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                <title>Jeebus</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jun 2009 11:16:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I never remeber to check this often. but noone really seems to read it anyways. well summer has started. I have not been home. and as weird as it is to say this, I actually miss home. yeah weird right?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>wow</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Apr 2009 15:42:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been a long time guys. I just wanted to let you all know I am alive and well, for the most part. I am dating a wonderful guy and life is still going on no matter how slow or boring it may be. I love you all and whenever I get a chance I will update. Love you guys. Hope to talk to some of you before we all disappear.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>hi</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 17:53:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just a quick update for the friends of Maegan, she's grounded, for life pretty much, and won't be on here for a long time. she just gave me her Password and let me tell you guys. Have a nice summer people.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>now</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Mar 2008 19:43:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ All of you out there who have someone, cherish them with all of your hearts. You will never know just how much they mean to you until you don't have them anymore. You will hear this a thousand times from everyone you know, many times in your life, but you have no idea how lucky you are to have someone who loves you. Having that is one of the best things in the world. Do not take advantage of it. do not ever think that you can get away with anything. Do not treat them any less than they should be, because when you lose them, you'll realize just how much you wanted them. I'm not trying to be emo or anything, all I'm saying is that when you love someone and lose them, you don't want to have any regrets. You don't want to think 'I should have done this' or 'I shouldn't have done that'. Treat  them with the respect they deserve. Don't ever let them think you don't love them if you do love them. Just treat them with everything they deserve.<br />I regret everyday that I didn't.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>none</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Mar 2008 14:21:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So as much as you've just hurt me, just know that I still love you. Know that I'll be here when you finally can handle it, if ever because if you can't handle me now, I don't know how you'll ever be able to handle me or anyone for that matter. But I hope you live well and know that even though you are being a humongous ass, I'll forgive you at some point. If I ignore you, you really deserve it. And to think you told me you loved me last night...<br />I really hope you see what you've just thrown away, because you may never get it back...<br />I loved you, just know that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>emo time</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Feb 2008 17:16:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so just to let you people know, if I seem really depressed, I am. To make a long story short life is not very cool at the moment and it upsets me. But don't worry, I'll still be here for anyone else who wants to unload everything in their life on me go right ahead, it can't get me anymore depressed than I already am.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>change</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2008 15:34:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so...I'm still trying to figure out what's not right. I think it's my friends. I'm always so worried about them, but the underlying problem would still be my walk with God because that is why I worry. If I were to trust God more I wouldn't worry as much. But I am a worrier, so I need to fix it. I'll try to stop worrying so much and focus on God more, then I'll let you know what happens.<br />toodles<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>time for change</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Feb 2008 14:42:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you know what? I don't like change. never have and never will. but I realize something in my life is not right.maybe I need a change. something needs to change I'm not sure what though. I need to fix what is wrong, whatever it may be. maybe I'm just straying too far from my spiritual time. maybe I need my relationship with Him  rekindled. I'm not sure. But I will keep you posted on how things are going. I've just got to figure out what's not right...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>what do you know</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Feb 2008 19:18:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Have you ever notticed that when you try to trust people, a lot of times they just freak out on you? It pretty much sucks. People tell me I need to trust more people, but when I do I just get and "Omg why do you do that" or "dude that's stupid" or something along those lines. Or they go and tell the whole damn world what I'm trusting them to keep quiet. Do any of you know how much that sucks? I'm sick and tired of being hurt like that. And people wonder why I don't trust people. Every single freaking time I've just been hurt. Wether it's trusting someone with a problem, or letting them into my life as a lover, all that ever happens is exactly the same. I end up hurt worse in the end than what I thought would happen. I just get so hurt and have closed up. then people get pissed that I'm all upset but hell man. I'm sick and tired of being hurt all of the time. I'm sick of it. Why can't anyone just be there and not hurt me....<br />love from your hurt friend<br />life's life I should just get over it, but I always know, once I get there, it just starts back over again.<br />I'm out you guys. If you want to talk to me about this stupid post, note me or something. I'll answer as long as you don't start hatin on me.