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Sleep by Gliss

Here
We are
Tonite tonite
It's sweet as gold
You are you are
Sweet as gold
It’s so I said I can't fall
I said I said oh oh oh
Soul sleeper
Soul sleeper
Oh we need you soul sleeper
Soul sleeper
Fade
Tonite
With us
It's love
Far down far
We love all
It's all inside us oh oh
Soul sleeper
Soul sleeper
Oh we need you soul sleeper
Soul sleeper

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The Book of Love by The Magnetic Fields

The book of love is long and boring
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures
And instructions for dancing but

I...
I love it when you read to me and
You...
You can read me anything

The book of love has music in it
In fact that's where music comes from
Some of it is just transcendental
Some of it is just really dumb but

I...
I love it when you sing to me and
You...
You can sing me anything

The book of love is long and boring
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know but

I...
I love it when you give me things and
You...
You ought to give me wedding rings
I...
I love it when you give me things and
You...
You ought to give me wedding rings

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Cheerleader by Grizzly Bear

Mention a name we know (we know)
I'll be attained, it shows. (it shows)

Please don't feign the rose (the rose)
Always the same, I know. (I know)

I'm cheerleading myself,
I should've made it matter.

I'm cheerleading myself,
I should've made it matter.

Go on, let it go- it doesn't mean a thing.
--(I'm cheerleading myself, I should've made it matter)--
Chance is on nothing changing.
--(I'm cheerleading myself,I should've made it matter)--


There's no time to go (to go)
Through the designs we know (we know)


Never mind, although (although)
Maybe this time we'll grow (we'll grow)

I'm cheerleading myself,
I should’ve made it matter.

I'm cheerleading myself,
I should’ve made it matter.

Go on, let it go- it doesn't mean a thing.
I'm cheerleading myself,I should've made it matter

Chance is on nothing changing.
I'm cheerleading myself,I should've made it matter

Go on, let it go- it doesn't mean a thing.
I'm cheerleading myself,I should've made it matter

Chance is on nothing changing.
I'm cheerleading myself,I should've made it matter

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Dramamine by Modest Mouse

Travelling swallowing Dramamine
Feeling spaced breathing out listerine
I'd said what I'd said that I'd tell ya
And that you'd killed the better part of me
If you could just milk it for everything
I've said what I'd said and you know what I mean
But I still can't focus on anything
We kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves
Travelling swallowing dramamine
Look at your face like you're killed in a dream
And you think you've figured out everything

I think I know my geography pretty damn well
You say what you need so you'll get more
If you could just milk it for everything
I've said what I said and you know what I mean
But I still can't focus on anything

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MATADJEM YINMIXAN (Why all this hate between you)by Tinariwen

MATADJEM YINMIXAN SARHREMT YARATAN
Why all this hate between you which you teach your children

TOJAWAN ALRHALEM TATERARAWAN
The world looks at you and surpasses your understanding

WAR TOLIHAM ID'KOUFAR WAR TOLIHAM D'ARABAN
You who resemble neither a westerner nor an Arab

TOMANAM ISTIWSATEN TIDIT TINDARAWAN
Your faith in the tribes blinds you to the truth

WADA AL ASSAWKA IYALAH WALAIYEN DOWAN ADAHAR
Even if God were to send a blessing down for you to share

D'IMIDINET TAFLIST IS WADEK ATEKDAR
With a friend, they will only betray your confidence.

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I think that's good for now. I leave for Oklahoma Sunday so this may be the last post for a whi... ]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/27502208/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/27502208/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 11:35:47 PDT No one There’s plenty of room though since I sleep so close to the edge I occasionally fall out of bed when my alarm goes off…

What's one of the stupidest things you've done?
I put my faith in God and trust in you. [NIN Reference if you didn’t get it]

What kind of magazines do you read? What news sites do you read?
The Stranger…lol

If you could see one band in concert right now, any band, dead or alive, which would it be?
NINE INCH NAILS …what? It’d only be my 5th time….

What's really disgusting?
CANNED TUNA...KELP…OYSTERS…STUFF LIKE THAT…

Name one odd item within five feet of you.
A print of a cute little robot projectile vomiting rainbow…A Queens of the Stone Age hoodie with a sperm design…or the Nine Inch Nails Closure video…All quite interesting…

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Slurpee adventures. They lead to going from Poulsbo to Hoquaim in the middle of the night or going to Fremont in the middle of the night and watching the sunrise from Alki…going to Seatac and meeting new people…

Where would you like to go right now if you had enough money?
I want to take a cargo ship to Japan with FightingMongoose1025 and TheWhiteFalcon is invited.

What are you most excited for?
Either the epic road trip to Oklahoma with my aunt Monday or just hanging with FightingMongoose1025 and/or TheWhiteFalcon and/or Psysaturn…or even other people. I feel social today. OH OH OH and I has recording to do on Capital Hill possibly Friday.

What websites do you always visit when you go online? What's your favorite place to visit?
DA, Facebook, Craigslist…I dunno what I like best…

What was the last thing you bought?
Um….Tabs for my car I think…They were due this month.

What's your favorite season?
Fall It’s cool and rainy but not frigid and it’s pretty so many colors..

Does the weather affect your mood?
Yeah, I’m very content with the rain. Anything else has mixed effects.

What is your zodiac sign?
Capricorn and Rabbit …Sea Goat or Bunny lolololol

What new skill do you want to learn right now?
OH GOD SO MUCH TO LEARN…I want to learn how to use my awesome camera…I want to learn Japanese, Chinese, German, Spanish, more French, Dutch, Russian, Arabic, Surgical Technology, electricity, cars…I want to learn a bit about everything and go just about everywhere.

5 things (not people) you can't live without?
MUSIC, Audio Engineering, Computers, Travel, SLURPEE ADVENTURES

Do you have any siblings?
25 year old step-brother, 17 year old half sister

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
Why can’t you just admit it?

