810257/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 22:48:05 PDT
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TaD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9453026/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9453026/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 22:11:22 PDT =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9224730/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9224730/ Thu, 29 Jun 2006 19:11:49 PDT
TaD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9004238/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/9004238/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 23:04:33 PDT
But i'm really loosin interest in alot of art work that i have grown to love. People on deviant that i would just shit my pants over over and over again for,when they put osmehting new out. I just don't care.

I dont' think i am better than them. I don't think that once or ever. It just doesn't impress me.

It's liek hey i saw that same exact face on a picture with a different title. Different body, same face. Or i saw that same exact design before, composition, whatever. It just doesn't appeal to me anymore. I'm looking for somethign new, but it's the same ol thing.

Either anime influneced art work ( which mine is slightly i will not denie so i am in the same bunch) Rey, Lesean, or Skottie young influence. Those are awesome artist in their own right, but i see them ripped off soem much and it bothers me. Lately i am see Humberto Ramos being ripped or just his style made to look better. I mean, i understand you have influences, but i liked what Walt Eisner sayed " take influence from a distance, don't copy what they did, look and see if you can create teh same feel or better"

Then i see the same HArry Potter gay action all the time, NAruto gay action from honry Yaoi girls. Okay, NAruto is cool, Harry Potter fucking rocks. to see him done as a comic would be hell awesome. BUT GOD DAMMIT stop destroying the character. Harry doesn't get fucked in the ass with a wond by Snape or some strange shit like that. NAruto and sake don't have a 69. So stop. You horny, draw some guy on guy action out of your head.....stop destroying stuff people like with that shit.

Same goes for these guys who draw Girls with these BIG ASS TITIS, or some fan girl.

The arguement of style would come into play on this, and you know what...style is an excuse for people to be restricted in my book. I won't excuse myself, i am stuck in a style. I want to progress and i want to see something new and fascinating. Pencil work that blows my fucking mind away, or Photoshoppe that doesn't look like something another artist did just like that The same technique and everything.

Comic art in my opinon needs to develop and start going back to graphic novels and telling a good story. all these geeks and shti need to calm the fuck donw, jacking off to batman spiderman, or X men. Getting ticked off about how they killed someone off. So the fuck what. Let art be art, and except it for what it is.

Comic world bothers me, and i am tired so i can't get all my thoughts straight. But people need to do better. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8820985/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8820985/ Fri, 19 May 2006 22:27:29 PDT
NOw don't go in there with the idea, that it's an action flick and tom hanks is a action hero. No, it is a mystery, and the guy actually acts human. He is not a hero that fist fights when a villian is in his way, nohe escapes on acciddent just like anyone else.

But it is an awesome movie, and it makes you rreally appreciate art. I loved it. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8783397/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8783397/ Mon, 15 May 2006 21:48:50 PDT
i hve to say damn, i look at my views since i haven't been on here in a while, and i wonder how in the hell that happened. I am quite happy, but surprised.

Any way, i wanted to tell you folks, who are interested

I have a myspace account and a LIVEJOURNAL that i tend to keep track off. I comment as much on there as much as i do on this, and to those who leave me love, i promise i will send you love back as soon as i have time.

Myspace : [link]

Livejournal: [link] ( i leave alot more personal thoughts on this thing than i should)

Hook me up

TaD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8666024/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8666024/ Wed, 03 May 2006 20:02:55 PDT [link]

Okay Folks, this is the first time i will ever side with the news on a topic. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8606316/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8606316/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 20:44:06 PDT [link]l=true

This just fucks with you, and if you hate bush, you might hate him more ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8230622/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8230622/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 19:19:59 PST
I'm not questioning the choice they made for venom, just because if you read the UIltimate comics, it makes a fit. If venom showed up and they were basing it off of the Comics from way back when, then i wouldn't be to mad. though they aren't really basing them off anything other than small little refernces.

X-MEN 3 is going to rock, Spider Man 3 is going to rock. NO doubt.

Thats what i feel any way ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8134964/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/8134964/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 21:53:34 PST








- if you get a chance, download his new game. IM him and he'll lead you to the demo. Don't expect the greatest game yet. it's supernes grahics and it's still in development. I still had fun with it.

