...thanks for the watches, but if you're only watching me to see more nudes then you will be waiting a LONG time to see them. If you had even bothered to look through the rest of my gallery you would see that I don't model frequently. The nude pictures were a one time thing to tease a friend of ours.

Anyways! It's been about 4 months since I updated. I'm really bad about that, haha. Anyways, School semester ended, I made 4.0's across the board, had a lovely winter break, Shane's mother spent an amazing week with us. I've got to say, I have the most kickass mother-in-law in the WORLD. Classes started up again. All but one of them seem like they're going to be pretty cool/easy. Sociology is ALREADY a bitch, though. And School started a week ago Um, yeah, don't know what else to say. I've got to work on a sociology paper. See ya later.

That is, currently, mine and Shane's dinner. I know I haven't updated in, like, four months, but I've been a tad busy. Shane and I are just as happy as I knew we would be. Been stressing about money abit, but that's normal for young couples, no?

Um, I finished last semester with all A's. Survived a hurricane. Switched jobs. Started a new semester which, due to the whacked out way I scheduled my classes, I now have no days off. Three days at work and four days at school. I'm so looking forward to Thanksgiving. I should have a couple days off then. lol

Due to some drama with Shane's computer he hasn't been online in a while. But since we have an XBox 360 Elite he doesn't much care. It's been keeping him highly amused, which is good.

Oh! I told a new watcher of mine that I'd promote a club for him. check it out ^_^

Well, Things have, of course, been wonderful with Shane around. We've been doing an abnormal amount of sleeping, but whatever. Sleep is good!

The interesting bit, though.

We've been having a bit of a rough time trying to get the various problems with our apartment fixed. Though we found out the day before yesterday that it's not the fault of the company managing the property, but the owner of this place wanting to be a fricking slum lord. So, since the management company has no money from the owner to pull out our carpet and get rid of the huge ass mold colonies growing on the concrete the woman said she was going to give us another apartment at the same price. We think it must be bigger, or something. But! She's yet to been able to get a hold of the key for us. We were supposed to get it at 10 this morning, but we got a call saying that she didn't have it yet, as the repair man who had it never brought it back. What the fucking hell. I want that damn key so I can move out of this freaking bio hazard.

It's going to be a bit annoying packing everything up to go to a place less than, maybe, 50 yards away, but oh well, what can you do? Hopefully the place will be bigger. That'd be awesome XD

School starts for me on next Tuesday. At 8. Which means waking up at 7. I'm so glad Shane and I bought a bunch of Amped. I'm definitely going to be needing it. lmao.

Once I get some money saved up again I'm going to be buying myself a new PC computer. Nothing incredibly fancy, but nicer than this one. It's beginning to annoy me more than normal.

Anyways. I'm gonna munch on a brownie and watch family guy. I'll see you all later!

So, things are absolutely lovely. I love being with Shane again. It's so great. And the fact that I know we'll be together forever just makes things so much better.

We've spent a lot of time the past few days setting up the apartment. I've lived here for about five months now, and I didn't actually buy anything for the apartment until tuesday. I had a futon/bed, given to me by my neighbor, a TV from my sister and a bookshelf from my mom. So, yeah, it was rather barren, and more of a place to stay than an actual home. I guess since I felt as if my home was with Shane, and Shane was in Wisconsin, I didn't want to set up the apartment all that much. I had what I needed to scrape buy and that was it.

But now Shane's here, and it feels like home, so we've made it to be our home. We've got matching desks and chairs, matching bookshelves (they came with the computer desks) a TV stand(my TV had been on a small cardboard box), a coffee table, and a DVD rack. We plan on getting another shelf for the computer room, a 36" TV, a new computer for me, and an actual bed. The futon isn't too bad, but it's just a temporary thing. After being in Shane's big bed in WI I felt weird sleeping on my old twin mattress.

So, yeah, this place is starting to feel like home. Finally.

