http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Tamouraka&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Tamouraka en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 17:33:26 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/28751169/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/28751169/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 17:20:57 PST
until today I realized that my parents - nay, my family - NAY, EVERYBODY - don't really know me. None of you do (not to be offensive it's my own fault), and I don't get it!

I mean, I'm totally myself with my family.
That's why I get bitched at for having different opinions.

And yet nobody
knows
who
I
am.

How does that happen? Am I doing something wrong? What should I be doing differently?
They're under this DILLUSION that I'm in a HUGE RUSH to grow up, when really it's the opposite - I don't want to grow up because I WASTED my adolescene doing - nothing! nothing memorable or special at all!

Let me tell you guys something:
If you plan on having more than one kid, or have more than one kid,
when the eldest turns 18,
don't start treating the younger one like they should hurry up and be 18 too.
Don't pressure alcholol and R-rated movies,
don't assume that they want to skip CEGEP and head straight to University (or that they want to go straight to university),
fucking ask them first, then you won't get annoying, depressive people like me who aren't even motivated to do anything.

Or maybe it's just me.

I'm sorry for all the sobbu-story-journals lately, but sometimes I feel like talking to multiple people and getting nothing in return.

-Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/28533166/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/28533166/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 16:44:54 PST fucking point of view in this damn house without

a) being told I'm wrong and OH NOT LISTENING to the other side because clearly, giving your side of an argument = blocking your stubborn-ass ears
b) my parents getting into huge, baby, fucking arguments over my attempt at a discussion, because clearly, I am an ignorant arrogant teenager who must be taught a lesson, and speaking out against my mother automatically means we are calling her a stupid, ugly bitch.

So now I'm going to get a vaccination I don't even KNOW if I fucking want, and REALLY, REALLY don't want BECAUSE of all the arguing.
GOD HELP ME.

~Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/28251940/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/28251940/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:11:05 PST
so yeah I have sjkgdjkshg so much work from school its not funny
BUT my bigbigbig project for all year is a WEBCOMICU with my friend so that's pretty rad. Except I can't draw people who aren't white because idk why it's so sad actually. I mean I probably can its just my damn disney/animu eyes so they always look the same. ;____; MUST FIX THIS!!!

ok so that's it ummm my life hasn't been interesting I'm very sick right now I guess. Oh and I failed my first term of sec 5 NO DOUBT. if I end up passing I'll be STUNNED.

so I guess it's been kinda shitty lately, but eh it's ok. :3

~Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/27733928/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/27733928/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 19:35:54 PDT
2. As I was attempting to watch The Hunchback of Notre Dame (see below) I noticed that the animation is gorgeousssssesesss better than Aladdin wth. Disney is a freak, some movies are excellent, others make my eyes hurt with the choppy walks and bad zoom-ins. @_@

3. I say ATTEMPTING because Cyberlink Power DVD player or whatever is the only thing I have to watch my DVD on my computer with, and it sucks some major balls. u_u I can't even get technical support without signing up with them - uh, no thanks! Anyways, the product is ass. I'm off to go watch it on my TV P:

And that's it for updates! Nothing special in my life unfortunately o_o;
~Tam

Art trades I will get to I SWEARS IT I'll get to them next weekend, I've just been swamped by really horrendous teachers (and I mean they as people suck, and that sucks)
And to Wajas commissioners LOL WELL you guys haven't paid me so I'm going to finish up the sketches and I won't get around to my last one (sorry babs D: ) because ffffffffffffffffuck I have so many other things to do, I can't waste my time making stupid artwork for virtual money. Only for real money I MEAN YEAH

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/27286411/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/27286411/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 18:30:57 PDT
At least the top bar wasn't distracting

or noisy

I'm really actually disgusted.

oh yeah and I'm back!!!

~Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/27154080/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/27154080/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 16:24:26 PDT
it feels like it was forever ago...

Anyways, ganked this off of to get my mind off of my depression again uggggh

GOSH
IT GOES BUT THEN IT COMES BACK
CAN'T YOU TAKE A HINT, TEENAGE ANGST????!

---
From now on, you can’t tell lies, are you ready?
LET'S DO THIS

Think back eight months ago, were you single?
I still am, fanks for reminding me ;_;

What do you carry with you at all times?
Clothing, at least 5 bucks, and... my cell, most of the times

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?
nobodyyyy

How are you feeling?
DERPESSSSSSSSDSGJDLKJGLKAJLWJALF wat else is new O:

Is something wrong right now?
Oh yeah. I don't want to talk about it though.

Are you mad at someone?
Yes - fuming. (hint: they look exactly like me)

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Wow, that's a dumb question :C

Are you jealous of someone right now?
Hmmm, I guess a little, not in a bad way though. I wouldn't really say jealous, either, just frustrated because I cannot be as outgoing as they~~ 9_9

Do you have a piggy bank that’s actually shaped like a pig?
NO. ;_; It is my life-long goal to obtain one, though.
GASPU
MAYBE I'LL MAKE ONE

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
Tacco

What are you suppose to be doing right now?
Doing homework, artwork, yeah

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yeah, sorta :"D

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
Right now, I'm failing at one, and I just... it makes me want to die.

Could you cry right now?
Yes

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Ahhhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhaahhaah a
yeah.

Are you okay with the life you live?
No.

Did you enjoy your day today?
Yeah, pretty much.

Do you have a tattoo?
Ew, no, I don't like the idea :"( Though I love seeing them on other people, haha!

Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?
Nooooo

What was the last thing you spent money for?
Bus

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mom

Do you call it fall or autumn?
Fall

Make a wish?
I wish I could fucking grow up like everyone else can.

Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
All of my friends, really! Though for some reason ~Suwa is like mine cure. Idk, it's the way she talks - it makes me feel better about everything.

What were you up to at 9pm last night?
Talking wif my lesbian ~UnholyTrinity666 and ignoring my homework XD

Do you hold grudges?
I don't know how X"D

Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name?
Reverie

In the past seventy-two hours, have you been under influence?
Wow, no

Who was your last text from?
Chelsea XD

Who was your last phone call from?
Mommmm

One thing you’re looking forward to?
SEEING YOU ~Skitt-wolf!!!! ;C;

Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
Oooooooh yes ;_;

Has anyone ever called you sexy?
No, nobody calls me anything - LEAST of all sexy. Well, except allegedly, a group of Italian boys, when I was in Italy, called me "beautiful" -- then proceeded to stalk me and my friend. X"D Maybe they thought I was playing hard to get, but really, I DIDN'T HEAR THEM AT ALL. ;_;

What color is your camera?
Silverrr

Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?
Hmmmm, I guess?

Have you ever lived in Pennsylvania, Arizona, or Hawaii?
Wh- no???

Have you ever lived in Quebec, Dubai, or Chihuahua?
RANDOM PLACES, but hell yes

Did you even know Chihuahua was a place?
oh wow I do now

By the way, what is your name?
it's ugly

What time zone do you live in?
IDK LOL I-I think it's called Eastern ;_;

Are you currently in a relationship?
See question 2

How many letters does your name have in it?
4

Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out?
I don't mind it, 'cept I get ronery

Have you ever had to stay overnight at a hospital?
No -- well maybe when I was little?

How old is the youngest person in your household?... ]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/27118873/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/27118873/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 17:11:09 PDT
wow, I'm so drained today. I'm falling asleep at the computer.

one more millennium before another 09/09/09 !!!

~Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26942120/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26942120/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 17:31:31 PDT A>

I stole it from , because I took a glance and, maybe, just maybe, it might help me sort some things out that are really confusing me.

---
TEN things you want to say to TEN different people:
1. LESBIAN LOVERS 4EVER ♥
2. I'm feeling poetic!!: I love you so much because, when I trip and fall, everyone else keeps walking by, but you're the only one who turns around to make sure I'm ok and help me to my feet
3. Do you hate me?
4. I am a perpetual failure, unless I can muster the balls to give you a freaking call already.
5. I feel like I'm slipping, but I swear I won't leave you. BROFIST
6. The Game.
7. I can't help but think about how you're doing, Archangel - you and your little girl, and your ex. Good lord, you're a sweet man. ;_;
8. Instead of putting me down for my shyness, why not try and boost my confidence a little, neh?!
9. I'm sorry.
10. I wish she actually read my journals! XD:
I am so thrilled you have chosen me to tell your troubles to, that you trust me enough to say things you even say you shouldn't... But I am sorry that I can't even return the favor. My advice comes out cliched and fumbled, hardly coherent, and sometimes I try to make you smile by making a joke out of it, just because I cannot form the words to tell you what I think. Know this: everyday I try harder and harder to get better at communicating my feelings so I can help you, because... Even now I can't think of the right way to say this, other than, because you mean so much to me. And the fact that all I can do is listen breaks me.

