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I've died from this place. It was a wonderful run. I may come back in a few years, when i'm secure with myself.


You can follow my progress on my tegaki e, if you'd like.

or aim me.

Dollfille





Otakon was delicious. I hope to stay in touch.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/23796820/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/23796820/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 13:23:15 PDT [link]


GO THERE INSTEAD.
IT'S NOT MUCH BETTER THOUGH.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/23252859/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/23252859/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 12:34:26 PST
My art's gotten much better.
Maybe i'll post something eventually.

Maybe not.

Who knows.



Have fun looking at the things i don't like.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/21185952/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/21185952/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 12:26:32 PDT
lol, my devART is so dead.

tegaki E : Tochian
hit me up.



i'm almost 15, yo.
i don't wanna.

D:

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/20777569/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/20777569/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 13:50:57 PDT


ummmmmmm.
this weekend, if i don't upload stuff, someone please come to my house and..._um... poke me with sharp things!


My tablet at my mother's house is broken, so i have to use the "eraser" end of it and...it just goes bleh. The tablet at dad's dosn't have pressure...ugh. I think it's a wacom? Anyone got any tips? do i need to install a driver? D:


Let's Tegaki!
my username is Tochian if anyone can find it.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/20308395/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/20308395/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 13:54:39 PDT
D:



bleh.
school.

...

i'll upload stuff soon i guess.
so. _yeahhh...

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/20117140/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/20117140/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 17:06:57 PDT
[link]


wooooo.

Tell me what to draw. I'll take requests and such!


HMMMMMMM. Oh-right. Topic. School starts soon! Not sure what that means besides i wont have a scanner. But it's not like i posted anything that often anyway, so...yeah. Uhm. Yeah.


Bye!

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/19896370/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/19896370/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 11:50:48 PDT OR, just do the popotan hop.
either / or.


anyway! Otakon was really great. REALLY great. I met cool kids, got to rave in the center of a dance circle [even got chanting, w00t!], met Pedobear AND a friend of everyone's favorite mod, got a really great crowd groan when i yelled that i lost the game, and got soooo many smiles from ducks that i'm good for a few months at least.


AHhhh...
Best. Con. Ever.
[Well...so far. ;D]




♥

Future Thoughts:
Don't be a bitch if they're only being nice to you. [ D ": sorry! ]
DON'T FEEL BAD, IT'S A CON. JUST DO IT.
Artist's alley is a no-no.
PRE-REG, ELLIE&JOSH.
Ampersands go like : &
The majority of Dollfie owners that i met were self-centered and kinda bitchy, so it's not worth it to go to the meetups. (Even thought i got to see a Soony...auuhh! -dies of want-)
Learn the whole dance so you don't fuck up when everyone else is groovin' smoothly.
Josh isn't the only boy who's dense! Who knew?!
Don't drop hints. Don't be shy. FOCUS. Sleep enough, but not too much.
Walking feels good, even if it hurts.

...And the rest is history.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/19767309/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/19767309/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 09:06:50 PDT i can't even like,
edit photos without killing them.

-wallows-



ANYWAY!
woo!
otakon!

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/19680326/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/19680326/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 12:33:45 PDT otakon
high school
being with people
friends


things i wish would stop:
my mood
my thoughts
being alone




..that is all.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/19531749/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/19531749/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 06:42:36 PDT Bella and Edward on the cover.
EDWARD IS CEDRIC DIGGORRY, WHAT. But i suppose he fits the role...I just can't agree with that Bella...blarg. I made myself happy by noticing that they didn't bother to give Edward any contacts, his eyes were blue in the photo instad of gold...
HAHAHAHA TWELF DAYS THEN THEN THEN THEN BREAKING DAWN [or is it Midnight Sun..?] COMES OUT. I'm going to a relese party, wanna come Ellie?

ANYWAY, WINDOWS VISTA REALLY SUCKS.



and uhm, i can't wait for my hair to be long. AND OTAKON? and why isn't this keyboard responding...

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/19057983/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/19057983/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 13:25:29 PDT
sorry.




-dead-




see you kids at otakon!

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/18770198/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/18770198/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 16:22:24 PDT
Wow,
i've been completely ignoring this.

