http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ThisDyingMusic&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ThisDyingMusic en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 00:35:17 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/9282008/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/9282008/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 13:37:53 PDT
My boyfriend has a profile now. .. check it out..

He has me modelling in a couple of his photos, but they aren't like -great-. I'm not the best model there is.. but hey..

They're a little blurry.. I'm going to buy some more film tonight and take more modelling photos etc. That was my first time fetish-modelling.. so I didn't think it was too bad.

I'm trying to teach him how to photograph well.. it's difficult because he's used to pottery and painting etc. He will be good though..
and he's a pretty good model.

Now that I have my equipment up to par again, expect me to be submitting again.



Thanks guys.
Much love.
<3
Dani


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Featured Artist:


This guy's the shit.. I love his fetish photos.


Past Featured Arists:



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Noteworthy:

[link]

^^ I think this site was taken down.. if anyone has info, please let me know.. I loved her artwork and I'd love to know where she moved it to.. or if she still has a site.

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Clubs:



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Do you believe in the signs of the zodiac?
Haven't you found that the systems for planning always fail?
Can you avoid what gave Daddy his heart attack?
Have you tried everything,
anything all to no avail?
I know what you need.
This'll really work..
in ancient times, if you were sick..
they make you bleed.
Oh, hunny, I know it hurts.

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xox. MS .xox ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/8097691/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/8097691/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 20:24:53 PST I haven't updated in AGES.. so sorry if you thought I died..
I've been going through so much shit.

Flip and I broke up a long time ago. I'm with Matt now. I was single for months, so sorry if you lost your chance. XD

I made a bunch of new friends and don't spend much time online anymore.

I seemed to have misplaced my camera, but don't tell my mother that since it was a birthday gift.. from her.

Uh.. anyway. I just wanted to let you guys know I'm alive. I'm working on some art projects that I WILL be submitting on here as soon as I get around to it.
I'm really working on this memorial project for my grandmother. I also want to do a few other projects, including one with my new love.


Thanks for reading this, guys.. if you care. Thanks for visiting my page despite me not updating and not submitting shit.
I need to get around to favoriting, commenting and checking out other people's stuff again.

That's all for now.
<3
Dani

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I need to look for a new featured artist.. so expect that to come soon.


Past Featured Arists:


**
Noteworthy:

[link]

Check her out, she's the shit.

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Clubs:


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Do you believe in the signs of the zodiac?
Haven't you found that the systems for planning always fail?
Can you avoid what gave Daddy his heart attack?
Have you tried everything,
anything all to no avail?
I know what you need.
This'll really work..
in ancient times, if you were sick..
they make you bleed.
Oh, hunny, I know it hurts.

**

xox. MS .xox
]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/6349444/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/6349444/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 09:36:03 PDT

Ahoy!

So, this weekend my wonderful new boyfriend came to visit me. We spent the day in Harrisburg and I found out that I'm completely in love.

<~ me

lol.. anyway, we had so much fun. I miss him a lot. I took some pictures with him and I'm getting one roll developed today. You guys already know I'll make submissions.

Things have been a little more difficult around the house lately. I had to go through my gram's stuff the other day. I had this horrible dream about her the other night.. I don't really wanna talk about it.

I just have really missed her lately. I guess seeing Flip made me happier.. a lot.


I had to go by the Harrisburg Hospital where she passed away.. that didn't make me happy much.

I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm alive, I'm ok, and I've found someone wonderful.

I'll submit more soon. Love you all.
<3
Dani


P.S. I STILL NEED PRINT SUGGESTIONS. And I really would like some new ideas for photos. Doesn't ANYONE wanna buy prints from me? Lol.. am I boring you guys? No new ideas? C'mon.

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I support


Hope everyone participated in bringing back the community.

<3


**Featured Artist**





This is a good friend of mine, she cracks me up. I really like her artwork, and I figured I'd do something a little different. (digital art)
Muchos love to her.
<3
Past featured artists:


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**

Clubs:


----
Coin-operated boy..
sitting on the shelf.
He is just a toy,
but I turn him on..
and he comes to life.
Automatic joy, that is why I want..
a coin-operated boy.

~*~*~*~

You know our sacred dream won't fail,
The sanctuary tender and so frail..
The sacrament of love..
The sacrament of warmth is true.
The sacrament is you.

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<3. FD.
>xoxo<
]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/6168577/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/6168577/ Mon, 08 Aug 2005 12:27:30 PDT

Ok, so first off.. I've fallen ill today.. not really sure why. I hurt everywhere.. it sucks.

Anyway, I won't be getting my diploma today. I couldn't finish all that work at once, it was too much for me. The school told me I won't get it until May, but I'll still be able to start college in January because they're only gonna be looking at my transcripts, which will be complete.. so that's good.

I'm working on doing some more photography, if anyone has ideas or requests please let me know.


-Another very important subject-

I'm in the process of trying to sell prints on here, finally. Are there any of my deviations that you guys would be interested in prints of? Anything specific? Please let me know. I'm very broke. Lol.. the extra money helps, not to mention I like giving people lovely prints of my artwork. When I get a checking account, I'm gonna use paypal and sell autographed prints from home.

I'm gonna be working on some more photos, including portraits.. just please if there are any that you are interested in specifically, let me know. It's very helpful. I know people had an interest in making Delta and the New Yorker a print. I think I will do that.

That's all for now.

<3
Dani

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I support


Hope everyone participated in bringing back the community.

<3


**Featured Artist**





This is a good friend of mine, she cracks me up. I really like her artwork, and I figured I'd do something a little different. (digital art)
Muchos love to her.
<3
Past featured artists:


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**

Clubs:


----
Coin-operated boy..
sitting on the shelf.
He is just a toy,
but I turn him on..
and he comes to life.
Automatic joy, that is why I want..
a coin-operated boy.