What subject in school did you remember the easiest?
Video and Language classes were good. Any language. I’m awesome like that.

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I'm in such a great mood today. So much shit that I could be worried about but it will all be OK. I feel so alive. I've seen so much beauty and had so much fun how could I feel bad? Even I'm not that defective. I honestly can't remember being this happy and excited in my life except for maybe just before and after an awesome concert.

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This morning my grandma asked me if I knew that I might be an android. She also said I can turn my emotions on and off. Then my sister said I was a Japanese sex robot. Brunch with family is not always pleasant...

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]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/25772180/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/25772180/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 11:01:40 PDT NYC, NYC-> Jacksonville, Fl, Jacksonville->New Orleans, New Orleans ->Stilwell, OK, Stilwell -> Grand Canyon NTL Park, Grand Canyon ->LA, LA to Puyallup, but on HWY 101 into mapquest We have 2 weeks to do it...The Way Out is Through...All I've undergone I will keep on...That is my new mantra...Also, Johnny The Homicidal Maniac kicks ass.

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/24152798/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/24152798/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 18:46:52 PDT Going to be an intern at community radio station in town. Low Power FM 100 watts...Like a light blub lol...I'm addicted to blip.fm ...I went for a walk the other day because it was nice and I ended up falling and mangling myself pretty badly. Chucks on steep hill with gravel on pavement = badly scraped knee, bump on elbow, and hurt wrist. Now both hands randomly drop stuff and shake... I'll be alright in a couple more days though. I only managed to get schedule 1 day for the rest of this month at work. It's really lame. My car is now fixed as far as the engine goes. Have to deal with the bumpers being a different color of red than the rest of the car. That's about all I have to report for now. I remembered that I wanted to write a story for each Ghosts track...Might get to that.

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/23909907/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/23909907/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 00:05:28 PDT
My comfort playlist...
[link]

It's odd what I find soothing sometimes...I feel like a geek...lately I've been reading comic books...I love The Dark Tower...I've also been watching cooking shows online...Iron Chef America...Hell's Kitchen...some other show I don't even know the name of...and I've been watching House and Scrubs...It's just a weird time for me...

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/23832103/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/23832103/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 13:13:47 PDT Mark which things you have done, then calculate your score by counting the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is also your percentage. Tag a bunch of your friends, and re-post as "I do stupid things __% of the time."


01.[x] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
02.[x] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
03.[x] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
04.[ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
05.[x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
06.[ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
07.[ ] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
08.[x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
09.[x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10.[x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 7

11.[ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12.[x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13.[x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14.[x]Have actually exploded something in the microwave
15.[x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16.[x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17.[ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18.[x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19.[ ] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20.[ ] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 13

21.[ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22.[ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23.[x] Have run into a closed door
24.[ ] Started a conversation other people had just finished
25.[x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26.[x] It has taken you longer than 5 min. to get a joke
27.[ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28.[ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29.[x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30.[ ] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 17

31.[ ] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32.[ ] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33.[x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34.[ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store and/or off their property
35.[ ] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36.[ ] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37.[x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38.[x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39.[x] Walked into a pole
40.[ ]Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 21

41.[ ] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42.[ ] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43.[x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger
44.[ ] Walked out of the bathroom with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45.[x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46.[x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it when your drink was right next to it
47.[x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48.[x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49.[ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50.[ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 26

51.[ ] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52.[x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53.[x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54.[ ] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55.[ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56.[ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57.[x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58.[x] Forgot your own phone number
59.[ ] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch... ]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/23772888/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/23772888/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 23:16:09 PDT
Some days I’m sure I’m losing it
I leave notes for myself so I don’t forget
But I can’t remember who they’re from

Does that mean I forgot who I am?
I lost everything else
Why couldn’t I lose myself?

Was there ever anyone behind these eyes?
I think they might have once been mine
But I’m not sure of anything


...its a start...

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/23722723/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/23722723/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 02:02:04 PDT
When my mom turned 21 she was about 6 months pregnant with me. She went out dancing with her friends even though she couldn't drink. She said I kicked when the band played and stopped when the band stopped. Before I could walk I used to watch MTV and I had favorite videos I'd crawl to the TV for. I'd pull myself up and head bang in time. No matter what I was doing. When I did learn to walk I learned how to work the stereo. By the time I was 3 I had my own stereo and cassettes. For my 7th birthday I got my first CD player and CDs. I had those CDs in perfect condition up until they were stolen a few years ago. The dedication it takes for a kid to take care of something that delicate is amazing. Music has always been my thing but I've never really played an instrument or been able to write it. In the 8th grade when I was pretty much in my own hell and I wanted to die my teacher gave us an assignment. Figure out what you want to be when you grow up and do a report on it. I really didn't have a clue what I wanted to do. I knew I wanted to do something with music, but what? Then it hit me. Someone has to record it. Why couldn't it be me? I'm good with electronics and I know a lot about music even if I can't play it. So I started to look into it. I didn't even know what you called such a person. Then I was listening to Nine Inch Nails which had re-entered my life in just the past few years. I had The Fragile and I was listening to La Mer and Just Like You Imagined and I had just kinda learned the concept of mixing and I thought, wow it would take a lot to mix that. There is so much going on making it sound right is like an art in itself. Then I knew how I could be a part of music creatively without being able to write it. At that point I still didn't have a name for what I wanted to be. Eventually I figured out that what I wanted to be was an Audio Engineer. Ever since that day I have worked towards being an audio engineer. It has always been at the back of my mind.

