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stuff you might care about:
-leaving the 15th and will be gone through the 31st. any lack of reply you can blame on swimming pools in mexico
-been working on commissions and trades lately, kinda dumped my comic. will work on getting at least one out before I leave, apologies.
-apologies double for lack of replying lately. that's completely my laziness at work.

stuff you probably do not care about:
-I...might be getting a furaffinity account.

love to my frans!

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/28466613/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/28466613/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 11:06:35 PST ten times that appreciation to those who commissioned me months ago and have yet to receive anything I'm workin' on it, I promise

having just gotten three more commissions this past week, I think it's safe to say I've got my work cut out for me for the next couple weeks. so, for the mean time I've decided to stop digging my own grave commissions (and coincidentally trades) are closed. I'll journal ya'll when they're back open. thanks again, guys!!

in the meantime, anyone's who's commissioning/trading with me can check for your name on that little widget thing on the left-hand side of my page. thought that'd be a nice way to seperate my journal blah-blah from the work list. I'll work on throwin' up some progress percentages and such over there this weekend. please lemme know via note if I forgot you I'm very disorganized.

in other journal-like news, I have another cal test this coming wednesday, I'm finally applying to another college this weekend, and I'm going to Mexico from December 14th-31st.

also, if you're still reading, I got an msn/windows live account. carried over from my xbox live account apparently. add me, yes?

working on commissions, trades, feets comics, some sort of christmas-themed picture, and maybe a new id. that other one is loooooong.

you allll.

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/27961038/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/27961038/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 13:58:04 PDT fucking a, eh? anyways, got quite a bit of questions regarding these lately, so here's the new and improved run-down.

I only do open-ended free requests for people during oC and occasionally on AIM. Not so much on dA.

commission info:

all rates vary. sketches go from $1-2. something like this runs from $7-11 a character depending on poses and how much I like you. still accepting them, whether that be wise or not.

I only accept paypal (rk_kitty0149@yahoo.com) and I only take money post-production; pretty much the only reason I'm still in business at all

if you'd like to make a donation, lemme know and I'll likely be more than happy to compensate with a request sketch or some uncensored stuff you mighta seen blacked out on here but please keep in mind I don't really owe you anything in particular if you do decide to donate.

commissions currently owed:

3-oc drawing for =Turbulence1973
1-oc animation for *Timekeeper9
2-oc drawing for *MoochiinLove
tris/nicole drawing for thedemus(fuck; forgot his dA name, my apologies...)
tris/cat comic for thedemus
tris/cat/nicole/damien/oc comic for ~Zero-Ena

kiriban/trades:

100k-1 kiriban for *SadaraX
"happy place" for *operative274 (deja vu, no? )

I'd provide the order of when I'm going to complete these, but I hardly trust myself to follow that, and I don't wanna try leading anyone around. I am very sorry that it's taking so long for most of you; I'm just having a very hard time getting myself to focus on the most challenging ones instead of just instantly hopping to the easier ones to knock them out But I will get them all out eventually, goddammit.

also, if I forgot you, please note me up and lemme know.

also also paranormal activity is the creepiest fucking movie ever. that is all.

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/27266349/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/27266349/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 16:23:30 PDT

anywho! thought I'd stop by and say thanks a billion for the 100k views and all that sassy jazz I really appreciate it; if it weren't for the all of yous I would definitely not still be dabbling in the comicing world so thank you thank you thank you all!

also, I had a mental breakdown like, five minutes ago and deleted everything off my desk computer. like, everything. the good news is now I have a like-new computer (disregarding it's crazy obsolete and all that) to work with, so now I can slap the only five programs I really want on there. the bad news is that I was completely stupid and didn't even think to back up my older comics (everything else can suck it, though. lame highschool sissy-wah-wah stuff )

I know I know. leave me alone. let's just look at it like it's a fresh new start. I just wanted an alright computer to work with seeing as my dad's up and leavin' me laptop-less alla time.

just lettin' you guys know that updates might be a little less frequent for a couple days. my apologies.

so thanks again for the views, and thanks for being so damn awesome yet again!

also, congrats to ~Sander-san and *SadaraX for the kiriban catch workin' on the first request now



]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/27020868/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/27020868/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 18:09:29 PDT
one - open canvas fucking ROCKS. thanks ~GoldKnightPK and ~Foxby for helping me get started and drawin' with me

two - you guys--all of you--fucking rock. thanks for sticking with your lazy hostess here.

three - kiriban at 99,999th view and 100k view never done one before, but it seems like a worthy cause request for the winners with a screenshot! two chances ftw, yes?

thank you so much for all the support recently I'm trying to respond to everyone, gimme some time please, thanks again! commissions still going on; apologies for the long ass wait.

love ya guys, just thought I'd say thanks!

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/26165812/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/26165812/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 07:25:59 PDT

So I'm back and alive. Seriously thought I was gonna die on the flight up there; it was nuts. The flight back was a lot more enjoyable. Then again, I was playing final fantasy xii the entire time

And everything in-between; well, it was super fun. Peakfest '09 and shopping and tanning and such. My aunt owns like a billion McDonald'ses, or whatever the plural for McDonald's would be. So yeah, it was basically a massive stuff-was-free old-business-people convention. It made me really want to go to a young-artist-people comic convention (attend one, not run a booth X3). I guess I'll have to eventually look into that. Anyone know of any that go down in H-town (houston )?

Also, florida's a lot less humid than texas. Which was awesome until I came back

Also also, I made a 91 on that test I took earlier. Pardon me whilst I imitate this emoticon -> YEAH. DO I KNOW THE WEAKNESSES OF THE ARTICLES OF CONFEDERATION OR WHAT? SUCK IT.

Anyways, enough lollygagging. I've got a shit-ton of work to do, both school and packing and commission-wise. Just thought I'd touch base with you guys and thank everyone who gave me good tidings for my trip I would've came by and said hi from the hotel's business center if the the internet wasn't fucking 64 cents a minute. They probably lose too much money from keeping those fat lazy loafing ducks in their fountains.

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/26051481/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/26051481/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 19:18:19 PDT
I know. Long story.

I freaked out, cried, laughed, screamed, and sweated half my body weight whilst running laps around my house, all within the span of ten minutes. It was the most deilirious I've been in months. I felt like a pregnant schizophrenic. It was...kinda funny now that it's over

I had the option to either go and miss my test (and a week of my eight-week-course, resulting in an inevitable withdrawl) or stay and pay my mom back 300 dollars for the ticket. I continued to hyperventilate and act like a general idiot until my dad said to stop freaking the eff out.

So then I called my professor and said I have a major family emergency and I have to take the test earlier/later, which I opted for earlier tomorrow morning so as not to look like a complete douche, and...well, the point is that I'm going.

I'm telling you this because I'm trying to be as professional as possible concerning my commissions, and it just sucks fucks that I'm already effing it up this bad. In other words, if I promised you a commission, the wait will be at least another five days. I'm am completely and utterly at fault for not handling my "business" with more care and more adept scheduling on my part, so I apologize for this tangle and for keeping you waiting so long. I'm uncertain about the availibility of internet access at where ever the hell I'm staying, so for the meantime I'm going to expect the worst and say I will have none. I get back in town around 8pm this Friday, so if I'm not back this week, that's when you can expect me to be back for certain. Thank you for being so patient with me thus far; I really appreciate it and hope this doesn't stretch your kindness too much I'm so sorry!

And to those of you who just enjoy my work and like to know what's goin' on with it...well, basically I won't be posting anything to my knowledge for the next couple days, and this is why.

I've got quite a bit of packing and studying to do See you all in a business week, if not sooner!

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/25794180/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/25794180/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 11:07:11 PDT

I just wanted to thank all of you who sacrificed donated your characters for my worthy cause But seriously, I really appreciate all the volunteers I did pick the characters I wanna use, and I should have that deal up soon; my laptop's awol and all that. I'd say it's around 25% done.

Also, happy belated 4th of July Hope you had a party and whatnot

working on comic (on the last three ), commission (50% done, need effing laptop, gah...), and stuff I've told you about already.

love you guys, see you around soon!

