http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:TimeTurnedFragile&section=today deviantART RSS for by:TimeTurnedFragile en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 15:55:47 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/28294917/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/28294917/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 14:27:08 PST Either way...
I haven't taken many photos, and haven't even set up a shoot since I left St. Francis. I have, however, been working on a few sculptures in my Sculpture class at IUSB. It's not as challenging as I thought it would be,but i enjoy myself. I'm going to post a few soon. We've worked with balsa wood, wire(my favorite medium which i definitely intend to continue working with), clay, and now we're working with aerated cement. I'm finding this to be the most challenging, but nothing that I can't do. I seem to have the problem of not being able to "find" in the block, whereas with everything else was about building from the block. I've also gotten back to jewelry, and have made a few necklaces and bracelets with hand weaving. I want to learn metalcraft, so i'm looking for a class on that...
and as a last note, I want to link to a picture that i took in support of last year's To Write Love on Her Arms day. It's coming up again on Friday, and I want to encourage anyone reading this to please participate. Each year, on November 13, is a day where anyone can write the word love on their arms, to support those who are fighting against depression and those who are trying to recover. On this day, just write love on your arms, and show it off, and when other people ask why you have love written on your arms, tell them you are supporting to write love on her arms day, and how it's benefiting a non-profit organization helping stop depression. This cause just hits home with me, and is very important.
there's more information and a link to the TWLOHA website here; [link]
and here;
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]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/25991542/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/25991542/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 18:11:30 PDT Sky-Club

go there.
join.
watch.

for i am a co-admin.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/23776534/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/23776534/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 08:21:41 PDT If you comment in this journal I will...

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you the first art piece of yours I ever saw. (Assuming it's still there.)
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello/jelly to wrestle you in. (Don't ask...I did not make this up. XD)
4. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
5. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
6. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. I'll tell you what Pokemon I think you are.
! If you comment, you have to do this in your own journal!

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/23310930/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/23310930/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 17:42:08 PST i've been doing a bit of darkroom work, which is turning out well. i just have to get my butt to a scanner.
hmm.
i really should try to be more active on here, but at the same time, i'd rather create my own website.
we'll see.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/22442823/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/22442823/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 21:11:38 PST i'm cleaning out a lot of crap and useless people/things from my life, but it isn't as easy as clicking 'delete...' though, i'm working on it; i'm going to do right by myself for once. there are two people in my life (other than immediate family) whose lives hold more value than mine own, and it's about time i realized it.

o2.
when my photographs, my art, is used without my consent i tend to get really pissed. i am not an angry person; in fact, i'm quite laid back. i also don't do much with my photographs when it comes to publishing or showing, or even this deviantart account. i rarely upload anything, because i don't think that it is necessary, and i can find flaws in all of my work... probably because i don't try. everything is candid with me. but you see, it has come to my attention that my art was used in a literary magazine, the john adams yearbook, and a library contest without my knowledge or permission. i can only think of three people who had access to these photographs in a useful digital form, two of which are former teachers, the other being my (techno-terrified)mother. i think i know who put them in, most likely with the best of intentions, but it IRKS me to no end.

o3.
i have finally found MY love, when it was thought impossible. where did this person come from? how did he find ME? when did it come to God's attention that i deserved such a person, such a love? whenever, however, why ever, i can only be thankful.




"Father, oh Father, oh Father, oh Father, Father, well I am ready, won't You let it begin? 'Cause I am here now, I want to dance in, the mighty palm of Your hand."

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/21475214/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/21475214/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 19:00:23 PST <3
i've been looking into starting up photography again, but i want to focus on film. my problem with that is cost, seeing as how digital is nearly free until i want to print. i'll work with both, but my poor little k2 only has one lens...

sooo.... i have a wishlist, which i will most certainly hack through. my number one wish is a fisheye lens. number two is a telephoto lens. and among that, i want some lens filters. i can't wait until this winter, when i can get myself to gene's camera and pick some of those up... they're relatively more cheap than lenses, and they'll make everything a lot more interesting.
in other news, i have 3-D composition next semester, and apparently my professor is a taskmaster. i've always been a 2-d person, never into sculpture or ceramics, the most 3-d thing i create is jewelry. i think i'll learn something, at least. i just fear for my sanity, because my school is a school with nutso art majors. according to my prof, if you survive even one freshman year art class, you're eligible for angel wings. lol. not only htat, but i'm taking 19 credit hours, and being an education major 4 of those are education courses... i start my on-site classes then. i'll be at some high school evaluating. plus, i'm taking another english class and a speech class, and a history class and finishing up my math requirements. i'm also going to work, but my job allows for me to do homework at the circulation desk.
i'm going to be irritable, stretched too thin, and extremely happy. =]

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aughhhh

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-.-

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/20055811/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/20055811/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 08:33:29 PDT aaiiee!