NINE things about yourself:
1. I'm addicted to music, hurrhurr
2. The kinds of video games I'm no good at are my often my favourite XD
3. I get depressed as hell really easily. Even when I'm happy, there's this soft lull of depression that keeps me from ever reaching ecstatic.
4. I WANT TO LEARN EVERYTHING ;_;
5. Also, I am a cynical dshgkjshdg.
6. Also, I am so annoying.
7. I never have interesting, crazy dreams! ;_; Rarely do they even include people I know
8. I have this addiction to philosophy
9. Also, I am pretentious.

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Standing up for someone you don't agree with, not because it looks cool, but because you genuinely respect them
2. Being polite : )
3. Putting your knife and fork at four o' clock when you're done eating!!
4. NOT taking me too seriously all the time!
5. Have a love for the Professah ;_;
6. Not making me feel silly about what I think or feel, about my aspirations in life
7. Being a respectable person!
8. Understanding my incredible shyness and insecurity and instead of making me feel so damn guilty for not wanting to do something, try and assure me I'm not a total loser. I won't believe you, but I'll at least appreciate it.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. What exactly is reality? Maybe we ought to stop looking at it as something universal, but rather, a concept dependent on the individual. But then that just raises MORE questions.
2. Religion: the whole kit and caboodle
3. All the people who have come and gone in my life, how sad it is that I can no longer see them, and how I wish, I regret, the way I left each one of them. This is, actually, a thought that makes me cry in a second, because I've left these people in the stupidest ways, and it makes me want to die if I think about it too much.
4. Just what the hell am I going to do with my life?
5. All the things I loathe about myself, and wonder why for the life of me I can't change them, no matter how hard I try. It's like I forget to.
6. Am I missing something? Because I always have this feeling that something is missing... something physical, or something emotional. Like there is something I'm missing in my life - not something that would make it complete, per say, but something, something to make me happy. In fact, I'm probably wrong in calling what I am feeling depression, because it's not that at all. Its as if the one thing that makes me happy isn't there, like... like a cake with chunk out of it! It just depresses you, you know?
7. Stop procrastinating and do your damn work

SIX things you couldn't live without:
1. A pencil and paper
2. My right to say and believe whatever I please
3. God :I He's my eternal bro!
4. The three loves of my life D:
5. My famiry, dope >:I <333
6. Music - it practically flows in my blood XD;;

FIVE turn offs:
1. Gre... ]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26911288/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26911288/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 08:50:03 PDT First of all, everyone
thanks for posting on my last journal. I read each comment and truly appreciated them - they gave me a boost, at least for a little while. I just wasn't sure exactly how to reply to them without sounding stupid or redundant, but thank you ;_;

unfortunately I've fallen back into depression with the start of school (lol). Gwuh, there must be a cure for this without using drugs, considering even if I do have depression I'll never get checked for it >:I;;

Maybe if I listen to music 24/7, LOL XD

ANYWAYS so right now I'm FIST PUMPING!! because I just solved this equation that we got in our "MATH REVIEW" package which is being graded, and is more like "NEW MATERIAL - PRETEND YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING"

I SWEAR I CRIED LAST NIGHT BECAUSE OF THIS ;_; I'm going to start of math with a FAILING GRADE, and Math is one of my strongest subjects.

WHAT IS THIS.

so I have to teach myself. Ugh.

Unless I have math geniusesss watching me... >A>;;

Because I went to Yahoo! Answers and this chick is like "lol 8th grade math class stupid!! this is the answer!!"
AND THEIR ANSWER WAS WRONG.
MANY LAUGHS WERE HAD, YOU PRETENTIOUS IDIOT.
*activates super-power*

or maybe we were supposed to learn it last year but didn't, because - I'm not even being egotistical, I promise you - my class was pretty dumb. No I'm not even, I'm not even kidding, I'm not being vain or high-and-mighty, I promise you. It was really, really bad.

So idk how to solve for two different x's "orz

ANYWAYSSS what elseeeee

MOTHER IS SUCH A CUTE GAME ;_; I've started playing it hahaha. I suck at RPGs but WHATEVER, LITTLE NINTEN IS ADORABLE~~
also, Engrish please. It is littered with it. XD

THAT'S... IT

OH I FOUND MY PEN!!!
TIME TO DO SOME WATERCOLOURS YESSSS
~Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26509105/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26509105/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 15:47:10 PDT depressed
my dumb journal where I was all "I'm full of bullshit" sums up my whole year
honestly
I can't tell you how many TIMES I've said, again and again, "I'M GOING TO DO THIS I'M SO EXCITED TO DO IT!!! YEAH!!!" and then effectively not
How many times I get super inspiried, but never follow through
I just can't do it. I've tried so many things, but I just can't seem to get myself to stay motivated to do what I want to do. The worst part is that I still really, really badly want to do all the things I haven't done.
I wrote that journal because finally, finally, I ruined my one chance.
It was that dumb contest. I don't even know why, but I really wanted to enter it. But everytime I went to work on it... I just couldn't. I mean, like, I couldn't even stayed focused.
And as of late, I can't even draw. I can't even write or, my latest hobby, cook. It all aggravates me!
Even my art trades have taken me over a year to get to.
So I've been wondering if I maybe suffer from depression or something. I brought it up with my dad and he laughed at me and told me I had "the blahs."

Is it really normal to have had "THE BLAHS" for the past YEAR?
Sure I've been happy in the past year, but have I done anything, even the things I desperately love to do, with an OUNCE of effort?
No!
I just can't seem to do it! : (

/rant ew I hate ranting it makes me feel stupid and pathetic
but idk does anybody know how to stay motivated lol????
I just needed to tell you guys so you know I'm not intentionally being an emotionless bitch, should I ever say something to make me appear as one.
I'm just...


I'm such a let down to everyone, even myself.

---
ps:
he got me again >:C


Your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right?
yup because that was giving my dog a kiss on his forehead

Can you really get over people easily?
dunno... no? yes??

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
no

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
from my drawer (really, I don't know)

Are there certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
.....no

Has anyone ever sang to you?
my mom lol

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
no

How do you feel right now?
horrid

Did the last person who hurt you ever apologize?
no, that pretentious snobby bitch

Last awkward moment?
going to pick up my sister from camp lol

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
yeah, unless they have good reason

Meet anyone new this year?
yeah, but they don't care... WAIT NO THAT'S NOT TRUE!!! Victoria ;0;

If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
i'd probably pee myself but who cares

Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
I don't knooooow
I don't like having long hair - medium or short hair (my hair is short now lol)

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
nope

Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
no, but there are some songs I can't listen to because they depress me

Are you drunk?
oh absolutely!!!

Do you get annoyed by mosquitoes?
yeah ;_;

Have you ever been to church?
yes, and he was the craziest best guy who made me like my religion again ugh I miss him *shakes fist at Ontario*

Has a family member died within the last year?
No~

What were you doing an hour ago?
nothing. no I lie, I was drawing my entry for *kiva-rockwell's contest

Last missed call?
mom's friend

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
no, not like that

Do you like to cuddle?
sure

Made out with a stranger?
absolutely because that is a safe thing to do
I did it while I was drunk!!! /sarcasm

Fallen asleep at work/school?
yeeee almost

Been suspended from school?
no

Do you live near a river?
yup

Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
no, not like I can lol

Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly?
I'm half-blonde lol
they are not |:

What woke you up today?
ever... ]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26462251/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26462251/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 10:34:51 PDT !!!! >:C

1) Post these rules.
2) Post 8 things about yourself on this journal.
3) At the end, u must tag 8 ppl and post their icons on the same journal.
4) Leave a message on the ppl u tagged
5) No Tag Backs!
6) Grammar is LAME lolz!!1

-I'm a hypocrite who's so full of bullshit
-I'm very depressive, lol
-I get inspired easily, but I just can't stay focused and motivated with anything. At all. Nothing ever gets done, no matter how badly I want to do it.
-PROFESSOR LAYTON AND THE DIABOLICAL BOX AUG 24!!!
-I screw myself over easily
-Clearly I am a loser
-I don't like a lot of attention or "baws ur not ugry/stupid" because dammit if I think I am then I am and I don't just say this stuff I actually believe it!! I also don't just say "ew, me." just to say it - I actually put effort into solving my flaws ok >:C
-I have to walk my dog now brb

UM TAGGING........................
nobody, since when do I tag. ): You can do it and just say I tagged you
~Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26382638/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26382638/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 14:29:49 PDT
Like I could ever complete anything that's not half-assed.