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/25455541/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/25455541/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 14:46:46 PDT

I need two or three volunteers who wouldn't mind me borrowing their oc's for an personal advertisement I'm trying to make for my various internet pages

If the project ever sees the light of day, creators would get credit. Don't want to steal your creations or anything, just practice drawing other people's characters in my desired style. See the cosplay deviations for an idea of what kind of project this would be and how I'd wanna draw them Very simplistic stuff, nothing big. Probably a little smoother

Preferrably an interesting looking character with a weapon or interesting outfit Honestly, I want variety between the characters I pick so the advertisement can show what I'm capable of And if you could include a ref sheet or full body shot of the character up for whoring out borrowing purposes that'd be great

Thanks guys!! I love you all!!!!!!!

edit::if you wanna play, gotta give me a link apologies, but I really can't choose from a handful, and navigating my way around a gallery to find a single ref sheet/body shot is...bothersome. thanks again!!

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/25295193/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/25295193/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 17:21:10 PDT before that with my mommy ( as she was passing through to Mexico), and spent the day before that dickin' around with the comic and other such doodles. My laptop's eta is...let's say Wednesday on the safe side. Even if I stayed up through both tonight and tomorrow night I would not be able to finish my little project before my deadline (June 15th)

So what does all this personal information mean for you, lovely watchers and passerby?

Well, one, it means there is going to be a slight delay on the next installation of the current comic arc. And two...well, one pretty much covers it As for me, it means a lot of things. Mostly lame things.

Anywho, also thought I'd try and plan out the next couple doodads I got going through. This is more for me than for ya'll, apologies.

-Next comic in the next couple of days - finish series before July.
-Contest pic - finish before July 4 (hopefully )
-Starcraft comic - finish before July 15 ( dammit)
-Roto/liveaction practice - finish before August ()
-Tattoo sketch - finish before Christmas
-Several random comics, animations, and doodles bound to fill the spaces between these updates :3

Also, thanks to everyone who participates in my polls but don't let them mislead you I'm a little too busy for contest-throwing and I haven't the slightest idea what a good topic for one would be, but at least now I've got an idea of what the most alluring prize would be You guys are so horny.

Workin' on the stuff and replying to incoming comments. Thanks to all that leave them for me and those who watch me! Your participation in my experimental talents is much appreciated!!!!

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/24826974/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/24826974/ Mon, 18 May 2009 17:26:34 PDT

... knew I shoulda turned off the auto sign-in on startup!

In addition to that, I can't work on any of the projects I had goin on there or use any of my fancy dancy cs3 magic, but I'mma be realllly bored, so don't be surprised if there's like five shitty quickies (pencil/pen on paper traditional comics ) in the next two days Dare I say....maybe even...MS Paint comics???!

...

you know how the request line goes

<3 Also a million additional thanks to Awesome McCool Guy *operative274 for buying me a subscription after I was totally bitching about not having one. I already said it three times, but man, after playing with all the nifty browse features I just had to throw another billion on there X3 Expect another cameo

Gonna go sketch and maybe play with possible polls now

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/24752786/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/24752786/ Thu, 14 May 2009 12:04:01 PDT

So, I don't have a subscription obviously, so I can't do those poll things but... In your personal opinion, what looks better: vectors or photoshop, when it comes to comics?

Not just mine, just anybody's. :3 Although thinking about it now I guess I'd prefer an opinion on mine because I can't really decide about that either and it's getting crazy in my laptop's comic folder with .ai and .psd files for every damn comic/picture that I ever scan in. Plus the original I scanned in.

request line goes starcraft comic, valeria comic, avatar, co-op linearttttt (dammit! again). bah.

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/24378377/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/24378377/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 14:15:40 PDT
So this question is totally unrelated to anything I'm actually planning on doing...



Would anyone, be it yourself or someone you know...say, buy a porno pic? For...I don't know...say, two dollars?

...one dollar?

You know, just out of curiosity. There'd be actual dick this time. I mean what.

And thank you so much everyone, for being so welcoming. :3

request line goes - holly comic, co-op comic lineart, starcraft comic, avatar, ball picture, kuuuuuu... think that's it probably lots of filler between those.

love you <3

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/24026843/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/24026843/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 16:23:53 PDT
If you have just started watching me and my ridiculous antics (or lack thereof), then you probably have no idea how repetitive this process has become. I leave and return like a menstrual cycle, only not as gross...and I don't think menstrual cycles normally up and leave for damn near two years, then come back with a bloody vengeance.

Pun intended. God, ew! Strike that last analogy!

Anyway, I promised ya'll a story. Yus, right, well, it goes in the form of a list, really...

Number one, the main outstanding reason, was a trade I was doing with *operative274. I was getting really sick and tired of fucking over people with requests/trades and I near about cried whenever I saw what he made for me it was so great. When I lost the program I was making it in (trial...Illustrator CS2-3) twice before I could finish it, I just kinda crapped out and gave up. It's horrible, but that's what happened.

But like I said, I was getting really fucking tired of fucking over people, and so I mentally refused to post anything until I got his up, because it just wasn't fair for me to say I'd do something and then not do it. Like I always do. WELL, NOT AGAIN! I said.

And then I vanished for one and a half years because I didn't want to do it over 'cause I really liked what I had made in Illustrator and couldn't stand redoing it. Gah.

Number two was... well, it continues from number one. After a while the will to find a program that could convert Illustrator CS2 objects into workable layers on Photoshop Elements diminished, and I started my senior year of highschool. That whole year in itself was busy and in the midst of it all I couldn't bring myself to make another comic. I drew plenty, but it was all very different. Chicks and mushrooms and such. Very weird. I also got a job at Gamestop. This isn't really a reason I vanished as much as it was a massive distraction from me returning. When I started college, it was like the same thing. Life happens, I guess?

However, at the beginning of this year, my friend hooked me up with Adobe Creative Suite CS3. If you know what that is, you know that getting that legally and for free is probably the closest thing a 19 year old artist will ever come to a miracle. Needless to say I creamed my pants twenty times over and had to apologize profusely. I got the motivation to redo *operative274 trade, but found out my style of drawing changed so much the panels I added didn't mesh with the ones I'd drawn previous. Gotta note him about that...I will fucking finish it, dammit!

Number three... I started playing WOW. 'Nuff said. That ate a month and a half of my life, and more the second I get fifteen dollars. ("teacow", lvl 31 tauren druid on server maiev and “bbkittyeff” lvl 9 draneai shaman on server shattered halls, add one of me! Lol. And yes I play both horde and alliance, don’t tell anyone).

Anywho, finally it was march. I don't work at Gamestop anymore, and college in my case is not time-consuming to a point of insanity. I was looking over my dA, that abandoned, lonely thing, and all the comments and favorites and views I'd been receiving for the past 19 months, the comments and questions I'd been receiving in my email and myspace (of all places, lol), and it just really bummed me out. It bummed me out so much that I fucking sucked it up and was like, "Shit, man, it's on!" and I wrote that journal entry that promised I'd come back. And then I started drawing, trying to find a way to get back to my old style without completely forgetting all the new ways I liked to draw things...eh, I don't know if anyone really understands what I trying to say there. If you do, you know what I'm sayin'.


End of story. I know I said it was short. Consider that my April Fools joke lol. Speaking of which, the reason I didn't come back on the first was because I thought everyone would think I was kidding. Like "Ha, April's Fools Day you big jerks, I'm never coming back! LOL." Which was not the case, so...the second! Yay!

Pardon me if for a while things aren't perfectly cookie-cut out like my past comics. I'm experimenting with my time-limitless editions of Photoshop and Illustrator both, as well as my plain traditional style...as well as my general comic storyline. It sounds very generic, but let's just say I'm experimenting with everything (<- whatever you think that means is totally what it means lol).

And as for Flash, my past favored media, well, I'll probably end up back there eventually. I'm far more comfortable with it than the other two either way, so you might not see that for a while 'til I'm done playing with the others.

Speaking solely of co... ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/23623130/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/23623130/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 09:00:09 PDT
Meet me back here for a really short story about a really long time.

<3.

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/13557199/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/13557199/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 21:49:38 PDT
I don't know, I've been gone for a while, and I got sick of looking at that huge journal thing from like over a year ago...

AND I STILL LOVE YOU ALL!

On a stranger note...spontaneous sex has gotten outta hand. I don't understand you guys. But I love you anyway!