Give those guys some love, and i'll catch you guys on the flip side. They are my MOnkie family.. All the love in he world and thats were it goes, when i am not occupied by a female ( which i do like very often to tell the truth) So support the MOnkie's family. you won't regret it. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7966093/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7966093/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 20:01:02 PST
I need everyones help.

I need you guys to pass my name around. I need support. SO if anyone can get my name out there, i would appreciate it. It would mean alot to me. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7828129/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7828129/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 12:19:27 PST
Jus thought i would say that.

TaD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7767251/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7767251/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 02:22:14 PST
But there is one thing in this world i don't want to be, and thats a artist that is just kicked to the curve and have nothing to show for the hard work he put into something.

i love drawing, and i love comics, and i love people. i wish i had the attention, that many artist get, and wish someone tell me what the hell i am doing wrong.

Tad ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7662964/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7662964/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 01:37:15 PST
The things you illustrate have their.... PRoblems so to speak. I consider myself the eminem of the art world. I run my mouth alot through my work, and i don't mean harm by it, i just try to express feelings and problems i have. Since i have terrible grammer, and my poetry sounds too damn emo. So pictures do better.

But as i know i loose things, and it comes with the territory of being who we want to be. But it hurts seeing stuff that you put work into get thrown out the window. It's like " hey...okay, discard me for making it what it was' or " hey do i count in decisions in my life, can someone talk to me before making your mind up. TEll me whats going on"

I don't want to loose things, or feel like i have to loose anything because of who i am. It kind of makes me lonely. Crystal tells me i have my head up my ass alot, that i cause more trouble waiting on them to do something, and not doing anything myself. If i want it to do it. She points out that people are probably doing the same things as me, so i have to make the first move. But i have no problems, people have problems with me. What do you say to that.

Though i have to say, she is the only one that doesn't play around, and that is what i repsect most about her. Of course i make the first move with any problem with her, because i see her face to face. I don't know. Alot of crap runs through my head.

It kind of makes me lonely, and it seems to be the loneliest day of my life.

" such a lonely day, and it's mine
the most loniest day of my life
such a lonely day, and it should be band
its a day i can't stand......the most loneist day of my life"- System of a down

i got into a conversation about what would you do if you could time travel ( playing alot of Chrono Cross) and i here people talk about that they want to change their lives and prevent certain events from happening in their lives. Me, i just want to watch myself grow up again and see what makes me me. What events have the biggest effect on me. i don't want to change anything about me, i just want to know who had the biggest effect on me, and if i have a right to be angry all the time. Maybe finally understand the lessons that i completely ignored.

I know it's rambling, and i doubt anyone understands it, but thanks for reading it anyway.

TaD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7534647/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7534647/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 10:45:37 PST
Also i am open for commissions anytime. I am getting married so i need as much as i can, and i need help. IF you FOLKS can help me, i would love you, and i will give you my best work in return.

thanks alot.

TaD

CreW
:iconMakocrature: ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7484639/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7484639/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 00:42:57 PST
Here is my list of influences.

Hometown:

- big anime geek, and probably the only person who was able to get me to see the other side of the spectrum when it comes to comics in general. I gained a new respect for manga because of him.

- my toughtest and most honest critique. Has some of the tightest inks ever, and they aren't digital. he's old school when it comes to inking.

- a smart ass, and also a great critique person to go to when i want the honest opinion about my stuff.

Outside

- kick ass artist, and probably one of the coolst cats on deviant, that i have had the pleasure of talking to. IF you don't like his work, there is something wrong with you.

okay who doesn't like his work. I mean, half of deviant probably has him faved. Why can't I

not as much as norm, but still alot. Just his movement really attracts me to his work.

Animated style and lots of movement. What i look for in a an artist.

the dude is just funny and fun when he draws.

and there are a shit load of others. Just look at my fav list.

check them out, if i missed anyone, i'll get yah next time.

TaD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7344550/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7344550/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 10:47:48 PST
I read in a article that the a group is protesting WAL MART, because their signs say happy Holidays, and not Merry Christmas. WHAT?!?!?!? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU STUPID PEOPLE!?!?!?!

First off, december is full of Holidays and full of religious group celebrating their own beliefs and in my opinion that shows no respect to those people if you say Merry Christmas. It is not the time, of Christ just, and this isn't a CHRISTIAN country any more.

