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]]> ~TalulahRose Strawberry Banana http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/20195856/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/20195856/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 04:31:22 PDT
I forgot ALL the devchat commands too. Is there a list somewhere? I think I remember maybe 5 emotes. I still love this one

Too lazy to look up a random lyric...

]]> ~TalulahRose Light Up http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/19381208/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/19381208/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 22:49:16 PDT
I haven't done any writing. I haven't taken any photos. I haven't done much of anything that I could share. I've been busy building stuff on Second Life and, that doesn't really qualify as art. I just built my first house on there, a 2 story Spanish villa. I'm fairly proud of it

Maybe I'll take a screen cap sometime and stick it in my scraps.

The new devART look is nice. It's taking some getting used to, all the extra navigating. Why is it that every time they redo the site, the font sizes are all screwed up? Either something is too small or annoyingly big. Ah well. Good job on it otherwise.

I hope everyone is doing well.

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Random Lyrics:
Norah Jones - Turn Me On
My hi-fi's waiting for a new tune
The glass is waiting for some fresh ice cubes
I'm just sitting here waiting for you
To come on home and turn me on
Turn me on

]]> ~TalulahRose I Know You http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/17765005/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/17765005/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 14:16:53 PDT
This morning, I had a dream. In this dream, the man I love, in his frustration over my choices in other men, says something baffling. He says, "Do you want go to and get your keys and hang out here with a senators son who is an asshole, or do you want to be with someone you love in a mud hut in the back of your mind?" Yeah, I don't know what that means either!

Then, as I looked at him funny, he sang to me, the words typed out below. So, is it mine, or does it, on some cosmic plane, belong to him?

They say that I'm a lonely dreamer
Cause I never stick around.
I don't know how to sing you love songs.

You will never know that I love you
That I need you
That I think
You're the most beautiful woman... in the world.

My heart is buried in the sand.
I am just a man.

Apparently, even my dream lovers can't rhyme.

]]> ~TalulahRose Okay, the Rumors are True... http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/17629843/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/17629843/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 11:23:10 PDT April Fools Day!@

Now to think of ways to embarrass and fool the people I love....

]]> ~TalulahRose Chair Dancing is Exercise http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/16029761/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/16029761/ Fri, 21 Dec 2007 13:32:59 PST Well, it's that time of year again. Have any of you been shopping this past week?! It's crazy out there! You would think that with all the online shopping people are doing lately, there would be less people actually OUT shopping. I guess not.

Lately, I've rediscovered my library. Not only am I trying not to buy any more books for awhile but, they have some awesome movies there! For instance, I've been looking all over the place for any of the old Pippy Longstocking movies, and they're just so hard to find. Well, they have them at my library! Yes, I get excited over the weirdest stuff! I took the movies to my sister's so she could watch them too and my nieces and nephew loved them. As hokey as those movies are, they're pretty dang cool. A 9 year old living on her own in a giant house with a horse, a monkey and a big bag of gold. It's a kid's fantasy!

As always, there's a bunch of stuff going on but nothing noteworthy. I just wanted to say hi and say that I hope everyone is having a good December and what's left of 2007. I'm not doing resolutions this coming year, but I might do the "Year in Review" that I'll probably post on Myspace. I think that will be my new tradition. Time for reflection and reevaluation. Sounds good

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Random Lyrics:
Nine Inch Nails - Right Where It Belongs
See the animal in his cage that you built
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart
And it's all
Right where it belongs

What if all the world's inside of your head
Just creations of your own?
Your devils and your gods
All the living and the dead
And you're really all alone?
You can live in this illusion
You can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the woods
While you're hiding in the trees

What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks?
Would you find yourself
Find yourself afraid to see?

]]> ~TalulahRose Back In the Saddle Again http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/15482096/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/15482096/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 16:43:35 PST

I'm still loving this song....
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Random Lyrics:
Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes
love, I get so lost, sometimes
days pass...and this emptiness fills my heart.
when I want to run away, I drive off in my car...
but whichever way I go, I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes - the light the heat
in your eyes - I am complete
in your eyes - I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes - the resolution of all the fruitless searches
I see the light and the heat - in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes

I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

]]> ~TalulahRose In Your Eyes, I Am Complete http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/15239718/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/15239718/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 07:24:21 PDT And yes, I know, my journal is a bit all over the place today.)

I know, it's like I fell off the face of the earth sometimes. I'm still here. I've just been spending more time offline. When I am online, I'm usually on Second Life or something. I go through these non-creative phases. I can't wait until the next one

I just finished The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. I was thinking of getting it for my niece and, now I'm sure I will. It's not the greatest book but, I really liked it. I actually cried at one part. Lame but, I love books that make you feel something. I'll probably read book 2 next. Not sure.

My boyfriend, Stephen, he lives in Ireland. He's coming out to California in 9 months and, I'm already nervous. Anticipation and fear. At least I'm still in my comfort zone.

Our relationship is great. I love how we connect. He said something though that bothered me. It's not something huge, and it's not something important except to me. He told me I wasn't a poet. He didn't say I wasn't good at it. He keeps asking me to write him something. But in general, I'm "not a poet". For some reason, that just... BUGS ME.

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Note to someone who knows who they are: Don't tell me something as important as you have been saying and then act like it's not true. That only confuses me and pisses me off. *shakes head*

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Random Lyrics:
Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes
love, I get so lost, sometimes
days pass...and this emptiness fills my heart.
when I want to run away, I drive off in my car...
but whichever way I go, I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes - the light the heat
in your eyes - I am complete
in your eyes - I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes - the resolution of all the fruitless searches
I see the light and the heat - in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes

I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

]]> ~TalulahRose I Wanna New Drug http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/14652624/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/14652624/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 00:30:26 PDT
My son's home again. It's been interesting. This time he's possibly home for good, or until we make each other insane and one of us goes to the loony bin. I wonder if I could get the internet in there... hmm...

I've been taking photos again but, I haven't went through them yet. I've been writing again too but, it's all over the place, literally. There's poetry in my paper journal, my hpda, my day planner, I think I even have some in my glove box.

My sub is ending again but, until I get a "real" job, I'll have to let that go. Lately my money goes to rent and the cable bill. Thank goodness I live in a building that includes utilities with rent.

I hope everyone is well. I'll doing some catching up on journals when I have time to sit and read.

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Random Lyrics:
Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers
#MiseryLC

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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Note: Men confuse me...
============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose 9000+ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/14127070/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/14127070/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 00:26:06 PDT
I took some photos but I haven't had a chance to go through them. I'm exhausted (in a good way), and heading to bed. I get to spend some time with the bf tomorrow, yay

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers
#MiseryLC

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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Note: Men confuse me...
============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose The Open Road http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/14041180/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/14041180/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 09:44:15 PDT

Hmm wonder how good the movie feature on my camera is...

http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13968854/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 09:41:17 PDT

I'm going on a road trip next week. I can't wait! I haven't really been anywhere in a few years. I'll be taking my camera so hopefully I'll see some interesting stuff. We're supposed to be going through California, Nevada and I think Arizona. I hope the car has a good A/C.

There's a bunch of other stuff going on but nothing notable, so I'll end this here. I hope everyone is doing well!

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Random Lyrics:
The Raconteurs - Hands
Girl you got those hands that heal
Help me get in touch with what I feel
'Cause you understand and you sympathize
And you know me best it's no surprise

Girl you got those eyes that see
Help me find the good that's inside me
'Cause you're the only one who really knows
How the feeling comes and why it goes

When you're with me there's a light and I can see my way
When you speak to me it's a song and I know what to say
When you listen there's a hope and I know I'm being heard
When you smile at me and I know and we don't have to speak a word

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers
#MiseryLC

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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Note: Men confuse me...
============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose Open Your Eyes http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13783351/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13783351/ Wed, 18 Jul 2007 14:56:01 PDT
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Random Lyrics:
Oingo Boingo - We Close Our Eyes
I looked Death in the face last night
I saw him in a mirror
And he simply smiled
He told me not to worry
He told me just to take my time

And if you come to me
And if you touch my hand
I might just slip away
I might just disappear
Who am I?
And if you think I'm worth it
And if you think it's not too late
We might start falling
If we don't try to hard
We might start falling in love

And if you love me
And if you really try
To make the seconds count
Then we can close our eyes

We close our eyes and the world has turned around again
We close our eyes and dream and another year has come and gone

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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Thanks *B0nkers for the journal CSS!
============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose A Renegade Rides a Runaway Train http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13690488/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13690488/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 02:22:51 PDT
I seem to be going through a turning point in my life and it's kind of freaking me out. I've had a few panic attacks these past few days. It's nothing I can't handle. I just hate them.