This bi-weekly update is brought to you by a jerk because she said she would.

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26024817/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/26024817/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 11:33:12 PDT
I'LL GET THEM DONE YEAH but after the summer.
I have so many projects I want to tackle in the next 6 weeks, so many things, and they're important to me.
The biggest mistake I've made in my life... has been putting off things that are very important to me because of other side projects.

So my stuff? I'll get it done later. Sorry, but I've wasted enough of my adolescence doing stuff for other people, little shitty things for myself, not taking things seriously, and wasting time because I'm trying to avoid this added on work.

I don't mean to be mean!! I just had a revelation of sorts. I've been laying in bed for the past week mulling over why the fuck I never did what I really wanted to do, never pursued things adamantly, always did stuff for others except took a long time because really, honestly, I didn't have time for it but didn't know how to say no.
But I will get it all done, promise you that, I've sketched everything. Maybe I will post them, at the very least! X")

I'm just refusing to let this summer slip through my fingers, let it be another summer of me, sitting on my fat ass, doing nothing all day.

This also means I won't be very active for the summer. ;_; Je m'excuse!! I will do my very best to comment as much as possible and maybe jump on MSN more frequently, hehehehehe"""

I just want to spend my last year of adolescence pretty much (well at least where I live, this is my last year before heading off to "college"), my last summer of freedom, doing what's really, really important to me.

See you!
~Tam

PS sorry for the rant, I'm just really, REALLY mad at myself.
For letting this happen year after year
And for letting myself get so behind in this art trade/commissions business

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/25819581/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/25819581/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 14:18:40 PDT
Ummm news.... I'm going to finish my art trades because I'm feeling INSPIRED again to do digital art!!! (honestly, that's why I've been avoiding this kind of stuff, lol XC I was like "PHOTOSHOP. I HATE YOU HNNNNNGJSHGDSHKJJ DON'T EVEN LOOK AT ME". )

ALSOOOO I'm gonna enter a dorky book contest with an ANIMATION but I won't finish in time because hooray I'm too ambitious and try to tackle huge projects in a leetle amount of time ;/

Anyways, yeah, that's it. My life???
Hina made me do this JHGDSKJGHSKJHGDKJS

~Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/25524209/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/25524209/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 18:36:33 PDT
--Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/25376702/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/25376702/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 15:54:41 PDT I failed 3 of 5 exams!
I had my French exam today and it was super... easy... actually you know what, that wasn't even an exam, it was a darn test we had already done.

So I'm still unhappy sigh. ;_;

MOODS STILL WON'T STOP BEING DUMB FOR ME GOSH
--

Guys, I just failed 3 of 4 exams.








And I don't think the shock of it has sunk in yet. When it does... well fuck.


I'm praying to God my parents don't end up getting my marks. They'll throttle me.

--Tam
PS. Leaving for Costa Rica in 10 days, where I'll die of skin cancer LE SIGH.

PPS. Moods aren't loading, I'm not hungry :")

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/24828985/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/24828985/ Mon, 18 May 2009 19:13:19 PDT STEPHEN'S journal because I'm boredddddd!

[o] seen
[x] havn't seen
[-] doesn't want to see
[?] do not remember
______________________________

Disney original

[o] The Lion King
[o] 101 Dalmations
[o] Bambi
[o] Cinderella
[o] Sleeping Beauty
[o] Aristocats (fffff used to watch it a lottt)
[o] Snow White
[o] Pinocchio
[o] Peter Pan
[-] Bedknobs and Broomsticks (what is this)
[o] Aladdin
[o] Dumbo
[o] Lady and the Tramp
[o] The Jungle Book
[o] The Sword in the Stone
[o] Robin Hood (heartheart)
[-] The Black Cauldron
[o] The Fox and the Hound
[o] Oliver and Company (I watched it at my godparents' house : D happy memory~)
[?] The Rescuers (I might have seen it once?? I vaguely remember bits and pieces : O have to watch it again)
[o] Beauty and the Beast
[o] The Little Mermaid
[o] Hercules
[o] Fantasia

Disney Pixar

[o] Finding Nemo
[o] Toy Story (classic *A*)
[o] A Bugs Life
[o] Cars
[o] The Incredibles
[o] Monsters inc.
[o] Ratatouille
[x] Wall-E

Blue Sky

[o] Ice Age
[o] Robots
[-] Horton Hears a Who!

Studio Ghibli/Miyazaki

[o] Spirited Away
[x] Grave of the Fireflies
[x] Princess Mononoke
[x] Whispers of the Heart
[x] Howl's Moving Castle
[x] Kiki's Delievry Service
[x] My Neighbour Totoro
(I WANT TO SEE ALL OF THESE THOUGH ;_; Where's Castle in the Sky? ...*adds*)
[o] Castle in the Sky

Dream Works

[o] Shrek
[o] Antz
[o] Shark Tale
[o] Madagascar
[o] Over the Hedge
[-] Flushed Away
[o] Bee Movie
[x] Kung Fu Panda
[x] Monsters vs. Aliens

Aardman

[o] Wallace and Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit
[x] Chicken Run

yeahhhh
check my disney score

i need to watch one movie everyday this summer OH YES >:C!
~Tam

STUFF!!

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/24096807/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/24096807/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 15:58:27 PDT
is really good
but too long

I bet you I could condense that bizznatch down to 250, 300 pages. Q_Q

now onto The Pearllll which is perpetually boring, apparently. nooooooooooooooooooo

SOMEONE SUGGEST TO ME GOOD BOOKS SO I CAN GET THROUGH THIS NEXT SCHOOL BOOK??? ;_; ;_;

Ok, in addition, I will let you know right now that hurrrrrh I've finished a VERY busy portion of my year!! So guess what - I can finally pay you guys back this Easter weekend, yaaaay

In addition, I'm rly bored with Tam and have been drawing a new fursona and persona just cause, well, I'm a bigger dick (huuuuge dick""") compared to Tams. Why is this important? Idk. I'm just letting you know my art plans and shizznat.

Also, will you aid me in my quest to get into college!!! As in, has anybody actually tried out for the fine arts stream, and if so, do you have a vague idea of the kind of stuff they're looking for ;_; I know that's a vague question but like like idk. I'm rambling.
But I just I kinda want to know... Will they accept digitally done pieces?? I doubt it, right? ;_; I'm really nervous. I need to finish my portfolio of sdjghskj 24 pieces by March next year, and one of 12 pieces by June!! so yeah.

But nobody reads my journals so ;"D;;;;

--Tam

Stuff
updated Apr 6, 2009 -

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/24083770/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/24083770/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 20:52:39 PDT
Does that depress you? Does it make your blood boil? Do you hate me? I apologize for liking the people your God creates.








LOVE
~Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/23786711/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/23786711/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 19:23:35 PDT

That's cool


Because Die Hard's like my favourite movie maybe DON'T JUDGE ME""""

anyways yeah ok I'll get back to WORKING ON AN ART TRADE!!! AREN"T YOU ALL SO PROUD OF ME

YES YOU ARE!


And I'll also go back to being a silent, invisible asshole who never comments anymore on anything but actually does care about whatever's going on

~Tam

Stuff

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/23536738/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/23536738/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 08:00:07 PST I hope you enjoyed your time without me while you had it

I will recount my journey later

~Tam

Stuff

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/23276365/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/23276365/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 17:38:14 PST
In other news

I'm not ready.
But I've gotta go. So...

I won't get a chance to write anything tomorrow, soooo busy. @_@
So...

See you guys in two weeks. : ) I'll miss you guys!
Try not to do anything cool without me!!

I'll reply to stuff when I get back, haha, so if you get like a message replying to a comment you left forever ago WELL YEAH


EDIT: Did I ever tell you guys where I was going in Europe? 8"D Haha, I'm off to Greece, Italy, and Spain - that's my trip <3

--Tam

Stuff

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/23238698/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/23238698/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 15:52:48 PST
a.k.a. Wednesday sobsobsob

Wednesday I have a Religion test, two Multimedia articles due, a Math test at lunch, and a Science test after school.
Because I'm leaving Thursday for Europe so I have to make up for them early :"D

jkdshgjksjhgdfkjawdkjas
sdklgjlks
asklw
I'm so nervous ffffffffk STRESSSSSS

2 DAYS JDLKGJDLJFLKA

I hope I'll finish on time.
I also need to make a parting gift for our too cool for school teacher and be creepy because
see I'm recounting tales of him at our school
but one of those includes him jokingly saying he was a stripper s-so

creepy.


