http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:TopazKitty&section=today deviantART RSS for by:TopazKitty en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 18:27:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/22953062/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/22953062/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 20:55:27 PST I got into college. (: One of my two top choices, actually. It's a pretty good school in my state, too. So... yay! Usually they notify people in April, but they sent me my letter in the mail less than a month after I applied. Pretty crazy and totally unexpected. I don't know if that really means anything, but I feel good about it. Lol. It feels like a huge weight of stress has been lifted off my shoulders. I'm ready to take on the future now... First I have to graduate high school though. Hahaha. Lame.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/22327258/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/22327258/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 08:55:36 PST '09!!!



]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/21605138/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/21605138/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 21:35:05 PST Yeah, I just got back from seeing it. I don't know what to think... I will tell you this though. I laughed to the point of tears more than a few times. I don't want to spoil anything so I guess I'll just stop typing now.

... Oh lordy. I'm really tired and brain raped.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/21496773/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/21496773/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 07:27:59 PST SHOWER ME WITH GLORY! MWAHAHAHAHA. *shot*

But seriously, I'm back because I've finally rediscovered my love for drawing. It just puts me in a mental place that's really peaceful and sometimes happy. So... hopefully I'll be submitting more stuff soon. Now it's gonna be like a drug... just like the old days. ^.^

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/20950945/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/20950945/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 10:04:20 PDT IN HIGH SCHOOL.

WTF IS THIS SHIT?!

Oh, and I've been around. I've just been much too lazy to log in. *laff*

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/18981236/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/18981236/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 10:35:18 PDT I don't have enough conversations on dA.

What's up, people? (: Tell me anything you want.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/18496327/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/18496327/ Sun, 25 May 2008 14:34:04 PDT Can someone teach me how to shut off my brain, please? It'd be really, really nice.

I drew a little a week ago. It was fun. Next time I get a drawing spark, I'll definitely get on that Donnie Darko sketch.

Yeah.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/18075942/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/18075942/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 18:25:15 PDT "Boston"

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/17767817/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/17767817/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 17:09:58 PDT Name: Topaz!
Single or taken: Single.
Gender: F-f-femalee.
Birthday: 11.15
Sign: Scorpioo.
Hair color: Black.
Eye color: Black as midnight.
Height: Eh... Verge of short?
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: None.

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: Uh... eye dee kay.
Favorite designer?: None.
What is your sexiest outfit?: Lmao, none.
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Sweatpants and sweatshirt.
What do you usually wear?: Jeans (always) and some variation of shirts.

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Beh. It smells pretty.
What are you listening to right now: AFI.
Who is the last person that called you?: Jimmy!
How many buddies are online right now?: Um... one I actually talk to. But, she's away.

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: Asian...?
Girls names: None.
Boys names: None.
Subjects in school: I like psychology.
Animals: Cats, dogs... etc etc. *lazy*

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: No.
Smoked?: Nope.
Bungee jumped?: Nope.
Made yourself throw up?: Ew, no.
Skinny dipped?: Hahaha. No. Never.
Ever been in love?: Maybe... no?
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Well, it wasn't trouble as in a scolding trouble, but trouble as in I was gonna have an athsma attack trouble... yes. *shot*
Pictured your crush naked?: No crush, N/A. (:
Actually seen your crush naked?: No crush.
Cried when someone died?: Yush.
Lied: Lol, yes.
Fallen for your best friend?: Lololol.
Rejected someone?: :/ Yah.
Done something you regret?: Every day? *crazy*

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------<

Clothes: Jeans shirt lol.
Music: AFI!
Desktop picture: A beach.
Cd in player: Someone's mix CD. <3.
DVD in player: Donnie Darko!

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: My dad.
You IMed: Jimmyyy.
You yelled at: My dad, but I wasn't angry, just trying to be funny... and it worked. :3
You kissed: Ex-boyfriend lol. *fail*

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: Yes.
Open-minded: Yeah.
Arrogant: lolwhut?
Insecure: With a capital I.
Random: Nope.
Hungry: Never.
Smart: No.
Moody: In my head, never expressed.
Hard working: Sometimes.
Organized: In some ways better than others.
Shy: >.< *will hide after completing this*
Difficult: Lol, in what way?
Bored easily: Sometimes.
Obsessed: OCD lol. ):
Angry: Never.
Sad: Yeah.
Happy: Yeah.
Hyper: NEVER EVER EVER WRYYYYYYYY?
Trusting: Nope.

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: Not kill... just... yell at maybe?
Get really wasted with?: Lmao, I have names.
Talk to offline: Eh.
Talk to online: Eh.
Sex it up with: whut?

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning I: check the time and get ready for my day at an appropriate speed.
Love is: annoying is hell! D:
I dream about: My friends. Lol.
Sexual preference: None.
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: I really don't.

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

Coke or Pepsi: SPRITE.
Flowers or candy: I'unno. Candy makes me fat but flowers die fast. ):
Tall or short: Either.

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh the most: People.
Makes you smile: Also people.
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: No one. *dead inside lol*

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Sometimes.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Nooooo.
Wish you were younger: Every single day. ):
Cry because someone said something to you?: :/

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: 2
Of hearts I have broken: 2
Of guys I've kissed: 1
Of girls I've kissed: 0
Of CD's I own: Not a lot, but the collection is growing.
Of scars on my body: Uh... 3 or 4. Not many. (:

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/17565157/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/17565157/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 21:55:46 PDT 1) Full name?
Topaz. :3

2) Male/Female?
Female.