Yesterday, I went thrift store shopping with my mom. It's just something we do when we're bored because you can find the strangest things at thrift stores. And you can come out with all kinds of stuff and only spend a few bucks! Anyway, I found a Divinyls CD! Divinyls are the ones who did I Touch Myself. Well I liked the whole CD. I got it for a buck

And now, I will leave you with a cheesy 80's song...

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Random Lyrics:
The Alarm - Rescue Me
I'm destitute
I'm looking for protection
I want love
And physical asylum
A vagabond
Running from destruction
Cover me
While I seek defection

Running all my life
Running all my day
Running through the night
Seems like forever
Take me now
I'm so tired
Take me now
This time, forever

Rescue me
I'm on the run like a refugee
Rescue me
I believe you can rescue me

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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Thanks *B0nkers for the journal CSS!
============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose Where is my Taj Mahal? http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13480262/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13480262/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 03:37:44 PDT dA Related:
Apparently I haven't made any submissions but, I'm still here. I was chatting on dAmn tonight. I see there's still tons of spammers and troublemakers. Never a dull moment...

I used to be all over the forums but, lately I just haven't had anything to contribute. I used to love the forums way more than the chats!

Personal Related:
I'm still in a great mood. It's just been a great year so far.

I had a pretty decent birthday. My nephew graduated 5th grade so we went to that. My middle sister bought me flowers. My mom took me to dinner. My bf was online off and on all day to spend time with me. P (*PossumOfTheGrotto) bought me a sub

you P!

I have a new addiction. Second Life

It's a 3D chat that's kind of like the Sims. Not sure if anyone's heard of it or not. My friends keep teasing me about being on it so much but, I'm loving exploring on it, and I can fly too. Yeah, I get excited over the lamest things.

My kid's home for the next two weeks

He's already making me crazy but, I'm loving it. I forgot what it was like to not be able to listen to a song all the way without someone talking. Or to go for the milk and find it all gone! lol I went to pick him up at the bus station and, he was so tall, I saw him from across the building. I kept thinking, there's my big kid. Then he runs to me and hugs me like a little kid running to his "mommy". It's great

While my son has been hogging the comp, I'm getting a bunch of stuff done. I've been reading, cleaning, watching TV and just, enjoying not sitting in front of the comp. The only time I get on is when my boyfriend is off work and by then my kid is in bed anyway.

I think I started smoking again

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Random Lyrics:
Dixie Chicks - Once You've Loved Somebody
Look what you've gone and done
You've ruined everything for anyone
Who tries to steal this heart away
I can't get you off of my mind
I've tried to tell myself a million times
A little time is all it takes

Once you've loved somebody
It ain't that easy to do
Once you've loved somebody
Like I loved you

I gave you everything that I had to give
I don't know if I can go that far again

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose 'Til I Come http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13295143/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13295143/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 19:58:50 PDT Funny, the things you take for granted until you won't be able to have it anymore.

I'm in a dancy mood. No idea why. I just keep playing dance music and hyper stuff. Maybe I should get out of my seat and do something about it.

Actually, I think I shall go grocery shopping. I'm craving Thai food and I want to make it myself. Oo or get some garlic naan and make sandwiches with it.

Hmm dancy and hungry. Is that good?

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Random Lyrics:
Evanescence - My Immortal
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose Yay June! http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13185798/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13185798/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 06:33:24 PDT
As an adult, I have other things to look forward to. My SON's summer vacation, the annual "road trip", summer clothes, sitting on my balcony with a good book and some iced tea... Oh yeah, and my birthday!

On the 12th. Yeah. Getting old.

I don't know why but, I noticed that the even numbered years seem to feel younger than the odd numbered ones. I may be getting older but, I'll feel younger. Nice twist there.

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Random Lyrics:
Robbie Williams - Spread Your Wings
So she walks into this dead end bar
Puts hers handbag on the chair
And she weighs the words we shared
When we were fifteen and still cared
Cause she feels I'm the scar from the wound
That time can't heal

Oh, spread your wings
Before they fall apart
Home is where the hurt is, darling
Follow your heart

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose And when i see you cry... http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13136487/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13136487/ Tue, 29 May 2007 10:07:04 PDT
Supposedly thoughts lead to desire, and desire turns into action. Hmm or am I missing a step in there somewhere? I have to be because I have the desire. Anyway enough babbling. I need sleep!

Off to bed with me...

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Random Lyrics:
Buckcherry - Sorry
Oh, I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside, it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry your blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose There's a Picture Opposite Me http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13043493/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/13043493/ Mon, 21 May 2007 20:02:34 PDT Lately I find myself smiling a lot...

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Random Lyrics:
The Flaming Lips - Do You Realize
Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize - we're floating in space
Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes
Let them know you realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun don't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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Would it be okay if I took your breath away?...
============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose Not "ha-ha" Funny http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12926662/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12926662/ Sat, 12 May 2007 08:25:26 PDT
A few nights ago I was needing a change so, I dyed my hair. I was going for something in a lighter shade of brown, only, I ended up with orange hair on top and medium brown on the bottom half. No idea how that happened but I hate it. I'm going to let my hair settle for a few days, not go out in public much, and redye it a normal color. I'll probably ruin my hair but, what can I do? I'm not going out like this.

I bought myself some chocolates from Trader Joes. Btw, this Sunday is Mother's Day. Just giving you "children" a head's up before you realize you forgot

Stephens on, yay! *chair dances*

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Random Lyrics:
Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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Would it be okay if I took your breath away?...
============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose Click it http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12882140/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12882140/ Mon, 07 May 2007 22:28:12 PDT dA Related:
I'm loving the new Polls feature on the Today page. I am apparently a poll taking freak! Okay yes, I am THAT bored.

I've been in and out of the chats but I really don't have much to contribute. I just wanted to catch up with old friends. I'm glad most everyone is doing well.

Personal Life:
I saw Spiderman 3 over the weekend. It wasn't bad. What I'm waiting for is the third Pirate's of the Carribean movie

That is one I am definitely planning on seeing. Mmm, Orlando Bloom *drools*

I'm still doing the net radio thing only something seems to be happening to me. For the first time in my life, I seem to be getting burnt out on music. If I'm not playing it, I'm sound checking, listening to other dj's, retagging it, working on album covers, and it goes on. Maybe I need a day or two of silence *shrugs*

I'm thinking about a day trip somewhere now that my brakes are done. I figure either head over to Solvang or Los Angeles. Maybe I'll flip a coin.

My ex showed up last week. It was interesting. Good interesting. I'm glad we're still friends. It's weird how with some people, you won't see them for awhile but when you do, things just fall into place like you just saw them yesterday.

I've been doing some freelance writing for a friend of mine for some extra cash. Maybe I can get that new hd I wanted. I already have 2 but, they're just not big enough and I have a few projects I want to work on that require more space.

I have 2 episodes of season 3 of 24 left! I have become, a 24 addict

Stephen won't be online for the next few days

He's getting his comp worked on. He'll be spending that time busy with work anyway but, I miss him.

Okay, my break is done. Back to work. I hope everyone is well.

you guys!

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Random Lyrics:
Within Temptation - Angels
Sparkling angel I believed
You are my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

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Where you can find me:
#dAPensioners
#Love4ArtFun
#Photographers

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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Announcement: I am the laziest MySpacer!
============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose The following takes place... http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12810950/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12810950/ Wed, 02 May 2007 02:33:19 PDT My friend Sean is a 24 fanatic. He nagged me for months (and months) to watch the first season and now that I have, I'm hooked. Definitely hooked.

I talked to my son on the phone last night. He broke his mp3 player already lol. He did something to the selection wheel because he wanted to see how it worked. *raises brow* So, I told him I'd take a look at it. Since my sister gave it to him after having it for awhile, I know there's no warranty on it. Hopefully I can do something with it.

Hmm, what else. Oh yeah....
Life is good

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Random Lyrics:
Robbie Williams - Rock DJ
You got no love, then you're with the wrong man
It's time to move your body.
If you can't get a girl
But your best friend can
It's time to move your body

I don't wanna be sleazy
Baby just tease me
Got no family planned
Houston, do you hear me?
Ground control, can you feel me?
Need permission to land
I don't wanna rock DJ
But you're making me feel so nice
When's it gonna stop, DJ?
Cause you're keeping me up all night

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#Love4ArtFun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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Announcement: I love tamales for breakfast!
============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose Pft! http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12748205/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12748205/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 21:00:43 PDT
dA Related:
Yabber is gone and no one told me...again! Just when I was getting back into chatting too

I'm loving a lot of the deviations I've been seeing lately. It's all so inspiring but I still don't have the motivation to do much of anything. I always seem to go through these funks.

