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                <title>Book Lovers of the World Unite!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Mar 2009 12:51:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all!<br /><br />Mr. ~<a class="u" href="http://drowningbywords.deviantart.com/">DrowningByWords</a> and I have started a new club called ~<a class="u" href="http://bookreportsclub.deviantart.com/">BookReportsClub</a> <br />We've been talking about this for quite some time now and have finally decided to start a club concerning books.  After often asking one another what books should we read, we felt the best way to figure this out is to reach out to the community to help us out with our queries.  Hopefully, we can help you guys out as well!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />   Please join our new club, and suggest to us any books you think should be on our book list or our book of the month. Any submissions to our club will be called "Book Reports."  These will be your contributions to a great well-read community! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My Darling Curse</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Nov 2008 13:46:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I bought some glue sticks, stickers, construction paper, some crayola colored pencils, and a very ridiculous book.  <br /><br />I'm on page sixty something of the book (I figure if I purchased it I might as well read the whole thing).  I was hoping the book would be better than the movie.  However, I think it might even be worse.  It (both the book and movie), just like the movie "Juno", tries too hard to be hip and cool.  Yet, it's completely cliche.  They both are in my opinion.  <br /><br />The art supplies... what am I supposed to do with it?  I was hoping to scrapbook something up and in my efforts to do so I  have failed miserably.  Why oh why oh why can't I seem to ever create anything?  I tried to draw a picture, but all that I try to do seems above me.  <br /><br />I sometimes see things I find inspiring and I wish and hope for them to inspire me.  Yet, when I sit myself down and try to make something creative and interesting, I fail.  I think I remeber being creative once.  <br /><br />It's not only this.  I think I want answers for everything.  I demand it now!  Though there is such a fog in my head.  I can't really even explain what I'm on about.  I just feel like I'm in a waiting room and I'm just waiting and waiting for whatever it may be.  It just seems to be 'my darling curse.'<br /><br />Peace out! Try hard, do well, be cool.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A Stands For Art</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Mar 2008 16:33:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have had a rather long break I think.  And I feel as though I've lost touch with the community.  I have become this zombie in front of the computer when I look on dA.  I know I like something and I'll fave it.  However, I don't ever give imput anymore.  I wish I could.  It's just I have lost touch with art and my own art as well.  However, I'm trying to get back on track.  I will try to respond as best as I can to artwork, messages, journals, etc.  I do tend to read most of the journals in my in box.  Honestly, though I never seem to respond. :/  I am trying to get back in the swing of things ...especially my own artwork.  <br /><br />I feel that I dunno how to produce art any longer.  I'm trying and want to try.... it's just how do I get that creativity in my blood.  Do any of you have any suggestions?  Is it music?  What gets you to produce such great artwork?  Well, I hope to find out... and discover how to create something meaningful.   ...For now that is my mission.<br /><br />Thanks for listening. <br /><br />~Talkshowhost84. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>TAG ...I Guess I'm It</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Nov 2007 12:56:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1.Must answer all questions.<br />2. Be honest.<br />3. Tag 6 other people.<br /><br />NAME:  <br />BIRTHDAY: <br />BIRTHPLACE: <br />CURRENT LOCATION: At my PC	<br />EYE COLOUR: Dark Brown<br />HAIR COLOUR: Dark Brown/Black<br />HEIGHT: 5'7<br />L/R HANDED: Right handed.<br />THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Doctor Martens (Mary Janes)<br />YOUR WEAKNESS: IÂm unaware atm, but when I find out hopefully theyÂll no longer conquer me<br />YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: Pepperoni and Mushroom <br />GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: Get through school<br />YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER: Lol?<br />YOUR BEDTIME: Lately around 11PM<br />YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: I guess being a creative teenager <br />PEPSI OR COKE: Pepsi<br />McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: Probably Burger King (though I donÂt really care for either).<br />SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: ArenÂt those for married people? :S <br />LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: Lipton<br />CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate/Vanilla<br />CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Coffee (Iced Coffee)<br />DO YOU SMOKE: No<br />DO YOU SWEAR: I have though mostly not Âdefinitely not in verbal conversation.<br />DO YOU SING: No <br />DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: Yes<br />HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: OiÂshut up!  <br />DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Yes <br />DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: One day <br />DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: Nope not as much as I should but sometimes<br />DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: Don't think so<br />ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: SometimesÂnot atm <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Sometimes yes! <br />DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: I played the trumpet, cornet in school can play my guitar pretty crappily. (Does that count as a swear word?)<br /><br />In the past month have you...<br /><br />1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: I think I sipped it (it was horrible...tasted like mouthwash) ...Now that I think about it, I don't think it even qualified as a sip... was smaller.<br />2. SMOKED: Never<br />3. BEEN ON DRUGS: Never<br />4. GONE TO A MALL: yeh<br />5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: No<br />6. EATEN SUSHI: ewww No <br />7. BEEN ON STAGE: haha No <br />8. BEEN DUMPED: No<br />9. DO YOU WORK: everydayÂexcept IÂm not  currently employed. :S  <br /><br />In a dudeÂ  (though I donÂt believe itÂs of major importance)<br /><br />FAVORITE EYE COLOUR: No preferenceÂ but I like Blue and Green is nice.<br />FAVORITE HAIR COLOUR: Dark hair<br />SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Short hair and some sideburns but not thick ones.<br />WEIGHT: Healthy<br />BEST CLOTHING STYLE: I donÂt really careÂjeans?<br /><br /><br />NUMBER OF CDs I OWN: Hardly any though at one time a ton<br />NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: Zero.  I used to have my ears pierced but then one day I wore some horrible earrings that were teeny and went through the earring holes and well I got cut and they ended up closing up at around age 17/18 (TMI? And lol, what a terribly constructed sentence.)<br />NUMBER OF TATTOOS: None (I donÂt like tattoos)<br />THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: As long as you live, I think youÂve got things to regret. IÂm not one of those people who say I donÂt regret anything. However, at the moment, I canÂt think of any specific regrets.<br /><br />Tag: I cannot think of six people to tag.  If you think that IÂd tag you then I probably would.  So, tag youÂre it!   And if you donÂt think I would then perhaps, you are wrong.  And tag you are it too!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>GRRRRRRRRRRR</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Nov 2007 19:46:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://i205.photobucket.com/albums/bb169/Talkshowhost84/13.jpg" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></img><div align="center"></div></a><br /><br /><div class="header">GRRRRRRRRRRR</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img88.imageshack.us/img88/9048/needlewhitebgiconyd7.png"></img><br />
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GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!<br />
<br />
Today has been a bad bad day!<br />
My little dog got beat up<br />
He's small<br />
his teeth are missing and part of his tongue<br />
and his jaw is broken and he's possibly gonna die <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":cry:" title="Crying" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
And he's crying and sad <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
and he's in a pet hospital<br />
I don't even know what has happened...<br />
They think it was another dog...<br />
but I dunno :angry:<br />
I'm mad<br />
<br />
<br />
My dad let him out this morning and forgot about him... and he feels bad now<br />
but no one ever expected this to happen. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /></div></sub></div><br /><br /><div class="header">Closing Words</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img90.imageshack.us/img90/7127/needleiconbv0.png"></img><br />
"Misery Loves A Symphony."<br />
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                <title>Traditional Art Day!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Oct 2007 17:32:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://i205.photobucket.com/albums/bb169/Talkshowhost84/13.jpg" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></img><div align="center"></div></a><br /><br /><div class="header">Traditional Art Day</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img88.imageshack.us/img88/9048/needlewhitebgiconyd7.png"></img><br />
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I've collected some traditional artwork to feature.  I unfortunately wasn't able to produce any traditional artworks today.  However, these are really nice so please take a looksy and you might just find some works you want to fave and artists you'll want to watch! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  <br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66779096/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs21/f/2007/280/e/e/Traditional_art_day_stamp_by_VexingArt.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45012389/"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs6/f/2006/353/5/5/Traditional_Art_Stamp_by_darkartificer.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/61914050/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/221/2/e/_Feel_Me__by_CallowLily.jpg" width="112" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/65345293/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/263/3/c/Sunset_Vision_by_yana182.jpg" width="107" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66728222/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs21/150/i/2007/280/4/a/fabulous_destiny_of_dementee_by_mrs_dalloway.jpg" width="150" height="105" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48936533/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs13/150/f/2007/047/c/e/Marina_Colored_by_Adrian87.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/64365769/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs19/150/i/2007/250/9/2/Foresight_by_EuroFoxx.jpg" width="142" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/51633563/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs13/150/i/2007/083/4/c/Radiohead_by_burtosa.jpg" width="150" height="102" /></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/52735660/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs15/150/f/2007/098/1/b/el_manto_rosa_by_aixado.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23526660/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs8/150/i/2005/273/a/5/Shut_Your_Mouth_by_ratgirl84.jpg" width="117" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48037737/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs15/150/f/2007/035/6/1/Commission__Zooey_by_Bobsmade.jpg" width="106" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/59511587/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/191/3/e/This_Charming_Man_2_by_Tbevie.jpg" width="114" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56813492/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs16/150/f/2007/155/d/d/jenny_by_reganr.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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                <title>I'm Incredibly In LOVE!  Madly!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 10:18:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://i205.photobucket.com/albums/bb169/Talkshowhost84/13.jpg" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></img><div align="center"></div></a><br /><br /><div class="header">In Rainbows</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img88.imageshack.us/img88/9048/needlewhitebgiconyd7.png"></img><br />
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I'm ridiculously in love people! .  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> <br />
I've heard the most gorgeous voice and the most beautiful notes and they are playing in my heart and soul.  I'm so captivated and infatuated.  Yes, "this is love, this is love, this is love that I'm feeling."  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." />  I'm such in a daze!  This is such a beautiful and gorgeous feeling. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />   <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/66987308/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs20/150/i/2007/283/6/5/In_Rainbows_by_DrowningByWords.jpg" width="150" height="89" /></a></span></span>  (This is why I'm in love... should you need better explanation)<br />
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Radiohead's new album that is! I am in love with it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /></div></sub></div><br /><br /><div class="header">Closing Words</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img90.imageshack.us/img90/7127/needleiconbv0.png"></img><br />
"Misery Loves A Symphony."<br />
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                <title>Half Past Eleven</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Oct 2007 23:15:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://i205.photobucket.com/albums/bb169/Talkshowhost84/13.jpg" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></img><div align="center"></div></a><br /><br /><div class="header">Half Past Eleven</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img88.imageshack.us/img88/9048/needlewhitebgiconyd7.png"></img><br />
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I think I quit.  I'm not going to sob about it though as I see no point.  However, I've been sat at my computer for hours now trying to write a paper and to avoid using a passive voice and so, therefore, am avoiding using words such as is, was, were, and are because it does not use the active voice my professor so desires.  Therefore, I quit school all together.  I just don't care any longer.  However, no worries.  The fact that I no longer care allows me to not feel bad anymore.  <br />
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I've been looking at dA for a while now (have taken about an hour just looking).  First, I decided I would do some projects and so, I edited a vintage stock picture and attached a lovely little lyric to it.  I used a Ben Harper song called "The Woman in You," which I abolutely love.  It was fun for a while.  Then I finished.<br />
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...Why am I about to say this? ...<br />
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Ok, well I think I'm starting to hate this lovely little dA.  I was looking at some of the pictures here on the site and all of a sudden I turned into a teenage girl looking at beauty mags. Bleh. Oh shush!  <br />
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Some good news:  My lovely wonderful sister stopped by today.  She told me she bought me a ticket to see Morrissey in concert again!  She's the best! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  <br />