It's so nice to spend time with Shane again. We went out to eat sushi tonight, and I think I may drag him to the sushi place more often. We both enjoy it, and since it's just us two it's not too expensive. 36 bucks tonight, and that's with us having a 12 dollar wasabi roll, and Shane buying a drink from the bar lol

Anyways, may or may not be on here more often now that Shane's settled in. I only have one more day off before work starts back up, but I've been a bit lazy the past few days. Well...when not running around town and assembling furniture.... lol So, yeah, we'll see how it goes. We seem to be falling asleep late, as we typically have done for years, but, rather annoyingly, we've been waking up abnormally early... hopefully I'll be able to get sufficient amount of sleep tomorrow night so I'm reseted for work. If not well...I'll just smack my manager if he makes a comment about me looking tired

Well, I think I'll be taking off now. I'm kinda sleepy, so I may go to bed in a bit. Or at least lay down and watch TV. I'm not to picky at this point lmao

zOMG. 12 more hours and Shane will be here!!!

Well...if the flight arrives on time, that is. But whatever! I can't wait, I'm so freaking excited. Of course, once he gets here, I won't be on here very often, but what can you expect? I haven't seen him in 4 months! 4 incredibly long months. And once he gets here I'll never have to be without him again. We've got quite a few plans for the next couple of days, and since I've got a car we can actually do them, where we weren't able to in December. We're gonna have sushi tomorrow! I haven't had it in almost a year

Oh, we'll most likely take pictures eventually. His family and friends are demanding a pictures of us, which I wouldn't mind at all. Then we'd have a cute picture to show all of you!

Gosh, life is going to be so great.

To be able to come home every night and be with Shane will just be so amazing. I will always be with the love of my life. It's so awesome.

He's already shipped down all of his stuff, it'll be getting here on Wednesday. I'm so glad we'll finally be starting our life together.

God, I can't wait.

The day my life will FINALLY be complete. It's the day Shane flies down to be with me. I can't wait. It'll be so great to be with him again. It won't be as amazing as December was, nothing ever will be, but it'll be just as amazing in it's own way, because this won't be a vacation, it'll be forever. And I can't wait. I don't care what anybody else says, or thinks, Shane and I are meant to be together, and we will stay together for a very long time.

Sadly, though, my excitement is tainted by stress over money. My job isn't bringing in as much as I thought it would, as much as I think it should. I work twice as much as I did at my last job, and I'm making the same money, and it's driving me crazy. My whole day is spent at work, 9 hours, from 5pm-2am, and I'm barely making money. It's frustrating. I'm spending more than I'm making, and I don't know what to do. I can't not pay rent, and I can't not pay to ship Shane's stuff down. Maybe I'll pick up a second job...but then I'd barely have anytime for me and Shane at all. Fuck. Things were so much easier before I started school....

Meh, I'll figure something out. I always do. And things will be much much better next month, when Shane is here, but right now I'm stressing, as I tend to do. Shane tells me not to, but I really can't help it. I'm good at stressing...

At least I'll be getting Shane soon. And my tax refund money, also. Extra money is always good. Hopefully bills won't have me spending it all in a week or two...

Anyways! Must be going to school! <3

That's me! I'm happy! I got my ring back today, so now I can wear it properly! It was so hard sending it off. It's a bit hard to explain, really. I hate losing/misplacing/not having anything Shane's given me. Especially when I've had a long day. God, one night I couldn't find the T-shirt of his I brought back with me and I almost started crying. It was horrid. When I get tired my emotions kinda go crazy, so yeah. I'm lucky enough to have a boy who doesn't mind my psychotic emotions so much

But, yeah, went to a museum today and learned a bit of stuff about this area that I didn't know. Like the fact that for about 9 months back about the same time the Republic of Texas was around this area was it's own country called the Republic of the Rio Grande. Apparently Mexico didn't want to give the valley away to Texas, but didn't care enough to take much care of it, so yeah. That was pretty neat. Just because I like learning stuff like that. I love museums. Maybe once Shane moves down he and I can go to a larger better museum the next town over.

Oh yeah! Shane will most likely be down here in a a month or two. There's a bit I have to do first, but I want him down here so bad. I miss him horridly. It'll be so great to finally be with him again. And once he gets down here I'm never letting him go again...ever...not even for the slightest amount of time. I'm just trying to decide when I want him to move down. All I know is that it's definitely going to be before May. Late April at the latest. I'm thinking late april because my semester ends then and I'll be able to take off a few days to spend with him, but at the same time two months seems like so far away.

