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As you can probably guess, I am currently not at Job Corps. I'm home for tg. Anywho, I hope everyone has a nice holiday.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/27918218/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/27918218/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 06:28:35 PDT

Anywho, Just letting you guys know that I AM still alive. Love all of you guys much,

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/24615366/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/24615366/ Wed, 06 May 2009 09:27:08 PDT Holy holy holy holy crap

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Has 4.5 thousand views

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/24476462/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/24476462/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 08:11:57 PDT

I'm not dumb enough to think its the swine flu though

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]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/23844683/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/23844683/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 07:23:55 PDT
But if she sees a black person at all, She'll bark and chase the black person down the street.



]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/23776613/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/23776613/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 14:54:46 PDT
On Furbuntu...

I'm pretty sure that all of you have been scratching your head on how I would be able to design and produce a theme that is obviously furry. Well, in simple what I was wanting to do was something like this [link] (art by ~screwbald), however there is no theme engine (the thing that puts the theme together) that can do anything like that.

So my dev team and I have to to design, code, and compile an entirely new theme engine for GNOME. THAT is what has put us behind schedule.

Right now I would also like to call all willing coders to help with this new engine. If you are willing to help, please either note me, email me (theyain.riyu@gmail.com), or say so on this journal.


But before we even start to design, we are going to need to set some goals. I suggest that we all meet in an IRC chat room on Furnet. For the date and time I suggest Tuesday of next week (March 24th, 2007) at 12pm EST/5pm UTC. The chat room will be fur-dev irc://irc.furnet.org/fur-dev.

There is also a thread [link] that I suggest read and will be updated every few days on the dev process.

On CreatureS...

Alrighty, for those of you who don't know (which should be most of you) I am currently working on a site for CreatureS with the help of ~foxofinfinety [link] . Right now the server its on is all the way in eastern Europe, so for those of us in the states, the server is going to be a little slow. Also, the website has virtually no content

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]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/23116732/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/23116732/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 08:07:33 PST
In total, if I went with 500, I would probably be spending around $1,150 dollars on the themes (75 for the coding).


So, opinions anyone? And please don't say "If you have the money, go for it!" Thats not what I am asking for and its not helpful in the least.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/23018354/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/23018354/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 10:50:35 PST
]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/22971425/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/22971425/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 18:59:02 PST

I'm going to stay in my room tonight, else I won't see tomorrow.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/22903035/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/22903035/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 09:41:36 PST

I'm joining the US Army (Active Duty).


Which is easily the most unexpected thing I've ever done (in the eyes of my friends).

Reason: Well, My reason is thus. I have no job, I'll soon have no where to stay, and I have very little money. The chances of me getting a job in today's market is 1 in a million (Thats probably rather acurate). So, against my own sense of reason, I decided to join the Army. I'll only be on for the smallest amount of time possible (with out getting discharged of course), which I think is 3 years.


And for those who are worried about me getting shot, the Army doesn't have much of a record of sending its programmers out as gunmen.


Chances are that I'll be on some base programming something in C++ or Java in a non-hostile environment.

Although I dread Basic Training.

Hmmm... However I might get to see some nice male butt in the showers

Wish me the best of luck.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/22842386/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/22842386/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 12:14:19 PST

Maybe I have... Maybe I haven't



Cast Away is one of Tom Hanks better movies.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/22410865/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/22410865/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 09:35:05 PST

Just finished "So Long, And Thanks For All the Fish" (book four of the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy set). Absolutely AMAZING series so far. Douglas Adams is beyond genius. Hes just... one hell of a writer. And he's gotta be half crazy. Either from writing it or He could write it unless he was half crazy. Either way its the same result.

If you haven't read it but like intelligent, funny, extremely well thought out, insanely intriguing, and creative books then go buy "The Ultimate Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy". Its all five books in one large paperback set and its like 25 bucks. And with how each book ends, you'll be more then glad that you already have the next one. :3

This books has shot all the way up to my top 3 favorites and may end up being number one by the time I've finished it. Its just amazing.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/21873423/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/21873423/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 21:26:24 PST

Simple question, no easy answer.


Personal opinion: No.

Love is unexplainable, unbelievable, and at times, completely and UTTERLY unpredictable.