3) Were you named after anyone?
My great grandma.

4) Does your name mean anything?
Yeah, but I'm not telling.

5) Nickname(s)?
Topa-chan, Topapa, Topy

6) What do you think you look like?
That black kid.

7) Date of birth?
11.15.91

8) Place of birth and current location?
A big room with white walls; my room.

9) Nationality?
I'm American?

10) Astrology sign?
Scorpio.

11) Chinese astrology sign?
Sheep!

12) Religion?
Hard question. Used to be Christian, now I'm trying to find my own way of understanding the world. Pretty tough... hangin' in there.

13) What's your favorite smell?
Cake and chocolate and cake! Birthday parties are orgasmic. <3.

14) Political Position?
None; no opinion for the win.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Water.

16) Hair + eye color?
Black and black (actually extremely dark brown; you can't see my pupils if you look).

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
No.

18) What do you look like?
Me.

19) Any unusual talents?
Flexibility... and I guess picking things up faster than most? Whatever, that's not unusual.

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty; yearns for ambidexerity.

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
None. I hate everyone. (:

22) What do you do for a living?
I go to school to get my ass handed to me by the system.
It's fantastic. ):

23) What do you do for fun?
Hang out with people.

24) Materials to work with?
Pencil, paper, laptop.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
Well, first I need talent...

26) Have you met your grandparents?
All 4.

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
No. Fuck that.

28) Crush?
Fuck that, too.

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
None. Celebrities are just like everyone else.

30) Current worries?
Everything... sadly that's not a joke.

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
There are many.

32) Favorite place to be?
Wherever I'm with friends.

33) Least favorite place to be?
School.

34) Do you burn or tan?
Tan like mad crazy.

35) Ever break a bone?
Never.

36) What is your favorite cereal?
Breakfast makes me puke. I get along just fine without it, thanks. (:

37) Person you cry with?
... I don't think any of my friends have seen me cry... which is good. But yeah, I cry alone.

38) Any sisters?
Not blood related... But, the friendship kind. (:

39) Any brothers?
Not blood related... Lol, I claim you, Jimmy. XD

40) Any pets?
My cat. Her name is Angel. She's the best. <3.

41) An illness?
Lol, sure.

42) A pager?
Soooo 90's.

43) A personal phone line?
Don't need it.

44) A cell phone?
I'd be misfortuned without it.

45) A visible birthmark?
Well... if you look at the side of my head right next to my ear...

46) A pool or hot tub?
Either one; I like hot tub.

47) A car?
Eh, don't need one; it'd be nice, though.

48) Personality?
Paranoid, loving, loyal, quiet, shy, awkward me. (:

49) Driving?
Can't do it yet.

50) Your clothing style?
Lol, jeans and cool shirts.

51) Room?
Mellow yellow walls... bright during the day; mellowed out at night... Keeps me awake/sleepy when necessary. Artificial lighting is for the lose (I have it anyway).

52) What’s missing?
Children... ): Ew, why are my answers depressing?

53) School?
Pointless yet essential in the grand scheme of things.

54) Bed?
In a bit.

55) Relationship with your parent(s)?
They love me so much it hurts my pancreas. D:

56) Do you believe in yourself?
No.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.

58) Consider yourself a good listener?
Always.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
I don't do that.
But, I guess becoming a vet.

60) Get along with your parents?
When school isn't involved.

61) Save your e-mail conversations?
Yeah.

62) Pray?
Occasionally.

63) Believe in reincarnation?
Not sure.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
I should... But, homework gets in the way at night.

65) Like to talk on the phone?
Depends on who I'm talking to.

66) Like to eat?
No. :/

67) Like to exercise?
~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/17383792/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/17383792/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 17:23:12 PDT [link]

Grrgh. I want one. D:

I command you all to deliver one to my house. ):<

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/17209623/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/17209623/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 13:00:34 PST [link]

Oh baby bunny, I love you so. *hug* <3.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/17063265/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/17063265/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:40:08 PST Just thought I'd let you all know.

Me gusta Spanglish. It's muy bien.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16847800/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16847800/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 12:24:57 PST I don't know much about the new dA system except that it's caused so much of an uproar that it's made my already really good day. People who bitch are hilarious when I'm a nuetral party.

dA is made of lulz; so many many lulz.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16803681/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16803681/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 16:20:58 PST I hate this school year; it sucks so much ass. ): I wanna go back to last year... or just skip to next year so everything's less stressful and sad.

:/ I need some ice-cream.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16557527/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16557527/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 19:46:42 PST I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16331346/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16331346/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 14:50:10 PST Hmmm. Orbiting thoughts, rarely picking some out of the astroid belts of sheer epiphany and watching others pass by like really fast meteors in an infinite space void of light in certain places. My consciousness drifts... looking at beautiful thoughts and ugly thoughts in shapes of planets, trying to make sense of everything and yet knowing everything that's happening already on an entirely different plane. God of my universe, and yet not the creator, only she who inputs the information and manifests it into what she can understand.

6th grade obsession: Space and time.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16193103/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16193103/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 20:38:13 PST ... With the whole gift giving scene. Seriously. But, I do appreciate the Christmas gifts I've gotten. Thank you very much. I'm gonna try doing something for you, I promise. <3. Argh. I'll figure this whole thing out eventually... XD;

Happy New Year's folks. Drive safe.

