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1. Most of the time I feel like a perpetual loser . Still this does not mean that my life just sucks. I earn a lot of good things happening to me through what I do. Still I wish I could do better on some very important things to me in those respects I seem to be a constantly messing it up lol. I still don't know what to .
2. I get influenced by things at random when it comes to my art seeing different styles can cause some pretty odd changes to mine.
3. Because of the previous sometimes I pick style traits I hate by accident
4. I’m told that I have a lot of patience and that most of the time its very hard to nigh (heh nigh ) impossible to anger/piss me off (although I don’t see it that way I’m always angry over something )
5. I often over-think situations sometimes making me slow to act on some crucial decisions (I hate it cause a lot of the time even I get pissed off at it)
6. Honestly as of late I have been finding it very hard to concentrate on anything so much of my usual routine and what I find fun feels like I’m wasting time. The flipside is I have no idea what I should be doing otherwise…..
7. Before I stopped drawing a few years back my style was extremely violent and explicit (blood, guts and gore ) Now that I’m back at it (despite recent block) I’ve toned it down it abit but if feel my style is improving because of this (although I do a few random ones here and there )
8. I think my artist block is just symptom of something else though I really have yet to nail that down

Tagged by
Hey if you want to have a ball and enjoy yourself


Sorry everybody for being kinda of sporadic lately. I have been a bit busy so I have a had a bit of trouble keeping up with everything. I have been keeping up with art and all but comments have been a bit neglected. So if ya haven’t gotten a reply for something even pretty simple sorry and it should be forthcoming soon (current comments are at about 500+ and I know only 200 or so are journals lol). On other fronts I am working on something my artist block is still killing me but this on piece demands that I do it so much that it kinda surpassed my current problems. Still I tried other pieces and I find nothing there lol. Well this piece kinda has something do with how things are going made it just something I needed to get out and this might be the best way. Still its been slow going cause I feel like I’m fighting myself while I’m doing it lol. Well this update is pretty sad as I have nothing to show and no good news to bring but I figure do tag small update win win .


EDIT 10/26: Okay that took forever but i think i'm caught up so much stuff to see and read kinda overloaded for a bit well if i missed you or forgot to comment then please drop me a note.

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Well in ARTNEWS as this is what this is supposed to be about i got whole heap of work on the burner including a new version of Tats of his enraged state when he gets down to business . Also the armor from the teaser is almost finshed to im liking it so far it getting really detailed too. I also have so many sketches of a few random characters one or two i really like . Still alot i can't show cause i keep sketching her without realizing it lol till im done damn thats dumb. Also i actually have been practicing my coloring and its gotten much better i might truly have a real colored piece to show once i get the hang of these new photoshop techinques from all the tutuorials i've found (thanks DA ) Actually if ya want to go ahead a weigh in on which piece i should attempt to color first, even if its a sketch (i have done a good bit of line art sometimes i just didn't post it lol)

Ok everybody thanks for all the support i truly appreciate it all

]]> *TatsujinEdge http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/9811670/ http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/9811670/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 03:14:17 PDT
Oh yeah i got tagged by

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

Oh Joy lol let see 6 which isn't many but im have problems thinking one

1.I have a bad habit of hiding my real personality people tend to take me one way when they meet me. I say silent and so on but i can be kinda crazed and a bit one edge (ie scary lol) so its kinda the exact opposite. It gets me in all kinds of trouble (property damage broken noses, etc etc)
2.I can't seem to sleep i stay up all night drawing to get my mind of things and to relax but i usually can't sleep till at least 3am or so lol im such a loser
3.I have a favorite sword i keep above the side of my bed for two reasons it makes my room look good (i still have some childhood wallpaper on a section of two lol sword makes it look um adult ) And who knows ninja could attack at any time one must always be prepared
4.I made this page for one reason originally she still plagues and delights me to this day but im so glad i joined DA i have found some of the most amazing artists here (damn that sounded like a plug lol)
5.I hate rollercoasters (but i ride em ) but i love to fly kinda silly since both involve loops and rolls and so forth
Whoo 6 finally hmmm
6.My real name is weird but i like it, no im not gonna tell it least not yet so don't ask

Well done and done now to tag away you may do this a your leisure if ya wanna at all



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Well despite all this crap with work and school at least i have have my art and stuff. Which is funny cause as much as she messes up my head i really must thank her for giving it back to me.

Still so much work is coming right now i just haven't had a chance to scan it and some of it is a little to big for my poor little scanner so i have to work on another way of getting it in here lol. (hmm thinks of borrowing school scanner for a bit )

Well let me finish inking this one im on now maybe i'll put up some of the sketches i have have a character i based on her or maybe not....