On another totally unrelated sidenote, the letters -sc- in any deviation title of mine means it's part of a "series". As in you'd have to read the previous ones to understand it. Just thought I'd remind you because I'm starting to think up random comics again and I'd like to keep them obviously seperate.

And if you recieve a reply from me for something you said a million years ago, sorry. I'm just tryin' to swing back into the role of...me...? here. And I like talking. Er. Typing.

Workin' on...I don't even know. Workin' on it.

Have a fabulous summer you all.

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/8905223/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/8905223/ Sun, 28 May 2006 19:34:46 PDT
The Widow, by The Mars Volta.

What a simply delicious song. I less than three them. Lol.

Anyways, muchos, muchos, muchos apologies for the incredibly long delays I've been dragging you people through. For real. I know that most of you don't really believe me when I apologize, seeing as I do it so often, but I really mean it. I mean, I can't make you change your mind, but rest assured it's not because I'm "popular", okay? 'Cause if you look at the numbers, you'll see I'm not really that popular, and I really "appreciate" it when people tend to make biased guesses about why I'm not constantly drawing and posting and commenting revolving around the fact that I became a popular person. Wow, thanks for your dedication, I'm glad you know my personality and agenda much better than I do.

Sorry. Lol. Bitch hour over.

Anyways! Back to me piteously begging for your forgiveness. I realize I abandoned my resolution to respond to everyone, one that might've lived longer had I not failed a million classes and scraped past the others on d's and c's, creating much alone time for me without a computer aka major groundage...dude. lol. (okay now bitch hour is over, sorry, clock was fast, lol). And currently I've been putting them off due to finals and graduation parties and whatnot, but I'm back on track and will get to newer deviation responding.

And as for requests....wow...those crazy things are so backlogged I just dropped everything...again. I'm attempting to salvage some sort of record I might've been keeping but I have yet to find any...if you made a request I'm really sorry, and I've only got one going on right now that's currently finished and awaiting my "comic series" finishing to be posted. If I promised/told you I'd do you's a picture and you've actually stuck around long enough with me to be reading this, send me a note with the request I promised you. I understand if you don't, probably cause you've already given up on my laziness. Totally understandable, mang, totally. But, if not, make sure to tell me, else I'll never get back to you.

And no offense, dammit, no more requests please. Not til I sort out all this ridiculous "I suck and lost/forgot everybody" nonsense, which I truly apologize again for doing.

Okay. I'm not grounded anymore. It's summer. I have hours and hours of endless nothingness to fill with you people and my doodles and maybe even more animations should I ever feel inspired enough to do one. I fucking love anyone still here. Yeah. I said it. I effing love you. IFLU, if you will. Ya know, for those acronym lovers out there. No more dumb slacking time. That era's over, fo' reals. IT'S TIME TO GET TO WOOOOOOOORK!!

By the way I'm going to be working at McDonalds now, starting July 2nd. Just thought I'd let you know I'm a total loser now. Yay. An emo loser, nonetheless. Lol.

Anyways for the final time, I love you viewers and watchers and commenters. For reals again. I...F...LU, mang, IFLU. ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/8046478/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/8046478/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 12:18:29 PST
So....yeah, I gotta go.

Sorry about the fake promise! Lol. Anything I sumbit now will be traditional, so forgive me if it does......bleh....

Thanks watchers I still love you!!!!!!! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/7609468/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/7609468/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 09:56:18 PST In this gaudy ampartment complex
A stranger with your door key
Explaining that I'm just visiting
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving...

DC Sleeps Alone Tonight - The Postal Service

....Tired. Anyways, I saw the movie. Dude, the night it came out, heck yes. And I totally freakin' creamed my pants like twenty bajillion times in a row. James Franco is so sexy, lol, mainly because he played a dude named Tristan, but yeah, he was hawt too. Lol. I tried to count the number of times they said Tristan in the movie, (I know I'm a dork, shut up!) but I lost count like 30 minutes into the movie at like 41. Lol again. But to tell you the truth, had it not been for the name of the movie, I wouldn't have seen it at all. Not my type of movie I guess, other than the steamy (young people) sex scenes okay that's enough.

Anyways, enough about that. Working on requests, thought I'd just let you know I'm grounded on the weekdays from like everything, cause of my failing english grade, which my teacher totally bumped to a 70 so I wouldn't have to retake it, but yeah I'm still grounded. So replies might be a little late. Sorry.

Yes I'm still working on replying. THE RESOLUTION MUST BECOME A REALITY! Okay thats enough again.

Thank you everyone for your support!!! I love you like I love your mom!! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/7471675/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/7471675/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 21:05:55 PST Mood: Oh dear!
Listening to: Thief - Our Lady Peace

[link]

OH EM GHEE. I'm buying the first ticket to that movie and going to the first show they have of it. Heh, who cares what its about, I mean, when is there ever a movie with a main guy named Tristan in it? NEVER, THAT'S WHEN!!

Anyways, my resolution for dA this year is to respond to every single comment I get (except for those comments that are like only emoticons...), finish my request line, and...uh...comment on other works more, there ya go! YAY!

...yeah right, lol. But truly, I will try my hardest and if I succeed for one whole year, I'll give myself...a frosted oreo!!!! Omg, those things are the shit. The good shit, lol, ya know, not like poo. Yay!

As for my real life resolutions, one is to see that tristan and whats her face movie, and to be more positive in the head and less egotistical in the head. Gawd, I've got a lot of head problems to deal with, lol (not like that, lol, gross...heh heh heh...okay I'm done). And to toke it up wif bob....Wait! I mean, uhm, to eat more chicken, yeah I'm outta here, lol.

THANKS WATCHERS AND FRIENDS I'VE MADE OVER THE INTERWEB THIS PAST YEAR, I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH IT HURTS!!! OWW, IT BURNS! Oh wait, right there, mmm, oh yeeeeeah....

Lol, gross, sorry had to stick a perv joke in. Anyways! Thanks again guys I love ya, seriously, I wish I could repay you with something other than sexual favors, but uh, anyways I'd better stop, happy freakin new years! WOOOOO! party!

without egg nog. lol.

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/7393290/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/7393290/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 14:44:33 PST Mood: Dubya tee eff?!
Listening to: When "You're" Around - Motion City Soundtrack
Reading: I don't believe in reading

But all I could do was close my eyes
And cross my heart and hope to die
Cause you don't fucking listen
When I'm around
The least you could do is take it back
All the vicious remarks and verbal attacks
Cause I can't fucking stand it
When you're around

Yeah! You take that!

Uhm, so yeah. We all saw it coming. Cogs are obviously not to be sumbitted in the tutorials section.... Did I really submit that into the tutorials section? I can't remember...lol. Ah well. Totally understand, I suppose. But....ya know...I still don't see how that is considered pornographic when their little bunny humping icon is like the same thing. Only...not cogs. Lol.

So anyways! Enough of that, merry christmas everyone!!!!!! Sorry I havent posted in a while, but I'm really busy, I dont got flash on this computer, and yeah whatever. SOOOOOO SORRY!

Uhm, yeah, sorry again, but I don't really feel well, and I forgot why I started typing this in the first place. I'm painting Christmas cards for my family! Cause I live in a manufactured home and can't afford gifts. Ya know, unless I rake leaves for the money. And when you're over a thousand miles away from the leaves you have to rake, it's kinda hard, so...whatever...sorry again. I should be more Christmas spirit orientated, but it's just kinda stressful this time of year...and uhm, I'm doubly sorry for never responding to ya'll again, I'll have to work on that as one of my many New Years Resolutions.

I LOVE YOU ALL! And I know you don't believe me, but I really do. It's a lotta fun to find just one comment in my box after a shitty day of school. And painting crappy cards. Thanks guys, I love ya. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

egg nog is gross.

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6865342/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6865342/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 15:08:55 PDT Mood: P!atD is the sex
Listening to: The whole Panic! at the Disco CD

Yes. Go. Go buy it. GO BUY IT NOW! lol.

Triply million thanks to (insert this awesome guy's name here, dunno if he wants it on the interweb...) for buying me a subscription. I would link to your page, but seeing as you don't have one, I'll have to get back to you on gift art aim wise ^.^ And I'll have to get you that line, sorry I've been offline so much of the time... ^.^

I love you guys, please forgive me for my lack of updates and returning to ya'll on the whole movie scripting voice acting deal. I filled out all the positions I wanted, sorry. But if you ever think you've got a grand idea for your voice thats short and snappy, make sure to tell me if you'd like some crappy animation to go along with it. Only if you don't have a part in my dealys already, lol. I can't guarantee anything but my effort, so I'm sorry if I don't come through on this too -.- But I hope I can, cause you guys are so patient with me -.- Thanks so much!!