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It's 11:00PM at the moment.  I can't leave this house because it's far too late.  I would leave if someone else was awake so they would know I left.  However, I'm the only one pulling an all nighter tonight.<br />
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I've been thinking about picking up my guitar.  There is a rhythm in my head and I ought to be able to hear it out loud with the help of an instrument.  It has words too.  "My life is a paragraph and we're all linked" or something like that. Lol.  I wrote it down.  <br />
I have been singing a lot lately.  And I hum this tune and sing the words.  <br />
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An old poem I wrote called Broken:<br />
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My head is in a bad way <br />
My soul soon to see its demise<br />
My heart I have already broken<br />
(My heart was the love of my life)<br />
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Broken rosary beads spread across my hand<br />
And all I can wonder is if I broke GodÂs heart too<br />
As I have broken my own <br />
<br />
With the tears I cry and the words I say<br />
Fallen angels come to play my way<br />
And they sing the most gorgeous tune <br />
<br />
And tonight at half past eleven<br />
I shall sell my soul<br />
I really hate to lose myself this way <br />
But I can no longer do this alone<br />
<br />
My head is in a bad way<br />
My soul soon to see its demise<br />
My heart I have already broken <br />
(My heart was the love of my life)  <br />
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...<br />
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...(Oddly enough it's near half past eleven).</div></sub></div><br /><br /><div class="header">Closing Words</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img90.imageshack.us/img90/7127/needleiconbv0.png"></img><br />
"Misery Loves A Symphony."<br />
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                <title>Another Day Goes By</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Oct 2007 14:04:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://i205.photobucket.com/albums/bb169/Talkshowhost84/13.jpg" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></img><div align="center"></div></a><br /><br /><div class="header">Another Day Goes By</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img88.imageshack.us/img88/9048/needlewhitebgiconyd7.png"></img><br />
<br />
Sigh... another day goes by.<br />
<br />
I went to school today and did something I had not expected to.  First, I had finally decided to purchase a parking pass, and I did.  As I came out of the building I saw my English prosfessor walking by and she waved at me. I know how I am doing in her class.  I take it she knows as well.<br />
<br />
I'm pretty certain all my professors see me as flake.<br />
<br />
Right now, I'm currenlty having a tough time just being.  I'm having a harder time being a student.  I decided to run to her and I asked her if I could please walk with her.  I'm not good with talking to professors, but I I explained to her that I have been having a difficult time.  I don't think I even like myself very much.  <br />
<br />
I didn't expect to open up to a teacher about the way things are.  I near felt like crying.  We agreed it must have been a sign that we saw each other at that moment.  A sign that I should have gone to her because I have been going through a rough time.  I told her I was about to drop the class.  However, I didn't want to.</div></sub></div><br /><br /><div class="header">Credits & Meta</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img90.imageshack.us/img90/7127/needleiconbv0.png"></img><br />
"Take me to the place where the white boys dance."<br />
<br />
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                <title>How It Ends</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Sep 2007 15:54:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://i205.photobucket.com/albums/bb169/Talkshowhost84/13.jpg" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></img><div align="center"></div></a><br /><br /><div class="header">How It Ends</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img88.imageshack.us/img88/9048/needlewhitebgiconyd7.png"></img><br />
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School has started up again.  I feel like a bad student, which has brought me down.  So, what do you guys do when you need to get with it?  I still have to purchase a parking pass... and the fact that I don't have one makes me late and constantly rushing and hurrying.  I walked into a class over 20 minutes late and I felt like a dumb ass.  (I had been so prepared).  <br />
<br />
I have to write tonight... and that's scarying me.   I forgot how to write papers and such.  And my brain feels dead or something.  I just feel like I have absolutely no clue what's going on.  I'm always 2 classes away from graduating... but then I end up dropping them.  And I don't want to go through this again. (I'd rather this not be how it ends).  ...It's making me sad.  <br />
<br />
Some people go through so much more though! ...Yesterday one of my friends phoned me and we ended up talking  about all the things we've been up to.  She has to do so much really.  And there is no way I would be able to do what she does.  She has to work, go to school, pay her bills, etc.  And it's all full time and stressful.  We spoke for a long while.  It was good to hear from her again;  as we used to be best friends.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  <br />
<br />
But I feel upset for those reasons and other reasons... and world reasons and all my reasoning seems to be bewildering me.  I just feel so far behind.  And I feel I'm struggling at something.  Yet, that something is so invisible, but I know it's there.  *Sigh*<br />
<br />
I remember a time...<br />
<br />
A time when I used to do so so much.  However, now I am just tired and losing all self confidence.  <br />
<br />
With all that said... How do you guys go about staying focused, prepared, and on top of things?</div></sub></div><br /><br /><div class="header">Credits & Meta</div><div class="block2"><sub><div align="center"><img src="http://img90.imageshack.us/img90/7127/needleiconbv0.png"></img><br />
"Take me to the place where the white boys dance."<br />
<br />
<br />
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                <title>Dead Bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Aug 2007 23:05:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://i205.photobucket.com/albums/bb169/Talkshowhost84/13.jpg" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></img><div align="center"></div></a><br /><br />Today is utterly boring.  And now, I wonder what are you all up to?<br />
I have a major block at the momentÂ I canÂt seem to draw or create anything.<br />
Today, IÂve just been staring at blank paper and then I begin to paint Ânothing good.  <br />
I actually feel too lazy to write this all out; though, that has a lot to do with me not knowing what to say.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Scatterbrain (As Dead As Leaves)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Aug 2007 15:38:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://i205.photobucket.com/albums/bb169/Talkshowhost84/13.jpg" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></img><div align="center"></div></a><br /><br />*Sigh*<br />
<br />
Hi people,<br />
<br />
I dunno what's going on anymore.  I feel like I'm in a black hole.  Have no clue what's going on in the world... or outside my front door.  I feel like I don't know anything anymore.  <br />
<br />
I've been feeling kind of sick lately.  I can't eat much. I can't sleep much/or either I sleep too much.  I can't seem to do much of anything really.  I have been stressed out completely.  I'm constantly worried.  Feel sick.   I just feel like I'm doing everything wrong.  I'm not nice, or good, or friendly.  I don't treat people like friends. I guess.  <br />
<br />
....I'm stressed out.  I can really feel it in my body too.  And I can't run away from it.  <br />
<br />
I've never felt so bad.<br />
<br />
It's really weird atm,... despite the fact that I feel bad and all, I almost feel vacant in a way.  Sorta like nothing is anywhere or there.  There is nothing I'm interested in doing or excited about.  I feel like I'm a robot doing everything in routine.  And though I don't feel so well, it doesn't come out.  It just stays in my body.  So, it may look like there is a vacancy there, but there really isn't.  <br />
<br />
Everything is just gone.<br />
<br />
Scattered and gone... <br />
<br />
as dead as leaves.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>dAnniversary</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jul 2007 22:05:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> dAnniversary</div><br /><br />Hello everyone!<br />
<br />
Today I have officially been a deviant for one year. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  I have made lots of new friends here.  I'm glad I had the opportunity to meet you all and view your work.  Thanks for viewing my work and/or watching me.  I appreciate you all immensely.  I am so glad I've been part of the community for a year now.  At times, I wondered if I might leave and not even stay here to see a first year dAnniversary.  However, I am glad that I did.  Thank you all for accepting me into this awesome art community.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
Also, yesterday I made my 5000th pageview.  I dunno who got it, but thanks for all the support everyone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Sweet Escape</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Jun 2007 18:16:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> The Sweet Escape</div><br /><br />When I woke up this morning I felt pretty good.  I don't tend to care much for mornings.  Though today was nice.  Then things just change as the day progresses.  And there is all kinds of stress and pressure in the day.   And there people telling you to do this and that. And you run around like a chicken with your head cut off.  You wish you never took that nap because you ended up losing so much time in the day.  Though you took that nap because you just wanna sleep everything away.  Because everything is too stressful and bugs you... especially this computer.  It always seems so harmless, but then I realized I've used it way too much.  Perhaps, I shouldn't use it so much.  I should go do something away from it and get a breath of fresh air.  And get a job that works me like a dog so that when I come home I could just go to sleep. And also, being home this summer all day long is bugging me.  I feel sad at the moment... cos I hurt my arm, the weather has got me down (though it's not raining...I kinda wish it was), and ultimately, I feel so dumb.  Super dumb.  And I wish for a sweet escape, and suddenly, Gwen Stefani's music has some sort of meaning to it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Fleur De Saison</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Jun 2007 22:35:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> Lazy Days</div><br /><br />Hello, <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wave.gif" width="25" height="20" alt=":wave:" title="Hi!" /><br />
<br />
It has been quite a while since my last journal.  So, I thought I should probably update it.  Though IÂm quite lazy and find this a bit of a chore.  It has been quite difficult for me lately to comment and do much of anything on dA.  I have a lack of passion at the moment.  I apologize because I know a lot of your guysÂ work deserves a lot more attention and appreciation than just a looksy.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" />  I do see your guysÂ work though and sometimes, I think it is really awesomeÂ but I have been too lazy to comment.  Sorry.  Anyway, IÂm desperately trying to get more involved in the community.  I know it can be really great to be apart of.  So many of you are such great artists, as well as, awesome deviants.  And I truly appreciate all of you that I watch and those of you who watch me too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Love,<br />
Priscilla <br />
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<div align="center"> Featured Art:<br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/53478621/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs13/150/f/2007/108/c/3/Same_Old_Song_by_AsliKolcu.jpg" width="150" height="148" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/57545111/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs16/150/i/2007/164/9/5/Pink_Rose_by_PlumCrazee.jpg" width="120" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/50117185/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs18/150/f/2007/145/b/6/Follow_the_path_by_Apolic.jpg" width="101" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/50172805/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs15/150/f/2007/063/2/d/aquamarine_by_Esmaice.jpg" width="150" height="100" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42824936/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/314/3/1/Autumn_Colors_by_Apolic.jpg" width="110" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54071577/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2007/116/4/c/PillowEqualsYou_by_SilentDistractions.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49091071/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs15/150/f/2007/049/f/3/fasil_dort_by_C4stylexeon.jpg" width="150" height="125" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/49761542/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs14/150/f/2007/058/9/4/ewa_i_marcepan_by_muszka.jpg" width="99" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48998153/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs14/150/f/2007/048/4/4/girls_by_muszka.jpg" width="150" height="149" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/39405549/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/250/7/e/hata_by_babyinblue.jpg" width="108" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54900016/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs16/150/i/2007/128/d/7/The_Devil_Won_Tonight_by_symphonyofmadness.jpg" width="150" height="103" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56313160/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs18/150/f/2007/148/2/4/The_Bride_by_JaydeLee.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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EMILIE SIMON<br />
<div align="center">  <a href="http://URL address"><img src="http://www.trip-hop.net/images/groupes/202.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a><br />
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<br />
Artist Of The Day: Emilie Simon<br />
Song Of The Day: Fleur De Saison<br />
<br />
DÃ¨s les premiÃ¨res luers<br />
Je sombre<br />
Il me paraÃ®t bien loin l'Ã©tÃ©<br />
Je ne l'ai pas oubliÃ©<br />
Mais j'ai perdu la... ]]></description>
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                <title>Concerned But Powerless  :(</title>
                <link>http://Talkshowhost84.deviantart.com/journal/12988555/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 May 2007 11:54:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alrighty, *major sigh* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
I have a very good friend here on dA.  <br />
And it has been a while since I have heard from him,<br />
which is quite unusual.  In which case, I am worried.<br />
I really dunno what to do to figure out whether or not<br />
he's okay.  ...The worst part is I fear he might not be. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
Oh gosh!<br />
<br />
Many of you may know him... as he watches a number of <br />
you who watch me.  Erm... eeks <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" />  <br />
<br />
I apologize for my lack of activity and commenting here on dA. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
It's been difficult for me to focus and pay attention to your guys' work, <br />
especially since my subscription expired.  And now it's even more so <br />
difficult because I am very concerned about this and worried. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Quiz Time</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Apr 2007 22:07:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> Quizes</div><br /><br />Q: Kissed someone on your Watch friends list? nope<br />