Okay, its especially unpredictable. I say this from personal experience. As all of you who know me know, I'm gay. As most of you know, I have a boyfriend who's name is Jabir: And even fewier of you know that I believe and practice Polyamory. But before I fell in love with him, I believed completely that I would never truly fall in love. That I would always keep having these flings (crushes and what not) and continue to get hurt. Then he inadvertently showed me that I can fall in love. Not once, but twice.

And what I mean is that he introduced me to another furry who he also loved like he loved me. And with out warning, not long after i met her, I fell in love with her. This is completely and utterly odd for me, as I have no sexual (or otherwise) attraction to women. Before I had met Teito, I held no attraction to her. Yeah, I realized she could be looked at as cute, but I didn't really care. Thats not to say I don't care now, its just that's how I feel about all women (except her). Now that I've fallen in love with her, she is the only woman in the world who I find attractive at all.

All this in turn creates a very interesting relationship for me. I recently explained how I feel about both Jabir and Teito in this relationship in a very personal explination sent to Teito. I was given permission to post it, so here goes.

"When I look at our relationship (You and I), then Jabir and My relationship, then I look at You, Jabir, and me in the relationship setup, I come to realize that I charish and find that to me the most pricious is yours and mine. And its because I know you will be the only woman I will ever love. And because of that I am THE most loyal mate on the planet. And only for you. With jabir, I'm as loyal as a gay slut can get. But he likes it that way x3 Now don't think I don't cherish the relationship between me and Jabir, I do very much, but I know that I will find other men to add to our slowly growing pack, so its not as special or magical to me. Which really hurts to say that, but its true. But anyways, thats what I think."

Like it says, thats what I think and feel when it comes to Teito and Jabir.

But Why am I telling this to you? Thats a good questoin. I'm telling everyone (at least on dA and on FA) because I don't like hiding it. I feel no reason to. Why should I hide something I consider beautiful? What is the point? So, I tell. *shrugs*

So what does this has to do with explaining love? Easily, everything. I'm a gay guy who has fallen in love with a woman, need I say more?



PS, to reflect this, At the bottom and top of my lovely, bland journal, I'm going to add three new icons :3 Also, I'm going to be moving in with Teito very soon, so i may lose access to my dA page due to waiting for the internet to connect.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/21722093/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/21722093/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 21:35:49 PST
Now what made today so bad wasn't the customers I had to deal with, the traffic (I work evenings, so it wasn't as bad as what morning had to deal with ), or the constant picking up things off the floor that our lazy ass customers can't seem to put back on the shelves (seriously, you took it off the bottom shelf, you can put the fucking thing back on it!).


No. What made my workday so horrible is that apparently one of our female customers decided to try out an entire package of (ahhh FUCK I can see it D: ) tampons. Then this Upstanding Citizen of the Great State of Mississippi decided that she didn't want them and left the damn package BACK on the shelf. Used tampons and all.

And I was the one who found it.

Oh, did I mention that I'm germophobic?

*cringes from the memory*

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/21549455/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/21549455/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 11:45:10 PST
I FINALLY changed my avatar

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]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/21201832/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/21201832/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 13:04:21 PDT

So if you're a friend of mine and I actually do know ya, tell me so I can add ya to my list again.

And why not I just do it myself? Cause I watch a LOT of people (the list grows daily) and I am to lazy to be arsed to do it.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/20815862/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/20815862/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 19:32:53 PDT [link]

Me and my semi active dev team are trying to compile a list of desktop features for CreatureS and we have decided ask you, the possible future users, what kind of features would you like to see in CreatureS to make your desktop life easier?

Remember not to make suggestion that are tied to certain jobs or not very useful(such as right click on the desktop and have an option to invert the color of your background)and that simple ideas can generally be the best ideas. So, what would you suggest?

Just sit down, and try to find things that you think could be done easier in Windows, Linux/Ubuntu, and Mac. You don't even have to have ideas to fix the problem(s), but if someone on the dev team figures out a solution, credit will be given to both you and the developer.

Every idea will be rated. Each rating shows the possibility of it being added to CreatureS.


Ideas from the Dev Team:
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Being able to edit the right click menu for the desktop
Have Different Icons for each Workstation/Workspace
Be able to select different Desktop setups during install (Example)
Have Image View support GIF animations.
Have the Background program support GIF animations.

