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        <title>deviantART: TestamentHellen's Journals</title>
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                <title>Monster Hunter Icons List</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Monster-Hunter-Icons-List-358200574</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Mar 2013 11:04:44 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Monster Hunter Icons List</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ A Collection of Monster Hunter related Icons For personal Roleplays or for users who want to use them.<br /><br />I blame Kimera for all of these :shifty: making this a Journal for anyone who wants to Fave it for their resources for Icons.<br /><br />Credits<br />:devkimeraookami: Who did the Following Icons:<br />Espinas, Qurupeco (Extra Icons), Barroth, Tigrex, Diablos, Hapurubakko (Extra Icons), Rust Durumboros (Extra Icons), Rathalos, Rathian, Zinogre, White Legiacrus (Extra Icons), Plesioth, Ludroth, Royal Ludroth, Agnaktor, Nargacuga, Pariapuria, Abiorugu, Shantiyen/Shantien, Ceadeus, Ceadeus Subspecies, Gigginox, Khezu and Giaorugu<br />:devkearra: For Hunter1, Hunte ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Fanart - My Terms for Gift Art/Fanfics</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Feb 2013 20:08:29 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Fanart - My Terms for Gift Art/Fanfics</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ My Terms of Roleplaying - Please Read<br /><br />Everyone loves drawing Gift Art for others, I am no exception. I tend to crank out Gift Art whenever I feel I am open to it but I want to make a few Terms for those who want to give me Gift Art. This is mostly so I do not have to answer the questions over and over again and so I don't have to have people ask me "Can I draw X character?" and all that.<br /><br />I do not mind Fanart<br />In fact I love fanart but please, before you actually sit down to draw my characters do look through my gallery and get yourself acquainted with them. Read up about them and get to know what they are, who they are and what they are lik ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>My Terms of Roleplaying - Must Read!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jan 2013 21:58:41 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">My Terms of Roleplaying - Must Read!</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ More Information about my Thoughts on Roleplays<br />My Terms of Giftart<br /><br />:new: Until Further Notice I will no longer be involving myself in any plots with my characters. So please, do not ask me to be involved in any RP plots until I am open for them again. Thank you.<br /><br />Terms of Roleplay - My Rules for RP<br />When it comes to Roleplaying I want to enjoy myself in any of the groups I am currently in. Because of incidents in the past I am making it known that I now have Terms that require being followed in order to actually Roleplay with me. These are minor rules that people will be asked to follow should they roleplay with me, be it in group chats, n ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Whelp it's hit hard this time...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jan 2013 12:20:25 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Whelp it's hit hard this time...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I am debating a few things, I am completely out of sketch paper so I cannot exactly take on my normal commissions that I usually work with. But, I've been hit hard this time around and do not know fully what I am going to do in order to keep Cable and the Internet for this month seeing as my Financial Aide won't come in until MARCH and not just March but MID-MARCH.<br /><br />So, since I cannot actually draw anything I'm going to offer something else. This would be flat colored 'references' for certain species of mine. While I will hold a limit on one the other will be unlimited and will likely be open for long enough until I can get a sketch pad so th ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>So... I'm gushing like a Mad Fangirl Here...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Nov 2012 06:58:33 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">So... I'm gushing like a Mad Fangirl Here...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I actually just downloaded a game recently onto my Ipad and well let's just say I feel like a rabid fangirl because of it. I've played this game and it's just freaking AMAZING! I can certainly recommend anyone who has an Ipad download it when they can because the designs are just oh my god!<br /><br />The game is called Dragon Slayer, and it's a Dragon based fighting game where you fight dragons. There are boss dragons and a TON of designs! If you want an idea for what some of the dragons look like I have a Stash Folder dedicated to all my screenshots from the game.<br /><br />This guy is still my damn favorite of all the dragons I've fought thus far... He's the ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Remember...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2012 22:44:09 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Remember...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ :icontestamenthellen:<br />"Remember, remember, the Fifth of November, the Gunpowder Treason and Plot. I know of no reason why the Gunpowder Treason should ever be forgot."<br />Happy Guy Fawkes everyone. I'm going to sit down and watch this movie when I get home and bawl my eyes out at the end like I always do. :icontardwaveplz: ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Bit of a Heads up</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Oct 2012 04:42:33 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Bit of a Heads up</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ It's getting to be that time of the year again for me, the majority of these next three or so months I will be more or less 'inactive' in general in the way and terms of art. This is a hard time of the year for me because of past events that have well pretty much changed my life in such a way (Namely my grandfather's passing) so don't expect to see much activity from me for well the holiday's, etc. as I'm just going to be a steaming ball of darkness for a bit here.<br /><br />I might upload old sketches that were stored in my stash from X months back to give you guys something to look at however. Anyway yeah that's about it >> Going to try and push thr ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>What should I do next for the Noxia?