~*~*~*~

You know our sacred dream won't fail,
The sanctuary tender and so frail..
The sacrament of love..
The sacrament of warmth is true.
The sacrament is you.

The sacrament is you, Michael.
<3
Words can't express what it's like to have someone help you cope through the hardest times in your life. You're more than amazing in what you do for me.

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http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/6159028/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 23:23:19 PDT

Happy 5th to dA and hope everyone is having a wonderful day..
I've decided to feature my Yellow Flowers deviation today in honour of Jark!

I hope you're all bringing back the community today and submitting no deviatons, or yellow deviations. Give someone a shout today, cheer them up, be happy!..


I'm working on my geometry today..

all day! lol
I should be able to get my diploma tomorrow yahoo!!!

In the mean time I just thought I'd make an entry about the importance of the community and the importance of today.

Five years is a long time to keep a site going like this.


Everyone support the cause.

<3
Dani

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I support


Hope everyone participated in bringing back the community.

<3


**Featured Artist**





This is a good friend of mine, she cracks me up. I really like her artwork, and I figured I'd do something a little different. (digital art)
Muchos love to her.
<3
Past featured artists:


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!



http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/6145423/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 23:52:39 PDT

I got a Canon Sureshot 38-90 MM..
check out my new deviations and stuff..




Ok, so.. I might do some prints like.. Delta and the New Yorker now that I've figured out how and everything.. since everyone loves that so much and a few people showed interest in prints.

I love my new camera, and it is my best friend.. lol.

I've been kinda depressed lately, realizing everything around me.. I have to get all of my schoolwork done by Monday so I can graduate *wipes perspiration from forehead*..

I think I'll be ok..
I'm gonna search for a new artist to feature in the next couple days and favorite/browse some more work, since I haven't been here in a while.. I have a lot of msgs to respond to..

sorry it's been so slow!

Love all of you guys!

<3
Dani

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I support


Participate in Yellow Day- August 7th.
And Bring Back the Community day, also August 7th.

<3


**Featured Artist**





An absolutely charming and amazing gallery this man has. I suggest you all check out his artwork. He has the most awesome bondage fetish portraits I've ever seen. They are amazing quality, and have incredible concepts.
<3
Past featured artists:


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/6049344/ Wed, 27 Jul 2005 14:18:03 PDT

The chickens are attacking my village!

[link]
A.A... I know a lot of you ppl don't know this..
but I have a journal forum
go post in it..

Entertain me or something..

Anyway, I'm working on getting that camera sometime around the 1st. I found a beautiful Canon camera at Wally world for only 78 dollars and something *drools*
lol..
so I'll probably get that and post some pictures..
I'm going to do a memorial project for my gram when I finally get it and that'll probably be the first thing I do..
I have lots of ideas.
Thanks for being so patient with me, I know my artwork has sucked lately.
Love you all
<3
Dani

**Featured Artist**





An absolutely charming and amazing gallery this man has. I suggest you all check out his artwork. He has the most awesome bondage fetish portraits I've ever seen. They are amazing quality, and have incredible concepts.
<3
Past featured artists:


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/6023673/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 18:45:59 PDT

Yesterday was my birthday, YAY 18.
Anyway,
I wish my gram would be here to participate, but that's not possible so..

We went to Hooters last night in State College and I danced on a chair and got 10 free wings.
Then we walked around State College while all these drunk guys hit on us..
was pretty amusing.

At least I got to have a little fun on my b-day.
Today, I had a little party with my family and friends.. I took a couple pictures of my cat lol.. I submitted them.

Megan took a couple pictures of me downtown, and I put those on here too.
Yea
Thanks for waiting. (I'm still working on a camera.. I'll get it around the 1st)
<3
Dani

**Featured Artist**





An absolutely charming and amazing gallery this man has. I suggest you all check out his artwork. He has the most awesome bondage fetish portraits I've ever seen. They are amazing quality, and have incredible concepts.
<3
Past featured artists:


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5947165/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 00:07:08 PDT

My gram passed away at 10:10 this evening.
She's with God now.

The Prayer of St. Francis of Assisi.

Lord, make me an instrument of Your peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.
O, Divine Master,
grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.


I know you're watching over me.


I'm sure the view from Heaven,
beats the Hell out of mine here...
and if we all believe in Heaven..
maybe we'll make it through one more year..
down here.


Don't expect to see me online very much,
I'm far from being ok right now, and I won't be for months.
Don't expect to see too much artwork from me,
but I will do quite a lot of writing about my gram.
Thanks guys.

<3
Dani


P.S. if you don't believe in all the religious stuff I put in here,
or you have some sort of opinion on it..
don't say it here..
This is very personal for me, and I need to deal with it in my own way.
My religious beliefs are a huge part of my life.
Thank you.

**Featured Artist**





An absolutely charming and amazing gallery this man has. I suggest you all check out his artwork. He has the most awesome bondage fetish portraits I've ever seen. They are amazing quality, and have incredible concepts.
<3
Past featured artists:


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5942115/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 12:06:59 PDT

My Gram's really not good right now.
I guess she's been taking shallow breaths. She can't stay awake and her veins are so small they had to change the placement of her IV. She's having trouble with her heart and they've been taking X-rays all morning.

If I don't keep being optimistic and praying I feel like I'll go crazy. I don't know what to do to make it through the times when they feel like she's not going to make it. I couldn't imagine being here without my gram. I miss her so much and I'm so scared right now.
I pray to God everyday that she's ok, and that he takes care of her and that fate makes its path for her, because if I don't keep believing that I can't do it.

My brother's birthday is tomorrow, so I'm going to take him to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. I hope I can clean the house while my pap is out. I really need to help him right now. He's not in a very good mood at all.

I don't know how anybody could be.

