http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:TheSmidgeElf&section=today deviantART RSS for by:TheSmidgeElf en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 19:12:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/28367462/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/28367462/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 05:07:50 PST Heh.

Anyway, lately I have been hating school. It sucks really, I'm in year 11, and well, they still treat me like I'm 5. Hm. Anyway, yes, I have a lot of coursework/mocks lately, but it's alright 'cause I don't like revising so I shouldn't be TOO busy.
I have been making a lot of videos lately. My tablet broke, so drawing lately will probably be out. I'm on Chapter 8 of the lovely Rugby yaoi I'm writing, and it's coming a long nicely. I'll do the rest through-out the day. I went to see Wales V Samoa on Friday, was pretty damn epic, great atmosphere, and a man ran over the pitch in pink boxers - Got a lot of cheers. Also I had the lads training just in front of me, right near me, my god. That was hot. Whenever they did a line-out my eyes would just be glued to Alun Wyn Jones' legs. He has great legs! Anyway, I have Wales/Argentina next week. Should be great.

Especially if Steve/Alun Wyn Jones are playing..


-Drools-

Sorry for being so late by the way!!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/27945980/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/27945980/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 17:30:35 PDT


(I got a camcorder for Xmas. )

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/26685543/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/26685543/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 04:59:56 PDT
1. Do you love someone?
No, just family, and mates.

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really, that's kind of judgemental isn't it.

3. Do you believe in love?
I guesss so.

4. Have you ever been in love?
No, can't say I have.

5. What about friends? Do you LOVE your friends?
I LOVE Soph and Bethan, they're rad. And we have our own little trio, which is wicked. Might as well really appreciate them while I have them. They'll probably go to Uni or whatever...=/

BLUE, is anger:

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
A Bizzle...

2. Which of your family member has the worst temper?
Omg, my sister Alex, she goes fucking mental and says I'm arrogant. >:I

3. Have you ever thrown something at someone?
What? Um...Yeah..

4. Is anyone mad at you?
I don't know, probably, I tend to poke fires.

5. Have you ever hurt anyone when you were mad?
Oh god, yes...Whoops. Once it was a black eye for one girl. BUT SHE DESERVE IT! >:I She bullied me for years before.

6. When you're mad, do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
I stare angrily if I don't want to argue, make me argue though and I'll scream.

YELLOW, is self discovery:

1. Name:
Hannah Susan. -.-

2. Birth date:
1st Feb 1994

3. When do you want to die?
Lol, not now.

4. What do you want to do in life?
Become a rugby journalist/commentate matches/help out my family/get a lovely man and maybe have a few spoggy broggys. And I'm done. OH AND A PET FROGGY!

5. Do you have future plans?
^^ Naa, I'm gonna go to college, might go to Uni. Fornow.

6. Do you want to get married?
Lol, no.

ORANGE, is excitement:

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
Urrm, no I don't think so.

2. If you won a million pounds, who would you tell first?
Soph and Bethan. Then go out shopping with them, and buy shit for everyone.

3. If you could make anything happen right now, what would it be?
Arr...For me to get the balls to rin up the shrewsbury ladies rugby club...=/

4. Are you excited for anything right now?
Not really...Oh! Sarah coming down for christmas!

GREEN, is opinions:

1. Are you against gay marriage?
I don't really care tbh.

2. Lower the drinking age?
No. Bloody chavs would be getting pissed shitloads. I can say that cause I only drink beer, and I only drink it when I'm watchin a match.

PURPLE, is Q&A:

Q: How many sleepovers, do you think you've been too?
Urm, right...There was Hannahs, then, Emmas, Caitlins, I was invited to Chelles but never went, then I've had Hannah, Emma, Soph round...Soph came twice. And me and Bethan are having one soon.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
Black with multi-colours on it.

Q: Name two things that you did today?
Woke up, checkd e-mail.

Q: Who do you trust?
No one really, I tell a lot, but I hide a shit load soo...=/

Q: Who did you see the most today?
Mum so far. But might go out later soo...XD

Q: Is your crush on your friends list?
Lol, no

Q: Look to your right. What do you see?
A lamp and straightners, and mum.

Q: What websites do you visit the most?
Facebook, Deviantart, Youtube, Walesonline, SilentHillHeaven...And more...

Q: Do... ]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/26020957/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/26020957/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 07:07:07 PDT [link]
He's cute. Okay, cute.
Anyway, yes, I drew a pic of Shaws and Hines looking cute. My tablet is broke, my scanner is not. therefore I have to turn to my bad photoshop line art skills. Which is gonna be fun. =/
Anyway, yes, I have done chapter 3, and am now beggining chapter 4. Buuuut I might be taking up boxing! yay! So I may be a bit busy.

Plus, I got Ireland in like 16 days! Gonna be hunting for O'Gara me and my sisters have decided. Haha, gonna be fun.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/25833433/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/25833433/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 07:48:56 PDT
I have my eyes on American McGees Alice atm, alongside Cho Aniki, and Rogue Galaxy on the gaming side of things.
In movies, I'm currently mocking Twilight non-stop, wanting to watch Waterboy, and really badly wanting to watch Bruno.
In music, I fancy Ronan Keating, reason, because I just found loads of old music on this computer and well he was there. Bless. I'm also addiction to that song 'I can ride my bike with no handlebars'

Pics I have to draw - Twilight piss-take, Shaw/Hines pic, and maybe some RE stuff.
Writing I have to do - Continue my Brad story! Jesus, I have just like abandoned that one, but it will be back up, I promise! And of course the new rugby yaoi, promised to get more saucy in future chapters.

With the summer holidays on its way, over than Ireland, getting a Wii, hanging with Beth, and maybe doing some kick-boxing my time shall be dedicated to writing and drawing for everyone, and attempting to save the world, as usual.

Urm, let me think of some more shit to right...

-Well, my Tablet pen is BUST! So I have to go buy some batteries.
-I drink too much Relentless and need some serious help.
-I might have Swine Flu!!!
-And I'm addicted to KimBoCruicky's comics she does!!! -Thumbs up-
-Also...I can't be assed to go to school later!!! I'm ill! >:I

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/24736160/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/24736160/ Wed, 13 May 2009 11:43:01 PDT
Aren't I excited.
=/
Really?

No.

Goddamn it. I shall never be happy! Me and my excessive moans of boredem!