</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/What-should-I-do-next-for-the-Noxia-324304395</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Aug 2012 12:22:41 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">What should I do next for the Noxia?</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ While I sit here and work out some dragon sketches for a Collab I'm curious as to what some of my watchers want to see/learn about next with the Noxia themselves. Given my recent Deviation about the Eyes I was curious if anyone wanted to learn more about specific parts of the Noxia?<br /><br />Horn Styles, Skull/Inner 'workings' things like that? ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Let me just say this...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2012 20:12:27 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Let me just say this...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Taking my art, ANY of my artwork and posting it somewhere online is still stealing. Regardless of where you post it, my artwork is well known and I WILL find out if someone has posted it somewhere especially on Tumblr because I have friends that enjoy watching blogs on there as well as I do. Taking anything of mine is stealing and I will very much make sure that it is taken down one way or another.<br /><br />So please people, if you don't LIKE something of mine or if you have ISSUES with something I draw just ignore it and move on. Don't bash it or post it on some site because you don't like it. Just carry on because when you post it somewhere else it ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Exercise Challenge, I challenge YOU!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jul 2012 14:29:45 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Exercise Challenge, I challenge YOU!</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ This is going out for the people I want to tag because I want to see just how creative people can be. Everyone knows by now that I run a Roleplaying Tips and Tricks Blog, lately this blog has developed more into a Writing, Character and Everything else tips and tricks blog and I have been reblogging a lot of Character Exercises for others to take the time and work with. Now, this is my challenge to my watchers that want to do this AND to people I want to just outright be mean and cruel to because I wanted to tag them. Starting with Exercise 1 and going up to the current Exercise (Which is 19) I want you to pick a character or characters and a ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Feeling Uneasy...</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Feeling-Uneasy-313650503</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jul 2012 14:15:14 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Feeling Uneasy...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Lately I've been having issues with myself, more so from doubting myself and such things like usual but also because of other things as well. I feel out of place with my friends, I feel like the 'odd fuck' in the group and I feel like the social outcast of everything. The reason I personally feel this way is because I love or like things that A LOT of my friends seem to hate, dislike or loathe with a fiery passion. Whenever I bring something up such as a TV show, a group or anything and if ONE of my friends says something that lets me know I hate it I immediately retreat back to my own little corner and fall silent. Because I feel uneasy beca ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Commission TOS And Slots</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Jul 2012 04:01:40 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Commission TOS And Slots</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ :thumb264028539:<br />^ All Information can be found here<br /><br />I have finally broken down to make a Terms of Service for people to read through should they decide to commission me in the future. This is being made to keep my stress levels down so that I won't put off commissions for a long time due to lack of interest.<br /><br />------------------------------------------------------<br />To Do List and Slots Open<br />1 ) Not Taken<br />2 ) Not Taken<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />Rights<br />You are the owner of the character(s) that you are asking me to draw for you, this does not mean that you own the rights to the image I draw for you. What thi ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Livestreaming - Offline</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Livestreaming-Offline-311733115</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jun 2012 14:58:00 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Livestreaming - Offline</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Hellen's Livestream :bulletred: Offline<br /><br />Alt Stream<br /><br />Feeling a bit meh tonight so I'm going to do a bit of LSing. Nothing much just doing some flat colors for a Noxia that I wanted to do. Been feeling rather depressed so hoping this will help me out of it.<br /><br />Later if the stream is still going I might go on WoW for a bit. But that depends really. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Meh Feeling rather Bleh</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Jun 2012 21:02:22 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Meh Feeling rather Bleh</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Lately I've been asking myself if it's me that's causing issues with some friends online, granted they might not be issues but my mind is registering them AS such a thing. I had since the 21st Off since that was my last official day of Professional Development and well... it's just things seem to just be dead. I was having this week open for my friends online so we could Roleplay or chat but it seems like the week has just been wasted thus far.<br /><br />A lack of interest or just me being an idiot and causing issues has made me question myself and my status with friends. I don't want to seem like a burden to anyone online and well if they would rathe ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Yep, that's it...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Jun 2012 16:11:27 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Yep, that's it...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I honestly feel like just giving up on any hopes of getting money in this house. The thing is, the hopes that I had for KEEPING my internet and Cable today were just poofed out and gone. Why? Because Brown Mackie doesn't do things normal and well @_@ the first 753$ I am SUPPOSED to get will not come in until July rather than June. Which means that I cannot pay on my cable and I won't be able to get the new computer I want.