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16080963/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/16080963/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 16:42:17 PST Screw political correctness.

YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I MEAN.

Merry Christmas to everyone!

~Topaz.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15975496/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15975496/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 15:46:30 PST Your favorite song?
.__.; That's the hardest question ever, no joke. I don't know... @_@; Ummm... I guess... It's so hard to choose. >_<; Right now, in this very moment, I would have to say "Let It Enfold You" by Senses Fail. It's just... so real.

A quote from a song that you relate to the most?
"I’m not saying that I’m giving up. I’m just trying not to think as much as I used to; 'Cause 'never' is a lonely little messed up word. Maybe I’ll get it right some day" and also... "I feel helpless for the most part. But, I’m learning to open my eyes. And the sad truth of the matter is I’ll never get over it. But, I’m gonna try to get better and overcome each moment in my own way. I so want to get back on track. And I’ll do whatever it takes even if it kills me." -Even If It Kills Me, Motion City Soundtrack

List songs or artists that help you get through your ups and downs and tell me when is it that you play them the most?
I play Senses Fail a lot... It's like the multipurpose band. I play them when I'm happy, mad, angry, or excited.
I listen to Death Cab For Cutie when I'm feeling depressed.
Sherwood is my happy band. :3
The Juliana Theory is for nostalgia and remembering past times.
Mindless Self Indulgence is for my super extreme moods (good or bad).
... Yeah. XD

Have you ever cried while listening to a song? If so, which one and why?
There's only one song that is guaranteed to make me cry.
"What Sarah Said" by Death Cab For Cutie. I can't not cry. It's impossible.

Is there a song you refuse to play when you're alone? Why?
No.

Has music Influenced your life? How?
I treat music like a gift. It's... so important to me. I didn't start listening to music until a year ago and it's changed my life. I don't know how I'd function without it really. I could go on... :3

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15682467/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15682467/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 16:38:29 PST I'm... really sad right now.

"Hawthorne Heights guitarist Casey Calvert, 26, was pronounced dead on Saturday after police were called to the band's tour bus outside Washington, D.C.'s 9:30 Club around 2:30 p.m. and found him unconscious. The Washington Post reported that Calvert's death came one day after he and his bandmates — frontman JT Woodruff, guitarist Micah Carli, bassist Matt Ridenour and drummer Eron Bucciarelli — boarded the bus to begin their Wintour 2007 outing, which kicked off Friday night in Detroit. Police are still awaiting results of an autopsy, though some reports speculate that his death might have been caused by a pre-existing condition related to acute asthma."

It hits you kinda hard, ya know? I didn't know the guy, but before I loved the lyrics and vocals of Hawthorne Heights, I was in love with the guitar parts. I'm a guitarist... So, I always pick that kinda stuff out first. It was exceptional. Eventually I fell in love with the band as a whole...

RIP Casey. <33 I've always appreciated your guitarist contribution to Hawthorne Heights and I always will.

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15375672/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15375672/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 11:52:05 PST WHO'S GOING?!

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15254560/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15254560/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 08:28:33 PDT OKAY, WTF? I can't even view one of my most popular deviations anymore JUST BECAUSE I put the mature content filter on it. What a load of rubbish! Some of the best deviations out there have mature content filters on them, and now I can't even view them! And sometimes people put them as just a precaution! Half the stuff I see that had mature content filters on it doesn't even have anything bad about them!

Deviantart, what the fuck are you doing?!

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15218904/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15218904/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 16:51:47 PDT Once upon a time there was this cool kid named and she tagged a certain Topaz. The Topaz bled, and then she continued on to write the entry you see right now. :3

TAG! You're it :3
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.



1. I try to find one song a day that expresses how I feel, no matter what genre it is (although it's usually rock) and I refuse to have the same song twice in a row. I guess it's my way of forcing myself to have a different mood every day (preferably happy). XP Today's song is Even If It Kills Me by Motion City Soundtrack.

2. I always have to have some body part of mine crossed when I'm sitting down or resting. Whether it's my legs, arms, fingers, or toes, SOMETHING has to be crossed. I don't know why.

3. I can twist almost any topic and turn it into a talk that people can open themselves up in.

4. Math class is my daily thinking time. Usually I come up with some really deep thoughts that I wish I could write down at the time. Usually I'm staring out of the window or zoning out on the board rather than paying attention... (Even if I wanted to pay attention, I wouldn't learn anything anyway. That's what after school tutoring is for. XD)

5. When I was little, I was born completely silent. I didn't cry until around 4pm the next day (I was born at 12 in the morning). That kinda reflects my quiet personality and how I've literally had it since birth. XP

6. I'm not a leader. I'd much rather follow. And putting me in leadership positions makes me extremely uncomfortable. I took a leadership class my freshman year... I wasn't the greatest. .__.

7. I can't draw for shit anymore. D:

8. I read 12 books over the summer (The entire Harry Potter series and a couple more) and I plan on reading at least one book every two months for the school year, then reading 3 books over the summer (at least). I really enjoy reading. I really get involved in a book to the point where I'm not aware of anything that's going on around me (ANYTHING). Especially when I have earphones in. Eventually the music kinda fades out and I'm left in this world of coolness... 'cause most of the book I read are cool. : D

That's all you're getting from me.

Tagging people? Ummm... I'll think of that later.

PEACE.
~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15074480/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/15074480/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 14:26:35 PDT 'Kay, so here are the featured kids. Since I don't have a subcription you actually have to click! Oh, the horror!