Really, I have to hang with my preppy 'friends', few excluded mind you.
Jesus, I need someone to bloody push my ass into fucking BAM mood, and actually make me go make it for myself.
=/
Hmm, I don't know. I'm not really the average 15 year old.
Anyway, yes.

=]

My mums birthday is on Thursday, BAM! That's pretty cool, 'cause like, yeah...Tomorrow I awake early right, then I make her food in bed with ma sisters, then do some other shit bla bla bla.

Then on Friday, we're making her a meal - treating her, etc etc.
Then on Saturday, Claudia comes down from Ireland and we all go do some shit!

Sorted. -Thumbs up-

Urm...

More art shall come when I can be bloody arsed.
=/

...Naa, fuck it what's the point? I'll do it when I bloody feel like it, no one likes in anyway to be fair...=/

Reet, TCAT next week...With them preps...

Oh for god sake...


Can't I be a famous rugby journalist NOW!?



]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/24220029/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/24220029/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 12:44:05 PDT Sleep all day and stay awake all night.
>.< Urg.

My mum bought me Siren 1! Yay! =]

Urm...

...

...

Not much else to say, expect more art.
=]

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/23539883/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/23539883/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 12:34:01 PST
-Breaths-
Arrr, sweet sweet air...
Ah shit! Pollution! -Coughs-
Arrr!
>.<
Anyways...

Yes, just decided to let y'all know I am living and not uploading much. I'm busy learning Welsh right now and drawing avatar art for those of Gaiaonline.

;3

Urm...

People are dicks.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22980456/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22980456/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 09:45:33 PST
Anyways...
Yes, it was my birthday on Sunday, it was alright, went to Dragon King, with Alex, mum, dad, and Soph. Twas fun, bit boring, but meh...
I got a game called, Prey - Dunohh what it's about gonna play it soon. I also got £25, some stuff from Soph, and my dad is buying me a Welsh rugby shirt on Saturday.
Guh!
Bout that!
Because of the snow the Wales V Scotland match might be cancelled!!!!!!!!
:*(
I hope it isn't, I'll have nothing to do if it is.

Also, me and my sister Ali have been playing Dead Rising a lot. Such a great game. ;D

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22900332/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22900332/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 08:32:14 PST O.O

But yeah.

And then the rugby's on the week after.

Just needed to say that.

I'm ill though now, bad flu - got a really bad pain in my side, and I had a tooth out yesterday which is still hurting now. ;(

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22610321/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22610321/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 08:18:53 PST

What a sadass.

Anyways, I went back to school like 3weeks ago or something..I don't know. Tis alright. Same old same old. They're now being batchy about uniform though. >.>

Give it a week.


Anyways, Brothers In Arms is fantastic and I'll bring up some new stuff up soon. I got MicrosoftWord working.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22223877/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22223877/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 10:12:29 PST
What I got :-
Mainly books, games, dvds, and other stuffz.
Can't be assed to write them down now...In fact I'm gonna write Chapter 15 of my Brad story.

Seeyah

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22146700/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22146700/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 17:03:43 PST
Oh god. I really should do a midnight radio chat.

Anyways...
Tomorrow's Christmas.
O-M-F-G.
New Tomb Raider game, and WRU stuff!
Squuuuueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Can't wait!

Anyways.

I joined a guild on Guild Wars, started with 10 members - Now we have like 45. 'N I'm deputy leader. Fucking 'Ay!

They is one guy in our guild causing a few problems. But I'll just get the leader to do somethin. I'm not too sure wether the guy is joking or being damnright imature...

Anyways...

IDA CHRISTMAS TIMEZ!11!111!!!111
ORLY?
YARLY?
NO WAIZ!
YA WAIZ!
YAIZ!!!!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22011519/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/22011519/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 08:26:11 PST IT FUCKING SUCKS.

Bluntly putting it, it isn't a very good film.
In fact it's lower than Def By Temptation, and Cradel of Fear in my books. >.>
The singing isn't even that good, they kill perfectly good ABBA songs.

Anyways, lessons today -->
Lesson 1 : Graphics.
Basically, my teacher did like all my work, and I am making this like tribal design necklase thingy - It looks pretty cool actually. And also all the year 7s were re-inacting the battle of hastings outside our class, which was bloody fun to watch. Expecially, because one of the chavs started on a guy in our class with a shitty cardboard sword today. xD
Lesson 2 : English.
Had to finish my essay. >.>
Thank god! No more wuthering heights!!!
Break:
Got a prezzie of Lou.
Lesson 3 + 4 : Science
I GOT A C!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOO! I can move up now!!! I can fucking move up a group! God. I am really happy 'cause of that!
Dinner:
Same old, same old.
Lesson 5 : English.
Oh my god!!!!!!
Mamma Mia is SUCH A SHIT FILM.
IT'S FUCKING SHIT!!!!
SOOOO CRAP!!!
Thank god, I had Gav there to keep me sane.
>.>
Lesson 6 : Maths.
Great.
I did nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I finished my Coursework so it was fun.
I spent all lesson talking to Chris about sports.
He's pretty cool. Makes me laugh.
Oh by the way.
Stephen Jones is phitt.
Muhahaha! :blob:

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21948285/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21948285/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 14:08:48 PST =O

Anyways...
Firstly. I'm watching gay old men on TV at the moment. xP

...
Right, some shizzle happened at school where my best mate had an arguement with my other mate, then my other mates twat of a boyfriend said some real mean stuff to my best mate. So I had go at him. He's such an asshole.



Anyways...

I had my Science Mock Exam and get my results back next week - Fun. Bet I did shit. That's my luck ya see. -_-

My friend, Beth, got me the most awesome prezzie in the world today too!
In my Crimbo Card she stuck some pics of Stephen Jones in it.
And then, for my prezzie - she gave me a Welsh magnet and a picture in a frame like dedicated to Jonsey. When I got it I was like "OMFG!" and I was thinking - "HA! This fucking rocks!!!" ^^
It really does pwn.
I should do the same for her only of Dave Tennant and Danny Cipriani now.


Whoo!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21883943/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21883943/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 15:15:35 PST

Anyways...
As you can tell I have been hooked on making SP/WRU people lately.
It's fun, and yeah..It makes me laugh and gives me something to do.
If ya want me to do anyone specific, just ask.

Life is meh.
But meh.

Happy Bday to Alex, and Stephen Jones.



