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Things:

Only like two maybe one person reads this but i dont care.
I like writing in here.

Soo..
on my mind:


Emotions
School
Life
Etc.

Why must good things always be broken in the end?
It seems to be happening here in my life alot.
idk. my passion seems to have been sucked out of me.
now im just wearing a shinny mask with a smile painted on.
its rather old.

break needs to come.

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/18487324/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/18487324/ Sat, 24 May 2008 23:47:37 PDT you know...
there is a point in every young persons life where they think that they are losing their minds.
sound familiar?!
WELL GUESS WHAT?!
for those who care..i had one fo those moments on thursday and today!
:]]
fun stufff

i serisously have been so moody lately that its scary.
one minute im angry
the next im happy and running through the parking lot acting like a drunk singing the beatles.
its actually quite fun to do. no lie.
:] and then...im dancing on fences like a total slut. and am really horny.
idont even know.

like thursday i walked out into traffic.
idk why just for fun i guess..but it just seemed like a fun thing.
I NEED SUN AND FLORIDA!!

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/17920608/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/17920608/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 00:14:41 PDT i'm better now.
things are gunna work out.
..hopefully?
haha
no they will.

thanks for the love!

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/17900136/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/17900136/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 17:16:42 PDT
i lost about half of my close friends here today.
yeah.
it sucked.
but then again, it shows who my real friends are.
the ones that like me for who i am, and what i do.
they don't care bout the "rumors" that circulate
and the "reputation" that come along for the ride.
but the funny thing is...

there is no reputation.
they can't deal with their own problems on their own.
so gets blamed?
the "strong" one.
the "uncaring" one.
the "emotionless" one.
the "slutty" one.
in otherwords..
me.

but the thing is, i'm not strong, i'm not uncaring, i'm not emotionless.
and most of all..
i am not a slut.
the words that my so called best friends, my hoes, my biffles would not/will not believe.

the confident mask i wore to hide the shy and vunrable side of me is broken.
i'm a total emotional wreck. and it blows.

but the good thing about this:
i'm feeling more artistic and can draw decently now! :]

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/17771197/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/17771197/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 20:44:43 PDT
okay.
i know that i'm nver on,
and that most of you dont read these or even care..
but i need a place to vent where none of my other friends will see.
as;dfklashfdaksdhf!!!


its like, i'm getting blamed for stuff i dont even do.
and it seems like, they don't tell me when i'm doing wrong,
or they are mad.
its just so frustrating and uncalled for.
this time especially.

and it makes me upset and vunrable.
DD:
they people who are accusing me are supose to have my back.
supose to be my best friends. well obviously, they aren't doing that.
so i don't even know whats the point in putting up with all this shit if
things like this keep happening.
idk.
advice?

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/15799343/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/15799343/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 20:11:15 PST Ug.
I have officially decided that i hate it here.
that i'm just going to put on a happy face and gut out the rest of my days in this hell hole.

i feel lonely and have no "best friend"
i don't have someone to go to.
it just really sucks.
my best friend spends all her time with her boyfriend,
some of my other friends are total bitches,
and the rest of them don't really do anything outside of school.
IT BLOWS!!

ARG!!
i'm mad.

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/14750519/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/14750519/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 22:50:27 PDT Current Mood:
Stressed
Annoyed
Tired
Angry
Wanting Pie.



Reason for writing:
[pshhh like you care anyways..]
My friends suck.
Well most of them.
We use to be a big bundle of happy friends.
But now, things have changed. Many of them have turned into bitches.
Forming their own little "inner friendship" so to speak.
It really pisses me off.
Because they are shunning the rest of us "strange" people out.
Plus, one of the girls in the "inner" circle wasn't even liked till about 2 weeks ago.
Stupid? Annoying? Hurtful?
I think so.
+
Halloween party next month.
OMG STREEEESSSSS up the fucking ass.
Things need to be finalized and we can't seemed to be focused.
ARRG.
I wanna pull all my hair out.
=
thanks for listening.

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13646613/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13646613/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 12:45:58 PDT Ok..
i'm going through another artistic slump...if anyone carse.
i can't draw anything worth crap again.
great.
OH!
and my scanner is broken so i can't post any of my good drawings of my new characters!
D:
this makes me sad.

[some random person in the crowd]
"but rachel, what are going to do??"