<br /><br />If I cannot pay on my cable, it will be shut off after or by the 20th of this month (Because we didn't get a full payment on it last month) and that will add an extra 250$ on it to get it turned BACK on. And I NEED my inte ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Possible Anxiety Disorders?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Jun 2012 14:22:21 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Browsing through my text to find a subject of interest for my C-Map for homework and I found a topic on Stress and Problematic Emotions. Anxiety is a big one for me it seems, followed by depression as well. Anyway, these two things stuck out to me overall.<br /><br />Generalized Anxiety Disorder is characterized by chronic anxiety, exaggerated worry and tension, even when there is little or nothing to provoke it. The person may have physical symptoms, especially fatigue, headaches, muscle tension, muscle aches, difficulty swallowing, trembling, twitching, irritability, sweating and hot flashes.<br /><br />Panic Disorder is characterized by unexpected and repeate ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Roleplayers Tips, Tricks and Hints</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2012 10:31:26 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ So I finally sat myself down and did a few things, with this first week of school done I am busy as hell but it's a good kind of busy. As you can see I changed my Journal Skin to something different, I've been meaning to move away from my BVB Journal for awhile but just didn't have the time to do so.<br /><br />Anyway, as the title says I've decided to create myself a little Tumblr for all my Roleplaying Friends and those who are having issues with the subject of Roleplaying. You can see the link in the sidebar here but if you cannot Here it is again.<br /><br />This is a small blog for everyone to share their experiences with Roleplaying through the years, it i ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>And even more Bullshit...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 May 2012 21:35:09 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Well we're back to square one again with everything. Don't have enough money to pay on Cable/Internet so I don't know how much longer I have to remain online. Just know that if I suddenly disappear from everywhere that I am usually on (Skype, Messengers, FA, here and the DA Chat's I'm in) it's because my net was cut off due to a lack of payment.<br /><br />I am no longer getting food stamps, and whatever hopes that we had from the supposed 'job' that my mom was getting were thrown out the window today. I'll admit, we missed so many red flags with this open promise but it was desperation that likely made us miss them. Because, we're both without a job a ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Ahhh I love the System...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 May 2012 10:06:30 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ So... I get myself situated, getting ready to go into College and all that. I went to inform my Case Worker in SRS (Social Rehab Services) about the change, and well I just got a lovely call about it. So, basically... because I am in College now I am no longer qualified to get food stamps. Now... you may be saying "Wait what?" Well let me get into details of what my Case Worker told me over the phone.<br /><br />Basically, because I am in College now and I am attending it I am now disqualified from Food Stamps because of these simple facts... one, I don't have a child dependent in the household (Basically I'm not like most of these other people who go  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>For those Curious about where I get Inspiration...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 May 2012 03:41:27 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ More specifically, inspiration for characters like<br /><br />Krathonos/Kratos: :thumb294229592:<br />and<br />Valturez: :thumb291719234:<br /><br />I actually watch a lot of Body Painting videos believe it or not. More specifically videos by NK. Here are just a few of my personal favorites.<br /><br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NUNMno0OvYg http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSnw8QsImEY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ow8BNIRsD28 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GAFM5oyZag<br /><br />The Colorful Joy one is still by far my personal favorite, and I watch these videos and videos like these in general for inspiration for my Aviur Demons and their markings. They are gorgeous videos and are a pri ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>This girls going to College</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/This-girls-going-to-College-301515654</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 May 2012 17:25:00 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Orientation is the 25th at 8:45am, then Classes start on the 29th :iconweekenddanceplz:<br /><br />I go for three days a week, Mondays, Tuesdays and Thursdays and it's from 8:30AM to 12:30PM. And on some days I might not even have to go to the school itself and can stay home to do my work online~<br /><br />Took the Compass today... let's just say I have some mixed results :rofl: my scores were good and decent but... dear god I feel so horrible for my writing test. I got a 72 in Reading which was high, a 22 in Writing which was LOW and then a 44 in Math which is an improvement. Why did I get so low in the writing? BECAUSE I WANTED TO THROW THE COMPUTER OH MY GOD ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Possibly going to College?</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Possibly-going-to-College-301115442</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2012 17:12:47 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Well while looking into somethings for helping the family I got a call from Brown Mackie College and well the offer was too good to pass up. Dominick (The man I spoke to) was quite encouraging and said I would fit in very well with a few of their courses so... why not right? I've got nothing much to lose and more to gain by taking such a step in my life and it's better to do so now than later.