Q: Been arrested? nope<br />
Q: Kissed someone you didnt like? no<br />
Q: Held a snake? nope<br />
Q: Been suspended from school? no<br />
Q: Been fired from a job? no<br />
Q: Sang karaoke? no<br />
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? probably<br />
Q: Laughed until you started crying? yep lol<br />
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no<br />
Q: Kissed in the rain? no<br />
Q: Sang in the shower? sometimes <br />
Q: Sat on a roof top? no<br />
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no<br />
Q: Broken a bone? ankle ...does that count?<br />
Q: Shaved your head? no<br />
Q: Played a prank on someone? probably<br />
Q: Had/have a gym membership? yep<br />
Q: Shot a gun? no<br />
Q: Donate blood? no<br />
Q: Had your heart broken? nope<br />
Q: Broken someones heart? nope<br />
<br />
<br />
"Who was your last?"<br />
just be 100% truthful<br />
LAST PERSON.<br />
<br />
1. Last person you texted? Hmm... ages ago someone who kept texting me.  Dunno who they were.<br />
<br />
2. You were in a car with? hmmm... can't remember... my mom I guess.<br />
<br />
3. Went to the movies with? My brother<br />
<br />
4. Went to the mall/town center with? Myself... I guess. <br />
<br />
5. You talked to on the phone? My mom<br />
<br />
6. Made you laugh? My best friend Russ<br />
<br />
7. You hugged? My Dad<br />
<br />
8. You cried with? Usually myself<br />
<br />
<br />
WOULD YOU RATHER...?<br />
<br />
1. Go on a date or go out with your friends? Hmmm... my friends.  I don't wanna be nervous on a date. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/embarrassed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blush:" title="Blush" /><br />
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2. Be serious or be funny? bit of both<br />
<br />
3. Drink whole or skim milk? whole milk<br />
<br />
4. Die in a fire or get shot? Neither<br />
<br />
<br />
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...<br />
<br />
1. Sun or moon? moon<br />
<br />
2. Winter or Fall? winter<br />
<br />
3. Left or right? right<br />
<br />
4. Sunny or rainy? rainy<br />
<br />
6. Where do you live? USA<br />
<br />
8. Do you want to get married? yeah oneday once i've grown up lol<br />
<br />
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl<br />
<br />
10. Do You Cook? sometimes<br />
<br />
11. Current mood? content<br />
<br />
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IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...<br />
<br />
1. Sang? Yep, in the car. heh.<br />
<br />
2. Been hugged? Yes<br />
<br />
3. Cried? No.<br />
<br />
4. Kissed someone? No.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>This Will Be Killer</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Apr 2007 21:53:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> The Killers</div><br /><br />Hiya Dudes,<br />
Wow! I am so excited about this week <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  I am gonna be going to see The Killers in concert! Yay!  I have to thank my beautiful sister for buying me a ticket and for being the best big sister in the world. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  My big brother, and big sister, and I are going to see them all together.  It is going to be just like when we were kids.   We were very close and still are, but theyve grown up and gotten married and such.  So, we dont exactly live together anymore under the same roof like we did when we were children.  Anyway, I am so excited.  I havent really done anything fun in ages.     <br />
<br />
I love The Killers and I think they are wonderful musicians with great songs.  I have created many memories to their songs.  They remind me a lot of when I was in college.  Good times. Good times.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> hehe  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" />   <br />
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*** I am choosing the song of the day by making a playlist out of the songs featured on the quiz I took.  I am randomly going to allow my computer to pick the song today <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Band Of The Day With Their Song Of The Day:<br />
Lightness By Death Cab For Cutie<br />
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There's a tear in the fabric of your favorite dress and I'm sneaking glances<br />
I'm looking for the patterns in static: they start to make sense the longer I'm at it<br />
<br />
Ivory lines lead...<br />
<br />
Your heart is a river that flows from your chest through every organ<br />
And your brain is the dam and I am the fish who can't reach the core<br />
<br />
Ivory lines lead...<br />
<br />
Oh, instincts are misleading; You shouldn't think what you're feeling<br />
They don't tell you what you know you should want<br />
<br />
Ivory lines lead...<br />
<br />
Oh instincts are misleading; You shouldn't think what you're feeling<br />
They don't tell you what you know you should want<br />
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Ivory lines lead...<div align="center"> <br />
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QUIZ<br />
RULES:<br />
1. Put your music player on shuffle.<br />
2. Press forward for each question.<br />
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!<br />
4. Tag 5 people.<br />
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.<br />
***<br />
1. How are you feeling today?<br />
Punchdrunk Lovesick Singalong  Radiohead <br />
LOL I love this song so sure why not <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
<br />
2. Will you get far in life?<br />
Hate  Catpower<br />
My goodness ...is that a no? <br />
Does that mean I wont get far in life and just hate everything? eeks <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> ...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
<br />
3. How do your friends see you?<br />
Star Witness by  Neko Case<br />
LOL I am not quite sure what that means hehe.  I got this song in a Mag with a free CD.  I dont even know the lyrics.<br />
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4. Will you get married?<br />
Lightness by Death Cab For Cutie <br />
Lightness is a good thing right?  *Goes to listen to the song and the lyrics* <br />
Hmmm this song is making me wonder Im gonna go with yes I think it means yes, I will get married <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> <br />
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5. Whats your best friends theme song?<br />
Hysteria by Muse<br />
LOL  will have to ask my best friend about that.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" /><br />
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6. What is the story of your life?<br />
Playground Love by Air <br />
Ahaha that doesnt sound accurate at all.<br />
<br />
7. What was High School like?<br />
Prove Yourself by Radiohead<br />
yep, that sounds about right for just about everyone <br />
<br />
8. How can you get ahead in life?<br />
New by No Doubt <br />
By making everything new? is that what tha... ]]></description>
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                <title>Sudafed Aisle Five</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Mar 2007 22:08:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> Sudafed Aisle 5</div><br /><br />ACHOOOOOOO!<br />
<br />
I've been pretty sick today.  I've slept a lot of the day apart from when I got up once to eat.  However, sleeping by itself doesn't make you start feeling better.  So, just a while ago I decided to raid the medicine cabinets.  However, there wasn't anything there for my symptoms: Itchy eyes, Runny Nose/Stuffy Nose (Weird...I dunno how that's possible to have both at the same time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" />), cough, sore throat, and congestion.  So, ultimately, I decided to drive myself to the drugstore.  <br />
<br />
All I could think of was that commercial....the Sudafed commercial.  The one that says "Sudafed aisle five."  I thought to myself I need relief....SUDAFED!  It seemed like heaven to me... I had to go get it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" />.  So, I saw it there and thought RELIEF! <br />
<br />
I thought to myself ...I need to make myself comfy.  So, I purchased that as welll as Puffs tissues with lotion...cos my nose was hurting and regular bath tissue (lol...toilet paper <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />) hurts my nose.  ...Hmmm... I also needed cough drops!  So I bought some Halls cough drops, which help with relief for my throat that's itchy and on fire.   <br />
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These days they make things more convenient for people with diabetes...no, I'm not a diabetic, but I am very glad they make sugar free cough drops because I can go through an economy size bag in a day <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> ...not really that's just an exaggeration.  None the less, it's better to have sugar free for your teeth.  I don't want any cavities.  <br />
<br />
Also, got hand sanitizer just to have and I bought some Wet Ones! which I suppose serves the same purpose.<br />
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Yes, and ice cream... my throat burns...it's essential <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" />.  <br />
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TALK SHOW HOST BY RADIOHEAD<br />
I want to, I want to be someone else or I'll explode <br />
Floating upon the surface for <br />
The birds, the birds, the birds <br />
<br />
You want me, well fucking well come and find me <br />
I'll be waiting with a gun and a pack of sandwiches <br />
And nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing <br />
<br />
You want me, well, come on and break the door down <br />
You want me, fucking come on and break the door down <br />
I'm ready, <br />
I'm ready, <br />
I'm ready, <br />
I'm ready <br />
I'm ready<br />
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There is no video for this song but someone on Youtube.com has made their own video for it.  If you are interested in listening to the song (which is amazing) or if youd like to see their video which features lots of guns and some violence <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" />  than check it out here: <a href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=V1HM7t1z9D8">[link]</a><br /><br />Journal CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://dxbutterfly.deviantart.com/">DxButterfly</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lunatic Ramblings &amp; Some Lovely Art</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Mar 2007 22:15:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> "All art is quite useless." - Oscar Wilde</div><br /><br />Ive decided to try and get back into drawing.  I remember when I was a little girl I used to love to draw, color, and paint.  I used to be able to do it for hours.  Yep, for hours!  I was a pretty good little girl.   I just sat and colored the whole entire day.  But then I started to hate art sometime during high school.  Hmmm, high school seems to make one hate everything hehe.  But I had my reasons why.  I just didnt like art class and how art was being graded on comparisons (at least thats how it seemed)and Im pretty sure a lot of the time it was being graded on comparison.  Creativity was also being rated.  That to me was ridiculous effort is finego ahead and rate/grade effort but creativity  thats not for someone to rate or to compare with someone elses creativity.  Everyone is different.  Are they not?  Thats why there are so many different styles and types of art right?  <br />
<br />
So, to be quite honest, I kind of grew this resentment for art.  And thats when I decided I didnt want to have anything to do with it really.  People find art as an escape a lot of the time (or a passion or something relaxing, etc), but I saw it as this sort of elitist shit.  <br />
<br />
I must have gone two years without drawing or creating anything.  And so, when I decided to get back into the swing of things it was very difficult for me.  I noticed I was impatient and had almost no passion for art.  And that to me was a bit sad because I used to love it so much.  That was my favorite thing as a kid and one of the things I remember most about being a kid.  So, losing art in many ways was like losing a part of myself I guess (and a rather big part).  <br />
<br />
So, now Im just trying to draw.  Its difficult for me though because Im not as passionate.  I also think its hard putting a lot of time into it, but I really want towhich is why I guess Im trying to hold on still.  <br />
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<div align="center"> Lovely Featured Art (Chosen By Me Because Its Thoughtful And Inspiring) <br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48433892/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs13/150/i/2007/040/d/f/All_of_These_Words_by_MirrorCradle.jpg" width="123" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48370244/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs14/150/i/2007/039/8/c/Behind_Closed_Doors_by_MirrorCradle.jpg" width="116" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4228490/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/150/images2.deviantart.com/i/2003/50/7/c/Irises.jpg" width="82" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7656777/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/150/images3.deviantart.com/i/2004/150/c/2/HOPE.jpg" width="82" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24692083/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs8/150/i/2005/305/9/a/MARTA_by_krecha.jpg" width="111" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />
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                <title>Ashes</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Feb 2007 23:33:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"> You are dust, and to dust you shall return.</div><br /><br />Tomorrow is Ash Wednesday, which marks the first day of Lent.  I am pretty happy about this because during this time I am probably the most ...religious.  Where during the rest of the year ...I am usually not <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />.  So, it is during this time that I feel closest to God.  <br />
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<br />
It's kind of strange in a way, to me, because people who aren't too religious (but Catholic) in the first place probably don't start becoming too religious during the Lenten season.  Myself, I kind of do.  (...Perhaps, they do too.  I am not sure.)  <br />
<br />
Everyday during Lent, I have always prayed the holy rosary.  And I have always thought it was beautiful.  <br />
<br />
A little bit of background:  <br />
I was raised Roman Catholic.  As a kid, I used to go to Mass every Sunday.  I used to pray every night before bed, before dinner, and what not.  I'd say from the beginning of my life Catholicism has always been a big part.  ...And in everything... And I always thought it was difficult being good, but never wanted to be bad.  So, in every little thought, and in every little worry, in every little action, I bear my little cross.  Now is my family very religious?  ...Not sure.  I know my beautiful mother kind of is.<br />
<br />
I am the type of person who worries lots... and I'm a bit of nervous person as well.  (So, many of the fears that go through my head and that I want to talk about to people i.e. family I get too worried to talk about.  Mostly, because people tend to fear what the closest people to them will think.  And since I am not that religious... I rarely speak to God anymore, which ultimately, means I keep lots of things to myself.) And so, this is why I'm happy that tomorrow is Ash Wednesday (The beginning of the Lenten season).  Because I suppose I have been so desperately dying to talk to God <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" />.  Of course, they say he is always available but rarely have I been trying to seek him out.  It is only during this time, for some reason, that I do.  <br />
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Tonight, I think I shall stare up into heaven and seek out what my soul so desperately desires.  And hope that it can mend my often despairing heart.  <br />
<br />
So, it's now that I think about all the conflicting sides to me.  Are there conflicting sides to everyone?  Do you ever want to cry, and then have your mother tell you everything will be alright?  But sometimes, you don't want to talk to anyone who is able to talk back.  Sometimes, you don't really want to talk to another human being.  <br />
