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deviantART: by:Trapt4EvA http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Trapt4EvA&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Trapt4EvA en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 10:35:38 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png UNI. IS A PAINNNN!!! http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/28463136/ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/28463136/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:36:18 PST Hopefully, i'll be posting my new drawings on the beginning of next weekend..since
it's going to be a holiday :3

cant wait for the week to endddd <<< it didn't even start yet you idiot -_-"

a lot of submissions and unit test is on it's way...uuuggghh!! x3

peace y'all

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Clubs

http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/27773987/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 02:59:15 PDT The reason why i wasn't active at ALL was because the website was kinda blocked over here (U.A.E)

..and i found out it was unblocked yesterday :3
sooo~~ ya! ^^

I want to thank each and everyone who faved/watched ^^

hopefully, i'll post my drawings as soon as possible..meanwhile, am busy with university and shit..

peace

Drowning Pool - Bodies (Let The Bodies Hit The Floor): [link]

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Clubs

http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/26340044/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 14:54:46 PDT 'Ello~~ how are you peeps?

...yes! am back from egypt

what i think of it ?!!
nice country...not so nice people

..
i doubt i'll be going there again

i mean... the pyramids? over-rated..the food? horrible..manners? NONE!..suck ups? professionals..barbaric? YES!!!...... to be honest there is nothing to like about them D:

eehh~~ there is nothing much to say..did couple of sketches..very rough ones and that's all :]

hope you all having fun on your holiday

Taylor Swift / Colbie Caillat - Breathe cover: [link]

huuuh~~ i really miss him so much

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http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/25984991/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 12:24:21 PDT yes, i am leaving...for 13 days of course, as i mentioned like a million times..i am leaving to Egypt hoping to have fun

..
don't want to sound so formal and act like a robot and say: "i am going to miss you all" ..but all i am gonna say is:......

^{YOU GUUYSSSSSS~~~ ..AM GONNA MISS YOUUUUU~~~ YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF Y' ALL x3 ..} ...uhhmmm~~ ok now the emotional part is over XDD ..but seriously you guys try to have fun while you can

..

peace my lovezzzzzz

My Chemical Romance - Teenagers: [link]

<<<<<<<< MUST LISTEN TO!!! am SO addicted to it

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~Trapt4EvA News+update http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/25730864/ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/25730864/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 08:25:26 PDT >>> Just wanted to inform you all, from this day on, this account will only be used for my drawing stuff

i just created anther account that is related to photography -->

You can watch/fav there if you want

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i've been working REALLY hard on getting better in my drawing skill.. drawing non-stop and hopefully am getting better

that's it for now :3

PEACE my dears

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http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/25644667/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 06:19:09 PDT

I decided to post a new journal, cause i felt the last one was down, and I didn't want to spread that kind of aura around

..
i just need to rant about how the baka scanner doesn't want to work..i tried everything, but nothing is helping

.. i wanted to freshin' my gallery cause it became booo~ring~~..pfft! baaaaka!!

other news than that, i guess i mentioned the fact i am going to travel within 2 weeks to Egypt

, imma gonna meet couple of my old friends there

..
now i set a new mission..and that is to convince dad to take me to japan next year, and if i have to............I'LL BEG HIM!!!

. . . nothing to be proud of T__T

and oh..by the way, isn't it kinda funny how nobody cared about Michel Jackson's songs up until he passed SUDDENLY his music became WOW!! ..seriously

..so what if he died ..it's what we call ......circle of life
i don't usually talk about stuff like that, but seriously did people become so shallow and forgot the important things in life?? ..aaaaaaaaaaaanyways~~ since i pointed out my point of view i'll just end the journal, since i don't have that much to say except am working on my penpal letter and other stuff

soooo~~~~ catch you later guyyzzzzz~~~

^{P.S: by the way..the title is just a way to catch your attention}

Owl City-Rainbow Veins: [link]

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Thu, 25 Jun 2009 15:06:52 PDT

* watched Dragonball Evolution, and what do I think of it?....... -FAIL-

* finished 4 drawings but the down side is....my shitty scanner doesn't work

* i felt guilty talking to a guy while my family doesn't know about him actually my brother doesn't mind that much me talking to guys but he just hates him.. so i told him it's better not to talk to each other.... we were very close and i trusted him a LOT !!!..and when he knew about it he went berserk, i don't blame him though..hmmmm..he was like a daily dose to me..and am used to having him around my life..and now i feel a huge part of my life has been snatched away from me, it's so empty and i don't know how to fill it up..hmm~ ..i don't think i'll find a person like him..or at least a person who cares about me..he was one of a kind..............maybe i should end that subject.