This kid is cool. (: We should talk through notes since I'm never on AIM.

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One of my biggest supporters. Much love to you!

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ZOMG. First 3D Model Artists I've come across on dA. oD

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MY LOVE! <3.

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Good to see you again! : D

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Thanks for replying to the journal. (:

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ZOMG. MY BIRTHDAY IS A MONTH FROM TODAY. *spaz*

THANK YOU ALL FOR 10K PAGEVIEWS!!!

~Topaz.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/14872414/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/14872414/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 15:06:19 PDT Lawl, anyone wanna get featured?

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/14762746/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/14762746/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 18:28:42 PDT oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD oD

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/14467309/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/14467309/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 07:39:13 PDT I've started a new account where I will put all my writing and poems... I already have something new up. : ) I'm planning on rewriting my "Mind Over Murder" series, and I'm pretty sure I'll be posting many poems over there as well.



It's a little bare right now, but that'll change once I start writing more. Hopefully, I'll have time this school year to really get the ball moving.

Please check it out and add it to your friends list if you enjoy my writing!

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/14119395/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/14119395/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:40:24 PDT Haha. I fail. I've been drawing a lot but I haven't been scanning anything in. I've been in summer school most of my summer so I've been pretty busy... and next week I'll be doing band camp so I'll have no life whatsoever... I'm in colorguard... : D

But yeah... Life's been good. I made a lot of new friends this summer... I'll be back in school on Sept. 4... and... I dunno. Life is pretty swell right now.

I'm going to a concert... Linkin Park. That's gonna be swell too. <3. I can't waittt.

... I don't know what else to say. I'm not good a journal entries anymore. XD

.Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/13483144/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/13483144/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 09:21:30 PDT Hey!

You guys!

It's summer!

*spaz*

You know what that means, right? MORE ART.

YAY!

I'm excited. ARE YOU?!

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/13094081/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/13094081/ Fri, 25 May 2007 21:31:13 PDT Thanks for 9k hits. I'm not gonna promise a drawing. But, I'll see what kind of thing I can summon up for ya'll.

Much love.
Topaz.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12879247/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12879247/ Mon, 07 May 2007 17:34:57 PDT "I've fallen victim to my greatest fear. The calendar marks that I lost a whole year. Three-sixty-five, I'm barely alive. Grace took her good natured time to arrive. Oh my god, this year has dealt me a horrible hand. I'll try and explain, but you won't understand. Well wait, what's today's date? There's plenty of time left to procrastinate, or plan my escape.

Let me go.
Let me go.

The autumn leaves join in a bittersweet chorus. A hymn so inspired as if to inform us they're leaving soon. And She sends a kiss that we just barely miss, before winter sets in and exposes our sins.

Let me go.
Let me go.

I want to be where nobody knows me. I'll be behind the perfect disguise. I'll drive away, I'll dissapear. I want to be anywhere, but here.

Spring-time, ever changing. My life's re-arranging.
So it seems I'm going down now. Tears fall on the ash, my heart's fading fast.

Let me go.
Let me go.

While I wait for the new year to introduce new fears; while I'm wishing that I could be anywhere, but here."

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12655335/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12655335/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 13:36:08 PDT
...The reason I'm so passionate about this is because I live in an area that was hit pretty hard by the attack. My friend lost her cousin while my other friend lost a pal...and I know of some other people who lost their loved ones...

Please continue to keep the entire VT family in your prayers.

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12623266/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12623266/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 18:26:40 PDT
I can't believe no one on my watch list has posted A THING about it.

32 people died. The gun man killed himself.

32 PEOPLE.

32 innocent college students and a professor died today...and over 31 were injured.

And I can't believe no one has said anything.

This is the biggest mass shooting incident in American history. Columbine was 12 people. This is much, much bigger.

My condolences go out to anyone who had loved ones who were injured or killed in this terrible incident.

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12485955/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12485955/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 16:25:06 PDT
Go listen to Billy Talent.

Punk / Rock

They're absolutely awesome. <3. I love them to no end. If I could choose any band for my first concert ever, it would have to be them.

But yes. Links.

[link]

[link]

Go check them out. Then go buy their CDs, 'cause they're just that cool.

<3.
Topaz.

P.S. Oh yeah, about that leaving thing. After spring break...which ends Monday...Yep.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12326467/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12326467/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 17:31:39 PDT
I no longer have time for dA...what with school and all. .___.

Expect the occasional devation here and there...and if you're lucky you'll get a comment...or if you send me a link to the deviation. XD

Love you guys. <3. I'll still be on MSN when I can...hopefully. X3

<3.
Topaz.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12322831/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12322831/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 12:33:20 PDT
No subcription.

And 500 deviations to check.

Hell no.

~Topaz

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12218514/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12218514/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 11:18:38 PDT .: JOURNAL :.

If you reply to my journal:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. You MUST put this into your journal.

omg. I'm going to a party/sleep over with tonight. <3. It's gonna be coolio. So, I won't reply tonight. Maybe tommorow.

EDIT: The sleepover was cool.

.Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12196574/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12196574/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 16:47:22 PDT .: JOURNAL :.

