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A tak mnie naszlo na wzruchy.
Chcialam niniejszym podziekowac tej oto bandzie najzajebistszych libacyjnych towarzyszy, ktorzy sprawili, ze po 4 latach towarzyskiej abstynencji wymuszonej nieludzkim zapieprzem studyjnym, wreszcie cos sie zaczyna dziac w moim skromnym zyciu (kolejnosc wybitnie przypadkowa):



Wiekszosci z Was dziekuje rowniez za SZESNASCIE-KURWA-ZLOTOWY wypad na New Morona (jak to mowi May) i epicka afterke z epickim ryciem sobie mozgu najdurniejszymi japonskimi teledyskami i jednym fazowym teledyskiem koreansko-chinskim.
Wczorajszy wypad, ktory udowodnil mi, ze mozna sie upic sokiem pomaranczowym, byl wykurwiscie zacny. Rzadzicie.
Tylko ~necner nie rzadzi, bo mam przez niego siniaki na nogach.
A ~eareniel oglaszam moim oficjalnym katem. Przepona do tej pory mi zdycha i nadal nie potrafie powstrzymac parska, kiedy przypomina mi sie jej szczera fascynacja witryna sklepowa ze spioszkami i zabawkami dla dzieci do lat 3. <10 minutowa przerwa na wybrechtanie sie> No wlasnie.
Meetowi gratulujemy rowniez ~Daeghera, ktorego srajlajtowe komiksy wywolywaly ogolny zaciesz, podsumowywany najskladniej przez wysokoczestotliwe piski =Mayflycrow.
*ArunaWolf dostaje za srajlajtowe bransoletki z opony motoru Jacoba i pizzeryjna karte znizkowa XD

DO ZBOCZENIA (to nie jest literowka) ZA DWA TYGODNIE!

]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/27761936/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/27761936/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 12:28:25 PDT

My best friend, roomie and companion in misery classmate in one, after 4 years of desperate struggle, joined the ranks of the deviants. Please visit her and give her a hug, 'cause she was kind enough to buy us a toilet paper today (and a huge pack too):


Yeah, I'm watching anime again and I'm not exactly sure how it happened. I remember reading someone's opinion on Franky's and Kamina's resemblences and before I knew it, I was watching TTGL. And loving it. But then, the 8th episode came...
Oh well, shit happens, gotta flush the toilet, pull your pants up and keep moving forward!

I can never wait for the first snow to fall. But today's all day long blizzard was way over my expectations. Go, October!

Today's journal entry was brought to you by the letter "Z" as in "Zosia's pizza". It's nice to have flatmates who cook for you :3

]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/27430447/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/27430447/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 14:23:47 PDT And see ya soon!

]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/26736863/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/26736863/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 15:39:19 PDT Polish:
Jako że od dłuższego czasu należę do studenckiej braci, jak każdy szanujący się student potrzebuję nieco zarobić, najlepiej w sposób wymagający jak najmniej wysiłku Dlatego właśnie myślę o otwarciu zamówień na rysunki, popularnie zwanych commishami i chciałam trochę wybadać teren
Oferta skierowana jest do klientów z Polski, posiadających konto w polskim banku oraz z całego świata, posiadających konto PayPal.
Proszę, by zainteresowani potraktowali ten journal jako ankietę i wyrazili swoje zdanie w komentarzach :] Otwarcie zamówień zależy od Waszego odzewu. Z góry dziękuję za wspólpracę

English:
I am currently in two minds about opening commissions. The offer would be aimed at anyone with Polish bank account or a PayPal account.
So please think of this journal as of a poll and write a comment if you are interested in ordering a commission from me, when I open them.
I'd be gratfeul for your cooperation

]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/26736569/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/26736569/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 15:00:20 PDT And I DID survive! Not like it's something to be proud of...

[bitching] I guess noone's actually interested, but this year was really hard on me. Studies, family issues, illness, no work prospects, friends' life falling apart while I can do nothing to save them - you can say it's a usual stuff that bothers all of us and noone's making much of a fuss over it, but for me it just got unbelievably hard to deal with and I started to feel I'm loosing it little by little. I'm not even sure why I'm writing this, as I learned to restrain myself from exposing my problems so bluntly in public, especially on the net. Maybe not 'learned', rather naturally came to do so out of my own needs. Hell, I can't even open to my closest friends anymore and tell them directly what's bothering me, although I always used to do it with no keeping back.
That is why I think I might have been less communicative than I used to be and it's possible I've hurt some because of this, not quite unconsciously. I'm trying to change it. I also feel that things are going to take a turn for the better from now on. It's kinda silly, but these summer vacations taught me how to look on the bright side of things again. Maybe I just needed some change of atmosphere and travelling is what helps me the most.
Somehow, writing all this made me feel better, so let's say it was just a kind of a twisted self-therapy. [/bitching]

Anyways! Thank you all for a neverending support, I'm grateful for every single comment/fav/watch from you. I'm sorry I haven't been active, but I'll try to catch up with everyone from now on. Also, I hope I start drawing again soon.
I think about changing account, as I can't stop linking this one with cheap fanart and childish manga style.
I was also going to say that a good thing about being inactive on dA is that most people forget about you and you don't get tagged, but this sly little creature known in some worlds as ~Star-Miya completely ruined my plan. Thanks, honey.

[cheap self-pity] A few days ago I went to see my friend off at the airport. She was going back to Japan after a one year scholarship in Poland. We only met a few months ago, but got attached to each other in no time and before I knew it, I was already hooked to her.
Up until now seeing someone off at the airport was something I only saw in the movies and didn't really give much thought to it. Teary scenes of friends/lovers being separated at the gates and then one of them watching a plane soaring in the blue skies always annoyed me because of a prim pathos. Funny how things change when you experience them firsthand.
We promised to see each other next year, when I get a scholarship in Tokyo. IF I get it. [/cheap self-pity]

Sorry for the mess I am right now.

]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/19016568/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/19016568/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 09:05:12 PDT The only thing I offer you in this troubled, filled with plethora of mind-crushing exams time is the following Stupido Corner.
Enjoy



Tagged by (you know you're going to suffer for this)

Rules
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post at least 8 facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a Journal\Blog about these facts.
4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.
5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged.

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1. My friends know me better than I do. It's THEM, who should be writting this.
2. I'm addicted to swearing. Recently I'm pulling out some archaic swears/making new ones, 'cause I've run out of all of the nowadays ones.
3. I suck at my mother language. I have troubles with finding apropriate words, so I go and start inserting Japanese or English substitutes. And I wonder why people don't understand me.
4. I have 3 sons.
5. I can talk for hours in Japanese about superoxide dismutase or space exploration. But still have no idea how to say 'floor'.
6. I'm half-zoosexual. At least as long as cantaurs are half-horses
7. Uh, I don't know.
8. I usually love what most people hate and the other way around (like... I adore spinach but avoid strawberries).

Most of my friends are already tagged, so I condemn to this excruciating pain of coming up with some untypical things about yourself only 4 people beings:

Have fun >:3

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As promised:

Leave the comment and I'll tell you:

1. Why I added you to my friendlist.
2. Something that reminds me of you/something I associate with you. (fandom, song, colour, etc)
3. Why I like you. (eventually why I don't XD)
4. A memory that I have of you.
5. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Ask me something you've always wanted to know. (note: you can as well skip this one, I don't mind )
7. If you leave a comment here, you must post this in your journal too.

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Oh dear Aizen-sama teological being, I must be going mad...
Stolen from someone, somewhere:

Give me a fandom and I will give you:

1) The first character I... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/17553380/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/17553380/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 07:45:14 PDT
tylko tak chcialam obwiescic wszem i wobec, ze sie na magni wybieram (o ile ktos mi zalatwi wejsciowke, bo nie mam zamiaru sie jutro o 5 zrywac XD).
bede tylko w sobote, wiec jak ktos ma ochote sie zobaczyc/pogadac/hugnac/pogwalcic, to apeluje o szybkie dzialanie X3
poniewaz maja byc dzikie tlumy, a ja sie specjalnie nie wyrozniam, a komus by szczegolnie zalezalo na znalezieniu mojej niewiele wartej persony, oto protip - gdzie BLEACH, tam i tenka. wystarczy krzyknac "Aizen-sama!" i to cos, co sie naglosniej rozbrechta, to bede ja

no to do zboczenia

]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/14311963/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/14311963/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 23:29:06 PDT Bishie: Yamashita Tomohisa
Quote: Akira-SHOCK!
Kusano Akira (starring Yamashita Tomohisa), Nobuta o produce





Hi guys, hope you're doing well Thank you for your support, luv ya

Following an idea of a friend, I decided to make an always up-to-date journal entry. So here it is!
Yep, nothing much here, except for some "Yamashita Tomohisa"s and that's why it's going to be up-to-date for eternity~!
Yeah, I know, "bakayaro!"



|+| STILLE! |+|

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/13267202/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 15:26:31 PDT Bishie: Aiba-kun and MatsuJun
Quote: Nobody move! I've dropped my brain.
Jack Sparrow, PoTC:AWE
(well, I DO feel like that, lol)





If you're my commentator/faver/watcher: THANK YOU AND SORRY FOR NOT RESPONDING! BUT I REALLY DO APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT

*Cough* Hi there those of you, who still happen to roam around this half-dead account of not so half-dead mine!
I don't really fancy beating about the bush, so let's just get straight to the point. For those of you, who are interested in a reason behind my long time absence: I'm sorry, but I'm not drawing anything at the moment nor in the near future. It doesn't mean however that I've completely given up on drawing, 'cause it'd be insanely idiotic of me. I'm sure that I'll come back to this stuff one of these days, but it's not today and not tomorrow. Thus, the account won't be updated for a while. Not to mention the fact that even if I had drawn something recently, it still wouldn't have been good enough to share, dah.

The truth is (if you're not willing to read a bitching of an overreacting indecisive old hag, please skip the next 5 paragraphs, or so, or you may read just the underlined phrases), I feel no joy in drawing. Maybe it's beacaue I can't really decide what I want to draw (it's extremely difficult to create something decent, if you feel a need to draw something cute, fashionable, meaningful, imaginary, fairytale'ish, cool, with striking pose, original, including some ninkyō [meaning yakuza, but I don't like this term], bōsōzoku and with a traditional Japanese and Chinese feeling to it - AT ONCE. I'm not the type who can focus on just one theme and I can't make them mixed together into one thing), or maybe the reason lies in me, who's just tired of making every effort possible to become better and better in something that nobody cares about, including myself at the top. There is no me in the pictures I draw and if my artwork doesn't reflect my feelings - what's the meaning in creating it anyways?

I want to sew clothes.
I've been strangling this feeling for a few years now, telling myself that I'm no good with the sewing machine, my sutures are horrible, I can't make a decent pattern, I have no patience and the most important of all - I seem not to have many ideas for designs. But I've had enough of these excuses. If I work hard, I can learn to sew properly, there are lots of magazines with ready patterns and tutorials and I feel like having quite a bunch of ideas for designs right now. So it would be all right, right?
You know, I'm tired of traversing... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/11936151/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/11936151/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 15:00:07 PST Wish: winter holidays are almost over
Bishie: blah! Obviously - HOLLAND (Eureka Seven)
Quote:
M.: In which cup do you want your tea?
F.: In the chamberpot.