Well, I think that's all I have to say. I just felt really bad for having to tell people I'm full because I keep neglecting to mention I've got all I need so far, but if I fall back a character, you first repliers will be the first to know ^.^ Thanks so much!

Thanks for any support, guys! I love you all!! Sorry once more!!

No headers and footers til next time, where I might have time to try and learn how to use it, lol.

]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6644055/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6644055/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 16:19:35 PDT
Only my new favoritest band (next to the used) ever. lol.

So anyways, totally still working on requests, but I must ask a favor from you people. Now, you all are my fans, and for that, I love you with all my heart, and I know I abuse your affections all the time and for such I apologize so much from the bottom of my heart. But please, I beg of your assistance one last time! Last time, I promise! Okay, here's the deal:

I....am totally animating. And for certain animations, I require certain....voices.

Yes, you guessed it... I need voice actors.

So!!!!!! If you are interested in voice acting or have anyone else interested in said subject please notify me via AIM or via this journal right here. It would be greatly appreciated I assure you. Anyone is welcome to try, but I have to admit I'm a very picky person (tamyra = a bitch, lol) and I will ask you to "try out" first. If this is a problem, then I apologize.

Please, my wonderful peers and....not peers, I beg of you! Let your voice be heard.............lol..........pretend I didn't say that. ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6527028/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6527028/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 08:29:17 PDT
Okay, so let's look at something. At this. My requests are finally going down by like two. Yay!

Requests/trades:
~CrazyVato - 0%
~HyperFlash - 12%
~Dragonwolfthunder - 0%
=suicitepyro - 55.4%

Due to bad experiences I'm sure you're aware about, requests and trades are still a no. As in don't you dare ask me for shit I will come to your house and stab you to death with a toliet paper roll. Sorry. I swear they will be re-opened one day, hopefully soon, cause ya'll are cool.

I think I've calmed down. Lol. Okay, now that I'm totally focused, I can do it! I CAN DO THIS!! OMG! Thanks for anyone that waited this long, and if I forgot you, then please tell me rather than bitch at me over aim bout it, okay? It would be muchly appreciated. Terribly sorry if I did forget you, heh, you know how stupid I be.....AM! Stupid I am, heh...

Some people have also mentioned doing works for me, just for fun. I have just one thing to say....I LOVE PEOPLE LIKE YOU! You people are the best, I seriously love you. And if you ever decide to make something for me, please note me about it because I probably will overlook it in a comment on my art and my inbox thing doesn't notify me about user page comments for some obongly unknown reason....oblong, lol... But please don't do it if you will expect something back. Chances are, I'll make you something back anyway, but I can't promise you I will....sorry, heh.

Anyways, I think that's all I had to say. Just wanted to clarify the new report on the request front. Yeah, front. Anyways, thanks to all readers, viewers, commenters, favoriters, and watchers!!!! I love you guys! *muah* ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6287537/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6287537/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 11:40:43 PDT
Dammit. Dammit, dammit, dammit. I know, okay, I know. I never posted anything yellow other than my avatar. I never respond to anything anymore, other than a few things. My updates have been scarce and most of the time rather crappy. I can't keep up with requests. Omg, requests.

Trades:
~CrazyVato - 0%, but hey, I just got it anyway. Lol.

Requests (in no particular order):
=FusionWarrior - omg 50%, I kinda switched out his request for a different one I'm doing for him. But at least it's half finished.
*HyperFlash - omg he joined dA! w00t. Anyways, still 10% sorry bout that...
*moonlitknight - 0% (I think thats his name, correct me if I'm wrong...lol) It may be zero, but I'm really eager to get started on this one, lol. So hilarious.
~Dragonwolfthunder - 0% Dammit. You get a free other request to exchange for this one if you can think of another idea for a request, I apologize so muchly. You've been really patient and really nice to make me one.
=suicitepyro - 10%-ish. I really can't get that stupid rabbit down, so sorry. That one should actually be done soon, cause I kinda practiced drawing little animals in another comic.
(if I forgot yours/spelled your name wrong, please tell me. I'm in a rush)

I mean no personal offense. Really. (Why does it look like I spelled offense wrong? Did I? Oh well) But honestly, if you want a request and haven't already asked me for it, then all I can say is, fuck you, no. Please, leave me alone. Don't...fucking...ask...me...to...do...it...just....because...you...know...I...can...
never...fucking...say...no. DAMMIT!! I'm so sorry, really, but I'm so stressed out about school and my own stupidity at letting so many people ask me for shit I know I can't come through for. I'm so sorry. I can't draw in school like I used to because of the classes I'm taking, which require my full attention (Pre-cal sucks ass!).

Anyways, now that I've vented a little, I would like to formally apoligize to those that never asked anything out of me and yet I can't have the courtesy to even reply to their kind messages about my crappy, quality-less work. I'm so so so sorry!! Really!! Please forgive me, thank you so much for sticking with me. Thanks so much, I'm so sorry all over again. I really don't deserve as many fans as I have. Thank you soooooo much. I promise to try and comment back and comment on some of ya'lls works. I'm so fucking sorry....gawd...Sorry. Lol.

Anyways I have to go now, but thanks again, especially to my watchers. Do I need to say it? ...fine. I owe you dollars, dammit. Still. ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6091567/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6091567/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 17:18:01 PDT
What...the...hell?

I saw the Top Favorite Deviations today and kinda wondered why they were all yellow. So I clicked on them, and many of them and the comments attached to it linked me to this website-

[link]

Now, I really don't know what the hell is going on most of the time, and this just happens to be one of those times. All I really can assume is that one of the co-founders of this website, Jark, was fired/resigned-unwillingly and now it's rising up an unholy fury amongst everybody...too bad I dunno what side I'm on, lol.

I can't really relate to anybody's situation so I don't really know who is the victim, but from all the yellow deviations I'm going to assume (again, lol) that it's Jark. Besides, if it wasn't for him and the other two guys, this website wouldn't even be here, and neither would I (as in here at the website, not here as in existing, lol). So...I support him. w00t!

A lot of people have started a bunch of "boycotts" and "protests". Deleting all their deviations, not submitting anything, submitting only yellow pictures/previews... and it all comes down to Yellow Day -- Aug 7th....I believe, lol. Might wanna check on that one...dA's birfday I think.

I'm not as dedicated as some people are, and I apologize for such, but I'm going to sumbit some yellow goodness...as soon as I can think of something yellow to draw. And...a temporary yellow avatar to show my little support. Lol.

All requests are still being worked on. ^.^

Support the Jarkness! Sumbit something yellow on Aug 7th (I think! lol)!! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6071425/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/6071425/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 20:14:28 PDT
FAQ -- [link]

Waaah! I don't want to leave Virginia!! -.- ...And go back to school....bleh... Anyways, enough with the sob story! Back to the art...or lack thereof...lol.

Requests - Closed. Please don't ask me to draw anything. Please!

Trades - Closed. Give me another couple days.

Requests/Trades I'm workin' on... Much apologies for the time it's taking me -.-

-HyperFlsh - off dA - 10%
-vfinder - off dA - 40%
-fusionwarrior - 0%
-englishrowley - 50%
-~Dragonwolfthunder - 0%
-~zxhorohorozx - 20%
-~suicitepyro - 0%

Sorry! I'm so terribly sorry! -.- Give me just a little more time!

As for now, I have to leave, my "turn" on the computer is up...argh...I need to learn to share.......

Thanks to all who watch, comment, view, uhm....to my art! ^.^ I love you all! Two dollars to you all for the neglect I'm giving you guys...so sorry -.- ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5805032/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5805032/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 19:10:27 PDT
Now I dont mean to offend anyone here, I dunno why you might assume that and I dunno why I migh assume that you would assume that, but....oh well...lol. Let's just get to it. By the way, all these questions have been asked by more than one person, else they wouldn't be FAQs (Frequently Asked Questions, lol)

Questions relating to me personally:

"Can I have your picture?" - Sorry, but no. If one ends up on here, then yes. But until then, no, because I haven't a camera, lol. Nothing personal, heh.