D'':


I PROMISE i'll return like, somtime in summer. And just BAMMMF, uploads and new art and better art and...yeah.


I will...
eventually...



I painted checkers onto my nails. They're great.


PS!
I'll be selling prints at the children's day arts fest in penn state. [JOSH.]
so uh.
yeah. SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT, HOLY SNAP. THREE HALF-DAYS!

So...expect art soon.
'Cos'...
it's coming...



really it is.


really....




D:


reallly...

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/18421534/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/18421534/ Tue, 20 May 2008 19:26:12 PDT i am refreshing the page of a not-so-interesting social networking site.

Where has my life gone?


At least my art has gotten better...



even this, i feel, i am losing track of.
All i draw is faces of a boy.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17993708/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17993708/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 15:30:32 PDT eouaskdja'lsmcnal'skma;lsdjasd


with some

as;dlka
s;dlka
sp;dl
as;sldka';sldka';lskdj;ajdasd


in there as well.


Any questions?






I've drawn a lot but this camera sucks, and comp will explode if i scan.
and i always forget when i'm at dads.

shet.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17838382/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17838382/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 19:21:37 PDT
Things are so crazy. I think scanning+uploading is my least favorite thing to do, ever.

I've made new friends lately, but i'm also losing other people i was close with...I feel so...I dunno. Lonely? Frustrated? Ignored?







Also i have a cold + wicked headache.
Lame.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17651585/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17651585/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 13:23:19 PDT I think they could have done a lot better on the cast...but at least Jackson Rathbone is in it! That made me happy. Even though he's playing James, not Edward....

sigh.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17592991/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17592991/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 16:09:40 PDT ain't like bein' true
i don't need to,
i would never
hide a thing from you...
like some.





Dx
bah.
Toby, you are so cute.
cutiecutie toby toby cutie toby.
He's so in love with Mrs.Lovett. I LOVE MRS.LOVETT. LOOK I'M TALKING TO MYSELF, WHEE.



I miss....friends.I'm a lonely muffin.
A very lonely muffin.
I went on an emo-kid adventure the other day at school.
It was crazy.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17496074/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17496074/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 16:24:00 PDT WTF.

I made so many friends. xD!
So many friends that are like, guys. wtf.
I was telling my mum about the people i met and
i relized...everyone i met was either male, or crossplaying as a male.


LOL...


strange.
anyway.
ill post pics/vids soon or somthing, once i get my camera and my cord and my computer
all
together...


guhhhhhhhhhhh i miss it a ton.
LIKE, really a ton. this always happens, i go do somthing amazing then i complain about missing it for the rest of the year.
I want it to be next year already...ha. D: WTF ROGER WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY BYE TO US? JEEEEZE.

hahaaaaa.
I think "shit, i'm going to jail..."
is a very nice compliment.



also this:


The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I won't draw your request until I see this in your journal
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw or write me a description
03 - Only one character per person - remember, this is FREE...



1-
2-
3-
4-
5-
6-
7-
8-
9-

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17402865/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17402865/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 21:37:49 PDT pics coming soon.


I want photoshop.

Ellie,jobo,marlee,
we should all have a zombie party soon, like the good ol' days.



anyone wanna do an art trade?

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17320925/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17320925/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 18:20:02 PDT I got my ear pierced, up top in the cartilage?
It was fun! My mum was like "OMGZ" when i didn't scream or anything,
i realized that pain doesn't bother me nearly as much as it might once have. [or should...]

The ring is really cute, it's a silver hoop with a sky-blue star.
I'll post pics as soon as i get a good camera on my hands...



ehneway. I've been having a really rough week.
Please like, talk to me.
Sara-Princess, we most definitely need to spend EVERY WAKING MOMENT at the mall and together.
I feel like I'm losing you guys. [as in youandjoshetcetera]
D':




also: OMG, ANIME BOSTON IN LIKE, SIX DAYS.
HOLYSHANPA;SLKD;ASLR;AMX...
i'll get pix this time.
mad pix.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17224283/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17224283/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 12:43:29 PST D:


I can't wait for AB! Only...only like TWO WEEKS! If anyone's going, do tell, we can be all "omg hay" and stuff! Look out for the emo-kid Kairi with cowgirl boots! I'mma pwn ya. Also i made lots and lots of hair clips...they're two apeice if anyone wants a head's up on that...i hope they sell...
[ellie, sara, marlee, josh you guys get free ones. They're great, and have ribbon and buttons on them.]



blaaaaaaaah.