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Tomorrow, I shall set out and purchase a rosary as mine has unfortunately broken.  All the beads disbanded ...but even so I shall try not to despair.  <br />
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Best wishes and love to you all.<br />
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-Priscilla<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I've Turned Back Into A Pumpkin!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Feb 2007 16:34:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hiya all,<br />
Not much is going on, which is pretty good I suppose.  I mean it's better than a lot of chaos going on in one's life.  Wouldn't you agree?  Anyway, my subscription ran out...hence the title of this journal.  I don't really mind though...not at the moment anyway.  I probably will in a few short days though <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> hehe.  To which, I will probably do something about it.  Mostly, I enjoy the way it looks better.  Honestly, the only reason I tried it was to see if it was any better...or worth it.  I will take the next couple of days to figure that out.  <br />
<br />
<br />
DRAWINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
<br />
I don't have any drawings in mind if that's what you all got from that (DRAWINGS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).  I wish I had many drawings in mind but I don't.  So someone please help me think fo something.  I'll give you a cookie.  The thing is I would really like to draw - but it's always the same old thing ... I don't know what to draw - which ends up making the creative process so damn difficult.  Oh, well.  <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Alrighty<br />
<br />
<br />
Seeya guys,<br />
Priscilla <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dedication To A Dear Friend</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Feb 2007 22:48:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hiya guys,<br />
<br />
Im writing this journal for a friend who means ever so much to me.  I dont know if he knows it, and I dont know if he gets told this very often but hes truly wonderful.  And there are so many things to compliment about him that I am not sure I would know quite where to start.  I wish him tons of happiness and happy times and want him to know that even though sometimes people get down, people get down, people get hurt there is always a reason to get back up again.  I know what its like to be down and gloomy and I just want to say: When Im downyou always help me up.  And I love your helping hand.  You mean quite a lot to me and when youre happy Im ecstatic.  So, please! Make me ecstatic? <br />
<br />
Also, I suppose I cant really tell people to be happy as I dont know every given situation.  However, I did want to say that tough times do get better.  It might take a whileit may seem like forever, but it will eventually happen.  You just have to let it.  <br />
<br />
Up and down up and downrollercoaster rides.  I apologize.  <br />
<br />
*So now to whats very important (to what must be said):<br />
<br />
Youre very important.  Youre inspiring.  Youre unique (one of a kind).  I wish so much that I knew more people like you.  I have many favorite people that I admire that are artists or musicians.  Mostly because I think they have made some sort of a difference.  Of course they are appealing because they are creative and have thoughtful minds.  Ive never known anyone like this personally.  Never held a conversation with a person like thatthat I admire so much.  Nope, not until I spoke with you.  So, I admire you very much because I think youre thoughtful and creative and overall quite interesting and kind.  Your kindness makes you such a beautiful person.  And I know we all have different sides to ussides we dont think are beautiful.  Sides that make us upset, scared, angry, depressedsides that make us feel pathetic or worthlessthere are so many sides that can contradict the very truthful words that I am saying.  Well, those sides are meaningless (only meant to tear us down).  And those sides (that we all possess and that you have encountered) could NEVER EVER compare to the truly beautiful things that stand out about you.  And there are so many things that stand out about you!  And I am sincerely not the only one who sees it.  I just wish you could see it like so many others see it in you.  <br />
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Song dedication to an important person:<br />
<br />
Face Of A Faith  Nellie McKay<br />
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You are the light I follow <br />
You are the face of a faith I love <br />
Oh my darling believe in me <br />
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You are the hymn I cover <br />
You are the king of an Indian dove <br />
Oh my darling the fever in me <br />
I wait for a while, I know <br />
But I let it go, yes I let it go <br />
My fear is gone <br />
<br />
You are the hope I cherish <br />
You are the care of a prayer I love <br />
Oh my darling believe in me <br />
In me <br />
<br />
Believe in me <br />
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Lots of love. Take care <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br /><br />******************************************************************<br />
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                <title>Happy To Hang Around</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:20:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I found a blog I quite like with music. Yay.  Anyway, thats all there is to report.  Not much going on.  Well, I will probably update this later.  At the moment, I aint one for words.  <br />
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Seeya suckas <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> <br />
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Xoxo,<br />
Priscilla <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br />
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Band of the Day/ Song of the Day:<br />
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<a href="http://URL address"><img src="http><a href="http://www.openingbands.com/reviews/images/travis.jpg">[link]</a>" alt="Name of Image" /</img> <br />
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TRAVIS - HAPPY TO HANG AROUND <br />
<br />
They were following me<br />
They were following everyone<br />
They had visions of me<br />
Holding hands walking in to the sun?<br />
Now people get down, people get down, people get hurt<br />
When you did it to me<br />
I was already in the ground<br />
<br />
And I'll never get into your heart<br />
Though I don't even want to start<br />
I'll never get into your heart<br />
I'm just happy to hang around<br />
Happy to hang around<br />
Happy to hang around<br />
<br />
Take a picture of me<br />
And show it to everyone<br />
And no more pictures of you<br />
No more love, no more setting sun<br />
Now people get down, people get down, people get hurt<br />
And when you did it to me<br />
I was already in the dirt<br />
<br />
And I'll never get into your heart<br />
Though I don't even want to start<br />
I'll never get into your heart<br />
I'm just happy to hang around<br />
Happy to hang around<br />
Happy to hang around<br />
<br />
And I'll never get into your heart<br />
Though I don't even want to start<br />
I'll never get into your heart<br />
I'm just happy to hang around<br />
Happy to hang around<br />
Happy to hang around</a><br /><br />******************************************************************<br />
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                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Finding Motivation</title>
                <link>http://Talkshowhost84.deviantart.com/journal/11488149/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jan 2007 22:17:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I didn't care to look at the last journal any longer...so, I decided to put up a new one.  I'm featuring my own pictures because I didn't know what else to put and because I just desparately wanted to change my journal.  I will feature a song as well because I haven't done so in quite a while.  <br />
<br />
**Holy Panic!  I cannot find my iPod** <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /><br />
                                              <br />
** Found my iPodThank you Saint Anthony! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pray.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":pray:" title="Pray" />  <br />
<br />
What song?  I'm unaware at the moment <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />.  I am thinking of one.   Dunno what song...dunno who by??  Oh, well.  If this is the only thing I have to figure out at the moment...I must be lucky.  <br />
<br />
I am not up to much.  I haven't been drawing either apart from the last drawing I submitted.  Although putting up all these deviations on display has given me some motivation to pick up a pencil.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" />  Yay!  <br />
<br />
****************************************************************<br />
MY ARTWORK:  <br />
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                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Another Poem</title>
                <link>http://Talkshowhost84.deviantart.com/journal/11427926/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Jan 2007 21:37:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am currently writing another poem.  One that should take me longer to write than twenty minutes again (although it might sound like it was written in ten minutes <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/laughing.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":laughing:" title="Laughing" />).  I think it's kind of the same thing as the last poem, but I am not sure.  I never can tell what I am doing. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confused.gif" width="15" height="30" alt=":-?" title=":-? (Confused)" /><br />
<br />
Just like the last poem, this one means a lot to me.  I'm growing attatched to it.  I dunno why...perhaps, there are reasons why.  Aren't there always reasons why?  ...Crap, there are always reasons why.  <br />
<br />
<br />
...I feel like jumping out of my skin.  What's the reason for that?<br />
I'm beginning to feel nervous.  And I am freezing cold.  I feel like I live in a different part of the country.  It doesn't feel like fucking sunny California.  I never hated winter so badly.  It represents everything that all those damn poets ever wrote about.  Winter equals death ultimately. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dead.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":dead:" title="Dead (RIP)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cynic.gif" width="20" height="21" alt=":cynic:" title="Cynic" /> <br />
<br />
I would go for a walk because I feel so nervous.  Yet, if I did I would freeze to death.  ...And I've been shaking like crazy.  ...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> <br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":cry:" title="Crying" />  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" width="20" height="17" alt=":crying:" title="Crying" />  <br />
<br />
I'm pacing the floor.  I'm staring at the ceiling.  ...I'm thinking about things, of which I am having a million thoughts.  <br />
<br />
...LOL, I just thought of something:<br />
I remember being at a bookstore and picking up a book of questions...(you have to ask yourself).  And one question said something like...would you rather be a happy simpleton or a depressed Van Gogh type?  I remember thinking I didn't have the guts to choose to be a happy simpleton.   ....ahahaha...ahahhahaha...  <br />
<br />
Oh, shit! ...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" />  <br />
<br />
Well, I suppose it's time to come to a close.  Yep, there's not much more to say.  <br />
<br />
Seeya.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dead.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":dead:" title="Dead (RIP)" /> <br />
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EDIT: <br />
<br />
Quiz<br />
<br />
FOUR JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE:<br />
<br />
1. Secretary<br />
2. errands<br />
3. errands<br />
4. errands<br />
<br />
FOUR MOVIES I WOULD WATCH OVER AND OVER AND OVER:<br />
1. Meeting People Is Easy<br />
2. Garden State<br />
3. Amelie<br />
4. Punchdrunk Love <br />
<br />
FOUR PLACES I HAVE LIVED:<br />
1. California<br />
2. Cali<br />
3. Kalifornia<br />
4. Cali-for-nia<br />
<br />
FOUR TV SHOWS I LOVE TO WATCH:<br />
1. Veronica Mars<br />
2. The Office<br />
3. Angel<br />
4. The Simpsons<br />
<br />
FOUR PLACES I'VE BEEN ON VACATION:<br />
1. The North side of my room<br />
2. The South side of my room		<br />
3. The West side of my room <br />
4. The East side of my room <br />
<br />
FOUR WEBSITES I VISIT DAILY:<br />
1. DeviantART<br />
2. Greenplastic.com<br />
3. Youtube.com<br />
4. Sites belonging to friends<br />
<br />
FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOODS:<br />
1. Pizza  <br />
2. Fettuccini <br />
3. Sandwich <br />
4. Chicken<br />
<br />
FOUR OF MY FAVORITE DRINKS:<br />
1. Water<br />
2. Fruit Juice<br />
3. Water<br />
4. More Water ? <br />
<br />
FOUR OF MY FAVORITE SONGS:<br />
1. Radiohead  Talk Show Host<br />
2. Travis  Pipe Dreams <br />
3. Placebo -  Without You Im Nothing<br />
4. Morrissey  Life Is A Pigsty <br />
<br />
FOUR PLACES I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:<br />
1. Dunno <br />
2. Dunno <br />
3. Dunno<br />
4. ...hmmm  <br />
<br />
FOUR WORDS/PHRASES I USE THE MOST:<br />
1. What up sucka?<br />
2. Shut it<br />
3. Whatever  <br />
4. <br />
<br />
FOUR OF MY FAVORITE MOVIE COUPLES:<br />
1. Dunno<br />
2. Dunno<br />
3. Dunno <br />
4. Dunno <br />
<br />
<br />
CONCLUSION:  Im extremely boring.<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/20205141/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/150/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/185/c/4/4th_of_July_by_karyaazure.jpg" width="142" height="150" /></... ]]></description>
                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Valentine Poem</title>
                <link>http://Talkshowhost84.deviantart.com/journal/11363997/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 15:07:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://URL address"><img src="C:\Documents and Settings\PRISCILLA ORNELAS\My Documents\My Pictures\Cilla's Deviant Art\13.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a><br /><br />I am currently writing a poem.  I normally wouldn't submit it here but I am going to.  I quite love this poem I am working on.  When I usually write poems they take me about ten or so minutes, but I cannot do that to this poem.  I want it to take me a while long.  A couple of days or so...but I'm impatient and don't have any idea if it should be finished later than tonight (a couple of hours on this poem should be progress over a few minutes though).  <br />
<br />
It is a Valentines poem...but has nothing to do with Valentines.  Does that make any sense?  It has the word 'Valentines' in it.  I dunno.  Maybe it is a Valentines poems afterall.  ...Can't be sure.  <br />
<br />
<br />
I am also working on a collage like picture.  I suppose.  I'm not very good at explaining things apparently.  It's of a vase of flowers.  It kind of looks like tissue paper vomitted all over the board I am using.  (Sorry for the descriptives.)  <br />
<br />
I have the ever so teeniest spark of creativity running through me at the moment, but I have no idea how long it shall last.  No longer than a couple of hours I presume.  After that it shall destruct.  <br />
<br />
I am just glad I got to write all of this down before it goes.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Systematic Self</title>