]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21836592/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21836592/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 18:34:44 PST

..Urg.
Is anything fun happening at the moment to me!?
NO!!!
How annoying...I'm having one of thoe boring times...Oh yeah! It's Christmas soon...Meh.
Good Things:
- Sarah's coming home soon!
- Claudia is going for a job interview at Blizzard. (WoW Guys)
- Alex's Birthday on Monday.
- They are my sisters btw.
- Finally found the pic of topless Stephen Jones. -Drools-

But yeah, dude - Really - NOTHING INTERESTING HAPPENING TO ME!...
I hate sounding all attention seeking...But I'm so BORED. It's unbelievable!

...Some guy asked me out at school, and I really am not interested. -_-
No more rugby to watch on TV...

Seriously, I'm also fed up with the media bullshit about being perfect ect.
And I'm FUCKING FED UP with my mates agreeing with me then splodging on a load of make-up. AND THEN JUST TO MAKE IT FUCKING WORSE complaining about how bad they look!!!

I ALSO CANNOT PUT UP WITH ALL THESE FUCKTARDS WHO ARE SUDDENLY SPAWING IN MY FRIENDSHIP GROUP!!!
I'm getting sick to the back teeth of going to the dentist, being prodded with needles, being bitched about, being smacked about, being insulted by COMPLETE AND UTTER TWATS!
...
I am SICK OF people in my mates group being over dramatic - ABOUT FUCKING EVERYTHING!
FUCKING "SELF-HARMING" THEMSELVES OVER NOTHING!!!
THEN SHOWING EVERYONE!!!
..
I mean it now. I'm FUCKING FED UP with all of THESE BLOODY IDIOTS!!!
...
Look, I don't care.
I really don't. I couldn't give a fuck about what anyone is doing now. I don't care for my "friends" right now. I'm sick of them being...Just...Urg. I can't put it into words.
A few are okay.
But I'm getting pissed off easily.

Lately - I may have come across as my usual - happy, neutral - self, but really I AM FUCKING PISSED OFF!!! AND SICK OF ALL THESE BLOODY "PERFECT" MORONS WHO THINK THEY'RE BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE!

Here! Let me list off the FUCKING BAD THINGS ABOUT ME:-

- I Love Stephen Jones. And Welsh rugby! I watch videos on youtube about it! I read it! I Join support clubs on Bebo ect about it!
HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM -
SHUT THE FUCK UP!
- Oh! Also, DON'T FUCKING SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MY LIKINGS!
About now - In life, as SAD as it may sound - Welsh Rugby, and my sisters are like...The only important things in my life that make me HAPPY. Okay.

- I don't wear make-up.
I don't wear any fucking make-up - Have a problem! Go fucking DIE! YOU FUCKING FAKE PEICE OF SHIT! I don't care if people wear make-up to be honest, but when you don't stick to your beliefs, or JUDGE me for not being all girly...You just deserve to GET BADLY INJURED!!!

- I FUCKING LOVE EMINEM/JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE-SEXY BACK/ AND BRITNEY SPEARS!
You care? Get a FUCKING LIFE.

- I dress like a rebel! Spike me hair! And think I'm cool!
Give me dodgy looks. You can go fucking die!

- When I moved schools 2/3 years ago.
As fucking pathetic as it may sound...I sincerely wanted to die. Okay. I wanted OUT. I hated everything about everything. They only thing that kept me going was my sisters.

- I fancy 2 lads in my year, both who if I went out with, I may just be laughed at for. BUT DO I GIVE A FUCK!!??

...

There's much more than just all of this bullshit.
It's funny how much you think when you are feeling pissed off...
Why I feel down...?
No...Not "time of the month" or something stupid like that...No...Not that at all...More of the fact that I'm fed up of this idiotic society we live in.

.....

- Bring back the death sentance!
- Kill the "non-comformists."
- Fuck off Ex-Bfs.
- Police! Just FUCKING SLAP THE CRIMINALS!!!
- Mum, Dad! Stop fucking argueing and get a grip!
- Mates - Stop Over-Fucking-Reacting!
- Please...I'm so sick of hearing about everyone...I want some excitement...


If you think this whole blog is sad...And that I should be shot for posting it...Please...Just keep that to yourself. - This is just how I'm thinking...Nothing has happened to make me this pissed off, it's just what's screaming in my head right now.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21714234/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21714234/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 12:56:32 PST It...Was...Tiring.

Okay...Got up at 3am...Had to get to school by 5am, when I got there with my mate Soph we dossed about for a bit with ma mate Katie. Then we went on the journey - Like 4-5hours of driving, one break. It was actually pretty cool, my new iPod list was spectacular, never in my whole life have I listened to so much Dragonforce, A Perfect Circle, and Placebo.

Okay, then we went to the BBC place...It actually kinda sucked, I got my sister, Ali a Heroes calander...and I got a couple of dirteh looks from some "celebretys" in other words shit news reporters and "stars" from Strictly Come Dancing. Okay the after all that junk, bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...

THEN we went to the London Eye, which was kinda boring, security sucks there.
And, well - It's not as amazing as people make it out to be.

Anyways, then we went home - the journey was again long, one stop, played on House of the Dead 4 THEY ONLY GIVE YOU ONE FUCKING LIFE ON IT!!!!!!

Finally got home - ate chicken, went on laptop..


!Coo~~~oooL!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21676977/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21676977/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 08:35:15 PST
Bad things :-
- Wales lost to the all blacks.
- I'm ill.
- I got teh dentists tomorrow.
- I have a stalker. -_-
- My friend is being very VERY attention-seeking.
- I have to read Wuthering Heights...
- I look a bit like a boy.
Good Things :-
- Wales stood up the all blacks Haka. xD It fucking pwned!!!
- I'm going to London on Friday with some of my Media group and aload of year 9/11s.
- I get to go on the London Eye...
- I got my hair cut short.
- Stephen Jones is phitt - N I'm getting closer to finding a picture of him with his kit off.
- I found a pic of Gareth Thomas in the nud. ^^ RAWR!

....Hmm...What else...Oh yeah!
Wales V Australia - Friday.
NEW BRAD STARS CHAPTER COMING SOON.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21496248/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21496248/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 06:31:32 PST
Haha, so in my recent stream of slight annoyance and easy-going depression (if there is such a thing.) I have developed a great interest and love for Welsh rugby. Don't ask me why, I just love the game, and how cool it is to watch, and of course most of the people who play it. Rawr!
Seeing as of recent I have decidided to just stay single, stop oggling over people, and just be an independant thing, I need to find something to keep me entertained. Ha, that sounds dodgy!