<br /><3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>my life at the moment</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jan 2008 18:12:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my life at the moment.....<br />still not thinking straight<br />needing rest<br />but happy other than that<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jan 2008 14:36:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ no one knows what's in my head....but me<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>&lt;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jan 2008 11:40:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I put up a poem that I randomly wrote last night. Life sucked last night, but I'm alright now. Not that anyone really reads this, but I am okay.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jan 2008 16:01:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so yeah....life's life<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>&lt;jaw drop&gt;</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Jan 2008 16:22:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I now have a new favorite painter.....Check out her stuff man...she has done my last two favorites...I love this stuff<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>soo...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 16:12:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so....<br />
all's well in the world of me...not very much going on here....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>^.^</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Dec 2007 15:42:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So. I'm in a very good time now. yesterday I cheered up very muchly so, so I'll be in a good mood for a while, hopefully. not much going on. I'll see you guys later.<br />
<br />
In case you didn't know, I love you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Nov 2007 15:28:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay you guys. I'm really sorry about that last post. I've just been down and out lately and don't understand why. but I'm back right now for the time being. I've got to figure some things out, but all should be fine once I do. I might be hurt real bad for a couple of days if it turns out the way it probably will, but I'll live. I have to. Hope you all had a wonderful thanksgiving and I will see you later.<br />
                  <3 Rosesong<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>life</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Nov 2007 15:23:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so...dying is not on my plan on interest at the moment....I'm feeling decent enough..just need a good friend to talk to, actually talking to someone I don't know very well might be better, I dunno....but that's life for ya.....guys suck.....girls suck.....some certain people need to die.....that;'s life.....it's pretty non boring at the moment..too much drama for me though...so I'm gonna take a vow of silence for a few days see how that goes with some people...maybe someone will decide to listen to me for once when I start talking again...maybe my plan will work..hope it will..I'll still write, but no talking for me...have fun people...until next week this is rosesong reporting...let's go kick some butt!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>to whomever</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 16:32:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello.....<br />
Nobody knows my sorrow.....hmmm...not much to say...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Oct 2007 17:51:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm thinking about handing this account over to Maegan, and moving myself to SilentSentinel. So, everything must go! Farewell!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>Scratch That</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Jul 2007 07:31:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ignore That last journal entry. Look all you want, because there'll probably be something new up in about the next week/two weeks.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>To Whom it May Concern</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Jun 2007 19:33:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Whoever it is that keeps looking at my page, thank you, but you're wasting your time. I want to write, but I just lost the desire a while ago.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Jun 2007 17:54:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey.<br />
Sorry about the lack of submissions.<br />
Got a lot on my mind. Hopefully, in the next two months, I'll have a short story up. And maybe, something more poetic. Been a loooong time since I wrote anything, but maybe something soon will come. All my "projects" kinda fell through schedule-wise, so I've been reduced to whatever I can plan and work on. Hopefully, something soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy Birthday</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Feb 2007 15:14:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy Birthday Jacob!<br />
and again to you, if you read this Rosesong. Love always to both of you (tho one more than the other. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> )<br />
We ought to talk again sometime, jacob. We haven't since you came down that time.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A delay...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Oct 2006 19:21:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i lost all my plot work for Clearcaster..... along with a couple of originals and rough drafts.....damnit, i want this one to work!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A New Idea</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Oct 2006 17:48:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So..i've been nursing this new idea for a story....  dark, fantasy/modern, gothic tale. no, i'm not gonna have characters wearing fishnets or eyeliner or worship satan. i really like gothic literature, which is that based in fantasy and is often full of emotional tension or power, and often has religous themes. i really think if i can pull it off, the characters will be really well developed. so far, i've just barely started the planning for the opening chapter, but i like how it feels.... i might be able to finish this one.... all the way to the end. so look out for "Clearcaster" or "Darkcaster" opening in the future... if i can do it. i think i can.... and maybe, she can be proud of me for it....<br />