I took some pictures in State College last night. It was dark but I tried to get the lighting to be as good as I could. I might put them on here, or at least scrap them depending on how good they come out.

Other than that I don't know when I'll be doing artwork again.

I can't even think right now.

<3
Dani


And I will be strong..
and wear a solemn smile.
And tell my self..
that this is all worthwhile.

Please pray for her.

**Featured Artist**





An absolutely charming and amazing gallery this man has. I suggest you all check out his artwork. He has the most awesome bondage fetish portraits I've ever seen. They are amazing quality, and have incredible concepts.
<3
Past featured artists:


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5906954/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5906954/ Mon, 11 Jul 2005 17:55:33 PDT

Ok, so.. I've been really sick all day. It felt earlier like someone was wrenching their fist into my stomach/intestines.. now it's minimal.. I've been sleeping all day. Now, finally I can eat something, so I did.

Gram had her surgery today. They decided to do 4 bypasses instead of 3. I guess she's doing well, so that's good. I hope to see her in the next few days, and then in 10 days she'll be home right before my birthday. (the 23rd)

Hope to get a camera within the next week. I'm gonna have Megan bring her digital camera to my b-day party and I'm going to take all sorts of pictures! I promise I'll put them on here. I have so many good and conceptual ideas. ^.^

I hope you guys understand in this time of slow-moving submissions why it's happening. I hope to see my gram better soon and everything back on track.

Thanks a lot,
<3
Dani

**Featured Artist**





An absolutely charming and amazing gallery this man has. I suggest you all check out his artwork. He has the most awesome bondage fetish portraits I've ever seen. They are amazing quality, and have incredible concepts.
<3
Past featured artists:


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!


~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5887062/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5887062/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 14:51:21 PDT

My gram's getting triple bypass heart surgery done on Monday.
I hope that you all keep her in your thoughts and/or prayers. If you don't see me on here as much when she comes home, it's gonna be because I'm gonna have to do everything for her. I'm gonna have to cook, clean etc. It's gonna be a slow couple weeks.

My birthday party is still gonna be on the 23rd. I'm gonna take lots of photos.. and have some conceptual ideas. I'll post those on here, and they will be my great and much needed update on photography ^.^.

I'm going with my mom sometime in the next two weeks to buy a good camera for me to take photos with. Yey!

If you don't see me on here quite as much, it probably has to do with me being with Gram.

My brother is also back in the meadows dealing with his mental/emotional problems. Please keep him in your thoughts, as well.

Thanks for understanding.

<3
A very tired,
Dani

**Featured Artist**





This girl is AWESOME at comic drawings.. her stuff is so original, funny and cute. I love her. She doesn't have the net right now so she probably won't get your comments if you go there for a while, but I -definitely- recommend checking her out. <3


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!


~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5861017/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5861017/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 21:01:19 PDT

Ok, so.. here's the deal. I don't know when my gram is coming home. She got her heart-cath. done and well, she's having complications. My Pap Knepp is now in the hospital. He has blood clots in his lungs. If they reach his heart, he'll have another heart-attack. Beth's gram went home because they said they were pretty sure there was nothing else they could do for her, and she's internally bleeding.

I just have to keep praying and be optimistic, or I'll never pull through.
I hope you keep the members of my family in your prayers, as well as Beth's gram.

I'm not even sure if Gram will be home for my birthday. I really hope she is.

Sometime this weekend I'm going to be going with my mom. She's giving me 150 dollars for my birthday. I'm going to spend some of it on a camera. A film camera as I said. A good one.

Not excellent, but better than what I have.

I'm gonna be buying a birthday outfit too. I'll take lots of photos with my new camera at my party. I'll model for you guys, and I will post them on here.

Sometimes it seems like my artwork and writing is the only thing that helps me escape. Thank you for supporting me.

<3
Dani

**Featured Artist**





This girl is AWESOME at comic drawings.. her stuff is so original, funny and cute. I love her. She doesn't have the net right now so she probably won't get your comments if you go there for a while, but I -definitely- recommend checking her out. <3


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5827918/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 22:35:19 PDT

[link]

Thank you, Julian..
You're a sweet, sweet boy.

Anyway, Gram is doing better.. she should come home tomorrow or the next day. They're giving her heart pills and such. Nitro-glycerin and all that good stuff. It's been slowing her heart-rate down and helping her.

They told her about he other guy dying, and she took it better than we thought but still took it pretty hard.

She's been keeping her faith, since my gram's really religious and it's been helping her. I hope she can keep up her spirits cuz I don't want her to worry herself away with this for the rest of her life. Things happen for a reason. Fate creates a path for us.

Anyway, on a lighter note, I have found an amazing friend to be in a relationship with. He makes me happier than I've been in months. I'm finally finding a reason to smile from him helping me through all of this.

He finally got a dA account.. he's submitting his wonderful artwork. ^.^ check out his stuff.. [link]

Yey!

Anyway, things are going a bit better. I am glad you guys are understanding my lack of artistic expression lately.

I have finally decided to say fuck the digital camera. I'm going to buy a film-camera. A good one. And buy film for it to take photos so I can just scan them. The scanner works perfectly fine, just needs cleaned.

I wish there weren't bugs everywhere here in the summer.

Well, anyway just letting you guys know that I'm ok and Gram's ok..
Beth's real gram had a heart attack last night though, I guess.. so that's definitely not good. She's a good friend of mine. Pray for her.

I hope things don't get any worse.

Love you guys.
<3
Dani

**Featured Artist**





This girl is AWESOME at comic drawings.. her stuff is so original, funny and cute. I love her. She doesn't have the net right now so she probably won't get your comments if you go there for a while, but I -definitely- recommend checking her out. <3


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5805374/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 19:14:32 PDT

Expect not to see as much work from me.