Personal Related:
I've been spending a lot of time with relatives lately. That can be a good or a bad thing. I'm trying not to think about it.

Some might not know this but, my boyfriend lives in Ireland. Yes, Ireland

It's been interesting. He's such an awesome person and I care about him a lot. We're going on our 4th month. I have his snailmail addy and I want to send him something. I'd say what it is but, he knows my dA addy and I don't want him to find out. Hopefully he likes it. I just need to finish getting it together. I really hope he likes it

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Random Lyrics:
Johnny Cash - Rusty Cage
To sleep again Cutting my teeth on bars
And rusty chains,
I'm gonna break my Rusty cage and run

When the forest burns
Along the road Like God's eyes In my headlights
When the dogs are looking
For their bones
And it's raining icepicks
On your steel shore

I'm gonna break
I'm gonna break my
I'm gonna break my rusty cage and run

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#Love4ArtFun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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============================================= ]]> ~TalulahRose Y0 y0 y0! http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12534655/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12534655/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 04:31:29 PDT dA Related:
Well, I realized that you guys are just too quick with the deviations and I can't keep up. It got to the point where, by the time I caught up with deviations, I didn't have time to chat or anything and I miss the community stuff. So for now, I'll just be reading journals and browsing randomly through your galleries and leaving comments here and there. I love reading everyone's journals and seeing how you're doing. Most of you guys have some great features too and I surf through a lot of that.

I don't know if it's a seasonal thing but lately everyone is so active and hyper on devART. It's awesome

Personal Stuff:
My son is still home and things are going great. My sister, Mary, gave him an mp3 player so he's been busy loading it up with all his cd's he misses from home. He also gets to view photos on it too so I'm putting photos on there of the family and people he misses so he can look at them when he's at school.

My sister is getting rid of all of her craft stuff and I get first dibs! I wonder if she has anything that I could actually use.

I could write more but, I really should try to sleep. It's um, 4am

I was on dAmn tonight and got to see a few people I haven't had a chance to chat with in awhile. Always cool

Fine, fine, I'll go to bed!

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Random Lyrics:
Travis Tritt - Can I Trust You With My Heart
Can I cast my cares upon you? Can you stand a heavy load?
Can I count on you to walk me down that long and winding road?
If you promise me these simple things I can guarantee,
You can always count on me

When two hearts solely surrender and are sworn to understand,
It completes a perfect union between a woman and a man.
So please don't misunderstand me I don't want to go too far
Without knowing just one answer, can I trust you with my heart?

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#Yabber

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Running Down a Dream http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12348970/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12348970/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 11:35:06 PDT dA Related:
Well, I was reading a bunch of journals and journal surfed to this... $Heidi - Viva la Gilmore! Those who know me, know I

the Gilmore Girls. If you do too, and even if you don't, read the entry.

Continuing to read journals, I saw something interesting in *RainbowsandDaydreams's Journal. It seems $lolly is doing something in his journal where if you watch him, he'll watch you and read your journals. It looks pretty HUGE so, I just thought I'd pass that info along. To read the journal entry, click here.

Back when I was 17, I did a huge collage that turned out to be very therapeutic and revealing. Recently I've been wanting to do it again, so I went to Michael's and bought some poster board. I'm not sure if I'm going to share it, or how long it will take. I have a feeling it will be kind of an ongoing process. Anyway, that's where I am artistically right now.

I've been meaning to do some writing, and get some poetry done. I don't seem to be able to focus lately. I think I just have a bunch of stuff going on in real that is distracting me. Which leads me to...

Personal Life Related:
My son is coming home for Spring Break in 3 days! I can't wait. I haven't seen him in 3 months. I'm also kind of anxious about the visit because, he'd had a lot of issues at school lately that are behavior related. I'm trying to be positive.

My sister got out of jail this week. It's been an adjustment.

A bunch of other stuff is going on but, nothing noteworthy. I'll update again soon sometime.

My boyfriend, Stephen, told me to listen to Bob Marley's Three Little Birds every once in awhile, because he knows I think too much and worry a lot. I guess he thought it would cheer me up

I just thought I'd share that advice. Look it up on youtube or something.

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Random Lyrics:
Bob Marley - Three Little Birds
Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', "This is my message to you oo oo:"

Singin', "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin', "Don't worry (don't worry) 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!"

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#Yabber

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose San Dimas High School Football Rules! http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12242453/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12242453/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 08:18:06 PDT
The title is from the Bill and Ted movie.

I have the best boyfriend ever!

Where is P?

Zeta and Nyssa give the rest of us in long distance relationships, hope and inspiration.

My son is coming home for Spring Break soon, yay!

Corned beef and cabbage... yum

I need more music for my mp3 player. Any recommendations?

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Random Lyrics:
U2 - All I Want Is You
You say you'll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say you'll give me
Eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbor in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you want
Your love to work out right
To last with me through the night

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Then He Appeared... http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12165935/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12165935/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 07:25:23 PDT Believe me if I knew how this morning would end up, I'd have went to bed. Not only will I miss a chance to talk to some people but, I have a meeting later and I'll be a zombie. I feel like hell. Oh, after talking to some old friends, I went and got nosy and looked at my ex's page which, yes, was lame. Someone mentioned myspace and stupid me I was like, sure I'll check and wtf I accidentally hit Invite

Only I would do something boneheaded like that huh?

I had fun last night. I went into the chats which I haven't really done in a long time. I missed you guys! I'll be in more often. I've been wanting to get in touch again with my artistic side. I'm heading to the beach later with my camera. If I get any good shots, I'll post them.

My friends are getting after me to sleep so, yeah, heading to bed now

I'll update some more later. Too sleepy right now *yawns*.... is there a yawn emote?

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose I Need a Subject Heading Generator! http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12009742/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/12009742/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 06:43:34 PST dA Related Stuff:
I found my battery charger cord! It was in the oddest place, a book bag on my shelf. Anyway I'm charging my batteries and when I go out later, I'm taking my camera with me. I haven't really done anything in months so I'm not expecting anything. Sometimes it's just nice to be prepared.

I've submitted one poem. I didn't post the ones I had intended to. Sometimes, I'll sit and write and just back away from what I'm feeling. I'll analyze what I wrote, rewrite it until I "like" it and change my mind altogether. This poem, I wrote it on the fly, while I was feeling it and I was satisfied. It says what I wanted to say. It almost says too much.

I keep looking at this roll of parchment and the marbleized paper thinking, what do I want to do with this?! In the back of my mind, I've been planning out collages for the past year and I haven't done anything. Sometimes I think my artistic blocks are more like fears. How does one free herself so she can create?

Personal Stuff:
Nothing exciting going on in 'Lulah Land. I miss my son. He's doing well but Spring Break isn't coming fast enough. Oh my goodness! Today is his 17th birthday! I'm the mother of a 17 year old. You guys need to quit growing up. You're making your parents feel old!

My sister is still in jail. I have mixed feelings about that. I'm less stressed out because I'm worried less about her in there. At the same time, I feel sorry for her kids.

I miss my boyfriend. He's been working a lot and I've been busy so we keep missing each other. I'm going to try to catch him tonight. We get all Saturday night together so, that's something to look forward to.

I've been DJ'ing for an online radio station and I'm kind of preoccupied with it. I think the hardest part is getting over my shyness and actually speaking into the mic, so I don't do it too often. I love learning new things! I've had to learn three programs including MySQL, which I have to say is a pain in the neck.

Coming up Next: get a job, take more pictures, make some decisions, get a life, finish my bottle of wine and watch more of Gilmore Girls and Ugly Betty.

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Random Lyrics:
Bachelor Girl - Buses and Trains
Hey Mom
Why didn't you tell me
Why didn't you teach me a thing or two
You just let me go
Out into the World
You never thought to share what you knew

So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again

Hey Mom
Why didn't you warn me
Cause about boys is something i should have known
They're like chocolate cake
Like cigarettes
I know they're bad for me
But I just can't leave 'em alone

Hey Mom
Since we're talking
What was it like when you were young
Has the world changed
Or is it still the same
A man can kill and still be the sweetest fun

I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Woo! http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11756255/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11756255/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 06:25:35 PST
I'll get my poetry up soon. I've just been distracted lately.