So anyways, I have started watching it again round at my dads,
firstly, I watched South Africa V Wales...Okay, we lose by 5 points, but I gotta tell ya now! We played considering the fact we were against world champions, who have thrashed us in the past!!!

Then I watched Canada V Wales...To be honest, I didn't think we did as well as we could, the boys seemed to play a little sloppy, especially in the first half. And as we were watching it, because of all my quick anaylises and shouting out, my dad said he can tell rugby flows in my blood. In which case I was just "WOO!" to. ^^

Enough rugby now, more me...I had to go to the dentist in the first time in like ever, I had 2 days off school, cause I had toughache, and well, what she was doing at the dentist hurt like a bitch, but I lately I have been more endurable when it comes to pain, I think it's all the rugby I been watching.
Then, right! I MISSED the online interview with James Hook! >.<
Urm, over than that...The other day I got chased through tescos by my sisters fiance with a novelty penguin, and fell over. - Normal, yes.

Oh!!! ALSO...S73ph3n J0n3s 1s 73h S3x!!!

And, Atm I'm working on a picture of all my fave rugby players, only chibi and being confused.
And another of Stephen ones, Gareth Thomas, and Shane Williams looksing very tired, pissed off, and...Hot...Of course. ^^

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21353719/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21353719/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 08:15:55 PST

Okay.
Monday:-
Went back to school from the half-term everyone seemed normal still. Things pretty cool. Man had ugly face. Ate him.
4 itchy tasty.

Tuesday:-
Urg.
Okay, I was in form like at dinnertime - 'cause we have to go to form then to dinner then outside. It sucks but I'm a rebel so tis alright...But anyway...
So I'm in form, and they start putting our yr10 photos on the board. No Joke - I look like a fucking man in mine!
So I got pissed off and walkd out of form, and stood outside with my mates Nikki, Emma, and I think Ele...Then while I was there this stupid bastard from my year walked out...And the following conversation happened...

"Yer.Yer.Yer.Haha" (Takin the piss outta us) - The chav
"Oh Fuck Off" (Me, already pissed off)
"Shut up you greb" (chav)
"Ya know it's people like you who really fuck me off alright! Seriously..." (me)
"shut up, shut up, shut up!" (The chav)
"No, Fuck off!" (me)
"Oh yeah, how pretty are you huh? How many bfs have you had then ya fucking cunt" (chav)
"Oh piss of ya little fucking retard!" (me)
(He then left)
(Teacher comes out of class)
"HOW DARE YOU USE SUCH LANGUAGE! *BLA BLA BLA MOAN MOAN*"
I got sent back to form! >,>

In which i burst out crying it friggin' sucked. Now, I know it's only one guy who said it - but i feel well self concious...Believe me - I'm really badly paranoid.

Okay.
Wednesday:-
Things started looking brighter. ^^
I got a C in my Science Test!!!
Whoo!
By the way, I'm in foundation - so that's good!
I got 25/30.
My sister got the scanner workin'! (More pics to come!)
I noticed Josh lookin' over at me...But meh - I'm openminded on the subject.

...
Thursday:-
Okay...
Urm...
Nothing much happened today...
We talked about how fun GTA:SA is...

...


Yeah!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21136923/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/21136923/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 08:06:51 PDT

It was a pink day at school, 'cause we're supporting a breast cancer charity thingy. And so i kinda went pink. - VERY RARE.

My hair has pink streaks in it. ^^
My t-shirt has robots on it and is pink.
I have a multi-coloured neck bandana thingy.
I have a pink wristband.
And the norm - jeans + trainers.

We were all attacking my guymates today with my pink hair mascara. It pwns. ^^

Today was pretty fun, but I was still a bit upset from yesterday (in which i cried cause of the whole josh/ lads in general thingy)...Which sucked.
He came into form whihc is my COPE class when i was there, and like completely blanked me - I was just like... It was ghey. Kyle kept pointing him out to me and saying "Look Hannah, look who it is! Look! Look! It's josh" in which i replied loudly " I'M NOT STUPID KYLE." He heard it - and then n History right at the end he stomped out really pissed off like...I hope he didn't get the wrong end of the pineapple..

Other than that...

SOPHS CLEEVAGE WAS MASSIVE.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20998089/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20998089/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 08:02:35 PDT It sucks...I really keep getting tired.

I haven't been sleeping for the past week or two - I keep getting 2 or 3 hours sleep, from like 2am - 5am...It's annoying. I almost feel asleep in Graphics yesterday..

Also, I keep getting very pissed off. Extremely pissed off in fact. I'm getting sick of solving and helping people with their problems, then just so they can say " No...I can't do that...=S No...No..." It's friggin' annoying, I don't give a fuck about other peoples "problems" at the moment. Just my own, so PEH!


Okay then, at school I hang with Ant, Alex, Soph, Katie, Ele, Adam ect. at dinnertime. Lately Ants normal group has been coming over to us. Which is peh. It's gay because like...Like me and Josh just aren't talking at all (he's in their group) I wanna speak to him, be friends, or more, I'm cool with anything. But like, it's really gay. As stupid as it sounds it makes me upset to see someone (i like) avoiding me. Also, I think Ants been acting weird to me too lately. Like, bad weird, not good weird. It's gay...

So, yeah...I'm okay, and happy, but kinda miserable too..

Nobody likes a morbid fucker though!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20854231/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20854231/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 08:02:37 PDT Not really...
How did things go with Josh?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...It sucked, he's got a girlfriend and i was like "DAMNIT! Okay...*walk off looking happy------Walk around corner burst out crying*


It sucked okay!


Annnnyyyywaaayyyysss...................

Things are going okay, I dunoh if I'm over him but meh. -


Urm - I been editing quite a few pics lately + I'm half way through chapter 15 of Brads story. ^^ I'm also doing a manga for my extended roject. xD

Also....I watched the Highlander anime and all i can say is don't watch it as a replica of the film, watch it as if you have never seen the original before.

Also, it's fucking epic and godly! And an extremely good anime - Realllly cooooool!!!!!!!!!



]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20755758/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20755758/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 08:22:12 PDT
Love -

You can call it love... Or whatever, you now what I'm like - I don't know where my own head is, let alone know what i like.
You know mayan, i went out with Josh - then dumped him - now i regret dumping him...Wellllllllllllllll....

