http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Tenderlilac&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Tenderlilac en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 04:30:39 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/27372431/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/27372431/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 10:21:39 PDT i haven't written a journal since james blunt's concert, which was like.. what.. forever?
i miss those days - me and my best friend counting how many days are left and screaming at each poster XD haha, funny days were those.
so, some news - back to school - 11th grade. nice, uh.
moving into the new house, my room is so empty and lonely now.
it's just me and the laptop, the walls, the carpet and a lot of boxes.
and, people, i swear, i have soooo many clothes that i don't think even the most famous hollywood star has so many >.<
chemistry test tomorrow. hate it. =.=


flickr anyone? i need to add some friends, it's pretty boring otherwise.
it's lke my third account XD but i promise, i'll take care of this one XD

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/23356475/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/23356475/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 04:36:40 PST I saw him, I was there and I was crying from happiness.
and it was so great and I can't still believe I was there and it happened to me.
He's just 'absolutely gorgeous!' <333

the best day in my life. I'm never gonna forget it.


]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/23318917/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/23318917/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 06:41:52 PST oh my God!
TOMORROW!!

in the morning I have an exam for Cambridge certificate and then in the evening - JAMES BLUNT! I'll see James Blunt!! He'll move, he'll talk and sing and.. he will be in front of me!! Oh my God!! it's gonna be the best day in my life <333

I haven't slept all night. my heart's gonna explode, it's not that big to take all of these emotions

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/23058350/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/23058350/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 10:24:34 PST wow. I've been offered some kind of a.. job at the local newspaper O.O
excited.

2 weeks till James blunt

oh, how could i fogot.. i won a photography competition at the same newspaper

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/22999015/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/22999015/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 09:12:29 PST there are 17 days and after that.. JAMES BLUNT! I'll see james blunt!
no patience.

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/22234270/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/22234270/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 21:55:11 PST birthday

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/21591269/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/21591269/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 01:36:06 PST Goood! I have a ticket for James Blunt's concert in Bulgaria <333
I have no patienceee

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/21040416/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/21040416/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 00:19:04 PDT [link]

oh, my God! James Blunt in Bulgaria! Aaa, I wanna go! <33

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/19698406/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/19698406/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 11:22:39 PDT
here I come, sea!


Club owner: ~lilacartists

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/19156689/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/19156689/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 03:18:36 PDT искам несебър.

edit: 13,000 Pageviews!! THANK YOU!


Club owner: ~lilacartists

Club member: ~bgteenart ~bulgaria *OldSchoolTime *Black-White-Club *justportraits *PortraitClub

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/18425911/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/18425911/ Wed, 21 May 2008 05:52:26 PDT мързи ме да пиша на инглиш.

~ScreamingMind ме таг-на ( сун )
тр. да напиша 8 неща за мен; предпочитам да не тагвам никой

1. мога да бъда и ужасно лигава, и ужасно сериозна
2. в 7 кл. исках да уча астрофизика, сега намразвам физиката
3. обичам шоколада с портокал на милка, мразя шоколад с фъстъци и изобщо всякакви ядки
4. уча в пмг, не обичам математиката[когато не я разбирам]
5. родена съм на 28 декември
6. обичах зимата, отскоро предпочитам лято
7. искам на концерт на Остава и мач на националния по волейбол
8. обожавам морето при залез, особено в Несебър



без теб на тишината съм президент.



Club owner: ~lilacartists

Club member: ~bgteenart ~bulgaria *OldSchoolTime *Black-White-Club *justportraits *PortraitClub

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/18097735/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/18097735/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:24:24 PDT this maths is getting me down.
I want Sunday.
I miss my poetry, my inspiration.



'cause I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul


Club owner: ~lilacartists

Club member: ~bgteenart ~bulgaria *OldSchoolTime *Black-White-Club *justportraits *PortraitClub

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/17692855/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/17692855/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 01:10:28 PDT I'm ill. I can't stop coughing, my throat is so lacerate..
I have a temperature, headache and stomachache.