Bah, I suppose I'll worry about that more later, when I have everything I need for him to move down. No points piling on more stress to myself, right?

Work is becoming a lot easier for me, which is good. Having money again is nice. And seeing ass how I'm spending more time cooking than going out to eat I'm saving much more money, too. Which is also good. The more money I save the sooner Shane gets down here and we get our new computers. And once Shane gets down I think I'm going to have him come shopping with me and spend the birthday/christmas money I was given but haven't been able to spend on presents for myself. As I didn't have a job at the time the money I got went to food and such. Which was ok, but I want new clothes, dammit!

Anyways, I'm off to look at the photos I took at the museum today. Most will be posted up on my stock account, but yeah.

So, I started my new job on Wednesday, actually started taking tables last night, and will be working a full shift, with a full section, tonight. I think I'm going to die...the shift is from 5pm to 2am, and if last night was an indicator I won't be stopping for more than, oh, five minutes, tops, until about 1:30 Unless they put me in the dining section...which is a slightly scary thought...I've trained in the bar so far. Which is pretty easy. From what I've seen of the dining area it's about 10 times harder. Though you'd probably get more people coming through the dining area, I think you get better tips at the bar.

But, you know, if working just one shift hit me this hard I don't know what more will do to me...I've decided after a while I will either
A) become much stronger and get a nice ass and legs from all the running about, and eventually start to enjoy the job
or
B) Collapse from exhaustion in about a month

I'm hoping for A... B would kinda, well, suck major ass.

If I some how end up in the middle, not quite enjoying it and not quite collapsing, I may just end up getting a different job. 10 hour shifts, where you never get to sit down and rarely get to stop moving, is sheer torture. It really ought to be illegal. Especially at waitress wages. 2.13 an hour. And the fact that I don't have my baby here to cuddle with and make me feel better off I get off work makes it a hell of a lot worse than it would be otherwise.

God, I can't wait for Shane to be able to move down here. I miss him so freaking much. I really wish I never left Wisconsin to begin with. I know, in the long run, I did the right thing by coming back to Texas, but that doesn't make me feel a whole lot better at this moment.

The Short list from =grace-note's current contest. I've donated a feature and a sub. So go check out these people!

Oh, and congrats to my hubby for making the shortlist <3

Photography:

1. *staticoparanoico
2. ~nooriskandar
3. *JobobArikan
4. ~eurekastreet
5. http://The-Flying-Fairy.deviantart.com/journal/15337304/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 21:15:32 PDT

Dedicated to me

Woah. Yesterday was....something else. Everything was going good. Class was easy, had a nice lunch, another easy class(photography ROCKS!), didn't get insulted much by the dA reject, as I call him(he says I'm a loser because I have a dA page rather than a myspace) then my graphic design class. It's cool. The teacher is awesome(He smokes a pipe, and wears leather cuffs!) Anywho. Assignment was eaaaaasy. Read an article then create a symmetrical and asymmetrical design in illustrator. Piece of cake! I finished it all in about 45 minutes to an hour. Wasn't sure if I should work on them more, but then the teacher walked by and said that I should print them out, frame them up, and sell them, so I figured, Hey, if they're good enough to sell they're good enough to turn in, right? So I did. (Will be submitting later)

Well, I got about 3/4ths of the way home(it's an hour long drive) when I looked out the rearview mirror and thought 'Oh, what a pretty sunset. Maybe I should pull over and take a pic or two'(it was about 7:15) So I look over to where I ALWAYS put my camera in my car and it hits me.

I left it at school.

I turned around and race back to school. It's a 45 minute drive. Classroom's probably gonna close up in 45 minutes. Probably less since it was a short class. I'm thinking I'm fucked. Leaving an 800 dollar camera in a public place? Not smart at all.

So about halfway back to campus I realize something. I didn't remember seeing it in the classroom. Which means I left it at the table OUTSIDE the classroom. Which means ANYBODY could have walked by and picked it up. I'm soooo fucked now. I'm going about 80(Shane got upset with me for that http://The-Flying-Fairy.deviantart.com/journal/15212534/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 07:49:59 PDT
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