"Can I have your number/address/ssn(lol)/other personal info?" - No, sorry again. I don't think I need to explain why on this one, lol. Any information that's remotely personal I feel like exposing has already been exposed on my devious info, alrighty? ^.^

"Are you a nympho/lesbian/other(doubly lol)?" - No. Just cause I'm a perverted chick doesn't mean I'm any of these things, sorry if that baffles your mind....no offense, just a little irked at those type of questions. Heh ^.^

"Wanna go out/have cybersex with me?" - No. Dammit. No, I'm not into internet sex or internet dating, but I'd love to be your friend. Talking about sex is fun, hilarious, and whatnot, but doing it over the internet just seems....yech...to me...lol.

Questions relating to the Nicole/Tristan comics:

"Where do you get the inspiration/ideas for your comics?" - Ah, the biggest one ever. I don't really know, lol. Everything on this website (by me, anyways, lol) comes from my head. No, they aren't personal experiences. No, the people in them aren't real and/or based off real people. No, that chick in there is not me, that's why her name is Nicole and not Tamyra. Think I'm lying? Alrighty, that's cool, too. Lol, can't make you change your mind.

"Can I see Nicole naked?" - ....Dammit. Next question.

"Can I request/suggest an idea for a comic?" - Yes, I would love that! ^.^ But I can't guarantee anything. Go ahead and ask my other requester people, they'll tell you. I'm the biggest procrastinator in the world ^.^ Lol. But, I wouldn't mind trying it if you wouldn't mind the wait ^.^

"Who's that other chick in the comics?" - Tracy, Nicole's sister. Suppose I could've made it clearer, lol, forgive me again, I apologize. Tracy and Tristan have no relationship whatsoever, by the way, in terms of love/sex/whatever, sorry if it appeared that way too. Lol, don't want my character to be looking too much like a man-whore, lol ^.^

"How old are Nicole and Tristan?" - 17-18ish, haven't really decided. ^.^

"What program do you use to make your comics?" - Flash MX 2004 Professional, w00t!

Questions relating to requests:

"Do you do requests?" - Yes. Please check my latest journal (seeing as this one might be reference, don't really know, lol) to see if the "lines" are open.

"How about trades?" - Yes. And ditto on the above statement for this one, just in case those (one day, lol) get overflowed like my requests, but I doubt that, lol.

I think that's it....Maybe....? I dunno, got any more that seem different enough tell me and I'll add it. ^.^

Anyways, on with the journal! (Sorry it's so long, lol). Sorry for my absence and my lack of comics and my expanding into other art and my getting-more-perverted-each-submission thing. (Run-on sentence, oh dear, lol. I've got a lot of bad qualities, don't I?) Thanks if you've stuck with me so far and thanks if you're going to stick with me any further, though I'd totally undersand if you didn't. Work's being a bitch, the requests pile seems to never go down due to my procrasitination, and I'm really really sorry. Really, please forgive me, I swear I'm trying. Thank you so much to those who still have "faith" in some sort of way in me completing your requests, cause I am working on them.

Speaking of which, let's see what requests I'm working on...

-HyperFlsh - off dA - 10% (referenced, that's it.)
-vfinder (dunno if he's okay with his whole sn being on dA) - 40% (more than half-pencilled)
-dragonwolfthunder - 0% (my first comic request and I can't even do it...I'm so sorry, thanks for being this patient so far....)
-fallenconcept - 50% (completely pencilled)
-fusionwarrior - 0% (damn proportions, but I tried/am trying!)
-englishrowley - 50% (completely pencilled...dont know why I can't get them to look right on Photoshop and/or Flash...)

Sorry I didn't icon them and/or link them. I forgot how to link them and icon-linking I though would take up too much space, seeing how big this journal already is. And a billion sorries if I forgot to put your request on here, my mind's a little out of it right now...sorry -.-

And as a parting... ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5635025/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5635025/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 09:27:03 PDT
Okay, I died. So sue me.

No, literally, I am currently vacationing in Virginia, visiting my mom. And I won't be going back until...uh...Aug 6th, I think. So that's why I've been gone forever; just unpacking and whatnot.

And I got a job. Yeah, go figure. Dry cleaning is such a boring profession, and much more stressful than I ever thought possible. Never go into it. It's a bitch.

Anyways! My computer here is slow and runs on dial-up. It can't handle flash and photoshop very well, so my pictures usually end up with terrible quality and less than 128 colors. Shut the hell up and stop laughing. I'm trying my best with what I've got here, and I don't need someone stating the obvious (ex- "Your pictures suck more than usual now! ^.^").

As for the group picture, I still have a lot of you to go through and a lot of you already done and actually digitally colored, but once again, my computer can't take running photoshop without going slow as hell and then totally freezing up so I won't be able to get that finished as quickly as I thought. Sorry, I didn't think the compy over here would be this....slow....bleh.

And finally, the last complaint, my mouse over here isn't a laser mouse and it's hard to get used to a ball mouse (forget what it's called...the one with a magnetic ball thing under it) after a year of using a laser one. So, yeah, I beg you to please have mercy on my pictures with your critiques and whatever, I know it sucks. On the other hand, I guess I could practice my traditional art "skills" now, lol.

Um, requests. Talk to me online about those if you already had one I vertified with you (big words, heck yes!), and if you have a new one, don't fucking talk to me about it. Please, think of the children (?). I have about ten billion things I'm trying to juggle right now, I'm very sorry about the delay, I can't handle much more of them.

Thanks to any who still watch me. I really, superbly appreciate it and love you all to death. Really. Thanks so much! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5457170/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5457170/ Wed, 25 May 2005 12:17:21 PDT
Anybody know when the flash submittion will be back? I mean no offense, I'm just wondering...

Group picture!
So we've been talking about this for what, three/four journals now? I swear this is the last one, lol. Okay, first of all, no more submittions, please! I gave out my last minute chance two days ago, which I know is not a lot of time, but I've had the general journal for it up for about a month, and quite honestly, it was an offer put out for my oldest watchers. Anybody who sumbits a picture/description/whatever to me after this will be ignored. However, anybody that has submitted a picture before this journal has already been added to my list ^.^ And just to avoid confusion, here is the list of peoples. (Much apologies for the amount of avatars on here, I know it's annoying)

Omg, finished/drawn


Workin' on...
*Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5432593/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5432593/ Sun, 22 May 2005 19:20:11 PDT
Okay, this is it! This is the last chance for any of my new watchers to join in on the sucky fun and join my group picture! w00t!...not! Anyways, please comment to this very journal you're reading (not the first one!) with a picture/description of yourself/your "alter-ego." All submittions must be made before May 24. I know, I know, that's not a lot of time, but I already have the line art finished and I just want to get this done and over with. And I don't want people bitching to me about how they didn't know about and/or weren't in it. Altough that probably wouldn't happen, you never know...

Anyways! I know a lot of people watch me for my comics, and I'm sorry I haven't had one out in a while, but I swear after this group picture and one last flash (which I can't submit due to understandable technical difficultes on dA's part), I'll get one out, alrighty? Thanks for being so patient and so awesome!

Too lazy to post avatars of people who have requests, but including the half-complete group thing I've got, that makes 5 requests I be working on. Thanks again, I love you all! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5349769/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5349769/ Fri, 13 May 2005 17:25:56 PDT
Okay, so about this whole group picture idea, the month is officially up! I am going to start drwaing it now (you mean I haven't started on it yet?!! Omg, retard = Tamyra!) If you're a "new watcher" of myself (huh?) and are considering being a part of it and/or never heard of it and don't know what the hell I'm talking about, please look at this wonderfully informative (*cough*cough*) journal(journal ), which explains the "guidelines." The peoples I have so far are as listed (forgive me if I spell your name wrong and your thing doesn't show up...



Sorry if the html isn't up to snuff and doesn't work, but, eh, I'm tryin. Only know raw html, and I dunno if that works or not here...

If you can't find your name/icon/whatever in here and you think you did "contribute", it's either because you didn't describe yourself adequately (sp...?) enough or I...passed over you on accident, heh. Send me another comment with a link to a picture yourself/your"alter-ego". And for this group picture, under no circumstance will I take naked photos, alrighty? This is dA-related and I can't risk that, alrighty? Maybe another time, heh heh...