My grandmother was in a car accident, and the other guy is dead. It was her fault, but she doesn't know that yet. She's going to be extremely upset when she finds out. She cut him off when going to pick me up from my hair appointment, only 30 seconds from Phyllis's house.

It was the most horrible and scary thing I've encountered in years. I shook as I tried to get her license out of my wallet. My week has just gotten worse.. and worse..

I love my grandmother very much and I realized how much it scared me to lose her when all of this happened.

I pray for the members of Ken (the guy that died)'s family. I hope that they're ok. I saw his girlfriend. She had to talk to the coroner.. and identify his body.

If you don't see as much stuff from me, it's because I'm taking time with her to help her around the house/help her emotionally cope/help her recuperate.

Thanks a lot for your understanding.
<3
Dani

**Featured Artist**





This girl is AWESOME at comic drawings.. her stuff is so original, funny and cute. I love her. She doesn't have the net right now so she probably won't get your comments if you go there for a while, but I -definitely- recommend checking her out. <3


**
Noteworthy..

[link]

Check her out right now, her artwork is awesome.


**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5781502/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 16:30:54 PDT

I haven't been able to fucking get my digital camera up here because well.. the card-reader I bought won't work and I have to order another USB port. That's gonna take a while. Oh well.

Anyway, in the mean time I suppose I will write and draw as much as I can.

I'm really upset lately, I've been having problems with friends. I guess I realized that I treat people like shit a lot more than I realized and I don't mean to.

My best friend also left for National Guard and won't be back 'til November. I'm not having a great time right now. I'll be 18 soon, though. *sigh*

Sorry if I don't update as often, now you know why. Sorry if I tend to leave dA and not comment as much anymore.

<3
Dani


****P.S.*****
To keep me more artistic and such.. I'M TAKING REQUESTS! Drawing and writing. If there's anything you'd like me to do for you, I will. I'm feeling really artistic right now and I'm willing to take requests as long as I don't think it's out of my league.

I'd really enjoy if you leave some comments on this and tell make some requests because I need to be kept up-to-date on my page.

**Featured Artist**





This girl is AWESOME at comic drawings.. her stuff is so original, funny and cute. I love her. She doesn't have the net right now so she probably won't get your comments if you go there for a while, but I -definitely- recommend checking her out. <3





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My friends!


~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5693443/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5693443/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 14:10:58 PDT

Lol.. here are the answers to the shuffle! >.>
<.<
Nobody really tried this.. only like one or two people did it..

Two actually.. but oh well.

1. He just smiled and gave me a veggamite sandwich / I said to the man, "Are you trying to tempt me?"

Land Down Under- Men At Work

2. It's like a vision of love that seems to be true / in the night I dream of love so true.

Another Night- Real McCoy

3. I know the pieces fit / It doesn't mean I don't desire to point the finger

Schism- Tool

(Damn, Ash, you would've had that in the bag)

4. I would be "awesome man" / if I saw criminals trying to lie, hurting other people and making them cry.. I would haul them off to jail in my awesome van

Superhero- Steven Lynch

5. gonna dance my blues away tonight / You know this boogie is for real

Canned Heat- Jamiroquai

6. Can't you see that I am not afraid? / Why won't you tell me what she said?

Touch Me- The Doors

7. All the strangers passing through and where the rules just don't apply / like to stack the bodies high

96 Quite Bitter Beings- CKY

8. The subliminal mindfuck America / welcome to a new kinda tension

American Idiot - Greenday

9. You were once my one companion, you were all that mattered. / You were once a friend and father

Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again-Phantom of the Opera

10. A priceless gift, one not subtle. / Send away for a perfect world

45- Shinedown


In other news, my best friend, Christina comes home from California today.. YES!
I miss her so much.. apparently she's been talking to Jinx out there lately. I don't know what kind of stuff he told her about the way our relationship ended but I'm a bit scared she didn't get my side. Anyway, I don't care.. I just wanna see her and I miss her.

Tomorrow's my interview where I get the 75 dollars. I'm gonna attempt to go up to Radioshack and ask them about a card-reader tomorrow so I can put those photos on here ASAP.

Thanks for the support.

<3
Dani

**Featured Artist**





This girl is AWESOME at comic drawings.. her stuff is so original, funny and cute. I love her. She doesn't have the net right now so she probably won't get your comments if you go there for a while, but I -definitely- recommend checking her out. <3





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My friends!

http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5687660/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 22:26:16 PDT

Jinx and I broke up, but everything's ok. We decided to still be best friends and I'm gonna be going to LA to see him next month for a weekend.

We're gonna go to Disneyland with some of his friends. I wanna meet them, so I like the idea.

I'm all excited and happy now and I'm not sad anymore.

I think everything's gonna be ok, remember the photos are coming on Tuesday..
love all you guys that stop here. Thanks for all your support.

<3
Dani

**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5685152/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 11:28:26 PDT
All I have to say after reading the things he said about me is, I know I have emotional problems, but damn he needs some help.

He said he feared for his life, because of the women in my family and their "short-fuses".. yea, okay!

Whatever you say, boy.

I'm so done with everything right now. I was going to go jump off a bridge cuz I was so upset about it. There's no reason for me to even be so upset. He's not in his right mind. If he wants to go and get some counselling along with me, and get in his right mind as well as me, maybe we can work things out.

Until then, I don't know what to say.

Anyway, only two days and I get the money to buy the card-reader so I can put my pictures on here. I hope you guys are all sticking with me until then.

I just want to say my friend bought me a subscription because he wanted to let me know he was here for me and he really cared. I thought it was one of the nicest things anyone has done for me in a while, being worried about me and the things with me and Jinx. Thank you so much.

^.^
<3
Dani

**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5681298/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 22:38:36 PDT You’re something to die for
But don’t hold your breath now
You’re just killing time
Tonight you can dream boy
Imagine a whisper
If you can keep secrets
Then I’ll tell you mine.