* Going to travel on july to egypt , i'll stay for about 13 days..i'll try to find a way to stay in touch.

* Q: do you think i should open commissions? YES or NO

* still open for any penpals.....just note me.

Escape the faith - the flood:
[link]

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http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/25228494/
Wed, 10 Jun 2009 02:20:29 PDT

first i started playing a new online game : "[link]" ..you should check it out, we'll have fun ^o^
second i've got a pen pal ..actually it got me questioning ..why not have pen pals?? ..i like knowing people around the world and a i also like writing ^___^ ..so if any body is interested in being my pen pal just note me..i'll be superrrr happy : )
third i started exercising..every night i would go out to the park and start jogging ..seriously people should start exercising..it makes me feel fresh and healthy..and trust me feeling healthy is the best !!!! ..

fourth to whom ever has a youtube channel, please do subscribe to [link] ..he's raising money to charity, you'll be a great help, all you have to do is subscribe

Taking Back Sunday - liar: [link]

* To Do Drawing List:
- My friend's ~Punk-Baka portrait
- And a mature drawing <--- a friend's request ^^"
- other drawings need to be finished : )

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~Trapt4EvA

summer vacation + requests !!!!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24918596/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24918596/
Sun, 24 May 2009 05:07:52 PDT

how u doin people?

guess what????? ..i finished my first semester and now i have summer vacation..haaaaah!!

now i have 3 months of holiday i'll have more time to do other things,except..am not sure..cuz i might take a summer part time job in a design company, hopefully!! ^_^

and within this week or 2 i'll try to finish my looooooooong list of drawings that i am asked for ...and for the first time..EVER!!! i'll accept ur requests..
though i doubt anyone will be interested ..anyways, when i am done with the list i'll post a journal saying i did

* To Do Drawing List: <<< the usual list

- Spider man scene kissing <--- b-day gift.
- My best friend's [ ] portrait <--- SO emo and SO hawt xD [ though he doesn't know about the surprise ]
- And a mature drawing <--- a friend's request ^^"
- Faust (OC: ) <--- a fan's work
- An art work inspired from the movie "whisper + mirrors"
- A couple's scene <--- yet anther friend's request ..she requested to draw her and her boyfriend aka her boo
- Bleach Fan work

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Tue, 19 May 2009 11:17:43 PDT

anyways.. wrote this poem , but am not sure if it is a poem..i just wrote how i feel..

No one Feels what I feel..
Everything is dead to me now..
Hope, Faith, Happiness..they don't exist in my dictionary of life..
Every wish I had in my heart, faded away..
cause I know the more I held onto hope the more pain I will gain..
That's why I will cut loose from everything that will make me cling to what we call faith..

No one feels what I feel..
they don't the loneliness that am living through..
they don't know the feeling of being abandoned..
they don't know the meaning of losing someone you care about..

No one feels what I feel..
the person I care about the most has given me happiness..
but in the end all I gained is pain upon pain..
the more I cling to hope the more I realize how pathetic and idiotic I was..
the more I read about my past, how I was happy with my angel..
the more I realized nothing will b like it used to be..

No one feels what I feel....

yeeeeeeahhhh! ..never mind the emo/scene or whatever u call it..as i said earlier i wrote what i feel..

Random quotes:
~~Love is almost like suicide.
You give so much to that special someone
that you sometimes end up killing yourself inside..

~~All I want to do is sleep because it
doesn't hurt when I can't think of you.

~~It`s all for you, my darling.
This is why it hurts so bad.

~~I Surrender to You,
I Give my Heart,
But You All You Do Is Tear Me Apart.

