http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Takaharuka&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Takaharuka en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 12:54:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/28716699/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/28716699/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 18:48:40 PST
I personally love winter and all it includes. Things like: frost, fog, crisp breezes and snow! It hasn't snowed yet, but I'm hoping I'll get some later in the month. Oh, and Starbucks and their winter blends. ^.^ Yum~

I've decided for this year, I will do some gift-giving. Well, 'cuz I usually don't have the money for it, but this year I've been saving up some! I've actually got some of my gifts already, but some of them I'll be making, so I'm excited about that. I hope my gifts will be liked...

Eh, and I'm uber-sorry for not updating! I do have a few WIP (about 5 of them) and I'm in the process of trying to finish them up, so yeah.

Anyways, I hope everyone is doing well and will have happy times for the holidays!!

]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/28078325/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/28078325/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 03:12:43 PST
Anyways, I hope everyone had a good(or great)Halloween for those who celebrate it or not. With all your ghoulish tendencies quenched(for the night)and all the candies it will take for you to purge yourself on for the next month or two.

I personally spent the night hanging out with a few friends(sans costume other than my usual red eyebrows and punk-ish wardrobe including a spiked collar)and watching a few 'scary' movies, aka: Scary Movie 1&2 and Shutter. (Which, Shutter is a better movie than what I expected, not too scary with a plot twist! Gotta love those plot twists!)

So everyone, I shall now put all the nights' Reeses into the freezer to enjoy tomorrow. I say goodnight and until next time!

]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/25783846/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/25783846/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 20:59:35 PDT .<

Anyways, today I'm at ~Manda-Panda-Poo's house typing out this journal. We just finished making a kitty laptop cover : [link] in which I sewed the thing and she just watched....and sewed on an eye.

You can go to the link and find out more details about it.

Well, that's all I wanted to write today! See you later!

]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/21653376/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/21653376/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 18:32:14 PST
Anyways, it's been forever and a half since I've done a journal so here it is!

I really don't have too much going on at the moment and school is the same as it has always been. I've just been drawing, finding old works and working on them and the like. Oh! I've also been making little lolita top hats and lolita headresses lately... Maybe I'll show them to you guys soon, eh?

I'll update as soon as possible! Later!

]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/19485017/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/19485017/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 15:29:46 PDT very long time. Contact with a scanner is very scarce for me. Anyways, I've got some projects in the works that are very exciting! So wait for my next installment!!

-----------------------------

Projects:

Death Note:
Light: 100%
L: 100%
LightXL: 100%

The Gazette:
Uruha: 55%
Aoi: 60%

and others... >.<

]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/17989486/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/17989486/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:54:46 PDT
Anyways, not too much is happening with me at the moment. I was out of school for some time and now I'm trying to make up my assignments and let me tell you, it's really hard!! There are about 10 weeks of school left and I'm pretty much failing everything right now. It's pretty depressing but I'm trying to catch up! As long as I get a passing grade, I'll be alright.

Now, on a brighter note, I may be going to Spokane(WA) on Sunday (27.4) for a little anime(I can't recall the name)convention that's being held there for the day. It's basically a road trip with 2 or 3 good friends but I don't know if we can stand each other in a car for 3 hours... Craziness will definitely abound with Kimber~~OctiGoodness, Todd and Kellye. I hope it's gonna be a good time since I've never gone to an event like this.... I mean, I'm still trying to find out what I'm going to wear! It's pretty stressful. I don't want to over dress but I still wanna look good too, you know? I still have to find out the weather on that day too... And I need to gather up some cash too... >.<

On Friday(25.4) my friends and I plan on getting together and making some sushi! It's planned on being very epic since only myself and Kimber~~OctiGoodness have made sushi and our other 4 or 5 can barely use a knife.... I think I should be a little scared.

I guess that's all for now,

Laters,

Taka.

P.S. I've totally been on an anime faze lately. I've watch within this month: Death Note (Japanese w/ subtitles) ep. 25-37, RahZephon ep. 20-25, Outlaw Star ep. 1-20/30something, and just yesterday Naruto ep. 1-8 and Gundam-Wing: Endless Waltz.