Perfect, isn't it?
>.<


Club owner: ~lilacartists

Club member: ~bgteenart ~bulgaria *OldSchoolTime *Black-White-Club *justportraits *PortraitClub

P.P. Juno! Great movie <3

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/17419035/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/17419035/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 23:40:49 PDT gggggggggr
I have written soooo much
and it disappear *kill herself*

дишай, издишай, дишай, издишай
така..

blah. really really crazy world
20th march and it's snowing
SNOOOOW *screaming hysterically*
I love snow, but honestly I miss summer ♥
I expect a new digital camera ^^
nothing interesting bout me
school school and again school
my waist hurts

абе, тия англичани нямат ли си дума за 'кръвно налягане'
нвм, мойто вчера беше 95/60
мн. ми беше зле


Добро утро, аз съм добре, мигам с очи умно и
поглеждам навън - сив град - нормално е, някак...

Отново за всички е делник,отново сърдит понеделник
Прекарай със мен един-rock`n-roll-ден!

И може би искаш рай - прости ми не съм велик самурай..
Спаси ме от скучен делник,остани с мен - в понеделник!


Club owner: ~lilacartists

Club member: ~bgteenart ~bulgaria *OldSchoolTime *Black-White-Club *justportraits *PortraitClub

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/17251001/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/17251001/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 10:52:49 PDT Преди малко карах ролери под дъжда!
Беше велико.
<3

В очите ми целуват се студени безразличия.
На плаха кроткост вчера щерка бях,
а днес кръстосват се във мен приличия.
Снежинки стрелват ме със шепи смях.

Във мене слънчеви огньове се преплитат,
рисуват някъде поети мойте длани.
А някъде дълбоко в мен са скрити
черти, които други не познават..




Favourite fav ever: [link]

Club owner: ~lilacartists
Club member: ~bgteenart ~bulgaria *OldSchoolTime *Black-White-Club *justportraits *PortraitClub

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16960431/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16960431/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 22:58:57 PST ~Lasaraleen tagged me

RULES

1- Write again those rules.
2- Each person tagged have to write 8 things about herself/himself.
3- He/she has to write those things into her/him journal.
4- He/she will have to tag 8 more people at the end.
5- Go into their dA page and notice that you've tagged them.

1. I have Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
2. I have practise national dances 7 years, ballet - 2 and now I do swimming ^^
3. I study at Natural Mathematical high school` I understand maths, but in fact I don't like it
4. I'm cigarette allergic
5. I'm fucking sensitive :Р
6. I have one sister
7. I adore reading and writing
8. I hate sour cucumbers

I tag *Ecclesiast ~KoriFaye ~Hurtmore ~whisperingthoughts aaand.. noone else ^^

Club owner:
Club member: ~bgteenart ~bulgaria ~OldSchoolTime *Black-White-Club *justportraits *PortraitClub

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16280261/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16280261/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 03:16:00 PST favourite now: [link]

чид на мен си :mrgreen:
да бъда все същата лигава непоносима мрънкаща влюбчива поетеса,да ядосвам хората,които мислят,че не съм никаква поетеса : )
по-бързо да стана на 18,за да мога да ида на северния полюс
ии..абе да ме затрупа една лавина стихотворения : )

amazed by: [link] , [link] , [link]

Club owner:
Club member: ~bgteenart *bulgaria ~OldSchoolTime *Black-White-Club *justportraits *PortraitClub

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16198335/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16198335/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 11:02:49 PST ..to all of you
In fact,I hard call together with the new year..I miss the old one..I don't know why,but..
anyway =]
There`s nothing interesting 'bout me..
My birthday has gone.. there`s no snow.. =[
Heey,yesterday I took some ballet photos with my awesome little ballerina cousin

Fav. s now: [link] & [link]

Club owner:
Club member: ~bgteenart *bulgaria ~OldSchoolTime *Black-White-Club *justportraits *PortraitClub

p.s. There`s so much snooow!!!!!
I just can't believe,I only scream happily,standing under the big snowflakes <3
It`s exactly like a fairy-tale <3
I`ll submit photos tomorrow

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16147233/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16147233/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 12:38:44 PST Favourite now: [link]

I`ve been featured [link]

P.S. Look at this: [link]
It`s just..amazing

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16132350/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16132350/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 01:19:45 PST

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16056299/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/16056299/ Wed, 26 Dec 2007 01:25:44 PST Merry Xmas everybody
Thank you all for the awesome present: [link]


Be featured:
From

The first 10 PEOPLE who reply to this journal and tell me that they want a spot will have me go through their gallery and pick three of their deviations, which in turn will be featured in this journal.