* To Do Drawing List:

- Spider man scene kissing <--- b-day gift.
- My best friend's [ ] portrait <--- SO emo and SO hawt xD [ though he doesn't know about the surprise ]
- And a mature drawing <--- a friend's request ^^"
- Faust (OC: ) <--- a fan's work
- An art work inspired from the movie "whisper + mirrors"
- A couple's scene <--- yet anther friend's request ..she requested to draw her and her boyfriend aka her boo
- Bleach Fan work

The All-American Rejects - Falling Apart: [link]
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Am the happiest person ever!!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24814377/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24814377/
Sun, 17 May 2009 23:06:02 PDT

AM HAPPY!!..AM SUPA HAPP-..NO AM INCREDIBLY SUPA HAPP-..NOOOO~ AM DOUBLE INCREDIBLY SUPA-..~ TRIPLE SUPA HAPPI-..uuugghhhh~ nooo~ ..AM INFINITY SUPA HAPPIEST PERSON EVER!!!

u wanna know y??..i ain't tellin' u..cuz i don't want to jinks it -^__^-
but all i have to say is...after 5 years of waiting..my dream is coming true..
the dream i've been waiting and dying for.. ..i know i sound like a wacko...but that doesn't matter.. yaatttttttttttttttttttttttttaaaaaaaaaaa~

I just have a few questions..if u do have an answer plz tell me...i'll be eternally grateful..and u will guarantee my love to u <<< went overboard i know ..

Q: What gift should i get to a guy after meeting for the first time ?

plus, i care about him a LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and anther question.. [ but it's not as important as the first one]

*QUESTION TO PEOPLE LIVING IN DUBAI!!!
Q:Where can I find pencil fabric??

those damn mood icons..they don't do justice on expressing appropriate feeling x3

Random Quote~~
~~~~The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread. ~~~~

* Listening to: Dream Trance - Bounce: [link]

oh baby bounce with me and feel the energy toniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighttt~ la la la la ~

* To Do Drawing List:

- Spider man scene kissing <--- b-day gift.
- My best friend's [ ] portrait <--- SO emo and SO hawt xD [ though he doesn't know about the surprise ]
- And a mature drawing <--- a friend's request ^^"
- Faust (OC: ) <--- a fan's work
- An art work inspired from the movie "whisper + mirrors"
- A couple's scene <--- yet anther friend's request ..she requested to draw her and her boyfriend aka her boo
- Bleach Fan work

Spread the L.O.V.E people
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^{~Trapt4EvA

yosh!!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24755527/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24755527/
Thu, 14 May 2009 14:53:51 PDT

How is everything ?!!
it's been a while since I updated my journal AND submit anything , which I apologize for, but things have been very hectic lately specially with the final exams approaching I must get for. <<<<<< God I can't believe I wrote a paragraph in a proper formal English, it's SOOO not me xD ...just felt like it anyways

things r not lookin' good, everything is messed up and feeling neglected, everything that is going around is just wrong....huuuuuuh~~~
other than that, i started drawing again [FINALLY!!!^^]..
and am thinking of taking a part time-job and get a driver-license ^_^ ..even though am not really in a hurry to getting one, but i have to T__T .. i am hoping on working in a design company..since it's gonna help me on both short and long terms..non the less, am really not sure..

*QUESTION TO PEOPLE LIVING IN DUBAI!!!

Where can I find pencil fabric??>
I've been searching for it for months and couldn't find anything

~~~Random Quote~~~
~Neglect means leave uncared for or to leave undone.~

* To Do Drawing List:

- Spider man scene kissing <--- b-day gift.
- My best friend's [ ] portrait <--- SO emo and SO hawt xD [ though he doesn't know about the surprise ]
- And a mature drawing <--- a friend's request ^^"
- Faust (OC: ) <--- a fan's work
- An art work inspired from the movie "whisper + mirrors"
- A couple's scene <--- yet anther friend's request ..she requested to draw her and her boyfriend aka her boo
- Bleach Fan work

Spread the love people
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~Trapt4EvA

Just Felt Like It .....
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24563647/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24563647/
Sun, 03 May 2009 10:29:03 PDT

* To Do Drawing List:
- Spider man scene kissing <--- b-day gift.
- My best friend's [ ] portrait <--- SO emo and SO hawt xD [ though he doesn't know about the surprise ]
- And a mature drawing <--- a friend's request ^^"
- Faust (OC: ) <--- a fan's work
- An art work inspired from the movie "whisper + mirrors"
- A couple's scene <--- yet anther friend's request ..she requested to draw her and her boyfriend aka her boo
- Bleach Fan work

yeah, yeah..i know, i didn't start on any of the mentioned above Â¬_Â¬ ..