<br /><br />The course I got the most interest out of (And was suggested to take) is the C.A.D.D class or Computer Aided Design and Drafting Technology class. It's a 1 or 2 year course but I'd rather take the 2 year course to get the full benefits of it (And so I  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Well... I guess that's it then...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2012 08:16:01 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Well... I guess that's it then...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Unless me and my mom get more money, or figure out if the 75$ we got wasn't from Child Support or not I will be going offline completely as of the 20th of this month. Because Cable/Internet come together and to keep the Cable/Internet we need at least 125$ a month that we are NOT making it will be shut off because we cannot pay it. Meaning, that I will likely be going offline for god knows how long until I either find a job or find something that can earn that 125$ a month that we need to pay.<br /><br />I guess... clinging onto a small fraction of money a month has just finally gone out and that my father has finally 'paid off' what was needed for Chi ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>If it's not Stress...</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/If-it-s-not-Stress-299821608</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 May 2012 09:50:10 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ It's my god forsaken family that is getting to me. And while I honestly have, for the most part anyway, cut ties with anyone and everyone outside of my family save for my Uncle, Mother and Grandmother I still get to hear about things that are going on. Because myself and my mother didn't have a car (Since the Blazer was down and then when we got it back it had no gas in it) We have been asking my aunt to take us to Manhattan to do shopping once (sometimes twice) a month. And apparently, now... she is being a whining little bitch about it.<br /><br />She was whining to my grandmother that "we aren't contributing to the gas fund" when she knows well enou ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Feeling Dead</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Feeling-Dead-298972676</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Apr 2012 17:49:00 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ So today... I ended up going through three stress attacks within an hour... needless to say I'm feeling emotionally destroyed. Literally. I suffered from 2 minor stress attacks and then 1 that was major enough to cause me to blank out completely for a few moments. This makes a total of at least 5 or 6 stress attacks that I have suffered this week and well... needless to say it's finally starting to take a toll on me and my body.<br /><br />At this rate, if the stress keeps coming I am likely going to end up going to the hospital. And if that happens? Who knows when I'll be back online and who knows what will happen to me then... my health and well bein ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Stress and Complications Breathing...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Apr 2012 20:39:14 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ As I've been working on commissions throughout the week I've been dealing with a lot of stress as of late. Both online and offline in general. Lately I have noticed a change in my body that I don't know if it's good or bad, since well the Doctor's I went to say I am 'healthy as a horse' and that my heart, lungs and stomach all sound good to them.<br /><br />This sparked up around Monday, I have a tightness in my chest in the center just under the breast bone. While there are somedays that it doesn't bother me, which is the majority of the time, this week it has become a problem a rather nasty one. I think it's likely due to the stress I'm going through ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Commission Status</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Mar 2012 02:05:00 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Commission Progress List<br />:iconkompy:<br />- 2 Character Sketch (Chaos and Josh, Fake Boob Gropes :eyes:)<br />* Progress: Debating how to do this one hrm...<br />:star-empty::star-empty::star-empty::star-empty::star-empty:<br />- Status: Paid<br /><br />-----------------------------------------<br /><br />Personal Artwork Progress<br />- Completed Ref Sheets for Valturez, Ashendale, Ramiel, and all Key characters for The Devil's Creed.<br />* Progress: Valturez, Noxia and Artiossnae sheets sketched<br />- Completely Update the TDC Wikia and update information about ALL species that dwell in Hell. Do an extensive Write Up of the Aviur Angels, Noxia Assecula, Calantrial's, etc. and further  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Possible Adoptables? (And Group Advertisement)</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Mar 2012 14:24:11 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ When I finish all the commissions I have lined up I thought about working on creating some Adoptable Characters for others to use. Since htis seems to be getting quite popular I thought I would try it out to see how it goes.<br /><br />The characters in question will be a mixture of Genders, species, etc. and more than likely there will be your choice of Pokemon in them when I DO possibly do this.<br /><br />Just wanting to ask if anyone would be interested in this as an option from me and if I should continue with the idea itself or not. They won't be as expensive as some adoptables I've seen (I've seen adoptables going for 20+ O-o) they will likely range from  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Shameless Advertisement 2 :U</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Feb 2012 01:49:29 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ :iconextraxi-of-hell: Is having a 'mini-opening' of sorts to test out and see how many people are interested in the group as a whole. Feel free to spread the word by posting the link to journals and helping out. It would be wonderfully awesome to see what people do with this species :nod: ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Bleh Tagged BC</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Bleh-Tagged-BC-284000780</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Feb 2012 14:55:08 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ :iconladyhart: Tagged me, might as well do it :U<br /><br />Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:<br />1.) Visit my beloved :iconnecrosisdemon: in Netherlands QnQ<br />2.) Get into Game Designing and Creature Designing<br />3.) Get out of the house and have FUN for a change.