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So anyway, last on Wednesday, I learned how to knit and have been knitting a scarf since then. Also my case manager let me borrow his "erhu" *google it* and I've been trying to learn how to play it. It's so awesome. Only sad thing is... the bow's shot .__. gonna try to get new bow for it and learn to play it properly. He said that if I could play it then he'd give it to me c: Me wants. It's so pretty x3 Also, I got married on Mabi c: The wedding had a fighting cow, an angry bride, and an STD C: ([link]) my love recorded it, but the cow didn't come until later xD wish he got the video of that. That's pretty much it. I'm working on my manga during the day (seeing as how I have nothing better to do .__.). I'll submit the pages eventually 8D But not on this account c: cus I made me a new account ~Sakuran-bo c: *which is why I've been inactive on this account. Got tired of being "Saru" seeing as how no one calls me that anymore. It's either been Paul, Peli, Sae, Hey you, and Ansonia, and of course my real name C: So that's about it d:

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Title page of manga iz bein worked on. Once I finish that, there'll prolly be a page spam...prolly...

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And slinkys are fun >3>

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... Lol I kid, I kid, April fools xD *cheesy prank xD;;* God I wish I was in school right now. Woulda thought up a whole buncha AF jokes xD
Well other than that, manga's bein worked on, n some other pics n whutnot. Hopefully I'll finish them and submit them soon. That's all, Bai~

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that is all...

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BOW DOWN TO HER!!!

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WAI?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

it's making me hungry....

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That is all.

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god change is weird

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]]> ~Teh-Saruness http://Teh-Saruness.deviantart.com/journal/21599575/ http://Teh-Saruness.deviantart.com/journal/21599575/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 15:18:18 PST _>.... so much has happened and unfortunatly i can say... i'm still alive. i prolly won't be digiarting fer sometime cuz me uncle stole me computerrrrr *die* all October i've been from home, to a crisis shelter, to the emergency room, to a mental hospital (interesting experience), and back and now am seeing a counselor, psychiatrist, therapist, and a pretty doctor lady owo and taking 2 anti-depressants, lotsa vitamins, n iron pillz my favorite's the fish pillz hooorayy and so, with the help of my bully uncle, my dad, and various other people, memories, and thoughts, i realize that i am a terrible, delusional person who suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder, severe depression, annnnd anemia and that all i want in life is a German Shepard n to one day be able to see Neko again n has summore good tiemz. ._. N NAO I BID YU ALL ADIEU FER NAOW.

P.S. I CAME UP WIF SUMMORE DREAM INSPIRED MANGA IDEERZ so i might starts me a new manga some dei that's not Eternal Moon >D

P.S.S. NCSUX!

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Is it considered having an attitude when you're depressed and don't feel like talking to anyone? Seriously. I got in trouble today because when we went somewhere, I just sat in a chair, quietly playing with my fingers, lost in thought. When we get "home" he says "Do you remember why I said I'm taking away your computer?" "No..." "Because of your attitude. It stinks and you need to adjust it. Those people had nothing to do with whatever it is you're going through or whatever, so adjust your attitude." I wanted to say "Yea, well I'm depressed, so I don't feel like talking to people" but then I'm sure they'd reply "Psh, what do you have to be depressed about? Oh, what because we're taking away your computer? Or because we want you to get rid of your sick, demented, demonic, Satanic drawings?" They piss me off so much... I swear, just one day I'll do something rash because each day they drive me more and more into despair... each... day... make me feel wothless, useless, and lower what little self-esteem I have... just one day.... I swear.... It was a mistake to come here... It really was.