Today's journal is sponsored by the 3rd anniversary of Tencia joining dA.

34 Deviations
53 Scraps
5,611 Deviation Comments
1,096 Deviant Comments
19,547 Pageviews

Yeah, I suck. I couldn't even make it to 20k in 3 years of time, whereas other artists obtain this much within a month or two. But I dun care XD I'm having fun here not because of popularity, but thanks to my friends
Well, I won't be writing any long story about how it all began 3 years ago, 'cause it's not even interesting. I just want to thank everyone for being here with me for these (not so) long 3 years and actually bearing with my unbearable, in fact, behavior AND art
THANKIES, SWEETHEARTS



|+| ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/11656945/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/11656945/ Fri, 02 Feb 2007 08:20:09 PST Wish: I want winter holidays already!
Bishie:
Quote:
Father: (after fighting with my Mum to give him the phone) Hi there daughty, tell me something interesting.
T': I had a dream about keeping a boar as a pet last night.
F.: ...Bye!
Don't make a fuss for 15 minutes, if you're not going to listen, dammit =_=!





I've updated the following sections: Amazing Artists, Mah Crazy Beloved Ones, Art Gifts From Mah Crazy Friends. If you still can't find yourself on the friends list or don't want to be there, please kick me, I'll change it right away.

Sigh, nothing much to say except for the ritual 'AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH! EXAAAAAAAAAAMS!' thing.
Just wanted to make a short break from writing an essay for the bakaest professor ever.
And what's better to take you some time if not the...

STUPIDO CORNER!

(I made this test the day before yesterday actually, thus the 'yesterday' cathegory would apply to the 31st of January)

10 years ago (1997):
- I was 11 years old and remember almost nothing from that period of time
- I'm sure I've done lots, LOTS of stupid things with my cousin, which caused our grandparents much, much trouble XD
- I watched Captain Tsubasa maniacally
- had my own football team
- started learning French

5 years ago (2002):
- once in my life I was happily in love
- was deepily into m&a and Japanese stuff
- wanted to become a seiyuu
- decided on my studies (and I actually DO study them now )
- Houshing Engi era, I dun need to say more XD

1 year ago (2006):
- I was passing my first exams at Japanese studies
- I've been loving Y. for one year at that time
- came to live in Cracow
- started to dress like a punk-rocker
- was thinking about hich-hiking in China

Yesterday I:
- was taking my kanji exam
- got the internet acess after 10 long days!
- watched Daimos
- talked with Miya&Seba
- decided to move to Alaska, 'cause Polish winter is TOO HOT for me. Even when it's snowing and everyone is freezing ==`

5 snacks I enjoy:
- anything with chocolate
- red pepper (so WHAT?)
- lemon ice cream
- sweet bean
- cinnamon chewing gum (probably not a snack, heh http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/11631784/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:33:32 PST Wish: I still want my own rollerblades. But more importantly, I want Yasu cosplayers with huge afro and dressed in sailor senshi outfits to STOP appearing in my dreams. Go fight with polar bears somewhere else, please.
Bishie: Holland (Eureka Seven)
Quote:
T': Oooh, I like him so much Kyoshiro that is.
Kinga: STOP IT! He has an afro too!

The Real Glow: Polakom gratulujemy Tenki.





A miracle has happened, the guy came, internet access granted. Yay!

EXAAAAAMS!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!

Aaah, I should update the friends list, I know, so sowwy for being so lazy



Promised to do it, so here it comes!

The fact that I haven't picked up the pictures that were dedicated to me is due to my will to show other artworks of yours that I like as much as those precious presents you gave me.



[link] ---> 'Cause I have that little crush on this kind of shots. Pretty pretty green and pretty pretty sunshine getting through the leaves, making them half-transparent. Yummy.
[link] ---> I WANT MY SON TO BE LIKE HIM!!!!!! It's hilarious, it's a dream of anyone, who at least once in their life thought that they love metal! XD
[link] ---> Reminds me of my old home. Kinda... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/11435315/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/11435315/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 10:52:54 PST Wish: I wanna my own rollerblades, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna! go and buy me ones!
Bshie: my dear ichinensei-tachi >3<
Quote:
Christopher: O-Tenka-sama, what's our... *gets interrupted by my sudden choking*
Don't speak to me as if I were a god, dammit!
Sephie: Never seen you bluer, Ten.
Tenka: *looking at her blue, denim skirt* I guess...




2007/01/28

(Polish only, sorry)
Żeby formalności stało się zadość - jestem bezinternetowa od ponad tygodnia i nic nie wskazuje na zmianę tej sytuacji w niedalekiej przyszłości.
Podwyższająca o 50 zeta rachunek tepsa NIE jest fajna. Niesłowni dostawcy internetu też NIE są fajni. Dziękować za brak kontaktu ze światem i niemożność dokończenia pracy na proseminarium, dziękować ==`



Sorry for the Japanese fonts in the title, couldn't resist

Contrary to the popular belief, I'm dead
My sudies are killing me, exams are coming, still have so much to do and so little time left

I love those Japanese parties at my sensei's place. Got to know lots of crazy people, seen Nakashima Mika singing Nana's second movie theme live on NHK, made friends with two Japanese Nana fangirls, eaten delicious stuff and made stupid photos. It's a pity everyone went home so early

Go and read Air Gear, it rocks my socks at the moment.

You know, mother's intuition is the best thing under the Sun, I'm telling ye.

My personal month came and left leaving no snow.
December keeps taking away what I hold dear. This year it robbed me of my pride.

~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/10337206/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/10337206/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 13:39:19 PDT wish: one week worth of sleep
bishie: Jin (Samurai Champloo)





Just testing this new feature. I wonder if it's actually that useful...

Tee-hee~ Long time no see
Aah~~ I wasn't here for so long and so many things have happened that I don't know what to begin with...

First of all, I've passed my exam, as well as my fellows have. So we are all staying in Cracow for the second year of Japanese studies and bear the proud name of ninenseitachi. Yay.

The second thing that would probably not interest ye - I've spent a great time with my mum while mountain-trecking in Karkonosze. I love those mountains for their breath-taking landscapes and bears running freely in the forests right behind my back.
I'm gonna built my summer house there, aye.

Sigh. The most (or rather the only) important thing here - I will probably be even less active on dA than I used to be, 'cause my studies got pretty rough and if I don't have lectures from early morning to late evening, I'm probably dead tired and sleeping. I dun want to mention that I have to read 124 set books this year. Kinda scary...

I want to apologize to Vanny and Kiske, they know for what - I promise to try to get to the post office as soon as possible.

P.S. Sunday parties are EVIL. But night buses are even worse.

That's all, folks!



|+| STILLE! |+|... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/9994775/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/9994775/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 02:23:19 PDT



mood:
music: Nickelback - 'How You Remind Me', 'Too Bad' + Matchbox20 - 'Disease'
food: ye wouldn't believe if I told ye
drinks: beer!
book: Perfect Girl Evolution - one of the most hilarious manga I've ever read
movie/series: House of Flying Daggers (Takeshi *0*)
wish: to pass that damn exam ><`
bishie: Oda Takenaga + Takano Kyouhei
quote:
'Kiske: *laughing* You'll see you'll end up with a tall blond!
Tencia: I've already have...'



Just to let ye know - I'm going to be offline to the end of September. Please, cross yer fingers for me and my mates this Saturday (important exam).
Thank ye in advance and I wish ye all to have a nice... month, yeah

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/9772293/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 13:51:00 PDT



mood: oth in da house +
music: L'Arc~en~Ciel - LOST HEAVEN (sankyuu, Miya *3*) + Sarah Slean - Sweet Ones + Mariah Carey - Dreamlover + FMA The Movie OST
food: never ever lasagne again
drinks: carrot juice with milk and blueberries (dun ask...)
book: N. Gaiman 'American Gods'
movie/series: FMA - Conqueror of Shamballa The Movie + Bakuretsu Tenshi
wish: sth cold
bishie: 'I.'-kun (I hate ye, come back )
quote:
'Kakedashita shisen no saki ga shinkirou demo
We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven'
(Even if it turns out that I’m running into the mirage
We’ll say goodbye, lost Heaven)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - LOST HEAVEN



I've burnt a half of my forearm! Yay! I can't move it! Yay! I'm writing with my left hand alone! Yay! I'm dying of pain! YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
Throw me tied up into a crowd of gothic lolitas&yaoi fangirls with a 'I HATE GOTHIC LOLITAS&YAOI FANGIRLS' quote written all around my body if I ever try to lift up a lid of a pot with lasagne that was freshly taken out of the oven AGAIN.
The . Steam . Is . Fuckin' . HOT!

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/9744015/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 04:28:01 PDT



mood: oth is comiiiing
music: Sarah Slean - Sweet Ones + Mariah Carey - Dreamlover + Apocalyptica - Faraway Vol. 2 feat Linda Sun & Kaamos + A Perfect Circle - 3 Libras
food: babies
drinks: cinnamon tea w/ sugar
book: N. Gaiman 'American Gods'
movie/series: Pirates of the Carribean - Dead Man's Chest + Bakuretsu Tenshi
wish: snow!
bishie: 'I.'-kun
quote:
'Dreamlover, come rescue me'
Mariah Carey - Dreamlover



Hiya there! Aye, I'm quite alive and after not leaving any comment on yer artwork, I dare to slack off Pure evil, aren't I now.
If ye still remember the problem I was writing about in the previous entry - forget it. Thank ye for trying to cheer me up and for wanting to solve it for me, I really appreciate it, but it seems that I had to deal with it by myself. And I risk to say it's really all right now. Thank ye.

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/9500394/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 11:38:40 PDT



mood: depressed and lonely (hurray for the emo me)
music: nothing, 'cause even Vertical Horizon isn't able to cheer me up
eating: nothing, somehow
drinking: tea
reading: N. Gaiman 'Stardust', A. Ziemiański 'Achaja'
watching: Ouran Host Club, One Piece
bishie(s): none



A few days ago I've come back from the seaside, where I was spending the most wonderful week of my life with the bestes people in the universe:

Thank ye for this great time and those kickass jokes.
I wasn't able to make it a beautiful day without ye. I really, really miss ye all

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/9230880/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 10:51:01 PDT



mood: NATSU YASUMI DAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! (need I say more?)
music: Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One + Howie Day - Collide + Inner Circle - Bad Boys + Vertical Horizon
eating: eating..? eat... OH LORD, why haven't anyone reminded me of that?
drinking: beer, as always
reading: started reading Pratchett at last; Andrzej Ziemianski's 'Achaja' and Jane Austen's 'Sense and Sensibility' (I've already finished 'Pride & Prejudice' I miss it so much)
watching: Ouran Host Club (kill me, it rocks ); Pride & Prejudice, again and again and again and... woah @_@
bishie(s): Mr Darcy and his loosy shirt XD



So. Yeah, the exams are over at last ! Thank ye all for crossing yer fingers and cheering for me, I luv ye people I've passed everything with nothing worse than B and guess what? After combining results of three Japanese exams, your's truly-sama turned out to do the best job *fanfars* and no hell, I'm not boasting at all, surely I am not *boasting laughter in the background*

*cough* I think I'll be returning to my parent's place in a few days and start to do what I haven't had enough time for during the whole year - BEING LAZY http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/8968338/ Sun, 04 Jun 2006 12:07:45 PDT



music: bg music for fireworks (don't ask)
eating: as less as possible. my belly is saying 'no-no' to the food T_T bad, bad belly!
drinking: citrus beer
watching: Outlaw Star XD
bishie(s): sigh, who cares



Just in case anybody was wondering - yes, I AM dead.
Yes, I am writing with my dead fingers, moving them with the power of my dead will.
My dead brain told me, that it'd be polite to apologize for not commenting on your works, but it's kinda hard, having 10 exams waiting to be failed.
Starting from tomorrow, the dead me-sama is going to face a mortal danger called 'pass-4-exams-in-5-days-and-the-next-6-ones-in-2 weeks' battle!
If I return victorious, I should come to life again. But if not... well, we'll think about it later.