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i haven't decided...Clearcaster or Darkcaster for the Title?<br />
Both apply, but i don't know which to use.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>update</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Oct 2006 18:03:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ update<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>So...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Sep 2006 19:16:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i hate guilt. i'm tired of doingthings that make me feel it....<br />
i can't stop that tho...i try to stop the big things, but i always feel guilty about something... it's why i apologize so much. i actually feel and am sorry for something. i don't just say it.<br />
<br />
and now i have to atone for the worst crime i can imagine having done.....i hurt her and abandoned her unintentionally when she needed me....<br />
that expression i saw, when she didn'tknow i was looking.... it sapped all the strengh i had in my body... my arms and knees ran cold and felt as though the blight of the dead was crepping through them, running to my heart already aching....i'm so sorry... i never meant to do this to you... i hope you know that...<br />
<br />
enough emoness.... part of what i have to do is stop those moods. but still.... she cared more than i believed, and i didn't realize that.... i truely feel like scum...<br />
<br />
now, to live a life that can undo this.... so that she and God can forgive me...<br />
I know He will, when i've done what i can to repent and then offer it to Him in my heart.... i just hope she will one day... so that i can help her again, and never do this again.... ever. ever. EVER.<br />
<br />
ok. no more emo. for real. *smiles slightly and sighs, relaxing a little*<br />
<br />
sorry for making you guys endure that. hopefully a story or poem wil come up, once i conquer AP Bio and band. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/raincloud.gif" width="24" height="27" alt=":raincloud:" title="Grr." /> : <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stupidme.gif" width="30" height="30" alt=":stupidme:" title="Stupid Me!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/y/yawnstretch.gif" width="26" height="19" alt=":yawnstretch:" title="*yawn and stretch*" /><br />
<br />
pray for hope.... and never give it up. *smiles slightly* ]]></description>
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                <title>Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Sep 2006 18:14:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so...i've been real busy with ap biology and stuff.... i want to write, but i haven't had the time...<br />
plus things have just kinda sucked for me personally.<br />
i miss her.... she was really important... the only person who ever wanted me...<br />
<br />
mathias may have it pretty bad, but he is saved form a lot of pain because he has never had what he is missing. unitl you actually feel it, you don't fully understand how wonderful it is.... just like i didn't.<br />
now i must wait, and try to be as happy as i can...<br />
<br />
ah well. love to you all. ]]></description>
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                <title>Hello</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Aug 2006 08:30:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey...just updating.....<br />
For those of you who have gotten the comments signed Maegan, those are my friend's things....and this is Taylor.... I'm the one who updates this thing and writes the works on here....I'm trying to get her to put her stuff up here, since I know it's a crapload better than mine....O_O....if i succeed, then I'll mark the ones she wrote in their titles....<br />
<br />
And Maeg, you do have permission to put journal entries, poems, drawings, whatever up here......just reminding you..... and if you don't want your mom to see it, email what you want to me and i'll do the submission. i don't mind. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/poke.gif" width="44" height="14" alt=":poke:" title="Poke!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Jul 2006 18:30:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wtf......i am running out of my subscription? i didn't pay for a subscription.....i signed up for the free version.......wtf.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Project Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jun 2006 14:58:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so...i'm having a problem....i can't sem to make a plotline for the project. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> but i think i might have a character and magic system, so that's an improvement. i haven't had much time to work on it due to boy scouts, but at least i get my eagle scout this summer. woot! ]]></description>
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                <title>A new project</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jun 2006 20:07:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so....today i started a new project with jacob....he's created a world, we each write a story, and compare when we're both through. you'll know when i'm through because it will appear on here....should be interesting......and jacob, when we finish i have a challenge for you to try with me....an idea of my own....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />....anyway, adios! ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>My Oath Will Be Fufilled</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jun 2006 19:15:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok......i just needed to clear off that old journal.......no more depressed stuff. it broke my oath to never cause harm in any way to her by making her worry over something she is unable to fix now. so no more. if she's happy, that's enough. i shall NOT be a hindarence to that happiness.<br />