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Yea, ok, anyway, so I was mindin my own business, watchin Gackt interviews (the one where he's talkin about moar "hidden meat" and says he's "magnum" xD; ) and I go to turn on the light because it was getting dark *sits in the garage when using the internet* So as I'm about to flick on the light switch, my cousin opens the door and was all "yer drawing books... let me see them. Not the ones your dad sent you though." so I, not knowin what was going on, cus he never asked me to show them to him, bring them out and hand them to him. So he and his wife start flippin through my last year book and he comes to the page with [link] on it and reads the little note I jotted down for when (IF) I was gonna color it *which said "Add blood *insert places* when coloring"* So he looks at me and was like
"Why are you adding blood?"
"Cuz..... he's bleeding?"
he's all "Why's he bleeding?"
me: "cuz...... she attacked him? o_o"
him: "Why'd she attack her? And what is she to be attacking her?"
me: "Well..... she attacked HIM because...."
him: "Well what is she?"
me: "A Celestial...? It's not an angel if that's what you think o_o *started failing cuz of nervousness*"
him: "But a Celestial is an angel. Angels shouldn't be attaking people"
me: "Well he's one too ._.;"
him: "But still"
me: "Well it's for a comic I'm working on."
him: "Well it's not like you're drawing for a horror thing or anything..."
So then he flips through more pages and stops on a pose page I did *buncha naked people posing.. was looking at stock art to practice poses that day*
him: "What's this?"
me: "A pose page...?"
him: "isn't this a little sensual to be a pose page....?"
me: "i was looking at stock art to get better at my poses... O_o;"
he flips some more and finds dragons, more celestials, some weird monster lookin like thing that i doodled because i was bored, and some doodles of Naga before/ the turning point when she went evil. He asks more questions and stuff and tells me that my stuff is demonism and he doesn't want it in his house, and then looks at a picture of Cerberus I did and said more stuff about it and basically told me that my drawings are sick and he doesn't want me drawing like that in his house. Hurt me alot that it did, for 1) honestly, there are a lot more sicker things on dA than what I doodle, 2) honestly I see nothing wrong with it. Honestly. They're mainly drawings I do out of boredom and imagination. He suggested that I rip them out, which of course I wouldn't do because they're my art and i treasure just about everyone of them... Mainly the new ones. He told me that I need to get a different style and draw different things, which burned me up inside, because I draw whatever comes to mind. I draw whatever I like. I draw whatever I'm good at, and if I'm not good at it, then I try to get better. When I draw monsters I draw them because I feel like it. It's my way of venting or just practice, or just plain boredom. He disapproves of my manga because of Celestials attacking things and my "demons" *dragons n other weird monster things i draw*. Well it's my manga and I'll make it however I want. That whole manga is my way of venting out everything *when I continue it, right now, it's a whole anime in my head, but I keep procrastinating on it, sorry ._.;;;* So, yea. I bet if I told him that I could win $1k or something by submitting it somewhere, that he'd prolly let me work on it. Well my mind will be however my mind is, and I'm not changing it until I feel like it. I'm so tired of them trying to change me Dx *rambleramblemoarramble*

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That's just the best class of the day. All the other classes fail *unless I had art, then that'd be a different story*

Other than that, I did a buncha doodles of Moon and Water Celestials... but shant submit them *koffcan'tsubmitthemcusscannerfails* yea...

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94 in total plus a Shounen Jump and Shojo Beat *koffandayaoi* It brought a big smile to my tired face so happy~ mangamangamangaaaaa~



.... crap.... I ordered manga some weeks ago......... and forgot all about them Dx

baka saru~ Dx

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THX DUDE ¬_¬

---TAG

1) think of comebacks to the insults below. You may add as many insults as you want.

2) answer the comebacks.

3) tag 5 people and MAKE SURE THEY DO ET!!



You're such an idiot.
--- your mom

God you are such a nerd.
--- your mom

get a life.
--- your mom

Hey fatty!
--- your mom

You're insane.
--- your mom

You have absolutely NO life.
--- your mom

You're so wierd.
--- your mom

You are SUCH a klutz.
--- your mom

You're crazy.
--- your mom

Pay attention.
--- screw you.

5 people......
y e r m o m .

BEST COMEBACKS *shot*

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Went outside fer lunch n drew... then it rained, so I went under the visor thing fer one of the hall ways xD Homeroom teacher lady was really nice... I like her. Didn't see any of me friends... made me sad D: Wonder what their schedules are... yus.

I want an iPod ._.

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I r nervous. Hope all goes well D:
Imma get lost, I know it Dx

I want a panda.... ;A;

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Todei was good. Went to the aquarium, beach, n ferry. Got to make friends. Molested sea creatures. Chased birds. Got whiplash. Got sand in my nails. Wanted to draw fish people Had a "few" laughs (koffmorelikerofled). Enjoyed meself

Was good. Till i got home. Home is depressing to me. I like not being home not with family. Dunno why tho. Ho' well, whut canna do?

School starts on Tuesday. Bit early, if you ask me. Wasn't excited till I got my new bag xD Still kinda not excited... Imma be a Senior... lotsa work.. no art D: At least I know people in my new school tho. Got new clothes yesterday too. I fail at clothes shopping xD

Star Ocean is funny. It makes me lol.



lol...