OK so yeah. ANYBODY WANT TO TEACH ME SPANISH AND ITALIAN?
--Tam

Stuff

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/23009486/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/23009486/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 19:02:58 PST
I SOUND SO OLD

WHY IS THIS

It's because of school and all this work ughhhhh. In fact I need to keep it down, what I need to do, right here, on the net. So every time I come here, I see it, and I cry remember.

OK, OK

Art
(in order of importance!)
Art trades
1. : Colouring/RECEIVED hot damn ;_;
2. : Sketching/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Waiting
Portfolio
(no order)
4. Coffee painting
5. bitches
6. Watercolour painting
7. Acrylic painting??
8. bamf Sam (yes)
Other
9. Ref sheets (start off with Dixie, Sam, and Jett)

Web stuff
1. Layout for W:TFC

Writing
1. Plot for that one stupid comic lol
2. Plot for that other stupid story wif Sam and Jett and yeah
3. Complete "Between Lines" stories for mi amor
4. Develop cast

wow I REALLY don't know what I'm doing. I'll need to edit this later.

over and out,
--Tam

ಠ_ರೃ

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/22458124/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/22458124/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 18:12:36 PST 's journal!!! SHE IS AWESOME CLICK HER ICON NOW NOW NOW

Because lately, I've wanted to tell people how I feel. But you can't in this world without people getting offended, taking it personally, and being dickholes and only caring about how THEY feel. Just totally disregarding your own feelings!! ...So, yeah.

Not everyone here is an Internet buddie, justaletyouknow
---
1. List facts for 16 different people you want to say but will never tell them out loud.
2. Don't reveal who they are.
3. You can comment but don't answer to guesses. The idea is that no one knows who the facts are indicated to.
4. Tag three (3) people.
-----------------------------

I'm listing 14 because I can say most of what I want to say right to your faces, guys xD;;; This is just some stuff. Also number 14 is a bonus and I'll let you guess that one and if you get it right I'll give you a brownie. @w@

1. You. I've wanted to talk to you for a long time. I love you very much, but you know what? You're impossible to talk to. IMPOSSIBLE. Because you have this snarky little attitude that I positively detest! On the other hand, you're always by my side, always there for me... Which sucks sometimes, especially after "that incident". Which is what I want to talk about. Dammit... I promised I wouldn't let it get to me, but what you said hurts me still, so badly. You think I'm a jackass? At least I don't threaten to kill people and then turn around and say "omg you need me so badly". I've already told you this, but fuck.
The fact - thanks for making life more confusing than it needed to be.

2. I love you with all my heart. I'd give so much up for you, even if you find that hard to believe... So I guess it hurts that you give more attention to people who maybe wouldn't. No, its not fair for me to assume that they wouldn't do the same for you, and yet... that's how I feel. Wow, this makes me sound like an attention-whore, but its just... I want to be there for you. Its what I live for. Please, talk to me more. You're so important to me.

3. GOSH, same deal as above with you!! Except that I know that the others that you talk to would give so much for you, too, so I guess I'm not as... upset? XD;; I'd just wish you'd come to me more. I hate being the last to hear about your troubles when I was probably the first you met over at that one place I'M SO SUBTLE ilumang hart hart hart

4. OH MY GOD I HAVE THIS PROBLEM WITH EVERYONE! I guess its just because I'm very used to people coming to me first, before anyone else, for help. But I guess its partly my fault for being so absent as of late. I'm so sorry for being a jackass and losing touch with you. I love you dearly. Hang in there

5. You're really cool, mang, my RL DAUGHTER/HOMEFRY FOREVER!!! Thank you so much for taking care of our other friend. All I ask is... that you please, please give her more attention and read more of her stuff. She needs you more than you know, I think, or at least the distraction. And considering that she talks to you more, well, I'M COUNTING ON YOU TO GIVE HER DAMN GOOD ADVICE, YOU HEAR??? ...well, no, you don't hear, you don't even know about my gallery. I should fix that.

6. I love you with all my heart, more than you ever, ever know. Though you're a hypocrite, a big one, and its... hard. You tell me not to give myself pity, and then start going off on the whole "woe is me!" WAAAAY more than I EVER do! Stop it, please. Pick one.

7. We aren't even REMOTELY good friends, hell, you don't even know me very well at all! But I want to say that, even though I disagree with you on some of your opinions, I admire you so much. It takes a lot of guts to express your opinions that go against what many others believe, and to stick by it, and to put up with all the shit you get. I aspire to be as courageous as you are when it comes to speaking my mind.

8. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of you dying, even though it'd be a natural death. I just love you too much to let go of you, ever. Though its childish... I wish you could live forever.

9. YOU'RE SO COOL AND I WISH YOU COULD STAY AT OUR SCHOOL MANG DON'T LEAVE SCHOOL LIFE WILL BE BORING WITHOUT YOU!!! (only one person will know who this is hahahahaha)

10. Again, I admire you, too, so, so much. Not just for artistic talent, but for being so true to yourself. For saying for real who you are and being proud of it. I don't think I've seen anymore more proud of being what you are than you! And its so cool! NEVER STOP BEING COOL,... ]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/22340761/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/22340761/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 19:34:27 PST
Well only sorta. Just wanted a not so long journal on my page :"D

BUT LOOK, KEEPIN' IT SIMPLE
ONE RESOLUTION AND ONLY ONE!


DON'T SCREW UP!!!



Your turn C: Tell me your resolutions (nothing boring like weight loss/drawing more ok that's cheating :C)
--Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/22278719/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/22278719/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 11:41:04 PST C:

When you're drawing do you ever...

1. [ ] Begin drawing a simple line/circle then change your mind about what the product should be and erase that line?


2. [x] Let's say those lines and circle was to be the head, and after erasing, you end up putting it right back.

skjdglkdsjglks yes


3. [x] If this pertains to you, do you ever realize that erasing such a simple structure was unnecessary?? (Cause even though you changed your mind about what character to draw you could have still built on that simple foundation)

Many a times I've erased very good loose sketches and well :C

4. [x] Do you ever begin outlining your sketch and even coloring it, only to realize that you totally f***** up the colors?

URGGGGH

5. [ ] Now let's say the picture is beyond the point of fixing and you forgot to scan the original sketch.


6. [x] Do you still make an attempt to make it right and upload it?


7. [x] Do you ever feel like crying when you lose a REALLY good picture? (ie: it got wet, dog stepped on it, some idiot drew on it, or you just f***** it up on your own by accident)

My brother sharpied a sketch of mine to get back at me for defending him.

8. [x] When using Photoshop, do you ever start making a design, getting real far, making multiple marks, then realizing you're on the WRONG layer?


9. [x] If you realize it a little too late (ie: the first mark you did on the wrong layer can't be found in the history) do you try to fix it?


10. [ ] When drawing in MS Paint or Oekaki, you've made some really beautiful lineart. You wanna fill it with all the wonderful colors of the rainbow, but wait, you've just filled up the whole screen! Does it take you forEVER just to find that teenyweeny little opening that needs to be closed?

EYES OF A HAWK, MY FRIEND

Score so far: 7

Concerning your materials do you ever...

11. [ ] Make the very first page of you sketchbook/portfolio the introductory page (ie: your fursona or other char welcoming the watcher to your sketchbook/portfolio)?


12. [ ] On the same page (or somewhere close to it), do you have instructions on how to properly handle the sketchbook/portfolio?


13. [ ] Okay, even though we KNOW that the average peoples who look at our sketchbooks/portfolios irl don't give a flip about the art world, we still insist that all copyrights belong to us and that one should not trace, claim as their own, or otherwise steal our artwork - and write it on one or more pages of the sketchbook?

no


14. [x] When someone asks you for a pen or pencil and they just happen to ask for your art pen/pencil, do you freak out and say "NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! Here's one I found on the floor though."?

HAHAHA YES Chelsea will innocently ask me for a pencil for just one second and I have to scrounge in my pencil case and throw her a stub


15. [ ] Say you let that person borrow your magical pen/pencil, the love of your life - you can't draw without it... and that a**hole looses it or otherwise never gets it back to you. Do you get mad or hound them til the ends of the earth til you get it back?

