http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Thoughts89&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Thoughts89 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 00:38:17 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/23977598/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/23977598/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 22:17:52 PDT 'till i come back again
for these arms are growin' tired,
and my tales are wearing thin

if you're patient I will surprise,
when you wake up i'll have come

All the angerwill settle down
and we'll go do all the things we should have done

yes i remember what we said
as we lay down to bed
i'll be here if you will only come back home

oh lover, i'm lost
because the road i've chosen beckens me away

oh lover, don't you rome
now i'm fighting words i never thought i'd say

but i remember what we said
as we lay down to bed
i'll forgive you oh
if you just come back home

hmmm mmmm
hmmmm mmmm

Oh lover, I'm old
you'll be out there and be thinking just of me

and i will find you down the road
and will return back home to where we're meant to be

'cause i remember what we said
as we lay down to bed
we'll be back soon as we make history.
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for you

]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/23007726/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/23007726/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 17:36:01 PST You and all your tantalizing ways
You and your honey lips
You and all the sweet things that they say
You and your wild wild ways
One day you just up and walked away

You felt me hurting
But I can forgive you for that now
You taught me something
Something took me half my life to learn
When you give all yourself away
Just tell them to be careful of your heart

Be careful of my heart
Be careful of this heart of mine
Be careful of my heart
heart
I just might break and send some splitters flying
Be careful of my heart
heart
Be careful

You you you
You you you
You you you
Took my love
Thought you took it all

You you you
You you you
You you you
Took my love
And now you're gone

But I'm not breaking down
And I'm not falling apart
I just lost a little faith
When you broke my heart
Given a chance
I might try it again
But I wouldn't risk it all this time

I'd save
A little love for myself
Enough for my heart to mend
A little love for myself
One day I just might love again
One day some sweet smile might turn my heart
One day I just might give all myself away
One day
One day
One day
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Just a song that I like, and I'm feeling it right now


]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/21416161/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/21416161/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 06:02:30 PST , but in general I'm ok...it's just that you want to give all what you can to that someone, you want it to be so pure and true, but in the end that person, the one you thought it deserved your love it is just an asshole.

There is a cool video of Jacques Derrida, on youtube, he speaks of love, or actually of the who and the what...

"Is love the love of someone or the love of something?"
"Do I love someone for the absolute singularity of who they are?, I love you because you are you, or do I love you qualities?
Does one love someone, or does one love something about someone?"

The difference between the who and the what at the heart of love, separates the heart.


Hope is the only thing left now

Ashley S.
+Thoughts89+

]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/21109241/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/21109241/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 11:44:48 PDT

Everything is changing in such a hard way, but the good news is that I'm fighting to be free, finally to do what I want, to live how I want to, and to not feel stressed with problems that are not mine anymore.

I hope everything goes out well



]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/20225968/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/20225968/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 20:39:14 PDT
Should I keep on going with it?

without knowing where is leading me?

I'm just in that place where everything feels amazing, like you want to live more than anyone, like you are in love with life...

but there is always something chasing me

how can you let go?!

]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/18958781/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/18958781/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 22:50:23 PDT
nothing, everything will remain as it is

and that is a good thing

because i will not worry

so i'll sleep carefully but in tranquility

]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/17973679/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/17973679/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 10:11:17 PDT

Suppose
Life is an old man carrying flowers on his head

Young death sits in a cafe
smiling, a piece of money held between
his thumb and first finger

(I say " will he buy flowers " to you
and " Death is young
life wears velour trousers
life totters, life has a beard " I

say to you who are silent. -- " Do you see
life? he is there and here,
or that or this
or nothing or an old man 3 thirds
asleep, on his head
flowers, always crying
to nobody something about les
roses les bluets
yes,
will he buy?
les belles bottes - oh hear
, pas chères " )

and my love slowly answered I think so. But
I think I see someone else

there is a lady, whose name is Afterwards
she is sitting beside young death, is slender;
like flowers.

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Hope you like it

]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/14370500/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/14370500/ Mon, 27 Aug 2007 19:17:12 PDT

The rules are:
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Facts:
1. I was born in Kingsport, Tennessee,US. but I have lived almost my whole life in Chile, Southamerica, and I have spanish and israelite descent.