Now i am not the type of person who is against saying merry christmas, i think you should go ahead and celebrate your religion, and not get caught up in the differences. I read another article that couple of people are going to Court to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!?!?!?!?

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD. it seems like in the age of people testing ideas and theories, people are getting over protective of their faith, and feel that the world should agree with them all.

Final Opinion is to say what you will, and leave everyone else alone. Respect everyone and get over yourself. Thanks for letting me ramble.

taD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7320593/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7320593/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 16:34:10 PST
I am a fan of art, i find everything art, when there is subject matter, and there is a focus. Focus to me makes great art, because just like a essay, all your thoughts are collected and focused to something visual.

But what i don't find art is THAT crap that people call expression, and all it is splatter of paint on a canvas. Or 40 foot high chair in the middle of a lawn, or a tree made out of pieces of Wood. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT. That is not expression. it's bull shit on a canvas that a four year old could do if you say go mess up this wall for me. It's bull shit, and it doesn't make sense.

My friend mel told me this, and it comes true to art. Just because you can speak the english language doesn't make you fluent in it. If you can't create a sentence without babbling, then you suck at the english language.The same goes for artist, just because you can throw paint on a canvas, it doesn't mean you are an artist. IF there is a focus, then it will have meaning.

the bullshit that comes out in the art world is ridiculous.

The shit that comes out of the comic world is stupid.

Art in general can be stupid, but i enjoy it so i can't stop.

Love you guys,

thanks for listening to me rant.

taD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7138009/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/7138009/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 02:48:16 PST
Plus i want to gain respect on Devaint, and that is the hardest thing to do. People see it as a popularity contest, i see it that you gain support through how many people notice you and like what you do. I strive off that feeling. I haven't gotten it in so long, so i can't keep on going...i can, but i am not as strong as i used to.

Oh yeah, on a brighter note, i am engaged to a lovely women. Her name is Crystal Cooke. Her picture will be up here soon. But it's probably one of the happiest feelings i have ever had. I love her to death.

Well hit me back just to chat this is your biggest fan, this is TaD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/6696064/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/6696064/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 14:44:22 PDT Just hooked me up with the FFVII OST and Piano collection for my IPOD. NOw all i need is advent children and i'll be completely happy. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/6137724/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/6137724/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 00:32:27 PDT
A book for Ronin Studios, I am entering the rising stars of Manga contest, plus a secret book that i can barley say anything about, and my own stuff. Plus My caircature job, and my girlfriend coming home from the Marines in two weeks.

SHE"S COMING BACK ON FRIDAY!!! FRIDAY!!!

Wish me luck and hit me up anytime to chat this is everyone's biggest fan TaD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5600279/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5600279/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 14:39:56 PDT
The Reys " sharknife" and LEsean Thomas's " Cannon Busters" has finally come in. INspiration out the butt load let me tell yah.

Two great books....GO GET THEM NOW!! i got mine off the net....yes i am a loser, but i am a hardcore comic LOSER HAHA!!! ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5556329/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5556329/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 00:03:57 PDT
Any way, i feel like alot of the times i am the man in middle. Like i have to make a choice based on everything i know, like my friendships, like my business affairs and so on and so forth. Then that turns me biased and dumb, and makes me no better than what i had to go through for three years ( and no i won't ever forget that, because there were alot of unjust things that happen to me that constantly repeat to this day..i just have a better way to handle it)or the people or ideas that i tried to get rid of with the help of jeff, and carrie and tre.

I try to not let that affect me, but then you get caught up in who should you be more loyal to, because you have friends in different places. I don't want to be caught in a situation were i will treat someone nicer because they are my lap boy or kiss my feet; i don't want to hear my Supervisor being dissed when she has supported me through my struggles. But I see alot of what I did soemtime ago happening again in the same group in which i call my friends.

Lately i have been keeping my friendships seperate, though ironically it is my freinds that help mw get through alot, i'm not letting that push me around. Because that put me in a spot years ago, that i am glad is over with...because i wouldn't have come back if it was the same again this year.

MAn, i am so tempted to rant about that shit right now. It's like a scar that won't heal. IT's emotional on how it was treated and how i was treated, it's mental because it caused me to become alot more paranoid and defensive with certain people. IT sucks!!! But i have to be, because i give them a inch they try to take a mile, and then i have to slap them.