1. What will your boy/girlfriend say when you ask them to marry you?
"I knew this kid named Max
He used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late at night
Liked to get shit faced
And keep pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big gun fight
Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45
Talked some shit
And wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of his pain
You know it crumbles that way
At least that's what they say when you play the game
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose" -What It's Like, Everlast

Oh, that's nice...Thanks future boyfriend. D:

2. What will your child's first words be?
"I am against myself again
Trying to fit these pieces in
Walking on a cloud of dust to
Get to you" -Unknown, Lifehouse

Not only does that imply that my house will be filthy, but that I won't be around when my baby needs me. D:

This is depressing thus far.

3. How will your presidential inauguration speech start?
"Out of sight, Out of mind
Out of time, To decide
Do we run?, Should I hide?
For the rest, Of My life?" -30 minutes, Tatu

Um...not reassuring. ._.

4. What will your dying words be?
"So in the meantime,
You'll be resting on my mind.
For the last time,
I will leave myself behind." -Almost Honest, Josh Kelly

...;_;

5. What will the motto of the company you work for be?
"Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you." -Hanging By A Moment, Lifehouse

o_O Sexual Harassment in the workplace much?

6. What will the mayor say when he hands you the key to the city?
"Memories are just where you laid them
Drag the waters till the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find
Was there something you left behind
Don't you remember anything i said when i said" -Hemorrhage (in my hands), Fuel

Ahahaha. The title of the song is funny. I like this song. <3.

7. What will the note left by the terrorists who kidnap your cousin say?
"so much for holding on
I'm the weak and you're the strong
I'm broken
in a box it's hard to see
things have changed, but it wasn't me
I'm still here
do you think about or miss the little things
a simple kiss goodnight
all the things I know I lack
if I wait right here will you come back to me
." -Heavenly, Skylar Blue

Hmmm.

8. What will your five-year-old write all over the walls with Crayola marker?
"But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return" -Everything You Want, Vertical Horizon

My child is depressed! o_o

9. What will you tell your husband/wife just before they send you to the electric chair?
"Forget the feeling;
Get all your of reasons.
Life is love or the lack there of." -Love is Everything, The Juliana Theory

...<3. I love that. Juliana Theory is the best band ever, by the way.

10. What will they write on your gravestone?
"Sleep, don't weep, my sweet love
My face it's all wet 'cause my day was rough
So do what you must do to find yourself
Wear another shoe, paint my shelves
Those times that I was broke, and you stood strong
I hope I find a place where I feel I belong." -Sleep Don't Weep, Damien Rice

...I love that, so much. I wanna cry almost. ;_;

<3.

.Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12181598/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12181598/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 13:48:19 PDT .: JOURNAL :.

Yeah, so I'm super bored. I kinda fail at journal updating but it doesn't really matter.

Nothing to report.

I still want to draw a flowerbed...no time. D:

Rawr. I need more colored pencils. These are starting to get short...

Oh yeah. I have a picture I want to submit...I should go do that.

I have to read, too. Gross...

<3.

.Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12085614/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/12085614/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 19:10:05 PST .: JOURNAL :.

Cool, 60th entry. That's pretty sweet.

Anyway, I'm a super huge fan of Donnie Darko. If you haven't seen it, then you need to. Go rent it or something. It's amazing. Rated R for drug use (some guy smokes a crack pipe for like...5 seconds. Yeah, drug use all right...), violence, and language. It's a good movie.

Umm...I'm working on a pic, and strangely it's for english class. I really want to get first place in this little Ad competition thing so I can get some extra credit...even second place would be good for me. But alas, Kelly pwns me in the art department.

Yeah, Kelly, that's right. YOU'RE TOO GOOD FOR THIS WORLD.

Hmm...I do believe that's it.


<3.

.Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11987258/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11987258/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 12:46:18 PST .: JOURNAL :.

I guess after farting around for a week I finally did some things worth some value. *points to chibi april and AZ*

Hmm...Ya, I don't post here nearly as much as I used to. Hehe.

Life's good, things are good. Everything's good.

I'm gonna start another flower soon...but I need a reference. Any pictures anyone? I'd love to get a flowerbed of some sort. That'd be a real challenge. 8D

Um...guess that's it?

<3.

.Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11899005/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11899005/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 18:06:12 PST .: JOURNAL :.

Stolen from (:

Are you a bad influence?

If you go over 45, you're a bad influence.
If you go under 15, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh.

Rules
*Total the number of things in each list you've done.
* No need to say which ones.
*If people really want to know they will grow the balls to ask.
*If you got tagged, tag at least 3 people on your watch list.

1. Smoked- No.
2. Consumed alcohol:- No.
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex:- Not in that way, no.
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex:- Not in that way, No.
5. Kissed someone of the same sex: - No.
6. Had sex: - No.
7. Had someone in your room other than family: - Yep.
8. Watched porn: - No.
9. Bought porn: - No.
10. Done drugs:- No.
TOTAL: 1

1. Taken painkillers: -Yes.
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine: - No.
3. Lied to your parents.- Yes.
4. Lied to a friend.- Yes.
5. Snuck out of the house.- No.
6. Done something illegal.- No.
7. Cut yourself.- No.
8. Hurt someone.- Perhaps.
9. Wished someone to die.- In fury and fustration yes.
10. Seen someone die.- No.
TOTAL: 4

1. Missed curfew- Yes.
2. Stayed out all night.- Np.
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.- No.
4. Been to a therapist.- No.
5. Been to rehab.- No.
6. Dyed your hair.- No.
7. Received a ticket. – No.
8. Been in an accident.- Yes.
9. Been to a club. – No.
10. Been to a bar. - No.
TOTAL: 2