Remember a promise you couldn’t hold on to
Though it brings me to tears now i need you to know
Look in my eyes boy
Nothing like yours now
It seems that a lifetime
Is passing us by.

So open your eyes...

This is forever but it won’t last long
This is a memory that fades away in neverending
In the death of all that’s long been said and done before,
We’ll wish that we were something more.

Stop wasting time boy
You’re late all your life boy
They won’t have the patience
For someone like you
Your memory’s fading
I’ll love you forever
I’ll try to remember
I’ll try to hold on

You’re standing alone boy
Waiting for dreams boy
Waiting for something
To make them come true
Don’t ever leave boy
I’d miss you too much boy
I’ll never forget you
As long as I’m here
- To Die For by the Birthday Massacre

This pretty much sums up everything with Jinx and I right now..
I'm really just confused. I hope you know, boy.. you're something to die for.
I love you, and I don't know where you got this idea that we broke up.. but, I hope everything can be worked out.
<3
Dani

**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5678821/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 17:13:32 PDT oi..

Alas, I went to Wal-mart and got a watch with my grandparents today and now I'm eating my left-over pizza fries from OIP. W00t!..
Anyway, I guess that's all for now. I'm still waiting until Monday so I can put those photos on here. You guys are gonna like them ^.^.

Bleh
<3
Dani

**
My friends!


http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5669941/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 19:06:25 PDT
I'm bored out of my mind. I submitted a new Deviation for a friend. I also put the original, uncolored version in scraps. Hope you guys all enjoy that. I've pretty much sat around today.. haven't done too much. I hope to be able to put some more photographs on here. I'm working on that right now.

I went outside last night and took some photos with my digital camera. A few turned out just beautifully and I'm looking forward to putting them on here. However, I lost my USB port for my digital camera, so I have to go get a card-reader to plug into the USB so I can put the photos on my computer. I hope you can all be patient with me until then. Until then, I will be submitting more drawings and poetry and I hope you guys like them. Lots of people seem to like my poetry, but don't seem to pay as much attention to the traditional art I submit. I hope to see more traffic on that.

I will be browsing more soon. I'm gonna go for now. I have schoolwork I need to work on still and stuff. Hopefully, Mom will come over tomorrow and visit. I have a very cute story about Hunter to tell Jinx ^.^.

I'm out for now.. stick with me.
<3
Dani


**
My friends!



If I forgot you, tell me.

Hopefully, clubs coming soon.
*
We are the dead.
Short days ago we lived, felt dawn..
saw sunset glow.
Loved and were loved, and now we lie..
in Flanders' Fields.

**
I don't feel like I am strong enough.

*
May the Lord protect and defend you,
May he always shield you from shame.
May you be like Ruth and like Esther..

Strengthen them, oh Lord and keep them from the strangers' ways..
May God bless you and grant you long life.
May the Lord fufill our Sabbath prayer for you..
May God make you good mothers and wives.
-Fiddler on the Roof

**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunsh... ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5660538/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5660538/ Wed, 15 Jun 2005 21:53:27 PDT "Am I good enough.. for you?"

I'm so scared that through him being here and as much as I nag him and everything.. the reason he's mad, the reason he hasn't said I love you for 3 weeks.. I'm scared that it's driven him to not feel the same way anymore. I can't help but wonder if he still loves me, if I'm still good enough. I need to talk to him.. I hope he accepts all of my apologies. I love him so much and I would die if I ever lost him. I hope I can contact him and just tell him everything.

I miss him so much, and I love him.. and I hope he can feel it.. I hope he can feel me saying to him how much I need him and how much I really love him and want him to always be here. I hope he can feel how I'll always be here for him.

Like the favorite he had on his page.. I'll be his somebody when there is nobody else.
I hope he still believes that, because I can't think of anyone I love more.

**

In this sweet madness..
oh this glory and sadness..
that brings me to my knees..
in the arms of the angel.
Far away from here..
from this dark, cold hotel room..
and the endlessness that you fear..
you were pulled from the wreckage..
of your silent reverie..
In the arms of the angel..
may you find,
some comfort here.

*
We are the dead.
Short days ago we lived, felt dawn..
saw sunset glow.
Loved and were loved, and now we lie..
in Flanders' Fields.

**
I don't feel like I am strong enough.

*
May the Lord protect and defend you,
May he always shield you from shame.
May you be like Ruth and like Esther..

Strengthen them, oh Lord and keep them from the strangers' ways..
May God bless you and grant you long life.
May the Lord fufill our Sabbath prayer for you..
May God make you good mothers and wives.
-Fiddler on the Roof

**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunshine, don't leave me..
please keep me warm.

I'm gloomy,
and I'm sad,
I feel strange and unwanted..
so sunshine, shine on me..
I need you to brighten my day.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***


Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark, Justin and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art. I really like photographs of buildings and outdoors. Especially vintage photographs.
I love fashion photos, promos etc.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music on piano and clarinet, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
My favorite animals are ferrets, penguins, kitties and bunnies.
My favorite foods are pasta and Chinese food.
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^


<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5649545/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5649545/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 18:57:48 PDT [link]

Take your playlist and hit shuffle.. the first 10 songs that come up are the songs you use to play this game, no matter what they are. Put a few lines from each song in a list and then people comment and try to guess what the ten songs are. I played a very similar game in my LJ, only it was 30 songs and I got to choose. This should be fun. If you're using i-tunes.. go to your library.. go to controls and hit "shuffle." Hit play, and then hit next 10 times.. you'll have your ten songs. Pay attention to which songs are playing, I suggest writing the lyrics as they are playing if you're using i-tunes so you don't forget what songs played.