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"Some people are afriad of the next life. I fear only my next death. Why? Because I know that what I know what I'll see on that day, I have to live with until my body dies." ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>3 months of bliss....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 May 2006 17:22:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey peoples........<br />
guess what? i'm single again.......<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" />........<br />
still loved by her.......still in love with her.......<br />
but not in a relationship.....<br />
i am a big brother for two people now........<br />
and i have a sister who shares no blood with me......<br />
for that i am glad.......<br />
for i will always love her. ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>working on a new work......</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 May 2006 17:48:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just wanted to put some sort of update on here.......I'm working on a spontaneous, non-planned writing that can be found on my xanga..at least the first part. it has no real plot as of yet, beyond a small quest, but it's an interesting blend of modern and fantasy time periods, with magic, swords, guns, a modern-like world, and a totalitarian goverment...if it sounds weird, that's because it is. But i think it canbe good and interesting, so please bear with me. ]]></description>
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                <title>I do live.....just not where anyone sees...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Apr 2006 14:57:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I AM alive jacob...thanks for asking.....gah....i live such a boring life i get no comments on things......and i need to write again soon.....but all the poems i can think to write are all variations on one theme: love.....and not even good variations.....and i still can't seem to form a short story......ideas flood my poor mind, and i can't make them interesting to anyone else.....i may end up editing and reviseing one that i wrote last year for english in mrs. carpenter's class....it's the only short story i've finished, and if i rework it, it'll be pretty good......ah well....here's both my emotions and a few funny icons.....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/abduction.gif" width="20" height="25" alt=":abduction:" title="I'm being abducted!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/analprobe.gif" width="43" height="27" alt=":analprobe:" title="Ow! I'm being anally probed!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/drunk.gif" width="25" height="28" alt=":drunk:" title="Drunk" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/ninjabattle.gif" width="91" height="23" alt=":ninjabattle:" title="Ninja Battle!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/meditate.gif" width="29" height="23" alt=":meditation:" title="Ohm... Ohm..." /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pacman.gif" width="49" height="20" alt=":pacman:" title="Pacman" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sherlock.gif" width="31" height="27" alt=":sherlock:" title="Sherlock Holmes" />....I LOVE SQUEAKY!!...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smooch.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":smooch:" title="Smooooch!" />...sorry to keep putting that up here.....i just am glad to finally have a girlfriend......and the best i could imaguine too......good luck to the rest of you! i really mean that....i think you'll make someone very happy...... ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>Sad Moonrise</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Apr 2006 17:52:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ gah....I hate how things can quickly turn sour for the ones we love......now i want to write something that will convey my feelings about her, the things that plauge her, and the hope that still exists for a happier day.... amazing how i don't write poetry normally, but now i want to......i guess reading 12,111 lines of it in one sitting coupled with a sad song can do that to a person....ah well ....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/meditate.gif" width="29" height="23" alt=":meditation:" title="Ohm... Ohm..." />..... ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>The Return of Old Feelings</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Apr 2006 17:42:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I dug up one of my old writings today....."the Light of The Word"...a meaningful piece for me, since I don't write poetry much, and this I wrote while under the influence of my girlfriend's poetry....she wasn't my girlfriend then, tho I loved then, and she just writes.......incredible....stuff. There's no way I'll ever get as good as her. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worship.gif" width="30" height="15" alt=":worship:" title="Worship" /> but that's okay. i don't expect any more. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lol.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":lol:" title="LOL" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Tearstone0</author>
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                <title>Beginings</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Apr 2006 16:50:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello, people of DA!<br />
I just joined up, and I don't have much to offer art-wise. Just one poem right now.....tho maybe I can add short stories as I write them.<br />
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I enjoy getting comments and criticism, so please, go ahead and state your views and thoughts. Without them I'll never improve.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pray.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":pray:" title="Pray" /> ]]></description>
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