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/19679278/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/19679278/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 11:33:25 PDT
oohh, i've got things to sing about.

well, i'm basically floating on cloud nine.

i've been readying myself for st francis, for which i leave on the 22nd of august. i have a half a year until i have to decide on my major/career path, which kinda kills. it's been between teaching and editing, but i can't look at that now. i need to play around with it for a while, see what i want more... stability and summers off, or unpredictability and big cities? aaiiee...(!)

i found a boy who... just completely and totally makes my mind go all wonky when i'm around him. i can't think straight, for godssakes. strike that, he found me. yeah. i don't deserve him. i'm not gonna say no, though. i don't understand what he thinks is so great about me, but i love that it's me that he thinks of in such high regard, and not anyone else.

i get to see paramore again on august 12th... and possibly the 13th too... aaiiee... i don't think that anyone truly understands what their music means to me. i may be a little obsessed with the band members, true... but i heard the music before i knew of them. their music, and hayley's voice, can do anything for me. i love it. and i get to see them, for the second time, live? in chicago, where i need to live at one point in my life?? possibly again, the very next day? i don't deserve that.

and even the day-to-day, just taking pictures and being with friends before we all leave is amazing. the next book in the twilight saga is coming out on friday, and i get to go at midnight and get it. saturday, my best friend is coming back to town. thursday, we're having an early birthday party for me since i'll be gone in september and can't celebrate since i'll be at school. my aunt is getting married on september 7th, and i'm in the wedding. it's just kinda nuts, right now.

life is amazing, and i don't ever want to forget that.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/19043743/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/19043743/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 17:45:37 PDT for i have a lack of willing models.

they don't even have to model, they just have to have an ability to forget that the camera's there. most of the time, my best pictures come out when people don't even know that i'm taking them.

=/

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18995740/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18995740/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 06:12:42 PDT thursday they decided to go into failure, friday i was with doctors and trying to sleep through it all, saturday i was asleep, sunday i was asleep, and now it's monday and my lower back... which is where my kidneys are, is in effing pain.

ughhhh, all i wanna do is not feel like shit.

ohh, nice little side effect of kidney failure?
you get a nice looking birthmark-y looking mess all over you that is very splotchy and makes you look like a burn victim.
yeah, thanks, kidneys.

i need you a LOT.

-.-

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18867427/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18867427/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 06:25:50 PDT
i like it, i do, but i don't know what is bringing these changes on.

it irks me to no end.
=/

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18508492/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18508492/ Mon, 26 May 2008 10:17:15 PDT
there are a bunch of pretty gold stickers on my diploma for various accomplishments.

it's shiny.


i liiiiike it.


lol!


and now, i will spend my summer working and sleeping and shopping.


and then i will spend the next four years of my life being a badassed english major in fort wayne.

oohh, yeah.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18436765/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18436765/ Wed, 21 May 2008 18:53:07 PDT
my photographs grace the cover and dominate the Art section.

whut now!?


oh, and lookkit the knight!!
CUUUTE!!!

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]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18252629/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18252629/ Sat, 10 May 2008 06:16:07 PDT honestly.
i love books and i love reading, obviously i must with an already declared English major...
but Stephenie Meyers' The Host?!?

UNBELIEVEABLE.

addicted.
i thought about it while reading. i thought about it any time i wasn't reading it.
i read that 619 page book in ONE, count it ONE, school day.

oh my dear lord goddess, i love that book.



Stephenie Meyer is a gift to humankind.