Also secrets kept, i have alot of them. Rumors about things i completely agree with, and that i want to do something about. But to the promises i made, i am caught to let it keep it happening, were alot of back stabbing occurs. So factions are created in a work place that was once a family.....but destroyed by ignorance of a couple of people..that i find that even the friends close to them have problems with them. Things within segments of work, that seem odd in my eyes, of how close this one person has to another, and they can't even do a job as good as the others. People who like me some time ago get jipped of a position they derserve more, but can't because of personal vedetta's or someone fear of you.

It's grown to become an even more of a problem, and i often felt it started with me and caricatures. I was just lucky that i have a angel watching over me, friends close to me, and most of a team that i have full support from and a cool ass supervisor who agrees with me on 1/4 on how to fix alot of the problems from last year.

Looking at it too, it seems that like me ( though half me is this way, other half feels screwed over.) are afraid of change, and hate that they are no longer in the center of attention and getting treated well because they were friends with supervisors are getting annoyed because because me nor anyone in caricature management now lets that affect anything.

i see this connection, and i just want to get rid of it before it begins to turn into a fire that won't get put out, and destroy a friendship forever like mine is now.

If only i could find serenity in my head somewhere, but i hold to many grudges. I feel violated all the time, with the same people. HOw do you handle something like that?? I guess you say fuck it, because until it gets bad, you have no choice but to let it go.

I touched on alot of problems, with out mentioning them directly...don't ask me what the hell i am talking about. Because it is none of your damn business, unless i say so.

Since I Was A Kid I've Had A Black Cloud Follow Me
I Need To Clear My Head Before The Ground Starts To Swallow Me

" SOMETIMES IT HAPPENS LIKE THIS"
Darwins Waiting room

Since I Was A Kid I've Had A Black Cloud Follow Me
I Need To Clear My Head Before The Ground Starts To Swallow Me



Killed Your Companions Then Complained Of Loneliness
Well, Sometimes It Happens Like This
Cuz Des Fois Ca Se Passe Comme Ca




Try To Concede, You Want What I Don't Need
You Fled With Summer's Speed, Most Likely To Succeed
You Never Played The Lead, But Starred In Many Downplays
Malaise Infects My Airways, Affrays Echo For Days
Accumulating Slow Like Snowfall, Forestall To Walk And Just Crawl
Enthralled To The Beck And Call
You Ride The Rails, Tied My Body To The Track
Watched The Trains Run Me Over, Never Ever Looking Back


S... ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5481100/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5481100/ Fri, 27 May 2005 22:05:20 PDT
I have so much i want to do, stuff i need to do, but i can't....and it causes me to loss sleep.

Why you ask ( so i hope you ask)?

My girl friend is gone from me, to Paris Island....to become a Marine. It scares me what she will become, how she will change, but mostly...will she still love me.

I know, that is emotional bullshit, but you know..when i am in love, i get caught in the emotional...and i know Crystal will be the person i am going to be with for the rest of my life. Weird how you can tell your fate.

YOu might not believe me, or think i am being to explosive on this, but a person knows who he is ment to be with, and Crystal is that person.

I need support, other wise i am going to flop...i need time to adjust, but i don't have it.

God please help me.

God please let her do well and become what she wants to be, if nothing else.

Whatever happnes though, i am vouching for her.....no matter the doubt..i am there. If i lose her, i know she will be happy anyway, and that will make me just as proud.

Well love you guys

TaD LamBerT ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5400120/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5400120/ Thu, 19 May 2005 08:37:26 PDT
Well i know this is going to put me on one side of the spectrum, because this movie is going to have alot of contraversy...so now is the time to agree to disagree.

But yeah, i saw the new movie...at 12 am and i have to say it was damn good from what the last movies gave me. I was a fan of Episode one, Episode 2 sucked my ballz.
I mean, i knew the acting was going to be bad, but this movie impressed me more than anything.

Alot of the digital work was noticiable, but alot that was not, unless you saw the back stage preview of it on Discovery Channel. HAlf the movie was digital, though i hate doing things all digital it works.

The ships are back to norm, and though done in the computer ...the ships were my main concern. Everything looked to hightech in the last movie, but the ships returned me to favor the mvie, and let me see the development of the x wong, and y wing.