I've totally forgotten how much I loved Gundam-Wing and I did a little fan art to go with it. Expect it soon!

---------------------------------------------
WIP of Uruha of The GazettE. [link] It's so complicated!


People I actually know:



People who watch me…:

<... ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/17348814/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/17348814/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 14:42:01 PDT
Check all that apply. No half-y marks like this '/' or '\'

[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears. (I used to but I took them out and let them heal over. I had my nose and Naval pierced.)
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (I hate up training)
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.


Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink. (not alot of... ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/16589220/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/16589220/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 23:08:48 PST
Whatever. I'll just miss some school. This is was more important than school. I mean MUCC, D'espairs Ray and the Underneath! I mean, I have +$100 saved up right now so all I need now is a ride and a place to stay....

I am soo going to Taste of Chaos....ARE YOU??

--------------------------

WIP of Uruha of The GazettE. [link] It's so complicated!


People I actually know:



People who watch me…:

http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/15828409/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 23:10:07 PST
Not really doing much right now, just uploading some pics is all. Oh, and trying to finish drawing Uruha of The GazettE. [link] It's so complicated!

Anyways, I'm also ushering at a local play at my highschool so that should be interesting since I've never done it before. >.< Also I'm going on a German Club trip for the first time so that should be fun.


Well, happy holidays everyone!


People I actually know:



People who watch me…:

http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/12262241/ Tue, 20 Mar 2007 17:55:36 PDT Current Project(s): 100 Themes, random pics, pic for [link]

Thieved from and

1. What is your character's name?
Kurai Takaharuka (he has my name!><

2. What is your character's name in another language?
Um, it's Japanese and I'm pretty sure it means 'the absence of light' aka dark or darkness or something.

3. How old is he/she?
18 (Jan. 11)

4. What is your character's race/species?
Human, kinda sorta. (Angel/demon hybrid in a human-looking body.)

5. Do they have a crush?
Maybe, still working on that.

6. Do they have many friends?
Not really. He's the loner type and he doesn't really like people much.

7. What planet is your character from?
Earth. Or rather a parallel universe.

8. Does your character like to eat?
He eats, but he's not a pig.

9. What's his/her favorite food?
He'll deny it, but Oreos and peanut butter or Reeses.

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Green tea. (He's a traditionalist at heart.)

11. Is your character annoying?
Not to the fangirls who are after him. The guys envy him.

13. Is your character loved?
Yes....By his parents! Joking, there is someone who likes him... Then another who is an obsessed/stalker...

14. Is your character hated?
Yes. By the bad guys who want him dead.

15. Is he/she emo/goth?
Does being Japanese count as anything? He's rich so he can be anything he wants.

16. Is he/she straight, bisexual, or gay?
Straight. Though others may wish otherwise.

17. Is he/she a virgin?
Er.... I don't know. O.o

18. Name 3 hobbies
Doing paperwork with his dad, Reading many, many books, and helping his mom by modeling her clothes for fashion shows. (Ain't he nice?)

19. Is your character normal?
Yes.
As normal as normal can get.

20. Is your character attractive?
He looks like a Jrocker or a model. He has fangirls and fanclubs. What do you think?

21. How does your character handle emotions?
He hides them. He doesn't like people knowing what he feels. Feelings can be a weakness he thinks.

22. Does your character have other forms?
Angel form and demon form. And maybe a hybrid of the two.

23. Does your character overreact?
Never. That's bad for his 'Ice Prince' persona.

24. Is your character a criminal?
No. But that doesn't mean he's a good boy either.

25. Does your character go to school?
Yes. Senior year of high school at a private academy.

26. What's his/her IQ?
He's a freakin' genius.

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
Yes. A demon/angel hybrid doomed to never be one or the other.

28. Is your character dead?
Nope.

29. Does your character have a family?
Yes. Two if you count a parallel universe one.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Yes. He's adopted by his family at about 4 or 5 years old and has completely forgotten any time before then. He just remembers feeling a lot of pain.

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
When his parents adopted him or when he spent a few years in Europe and met the two real people worthy enough to be considered his friends.