For my 16th birthday my mom took me to the Experience Music Project in Seattle. They had a small very simple mixing board set up there for everyone to try out. You could mix the song Sweet Dreams(Are Made of This) by the Eurythmics. (Weird coincidence, Annie Lennox and I share the same birthday, are both left-handed I believe, and my middle name is Anne) When I got a hold of that mixing board it was like a a light went off in my head. It was like the planets aligned or some shit. It was amazing. I was even more sure it was what I should do. Then at a Pearl Jam concert I had another epiphany, I could mix sound live. I'm 21 and I'm currently living in my 21st house. By the time I'm 22 I will have moved another couple of times, I already have this planned. I don't know how to stop moving. I can't think of anything better than being at a concert every night, mixing, and touring.

Of course my dream has always been to work with Trent Reznor. Nine Inch Nails is how I realized my purpose in life. Nine Inch Nails is my favorite band and has always been a part of my life. Pretty Hate Machine came out just before I turned 2 and I know for a fact I listened to it then and I loved it. I can clearly remember being about 4 and having Down In It stuck in my head. I remember loving Closer and watching the video when it first came out...when I was 6. After The Downward Spiral came out there was a gap where Trent didn't put any more albums out and I kinda forgot about Nine Inch Nails. Slowly I started to remember. I don't remember how. I had gotten a computer and I was downloading music. I think I was 10 or 11. I was trying to find everything I used to listen to on the radio in Seattle. There were some things I didn't have because only I liked them. Like Tool, and some Soundgarden, just everything I could rememb... ]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/23239841/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/23239841/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 16:55:56 PST
Why do I feel like the only dream I've ever had was just crushed?
What the fuck am I going to do now?

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Now with survey...

starting time: 10:13 pm

Name: Tavona

sisters: 1

brothers: 1

Eye Color: Blue

Shoe size: 10 – 11 mens….

Height: 5’7”

What are you wearing right now?: Jeans…Tool shirt & Hat …homemade NIN hoodie

Where do you live?: Spoketuckey, WA

Favorite Number: 9, I love 3 but 9 is better because its 3x3

Favorite Drink: 7up

Favorite Month: October

Favorite Breakfast: Biscuits and gravy

***********Have You Ever***********

Broken a bone: yes, wrist

Been in a police car: Yes

Been on a plane: yes.

Been in a hot tub: Yes

Swam in the ocean: Yes

Fallen asleep in school: lol yes…

Broken someone’s heart: I’m not sure…

Cried when someone died?: Yes

Fell off your chair: Oh god…I do that a lot…

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yeah, I’m not above it…

Saved e-mails: Yes

Been cheated on: Never even had the chance

***********What is************

Your room like?: It’s a disaster area with a few posters and things up now…

Whats right beside you?: table with desktop and stereo on it…

What is the last thing you ate? Candy bar dipped in peanut butter, yes I’m ashamed…

———————-Ever Had- ————————-

Chicken pox: Yes

Sore throat: It happens a lot…

Stitches: Yup

Broken nose: Nope, but I’m sure Josh will “accidentally” break it eventually…

————————-Do You————————–

Believe in love at first sight?: Yup

Like picnics: Depends

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Who was the last person you danced with? I don’t really dance with people…

Who last made you smile? I dunno….

————————–Who—————————

Did you last yell at? Probably Josh, he’s around the most…he does live with me…

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? Glasses wish I could wear contacts

———-Final Questions————-

What are you listening to right now? Josh’s crappy music + the movie Cube

What did you do today? Went to school, went to the store, put pictures up, took a nap, played Guitar Hero…might have eaten at some point…

Hate someone in your family? meh

Good singer: Nope, but I still love to sing.

Diamond or pearl? …don’t really give a shit…

Are you the oldest?: Yes

Indoors or out doors? I like to be outside, but I prefer basements…

——————Today did you———————-
1. Talk to someone you like? No

2. Kiss anyone? No

3. Get sick? My stomach is never happy…

4. Sing: yup, Pompeii am Götterdämmerung I think…

5. Talk to an ex? Nope

6. Miss someone: Yea

7. Eat: think so

—————-Last person who——————

8. You talked to on the phone? Mother

9. Made you Cry? Meh…

10. Went to the movies with: Josh and TheWhiteFalcon…

11. You went to the mall with? Josh

——————Have you——————-

19. Been to Mexico? Couple times

20. Been to Canada? No

——————-Random——————–

21. Have a crush on someone: Trent Reznor…and a hot waiter named David…

22. What books are you reading right now: Book I hate for school and nothing because I feel bad for not reading what I’m supposed to…

23. Best feeling in the world: Being in my favorite spot…

24. Future kids names: hate kids…but if I must… Seatlh(not a typo, like Chief Seatlh, indian chief Seattle was named after...), Echo, Trent…

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Nope…I become attached to jackets and hats more…

26. What’s under your bed: Nothing no frame sits on the floor

27. Favorite sport(s) to watch: Football
~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/22365880/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/22365880/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 01:04:30 PST
Kinda like a cloud I was up way up in the sky.
And I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe.
Sometimes I don't believe them myself and I decided I was never coming down.

Just then a TINY LITTLE DOT caught my eye.
It was just about too small to see.
But I watched it way too long.
It was pulling down.

I was up above it
Now I'm down in it

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Forty Six & 2 - Tool - Ænema- 1996

I'VE BEEN PICKING SCABS AGAIN...

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions.

I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within

My shadow. My shadow.
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.

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Only - NIN - With Teeth - 2005

When, the TINIEST LITTLE DOT caught my eye
And it turned out to be a scab
And I had this funny feeling
Like I just knew it's something bad

I just couldn't leave it alone
I KEPT PICKING AT THAT SCAB
It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
But I climbed through


Now I'm somewhere I am not supposed to be
And I can see things I know I really shouldn't see
And now I know why now, now I know why
Things aren't as pretty on the inside

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I've been picking scabs again...I've climbed through...I can see things I really shouldn't see...Things aren't as pretty on the inside, or the outside for that matter. I'm starting to understand. I can feel the change consume me. I keep coming back to the same things. There's something wrong here. Disconnect. - The ringing in my ears has begun to from words. - Give me a chance to love and I'll hate everyone. - It's like I've have a one track mind but the bridge is out ahead, so I'm trying to derail because the breaks are out.......I've already gone too far.

