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]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/13259847/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/13259847/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 01:17:21 PDT Anyway, I'm not putting up anything on here because I have every intention of getting it published, so that's why I'm not around. It's eating my life.
I might put up some sketches and shit if I ever get around to actually making anything. At this point, I'm also quite the prolific writer of Fan Fiction on the side, which is a surprising and maybe a little bit of a frustrating thing for you guys... I'm sorry if I sold my soul or whatever. I just do it for fun.
No. I'm not giving up the goddamn link to my profile just yet. Still not comfortable with the whole thing just yet...
Oh yeah... Looking for an artist for a possible comic still.
I'm bored... I really kind of hate DA for anything other than holding on to people who are dear or just impress me with their technical skills...
I mean, even FF.net is worth hanging out with and it's the butthole of the universe as writing goes... I can't even write on here because no one ever reads it. I can't draw my way out of a wet paper bag either, so I guess I'm just kind of here to watch other people now... I'll post shit from time to time, but don't expect anything special.
Sorry. I'm just kind of in a bad mood tonight. I can't fucking sleep.
Arr.
I'm going to go back to revising my Zombie novel.

]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/12065783/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/12065783/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 10:30:06 PST
Working on two fanfics at the moment, but I don't think anyone will ever see them except for my avid reader, whom I love. ^_^ as for pairings, story lines and the like, you shall never know either. At the moment I'm even embarrassed to admit that I'm writing them. All I can tell you is that they are FFVII and KH:II related respectively, and I'm trying to stick to cannon as much as humanly possible... well, in settings and most relations at least. Anyhoo, enough of that.

I'm also proud to say that I'll be sending Messa some Sipiyu fan art type stuff... actually a song I composed soon after reading a few chapters of her charming tale. I do so adore it. ^_^

And in other news, I'm also composing an original tale of my own makings... I'm not sure what exactly I'm getting myself into just yet, but I think it might end up being like the original Trigun manga. The first half will be funny. Side splitting if I can manage it, and the last half will be serious and maybe a little sad and/or scary.

The challenge on this one: Horror/Humor hybrid. I hate you fangirls! (but thanks for the suggestion anyway. I did need to put "Vanessa" to good use.)

Basically it's the story of a medium named Anna Lynn Buer who comes into contact with a spirit whom I have so lovingly dubbed "the Bleedy-Ghost". Basically, she meets him on the East Coast, and he follows her all the way home to middle-of-nowhere Ohio. (yeah... detailed...)

Some things the Bleedy-Ghost likes to do:
- Standing in the bathtub solemnly
- Putting his foot in the toilet (why? We may never know)
- Filling up the bathtub and laying in it
- Making messes while Anna Lynn is away
- Petting the kitty... and getting blood ALL OVER IT.

Hehe. In short, this should serve amusing enough. I'll give you guys the prologue and first chapter ASAP.

And so here I shall terminate this entry. (Boy it got long... ~_~ Be back soon! ^_^

~ Teh Cripple

]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/11992640/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/11992640/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 19:22:20 PST

But you know, I still need an artist for my flippin' comic...
Oh well.
I'll just do what I can for now.
New story project...
And I gotta go record that song of mine for Messa's Sipiyu page... It's amazing what I can accomplish when I'm bored.
Also, I'm looking for that ever elusive artist for a comic project, once again, but this one has much more simple perameters than the first. Basically I'm going for this renewed horror/humor hybrid. We've got a bleedy-ghost named Vanessa (not really Vanessa... he's actually got a good name, but that's his nickname) who bleeds constantly from the mouth and follows this Medium named Anna Lynn Buer around like a lost puppy-dog. Hilarity ensues when she tries to integrate the haunt into her daily life. He's a tad rattley in the head... the lights are on but no one is home... he likes to try to stick his foot in the toilet and he has an irrational fear of the bathroom sink. But anyway... you get the point. I'll put up whatever comes to my head when it comes.
Oh, and the horror part... well, that deals more with who killed him and why. It's in the distant future at this point.

