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[link] ]]> ~TenebranAngelis finding her http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1472035/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1472035/ Sun, 30 Nov 2003 17:13:50 PST a red sea weighed down with salt
a language only spoken by the moon
Reminds me what to do before i loose you.

Part of the alchemy -
the intoxication injected into me
sliding into white ivoryy sheets
that we've stained with blood
your bodys movements in my flavor
tempting me
To see you in another way, when i touch you.
A raging gap between reality
Now your tapping into me,
The chemistry,
of my heart.

blood soaked soil
And i only see you
Frost builds upon my fingers
Like ice crystals i stab you with
No more then the claws angels tear you with
an ornament i can only decorate you with
and crumble with this dream
Reaching within the fire
and butterflies burn as they sheild me
I now got the claws to tear through them
to get to her.

Healing you
with the gift i'v be crowned with
beneath my wings
unblind you
Stay with me forever
Poison the lillys we grew and bless the skies
With the ravens harmoney.

Silence the windows
and the meadows uncalming
serphants afflicting
visions of you
its becoming shallow
bend into these lies
ever reaching
with the sun preaching
and the blood circulation beating
to our curved tounges
your body too splendid
our language so secret
inside, outside, upside down
play upon the devils ground
to her revalation
imagination
opening the door
be my connection
and my love only lies with you.

falling -
into another angels arms.

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Going to the mall later today, the usual one. Buying dresses. ]]> ~TenebranAngelis our vow http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1450706/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1450706/ Fri, 28 Nov 2003 12:10:50 PST to dig myself out of this grave.
the soil was cold
but not as cold as your soul,
show me what it takes to make you bleed,
To travel across the hate
to see you, scracth inside,
going to cutt out the wasp you've put in me
in your cradel
i stole the princess and made a bride
oh prescious princess, i'v put your grave to my cup
was it wine i tasted, you're not alone beneath that veil
constalations within our thrown, and blood pours from the walls at night
tasted your nightmare, and oh it smells so sweet.
your lost in the valley, everythings a shadow,
you can only taste the fear.
and now that your dead, im putting you in my grave.

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collide, cradle of filth and KORNS NEW CD - TAKE A LOOK IN THE MIRROR ]]> ~TenebranAngelis i bleed black. http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1434347/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1434347/ Fri, 21 Nov 2003 20:59:05 PST cutt
the flesh
to find
the wound.
i think
i found one
in you too.
I
bleed
for you.
I
need to
bleed it
out.
i
only
cutt my
heart in
the dark.

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static-x ]]> ~TenebranAngelis The soils comforting. http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1419914/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1419914/ Tue, 18 Nov 2003 17:58:33 PST Just one step
and I cant make it all fall.
I will take it all to the grave
Taking all my shame
and my pain.
I'll take it all to the grave.

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[link] ]]> ~TenebranAngelis let me steal your wings. http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1408723/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1408723/ Sun, 16 Nov 2003 10:13:54 PST i want to taste your sins
on my tounge
dont want your love
just want you
i wont stabe you in the back
that'd be so cruel
But I can be so cruel
To stab you in the front
that precious face
ill peel like a apple
beg to me
Just like i begged to heaven
cower to me
i want to kill the emotions you have for me
want to lay you down
taste that flesh
cast you down
to the dirt you grew from
poison
exit through fear
let me lick your wounds
want to hear you cry for the grave
i wont be denied

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[link] ]]> ~TenebranAngelis i am nothing. http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1404029/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1404029/ Sat, 15 Nov 2003 19:53:17 PST im forgetting why im here,
and who i am.

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[link] ]]> ~TenebranAngelis [x] Within You http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1397246/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1397246/ Fri, 14 Nov 2003 17:48:39 PST You precious thing
You slarve and near exhaust me
Everything I'v done
I'v done for you
I move the stars for no one
You run so long
You run so far
Your eyes can be so crual
Just as I can be so cruel
Though i do believe in you
Yes I do
Live without your sunlight
Love without your heartbeat
I, can live
Within you

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[x] Im sick. I can hardly breath. My eyes burn. My nose burns. Fuck off.
[x] I suck at digital art, I may just give up. On the count of that my digital camera sucks, and I don't have Photo Shop.
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[link] ]]> ~TenebranAngelis And you made me scream to heaven your name. http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1387453/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1387453/ Tue, 11 Nov 2003 15:32:14 PST And little drops of blood trickling down my head.

The blade to the vein,
only got deeper the more i spent with you.
Can you hear my screaming,
Should i turn this up for you, I scream your name still.

Screaming to the world, a tainted child i was.
what did youmake of me.
You dug my name in your arm,
is this what you wanted to become of me.

And sometimes,
In the dark, I see you infront of me.
Opening my eyes, I fill you beneath my skin.
Wake me up one more time,
And at the time, you know what would become of me.
you lived me in a lie.
Bring me to life.