                <link>http://Talkshowhost84.deviantart.com/journal/11195703/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Dec 2006 00:31:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://URL address"><img src="C:\Documents and Settings\PRISCILLA ORNELAS\My Documents\My Pictures\Cilla's Deviant Art\13.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a><br /><br />Im putting up this journal because I wanted to change the Christmas music I had featured.  I went to my sisters place recently and she had Anything, Anything by Dramarama playing.  I quite liked the song so Im putting it up.  Im actually so happy Christmas is over.  Everything leading to that one day was terribly exhausting.  Now, we all have to get through New Year, which I hope wont be as strenuous.  At least we dont have to do Christmas shopping and feel bad about people we may have forgotten to get something for.  *Sis, Im so sorry!  Your present will be late. Not my fault the place I was going to get you a present at was closed on Christmas Eve* Anyway, Im very used to having to run around a lot and having to get things done, but this month was terrible.  Right now, I just feel very drained.<br />
<br />
So, New Years is coming up.  I cant think of a resolution.  I just want to be more organized.  I guess that will be my resolution.  ...I currently have a headache.  I have too much to think about.  I cant really sleep very well.  I go to sleep too late and wake up too early.  More or less, lately anyway, I get about four hours of sleep.  That might sound like a lot to someoneI dunno.  Today, I drank two Pepsis.  I think they made me sick.  Im not used to drinking soda especially two of em.  I feel like I ate a box of sugar or somethingyuck. <br />
<br />
Anyway, I am incredibly bored at the moment (even despite the fact that I feel terribly drained).  I cant sleepnot even if I tried.  There is no point.  Not even counting sheep can help me sleep.  *heheI had a memory of counting to a couple thousand once*  What a waste of time.  Everything feels like a waste of time at the moment.  <br />
<br />
Lastly, I havent been feeling very creative lately.  I wanna draw but have absolutely no idea what to draw.  I had a couple of ideas a while back, but no longer want to do them.  I think Im going to plan myself a day trip of some sort. It has come to mind just now.  *Wishes someone would drive me as I dont want to do anymore driving for the rest of the year or next year* thats it.  Im getting quite a headache.  However, today... today should be a good day.<br />
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<a href="http://URL address"><img src="http://www.spacecityrock.com/marc/albums/dramarama1985.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a><br />
<br />
ANYTHING, ANYTHING BY DRAMARAMA <br />
<br />
Okay, what is it tonight?<br />
Please just tell me what the hell is wrong!<br />
Do you wanna eat?<br />
Do you wanna sleep?<br />
Do you wanna drown?<br />
<br />
Just settle down, settle down, settle down!<br />
<br />
I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills<br />
give you anything you want--<br />
hundred-dollar bills<br />
I'll even let you watch the shows you wanna see<br />
just marry me marry me marry me!<br />
<br />
I'm so sick of you tonight<br />
you never stay awake when I get home<br />
Is something wrong with me?<br />
Is something wrong with you?<br />
I really wish I knew wish I knew wish I knew!<br />
<br />
I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills<br />
I'll give you anything you want--<br />
hundred-dollar bills<br />
I'll even let you watch the shows you wanna see<br />
Because you marry me marry me marry me!<br />
Marry me marry me marry me!<br />
<br />
I was young, I learned a game<br />
And love and happiness were the same<br />
Now I'm older and I don't play--<br />
I found out the hardest way.<br />
<br />
I got wasted she got mad<br />
Called me names and she called her dad<br />
He got crazy and I did too<br />
Wondered what I did to you.<br />
<br />
I gave you candy, gave you diamonds, gave you pills<br />
Gave you anything you want--<br />
Hundred-dollar bills!<br />
I even let you hear the songs I want to sing<br />
I'll give you anything anything anything<br />
I'll give you anything anything anything<br />
I'll give you anything anything anything<br />
anything<br />
anything <br />
anything<br />
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<br />
Other Deviants Deviations Of The Day: (Not so many featured pictures today Im too tired to look.  No theme)<br />
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                <title>Christmas Is Coming</title>
                <link>http://Talkshowhost84.deviantart.com/journal/11151524/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Dec 2006 14:39:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Christmas shopping has been a bit of a pain.  We're almost at Christmas though, which is good because afterwards no one will have to worry about all the holiday chaos (with shopping and such).  I'm thinking about whether or not I should go to a Christmas party I was invited to.  I want to go, but I also don't care to.  That's kind of funny (maybe not).  Anyway, will sleep on it.  As for the holiday's, I hope it's wonderful for everyone.  <br />
<br />
Right now, I'm thinking about my best friend.  I hope she has a good Christmas...I don't know if I will see her this year.  I wanted to, but she's a grown up with a hectic schedule and I dunno how things will end up.  And if by chance she is reading this, I just want to say I'm sorry for not returning your messages.  I've been lazy, and have become too dull.  In which case, my dull, boring self doesn't want to bore you to death.  However, I do want you to know I miss you to pieces and love you lots.  I must visit you soon!!!  <br />
<br />
I have put up three Christmas songs.  I love these songs.  Yep.  Hope they put you in a cheery mood full of Christmas and holiday cheer.  (Will need to send these songs to you Koy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" />.  I want to wish you a merry Christmas.)  <br />
<br />
Tomorrow is December 23rd:  And I want to wish you all a Happy Festivus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahhahahhehehehhe.<br />
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<br />
A Great Big Sled by the Killers<br />
<br />
This snowman is shaping up to be an eight <br />
But not out of ten <br />
The robots awake to find that they've been taped down <br />
Wondering when <br />
They break though these chains <br />
But little boys have action toys for brains <br />
I'm living proof it can last a long time <br />
Now the girls up the street are innocent and sweet <br />
While their all in bed <br />
They got their makeup and dreams of wonderland <br />
Sprinkled inside their heads <br />
Soon they will change <br />
But tonight Hollywood hills never seem so strange <br />
Their mothers pray it will last a long time <br />
<br />
I wanna roll around like a kid in the snow <br />
I wanna relearn what I already know <br />
Just let me take flight dressed in red <br />
Through the night on a great big sled <br />
I wanna wish you merry Christmas <br />
HO HO HO<br />
<br />
Now the boys are all grown up <br />
And there working their fingers to the bone <br />
They go around chasing them girls on the weekend <br />
You know they still can't be alone <br />
I've been raking my brain <br />
With thoughts of peace and love <br />
How on earth did we get so mixed up? <br />
I pray to god it don't last a long time <br />
<br />
I wanna roll around like a kid in the snow <br />
I wanna relearn what I already know <br />
Just let me take flight dressed in red <br />
Through the night on a great big sled <br />
<br />
I hear the sound of bells <br />
Theres something on the roof <br />
I wonder what this night <br />
Will bring <br />
<br />
I wanna roll around like a kid in the snow <br />
I wanna relearn what I already know <br />
Just let me take flight dressed in red <br />
Through the night on a great big sled <br />
<br />
I wanna wish you merry Christmas <br />
Can't do that <br />
I wanna wish you merry Christmas <br />
Cant do that <br />
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Last Christmas By Jimmy Eat World (originally by Wham)<br />
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Last Christmas, I gave you my heart<br />
the very next day you gave it away<br />
this year to save me the tears<br />
Ill give it to someone special.<br />
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Last Christmas, I gave you my heart<br />
the very next day you gave it away<br />
this year to save me the tears<br />
Ill give it to someone special.<br />
<br />
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart<br />
the very next day you gave it away<br />
this year to save me the tears<br />
Ill give it to someone special.<br />
<br />
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart<br />
the very next day you gave it away<br />
this year to save me the tears<br />
Ill give it to someone special.<br />
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A face on a lover with a fire in his heart<br />
A man undercover but you tore me apart<br />
Now Ive found the real love, now I found<br />
Youll never fool me again!<br />
<br />
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart<br />
A man undercover but you tore me apart<br />
Now Ive found the real love, now I found<br />
Youll never fool me again!<br />
<br />
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart<br />
the very next day you gave it away<br />
this year to save me the tears<br />
Ill give it to someone special.<br />
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Last Christmas, I gave you my heart<br />
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:54:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was tired of looking at the last journal.  So, Im putting up this one.  I also changed the song Im featuring.  I love this one.  Its by Stars and I think they are really good and to me this song is beautiful.  Im dead bored at the moment.  I suppose I could browse deviantArt, but that seems so time consuming.  Maybe I will go to sleep, but Im not tired.  I dont feel very creative so Im not going to draw.  I had a few ideas to draw, but the only way to get them done is if someone kicks me in the ass.  <br />
Moving along... Ill more than likely recline and stare off into space and just think.  Yeah, I guess thats what I will do.    <br />
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<a href="http://URL address"><img src="http://www.bethepower.com/images/stars_setyourselfonfire.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a><br />
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One More Night by Stars<br />
<br />
Try as he might he's unable to speak<br />
He grabs her by the hair, he strokes her on the cheek<br />
The bed is unmade like everything is<br />
Dark little heaven at the top of the stairs<br />
Take me like that, ruin it all<br />
Then build it again by the light in the hall<br />
He drops to his knees says please my love, please<br />
I'll kill who you hate, take off that dress, you won't freeze<br />
<br />
One more night, that was a good one<br />
One more night, I dreamed it was a good one<br />
One more, one more night, that was a good one<br />
One more night, the end should be a good one<br />
A good one<br />
<br />
He starts with her back cause that's what he sees<br />
When she's breaking his heart she still fucks like a tease<br />
Release to the sky, look him straight in the eye<br />
And tell him that now, that you wish he would die<br />
You'll never touch him again so get what you can<br />
Leaving him empty just because he's a man<br />
So good when it ends, they'll never be friends<br />
One more night, that's all they can spend<br />
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One more night, that was a good one<br />
One more night, I dreamed it was a good one<br />
One more, one more night, that was a good one<br />
One more night, the end should be a good one<br />
A good one <br />
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Deviations Of The Day (Chosen By Me):  Theme:  Start Reading People!  Its good for you. (Click On Images) These are poems written by DrowningByWords  <a href="http://drowningbywords.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/drowningbywords.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="drowningbywords" /></a>  At a recent campout, I found gold.  And this is some of it.  There is no specific order these are in.  However, there are a few that I quite like in particular.  Two are my absolute favoritespossibly three.  Damn!  I like them all.     <br />
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MY TWO BEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD: (THESE ARE THEIR SITES) <br />
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MY BEST FRIEND'S PAGE: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/29337230">[link]</a><br />
This page belongs to my best friend.  She is beautiful and talented.  You must listen to her music and her lovely voice here   <br />
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                <title>Quiz</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Dec 2006 18:22:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1) Full Name: Talkshowhost84<br /><br />2) Male/Female:<br /><br />3) Were you named after anyone?: <br />4) Does your name mean anything? <br /><br />5) Nick Name(s): <br /><br />6) If you had to choose a new name, what would it be? Sadie<br /><br />7) Date Of Birth: <br />8) Place of Birth and Current Location: <br /><br />9) Nationality: American<br /><br />10) Astrology Sign: Capricorn<br />11) Chinese Astrology Sign: <br />12) Religion: Roman Catholic<br /><br />13) WhatÂs your favorite smell?: Lucky You (for girlsÂand boys)<br /><br />14) Political Position?: Democrat<br /><br />15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water or Tea<br /><br />16) Hair + Eye Colour: Dark brown hair and brown eyes.<br /><br />17) Do you look like anyone famous?:  No se. <br />18) What do you look like?: <br /><br />19) Any unusual talents?: none<br />20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty.<br /><br />21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: AsexyÂheheh... straight<br />22) What do you do for a living?: I used to work in enrollment.<br /><br />23) What do you do for fun?: Not much.  IÂm boring.<br /><br />24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Pen, Paper, Pencil,<br />PC and music<br /><br />25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: None in particular Â at least not at the moment<br /><br />26) Have you met your grandparents? Yes, I have.<br /><br />27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: No<br /><br />28) Crush: Yes! I mean No!! I mean Maybe so???<br /><br />29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: None, IÂd be afraid of Âem. <br /><br />30) Current worries?: LotsÂ DonÂt wanna think about Âem.<br />31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s):  OohÂ ini mini miny moÂ<br />32) Favorite place to be?: In the right frame of mine<br /><br />33) Least favorite place to be?: At a funeral<br /><br />34) Do you burn or tan?: burn baby burn<br /><br />35) Ever break a bone?: Ankle once<br />36) What is your favorite cereal?: Oatmeal I guess.  <br /><br />37) Person you cry with: Myself<br /><br />38) Any sisters:  Two<br />39) Any brothers: Two<br /><br />40) Any pets: A doggy named AlfieÂalthough heÂs kind my older brothers dog.<br /><br />41) A unique quality?: I wish <br /><br />42) High Speed Internet? Yes<br /><br />43) A Personal phone line: Nope<br /><br />44) A Cell phone: YesÂm<br /><br />45) A visible birthmark: YesÂm<br /><br />46) A Pool or hot tub: Pool<br /><br />47) A Car: Yes<br /><br /><br />*Describe Your...<br />48) Personality: DonÂt got one of those.<br /><br />49) Driving: I drive great after everyone including Billy Joel. <br /><br />50) Your clothing style: None<br /><br />51) Room: It has a bed, computer, desk, drawers, etc.<br />52) WhatÂs missing: Lots of things.<br />53) School: Going back in January. <br /><br />54) Bed: What about it??  <br /><br />55) Relationship with your parent(s): In good standing<br /><br /><br />*Do YouÂ<br />56) Believe in yourself: Never thought about itÂsometimes yesÂ sometimes no.<br /><br />57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: Once or Twice...mostly not.<br />58) Consider yourself a good listener: Come Again???<br /><br />59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: I used to have lotsÂbut realized they were all pipe.  <br />60) Get Along with your parents: Yeah, Yeah, Yeah.  <br />61) Save your e-mail conversations: Sometimes<br /><br />62) Pray: Not very oftenÂalthough, I really think I should.  Was telling my Mom I didnÂt think it worked.  Feel bad about that.  <br /><br />63) Believe in reincarnation: Nope<br /><br />64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: Yep, sometimes three.  <br /><br />65) Like to talk on the phone: I donÂt like it.  I donÂt dislike it. <br /><br />66) Like to eat?: As long as itÂs not gross food.  <br /><br />67) Like to exercise?: I like to take walks. <br />68) Like to watch sports?: No<br /><br />69) Sing in the car?: Once in a whileÂ not very often.<br /><br />70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: Failing courses I am enrolled in.  <br /><br />71) Dream in color: Yes. <br /><br />72) Do you have nightmares?: Once in a while. <br /><br />73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: No<br /><br /><br />*What Is..<br />74) Right next to you: A small table.<br /><br />75) On your favorite coffee cup? Caramel. <br />76) On your mouse pad: A mouse<br /><br />77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: DonÂt care<br />79) Your dream honeymoon spot: DonÂt got one of those.<br /><br />80) Your dream husband/wife: HavenÂt thought up one yet. <br />81) Hiding in your closet?: I donÂt know theyÂre hiding. <br /><br />82) Under your bed: a box<br /><br />83) The name of your closest/best friends?: Koy and Kim<br />84) Your bad time of the day: MorningÂs I suppose. <br /><br />85) Your worst fear(s): Feeling stupid. <br />86) The weather like: Cold<br />87) Your favorite time of year?: Winter..December.<br /><br />88) Your favorite holiday?: Christmas<br /><br />89) A material weakness?: I donÂt t... ]]></description>