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/22323136/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/22323136/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 23:39:25 PST


~100 TRUTHS MINUS ONE~
001. Name – Tavona
002. Nickname – Nana, Nani, Tavern, Echo
003. Status – ….meh….
004. Zodiac sign – Capricorn
005. Male or female – Female
006. Elementary – Many…5 or so…
007. High School – Rogers, Puyallup.
008. College – Spoketuckey Falls Community College…glamorous isn’t it?
009. Smart – Relatively
010. Hair color – Brown, but dyed black and pink…
011. Long or short – short
012. Loud or Quiet – Loud music…but I’m quiet myself…
013. Sweats or Jeans – Jeans
014. Phone or Camera – Camera phone….
015. Health freak – unfortunately no…
016. Drink or Smoke? – neither. I’m never drinking again….
017. Do you have a crush on someone? – Trent Reznor
018. Eating or Drinking – I like beverages
019. Piercings – had 19…
020. Tattoos – working on it
~FIRSTS~
023. First piercing – ears…
024. First best friend – my cousin Robbie
025. First award – No idea…robably something for good grades…
026. First crush – I don’t know….
027. First pet - Crazy cat that pissed on my mom’s head?
028. First big vacation – …um…Mexico
030. First big birthday – The Ninja Turtles one…when I was like 3
~CURRENTLY~
049. Eating – Garlic fries
050. Drinking – water
052. I'm about to – pass out
053. Listening to – stupid movie…
054. Plans for today – Sleep…
~YOUR FUTURE~
058. Want kids? – Hell no
059. Want to get married? – Not really…I can’t conceivably imagine tolerating someone for the rest of my life…
060. Careers – I’m an audio engineer, I’ll learn a bunch of languages, but that’s what I really love, its all I really care about…
~WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?~
068. Lips or eyes - Eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? – either as long as its not by too much…shorter and I’ll laugh at them…and more than 4 or 5 inches and I’ll be jealous…
072. Romantic or spontaneous – Spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms – Stomach
074. Sensitive or loud – neither…loud people irritate me…and sensitive people find me too abrasive…
075. Hook-up or relationship – I’m desperate I’ll take either…
077. Troublemaker or hesitant – hesitant…
~HAVE YOU EVER~
080. Lost glasses/contacts – both.
081. Ran away from home – Few times.
084. Broken someone's heart – I don’t think so
085. Been arrested – No and don’t plan on it, I’ve never even been pulled over…
087. Cried when someone died – yeah…I’m normally not much of a crier…or real good at showing any emotion but yeah…
~DO YOU BELIEVE IN~
089. Yourself – sometimes
090. Miracles – um, no
091. Love at first sight – I’m beginning to wonder about love in general
092. Heaven - No
093. Santa Claus - No
094. Sex on the first date - Yes
095. Kiss on the first date – Yes

~ANSWER TRUTHFULLY~
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now – yes and no, I’m lonely but I’m also hurt….
098. Are you really happy with where you are in life? – No but its progressing
099. Do you believe in God – No

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]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/21503504/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/21503504/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 15:24:15 PST I got Christmas On Mars last night, the Flaming Lips movie...its odd, hence the title...I got the DVD that came with the film score and that's the name of one of the tracks, The Gleaming Armament of Marching Genitalia...WTF! LOL...Anyway back to doing what I'm supposed to!

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/21328926/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/21328926/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 21:12:47 PST I cried happy tears. This is just so amazing. He won by a landslide and I'm proud to say I voted for him. I never thought that would happen. I hope he lives up to our expectations and doesn't make me regret this...

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Thursday night at about 6 my uncle was killed in a horrible car accident. A man believed to be under the influence was going south on I-5 and crossed the median into the north bound lanes where he hit a car which in turn rolled over my uncle's acura, killing him...So fucking sad. I was just starting to get closer to him. I'd always been close to my aunt Jeannie, his wife, but I was just starting to get to know him. The link is to a video of the news story, they interview my cousin Jason and it shows video of what the accident looked like when it was all over. This just fucking sucks.

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Killed my internet...I can use the neighbors...without them knowing...which I am...but my batteries are running low and I don't feel like finding the cord...HAPPY HALLOWEEN...My fav. holiday...I'm going to a costume party...I will be Velma from Scooby Doo...Yes skirt and all...Buy Heart On, the new Eagles of Death Metal album...it is awesome...



[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
Whatever...

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized, and become a strung-out, withered husk of a man/woman you are now?
No way in hell...

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
Pro choice

[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
...There are female presidents in other countries...just not the US...

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
I think its kind of a bad idea...

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
Yes. Definitely...

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
Fuck marriage

[08] Do you believe in God?
No. Not at all... Not even a little bit... Never have...

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
Yes... why the hell not...

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
I don't care if they move here, but they need to be in the system...

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
Its up to her/her guardians. I honestly don't think most people can make proper choices until they're 17-19 years old so whatever their guardians feel is best. - I agree...

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
No. 19, yes. 18, no. From a biological standpoint, the human brain doesn't stop physically growing until around age 19. Until then I feel kids shouldn't touch the shit at risk of damage. Once at the "stopped growing" point and you've learned most of what you're going to learn in life it should be fine.

- also agree...

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
Should have never been started...

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
...stupid fucking question...if you mean do I think it should be illegal...no, in fact I just voted to pass the law legalizing it in the state of Washington today....

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
Hell yes, not to the point of abuse, but the fuckers have to learn...