2. When I'm taking an exam, I want to finish it completely, even if I don't know some answers, and there is when I use my common sense. Most of the times those answers have been right . It's just that I'm not calmed unless I don't see the exam with all the answers. xD

3. I always sneeze two times because of the Sun, xD. My friend always makes sure if i do it twice.

4. I'm 18 years old and I still have not given my first kiss. hahahaha xD...so sad T_T

5. I want to be a filmmaker

6. I almost broke my dad's nose wrestling xD

7. I am addicted to the order and the cleanliness

8. I love red wine


Ok, there are 8 facts about me

and now all of you are tagged ^_^

]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/14161390/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/14161390/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 07:51:57 PDT

What have you been up to?...I haven't been here for several weeks..sorry ^^ haha.
Now I was studying math, I have a test in a few hours, hope it goes well.
Actually in college I have been doing very good. I have to 'cuz in october I'll work for the first time, but not as real work, like practice, only in the same environment that I will be at in a few years. First year is here in Chile, but then second and third year I have to choose a country. I was thinking in Europe, but I still don't know.
Also I have to get a car, I'm already 18 and I have my driver's licence xD

Well. I just wanted to say Hi to you...my friends


Have a great week ^_^

Bye


Ashley S.

]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/12788289/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/12788289/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 09:07:21 PDT I'm so happy now that I can have time to update this hehe...
I have been so busy with college and other things.
It has been great, I'm doing great in classes, first in the class ...
The city is awesome, I like it very much, although I don't get to see mountains and forest like in my home but that's ok....I can see the beach and sea....I hope soon I can get photos and show it to you

Now I have a cold xD so i'm going to bed.

Take care

See ya

Thoughts89
+Ashley S.+



]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/10953672/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/10953672/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 20:24:08 PST
Wow...I haven't been here in a long time....I was so busy with school and my family ^_^ and finishing my autobiography for literature class..hehe..I got an A+ ^_^....it's kinda weird my story and harsh..
But it's time to relax because school is over for me!!!! xDDD....yes..but next year it's time for college...I'm very excited...and also because a few days ago some good news came to me.......well...in school with two classmates that also take cool photos...we together made something to show all the school some of our photos...we made a gallery...and everyone liked it very much...so much that some got kinda emotional about it...well...a very important guy heard from us...and he works in a magazine!!!...he wanted to interview us and he said that we will appear in that magazine for december, they will put some of the photos we have taken, photos of us..and also info about us
they will help us to made a gallery here in the city!! and they were so thrilled with our work that they "made" us part of their team, meaning that we can work for them giving some photos for the magazine and the will pay us of course for it...
hahahaha

very cool

well...I have to go to sleep now

take care all

see ya

Ashley

]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/9419398/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/9419398/ Tue, 18 Jul 2006 18:41:33 PDT
I'm back

I missed you guys!!!

yeah...I'm back..if it is ok with you
hehehe

I'm back and I'm new and I'm 17 ....xDDD

see ya


Ashley ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8873087/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8873087/ Thu, 25 May 2006 11:29:14 PDT
what's up?

I want to say...thank you ..really...you are good persons..
and also... I'm inviting you to watch my friend Dailhar


he is an AWESOME writer....totally
you have to go to his page ^^ he is a cool person...a very good friend too

here it is

Oki doke

Take care












]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8792140/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8792140/ Tue, 16 May 2006 19:26:10 PDT
I love her very much T_T

well...

Bye

take care ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8725446/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8725446/ Tue, 09 May 2006 21:41:36 PDT
Hmm...what I'm going to tell...it's kinda sad....
Well....I have a mother..that it's sick...I mean..really sick..she has cancer
She has been like this for six years...since my little brother (Jake) was born..
and now...we are having bad times...because my mom is dying..
yes...she will die soon...there is no more medicine that can help her..so..for now she doesn't want to feel pain....it's hard...because my dad is not here...He lives in the US...in New Orleans..but he will come soon to be here and to be with my mom...
then He has to go back to work to Kentucky...
My school knows about it....the family...and my friends are helping me...
My best friend Carolina ( you may know here because she is in some pictures in my gallery) is here with me...and her parents are here too...helping us...they are awesome...very good people


This has been like this since Saturday....and I don't know..but I wanted to tell you...

Well...


Take care all of you



Bye

Ashley ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8564702/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8564702/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 19:33:17 PDT

Hello my friends

today i made a new account with a friend Macarena

check her dA page : [link]

so...in this account we will take pictures together...i mean....the ideas, the models, places....all...it will be because of us ... this is a big project for us...
and we are thinking of making an expo in our school....
yes...there are a lot of awesome projects now

ok... I hope you like it

this is the account ...
check it

[link]

ok

Take care



Bye ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8264045/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8264045/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 10:41:26 PST 1. money for the bus
2. ATM card
3. photos of friends

Name 3 things you always wear:
1. underwear..haha
2. braces...lol
3. ankle bracelet