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                <title>La Vie En Rose</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Dec 2006 23:38:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44442881/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs9/150/f/2006/343/6/2/TSH84_Journal_by_Talkshowhost84.jpg" width="150" height="81" /></a></span></span><br /><br />Not much goin' on with me, but here's some stuff to look at: <br />
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Words by Mack David (Original French Lyrics by Edith Piaf)<br />
Performed by Edith Piaf<br />
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Hold me close and hold me fast<br />
The magic spell you cast<br />
This is la vie en rose<br />
When you kiss me, Heaven sighs<br />
And though I close my eyes<br />
I see la vie en rose<br />
When you press me to your heart<br />
I'm in a world apart<br />
A world where roses bloom<br />
And when you speak <br />
Angels sing from above<br />
Every day words <br />
Seem to turn into love songs<br />
Give your heart and soul to me<br />
And life will always be <br />
La vie en rose<br />
 <br />
Quand il me prend dans ses bras<br />
Il me parle tout bas<br />
Je vois la vie en rose<br />
Il me dit des mots d'amour<br />
Des mots de tous les jours<br />
Et ça m'fait quelque chose<br />
Il est entré dans mon coeur<br />
Une part de bonheur<br />
Dont je connais la cause<br />
C'est toi pour moi, moi pour toi, dans la vie<br />
Tu me l'as dit, l'as juré, pour la vie<br />
 <br />
Give your heart and soul to me<br />
And life will always be<br />
La vie en rose <br />
<br />
***Listen to the song here (It is very beautiful): <a href="http://solosong.net/rose.html">[link]</a><br />
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Other Deviant's Deviations Of The Day (Chosen By Me): <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/31710473/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/102/8/5/dying__by_poop_art.jpg" width="150" height="116" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44081381/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/337/5/3/emo___love___by_XkambrielX.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44073270/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/337/c/c/Junefish_Rainstorm_by_unclepatrick.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42586308/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/309/d/1/The_smile_still_on_his_lips_by_johnclark80.jpg" width="105" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42585670/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/309/d/f/I_should_have_never_told_by_johnclark80.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42586414/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/309/a/8/Her_I_could_not_fight_by_johnclark80.jpg" width="98" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43185292/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs12/150/f/2006/320/3/5/No_Need_to_Get_Tough_About_Thi_by_johnclark80.jpg" width="104" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23007260/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/150/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/259/d/1/Eliza_blindfold_lolita_by_woodeye.jpg" width="102" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43752959/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs12/150/f/2006/331/7/6/unique_rose_by_Feyenar.jpg" width="141" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43430706/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs10/150/f/2006/325/5/0/tres_colores_by_complejo.jpg" width="150" height="100" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43445254/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs10/150/f/2006/325/0/8/the_toil_of_a_typist_by_saspunemcuvinte.jpg" width="103" height="150" /></a></span></span> <br />
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My Most Favorite Person In The Whole Wide... dA:  <a href="http://drowningbywords.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/drowningbywords.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="drowningbywords" /></a> <br />
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                <title>Smile Priscilla</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Nov 2006 02:29:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://URL address"><img src="C:\Documents and Settings\PRISCILLA ORNELAS\My Documents\My Pictures\13.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a><br /><br />Ive been thinking quite a lot and have thought up a million ideas.  I didnt expect this, but as long as the ideas are fresh in my mind (and are interesting to me), I shall pursue them.  Ive got at least four or five ideas for portraits.  I just need the motivation to execute these ideas before they become a flash in the pan.  So, Im a bit good today, although, it took me a while to be a bit good.  <br />
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I went to Mass today and had myself an anxiety attack whilst there, which resulted in me jumping out of the pews and leaving a good half an hour early (which is kind of weird looking  makes it look like I was running out on God).  I guess I was trying to create a more religious person in me, or rather, a religious person in me.  Or maybe I was trying figure out a belief system.  All I can say is I was desperately trying.  Perhaps, next Sunday (should I decide to go back to church) I will be able to stay for the whole Mass.  <br />
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Driving myself home wasnt that fun.  I am a terrible driver, and have no patience for people going ten below speed limit.  Its much worse driving when youre not in the right state of mind.  Also, Ive been feeling anxious for a while now.  Im not doing what I am supposed to be doing taking what I am supposed to be taking.   <br />
But anyway, back to driving.  I want to stop driving or at least learn how to drive properly.  Its just that I am an errands girl.  Thats all I seem to ever do, which is why I am constantly running, rushingconstantly.  Im trying to figure out how to take things easy, but its not easy.  Its rather difficult.  <br />
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This week I have been rather impulsive and have made some decisions that were impetuous.  As a result, my occupation is now: American Idle.  So, I guess Im taking a break, but Im not sure I know how to do that.  If anyone could suggest what to do when someone has suddenly been given all the time in the world please do tell me.  I dont want to feel lazy and useless because of a stupid decision I made.  <br />
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Band Of The Day/Song Of The Day:<br />
<a href="http://URL address"><img src="http://store.milesofmusic.com/images/mmiller-whenH.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a> <br />
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Michael Miller - Smile Priscilla<br />
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Oh, Priscilla<br />
You did it,<br />
You did it, again<br />
You made me so happy, yeah<br />
Happy you did<br />
I was drunk as the angels<br />
The day you were saved<br />
You made me so happy, yeah<br />
Happy you did<br />
Oh, Priscilla<br />
Youll kill them <br />
Youll kill them<br />
You did<br />
You undressed the demons<br />
That filled up my head<br />
You made me so happy, yeah<br />
Happy you did<br />
Oh, Priscilla<br />
(you)<br />
<br />
So Smile <br />
Youll make me happy<br />
Smile<br />
Youll make me happy<br />
Smile<br />
Oh, Priscilla!<br />
You did it <br />
You did it <br />
Again <br />
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Other Deviant's Deviations Of The Day (Chosen By Me): Today's Theme: SMILES ... Show Me Yours!!!<br />
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                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Excruciatingly Long Time...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Nov 2006 13:40:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wanted to submit some art.  Unfortunately, however, this dang thing isn't letting me do so.  I tried numerous times.  It's takes an excruciatingly long time to download the file you're trying to submit.  In fact, it never did download what I was trying to submit.   I liked the old way better!!!! Much better!!! This isn't as smooth as pie...like they said.  I am not too happy about this.  <br />
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Moving along...<br />
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Things are pretty good.  I've been spending time with my siblings, which is good.  My sister and I had dinner.  Then we went to the mall.  There is a kiosk that sells drawings...I'm sure you've all seen those before... Anyway, I was basically saying who even buys those???  Then, I ended up buying one.  Hehe.  Well, my sister ended up buying me a Morrissey picture.  So, I shall be hanging it up on my wall.  We had a pretty fun time.  <br />
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Moving along...<br />
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Tomorrow is Thanksgiving.  Isn't it?  (I can't remember a thing).  Well, I wish you all a great Thanksgiving.  I picked up a turkey, and it gave me a headache (that's pretty random, but it just happened to enter my head) It wasn't very big either.  Lots of randomness... all the time... always in my head.  But, anyway, everyone have a happy day tomorrow.  I promise I will try to have one.  Heck, I will have one ok.   ... I will be updating this journal later with a song and deviations of the day.  <br />
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Bye, <br />
Priscilla.Talkshowhost84. <br />
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Band Of The Day/Song Of The Day:<br />
<a href="http://URL address"><img src="http://image.allmusic.com/00/amg/cov200/drh100/h171/h17101evw40.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a> <br />
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She Wants Revenge -  Red Flags And Long Nights<br />
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Sick of trying to find a way inside <br />
Sick and tired of all the after <br />
Sick of trying to find a way to slide <br />
Even though it always ends in laughter <br />
Its never hard to tell when things are done <br />
She looked into my eyes and a voice said RUN <br />
She says that Im a mess but its alright <br />
Whether its 2 weeks, 2 years or just tonight <br />
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You can occupy my every sigh, <br />
You can rent a space inside my mind <br />
At least until the price becomes too? HIGH <br />
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I can find a reason that we should quit <br />
I can find a reason to do it <br />
I can find excuses for all my shit <br />
She tells me just to work right through it <br />
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Shes pretty and I like her but shes too well <br />
Cos I need red flags and long nights and she can tell <br />
Its not that its my fault its just my style <br />
Beginning with a look and then a smile <br />
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You can occupy my every sigh, <br />
You can rent a space inside my mind <br />
At least until the price becomes too? HIGH <br />
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She don't need a thing, she don't need saving or a lay <br />
Shes got all the friends around and you can hear them say: <br />
Hes not into you hes into the idea of? <br />
But little do they know that shes not through <br />
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You can occupy my every sigh, <br />
You can rent a space inside my mind <br />
At least until the price becomes too? HIGH<br />
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Other Deviants' Deviation's Of The Day (Chosen By Me): Theme: No Theme Today.  Just Cool Pictures.  <br />
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                <title>Vacant</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Nov 2006 20:58:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Lets Begin With An Oscar Wilde Quote: <br />
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"You must not find symbols in everything you see. It makes life impossible."<br />
-- Salome<br /><br />(*NOTE: This jounal actually has nothing to do with the above quote.)<br />
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I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.  Ive been feeling irritated.  It doesnt matter.  Mostly, I just feel kind of different  off. Today seems rather weird and I dont know quite how to explain.  I guess many people feel this way from time to time.  Its just irritating.  The time has changed and it now gets dark at about 4:30 pm.  I find it depressing.  I cant find my phone people have been calling me.  I cant return their calls.  As a joke, I tell<br />
them I have been avoiding them.  Oh, who cares!  I went to the doc today, and that was about it.  Not much.  I guess if I look on the Brightside, today might just have been better than a lot of other days.  If I look... but sometime that can be impossible.   <br />
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Theres a major vacancy somewhere and its bugging the hell out of me.<br />
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Band Of The Day & Song Of The Day:<br />
<a href="http://URL address"><img src="http://www.section3.com/records/images/garbage.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a> <br />
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[This song is the only thing that sounds/feels very right at the moment.  Everything else feels completely wrong.]<br />
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MEDICATION BY GARBAGE<br />
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I don't need an education <br />
I learnt all I need from you <br />
They've got me on some medication <br />
My point of balance was askew <br />
It keeps my temperature from rising <br />
My blood is pumping through my veins <br />
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Somebody get me out of here <br />
I'm tearing at myself <br />
Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else <br />
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I wear myself out in the morning <br />
You're asleep when I get home <br />
Please don't call me self defending <br />
You know it cuts me to the bone <br />
And it's really not surprising <br />
I hold a force I can't contain <br />
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And still you call me co-dependent <br />
Somehow you lay the blame on me <br />
And still you call me co-dependent <br />
Somehow you lay the blame on me <br />
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Somebody get me out of here <br />
I'm tearing at myself <br />
I've got to make a point these days <br />
To extricate myself <br />