hmmm..not feeling well, physically nor emotionally ..huuuh~

soo~ peace out people >_>

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Clubs
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24412639/
Fri, 24 Apr 2009 15:02:27 PDT

So I went ice-skating this weekend and it was sooo much fun ..but in return i ended up with bruises on my foot..and i mean SERIOUS bruises..i had to put stitches and stuff just to make sure it won't get infected x3 ..now i can't walk properly T_T , but it was worth it..i guess xD

hmmmm..nothing much really..just wanted to update my journal and mention my little skating adventure that's all xD

* To Do Drawing List:
- Spider man scene drawing <--- b-day gift.
- My best friend's portrait <--- SO emo and SO hawt xD [ though he doesn't know about the surprise ]
- And a mature drawing <--- a friend's request ^^"
- Faust (OC: ) <--- a fan's work
- An art work inspired from the movie "whisper"
- A couple's scene <--- yet anther friend's request ..she requested to draw her and her boyfriend
- Bleach Fan work

*** As u can see i didn't even start with none of them ^^" ..too much work to be handled and no time for anything else.. T_T ..huuuh~ i really, truly, absolutely miss drawing ..it's been months since i sat down and REALLY drawin'.. i really miss that feeling >_> ..

i wanted to list some new songs but, i don't have the time nor the energy to do so ..plus, it seems no body gives a sh*t about it...so y bother >_>

i usually say peace and love ppl.. but i don't feel any love tonight or anytime soon so am gonna skip it >_>

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http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24301171/
Sat, 18 Apr 2009 02:12:22 PDT

i mentioned earlier that i was kinda down.. though it's still the same..but my bro. wanted to cheer me up [ i think -_-" ] so he took me to the movies ..and watched this awesome movie called "The boat that rocked" .. it's such a sad thing not a lot of people know about it >_< .. it's really amazing and hilarious!!!! ..... i recommend it ..
and here's the trailer >>>>>> [link]
plus, 60's rock songs are ..grooovy .. ..TRUE rock bands!!! ..

and inshallah, next week.....off to ice-skating ..yattaaaa~ ^o^ ..

ookay~ back to business.. am gonna start on the requests ..so i better finish of my work as soon as possible.. ^^"

* To Do Drawing List:
- Spider man scene drawing <--- b-day gift.
- My best friend's portrait <--- SO emo and SO hawt xD [ though he doesn't know about it ]
- And a mature drawing <--- a friend's request ^^"
- Faust (OC: ) <--- a fan's work
- An art work inspired from the movie "whisper"
- A couple's scene <--- yet anther friend's request ..she requested to draw her and her boyfriend
- Bleach Fan work

hmmmm...that's about it ..as u can see it's a loooooong list hehehe~

aaaaanyways..here a music song list: <--- something to freshin' up ur playlist

- The Kinks - All day and all of the night: [link] <--- 60's rock song..i love it so much ..when music was music ..
- Jeff Beck Group - Let me love you: [link] <--- anther 60's song ^^"
- The Nashville Teens - Tobacco Road: [link] <--- me likey a lot
- The Easybeats - Friday On My Mind: [link] <--- 60's as well
[ u might not like the old songs ...but from my point of view..i believe the 60's-70's songs are the REAL rock songs ]

Groovy baby!!
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http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24269491/
Thu, 16 Apr 2009 07:07:34 PDT

I've been feeling depressed lately..huuuh~ .. i know i've been un-active lately, but it's out of my hand.. i really missed drawing >_< .. since i started university i barely have the time to do anything.. >_> ..a lot of people have been asking me to draw them something.. but i just don't have the time T^T .. but since it's the weekend i'll try my best and finish up they're requests .. ^^"

there is this request from a friend of mine, she asked me to draw a scene when spider-man was..uhhhhmmm..kissing that girl xD ..while he was dangling up side down... ^^"..and am thinking of giving it to her on her b-day ..

hmmm...not in the mood to say much... >_>

check his gallery --->

Peace & Harmony people}
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Clubs
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/24105253/
Tue, 07 Apr 2009 03:04:46 PDT