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
Hell yes.

[17] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?
OBAMA. I actually like Obama...

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Don't give a shit.

[19] The President has been kidnapped by NINJAS! Are you a bad enough dude to rescue the President??
LOL. Why couldn't they have done that before he totally fucked up the country?

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I decided to stop wearing men's pants because well...there are a lot of areas they don't fit quite right...They're more my style...but I'm tired of shorts being capris and the crotch being...well not right...So I had to go through the horrible process of finding women's pants....scary...I've recently lost a little bit of weight so I didn't know what size I wear...I have no ass so pants tend to fall off my ass even though they're tight in the waist its odd...and I'm 5'7" but I have the legs of someone who is 5'4"...so pants are always too long...Then there are all the different cuts and styles of pants to deal with...As it turns out after trying about 9 totally different types and sizes of women's pants it turns out that the kind that fit me best are, "Classic Rise, Slim Boot-Cut, Stretch, Size 16, Short." That's a lot of fucking information....

The Slip...

So I ordered a physical copy of The Slip, even though I downloaded it the moment it came out...I felt I needed to have one of these limited edition beauties...then today I was going to read the lyrics at the fruit stand and I dropped the case and about shit myself because it's limited edition and I might no be able to get a new one should i ruin it...then I thought well if I get another one there might be different little symbol papers in there...so I fucking ordered a second copy to put up...I'm...ugh...I'm incredibly cheap...I'm like a NIN fanatic officially now...I've been to 3 NIN shows, I've wanted to fuck Trent Reznor since I was like 10, I frame the artwork I get from going to NIN listening parties that I wait hours for in the cold...I aspire to work for the touring company Trent Reznor uses so I can mix NIN and maybe meet him and/or work for him in his studio...FANATIC...I'm also totally obsessed with the symbols for the slip and I'm going to get some of them as tattoos...along with some other NIN tattoos...and awesome equalizer bars on my wrists like some people do flames I'm a pathetic audio geek obsessed with NIN and gear...sad...LOL...FANATIC...

School...

I start school September 22nd this year. I just ordered my books for this quarter. 2 of them...The Mixing Engineer's Handbook is one and The Musician's Guide To Pro Tools is the other... 4 classes, 2 teachers, 2 new books, 2 classes use the same book I'm thinking, and another uses a book we already bought last year...I'm thinking it will be a similar situation next quarter...I went with the free shipping again...who knows when I'll get them...

Horrible Service....

We went out to eat after shopping...Went to a stake house with a vegetarian...Horrible waitress...Kept arguing with us...I said the pop is flat, she said it wasn't...bitch...Then when it came time for desert that came with the meal she was no where to be found for 15 minutes and the hostess was missing too...so my cousin went into the back and got her...quite embarassing...but the bitch deserved it...My mom and cousin were waitresses for years...they know what it takes to do the job and she was ridiculously incompetent...and argumentative...lame shit...I've only had worse service once before and it was because I was with a group of friends...bastards...If they had only treated us as they do all the other guests they could have gotten a good tip but no...I've tipped like 40% before when I'm with friends because I know they don't tip...

So with all that boring shit I'm going to pass out now...I still don't get days off...but with my mom here I've been able to take naps at least I heart naps...

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Went to the fair today with Aunt Betty, Uncle George, Cousin George, Little Cousin George, Cousin George's wife Mandy, Cousin Grayam, Cousin Mary Jo, and my Mom. Took lots of pictures...none of them came out great, but it was dark for most of them....Had an indian taco...quite delicious. Fry bread kicks a tortillas ass...then again it is deep fried and horrible for you too...I was surrounded by Christan booths...it was crazy and the republican booth...I got pictures of some...not great but entertaining anyway...the like Baptist or some shit place was selling deep fried Twinkies....crazy shit...anyway...I'm no exhausted and I'm going to bed. I did get to sleep for as long as I wanted to this afternoon though thanks to my mom being in town and working. Ugh...SLEEP...

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/19996236/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/19996236/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 23:00:28 PDT I'm really into Rosetta Stoned and Right In Two right now...I have an appointment with the allergist next week, hopefully they can make me stop itching...School starts in a month and like a week. I have stuff coming in the mail. My mom is coming to visit. I found out how much financial aid I'll be getting. I'm starting to get nervous about stuff and having nightmares. Drooling a lot is a sign that I'm not sleeping well...I woke up with a handful of drool today Well work in the morning as usual...Goodnight all...

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]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/19616681/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/19616681/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 01:46:18 PDT Another joke from Trent...If this is a sign of things to come it looks like its going to be a long tour for NIN...Despite the technical difficulties it was FUCKING AWESOME!!! Better then the other times...They played a few Ghost tracks totally awesome...Trent had like a xylophone thing and giant shaker bell things and was goin' to town...Then they played Piggy with a fucking mandolin, a cello, a key board, drums, and of course Trent on a fucking xylophone...There were totally dueling xylophones...AWESOME...I need a new adjective...AWESOME...3rd time I've seen them, second time at Key Arena...Best show so far minus the button not being pushed Visuals might have been cooler the first time at Key Arena, but there was a new spin on some old favorites which was really great. It's so good to be home...I love the weather here.......sigh..................................................
OK time for bed. TheWhiteFalcon is going to help me dye my hair tomorrow to try to make up for this fucked up haircut I just got...Cut it way shorter than I told her to. In fact it was perfect and then she kept cutting after I told her it was good...Looked like she was cutting just the side because my bangs were pushed to the other side...no she cut my bangs too short so now I have little boy hair so I'm going to dye it black and pink so everyone knows these are just regular boobs NOT MAN BOOBS!!!

...................nothing can stop me now.......................