WELL BRAVE SOUL, i'm going to write about them in my journal.
lol
so here we go!!
c:

Taka
Looks like: hair in pigtail braids. the braids are light pink..like..the little jumping guy in the mood section below. haha but more pink less purple. The top part of her hair is like a light lime green..if that makes sense which fades into the pink braids. her right ear is pierced with to hoops and a bar in the caralige [sp?] Has big deep blue eyes and always has a smile on her face! ; DD oh! and she's 5'2"
Wears: A green t-shirt with a black tank top over, a white skirt that come up to about..mid thigh. black fishnet stockings and no shoes!
Things to know: +happy +acts like a kid +thinks the stuffed cow named pablo she carries everywhere can talk +won't fall in love +wishes her life was a colorful musical +wishes to have a lightsaber +sister to chico
Hates: babies; old men; crackers; love and water.
Loves: penguins; cookies; pablo; laughing; parties; burning candles; fire; fuzzy things; chico and sunchips.
Bela
Looks like: Hair is scruffy and purple. wears a nice button down white shirt with a black tie, black dress pants and a white stud belt. Has these really black eyes with a grey cross in the left hand corner. has little black puppy ears with cross scars on them. [poor him!] 5'7"
Things to know: +named pronounced Bay-la +everything but hair is black and white +doesn't like to talk +carries a pink bandana in his back pocket +BFFs with taka +"borrows womens pajamas + neat freak + large black dragon tattoo on his back
Hates: dead things; birds; crackers; fire; dirt; poop; fat people and color
Loves: Taka; bells; bandanas; movies; cookies; water; stars and fortune telling
Chico
Looks like: Bright red hair!! haha again another scruffy haired fellow. Wears a green and blacked stripped shirt with blue levi skinny jeans. no shoes for him. his left eyebrow is pierced and the balls on the end of the piercing are green and blue! his left ear is also pierced with a pretty dangling heart earring OH! and he has those amazingly bright green eyes that everyone wants. on his right foot there is a pretty tattoo of a flower! : DD 5'7"
Things to know: +Taka's brother +a total lover + loves life +misses his mother +obsession with christmas lights +will flirt with anyone +carries a brown stuffed bear around with him named bryan.
Hates: Mean things; dead things; water; crocodiles; alligators; and his daddy
Loves: his sister; bryan the bear; french stuff; fire; backstreet boys; flowers; love; pink things and his mommy!
Poe!
Looks like: has blonde scruff hair that covers his right eye. his right eye howeve is light blue and where the pupil is supose to be there is a heartagram [angelica's idea] He wears a pink half shirt with a bee on it and tight jean short shorts which are held up by a rainbow stud belt [owned by rachel]. on his feet he wears a pair of tube socks. 4' 10"
Things to know: +wants to rule the world + 10 years old +has no right eye +obnoxious
Hates: fluffy things; cows; puppies; dark colors and going to the bathroom
loves: pigs; bees; pink; world domination; stud belts; half shirts; short shorts and tube socks.

and there you have it.
when i get the scanner back and running i'm going to scan their pictures.
i'm also working on a character named hayden the vampire! but he came after my artistic spirt was over. soooo he was a slump drawing. lol that sounds funny!
anyays..
love!!

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13627972/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13627972/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 23:43:47 PDT my friends misunderstood some stuff that i said after me and my friend got into a fight.
now she is hurt i'm hurt and i don't feel like the people here really care.

i'm going to try and make this better but someone please help me,
because my words really seem just to screw stuff up.
DDD:

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13492070/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13492070/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 23:20:17 PDT
as you know..i updated taka!
[hearts!!!]

but in my spree of things i am creating three more characters.
soo all togethe i shall have..
how many?
...
four??
yes thats right!!

i'm done with all my old characters.
they can just go jump off a bridge.
lol

i'm sorry old characters you can.
thats all i thought i should tell you!!

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13490091/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13490091/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 19:53:00 PDT this journal shall be bolded because i feel like it!

So i have news!!
i have updated Taka.
[pic shall be coming soon!]
I was bored and said to myself.
"You know Rachel. You really need to update all your old charies or atleast..make new ones. It'll be fun and keep you artistic and busy this summer. DO IT NOW!"
so you know what..
as always i followed me head!
: DD

so i drew her up in this cute chibi form and i'm like..
YES!!
and she's really different now! so BOSHAWW!
lol i can't spell!

so that picture will be up soon. and i'm gunna create a couple new charies!
any ideas???

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13165798/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13165798/ Thu, 31 May 2007 15:36:23 PDT
Sup foo's?
haha

i'm suuuuuuper excited about saturday.
why you may ask?
WELL at 6:30 am i am leaving for the airport.
at 8 something or other i am leaving on a plane to florida!
there i shall see the most amazing people i have ever met!
8DD

you have no idea how excited it am.
three weeks of non-stop fun in da sun!
woot! haha

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13075246/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13075246/ Thu, 24 May 2007 11:42:53 PDT TODAY was an AWSOME DAY!!
i can't stop saying:
SCHOOLS OVER!!! SUMMER TIME!
WE'RENOT LOW LIFE FRESHMAN ANYMORE!
8DDD

who else is excited?!

w/love

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13072514/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/13072514/ Thu, 24 May 2007 06:40:59 PDT LAST DAY OF SCHOOL LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
[is very excited!]