<br /><br />Three Names You Go By:<br />1.) Asheer<br />2.) Hellen<br />3.) Jen<br /><br />Three Screen Names You Have Had:<br />1.) Queen_Asheer5600<br />2.) Drakkena550<br />3.) Toxic_Creed<br /><br />Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:<br />1.) My Hair<br />2.) My high tolerance for pain >><br />3.) My semi-thin figure (Though I want to put on a bit more weight BC)<br /><br />Three Parts Of Your Heritage:<br />1.) Believe it or not, my family way back w ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Shameless Group Advertisement</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Shameless-Group-Advertisement-280237381</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jan 2012 01:37:04 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ :iconextraxi-of-hell: - Newest group I have created, which revolves around the MASSIVE flood of Artwork that I have been doing. As a note to those who commissioned me YES I am working on all of your commissions ;) I am just having issues with particular ones and have fallen off of doing them in proper order.<br /><br />:iconpokesofthecaribbean: - For those who want to enjoy the Combination of Pokemon and Pirates of the Caribbean this group is for you.<br /><br />:iconland-of-mystera: - Co-founded group done by myself and :iconoomsda: We're still working on getting this sucker open but we are cranking out the artwork! So expect to see a grand opening in the dista ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>30 Things...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jan 2012 19:13:48 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ First Journal of the New Year and something that I found very inspirational, and well I could take a little lesson from certain things on this list >>. Found from Alina's Tumblr page thought I'd share it here (Also for those who want to stalk me on my own Tumblr Here<br /><br />Thirty things to stop doing to yourself: as maria robinson once said, "nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending." nothing could be closer to the truth. but before you can begin this process of transformation you have to stop doing the things that have been holding you back. here are some ideas to get you started:<br /><br />1) Stop spe ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Computer Dead</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Computer-Dead-272496625</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Dec 2011 08:39:49 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ So early this morning while I was online my computer just went KAPOOT, it shut off without warning and whenever it tried to start up it would run 3 seconds and then poof off again. It would continue to do this and will not come on AT ALL so right now I am going to be offline the majority of the day unless my uncle brings me over a new tower to replace the other so that I can get it fixed. Thankfully, the majority of my stuff is on an external hard drive so I won't lose anything.<br /><br />I was doing some research online and it's one of a few things. One, and the major one, being that the motherboard itself could have friend. The other one being that  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Christmas Wishlist~</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Christmas-Wishlist-271929401</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Dec 2011 19:45:02 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ [center]Thought I'd Slap this up on Here for the hell of it<br /><br />- Fanart is always welcome. A few characters I would love to see art of:<br />http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6512520/ Caohm, <br />http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6237893/ Giygas,<br />http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5881139/ Aziz/Rahul, <br />http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5697625/ Ahnlom, <br />or http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5109408/ Valturez<br /><br />- For those Here A new Subscription would be epic and wonderful! I'd hate to lose out on the epicness that is my Subscription, it would be wonderful to have it renewed.<br /><br />- http://www.gamestop.com/ds/games/yu-gi-oh-5ds-world-championship-2011/88309 YGO 5Ds ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Commissions and Such</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-and-Such-271751084</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Nov 2011 16:26:18 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I guess I should explain why some of my commissions are taking so long. For the most part between the Holiday's and... personal issues I've been fairly busy. I do have a lot of sketches to finish, to get done and the like and several have very rough outlines done but I've just... I've been feeling under the weather lately.<br /><br />As everyone knows, I am suffering due to not having a job. I lost my old job back at Wal-Mart on August 4th 2010... and have been without it ever since. When I was first terminated I did try to get on Unemployment but was denied due to "I knew the rules of my job when I accepted it..." and therefore was denied. Applying to ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Emergency Commissions (Kitten Rescue)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Nov 2011 18:08:17 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Emergency Commissions (Kitten Rescue)</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Cali<br /><br />Nothing is wrong with her eye, this was taken Mid-Meow and she's giving me the evil glare! Anyway, this is Cali... the... newest addition to the family.<br /><br />At around 3:00pm Central Time I woke up and heard my dogs having the biggest SHIT FIT outside, getting up I looked out and saw that they had something pinned behind my trash cans. Thinking it might be yet ANOTHER possum (We have possum's coming in and out of our yard all the time making my dogs go nuts) but upon going outside I see this little kitten hissing and pissing behind the trash cans.<br /><br />In my attempts to get her out, with THREE dogs going nuts she backed up to let my one dog (Fo ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Current Issues with RP</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Nov 2011 17:41:22 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Given that I have been a HEAVY RPer for MANY years (I started back when I was 13, on Neondragonart Forums to be exact) I am going to use this journal as a means of Detailing what I LIKE in Roleplaying and what I DISLIKE in Roleplaying. Now, don't take this the wrong way, I ADORE Roleplaying with people but I need MORE to it than just an RP. And I will explain why.