Later updates are forthcoming... and comments as well. I'll get back to that routine. I'll like... be alive again. ^_^

]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/11952539/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/11952539/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 07:55:14 PST So about that... should it be an impossibly impossible pair, one that works well, or should I just let them go rabid with it and make some psudo-interaction whenever I get bored enough?
Herm...
I'll wait till you guys get back to me on that... but right now I'm seeing some really wierd chemistry between two of my characters...
Leonidas: the old, taciturn, stubborn, and utterly bull-headed taurun... I just submitted a character ref for him.
on the other side of the ring...
Braid: a young, hyper, excitable, jovial, and frigging annoying tom-boy whom I'm starting to think should just be a boy already... Yes. I'm actually thinking about making her into a boy while the project is still young.
Anyway... if you have any ideas, go ahead and voice them. It would be rather apropriate.

___ Edit...

Anyone want a fucking crazy black cat?

My dad is threatening to throw Rook and Scoober outside, but the problem: they've never been outside... ever. They're still scared of going out there.
Now Scoober has a guaranteed escape: My sister in Atlanta is going to keep him, but MY cat, of course, is the one that my dad wants to throw outside so that he can go discover the wonderful main road and get squashed like a pancake within three seconds.
Basically my options are let him get squashed, or find him a new family that can tolerate a gnarly booly. (that's pronounced boo-lee, btw) He's insane... I mean, hyper and he likes to steal things off the table from time to time... but I'm told this is normal cat behaviour... but seriously... someone save me here... I don't want him to go somewhere where no one will take care of him...
He's my baby. I've had him around from the very beginning, so right now I'm really, really pissed that my parents aren't respecting my wishes on this one. I'm even more pissed that, just because my sister has her own place, they're going to send Scoober all the way up to Atlanta.
But anyway... I'm desperate... Help. HELP.

]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/11714150/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/11714150/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 18:22:57 PST I'll try to be around if only just for support.

Until then...

]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10710527/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10710527/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 10:23:09 PST Anyway, if any of you read this, what should I draw? It's just out of a vague curiosity. I'm writing something painfully sad right now and I'll be sure to put that sucker up... but well... never mind.
Help. Seriously.

]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10545912/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10545912/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 08:00:19 PST _< and because I've done a *little* work. I also have a new character (Who was oh so inspired by Karasu... what. I couldn't help it. He's so cool.) named Eden, whom I really don't know what I'm doing with. Um... And there's a lot more I'd like to say, but... well... Too little time to devote to that.
I'm outta here... much love all. I misses ya! D:

So whatever. Bahh!!!

]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10495419/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10495419/ Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:51:34 PDT I'm fucking busy as a thing that fucks... a lot.
I'll come back soon because I love you all too much... but fuck. fuckfuckfuck! I need to make more art! I can't post writing any more cause I'm afraid it'll get stolen or something... (paranoid...)
Well... yea
sorry