(there are more ideas, just can't think of them right now)

Ideas from You People:
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A drop-box widget that automatically sorts files dropped into it by type, then adds them to the proper Home Folder (Music, Video, Documents, etc).

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/20732962/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/20732962/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 21:48:06 PDT
Example: A friend and I are working on co-writing a book, but we're in the early stage, so we're trying to figure out whats what. Well, during my latest reply I lost my train of thought. I generally do that two or three times during my replies to my friend on the book, but this time it was so bad that I had no clue (even after rereading the entire email) what we were discussing book wise.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/20599498/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/20599498/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 10:14:24 PDT
With no friends near me : /

Oh well, I have the Net and my family, so I can live.

If any of you guys live near Long Beach, MS and I've had a conversation with ya longer then 2 sentences, I would be very glad to meet some of ya :3

Having some Fur Friends near me would be awesome

Hell, If I don't know ya, I would still like to meet ya. Knowing someone near me is better then not knowing anyone. : /

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/19133289/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/19133289/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 08:51:05 PDT

Aw man, i've met so many more furs, made more friends, and so on! Its just so awesome!

BTW, I say a Spy (think TF2). ^_^

apparently I also have con crud *cough cough, sneeze*

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/18331664/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/18331664/ Thu, 15 May 2008 05:55:44 PDT =DavidStrife for winning the contest! I must admit, it was HARD trying to decide on a winner. It took us almost a full 10 days to figure out who would win.

The winning piece is:
by

While second place goes to:
by

Third place has yet to be decided.

Now don't think this is the end of me giving out money. In the middle of July I will hold another contest, this one only being worth around 100 USD. However, in September, I will be holding a contest worth over half a Grand! ^_^ Each one is in relation to Furbuntu/ CreatureS.


Thank you for your time and I am out! :3

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/18178708/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/18178708/ Mon, 05 May 2008 10:37:35 PDT
However, the Here is the finalists for the contest:

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These wallpapers will be also be showcased in Furbuntu (the furry skin for Ubuntu) as the included wallpapers.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/15122210/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/15122210/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 08:19:31 PST [link]



I and a friend are holding a two hundred fifty dollar contest. First prize will win 200 dollars, second will win 50 dollars.

Submission list: [link]

Let me first say that if you have any questions, please Note me.

If you have something you want to submit to the contest, please submit it on either (or both) deviantART and FurAffinity and then post a link to it in this journal. Please also put a link to the contest in the "Artist's Comments" field.

You do not have to use Linux/Ubuntu/Unix to be apart of this contest.

The contest ends March 17th

Here is a list of the rules:

In General

This contest is to raise awareness of Furbuntu (Go Here [link] for more info). The other is so that we can have community created wallpapers, icons, and so on for our distribution.


The only true catch behind this contest is that if we choose your entry as one of the few to be in the first version of Furbuntu, then you will have to put it under (at least) a Creative Commons Attribution-No Derivative Works 2.5 License. This will only allow us to copy, distribute and transmit the work, nothing more.

All art work (unless its music, or Icons) must be one of the following: Furry, a Were, A Shapshifter, an Anthropomorphic animal, or a feral animal. If you don't know what furry is, please go here [link]

Multiple entries are allowed!

You do not have to do all of these, you can do just one of these if you want.


On the Art

No nudity can be shown. This does not mean that the characters have to wear clothes. This just means that no penises, vaginas, balls, nipples or anything else of mature nature can be shown. Including blood, gore, bodily fluids (except drool/saliva), and instruments that are normally used for sexual acts.


All characters must be of your original design. That means not fan art at all.

All artwork must be wallpaper sized. Just upload it as a 1600 x 1200 and we will resize it for you.

The format of the images must be Jpgs. But if you accidentally upload them as something else, we will convert them for you. So no worry there.

Each wall paper is specifically for an furry species. Such as fox, deer, wolf, bunny, and lots others. Here is a list:

Fox
Bird
Wolf
Cheetah
Dragon
Squirrel
Dog
Gryphon
Cat
Mouse
Lion
Dinosaur
Tiger
Rat
Rabbit
Ferret
Raccoon
Coyote
Skunk
Cougar
Kangaroo
Lynx
Leopard
Hyena
Bear
Unicorn
Horse
Orca
Otter
Deer

This list is based on popular species. If you feel that a popular species has been left out, please note me so we can talk about adding it in.