Nothing really new to report here. My kid is great. My family is okay except for everyone having the flu lately. Great things are happening in my relationship.

I'm rethinking some of my goals lately. I have some stuff I want to work on. That's always good, as long as I don't overwhelm myself.

I downloaded Firefox v2. A lot of subtle yet good changes. Definitely something to check out. My tabs look so pretty

I'm sleepy. I'm just spending my morning talking to P and going through all these deviations I've been slacking on.

Giving a shout out to my dA "homies": P <3, Skiz <3, Steven, Mike, Mike, Mike, (so many mikes), Hannah, Matt, Holly, Caiti, Jamesi, Luke, Michelle, Kate, Sarah, Sarah, Thomas, Jesse, Lacie wherever you are, and anyone else I missed. Yes, I am avoiding going to bed!

Okay, lyric time...

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Random Lyrics:
Robbie Williams - Feel
Come on hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living.
Not sure I understand,
This role Ive been given.

I sit and talk to god
And he just laughs at my plans,
My head speaks a language, I dont understand.

I dont wanna die,
But I aint keen on living either.
Before I fall in love,
Im preparing to leave her.
I scare myself to death,
Thats why I keep on running.
Before Ive arrived, I can see myself coming.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins, going to waste.

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Morning Coffee and Mushy Feelings http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11608784/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11608784/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 08:13:36 PST dA Related:
Well, I've written some poems that I haven't submitted yet. The problem? I have no idea where I put them! I was writing them on index cards that I kept in my backpack and I can't find them now. As soon as I do I'll submit though. And I guess I can just write some more?

I haven't done anything with my photography for awhile. This morning, I woke up and saw the sky so pink, from the rain. I would have loved to have just gotten dressed and ran outside with my camera but, I seem to have lost my battery charger cord. I'll get a new one these coming few weeks. I miss going out with my camera.

Personal:
Well, I had started a long and mushy journal entry about my new boyfriend, but I decided to spare you guys

I'll just simply say, he's awesome. I'm sitting here with a big smile on my face just thinking about him.

I've been listening to a lot of different types of music lately. My latest, strange fascination is Bhangra Indian music. It's just so dancy and I love the instruments. Definitely something to check out.

Well, my coffee is finished. Time to start my day. I hope everyone is well.

'Lulah

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Random Lyrics:
Phil Collins - You'll Be In My Heart (yes from the Tarzan movie)
Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but, deep inside us
We're not that different at all

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other, to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Believe me, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart, always
Always

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose We Had Joy, We Had Fun http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11407519/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11407519/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 08:26:20 PST
In the past few weeks I've had a great time with my kid, had a great holiday, did some writing, battled my cat for the role of "ruler of the house" (and lost), drove to my best friends alone and didn't panic, ended a relationship, wrote a poem, had three guys tell me mushy stuff, and now, I'm getting sleepy so I can't remember the rest.

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Random Lyrics:
Ronnie Milsap - There's No Getting Over Me
I'll be the bill you forgot to pay
I'll be the dream that keeps you awake
I'll be the song on the radio
I'll be the reason that you tell the boys no

I'll be the face that you see in the crowd
I'll be the times that you cry out loud
I'll be the smile when there's no one around
I'll be the book that you just can't put down

So you can walk out on me tonight
If you think that it ain't feeling right
But darling
There's ain't no getting over me

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Let's Get It Started http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11241294/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11241294/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 04:50:39 PST

I could write more but, that pretty much says it all.

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Random Lyrics:
Army of Freshmen - Juliet
Does she love me, does she not?
Either way it doesn't matter 'cause I'm giving it a shot.
It's not like if she shoots me down, it's headline breaking news
'Cause I may be a loser, but I don't have much to lose.

Wide-eyed, tongue-tied, drama like Shakespeare.

I know who she is, and I know who I'm not
And I know what it takes and it's not what I got.
But if you start from the heart and you end with a smile,
Miracles happen every once and while.

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose tagged again y0 http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11227967/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11227967/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 21:47:07 PST RedLion

Do You:
[x] Listen to music?
[x] Read books, magazines, etc.?
[ ] Like the color pink?
[ ] Think Billie Joe is hot?
[x] Think pale skin is smexy?
[x] Have a MySpace?
[x] Believe in love?
[x] Hate people?
[ ] Love Green Day?

This or This:
Music or Television: Music
Drawing or Writing: Writing
Horror or Action: Action
Soda or Juice: Juice though I'd prefer water
DeviantArt or MySpace: devART definitely

Cats or Dogs: can I say fish?
Fall Out Boy or Green Day: Green Day
Eating or Sleeping: Sleeping *loves sleep*
Cold or Warm: Cold

Not tagging anyone but you should all do this!! Or not...

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Random Lyrics:
Army of Freshmen - Juliet
Does she love me, does she not?
Either way it doesn't matter 'cause I'm giving it a shot.
It's not like if she shoots me down, it's headline breaking news
'Cause I may be a loser, but I don't have much to lose.

Wide-eyed, tongue-tied, drama like Shakespeare.

I know who she is, and I know who I'm not
And I know what it takes and it's not what I got.
But if you start from the heart and you end with a smile,
Miracles happen every once and while.

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Reflections 2006 or I Can Take It http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11163104/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11163104/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 14:09:34 PST
My kid is now in residential which I thought would never happen. I've fought so long to keep him home and now he's not. It's brought about so many changes. There are changes in his life, positive ones. In mine, I've had to learn to live alone and feel okay with this decision. And yet, I'm still dealing with a lot, facing my fears, taking leaps and so on. Each fear I face makes me stronger though, right?

I didn't read many books this year. I'm kind of disappointed in myself because, I used to define myself as "the reader", but I think this year, I was more "the writer". That surprised me. I have written so much poetry this year and, I am actually putting it out there. Everytime I read what I have written, it amazes me. I locked my heart up, kept it safe, and yet I still was able to express myself so openly, put my feelings into words and put it out there. That says something about who I have become.

I could write so much about what's been going on with my sister and how it has affected me but, I won't. I'll just say, watching someone in your family self-destruct destroys you too sometimes. Because of what's been going on, I've learned to say no to the people I'm related to, and put myself first. That's huge for me. In this kind of situation, all I can do is be grateful for this lesson.

As horrible as parts of this year have been, I have not let it define me. My belief that life will go as it should, is reinforced all the time with all of these experiences. Sure, sometimes I wonder what it is I'm doing. I acknowledge that I know basically nothing about a lot of things. As a child, I was always asking, "Why?" I find I still do that a lot of the time.

As I finish the last pages of my journal for 2006, I will look back and smile over the good times. There were a lot of them. I will also smile over the bad times because though there were a lot of those too, I learned from them. With these sentiments, I say cheers to 2006 and bring on whatever 2007 has in store for me. I can take it.

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Random Lyrics:
Black Box Recorder - Child Psychology
The November when I came home
The Christmas decorations were already up
Spray on snow, coloured flashing lights
And an artificial tree that played Silent Night
Over and over again
My parents welcomed me with loving arms
But within an hour were back at each others throats
Normal, happy childhood back on course
Batteries not included

Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Happy Holidays http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11150767/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11150767/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 13:31:47 PST I'll be spending mine with my kid. He's home for a few weeks

I might be losing the net for a bit. I'll find out by the end of the day, I think. I just wanted to give a head's up in case I can't get on later.

I've been writing more lately. I think this time of the year is really emotional for me and I've been feeling the need to express it. This time of year brings back a lot of memories of people I miss, past Xmas's, cozy winters with friends. This year, I'm going to come up with some new traditions. I think it's time for them.

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Random Lyrics:
Black Box Recorder - Child Psychology
The November when I came home
The Christmas decorations were already up
Spray on snow, coloured flashing lights
And an artificial tree that played Silent Night
Over and over again
My parents welcomed me with loving arms
But within an hour were back at each others throats
Normal, happy childhood back on course
Batteries not included

Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose If I Were An Artist http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11030332/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/11030332/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 15:43:34 PST dA Related:
I seem to be writing more emo poetry but maybe that's the only kind I can write. I've tried writing happier stuff but, I can never seem to express those types of feelings. Elation...hmm... maybe I need a thesaurus

Personal Related:
Nothing new going on really. I've been hanging out with old friends and reconnecting with people from my past lately. It's been an experience.