1. Been to a wild party. - No.
2. Seen the Mardi Gras. – No.
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. – No.
4. Had a spring break in Florida. – Yes.
5. Sniffed anything. – No.
6. Wore black nail polish. - No.
7. Wore arm bands.- Yes.
8. Wore t-shirts with band names.- No.
9. Listened to rap.- Yes, and hate it to death.
10. Own(ed) a 50 Cent CD. – No.
TOTAL: 3

1. Dressed gothic. – No.
2. Dressed prep. – No.
3. Dressed punk. – No.
4. Dressed grunge. – No.
5. Stole something. – No.
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. – No.
7. Blacked out. – I think so, yes.
8. Fainted. - No.
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. – No.
10. Had someone sneak into your room. – No. XD
TOTAL: 1

1. Snuck into someone else's room.- No.
2. Had a crush on your best friend. – No.
3. Been to a concert.- Yes.
4. Dry-humped someone. – No. XD
5. Been called a slut. – Jokingly.
6. Called someone a slut.- Yes.
7. Installed speakers in your car. - No.
8. Broken a mirror.- Yes.
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. – No.
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.- No...yuck.
TOTAL: 4

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. – No.
2. Been an R-rated movie in theater. –No.
3. Cruised the mall. – Yes.
4. Skipped school.- No.
5. Had surgery.- Yes.
6. Had an injury.- Yes.
7. Gone to court. - No.
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying. –No.
9. Caught something on fire. – No. XD
10. Lied about your age. – Yes; at youtube so I can watch the blocked vids
TOTAL: 4

1. Owned/rented an apartment. –No.
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. - No.
3. Cheated on someone.- No.
4. Got in trouble with the police. -No.
5. Talked to a stranger.- Yes.
6. Hugged a stranger. – No.
7. Kissed a stranger. – No.
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. – No.
9. Been harassed.- Yes.
10. Been verbally harassed. – Yes.
TOTAL: 3

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. – No.
2. Stayed online for 12 hours straight.- Yes.
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.- Yes.
4. Watched TV for 12 hours straight.- Yes.
5. Been to a fair.- Yes.
6. Been called a bad influence.- No.
7. Drink and drive. – No.
8. Prank-called someone.- No.
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.- No.
10. Cheated on a test.- ...Maybe.
TOTAL: 5

GRAND TOTAL OF 26.... ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11842019/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11842019/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 06:26:13 PST .: JOURNAL :.

I caught my 7,777 Pageview

That's pretty weird.

...Hmmmm...Check out Secondhand Serenade on myspace or purevolume. They're pretty awesome. :3 Recently discovered (by me).

--EDIT--

I even have 77 watchers! XD So weeiiird.

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11797384/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11797384/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 10:49:52 PST .: JOURNAL :.

Eww...Valentine's Day is coming up.

I don't like Valentine's Day. It's a depressing day for me. I usually feel extremely alone...but, then again, I haven't had many friends before this year. This year it will be better. But, I can't help but want a cuddle buddy.

The Juliana Theory is an excellent band. Look them up. They're absolutely amazing.

White Days and Into the Dark are awesome songs by them. My favorites. Listening to White Days gives my urges to sing.

Okay, enough from me.

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11775618/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11775618/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 15:53:49 PST .: JOURNAL :.

Hehehe. This looks like fun.

British
[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[X] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life. At one point it did. O_o
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[ ] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[x] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.
Total: 2

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard barbie.
[ ] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[ ] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic. (I dont do much sports but i still love em)
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something
Total: 1

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[ ] You talk with your hands.
Total: 3

Spanish
[x] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak spanish or some.
[ ] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[x] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[ ] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 3

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[ ] You get short tempered.
[ ] You know of somebody named natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 2

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[x] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 3

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[x] You have nappy hair. If I don't wash it properly.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance. According to my friends...
[x] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 6

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3

German
[x] You like bread.
[ ] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You Speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is.
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2
Total: 3

Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some french.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 1

American
[ ] You hate foriegners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[x] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at walmart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 2

Evidently I'm black, although this was already established at birth. XD

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11697055/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11697055/ Mon, 05 Feb 2007 12:46:24 PST .: JOURNAL :.

I had a couple of fun experiences this superbowl. First, there was the food...the wonderful...wonderful food. <3. <3. <3. Then there was the commercials. The commercials were good for the beggining, then they kinda died off. =/ But...the Doritos commercial in the beginning was hilarious. XD I...died laughing. That, and the FedEx one where there's the office in space. The guy got hit with a meteor! That's just like how the caveman was squished by the dinosaur last year! I almost died laughing at that, too. XD Then there was the fact that I have an Australian friend who didn't really understand the severity of the super bowl...and I thought that was really funny/cute. <3. Then she splurted out some Australian tradition that I didn't have a clue about, and I got a kick out of that, too. XD

Yep, this year was fun. <3. I honestly didn't have a preference toward who won...I rooted for the Bears since my dad was rooting for the Colts for some friendly competition. But, I'm glad the Colts one. Their coach needed a serious break. His son commited suicide, he was cheated out of a superbowl before, and he's a hard worker. He definitely deserved it.

Okay, that is all. <3.

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11574902/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11574902/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 10:34:48 PST .: JOURNAL :.

So, I got DDR for Christmas and all that, and it rocks. I've had the pads for a week today. <3 It's spectacular. Im getting all A's on the basic/light setting and I'm starting to experiment with low difficult settings. At this rate, I'll be at difficult by next week. 8D

Topaz no longer has a really bad art block. Hooray.

