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choke on your own vomit and die please..

thanks Bye
=.=;

*dont leave replies to this ... it just needs to be read...*

oh and again go die

]]> ~ToxicMasquerade http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/16978968/ http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/16978968/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 14:41:30 PST But until then I am on an epic quest to make/buy clothes for my little Miguel~!!!

He needs more love so Ive been posing him around and taking pictures...

Hopefully There will be some future pictures of him and 's Doll who I don't think has a name yet OOO
So yay Hopefully no more Solo shots..

If Anyone knows of Any good patterns I could bum for making his clothes I'd love you

Any tips to would help... I am not very good with Sewing. not my thing But I try since I don't want my boy nude.

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it's to quiet and I'm just getting more depressed...

to quiet... can't stand it...
.....


;-;

]]> ~ToxicMasquerade http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/16315450/ http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/16315450/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 12:53:31 PST ...
I don't care about excuses or past events.

You fucked up. I can't forgive you for it NOR will I.
You had chances you didn't take them.
Instead you go play go on and play.

I've given up on trying to listen to your reasons as to why...
I know you've done alot for me. I appreciate and respect that.
However...Knowing damn well i can't do the same for you the times I try
seem to equal nothing.

Thinking of you Right now makes me furious... it makes me sick....It makes me want to cry...
I want to do so many things right now;
Vomit,Cry,scream in someones face, slap someone, kill something...
...But I can't you know why too..

Go fucking have fun..I won't offer anything to you anymore I won't offer my money to you anymore....i won't offer to help bring you hear. if you do it its because you can and nothing else.

Thanks for Ruining My Holiday. I thought It would be different...
I thought it would be good... with or without you..
SO it happened to be without you... i thought overall it was okay... and then I get slapped.


I wish i never heard a damn thing...

......Damn you for even bringing thoughts into my head..

I'm going to go now.... I'll leave ahead of you. if you happen to catch up... consider yourself Lucky... cause I don't think I'll be caring for a while.

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I've got nothing to do...

*sleeps in computer lab *...


All I do is go to class do the work and get nothing out of it... Next Semester i HOPE will be better...

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I woke up around.... 6am, got called at 7, Left my house at 8...
...
I went to breakfast with my father and I had this super delicious Pineapple Sauce/chunk covered French toast with strawberry slices



Then for the first time I got to go take a swing at kayaking... Haha no I didn't fall in Not like it would have been bad the water was pretty warm to my feet, But I went up and down the walkill and it was pretty good Did about a Mile... I'd definitally do it again

Also I priced around about how much my tattoo would run me and it'll probably run.... $75-150 roughly... That's sofar been the Ballpark price I've gotten today... checked out 3 local places next I'll try some others...


fun stuff.

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If you get more then 18 your st00000pid xD

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

[] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.

[] You have ran into a glass/screen door.

[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.

[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks. (This is true...XD)

[] You have ran into a tree.

[] It is possible to lick your elbow

[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.

[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. (I figured it out eventually tho...X333)

[] You just tried to sing them. (Hey, at least it wasn't out loud XDDD)

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. (as well as stairs, cracks, my little cousins...the dog....)

[x] You have choked on your own spit. (yep...sadly)

[] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.(but at least I understand references to it~!)

[x] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice.(Well, the true idiot has been revealed then. G'day, sir...)

[] You just looked at it

[] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.(it might as well be ^^)

[x] People have called you slow. (my family shouldn't count)

[] You have accidentally caught something on fire

[] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.

[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

[x] You've fallen asleep in class.

[] If someone says "fart" you laugh.

[] sometimes you just stop thinking.

[] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.

[] People shake their heads and walk away from you.

[] You are often told to use your "inside voice"
[] You use your fingers to do simple math.

[] You have eaten a bug.

[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important

[] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.

[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket.

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.

[x] You break a lot of things.

[] Your friends know not to use big words around you (lol)

[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused.

[x] You have fallen out of your chair before

[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.

[] The word "umm" is used many times a day



hahah Sixteen.

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1. Your last relationship? was stressful

2. I am listening to? Something ong The radio

3. Maybe I should... Buy my new camera soon

5. Chocolate is =A Gift from Nature.

6. I don't understand =Why I have to go to Kingston Before I go Home...

7. I have lost my respect for = For Alot of People.... And Family too...

8. I last ate = Slimfast Bar and a pouch of Trailmix

9. The meaning of my display name = Masquerades are fun and Can Hide Even the Most ill people behind Colouful Masks...

10. God = Doesn't Exist to me...

11. Someday = I will Get my Tattoos

12. I will always remember = The time I felt most let down....

13. Love = Is too much Work for me.

14. Myspace is = A Place where my friends contact me When Phones aren't an option

15. Today = too hot D:

16. Tomorrow = A Day with my Nazi teacher. >>;; Douche.

17. I get annoyed = When People make me wait, take to long or pester me.

18. Parties = Are things I never go to...

19. SHOTS = Rum or Liquors please...

20. Simple kisses =are comforting.

21. I wish = I could eat without pain.... stupid Stomach problem D:

01. is your hair wet? Damp...