And as for other/personal requests, which I have unbelieveably gotten, I am working on those next... Request "lines" are now closed, please don't ask any more of me! Here they are, all percentages are all zero...much apologies, lol!

- comic - 0%
- off dA - 0%
- comic - 0%

Once one is finished, another line will be open. Please ask no more of me until this time as come, thanks! ^.^

I heart my watchers, once again thanks! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5122378/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/5122378/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 16:06:18 PDT
Omg, Tamyra made another flash! To anyone who thinks it is just a picture, click for the full view and there's the play button. Believe it or not people actually ask me where the flash is on those things. Anyways, another comic will be out soon, I swear, lol.

Anyways (again), I would like to make a gift to all my watchers and whatever, but I don't know if ya'll really want one, seeing as I'm the most crappiest gift giver ever. I was going to try and draw a group picture of all of them, but I don't think that will work out too well... Well, I don't have any other ideas, so why not? I got time, lol.

But, to get in this craptastic picture, I would like for you to comment on this journal with a link to a picture of yourself or a drawing of yourself, whatever you "are". If you can't do that just give me a description ^.^ Anything works.

I just know this won't go very well. If I don't get at least 10 people pitching in here within... let's see...one month's time... I'll just give up on the whole gift idea, lol. During the month I'll still be updating as frequently as possible, still so no worries there...

Well, I think that's it! Thanks to all my watchers/commenters/ viewers, I love you all and still owe you those imaginary dollars! ^.^ ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4937716/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4937716/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 20:00:14 PST I broke the needle off in my skin...

Let It Bleed -- by The Used (w00t!)

Tomorrow's the first day of school. Argh. The first day of Spring Break I hated it and wanted to go back to school, just to get out of my house. Now there's no place I'd rather be, because I finally did my laundry and cleaned my room (and found the hat). Grr.

Ah, well. Anyways, my final happy Easter goes out to all that celebrate it, though it was yesterday! I didn't get to go to church, aww... Funny, you probably wouldn't think of me as the avid church goer once you saw me or my art, lol. Oh well.

I also wanted to thank everyone who watched me and/or watches me, especially if you watched me over spring break, because that's probably the only reason why I post so frequently. I try to keep out my depressing drawings; I keep thinking it'll scare people away, lol. Oh well, it's probably bound to end up on here one day.

Anyways, a doubly thanks to all my watchers/viewers/commenters. Where would I and all my imaginary dollars be without ya? ^.^ ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4860958/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4860958/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 08:03:40 PST
Yeah, it's a song. And it's hilarious. Go listen to it, you can put another dollar on my tab ^.^

In more important *cough*cough* news, I have to say I am feeling rather productive lately. I'm pretty sure it's annoying some of you, what with the daily deviations, but I'm terribly sorry, really. Spring Break is totally not what I had in mind, despite the fact I have a whole week left of it...*sigh*

Anyways, just wanted to say thanks to everyone! I love you guys and totally would pay you money did I know you in person! Thanks again, if you viewed/commented/favorited my works! I love ya'll so much! *muah* ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4805628/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4805628/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 20:47:06 PST Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us -by- My Chemical Romance

I'm glad the titles don't ever get longer than that, lol. Their first CD rocks, w00t!

Anyways, posted a hack-job, kinda half-assed comic. Spent forever and a day on it and still can't get it right, so there it is in all it's ugly glory. Oh well, thanks if ya looked at it (or any of my other art, for that matter), I really appreciate it ^.^

Which brings us to our next matter...1,000 pageviews! w00t! Thanks from the bottom of my heart guys, I love you all! If I had any money I'd give you 1,000 cents (*cough*) each. Hey, it's ten imaginary bucks, that's pretty cool, right? However, since I don't have the money, imaginary or real, I'll have to find another way to thank ya'll. Other than taking a screenshot of my user page and scribbling "thank you guys so much!" all over it and wasting a slot on the recent deviations front page in a ridiculous attempt to draw attention to myself.

...No offense to anyone who does that or anything, but, eh, I don't think that counts as art. Oh well, you can bitch at me if ya want, heh.

Anyways, thanks again, everybody! Seeing that really made my crappy day a little bit better, and I really appreciate it! ^.^ Much love to all, triply thanks again!

**I'm so sorry if this sends out notifications or whatever, I've never edited my journals before, but I had to get it out somewhere that people who don't even look at the art they're commenting and just use the nifty little copy-paste feature on their wonderful keyboards need to seriously get their heads blasted off or something, cause it really pisses me off. I won't mention any names, seeing as it'll cause comotion, but putting the same message for every deviation you find just to attract people to your page is just a little stupid.

Yeah, just a little. And the real beauty of it was that you had the thought to write "I'd be honored if you would visit my page." Well, I'd be honored if you'd go to hell. Sorry. Okay, that's the end of my bitching, sorry again, heh. Had to complain somewhere...** ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4753697/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4753697/ Mon, 07 Mar 2005 17:14:26 PST Run - Snow Patrol

Eh, feeling shitty. School sucks and I hate everyone there.

.....So, what else is new, eh?

Anyways, much obliged to my "fans", watchers, commenters, and anything-else-ers! ^.^ Hope this doubly comic goodness was worth the wait! ....Well, the color on one is crappy, and the jokes on both are barely laughable, but hey, what're ya gonna do, eh? I hope you enjoy them anyway, while I'm in a laughy-drawing mood...eh...

Doubly anyways (haha), I hope you're having a better day than me, and thanks again for reading, viewing, watching, commenting, glancing and/or flinching at my art. I really appreciate it ^.^ ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4671179/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4671179/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 15:16:07 PST
But I can say I'm listening to Jumper by these said artisits ^.^

Anyways, experiencing a dilemma. I think I must've "broken" my sceen name thingy on here, because it never puts my most deviations on the recent list. Rather, it puts one on there after I submit two. Maybe I'm stupid and too demanding of this website, but I was just curious as to if anyone else experienced this...?

And on we go. Been posting overly-dramatic, death-portraying pictures, I know. Please don't take this offensively, but do get over it. I'm just going through a tough, lonely time here.

Besides, I'm in high school! Yeah, I'm one of those loner freshman you knew or either used to be. Please let me get out my frustrations out on paper (rather than going ballistic in real life) and don't chastise me on what I do. I don't think I've gotten any real attacks on my person here in dA but I have outside of here and I just wanted to ask you not to before it happens, which it might one day -.-

Anyways, thanks again, and sorry again, if I bitched too much. I love my viewers and watchers and I doubly thank you for youre time ^.^ ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4656533/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4656533/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 18:29:44 PST
"I'm not cool and I'll never be..."

...Thats me, alright! ^.^

Thanks for sticking with me through the delay if ya did, I'm working on more stuff now, more about it later...one day...

Okay, comic should be out tomorrow. Score! Thanks to the small crowd of supproters I have, yada yada, but I gotta go, so I say more later if I can! Thanks again!

^.^ ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4592542/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4592542/ Tue, 15 Feb 2005 19:06:23 PST
w00ts for my awesome sister and Hot Topic!

^.^

I love you all! Sorry, been working on a little spot of fiction, which I unfortunately don't upload here. Sorry, but I haven't forgotten the art community. I swear something will come to me soon, and I thank anyone for watching me or viewing my works, should they choose to. I really appreciate it, I don't deserve you! *muah*

Anyways, had a totally tiny, but totally awesome party. Just a couple friends (like two, lol, I'm such a loner) but once again I thank you all. Hope you had a wonderful Valentines Day (though I despise the very thought of that holiday, ugh) and hope you have a wonderful the rest of your week ^.^ Triply thanks again! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4501993/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4501993/ Sat, 05 Feb 2005 08:54:05 PST I’m not crazy cause I take the right pills, everyday
And rest, clean your conscious
Clear your thoughts with speyside, with your grain
Clean your conscious, clear your thoughts with speyside

Salt, sweat, sugar on the asphalt
Our hearts littering the topsoil
Tune in and we can get the last call
Our lives, our coal

Bleed American - Jimmy Eat World

In an okay mood ^.^ I appreciate those who have watched me and who have viewed any of my work and enjoyed it.

Anyways, had a good time yesterday! Went to Java jazz (bonus points to Texas!) to watch my friend's local band play, w00t! Better than sitting at the house doing nothing, and they were awesome! ^.^ Sounded just like The Used, who are offically the best band ever, lol.