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Random Lyrics:
Jake Coco - Take Me As I Am
and you've abandoned all your dreams
given up or so it seems
for the chance to be my girl
but the world won't ever change
if you only stay the same

and if only stars could shine
as bright as you and I
maybe then I'd grow some wings
and I could learn to fly

and I'd give you the moon if I could
and I'd give you the stars if I could
and I'd give you my heart if you would
take me as I am
...as I am

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Ssssmokin'! http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10981593/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10981593/ Thu, 07 Dec 2006 09:06:00 PST The guys who work there seem cool and they liked me. That will hopefully work in my favor.

I've been chatting on dAmn again, and I forgot almost all the emotes! I had turned my attention to other chats but, I'm thinking of quitting those. Too much drama and way too many liars. (I hate liars.)

I'm craving a smoke. I haven't smoked since September 25th but I'm really wanting one. *screams*

I didn't sleep again so I'll write more maybe when I've gotten some sleep. I've had a few creative ideas that I wanted to keep track of.

I hope all is well out there with everyone.

<3 Lulah

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Random Lyrics:
Lambretta - Bimbo
Since when
Did you need another girlfriend?
Since when?
I really gotta know!

Which bone
In her body should I break first?
Which one?
The Bimbo's gotta go!
The Bimbo's gotta go!

I know - it's sad
Sometimes I just loose my head
Boy I am getting so mad
I know - it's sad
Sometimes I just loose my head

She's been faking since day one
A friendly kiss includes no tongue
Who's she - Tell me
Now she's sleeping in my bed
Oh God I wish that she was dead
I need to know - who's the Bimbo?

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#Yabber
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Oo Nice :) http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10836285/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10836285/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 15:52:19 PST dA Related:
I've always considered myself fairly articulate, but some of the stuff you guys submit leaves me speechless. I don't know how to comment when verbally, I might say something as simple as "Wow". Sometimes I'll see something some of you guys do and my jaw will just drop and I'll gasp. Then I end up leaving some lame comment like, "Ooo nice." Get what I'm saying? So, if I leave any comments like that, don't think that's a minimal response. Sometimes, I just can't put my awe into words.

I've been popping into the chats lately, just seeing who is around and checking galleries. I tend to do everything in spurts. I'll get into a community or something I'm into for a bit, burn out on it and leave it for awhile. I think I'm coming full circle again and paying more attention to dA, wanting to get back into taking GOOD photos and just being a community participant. I've been reading the news articles again, checking out all the new bug fixes and so on. Interesting stuff going on around here.

Personal:
On a personal level, the past week has been great. My son is home. I had a nice, quiet Thanksgiving. I've found more people on myspace that I haven't talked to in, what feels like, forever. Winter is coming and that's always been one of my favorite times of the year. I get to eat all my favorite hot comfort foods. I do a lot of baking and stew/soup making. Life is just, nice and cozy this time of the year.

I hope everyone had a great holiday, and for those who didn't celebrate, hope you had a great week

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Random Lyrics:
Cold - Change the World
Thinking of the mess we made, you became a part of me
Thinking of the wish you made, to break free
Playing you like I can, shoving it in your face
'This doesn't break your heart I'm the one to blame

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things
And whatever happens now
It can't be real

Now you're gone
I feel betrayed
You can't blame me
You walked away

I never wanted to change your world
I always wanted the simple things

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Like the Autumn Leaves... http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10818927/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10818927/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 04:03:27 PST dA Related:
I've been catching up on devWatches and commenting here and there. I know I need to get busy myself and make some submissions. I really need to work on something. I feel so, unfulfilled lately.

Personal:
My kid is home for the holidays

I went and picked him up on Tuesday. It was such a long drive but, I wanted to take some time to check out the place he lives and make sure the school's admin was there so I could talk to them. His room is nice and everything looks good. He's in a beautiful area up in the mountains too. We've been having a great visit.

There's been a bunch of stuff going on lately. I guess I've just been busy. Still have some stuff on my mind that being busy doesn't seem to cure but, I'll live.

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Random Lyrics:
ATB - Autumn Leaves
As I'm walking through the rain
Cold tears falling down my face
Like the autumn leaves
On a windy day

I went to the edge of town
Over bright highways where the traffic was the only sound
Around

While my eyes were looking at the ground
I could see pictures of you floating all around
I didn't doubt

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Poor Fella http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10726041/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10726041/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 17:28:57 PST I wish I could help you Fella but, my kid needs the phone calls more than you need the support, buddy. Maybe next time.

In think I messed my back up some. My sister and I put our 4 year old niece in a huge blanket and started tossing her up. It was hilarious, until all the other kids wanted turns. We have this chubby niece... Tossing her up was fine. Coming back down and having to catch her, my back is killing me! It was good exercise nonetheless.

Company's here so I'll be back and write some more later I think. I need to add my random song lyrics and, who knows what else.... Oh, and use the shoutbox while you can!

Edit:
*hugs Steven* *Sketchpadman is such a sweetheart. He bought me a month sub. Thanks

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Random Lyrics:
The Army of Freshmen - Save the Last Dance
Every time my parents were gone
They'd hire this baby sitter named Dawn
I'd stay up late, watch MTV
It opened up a whole new world to me
She always used to say that ever Friday
The whole high school would go, let's go
Over to the school's gymnasium to bask in the rock'n'roll
There were mullets, heshers, skaters, jocks
New wave, band geeks, brains
They'd all get together, and dance forever
Cause the music made them the same

I grew up, Dawn got knocked up, MTV got huge
By the time it was my turn to rock and roll
I realized we were used
Cause the fable on the cable made it able for the label
Turn the table on the music scene
When you're just 13 what the hell's that mean
How are you supposed to know
Mullets, heshers, skaters, jocks
Punk rock kids with chains
They couldn't stay together and dance forever
Money made the music change

It was the old rock and roll under brand new control
And a holy war was waged
But the billions of civilians they forgot who were the villains
And the underdog died on stage

I want my MTV, yeah, yeah
But don't it want me!

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Wake Me Up When November Ends http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10679405/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10679405/ Fri, 10 Nov 2006 12:20:18 PST dA Related:
I'm going to have to let my membership lapse for awhile. I've been running my phone bill up talking to my kid a lot this past month and I'm broke. It was well worth it

I took some photos recently but none came out the way I liked. I feel like I'm starting all over with the photography after this unofficial hiatus.

Personal Life:
Nothing new going on here. I've been busy with my relatives and stuff, helping my middle sister out now that she has 4 kids to take care of. (She got custody of the younger sister's kids for now.) I've made some dinners for them, take them for drives since my car is huge, and so on.

Oh, I have a cat now. My sister gave me her cat since the younger kids kept getting scratched by him. Maybe I should learn pet photography

Btw, I'm not feeling the zeal mood. I just like watching that little emote

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Random Lyrics:
Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Hold It Down, Dare http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10599509/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10599509/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 00:43:49 PST dA Related:
I haven't done anything as far as deviations go.

I had an awesome dream a few nights ago. It was just me and my camera. I was in these exotic, beautiful places and I was lining up shots, in sync with the timing of the natural lighting and just seeing the world as a beautiful place. I woke up feeling inspired and content, almost like I had a glimpse of what I've been looking for and want to feel when I'm taking photos. Now I know why I do it and what I'm looking for. Not sure if that's realistic or not but, it was a great motivator.

Personal Stuff:
I have a bunch of small things happening that kind of melds into larger things but, nothing really noteworthy. I'm enjoying life

I went and did something I said I would never do... I got a myspace account (dun dun DUN!). A friend of mine found another friend of mine that I've been missing a LOT and so I got an account to talk to him, and I'm so glad I did. I haven't talked to this person in so long so we had a lot of catching up to do. I doubt I'll be active on the account much at all. I just think LiveJournal and devART are all I need.

I'm thinking of redecorating my apartment. I'm just so burnt out with how it looks lately. I'm not sure if I want to go with something artistic and colorful or, muted and calming.

...and now I'm just rambling. Think I'll make something to eat and then hit the chats and touch base with some of you guys.

I miss P! *PossumOfTheGrotto

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Random Lyrics:
The Gorillaz - Dare
You've got to press it on you
You just think it
That's what you do, baby
Hold it down, DARE

Jump with them all and move it
Jump back and forth
And feel like you were there yourself
Work it out

Never did no harm
Never did no harm

It's DARE

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose <3 for dA Staff! http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10408938/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10408938/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 06:08:55 PDT dA Related:
I forgot that today is an unofficial 'show a staff member some love day'. Saw the idea on [link] and I think it's GREAT!