02. is your cell phone right by you? In my Backpack so sorta...

03. do you miss someone?: I miss alot of people....

04. are you wearing chap stick?: yeah the BathnBody Works Mentha one...

05. are you tired?:no i am drained from heat...

06. are you wearing pajamas?: still in school clothes gimme 15 min though.

08. are you mad?: Not today no.

09. are you upset?: A little

HAVE YOU...

01. recently done anything you regret? Not really

03. ever stuck gum under a desk?: A couple times in Middleschool

04. ever slapped someone?: yeah. a couple times infact

05. ever tripped over your own feet?: All the time.

TODAY HAVE YOU..

01. have you cursed? yes

02. Have you gotten mad at someone? Not today...

RANDOM...

Is there a person who is on your mind right now? .....Anastasia.... she's crazy.

Do you have any siblings? Nope

Do you want children? I want a CHILD not more than one >>;;

Do you smile often? No..

Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? Rarely

Do you like your handwriting? Nope

Are your toenails painted? Red

Are you a friendly person? Occassionally

Whose bed other than yours did you last sleep in?....uhm my moms... came home from school n just crashed with my Puppy.

What color shirt are you wearing? Multicoloured Tunic: Blues and Cream n Brown

What were you doing at 2pm yesterday? sitting @ my Dad's house watching TV

What can you not wait for? Peak Autumn colours

Tags



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So be assured more deviations will be removed but I'll be re-adding the Photography...

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I got my Baby... I had to go to the Post office to get him though his box was fuckin huge.

So .... I got the Dollzone "Meigi/Megi" Doll thanks to my Kit...
ANd omg is he a cutie~... His coloring is a little darker around the eyes than I thought it to be But it's so friggen cute.....

He's currently wearing a pair of Hand-me-down home made pants that Kit's Doll Mowen was wearing... so at least he won't be running around nude... though that's cute too

He's modeled off of my character Miguel " suboshi " Wolfe. and He is surely not my last doll..... there is a little bit of fear towards the doll whom has caught my eye now... His model is " Homme Duncan " and >>;;; he's a strong pain to the pocket..... I might start saving for him... he's $560.... but it doesn't include Face or Bodyblush only eyes and wig >/ Which Though he is a 60cm doll.... i think it should at least come with a Face-up over a wig........ eitherway...

I got my baby~! YAY...

Pictures will come of him soon.

]]> ~ToxicMasquerade http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/14185146/ http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/14185146/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 18:36:51 PDT And Wonderful news~! Kara's Getting a New computer with an awesome Graphics card and such and it's gonna be Loaded for me and my Art .....and college stuff of course but it's 90% Art ready and it'll be here in like a couple weeks.... Huzzah~!!!! So hopefully My Art output will be Much higher... and once I can get a new tablet I'll be reopening for Comissions


And Weeeeeee~! I'm legal.

Hmn.... I need to find more dolls..


....that and I don't wanna go to College on the 27th...bleh


- Love Love - Kara

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Lol Give me love~!!

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Anyone else having this problem?

]]> ~ToxicMasquerade http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13875681/ http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13875681/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 09:56:38 PDT
I just got back into the house and Well I honestly Don't even see how it happened

I was on a walk with my mom and Dog and We were like 3/4 of a mile from my house or so and I was just walking normally Looked down; Noticed a little adorable black snake and then i fell.... i wasn't spooked by it... I was looking where I was going but I just went down and it was like fucking slow motion too...

Either way I landed full weight on my Right ankle/foot ny ankle popped and then i felt five cracks into the top of my foot.... I had to walk like a quarter mile back up on a slight hill; my left foot is scraped up n bleeding.... and my right is somewhat swollen and throbbing n shaking.
I had to sit and wait fucking 10 min for my mom to get the damn van.... my neighbor was nice enough to give me ice.... and so my mom got there and mind you my dog pulls and she left her with me... I got up and got spun around by the fucking dog and pulled my ankle more and my mom just looked at me like a had a orange sigh glued to my face.... and she's telling me I am fine and only if it hurts tomorrow can i go to the Doctor and that She won't take me...

WTF is that supposed to do for me... it's hard enough since moving it an inch hurts.... and she doesn't give a fuck... just because she's seen her ankle swell up more than mine is... ...swelling isn;t always the marker of a bad injury......

T-T it hurts...
--------------------------
I managed to go to the Doctor and he Then reffered me to Benidictine Hospital and I had a sereies of X-rays done...