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]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/19499301/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/19499301/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 12:06:25 PDT On a not so funny note my Great-Great-Uncle Jim died today. He had a heart attack yesterday. He was pretty old and I believe he had Alzheimer's so it's kinda expected but still sad. I didn't know him well but he always recognized me even if I hadn't seen him in 5+ years. Now that I've bummed everyone out I'm going to go do something else...Like eat or something. I'm not ready to clean more yet. Maybe I'll unload the dishwasher or something...

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Not to touch the Earth
Not to see the Sun
Nothing left to do, but run, run, run
Let's run, let's run

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I am the lizard king. I can do anything.

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I am the lizard king. I can do anything... - Jim Morrison

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Hey! Stop that or I'm going to fart!
*Both start laughing*
Oh God! I didn't mean to actually do it!
That's OK I farted too! Hey wake up Ash!
No, Ash doesn't need to suffer too.
Just wake Ash up!
Fine...ASH...Hey...Wake Up...We Farted!
*both start laughing again* *Ash runs away*

.....Too many tacos......

Quite hilarious to do to a friend

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/19019862/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/19019862/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:20:58 PDT I hate Idaho...At least it's only one more year and I'm going to get my own apartment during winter quarter...Got that to look forward to... But today I'm going to Seattle to hang out in my favorite spot and maybe the U-District and this one Asian place in China town...I can say the name but I can't spell it...Ash's choice obviously...Went to Ikea yesterday, it was fun, got some cool stuff on sale...Only spent $30 and got a giant bag of crap Even ate at my favorite restaurant yesterday and got bubble tea...which is odd I tell you...Lychee is an odd flavor....Anyway...I'm done rambling about nothing... Have I mentioned that I have just about every Flight of the Conchords song stuck in my head?

Oh pretty prince of parties where do you get your clothes? They're made of snow, pretty party clothes crocheted of snow...

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/18846921/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/18846921/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 23:43:08 PDT On an unhappy note, I have to find a job soon. I may spend a week at home first visiting my mom and aunt and uncle and friends first though. My aunt said she'd pay for the gas. I wish I could just live with my mom for the summer and find a job there, but staying in Coeur d'Alene for the summer is the more responsible thing to do I hate being responsible...Well I'm going to pass out soon so I'm going to drink some ginger ale and chill for a while. Maybe watch some CSI...

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POMPEII AM GÖTTERDÄMMERUNG
A galloping Godhead melody (reminiscent of the German National Anthem) telling a vague story of a young couple planning their suicide. They live in a place where there are volcanoes erupting and they are going to take the train up the mountain and jump into the flowing lava as a symbolic sacrifice of their restricted love. The triumphant quality of the arrangement suggests that, just before they obliterate themselves, they realize that to make such a decision, to destroy yourself, is really just a point of internal motivation leading to outward action. And, if they could do something as extreme as annihilating themselves, why couldn't they just try to change the circumstances that have limited them?.... Action is all we have.... Worth mentioning is that this is Steven's first lead vocal on a Flaming Lips track...

...from The Flaming Lips website...

Lyrics...

Running to the station holding hands
Now the volcano is flowing red
Something there will change us into sand

Now we'll be forever holding hands
Lava and tephra will form our bed
Now the royal flames of Pompeii bless
All our senses...




Totally fucking awesome...anyway...almost time for finals. I'm way behind on my projects in my pro tools class...I'm broke...I have to find a job...I'm exhausted and no matter how much I sleep nothing seems to change that...I haven't been sleeping well...The other night I dreamed I shit myself and woke up abruptly thinking it really happened...That's what it's been like lately...So goodnight all...

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/18612578/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/18612578/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 15:13:04 PDT [link] if you want to listen... I have to start looking for a job Being a fruit stand slave doesn't pay well...MJ talked to this guy who has something to do with a radio station down town Coeur d'Alene and got his number, said they're always looking for interns so I'll look into that...Finals are next week...Hurray...That was only half sarcastic, because finals mean I have one year of college done. That means I only have one more year in this shitty place. I plan on getting an apartment in town after Christmas break next year...Screw driving that far in the snow everyday again...But it's going to be so hot very soon that I'll almost wish for the snow. At the moment it's on its way to being so hot that I wish the lake wasn't so cold you would die of hypothermia if you swam in it...It's also flooded very badly too...Like REALLY flooded...I live a couple miles from it so my house is cool...but a lot of people might end up with soggy living rooms...Anyway...I'm done now...

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What is your name?
Tavona

Do you like blue cheese?
Not really...which is odd because it's cheese and cheese is AWESOME...

Have you ever smoked heroin?
FUCK NO

Do you own a gun?
No

What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
I get Cranberry Limeade

Favorite Christmas Song?
I hate Christmas...

What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Whatever

Can you do push ups?
No

What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
Stuff I made

Favorite hobby?
Music...it's everything...

Do you work with people who idolize you?
No...

Do you have A.D.D.
I doubt it...

What's one trait that you hate about yourself?
I dunno....

Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment ~~~
1) I like pie
2) Trent Reznor is hot
3) Fuck you betch with something hard and sandpapery

Name 3 things you bought yesterday...
...Toilet paper, slurpee, truffle

Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
SLURPEE...Juice...Soda...

Current worry right now?
Getting done with school...

Current hate right now?
I dunno...I don't want to hate anythign anymore. Too much effort...Spokane I guess, and spring are up there on the list of shitty things though...

Favorite place to be?
My spot in Fremont

How did you bring in the New Year?
We were playing Rockband

Where would you like to go on vacation?
I'd like to go Europe...or Japan

Name three people who will complete this?
i don't care

Who's answer do you want to read the most?
Don't care

What color shirt are you wearing?
black

Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
NO

Can you whistle?
Yup

Favorite color?
GREEN

Would you be a pirate?
Sure

What songs do you sing in the shower?
Opiate...that's it...