I talked to him the other day - we were both in a rush so it was only brief, but I kinda think he still likes me, I hope to god he does. Anyways...I got mine and his mate, Tom, to speak with him tomorrow to come talk to me, in which I'm gonna admit everything to him about how much I like him, how stupid horoscopes tell us we're meant to be, and of course how much I "love" him... So, that's that...Hehe...

Hate -

Lately, I have been slightly worried about myself, people are pissing me off very easily - and I'm gonna issue a complaint about one of my teachers, for being unreasonable, bitchy, and completely mean to me, even though I have tried to compramise with her, and be kind. =O

Anyways...Some girl really hurt me the other day, she was such a whore to me for no reason, she was just fucking mean. I almost decked her.

Secret Obsession for Stephen Jones -

Yes. I mean the Welsh Rugby fly-half, Stephen, he is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lovely! Like a little welsh puppy that's built like a brick shithouse, COR - I would have him.

Btw...I'm Welsh, and I love rugby.




And Stephen Jones...

















]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20668555/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20668555/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 13:08:16 PDT Her comment after taking my quiz-------
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Gina said:
My Result: Target Practice for Goths/Grebs.

so im guessen yoor some emo freakk yee


llike ta see ya try nd start on uss ad nock ya out ya silly cuntt


inabit i hope ya die
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My reply after being rejected by someone at school -
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I'm afraid I don't understand you, did you not go to school? Was learning how to spell very hard for you? Oh...Sorry, that was a personal stab at you, this quiz WASN'T. Don't go telling people how much you want to kill them when you don't even know them. It's easy for others to judge you as a SHIT, LAME, ANNOYING, WORTHLESS WASTE OF SPACE when you take a BEBO QUIZ personally, and start wanting to kill people for ludicrous reasons. In my eyes you should be killed off, why, you may ask? Because, what are you really doing for this Earth, you are NOTHING. Kill yourself before you become a £10 whore already, okay? Everyone will benefit from it.

I am sick of these worthless twats who don't know shit, who start on innocent people - They should be killed off.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20585223/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20585223/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 12:50:11 PDT
Anyways, got really pissed off today over seeing some chavvy prep girls, almost decked one of them i was that pissed off.

Hm, as my Assassin on Guild Wars i am almost at the end of the game. ^^ Haha.

And well, i think i may like Ant again from school. =/ Maybeh, it's his half-assed attitude i love.

Oh and my ex is completely avoiding me and hates me. Peh. Whatever.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20467417/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20467417/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 07:31:09 PDT
I didn't think i was going to the expo i had been going to throughout the past 3 years, and then while i was sleeping, i get a knock at the door. So i run downstairs in my jim jams and open the door, only to see my dad standing there with a bag full of money and a cheesy-ass grin on his face...First line to me-
"Now, Hannah, what the hell are you doing at home in your jim jams, when the expo is on?" He then raised the bag of money and told me to get dressed. After ii have messed y hair up and put my long-ass matrix jacket on, we go there.

While we're there-

My dad has never been to an expo, so seeing him there, was like pushing an overly straight guy into an overly gay bar. His reaction to most things was " Why's her hair pink...? Who's he meant to be...? Who the hell?...What?...Wait, was that manga called, Berserk?" It was funny, he was confused and didn't question me as i browsed through Crying Freeman/Path of the Assasin, and of course Ninja Scroll and Berserk.

So, he bought me some stuff because he thought it would be the right thing to do - Lol. I got a DragonBall Z poster book, some Pocky, a mini Trigun Vash keyring, Samurai 7 DVD 3, and finally, the WHOLE of the Ninja Scroll series...For, guess how much, £5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Like, whoa. Bargain.


Also, dad is ordering me 1-3 of the Berserk mangas.

Things pwned, only problem - I have a very bad cold. ¬_¬

Also, because some dude from BattleStar is gonna be at the London Expo, my dad is thinking of taking me to that one. Whoa! Awesome.

=3

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20403419/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20403419/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 08:21:20 PDT Yeah, the world's gonna be pwned by a black hole tomorrow apparantly. Should be a laugh, shouldn't it. Fun, fun, fun. But, loads of people have been on about it, and the news is going on about it too. I kinda hope it happens, that would be interesting. Doubt it will though.



Okay, everythng at the moment is going alright, but i keep getting into some vicious rant moods lately. Believe me! One bad thing'll happen and i will go Ninjah on ya ass. Anyway...Today, last lesson i had Maths. Whoopy-fucking-doo. Then, when i got home i screamed at my sis, Alex, 'cause she was tutting at me for placing my keys on the coffee table, because it apprantly made the place look dirty!



!!!W............T............F!!!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20320880/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20320880/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 08:36:55 PDT He got pissed off...I think.
He punched his mates.
I was confsued.
I had a dream about me and Ant playing CoD4 while drinking beer.
Told Soph.
Soph said she could see that happening.
Kissed Kyle and had some lessons with him.
Made love to Duckie. ^_-
Called Ant a whore.
He smiled.
I called him a slut.
He likes the abuse.
I got confused again.
Dossed abotu outside Science, with Kim and Ivy.
Science sucked.
Day = Meh!

Got double media tomorrow with the best group + teacher like ever!
Hope i didn't hurt Josh (ex) too much.
I'm an indpendant woman.
I don't want someone atm. ^^
I told the new headmaster i wanna be in the army.
He told me i should go for it, and told me off for not having my tie done up.
I told him it's because i'm cool.
He agreed.
I laughed.



And that's about it.


Ps. I'm a squid. INK.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20285840/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20285840/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 08:08:52 PDT
I'm addicted to Guild Wars - And yes, i can do the Droknars run!

Haha, my way is very great, muhahaha. I can do it as my mesmer.


Anyway, soon i'll be ascended on it...

Also i walked home with Robbie that was fun, we were taken the piss out of Saw, saying that Jigsaw accidently kills his victims. ^^

Haha, fun, fun.

Oh btw.


CORN!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20178917/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20178917/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 05:22:50 PDT He's training for the Droks run.

Btw people, I'm talking about Guild Wars, just a joke between me and my sister. >.<

Anyway, going back to school next week...Year 10...Fun. Everyone's gonna be shocked when they see me with a bright pink fluffy pencil case, and short spikey-ish hair...Which i should be getting done soon. Anyway, I'm addicted to Ninja Scroll again. It's so awesome, and Yuri-kins is soooooooooooooo pretty...If i was an animated guy - Rawr!