^{I have something in my eye!
D:}

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/12904785/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/12904785/ Wed, 09 May 2007 20:28:20 PDT i need to vent.
please listen??
you don't have to, but it would be nice.

++ i am so sick and tired of being the quite girl, the bitchy girl or that one girl in my _____ class. i have had that title all through school and i am just sick and tired of it!

tittles just need to go away! they are annoying and hurtful sometimes.
ug.
...
ug.
thats all i can say at the present time.
its just so frustrating!! thats how people refer to me most of the time!
i know becuz i have heard or told.
psh. losers.


well thanks for listening!
loads of luv

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/12731578/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/12731578/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 14:48:40 PDT
Soo...
i love the movie moulin rouge.
its like the best movie ever! i adore it!
i loves ewin mcgreggor's voice.
and nicole kidman looks sooo pertty!
[idc if i spelled their names wrong!]
so if you want to get me something for my bday..thats an idea for you!
;D

but that's not the reason for this bulliten!
8DD

I have had a weird mental week since i watched girl inturrupted.
[also a good movie!]
I have been doing TONES of thinking.
like..alot! haha
but anyways.. i think that if i stay in arizona any longer i'm gunna lose my mind.
seriously.
i had an...episode to say. cassie was there to talk me through it thoughhh!
[props to her!]
but i have gone a day w/o smiling..cried and talked to myself tooo much.
haha

but most of the people are fack and big shots and i'm so sick of it.
help?!

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/12549479/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/12549479/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 06:11:07 PDT porque disney es muy divertido!
8D

Dis weekend is the california qualifiers or something like that,
and our volleyball team is going to bee there!
haha

and guess where we are staying??
RIGHT NEXT TO DISNEYLAND!

now i know what you all are thinking..
"why go to disneyland? its sooooo much smaller and less fun then disneyworld?!"
well here's your answer:
BECAUSE WE CAN CAN!
8D

so i'm gunna be gone to disney and playin volleyball till sunday.
BYES!



]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/12409452/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/12409452/ Sat, 31 Mar 2007 23:57:59 PDT
]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/12409448/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/12409448/ Sat, 31 Mar 2007 23:57:28 PDT
so for all you wonderful non-exsistant fans out there...
lol


i just watched the american pie the naked mile with angelica and there is sooooo much boobege.
like not kidding.

but it wasn't as funny as band camp though.
lol

ANNYWAYS
life has been ok..
i guess all you people who wanted to know.
??

i'm gunna try to put more stuff up..
but i have a fatel disease called
artist block

OH!
and i'm in love with the movies rent and moulin rouge!!
just thought you should know!
;DD
becuz there is an AWSOME day in about a month.
you know what i'm talking about.
haha

With love
TAKA!

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/11192510/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/11192510/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 18:23:09 PST DON'T SEE ERAGON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

+So since it was xmas this week as everyone should know...i went out of town to FLORIDA! lol

I saw Kion dear and Mez..and we saw a movie! And you must have guessed that that movie was Eragon! lol
God..that was one of the worst movies. Mez and Taka were talking and commenting on the movie the whole time....literally.

+And it was a fat fest of food! lol SO MUCH CAKE...and sugary substances. lol

+At Kion dearests house..we made some 2 inside jokes which are known to 3 peoples lol.

and we shall be writing one of the inside jokes for you and submitting it on da soon as we finally decide to write it! lol

well have a merry final hours of christmas!
D

<3

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/11053040/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/11053040/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 16:07:31 PST OK!!

So this Friday;Monday; and Tuesday we shall be having those PESKY exams.
[shivers]
BUT the good thing is..
that after those PESKY exams...its winter break, and its also HELLO to Florida!

YAY!!

[does a small dance]

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/10548336/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/10548336/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 12:19:46 PST OK OK OK!!! OCTOBER IS AWSOME!!

Don't ask why, it just has been!!

School volleyball ended last week, which makes me sad!!
(i'm already out of shape!! NOO!)

LAST WEEKEND!
HOMECOMING WAS LAST WEEKEND! (1o.21)

It was really fun!! Just..i can't explain how fun it was! (so don't ask me to explain!)


THIS WEEKEND!
THE CARNI CAME TO TOWN!!
YEAH FOR THE CARNI!!!!

I went on Thurday, Friday and Saturday!!

Saturday was the best time at the cari though!!

Chris, Angelica, Amanda, Melissa, Danielle, Becka, Jeremy, Garrett and Jake were there, and boy was it fun!!!