Favorite girl's name?
Zoe...or Lydia...or Hazel

Favorite boy's name?
Trent...Ichabod...I don't really care...

What's in your pocket right now?
wallet...phone

Last thing that made you laugh?
Let Me Borrow That Top...Betch

Best bed sheets as a child?
Ninja turtles

Worst injury you've ever had?
Broken wrist

Do you love where you live?
Fuck no.

How many TV's do you have in your house?
2

Who is your loudest friend?
... dunno

How many dogs do you have?
1

Does someone have a crush on you?
No

What is your favorite book?
The Dark Tower

What is your favorite candy?
Reeses

What is your favorite sports team?
Don't give a shit about sports

What song do you want played at your funeral?
Not a clue....

What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Playing Guitar Hero....

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
So the whole door being awake thing was a dream...good to know...

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I went to the Doctor. They gave me lots of pills and inhalers and said I should be feeling better by tomorrow and can probably go back to school Wednesday...Same day as the pre-sale for NIN tickets in Seattle...hint hint if anyone's going with me they had better get their own ticket because I can't afford to buy one for them anymore...Anyway...SLURPEE TIME!!!

AAARRRGGGG!!!! MY SLURPEE TASTES LIKE COTTON CANDY!!! IT'S JUST LIKE THE NIGHTMARES!!!


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Well, I can breathe now more or less, still coughing though. My nose decided to get in on things now to. Running, itching, and plenty of sneezing. It's wonderful...

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]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/15820676/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/15820676/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 12:28:32 PST I had a Dr. appointment Tuesday. That was miserable. They tried to draw blood and even had the needle in multiple veins but for some reason I would not give up any blood. So the ended up digging around in my arm and now its sore. Not to mention she was getting freaked out because I was like a zombie or something and wouldn't bleed. When the finally did find a vein that would give up blood it filled 2 vials and just stopped halfway through the 3rd. Unpleasant. Anyway, I should get down to the damn tree lot so MJ can have a break.

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/14583925/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/14583925/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 01:52:15 PDT I start school Sept. 19th...I hope. They sent me this questionnaire thing because so many people signed up for the program that I did so they don't have room for everyone. I registered a long time ago so I hope that means I already have a spot...If not...I'm not going to even thing about what will happen if I don't...Have I mentioned that I love my car? Oddly enough, it was my dream car and I decided fuck it, I'm going to buy whatever I want...So I did! This isn't mine, but this is what it looks like in case you don't know ---->[link] I'm going to be in Washington until Wednesday night, then I'll be heading back to Idaho. I won't have internet in Idaho until Friday. I'm distracted by other things now so I'm going to end this...

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Well I took the splint off myself today. My scissors are so lame they wouldn't even cut it off, so I had to tear it bit by bit. It looks pretty nasty but my hand and wrist are pretty much functioning normally. Just a few motions that cause minimal pain. It never started to hurt either. I've only taken 2 or 3 of my pain pills and I only took those in case I woke up hurting. Never did so that whole prescription was a waste. Now I'm just debating whether or not I should find a bandaid for the place where the incision is. It has one stitch and looks really nasty. It would be less for my sake and more for my mothers. She cut her finger once and almost fainted because of the blood. This isn't bleeding but it might make her puke It doesn't bother me though, I would probably remove the stitch myself later if I had some scissors that would work! I'm so happy I can itch all I want now. I dunno what I'm going to do today, but I'm going to take a shower now just in case there is something to do...I should make a bracelet or something out of the screw they took out of my wrist It is hollow...

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45 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever, BE HONEST

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
Sitting right here I believe...

2. Who will be your next kiss?
I have no idea...

3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
Nope

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
Yes, ones I made my mom steal for me from the hospital...Yes, that makes them hospital booties...

5. When was the last time you went out of state?
I was in Idaho for all of May...

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
I think I saw Evan Almighty less that 5 days ago...

7.Whats the last thing you drank?
Probably 7up

8. What are you wearing right now?
Jeans, the purple shirt I made Josh give me...

10. Last food you ate?
Taco Bell

11. Who was the last person you texted?
I've never texted anyone...

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No

13. Do you have a pet?
No, my mom and sister have a dog, but I don't claim it...

15. Are you a vampire?
Of course...I sleep days, the sun hurts...I really enjoy biting people...

16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
Seattle

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
*Fucker shirt [Nine Inch Nails]

18. Who did you last call?
Josh

22. What are your plans for the day?
Go with Josh to take his cat to the vet, then go with Josh to the military base...Go somewhere else with Josh probably, like his house...Possibly eat more Taco Bell at some point or come home and make fajitas or homemade chickenstrips...

26. What do you know about the future?
I'm going to move to Spokane and go to college, then move to Seattle...

27. Do you have a job?
No

29. When did you last talk to your sister?
The night before she left for Mexico...like Monday night...

30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
NEVER!!! I don't ever want to have kids.

31. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
I want tattoos but can't afford them. I had my ears peirced 9 times each and my eyebrow once, but they all had accidents...

32. Have you ever drank your pop from a straw?
Yes...

33. How do you like your pop?
Partially frozen so i... ]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/13752040/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/13752040/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 02:53:28 PDT I have surgery Tuesday, yay me. The school finally recognized that I turned in all my paperwork for financial aid. I should get a settlement soon. I will eventually get new glasses. My cousin that lives in Alaska is visiting. I neet to go now...

I forgot to add that Josh and I went to see Evan Almighty. It was pretty good. Commandment XI Thou shalt do the dance...Steve Carell is kinda hot...OK I'm done now...