Hmm, my sis went to Infest and got me a friend, his name is Therald and he's a sock monster. He's in his body bag atm.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20022705/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/20022705/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 12:53:21 PDT
Yeah, me and my sister have been watching Chucky movies all week, and that's what he says on Seed of Chucky to his son. Hilarious stuff.

I know that i gotta upload some pics, but i don't have a scanner, or photoshop, all i have is a pen and a pad, and a big imagination...Which doesn't help when you wanna upload them onto the computer. ¬_¬. Anyways, I watched 1408 the other day, and it's actually quite scary. o.O

Then i been playin' Rogue Galaxy. I'm right near the end of it, and Zegram pwns! None of this, shitty-ass Captain Jack nonsense!




AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/19654172/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/19654172/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 03:54:27 PDT
And, tis good to be back, i got loads of pics to photoshop ect and put on here, ll funneh comics of games.

Oh yeah, an update on ma games.


Forbidden Siren 2 - I love this game! I'm like absolutely addicted to it, it's really fun and scary and one of my fave characters goes mental. =?

Ninja Gaiden 2 - Now i can play it at my house 'cause i got an Xbox 360! Yay!. =3 Tis really fun and i love Ryu, he's just so damn cool.

Final Fantasy - Dirge Of Cerberus - Okay, tis gonna take me a while to get into this one, i HATED Advent Children, and i HATED Vincent. So it's pretty bad...I'll only be happy on it, when i see Cid and Red!

Condemned 2 - This game is fun, my dad bought it me when he bought my 360, twas funneh while i was playing it he was like "YEAH! Pick up the pipe, smakc hi with that!"

Resident Evil 3 - Yes, i have gone back to my Brad-loving ways. You see last summer holidays i got back into RE, now I'm gonna get back into it again...

But Forbidden Siren 2 is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good! Dude, it rocks...And tis quite funneh though, 'cause sometimes i play it at night, and tis funneh 'cause sometimes i wont go on in missions, because I'm afraid of the one monster. The ugly head one.


Oh, i got my tongue pierced btw, and my mom is buying whatever i want. ^^

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/19465296/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/19465296/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 13:12:23 PDT
Well, actually it kinda sucked.

Just as i was starting to get into Josh's nickers.


Yeah, he's ma new boyfriend.

We started going out yesterday, adn our first proper kiss was today...At the end of school...COR...He's phit.



Anyway, i get my internet back next week.
FOR SURE.

Then i can update loads of shit, sorreh i haven't been on people...It sucks majorly...



Anyway, i got through ff7: Chris Core...

The ending was sad....

Of course, the ending was kinda predictable.









OH YEAH! I'm doing really well on Ninja Gaiden 2!
BOOYAH.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/18831697/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/18831697/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 03:04:49 PDT

Yum-yum-yum.


Anyways, i have written loads of stories and poems for this and Fanfiction.net and when i get the internet back I'll post 'em up.

Btw -I'm on my sisters bfs pc atm.


Also - I have been Dragon Quest Swords on the Wii, and it is SOOO bloody fun! I mean it now it rawks!
But i wrecks ya arm something cronic.
Then i have also been playing Ninja Gaiden 2 on the xbox 360.

SOO MUCH BLOOD!
It's SOOOO fun!

But now I'm stuck on some gay-ass boss. ¬_¬







Ohhh! Also - I look UUBER NERD.

I have a Ninja Gaiden t-shirt, a Devil May Cry hat and of course my STARS wristband and my Mushroom SM wristband and various other bangles and shit!
Yay for NERDS. 8)


OH! Also i complated FF8 for the firstn time EVER!

Now i have beat...
ff1 - Too easy. - Completed - 2007
Stuck on Final boss of FF2 - 2007
FF3 - Meh. - 2008
Stuck on Final boss of FF4. -2007
FF5 - Love ALL of it. - 2005 when i started playing.
FF6 - NOT PLAYED. - N/A
FF7 - Alright ending. - 199- When i was little.
FF8 - I hates the game - i loves the ending. - 2008
FF9 - Alright ending i guess. - 200- or something...Quite a while ago.
FF10 - Tidus, Auron, and Wakka FTW. - Dunnoh.
FF X-2 - Hated every mintue of story of it. - Can't be bothered to remember. ¬_¬
FF12 - Beat, shit ending. - 2008.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/18351262/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/18351262/ Fri, 16 May 2008 12:27:18 PDT
I'm cool with the guy i like.

Another guy - who's a phitty likes me.

And..I wrote loads a shit to update on here...

Oh, i wont get internet backj till couple of weeks.

Gotta move house. ¬_¬

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/18003995/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/18003995/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:37:07 PDT I'm NEVER going to have a "best mate" AGAIN! Honestly - i have gone through life just having a big group of best mates, and now i finally get a good "best mate" Oh no. No,i may of though that she was cool, really she's a BITCH.
Why? She has been bitching about me! A lot!
What's she being saying? She says that I'm annoying/I talk about Ant too much/I keep telling her to chill/ I keep asking her whats up/ I keep just being annoying.

WHY CAN'T SHE SAY IT TO MY FUCKING FACE!

I hate people like that! Seriously, like wtf! As soon as she's online, I'm gonna rant at her. I just actually thought she was a good friend, but now i have realized my second best mate - Katie, is actually a lot better. At least Katie has the balls to say something to my face.

Stupid fucking bitch.
I HATE it when people who you think you can trust do that! She's really pissed me off today!



Oh by the way, Final fantasy 12 is a good game.
And, Violence Jack makes me ill.
And, I have NEVER been this pissed off with someone before. Apart from that little bitch Abbie Mathews, who broke my arm!
THE BITCH.


Arg! Sorry to go on, but i need a good rant!

I'm Fucking miserable now.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17833748/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17833748/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 14:18:18 PDT Gotta lurve making weird-ass amvs. So yeah, I'm quite happy, might start uploading again because I get Photoshop back tomorrow, which pwns. =3 Naw, I'm pissed off though because loads of people have been slagging my video/art/fanfics off online - which makes me feel sad...

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17792331/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17792331/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 08:40:45 PDT
Okay, Maths. Ultra fun lesson! Sit by Soph, and Ant sits in front of me. I glomp over him - he's nice. Well, he's a bastard actually, but i love him for it.
But anyways, we were all pissing about today and he put on our mate Luke's glasses, and dude i couldn't help myself...I was just like "Dude, you look so hawt in those glasses!" And he was like - "whoa." and then he took em off, and i was like - "Naa, you're just hot in general." But i never usually say that to him. So he was like - "" And i was like .