The catch is that to qualify, you MUST post a similar journal. This gives us an opportunity to really appreciate and support this artistic global community we've got going on here.

I'm not subscribed, so I'll be able only to put the links!

Go on - 5 places
____________________
Favourite now:[link]

1.
- MyBirthday un
- Sunflower
- Derara isis's board

2.
- Body will be broken again 3
- Break and Enter
- Butterfly ID

3.
- It's winter
- Seasons Change..
- Christmas spirit..

4.
- You Don't Love Me
- The Butterfly Effect
- Christmas Lights

5.
- Pine
- Rainbow
- Snowy road again

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15938854/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15938854/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 07:46:07 PST Most favourite photo-er: ~SmallStranGer
Most favourite s now: [link] [link] [link] [link]
Most favourite s ever: [link] [link]
Club owner:
Club member:



~Tabitka has tagged me

How stupid are you?

[] I have walked into a glass/screen door.

[ ] I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face.

[ ] I have choked on my own spit.

[ ] I’ve seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.

[ ] I type only with my pointer fingers.

[] I have accidentally caught something on fire.

[ ] I’ve told a cop to freck off and gotten screwed for it.

[] I attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidentally went into my nose, rather than my mouth.

[] Sometimes when I think of something funny, I laugh out loud and people look at me weird.

[] I’ve caught myself drooling.

[ ] I’ve accidentally caused an explosion.

[ ] If someone says the word "fart", I can’t help but laugh.

[] I’ve turned into a "do not enter" one way road plenty of times.

[] Sometimes I just stop thinking & zone out.

[ ] It is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow.

[ ] I just tried to lick my elbow. [hehe ]

[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from me.

[] People often tell me to use my "inside voice". [a friend of mine told me this three times today ]

[ ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15791689/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15791689/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 10:41:32 PST has tagged me xD

QUIZ 1
Cinderella:
[ ] One of your parents is dead
[ ] You are expected to do a lot of chores.
[] You love to dress up.
[] You love animals
[ ]You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[] Your mom is really strict.
[ ] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you.
[ ] You're afraid to speak your mind sometimes.
[] You have left your shoes at a friend's house before
[ ] You have blonde hair
TOTAL: 5


Belle;
[] You've fallen in love with someone your friends didn't like.
[ ] You've been lost in the forest.
[] You love to read.
[ ] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind.
[ ] One of your family members is a bit weird.
[ ] You have done volunteer work
[] You have a wild imagination.
[ ] You love to take care of people in need.
[ ] You've had guys like you only because they think you're pretty
[] You've rejected at least one person when they've asked you out.
TOTAL: 3

Jasmine;
[] Your dad is important.
[ ] You are very clever
[] You've fallen in love with someone way different from you
[] You're unique and different from everyone else
[] You'd never marry someone just because they were rich
[ ] You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[ ] You don't have a lot of friends
[ ] You're independent
[] Your parents try to control YOUR life.
TOTAL: 4

Ariel:
[] Your parents expect a lot from you
[ ] You really try to follow the rules, but it's hard for you
[] You're a bit of a trouble maker |I would say a LOT of trouble maker |
[] You're the youngest in your family
[ ] You have a lot of sisters
[] You collect something
[ ] You have/had long hair
[ ] You have/had a pet fish.
[] You're extremely curious
[ ] You believe everything people tell you/you're a bit gullible.
TOTAL: 3