]]> *TatsujinEdge http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/8745966/ http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/8745966/ Fri, 12 May 2006 02:34:33 PDT lol) and i realize it primarily to see her. I hate this the fact that my job is crappy and it hurts her. If wasn't for her being their i would have moved to some other form of temporary employment while i get my life together.

Still i really think she is worth it. As much as she might not i guess thats not really for her to decide lol. I wanna talk to her but everything always gets in the way. I'm tired of being forced to speak to her. Tired of only hearing the hate and disdain in her voice for where we work. Enraged by only the weakness i see within masking any strength i have. Hating the fact that no matter how much i care she is the only person that makes me nervous that shatters the focus i have. I love the times she finds something she likes finds something that makes her happy at least abit. I'm gonna hafta do something cause this is not how im gonna leave it. Every decision i make seems like a mistake but then 6 years worth of self doubt can do that to ya lol. So i step toward her once again....heh that was kinda corny but i guess im in an corny mood

OOOOO ultra rant lol do not mind i just had to get some stuff out of my head at the moment thanks.

Hmm art update eh? lots of stuff done or being done i just haven't found time to scan it and some im not sure if i wanna put it up. Don't be surprised it two or three sketches and stuff start showing up at a time well back to the art, it calls me

holy crap is that nearly 4000 views you have got to be kidding me

]]> *TatsujinEdge http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/8587954/ http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/8587954/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 02:51:44 PDT

Here are the rules:

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic: (6) weird habits/things/secrets and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

These are the 6 weird things about me.."

1. I read battletech/mechwarrior novels (lol my version of trashy romance novels just a gulity pleasure i guess)

2. My night and day are really messed up on average i go to sleep around 3:00am and wake up at about 11am to 12pm. To many late nights studying have thrown me off

3. I can have a face like stone rarely showing any emotion pisses some people off to no end specially if they wanna mess with me. I rulez at the poker though

4. I have a trigger finger, my pinky on my left hand can lock if i make fist too tight

5. real movies barely scratch the surface with me but some animes can almost make me shed some tears *sniff*

6. hmm out of weird stuff...ask me weird question get weird answer (although probably loads of stuff i consider normal that might be weird )

hmm people that be tagged well for now anybody who wants to do it
but i get certain people later

]]> *TatsujinEdge http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/8465142/ http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/8465142/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 02:14:00 PDT damn i need to be faster >_<

ahh good journal filler lol

Well lets see six things bout me eh?

1. In the last six or so years i forgot how to draw with in the last year i have been relearning its an awkward process but i know im getting better than i was before.

2. My job pisses me off to no end cause some of my bosses are complete jackasses but so many other people i work with are crazy it can really make the place fun.

3. I can't keep my room clean i try to clean apart of it only to put crap there later when im cleaning another part lol endless cycle

4. I still haven't told the girl i like and who inspired me to get back into art how much i like her. I thought i could ignore it but now its absolutely killing me. Acutally im starting to crack under some of my own pressure i get kinda erratic i gotta figure this out lol.

5. Apparently i can't color but people say i have a great eye for it lol

6. Damnit i can't think of a last one (or im just being lazy ) so ask me something ya wanna know

now on to spread the taggedness


hey if ya got some free time or just wanna change ya journal have fun with it

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Well enough of me i guess you are here for the art

More new work coming actually maybe in a day or two if can finish the sketch and also some new inks and yet the colors they elude me more practice coming up for that i guess back to work now.

]]> *TatsujinEdge http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/7681540/ http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/7681540/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 01:53:37 PST man i gotta learn to duck

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"There was a thoughtful pause, then the mercenary stepped away from the door "proceed" "

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Ow damn desk is in the way

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Robot chicken (it was a repeat )

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
2:40

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
2:57 close but no

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my music and rain/sleet outside

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
About half an hour ago to take out the garbage

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?


9.What are you wearing?
Sweat pants and t-shirt

10.Did you dream last night?
Yeah i did but not something i wanna post it was kinda sad it hurt a bit and i usually don't dream or at least don't remember them

11. When did you last laugh?
When i was watch Robot Chicken

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Anime posters combat planes some art and a R34 Skyline

13. Seen anything weird lately?
To much to count really but nothing stands out among the usual weirdness

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Cure for da bordem

15. What is the last film you saw?
In theaters: Hostel (weak) on dvd: Lord of War (i like this one for some reason)

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A new house, start up an animation/game development studio and get my friends into some great places (put them where they wanna be from new jobs to another country ). Get started on my plans to change the world and pick up an R34 skyline

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
Although i never show it on the outside my feelings are constantly in my head just causing havok its the inspiration for the eyes of my character so much just right behind them. (lol hardly anyone notices )

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would like to for us realize how stupid all this mess this world is in and get on with developing as a species we are wasting so much time with petty squables being turned into serious issues.