August 2nd = Breaking Dawn
December 12th = Twilight Film released.


omgsh aieeeeee

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18185430/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18185430/ Mon, 05 May 2008 17:46:12 PDT BAAHAH!

iWin.

sad thing?
paramore's not doing the entire warped tour.
ASDFJKL;
plus, they won't be back until at least october. plus, they're been touring basically non-stop since at least the beginning of RIOT, so they'll prolley take a break.
=[

i tie dyed shoes yesterday.
they are amazing.
i will be making paramore shoes next.

i think i need to dye the locks brighter.

i've finished my senior thesis and can now graduate without any complications. it is ten pages of badassery.

le sigh.
<3

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18132771/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/18132771/ Fri, 02 May 2008 12:44:06 PDT
my mom doesn't understand how i can not want a graduation praty.

my friends don't understand how i can not want to go to graduation.

i don't understand how i can not want to go to prom.


all that i do understand is how much better everything will be when i'm in fort wayne.

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]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17916191/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17916191/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 17:56:21 PDT new journal?

idk why.

guess waht fun thing i've decided to do?

dye my hair with manic panic, rockstar red.
BAAHAH

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17754128/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17754128/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:25:45 PDT q:

i just got home.
=]

chi-town is beauteous, fyi.
especially in the rain.



now, who wants to drive me to grand rapids on april 21??
PARAMORE/JIMMY EAT WORLD, BITCH.



]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17736026/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17736026/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 17:24:07 PDT time will only tell.


]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17728002/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17728002/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 08:21:43 PDT if it would be prudent...
to use the red dye from hot topic to dye my hair.

=]

and now
off i go
to do things less prudent.

=]

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17620348/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17620348/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 14:45:14 PDT
i don't know waht the eff a mudkip is.
=/

EDIT
that was a stupid april fools.
just plain annoying, especially with trying to distinguish between accounts and pages without individual icons.

don't get me wrong, i <3 DA...
but that was pointless.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17498968/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17498968/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 19:20:58 PDT same thing as i had before, except i noticed a few differences.

it's a teeeensy bit smaller.
it's got a couple more shooting modes.



i doesn't feel like my fuji baby.

=/

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17476004/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17476004/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 13:57:27 PDT i went to sns with some friends last night.
i, of course, brought my camera.

i'm flighty.

i left my camera in the booth.
(stupidstupidstupid)

so yeah.
i noticed this morning.

FREEEEAKED out.

my beautiful advanced point and shoot fuji baby is in the hands of some FREAK that SOOOO doesn't know how to take care of her.

sigh.
told my mom, and so my dad took me there to talk with the managers and such...
no luck.

i know the bus person that cleaned my table afterward took it.

but what can i do?
nothing.


so, yeah, this sets me back about 300 dollars.

i'll buy a new one by the end of the month...
but that's not the point.

the point is, is that i was being stupid, and forgot her.

GAH

what if that was my laptop?
or somehting else?

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17153672/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/17153672/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 17:39:56 PST
fort wayne.






my art portfolio is NOWHEREEEE near ready to be critiqued.
=/

waaahhhhh

my writing portfolio is perfect.
they shall LOVE me.

=]

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/16981091/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/16981091/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 16:53:58 PST
one day, it'll fall off.

and that day, i will bawl.


then the next day, i will go out and buy about 500 wigs and be as happy as a freakin' clam.







cause that's what clams do.
they be happy.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/16974404/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/16974404/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 09:10:57 PST
BAAHAH!

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/16191748/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/16191748/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 19:13:41 PST i wish that someone would capture my 2000th pageview
i wish that i had a new model
i wish that i had a new phone
i wish i had that one thing...

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]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/16020680/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/16020680/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 20:42:02 PST byebye.
=[

only half of my senior year left.
whoot
=]

i've gotten one of my paintings done. i haven't a digital of mine own, anymore, however, so i can't show.

i am about 99.99% sure that i'll have one within a week though.

i shall go get a manicure tomorrow.
i shall go lookit guitars.
i shall pick one out.
i may buy said guitar.
O.o

i shall pay for snowboarding passes tomorrow.
i shall look for some boarding pants too.
i want brown ones.

i can't waitt.
=]

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/15294394/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/15294394/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 22:42:03 PDT
oh my GOD is hayley amazing.

she's so sweet... when she came outta the tour bus she was all cuuuuute
and and they did emergency!
(my FAVORITE song by far

and when they left the crowd was deafening and so they came back out and did an encore

and of COURSE it was misery business
!!!!!!!
we ALL, the entire crowd, was singing along with her, you almost couldnt hear the band, it was so freakin' amazing
(god, i'll have no voice tomorrow)

and then they sang a song that they never ever perform, they've only done it like 5 times, and only half of us knew the lyrics, and don't you know i knew them! damn straight!!!!