We were there from 1-6:3o...long day!!

plus we went to McDonalds and played in the childeren's play thing!!
(Me, Chris and Sarah) Chris was stupid and brought his milkshake in the play thing and got it all over himself!

Now today is going to be a boring day of cleaning and relaxing!! YEAH!!

HALLOWEEN IN 2 DAYS!! YESS!!

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/9808369/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/9808369/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 19:19:56 PDT And that it does.


OK so my schedule goes lyke so:
1- Biology (i am friends with on 3 people and we have no teacher yet! Sounds lyke a blast huh?)
2- Health (Took this class last year and learned nothing so what makes them think that we are goingt to learn somthing this year?)
3- Spanish (our teacher is lyke...REALLY REALLY dangerously thin looking! AND I HAVE NO FRIENDS IN THAT CLASS EXCPT THIS REALLY PREPPY GIRL THAT SITS NEXT TO ME WHO I DONT' LYKE!)
4- LOVELY LUNCH! (these two juniors came and sat with us on the 3rd day of school and just started talking and we were lyke "ok" and they keep coming back every day!! but they are halfway decent...)
5- ICKY algebra! (always am about to fall asleep there.)
6- Lang. Arts (The teacher is REALLY cool and young and is my ONLY dude teacher so that sucks..but he's a theater minor so we do alot of theater games and stuff. Plus there are alot of weird people in there that i don't really lyke and one of the dudes in that class goes around calling people beautiful ((i was the 1st one he called beautiful)) and this girl who all her sentences start with i.)
7- Careers (again we took this last year in the wheel thing lyke we did we health..but there are alot of hot guys in that class! ;D)

THERE ARE HARDLY ANY HOT DUDES AT MY SCHOOL WHICH SUCKS!!!

anyway now its the second week of school and we all wish it was over. we are tierd of hanging out in the libary after school becuz we have no way to get home and come back to school for volleyball which is at 4. (school gets out at 2:10)
and now sleeping and eating patterns are mixed up...it just really sucks hard!!!!

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/9620239/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/9620239/ Sun, 06 Aug 2006 17:57:49 PDT EWWWWWW!! Summer is almost over!!!
ew!

Did you all have fun?? Welll you shold have if you didn't..

go see that TN:balad of ricky bobby! Its cool and stuff.
welll later all you non one handed typers!

<3 Taka ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/9089095/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/9089095/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 16:33:12 PDT
WELL IT DOES!!!...god.

Does anyone have a weather machine to make arizona not so hot? there would be lots of love in ur future if you did!!! PLEASE I BEG YOU!!
my god its so damn hot in this state! its really hard to go to the mail box and not sweat!

OH!! i will also pay you if you sent me a weather machine! yeah you would get some cash fer it!! you know...lyke maybe over a dollar...maybe more?

SO JUST SEND THE DAMN MACHINE!

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/8906929/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/8906929/ Sun, 28 May 2006 23:36:25 PDT MKAY! its been awhile since i have put stuff up here at all...but what can be done about that? hm...NOFFIN!
I have been kinda busy with some stuff...
>we had our 8th grade graduation on the 24ht of May...that day was boring.
it was a half day and all we did was practice the promotion and then sit around and eat pizza till 12:2o. how sucky is that?!
so at 6:3o we get to come back to the damn school and be the 1st EVER graduating class of DIAMOND CANYON!!
Screw them.

Then this weekend, Angelica, Amanda, Melissa, Danielle and I went to this "fancy" resort in pheonix somewhere for our graduation party thing. It was pretty fun because there was swimming in a pool that didn't have all the things the website said it had, (don't trust those pesky websites.), got to eat funny food, had carrot wars, chased amanda down the corridors with carrots, had smores and slept in the most AWSOMELIEST SOFTLIEST BEDS EVER IN HISTORY!!

OH! and there was no sunburing during the swimming and playing by the pools.
At the pool, there was this swim-up bar which we hung around at the 2nd day we where there. PINA CALOTA (however you spell it) SMOOTHIES ARE SO TOTALLY AWSOME AND LOVELY!!!

So now as we all know...next year we shall be freshmen and such and we are going to be in a sea of HUGE hotdogs and we are going to be the pigs in a blanket sized hotdogs but WE WILL ROCK THEM DARN SCHOOLS HARD!!!

so have an awsome summer and if i don't see ya, then SORRY!!! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/8441287/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/8441287/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 18:09:35 PDT it sucked...
but if i had you on my buddy list then i need ur s/n!

c:

thanks! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/8123189/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/8123189/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 16:12:23 PST
there is a 100% chance of rain tomorrow!! IN FREAK SHOW ARIZONA!! YES!
XD

"Lay on the table with shots and a guitar. It'll make your world taste good."
Jingle

And i still hold your hand in mine, in mine when i'm asleep ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/8096619/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/8096619/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 18:20:26 PST
"Drink till you drop, just don't drop the bottle"

<3 Jingle ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7897657/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7897657/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 16:07:33 PST
well I hope urs was good.