DeviantART is an awesome community. Sure it has it's moments of blahness but, overall, I'm proud to be a member. Since I've been here I've been in some great chat communities, and had a lot of encouragment and feedback on my deviations. I've met some awesome people here that I'd go nuts without.

Though Show a Staff Member Some Love Day is something unofficial, it definitely has my support.

I submitted some stuff *points to gallery*. Yay more sunset shots from me!

Personal:
I finally got to see Dead Man's Chest and it was AWESOME! Such a fun movie. I kept drooling over Orlando Bloom and the guy who plays the commodore. I like him so much now that he's grungy

I've decided not to finish the Jeeves books by Wodehouse. Great stories but, they were holding me back the past few months. I didn't want to start anything new until I finished it but I wasn't reading it. Now I have to decide what to read next. I think I need some light reading to get back into the swing of things.

I always seem to write these journal entries when I'm waking up or heading to bed. It's 5:42am. Guess which one I'm doing

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Random Lyrics:
Social Distortion - Pretty In Pink
Caroline talks to you
Softly sometimes
She says
"I love you..." and
"...Too much"
She doesn't have anything
You want to steal
Well, nothing you can touch

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Lisa in the sky... http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10389504/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10389504/ Sat, 14 Oct 2006 10:44:15 PDT dA Related:
I'm sure everyone is getting tired of sunset and sky photos but, I seem to be taking mainly those the past few months. Maybe I have my head in the clouds a bit too much. The sky is lovely though.

Soo... I might have more sky shots to upload in a bit

<-- I think that's my favorite emote.

Personal:
A few nights ago someone told me to listen to Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars. He said it was really good. It made me cry.

I have stuff going on. Some good, some bad. I'm dealing with it. I'm just so exhausted lately.

My middle sister got temp custody of the youngest sister's smaller kids. That's one less thing for me to worry and feel guilty about. I'm sure I'll help her out now and then. I'd go nuts if I had to take care of four small kids. I need the distraction anyway. Otherwise I just think too much. And I really am tired of thinking.

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Random Lyrics:
Social Distortion - Pretty In Pink
Caroline talks to you
Softly sometimes
She says
"I love you..." and
"...Too much"
She doesn't have anything
You want to steal
Well, nothing you can touch

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose Uh huh... http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10218646/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10218646/ Thu, 28 Sep 2006 18:34:31 PDT dA related:
Well it seems everyone is doing the CSS thing. I'm going to wait on that. For one, I like everything on my page to look alike. Second, I'm just lazy like that. If they end up getting a category up for different CSS styles, I'd check it out but I doubt I'll use the feature.

I see they added more stuff to the journal mood thingy. Sure, why not.

I added 3 photos from the brush fire last week. I would have gotten better shots but I was running around town with my mom. She was getting bugged that I was stopping the car to take photos. I found a great clearing in town for sky shots. Next time something is going on in the sky, I'm heading there

Personal stuff:
My kid had another meltdown so I'm waiting to hear that he's okay. I'm worried. The bright side is his meltdowns are down to once every two weeks or so. At home he'd have them every few days. I'm guessing the new meds are helping.

I'm sick with a head cold. I'm such a baby when I'm sick. I feel all whiney, stuffy, cranky and tired. Someone should come take care of me and feed me good stuff *looks around*.

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Random Lyrics:
Social Distortion - Pretty In Pink
Caroline talks to you
Softly sometimes
She says
"I love you..." and
"...Too much"
She doesn't have anything
You want to steal
Well, nothing you can touch

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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]]> ~TalulahRose O In My Mouth... http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10152865/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10152865/ Fri, 22 Sep 2006 14:25:55 PDT Listening to: The Dresden Dolls
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Sid and Nancy

Personal:
Yesterday at 3pm I thought, I can't be a bum every day! So I charged up my camera batteries and headed out... to my sisters. I figured I'll take pictures if I saw anything interesting. Out of the blue I thought, "hey! We have an international store. Let's go look for some good tea and I want to see if they have tim tams. I keep hearing about them and they sound awesome."

I ended up finding my soon-to-be 11 year old niece a cool bday present, a mendhi kit. She'll love it. I thought maybe she could have a sleep-over and use it with her friends, if their mother's let them. I also bought her a cute card and stuck some money in there. Bday party is this weekend. It's at a skating rink but I haven't skated in 20 years so I'll just watch.

So... I found the tim tams. I have to say OMG that is an awesome cookie

. You sip the tea through the cookie and it melts everything inside and then you slide the melted chocolate into your mouth and wow, yeah... I tried describing it to a few friends and one guy got turned on

I guess my description was um a bit sexual sounding. You have to try this cookie.

Um, here's part of a convo I was having:
RP: allright, i'm full, just had lunch
TalulahRose: yum, me too, and an orgasmic cookie

RP: hahahah, damn, i'm gonna start getting jealous over those cookies hahah
TalulahRose: lol who needs sex when I have these cookies
RP: oh great
RP: i lost my love to a box of cookies
TalulahRose: hey if you could (explicit stuff here) hot melted chocolate (more explicit stuff) the way these cookies do I'd walk there

dA related:
On a 'deviant' note, Yabber is back! Yes, I am as pleasantly surprised as you are

]]> ~TalulahRose O In My Mouth... http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10152834/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10152834/ Fri, 22 Sep 2006 14:21:14 PDT Listening to: The Dresden Dolls
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Sid and Nancy

Personal:
Yesterday at 3pm I thought, I can't be a bum every day! So I charged up my camera batteries and headed out... to my sisters. I figured I'll take pictures if I saw anything interesting. Out of the blue I thought, "hey! We have an international store. Let's go look for some good tea and I want to see if they have tim tams. I keep hearing about them and they sound awesome."

I ended up finding my soon-to-be 11 year old niece a cool bday present, a mendhi kit. She'll love it. I thought maybe she could have a sleep-over and use it with her friends, if their mother's let them. I also bought her a cute card and stuck some money in there. Bday party is this weekend. It's at a skating rink but I haven't skated in 20 years so I'll just watch.

So... I found the tim tams. I have to say OMG that is an awesome cookie

dA has been really buggy today. Any link I click sends me back to the main page. I hope they fix it soon.

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Random Lyrics:
The Dresden Dolls - Sex Changes
today's a very special day
and how you'd love to have a little thing with which to play
but love wont get you very far
today be still your beating heart
you'll have to keep on feeding it tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow

no second thoughts the knife is nearing
you'll never hear the little pitter patter pitter patter
of this little feat of engineering
of course i love you and of course it's what's inside that matters

but while you happen to be here
why don't you whisper all those sweet forevers in my ear
stiff upper lip for all this sorrow
hurry up and stick it in
you never when it will end
tomorrow or tomorrow or tomorrow...

They always said that sex would change you...

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a look [link] ]]> ~TalulahRose Come Out and Play http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10134147/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/10134147/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 15:55:05 PDT Listening to: Korn - Coming Undone
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Sid and Nancy

dA Related:
We had another brushfire where I live and the sky was so eerie and different that I had to take photos. I'm not satisfied with these shots. Maybe I'll play with them and see what I can come up with. Or not. We'll see.

I'm not feeling like working on fractals. I tried quite a few times and I think I burnt myself out on them.

I noticed that the mood settings on the comment section are different. I like this layout better. Glad they're tweaking things. Oo and we got Desktop Screenshots back. ... Wait, not liking the journal mood thing. Where's my book reading emote?!@

Personally:
On a personal level, life is good

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Random Lyrics:
Kutless - Changing World
I need to let go of my destiny
I need to trust in things unseen
I believe in having faith
Though I yield my control
I forgot how quickly things can change
Now my vision can not be the same

I'm embracing all of my fears
I am watching them turn to delight
The very fears which
Were gripping my mind
Are now the hands shaping and sculpting my dreams

My life is not what I thought
I'm not where I planned to be
Though something's gone
There's nothing wrong with my changing world
Though something's gone
There's nothing wrong with my changing world

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a look [link] ]]> ~TalulahRose In The Air Tonight http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9996363/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9996363/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 08:02:49 PDT Mood: Reading

Got a book? I do!
Listening to: Nonpoint - In The Air Tonight
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Sid and Nancy

Finally caught up on messages and deviations. Whew! Just when everyone gets so artistic and creative I get too distracted to contribute anything. Sorry my comments suck.

I need to go grocery shopping, run some errands and so forth. I'll take my camera with me in case I feel motivated or inspired.