1. He just smiled and gave me a veggamite sandwich / I said to the man, "Are you trying to tempt me?"

2. It's like a vision of love that seems to be true / in the night I dream of love so true.

3. I know the pieces fit / It doesn't mean I don't desire to point the finger

4. I would be "awesome man" / if I saw criminals trying to lie, hurting other people and making them cry.. I would haul them off to jail in my awesome van

5. gonna dance my blues away tonight / You know this boogie is for real

6. Can't you see that I am not afraid? / Why won't you tell me what she said?

7. All the strangers passing through and where the rules just don't apply / like to stack the bodies high

8. The subliminal mindfuck America / welcome to a new kinda tension

9. You were once my one companion, you were all that mattered. / You were once a friend and father

10. A priceless gift, one not subtle. / Send away for a perfect world


Ok, guess away! Good luck!

My throat hurts, but I'm gonna stop taking my pain medicine.. it makes me too drowsy. I'm starting to get kinda nausceous on a regular basis.. no more nausea pills. I have to start doing my internet schooling work again.. I should do that tonight, but I probably won't end up doing it until tomorrow, and then just do it all day tomorrow. That sounds like a good plan cuz I'm too tired tonight.

<3
Dani

*
We are the dead.
Short days ago we lived, felt dawn..
saw sunset glow.
Loved and were loved, and now we lie..
in Flanders' Fields.

**
I don't feel like I am strong enough.

*
May the Lord protect and defend you,
May he always shield you from shame.
May you be like Ruth and like Esther..

Strengthen them, oh Lord and keep them from the strangers' ways..
May God bless you and grant you long life.
May the Lord fufill our Sabbath prayer for you..
May God make you good mothers and wives.
-Fiddler on the Roof

**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunshine, don't leave me..
please keep me warm.

I'm gloomy,
and I'm sad,
I feel strange and unwanted..
so sunshine, shine on me..
I need you to brighten my day.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***


Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark, Justin and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art. I really like photographs of buildings and outdoors. Especially vintage photographs.
I love fashion photos, promos etc.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music on piano and clarinet, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
My favorite animals are ferrets, penguins, kitties and bunnies.
My favorite foods are pasta and Chinese food.
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^


<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5631321/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5631321/ Sun, 12 Jun 2005 21:32:30 PDT
I think it will be a while yet before I can eat any solid foods, I've been eating all soup and stuff today.

I should try to call Jinx before I go to sleep. Right now I am extremely drowsy, so I'm gonna go. Just letting you all know what's going on. You guys never check my scraps gallery, so if you wanna see me at my most pretty, go ahead and check it out. I'm not even wearing make-up in the shots.

Thanks for sticking with me while recuperating.
<3
Dani

*
We are the dead.
Short days ago we lived, felt dawn..
saw sunset glow.
Loved and were loved, and now we lie..
in Flanders' Fields.

**
I don't feel like I am strong enough.

*
May the Lord protect and defend you,
May he always shield you from shame.
May you be like Ruth and like Esther..

Strengthen them, oh Lord and keep them from the strangers' ways..
May God bless you and grant you long life.
May the Lord fufill our Sabbath prayer for you..
May God make you good mothers and wives.
-Fiddler on the Roof

**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunshine, don't leave me..
please keep me warm.

I'm gloomy,
and I'm sad,
I feel strange and unwanted..
so sunshine, shine on me..
I need you to brighten my day.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***


Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark, Justin and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art. I really like photographs of buildings and outdoors. Especially vintage photographs.
I love fashion photos, promos etc.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music on piano and clarinet, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
My favorite animals are ferrets, penguins, kitties and bunnies.
My favorite foods are pasta and Chinese food.
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^


<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5620180/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5620180/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 16:28:50 PDT
Anyway, I finally got the damn, annoying things out. Hopefully now I won't get sore throats all the time or lose my voice.

Just have to stay healthy, I'm gonna go get some soup soon.

If you don't see as much of my stuff in here, it's because I'm busy healing or working on schoolwork, so I'm not having as much time to do my spare-time artwork. I'll try to keep submitting poems. I write all the time. You guys seem to like my poems. Maybe I can submit a couple stories. Who knows?

Well, stick with me 'til I heal up.
<3
Dani
*
We are the dead.
Short days ago we lived, felt dawn..
saw sunset glow.
Loved and were loved, and now we lie..
in Flanders' Fields.

**
I don't feel like I am strong enough.

*
May the Lord protect and defend you,
May he always shield you from shame.
May you be like Ruth and like Esther..

Strengthen them, oh Lord and keep them from the strangers' ways..
May God bless you and grant you long life.
May the Lord fufill our Sabbath prayer for you..
May God make you good mothers and wives.
-Fiddler on the Roof

**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunshine, don't leave me..
please keep me warm.

I'm gloomy,
and I'm sad,
I feel strange and unwanted..
so sunshine, shine on me..
I need you to brighten my day.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***




Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark, Justin and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art. I really like photographs of buildings and outdoors. Especially vintage photographs.
I love fashion photos, promos etc.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music on piano and clarinet, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
My favorite animals are ferrets, penguins, kitties and bunnies.
My favorite foods are pasta and Chinese food.
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^


<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5603196/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5603196/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 19:59:51 PDT I wonder if you're thinking of me tonight.
I know everything has been difficult to get through,
I know you don't miss me the way I miss you..

I wish I could hold you tonight.. and you could take all my fears,
it's no good to sit here and drown myself in tears..

I just wonder if you still feel the way you did when you met me,
if you can see through my problems and still need me..

I hope you still want to spend with me the rest of your life,
I promise I won't cause you anymore strife..

I'm so fearful that I will never see you again,
and you're my lover, my embraced, my best friend..

We can get past the fights, the anger, the rage..
because we love each other..
and to us we can add another storybook page.

**

I don't feel like I am strong enough..