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And still you call me co-dependent <br />
Somehow you lay the blame on me <br />
And still you call me co-dependent <br />
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Somehow you lay the blame on me [3x]<br />
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Other Artists Deviations Of The Day: Theme Of The Day: Oh, come on <br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22913161/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/150/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/257/f/5/Depression_by_Sugarsheepp.jpg" width="86" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28196088/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs9/150/i/2006/026/c/d/where_are_you_by_suzi9mm.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/30690836/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/080/5/9/depression_by_cl502.jpg" width="150" height="88" /></a></span></span>  <br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/31049831/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/088/4/5/Depression_by_Vicdaen.jpg" width="150" height="110" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/30476630/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs10/150/i/2006/076/6/2/Bang_Bang_by_nissa.jpg" width="150" height="117" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42529526/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/309/3/6/Fall_From_Grace_by_VacantBox.jpg" width="150" height="148" /></a></span></span><br />
****************************************************** My Very Own Deviation(s) Of The Day: Featured because I remember exactly why I created them in the first place.<br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42284529/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/304/6/2/Tears_Of_A_Clown_by_Talkshowhost84.jpg" width="150" height="121" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42284327/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/304/a/6/Sad_Beauty_by_Talkshowhost84.jpg" width="150" height="118" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/37064119/"><img s... ]]></description>
                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Dedicated To My First Lady Man</title>
                <link>http://Talkshowhost84.deviantart.com/journal/10720733/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Nov 2006 08:13:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hahaha!!!   *Won't tell anyone if you like this song, promise*<br /><br />Justin Timberlake - Sexy Back  <br />
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**NOTE: Please read bottom of page before clicking this away Clyde**<br />
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Im bringing sexy back <br />
Them other boys dont know how to act <br />
I think its special, whats behind your back? <br />
So turn around and Ill pick up the slack <br />
(Take it to the bridge)<br />
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Dirty babe, you see these shackles<br />
Baby Im your slave<br />
Ill let you whip me if I misbehave<br />
Its just that no one makes me feel this way<br />
(Take it to the chorus)<br />
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Come here girl, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Come to the back, go ahead be gone with it<br />
VIP, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Drinks on me, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Let me see what your twerkin' with, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Look at those hips, go ahead be gone with it<br />
You make me smile, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Go 'head child, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Get your sexy on, go ahead be gone with it (7x)<br />
Get your sexy on.<br />
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Im bringing sexy back<br />
Them motherf***ers don't know how to act<br />
Girl let me make up for all the things you lack<br />
Cause youre burning up, Ive got to get it fast<br />
(Take it to the bridge)<br />
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Dirty babe, you see these shackles<br />
Baby Im your slave<br />
Ill let you whip me if I misbehave<br />
Its just that no one makes me feel this way<br />
(Take it to the chorus)<br />
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Come here girl, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Come to the back, go ahead be gone with it<br />
VIP, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Drinks on me, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Let me see what your twerkin' with, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Look at those hips, go ahead be gone with it<br />
You make me smile, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Go 'head child, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Get your sexy on, go ahead be gone with it (7x)<br />
Get your sexy on.<br />
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(You Ready?) (3x)<br />
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Im bringing sexy back<br />
Them motherf***ers watch how I attack<br />
If thats your girl, better watch your back<br />
Cause youre burning up for me, and thats a fact<br />
(Take it to the chorus)<br />
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Come here girl, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Come to the back, go ahead be gone with it<br />
VIP, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Drinks on me, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Let me see what your twerkin' with, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Look at those hips, go ahead be gone with it<br />
You make me smile, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Go 'head child, go ahead be gone with it<br />
Get your sexy on, go ahead be gone with it (7x)<br />
Get your sexy on.<br />
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                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>More Random Stuff</title>
                <link>http://Talkshowhost84.deviantart.com/journal/10712772/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Nov 2006 14:16:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Todays artist of the day is Bree Sharp.  I love her music.  The song that is being featured today is one of my very favorites of hers.  Some may know of Bree Sharp from her song David Duchovny, which was quite a hit amongst fans of the show The X-Files.   Anyway, this song is great.  Check it out.  I luvs it.  <br />
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Band of the day with their song of the day:<br />
<a href="http://URL address"><img src="http://www.discoveringartists.com/images/cdcovers/bree_sharp-more_bs.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a> <br />
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The Ballad of Grim & Lily by Bree Sharp<br />
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It's six o'clock, the sun goes down <br />
The hotel shudders with the sound Of Grim and Lily's kiss good-bye <br />
(Oh, baby, not good-bye) <br />
Tired of their life of crime they make a plan for one last time <br />
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We'll be on an island, far away, all alone <br />
We'll be on an island, tucked away, my love <br />
We're almost home <br />
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A painting of a velvet clown <br />
Hides enough to skip this town <br />
If Grim gets there before his boss <br />
He'll pull the final double-cross <br />
Lily flicks her cigarette <br />
Her face is tight and white and wet, <br />
But Grim's so tired of his gun <br />
Says, "Lil, I wanna see the ocean" <br />
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We'll be on an island, far away, all alone <br />
We'll be on an island, tucked away, my love <br />
We're almost home <br />
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Time is ticking, pulse is quickening<br />
She's sick about the thickness of this plot <br />
Her fingers knot, the car is hot and it takes all the strength she's got not to fall <br />
apart when she hears the single shot <br />
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Lily bends to meet Grim's face. As they hold hands, she whispers... <br />
"We've come so far, we're almost home, we've come so far. Don't <br />
give this up. Don't give this up -- look in my eyes... <br />
And you'll see an island, far away, all alone. We'll be on an island, tucked away, my <br />
love, we're almost home..." <br />
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Picture/Deviation(s) of the day: (Cos I think they're are so darn cool, and should be looked at a million times over)  <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/11239600/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs5/150/i/2004/281/f/d/Hedy_Lamarr_2001_by_vectorsedge.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10568117/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs4/150/i/2004/256/1/f/Vivien_Leigh_by_jackieocean.jpg" width="132" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42036272/"><img src="http://tn1-4.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/299/e/8/Sylvia_Pout_by_Heartbrainlunggut.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span> <br />
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My Own Pic/Deviation of the day: (Cos it's special today) <br />
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Pretty In Pretend's Deviation of the day:<br />
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***MY BEST FRIEND'S PAGE: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/29337230">[link]</a><br />
This page belongs to my best friend.  She is beautiful and talented.  You must listen to her music and her lovely voice here   <br />
<a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=80431053">[link]</a><br />
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***CHECK OUT ONE OF MY VERY BEST BFF's PAGE HERE: <a href="http://girlstalkinsmack.com/">[link]</a><br />
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                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Morrissey Makes Me Cry</title>
                <link>http://Talkshowhost84.deviantart.com/journal/10689956/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:37:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Morrissey is today's featured artist because 'Life Is A Pigsty' makes me cry.  Anyone capable of doing so through music/art has to be incredibly amazing.  Everyone already knows Morrissey is exceptional.  This is no news, but I'm still putting him on my featured artist for today just because of the fact. <br />
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Quotes Of The Day: (From my favorite writer and one of the best this world has ever produced: Oscar Wilde)<br />
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"Life is much too important a thing ever to talk seriously about it."<br />
-- Vera, of The Nihilists<br />
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"The world is a stage, but the play is badly cast."<br />
-- Lord Arthur Savile's Crime<br />
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"Nothing spoils a romance so much as a sense of humor in the woman - or the want of it in the man."<br />
-- A Woman of No Importance<br />
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"To love oneself is the beginning of a life-long romance."<br />
-- An Ideal Husband<br />
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Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination.<br />
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Arguments are to be avoided; they are always vulgar and often convincing.<br />
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Every portrait that is painted with feeling is a portrait of the artist, not of the sitter.<br />
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Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months.<br />
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Illusion is the first of all pleasures.<br />
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Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.<br />
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Morality, like art, means drawing a line someplace.<br />
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Most modern calendars mar the sweet simplicity of our lives by reminding us that each day that passes is the anniversary of some perfectly uninteresting event.<br />
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The aim of life is self-development. To realize one's nature perfectly - that is what each of us is here for.<br />
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Everything is dangerous, my dear fellow. If it wasn't so, life wouldn't be worth living.<br />
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The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it.<br />
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Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes<br />
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The only thing that sustains one through life is the consciousness of the immense inferiority of everybody else, and this is a feeling that I have always cultivated.<br />
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I can resist everything except temptation.<br />
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When people agree with me I always feel that I must be wrong.<br />
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Band of the day with their song of the day:<br />
<a href="http://URL address"><img src="http://www.thisisthelast.com/wp-content/thumb-mozring.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a> <br />
Morrissey - Life Is A Pigsty<br />
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It's the same old sos <br />
but with brand new broken fortunes <br />
and once again I turn to you <br />
once again I do, I turn to you <br />
It's the same old sos <br />
but with brand new broken fortunes <br />
I am the same underneath <br />
but this you <br />
...you surely knew? <br />
    life is a pigsty <br />
    life is a pigsty <br />
    life is a pigsty <br />
    life is a pigsty <br />
    life, life is a pigsty <br />
    life, life is a pigsty <br />
    life, life is a pigsty <br />
    life is a pigsty <br />
And if you don't know this, then <br />
what do you know? <br />
every second of my life <br />
I  only live for you <br />
and you can shoot me <br />
and you can throw me off a train <br />
 I still maintain <br />
I still maintain: <br />
    life, life is a pigsty <br />
    life is a pigsty <br />
And I've been shifting gears all along my life <br />
but I'm still the same underneath <br />
this you surely knew? <br />
    I can't reach you <br />
    I can't reach you <br />
    I can't reach you anymore <br />
Can you please stop time? <br />
can you stop the pain? <br />
I feel too cold <br />
and now I feel too warm again <br />
can you stop this pain? <br />
can you stop this pain? <br />
even now, in the final hour of my life <br />
I'm falling in love again <br />
again <br />
even now, in the final hour of my life <br />
I'm falling in love again <br />
again <br />
again <br />
again <br />
I'm falling in love again <br />
again <br />
again <br />
again. <br />
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Picture/Deviation(s) of the day: (Cos I think they're are so darn cool, and should be looked at a million times over)  Today's Theme: Pictures by <a href="http://cleverzomboid.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/l/cleverzomboid.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="cleverzomboid" /></a>  I think this artist's style is great.  <br />
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                <title>Pretty Much Random</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Nov 2006 21:41:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today is ... ok.   I am thinking about some things I've posted (My musician and song of the day. Pics and deviations of the day.  Also, my own pics and/or deviation of the day.  I dunno what else.)  <br />
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Today my featured artist is Nellie Mckay whose music I LOVE.  She has a wonderful voice and is an extremely talented musician.  Anyone, who cares should give her a listen.  <br />