So yeah.
I'm also addicted to Tomb Raider Conicals - I'm on the Russian level atm - WITHOUT CHEATS!


Booya!

And i have gained alliance with some of the chavs!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17715702/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17715702/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 12:57:17 PDT
This has inspired a new fanfic - a Tomb Raider fanfic - it shall be uploaded soon! I'm addicted to TR again! The old ones. And, I'm talking to a lad that is pure pwnage. Oh, and my pc has been formatted again. Ah well!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17569288/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17569288/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 07:41:45 PDT Anyway, I'm starting to draw chibi characters from games i have done Ark and Henry next I'm gonna do Bruce or Squall...Hmm...Anyway, yeah I'm happy - Hungry though.

Went to go see "Meet the Spartans" yesterday - It was funny on bits, but you could tell it was a typical "Epic Movie" type film - In other words some chavvy humor. But it was cool - Damn the cinema by me is expensive too! Anyways, I'm gonna go look for food now - And maybe actually brush my hair - It's a mess. o.O Also, earlier this week i was ill, so yeah...That's my excuse for not uploading.

Buibui!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17486604/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17486604/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 05:09:29 PDT I'm ill.
I'm tired.
I'm annoyed.
And i CAN'T BE ASSED!!!!
Right, i was woken up at like half 7 this morning to..
Dad-"Hi Hannah, just getting the ps2 okay..."
Dad-"SHUFFLE, CLUNK, CLUNK, SHUFFLE!"
Me- " Nayak..."
Dad- "Oh, the cats in here..."
Me- "ARRH,turn the light off"
Dad leaves and turns the light off...
Me-- "manage to get the cat out"
Me-- "Ahhh..good sleep now..."
Dad comes back in - " Sorry, the game isn't downstairs."
Dad- "SHUFFLE, SHUFFLE, ahh here it is."
Me- "Meeheehh..."
Dad walks out, leaves the light on."
Me- *Frustration mark apears...* "NAA"
I get up turn the light off. Realising it's boiling hot i go downstairs, annoyed.
Stay down there for like 15mins.
Go back upstairs, fall to sleep...
Wake up at 11- mum and alex- "LOOK AT THIS PICTURE!! NAHAHA!"
Me- "Oh..jesus..."
I look like shit/very ill/ my hair is really horrible- i need to have a bath and wash it.
Mum- "you can't, there are towels in the bath."
Me- "OH FFS!"
Dad comes up- "Yeah, and I'm having a bath after they are taken out"
Me- *EYE TWITCHING*
Those lot go out- i decide to go on my pc- internet doesn't work.
Me- 'JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<"
Now i have calmed down a bit- but i need some neurofen...So..yeah...Sorry about the moan...

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17422844/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17422844/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 08:47:13 PDT
I have no chance, okay. He HATES me...So there's no point with me trying...I hate sounding this emo, but i don't really care right now, i ended up bursting out in tears at dinnertime about it. And then my stupid fucking librarian teacher is gonna report me because i was doing desk duty with two other people, so it was as if i was skiving. Like hell i was you stupid fucking bitch! So when i went into assembly i felt like i was gonna cry, and i still feel sad now. I hate it. Throughout form i was trying not to cry. I'm sorry by the way, i have to upload more stuff. I just haven't been bothered lately.

Sorry again.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17328386/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17328386/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 09:26:07 PDT .<

I have had the best day ever! I'm completely "in love" with this guy in my year, and i mean it now, he is awesome! Today he was annoyed/upset in form because the teacher lost his form that told him to do exams, if he doesn't have it, then he can't get the GCSE. But i think i cheered him up, then in maths he was happy again, and i was just bugging him, i asked him if he liked me and he said he wouldn't answer... But he said it in a good way, don't worreh.

I just wish he liked me as much as i like him. I am after all one of the only girls who talks to him! I mean it though, i'm never normally like this...But now, well he is just great. Talking to him and just him for 10mins makes me really happy.

Oh and in media, we are filming our own little movies and i asked if my group could do stop-frame animation, and she was shocked by how smart i am and she said yes!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17265487/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17265487/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 02:52:01 PDT Well, in school on a trip, in Wales. Now, i love Wales and all but i don't wanna go there just to listen to some boring guy speak about how we're killing the planet or something. To be frank i couldn't give to flying foodlesticks. Anyway, lately i been watching ma sister play FF7, which is fun because i annoy her. And, i have started playing FF9 again. My dad is absolutely obsessed with RE4 now that he started playing it! The big wimp. I'm really tired at he moment, i woke up early because it was pissing it down. But meh, now 'm happy because i have like 20mins untill my Black Sheep download is done. Can't wait to watch it!

Oh, but something major is bugging me...I usually am a pimp, okay. I go out with like most people. *Puffs out chest in glory and pride* but now i really have a crush on this lad, who doesn't even LIKE me! >.< I hate that, i fall for bastards!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17191714/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17191714/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:20:50 PST On the bit where you meet Salazar, and he's giggling as you waalk down the hallway my dad goes--> "Naw, i this where that midget is? *gets sniper rifle out* I'll shoot the little fucker. " Lol, He's funneh.

Urm, anyway yeah..

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17178241/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17178241/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 10:48:52 PST
It hurt like fuck.

But now it's okay, i feel special 'cause I'm like the only person at my school with it done. Which is just awesome!
If i could get another piercing it would either be my chest or my tongue. (Need opinions on that.)
But anyways, yeah it's been fun showing to my mates, it's kinda bruised at the mo and has a cut near it but meh. Hurt so much she had to keep poking the needle thing through because she couldn't get it right through! o.O
It hurt so bad!!!
*Song just changed to Exterminate, Annihilate, Destroy. *

Anyway, urm, I'm currently going over my Samurai 7 picture, so yeah.



]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17101238/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17101238/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 10:58:51 PST

Random update...*Love this song* Been talking to ma dad too. We had a long conversation about shit going on. He seemed okay for once.

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17056597/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/17056597/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 12:00:52 PST
Urm, nothing much has happened this week, i still haven't got my scanner working. and well i can't get Adobe Premier working. >.< Oh, and photoshop is ghey! So, don't expect any pictures, oh and i have to download Microsoft Word again...>.<
So yeah, sucks to be me.