So, I wish you luck, fellow students! Don't let yerself be crushed by the evil forces, hiding themselves behind the mischievious codenames of 'professors'! Be strong and fight until ye die!

(Anyone going to piernicon?)

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/8477671/ Sat, 15 Apr 2006 10:13:30 PDT



mood: damn happy as if there was a bargain sale at Vivienne Westwood's!
music: Fairy Fore - Vivid + Hero OST + Uverworld - Timeless
eating: chocolate rabbit X3
drinking: cherry beer
drawing: lots of stupid projects based on HP
reading: I've just finished HP:HBP
watching: HP: POA (man, it sucks...)
fetish: WEREWOLVES!
bishie(s): Remus J. Lupin



I've finished reading The Half-Blood Prince a few days ago and to this very moment I'm burning to ask if I really am the ONLY person, who not only wasn't surprised by Lupin and Tonks' reunion, but have wished for them to become a couple since the very beginning of The Order of The Phoenix and cried out loud with joy when they did so? Browsing through dA I found, to my astounishment, that people are mostly surprised, shocked or even boulversaised (the Remus-belongs-to-Sirius-! ones <_< ) by that pairing.
I just can't understand why is that so surprising? I loved the idea of Tonks and Lupin being together ever since I got to know Tonks and I was holding my fingers crossed for them for the whole 1300 pages! I couldn't help becoming obsessive in the end, as some of my friends could have realised - me blubbering all time long about how wonderful it would be if Tonks and Lupin just made it out. Sorry guys I just wanted so badly for Lupin to have someone to live for. He deserves loving more than anyone there, especially after Rowling abandoned developing him, doh.
And don't give me that riddiculous Remus&Sirius line - honestly, if people had been readi... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/7902905/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/7902905/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 03:49:14 PST



mood: twisted
music: Bleach amvs, STILL
song: Styx - Renegade, UVERworld - CHANCE!, Nickelback - Too bad
eating: my stupid cat XD
drinking: tonic with lemon
drawing: a huge (as for my standards) Bleach: Shinigami Group Project
reading: well... Harry Potter just for Lupin and Black actually...
watching: except amvs... nothing. I wanna see a romantic comedy, dammit
wishing for: winter break to be a bit longer
fetish: bald heads!
bishie(s): Takagi Yasushi (Nana) (told ye) with Madarame Ikkaku (Bleach) <-- baldies gang attack!!!



Nothing important here, sorry XD I just thought the previous entry was a bit old'n'stinky. And I hate my journals to be longer than the favourites list on the left

But I guess I'd be that kind and try not to miss the chance to blabber about some unimportant stuff like me writing another story, this time with my new charas from here. I even found a name for the spiky-haired guy, but I may change it soon. 'Cause Hogen Hangborn is quite hard... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/7791115/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/7791115/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 14:37:29 PST



mood: relieved
music: Vertical Horizon, stupid Bleach AMVs...
song: Cartoons - Witch Doctor (used in a certain Bleach AMV as Urahara Kisuke's theme)
eating: chocolate
drinking: do I ever drink anything else than tea???
drawing: can't tell ye, it's a secret
reading: NOTHING! at last, after 6 days of fuckin' remembering everything that was written in History of Japan and Japanese art, I can read NOTHING!!!!!!
watching: Hero with Jet Li... again
wishing for: Y. to have children
fetish: men in yellow dungarees XD
bishie(s): one and only Takagi Yasushi (Nana) <-- it's not gonna change so freakin' soon



exams are over
Tencias is going home
she'll be back in a month of time. tabun.
have fun

AAAAAAND EVERYBODY!

Uhh ehh uh ah ah
Ting tang walla walla bing bang
Uhh ehh uh ah ah
Ting tang walla walla bing bang



stolen from ~Saovine

(done at 11:39 this morning)

PAST:

- last word you said: die, Ku-chan!!!
- last song you sang: Witch Doctor by Cartoons
- last thing you laughed at: my yesterday's feet-play about Don Kichot riding a plushie frog which turned out to be a pegasus! oh, nvm...
- last time you cried: dun remember... probably the 25th December when my kitty died
- things in your past that you regret: oh, so many....

PRESENT:

- what's in your cd player: self-compailed mp3 cd
- what color socks are you wearing: none. no socks, muahaha
- what's under your bed: door to hell
- what time did you wake up today: 8 o'clock

FUTURE:

- what is your career going to be: I'd like to know too. sth with Japan and China for sure
-how many kids do you want: 'kids? Peter Pan has kids?' I am the kid here.

CURRENT:

- current hair : black'n'red. too long for my standards
- current clothes: middle-lenght trousers with lots of yellow, orange, pink and white vertical lines; black'n'white checked, too big man's shirt; pinku pants with frog; no bra (it hurts)
- current annoyance: today's Japanese culture oral exam!
- current smell: cinnamon *_*
- current longing: home
- current desktop picture: Blast! from Nana by Ai Yazawa (this really annoying pink and black picture )
-... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/7713669/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/7713669/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 13:08:22 PST



mood: I'm a bit stressed because of the exams
music: anything from Bleach AMVs
song: The Ding Dong Song by Gunther with Utena AMV KILL ME!
eating: chocolate, as always
drinking: mixed teas
drawing: some cute chicks or my two incorrect sons <_<
reading: Japanese grammar (exams, exams...)
watching: Rock Musical Bleach - over and over again XD
wishing for: nights to be longer
fetish: oooh~ you touch my tralala (don't ask) aaaand~ CINNAMON
bishie(s): one and only Takagi Yasushi (Nana)



so, I've got my precious brand new wacom tablet but I still find it hard to use sth's not right with the buttons - they're placed too high and I'm used to hold a pen near it's tip. but I'll do my best and learn hard a new mochikata ^^

I love winter
I know I may be weird, I know I may be egoistic because of all the people and animals dying frozen, but I just can't help it. so sorry...

ye know, I've never thought I'd say it someday, but... if I were to decide, I'd like to spend more than 2/3 of my life sleeping. 'cause my dreams are so much more fun than reality. almost one-tracked, and that's what I need the most now.

keep your fingers crossed for me, my mid-terms exams are coming~
I've already passed my Kanji (Japanese characters) exam with 100%, but there's still more to come. ah, Japanese, my love~

yes, it IS the end of my shitty blabbering with too many heart icons and I am going to finish it with a stupid game again XD

'Tenka' is obviously me

I ___ Tenka.
I want to _____ Tenka!
Tenka is ______.
http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/7300684/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 12:14:55 PST



Just a few things I wanted to say... nothing special really, only some recent events that completely changed my life. don't bother to read


my tablet-chan is broken. or actually the tablet pen is. uncle tried to repair it but it gave no effect. I'm looking for a wacom one, which I would be able to afford. that's going to be hard, lol XD that's why no serious submissions from me until further notice. sorry


I miss one person to the point of being on the edge of depression. and I thought I had already forgotten what the depression is. of course I'm too stupid to write/talk to that person, 'cause I don't want to be a bother as (s)he's being so busy lately... on the other hand, I'd like to help out, be a reliable support. but I just don't know how.
man, I suck.


11 days ago my beloved doggie passed away. she's been with us for 10 years and could have lived much longer. it was the third time I got let down by a vet. one day I'm gonna kill all those unreliable bastards.
if ye're a vet, don't get offended now, instead make sure ye can be trusted both by people and their pets. and DON'T make an 8 kg dog fall asleep before the operation with THREE portions of sedative, GOD DAMN YE! because it's heart will be unable to work in 3 months of time and it will die in it's masters arms shortly after.

I'm really gonna beat that son of a bitch to his fuckin' death.

I know it's funny when someone says words like that while crying out tears like a baby, but...
have ye ever lost someone with no chance to say goodbye? if ye haven't, ye're damn lucky. it feels like yer heart is gonna broke, but it's too flexible, like a rubber.

the worst thing of all is that her death was so unexpected. no one was mentally prepared. the moment she passed away, I was 550 km away, laughing happily and having great fun, not knowing about anything.
when I was living with my parents, I used to tease her a lot with my mother and now when I look at it, I find our jokes truly... cruel. and I won't be ever given a chance to say sorry.
somehow, anything I've done for her seems just not enough...

love yer pets, no matter how pissing off they seem to be. 'cause when they're gone the feeling of regret is overhelming to the point of falling into madness.

or maybe I'm just too sensitive.