=]=]=]

andand
her hair = OHMIGAWD

but her VOICE

OH MY GOD THAT VOICE

pure talent

oh lord;;

i am just...

if i didn't have my dignity, i'd have fangirled out.
(who am i kiddin', i so sorta freaked)

oohhh, yeah.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/15262778/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/15262778/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 18:22:45 PDT
i'm very angry.

>.<

paramore on tuesday!
ah!

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/14951754/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/14951754/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 07:33:12 PDT
i make no sense to you, do i?

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/14753241/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/14753241/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 06:37:33 PDT
today i'm eighteen.

O.o

gonna do lotsa fun things, like get things pierced and tattooed and buy lottery tickets and porn and all that jazz.

should be fun.

maybe?

maybe.

maybe not, though.

sigh.

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]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/14346828/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/14346828/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 09:57:39 PDT
that goes to EVERYONE.

kthx.


really pointless to have a deviantart account, i'm thinking.

may delete it.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/14276004/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/14276004/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 17:03:29 PDT
so, i got my schedule fixed =]

i not have drawing 6th period.
whoo!

it's sad though, cause, we were supposed to draw castles... and i have no talent whatsoever in drawing. i mean, i can do easy things, or technical things that are right in form, however, they're perfectly bland. i'm hoping to fix that. but my castle turned out okay. =] better than others... they just drew a few towers and turrets, and turned it in... just, a block drawing. =[ here's hoping that's not all i'm expected to do.

and i still have my photo class... it's just aggravating, because i'm considered a 5th year photography student, at least in the darkroom... and there is no senior art studio or lab or anyhting, so that i can focus on becoming better or creating my portfolio for college admissions... and my entire class is first timers. they royally freaked when they were told to get a film camera... sigh. but i do need the photoshop courses she's giving... i haven't made any use of her lectures yet, but at least it gives me computer time to play around.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/14180486/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/14180486/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 20:39:45 PDT
even though i have the easy peasy amazing kinda school schedule...

i only have to pass english this year.
hah.

i'll have to get switched out of 2nd period gov, and into another period... it's got 40 kids in it. state law says only 32 to a teacher. there aren't even enough desks.
same with yearbook. and i don't want that anyway. i want art lab or creative writing or theater arts.

and on that note, i wanna know... what posessed the school to allow almost every senior schedule to be fucked up? literally, i tried to get mine changed, and there's this specific form and all... and there were three stacks about 4 inches tall of them. yeah. also... b lunch is too full. there are literally over 400 kids in it... and the caf's capacity is like 200. so b lunch trailed over into c lunch. made me giggle.

oh yeah, and i don't even have any classes upstairs. so anyone wanna tell me why my locker's up there? yuhhuh. and i should sell it or somehting. cause, there are 1,800 kids in the school... and only 1600 lockers. and they cant legally have them share lockers. LMFAO.

but yeah. all my classes are in the art, english, and social sciences wings... you can't get through the kids to get to class. it's pathetic. my friend started the train to get through. lmfao.

yep.
this really should be interesting.