<br /><br />You see, back when I did start RPing it was fun and crazy shit. Lacked plots, had Mary-Sue/Gary-Stu's and everything but the kitchen sink in it. As I have grown older, and have traveled to more mature forums I have in turn, grown more mature in my means of Roleplaying. Again, as mu ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Emergency Commissions</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Oct 2011 12:38:37 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ ALL COMMISSION INFORMATION CAN NOW BE FOUND AT THE LINK BELOW!<br />http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/art/Commission-ID-Hellen-264028539<br /><br />The situation:<br />Short and simple, I need a means of making 150$ and upwards each month in order to help work out some means of actually helping to pay the bills. Currently  we have no heat in the house and while I will not mind if my mother decides to cut out the Internet/Cable at the end of November I don't think SHE (or myself for that matter) would survive going the course of December, January and possibly February without Internet or Cable.<br /><br />Movies are good, games are good but we would get bored after a ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Question the Characters</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Sep 2011 21:50:27 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Was futzing about on my old account when I found this Meme... I wanted to do a more 'updated' version of it with newer more unique characters of mine. And I was bored... so I wanted to torment a few guys... Not tagging anyone because this was just for shits and giggles man :D<br /><br />1. Choose a few of your own characters.<br />2. Make them answer the following questions.<br />3. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!<br />4. Then tag three people.<br /><br />Characters:<br />Valturez Midor Creed - http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/art/quot-The-Grand-King-quot-FIN-193886623<br />Raleigh - http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/art/quot-God-of-the-Aves-quot-Pr ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>The Pokemon Meme O-o</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Aug 2011 23:20:55 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">The Pokemon Meme O-o</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Stolen from :iconwonderlandfreak: :U<br /><br />Pokemon meme!<br /><br />To do this meme, go to --> http://wyncorporation.com/pokemon/index.php  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Two Things I Would Like for my Birthday</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Aug 2011 16:38:42 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Well it's getting to be that time of year again and on October 5th I'll be a grand 24 Ugh I hate getting old...<br /><br />Anyway, there are two things I'd really like for my Birthday this year (Hoping I can save up some money for them) and that is<br /><br />A Sodding new Action Replay since mine went kapoot http://www.gamestop.com/ds/accessories/dsi-action-replay-max/75737<br /><br />And...<br /><br />YGO 5Ds World Championship 2011 http://www.gamestop.com/ds/games/yu-gi-oh-5ds-world-championship-2011/88309<br /><br />I'm getting back into YGO, been playing the 2010 World Championship for awhile now, I wanna see the 2011 version now haha. Here's to hoping I get a damn job so I can get thes ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>The Land of Mystera</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Jul 2011 15:50:50 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">The Land of Mystera</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ After bombing out with 2 groups, one of which died the other of which was shut down me and :iconxXOnigamiXx: have decided to work on our own project for a group.<br /><br />:devland-of-mystera:<br /><br />We are slowly working on information, references for the Deities and Alphas, and a general knowledge base for your needs. Feel free to take a look and see if it's something that is of interest to you.<br /><br />I would really like to get started back in groups again and actually have one that you know, gets to the OPENING stage instead of falling off and all that. I know school and such is starting up soon (Within the next month and such) and that's understandable. Anyw ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>You know it's Amazing...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jul 2011 17:20:44 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ When you look back at your older works and go "Wow... did I REALLY draw like that back then?"<br /><br />I bring this up because I was browsing through my old Gallery on DeviantArt and talking with my friend about things that some people were saying. Apparently in a group that she is in, she brought up the topic of referencing from a Doll. And the people in said group went on to say that "it is only copying and what not"... which made me roll my eyes.<br /><br />An artist, in any form of the world will admit that they reference things. I reference for poses, in my picture of Leandros I referenced for his pose and for the many skulls that adore his features. In a ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Crap...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Jun 2011 01:35:43 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Got tagged by :devsnow-sauria: &#9829;<br /><br />The Rules:<br />1) You must post these rules.<br />2) Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.<br />3) You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.<br />4) Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them.<br />5) No tag backs.<br /><br />o1- I have a random habit of listening to music and busting out into song if I know the lyrics ._.;;;;<br />o2- I like to talk to myself... a lot...<br />o3- I grew up watching Horror Movies, so most of the things don't scare me...<br />o4- I got into drawing from my mother, she was an inspiration for me.<br />o5- I have created several worlds that  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Gone...</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/Gone-219117192</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Apr 2011 22:11:42 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Gone...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ All righty, here's the run down. Tomorrow, I dunno when, my aunt (Real aunt, not the other one I tend to bitch about) Is going to come and pick me up and take me to her house.<br /><br />I am going up there to effectively 'house sit' and while I do have internet access UP there... I am more than likely going to be distracted by their oh so lovely Wii.<br /><br />I will likely be up there for 5 days, with luck 4 (Depending on when they get back on the 1st). So, my online time will be minimal.<br /><br />This is just so you guys don't think I damn well DIED! So, see you when I get back on the 1st/2nd of the month, etc. etc. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>CHECK IT!</title>