]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10119590/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10119590/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 07:39:21 PDT Classes so far:
English IV (2 semesters)
Economics (1 semester)
American Government (1 semester)
Spanish II (Waiting on the placement, 2 semesters)
And I dare say that's about it! So happy!
Next year, instead of going straight to the college of choice, I'm going to take a couple years in community college. In that time, Mar-c will probably graduate and give me some sembalance of hope in actually going to college at all...
Hopefully in that time I won't settle down with a man and have my first son named Sue. (teehee) But other than that... I'm set. I just gotta finish up with these classes... finish up... in like the next year. Anyhoo, I've got to finish up and then I'm done and whatnot... until then, I may be a little late on comments and viewing deviations. Sorry I miss you all a whole bunch and I feel bad for not being around!!! D:
My brain is really messed up today...
Anyhoo... I'll try to get back on tonight and clear up those 15 comments and 75 deviations on my list... ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10052231/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10052231/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 16:45:42 PDT . I mean seriously. This guy rocks! He goes out of his way to message me with awesome advice... and just rockin' stuff like that. So guess what. I'm going to tell everyone who reads this to go check him out (because he rocks my socks right off!) and tell him he rocks because Carie said so!
<3
Much love! ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10048297/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10048297/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 09:18:42 PDT Other than that, my mom only wanted to pay me about five bucks a day... fifteen dollars for all that? DAmn that's cheap! So I eventually bargained up to 28. I have $36 now with the 12 that I spent on my pens... Oh well. Next thing on the list: Saiyuki. Heh. I'm thinking that it's worth the effort.
Expect me to have something terrible happen to me very soon! ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10020010/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/10020010/ Sat, 09 Sep 2006 13:48:57 PDT Job detals are as follows:
Wake up at 6:30
Make coffee
Set out the pills, vitamins, syringe, alcohol swabs and blood sugar tester. (She's diabetic...)
Set out coffee, and a cup of fruit juice.
Make breakfast: Three eggs, cheese, small serving of fruit or sausage.
Empty potty chair before she goes and does it herself (this is the most unpleasant of the things I must do, and very often, she just goes ahead and does it herself unless you catch her. This makes life very hard for Carie)
Make sure she brushes her teeth.
At 10:00, make sure she takes her snack. One cheese stick, one fruit cup.
Make sure she takes her shower after her snack.
At 11:30, start her lunch: frozen meal.
Set out alcohol swab and blood sugar tester.
At 11:40, make sure she is out testing her blood sugar.
12:00: feed her.
After lunch, a break until two. She takes her nap.
2:00, make sure she has her snack, another cheese stick, and fruit cup.
When she finishes her snack, make her go walk. (This is the biggest fight of the day, typically. She doesn't want to move, and will begin to argue with you viciously if she is in a bad mood. I usually can handle only so much before I don't really care anymore. Thank god she has Sunday off.)
5:00-5:30 Make dinner. Set out pills, alcohol swabs, syringe, and blood sugar tester.
5:40, make sure she comes out and tests her blood sugar.
6:00 make sure she eats dinner.
10:00-11:00 or so, make sure she comes out to get her final snack, a cheese stick and a yogurt.
Make sure she brushes her teeth.
Put in her eye drops.
And thus, the day is concluded. A lot of things to do and make sure of, huh? Tomarrow is my last day, but the parental units most likely won't actually be home until Sunday.
Can you believe it?! Carie was up since 6:30!!! Dear god! XD
Anyway, other than all that, I'll have about $50 dollars, at least, in hand next week. Herein lies the problem... What will I do with this green stuff?
I have three possible things right now. A videogame (there's two I'm thinking about), anime (O I love eBay!!), or Art supplies (quite a few that I'm thinking of...)
Of the videogames I'm thinking about, there is:

A) Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus
B) Magna Carta (which looks o so scrumptious...)

The only anime I'm thinking about right now:

Saiyuki (the original series... because I can't remember the whole name right now, and I got addicted to it like crack.)

And finally, art supplies!

A) Micron pens
B) A set of Prismacolor pencils/markers
C) Ink for my caligraphy pens
D) Micelaneous items (Pencil lead, 0.9 mechanical pencils, erasers, etc.)

OR I could just continue to save for something big and shiny, like a tablet... XD
But that's about it. Tell me what you think I should do, guys... I'm so undecided right now. ~_~; ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9988029/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9988029/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 13:00:27 PDT I might submit some writing though. Who knows. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9819694/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9819694/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 18:55:47 PDT ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9814815/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9814815/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 10:50:32 PDT In other news, I've been in a drawing mood, so the sudden surge of drawings may continue for a while.
Still got shit to do though... like get a life...
But that's about all I have to say.
And I need to draw some serious fan-service... soon.
Yeah...
Much love, Friends! ^_^ ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9678596/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9678596/ Thu, 10 Aug 2006 13:40:11 PDT *sigh*
Anyone want to team up for a comic? Eh? I'm still wondering about that... because no one seems to care still...
And I can't draw my own comic to save my ass... so yeah
But anyway, my current ideas are as follows.