I'd never let someone use my pencils ok


16. [ ] If you have a case/pouch/bag for all your art supplies, do you organize it like a little OCD freak?

NOPE


17. [ ] Do you ever handle your supplies (ie, pen/pencil, sketchbook/portfolio, erasers) like they're made of glass?

no, I throw them around


18. [ ] Concerning your tablet, (if you have one, if not just mark based on what you would do) do you ever unplug and put it back in the box, or other container when you're not using it?


19. [ ] When you see other people with fancy schmancy art materials and they aren't 'true artists', or if you think their art 'sucks', do you get mad? (only assuming you don't have the money for such luxurious materials... they should be put to better use by giving them to you!)

what the hell, everyone's an artist. >_> an artist iss someone who expresses themselves through art. get over yourself


20. [ ] If someone messes up your materials (ie. food in your sketchbook, dirty finger smudges, childishly mixing colors with your markers, running out the ink in your pens) do you tell them (or don't tell them and mental note to yourself) that they've lost their privilege to use your art stuff? ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/22143057/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/22143057/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 13:53:59 PST

Love you guys so bloody much!! I wanted so badly to make you all Christmas gifts, but... :C

Can you believe I actually have work over my break? Damn...

Maybe I'll catch a break around New Years. :3

Anyways, love you guys lots, hope to upload something new soon

--Tam

PS. Like my doctor's receptionist said, "Happy EVERYTHING" XD;

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/21719757/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/21719757/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 18:47:38 PST [link]

ARE

YOU

KIDDING ME



Are you kidding me.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?????

THIS IS A JOKE RIGHT.



What the HELL is WRONG with America and your DAMN Black Friday!

People ask me why I hate shopping.
DO YOU REALLY HAVE TO GUESS!

--TAM

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/21440914/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/21440914/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 15:27:44 PST


REMEMBRANCE DAY

amongst all the violence, hate, racism, and all the other shit floating around (particular below us, COUGH COUGH UNITED STATES), it was pretty nice to sit back and remember the people who died for us so we could live. I feel a bit better about the world after today

...OK I ALSO FEEL GOOD BECAUSE OF MY TERM TESTS/last evaluations of the term GUYS
Science - 100% omfg AND 95% FWHAT
History - 90% ffffffff
English - 85%, AND A NOTE SAYING I SHOULD BE A CRITIC FOR LITERATURE??? (AWIGHT)
French - 100% wh-wh-wh I studied for this for 20 minutes maybe lol
Math - around 80% yeh

GOSH YOU GUYS I GUESS I'LL END UP IN COLLEGE hell yeah


OH by the way, ABOUT COLLEGE... I need to start building my portfolio, ehehehehe. EDIT -- FOR ILLUSTRATION! Though I suppose any art lol in case I don't get in SOB.
I need to do a total of 25 pieces, DAMN. 8C Any suggestions for medias I could use? IF YOU HAVE ANY I WILL KISS YOU through the internet

ilu
--Tam

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/21345737/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/21345737/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 17:45:16 PST YOU KNOW, THOSE SWEET LITTLE THINGS






...just wanted to get rid of my other journal 8U

(P.S. Obama =
Prop. 8 = , EDIT - WHAT THE HELL, UNITED STATES??? JUXTAPOSITION)
--Tam

A LOT OF THINGS

EDIT:: [link]
this song
+
the election
=
me

:]

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/21154004/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/21154004/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 11:05:55 PDT
Who knows any good free, or inexpensive animating programs?

Now, I have Artoonix, but I don't want to export my files as stupid .gifs. I need to save my movies/animations in a "real" movie file-format. Idk what kind but WHATEVER OK

Don't suggest Flash because I heard its confusing, its very expensive, and... YEAH. Unless you know of an inexpensive Flash version, idk...

Durrr I'm a n00b when it comes to animating programs, so yeah I also want to import the frames from photoshop becausssse

I'M MAKING AN ANIMATION YESSS

but it has to be in colour and with sick, slick backgrounds. So yeah.

ANYWAYS THAT'S WHAT I NEED TO KNOW so there
ty

I KNOW I KNOW I COULD JUST GOOGLE
but I want to hear peoples' opinions, not just read how "awesome" the company/maker wants their program to sound 6_6

~Tam

DAMMIT I'M SKETCHING UP OUR TRADE OK D:

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/21021614/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/21021614/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 18:32:19 PDT
[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?

No of course not.
This question sucks.

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?

Meth
UH NO.
Not that I hate druggies. I'd just never do it.

[03] Abortion: PRO-LIFE OR PRO-CHOICE?

Pro-choice I'M NOT FOR ABORTION OK THAT'S REALLY STUPID I'M CHANGING THE DAMN QUESTION
ok
let me expand
It is accceptable to have an abortion if its not for some really dumbass reason like you're using it as CONTRACEPTION or because its a boy and you wanted a girl or something. That's just stupid ok. But if you're raped, too young, etc. etc. yeah sure. HEY I JUST DID THIS IS RELIGION CLASS???

[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?

President of where lol? Because there have been female presidents/leaders of other countries ok. I think they're all standing I'M NOT SURE, SHALL I GO CHECK THE WORLD MAP FOR YOU

PS I'M A WOMAN, WHY WOULD I SAY YES LOL /BIAS

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?

No because sjdhgkjshgd I forgive very very easily ok. Life in jail yes, death penalty no not really. Idk.
I think its because of some story my mom told me which... pretty much made me remember that criminals are human beings as well ok.

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?

Uuuuuh no?

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?

Idk I don't like sex in general lol

[08] Do you believe in God?

Yes IN A REALLY WEIRD WAY

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?

Isn't it already ò_ò If it isn't, no shit it should be.

But no, of course it shouldn't be, because if you're gay you automatically are not a person AMIRITE

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?

Do you think it's wrong that so many feel the NEED to?

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?

No. Do I need to expand srsly.


[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?

UUUUUH ITS ALREADY 19 LOL BUT
I think it should be lowered to 16 and driving age up to 18 or something
LEARN TO DRINK BEFORE YOU DRIVE = LESS DRUNK DRIVERS Europppppe

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?

I don't even know what's going on over there anymore ok

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?

If you're helping your buddy end their sad emo life, yes.

If you're helping someone who has ASKED YOU AND BEGGED YOU and are in GREAT PAIN well they're asking. So I don't see how it is illegal then.

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?

No. Taps don't get you anywhere.

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?

Um, no. A) I don't care about money lol and B) people consider it disrespectful. Why would I want to be disrespectful?

[17] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?

Obama only because if he ends up being good or bad, he's definitely not another Bush hand-puppet running around lol DON'T DEBATE OK, I DON'T CARE, I'M CANADIAN (DAMN YOU HARPER, GET OUT OF MY GOVERNMENT)

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?

People always judge, regardless of these answers. Judge me on my art, how I ask things, what I do, what I like... So no, not really lol.

ok done. Now to study the Treaty of Trianon v_v
--Tam

lazy lol

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/20640982/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/20640982/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 18:23:54 PDT












well whatever.
Hello, Costa Rica trip. You look hella fun.
I'm pretty excited. Hopefully my dad can come with us lololol. *PRAYS NOBODY WANTS TO COME ON THE TRIP*

That is all. Wanted to get the hopeful journal off because sdkjghskdjghka it makes me feel stupid :B

How are you all today?
~Tam

Everything resumes! I am lazy.

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/20487869/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/20487869/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 11:24:45 PDT
I need to come up with sdjkghakjhg a lot of money ($3000 woah) in a short amount of TIME.

ANY IDEAS???? YES I ALREADY HAVE A JOB SO DON'T TELL ME "GET A JOB".

I want to send my friends to Europe with me aaaaah
both of them because one of them has a rly stupid father who thinks she can make 3500 in a week
and another one because her father doesn't give her mum any money and is a hoarding greedy arse!

THIS IS ONCE IN A LIFETIME AND
NOBODY WILL SEND THEM TO EUROPE WITH ME cryyyyyy

okay so yes I need like muchos ideas. I already have one which is threadless.com but but but omg so much competitionnnn and my t-shirt ideas are lame but whatevs.

halp seriously, please ;____;
--Tam

EVERYTHING IS PUT OFF FOR NOW

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/20206235/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/20206235/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 17:33:00 PDT everybody makes these journals djkhgskjsdhgks

So yesterday was only okay LOL"" I got into class wiff ~Suwa SO THAT'S PRETTY COOL except that my schedule said I was in a class I was not supposed to be in. v_v

I got that fixed today, but eh, it still bugs me that they said "OH, OKAY, SO YOU WANT..."