19. Do you like to dance?
No it always gets me in trouble o_o

20.George Bush:
Who oh yeah him....-_-

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Hmm never thought of that sorry although i might have an idea

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Hmm never thought of that sorry

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yeah but i do like living in the here

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Whoa whoa whoa great job but you still got work to finish get back down there lol

25. 4 people who must also do this meme in THEIR journal:
http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/7163944/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 03:05:30 PST

Hey wow i got 2000+ hits i'd never thought that would happen...cool

Well i got three new pieces on the way including a 2000 hit piece
I'll be put up the sketch over the next few weeks work is seriously getting in the way. Oh and i know alot of you are wondering about my colored pieces well expect one or two within a week or two i think im starting to get some of the hang of colouring (but i still suck though)

]]> *TatsujinEdge http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/6941040/ http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/6941040/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 02:01:46 PST
Yes tagged by the lovely heh heh (grrrr )

Ok 20 stuffs about meh...

1. I hate Nov. 13th it just sucks and always will

2. I am a complete fan fool when it comes to Robotech/Macross heh gimme

3. I only recently got back into art after a forced 4yr hiatus so i've lost some of my past skills and it shows

4. Joined DA because of a certain deviant who inspired me and continues to even though she has no idea lol

5. People say im pretty daunting in person and that it takes alot for me to show any emotion especially on my face lol

6. I am really into martial arts and fighting i even studied for awhile but don't believe in random violence still im always up for handing out a good ass whoopin

7. I am addicted to Twizzlers i can even tell a fresh bag from an older one shoot i have some in my desk right now and im trying not to eat em

(Wow some of these are hard to think of)

8. I hate shopping for clothes i usually find nothing i'm happy as long as i'm not nekkid lol still i lost alot of weight in the last two years and now i got nuthin that fits me! umm dilemma....

9. Apparently im great at writing, literature, and history but would never want to do a career solely based on any of them.

10. Supposedly emotional movies bounce off me like nothing but some animes will get me choked up ....

11. People are always surprised by the music i know of and listen to i know so many artist that i'll know at a few from almost anyone's fav genre and maybe have their cds.

12. I have been know to change moods in a split second people are generally freaked out by this. Funny thing is a hardly ever notice the change heh silly me.

13. I seem to make friends very easily although sometimes they are surprised later by my apparent depth (hey they say it not me lol)

14. I often think of comebacks in mere seconds but don't say them as some are truly scathing (i cut deep sometimes but i hate to hurt people's feelings)

15. Videogames >_>...<_< yes i play them a bit (sweeps his psp, ds, xbox, and ps2 under his bed with his gamecube and pc games)

16. I wanna buy a Nissan Skyline R34 so badly but they are so hard to get no less afford but i keep trying

17. I don't sleep much i get some but i easily stay up till 3am without even thinking about it.

18. I don't watch much tv anymore but i love adult swim aqua teen, family guy and rest are some of the best stuff on tv and where else do you get your quick anime fix

19. I have definitely fallen for the person mentioned in 4. and sometimes just seeing her makes me smile i've eaten a sketch book or two because of her.

20. I am a daily pessimist and an overall optimist i feel bad about the day but i think in the end we will turn out ok and will work for that.


Whoa that took forever well now i get to tag hee hee
Hey i would never force anybody to do anything but if ya feel like it enjoy







http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/6230269/ Mon, 12 Sep 2005 03:11:54 PDT
New stuff on da way check it out it if ya get chance...

Hey look i got 1000+ hits whoda thought wow hmm i guess i'll do something ...

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Well enough of that new stuff coming so watch actually should be one sketch coming up soon (like now ) later

]]> *TatsujinEdge http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/5729496/ http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/5729496/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 02:28:43 PDT Trying to find a way to give strength to the weakened.
Trying to find a way to give what can't be given.
Trying to find a way to make the impossible possible.
Trying to find a way to do what can't seem to be finished.
Trying to find a way to tell what can't be told.
Trying to find a way to create from the barren void.
Trying to find a way to be what i should yet shouldn't.
Just trying to find a way.

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not worth a new journal but added a minute sketch in scraps for the fun of it. ]]> *TatsujinEdge http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/5461700/ http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/5461700/ Wed, 25 May 2005 21:23:59 PDT *TatsujinEdge http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/5396861/ http://TatsujinEdge.deviantart.com/journal/5396861/ Wed, 18 May 2005 23:02:32 PDT
1. I used to be able to draw with alot more freedom and alot more often.

2. Umm that the stuff doesn't really measure up to my current standard or style and it mostly sketched (augh why )

Well now im gonna hafta put in work well i guess i better shut up and get started. ]]> *TatsujinEdge