- fantasy shit. obvious. I'm lazy
- gotta have a character that's infinitely wise, and infinitely naive... she'll be taken from the story untouched, and won't die, but instead, she'll ascend into heaven (respect points up for grabs if you can identify whose character she's homage to.)
- Two characters who have sex and later find out that they are related and had no idea about it.
- someone small/skinny who carries a ridiculously large weapon (I know, I know, it's been used, but god I love doing that.)
- (for the ending, you all need to give me suggestions, but I'm thinking a Hamlet type end would be appropriate)
- Our hero is kind of yeah... as in, he's pretty much a normal guy, and just keeps odd company...
- Either that or the hero is a complete bastard, and there's no real reason to like him.
- Someone who is travelling with the party is not what he/she seems... in that he/she is neither male nor female.

but that's about all I can think of and most of the suggestions just suck. >_<
Anyway... help a poor girl out. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9669243/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9669243/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 19:44:14 PDT I smell hazelnut spread.
Nutella... It calls for me when I am sleeping.
In other news, still working on certain unmentionable things lest I should degrade my own self-esteem to new lows. I'm going to bed. Someone should talk to me because I'm bored all the time. Much love! <3 ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9461931/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9461931/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 20:28:36 PDT
Not really.
Uh... Just randomly started watching a whole bunch of new people, cause I looked at the front page and was like OMFG these people are awesome! So that means my mail-box will probably be more busy, and I'll end up getting all stressed out again. Lol. So yeah.

In other news, I'm still stumped about GIMP. ANY ADVICE WOULD BE GREAT AND I'LL SACRIFICE MY FIRST-BORN TO GET IT. That's right. You heard me.
Anyway, I've also started writing a fanfic, and well... that's open to discussion. I'm not sure I want to post it on DeviantArt and I don't know where else to put it. So if you want to read it (like hell you do. You guys prolly don't give two shits XD) give me a hoot, and well... I'll find somewhere to put the big-assed mofo.

More art soon! I swear to god above! I've just got to get off my lazy ass and make some shit, color it in GIMP using the ADVICE I received, and actually draw a background for the first time in my life.
So yeah.
That's basically it.

Love to you all.
Have yourselves a blast doing whatever it is that you do... XD
Let's chat, those of you whom I am so fond of. I miss y'all, and I'm havin' withdrawals... like I was on crack or something... maybe I was but, *ahem* moving on! ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9456236/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9456236/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 08:51:17 PDT
If you know how to use it, come sweep me off my feet? ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9284361/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9284361/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 17:48:15 PDT Lots of Jesus, for that matter...
NO MORE!!!
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SO TIRED.
Must hydrate.
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Time for bed. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9010301/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/9010301/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 15:37:01 PDT and no one seems to want to do it... T_T Someone... PLEASE! I'm DESPERATE!!! ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8920298/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8920298/ Tue, 30 May 2006 12:06:07 PDT ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8795591/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8795591/ Wed, 17 May 2006 06:57:01 PDT
Did you know that when you're fishin' and you hit a gar on the head with a piece of bread, they'll bite it even though they eat meat. It's pretty damn amusing.
I like trying to catch them... but I don't think I'd like getting the hook out... lol.
Anyhoo, I really do smell peanut butter and I cannot explain it. It's like... just freaky.

oh man, I need to get some shit done, but alas! I am so damn lazy!!! XD
So yeah. Um... I'll put some art up... when I'm not too lazy to actually scan some shit. XD ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8709298/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8709298/ Mon, 08 May 2006 10:50:14 PDT It's a vicious cycle. lol

In other news, I'm still taking time to heal. Mar-c is back. and whell... the trip down was goddamn hilaious.
"SCROTUM!!!!!"
"noNO! You're not saying it loud enough~! FUCKING CCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDEEE EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!"

"like omg! Try this lube! It tastes so fucking good!"

and other perverted delights.
Gotta love family. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8654948/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8654948/ Tue, 02 May 2006 17:56:18 PDT FJGLSErgleniogeiorngqeRLGRGNQERLKNGLNERG NKREgnreoht9843tnhondndsz!!!!!

Blarg.
My temp currently is about 103.6F, I'm dizzy, my stomach allows me to eat nothing, and I'm cycling from being unbearably hot to freezing cold.
And worst of all, I can hardly sleep, and my eyes are like leaky faucets. Like there's pressure in the back of my eyes and it makes my eyes water... then I get hellish crusties. GAHHHH!!!
I just really want to get over this ASAP!!!
And I want my Advent Children back!