You can have multiple characters on you wallpaper(s), but they must all be the same species.


The Icons

All icons must be submitted in an SVG format (so the icons can be scaled to any size). A list of the icons needed are:

Folder Icon (open and closed)
Computer Icon
Hard Drive Icon
Desktop Icon
[[THE NEXT TWO ARE OPTIONAL]]
Network Icon
Trash Bin Icon

Please let all Icons follow the coloring scheme of the Furbuntu Icon:
[link]

If your program can not change the icons into a SVG format or you just don't know how, use this website to convert them: [link]


The Music

If you do not have a FurAffinity account you can email me the music. My email is:

Theyain.Riyu@gmail.com

Any The following formats are allowed: OGG, MP3, and WAV.

The music will be the log on/in sound of Furbuntu. It can be of any genre, vocals are allowed, but no cursing, harsh language or anything that could prevent the sound clip from being shown to a general audience.

Max length allowed is 6 seconds.


As I have said before you can have multiple entries and you do not need to use Linux/Ubuntu/Unix





But that's the rules. What do you guys think? To many? Am I being to restrictive? What do you guys think about the Creative Commons... ]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14878091/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14878091/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 21:42:54 PDT [link]

This is just absolutely horrible. I can't believe that stuff like this happens in our world.

I went to one of the kids blogs and I saw and read some horrible stuff. I mean I never thought I would see a picture of a monk dead, floating in the water as a way to silence him. Its just sad.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14856847/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14856847/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 13:37:01 PDT
I hope that this isn't some random accident! o.0


Yay horrible spelling!

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14707218/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14707218/ Wed, 19 Sep 2007 20:18:13 PDT

Blah! *coughs*

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14616331/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14616331/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 11:56:06 PDT

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14562189/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14562189/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 13:47:28 PDT
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*I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

*I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

*I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

*I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

*We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

*I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

*I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

*I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

*I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

*We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

*I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

*I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

*I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

*I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

*I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

*I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

*I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

*I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia/transphobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14445507/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14445507/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 18:35:13 PDT

*hugs everyone who reads this*

Funny, the guy thats my BF is the same guy that I've had a crush on (and vis versa) since February. I just wasn't sure if he was still 'around'.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14210287/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14210287/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:22:37 PDT
Sorry everyone. Maybe later?



]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14147401/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/14147401/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:38:38 PDT
Hey Xale, got something I have been wanting to tell you for a little while now. This might be a little jumbled. But... Well.... Hmmm, I've got a crush on you. I like you, and your easily the nicest guy I have ever met. Now I know you said that right now your not ready for a new relationship. I understand that. You just got through a different one and you need some 'alone' time. And this goes beyond just you being really nice to me. You're always cheery around me, and your treat me with respect and dignity. Something I don't get that much. I don't know. This is just a jumbled mix of thought. I just want to know that once you feel that your ready for a new relationship if you would be willing to go out with me. This has been really hard for me to say. I know that you said that you have a crush on two other people, so if you say no, thats okay.


I don't know.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13810990/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13810990/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 16:13:17 PDT .<


ARG

FAR-MAG-O-SMIPH!


I can't think of ANYTHING to do as an art thingy. Not even little projects. >,<

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13794660/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13794660/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 12:06:43 PDT Its nice that the tech group for DeviantART upped the power behind the many many many servers that they be having. ^_^

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13483272/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13483272/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 09:32:46 PDT
Love,
Hate,
Fear,
Worry,
Sadness,
Joy,
Suffering,
Abuse (not a feeling, but you know...),
And so many others...

But I am happy that I am working on it!

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13477648/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13477648/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 21:27:57 PDT
Lets just say that we couldn't pay the bill. :'(

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13443410/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13443410/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 07:45:31 PDT
Because of that, I might decide to kick the DA bucket and get rid of my account.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13419366/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13419366/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 12:22:42 PDT

Well, I am almost done with the full image, I just need a few more hours. Right now the amount of hours it tooke to complete it is 45. And i think i have over 40 thousand brush strokes on it. D:

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I have a Fur Affinity Account! I would like you guys to see it!