All Dogs Go To Heaven


when I woke up today I told myself that it must snow all day long. it's 13th December afterall. but the weather betrayed me for the second time - last year there was no snow too.

happy birthday, Zizi. and happy death anniversary, Zizi and Ender. sorry for no snow, guys. I miss ye.


please visit http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/6951582/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 07:45:19 PST mood: bloody hell
music: FFVII:AC OSTs
song: FFVII:AC 'Yakusoku no Chi', Eric Clapton 'Layla' [evil!]
eating: chocolate in a mass scale
drinking: acidofilic vanilla milk
drawing: nothing. yay for the three weeks long artist block
reading: history and mythology of China and Japan
watching: Hauru no ugoku shiro FFVII:AC over and over again
wishing for: Cloud's jumbo jet bike with the kitchen knives set
fetish: da pinku squiii~d
bishie(s): Cloud



Name: too many
Birthdate: don't remember
Birthplace: Cracow
Current Location: my imaginary "omg-it-looks-like-FFVII:AC-Cloud's" motorcycle
Eye Color: greyish green
Hair Color: black&red; natural - don't remember
Height: 155
Weight: 56 (?)
Piercings: ears
Tatoos: none
Overused Phraze: fuckin' shit / NO! / yo / -desu / -zotto / YOU EVIL (WO)MAN! / AAAAAAAARGH / tomorrow / get lost! / lots of disgusting onomatopoeias
FAVORITES
Food: carrots, chocolete, meat, chocolate, meat, chocolate, chocolate...
Candy: can I switch it to chocolate?
Number: 69, 96
Color: red and black. and pinku.
Animal: tiger. and frog. and butterfy. red butterfly
Drink: earl grey, rum tea, apple & cinnamon tea
Alcohol Drink: any white wine, rum
Bagel: with chocolate?
Letter: T <-- plosive, dental, voiceless, K <-- plosive, palatal, voiceless, P <-- plosive, bilabial, voiceless, R <--trill, alveoral, voiced (linguistics rule the world...)
Body Part on Opposite sex: DA CHEST!
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: to get rid of the rust I usually use solvents
McDonalds or BurgerKing: I dun like slaughterhouses, thank ye
Strawberry or Watermelon: Maho. er, I mean strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: hot
Chocolate or Vanilla: hey, that's not fair T_T
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: has anyone said 'chocolate'?
Kiss or Hug: hug. but can I have both, please *_*?
Dog or Cat: dog. but wild cat.
Rap or Punk: punkish punk, love
Summer or Winter: WINTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: funny, like FFVII:AC XD
Love or Money: luv
YOUR...
Bedtime: moveable
Most Missed Memory: happy childhood, most of the conventions, time spent in Olsztyn, footsausage match in Warsaw (or rather becksausage Oo)...
Best phyiscal feature: er... helathy liver...? athletic body?
First Thought Waking Up: what the hell is the crew from Bebop doing on my ceiling?
Goal for this year: TO SURVIVE. simple? not true :3
Best Friends: 4X and others, who know I'm thinking about them
Weakness: as if I tell ye
Fears: loosing someone important, Gackt in tights, Cloud singing 'Vanilla', yaoi fangirls, catgirls
Heritage:
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yep
Ever Smoked: nope
Pot: damn, in which meaning?
Ever been Drunk: once
Ever been beaten up: nope
Ever beaten someone up: not o... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/6686626/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/6686626/ Wed, 05 Oct 2005 12:38:56 PDT
don't mind me, when I'm completely out of the life spam, my mind starts to shuffle random thoughts that are placed on it's playlist. this time it was 'Pirates of the Caribbean Script' file that got selected. nvm.

now, quite a long time no see
lots of things happened in my life and, fortunately for ye, I'm not gonna bore ye with that stuff. at least not in English I just wanted to make ye know I'm back and let's pray it's for good.
it feels much better to be here with ye again. thank ye for yer unstoppable support during the last few months, which were extremely difficult to pass through. I really appreciate yer effort
I'll dare to count on yer patience, as I have a huge amount of artwork waiting to be viewed and commented. needless to say it will be a very hard task, considering my current situation - I've just started my studies at Japanese filology in Cracow and already have no time to sleep. if ye ever thought about learning Japanese, I'll give ye some advice - try to learn all hiragana and katana in two days (while attending at least 6 hours of lectures). if ye can make it, ye're on.
oh demon king, it's been only 3 days and all of those Japanese signs just keep popping in front of my eyes like persistant flies, but I don't even see any letters anymore. I mean, all I see is...blond, brunette, red-head... oh, shuffle mode got turned on again. nvm.

and I promised not to bore ye but I'm a regular liar, so get used to it



mood: SO TIRED
music: anything that's in my CD player
song: Poets of the Fall - Late Goodbye
eating: students EAT ?
drinking: apple & cinnamon tea I got from ~BiEwi
drawing: hiragana & katakana
reading: as above
watching: Fruits Basket tv series
wishing for: some sleep
fetish: my new red checked, frilly skirt
bishie(s): Yasu (Nana)

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/6168330/ Mon, 08 Aug 2005 11:55:39 PDT yer memory followed by yer sweet comments make my heart melt Tencia is so touched *sob sob*
I'm using my girlfriend's computer (I'm staying at her place till friday and then we're going to REANIMATION 4, a Polish manga convention. I'm going to cosplay Luffy from One Piece and my girlfriend is Nami. see ye there ) to announce ye 'BIG NEWS' as K-san used to say yers truly has been accepted at Jagiellonski University in Cracow and will be studing Japanese there starting from october. I'm going to live in Cracow with (she'll be at the same university, she chose Chemistry though ) and have internet there AT LAST
so see ye in september take care, mates!



|+| Mah Girlfriend |+| Touch her and you'll die



|+| Mah Wives |+|

*

|+| Mah UKE-chan (male) |+|



|+| STILLE! |+|

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/5865238/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 09:04:37 PDT please don't forget me, I will be back. someday...
and now, listen to the second Bleach anime ending 'Thank you'. this is what I want to tell you all



|+| Mah Girlfriend |+| Touch her and you'll die



|+| Mah Wives |+|

*

*I dun care what Dream says XD ye're mine

|+| STILLE! |+|



|+| ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/5677278/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/5677278/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 13:52:43 PDT mood: I'm completely bleached and I DON'T feel guilty about being Mr69-ed... it's another case *sigh*
music: Bleach
song: 'Houki Boshi' (Bleach ending)
eating: nothing, not to kill the taste of yesterday's chinese soup San Sian
drinking: green peach tea
drawing: Mr69 *sigh* hopeless...
reading: Bleach manga (like... 3rd time?)
watching: Bleach anime, which is torrenting TOO SLOWLY!
wishing for: a miracle
fetish: the 69 number
bishie: Hisagi Shuuhei from Bleach; I am NOT addicted, not at all



just thought that the last entry was completely out of date and it began to stink.
it's already been a month since the previous babbling, gawd, where does this time flow to in such a hurry?
anyways, this entry has a few reasons to appear here. these are:

yesterday I went with ~White-Butterfly to a one-day trip at the seaside, just to have a glance at that big salty water and to stea... COMMANDEER, to commandeer a ship, which I had promised to ~BiEwi. I have that damn ship waiting to be sent to her and I also managed to get a Luffy's straw hat I'll be cosplaying him soon, if ye didn't know.

I want my own pirate flag. go make me one.

I'm glad I took White-Butterfly as a Navigator at my pirate ship. although it took awhile before she got used to the map... but she always was better with the directions, I'd probably get lost easier than Zaraki and Yachiru

go and give a great hug to she's a total Tenka freak, just like me

man, I hate when my frankfurters get busted while boiling. they look like the earthworms after the rain.

Everyone go to the cemetery and play domino, 'cause today's an anniversary of Kurosaki Masaki's death. avoid the hollows.

join a kickass club ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/5411590/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/5411590/ Fri, 20 May 2005 12:07:35 PDT mood: Houshined (read Houshin Engi manga! NOW!)
music: Metallica (Black & Reload albums, non stop)
song: Metallica "Enter Sandman" XD (Bi-chan, laugh with me )
eating: supaa tasty jellies!
drinking: golden yunan tea
drawing: haha, nothing
reading: Houshin Engi manga (again)! it kicks asses!
watching: Senkaiden Houshin Engi (AGAIN), which sucks manga was so damn better
wishing for: not being that lazy
fetish: HORNS, mates!
bishie(s): BunChuu from HE (incest) and Hisagi Shuuhei from Bleach (incest again XD). gawd, how I LOVE THEM ___



chcialam tylko powiedziec, ze dzisiaj o 0:15 na polsacie leci 2h. dokument o
SEX PISTOLS !!!!!!!!




on Thuesday I'm having my last exam (french, doh), so I'll finally celebrate my holidays soon http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/5176130/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 04:07:22 PDT mood: One Pieced and Bleached (am I turning into an everything-that's-popular fan or what? )
music: Sex Pistols, Scorpions, Blue Oyster Cult
song: Sex Pistols "Oi, oi, oi", Poets of the Fall "Late Goodbay" (LUUUUUUUUUUUURV this song @_@)
eating: wafers with coconut cream (tak, Kinga, TE wafle ;D)
drinking: rum&lemon tea
drawing: someone's nameday present (not sure if will be finished on time), Bleached-Tencia-Project
reading: LOTR: Two Towers (again...), Bleach, Leviathan
watching: Hook~! Aye, my beloved girlfriend gave me this wonderful film *_* Thank ye honey!
wishing for: passing that damn A levels
fetish: ... like anything changed... HORNS
bishie(s): my uncle Val luvh him much ^.^ and Yasutora! aye, that giant guy from Bleach XD isn't he just sooo~~ aorable ?





No to ustne pieklo siem skonczylo, wreshcie bede mogla sie wyspac ^__^ A przynajmniej przez nastepny tydzien, bo pisemne maturki zaczynaja sie juz 5 maja

If anyone cares:

A levels 1st impact: ustna z polskiego;
Data: 25 kwietnia.
Status: passed 100% (20/20)

A levels 2nd impact: ustna z franca
Data: 27 kwietnia
Status: passed 100% (20/20)

A levels 3rd impact: ustna z Engrisha
Data: 28 kwietnia
Status: passed 100% (20/20)


Kciuki bardzo sie przydaly, dziekuje wshystkim kciukujacym z calego serducha





|+| Mah Girlfriend |+| Touch her and you'll die

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4931325/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 06:17:38 PST mood: One Pieced
music: anything from OP XD
song: "Believe" (2nd OP opening) and "Ready" (Jango Dance Carnival - I can dance like them!!!)
eating: anything cooked by Sanji-kun
drinking: I've run out of Earl Grey, so... milk!
drawing: actualy nothing at the moment... some scraps only and lil' doodles... OP fanarts mostly
reading: OP manga, Nana by Ai Yazawa and... "Hook" by Terry Brooks based on the Spielberg's film of the same title I know it sucks, but I love this film, I can't help...
watching: what else if not OP tv series + movies + specials XD?
wishing for: 9th april to come!
fetish: will ye kill me if I say green hair and swirled eyebrows XD? ?
bishie(s): Zoro The GrassHead and Sanji The Brave Eyebrow! I just love them too much

---

I promised ye no more regular journals with tones of my personal stuff and I'm going to keep it. I just thought that my last journal entry was so out of date that it began to stink XD

So, hiatus is gone, I think I'm back Who's happy?
*SILENCE*
OK...

Today I managed to comment (and fave ) on: ~Cardigan, ~Star-Miya, ~ Red-Priest-Usada, ~Saovine, ~BiEwi, ~ Kiske, ~White-Butterfly and ~Efanciaq
Sheesh, that was a bunch of hard work, I was losing faith in my commenting skills at times, but I guess it wasn't that scary.
Tomorrow I'll comment some more on other artists. Still 388 deviations left (from 480-sth XD), YOSH!