"Don't go after your dreams...let them come after you"--Jingle
Taka ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7839002/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7839002/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 15:36:07 PST Listening to: Rain
Mood:


aNyways...I am going to put some more art up soon....probably in 3 minutes..but anyway.
I have decided to take a different turn on my art. LYke, you know more realistic stuff. Don't know how well it will turn out yet..but we r going to try. also some more photos.

School is going ok...kinda sad that i won't have anyone to spend valentines day with..but o well. Its now called the DAY OF HATE! its the stupidest holiday and its pointless. you can give the person you love flowers and chocolates on any other day too!!!

"Don't hate the hater...hate the muffin."

]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7690038/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7690038/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 21:33:14 PST Lyke...i need some ideas to draw and take pictures of. My brain is fried and i would like some suggestions!

Listening to~ Killing Lonleness-HIM

"Everyday something bad happens!!!"~ Taka

Jingle ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7687028/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7687028/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 16:06:45 PST ;o;


Welp...that was pointless!

"When I'm gone just carry on, don't morn..." ~When i'm gone by Emimen

Jingle ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7651268/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7651268/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 18:25:34 PST
They you learn something new everyday...Today...thats what i learned.

Yes...some people act like they care...but then go and stab you in the back...or suddenly act like they don't care about you anymore.
IT feels that way all the time....when you are alone, you do can get alot of thinking done about what you have/are going to do.

Just wanted to say that.

"POOOOOOPIE!"
I you Taylor!!!!

<3 Jingle ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7466187/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7466187/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 11:21:34 PST
Well everyone was putting up what did in 2005 because tonight is New Years Eve and junk so i decided i would follow the crowd because there is nothing better for me to do.
(Borrow the layout of this from Mez, because i liked it and stuff! SUE ME!)




January- Here came 2005. January i can't really remeber becuz it was sooooo far back. But i think me and Stephanie where in a fight and I met Lori, and found my 1st love

February - was a depressing month becuz its the "Love Month" so to speak. Got in another fight with Stephanie

March- Was in a very long state of Artist/Writers Block ( ) This was the last time i have seen my cousins for awhile. Found out i was moving to Arizonia, and over spring break went there and bought a house.

April - Don't remeber, but i think it was good. Got in a very large fight with Cassie, and Stephanie

May- I TURNED 13!!! that was a good month

June- Summer! did some sleeping over at Mezzy's, Kion's, um...Lori's. Dredded going to Arizonia

July- Kion and Tora threw me a going away party! We got dressed up and went to Michael Angaloes for pizza! We also celibrated Kion's birfday a few weeks early becuz i was moving. We went to Adventure Island and had a blast!! (read the journal if u don't know what i'm talking about)

August- The most depressing month EVER!! IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME! Kion turned 13 and i Moved away. We spent a week in a hotel waiting for our damn stuff to come! I cried half the time. I also started school there which made my days more depressing

September- hm....Don't really remember. Started to like my current boyfriend, flew to Florida...but i don't really remember much else.

October- Mezzy love turned 13!! In this month i went through 2 boyfriends and one i still am not over! (i know i know, i should get over him!) Also the first halloween i didn't go trick-or-treating! ( i was alone! )

November- was totally fine

December- Was cool! i got the dude of my dreams, got amazing christmas gifts, started to like the people at my school, and did some stuff!


So that was my year basiclly. Yes it wasn't all that interesting...but i can't really remember any exciting details!!

"Winning can be a path to losing"---Taka-squee

<3 Taka
P.S. Have a great new year!! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7458090/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7458090/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 15:31:33 PST

**So anyways, i am in the mood to recreate and start over new with one of my charies! AnD tHe LuCkEy WiNnEr WaS sOkOso!!! (mkay tierd of the caps not caps thing)
**You might recall in one of my decrpstions on one of my pictures of art...(i think it was the one that i redid Karo, but i'm not sure)
BUt i said Soko was getting a sexy new sex change, WELL TODAY IS THE DAY FOLKS!!!!!!!



My ass is no longer labled LAZEY ASS!! mkay...maybe still sometimes.

Basiclly here is the decription of wat she..i mean HE looks like now:


~~Hair~~
LIke REduex from Mezzy and Mine's story never started/finished but purple and its alittle more deshevled.