Snow White;
[ ] You know that you're beautiful
[] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you.
[] You've almost been killed.
[ ] You have at least seven good friends
[ ] You've had food poisoning
[] You have/had short hair
[] You get along with almost everyone
[ each of them have smth unique] All of your friends are different
[ ] You love to have a good... ]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15776210/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15776210/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 06:17:09 PST so great song..it makes me cry

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now Im only falling apart

P.P. Take a look at her: she is really good and deserve more pageviews =]

Favourite now: [link]

edit: 4 дек.07.
днеска ми е много гаден ден,трябва да се оплача на някой
избягахме от истерията/е,намериха се трима да не искат да избягат О.о /после тая дойде,и ни нарече "фъстъци" и ни уби всякакъв страх (rofl)
и сега цялото училище ни знае като фъстъците,осмелили се да избягат при тая
дори няколко човека дойдоха,за да ни поздравят и да ни кажат,че вече сме новите им идоли XD
тва беше първото ми бягане от час О.о чувствам се виновно
ии..ще правим контролно О.о е,още по една двойка..тая по-висока от тройка и без тва не пише xD

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15743377/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15743377/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 23:00:48 PST My favourite season
Christmas,my birthday,and snow-if we have luck
I love soo much snow
There`s a volleyball game today- Bulgaria:Japan


Most favourite photo-er: ~SmallStranGer
Most favourite now: [link]
Most favourite ever: [link]
Club owner: ~lilacartists
Club member: ~bgteenart *bulgaria ~OldSchoolTime

Edit:

1) Full name?
Iordanka

2) Male/Female?
Female

3) Were you named after anyone?
no one

4) Does your name mean anything?
nothing

5) Nickname(s)?
Dani,Danche,Lilac,Liuliu

6) What do you think you look like?
um..a human maybe? xD

7) Date of birth?
28th December

8) Place of birth and current location?
Blagoevgrad,Bulgaria

9) Nationality?
Bulgarian

10) Astrology sign?
Capricorn,hehe

11) Chinese astrology sign?
Monkey

12) Religion?
Christian

13) What's your favorite smell?
book`s smell

14) Political Position?
I hate politics xD

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
tea

16) Hair + eye color?
Brown

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
I don't think so

18) What do you look like?
Hey, cheater, that was already answered

19) Any unusual talents?
Writing

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
Straight

22) What do you do for a living?
Student

23) What do you do for fun?
Listening music,reading books,In fact I don't have enough time

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?
Pen

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
pen & sheets

26) Have you met your grandparents?
Hahaha,yes,of course xD

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Nope

28) Crush?
Uh?

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
well..Matey Kazyiski xD

30) Current worries?
School frustration

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
and a lot of other people

32) Favorite place to be?
where have a lot of snow xD

33) Least favorite place to be?
Philosop... ]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15404523/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15404523/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 10:47:18 PST I HATE CHEMISTRY!!!
I....grrrrr....it`s so difficult...last year we were studying only English,and now we don`t remember almost anything...especially chemistry...gr..it`s like..like smth absolutely new about you,like you first hear of it...I don`t know how I`m going to manage with this..
I have an English test tomorrow...I hate my new teacher..but..that`s the situation..
and I`m so tired...I want Monday to come quicklier,I have swimming lessons then.It`s the only way for me to unload all the negative energy down of me..

Most favourite fav now: [link]
Most favourite stamp: [link]
Most favourite fav ever: [link]
Most favourite photo-er: :
Clubs member:
Club owner:

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15225852/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15225852/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 06:52:36 PDT is admin with me of our Lilac Club
Join us :


I have 40 watchers Thanx,guys
lately I don`t have enough time...I go to school only for my maths lessons [there`s a school strike,but my maths teacher doesn`t be on strike] Even now I`m trying to determine my maths homework.It`s sooo boring...I suppose I`ll finish with it,if I switch the computer off,but...
Oooh,tomorrow`s gonna be the perfect day ever I`ll go to Sofia to see some of my best Internet friend I have no patience!