Name 3 things you do when you are really stressed:
1. relax
2. read
3. write

Name 3 favorite songs right now:
Ice Dance
Hope/ Apocalyptica
Tristan

Name 3 favorite places to shop:
1. Barnes&Noble
2. Fama
3. Libroteca

Name 3 places you go to on a daily basis:
1. an Institute to practice my final exams
2. School
3. Art Academy

Name 3 things you like to do:
1. take photos
2. read
3. ride a horse

Name 3 most valuable possessions:
1. My books!!
2. A ring that my parents gave me for my 16th birthday
3. my notebook

Name 3 favorite fruits:
1. apple
2. pineapple
3. orange

Name 3 things you are addicted to:
1. music
2. books
3. horse riding

Name 3 favorite hobbies:
1. photography
2. ride my bike
3. make stories with friends

Name 3 career choices:
1. Engineer
2. Architecture
3. Literature

Name 3 goals in 2006:
1. Finish my photography project with monagm
2. get a great score on PSU (exams to go to the university)
3. Make a short film

Name 3 plans for next week:
1. Talk to some teachers about my project with monagm
2. Start to write my autobiography for Literature Class
3. Go to the dentist...T_T

Three Names You Go By:
1. Utena_ash
2. Hamster..>.<
3. Salman

Three Things That Scare You:
1. to lose the people i love and care about
2. sharks...i always have nightmares with them...T_T
3. relationships

Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. A book
2. Walkman
3. Camera

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. Jeans
2. White T-Shirt with a black heart
3. a little jacket...it's kinda cold in here

Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists:
1. Apocalyptica
2. Mago de Oz
3. Vanessa Mae

Three Things You Want in a Relationship (OTHER THAN Love):
1. hmm...i have no idea...i've never been in one
2.....
3.....

Two Truths and a Lie (in no particular order):
1. I can sing opera
2. I play the flute, piano and guitar
3. I was born a year after my grandmother died..almost the same date

Three PHYSICAL Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You:
1. Hands
2. Eyes
3. Neck

Three Places You Want to go on Vacation:
1. Ireland
2. Thailand
3. New Zealand

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Travel
2. Make a big sphere with a mirror in it
3. Make a weird movie

Three people I would like to see take this quiz:
1. ~monagm
2. ~duende01
3. ~bellydancer169 ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8050552/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8050552/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 19:37:39 PST
I'm going to travel to Viña del Mar...a nice city near the beach..hehe...and after that I'll go back to school..on Monday!...well..the first days of my last year..

See ya in a few days..

Take care

]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8012600/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/8012600/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 20:13:03 PST
''Little did he realize, at the time, the continuing horror that remains in this room of pain''
A Haunted House, New Orleans Ghosts

2. Stretch your left arm out as far away as possible.
???..no

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Good Bye Lenin

4. Without looking guess what time it is:

1:00 am

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

12:48 am

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

-One- Apocalyptica

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

Today..i was fixing the garden

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

The moon..i can see it from my window..

9. What are you wearing?

Black T-shirt, black jeans, converse shoes

10. Did you dream last night?

Yes..it was a nightmare....damn sharks!...T_T

11. When did you last laugh?

A few minutes ago ...talking to James on msn

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

A sign that says ''In the beginning there was the word, and the word was BEER, and it was good''
a big photo from the French Quarter in New Orleans, a flag from US...xD, a poster from Brazil, a map

13. Seen anything weird lately?

a crazy old woman looking for me...T_T

14. What do you think of this quiz?

nothing

15. What is the last film you saw?

Good Bye Lenin

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

a rocket

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:

I'm a good boxer..

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

religions

19. Do you like to dance?

sometimes..

20. George Bush:

...........

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

Scarlet, Camille, Anne

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

Phillipe, James

23. Would you consider living abroad?

Hell YES

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

'' all of this was just a dream''

25. 4 friends that must do this meme in their own journals are:
Bellydancer169, monagm, ThaddeusQ, Phantomstar16 ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7871614/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7871614/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 08:09:21 PST ''gestion, en que momentos de la historia es factible la ficcion'' from The Antichrist, Nietzche

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
ok...?

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Rome in China, Discovery Channel

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
13:00

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:50

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
a song of Apocalyptica and a lady washing the dishes

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
An hour ago...i was riding my bike

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
I was reading a book

9. What are you wearing?
hehe...mm...a towel...

10. Did you dream last night?
yes...but i don't remember what...xD

11. When did you last laugh?
Now...reading the survey of DD

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A flag (US...xD)...my portrait...hehe...and some pictures of New Orleans and Brazil

13. Seen anything weird lately?
A lot of dogs that wanted to attack me..T_T

14. What do you think of this quiz?
mm..it's funny

15. What is the last film you saw?
i don't remember

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
mm...a lot of old books and paintings...

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I don't smoke and i don't drink...