32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
Myself? Kurai doesn't really relate to anyone I know...

33. Is your character single?
Yes. But maybe not later on...

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Yes. Accidental friends with 3 or so people in Japan.

35. Does she/he have an element?
I dunno. What kind of powers can you get being a demon/angel hybrid? I'm guessing some darkness or light or some such thing.

36. Do you role-play your character?
Not really.

37. Do you write about your character? ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/12262009/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/12262009/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 22:27:18 PDT Current Project(s): 100 themes, random pics, pic for [link]

--------------------

100 themes

--------------------

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven [ ]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity[ ]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Buddha
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand[ ]
36. Precious Treasure[ ]
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. Snow
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. 79. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

-----------------------

Um... Yeah....

Anyways, my life is pretty boring right now, and I hope all of the people who are ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/11677592/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/11677592/ Sat, 03 Feb 2007 22:44:14 PST Current Project(s): 100 themes, random pics, pic for [link]

This is just a journal for now. Nothing much to write about...

--------------------

100 themes

--------------------

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven [ ]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity[ ]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Buddha
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand[ ]
36. Precious Treasure[ ]
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. Snow
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

-----------------------

Um... Yeah....

Anyways, my life is pretty boring right now, and I hope all of the people who are ing me like my new stuff!

My Friends:

http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/11366221/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 17:58:00 PST Current Project(s): 100 themes, random pics, pic for [link]

I can't believe this time has come again....

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 3 DAYS!!! I'LL BE 16! FINALLY!

On January 11 don'cha know. It kinda sucks because it's on a Thursday and soo frickin' close to Friday. But no worries! I plan on trying to get together with some friends for the weekend, but I don't know what they're all doing.... I hope they'll be free....

Also, I'll be trying to load some new stuff up soon. Maybe I'll even practice drawing 'real' people.....

Though, 'real' people are still kinda hard for me to draw.....

--------------------

100 themes

--------------------

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven [ ]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity[ ]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Buddha
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand[ ]
36. Precious Treasure[ ]
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. Snow
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

-----------------------

Um... Yeah....

Anyways, my life is pretty boring right now, and I hope all of the people who are ing me like my new stuff!

My Friends:

http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/10736447/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 16:41:16 PST Current Project(s): 100 themes, random pics, pic for [link]
--------------------
11/22

Hmm, what to say?

I went to Hasting just about an hour ago and guess what I finally found... wait for it...

LAST QUARTER!!

I've been searching for it forever since I read the article about it.... Thank God it was there.... $19.95!

Oh.

And I found something else as well... For the secret touge racer in me....

INITIAL D: THE MOVIE!!

It's the people version....I hope it lives up to the anime. It's on hold right now but I'll buy it come Friday. Only $13.99! Score!!

Bye!!

11/15

I really don't have much going on at the moment...

School is alright at the moment, it's not bad but not good either. My 100 themes are slowly being churned out at the rate of once in a blue moon...

But the good news is I do have pictures that I'll put up but they'll be up when they'll be up.

--------------------

100 themes

--------------------

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven [ ]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity[ ]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Buddha
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand[ ]
36. Precious Treasure[ ]
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. Snow
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

-----------------------

Um... Yeah....

Anyways, my... ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/10134037/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/10134037/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 15:45:32 PDT Current Project(s): 100 themes, random pics, pic for [link]
___________________________________
10/16

I'm really, really bored right now..... and I really want Kyo's poem book:
Kyo (Dir en grey)
Zenryaku, Ogenkidesuka, Saihateno Chi Yori...
(Just a Line to ask you, how are you?
To you who has no name, with Love from the end of the earth...)

I want it soo bad...TT TT and I found one on ebay too! $32-$34 give or take! But the person only accepts paypal orders... And I don't have paypal....

It's a cold and dreary time in my life... TT TT

9/20

I freakin hurt. My body and back are soo sore from P.E...... From yesterday! I hate 'fitness day'. I had to run 1 mile, do 400 jumpropes, 300 crunches and 50 push-ups. In 30 minutes.