Most favourite photo-ers
Clubs :
Like the style of &
The newest person,I`m watching :

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15099862/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/15099862/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 10:35:57 PDT Clubs:


link



Your Boy Side
[ ] You love hoodies
[] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[] Talk with food in your mouth.
[] Wear boxers.
Total = 9 boy points

Your Girl Side
[] You wear lip gloss.
[] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink.
[] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[] You like wearing jewelry.
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[] You care about what you look like.
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/14894623/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/14894623/ Wed, 03 Oct 2007 05:13:12 PDT Most favourites photo-ers







http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/14740999/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 09:30:44 PDT Wow,right now I found the movie The Hitchhiker`s Guide to the Galaxy [I`m reading the book this week,I swear,it`s the most abnormal think I`ve ever read ]
Am... school`s going on well..."well" means studying close to the late night`s hours
I have amazing Physics teacher He talk like the teacher from the movie Dead Poets Society =}
But,unfortunately,I don`t like my new English teacher =/

Most favourite photo =}



]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/14571605/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/14571605/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 06:42:54 PDT
Oh.I hate this pink grapefruit,that I`m drinkin` at the moment...I even don`t know why I`m tippling it...
I was with Radi just before minutes...we made sooo funny and sweety photos I don`t know when I`m going post them...It was a big amusement.
I <3 Dareen Hayes`s songs...they`re so tender.
Oooh,today I understand who`s going to be my new class teacher.She is sooo incredible woman,a maths teacher.She explain so good,even I understand her [as a matter of principle I hate maths] And she`s really good person,I`m so happy that she`s going to be my new class and maths teacher.
I only hope my former literature teacher to be the same...
Ooh,let's wish I`ll have a good chemistry teacher [I hate chemistry even more than maths ]
Maybe I made you weary ... sorry



Most favourite photo <3

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/14539019/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/14539019/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 00:41:46 PDT

click here...I love this song

Darren Hayes - Lost Without You

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
I must say, a little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
'Cause I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers
Never giving in
But baby I was wrong
I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side

And if we ever said we'll never be together
and we ended it with goodbye
I don't know what I'd do
You know I've been lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is
Im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues?
Baby i'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You know that you're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my bed's so cold at night
I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right
No I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side

If we ever said we'll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
I don't know what I'd do
You know I've been lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
And all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now
Make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

Oh
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side

If we ever said we'll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
I don't know what I'd do
You know I've been lost without you

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Най-открито правя реклама Ии..мързи ме да пиша на инглиш...
Та,това горе е най-прекрасния цикламен чадър,съществувал някога на земята.И понеже има 100 pageviews,а заслужава 10000000,ви препоръчвам да хвърлите по едно/може и по две/око на нещата й ^.^ Благодаря.

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/14237380/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/14237380/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 08:35:57 PDT Well,I`m really in love with the work of some photographers here,in DA...







And this ID is my favourite shot these days ^.^

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13869164/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13869164/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 04:27:06 PDT Уф,сега пък отивам на село..побърках се от толкова пътуване...и като зн там каква жега ее...тука 48,там сигурно 52 =/
Както винаги,разбира се,съм взела повече книги отколкото дрехи
Е,току що излязох от банята,а мразя да съм мокра,така че - чао на всички..до след седмица-две ^.^

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13853500/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13853500/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 00:15:36 PDT I can`t believe ! Our bulgarian medics are finally on Bulgarian soil !!!
I`m so excited anf happy,I`m just screaming and jumping ....
I`m going to remember this day all my life...
LOVE YOU,GIRLS !!!