I wish someone would come take care of me... but then I would get them sick. So fuck this. I'm going to go try to sleep. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8644246/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8644246/ Mon, 01 May 2006 17:29:01 PDT A whole lot.
And you know what?
I've gotten really fast, and I've got a massive vocabulary from it.
And I <3 Dune.

So anyway, I've had this poem stuck in my head. I wrote it back when I was madly inlove with a certain boy... and so here it is. Don't ask me why or what anything. It's just a wierd little thing that popped into my head one day.

"Sing, Canary, with silver tongue
Bring to me the rising sun
Sing, sweet bird, your joyful hymn
And die as poison swells within."

End.

Repetition... Hmm.
Rinse and repeat.

It seems the madness has spread into the blood. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8600077/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8600077/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 09:12:55 PDT Morning... woke up.
Mum's half-cryin'. "What's up with you?"
"Jeffie got hit by a car Carie... she's dead."
I was a bit shocked, naturally. I kept saying "Stop kidding. That's not funny."
So... my cat died. I took my pills, brushed my teeth, and went out to bury my cat.
I've got a snake that bit me and a couple of guinea pigs now... There's never been one time in my life that I can remember where I only had three animals in the house.
ah well... Spent the morning very upset and half the time, sick. Puked a few times. Took four showers because it made me feel dirty... Wondered when the hell I'm going to get my Advent Children returned to me. Wondered how the hell I'm going to scrounge up the money to pay for Cornerstone. In other words, just not feelin' so great.
So enough of that bullshit. I've got work to do that I don't feel like doing... and I want to get out of the house for a little bit. I've got this brand spankin' new computer that I'm barely allowed to use (i was blamed for the death of the last one.) and I think I'm going to loose it. AHAHAHAHAH... Where are my friends when I need them?
Take me for a ride in a car... let's go to the beach.
Fifteen minuites... it's not that far at all. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8530652/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8530652/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 11:07:28 PDT I'm totally confused...
Maybe I'll just write something for lack of anything better to do.
YEY!
Comment on me dammit! It makes me feel like you still love me. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8458666/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8458666/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 11:59:33 PDT However, I really would like it if I weren't so damn lonely after. It's one of these things where you have a shitload of fun, but then you wish you hadn't done it because it makes you wish you had that kind of company all the time...
Ahh, but fuck that. My social skills are a mess anyway.
"You'd make the perfect Lesbian, Carie."
Heh. So true.
Anyway, I'm still kind of stuck using a laptop, and I can't really get used to the key board... but then I'm fine if I don't make a mistake or get near the a button... to prove, I'm going to leave mistakes in the next line.
This is what iu mwean. it'as reaLLTY FRIGGINS hard to writw with this thingf/.
... Hahahahahah!!! Anyway... I don't think I have much else to say other than that I want to throw the goddamn frisbee!!! >_<;;; And I don't want to do any more school. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8443934/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8443934/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 23:59:08 PDT "Disk read error
Press Ctrl+Alt+Del to continue"
And when you do that, it just gives you the same message... so whatever. For now, I'll update from the laptop that I FUCKING HATE USING, GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!!! ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8382677/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8382677/ Thu, 06 Apr 2006 09:42:50 PDT So yeah... Anyone up to it? ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8322118/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8322118/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 09:35:13 PST Anyway, I really have no idea why I'm sitting here typing this when I'm really supposed to be learning about "real cowboys" and other such stuff.
Oh... and I have to dissect a squid today... EXCITING! SMELLY SLIMY THINGS TO CUT UP!!! XD