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11462664/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11462664/ Tue, 16 Jan 2007 16:21:38 PST .: JOURNAL :.

Yeah, life rocks right now.

No deviations 'cause of drawing block.

I managed to finish my story. It's completely different from what I started with. Wheee. READ IT PL0X. Seriously, I worked hard on it.

And all the sudden my journal entries are extremely short. ._.;

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11411584/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11411584/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 15:18:53 PST .: JOURNAL :.

So, I can't write for crap today, and it makes me sad because I really want to finish the next chapter of my story. Feck. D:

I'm listening to a kinda sorta depressing song over and over for some inspiration to draw. It's pretty bad, 'cause I can't draw either.

My whole existance is a tub of goo right now.

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11351487/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11351487/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 14:47:57 PST .: INTRODUCTION :.

Mwah! This is Topaz's journal. This is the place where she writes anything and everything pertaining to her art life (and maybe her social life if you're lucky). Have fun reading!

.: JOURNAL :.

Wow, I'm finally back from out of town. The funeral was nice and sad and all that good stuff. I'm happy to be out of my crammed hotel room and back home. <3

Oh em gee, this is my 50th journal entry for "Say What Now?". Wooooow. XD Happy 50. <3

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11259998/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11259998/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 14:46:42 PST .: INTRODUCTION :.

Mwah! This is Topaz's journal. This is the place where she writes anything and everything pertaining to her art life (and maybe her social life if you're lucky). Have fun reading!

.: JOURNAL :.

Have a Happy New Year everyone. Be safe, don't drink too much alcohol, and don't do something you'll regret! -brick'd for crappy speech-

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11250422/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11250422/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 21:07:17 PST .: INTRODUCTION :.

Mwah! This is Topaz's journal. This is the place where she writes anything and everything pertaining to her art life (and maybe her social life if you're lucky). Have fun reading!

.: JOURNAL :.

My Grandma just died about an two hours ago. I already had my emotional breakdown, so I'm okay. I'm in that shocked kind of mood, but I'm still okay. Grandma wouldn't want me to mope around. She'd want me to handle it as best I can. : D

So, no art from me for a while. If I do submit art, it will probably be nice and sad, and perhaps emo. =/

So, just thought I'd let you all know.

Oh, and the Kirby Christmas gift is cancelled. I can't possibly do it now.

<3

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11189584/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11189584/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 13:47:34 PST .: INTRODUCTION :.

Mwah! This is Topaz's journal. This is the place where she writes anything and everything pertaining to her art life (and maybe her social life if you're lucky). Have fun reading!

.: JOURNAL :.

Merry Christmas to you all! <3 Here's a list of what I got.

Christmas Day gifts
Friends IRL gifts
dA gifts

New Sketchbook (OMFG YES!)
Prismacolor markers and colors pencils (*glee*)
Cell phone holder (LoL It's a beach chair)
Classical Guitar (*major spaz* I play guitar addictively.)
Electric Shaver (WTF? XD)
Manga (Ranma 1/2 10-13)
dA Subcription

A snowman candle
A homemade necklace (and it's so beautiful!)
Candy
Tattoos (WTF XD)
Beanie Babies (A bald eagle and a jingly snowman)
Stuffed Bear




Thanks to everyone for the gifts! <3 And Merry Christmas!

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11084239/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11084239/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 13:23:19 PST UPDATE If you don't have a Kirby character, do not fret! For, I can trasform any of your characters into Kirby! So, give me a reference to your character and I'll make it into a Kirby! 8D

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I am going to make a huge picture with all kinds of Kirby characters! If you want your Kirby to be featured in my deviation, then please reply to this journal with a reference link to your Kirby! Any of my friends with Kirby characters are automatically included in the picture! Here's what I have so far.

Kirby (of course!)
Apple -
Trolly -
Purple Kirby with no name -
Speedy -

Please help me by giving me as many Fan made kirby as you possibly can! This is going to be my biggest Christmas picture yet, and I need everyone to contribute!

~Topaz

P.S. DDR FOR CHRISTMAS IS AN ABSOLUTE! My mom ordered the pads on eBay and I just got the game last night. <3 <3 <3 Yesssssssss.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11073026/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11073026/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 13:04:28 PST
I've been tagged. Dangit. D:

Rules:
The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "Six Weird Habits/Things About Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their six Weird Habits/Things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their devPage comments and tell them to read yours...

1. When I'm talking to someone and we're both walking, I tend to walk in unison with them without realizing it

2. I scratch my head when I talk.

3. I talk on the phone with friends maybe once a week. I usually IM them because I'm socially retarded over the phone.

4. When I walk, my foot moves inward then twitches right back out again before it reaches the ground. Sometimes it doesn't twitch back soon enough resulting in multiple twists of the ankle a day.

5. I'm all over the map when it comes to the music I listen to.

6. I have tendencies to squeal for no apparent reason.

I have no one to tag at the moment. Check back later.

]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11018399/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/11018399/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 14:25:53 PST .: INTRODUCTION :.

Mwah! This is Topaz's journal. This is the place where she writes anything and everything pertaining to her art life (and maybe her social life if you're lucky). Have fun reading!

.: JOURNAL :.

Ive been pondering on this lately...Am I meant to be a copy artist? It seems like I come up with crap when I try CGing my own work, but when I do someone else's it comes out beautifully. For example.



