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My life keeps falling apart in various ways; my step-mom calls me a sinner and says I'm going to hell, dad continues to be crueler, I realized I don't have any close friends, and my mom lost her job. I love my mom so much and she's already rather short on money and has been applying for other jobs for a while... she even applied to Hooter's. We have two large dogs, two turtles, one frog, one toad, four lizards, and countless fish to feed, and I'm a fucking diabetic. To make it worse, my dad is basicly a deadbeat that I'm forced to live with. My mom's been afraid to sue for child support out of fear that he would hurt two my dogs and me.

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I ran often and slept outside in the rain. I climbed pines and explored more than ever before. I had beautiful dreams and my mind seemed purer. But so many things have happened... my dad's slaying what ever creative and beautiful things that once dwelt in my mind, and I can't bring them back. Parts of me are dead that I thought could never die, and now I'm left to wonder why. I've tried so hard not to let my dad break me, but maybe I steeled my heart a bit to much and things died. I feel empty; I know what I'm missing, I remember them clearly, but I don't know how to get them back, if I ever can. I haven't drawn one fantasy thing in months, and that's... strange.

During most of last summer I felt so alive, but now I feel so... not quite dead, and not lost, but so... missing.

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