That was actually kinda fun since I've never been admitted into a Hospital since i was born so I only own 2 hospital cuffs Lol~!

Anyway Back to my ankle... I have a slight twist in my ankle but my doctor found that my pain is not from the twist but we did some extra testing and it turns out I badly strained and damaged the tendons in my foot and i have to be as easy one it as I can for about 4 weeks... and If it hurts way to much in a week i have to go see him again...

But for now I'm doing fairly well not moving much and my mom is on the search in our addict for at least A crutch to help with stairs.

Thanks again everyone now I just need it to stop throbbing lol~!! * on meds for that *

]]> ~ToxicMasquerade http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13697238/ http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13697238/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 15:19:30 PDT
I've been having alot of Dreams about car addicents and such and each time it was someone else I was close to or knew well in the dreams..

Today my mom and i got a Phone call from our neighbor on the other side of town ( small town ) and she Tells us her niece my friend since i was 5 years old . Alicia died this afternoon in a car accident while going up to Albany NY...
Me and her used to play with eachother every week when we were little.... She used to live only 5 min from her by foot so i used to see her alot.... Then she moved.... and I didn't see her so much for a bunch of years but she was always so sweet to me when We saw eachother....

And these past two years... she was doing so well and she was becoming quite the actress...... she really blossomed into a Wonderful generous woman.... Alicia was I think a junior in college and she's had a strong steady boyfriend for about 5-6 years now.... She had so much potential and things going her way... But today she was the passenger of a Horrible Accident That I would have never thought could happen to a girl like her...

hello reality... you hit quite hard...

I love you Alicia you've been one of my sweetest friends... I'm so glad to have known you.... I pray for your Mother, Father, Step Father and Brother.....


---- please no stupid comments i'm serious ----

]]> ~ToxicMasquerade http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13607206/ http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13607206/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 12:43:57 PDT >;
Unlike FA where The same image gets 9 times as many views and Comments....

Lol I dunno if because I have Critique discouraged up that stops people feom commenting But It's pretty amusing since lack of activity is making me hover over towards FA again. ]]> ~ToxicMasquerade http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13512910/ http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13512910/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 13:51:46 PDT
Cantatrice = 34 People
Roibeard = 6 People
Florence = 7 People
Giovanna = 6 People
Akio = 20 People
Severino = 9 People
Donatinne = 10 People
Vasser = 7 People
Midha = 8 People
Gariner = 9 People

Count Total to date : 116 ( Edited Frequently )

Ministry Members/Seraphim/Fallen/Sins/Virtues


Ministry Council = 6 People
Ministry Workers notcomplete#) 36 People
Elemental Council = (notcomplete#) 6 People
Seraphim = (incomplete) 2 People
Fallen = (incomplete)7 People
Sins incomplete) 4 People
Virtues = (incomplete) 3

There are alot more than just this; We've got Furs and all sorts of other Interesting little buggers... We just need to re-work our Lists

This will Update Frequently..

]]> ~ToxicMasquerade http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13509582/ http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13509582/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 08:45:32 PDT >;;;;

Sadly to say our muse count will continue to rise.... Lol Sorry if All the different characters Starts or already has confused many of you

Lol it's not all my fault some of the blame is to for Plotting with my fertile imagination...

]]> ~ToxicMasquerade http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13316768/ http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13316768/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 13:06:34 PDT But someone On Monday released about $90, 4 Parakeets into The lunch room and Some of them were getting Smacked out of the air and One was bleeding....

Needless to say i said fuck my lunch and Caught one of them once she landed... called my mother and got released early from school and Well I have a new little girl who is a Very Young and sweet little Light Yellow Budgie with pink eyes, named Tinker....

Yeah I know we named her after Tinkerbelle but it's because when she calmed in her cage after being home for a couple hours a Little bell has now become her fave toy... and my Mom called her Tink for it so it kinda stuck it's cute and she responds to it so It'll stay.... We might buy another Budgie this weekend to keep her company We're not sure.... Probably will though...

I know The other 2 Budgies were caught & i have no clue what happened to them ( one flew outside/ Hope it's ok )

Either way

NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL ~!!

]]> ~ToxicMasquerade http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13199768/ http://ToxicMasquerade.deviantart.com/journal/13199768/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 08:51:40 PDT
I'm more Used to The Furaffinity Community and I was very hesitant to Joining up here since I've heard many bad things about this place :/ I hope none of which are true.... But Anyway~!

I would say my Art is Very much so Inspired from Disney style works since I've been a Disney junkie since i was very young.. And even now it's till my favorite

I have a couple 100 characters, I think the last count was 343+/- characters and a fair portion of them are co-owned with my girlfriend Since we write stories together and our imaginations kind of Have " breeding Sessions" and so we get a bit of an overflow of characters X3


She might end up uploading the stories on her account if she ever thinks it's good enough Lol

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