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]]> ~Teh-Saruness http://Teh-Saruness.deviantart.com/journal/18436103/ http://Teh-Saruness.deviantart.com/journal/18436103/ Wed, 21 May 2008 18:13:36 PDT ...my friends call me monkey....
...and I wanna play Mabiii...

Game wun lemme back on Dx

I wanna be a paladin....

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]]> ~Teh-Saruness http://Teh-Saruness.deviantart.com/journal/18282557/ http://Teh-Saruness.deviantart.com/journal/18282557/ Mon, 12 May 2008 00:39:26 PDT I should do so next time I see them.

Other than that, there isn't much. Imma draw moar pages to Eternal Moon (which I'm considering changing the title into "The World" *smacked*) and other stuffs too. Also I was able to scan some stuffs so expect thems soon... ish....

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Mabinogi will consume my liiiife and that is prolly why.... I'll never have a life!

's a cool game. First MMORPG I found with cut scenes... and apparently a storyline... but you'd have to buy something or something. I likes it. I will spend the rest of my life in the wolrd of Mabinogi. Until I get bored which I hope I won't cuz I want a pet. Too bad the pet system ain't like on Warcraft. But 'sok. Still cool. I like sitting back and watchin the sheep beat the crap outta some foxes. Or a chicken beat up a raccoon. Or even start a fight with a wolf and randomly have some stray dog in the area come help me. So awesome xD Mabinogi's way better than Flyff. Even tho you can't fly.... unless you have a flying pet.... I wonder when the pets will come in. I want one....

I'm still a noob...

Other than that... well actually there's not much other than that. My dad's gonna send me to NC to live with my cousins and... I think that's about it. I was working on a chapter page for Eternal Moon, but got sucked into Mabinogi. I'll do a title page eventually. I have no cool ideas for one ATM. Might do a Mabinogi strip on my character sometime in the future, because I'm just so obsessed xD
... And the idea came to me in the shower.

So yeah, that's pretty much it...

Oh and my birthday's sometime this month... on the 21st.... I'm gonna be 17.... ew.... I'm getting old..........

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Other than that, I've been feeling arty since Banzai got "fixed" hence the 2 uploads. There woulda been more, but my scanner fails. I need ta practice arting some more tho. Gotta drawm moar poses an whutnot. I was gonna say somethin else too, but I forgot, so blah x_x;

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oh, and my plan somehow worked x.x;

]]> ~Teh-Saruness http://Teh-Saruness.deviantart.com/journal/17204049/ http://Teh-Saruness.deviantart.com/journal/17204049/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 01:49:34 PST >; Maybe I will... I dunno Dx

Still arting tho. Haven't been able to finish anything yet. Cuz KH keeps distractin me. Once I'm finished with that, then I'll prolly be able to fully art. I'm workin on a little somethin now. Not much tho.

Blah... I wanna bumrush Neko's house an play DDR an merlest Max an Lilly Dx

]]> ~Teh-Saruness http://Teh-Saruness.deviantart.com/journal/17174170/ http://Teh-Saruness.deviantart.com/journal/17174170/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 02:07:59 PST DarkArtsofNeko. Staying locked up in my room isn't gonna make me feel any better. Neither are video games. Oi.. wish I was stronger. Or at least more motivated to do stuff. I miss my old life in CT...

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Tis a secret tho... An I'm sure it ain't gonna get me anywhere in life Dx

Prolly wouldn't work anyway, but I'll just hafta wait 'n see.

Come faster April vacashun .v.

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I starts it..... NAOW >>;

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I want to go back to NC, but he won't let me. Such an ass. I got (and still have) the worst migrain last night/ this morning. Mostly on my right side. Like it feels like in my eye area. It hurts like hell and I have nothing to take for it. I've never had one this bad. I couldn't sleep and when I did, it didn't last long cuz I would wake up and it'd hurt all over again. And it shifted a few times. I wanted to cry so bad cuz it just wouldn't stop, but that would only make it worse. Then today I told my dad I wanted to go back to NC, but he was like "No. I don't want you to go. I want you to stay with me." maybe if you weren't so negligent then maybe I'd wanna stay. Then I told him "Fine. I'll walk then." and he said "Ok fine, walk then" I stood there like "WTF?!" He tells me he doesn't want me to go there, yet, he says I could walk. I'm seriously considering it too. I have money, so I can take a few taxis as much as I hate them. Or at least walk all the way to CT *also needs to return ~alfredesque's movie*. I swear I can't stand it here anymore. I get more and more migrains than ever. And they're always terrible ones. Wth kinda father is he anyway? Dx

Think Imma go jump out the window now, k bai Dx

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