So like, I've been bored as a m-o-t-h-e-R lately... and I want someone to team up with on something or other because I'm sick of doing things all on my own. So far... I've got Mark... he rules though. I think I just have to give him MAD PROPS for all the shit he's done for me... and for taking such good care of the Trigun I let him borrow... and returing it within the week... oh god. I could kiss him! But then... I don't kiss people. Swapping saliva just never really was my thing... I get to thinking about it... and then it just grosses me out... and I can't do it. LOL. That was actually true... heh.
So anyway... there's like this thing about being 17... you know... like... man. I can go to R rated movies now. It fucking rocks my socks off... so like, the next thing I'm going to do is get my library card and my driver's permit 'cause I am truly a lazy bastard. >_< Purely lazy... Oh and I want to see fricken Silent Hill the day it comes out. Like... I played silent hill at four in the morning the first night I had it... Let's just say that I didn't sleep that night. LOL.
So like, I'm still typing and it's like 11:55am and I should have been working since 9:00am and I haven't been and I'm supposed to get like 5 assignments done by 4:00pm and that's exactly 4 hours and 4 minutes away because it's 11:56 now... And, well... all I have to say about school is "F-U-C-K THAT!" because my parents don't have enough money to send me to college anyway, and Mar-c is going to shit her pants because I don't think they have enough money to pay for her friggin' $10,000 tuition fees.
Oops. Was I foaming at the mouth? Excuse me!
Back on track... Now what could be slightly more random than that little outburst...
Oh yeah. Last night these people's dogs got out and it's like the third time this has happened, and it seems like they always come back to my front yard, so we called Charlie and Kahlua's mum and she was all like "Ah! Just tell them to go home!" so we tried that and they wouldn't go, and so I finally resorted to running down the street with them in nothing but my boxers and a painting t-shirt (the thing is COVERED in gesso and all the colors of the rainbow... And I have a pair of jeans that match it) and I felt naked in every right. Thank god it was like 10:30pm. So like... I'm running, and they were following me, which made me happy. So like, I waited until they were pre-occupied with this ugly bush that my neighbor has and I tried to take off in the opposite direction (story break... I needed some raspberry sherbert) but the dogs followed me... so after trying that about four times and just getting further down the road, I finally just gave up and went in my house... heh. It's grand... I bet they'll be back next month. XD
So like... I'm still waiting for my hands to get better. I don't think I mentioned that I had to get a bunch of friggin' warts burned off of my hands, of all places. It's probably from all that pervy writing and drawing I've been doing. XD I'll let you guys in on that stuff sooner or later. So like... I've got big blood-blisters on my right pinky and palm, just at the base of the middle finger, and one on my left thumb. They HURT immensely. Like I keep getting them poked or bumped or whatever and that makes it hurt worse... lol. I can barely Type at this point, but even though I'm hobbling, I've been doing it anyway. And I still have two to go. My index and middle fingers on my right hand... I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WRITE FOR LIKE A MONTH! I'm not excited and I'm not happy. LoL. It's a real pain in the ass. I'm not kidding. Hahaha!
But enough of that. I'll figure myself out. I'm on a new medication for my ugly face and it's working so far. I'm not so dizzy that I'm falling all over the place any more and I don't feel like I'm going to puke all the time, so that's a plus. The only thing is, if I try to take these new pills later in the day, I get WICKED heartburn... hahaha! Of all things! I laughed my ass off whilst taking Tums to my little heart's content. And thank the Christ above, my face looks more cleared up than ever. ^_^ Even if I do have a phobia of taking big pills.
So anyhoo, I'm basically out of things to write in this massive update... If any of you read this all, I'll kiss you... or maybe not... (reason mentioned above) I'm actually planning on drawing some stuff soon... and updating that area a little more frequintly. But yea. I'm sleepy now, so I'm going to go get myself a cup-o-joe, some ramen noodles, and get back to work.
Much love!
~The Fat Kid. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8267646/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8267646/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 17:51:42 PST
1) What's your character's name? All right… even though he abandoned that name, he was born Valiant Judah Ophir. I don’t suggest anyone ever call him by his old name though… he gets a little crazy…
Prefers: Fenrir, Wolf
2) How old is he/she? About 19
3) Is your OC a boy or girl? He’s a man! Heh XD
4) What's his/her race? Wolf… it’s hard to explain because I don’t mean the animal “wolf” but instead some sort of higher power that merely takes the form of a wolf…