**
If I don't come back here again,
will you remember me?

**
<3
Dani ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5593582/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5593582/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 21:47:45 PDT I had bloodwork done at 1, and I almost passed out because I hadn't eaten anything.. I've sort of just snacked for supper.

The worst thing about today is that Jinx is gone.. I just feel like crying right now.. just all day.
I can't stand it.. he was my best friend while he was here.. even though we did fight a lot. He was the person always.. always here for me to talk to.. it's crazy how much I miss him.
And it's different for him, because he gets to go back home to his family.. I'm just losing someone. I have to wait until I can go and see him.. I just feel so much like I'm dying inside right now..

My mom and gram were talking to me about re-evaluating my relationship.. wtf? Why would I re-evaluate my relationship.. just because we have some issues. Yea, he treats me shitty sometimes.. I do the same thing to him. I fucking love him, and he makes me happier than anything else or anyone else so there's no way I'd wanna lose him anyway, even though we do have our problems.. and now that he's gone I've realized how much he means to me from how much I miss him. I've been trying to ignore it, but I can't right now.


I guess I'm just not really ok right now. However, to keep me occupied I've been trying to make more friends on here.. I've also updated a couple times.. I wrote a neo-gothic style poem/song type thing and I did another DA ID, so enjoy. I'll put some drawings and such on here later.. I'll probably do some artwork about how much I miss my baby..

Stick with me, please.
<3
Dani

*
I love him, I love him, I love him.. I love him.

*
We are the dead.
Short days ago we lived, felt dawn..
saw sunset glow.
Loved and were loved, and now we lie..
in Flanders' Fields.

**
I don't feel like I am strong enough.

*
May the Lord protect and defend you,
May he always shield you from shame.
May you be like Ruth and like Esther..

Strengthen them, oh Lord and keep them from the strangers' ways..
May God bless you and grant you long life.
May the Lord fufill our Sabbath prayer for you..
May God make you good mothers and wives.
-Fiddler on the Roof

**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunshine, don't leave me..
please keep me warm.

I'm gloomy,
and I'm sad,
I feel strange and unwanted..
so sunshine, shine on me..
I need you to brighten my day.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***




Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark, Justin and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art. I really like photographs of buildings and outdoors. Especially vintage photographs.
I love fashion photos, promos etc.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music on piano and clarinet, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
My favorite animals are ferrets, penguins, kitties and bunnies.
My favorite foods are pasta and Chinese food.
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^


<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5585086/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5585086/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 00:32:54 PDT
I've never flown before

Well, that's all the news on my life for now.. have a good time everyone.

**
We are the dead.
Short days ago we lived, felt dawn..
saw sunset glow.
Loved and were loved, and now we lie..
in Flanders' Fields.

**
I don't feel like I am strong enough.

*
May the Lord protect and defend you,
May he always shield you from shame.
May you be like Ruth and like Esther..

Strengthen them, oh Lord and keep them from the strangers' ways..
May God bless you and grant you long life.
May the Lord fufill our Sabbath prayer for you..
May God make you good mothers and wives.
-Fiddler on the Roof

**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunshine, don't leave me..
please keep me warm.

I'm gloomy,
and I'm sad,
I feel strange and unwanted..
so sunshine, shine on me..
I need you to brighten my day.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***




Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark, Justin and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art. I really like photographs of buildings and outdoors. Especially vintage photographs.
I love fashion photos, promos etc.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music on piano and clarinet, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
My favorite animals are ferrets, penguins, kitties and bunnies.
My favorite foods are pasta and Chinese food.
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^


<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5559588/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5559588/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 10:47:33 PDT
We've been fighting a lot lately and I know it worries both of us. I guess I'm so stupid about some things. I'm so naive and I'm really insecure. I tend to not notice my flaws. I wish he knew how many emotional problems I really have and that I could just have him forgive me for every stupid action I do towards him. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me and I don't wanna lose him.

I think it's about time I let him have more control in our relationship. I'm so pushy with him I never give him the chance to speak up, I guess. When we're doing things *coughs* he's very dominant. I wish he was more that way with me in life. Sometimes I wish when I'm being stupid with him he would just slap me and tell me like it is. I think I'd do it a lot less then, but that's not the right thing to do to your g/f so he doesn't do that.

Anyway, I know I'm gonna miss him more than anything. I love him so much. I'm just letting you guys know. Only three days left with him and he goes back to Cali. I have no idea when I'm gonna see him again.

*sigh*

<3

Dani

**
We are the dead.
Short days ago we lived, felt dawn..
saw sunset glow.
Loved and were loved, and now we lie..
in Flanders' Fields.

**

'Cause I'm broken..
when I'm lonesome.
And I don't feel like..
I am strong enough.

**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunshine, don't leave me..
please keep me warm.

I'm gloomy,
and I'm sad,
I feel strange and unwanted..
so sunshine, shine on me..
I need you to brighten my day.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***




Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark, Justin and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art. I really like photographs of buildings and outdoors. Especially vintage photographs.
I love fashion photos, promos etc.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music on piano and clarinet, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
My favorite animals are ferrets, penguins, kitties and bunnies.
My favorite foods are pasta and Chinese food.
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^


<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5537529/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5537529/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 22:25:18 PDT
I was thinking about this past Memorial Day. I didn't really do anything for Memorial Day. I was busy that day up in McVeytown at the parade and memorial service. I found the service to be really nice.. the 21 gun salute always makes me want to cry.

Something I didn't mention is my step-grandfather died recently. Although that doesn't sound like a really close relative, I was pretty close to him. I loved him a lot and I hadn't seen him in a long time since him and my gram got divorced. I felt horrible when he died because I knew how much he cared about me. He had served two terms in Vietnam. The salute at the funeral was kind of like saying he was really gone. He drank a lot. I would imagine some of the reason was all the pain he had to forego from being in that war. Pain that no one could really imagine unless they had experienced it. I'm gonna go to bed soon because it's very late. I just wanted to let everyone know what was going on.