....I hate the mile....

Anyways, today is also my sister's 17th b-day. Heh, she's old. I said 'Happy Birthday' to her this morning but she just mumbled 'thanks' and buried herself back in her room.

I really don't have much to say except for sorry I haven't loaded in a long time.

I usually go to 's place to scan but her scanner is on hiatus.... It really bites! I have some really good stuff this time! Eh! Will the madness never end?!!!

Ohhh! I need to buy the new Lamb of God cd. My friend Brooklynn got me into them and I have to say thanks! I love loud music Oh! And her birthday was on the 18th! I need to get her a present!

Er, Gotta go now!

9/2

Hello! How are you guys??

I'm happy to say I'm dooing well and this is pointless drabble. ^^ I just felt like writing a new journal right now and here I am.

My artistic process is so slow right now I might as well be going backwards... It's really tragic...not. I have a new pic so you should check it out! Well, that is if you already haven't....

Um, school has started and I feel soooo old. I don't want to grow up!! But this year has to be my very best! Good grades and all that jazz. Why? Because I have the very best motivation ever, that's why!

I have a deal set with my brother's girlfriend's brother(what a mouthfull!) that if I average a 3.0 GPA or higher, he'll pay to bring me to Japan. Japan people. It's my dream. I have to go, it's basically my only chance ever. All the things I could do....*mind wanders*

Well, I guess that's it for now. I'll try to hurry myself along but I make no promises.

--------------------

100 themes

--------------------

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven [ ]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity[ ]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Buddha
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand[ ]
36. Precious Treasure[ ]
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/9946222/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 23:52:50 PDT
Mood: Passive-agressive
Listening To: Dir en Grey - Withering to Death (Because I am an obssessive freak )
Book: Danse Macabre- Laurell K. Hamilton (check her out if you like paranormal romances... of a slightly darker kind. 1st book: Guitly Pleasures)
Movie: Pride and Prejuduce- A&E version(5 freakin' hours people! But I love every minute!)
Eating: Eating?? *tsk* I'm starving!
Current Project(s): 100 themes, random pics, pic for [link]
___________________________________

9/2

Hello! How are you guys??

I'm happy to say I'm dooing well and this is pointless drabble. ^^ I just felt like writing a new journal right now and here I am.

My artistic process is so slow right now I might as well be going backwards... It's really tragic...not. I have a new pic so you should check it out! Well, that is if you already haven't....

Um, school has started and I feel soooo old. I don't want to grow up!! But this year has to be my very best! Good grades and all that jazz. Why? Because I have the very best motivation ever, that's why!

I have a deal set with my brother's girlfriend's brother(what a mouthfull!) that if I average a 3.0 GPA or higher, he'll pay to bring me to Japan. Japan people. It's my dream. I have to go, it's basically my only chance ever. All the things I could do....*mind wanders*

Well, I guess that's it for now. I'll try to hurry myself along but I make no promises.

--------------------

100 themes

--------------------

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven [ ]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity[ ]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Buddha
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand[ ]
36. Precious Treasure[ ]
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. Snow
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

-----------------------

Um... Yeah....

Anyways, my life is pretty boring right now, and I hope all of the people who are ing me like my new stuff!

And to say thank you to them all, I'm now gonna put them in my journals!

My Friends:

http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/9571286/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 16:01:18 PDT
Mood: Tired....
Listening To: Dir en Grey - Withering to Death (Because I am an obssessive freak )
Book: >.<
Movie: Kingdom of Heaven
Eating: Orieo's and peanut butter! Don't knock it until you try it!
Current Project(s): 100 themes, random pics, pic for [link]
___________________________________

Hmmm.

It's been a while since I've done a journal, so here's a new one.

Um, I think I'm gonna try the 100 themes thing and see how that goes... I doubt I'll finish all of them...

100 themes
--------------------

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark [ ]
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven [ ]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity[ ]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Buddha
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand[ ]
36. Precious Treasure[ ]
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion[+]
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. Snow
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

-----------------------

Um... Yeah....