Thanks guys for being there for me with this stuff going on with my sister. It's been a rough month. The support really did help. Again, thanks

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Random Lyrics:
Marvelous 3 - Cigarette Lighter Love Song
All that I do, comes back to you
So I'll just think about you
'til there's nothing in my head
All I can do, is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends, I'd rather be dead

I'm like a movie without an ending
You know I've got nowhere to go
And it makes me wanna throw up
To see you wanna give up
More than you'll ever know

Everything's supposed to have a happy ending
But the record keeps skipping and the needle keeps bending
Like the road I'm driving to the bridge that has no end
I wanna take back everything that I've broken
But the bridges behind me are burning and smokin'
I guess this is the end

(Still loving this song.)

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a look [link] ]]> ~TalulahRose Just Like You http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9988721/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9988721/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 14:01:01 PDT Mood: Reading

Got a book? I do!
Listening to: Three Days Grace - Just Like You
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Star Trek First Contact

Well, my sister got out yesterday and the first thing I did was get my camera back. She lost all my rechargeable batteries, which makes me angry. Those rechargeable batteries are NOT cheap but, I know better than to expect her to pay me back.

I slept last night so if things go right, I'll sleep tonight too. Then I might head out tomorrow and take some photos. Depends I guess.

Otherwise life is good.

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Random Lyrics:
Marvelous 3 - Cigarette Lighter Love Song
All that I do, comes back to you
So I'll just think about you
'til there's nothing in my head
All I can do, is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends, I'd rather be dead

I'm like a movie without an ending
You know I've got nowhere to go
And it makes me wanna throw up
To see you wanna give up
More than you'll ever know

Everything's supposed to have a happy ending
But the record keeps skipping and the needle keeps bending
Like the road I'm driving to the bridge that has no end
I wanna take back everything that I've broken
But the bridges behind me are burning and smokin'
I guess this is the end

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a look [link] ]]> ~TalulahRose Furious http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9974530/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9974530/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 08:42:01 PDT Mood: Reading

Got a book? I do!
Listening to: A Perfect Circle - Imagine
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Star Trek First Contact

Well it seems my druggie sister went and got arrested 2 counties away with MY CAMERA in the car. I am so furious. Anyway there won't be any photos from me for awhile. I'm broke. I have another camera but, the photos are a lot more grainy with it and I'm just not happy with it. I know it seems like my priorities are askewed fuming about my camera when my sister has been arrested but, I'm too fed up to think about her right now.

I talked to my kid last night for a bit. I'm really worried about him. He said when they changed his meds he was feeling horrible. He said he was just dripping sweat and couldn't breathe and when he told them they said he was probably dehydrated. That does not sound like dehydration to me. I hate that I can't get to him. If anything happens to him there... I guess I can't think about that. I can't bring him home because he's not ready to come home. But I can't stand that anything can happen to him there and I can't do anything for him.

I think I need to take some deep breaths, go to bed and try not to think too much. So much for taking my camera out to relax at the beach...

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a look [link] ]]> ~TalulahRose Imagine http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9937794/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9937794/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 06:57:35 PDT Mood: Reading

Got a book? I do!
Listening to: A Perfect Circle - Imagine
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Star Trek First Contact

I couldn't think of a subject heading so I went with whatever song was playing.

I'm finally catching up on everyone's deviations. I know I don't HAVE TO but I want to. I need to get back into the swing of things.

My sleep is a little off again. I seem to be running on Aussie time. Oh well. I'll live. The Aussies seem to be fine sleeping the wrong hours

This weekend I'm going to clean my apartment, get my camera back from my sister and yeah, pick up some applications. Pft.

I talked to my kid's counselor today. He had another med change and seems to be doing okay. I'm glad he's doing so well lately. I miss him. I'll call him tonight.

I wrote another one of my depressing poems. I don't know why but after writing one, I feel so elated. Almost like a weight was lifted off of my shoulder and I have this huge amount of energy. I don't know if that comes from expressing those negative feelings or the creative process.

Anyway it's 7am and I think I should take a 7 hour nap

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Random Lyrics:
A Perfect Circle - Blue
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
Cause I never quite learned how to swim

I just didn't want to know
Didn't want, didn't want,
Didn't want, didn't want

Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision
I close my eyes,

Ignore the smoke
Ignore the smoke
Ignore the smoke

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a look [link] ]]> ~TalulahRose Zomething Different http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9921700/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9921700/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 17:37:27 PDT Mood: Reading

Got a book? I do!
Listening to: Motley Crue - Helter Skelter
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Star Trek First Contact

Grabbed this from *RedLion's journal...

How to play: Put your Tunes/Winamp/WMP/any player on shuffle. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

1. How does the world see you? Maroon 5 - This Love (whatever that means)

2. Will I have a happy life? Rise Against - Swing Life Away (We live on front porches and swing life away...sounds nice)

3. What do my friends think of me? Giant Drag - This Isn't It (uh, I'm a giant drag?)

4. Do people secretly lust after me? Transvision Vamp - Baby I Don't Care (

)

5. How can I make myself happy? Shania Twain - Come On Over (sure, why not. come on over.)

6. What should I do with my life? Alphaville - Big In Japan (I need to go to Japan!)

7. Will I ever have children? KoRn - 10 Or A 2-Way (I'm not having 9 more kids! *looks around*)

8. What is some good advice for me? Gary Allan - Life Ain't Always Beautiful (but it's a beautiful ride...)

9. How will I be remembered? Stereophonics - A Thousand Trees (Only takes one match, to burn A thousand trees... I'll be an arsonist!)

10. What's my signature dancing song? Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Y Control

11. What's my current themesong? Panic! at the Disco - Relax Relapse

12. What do others think is my current themesong? Elvis Presley - Don't

13. What shall they play at my funeral? Elton John - Crocodile Rock

14. What type of men/women do I like? Rascal Flatts - It's Not Just Me (Tell me that you live for love)

15. How's my love life? Underworld - Born Slippy (no idea)

16. What should I do with my life? The Simpsons - Under the Sea (haha "we're going to start a new life under the sea")

17. Will I die happy? Muse - Take a Bow (*raises brow*)

18. What is happiness? Dream Theater - Blind Faith

19. What is my favorite fetish? The Smiths - Girlfriend in a Coma (uh I don't like inanimated people)

20. What do people assume when they first look at me? U2 - Vertigo

21. What will be a big challenge in life for me? Bruce Springsteen - I'm Goin' Down (I could say so much here...)

22. Am I a good girlfriend/boyfriend? Billy Talent - The Ex (yep that's me, always the ex)

23. How will I die? Tanya Tucker - Two Sparrows In A Hurricane (supposedly CA will have one sometime in the next 10 years x

24. Is someone trying to kill me? Elvis - A Hunk of Burning Love (Hmm death by hurricane or fire?)

25. What is my sexual preference? TV on the Radio - Staring at the Sun

26. What am I afraid of? Sirenia - Sister Nightfall

27. What will I be doing in a few years? stereophonics - deadhead (following the grateful dead?)

28. What should I do instead of this quiz? Above & Beyond - Can't sleep (

)

29. What is a bad habit that I should try to stop? The Dresden Dolls - Gravity

30. What's for dinner tonight? The Plimsouls - Oldest Story in the World (love? I'll have some of that!)

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for m... ]]> ~TalulahRose Yay http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9869671/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9869671/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 05:45:51 PDT Mood: Reading

Got a book? I do!
Listening to: Three Days Grace - Just Like You
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Practical Magic

I

you guys!

Everyone has sure been busy. Everytime I clear the list of journal entries everyone does, there's 10 more to read. When do you guys find time to do all this stuff?

Nothing really going on in my life. Nothing noteworthy anyway. I'm going to work on some fractals later, after I sleep. Now that I have my comp all situated and my files back on here, I'll see what I come up with.

Did you ever notice that just as you're ready to sign off and go to bed, someone will come on that you've been wanting to talk to or missed?

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Random Lyrics:
Rascal Flatts - Like I Am
When it comes to love
I may not know the rules
But there's one thing I know
My heart belongs to you, just you

When you say that I'm one of a kind
Baby, I don't see it but you believe
That I'm so strong and true, I promise you
I'll try to be that kind of man
Because you love me like I am

-- I am
I'll never understand
I don't think I'll ever understand
Why you love me
Why you love me just like I am

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

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last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a look [link] ]]> ~TalulahRose Bored http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9800475/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9800475/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 04:52:08 PDT Mood: Reading

Got a book? I do!
Listening to: Three Days Grace - Just Like You
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Practical Magic

Taken from

's journal.