                <link>http://testamenthellen.deviantart.com/journal/CHECK-IT-219227418</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Apr 2011 00:10:05 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ :thumb205968788: & :thumb205968470:<br /><br />MORE PIMPING! By the ever talented :iconhotaru-sama666:<br /><br />She's got 3 slots open so hit her up for a commission if you have the chance :nod: Do it I say!<br /><br /> ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Help an Artist Out</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Mar 2011 18:43:07 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Normally I don't do these, but this is someone I admire and greatly appreciate on this site. I would hate to see :iconhotaru-sama666: lose her net.<br /><br />http://hotaru-sama666.deviantart.com/journal/39398213/<br /><br />If you have anything to spare, help her out. She needs 90$ by Friday to keep her net. And she has wonderfully AWESOME artwork!<br /><br /> ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Wish Me Luck</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Mar 2011 01:19:35 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Credit Cards are breathing down my neck...<br /><br />Still don't have a JOB...<br /><br />So I'm going to court again on the 14th to try and explain to the gal that... Hey... I cannot PAY them if I do not have a job and if I am not bringing in money. Child Support is 292$ a month, 110 of that goes to cable, then we have the other bills...<br /><br />They want me to pay 25$ a month, well sorry... that ain't happening. 25$ a month is cutting out on a weeks worth of food for me and my mom. And I'm not going to fucking starve to pay off something that I can get to when I have an established fucking job.<br /><br />I've gone through nearly starving once already in my life... I am not g ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Alien VS Ninja</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Feb 2011 01:05:28 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'll admit, I only watched this because I saw Funimation on the trailer but... Good lord in bloody heaven I am permanently SCARRED FOR FUCKING LIFE!<br /><br />It's good, if you enjoy comedy horror stuff but the last 6 minutes will make you wish you didn't have to sit through those minutes and see the horrors that you see.<br /><br />The Aliens... look like a hybrid of a Dinosaur that fucked a Grasshopper, had a baby, and got infected by a face hugger. And this thing was born. I'll admit, it was rather amusing looking (For the most part) but it's a basic rip off of Alien. I'll leave it to your imagination just what the thing does.<br /><br />The good side of it was that I ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Drive-By Capture</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Feb 2011 16:14:19 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Totally snagged this from :devhotaru-sama666:'s journal ;P<br /><br />:thumb193886623:<br /><br />So, is Grand King Valturez A Mary-Sue/Gary-Stu?<br /><br />[ ] They are possessed by an angel<br />[ ] They are possessed by a demon<br />[ ] They are a werewolf/vampire/faerie<br />[x] They are physically strong<br />[x] They have a rare hair/fur colour (Does Fire hair count?<br />[ ] Their eyes are an unusual colour<br />[ ] This happens to be red<br />[ ] Their eyes change colour<br />[x] They have wings<br />[ ] They can grow extra body parts/shapeshift<br />[x] They are immortal<br />[ ] (if a female) they have large bra size<br />[ ] (if a male) they are very muscular<br />[x] They are very attractive to the opposite gen ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Swiped Feature Journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Feb 2011 13:29:29 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Swiped from :devsnow-sauria:'s journal<br /><br />For the first 12 to comment on this journal, I will put your username and three deviations from your gallery that I like the most.<br /><br />If you answer, YOU'LL HAVE TO DO THE SAME IN YOUR JOURNAL, putting me on the first place and completing the list with other people. The idea of this is NOT TO GET A FREE FEATURE; it's to spread art around.<br /><br />1 - :iconsnow-sauria:<br />:thumb168888468: :thumb146532029: :thumb177650981:<br /><br />2 -<br /><br />3 -<br /><br />4 -<br /><br />5 -<br /><br />6 -<br /><br />7 -<br /><br />8 -<br /><br />9 -<br /><br />10 -<br /><br />11 -<br /><br />12 - ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Wrestlemania 27</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Feb 2011 22:15:44 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Wrestlemania 27</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ All right everyone should know that this is going to be coming from me XD<br /><br />I'm getting back into my old ways of entertaining myself by watching Wrestling and recently picked up a copy of Raw VS Smackdown 2010 (Reviving my love of Jeff Hardy and Undertaker even more :XD:) and have been having a blast with it.<br /><br />I snooped around a bit to see what was going on for Wrestlemania 27 this year on April 3rd and I can't wait for more matches to be announced >3> Right now it's just the match with Edge :XD: (Who I'm also growing a bit more fond of lately)<br /><br />I'm hoping they have the details out about who Undertaker is going against. I hope he keeps that st ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>ARG DAMN YOU ND!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Dec 2010 20:18:38 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">ARG DAMN YOU ND!</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Yes! Damn you my lovely :iconkarioudo: XD I'm bloody addicted to Assassin's Creed now and want to play it but can't ;3; since all I have is a lowly PS2 and my computer would die if I actually attempted to play it on it.<br /><br />HOWEVER! >3> I am going to watch a Walkthrough of the games so I know wtf is going on because I totally wanna do some assassin RPing with joo ;3; *paws at* ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Mrph...