Doubly anyways, much doubly appreciation to those who have found my work the least bit entertaining, especially my little recent doofy animation, ha ha.

And finally, much tutorials needed! I cannot find a way to create a preloader! I'd be much indebted to any who can offer me a solution ^.^ Thanks again! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4423703/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4423703/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 19:59:08 PST The things I've become, that something is missing
Maybe I...What do I know...
And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
Want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all, I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head, I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all
On my own...
On my own...

On My Own - The Used (Damn, I love them ^.^)

So it's been a while.

...A long, long while.

I know, I know, I'm sorry. But ths time I actually have something to say, which is mainly that I'm terribly sorry for abandoning ya'lls. Much apologies, everyone! Thanks to all who waited for me or are still here. I love you!! *muah*

And special apologies to MStout (damn it, forgot how to put the icon things in here...I have to go look it up *sigh*), who I have yet to start a collaboration with yet -.- I'm so sorry! I doubt you will still want to, but I think I will have something by Monday, if not eariler, if you are to read this. Doubly apologies.

And, for those who had my first ID (the doof smiley face in the copied ID) in their favorites, triply much apologies, my dad says it is illegal to do such a thing, and thusly I have removed it completely.

So yeah. Thanks again, if you're still here. I owe you dollars! ^.^ ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4361321/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4361321/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 15:08:21 PST I cut myself because I'm so frustrated
And every single second that I put it off
Means another lonely night I gotta race the clock
Let's say we go and crash your car
And every time I leave you go and lock the door
And I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder
I'm another day late and one year older
I'm a failure by design...

Failure By Design - Brand New

So I posted a crappy comic this time. Damn, it took me forever just to get motivated, but I think I'm back on track.... Well, about as back on track as I can be, which isn't all that great.

Been neglecting my fans and my art for nothing. That's right, I said nothing. I just sit and stare into space and think about the object of my affection, which I haven't the slightest bit of guts to talk to, much less ask him out *sigh*. I'm such a chicken. And thusly I wallow in the misery de self (self-misery, must I spell it out?)

But enough about that. Thanks once again to watchers, viewers, and anything-else-ers. I love you! ^.^ ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4341236/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4341236/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 08:35:58 PST We are...so far from you
Burning up, just like a match
You start to incinerate, the lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst to take
From every heart you brake
And like the pain you'll stay
But I'll be holding on tonight

What's the worst thing I could say
Things are better if I stay
So long, and goodnight
So long, and goodnight

Helena - My Chemical Romance

Okay, so it's been quite a while (*cough*) before I've done anything on here. I can explain, I swear!

Okay, currently I'm working on something I hope to have out by today. And as for the delay...well, lets just say that I was messing around with some color pencils and other tranditional media and made something I'm a little proud of, but I didn't upload it because I knew it would offend a lot of people, and it involved "self-mutilation", which would be doubly bad. So, yup, a huge waste of time.

And then, we had to go to Dallas to see my dear old dad for a day or two, and that ate up Sunday.

And finally...Sadie Hawkins is two weeks from now, and my mind's been preoccupied with some...other things, eh heh. Btw, for those who don't know or don't have a Sadie Hawkins dance, that's when the girls ask the guys to the dance and pay for everything and yada yada yada, you know. It's all reversed and whatever.

I'm not really big on dances, so this will be something a little newer for me if I do go. What can I say, I'm a loner, lol. Anyways, that's pretty much it. I hope to have this little "project" out by today. Thanks for sticking with me, if ya did, lol. ^.^ ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4298000/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4298000/ Tue, 11 Jan 2005 20:05:27 PST When an m-m-m-minute turned into a mile
And I broke that grin, and I cut it out
And you got all turned on by the taste of your sin
When I mention blue, all you thought was color
When you mention drugs, all I thought was sober
When your pants came off, and I turned you over
When you mention blue...

Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time!
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a little while

Sound Effects and Overdramatics - The Used

Damn, I hate not having a functional lyric site. Oh well, I guess I could use the typing practice, lol.

Yup, it's fixed. Rebooted.

....Finally!!

Anyways, I'd like to thank all who supported me in here in my time of need; I really appreciate it. I think I'm gonna concoct ya'lls a gift, bwahaha...then again, eh...it might take a while...lacking inspiration, hah.

So, I'm back...I guess I'll be up and online commenting tomorrow, when I gots the time. Thanks again, I appreciate it!!

If you're reading this... I love you! ^.^ Have a wonderfully blessed day! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4289052/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4289052/ Mon, 10 Jan 2005 19:03:30 PST
Restoring computer right now, hah! I know I lost a million files, but I'm not sure if it'll work completely. Let's just hope it does, ha.

Anyways, sorry about missing everybody's deviations and comments. I appreciate it so much, sorry, I hope this'll be over soon. Thanks for the support, ya'll!

Birthday Deviation submitted for Meeb. I'll write/draw/post later, no time now, thanks again! ^.^ ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4255370/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4255370/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 15:26:48 PST A crowd of people around you
Telling you it's okay, and everything happens for a reason
When you lose a part of yourself, or somebody you know
It takes a lot to let go
Every breath that you remember
Pictures fade away, but memories are forever

Sonny - New Found Glory (had to type out the words myself, damn you!)

Well, I guess ya'll are wondering where I went. I'm alive, but sure as hell my computer isn't. Might be a while before I post anything....GRRGH! I can't believe what happened...

Okay, here's what happened. First of all, I went to lessingit .com (without spaces) to get some lovely lyrics, and ads were everywhere cause I accidentally clicked on one. Damn you, letssingit. com, damn you! So I scanned my computer using a program calld Ad-Aware, which I fully support. And it found some stuff.

Yeah. It found over 300 "bugs" on my computer of grandness.

So I deleted them through the program, and I guess I must've screwed it up somehow, because now I can't even open up Control Panel and reconnect my internet, which I manually disconnected through Control Panel to scan my computer. I can't open the following on el Start menu: Control Panel, My Computer, My Documents, My Pictures, My Music, My Network Places, Search, and Internet Explorer.

*sigh*...There's more. I can't System Restore, well I can go through and set it up and tell it to restore, but it never works. Trust me, I've attempted over six times in a row and each time it tells me it can't happen.

The only thing left to do is System Recovery/Reboot, but crap on a stick, I can't. Well I can, but theres I lot of crap I need/want on there. However, there is great news (I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico, ha ha) No!! Seriously! Anyways, seriously there is good news. I have access to all my pictures, documents, etc. through other programs such as Microsoft word, Photoshop, etc. Yeah, isn't that weird? I can get to everything but the internet through normal programs, just not through Windows Explorer.

So yeah, now that I've lost half of my audience through the magical art of nerdy boredom, I might as well ask for help. If ya know what's going on, though I doubt ya do because apparently nobody on microsoft. com does and know what the hell is going, can you tell me? Lol, I'm such a dork...

And finally, I have to go to off campus PE, which might consume some of my time. Damn it! Eventually there will be something here...Sorry! I love ya'll so much, but it takes time without my internet on my other computer (this one being my dads, lol). This should also explain my lack of comments and short quick responses if there is any response at all. My time on here is a little more limited, heh, sorry.

I'm so sorry! I love you all, please stick with me! Thanks again...*sigh* Thanks to all sympathizers and viewers (lol), I love you.... ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4246211/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4246211/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 13:12:19 PST As far as he sees nothing's left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
Since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up

A singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
He gave heed to nothing, and all that he was...
Is just a tragedy

So he voyages in circles
Succeeds getting nowhere
And submits to the substance
That first got him there

Poetic Tragedy - The Used

Yay! I got signed up to a gym and got a cool card and everything! I feel so special! ^.^

However, school sucks, so that sucks... Sorry about the picture shortage, but eh, things have been busy (*cough*) lately.... I'll update when I can.

Happy Jan 5! ^.^ ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4223828/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4223828/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 19:28:45 PST I'd sometimes stare for hours.
She even poked the holes so I can breathe.
She bought the last line.
I'm just the worst kind,
Of guy to argue,
With what you might find.
And for the last night I lie.
Could I lie with you?

Alright, give up. Get down.
It's just the hardest part of living.
Alright, she wants. It all to come down this time.