Umm...i just dran k like half a liter of pepsi! I don't even LIKE soda. Also i'm wearing a Hollister jacket. Um, yeah i know. WHY. It's cute though. It's the same color as my hair. -yacks-



a'sldk'alskdj

asd;kasldjkasda;'lkda;sd


I miss you, Upattinas. I appreciate your fabulous creativity and intellectuals more than anything else in the world right now. Public School here is just...just lame. I guess High School will be fun, though. Lots of new people, plus like, older-teenageness. Huzzah.

OKAY BYE. D:<

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17032563/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/17032563/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 21:18:01 PST
so um, I'M REALLLLY EXITED FOR ANIME BOSTON.

Like, insanely.
like, oh my god, anime boston.


XD


also i love collaborations. : D

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16853834/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16853834/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 18:35:33 PST and a computer that doesn't lag.

also, what is with this whole "depression" thing?

-sigh-


JObo, Sara, we play this weekend.
also at the dance.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16807863/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16807863/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 21:37:35 PST


Everyone should go buy stuff from Misskika.com
because she's my favorite artist, and totally inspiring
and...
great.
so, go do that.


[her devart is fyi. go fave her stuff. : D]



MEOW MEOW

Enchanted was SO GOOD.
I wanna go again...

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16738037/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16738037/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 12:11:34 PST and my throat and head hurt.


I love Kate Nash.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16680127/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16680127/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 19:15:04 PST that makes them suck so much?

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16612085/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16612085/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 12:17:09 PST
HARHARHAR.

It was fun. I like being a goody-two-shoes teachers' pet.
Math was...suprisingly easy! Hurray.
English was AWESOME. I ttly pwned these losers, and i havn't even read the book.


ALSO, THERE ARE MOTIVATORS EVERYWHERE. LIKE. THE THINGS ON 4CHAN. XDD I saw them and started cracking up. people were like "uh, tha fuck?"

MY HEAD HURRRRRRTS 'ALSKDJ'ALSKDJ'ALSKDJ'ASKLDJ


and uh....

yeah.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16566680/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16566680/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 13:35:09 PST I think i'm worn out.

Tell B-well and Genya i say bye. : /
I'll miss you, everyone.


Guuuuuuuuuh what will happen monday?
I'll give a report, mm'kay?




YAAAAAY MARKERS...
I'm fallen in luff with coloring.

also, katsukon?
Sway my vote.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16543532/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16543532/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 20:51:57 PST
everyone's sending me on guilt trips and yelling at me about leaving.
It's what i've chosen- shut up.
I'm being so totally emo.
like, sitting curled up in corners and randomly crying and acting all loopy and stuff.
well, the loopy part is just me.

but i'm so jealous of people I know, i'm hating my art,
i'm sick so i can't sing, and
i had a
very
lonely
day.


I just want to be someone's obsession.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16409578/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16409578/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:34:32 PST Is it possible to un-watch someone?
My list is getting rather cluttered.


I made a present for Lyndal, sending it out. I hope she likes it. 8 D
Boo. I really wanna study abroad next year...

Umm....

I got Prismacolor Markers.
And they are...
quite lovely, may i say.
I didn't relize until later that i just got different shades of the same colors...but they're great and flexible and stuff.
I just wish it were easier to shade. : /
Whatever.

Middle-of-Post: I'm addicted to Pixel Art again. (teehee.)

HAY GAIZ WHO DO TRADITIONAL ART:
I've been using fabric paint for hilights..It works amazingly.
So...try it out. ; x


Sara, I had a super-fun-blast-time being a /b/tard with you.


I think i'm leaving Uppies soon.
I'm going to miss you all dearly.
But, I know it's what I need...
We'll still see eachother.
We'll have tea-and-drawing parties and play dates every weekend.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16369080/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16369080/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 08:33:45 PST THA' 'ELL?


I feel like i'm being watched. D:
and i know i'm not.
but i feel i am.
AND IT'S AWFUL.



uuuh.