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Dec 2010 12:51:34 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'll honestly be glad when this month is finally over. Getting the Holidays over might be better for me than I think. Normally I never get so bad during the Holidays, I often will just ignore the outgoings and everything happening while sitting at hope doing my thing. But this year, I think it's hit me harder than other times.<br /><br />I've been feeling more... I dunno depressed due to the things going on. My aunt wants to do a get together, but honestly... my mom doesn't want to go and neither do I. I love my aunt... well THIS aunt, not the leech of a bitch who's not 'in' the family so to say. But I know it'd just be a waste of my time going up ther ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>To Be Perfectly Honest...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Dec 2010 12:16:32 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">To Be Perfectly Honest...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ If the holidays are supposed to be the 'best time of the year' then why do I always feel so fucking pissed off about them when they come around? To be honest... I fucking hate Christmas... with a damned passion...<br /><br />There is no fun to be had for me, no family that cares about me and there is nothing that I ever do that shows importance anymore. I guess you could call me the 'Scrooge' of Christmas in the family. With a bitter taste in my mouth and a hate for anything related to the Holiday.<br /><br />But, I guess you could say that my bitterness has come from how my family has slowly fallen apart ever since the death of my Grandfather in 1998... without ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I've seen Meme</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Dec 2010 16:32:44 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I've seen Meme</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Stolen from :iconFauks:<br /><br />I've seen 95 OUT of 114 Disney Movies! :boogie:<br /><br />CLASSIC DISNEY <br />&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;-<br />[x] 101 Dalmatians (1961)<br />[x] Alice in Wonderland (1951)<br />[x] Bambi (1942)<br />[x] Cinderella (1950)<br />[x] Dumbo (1941)<br />[x] Fantasia (1940)<br />[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)<br />[x] Mary Poppins (1964)<br />[x] Peter Pan (1953)<br />[x] Pinocchio (1940)<br />[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)<br />[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)<br />[ ] Song of the South (1946)<br /><br />12 out of 13<br /><br />DISNEY'S DARK AGE<br />&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;&#151;<br /> ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>The Ultimate Asheer Machine</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Dec 2010 11:12:46 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">The Ultimate Asheer Machine</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Put your name in, and generate a slogan after each question. Generator here! http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi<br /><br />For the record... I blame :devkarioudo: for this Meme<br /><br />1. What do you say to yourself every morning?<br />It's the Asheer You Can See<br /><br />2. What do you want other people to say about you?<br />It Makes Your Asheer Smack<br /><br />3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...<br />Get In My Asheer<br /><br />4. How would you answer a booty call?<br />Is Asheer In You<br /><br />5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?<br />Asheer - It Does a Body Good<br /><br />6. To someone you dislike?<br />Maybe She's Born With It, Maybe It's Asheer<br /><br />7. You're in a conversation and you ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Christmas Wishlist~</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Dec 2010 06:59:40 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Saw that :iconsimkaye: had one, so I decided I would join the 'bandwagon' of sorts and post one as well. I dunno if I'll be able to do much artwork this year, seeing as I don't have the money to get myself some more Sketchpads, but I will try and do giftart for those of my close friends online :nod:<br /><br />As far as Updates goes, I've got to go to court on the 13th of this month. Why? I would like to refrain from explaining out in the open, a few of my close friends know the situation and others don't but that's not something I'd enjoy bringing up and having anyone worry. Let's just say that I'm further in the hole with money due to leeches more th ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Question for My Watchers</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Nov 2010 14:02:26 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ This is for everyone who reads this Journal. Please answer it, I'm trying to convince my mom to go back into drawing again and she's been thinking about doing Commission should she get the urge to do so again. Like me my mom is a Traditional Artist working with Materials such as Pens, Markers, Color Pencils and just plain Pencil.<br /><br />She has also dabbled in making images in MS paint but doesn't do that anymore.<br /><br />My question is, to you all, if I can get her back into drawing WOULD anyone be interested in commissioning her and for what price?<br /><br />Examples of her Art:<br /><br />http://crazy-psyco-unicorn.deviantart.com/art/Dragon-Spirit-Wizard-14705794<br />http:/ ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>*Sighs* Urf...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Oct 2010 19:21:16 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">*Sighs* Urf...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Commissions aren't going to well for me. I've almost got one finished, the other might take a bit for me to do but I shall get it done!<br /><br />Sorry for practically dieing off the face of the earth but here's my new problem.<br /><br />I've gotta get at least 30$ to bring some extra food/groceries into the house, at least to last me until next month. [I'm likely going to be working at the Schools here, and my mom is likely getting a 24 Hour On Call Job soon] Because my Uncle is too lazy to help myself and my mother with providing food for HIS son, we are pretty much at the point of not having much in our fridge because we have to both feed him and ourselves. ]]></media:text>            
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