1.Look at your right side. What did you see the most?
My comp tower and a half smoked cigarette. (I'm quitting, I swear!)

2.Look at left. So, what did you see this time?
My backback and the Hitichhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. I couldn't survive without it

3.In what mood you are now? Tell me about your feelings.
I just woke up and I'm talking to a cool guy I met on The Palace and wondering if *PossumOfTheGrotto can send me some turkey.

4.What will you do after taking this stupid test?
Go to #YabberRejects and say hello, then get on The Palace and play Yahtzee maybe?

5. Describe yourself in 3 words.
Hungry, hor..bored, yearning. (Couldn't think of a word for missing someone.)

6.About what was your latest dream you remember?
I don't remember it but this guy named Steve was in it. (you don't know him)

7.What do you think about this test?
Eh, nice and short.

8. Latest full cd you've listened
The Dresden Dolls - Yes, Virginia...

9.Latest full movie you've watched
Inconvenient Truth. It was really good. I definitely recommend it.

10.Latest person, who makes you smile
Skizzy

11.Latest person, who makes you cry
My sister.

12. Describe your feelings like a colour. What colour it will be?
Right now I'm going through a range of yellow orange and red.

13. Do you remember your latest kiss? And who did you kiss?
Yeah, and I'd rather not remember

14.Do you love someone? [without family, parents etc.]
Yes

15. Do you miss people that are so far away from you?
Yeah, my son and Steve.

16. What's your biggest dream?
I don't have any dreams. I just live life and hope nothing bad happens

17. So this the end. What do you want to say now?
I'm still waking up dangit.

18.Tag 6 buddies
Nah, you can do it if you want. I'll be nice this time.

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Random Lyrics:
Three Days Grace - Just Like You
I could be mean - I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake - I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me - You were only in my way
Youre wrong if you think that Ill be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me - You were only in my way
Youre wrong if you think that Ill be just like you

I could be cold - I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak - I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

On my own, cause I cant take livin with you
Im alone, so I wont turn out like you want me to

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a... ]]> ~TalulahRose Reformated Yay...pft http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9762463/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9762463/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 16:28:57 PDT Mood: Psychotic

Nuts
Listening to: Three Days Grace - Just Like You
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Practical Magic

I know it seems I've been missing the past 6 days but, for the last 6 days I feel I've been found. Can't explain really. I just feel this great sense of hmm so many things. I've been smiling a lot lately.

Creatively and artistically, I haven't done a thing. As a matter of fact, my comp got messed up so I had to reformat. I still haven't finished reinstalling everything. I haven't needed to reformat since I bought this comp so it really frustrated me. I'm just glad that a lot of my stuff was backed up.

I've been feeling really anxious lately but that's from stuff going on with my sister. Deadlines and so on, are coming up and I seem to be the only one concerned about it. I hate being the oldest. I'm always the worrywart/caretaker.

I hope everyone is doing well. I'll be in to chat sometime soon. I miss you guys

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Random Lyrics:
Three Days Grace - Just Like You
I could be mean - I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake - I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me - You were only in my way
Youre wrong if you think that Ill be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me - You were only in my way
Youre wrong if you think that Ill be just like you

I could be cold - I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak - I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

On my own, cause I cant take livin with you
Im alone, so I wont turn out like you want me to

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a look [link] ]]> ~TalulahRose Where's My Head At? http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9688796/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9688796/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 09:30:06 PDT Mood: Flirty

Dang Flirty Lately
Listening to: Johnny Cash - A Boy Named Sue
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Practical Magic

deviantART:
I saw this [link] in =Zilchius's journal. It seems that the 'comment hide' feature is finally in place! They've been talking about that one for awhile

Also, you can now block up to 20 people from making comments

I don't have anyone I'd block but for those who get harassed on here, that will definitely come in handy. According to $lolly's journal, they also have a running list of bugs that are being fixed. There's a link to that at the bottom.

I've been slacking on poetry/lit comments lately. There's been stuff going on for me off and on all week so I usually comment on the visual deviations because I can do them quickly, and save the poetry/lit for later. I like to actually read what you guys have written and not just glance through them. Sorry if I seem neglectful.

Personal:
Well, things are still up in the air over here. All I can do is take care of myself and my life and hope no one around me screws up. I can't do it for them and, sometimes I have to remind myself of that.

Thanks for answering the poll question. Hearing your opinions helped a lot. I think I did the right thing. Sitting on info like that kind of eats at me, especially when it's over people I care about.

I had more to write but, I'm still waking up and my head is all groggy. Nick calls today so, I'm in a chipper mood

I need a quick shower so, someone start it for me and I'll make you some pancakes.

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Random Lyrics:
Basement Jaxx - Where's Your Head At
Don't let the walls cave in on you
We can't live on, live on without you
Don't let the walls cave in on you
We can't live on, live on without you
Don't let the walls cave in on you
You get what you give that much is true
Don't let the walls cave in on you
You turn the world away from you

You have now found yourself trapped in the incomprehensible maze...

Where's your head at?
Where's your head at?

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

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Poetry | Photography | Fractals | Photomanipulations | Contest Entries| Wallpaper

My Other Stuff:
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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a look [link] ]]> ~TalulahRose *raises brow* (updated) http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9656025/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9656025/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 02:38:16 PDT Mood: Industrious

Bob the Builder?
Listening to: The Who - Pinball Wizard
Reading: Jeeves stories by Wodehouse
Watching: Practical Magic

deviantART:
Well dAv5 came and dang did that take long! I feel sorry for those who stayed up 24 hours for it.

I have a few complaints but, I'm giving myself a few days. Some stuff is buggy right now like how the Page Views don't work, comments take forever to load, etc. Some stuff is just bad designing like how the header fonts are ugly and HUGE.

The channel parties were fun. I met a lot of new people and got 155 pageviews. I even made a last.fm friend which, since I didn't know anyone on there, that was unexpected

I won a magnet in a trivia contest. The question was: What is @isabelucha's favorite emote haha. I think all exYabber's and YabberRejects know that one.

Personal:
My kid is better. I think his meds are adjusting and that's a huge relief. He won't get to come home at the end of the month for a visit but, I'm going to try to head to where he is sometime as soon as stuff is settled here.

There have been some developments in the situation with my sister. I can't tell yet if they're good or bad. I'm hoping for the best.

I haven't done much artistically or creatively lately. I just haven't been in the mood with all the stuff going on. On a positive note, with all this drama and stress, I'm NOT panicking. I actually feel pretty good, and strong. Oh and I've been sleeping normal hours too.

I'm going to be signing up for classes if I can get some stuff done first. We'll see how that goes.

I hope everyone else is doing well

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Random Lyrics:
LeAnn Rimes - But I Do Love You
I don't like to be alone in the night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you - But I do love you

I don't like to see the sky painted grey
And I don't like when, nothin's goin my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you - But I do love you

I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do

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#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

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In =jmonzani's journal are instructions for making the new HUGE dav5 fonts smaller in Firefox. Take a look [link] ]]> ~TalulahRose Tagged y0 http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9623090/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9623090/ Sun, 06 Aug 2006 23:25:11 PDT

which was bound to happen since everyone I know knows everyone else. I did this in May but, I'll do another one. That will make 12 total for me too I guess

6 weird things about me:
1. I can tie a cherry stem into a knot with my tongue.
2. I haven't had a soda since September of last year.
3. When I tell you guys I'm dancing in my seat, I'm not lying.
4. I also dance and sing very loudly while driving

People look at me like I'm crazy sometimes.
5. My eyes are hazel but when I'm happy they turn golden and when I'm angry or um, liking someone, they turn green.
6. There is no type of music I don't like.

I'll tag hmm

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Random Lyrics:
Within Temptation - Angels
Sparkling angel I believed
You are my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

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Poetry | Photography | Fractals | Photomanipulations | Contest Entries| Wallpaper

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things ]]> ~TalulahRose Headache http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9604266/ http://TalulahRose.deviantart.com/journal/9604266/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 03:10:22 PDT ---------------
Since most everyone was not wanting anything made for them because they're so non-committal

, I'll be making a nonofficial list and making you guys stuff anyway!

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Random Lyrics:
Within Temptation - Angels
Sparkling angel I believed
You are my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.

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Where you can find me:
#photographers
#DaRailyard
#JibberJabber
#YabberRejects
#Love4artfun

Quotes From devART Chats

My Galleries:
Poetry | Photography | Fractals | Photomanipulations | Contest Entries| Wallpaper

My Other Stuff:
last.fm | Listal | 43 Things ]]> ~TalulahRose