Anyways, my life is pretty boring right now, and I hope all of the people who are ing me like my new stuff!

And to say thank you to them all, I'm now gonna put them in my journals!

My Friends:

http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/9282919/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 15:06:04 PDT
It's been a while since I made my last journal entry, hasn't it? Oh well.

The summer has been pretty good to me so far, but I wish I could hang out with more of my friends though... Anyways, I've been working on a whole slew of pictures during the last time I posted and I didn't realize that I had a theme going.

And you know what that theme is??

I've been drawing Japanese/Asian-like characters!

I mean, whoa! I can't believe I did that, but I did! I drew passibly asian-like characters! I was amazed I could do that! I used to suck at making them look asian and stuff, but it seems my skills have vastly improved.

I'm soo happy!

Well, back to my drawings.

I think they all look pretty good, um, that is if you like j-rock/glam/visual band type stuff. A good number of the guys I drew are wearing costumes of various looks and styles and some even look like real people... It's weird.

Now, to the point of this journal!: I need some opinions with what categoty I should put my charaters in.

Would I put them in fashion since they're wearing costume-y like clothing or put them in anime since they're drawn in that format??

I need help! Please answer me! Any suggestions would be helpful! ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/9130571/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/9130571/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 20:01:27 PDT I finally have 1,000+ hits!

Gods, I could just die because I'm soo happy!

Oh yeah! I just put up some new pictures a while ago so you should go check them out! Um, yeah.

It's summer now which totally rocks. I finally have some time to draw as long as I want and not have to worry about going to school the next day! It's so great!

Thank you to everybody who saw my page! You guys are the best!

Well, I guess that's all I have to say for now soo, later and have a great summer!

-------------------------------------------

'Deep within the hell of my heart.... I can't go back
A self-torture loser, not being able to see tomorrow
Suicide is the proof of life.'

'The Final'
-Dir en Grey, Withering to Death ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8960540/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8960540/ Sat, 03 Jun 2006 15:12:42 PDT
Anyways, I almost have 1,000 hits. (only 110 more hits needed!)

I have an extra special pic in the works for the occasion and it's almost done! I promised to myself that I wouldn't post it until I had 1,000 hits but that's really hard! I mean, I love the picture! It's turning out really great and I can't wait to put it up!

Gods, the torture is killing me!

The pic is one of my characters(I'm not saying who)and they just look really cool in the picture. I'm going to post up two versions of it. One with it stating I have 1,000 hits and another without it. I wonder which one people will like more?

Hmm. Anyways, thanks to all the people who have viewed my page and gave me comments! You guys are the best!

-----------------------

'Do not look back,
For it would only stall;
It's into the darkness
That we all must fall.'

-Takaharuka

P.S.
I just bought the Dir en Grey CD Withering to Death. I'm offically in love. ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8932524/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8932524/ Wed, 31 May 2006 16:50:17 PDT
I almost have 1,000 hits on my page.

This is monumental. Seriously.

I'm so happy! I'm glad people like me so much, but man! It's gonna take awhile for me to get more hits.... I need to update more.

Oh! And thank you to all the people who have seen my page, commented, faved my pics and are watching me! I really appricitate it!

Hugs to you all!

I feel loved.

Well anyways, back to work for me! I have sooo many pictures to finish and they all look soo good... There aren't enough hours in the day!

I wish I never had to sleep! I could do so much with that lost time!

And darn it! I wish I had all the wishes I wished for!
I would be in a feakin' eutopia!

------------------------

'Do not look back,
for it would only stall;
It's into the darkness
that we all must fall.'

-Takaharuka ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8828138/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8828138/ Sat, 20 May 2006 17:57:15 PDT
My life has been total chaos lately and school is almost over...

I really need to upload more pictures, but alas! For you see, I do not own a scanner! Ah! the irony! An artist with no way to express herself! You play cruel games God!

I'm trying to see if I can get ahold of a scanner and finally get some more pictures up, but it's a bit harder than it seems... I really wish I could find a scanner soon... I have soo many things to load! All the pretty pictures!

Meh. Well, anyways, this is just me venting a little and feeling bad for myself. This is just a bit of really pointless drabble. Feh.