I DO NOT WANT, I'M SUPPOSED TO BE IN THAT CLASS I don't know what that bugs me so much, I believe that it might be because that makes me sound greedy and ungrateful. Which I am not, I just sdjkhgkjshdg it was an error!!! Oh well.

TODAY WAS FIRST DAY AHHA it was kinda cool. Our English teacher doesn't really care about the rules and talks a lot oilskjka awesome

But I keep getting stuck in the front of the class because I either come in late or all the other seats are taken. ;_; I CANNOT DOODLE, THIS IS A CRIME. Actually this is probably good, it'll force me to actually focus (somewhat lololo)

anyways ummm school will PROBABLY be cool this year yaaay.
Which means.
...idk I'm bored with talking about myself lololol

~Tam

THINGS GO HERE, I AM LAZY x_x

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/20170638/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/20170638/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 16:33:34 PDT
asjgjkdshg I am so nervous tomorrow I find out what class I am going into next year and frankly there are a lot of whores and ass-people in my grade. I really don't want to get stuck in a class with them I will not survive I swear to you I will not. @_@

ANYWAYS SO HAHA WHEN I AM NERVOUS I LIKE TO TYPE A LOT

a lot

a
lot

sdahkjghdkjhgks weuggggh I hate school I really do hate my school. x_x It sucks some major ass. Oh well whatever happens I WILL SURVIVE like I always will.
hahahah ah hhahah ah.
ha. ;_;

ANYWAYS IN GOOD NEWS I FOUND PKMN GOLD VERSION TO REPLACE MY OLD DEAD SILVER VERSION FOR FIVE BUCKS that's pretty pretty sweet is it not? I was so excited when I got it I felt like such a dorky nerd lol. x_x

Um what else did I do this summerrrr

stupid things. I DIDN"T DO ANYTHING SOB

I will post all the doodles I did in the summer though uuuuuh you guys probably don't like my sketch dumps though! So idk I might post them here OH MY GOD I MADE THAT LINK WORK WHY ARE WE FORCED TO USE QUOTATION MARKS that is lame I am too lazy for quotation marks.

Woah off-topic there ummmm

so yeah lots of stuff to do this year. Much more serious art needs to be done. I need to start making my portfolio, considering I only have this year and next year to do that. MY ART IS STILL CRAP WHAT DO I DO?!?!?!?!? AKJFHAKJHDKJSH PANIC ATTACK CARDIAC ARREST


by the way I don't care how much of a classic Lord of the Flies is, it is boring boring boring. I really do not care for such a book.

IF YOU READ ALL THIS UMMM YOU ARE FANTASTIC FOR READING MY BRAIN GARBAGE??? I NEEDED TO GET THIS OUT I AM STRESSING A LOT I HAVE EVERYTHING LEFT TO DO AND NO TIME AT ALL
~Tam

Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Comissions (on wajas lol (closed))~
1. Cultured Pink Glowsticks (!): STILL SKETCHING ;-;
~Art trades (Closed)~
1. : Sketching/Waiting
2. : Sketching/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Received
~To-Do (selfish things!)~
- Ref sheets (Sam and Jett and Tam and hell a lot of people)
- Develop characters (MOE)Todisk and otherwise)
- Create at least 2 new animal characters and 2 new people characters (HATE ANATOMY HATEHATEHATE)
- Practice painting with acrylics
- Sort through gallery (TLKFAA and dA)
- Sort through TLKFAA characters (I am a horrible, horrible person)
~Projects~
-Comic
-A short Simba comic??
-Another comic lol wow
-Practice practice practice augh
~GIFTS!!~
--oh god guys if I were to list you all this would go on and on forever if you want me to I WILL LIST Watch me finish though into the year whatever I'm going to practice using you guys idk I love drawing things for other people. That and I want to test things and you guys get to be my guinea pigs, hohohohohohohohohoho

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/19861630/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/19861630/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 11:55:09 PDT WILL BE GONE FOR 2 WEEKS!

PS. My internet has been a bitch lately and is dying on and off for extended periods of time. This is hell and torture.

OH LORD A JOURNAL ABOUT MY LIFE

or my dog's life really lol I never talk about myself yaaay!


SO, he came back from the vet after getting THE SNIP (as in his nuts, they are no longer useful (sry guys))!! And he's got a cone on his neck and he looks MISERABLE. ;A; But hey dog it's your own fault for always licking your privates!! Geeze. He's past-out on the chair beside me baaaaw. What a cutie.
He looks so stupid dsjghskjhgksj
He's so clumsy with the cone though oh dear god it's funny. And it's bad for me to laugh but the only other pet I had who wore a cone was my cat, and she found a way to get around it and bite her stitches. ;D SUCH A SMART KITTY.

HE'S ALSO GOT AN EAR INFECTION Y;0;Y POOR PUPPY, he's going to have so many meds going through him sjkdghsjkg I'm so sorry Ozzy ;_; Ah well though, he seems to be doing well.

But because of both the ear infection AND his privates being snipped, he's confined to the house. No running and jumping for him. Which is impossible, because that's all this puppy does all day - play, play, play. XD WE'LL GET THROUGH THIS PUPPY!!
BUT because he's so HYPER, he's got to stay on his leash all day. Downstairs, because if I take him with me to the computer, my SUPER SADISTIC cat will torment him all day.
My mom says we'll all be responsible for him.

TO HELL WITH THAT.

More like I'll be in charge of him. My brother won't do anything, my sister's not old enough, my mom has "oh so much work" and my dad will let him off the hook. So that pretty much means little to no internet or computer for me for the next 2 weeks. WHICH IS SO SADDENING BECAUSE I HAVE a ton of art-things I want to draw and need to draw! I wanted to start on my trade with Cuin (I'm aware I spelled it wrong but it's my new nickname for you yaaay).
ANYWAYS
I'll be on infrequently and I'll probably comment sometimes, but if something magical happens in your life and I don't comment please don't think I'm a jerk! ;_;

ALSO HERE IS SOME EMO - I AM SO SAD BECAUSE EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS HAS LEFT ME FOR THE REST OF AUGUST. *WEEPING*

wow that was annoying AND AWKWARD! Something only I can achieve without a hint of grace~

~Tam

OH HEY I GET TO UPDATE THIS I AM SO not thrilled.

Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Comissions (on wajas lol (closed))~
1. Cultured Pink Glowsticks (!): STILL SKETCHING ;-;
~Art trades (Closed)~
1. : Sketching/Waiting
2. : Sketching/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Received
~To-Do (selfish things!)~
- Ref sheets (Sam and Jett and Tam and hell a lot of people)
- Develop characters (MOE)Todisk and otherwise)
- Create at least 2 new animal characters and 2 new people characters (HATE ANATOMY HATEHATEHATE)
- Practice painting with acrylics
- Sort through gallery (TLKFAA and dA)
- Sort through TLKFAA characters (I am a horrible, horrible person)
~Projects~
-Comic
-A short Simba comic??
-Another comic lol wow
-Practice practice practice augh
~GIFTS!!~
--oh god guys if I were to list you all this would go on and on forever if you want me to I WILL LIST Watch me finish though into the year whatever I'm going to practice using you guys idk I love drawing things for other people. That and I want to test things and you guys get to be my guinea pigs, hohohohohohohohohoho

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/19602543/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/19602543/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 06:47:44 PDT because I can

You have a:
[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step-Sister
[ ] Step-Brother
[x] Brother
[x] Sister
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Cell phone
[x] Own bathroom (?? I guess??)
[x] Own room
[ ] Swimming pool
[ ] Hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[x] TV (Yes but it's not my own jksdhgk)
Total so far: 8

[ ] Full size or bigger bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[ ] Sunglasses
[x] Watch (But I lost it ;A; )
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works.
[ ] PS2 that works
[ ] Xbox that works
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[x] Gameboy/Advance (kinda uhm dying but okay)
[x] Gamecube (dead lol)
Total so far: 13

[ ] Basketball hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table (I WANT ONE)
[ ] Ping pong table (SO BAD)
[ ] Fooseball table
Total so far: 13

[x] Nightstand (side table same thing rite)
[ ] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom
Total so far: 14

[ ] Job
[ ] Goes shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[ ] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera or phone
Total so far: 15