Update in Art Gifts section (more pictures from BiEwi, Star-Miya, Kiske and White-Butterfly) - check it out~

---

|+| Mah Girlfriend |+| Touch her and you'll die



|+| Mah Wives |+|



|+| STILLE! http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4606613/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 12:53:18 PST mood: S-L-E-E-P-Y. but I'm still sitting here, nyah.
music: Gungrave anime OSTs
song: "Family" (Gungrave anime opening)
eating: ham, cheese, tomatoe, red pepper, cucumber and onion sandwiches. cool
drinking: what else if not Earl Grey
drawing: T'n'T Team! constantly!
reading: "Ferdydurke" W. Gombrowicz (Polish literature, dunno if it was translated into English, but I pity the translator )
watching: "Hero" with Jet Li and "Croaching Tiger Hidden Dragon"... over and over again
wishing for: having Tro-chan to blow up my school; being able to talk on the phone with my girlfriend everyday
fetish: HORNS (nothing changed)
bishoujou this time:

tee-hee~ long time no see, nyah X3
sorry for not being in touch recently, but my baka comp was broken, what a dork, doh. but now everything's just fine, thank ye Klej-chan, ~Efanciaq
I'm also apologizing under yer feet that I haven't commented for so long on yer artwork, I'm such a busy, lazy and oversleepy student that dA turned into my last problem existing

current stat. ~Tencia has 257 message centre items ( 188D, 10M, 34C, 25J )
not that bad as one can expect it to be, but let it make ye think how much time it takes me to write a single comment... I try really hard to make my words express my feelings, reach the deapest meaning of yer drawings and help ye improve yer skills even more - this is time-eating T_T
however the journals are ones which kill me the most but I'll do my best to catch up with everything, I can only promise!

so. this is the end of the normal, story-telling journals, 'cause I'm moving to my new blog, nyaha. so this place is going to be used only for the commercial reasons as for presenting my friends or an art gifts list.
I may of course write sth new, but it won't be that personal as to this day. thank ye for paying attention at my journal entries so far, I really do appreciate it
now, celebrate! one journal to comment less !

~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4606605/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4606605/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 12:52:30 PST |+| Clubs |+|

I'm an admin of:



Joined:

]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4411380/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4411380/ Tue, 08 Feb 2005 14:13:53 PST I guess the best way to express my gratitude is to draw something back, but I lack of time and skills

so! here is the list of my friends and pieces of artwork they dedicated to me.

THANK YE, MATES! I LOVE YE ALL FOR JUST BEING ON THIS WORLD! THANK YE THAT YE WANTED TO BE MY FRIENDS


|+| ART GIFTS |+|

From
Maho (Alath's chara) and me! did ye know that I'm Maho's one and only luv we're even engaged! well, this pic is in my gallery, as Ali gave it to me when we met at the convention.
thank ye, Mum


From
an art trade! Anaela was that kind and made an art trade with me and this is what I received in return, I drew this [link]
thank ye, sweetie


From
Pascal with a butterfly! OMG, this is just like a dream *_* Ashia-chan has drawn her sexy seme chara just for me and I have to admit that I'm in luv with Pascal from the first sight he's just so damn seme-ish *_* what's more, he's with a beautiful butterfly here! Ashiur is just so adorable, she knew my obsession over red butterflies
thank ye, mah love

From
K' sketch! YAY! my shmexy Dash
thank ye, honey ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4294179/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4294179/ Tue, 11 Jan 2005 12:27:56 PST mood: :bittersweet:
music: Apocalyptica, His Infernal Majesty (HIM XD), The Rasmus
song: Apocalyptica "Bittersweet"
eating: "Bittersweet"
drinking: "Bittersweet"
drawing: a pic titled... "Bittersweet"
reading: "Bittersweet" lyrics
watching: "Bittersweet" music video
fetish: "Bittersweet" overflowing from my headphones for more than 6 hours with no rest
bishie: is there any guy named Bittersweet? even if not, I still will luv him !
yeah, I'm hopeless <_<

~~~
nahaha, don't even TRY to ask how it's possible to eat and drink "Bittersweet", as it's a song (a damn EVIL song that steals all my free... no, ALL my time!). I do not know it myself.
thinking that I didn't like it at all at the very beginning makes me greatly afraid of my menatal stability, lol. I mean, look at me - after hearing that song somewhere on the music channel for the first time, I was betting with everyone around me that those freakin' crooked sounds would never reach my ears anymore. despite my words, listening to it twice was enough for me to get addicted.
was it the matter of the mautura exams stressful atmosphere or what?
I can't even say I like this song nor that I enjoy listening to it, as those two guys' voices actually suit each other like my fist and yer face - means AT ALL (but if ye insist... ).

HOWEVER! there is something I should be even more afraid of... actually being "frightened to death" is more proper expression to use in this situation...
Sorca's birthday. TOMORROW.
that's the point and that's why I called it an emergency. sigh, my partner is really getting old, isn't he anyways, what kind of a present should I surprise him with? I mean, this is not a frog season anymore... and he seems to enjoy this animal the most (we already have almost 100 frogs at home )... starngely, I'm completely out of ideas, when normally I am able to burst with lots of them
sigh, my partner is really getting old... oh, I guess I'm saying this too many times

oh, and there's also that 100-days-left-to-matura-exams party. TOMORROW.
I hate that tomorrow-thing <_<