That's probably one of my best works to date. And it's someone else's character and character sketch. She drew it, I just did all the CGing. Here's another one.



This one has the most favorites, and AZ-kun drew it. I just did the CGing. Do you all get where I'm going with this?

I think I should embrace being a copy artist...I just haven't foind exactly what I'm good at drawing yet. I'm starting to think it might be Kirby, but then again I haven't attempted to CG any Kirby sketches of mine yet.

-shrug- I'm not entirely sure what I'm doing yet...I'll think of something. But, in the meantime, I'm going to enjoy CGing other people's sketches (while drawing on my own of course) and hope that something somewhere comes along. :3

~Topaz

I want DDR for Christmas. Believe it. -shot- ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/10963260/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/10963260/ Tue, 05 Dec 2006 17:08:18 PST .: INTRODUCTION :.

Mwah! This is Topaz's journal. This is the place where she writes anything and everything pertaining to her art life (and maybe her social life if you're lucky). Have fun reading!

.: JOURNAL :.

...I can't get away from it. D= I broke up with my boyfriend, thinking that everything would be better after I broke up with him. I thought he would leave me alone and stop being so clingy, and I thought I was actually going to get some space. But, he hasn't stopped. He isn't stopping...I can't do anything about it that won't hurt his feelings...my friends tell me that it's the clingy types that usually take bad news/experiences harder than most...like attempted suicide and stuff. I'm afraid to hurt his feelings because I have no idea how he'll take it.

Recently a teacher at my school passed away. I didn't know who she was, but a lot of people were depressed about it. She died from cancer. Now, a student at our school died. Rumor has it that he ODed. I think it was an accident. He was a happy kid, got good grades...not the type to commit suicide. His girlfriend took it really hard, apparently. She's in bad shape...

...I'm really afraid of all this death around me. I keep a happy face, but I've experienced stuff like this before. People usually die in threes. This is two so far. I have this really strange feeling that the next person is going to be someone I know/care about since the other two weren't. I'm really scared right now...This could be my PMS talking, 'cause I get overly cautious/snappy/EMO when I PMS, but I'm not sure...

...Sigh.

~Topaz ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/10935768/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/10935768/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 11:26:48 PST .: INTRODUCTION :.

Mwah! This is Topaz's journal. This is the place where she writes anything and everything pertaining to her art life (and maybe her social life if you're lucky). Have fun reading!

.: JOURNAL :.

This is a really weird dream/nightmare I was thinking about today.

So, I was in some type of park, and there was one of those mobile homes there. Everyone was watching fireworks or something. It was a pretty giant crowd. Then, this one guy gets on top of the mobile home and says, "I'm going to end this!" and steps on the edge. Now, this mobile home was freakin' huge, so if you jumped off of it, you were garunteed to die. So, he steps to the edge and everyone is freaking out. I was just kinda standing there and staring at him. All of his friends started to climb up the mobile home, and he was all, "Don't come any closer or I WILL JUMP." and his friends were all, "Don't do it!" and kept climbing. Dumbarses. Anyway, he jumped. People screamed and all of he friends ran to the edge where he fell. They looked over the edge, and there was no body. There was no sign that he had even jumped. I looked over there and said, "WTF?" and some lady screamed. Then, the guy's friends looked around for the body. They crossed the river and found it in some bushes. Now, all of these men were part of a cult that believed if one of your friends was killed, then you had every right to kill the people around at the time. So, they were all like, "YOU KILLED OUR COMRADE! YOU ALL MUST DIE!" Then they pulled out some machine guns and started shooting everyone. I ran like hell to the other side of the river (away from them) and away from all the dead people. As I was running in this crowd, all the people around me were getting shot, and they fell as they got shot. So, I'm running faster and faster and the people around me keep falling and falling. All of their blood kept splattering on my face and clothes. By the time the group was almost miniscule, I was shot in the leg. I rolled down a hill and hit a tree. Then one of the guy came over to me. I played dead, then he said, "Answer me you dumb whore!" and shot me in the arm. I cried out in pain as he pulled me up by the collar and put his gun to my head. I pleaded with him to let me live, and he said, "Why should I let you live when my friend died?" Then I said, "I have my whole life ahead of me..." at this point, I was almost wailing and sobbing. Then he threw me on the ground and pointed his gun at me. Then he gave me this evil smile. Then he had a suprised look on his face after there had been a large bang. Some blood splattered on my face. He fell over and the gun shot off into the ground. I saw the police standing where he had. That black guy from "Criminal Minds" picked me up and said, "You're going to be okay." and I just stared at him. As he was walking me to an ambulance, and tried to say thank you, but I had no voice. I had gone mute.

Then I woke up. XD

~Topaz

CHRISTMAS!! *spaz* ]]> ~TopazKitty http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/10924940/ http://TopazKitty.deviantart.com/journal/10924940/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 12:30:19 PST .: INTRODUCTION :.

Mwah! This is Topaz's journal. This is the place where she writes anything and everything pertaining to her art life (and maybe her social life if you're lucky). Have fun reading!

.: JOURNAL :.

On my journal pages? 8D

Okay. If you want to be sure to read this ->

1. You better do this on your journal too >D
2. I'm going to choose the pictures so im sorry if i dont get the best of your pictures

Okay comment right away here~!

~Topaz

CHRISTMAS!! *spaz* ]]> ~TopazKitty