Well, that's all I wanted to write. I should soon be able to load new things if I can get ahold of a scanner this weekend, but with me being me, I probably won't be able to find one.

(sighs...And my works will remain unseen... )

-Takaharuka

P.S. to Abinition:
Do you think I could go to your place to scan stuff?? ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8645318/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8645318/ Mon, 01 May 2006 19:06:19 PDT
by Utada Hikaru


In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight.
My sanctuary. My sanctuary Yeah.
Where fears and lies melt away.
Music inside.
What's left of me.
What's left of me now.

I watch you fast asleep,
all I fear means nothing.

In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight.
My sanctuary. My sanctuary. Yeah.
Where fears and lies melt away.
Music inside.
What's left of me.
What's left of me now.

My heart is a battleground

You show me how to see,
that nothing is whole and nothing is broken,

In you and I there's a new land
Angels in flight.
My sanctuary. My sanctuary. Yeah.
Where fears and lies melt away.
Music inside.
What's left of me.
What's left of me now.

--------------------------

I have to say, this has to be a new favorite song of mine. I love Utada Hikaru's songs and 'Simple and Clean' will always have a place in my heart. Shall it forever be that Kindom Hearts has the most awsome theme songs!

Yay! Go Kingdom Hearts!! ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8512762/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8512762/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 16:35:24 PDT
I'm sure that the heart I left behind
still lies hidden in the heart of the deep, deep forest.
Exhausted, without the strength to search
people vanish into the infinite darkness.
If it's so small, I wonder if I can see it even now?

* As we live on,
we lose a little bit more.
Shrouded in falsehoods and lies,
we stand frozen to the spot, unable to cry out

The days pass by and change,
without us even realizing how blue the sky really is.
Overcoming that made-up scheme, we live the present,
and our rusted hearts begin to beat again!
If we can find the rhythm of time, we can fly once again

We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Believing (in you?), now I begin my journey with you,
in search of the light.

* Repeat

We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Closing off
the way back,
we walk on for eternity.
We live our lives standing frozen to the spot,
unable to cry out, for eternity... ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8511972/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8511972/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 14:54:25 PDT
Story
by Takaharuka

Tell me a story that I've never heard
Speak of wondrous things and make me believe every word
Tell me of adventures and fantasy
A story of love and tradgedy

An epic tale of heroic deeds
Of lifetimes filled with infinate needs
With beings bursting with the flush of life
And those parading with minds full of strife

In a time that has been long since forbidden
Where many promises are emptily given
Of betrayl and love and all that lie in between
Horrors so deep, there is no time to scream

So tell me a story that I've never heard
Speak of wondrous things and make me believe every word

Oh, ha! I remembered the line! yay!
Now here's the complete version!

-Takaharuka ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8503253/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8503253/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 18:37:38 PDT
Gods, I'm sooo happy right now! I LOVE my avatar! Do you know who it is??

FEH! It's L from Deathnote! I love L! He’s the best!
He looks so cute here! He’s such a cutie when he’s sleeping.

Now, to find Light and Ryuk…

If I have an L avatar, I need to draw a picture of him now...
Hmmmmm..... ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8402168/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8402168/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 20:43:57 PDT
Hmm, how about, 'Happiness in a fucking can!'?
Yes, that seems to sum it up nicely! Yay for me!
Thank you God for this moment in my pitiful mortal life. I know you'll take it away soon, but thank you anyways!

Oh the utter joy in my heart!!

(flutters away like a drunken butterfly) ]]> ~Takaharuka http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8377184/ http://Takaharuka.deviantart.com/journal/8377184/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 18:39:34 PDT
hmm... yes I do.

But it has been prearranged by the big man upstairs that he will try to thwort me at every turn. He has control of my parents and through them, they will not allow me to have a scanner. Or a computer needed with said scanner.

I have to borrow these things just to get my art work loaded on this site.

It's really sad.

I'm leaving now to contemplate what wrong doings I might have done in my past life.

I have no gaurentees I'll be back soon.

Wish me luck. ]]> ~Takaharuka