~~~
a very kind person and a great Polish artist offered me a collab art! I'm so extremely happy as she's willing to colour Vincent, which is undoubtfully a piece of shit... 'cause it was ME, who drew it
but I'm sure that her amazing cg skills will turn that crappy sketch into something beautiful
THANK YE, RIZIAK~~

~~~
Mah Girlfriend. Touch her and you'll die

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~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4177603/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4177603/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 13:35:01 PST
everyone should know now about the tragedy that occured two days ago in the south-east Asia. it is said that the number of victims reaches 50 thousands. however, thousands more are missing. in this kind of situation - means tsunami - "missing" means "dead". it's only a matter of time. next few thousands will die from the lack of drinking water or diseases, mostly in India.
please, don't be heartless! don't let them die anymore and help! we can't go there and help with our hands.. everything we can do is to donate and pray.
Red Cross [link]
Mercy Corps [link]

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song: Titiyo "Come Along With Me"; everything by Scorpions
eating: everything in my way
drinking: milk
drawing: Nathan for a collab with Usada
reading: "Chrzest Ognia" A. Sapkowski... AGAIN
watching: LOTR... AGAIN
wishing for: being of any help for the people in Asia
fetish: horns!!!
bishie: .. can't choose...

so... I have completely cleared my message center at last! means 0 items to comment/respond! I really didn't suppose it to happen... such a relief, after so many months of a huge number of messages, I finally have a clear account. it feels really good ^___^ hope ye won't kill me for such late commenting

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I have spent the best Christmas Eve in my whole life. I really didn't expect it, ye know... ME - a half atheist, God enemy and so on... however, I moved for this one evening with my parents to our freshly built house in the countryside. it was a peaceful evening indeed, in front of the fire place, with candles as the only one source of light and eating delicious dishes (c) my Mum I did enjoyed it and even talked with my father. LOL.
hope ye spent Christmas time peacefully too.
and a Happy New Year I wish ye to have ^_^

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http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4095395/ Sun, 19 Dec 2004 07:38:16 PST mood: get lost till I'm kind....
music: LOTR soundtrack
song: Pippin's Song, isn't it just too touching?
eating: cereals in the mass scale (those with peanuts and honey)
drinking: rum tea
drawing: actually... nothing. have lots of stuff to do, but my doubtful skills let me down... as usual
reading: FAIRYTALES! don't make this kind of face, fairytales are COOL!
watching: Disney's Cinderella
wishing for: not having so many exams during those very last 3 days before Christmas
fetish: horns; hairpins! those cute ones with flowers, hearts, froggies, butterflies... AND STRAWBERRIES
bishie: Beast (The Beauty and the Beast) & Daiya (Parfait Tic - it's a shoujou manga, means Tencia shouldn't like it, but actually she DOES and she means it!)

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what a weird day, lol.
~Kiske came to visit me, as she does every saturday and then we are supposed to go to the manga club, but we find ourselves too lazy to move our sexy asses, so we always end up sitting in my room and babbling about stupid things that occured during the week, when we couldn't see eachother. today was no different from usual 'cept for one little thing - we started talking about our childhood and fairytales we used to like...
in the end we went at the attick to search for my books and after breathtaking treasure seeking (I felt like a real pirate, at the small cave-like attick, with a single torch in my hand, searching for the Cortez's gold ) we came back with TONES of different, really old stories that my mother used to read me as the lullabies when I was 2-3 years old! (after that period of time, I started to read by myself )... they brought back so many memories, the atmosphere of careless childhood and that unforgettable feeling of being free from all this mad world problems.
Sparrow was truly right... Not every treasure is silver or gold, mates.
aaah, and so Kiske and me went crazy about all this stuff brought and we started to do what we always do, when like certain story/manga/film/book/whatever - we tried to match the characters with our own personalities (among Stille of course ) it's truly the one of the most entertaining part of being a Stille member...
and so, Kiske is meant to pretend a Sleeping Beauty (Takaya, my dear brother, for the gods sake, move yer ass and start some ACTION!), ~ White-Butterfly is a Cinderella and ~ Efanciaq is supposed to be a Snowhite (it's because of the apples, dear try to imagine serious Aya on the horse, going to wake up his beloved one ).
well and Tencia... Tencia is always somehow different and ended up as a Beast (from The Beauty and the Beast). I guess it suits me pretty well as I really do not meant to be a fair princess (Fiona doesn't count XD) - I'd rather be a prince who's searching for his one and only love~~ (Utena mode on).
well, there was also Alice (in Wonderland) and Mulan to choose, but I'm so Beast addicted __ I really do love not only the story, but the character too...
ekhem... as I told ye before - a weird day it was, lol.

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sth's not right with me, it's really not good, sth's going in improper way and NO - it's not the period matter.
I... I... have enjoyed reading... s... shoujou!!! OH MY GODS, I'M GOING TO... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4095371/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/4095371/ Sat, 18 Dec 2004 12:42:47 PST |+| Biggest Love Ever |+|




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http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3993051/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 07:13:35 PST mood: + + + +
music: coming back to the old garbage - everything goes Weiss Kreuz
song: surprisingly, nothing from WK - Chad Kroeger and Josey Scott "Hero"
eating: you
drinking: blood
drawing: the unholy family, nahahahaha XD
reading: "Interview With The Vampire" A. Rice
watching: "Interview With The Vampire" (deja vu XD?)
creating: more filthy characters of mine
destroying: my insanity
learning: history
plotting: how to save my poor brothers
wishing for: living at least 200 years earlier
fetish: vampire-related thingies
bishie: Brad Pitt - say what ye want, he DID look cute in the IWTV

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so. lots of ye probably have already realized that I've moved my sexy, lazy pirate's ass and started to comment yer artwork and journals AT LAST. yay, Tencia is making some progress. but still over 100 deviations left

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ekhem, how did ye like my bros ? I'm really proud of them, as they were sitting in my mind for a whole year kinda long, ye may say. for the first time I wanted them to be completely different one from another, like they were not realted at all. then I thought it wouldn't do and tried to imagine them as some kind of a gang with almost the same clothing (black leather jackets and denim vests with cool drawing on the back). however I had already created a motorcyckle gang before (the one with Scorpion, ZiZi, etc.) and didn't want to repeat myself, so I waited for a better time when my ideas are more original.
and so, it happened.
I have a bad feeling about it... I feel like falling in love with my own brother <_< (guess which one). a personal Angel Sanctuary, huh ?
speaking of which... Kira is such a bastard he let to kill himself like that and don't dare to say that he's Lucifer now - THESE ARE TWO DIFFERENT MEN! Kira was so damn cooler T_T
and don't ye just love Zaphikiel? and Raphi? they kick asses...
... ekhem.
coming back, now I have a great ambition of creating the closest family portrait presenting my parents (drawing Lucifer and do not make him look like Kaori Yuki's one will be a great challenge), brothers, fiancee XD, sons, daughters and so. but as I'm too lazy and do not have much time for myself, I guess it'll remain just an unfulfilled ambition

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and the bloody oh the horror came back again... as it does every month... I even think about drawing something to "celebrate" this oh so great event, but with my laziness it ends at thinking...

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things to do (sorry for not linking ye. too lazy for that):
kiriban for Miya
kiriban for Shinigami (may not be done, as I really fail in drawing pirates)
kiriban for Efanciaq
kiriban for Dai-chan
~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3889787/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3889787/ Tue, 23 Nov 2004 09:50:00 PST The 's Fanclub Project has just been launched!
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As she's a great artist who still do not have much faith in herself, show her that she has no reason to doubt! Show her that ye really appreciate her artwork!
PLEASE JOIN

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Nov 22, 2004
*written yesterday, posted today due to the system maintenance*

I'm a fuckin' liar 'cause I promised to catch up with everything on dA as soon as I would get back from the convention. but the convention is already over, the whole week has passed and I still can't make my ass move to work (btw, it's a VERY SEXY ass, a powerful artefact and The Buttocks of Power, worth worshipping - at least according to what ~seyber said <_< ).
well, I'm just a pure laziness itself, nothing more and nothing less.
maybe someday...
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nya, I'm in a slump <_< I haven't created anything for ages! means since the convention, when I managed to draw Nathaniel for *alatherna and Shin for ~ seyber (if ye both will be that kind, could ye scan it for me?).
aaah, what a lazy idiot I am... what a lazy idiot in love I am...
aye, I've been to baka y2k4 with whole Stille group (means Efanciaq, Kiske and White Butterfly), met a bunch of damn crazy people... means (haba haba LUV ), (I'll glomp ye the next time too, if ye don't remember the rule no. 1 - never turn yer back to a pirate, especially to a pir-10-10!), (SOOOO SWEEEEEET~~ ), (ye were the cutest gothic lolita I've ever seen ), (yer scary but I luv yer dog voice ), (yer scary too O_o but ye don't bark at least XD), (too busy with hugging Kinga :3), (yer tie is the most known one in my school...).
well, I believe there were more of ye, but I didn't manage to recognise ye all, sorry X3
nah, my picture of Chet and Barth (PinkMaster) didn't win the drawing contest, but Alath's Bru won the second prize http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3808320/ Thu, 11 Nov 2004 09:24:30 PST mood: + + + + +
music: X-Japan's come back, lol
song: "Drain" X-Japan; "Hero" Chad Kroeger
eating: nothing. too excited. and too busy with packing
drinking: as above
drawing: my new project
reading: "Captain Blood" by Rafael Sabatini (it's really cool *_* a must-read for all pirates lovers)
creating: mess in my room
destroying: my nerves
learning: NOTHING! it's NOTHING! LONG WEEKENDS RULE
plotting: how to get some sleep during the convention
wishing for: getting the japanese mangas I need
fetish: skulls and crossbones, isn't it obvious
bishie: Maho, my lovely blanket

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11/4/2004
*today's morning*

my period is late. this damn period is freakin' late. this DAMN, FUCKIN' period IS FREAKIN' SHITTY LATE!!!!!
Maho, it's all yer fault!!! Ye destroyed the most beautiful part of my life!!! Ye ruined my career!!! HOW AM I GOING TO BE A DAMN SCARY SKALYWAG NOW, WHADDA YE THINK YE SHITHEAD SHINIGAMI MY ASS?!?

*today's afternoon*

YATTA! my beloved period didn't let me down and it's here with me so, I'm no pregnant afterall KYAAAAN~~ Maho, my love *glomp at Maho*
Maho:

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11/11/2004
Ah, so... stupid babbling again.
I just wanted to say that I'll be away during the upcoming days (means till Sunday), so please don't hate me for not commenting yer artwork I'll do everything in my power to keep up after my come back.
Nyaaa~~ A nice convention is waiting for me ^___^

WY! TAK, WY! Wy wshyscy, ktorzy zamierzacie pojawic sie na bace we Wroclawiu - BEWARE! Bo Tencia moze was zlapac Jak naskoczy na was mala, wrzaskliwa, czarno-czerwona kuleczka, pisknie cos i pobiegnie dalej, to to bedzie Tencia
Do zobaczyska

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New club on dA created by Usada-chan with my lil' help:
Aye, it's our beloved Raditz-sama's fanclub, so please JOIN

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See ye soon! AHOY!


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||||+|+|+| http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3707439/ Sat, 30 Oct 2004 09:37:32 PDT mood: + + (don't take it too personaly) + + +
music: random alternative rock
song: "Don't Fear The Reaper" Blue Oyster Cult; "Kiss From a Rose" Seal
game: how to feel the atmosphere of Halloween...
eating: jellies; chocolate bars. aye, plural.
drinking: Earl Grey
drawing: even if I said it, ye wouldn't believe... there's so much of it
reading: "Interview With The Vampire" by Anne Rice and "Captain Blood" by Rafael Sabatini
creating: destruction
destroying: creativity
learning: NOTHING! it's NOTHING! LONG WEEKENDS RULE
plotting: a good Halloween pic; aye, I'm fast....
wishing for: having more jellies...
fetish: jellies?
bishie: Maho XD he's my fiancee now, so ye better stay out of him

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At last some holidays Not like they're long or something, but it's always a one day longer weekend, one day less at school, one day more for lazyness - try to appreciate it as I do
I'm gonna have some pictures finished, for example the Chet and Bartholomew one, which I've been torturing for so many weeks already and that baka girl watercolour picture too (it's even older than the previous one )... AND I feel like drawing kiribans and art trades, at last XD To this day, there already are:
a ~Star-Miya's kiriban sketch, very messy and dirty and stuff, but with a concept at least, so it should be easy to finish... (easy doesn't mean quick <_< )
an art trade sketch with ~Efka. aye, I haven't forgotten about it, it's ready for being coloured.