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...Went on a nature walk today.  I took lots of pictures.  I will post them in my scraps for all to see very soon.  I was trying to clear my head.  Did the walk help?  I suppose, a bit.  <br />
*Note: Don't take pictures while driving in your cars, only when you get out of your vehicle and are on foot.  <br />
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To all, look forward to the open roads ahead.  <br />
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Daily Inspirational message: <br />
We don't build obsticles, we tear them down.  (A wonderful person in my life told me this.  I will always keep it in mind for now on when I am making life harder on myself.)  <br />
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Band of the day with their song of the day:<br />
<a href="http://URL address"><img src="http://www.variousandsundry.com/wp-images/nellie.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a> <br />
Nellie McKay - Change The World <br />
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I wake up<br />
I am bored<br />
To my pictures I implore<br />
Should I go or stay<br />
What should I be today<br />
Make a leap <br />
Go to sleep<br />
Should I cry or should I weep<br />
Where should I go from here<br />
Am I hetero or queer<br />
Oh, self discovery<br />
What joy it is<br />
I need recovery<br />
Caffeinated fizz<br />
Should I run<br />
Should I hide<br />
Happy pill or suicide<br />
Contribute or refute<br />
Have a kid<br />
Then call it cute<br />
Oh, self -esteeming, in suburbia<br />
My shelf is teeming<br />
A pet named Chia<br />
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[chorus]<br />
Oh what should I say<br />
What should I pray<br />
Who would care if I went ahead<br />
And punched the wall<br />
Oh what do I care<br />
What should I wear<br />
What do I care<br />
What does it matter<br />
If I change the world at all<br />
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I listen to some rap<br />
I give myself a slap<br />
Come on use the pain<br />
Drink up from the rain<br />
Just arise unsupervised<br />
Healthy wealthy you know wise<br />
Dance around<br />
Make a sound<br />
Let yourself become unwound<br />
God, I'm so German<br />
Have to have a plan<br />
Please Ethel Merman help me out this jam<br />
Ding a ling<br />
Ring a ding<br />
Anything just do something<br />
Feelin' dense<br />
On the fence<br />
Civil disobedience<br />
Come on now's the hour<br />
Go and deviate<br />
Can't you feel the power<br />
Hope you appreciate<br />
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[chorus]<br />
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OK Dr. Phil<br />
Ready for my pill<br />
Flex my psychic muscle <br />
Guess we'd better hustle<br />
People are dying now<br />
Do something you ugly cow<br />
Sorry for myself again<br />
Me, my wallet and my men<br />
Jesus I love you<br />
Frank I love you, too<br />
Hit the road together<br />
Get out of the zoo<br />
No exit <br />
Just a pit<br />
Apocalyptic and a zit<br />
Hurry now <br />
Pack your bags<br />
Adieu you mall scallawags<br />
Got my sneakers velcroed<br />
Snap my bookbag on<br />
Goodbye little zipcode<br />
How can I go wrong<br />
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[chorus]<br />
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What does it matter <br />
If I change the world at all<br />
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Picture/Deviation(s) of the day: (Cos I think they're are so darn cool, and should be looked at a million times over)  Today's Theme: Musicians I LOVE!  <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41624648/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/291/c/e/Morrissey_by_golfiscool.jpg" width="122" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10689589/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs4/150/i/2004/261/4/a/Thom_Yorke_o_o_by_U_z_u_k_i.png" width="96" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24599070/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/fs8/150/i/2005/302/0/b/brandon_flowers_by_vickyyy.jpg" width="150" height="126" /></a></span></span> <br />
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                <title>I Gotta Get Up, Get Out Of Here</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Nov 2006 20:49:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm feeling rather nervous and claustrophobic and anxious.  I feel very much like I need to get up and get out fast.  I've been going on drives and have been listening to Secret Machines, which I think may have made matters worse.   I almost ran a red light (which was embarassing).  I burnt rubber big time.  Almost a couple of minor accidents, but thanks to breaks nothing happened.  I keep forgetting where I am supposed to go.  I've missed exits a few times.  People keep telling me things.  And for some reason, I am so distracted it takes a few moments to register.  I am turning extremely absent minded.  I can't focus.  I lose my train of thought completely.  I haven't been to work (crap).  I haven't been to class.  I can't sleep.  I can't eat.  I can't wakeup in the mornings.   <br /><br />Oh well  <br /><br />********************************************************<br />Band of the day with their song of the day:<br /><a href="http://URL address"><img src="http://tinymixtapes.com/musicreviews/albumcovers/secret_machines-now_here_is_nowhere.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a> <br />Secret Machines - You Are Chains <br /><br />You are chains<br />When you are chained<br />With a chain<br />With an iron ring<br />Bound to a rock<br />On which you stand<br />So large<br />You cant see from its surface<br />Covered in atmosphere dust<br />Blinded by wonder and lust<br />And you never noticed your chains<br />Well, neither had I<br />I knew I had crashed here<br />I never knew why<br />Til somebody told me<br />I was too high to leave<br />I fell to the floor<br />And crawled back asleep<br />Til early this morning<br />Turned following evening<br />If you hadnt come here when you did<br />I might still believe<br />I was never in chains <br /><br />******************************************************<br /><br />Picture/Deviation(s) of the day: (Cos I think they're are so darn cool, and should be looked at a million times over) <br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42516460/"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/308/d/1/love_trap_by_trygothic.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span>  :thumb32275595: :thumb37065774: <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/23768848/"><img src="http://th07.deviantart.com/fs8/150/i/2005/280/9/f/_Chemical_Romance__by_trinket.jpg" width="119" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/39490019/"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/251/5/a/Inspire_by_Famous.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41416742/"><img src="http://th04.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/287/c/c/Tears_and_Lights_in_the_Sky_by_DrowningByWords.jpg" width="150" height="110" /></a></span></span><br /><br />******************************************************<br />My Own Pic/Deviation of the day: (Cos it's special today) <br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42284327/"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.com/fs20/150/i/2007/231/d/8/Sad_Beauty_by_Talkshowhost84.jpg" width="123" height="150" /></a></span></span><br />********************************************************<br />Pretty In Pretend's Deviation of the day: ...erm, I guess this one is more current in certain areas of PIP's Life. <br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42622794/"><img src="http://th04.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/310/3/1/2_Weeks_Ago_by_PrettyInPretend.jpg" width="150" height="99" /></a></span></span><br />*******************************************************<br />One of my BFF's sent me this and I thought it to be hilarious.  Perhaps, it might make you laugh as well. Click the image link.<br /><a href="http://www.buzzpatrol.com/news/images/rapist-search.jpg"><img src="http://www.buzzpatrol.com/news/images/rapist-search.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /></a> <br /><br /><br />Image from this place: <br /><a href="http://www.buzzpatrol.com/news/images/rapist-search.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I've Been Turned Back Into A Pumpkin!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Nov 2006 20:12:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Subscrition has ran out!  I'm no longer cool.  Feels like I've been turned back into a pumpkin or somethin'.<br />
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One of my BFF's sent me this and I thought it to be hilarious.  Perhaps, it might make you laugh as well. Click the image link.<br />
Image from this place: <a href="http://www.buzzpatrol.com/news/images/rapist-search.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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MY BEST FRIEND'S PAGE: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/29337230">[link]</a><br />
This page belongs to my best friend.  She is beautiful and talented.  You must listen to her music and her lovely voice here   <br />
<a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=80431053">[link]</a><br />
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***CHECK OUT ONE OF MY VERY BEST BFF's PAGE HERE: <a href="http://girlstalkinsmack.com/">[link]</a><br />
This page belongs to my friend.  She is so super cool, and knows exactly how to run a page like this!  This is also the friend that sent me the laughable pic.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Laughs</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Nov 2006 23:35:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One of my BFF's sent me this and I thought it to be hilarious.  Perhaps, it might make you laugh as well.  <br /><br /><br /><img src="http://www.buzzpatrol.com/news/images/rapist-search.jpg" alt="Name of Image" /> <br /><br /><br />Image from this place: <a href="http://www.buzzpatrol.com/news/images/rapist-search.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Happy Halloween</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Oct 2006 20:39:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just wanted to say Happy Halloween.  Have a safe night.  Oh, yes!  And get me lots of candy!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Placebo Yay!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Oct 2006 12:36:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The headliner was She Wants Revenge, but the highlight for me was the special guest accompanying them...Placebo.<br /><br />Yesterday, She Wants Revenge and Placebo played at the Greek Theater.  It was a real dream come true because I absolutely love Placebo.  It was a very entertaining show.  Unfortunately, everyone appeared like ants on stage, but there was a screen so I was able to see them anyway.  I got to see Brian Molko!!!!!!!!!!! BRian MOLko!!!!!!!  BRIAN MOLKO!!!!!!!!!!!  and now I will live Happily Ever After!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> <br />
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Clubs:<br />
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                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Sam's Town</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Oct 2006 20:26:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, The Killers released their sophomore album today. Yay!  I'm enjoying it, but need a lot more listens than just what I heard today.  I have no complaints about it.  I love every track.  It's a perfect follow up to "Hot Fuss."  <br />
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... Moving along... <br />
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I've seen some pretty great artwork on deviantart.  It's really nice.  I've updated my favorites, which consist of many talented artists!  With that said, I think I'll be a lurker for quite a long time.  I can't seem to draw or paint or anything really.  It's bugging the heck out of me. Simply, because I cannot seem to be the least bit creative or artistic.  There is a lack of creativity in my possession.  Such a drought can last up to years (as I've experienced before).  When I had set up this account I thought some creativity was coming back to me, but it as it turns out it vanished as soon as it came.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" />  <br />
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Well, goodbye for now.    <br />
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Clubs:<br />
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*POLL INSIDE: WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE RADIOHEAD ALBUM?<br />
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-Talkshowhost84 (Priscilla)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>THE KILLERS!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Aug 2006 00:19:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am currently listening to The Killers and their new song 'When You Were Young.' I love it. Is it just me or does Brandon Flowers' voice sound a little bit different on this track? Anyway, they are a very great band.  I got to see them live once (April 2005).  It was great.  Anyway, I am very excited to hear their new album.  I cannot wait until it comes out (Oct 2006).  I remember listening to them for many months non stop.  So, yes, I have created many memories to their music! Good times! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />
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Clubs:<br />
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                <title>Mr. Molko</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Aug 2006 14:11:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am working on a picture of Brian Molko, which doesn't really look like him but I suppose it somewhat resembles him. ...Somewhat.  Anyway, I began painting it today.  It should probably be finished pretty soon. Well, that is pretty much it on this topic. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/painter.gif" width="34" height="29" alt=":painter:" title="Painter" /><br />
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                <title>Alas, Thom Drawing</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Jul 2006 15:14:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have finished 2/4 or 1/2 of my four piece Thom Yorke portrait!  Actually, not really.  I painted it first, but didn't finish.  I snapped a picture of it and finished the rest on the paints program.  I still intend to finish the actual watercolor portrait I had started, but it was easier to finish on the paints program (not as messy).  None the less, I have completed some of it with a little help from the program.  I would prefer it done in actual water colors, but for now this is good.  I just desperately wanted to post it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Dead Bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Jul 2006 22:59:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm dead bored.  I also can't bring myself to do much.   I can't paint, or draw, or read.   I hate not being very productive.  I also can't seem to write very much.   I'm just sort of staring at the screen.  Anyway, I feel sort of scatterbrained right now.  Well, now more than usual.  Oh, I am so utterly bored. ]]></description>
                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>A Good Book</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Jul 2006 22:40:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am in need of a good book to read, but cannot think of one.  It's bugging me cos I want to hurry up and get reading.  Anyway, if anyone has any suggestions, please do suggest.  I'll be searching for something. ]]></description>
                <author>*Talkshowhost84</author>
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                <title>Thom Yorke</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Jul 2006 15:50:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am currently working on a four piece portrait of Thom Yorke (Radiohead) in water color. I recently saw Radiohead on the second show they did in Berkeley. It was a big dream come true for me. I've drawn pictures of Thom Yorke in the past, but didn't ever finish them. My goal now is to finish this one, and put it up. ]]></description>
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