I notice ugly things about pictures alot. D:<
FUCK.


also: I hate me some facebook. : /
I'M SICK OF YOUR GODDAMN SLAYERS INVATATIONS.

also, they wern't any teenagers at the KoP mall. Why? WHY? Where do they all go? D:

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16304286/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16304286/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 16:42:59 PST I want to sleep.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16208773/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16208773/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 14:40:44 PST

Hope you people have a relatively pleasant New Year. ! Or somthing...

My resoloustion is to be "peppier" and not such a bitch.
What's yours?

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16128148/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16128148/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 18:15:52 PST
So,

my CD from the festival in Canada came. : D
So i've been listening to it.
over.
and.
over.
and
over
and
over.

then crying a lot.
then Sphereplaying to it.
then crying more.
Then dancing again.

This music cakes me feel all weird in a goodGreat?FANTASTIC way.

____, out of the 200somthing SATB boys
your voice sticks out and i can hear you. And um, I miss you.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16082096/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16082096/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 18:10:59 PST

Emo Phillips in New York in January...but alas, i can't go. Boo.


ON A UH HAPPIER NOTE? LOL. Uhhh Happy Birthday, Jesus! 8 D
ummm...Daddy, John and I put out a candle with out chi. It was exiting.

BADABADABADABDABDBABDABDBA.

I'm wayyy into Cardcaptor Sakura again. Wooooo. Cosplay.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16004824/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/16004824/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 18:16:13 PST
I'm gonna do A Lack of Color for the sonic yearbook.

or.
somthing.
yeah, yeah.
that's right.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/15968877/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/15968877/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 05:39:15 PST 1. Talk to a cute boy/girl?
lawl it's 8:22 am. So no, not yet. [If you don't count Terensky. : o]

now it's 9:20 PM.

YEAH. STARBUCKS.
toshi: -freaks out and hides behind sara-
toshi:[timidly] I like your hair...
kid: -didn't hear-
toshi: [louder but really pathetic, still hiding behind sara.] Heykid, I like your hair! D:
kid: othanks...


I woulda talked to him more..but...he was with his grandfather or whatever. So..so...gah.
lawl my only relationships are like, eye contact and maybe a "hey" or two... how pathetic! : D

2. Learn anything new?
Uh...
That the eyeshadow primer i got looks like fake skin all gooped up if you put on too much?

that it's "and it's thoughts like this that catch my HEAD when you're away and i am missing you to DEATH" not "mind" and "day". : s

3. Talked to an ex?
prolly will later.


did.

4. Miss someone?
Meowmeow. Indeedidly.

meowmeow.

Suprisingly, i was pretty content today. I had awesome daydreams. o______o

Last Person Who:
5. Laid in bed with you?
Terensky. xD

6. Last person made you cry?
Mum/John/people

myself. xD

7. You went to the movies with?
uuuuuuuh....
mum and john?

if yuo cout radio city as a movie, then uppies.

8. Went to the mall with?
Saaaaaaraaaaaaaaa~

10. Made you laugh?
meh brain friends.

ALLEEEC. lawl that hug died.

11. Said they love you?
Emi-C.

uh....
I dunno. I yelled "ILOVEYOU." at the starbucks kid. xD

18. What are you most scared of?
little dead girls. D:

19. When do you want to get married?
the day before I die. [Fo' shizzle.]

21. Does anyone like you?
Dunno. I hope so? D:

22. Do you like being around people?
i guess. If they're nice.

3. Have you cried recently?
uhhhhhhhh the night before last. I had one of those meltdown things. : D



lawl on the bus. : D i had a weird dream.

24. Are you lonely right now?
alllll the time.

mmmm yeah kindaaa...

25. Song stuck in your head?
...Silent pacing, waiting for baaad newwwwwwwws
and i'm thinking of what Sarah said:
that love is watching someone die...

So who's gonna watch you diiiieeeee?



I've got it covered with cans of food, filtered water and pictures of you!


26. Ever been on radio/TV?
Yeah, when i was little. : /
BUT I WILL BE. RAWRRR. D:<

28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
lawl yes.

29. What color shirt do you have on now?
blackpurple dress under cream w/ black polkadots frilly shirt thing under black jacket. : D
so i guess cream with black polkadots and lacy things. XD

white/bluwe/green

31. What time is it?
TIME TO DIE!
9:22

32. How much cash do you have on you right now?
46$. : x



20 somthin'.