You told me of that disease, i remember.
And through the days I spent breaking,
You knew what was transforming into me.
Didn't you see me, the child fighting in me.
Staring in wonder, i bled no regret.
And I never betrayed you,
Yet I accepted your beatings. I still love you.

You were to tainted. You're not real
To see the tears. But i felt you taste them off my skin
And I dug those words, into my soul
To drown with you, in the deepest end.

Your presence still lingers,
and my wounds from you havent healed,
i cried for you to wipe away those fears, you held my hand,
with thorns you wrapped my mind.

You watched them feast off me, pain thrusts in me.
The pain was just to r e a l.
You said you deliver me into the light,
You said you were an angel whose come to save me,
But the pain was to real, each cutt you made closer to my vein.
But still I loved you, I couldn't leave you.
You said you were my sister.
You told me how one day we'd enter the light.
You said the angels would deliver us.
You made me call you angel.
But why did you deliver so much pain?

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[link] ]]> ~TenebranAngelis you don't see beneath it. http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1382401/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1382401/ Mon, 10 Nov 2003 15:03:26 PST beauty...
is for those chosen to have it.
beauty...
was created to deceive.
beauty...
is to hide something else it's not.
beauty...
is something everywhere, yet unnoticed.
beauty...
never lasts.
beauty...
isn't real.
beauty...
is like a flower, it's petals will one day fall.
beauty...
is a sin.

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[link] ]]> ~TenebranAngelis music http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1374389/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1374389/ Thu, 27 Nov 2003 15:59:06 PST [music]
This is music I either have:
x recommend
x love
x listen to personally
x respect
x listened to
x rate

I rate 1-6, not 1-5, cause i needed one more.

*= blah. A little bit a waste of time but yea.
**= Alright, theyre ok. Sounds much like alot I heard. But They're alright. Occasionally listens to them.
***=Worth the time to listen to. Great ideas, melody. Listens to them alot. Really good band. Respects them.
****= Almost to be obsessed about. Listens to them alot. Awsome band.
*****= Love them.
******= Obsessed. Worship. Whatever.

Some I either havent rated yet or heard enough of them to rate.

Please share your comments on bands, recommend me some, maybe share your favorites. I always love listening to things. Industrial, Goth, Metal, Black metal, Rock, Dark Metal, Jrock, and so on!

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A
Alice in chains, Adema(*****), ArchEnemy(******), Assemblage 23, Ateryu, Angels in bondage(****), As I Lay Dying

B

C
Collide(******), Coal Chamber(*****), Children of Bodom(*****), Cradel of Filth( ******), Cannibal Corpse(***), Chaos Opera(****), COFFIN FOR MARY(*** ), Curve, Chimaira(**),

D
Darkwell, Dimmu Borgir(******), Dark Sanctuary, Deftones(***), Draconian, Disturbed(***), DISTORTED REALITY, Dissonance, Drowning Pool(****), Dead Elizabeth

E
Evanesence(**), Eternal

F
FICTION 8, Fields Of The Nephilim, From Autumn to ashes

G
GodHead, Godsmack(****), GravelSeed(**** ), Gothica(*****)

H
HIM(*****), Halo in Reverse, Hocico

I
Immortal, In Flames(***), Informatik

J
Jack off jill

K
Korn(******), Kittie(****), The Kovenant, Kilswitch Engage(****), KMFDM|MDFMK, Kidney Thieves(****),

L
Lollipop Lust Kill, Lullacry(****), Lacuna Coil(******), Linkin park(***), L'AME IMMORTELLE

M
Malice Mizor(****), Mushroomhead, Marylin Manson(*****), Moonspell(**), My dying Bride, Morbid Angel, Mudvayne( *****)

N
Nine Inch Nail, Numb

O
Ocanthus, Orgy(*****), Opeth(*****), Old Man's Child

P
P.O.D(***), Placebo

Q

R
Rammstein(***), Razed In Black, RA(**)

S
Society 1(****), Shadows Fall(***), Static x(*****), Stabbing westward(**** ), Sevendust, Slipknot(****), Shakespeare In Hell(***), Somnus(***), Superjoint Ritual(**), Strapping Young Lad(****), Sisters Of Mercy, Samael, Skinny Puppet(****), Suicide Commando

T
Thus Defiled(**), Tool(****), Training For Utopia, TATU(***), The Birthday Massacre(**), The Azoic(****)

U

V
Vital Remains, VNV Nation, Velvet Acid Christ, Volitare

W
Wumpscut

X
Xanther,

Y

Z ]]> ~TenebranAngelis Cast me to that endless sea, it crys for me. http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1373548/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1373548/ Sat, 08 Nov 2003 13:56:53 PST time stands a string,
the hourglass stands still.

Choke me under, your heavy debree.
Haunting long lost words plauge me.
i feel your lips, Taste my skin.
Insects in your kiss.