an art trade with ~Anaela - the mentioned Chet and Barth pic (ye wanted Chet only, but stay calm - Barth is for free XD a bonus for waiting for so long)
Aye, and that would be it...
There are also kiribans for Dai-chan and Efanciaq, but I just don't have any idea T_T Please, help me, if you'll be that kind
Kiriban for Shini-chan and an art trade for Bluetang-chan - idea mode on...

OMS I gotta draw sth for Halloween T_T I'm so damn late... Knowing myself so far, I'm gonna start it now and finish in one year - on the next Halloween... and be late as well baka Tenka, baka...

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I spent some time in library the day before yesterday and found two fascinating books about pirates and also one about vampires... Being so much into searching among so many magnificent writers, I didn't even realize when I landed on the floor, leafing through the pages http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3661284/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 07:55:44 PDT mood: (no, I'm not dead... I'm just a pirate )
music: Pirates of the Caribbean soundtrack; random alternative rock
song: "Don't Fear The Reaper" Blue Oyster Cult; "Pieces" Hoobastank
game: adopt a sparrow! (not Jack... a BIRD)
eating: bean with bacon
drinking: the rum is gone
drawing: random dudes and chicks... and Chet with Bart - my personal watercolour horror
creating: chaos
destroying: my walls (don't ask...)
learning: do I look like a suicider? ... ok, stupid question.
plotting: how to make a good dress design T_T HELP!
wishing for: being a pirate
fetish: sparrows (there is a professional term to name it... zoofilia)
bishie: JACK SPARROW, luv XD! - yep, nothing has changed XD

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Hn, actually I dun have anything special to say exept that I'm really shocked with yer answers to my last entry Gawd, I luv ye all so much, mates, for yer kindness that I feel like hugging ye all and squeezing ye hard until ye know ye DID have some bones
Sorca: You're a sadist...
Why, thank ye - I'm learning from the best ones *looks at Sorca*
Sorca: *sigh*
Fufufuh, I can't wait to see yer designs *__*
Um... If you didn't manage to read me last journal entry and didn't hear me yelling for help (somehow), I'm repeating myself:
Tencia needs a matura party (sounds stupid, me know XD) dress design. A formal, long, black, gothic dress with red or white items. If ye feel like designing one (just an overal outlook, it doesn't have to be made due to me sizes ), please HELP ME
Thankies ^^

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Fufufuh, how do ye like me new avatar, mates ? It's accurate for me current mania - PIRATES And that thing on the skull's forehead is a BUTTERFLY. a RED BUTTERFLY. Not a ribbon, ok?
Good.
Hope that ye all have said farewell to our uber-cute-uke Tsuzuki ^_^ I loved that avatar so much that it was extremely hard for me to change it Me trade mark avatar with sexy Tsu-chan... AWWW, I already miss him, BUT no one said I mustn't restore him when I'm bored with pirates
It's gonna be a long time, so ye better really hug him and cry...

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Nah, yesterday me and Cardigan tried to find names for our daughters we're going to give birth to XD (don't ask me how two women can have children without men's help. I dunno either ). The research was completed succesfully - our little doties will be called Blanche and Carmine It's really weird we searched amoung french names, to begin with
Lol...
~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3647987/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3647987/ Fri, 22 Oct 2004 09:30:41 PDT ). Not the party itself, but a DRESS is driving Tencia mad.
It is supposed to be a rather elegant evening so Tencia has to have her dress sewn as soon as possible, but first she gotta make a design...
Tencia is a metal-goth but is not able to draw gothic clothes, this is what ye call ironic <_<
SO, to every talented person who loves designing gothic clothes (and I know there's plenty of ye ) - if ye find a bit of time to make even a rough dress design for me, Tencia'll be OH SO VERY THANKFUL, she'll hug ye and pet ye and stroke ye to death And won't resist in drawing sth for ye in reward ^_^
Details:
* colour - black of course, may be with red or white elements
* quite modest (I mean without a pompous skirt )
* LONG
* Tencia luvs corsets
* 156 cm; short black'n'red hair
I leave the rest to ye. Ye're my last hope T_T
PLEASE, HELP ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3556227/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3556227/ Sun, 10 Oct 2004 10:26:12 PDT mood: ARRR! + + ('bout pirates) + + + + AHOY! + (and really bad eggs, yo ho!) + (rum isn't gone, mate) +
music: Pirates of the Caribbean soundtrack
song: "Yo ho, Yo ho" & "Jack Sparrow's theme" (not a song though)
game: load the cannons, me hearties!
eating: here fishy, fishy, fishy... (please stare at me like I'm a weirdo - I haven't eaten fish for years!)
drinking: RUM! but the rum is gone... in my stomach XD
drawing: pirates, lots of pirates
creating: my own Jack Sparrow plushie
destroying: my diet
learning: actually nothing at the moment, lazy me ass
plotting: how to stea... COMANDEER, comandeer a ship
wishing for: being a pirate
fetish: Jolly Roger *_* (it's a pirate flag... need I say more?)
bishie: JACK SPARROW, luv XD!

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Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot,
Drink up me 'earties, yo ho!

Ok. I'm in luv. Aye, AGAIN And I'm moving. Aye, AGAIN This time it will be a pirate ship but I still don't know where to find one... Steal - why of course, but Jack Sparrow... CAPTAIN Jack Sparrow, I mean, wouldn't be content if I did so... So I'm going to comandeer something nice :>
ARRR, Captain Tenka Swallow, known also as Bloody Maria or Bloody Butterfly need yer help, maty! ALL ON THE BOARD, me loyal crew - to sail for freedom! (and some rum too).
So, who wants to become a pirate and sail under my commands on a comandeered ship to the never ending lenghts of oceans and seas, arrr ? I wait for ye me hearties!

Aye, I know I'm quick as hell but I've just seen "Pirates of the Caribbean" and me love for pirates developped into an obssesion, meties I'm close to become a Johnny Depp's mad fan as he showed a great masterpiece of acting school in that film - just have a glance on his moves (especially the hips, arms and fingers), his face's mime (the way he narrows his eyes as he speaks) - it's all closely connected to his speech and creates a character with an unforgettable personality. Johnny Depp's a pro and it can be seen in his every movement.
And 'course Jack Sparrow rules my world now I dun care for Orlando Bloom much, but I find dark hair suiting him better :>
Ye may say the film is about a romantic love between a rich lady and a blacksmith. Ye may say it's about a paradox how a man who hates pirates from the bottom of his heart is destinated to become one. Ye may say it's a shit about a shitty curse and ye shit at it.
But I say it's a touching story about a dying race called pirates, which, with it's last breath, gave a birth to a man who's madly in love... with freedom - Captain Jack Sparrow. A rock star of his century.

Nyaaa~~~http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3510423/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 12:03:29 PDT mood: + + + + + + + + + :why there is no horsy T_T:
music: LOTR soundtracks
song: "In Dreams" and "Gollum's Song"
game: make myself do not eat chocolate
eating: NOTHING! it's a diet time, baby!
drinking: carrot juice
drawing: looo~ts of things... like Chet and Barthelemew, Alice, Dima and Alice, Dima and Nana x2...
creating: a heresy concerning LOTR. can't say what it is until it's done - I'm afraid of someone stealing it from me... Yesss, they stole it from USss... sorry
destroying: myself
learning: history (Polish history of the first Piasts)
plotting: a new outlook for my weblog
fetish: bear-shaped jellies. like this one and belts! lots of belts! those fantasy-like, brown leather belts!
bishie: does Gimli count ? I LUV HIM!
something: (it's RED, yesss...) + + +

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I'm in love And I'm moving! I'll be a horse mistress and fight like a medieval knight! WITH A SWORD! NYAHAHAHAHA!
Ok, ok, I'm calm now. My weirdness called "When something is popular - do not look at it. When something is losing it's popularity - TAKE IT!" (a long title, indeed) came back thanks to The Lord of The Rings movie. Yay I've seen the whole three parts a couple of times earlier, but as it was extremely popular (especially among the yaoi fangirls... yuck... I'm sure Tolkien is rolling in his tomb), I just moved aside. And now, when it seems like being forgotten a bit, I've felt the need to watch the whole series once again... And once again I have to admit that I'm totally in love with Rohan people (so galant, brave and concered about their honour), Rohan itself (I just can't live without visiting mountaints once in a while, almost feeling that sharp, proud and majestic form inside of me, breathing with a fresh air and dancing on the rocks... ), Edoras and My Lady Eowin That's why I'm moving ^_^
Gotta read The Lord of The Rings once more...

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3449992/ Tue, 28 Sep 2004 10:56:07 PDT mood: + + + + <-- it's history + < -- history as well +
music: Rammstein (at least sth normal... I mean, normal for my music taste)
song: "Mutter" by Rammstein
game: catch and eat Mr Carrot
eating: toasts fried on the pan with cheese; and carrots; yummy
drinking: Earl Grey
drawing: er... something for someone's birthday
creating: CHAOS! NYAHAHAHAHAHA!
destroying: my Asshole's (Roy Mustang's) figure
learning: chemistry <_<
plotting: a complete list of my bishies harem... that will be a looong list...
fetish: bear-shaped jellies. like this one
bishie: ohohohoho ^.^ it's a secret *uncontrolled yell* KIRA-SENPAIII~ DO NOT RUN AWAY FROM MY LOVE~~
something: (it's RED, yesss...) + + +

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28/09/2004

Remember this date to the rest of your life, 'cause it's a very important one for four reasons:
my beloved sweetheart 's 17th birthday
my close friend 's 16th birthday
my friend Peach-chan has just left to Germany for whole 6 months
I fell in love with "Girl's not Grey" by AFI, which I didn't find amazing at all for the first time (the music video rocks *_*)

Ekhem, as "Polish are not the geese - they do have their own language", Polish now

Moje zlotka.
Moja ukochana Cardi i moja droga Kiske (revenge ) - poniewaz dzisiaj los obdarowal Was kolejnym pieknym rokiem Washego rownie pieknego zycia (ktos ma waty???), bez ktorego moje nie mialoby sensu, chcialabym Was wysciskac, wycalowac, wyglaskac, wypiescic i w ogole wshystko "wy-"...
Sorca: Wykopac... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3362741/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3362741/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 12:52:29 PDT mood: + + + + + + + + + + +
music: Moonlight... er... Anita Lipnicka...?
song: "List z Raju" (A letter from Eden) Moonlight
game: I haven't played Garou for ages and it doesn't look like I'm going to in the near future <_<
fetish: butterflies, butterflies... and my dear Dima
bishie: Kira-senpai... AGAIN

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15.09.2004

ooh, I'm SICK! My throat hurts like it's going to burn (nihil novi... burning, I mean) and my temperature is still increasing which makes a usual headache even worse ==`
However, I risked going to school today, as I have prepared a long and boring lecture on expressionism and symbolism in Polish and european literature and art There were three other classes before Polish and I really hardly remember anything I was completely out of the reality, lol. Somehow I managed to survive until Polish classes when my prof told me she would like to listen to my lecture.... TOMORROW! May Father Lucifer be my witness, I thought I would KILL HER
And so I just went home in the middle of the lesson. Still, I'm not sure how I got there with no help
I do not have time to recover though, 'cause I have to study hard for the history test on friday
it's crazy, I can't afford being sick!

oh, whatever.

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14.09.2004

The period is over However I don't feel better, doh.
I started to think about quiting DA recently due to my this year's finals, which need a great amount of work. I'm constantly reminded that those 7 months remaining to the exams will pass in a blink of an eye and if I don't take myself into a strong hold of sweat squishing learning, I shouldn't even think about good marks at finals
Try to understand my situation, put yourself into my shoes (er.. boots ) and tell honestly if you would be able to catch the balance.
I have to prepare for four exams:
- Polish (my mother language) - it consists of two parts:
+ speaking - to the end of September I am to choose ONE subject amoung 150 that concerne Polish and european literature, connection between literature and o... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3307234/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3307234/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 10:34:17 PDT mood: + + + + + :ImagineADropOfPeriodBloodHere: + and some more fire...... BURN......
music: Hoobastank, SOAD, U2, Vertical Horizon, Seal
game: make-this-Mustang-figure-fall-off-the-mo nitor-on-the-floor
fetish: syringes - I've seen them a lot recently... even felt... CLOSELY
bishie: who cares about bishies when it's period time ==`???

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NO ENGLISH today. Sorry all non-Polish-my-journal-readers. If there are ones, I mean.

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Nie obchodzi mnie dzisiaj angielski.
Moja pierwsha notka in Polish. Yay. Cieshmy sie i radujmy. I tak bedzie w niej wiecej innych jezykow jak samego polonais
Anyways. Tak. Mam Okres. Jestem zla, wsciekla, gryze, tupie, rzucam figurka Mustanga o sciane i zaluje, ze nie moge tego zrobic z Mustangiem himself, udaje, ze ucze sie do jutrzejshego sypyry z pozytywizmu (sick!) i wyobrazam sobie jakby to bylo odwiedzac psorow w ich domach by im pokazac nowo nabyte pazury Wolverine'a... a potem na widok naglowkow w gazetach o pladze morderstw dokonanych nozem robilabym wielkie oczy i pytala "Ciekawe kto mogl to zrobic...?".
Pewnie Farfarello.
Sick, komar mnie uzarl w policzek. Ze wshystkich zyjacych istot nienawidze (procz ojca) tylko komarow. I pchel. Konkurencja zasrana, kurza morda, w pysk.

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To juz koniec, wiec na co sie jeshcze gapish?

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|+| Mah Girlfriend. Touch her and you'll die |+|