I went to the Jamboree earlier tonight with Jinx and Justin. Needless to say, I had fun there. At first it was bad. The arguing with Jinx and worrying about him being upset with me about money and different situations. I just want he and I to be happy in these last days of him being here for a while. I'm going to miss him terribly and it just keeps sinking in. The reality of how much I will really miss him when he's gone, and how much he means to me.

I guess I already put a lot of this in my LJ in the link I put in yesterday if anyone bothered to read it. Well anyway, I'm gonna go now, guess I updated pretty well. Goodnight everyone.

<3

Dani

**
We are the dead.
Short days ago we lived, felt dawn..
saw sunset glow.
Loved and were loved, and now we lie..
in Flanders' Fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw..
The tourch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die.
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow..
in Flanders' Fields.
(A little tribute to Memorial Day and my Pap)


**

'Cause I'm broken..
when I'm lonesome.
And I don't feel like..
I am strong enough.

**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunshine, don't leave me..
please keep me warm.

I'm gloomy,
and I'm sad,
I feel strange and unwanted..
so sunshine, shine on me..
I need you to brighten my day.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***




Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark, Justin and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art. I really like photographs of buildings and outdoors. Especially vintage photographs.
I love fashion photos, promos etc.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music on piano and clarinet, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
My favorite animals are ferrets, penguins, kitties and bunnies.
My favorite foods are pasta and Chinese food.
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^


<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5521083/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5521083/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 12:03:42 PDT
I did another drawing, but I don't know if I'm gonna submit it as a deviation or a scrap yet. I think it's finished enough for me to make it into a deviation.

Anyway, I'm just really upset about everything right now. He's going to be leaving me for about two months. I just don't know. For more on this, read my lj. [link]

Thanks a lot for the understanding and support.

<3
Much love,
Dani

***

I suggest we start to love ourselves..
before it's made illegal.

**

'Cause I'm broken..
when I'm lonesome.
And I don't feel like..
I am strong enough.

**
Streets are uneven..
when you're down,
when you're strange.

**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunshine, don't leave me..
please keep me warm.

I'm gloomy,
and I'm sad,
I feel strange and unwanted..
so sunshine, shine on me..
I need you to brighten my day.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***

Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark, Justin and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art. I really like photographs of buildings and outdoors. Especially vintage photographs.
I love fashion photos, promos etc.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music on piano and clarinet, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
My favorite animals are ferrets, penguins, kitties and bunnies.
My favorite foods are pasta and Chinese food.
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^


<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5445984/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5445984/ Tue, 24 May 2005 07:55:40 PDT
If anyone wants to know.. you can always read my journal for more. I'm just letting you guys know why my updates may be few.


Thanks a lot for understanding

-Dani


**

Streets are uneven..
when you're down,
when you're strange.


**

When there are storms,
I hope I see your face..

Sunshine, don't leave me..
please keep me warm.

I'm gloomy,
and I'm sad,
I feel strange and unwanted..
so sunshine, shine on me..
I need you to brighten my day.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***


Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^


<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5405133/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5405133/ Thu, 19 May 2005 17:58:17 PDT
I still need advice on what kind of camera to buy. Anyone that can help me, please please do!!

I put some photos in scraps as well, if you wanna check those out.

I'll update again soon, cuz I'm working on a drawing. It's gonna be of a tree, but not an ordinary tree. I also think I may take one of my old works of art off my wall and put it in my scraps. >.>
<.<
I'm gonna go now, thanks for caring if you read this.

***

"If I piss you off so much, why are you still with me?"
"Because I -know- it's worth being with you."

I love you more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

***


Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^
<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5240499/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5240499/ Sun, 01 May 2005 17:36:45 PDT
I hope that my photos can be a higher quality and maybe I can get a photoshop program for my computer that's better than Microsoft Picture It. Does anyone have any suggestions for this stuff?

I'd really like to take more artistic photos. I'll be submitting more drawings soon. Thanks for your patience if you've been watching.

-Dani


****

Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^
<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5193688/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/5193688/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 10:17:23 PDT left.

Anyway, I'm going to be getting some photography equipment soon and updating this with some photos. Sorry if you actually do come here and read this and see that I don't update, but my life is all in here. [link] So, usually I don't update much on information at other sites.

****

Here's some general information.

Name: Danielle, Dani or Num Nums ^.^
Age:17
Location:under the bed in PA
Status: very happily in love
My best friends are Christina, Megan, Ashwee, Jinxy (oh yea, I guess I have to put my fiancee in here), Laura, Mark and a few others that won't even read this.
My taste in music varies to just about every category. I can't stand country or most rap though. Blecky
My taste in art is really broad as well, I guess my favorite kind of art is dark or fantasy art.
My artistic hobbies are writing poetry, drawing, taking photographs, playing music, singing, composing and decorating.
I love hats and I collect lots of them,
I also love black and white photos and bunnies ^.^
I'm very mellow.. and I'm very new to drawing but I just started to try it and I think I'm doing pretty well.
If you have any other questions and you actually read this feel free to ask me ^.^
<3 ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/4900117/ http://ThisDyingMusic.deviantart.com/journal/4900117/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 12:39:12 PST
I have an LJ, so I definitely probably won't update this as much as my LJ. I'm guessing whatever I put in here will be pretty close or the exact same thing I put in my LJ. (copy&aste) Anyway, since I'm really damn new to this.. I guess I'll tell you about myself.

My name's Danielle.. I prefer Dani or Nummies.. don't ask

I like art and I'm in lots of musical activities
anyway..
for the update of the day

[link]

My friends are here.. gotta go.. bye bye ]]> ~ThisDyingMusic