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/13666847/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/13666847/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 04:02:53 PDT Then we went to Josh's house to watch V for Vendetta. Tomorrow we're going onto the military base, which is slightly creepy but it's something to do. I have my pre-op appointment Wednesday and my eye appointment Thursday. I finally get to have a current prescription for the first time in like 6 years. YAY ME! I'll finally be able to see in a couple weeks when my new glasses come in. I hope I can find some similar to the ones I have now. Although I'm not looking forward to having my pupils dialated...I'm light sensitive as it is...I'm like a vampire. I've gotten up at 5:30 PM for a while now...Well, I'm gonna make a chicken samich on a dinner roll and put in a movie before going to bed. - - - On a side note I can't get a few songs out of my head. One of them being So Easy by Eagles of Death Metal. I just love this song. The others not so much. When I'm not thinking about anything I suddenly hear the Numa Numa song in my head and over it I hear Get Low. Just the part where they go, "skeet skeet motherfucker, skeet skeet goddamn." I blame Josh totally for that one. Fucked up.

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/13351913/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/13351913/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 05:56:58 PDT Anyway, I should go to sleep because its now almost 6am. The sun has come up I may turn to dust. I love Fremont...

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I almost forgot. My sister killed my printer :,( Just an orange light of death. It doesn't even blink. Don't look into it's dead lights!!! (It reference, Stephen King of course for those who had no idea what I was just talking about)

We all float down here....

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/13324364/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/13324364/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 02:09:18 PDT
NEW NINE INCH NAILS MULTI-TRACKS TO DOWNLOAD YAY!!! OK, so I haven't done anything with the last ones yet, but my software is too crappy. My trial version will only allow 10 tracks when Capital G has 17. So I'm waiting for better software. As I've mentioned before it is a dream of mine to mix NIN songs myself. There's a small list of things I must do before I can die happy and that's one of the things on it So now I'll have Vessel, The Begining of the End and God Given too!!! Now I just have to get over that nightmare about being in a public shower with a Catholic priest who was singing God Given like a hymm.... Oh, I had another Trent Reznor picture gathering binge. Whilst on that binge, I went on a Trent Reznor interview watching binge. His speaking voice is now permanently burned into my head. I don't remember faces, I remember voices. I'll only watch the TV long enough to connect voices to faces then... ]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/12760283/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/12760283/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 21:51:11 PDT I can't have that at home, my mother and sister would kill me in my sleep... I obviously found an internet connection at my cousin's house to leech. It's slow, but better than nothing. I don't know how or when I'm getting home though. I was going to have to come back to help my cousin out when she had back surgery, but she found out that she's pregnant and can't have back surgery anymore. What's worse for her is that they did something like and x-ray and they're worried that they may have hurt the baby. That would mean she would have to have another abortion and that would be awful for her to have to go through again. But at least things seem to be going better for me. I'm really early for all the deadlines here so I shouldn't have any problems getting college paid for. I did make one bad decision today though, I ordered a Black Raspberry shake at Zips because they only have Zips here and they're really really yummy. The bad thing is that I'm lactose intolerant and my milkshake is making me really sick now and I haven't even finished it Well that's all for now. I'm just dealing with being 300 miles away from home knowing that I'm going to have to come back here in a few months and then live here for 2 years. The trees are different here. They're not as pretty and it snows a lot. I've never even tried to drive in the snow. I might be walking a lot this winter.

]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/12733314/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/12733314/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 17:06:31 PDT
Institutionalized by Suicidal Tendencies


Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
I get real frustrated and I try hard to do it and I take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
It's like I concentrate real hard and it doesn't work out
Everything I do and everything I try never turns out
It's like I need time to figure these things out
But there's always someone there going

Hey Mike:
You know we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately.
You know, maybe you should get away and maybe you should talk about it, maybe you'll feel a lot better

And I go:
No it's okay, you know I'll figure it out, just leave me alone I'll figure it out. You know I'll just work by myself.

And they go:
Well you know if you want to talk about it I'll be here you know and you'll probably feel a lot better if you talk about it.

And I go:
No I don't want to I'm okay, I'll figure it out myself and they just keep bugging me and they just keep bugging me and it builds up inside and it builds up inside.

So you're gonna be institutionalized
You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes
You won't have any say
They'll brainwash you until you see their way.

I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized

They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself

I was in my room and I was just like staring at the wall thinking about everything
But then again I was thinking about nothing
And then my mom came in and I didn't even know she was there she called my name
And I didn't even hear it, and then she started screaming: MIKE! MIKE!
And I go:
What, what's the matter
And she goes:
What's the matter with you?
I go:
There's nothing-wrong mom.
And she goes:
Don't tell me that, you're on drugs!
And I go:
No mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was just thinking you know, why don't you get me a Pepsi.
And she goes:
NO you're on drugs!
I go:
Mom I'm okay, I'm just thinking.
She goes:
No you're not thinking, you're on d... ]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/12636972/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/12636972/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 19:39:45 PDT
]]> ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/12572550/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/12572550/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 20:03:40 PDT ~Tavern3 http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/12487936/ http://Tavern3.deviantart.com/journal/12487936/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 19:53:59 PDT He's a chef so it tasted a lot better than when I try to make it. The my sister and two female cousins and I went to Fremont and walked around all day. I love it there. My sister was a bitch and went to sit in the car (good riddance) with my younger cousin. But that left us two oldests to hang out without my sisters self-centered bitching. We were supposed to do what she wanted to that day but it didn't work out and she sounded excited about going to Fremont so we went. But when we got there she was a bitch as usual and almost ruined it. She's the youngest and she was trying to tell every one else how they should act in the shops. I nearly strangled her. But we did lots of stuff that was fun. The most fun I've had in a LONG time. They want to go see a movie tonight but I'm too tired and I want to save something fun to do for when they leave. Thats all....Oh, wait. I almost forgot. It was sunny and got to like 79 degrees today. Kind of a nice change from the normal Seattle weather. I do love the rain though. But it's only early April, so it's a little bit out of season. Ok... I'm really done now....

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