[ ] Electric or gas scooter/motorcycle/car (well my... parents... so there's one of these down there that I'll check)
[ ] Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar
[ ] Piano/Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument (A RECORDED IS AN INSTRUMENT)
[ ] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the province/state (not very far *wants to travel SO BAD*)
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelery
[ ] Met a celebrity
Total so far: 17

[x] Straightener/curling iron (never use them 8'D)
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now
[ ] Credit card or ATM card or debit card or bank card
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Been to NYC
[ ] Been to LA
[ ] Been to Florida (briefly)
[ ] Been to Las Vegas
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to South America
Total so far: 18

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Jet Ski/boat (a canoe, but still)
[ ] Camper
[ ] Been to 5+ states in the US
[ ] 100+ buddies on Facebook/Myspace
Total so far: 19

[x] Home cooked meal almost every day
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[x] Own a digital camera
[ ] Own a laptop
Final Total: 21

1-22 = Ghetto
23-33 = Average kid
34-44 = Spoiled
45+ = Upper Class snob

sjdgkshgjshdkjhksj uuuuuh????? I am a ghetto-er? This quiz is kinda lame guys I mean I don't have this stuff but I do have a bunch of other things!!
Really guys I'm spoiled!! At least I feel spoiled.

--Tam

OH HEY I GET TO UPDATE THIS I AM SO THRILLED!
Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Art trades (Closed)~
1. : Sketching/Waiting
2. : Sketching/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Received
~Projects~
-Comic
-A short Simba comic??
-Another comic lol wow
-Practice practice practice augh
~GIFTS!!~
--oh god guys if I were to list you all this would go on and on forever if you want me to I WILL LIST Watch me finish though into the year whatever I'm going to practice using you guys idk I love drawing things for other people.
--Icons for my gang (~Suwa and ~UnholyTrinity666)

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/19026972/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/19026972/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 19:18:41 PDT
Leave a comment, and I will attempt to:

a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.

Okaaay... GO

EDIT t-this quiz looked cool :C I stole it off of ♥

-----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

- Name: ...Tamouraka that's all you get D:<
- Single or taken: Single
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: March 19
- Sign: PICES
- Hair color: Dirty darker blonde (lol Suwa) with *natural* blonde streaks I AM PROUD OF MY THEM
- Eye color: They change all the time ;_;
- Height: I think I grew :C
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straaaaight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: I hate shopping
- Favorite designer?: MOTH BRB
- What is your sexiest outfit?: MY CAT IS IN THE PROCESS OF HUNTING THE MOTH this is so cool
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: Everything I wear lol XD
- What do you usually wear?: Jeans and a T-shirt

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Whatever is beside the tub
- What are you listening to right now?: Hedley - On My Own (old music is good music I miss the sound aaaah @A@)
- Who is the last person that called you?: Jane C:
- How many buddies are online right now?: Dunno

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: Bread, noodles, potatoes - my three favourite foods :"D
- Girls' names: Hmmm, I really don't know :") I like girl names that start with A
- Boys' names: Sam >_>;; djsgsh what it is I swear ;_;
- Subjects in school: History! I have really awesome History teachers X)
- Animals: every single one

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: My dog-- why would I give a person a bath? o_o
- Smoked?: Nope but sometimes, I admit, I think about it... but I'd never try it XD
- Bungee jumped?: ghkjsdhgjkhakjhadk no
- Made yourself throw up?: what
- Skinny dipped?: dsjgsk holy fuck no not ever
- Ever been in love?: No ;_;
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: What the hell! No XD
- Pictured your crush naked?: o_o
- Actually seen your crush naked?: I have a crush?


- Cried when someone died?: I laughed at my great grandma's funeral and then I started crying because I felt terrible 8'D
- Lied: I ALREADY HAVE IN THIS QUIZ (HINT:: IT'S THE FIRST ONE my name is ugly okay)
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yeah I think I fell - or rather, jumped - because my best friends persuaded me to jump from a high height-- OH THAT KIND OF FALLEN no
- Rejected someone?: Why would anyone do that! ;w;
- Used someone?: Probably, but not intentionally
- Done something you regret?: Everybody has RIGHT???

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: (oops forgot to change this lol) these... brown... pants... and a Water Horse t-shirt lol XD
- Desktop: [link] Hell yes
- CD in player: ...lol
- DVD in player: I have to watch Anastasia for Suwa :"D

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: Myself-- well my clothes like!! I have bug bites so I scratched them >_<
- Hugged: My dad
- You IMed: No IM :C
- Talk to online: u-uh...
- Sex it up with:

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: I... hope...?
- Open-minded: I like to think so, yes! : )
- Arrogant: I hope not ó_ò
- Insecure?: Yes haha
- Random?: Apparently
- Hungry: No, thank you for asking C:
- Smart: No XD
- Moody: oh god in the morning :"D
- Organized: Have you seen my room XD;
- Shy: Yeah : (
- Difficult: Probably XD
- Bor... ]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/18972472/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/18972472/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 19:41:40 PDT everything left to do ;_;
I'm sorry I died on you guys!! I never comment (WELL ANG, I WONDER WHY HMMMMM), I never post art, I-I haven't done any art trades, I'VE ABANDONED MY DEAR TLKFAA ;___;

AUGH I'M SO SORRY YOU GUYS ;;_;;

If you will please direct your attention to my art status
I plan on making you guys all something ;a; ALL OF MY FWENDS

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I'M DONE MY EXAMS

~Tamo

Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Art trades (Closed)~
1. : Sketching/Waiting
2. : Sketching/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Received
4. : Sketching (it was ugly)/Received! (TOP PRIORITY!)
~Projects~
-Comic
-A short Simba comic??
-Another comic lol wow
-Practice practice practice augh
~GIFTS!!~
--oh god guys if I were to list you all this would go on and on forever if you want me to I WILL LIST
--Kiva's SUPER SPECIAL AWESOME birthday gift (this is why I want to know your birthdays lol ;_; )
--Icons for my gang (~Suwa and ~UnholyTrinity666)
--A giftu for Chelsea because she's writing me amazing Sam + Jett stuff and omg I love her so much she's amazing ;A;

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/18035529/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/18035529/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:04:09 PDT EDIT 2:: He has a name - we're calling him Ozzy.

EDIT:: CRAPPY PHOTO TIME!1
[link]
[link] It looks like he has a streak of white on his nose but he doesn't n_n
[link] lol my ugliness, I blurred v_v

HHHFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF HE'S SUCH A WHINER I LOVE HIM @__@
/end edit

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

FIRST OFF I AM SO AMAZING I accidentally edited a journal *failure*
Secondly I really should get to work on all the stuff I have to do nnnngh ;A; *GETS TO IT?*

w-we got a puppy yesterday!!! ;A;
^{andIgotApolloJustice} but that DOESN'T MATTER

PPPPPPPPPUPPY *A*
who's already peed on the carpet YAY??

I don't know what to name him though "orz
ANY IDEAS??

He's a black pup, 3/4 cocker spaniel and 1/4 teckel and he's almost 2 and a half months old. bbbbb lol my mom wanted to name him Jett <8);; Also his paws are SOBIG so he doesn't really walk, he stumbles. dsfhkjhakjwhjksjlaksj he's so cute, he's the size of a pop bottle *A*!!

WHAT A BABY

ANYWAYS YEAH I'M PRETTY HAPPY DESPITE WORKING LATE NIGHTS THIS WEEK (Wednesday I had 3 hours of sleep lol) this week has been so bloody AWESHUM.

~ Tamo

Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Art trades (Closed)~
1. : Sketching/Waiting
2. : Sketching/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Received
4. : Sketching (it was ugly)/Received! (TOP PRIORITY!)
~Projects~
-Comic
-A short Simba comic
-Another comic lol wow
-Wajas commissions (~3)

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/17287339/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/17287339/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 14:12:32 PDT






Or how upbeat, light, airy music can make someone smile for no particular reason...









Just been thinking... : )


~Tamo ♥

Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Art trades (Closed)~
1. : Sketching/Waiting
2. : Sketching/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Received
4. : SKETCHED!/Received! (TOP PRIORITY!)
~Requests (TLKFAA and TLK canon ONLY)~
-Hyena pups
~Projects~
-Comic
-A short Simba comic
-Wajas commissions (~7)

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/17087187/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/17087187/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 10:48:00 PST
So here's a quiz I was tagged with by

1) What gender are you?
♀

2)What is your age?
♀ oh wait

3)Do you want a hug?
...Yes?