Also i knwo Lucas didn't pre plan these movies, by writting the script. He did like every other writter would, and has an idea...and other writters put his thoughts to paper. Episode ti through 3 were his ideas finially showing form, and him revamping it, because he probably realised it was stupid...and i agree.

Now with Yoda not teaching Obi One kenobi, he did...they just made it were Yoda was the teacher of the younger kids, and then they move on to a master for one on one training. Yoda doesn't see much action of course.

Anikans play in the CLONE WARS as a star pilot is explained..so all your people who got so crazy about him learning from being a pod racer...you can shut up now. ( those people annyed, let your imagination do somethign for once. )

Grievus was an awesome creation, and the cartoons explain were he came from.

Count DUKU doesn't last long in the move...THANK YOU GOD, that was a stupid character.

Everything else was right were i wanted it to be. Know that nothing can beat the older movies, i can walk away happy, knowing that it came close...but i can't expect them to be as good as the originals. time always makes things better.

Go see it and base your own opinons about it. Mine are never final, because i'll see it again, jsut to make sure i was right. Don't go for the acting, go for the digital and the story....leave expectations for good acting at the door ( it's the same actors from the other movies, you can't change that..so jsut leave it alone.)

TaD ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5313386/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5313386/ Mon, 09 May 2005 17:05:51 PDT
Yeah i'm learning alot.

It seems every year at caricatures...i shit you not....the crowds demand changes. I know you are probably wondering how in the FUCK does it change in caricatures

Well i claim it like this. You have real caricatures, cutiecatures, and everything in between.

This year it seems they want real caricatures, which is awesome, because i hate toning myself down. It just seems unfair to me. But you do what you got to to compete you know

I've been in this weird anime mood.

Going over to brians house i've been wanting to finish all of NAruto, because i want to know what the hell happens. I started watching again at teh Saske and NAruto fight seen...and i have to say that was gorgeous. It had a different feel than before, and then i realized they took more time on it. It shows...adn it is awesome.

PLus since i got a whiff of SAMURAI CHAMPLOO i have been wanting to finsih it, from start to end. It has been aching at me for weeks. DAMN IMMOBILIZATION!!!!!

welli am moving back home for a while, so i can focus easier, and not drive myself ga ga like i do every day being in this apartment.

broke up with my GF again, went and started hanging out with a nother girl named helen, and focusing on my comic art.

Wish me luck.

TaD LamBerT ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5185726/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5185726/ Mon, 25 Apr 2005 12:58:14 PDT Mood: As good as it can
Listening to: Evanescence " Haunted"
Reading: KADE " i need reference material"

I love art no matter what critiques can do to you, or what people ahve to say.

There is so much freedom to it, that i adhore. I break alot of rules, if you look at my coic pages. SOme people adhore that, some people think about what a reader would say. I am the type of person wo wants the reader to figure out what i am saying, and that goes with all my art.

Art is a voice, and people can use it to comunicate, but want to be adhored by all. Ijust want to draw, and make things that make me happy, and see who else is happy by my work.

Not to say what i try to attempt turns out wrong, and that isunderstandable. But I don't want to think about what is wrong until is done, and then i'll fix it on the next thing.

I guess i have alot of different views on everything...like a split persona almost. Well i am not done with scavenger, because i see so much i wnt to do and try....and then Arcana STUDIOS asked me to do a 8 page short story called KADE...the artist awesome book,a nd up my alley. Check it out, and him out.

Also give a holla. We all need some love in this world i have to make a friends list..thats alot of friends...ah well.

LAter peps.
taD

live long, and live forever through you passion, and let no one drag you down off your cloud. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5154016/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/5154016/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 00:07:24 PDT are doing.

Lately i have been questioning everything. Anything that a person believes to be relivant i am thinking it.

There is no reason really why i am writting this. I think something is about to go down that i don't know about. Something good and something bad. Don't ask me what it is because i can't pin point it

well it is bed time, and i think i am going to make use of this free subscription that i got with deviant. I don't know why i was picked, but i got it. So lets make use of it.

Later

]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4866975/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4866975/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 20:44:08 PST =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4849774/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4849774/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 21:43:55 PST
There is another part of me that Feels good, when he walks into an amusement park, to draw funny faces for MONEY!!! For money!!!!!!!