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
that's a very deep question...and there are a lot of things that i would do..

19. Do you like to dance?
mm...i think so...

20. George Bush:
.................................................

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Scarlet or Anne

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
James or Phillipe

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes!!!!.....i'm going to do that...

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
I don't know...and i don't know if there is a God

25. 4 people who must also do this quiz in THEIR journal:
insomb, the scribe writes, imaginary forces, inora666 ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7821728/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7821728/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 18:08:09 PST Well....i've been thinking..a lot of things lately...geting confused too..xD...
thinking about my future, about my mom, about life....and still i'm confused...
it's like a puzzle...and also i feel like an experiment...cuz i've lived so many moments...felt many feelings...seeing many situations...like someone is using me to live all of this and to see what happens to me ....i don't know who I'm....I thought i knew...now...it's all mixed...
sometimes i feel.. sometimes i don't...it's wierd...but maybe i enjoy playing this game...and that it's also wierd...all this changes are driving me crazy but not like i hate them...it's extrange all this...
maybe you don't understand me...or maybe you do....
now i'm a girl full of doubts but without fear....my head is full of questions about ''everything''...it's like my mind won't stop thinking all this questions..all this thoughts...crazy thoughts....haha..maybe that's why my nickname it's ''Thoughts''...
hahaha..and now i'm thinking all the crap that you maybe are going to read...xD

well....i have much to say..but now it's not the moment

take care

see ya ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7712251/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7712251/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 10:12:31 PST Finally i'm writing again....weeeee...
the title is ''The Dark Book''...so with that you can imagine something...
Today is like a funny and happy day...don't know why..
but i feel great....and i think something bad is going to happen...cuz everytime i'm great , cuz of my ''good luck''..haha...something breaks my happiness....xD...i'm one of those people...hahaha...

ok

Bye bye

Take care

]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7678643/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7678643/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 17:50:00 PST oh my god....but who?!....
have you ever felt like this?...it's weird ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7647253/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7647253/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 10:23:21 PST
I'm back...Brazil it's beautiful...this trip was so fun...full of adventure, beach, sea, pinha colada..hahaha...
I'm learning to do bodyboard...i'm not bad..hehe..maybe in a few years I can surf...hehe...I sailed in a Pirat Ship...the pirates did some show but it was kinda gay...hahaha..and one of them was gay...and he was flirting with my friend..haha..he was so scared...I went in a banana boat...at the sea..near an island..Laranjeiras..we were 12...and one of them was my teacher..he is young..he is like 23...i went to the banana boat..but he never told us thathe can't swim..hahaha....oh my god...when we falled from the boat...he was desperate to get out of there...haha...
In Foz do Iguacu...we went to Iguacu Falls...so awesome...and fresh....it was very hot too...after that we did the macuco safari...cool..traveling through the jungle with the tropical rain...and then in a faster boat we went near the Iguacu Falls....so cool!!....
I had a great time..ilove traveling..and specially when there is adventure....hehe...
In Camboriu i went to a disco..and that night there was foam party...so....hehehe...you know what can happen there...hahahaha....just kidding...all brazilian guys are very flirty...hahaha..it's so funny...xD..
Also crossing the Andes Mountains here in Chile we had to stop cuz of the customs..so....and with some friends we got excited so much that we were climbing some mountain...and it was like 2am...hahaha....so cold too...hahaha...that was crazy..
Well it was a cool trip...i went to Argentina, Paraguay and Brazil...so..great...hehe...
ok
Take care
Bye ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7481040/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7481040/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 16:44:30 PST This year will be great...if not...i'll make it great...
Last night we had a family dinner...it was quiet and nice...
I called my friends to say Happy New Year ..and my dad too..he was happy to talk with us...
In five days I'll go to Brazil....yeah!..^^...and I'll take a lot of photos..I'm so excited....and also cuz this is my last year in school...wow...i'm scare...i don't feel ready...O.O
haha..and i don't know what to study!!...aaahh...
ok...relax...i'm gonna be ok...xD...

Ce sera grand!

Ce sera fantastique

Ce sera mystérieux

Ce sera triste

Ce sera la vie

Vie dans couleurs ]]> ~Thoughts89 http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7414922/ http://Thoughts89.deviantart.com/journal/7414922/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 15:38:30 PST ...Hi everyone...Merry Christmas to all the artists here and everyone of course.
Hope you are having a great time..^^
in my case..i had the best day...hahaha...
'cuz i spend my daily time with my family...and I had a lot of presents......books..that I love...and my electric guitar...finally!!....hehehe...

Well hugs to everyone in the world..
and if you feel lonely..come here with us.....
Home is where the heart is...

Bye bye

Take care.. ]]> ~Thoughts89