4)Do you have any bad habits?
Yar - doodling during math class 8C

5)What is your favorite food?
Potatoes, noodles, bread...

6)What is your favorite ice-cream flavor?
Vanilla~

7)Are you a virgin?
o HELL yes. D:

8)Have you killed anyone?
What! No! What kind of a quiz is this?

9)Do you hate anyone?
Nobody... :'D

10)Do you have any secrets?
Yeah





no I'm not saying.

11)What is your favorite season?
I love them all, really :'> But I suppose spring, seeing as that's when my birthday is XD

12) Who is/are your best friend(s)?
A lotttt :[

13)What are your hobbies?
Drawing, sleeping, playing vid-ya games... reading...

14)What is your favorite drink?
Does water count?

15)When is your birthday?
19th of March

16)What age did you die?
...
I died when I was born

17)Are you nice or mean?
I like to think I'm nice, but I'm probably a bitch most of the time xD;

18)What do you think of your creator?
...OH THIS IS A QUIZ FOR A CHARACTER? oops.

19)what is your Weakness?
Sp-spiders

20) how long can you stay under water?
uuuuh last time I tried... somewhere around 15 - 20 seconds? o_o

21)Who do you tag?

Anyone who wants to do it... oh and (a little payback )

~Tamo

Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Art trades (Closed)~
1. : Sketching/Waiting
2. : Waiting for Ref/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Received
4. : Sketching/Received! (TOP PRIORITY!)
~Requests (TLKFAA and TLK canon ONLY)~
-Hyena pups
~Projects~
-Comic
-Damn I forgot. ;;;_;;;

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/16660997/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/16660997/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 15:20:39 PST

IN AN ATTEMPT TO PROJECT MY VOICE TO THE HEAVENS.







SNOW.


~Tamo

Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Art trades (Closed)~
1. : Sketching/Waiting
2. : Waiting for Ref/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Waiting
4. : Sketching/Received! (TOP PRIORITY!)
~Requests (TLKFAA and TLK canon ONLY)~
-Hyena pups
~Projects~
-Comic
-Gift for Kiva's grandma (don't let me forget dammit!)







_snow.

]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/16182721/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/16182721/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 10:59:07 PST



2008 starts at 12 ammmm YAY! We're going to eat pizza, watch a movie, hopefully Scrubs because IstillneedtowatchtheonesItapedLOL. Anyways, fun shtuff, yes yes.

So how was your 2007? Mine was... well, to be honest, only okay. Not much happened last year, so I'm not really all too happy with that. Also, I failed to keep my LAST year's resolution, of 2006-2007, LOL!

SO MAYBEEEE IF I WRITE IT DOWNNNN I'll remember? :"D
And if I don't post my resolutions nowww
I'll forget.
LOL.

So this year, what do I want to accomplishhh...:

1- FIRST OF ALL, I really have to stop spamming you guys with crap art. Seriously. From here on out, if I draw something that's not worth or not serious enough to put "advanced critique" on, then I probably won't post it. I really need to be more serious - a bunch of the stuff from the Christmas(.../New Years 8'D;; ) series-thing... I feel I just... whipped up. >_<; So yeah, I need to take more time. xD BASICALLY, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ALL THAT CRAP, I WANT TO BE A BETTER ARTIST.
2- Gotta get on the TLKFAA Sketcher more, dammit.
3- Work on my writing skills! SUWAYOU'LLHELPRIGHT...? RIGHT...?
4- I'm so weak, I can't open a water bottle. sdgjalkwjalkw GET STRONGAAAA.

Also, I neeeeed to buy more Johnathons artist mannequins to humiliate to draw with.
...8'D

AND THAT'S IT.
What are your resolutions? Or just one?
Or don't. I just did this because I forget things like crazy. <8)
Hence the thing that goes after my name... >O>;;;;

~Tamo

Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Art trades (Closed)~
1. : Sketching/Waiting
2. : Waiting for Ref/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Waiting
4. : Sketching/Waiting (TOP PRIORITY!)
~Requests (TLKFAA and TLK canon ONLY)~
-Hyena pups
~Projects~
-Comic
-Christmas Challenge > Watercolours
-Gift for Kiva's grandma (don't let me forget dammit!)



]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/15207751/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/15207751/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 13:26:30 PDT EDIT
LOL I stole this from the ever-amazing C: Because it looked fun, and my name is crazy long. :'D

IN ONE TRY..TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR:

FINGERS: tamouraka
CHIN: t5ram oipjhurzak,a (omg wow)
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: tamouraja (oops)
CHEEK: rtgffds'lk,u6tveds, - I had to stop after that, I was opening things : D;
ELBOW: tam oiuirakja
LIPS: t1amo9u74ra1ka (damn numbers :'D)
PALM: tamouyraka
BACK OF HAND: ranohuramja
NOSE: taqmouraka
TONGUE:tamouraka

My tongue is DAMN precise. :'D
sjdghksdhgk my cheek is special. :'3


Sorry about the notification of an update on my 100 theme challenge LOLOLOL my bad. :C

IN OTHER NEWS.

I'm supposed to be doing an art trade with a third person, but I don't remember who! D: Do you know?

Please let me know~
~Tamo


Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Art trades (OPEN)~
1. : Sketching/Waiting
2. : Sketching/Waiting
3. : Sketching/Waiting
~Gifts~
-
~Projects~
-Comic


]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/12854921/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/12854921/ Sat, 05 May 2007 17:34:25 PDT
HOW DO YOU WRITE A STORY...

No, bad question. Hang on, I had three questions to ask you guys, because I know that most of you are experienced literate role-players, story writers, or Neopet story... writers. Yes.

Now yes, I was a good story writer (MORE LIKE ONLY OKAY), but I have a horrible secret! I've... had writer's block for one and a half years now.
!

IT'S TRUE.

So, if you can help me by giving your OPINIONS on these questions, I will love you for all time. These things are really bugging me, and if I can get a good idea on... stuff... then hopefully I can get back to writing. c:

1) TYPICAL FANTASY STORY ALERT: If I give special powers/characteristics/occupations/specialness to other characters but not to the main protagonist, will that take away attention from him/her and therefore be a bad thing to do?
And if you don't speak gibberish:
If the main character is plain or I don't give him/her a mystical past or powers or whatever, is that boring and a bad idea?

2) What's an easier way or method (not necessarily better) to developed a story: create a character and THEN the story around them, or create a very basic (or not basic) storyline and then insert characters to it?

3) Should touchy subjects like religion and race be avoided?
(This is a lame question, but I forgot my third one completely. Therefore, I pose this one instead. *shot'd*)

SO. That's all for now. |D;;
~Tamo

Current Art Projects (no particular order)
~Art trades (OPEN)~
1. : Sketched/Waiting
2. : Sketching/Received
3. Closed
4. Closed
5. Closed
~Gifts~
-Iron Claw (TLKFAA)
-xo_Silver_Wolf_ox (TLKFAA)
~Projects~
-BUT SOME CALL HIM YETI...




]]> ~Tamouraka http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/11789159/ http://Tamouraka.deviantart.com/journal/11789159/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 19:57:43 PDT
...I felt like this should have it's own entry set apart from the others.

Well, ~marthaISmad challenged me to take it with her. So I shall! C: Even though this'll take me forever... OH WELL!

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Away
9. Cut
10. Breathe
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Spit
17. Blood
18. Under
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. War
22. Mother
23. Distasteful
24. Want
25. Lurking
26. Europe
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Urban
30. Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Wrath
34. Moon
35. Walk
36. Precious
37. See
38. Abandoned
39. Dream
40. 4:29 PM
41. Citric Acid
42. Still
43. Die
44. Two Roads
45. Two Guns
46. Drop
47. Dirt
48. Young
49. Preservatives
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Old
53. Desecrate
54. Tower
55. Need
56. Biohazard
57. Sacrificial
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Desert
61. Fairy Tale
62. Voodoo
63. Do Not Disturb
64. City
65. Horrific
66. Snow
67. Drum
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mislead
73. I. Can't.
74. Confrontation
75. Mirror
76. Broken
77. Testament
78. Drink
79. Balk
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. +
83. Heal
84. Cold
85. Sick
86. Seeing Red
87. Hunger
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drown
92. Rape
93. Iron
94. Soft
95. Advertisement
96. Storm
97. Safety
98. Puzzle
99. Alone
100. Gone

~Tamo

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