Im already to s i n n e d,
to be punished for.
the salvation i dont want to beg from you,
please take me to an end.

the flowers fell, you said they cradeled here.
i heard the echo,
when heaven bent for me.
Cause it was then when you cast me in your arms.
theres no locket to my escape,
you promised me, that the pain would go away.
show me a release, make me feel complete.

send me to a place,
where the willows never weep.
empty cradels rock.
graves forever sleep,
lullabys so sweet.

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[link] ]]> ~TenebranAngelis communitys http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1373350/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1373350/ Fri, 28 Nov 2003 09:37:55 PST [communitys]
These are my communities I have joined in. They're always updated, so these are the ones I have joined. Theres alot of communities out there. Im not to good in communities though, Not that social. I just linger and view.

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]]> ~TenebranAngelis ..i hope tonight it doesnt reach me. http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1370555/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1370555/ Fri, 07 Nov 2003 18:39:02 PST in this emptiness and lonliness..
im so scared.
cause i know theres something of this.
i know theres something in this..
I know thats somethings here with me...
..i know because i feel it around me.
i know cause i can see it far away...
i know cause i can see it coming closer...
i can hear it coming closer... im so scared...
...i remember that long lost language..
i remember that long lost face...
...why have they come back to me, why has he...

why can't i escape...

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]]> ~TenebranAngelis I need not love, but salvation. http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1358709/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1358709/ Sat, 08 Nov 2003 12:50:28 PST without breath, i cant seize hope. Inside..
Inside the sin, beneath the flesh
I can't be punished for, Wheres the mercy?
Inside the pain, within the flame
I'v been given to
To burn me through, before shadows claim me.

Angels wept, and darkness kept
Yet to my misery they turned away, but they came.
Stabbing, in my grave im heaving, bleeding
Angels kneeling, A sea is forming.
To my lips, which it burns
Tears the flesh,
theres no life in these veins, blood i have bled for you.

Something told me,
Im just chocking - on butterflies.

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. http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1293053/ Sun, 19 Oct 2003 11:13:18 PDT Gather up all the h a t e you have for me.
Some things I can take no longer,
But I do have the empathy.

Something is calling.
I can't keep from falling.
I am,
What was,
What is,
And what will be.

Save some for me,
You know your MINE.
I'v made a crack inside your mind.
Don't look at me,
As if I had time,
To show you the l o v e I have yet to find.

Don't see me like I can be saved,
You've came to late in time,
Don't try so hard to make me see,
This captured dove Can't be set free.

Something is calling.
I can't keep from falling.
I AM,
Something of an unreal,
I AM,
Something Inside,
I AM,
Something of a dream,
I AM,
Nothing on the inside...

I AM nothing inside...
I AM nothing on the inside...
I AM nothing inside....

Â» I have no release,

Â» For Somethings I can rarley see.

http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1277457/ Wed, 15 Oct 2003 16:23:39 PDT Don't let me fall.

Your words fade into whispers,
your voice is now unclear.
I tried so hard to tell you
my freedom contains fear.

Don't let me go
I need you to unchain me,
as if there was a cure.
Don't let me think,
no one can save me.
Cause theres already nothing I can't bare.

Someone come and save me
As I close my eyes
I taste my tears.
This darkness inside
makes me bleed
I need you to unchain me.

I need you to come and save me..
As if there was a cure.

I need one more time, a sense of being real..

Â» It's come over me,

Â» What we had was real,

http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1267098/ Sun, 12 Oct 2003 16:42:12 PDT God will come looking for me
Searching despretly
In what I know to be found
But I can't seem to grasp hold.

Where theres dark theres always light
But it never seems to reach me
In time.

What Am I striving towards
The very feelings I can't yeild
Pity the morning light
its tainting my sight

Has some love left me behind
Its awful lonley being one of a kind.

Â» To whom I confide,

Â» Where are we to hide,

Â» From the misery on the other side,

http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1260416/ Sun, 12 Oct 2003 11:23:52 PDT Neither you can't deny me.

Butterflies in a jar
Insects in your kiss
Ashes in my eye
Held down by my wrists

We could kill them all
if we wanted
we are one alike
But i will survive it.
Go ahead Depreive me.
You won't control me.

You're the one I love
To let your arrows peirce me
Its awful lonley being one alone.
Butterflies in a jar.

Â» ..And their tears taste like wine,

Â» For we are the fallen

~TenebranAngelis But is this Real... http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1248088/ http://TenebranAngelis.deviantart.com/journal/1248088/ Thu, 09 Oct 2003 17:09:02 PDT Amid this darkness.
What am I to feel?
Without the questions to my answers.

Only you've revealed,
a sense of being real.
It's when you press that knife agianst my skin,
I feel me drowning,
Only being my surrounding,
That mortal longing begins.

Presses throns to my lips,
It's when I Lost some childs last wish.
Is this really me.
Surviving to be free.
Can I make these wounds clean?
Can I pretend to be free.
Can I pretend to be free.
Can I pretend...

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