[link]

Also, check out my remix of DotA! The one that I have been listening to!

[link] ]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13338615/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13338615/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 05:43:09 PDT
Basically what I am getting at is that fractals are not really art. They are not made with the emotions, feelings, wants, desires, or ideas that real artists have.


Now I know that I have a few friends who do Fractals, but I hope that they realize that I am not tying to attack them.

Anyways, let the attacks and comments flow through!

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I have a Fur Affinity Account! I would like you guys to see it!

[link]

Also, check out my remix of DotA! The one that I have been listening to!

[link] ]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13301943/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13301943/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 10:42:36 PDT

Oh, wait, thats the point of this journal, to show your guys that I actually have a Wacom! Its so much fun


What I want to try is playing a first person shooter with my Wacom.



Also, on a serious note, I have been working on a huge project (think 2000 x 3000) and I hope you guys like it.

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I have a Fur Affinity Account! I would like you guys to see it!

[link]

Also, check out my remix of DotA! The one that I have been listening to!

[link] ]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13234946/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13234946/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 11:25:34 PDT
You have now been hugged by Theyain!





Pass this along!

Make a journal with the title "Do Not Enter" and put this in it!


I thought of it myself. why am I doing this? cause I think that there should be more hugs in the world. ^_^

[EDIT]

Awww, how come no one is saying anything? What, do you guys not like being hugged?

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13231916/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13231916/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 18:52:26 PDT
On my forum, there has been a member who has caused general unrest and isn't welcomed. But me and my members are to nice to say anything. But it has gotten to the point to where some members are thinking about leaving. So I am/have sent him this:

"
Terro, I am asking, on behalf of almost the entire forum, that you please leave. Ever sense you have joined our little retreat, more and more members have stopped posting, one has left (not your fault) while a few others are tempted to leave due to you. You have continually attacked other members (I have received several complaints from other members), asked members if they have been diagnosed as mentally ill (with disregard to how these members would feel about such questions), and overall general conduct. Many feel that your presence is unwelcome and unwanted. I echo this to you.

You have three days to respond to this (this is NOT up for debate, AT ALL), create an extremely simple 'Good Bye' thread, and then quietly leave. If you do not follow these instructions or you even try to argue with me, you will be banned and your IP address with be blocked. You can either kindly leave, or you can choose to have yourself banned. The choice is up to you.


But if I do ban you, let me say this.

My mission here is to make sure that this forum has a generally nice and comfortable atmosphere, but with you around, sadly thats almost impossible. I do know that you have your own, more popular forum, and I do know that you could easily go to your own forum and make a big deal out of it. I do not care. All I am trying to do is to make sure that the members enjoy it here, not increase our popularity.


Theyain
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Does anyone think I was to harsh?

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13146970/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13146970/ Wed, 30 May 2007 04:46:35 PDT
Yay! This is my new journal format! What do you guys think?


]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13142691/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/13142691/ Tue, 29 May 2007 19:03:19 PDT


Now lets see, what to say and where to stop.


Hmmm, I now weigh only 200 pounds! yay.

Ummm, I finally got a new (old and crappy) but usable computer. Its mostly for surfing the internet. The other one will be used for programming and doing complex, 3D rendering.

Ummmm, soon I will no longer be in school! Whoraw! ^_^



I hate my job. So I am quiting and Will find another one soon. I hope. But first I must find one before I quit.


Oh! OH OHOHOHOHOH!

I have started a huge project, one which I will not name, but it needs voice actors. I have three right now, a narrator and two unassignedt ones. But I needs more!



Oh! working on a CSS thingy for my journal! when I am finished with it I will let you guys know! I hopes you like it!

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12903777/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12903777/ Wed, 09 May 2007 19:00:08 PDT
Take tonight for example:

Because I am living on my own, I have to pay rent. Well my mother, being the nice, loving mom she is, decided a while ago to pay for my rent by giving me the money through a debit card that she controls (but I own it).