EDIT;; i almost forgot the most annoying thing. THERE ARE NO PARKING SPOTS. THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH. i got to school, and with my bigassed car, (1989 lincoln towncar... in other words, the size of a medium sized boat) i can't just park anywhere... not like i could find a spot anyway. and the stupid amazonian woman officer, and not in the pretty amazonian way, might i add, yelling at me. she comes up to my car when i was stopped by the ONE open spot that i could find deciding wether i could fit into it or not, which i realized that i couldn't, and tapped on my window with her stupid pen and goes, "roll it down," which, i couldn't because my window is broken. i go, i can't and i open my door partially and she gets all snippy tellin' me that i coulda just rolled the wondow down... i explained to her it's broken and shes like "allright, well, you need to FIND A SPOT, and GET IN THAT BUILDING, and if you can't, then it's your own fault and you need to get here earlier then, young lady"... needless to say i was pissed... ALSO, I HAD A FULL 12 MINUTES UNTIL THE BELL WAS TO RING. then, the biyatch goes "i don't care if you can't find a spot, park in the street for all i care," and walked about 15 feet back to her car and WATCHED ME drive out of the lot and drive halfway to kid's kingdom and park by the park. if you don't know what my school's like, it's got about 1000 parking spots, then some alongside mishawaka avenue, which is right by the school. then, in the back it goes four tennis courts, soccer field, this public pool, then kid's kingdom, which is an all wooden playground that's kinda like a castle... all the whole thing is mirrored by a park, which just has a bunch of trees, a pavilion, and a stage... it's big.
i mean, i'm gonna hafta get there by like 710 or so tomorrow to get a parking spot! and just wait till they sell the parking passes... there won't be enough. sigh.

DOUBLE EDIT;; oh my god. the school is run by imbeciles.

we are all, all 1800 of us, each, including the teachers, getting a brand spankin' new schedule on monday. they said to go directly to homeroom for new ones. and the teachers were already gettign their class lists and i got into nelson's account... (shhh, i'm NOT a hacker!! >.> and i was still on her master schedule... however, i accidentally refreshed the page, and realized... "whoah... somehting changed..." so i did it again. less than every minute the master lists were changing. yeah. this should be damn interesting.
i'm pretty dam sure, if they can't get their shit straight, i'm just going to do half days. i only need my english and government classes to graduate... and i, of course, want photo.... so, co-op. work at michael's, or whatever.
yeah.


imbeciles and every other variation of the word.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13866452/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13866452/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 21:33:24 PDT
the beanery is looking for people to submit art.
i'm going to work a little harder in the darkroom this next school year.
i mean, i'm not going to work on doing as much as possible in the 3 hours a day i spend in there. i'm going to work on creating the best possible prints possible.
i'm going to take photographs of everyhting and anyhting.

i'm going to have better and more prints made at gene's.

i'm going to learn how to color my own photos.

i'm going to work at being the best photographer possible, because right now, i'm nowhere near what my potential is.

i miss having people be amazed with my work. i lost that somewhere in this past year. i mean, sure i turned out a few good prints and so on...

but it wasn't anything worthwhile. it was just production of photographs for the sake of production.

sigh.

and here we are, once again, embarking on my quest for a job and for a digital SLR.

i love film though.

so, i'm not in a hug hurry.

i'm just, keeping it in the back of my mind as something to tuck a few dollars away for a day.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13712052/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13712052/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 19:12:29 PDT i loooooove harry potter.
i'm working on a luna fanart.


andand
i join a club!


]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13583292/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13583292/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 19:56:14 PDT yep.
cause art's not about expression...
it's about what's pleasing to the eye, isn't it?

yeah. i can't, shouldn't even talk. i take pictures of beautiful things.
i call them art.


but what really makes a person a photographer, what really means someone has talent, is the ability to take something utterly disagreeable to the eye and make it into an expression of a thought, idea, or life. the ability to take a photograph of something that isn't beautiful, and make it so.

as of this moment, i have no talent in the field of photography.

let's all work on that, shall we? ]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13522485/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13522485/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 08:09:15 PDT
ehem.

will have pictures soon.


]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13415994/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13415994/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 06:49:55 PDT
why?

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13284463/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13284463/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 23:48:26 PDT
i think i'm going to start making it and selling it, rather than making it and hoarding it. lol.

i think the way that i'll price things will be based on the amount of materials and how long it took me to make said piece.

take the bracelet i just made;
one, it is all metal and glass beads, which are kinda 'spensive.
hoever, it was a relatively quice piece; only took me about 2 and a half hours.

beads and findings cost me about 6 dollars.

what do you think is a relative good price on per hour of work?
i thought 5 dollars.
so a 16 dollar bracelet?

not half bad, when you consider that it's handmade, took me 2.5 hours of nonstop work, and is made of quality glass beads and metal findings.

however, it seems to be kinda steep a price, especially for a bracelet. imagine if it were a necklace.

i can easily spend up to 12 hours working on one complicated piece. and then, the price of the materials skyrockets, to where i could spend up to 30 dollars on the findings and things for one piece.
noone i know would pay 90 dollars for a piece of jewelry that i've made.

hmm.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13256642/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13256642/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 19:02:26 PDT
i think i need a new job. really.

i had a dream that i got a job at target last night as a cashier.
sigh.

i have all of these places that i want to work, etc... but noone's actaully hiring.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13202555/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13202555/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 13:02:29 PDT
and my digital camera decided to be a bitch and not work for lack of batteries.

so.

no fucking pictures.