Appearance:
1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get? I’d imagine he’d get quite a few awkward glances… after all, he’s got one gold eye and one silver, his hair is kind of gray-white, and he’s got one hell of a nasty scar over that silver eye… but then… he’d probably be mighty attractive if he didn’t scowl all the time.
2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world? Not really. He’s the last of a dying race, and he’s taken up being an assassin as a hobby and way to make a little cash on the side. In other words, no, he’s not normal and people are scared of him. lol. And not only that. Half the time he has his little brother clinging to him like they’re attached at the hip… those two are odd…
3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)? The silver eye with the scar over it. It’s really not hard to miss if you can see it. Other than that, the gray hair. It has almost no shine and it’s stiff and wiry…
4) Would you consider your OC as attractive? Well… not the way he acts sometimes, but overall, his romantic nature looks score well enough that I can say yes to that.

Personality:
1) Temper: Very, very, very laid back around his brothers and Leanne… and mostly everyone else he lives with. When he’s on the job, he’s calm for the most part… if he sustains physical injury (epically when it’s his own damn fault) he goes berserk. For the most part, though, he’s stubborn, rude, loud, and often obnoxious… sound familiar? *beams*
2) Does your character ever get depressed? Yes, and he has very good reasons to be. After killing your own dad (even if he did abuse the crap out of ya and lock ya in a basement for a few years) and being blamed for your mother’s death, you’d probably have issues too.
3) Leader or Follower? He likes to hang back in a crowd, though when pressed, he’ll make himself comfortable at the top. Basically, it depends on how HE feels and the situation. ^_^
4)What is the main aspect of his/her personality? A happy hyper façade over a badly wounded heart. Look really close and you can see the cracks. He’s constantly trying to hide his pain from everyone else because he’s afraid they’ll think he’s weak.

History:
1) Does your OC have a family of any sort? His blood relatives are his older and younger half-brothers, Flint and Frank, and the younger is almost always with him. If Fenrir and Flint aren’t sleeping in the same bed, they’re at least in the same room. If they’re not wandering around the oasis at Venn then there’s something wrong. In battle, they pretty much act as one when possible. Other than that, there’s Leanne, and everyone living at Venn.
2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why? Not necessarily. The only time that happens is when he’s on a job, and even then, he usually has someone to back him up… you know… Flint… XD
3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events? He got locked in a basement by his father because the man blamed him for killing his own mother. (“after YOU were born, she became weak, and she died because of you!”) He then proceeded to kill his father at the age of about 7 or 8 after his brothers set him free. Why Flint didn’t receive the same punishment after he and Frank’s mother died is a mystery.
4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far? Meeting Leanne… He’s very, very in love with her, and he would give anything to be with her forever.

Romance:
1) Single? Nope. He’s alllllllll Leanne’s!
2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships? Hmm… I guess you could say that. XD
3) Virgin? Surprisingly, until about a month or so after meeting Leanne, he is as Virgin as it gets. (he was surprised upon first seeing the female anatomy… AHAHAHAHAAH!!!)
4) Does your character like flirting? He considers it trivial, but does it unconsciously… he’s just that way. XD