While I have been living on my own I have been saving up to go to a convention (AnthroCon '07). Well, I finally have enough money, but I needed to pre reg. So, using money from my pay checks from this month and last month, I paid for my rent while saving up money on the debit card. Well, there is currently $200 on it, and I have planned to use $175 worth of it to buy the ticket. I see nothing wrong with this, so I told my mother to give her heads up.

And she fucking freaked. With her reason being that I am using my money to pay for the rent while using the money she has given me to pay for the ticket. To me this doesn't make sense. So what If I am using her money to pay for the ticket? Why does it matter? Is it really all that different from using her money to pay for rent while using my money to pay for the ticket? I don't see a problem with that except for the fact that one is paper and the other is in plastic.

And when I try and explain it to her, she listens to me, but it just goes in one ear and out the other. Another thing is that she is now threatening not to pay for my rent if I go ahead and buy the damn ticket. W H Y?!?! What the hell is the point of that?


It pisses me of so much that she never listens and the she is always trying to control me! Even when I don't live with her! > > > >

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12888509/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12888509/ Tue, 08 May 2007 13:59:19 PDT
Now before I go any further, let me say this. Yes I know that it seems that should could of dropped me off at school, but my school is 20 miles that way (points south). So she couldn't drop me off. So nah!

Anyways...

To make a long story short (and to save myself a stomach ache of trying to explain what happend), we got to the camp grounds, set up camp, and we went hiking. At the end of the 3 to 4 mile hike, we found (by pure, unadulterated accident) a Geocache ! It was pretty cool. I am not going to tell you guys where it is, just to let you know, but I did leave a lock of hair (in a geocache are different items, you can take one, but you must leave something else). I don't think I took anything.


Also, the first person to respond to this gets a free 3d model done by me! why? Cause I am getting into 3d modeling. And this will be a good exercise for me! And it can be anything!

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12843778/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12843778/ Fri, 04 May 2007 18:47:17 PDT Sunday I have lost ten pounds! Now I know that this is a lot. But you must understand that I have a VERY VERY high metabolism. I just use to eat a lot. Now I haven't eaten that much at all.



]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12786294/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12786294/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 04:38:09 PDT
For those who want to know, here are my current 'stats'.

Sex: Male (lets hope that doesn't change)
Age: 18
Height: 5'8 - 5'10 (not sure)
Weight: 215 (for a guy who is only 5'9, thats bad)
Average Meal consists of any of the following: Cereal, Pizza (I work at Pizza Hut, free food) School Food, or a samich. Thats about it.

School food will change to Salads (yummy! ) I have stopped eating Pizza entirely, and I will eat fruit instead of Cereal.


Well, here's hoping!

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12723932/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12723932/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 21:41:17 PDT


I don't know how to go from here with out sounding egotistical, but to hell with it!

But do you guys think that I am cute? And please don't try and tell me I am if I am not. I want your honest opinions.

And for those who haven't seen my pics:

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I seriously don't think that I am attractive.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12641374/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12641374/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 09:05:38 PDT

There are also "Speaking Cards" that I can hand out to help clarify this to teachers and others who do not know.

They say:

"Please understand my reasons for not speaking today. I am participating in the Day of Silence, a national youth movement protesting the silence faced by lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people and their allies. My deliberate silence echoes that silence, which is caused by harassment, prejudice, and discriminaton. I believe that ending the silence is the first step toward fighting these injustices. Think about the voices you are not hearing today."


What are you going to do to end the silence?



Quoted from:

[link]

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12562544/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12562544/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 04:13:12 PDT

*hibbary sent me a note with an Image in it. That image was a rough sketch of my Fursona that I have been waiting to see! I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy right now.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12501161/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12501161/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 19:36:34 PDT

ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Just to let you people know before I start off on this, I am a complete computer geek. 100%, Grade A, Pure Computer Geek.



That said.


I as a Computer Geek have been offended. How? Last week one of the people who lives here bought a new computer so he could play WoW. Well, he didn't have enough RAM, so he got a new 1 gig stick. Well the old stick was 512, so they were conflicting each other. So he removes the old, but perfectly good one and throws it away. Why? No idea. Its still in one of the many trashcans in this house, but he won't tell me where. So I have been offended by this because he won't tell me where this perfectly good stick of RAM is so I can use it for my own purposes.



I am sooooooo pissed right now.....