Lost in the prescription she's got something else in mind.
Check into the Hotel Bella Muerte.
It gives the weak flight.
It gives the blind sight,
Until the cops come,
Or by the last light.
And for the last night I lie.
Could I lie next to you?

The Jetset of Life Is Gonna Kill You - My Chemical Romance

(Holy crapper, I think my computer messed up, lol. Sorry if you got a watch message about a doofy journal entry)

Two new sketchy deviations ^.^...w00t! Thanks to all my viewers and commenters! I love you ^.^!

Well, school starts in two more days. Sucks. Oh well, at least I can draw more, lol. Cause that's all I do during school ^.^

Anyways, I enjoyed my holiday. Hope everyone else did, too ^.^! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4214007/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4214007/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 16:46:27 PST And we tried to call it home
But we weren't alright, not at all
Not for one, for one, for one second

Never have been one to write it down.
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back.
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive

Maybe Memories - The Used (Yay!)

Happy New Years everyone! Did absolutely nothing, but it sure was happy.

We did absolutely nothing New Years Eve, just sat there and said Happy New Years to everyone when the clock turned 12:00. But this morning we had a New Years breakfast (lol) and ate our 12 grapes for good luck.

Yeah, well...that's it. Lol. Oh, crap. Un-lol. Rturning to school the fourth...grrgh. I hate school... Oh well. Might as well go enjoy what's left of the winter break. For the last freakin' time, Happy New Years. ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4202221/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4202221/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 12:30:18 PST On a railway, New York bound
Took all except my name
Another alien out on Broadway

Some things in this world you just can't change
Some things you can't see until it gets too late

Baby, baby, baby
When all your love is gone,
Who will save me
From all I'm up against out in this world?
Maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll find something that's enough to keep you,
But if the bright lights don't receive you,
You should turn yourself around and come on home

Matchbox 20 - Bright Lights

Eh, feeling pretty okay...back in a comicy mood, lol.

Anyways, happy new years eve! And as for those resolutions (what is this 'resolution' you speak of?) that everyone keeps talking about, I don't have one, ha. I would, but then I'd be lying to myself and that's not good. Lol

On with the news, ahem... Uploaded a doofy comic, not too pleased with it, but it'll do. Still trying to concoct a last minute new years pic...I'm gonna try and post it at 12:00 tonight, granted we all don't die from some freak alien attack 0.0...

...Just in case, I'd like to say I love all my commenters...

Happy News Years Eve! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4186643/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4186643/ Wed, 29 Dec 2004 16:00:10 PST Don't stop just sip it down
and in a swirling masquerade of style my body hits the ground.
I'm beautiful when I'm asleep.
Martini kisses land on my blistered bloody scarlet lips.
The bottle's in my hand.

Burn out, not fade away.
Burn out, not fade away.
Burn out, not fade away.

I'll speak in riddles so you can understand.
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen.
So in love with me, like shaped you would be.
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete.

Martini Kiss - Senses Fail

Eh...lack of inspiration...feeling shitty...and really bored, dammit!

Uploaded an ID, lol! Yes, my ssn is really 000-00-000, how about that, lol. It doesn't fit in the dA id space, but I kept it like that just because I like it. I dunno, I thought it was pretty funny, heh. Maybe I'm just a tard.

Anyways, working on a picture for New Years. It'll probably be out...on New Years, lol. Maybe before then, but what can I say, I'm lazy as shit.

...And shit's pretty lazy, let me tell you.

Besides, I have to stay home for New Years. Not that I'd go anywhere anyways, but if I wanted to, I wouldn't be able to, because my dad's superstitious and stuff. Oh, well. Means I'll have more time to draw and do nothing. Hooray...

Well that's it. Just thought I'd write about my id, because it's funny, lol. ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4177943/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4177943/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 14:19:42 PST But I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
Now...it is silver and silent
It is silver and cold
You in somber resplendence...I hold.

Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As your rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer,
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one

AFI - Silver and Cold

Ha! I bet you thought I couldn't do it, eh? Well, I did, so there! Two deviations out before New Years!

Speaking of which, that damn animation took forever. And it barely works, despite all my efforts, grrgh... Stupid ActionScript!

Anyways, I just wanted to touch base and say hello, watchers, I love you! And now that Christmas is over...the new greeting is "Happy New Years!"

...

So "Happy New Years!" ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4155837/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4155837/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 16:31:32 PST I can't describe the joy they bring
'Cause joy is something they don't bring me

My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging cicles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again

So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh God, I hate these Satan's helpers

And then I guess I must have snapped
Because I grabbed a baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter

Its Christmas time, again
Its time to be nice to the people you cant stand, all year
Im growing tired of all this Christmas cheer

You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you dont wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone

Blink 182 - I Won't Be Home For Christmas

Got a few little things for Christmas, and grateful. Christmas was great, but, eh...I hate it when everyone leaves and ya gotta clean up the mess. I like to call it "holiday aftermath".

Actually, I like to call it "this sucks".

Anyways, just wanted to make sure you had a good Christmas. Much apologies and sympathy to those who didn't. Hope for a better next year.

So have a Merry freakin' Christmas and Happy freakin' New Years. ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4132244/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4132244/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 23:30:52 PST How you save yourself
For someone who
Could love you for you
So many times we just give it away
To someone who couldn't even remember your name
Did you save yourself
For someone who loves you for you
And loves me for me
Give it away
To someone who
Someone who
Can cherish your name

Save Yourself - Senses Fail
1:24 am (lol)

Woo, three days... What happened to the good old days when people would all be like "OMG, Christmas is two days away, I'm so excited!"? What happened to the gigantic piles of Christmas gifts under the tree? And what happened to the real meaning of Christmas?!

...Okay, so the latter was unfortunately forgotten long ago, but still. The Chirstmas spirit is totally lacking in my corner of the world, and I guess I should shut up, seeing as I have yet to buy gifts for some of my family members and yet to print out a single Christmas drawing/card. Damn, I suck. And then there's the whole "abandoned writing "career"" thing (that nobody here knows about, lol. but it's a journal, so oh well).

Thusly, I have just made the decision to finish at least two deviations before New Years. Only fair, right? Yeah, only fair I'll end up failing, anyway, but I'm just trying to disipline myself, here. I think, if I'm lucky, one of those should be up before Christmas, being that it's Christmas oreintated.

Anyways, enough of that. Good "morning" (lol) to all, I'm going to sleep, finally. Once again, thanks to all my watchers and commenters (and secret watchers who just don't comment, ya'll are cool, too), I love ya! Thanks again! ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4118058/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4118058/ Tue, 21 Dec 2004 09:25:25 PST Mark the grave
Where the searchlights find us
Drinking by the mausoleum door
And they found you on the bathroom floor

Cemetery Drive by My Chemical Romance...

Anyways, in other news, loving my fans. Thanks so much! In other-other news, I added a couple old comics into my scrapbook; just thought I journal on it (lol) because they would otherwise be left unnoticed, which actually wouldn't be too bad. Still commenting and loving the responders and pageviewers, lol.

Well, that's it. Yeah, I know, you don't have to tell me. Maybe I put a little more when I actually finish something... Speaking of which, I think I'll go work on something now, lol... ]]> *Tamyra http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4114254/ http://Tamyra.deviantart.com/journal/4114254/ Mon, 20 Dec 2004 19:33:07 PST
Wow, I'm an idiot.

Anyways, "trialed" Flash MX 2004 for the second time and played with it more. Much apologies for the first crappy result, but I suggest you get used to it, because I have 30 days and today's only the second day...Mwahaha... Asked for it for Christmas, along with my other number 1 wanted gift...money. Yes, money makes the world go 'round...

Speaking of which, 4/5 more days 'til Christmas... I'm so pumped *cough*...eh...what was I talking about?

Anyways, that's enough for now. Just playing around with my profile and whatnot. Thanks to all who looked at my crap and doubly thanks to the awesome peoples who put me on lists or commented. Your appreciated.

On a side-note, much heart-felt *cough*cough* sympathy goes to Meeb, the dweeb in the ER (Emergency Room, duhr). We all love you *COUGH*COUGH*collaspes in coughing fit*. Pain sucks.

Pain by Jimmy Eat World is actually playing right now. That's hilarious...okay, maybe not... ]]> *Tamyra