Misc
1) What is his/her favorite band/musician/music to listen to? He likes music in general, but has no ability to play any. He loves to chill out and listen to his little bro play classical guitar… and that is his favorite music. http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8247644/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 15:50:55 PST I'm going to be an old lady...
]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8187233/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8187233/ Fri, 17 Mar 2006 10:45:26 PST AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH AHAHAH!@!!!!!
LIEKOMG!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHA!!!!'
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And that served no purpose whatsoever...!
I'm gonna draw some snark soon. (Snark... I love that word!!!) So if ya wanna see somethin'... tell me. LOL.
SECKS!
GRAPPAFOOT!
PHILAECHESTICK! ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8128822/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/8128822/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 08:21:43 PST Still got lots of work. Primarily in Marine Science, Algebra, and Spanish... but I'll figure it out. So I've been watching fan-subbed episodes of Naruto because I wasn't really interested in the series at first (thinking 'oh god... not another kiddy show.' One Piece disappointed me that much...) but now i'm so addicted... lol. Anyway... I'm also going back and reviewing Wolf's Rain, because I like that one so much... And yeah... just working my ass off in the time remaining. *shrugs* Hopefully I'll be catching up with you all later on.
LURV!
P.S. Despite the fact that we put my poor old dog to sleep... I'm actually in a really good mood. But that was such a crappy day... You just never expect the car to break down as soon as you get the body back... *shudders* and curse you AAA!!!! You sent us a salesman, not help!!! Vultures!!! ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/7972106/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/7972106/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 13:57:09 PST Someone fucking shoot me!
So I'm backed into a wall with homework, and then they give me this goddamn lesson on Graphing of which I understood NOTHING, and now every lesson thereafter is about graphing so I can't just skip ahead. FUCKING HELL!!! Oh my dear sweet Jesus Crist and God! *writhing* I have NO FUCKING IDEA what to do. And on top of all that shit, I'm about to fail both Spanish and American History because I'm about six weeks behind in both of those classes. Someone tell me... WHAT IS THIS SHIT!? I can't even berathe without BOTH of my GODDAMN PARENTS questioning what I'm doing. I've been trying to appease them by doing a FUCKING WEEK OF WORK IN EACH CLASS EACH DAY!!! And yet, they're STILL not happy. Well, I say fuck that shit. I'm so tired that I can barely get up in the morning. I barely sleep two hours. I get houmded every time I try to take a goddamn SHOWER because they think I'm SLACKING!
Ugh. This is like... way too much.
The big things are crushing the life out of my little oasis of happiness. I'm feeling like a firefly in a jar... yeah... making all kinds of light for that stupid little kid that caught me... but he's neglected to punch holes in the top of the jar. I'm suffocating here.
Fuckity fuck fuck fuck!
I can't even find someone to help me with my goddamn comic except for that kid that could'n draw his way out of a wet paper bag... and he keeps calling... and calling... AND CALLING AND CALLING OVER AND OVER!!! AT FUCKING TWO IN THE MORNING HE'S CALLING!!!
If I could get my hands on him, I'd squeeze the life out of him and then use his leftovers to grow coffee plants... 'Cause God knows I've been drinking so much coffee that my blood is brown. I need a fucking field of my own to fucking support me. My average over the last month has been ten cups a day on my own. It's no wonder I can't fucking sleep.
Shit. I don't care. I can't even finish my fucking angry rant here because I have more fucking work to do. I'm going to go break my knuckles or something so that I don't have to do this shit. I mean... I'd rather be in severe pain and in a cast for a fucking month than have to do this shit. Christ almighty.
Back to hell I go. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/7952117/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/7952117/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 11:31:24 PST But I still got lots of h/w.
Anyone want to help me out with my research on ENSO? ... or rather El Niño and La Niña? it's tough... and evil. LOL ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/7650528/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/7650528/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 17:03:21 PST ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/7361324/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/7361324/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 07:22:36 PST ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/7022218/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/7022218/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 21:04:10 PST So. Welcome to your DOOM!!! XD
Here's the writing project as it stands (yep! I'm working on it again! Woo hoo!):

1. The Poet COMPLETE (in the process of re-writing/proofreading)
2. Sunburst Started...
3. Touch
4. Everclear COMPLETE (requires reworking)
5. Faith
6. Silk
7. Ivory
8. Phoenix
9. Ocean
10. Sacrifice
11. Lust
12. Silver
13. Halo
14. Velvet
15. Invert
16. Song
17. The Voice Started... possibly...
18. Roses
19. Cold
20. Photos
21. Blood and Water
22. Feather
23. Melody
24. Lunar
25. Oak Started...
26. Incense
27. Fire and Water
28. Crane
29. Stars
30. Colour
31. Caught Dreams

So yes. This will require lots of patience. Sorry about all that. I've been a lazy bastard. XD ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/6415165/ http://The-Pale-Rider.deviantart.com/journal/6415165/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 15:30:55 PDT I have an art account over at and It's not been really actuve for a while, but hey. I've been working more on my writing.
So yeah. Welcome to my world!

P.S. This is strictly my writing account, unless I submit something like an ID or something like that... so if you guys don't want to read anything... this will just clutter up your inbox. ]]> ~The-Pale-Rider