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12456507/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12456507/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 12:23:28 PDT
]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12436643/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12436643/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 20:15:35 PDT
I got 1000! I got 1000! I got 1000! I got 1000! I got 1000! Do do do dooo doo! ^_^ And wow, half of that was from last month alone! Woopie!

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12413435/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12413435/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 08:59:45 PDT

Also, Canton, I hopes you like the present I sent you. Cause a artist of your talent shouldn't go without having what I got you! ^_^

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12407643/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12407643/ Sat, 31 Mar 2007 20:50:31 PDT

Ummmm, lets see, what to say!


I was finally able to send my commission money to *hibbary, so whoraw!

I got some new, high quality, noise cancellation headphones! And I *FINALLY* go around to trying to do a stamp for *Respect-Us. Pretty cool group. Oh, and I am not finished with it, or it would be in my gallery.

My Forum, Otherkin Retreat, is doing great! Plenty of activity and members!

Oh, I have a rant to say! Oh wait, i forgot. ^^

Heh, watching DearS on YouTube and lets just say I originally started this Journal at 9:30 PM, its now almost 12 AM.

Still lonely, little flirty with other guys, but still lonely.

Man, i just looked around my room, and I just realized how much computer crap I've got. I have twelve 10 gig HDD (Hard Disk Drive) under my bed, a single computer speaker on it, a random 128 ATI Video Card also under my bead, a 80 gig HDD (under bed) with Ubuntu installed on it, a optical mouse is at my feet, unfinished Ethernet cables galore (all over), there is a webcam some where in this mess, a radio/ alarm clock that was taken apart (as in disconnect all the wires from their soldered joints and then re solder them back together) and is now at the foot of my bed, a cellphone that shouldn't work but does (no idea how), A box with three CD ROMs and some floppy drive, there is a bunch of sticks of RAM under the bed too, there is some ?modem? under that evil bed, a random 20 gig HDD on a stool next to me, and plenty of other things too. ^_^



Ummmm, I think that is enough for now!

Oh, and thanks to CantonBags for helping me get out of that gloomy slump!


CHEERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12342032/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12342032/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 19:59:12 PDT Cantonbags04 just uploaded ( [link] ) a drawing, and it got me thinking on a mournful subject of mine again. My 'love' life.

You see, in my short 18 years on this world i have been through hell.

Much more then a lot of people should go through.

Not as much as some, but to much still.

I have been beaten up (dozens of times) in school for no reason, yelled at, mentally abused by an old bf, some what physically abuse by same bf, put on drugs at the age of three for supposedly being ADD, tried to commit suicide in the forth grade, been completely rejected from society for no apparent reason, been subject to over 200 different kinds of medications because of me being ADD (no longer on medications), spent 4 months in a psychiatric hospital with out ever remembering it, been mentally abused by my peers, step mother, older adults, rejected from almost all forms of friendship, have had my life threatened at school, I have received humiliation threats from co workers, and just so much more.


And thats mostly after the sixth grade (unless noted otherwise) because I do not remember most of what happened before the fourth grade. And a lot of the threats and other related subjects were not cause with reason.

But I told you that because I was thinking, if my life has been like this for the last 15 years, what does it show for my love life? I have been through the 'learning' relationships and they were either hurtful or not truly worth it.

I just feel like that I will never have some I can love or hold.

Now I have made myself feel like I need to cry.

]]> ~Theyain http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12296626/ http://Theyain.deviantart.com/journal/12296626/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 12:50:05 PDT
How ELSE are we going to make our art? I mean, if we took away your pencils, markers, paper, erasers, paint, carving items, cameras, and other tools, would you still be able to make art? 99% of the time I would think not. So if we use computers to make our and and you say that because of that we are not artists, then the same goes for EVERYONE who uses some form of a tool to make artwork.

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My point is this:

It doesn't matter what you use to make art, all that matters is that you yourself made it, whether it be by pencil, mouse, wacom tablet, keyboard, filter, paper, film, camera, or any other type of tool.


I think I have said enough for now.

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Fractal Requests:

Due to boredum I have decided to start taking Fractal Requests. If you suggest it, and its either not to hard, not to confusing, and worth it, I will try my best to try and do your request.

Request Slots:

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