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13839677/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13839677/ Sun, 22 Jul 2007 23:21:34 PDT Най-сетне у дома...
Няма по-хубаво от Македонско.
Морето никога не ме е привличало особено.Мразя вода.Особено когато е в големи количества.
Важното е,че видях Надя и Сузи
П.П. След доста обикаляне по черноморието,накрая се установихме в Равда

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13769757/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13769757/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 12:28:13 PDT Just now Mum and Dad decided that we will go to the Black sea after two hours It`s going to be funny adventure
I`ll miss you,people
I`ll be back on Sunday.
Many kisses for you all.
Love you

И представете си-даже не знаят на къде точно сме тръгнали за сега се говори нещо за Ахелой ... Абе..обичам ви

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13717506/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13717506/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 07:20:00 PDT И като че ли нарочно продължават,защото знаят,че съм много по-чувствителна от тях....и се подиграват с това,като че ли им доставя удоволствие да разберат,че плача заради глупавите,непремерените им думи.
Понякога не мога да разбера останалите...всички са толкова озлобени и са готови да те разплачат,само защото си по-добър от тях...

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13706390/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13706390/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 09:55:16 PDT 3:0 с/у Русия....егати позорния мач за цялата българска нация...
Уф,зн че приемам прекалено навътре нещата,обаче тоя отбор тоолкова много го обичам...
На -8 точки сме...ебати...и ако Бразилия победи Русия/ще се моля Жиба да се разболее/ще го видим през крив макарон финала...
Толкова ми е гадно,че вече почнах някви свръх тъпи заглавия за журнал да слагам...
"бръм...",оф,зле съм...

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13702266/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13702266/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 23:52:59 PDT I have the feeling our guys are playing in Bulgaria - it was just perfect audience ^_^
Today we`re going to play with Russia

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13670992/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13670992/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 12:09:21 PDT Монк почна,пак ще го пропусна...уф...
Тия дни ще ходя на село...ще преполовя библиотеката в читалището,ще напиша десетина стихотворения,пет-шест разказа и ще си дойда изгоряла от слънцето.И напълняла.Това е едно от предимствата.Ако не ходех на село щях да заприличам на сламена клечица...

She wants to go home...
but nobody`s home...

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13481091/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13481091/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 05:42:57 PDT "Музикантът на други надежда раздава
И само от своята музика той се нуждае
Да взема не иска, той само дарява
Човешкото щастие - това е, което желае"

Lasaraleen

велико е,момиче...

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13443064/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13443064/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 07:09:43 PDT It`s 44 degrees!!!
My chocolate is melting by the hot weather.
I think I`ll die young because of this fuckin` global warming... <_>
Oh,I don`t have enough strength to write any more...

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13402778/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13402778/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 05:28:52 PDT
Чудех се какво име да сложа на втория си журнал, и понеже ям боб в момента
Ама друго си е да си дрънкаш глупости на български,без да се чудиш дали т`ва дет си написал на англ.е правилно
ОБИЧАМ ТЕ,РАДИИИИ
т`ва беше главната цел на тоя журнал.
Ради е момичето с китарата от снимките ми
Най-добрата ми приятелка.
Слънцето ми (sun).
Горката тя-догодина на нейния изпит след 7 кл. се очаква да й се паднат по-гадни от тазгодишните неща...
"Сърце" им се падна на малките значи...късметлии са...
Ауу къв готин батко видях днес в ПМГ-то *шок и ужас*леле за такива очи,за такива мускули като неговите едва ли някой даже си е мечтал...11 клас е пича...голям ми се вижда
Почвам да говоря глупости...
Да да спирам по-добре и да се отдам с цялата си душа на изяждането на боба...

]]> ~Tenderlilac http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13366134/ http://Tenderlilac.deviantart.com/journal/13366134/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 08:09:30 PDT
I decided to dedicate my first journal to Bulgaria.
I really love my country.And I`m proud I live here.I know that every person here is proud of our nation.
And because of this I`m happy our country is more renowned nowadays.
Figure skating world champions are bulgarian-Albena Denkova and Maksim Staviski.
Number 3 in the world volleyball are Bulgarians.
We are at number 4 in the world artistic gymnastics.
We have one of the best chess players in the world-Veselin Topalov.
And one of the best woman athlete-Ivet Lalova.
Oh!And what I can say about our participation in the 4th book of Harry Potter
I just love Bulgaria.
P.P. Oh,I had an English exam yesterday ^_^ I wrote an essay on a subject called "Describe the ideal parent-child relationship"...

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