MOTHER!@#$

ohyeah.

and the wedding... i was insulted.

see icon.

rude. and underappreciated. and when does one begin to be treated as an adult?
i look like one.
i act like one.
i am not treated like one.

sigh.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13078850/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/13078850/ Thu, 24 May 2007 16:52:17 PDT sigh.

i didn't learn anyhting new.

in fact, i taught others.


sigh.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12891847/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12891847/ Tue, 08 May 2007 18:51:20 PDT
for watercolors.
because my mom yells at me for my acrylics being kinda smelly.

i'm PATHETIC.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12775307/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12775307/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 06:53:53 PDT

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12708285/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12708285/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 18:03:04 PDT
well, not mutilate... but alter.

on my 18th birthday, i'm getting a tattoo.
i want someone to design my tattoo, for me.
i have someone in mind, i just have to ask them.

i also want to get my ear pierced.
i'm getting it pierced in the tragus.

heh.
sounds weird, huh?
welllll this is it;;

[link]

i loves it.


and i want my nose done, but i'm afraid that if i did get it done i wouldnt be able to find a teaching job. that's another problem with tattoos... they're not viewed as professional. so i'm going to get mine in places that i can hide them. what i really want, though, is to lose 15 pounds and get a tattoo that kinda wraps around my side. mmmhhhhmmmmmm. i'm dead serious. idk exactly what i want wrapped around my side, and i thought of getting vines and flowers, but i'm not sure. i don't want a tattoo specifically for the sake of having one;; i want a tattoo to be something that means something to me that i love and think is beautiful. hmm.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12643673/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12643673/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 14:18:26 PDT
that is all i have to say.



]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12604823/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12604823/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:42:09 PDT
"Wish"

For just a moment
I wish I could have been there
To see Your first step, hear Your very first word
Tell me, did You ever fall and scrape Your knee?
Did You know Your wounds would one day heal the world?
For just one moment
I wish I could have seen You growing
Learning the ways of a carpenter's son
Just a little boy gazing at the stars
Did You remember creating every one?
If you passed by, would I have seen a child or a King?




i heard this song today, and i cried. all out bawling. i miss going to church, i miss how it made me feel when i was younger. but with going every day, from sunday to friday, and then spending an extra hour in church on the first thursday of every month... i don't know. i feel like the good thing that i had when i was younger was forced on me, too much, every day, to the point where i grew away from being... suffocated by it. now i'm crying again, and i can't see the keyboard. i'm going to go take a nap.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12557706/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12557706/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 18:13:46 PDT
i bought purple stuff for my hair.

whoot.

i bought a lot of new makeup.

double whoot.

the only thing left, is clothes. will take care of that this weekend.

whoot.


oiii.

i'm tired. constantly tired.

started on another canvas. finally. almost done. almost.

aiee.

hugs to all.

i like hugs.

they're my favorite.

actually, i just like being held.

sigh.

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12197629/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12197629/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 18:10:37 PDT it's my second favourite art form, and i'm slightly good at it. better at it than drawing... well, the shading part of drawing. i can get colours of paint to work better for me than i can pencils.
i'm soooo excited for my next project;
a little of it comes from ipods, a little from caitlyn, a little from the old no doubt gwen stefani glamour photographs. it's going to be amazing, and i'm mostly done with my rough sketches on my NEWWWW 11x16 canvassss!!!!!!!!!!
hee...
i'm almost out of black paint though... i'm thinking of getting a little from the art department. heh. sshhhh.




hee... cheerleader

]]> ~TimeTurnedFragile http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12158512/ http://TimeTurnedFragile.deviantart.com/journal/12158512/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 15:39:34 PDT

community ties.

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