Ah well, i'm kinda bored that's why i'm writing this, but i'm downloading Mario paint composer, so that should be fun. I just wish everything was working on my pc again! >.<

I'm going to go draw something!

Oh, i decided i'm going to destroy the makers of Tomb Raider! >.<
It's impossible, i'm on the final level and i CAN'T get further!!!! >.< >

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16942308/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16942308/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 08:56:03 PST Tomorrow i have double Systems and electronics...With LOADS of chavs....And a poser...Great.

But, i should stop whining. Urm, i'm trying to search for the disk to get my scanner/printer working. So, yeah i'll get my sister to help me look for that...
But...Just one major thing i just remembered is how fucked up this weekend has been.

My mum and dad have been arguing really bad...(as usual) and my dad might be moving out ;cause he found a house...
I don't like choosing sides as it appears my mum and dad want me to, so I'm trying to stay out of it, but meh... I don't know what to do, i'll just stick with what i usually do of stay at the back and game, when things get out of order, shout and scream till they listen...But, sometimes that doesn't even work....

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16875924/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16875924/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 06:09:13 PST But, hey, it went okay for once. Urm, well yeah, my day has been alright.
Last night my mom finally realized that her youngest daughter watched 18+ anime, she doesn't know me fully, it was hilarious how she found out...
I had been watching Yaoi ALL day. And then Torchwood was on and she was like "Let's watch that." And i was like "No! 'cause i don't like how it's always just ghey sex and shit ever since the guy said he was gay." But anyway, she was the like "You just don't wanna see two guys kissing."
I was laughing so much. Then when she found out she was like
"It's just 'cause ya growing up, you don't actually know they are doing."
And my older sisters was just like "dude, she draws this shit! " Hehehe, thanks Ali. So, yeah, but Valentines...Andy asked me out. And i said yes, but we did it in a very talkative way... Go me! I'm a pimp!
urm, but yeah...

HAPPEH VALENTINES Y'ALL!

(Even though it's stupid.)

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16861742/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16861742/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 10:11:11 PST And BLOODY HELL! They are like rabbits.
Funny to watch though...But not at the same time...

ALSO...

Near 1000 views! AHH! T3h awesomeness, need to get my scanner fixed then i'll upload my 1000views pic.
Oh and i finally watched Sweeney Todd on my iPod. It pwns!
Love the songs.

Anyways, buibui for now!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16832588/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16832588/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 12:58:03 PST Secondly. I HAVE A PIC OF YURIMARU HUNG UP IN MY HOUSE!! *SQUEELS*
Yeah, i drew him and my parents said it was soo good i could put it up on the stairs, so i did.

Now, i glomp over it everytime i walk past..

I'm ill, but love Yuri-pooz soo much that i just have to be awake!

Yuri-pooz, Braddie, golden boi- Kintaro (or how ever ya spell it) and finally Mao from Arm of kannon, all rock!

I'm such a fangirl i hate it.



]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16782885/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16782885/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 10:27:23 PST That's all i can say aboot that.
Anyway, my pc got a virus called that thingy in the name of this journal, and so i formatted my drive. Turns out it spreads.
The bastard.
Currently ma sis is trying to get rid of it. Has been for hours, i thank her for it. With beer, and wine.

But still it sucks, also i may not be able to upload anything 'cause i had to delete all my stories/pictures/programs. Which sucks ass. It's a complete dickhead and is screwing up my system.

Fuck, i hate viruses!

Nayak!


And I'm HUNGRY!
Gar! can't change my mood!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16687670/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16687670/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 09:18:17 PST
Ahh boi...

It started as me buying Robocop for Gameboy colour, then i bought the anime of seven samurai, and Beserk, might be a wierd dvd though, may not have episodes, but anyways.
We are sitting down being bored on a bench when a little chav walked over and stuffed a Whinnie the Pooh teddy in the bin, we got it out and for like 1hour we sat him infront of us and just were like...
"He's all alone! Give him a home! HE GET'S BEATEN!" Ect ect.
Nobody wanted him.
So we decided to take hi to different places in the town and take pics of him. He coontemplated suicide near the train at one point. And got his pic with two old grannies!

It was fun!
But now i am tired...

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16674622/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16674622/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 13:04:59 PST

(Presents expected.)

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16657509/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16657509/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 11:21:43 PST . Lol. Like hell i do.

Anyways, yeah i'm doing good in subjects, but i picked Media and complained about my teacher, so now they might move me to Art 'cause my dad said that i said i wanted to. And i'm like. NO!
I like art and all, but hate the teachers. All of them suck, i complained alot about teachers okay. Sorry. But it had to be done, some of them are just stupid. Hmpf.

Umm, yeah, it's my Bday tomoz.
Gonna be fun, 'cause like my mate Soph is sleeping round, and we are gonna swap manly stories, and in the morning...

I'm makin' waffles!
Haha. I'll be sure to update tomoz. 'Cause my Bday pwns!

Buibui!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16552234/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16552234/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 14:02:34 PST Urm, on Wednesday i had the whole day in form, so i just played Poker all day with Ant, Ali, and James. Whihc was pretty fun, everyone cheated but me. I'm so awesome i don't need to cheat.

Damn it, tomoz i have Science with Retard McSpaccy Pants. But meh, i don't talk to him anyway, he just gets on my nerves, i'm gonna try finesh my Yurikins pic now. So urm, yeah...

But guess what it is next week...


0NLY 73H P1MP4S B1R7HD4Y! (That's me btw)

Can't wait!

]]> ~TheSmidgeElf http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16455172/ http://TheSmidgeElf.deviantart.com/journal/16455172/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 05:49:30 PST We go to the zoo,
and we scare away the lions.
Great idea.

Urm, yeah, i'm off school at the moment, see, yesterday i wore some booties to school and well now, the backs of my ancles are non-stop bleeding, so i can't walk that much. Which sucks. But meh, anyways, my mate Soph has been offline for like the whole week and off school, which sucks, 'cause i sit by her in most of my lessonsand so instead i was ALL alone. Like a poor little Llama. Anyways, i'm drawing some more pics, and writing some more stories...Tis hard though, 'cause i wanna do the drawings good but i just haven't got the photoshop sk1llz. Naw... .

But, my writing is coming along good. I'm writing a Silent Hill 2 story atm, but i have to finesh my other ones. Nayak!!!!

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