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|+| Mah Crazy Family |+|

~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3307001/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3307001/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 09:54:00 PDT |+| Absolute Guru |+|

Yi Lee


|+| In Love With... |+|




|+| Other amazing artists... |+|

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3263168/ Wed, 01 Sep 2004 13:41:50 PDT mood:
music: nya, can't help it, SOAD "Chop Suey!"
game: glomp Schu and scream "MY PRIIINCE~~!!!"
fetish: FIRE *________* BURN!!! DAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! <-- nothing changed
bishie: My bishi no.3 - SCHU-CHAN~~ luv ya ^3^

yeah, school. yeah, the last high school year. yeah, FINALS
naah, but who cares when it's Schuldig's birthday !!! yaaaay for the german 24 years old telepath and dream reader
actually, there isn't said anywhere that Schu was born 1st September, BUT with other girls from Stille (), as the biggest Weiss Kreuz freaks ever, we made up the birth dates for each Schwarz member
and Schu-chan (as he's German) was given the date of german invasion on Poland...

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nah, gotta sleep now. tomorrow - school. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

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|| Mad Beloved Ones ||

my luv, touch her and you'll die
my dearest malach mum
we-are-Twins!!!
my beloved cousin (she's dangerous, so watch out )
my perverted Sis ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3225166/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3225166/ Fri, 27 Aug 2004 15:36:14 PDT mood:
music: everything goes Gravitation
game: piss Mustang off! hell yeah!
fetish: FIRE *________* BURN!!! DAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
bishie: I'd say Roy Mustang (FMA), but it would cause him too much pleasure... so as long as I luv being mean to him... TODAY IT'S BISHOUJOU! B. Jenet (G:MofW), hell yeah

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nyahahaha, no, I'm not watching too much FMA these days and no, Mustang is not my new love or sth like that (HELL NO!!! I hate him, that is ). actually I've just realized that I had not told you about me and Mustang yet, nor made any drawings about our (mine and his) arguments... er, I mean adventures
er... so... I'm telling you about Mustang and me now happy? me not because I really do hate him and the reason is not the fact that both of us are fire masters... nor that he burned every flat we were supposed to live in together, as a part of a military integration project... ok, we burned those TOGETHER while using our fire as the only method for persuade our own rights...
er, I've got lost... oh, right. I do not hate Mustang because of all that things and many others (picking up random girls maniacally, making me wearing mini skirts, coming drunk home and claiming I'm his wife... and asking if children are asleep already ). no. I hate him for calling me Red Fury which sounds like "reddo fyuuri" in his mouth
how can I persuade him that I do not want State Alchemist-like nickname, 'cause I'm far away from being one, as my fire is a natural one and comes from my natural malach powers, not from alchemy??? AND I HATE MILITARY!!!!

phew... I guess I should (schuld ) start writing a diary about mine and Mustang's together life... it would be a tragi-comedy

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happy birthday wishes go for ! she's 17 now grow big, my dear~~ I hope that you liked your present as well as the burning cake

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|| Mad Beloved Ones ||

http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3194985/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 11:59:26 PDT mood: + + + + + + + + +
music: Hoobastank, VERTICAL HORIZON, Gackto-sama
music-video: everything-goes-Utena
game: Garou: Mark of the Wolves
fetish: stars! moon! my new hat
bishie: ~~KIRA-SENPAI & SCHU~~ (AS & Weiss Kreuz)

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lol, I have so much work waiting for me-nya~~! so many ideas poping in my head, I just can't wait for a bit of free time for myself, so I can draw it at last
just wait for a new Tencia's fetish
I know, I promise a lot... well, it's like an encouragement to make myself do what I have to do. OK!

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oh my, tomorrow my friend Ri-chan is going to visit me and stay at my place for a few days I can't wait to hug her, it'll be our first live meeting

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Gambit and Wolverine rock my world-nya~~ !

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Ali, I hope you're doing well with your colouring~~

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|| Mad Beloved Ones ||

my luv, touch her and you'll die
my dearest malach mum
we-are-Twins!!! http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3161641/ Thu, 19 Aug 2004 03:23:50 PDT Tencia Red Butterfly Presents:

ANOTHER CRAZY JOURNAL ENTRY, NYAAAHAHAHAHA

mood: + + + + + + + + + + + + +
music: Hoobastank "Pieces", VERTICAL HORIZON
book: "Ja, Klaudiusz" - historic one
film: FMA ep 42 - Scar-san
music-video: Gackto-sama & Ayumi Hamasaki - Silent Night
fetish: needles! <-- it's all because yesterday's surgery surgeries are a bunch of fun when you stay contious
bishie: ~~BADOU~~ (Dogs)

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lol, I'm back with my first new-old style artwork Hope that you like it and if not - I don't care at last I'm happy with what I do and don't get too serious about the technical side. I've just learnt how to enjoy drawing without cursing myself for each mistake. yay for me

I deleted a few pictures that I considered as extremely weak. sorry if you liked it

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however, I can't make the requests and kiribans back, yet. I'm sorry. I still need more time. thank you for your patience~~

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nya, I guess that I won't be able to get off of goth clothing but I've already freed myself from gothic lolita/loli-con thingie and I'm happy with that. which doesn't mean I... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3089613/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3089613/ Mon, 16 Aug 2004 00:33:03 PDT Tencia Red Butterfly Presents:

CRAZY JOURNAL ENTRY, NYAAAHAHAHAHAHA

mood: *licks the monitor* here you go
+ + + + + + + + <-- Oo?
music: Hoobastank "Pieces", Seal "Kiss From a Rose", U2 "Sunday Bloody Sunday"
book: "Ja, Klaudiusz" - historic one
film: Bible Black Gaiden - HENTAAAIII it's all influenced by 's arrival bad Techno and vicious CDs he has
music-video: Rurouni Kenshin OAV - Hoobastank "Pieces"
fetish: socks stripes!
bishie: Badou (Dogs)

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lol, my Mum is acting really strange lately and as a result of her crazyness, we came across whole town in order to... buy clothes. and shoes.
not strange enough? and if I tell you that the last time when I went shopping with my Mum was over one year ago? nyahaha, I luv her
anyways, 5 hours are still not enough to gather everything that I wished for. I still lack a short skirt and my precious high socks with strips... BUT I gained two pairs of pens and three () pairs of shoes (oh my beloved high trainers ) instead
I don't feel my legs... where are my legs?!

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nyahahaha, Tencia is going to change and estabilish her style AT LAST. just give her some time. if not, she'll fuck everything up and never ever draw again. yes, this IS a blackmail.

... it's because Tencia hates what she's doing...

don't get Tencia wrong, Tencia just tries to run away from all that heavy things which she has had enough. "heavy things" mean gothic lolita stuff especially, 'cause it became really tiring to handle...
Tencia means... when everyone is interested in the same thing, Tencia is not original anymore and that leads to her sick ambition who tells her to change something and stand out again.
Tencia works at her new style very hard so please be patient and do not hold her under the pression of drawing what YOU want, ok? she'll be very thankful
oh yeah and Tencia is afraid she has to hold up all the requests and kiribans... she's really sorry, especially when it was her who decided to take the requests.
but Tencia's personality is suffering a great pain and has to dig deep down herself to find and reveal her true nature, which she would like to copy on the paper...
if you still cannot understand, you're not Tencia's friend.
or you just don't speak English ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3010704/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/3010704/ Fri, 06 Aug 2004 11:45:47 PDT
everything started from two days long great pain in my right ear. painkillers were no use, I could hardly eat, 'cause my jaw hurt as much as ear - strange, ne? that's when Sorca declaimed to take care of me...
...and so I landed in the hospital, which I've just come back from
hospitals are a pain in da ass, I tell ya. in the middle of the 5th day of my staying, thay came up with an idea that the bacteria I was having could be dangerous for other patients and as a result, I landed in a ward of strickt izolation and quarantine. the next day I was freed.
don't ya just looove their logical thinking?
anyways, I'm back, still a little bit ill, but HEARING *_______* (I haven't mentioned yet that just after hospitalization also my left ear began to hurt )
I luv it.

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IMPORTANT INFORMATION!
I DO kiribans, but let ME decide WHICH number will it be, ok?

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KIRIBANS
~666 kiriban for Satsuki - 2% (if idea counts);
~777 kiriban for... Satsuki - 45% (here we go, naaaah XD)
~900 kiriban for Twinny - 5% (VERY unclear sketch --`)

REQUESTS
~for Xellia - Kaworu Nagisa (she had asked me to draw him before I took the requests ^^) - 2% (have an idea... *drool*)
~for Twin Star Sao - me and her, standing next to the birdcage where drunk Kay is trapped OR Sorca with naked chest XD (have na idea for both of them); - 20% for Sorca's chest
~for Irian - her chara (Irian ^^ - mozesh mi dostarczyc jakis rysuneczek?)
~for Vanny - two of us together 80%, nahahaha... it's yuri time XD INKED and HALF-COLOURED!
~for TEcHNO -
1. 65% (finished sketch; gotta use colours now but I'm not sure if I'm going to finish it. I guess it looks better in pencil.);
2. 95% - yeah, I' making another one; background left;
3. 5 % - birthday kitty present
~for Kinga - sth surprising... yeah, I can see it clearly... just a sketch for now
~for Klaudiush - I dunno... men like naked women I suppose...

OTHER THINGIES
~Something For My Beloved Twin - FINISHED
~God's Child - er, somewhere between 50-55% (inking, inking, inking, ink...)
~A True Meaning Of Beauty - I'd say 60%... it's still a sketch but very carefully drawn, so inking it will be a piece of cake; I'm afraid of colouring it, though...
~Humiliation - FINISHED
~Vincent - 60%, a vary clear sketch but I'm hell-yeah-so-afraid of inking it! if I screw it, I'll kill myself! and I'm serious!!!
~My Precious Pierrot - nehehe... I'm lazy; 50%
~3rd Planet From The Sun - tee-hee, dunno - 55%? (inking)
~Antiel=MGG - er, dunno.... 67%?
~Leviathan Crew - just gotta do it *____*
~Something For My Dear Sis Usada - Zazuge-kun - FINISHED
~FMDS&MA-H - inked and half coloured
~young Ronve with his evil twin bro - 20%
~young Ronve with Charlotte - 35%
~SFS-S - 15%
~K&L-FV - it's ready for inking *_* I luv this one 50%
~pseudo gothic half-nude chick - 50%
~Alice in Wonderland staff design:
+Mad... ]]> ~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/2574334/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/2574334/ Fri, 30 Jul 2004 03:09:21 PDT --
Nothing special in this update.
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IMPORTANT INFORMATION!
I DO kiribans, but let ME decide WHICH number will it be, ok?
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KIRIBANS
~666 kiriban for Satsuki - 2% (if idea counts);
~777 kiriban for... Satsuki - 45% (here we go, naaaah XD)
~900 kiriban for Twinny - 5% (VERY unclear sketch --`)

REQUESTS
~for Xellia - Kaworu Nagisa (she had asked me to draw him before I took the requests ^^) - 2% (have an idea... *drool*)
~for Twin Star Sao - me and her, standing next to the birdcage where drunk Kay is trapped OR Sorca with naked chest XD (have na idea for both of them); - 20% for Sorca's chest
~for Irian - her chara (Irian ^^ - mozesh mi dostarczyc jakis rysuneczek?)
~for Vanny - two of us together 80%, nahahaha... it's yuri time XD INKED and HALF-COLOURED!
~for TEcHNO -
1. 65% (finished sketch; gotta use colours now but I'm not sure if I'm going to finish it. I guess it looks better in pencil.);
2. 95% - yeah, I' making another one; background left;
3. 5 % - birthday kitty present

OTHER THINGIES
~Something For My Beloved Twin - FINISHED
~God's Child - er, somewhere between 50-55% (inking, inking, inking, ink...)
~A True Meaning Of Beauty - I'd say 60%... it's still a sketch but very carefully drawn, so inking it will be a piece of cake; I'm afraid of colouring it, though...
~Humiliation - FINISHED
~Vincent - 60%, a vary clear sketch but I'm hell-yeah-so-afraid of inking it! if I screw it, I'll kill myself! and I'm serious!!!
~My Precious Pierrot - nehehe... I'm lazy; 50%
~3rd Planet From The Sun - tee-hee, dunno - 55%? (inking)
~Antiel=MGG - er, dunno.... 67%?
~Leviathan Crew - just gotta do it *____*
~Something For My Dear Sis Usada - Zazuge-kun - FINISHED
~FMDS&MA-H - inked and half coloured
~young Ronve with his evil twin bro - 20%
~young Ronve with Charlotte - 35%
~SFS-S - 15%
~K&L-FV - it's ready for inking *_* 50%
~pseudo gothic half-nude chick - 50%
~Alice in Wonderland staff design:
+Mad Hatter - 50%
+Cheshire Cat - 0%
+Alice - 0%
+White Rabbit - 0%
+Queen of Hearts - 0%
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stolen from who stole it from who stole it from... ya do not have to fill it, it's just an experiment on people's lazyness

What Would You Do If
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:

Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
~Tencia http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/2557107/ http://Tencia.deviantart.com/journal/2557107/ Tue, 01 Jun 2004 10:08:30 PDT
I AM SO DAMN HAPPY!!!!!!!!!

FATHER LUCIFER, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!



LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!! (and I'm not narcistic )

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!! !

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