~~Clothes~~
too big for her...i MEAN HIM jeans with a pink patch on the right butt pocket
The jeans are really big and when he (yes got the sex right) you see rainbow boxers!
His shirt is a black dress shirt that is tattlered and rolled up at the sleeves with a pink tie (it clashes with his hair)
Shoes are turquise high top converse (they do exsist!! i almost bought them at rack room shoes)

~~Attitude and other junk to love~~
plays the base
is like a woman and has random moodswings
loves women and getting drunk
dark and creepy most of the tim

i will think of more stuff about Soko when i get around to it!! NOW! OFF TO DRAW!
"Basketballs have sizes. We play with the large ones"

Taka ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7207637/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7207637/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 21:38:50 PST

So yeah....i'm in a weird state...but u all don't care? OH WELL! U SHALL HEAR IT ANYWAY!!! -evil laugh-

Things that r happening:
~ Trying think of christmas presesnts and party
~ THANKING GOD FER LETTING SHANE BE ON THIS EARTH!!! GOD I
THAT DUDE SO MUCH! (he's taka's new bf)
~ Thinking of things to draw/write/take pictures of
~ Talking to peoples


There is strept throat going around at my school, -sigh- great. So maybe Taka-squee will get sick with that! but most likely not. D: oh well!

There is also going to be a "winter social" in a few weeks...and u know who i am going with!! SHANE and TALYOR! yes...we are having a 3 sum!! lol Just kiddin' with y'all!! <-- HAHA country talk!

We had a sub in Lang. Arts on thrusday and he was from Louissiana and he said that people there, Alabama, and Florida say y'all but u know...i didn't really hear many people say y'all in florida...do u?

I have now decided to end my journals with an emoticon and a saying that i randomly think of so here is the 1st one!


"Dance ur life away. Life seems only as long as hotdog."
y'all laters! :airborne ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7056923/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/7056923/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 17:16:47 PST stupid little Squee!!!!!

Anyways....stuff in mah life!!!

* Getting over Matt. (THANK GOD!!!!!)
* Trying to be more outgoing
* Having random flashes of depression. Its weird!! they will just be there..and the next thing you know..i am HYPER AND WON'T STOP JUMPING!
* Trying to have Shane and tell him that i like him!!! (don't worry...i will before christmas...hopefully!)
* Wishing my buddies were here fer christmas
* Stressing because my mom is stressing about my grandma and her husband coming on Thrusday...so y aren't i cleaning my room??


So yeah. I have been wonderin about dem beads...you know they can be pretty dangourous!!!! I mean if you put them on a christmas tree and then one falls off and looks like a berry and you eat it...then you could choke and go to the hospital to have it removed...then coast ur family bunches of worries and money in hospital bills...and that wouldn't be nice to spend christmas in a hospital bed.
You know...hospitals are scary. I have never been in one..but wat i see them in on tv...with the lights and the white walls, they look creepy. Just like Jabaa da Hut.

You know that reminds me of something!!! I don't know wat though....-sits in the chair and ponders-

So!!!!!!!! wat do y'all want fer christmas!!?? You can just send me a HUGE GIACANTIC bag of STarburst!! then i will be happy!!

<3 Taka-squee!!!

HAPPY TURKEY DAY! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6901062/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6901062/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 20:14:21 PDT

HE is such a coward! he had his friend break up with me on the phone...what a STUPID FUCKIN COWARD!!! If he is afaird of hurting me then he should have JUST SAID IT TO MY FACE!!! BUT I DON'T CARE! NO I DON'T!


SO DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR ME!!! I DONT CARE!
i want to be single for awhile...don't feel sorry for me. say what you want. ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6895046/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6895046/ Fri, 28 Oct 2005 21:49:36 PDT Dolphins: [singing] The world's about to be destroyed / There's no point getting all annoyed / Lie back and let the planet dissolve around you / Despite those nets of tuna fleets / We thought that most of you were sweet / Especially tiny tots and your pregnant women / So long, so long, so long, so long, so long! So long, so long, so long, so long, so long! So long, so long, and thanks for all the fish!
Dolphin: [singing] If I had just one last wish / I would like a tasty fish!
Dolphin: [singing] If we could just change one thing / We would all have learnt to sing!
Dolphins: [singing] Come one and all / Man and mammal / Side by side / In life's great gene pool!
Dolphins: [singing] So long, so long, so long, so long, so long / So long, so long, so long, so long / So long, so long and thanks for all the fish! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6840551/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6840551/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 21:21:20 PDT MATT!!!