How many people can say that. To be a pro artist at the age of 15!!! i have been doing this for 5 years now.

I love my life, and if you have the expeiernce to do my job, TAKE IT!!!! it's worth all the effort.

I love being a caricature artist. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4781369/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4781369/ Thu, 10 Mar 2005 21:07:47 PST
Just thought i'd say that since i am grateful for alot fo things right now. Thankful that i actually have friends on here, thankful that i have the talent i have. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4697588/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4697588/ Mon, 28 Feb 2005 21:58:14 PST as i am wake for another couple of hours
do i have the power to deal with rain
to see a brighter day
the way
when i am down
the tears i cried
the lives i lived and died
i walk across the ground
i feel the power of the ones so sour
i lay here to tower
as i grow
it feels so old

Do you know the stars that glow
the image of hope in the sky
gods only kindness
the night sky, with an orb
of simple sadness around sparklling lights
to tell me the hope of me
the hope that even the darkest depths
can have a sparkle of hope
till then i will not feel so proud
till i can make up my mind
the sun shines hard on me
sweating tears
on a bruised and broken soul
lookign to be whole again
to know where to go and grow ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4689074/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4689074/ Sun, 27 Feb 2005 23:14:04 PST =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4680683/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4680683/ Sat, 26 Feb 2005 20:00:54 PST
BUt yeah, so whats going on folks. Me, not much. reworking my life, and getting ready fo the new CARICATURE YEAR!!! I get to work with a cool boss, and actually enjoy my time at work again. I love it.

ANy way, later folks. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4647984/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4647984/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 18:44:34 PST
When you look at peoples deviant pages, art wise this how i take it; and you see their numbers skyrocket. You know there is something there that you don't have or accomplished yet, and you will never accomplish if you don't find what it is and bust your ass to get it.

Though deviantart is a place where the numbers mean everything, and it is a popularity conest, you feel sort of bumbed looking at those numbers. I can see that. because now i do.

With my numbers being so small, and little acceptance from a crowd of people...i know that i am not ready for what is ahead. I am not ready to let my dreams take flight, because my comfort is based on numbers that do matter.

Those numbers tell you..to me, how good your stuff is. The comments, though used wrong on this website; tells you that evern though it does need alot of work, you are still gaining that attention.

Alot of comic artist need to be accepted amoung a group before they can even think about hitting it big. Accpetance amoung artist is always bigger than acceptance by customers. I always feel like that.

If you can gain acceptance in one spot, then you can end up being ready for bigger things.

So when i bitch about my art...it's because looking at everything...i can tell i am not ready for whats ahead...i am not ready to challenge artist out there. Though i will still try to work on HELL ATMOSPHERE part time ( which is now my main concern- scaveger has to get done by the inker).

I know i am good, i don't need it said to me. I am not saying that to sound like a jerk, i am saying that if you can give meaning, and create a image without having me flinching trying to figure out who it is, then you have talent.

BUt i hate to say it, but now gaining acceptance in the realm is important to me. I am not ready for the big leagues yet, i am not ready.

So it's all about acceptance. hope you guys understand.

Oh yeah, don't take this as a plea that i am popping, i am just saying that don't expect anything big from me at this point in my life..because i am not there yet. I'll tell you when i am ready. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4476017/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4476017/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 23:43:44 PST
IT sucks, and me having an artistic want to be better than a lot of main stream guys. I don't have time to redo things, so here comes me, doing all nighters. ]]> =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4359853/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4359853/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 12:04:23 PST =Tadzero1085 http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4326617/ http://Tadzero1085.deviantart.com/journal/4326617/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 12:13:22 PST , , and great artist like that. Though they are older and more experienced than i am, it's still heart breaking at times when you can't reach the level you want.

Though i can hand it to myself, i ahve alot more talent than i give myself. Ijust need to explore more regions of my imagination, mostly. I need to get into my head and start pulling better pieces out.

Thats my own critiques, though i would love to hear what other people have to say.

oh yeah, and did color pieces of my JIM FROM LULLABY FAN ART, check it out. It is really worth the look.

Thanks guys and gals, and if anyone wants to color a piece of mine, give me a holla, and ou can have fun with it. Later ]]> =Tadzero1085