33. Whats your favorite food?
spider roll sushi.
D:

nomnomnom.

34. Whats your favorite show?
HEROES lulz. And LOST and the simpsons.

35. Who got you to join Myspace?
JESSICA.
YOU BITCH.
TWO YEARS!
EVER DAY;
"HAY TOSHI LOVE GET A MYSPACE."
[ilythoughlol.]

36. Can you lay in your bed all day?
I do that somtimes. I like the floor better, though...

37. Wish someone was next to you in the morning when you wake up?
-hums Bend and Break-

UHHhhhh yeah. I like falling asleep next to people better though.

38. What web site do you visit the most?
devART.
and.
aol.com.
and.
myspace....


i needta explore the internet more. D:

39. Do you have any plants in your room?.
probably some fungus or somthing...

40. What was the funniest thing you did today?
nothing yet, it's 8:30 am. D:


Spazz over the emo kid at starbucks. XDD lawl i'm so easily amused;

"OMG A BOY! WHAT?"

41. Who was the last person to talk to you?
Daddeh.


1. WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?
MEEEEEEEE!

2. WHERE WAS YOU DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?
LOL I DUNNOOO. The bathroom i think?

3. WHATS YOUR HEADLINE MEAN?
DOES DEVIANTART HAVE HEADLINES?
UHHH.
ohwait, myspace.
UM,
IT'S A TRUE STORY.

4. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD Y... ]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/15883273/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/15883273/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 20:20:43 PST
the first five things you think of:

CHILDHOOD
1. rolling down the library hill.
2. the empty sunroom, with light pouring in, making the new white carpet look like snow.
3. yellow and purple hibiscus super-loose tee shirt with bluejean cutoff shorts.
4. playing with Tyler in front of the church after piano lessons.
5. picking up sequins off the ballet studio floor.

SCHOOL
1. Loneliness to the extreme.
2. Sequoia.
3. ANDY HARTMAN, WHERE ART THOU?
4. Watching the teacher let us flirt because we're both outcasts.
5. Catching your sympathetic eye when they'd pick on me in art class.

LOVE
1. Dancing.
2. resting my head in the crook of your neck.
3. passing notes.
4. lack thereof.
5. Witch Baby.

PASTIMES
1. Daydream.
2. Art.
3. Read.
4. Internet.
5. Videogames.

WORK
1. little kids.
2. depression.
3. being named "Tasha".
4. Kodacha.
5. Angel Boy Joss.

FUTURE
1. Wilbur. ["TO...THE FUTURE!"]
2. "Passion" by Utada Hikaru.
3. Being elsewhere.
4. I'll be with you.
5. Independence.



OHH, IT'S SOOO DEEEEEP.
I wanna be in high school.
I wonder if people miss me when i'm not at school as much as we missed Josh.

]]> ~Toshi-Muffin http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/15813334/ http://Toshi-Muffin.deviantart.com/journal/15813334/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 19:50:36 PST

WOAH.



Also,

D";

because it didn't work last time.

I wanna study abroad in Australia or England or Japan or Canada (OR ALL OF 'EM.) when i'm 15.
Wouldn't that be great?
I've always wanted to study abroad. I love different cultures. ♥♥
They're so great and kind and accepting.
I don't belong in America. What is this. With all it's icky poloution and jerky anorexic people. -shakes head-
At least, forever I don't belong here. I need at least two years somewhere else. Then I'll live in _________ and somehow become famous. I wanna be secretly famous though, like Emily Browning.

I think about the future alot, fyi.
...if you havn't noticed.

LOL.


Also, I keep sleeping. LIKE, FALLING ASLEEP. IT'S WEIRD. I NEVER DO THAT.
And my muscles hurt. Maybe i've got another growth spurt coming my way...

and also I wanna be a cheerleader, but i don't like sports. So. Uh. Should I kiss that wish goodbye?


PS: fantastic = [link]



PPS:

OKAY, WHAT THE HELL.
I'm SO dissatisfied with who they cast as Bella.
So now i'm gonna go be angry and mope some more. : /
And i was just feeling better,too.

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