I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6820642/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6820642/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 16:25:57 PDT
mkay...today i broke up with my boyfriend christian...(about 8:38 this morning.)
he was all moppy, but he will get over it.

so i was single till about 1 ok! LOL

there is this guy named matt in my science class (you might remeber him as the pretty skater boy in my school starting stuff journal), well it turns out that he liked me ALOT and that he was asking ashlee and nydia stuff about me. So EVERYONE that knew (besides me) was like "ASK HER OUT!" so he did while we were in the middle of a volleyball game. (during practice) ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6671583/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6671583/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 18:21:02 PDT




In general....

AS HAPPY AS ONE COULD BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6671547/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6671547/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 18:17:45 PDT

I am going to stop submitting drawings on DA. As you can tell..i haven't really submited anything in a while besides afew stories..(Trying to hard)

I have been trying to think what to add to Trying to hard...but i can't think of anything good. (please tell me suggestions if you like the story and would like to see it continued or see me not being bored anymore!)

I will submit stuff like journals, photos and stories...but this bucket has given up on the WHOLE drawing consept. You can't talk me out of it...I have already made up my mind.




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BI!!!!

<3 Taka-squee ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6650644/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6650644/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 11:35:23 PDT
you see...I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!

ALL THAT APOSE THIS STATEMENT WILL BE TORN TO PEICES!!


Taka-squee ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6558109/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6558109/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 19:32:00 PDT My friend lori, she is soooooooo depressed!
She comes from a life of troubles and i am sooo scared for her!
Her sister is having kidney troubles, and Lori told me in an email that she doesn't think that she can go on!
Here is the email she sent:

"TODAY my life is forever over. I can't go on. I am such a lier. I lie to myself like a batrillion times a day. I'll never be happy. nobody wants me. I don't feel like I have any friends here. I am so sick of this. I really really really
really
really
really
really
really need... what I can't have. I can't have the one thing in this world that I keep telling myself I don't want. I do want it though. so bad. I can't. I can't rachel I can't.

My headaches by the way are caused by allergies and me grinding my teeth. the teeth thing has to do with stress. Gee I wonder why.

I want... u know what I want. why can't I have it. I'll never know. I'm officially creepy cat lady. that or slut of sluts. only I can't be a slut. I've never done anything. I mean well...that doesn't count.

I... I.... I... I need someones help. unfortunalely that help is never gonna be here.


LORI "

I think she is going to do something drastic! I know she says she's not but i am so scared!!!!
I really need a hug right now!
she also sent me an email about god and she was thanking all of her friends for being there for her!!!
]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6480226/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6480226/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 19:30:21 PDT I can still remember what we where doing that day.
I think we where all sitting in Mrs.Kings class and suddenly we where called to the library. They said "WE CAN'T TELL YOU EFFIN NOTHING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENEND IN NEW YORK!!"

ACTUALLy they didn't say that but whatever

WE should apresiate (i don't think that's spelled right) the firefighters and what they did! that day has had a huge effect and it should/will be remembered fer ALONG time.

So if you haven't stopped to think about the people that died 4 years ago today...there is never going to be a time when you can't.

So after you read this, think abuot them ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6407930/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6407930/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 18:38:30 PDT So now i am going to clear things up...

1) It was just alittle phase that i am over now. Please don't ask me anymore about it.
2) If you want to talk to me, I get out of school at 5:30 and it takes about 5 min to get home (volleyball) SO you can talk to me then!


Cell- (941)773-6479

call me and don't talk about this anymore

<3 Taka

:3 ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6352598/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6352598/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 16:27:53 PDT NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iCAN'T LIKE HIM!!!
I HATE HIM!
but face it you do!
BUT I DON'T WANT TO!!
Oh, well deal with it girl gosh!
SHUT UP I HATE YOU! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6319538/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6319538/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 21:00:39 PDT
juggling to many tasks-
what harry did-
about other things in life-

and that's it! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6319482/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6319482/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 20:54:24 PDT
HOLY CRAP I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SCARED FOR ALL YOU IN FLORIDA!!!!!!!!!



I DON'T WANT TO LOSE ANY OF YOU!!!!!!


OMGLIKE I FEEL LIKE I DID AT MY 12TH BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!!

<3 Taka ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6317786/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6317786/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 17:22:37 PDT
I FUCKIN HATE HARRY!!!! HE IS THE MOST VILE PERSON I HAVE EVRE MET!!!! HE IS A MAN WHORE AND I DISCUST HIS FUCKING BLOOD TILL THE DAY I DIE!

YOU KNOW HOW I LOOK AT PEOPLE WHO ARE TALKING WELL HE WAS TALKING AND WHEN HE IS DONE I AM TURNING AWAY AND I SEE HIM TURN TO ME AND HE DOES A SMILE AND RAISES HIS EYEBROWS LIKE TOM IN HARRY POTTER!

I JUST WANT HIM BURN IN HELL AND I CAN'T EVEN STAND TO THINK ABOUT HIM!!!!! I DISGUST HIS WAKING BREATH!!!!

IF THIS FONT GOT BIGGER THEN I WOULD ENLARGE IT SO YOU ALL CAN SEE HOW MAD I AM!!!!

i THINK I AM GOING TO PUNCH A HOLE IN THE WALL! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6313604/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6313604/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 08:17:33 PDT
I am having major artist block, and everytime i sit down to draw...I can't. The pictures turn out like crap and i have done some ok drawings but i don't like them.

Will post more later.

<3 Taka ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6255579/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6255579/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 19:27:54 PDT
Monday: I woke up at 6:30, took a shower and had my mom help me blow dry my new and beloved bangs!! My arms just won't go in the right place at the right time and the hair dryer was all "AAARRGG!!! YOU CAN'T USE ME WORTH CRAP!!! ARRRGG!" So i gave up halfway through and went to eat waffles. Lugged my backpack to the bus stop and had to talk to this annoying 5th grader who lived with her grandma and told me today that boys are her greatest fears. -snicker- Anyway, so i rode the bus with her and stuff. Got there almost missed my class because i was staring at a pretty skater named Matt.
1st period: Met a girl named Candice. She is really nice! SHe is like one of my only friends right now. 2nd period:BLAH it was gym. it was boring. 3rd: MY MATH TEACHER IS CRAZIER THAN ALL OF US!!!!!!!! And he tries to be Johnny Depp from CHarlie and the Chocolate FActory. (he's not good at it.) 4th: Science...nothing special. 5th/homroom: Candice is there and we where all "HI!" OH and there is this guy in my gym and homeroom classes that i like, and he looks like the guy that i liked from Nolan except alittle muclerer than him named David, and his name can't be David, because the guy i want to marry is named David and i can only have one David in my life right now!
(the guy i want to marry is David from Simple Plan, if you didn't know that already.) Does that make sence??
6th: Candice was there, and the class was nothing special because our la teacher seems incapable of smiling.

Tuesday: Sick and didn't go to school.

Wednesday: Basiclly, had some fun in 1st and 3rd. Almost passed out in 2nd because we where outside and i was sick yesterday. Also found out the David from school might like me!!! (YEAH!) and that was my day! 4th,5th,6th, and 7th wheren't really important. I met a new girl named Trisha i think.... ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6201034/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6201034/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 18:55:12 PDT 2-Pe (twitch, but the teacher seems nice!)
3-Math
4-Science
5-Homeroom
6-Language arts
7-social studies



So yeah, that's my schedule. atleast my school will have a volleyball team and isn't grey! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6183351/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6183351/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 22:53:18 PDT

This song is stuck in my head! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6183313/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6183313/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 22:46:58 PDT

MY SCHOOL IS INFESTED WITH LITTLE K-5TH GRADERS!!!!

((yes the rumors are true...Taka is back in Elementry school. there is in 6-7=middle school))

Just thought you would like to know ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6136740/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6136740/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 17:08:59 PDT
Skit
Kion
blake
ai (agian)
Mizu (not on da)
Tora (not on da)

um...did i miss anyone??
You can tell me if you want to have art gifts! ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6104632/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6104632/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 18:34:44 PDT +Sitting
+Humming Mr.Brightside~The Killers
+Full of good fooders
+Reading noffink at the moment
+Love sick and don't feel like i fit in here
+Waiting for my stuffers to come
+Slightly cold

Yeah...well, as it says, we are still waiting for our stuff to arrive at our new house. Right now i feel the need to run FAR FAR FAR away.
People say that it is hot and never rains in Az, but man has it been rainy and not so hot! GOSH what's wrong with you people?
School will be starting on the 15th, and i hope i fit in!
I bought this really cool skirt, and it is all neat-o!

do i dare say......JAKE I MISS YOU!!!! <
yeah...so anyway...there was something i was going to say but i don't really remeber......oh, yes...I will put up more art when i get my scanenr back, so untill then, you will have to wait in suspence to see what i draw next.

(hint: gift art for skit&mez, nekaro is coming back)

Taka ]]> ~Taka-squee http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6079050/ http://Taka-squee.deviantart.com/journal/6079050/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 15:26:00 PDT I didn't want to...and will be popping in and out of Fl from time to time!

Anyway, i just want you all to know what i saw in the airport:
Tampa:
A man that looked like Demi (no offence, yo udon't look like a man)
A dude in a wheel chair
And a pretty emo boy

Atlanta:
3 Bald gay men

Arizona:
2 lesdians
1 pretty skater emo boy

With TONES OF LOVE,
Taka
]]> ~Taka-squee