^{To whom I favorite without commenting:
I apologize, I know some of you get irritated, but I usually comment on the artwork I favorite.
but, just in case I didn't, then I apologize .. just so you know I never ever EVER favorite unless I really really really like it !! ..}

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^{just made an account of a friend of mine, he actually doesn't know ..but i'll tell him....soon
u MUST ..again...MUST check him out .. his stuff is...i have no idea wat to say..but i promise u ... u won't regret it..} ..he's like my role model xD ..and my inspiration and plus a SUPA amazing, sweet, cool and funny friend}

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^{* Went to "The sharjah biennial" with ~Scarhead and a couple of my friends and i had a blast , I never knew museums could be SO much fun and interesting .. I mean the art works were mind-blowing xD ..
* Got a horrible result on my math exam ..huuuuh~ which suks...BIG time >_< ..i feel so stupid right now x3 ..

^{Play List:

- The All-American Rejects - Gives You Hell: [link]
- Cradle of filth - Temptation: [link]
- Kelly clarkson - You found Me: [link]

Peace & Harmony people}
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http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/23928017/
Sat, 28 Mar 2009 04:22:49 PDT

Nothing much to say..but again i'll go random:

* I was moved to to tears by this video ..[link] .. i can relate to it ..huuuh~ i guess u can say this s how the situation is between my sweetie and me >_> LDR suks x3

* Trying to find time to draw T^T ..

* Still searching for a decent contest >_>

* My sssssstupid computer is being an @ss [srry for the bad language ]..uggggh~ .. i formatted it for like 4 times..and in the end i did the most stupidest thing ever!!!....i erased the wrong drive T^T ..it took my 5 minutes to delete files that i've collected for 5 yaaaaarssss!!!!..and plus there r pix that i saved and i didn't save them anywhere else...huuuh~ this sux..

* And oh i have a question...should i start coloring my work or should i keep them black and white?..and do u have any advice or opinion on how to improve my coloring skills .. and plz don't tell me tutorials >_> ..

* Had a fun time with my brothers in Dubai mall...and soon am gonna upload the pix ^^

* I miss swimming, roller-blading and ice-skating.. huuh~ x3

* Here is a list of some songs i have..thought of sharing them..and refreshing ur playlist

- Girugamesh - Break Down: [link] << J-rock
- Girugamesh - CRAZY-FLAG: girugamesh - CRAZY -FLAG << J-rock
- Ketchup Mania - Namida Vaccum: [link] << J-rock ..kawaii voice but not so kawaii face
- Ketchup Mania - BAD! BAD! BAD!: [link]
- Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat - Lucky: [link]
- Lou Bega - Tricky, Tricky: [link] << one of my fav singers
- Lou Bega - [link]
- Ahmir - come back: [link]
- Within temptation - angel: [link]
- Blur - song2: [link]
- Blur - End of century : [link]
- The Red Jumpsuits Apparatus - False Pretense: [link]
- Plain White T's - Hate (I Really Don't LIke You): [link] << too much hate :S ..but i like it
- Plain White Ts - Hey There Delilah: [link]
- simple plan - my alien: [link] << dedicated from my sweetie..he sees me as an alien -_-"
- Skillet-Comatose: [link] << i dedicated this song to my sweetie..he loved it
- sum 41 - with me: [link] << also dedicated from him -^.^-

i know..i k... ]]>
~Trapt4EvA

No scanner + searching for contest
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/23671568/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/23671568/
Fri, 13 Mar 2009 06:15:23 PDT

hmmmm..nothing much to say .. just finished couple of my drawings, but the bad news is that i had to format my computer, because of a stupid virus ....huuuhuuh~ and now i have to install the scanner's software.. huuuh~

other than that.. am looking for a good contest to enter.. but it seems there is nothing interesting.. soooo..if u find any good contests please tell me about it .. ..

that said.... i'll start going to the gym ..i need to get fit T_T .. plus i promised my dear i'd get thin within 3 months ..am not sure if i can do it.. x3 ..damn me and my big mouth ..i felt challenged and had to prove him wrong ....we made a deal..that in 3 months we'll exercise and see who burns more calories, which i find it kinda unfair ..since he's a guy.. and guys burn more calories more than chicks -.-
but never the less.. i won't let it get me.. haaah~

hhmmm...guess that's about it ... oooooo~ and my sweetie just sent me this song..which i have but thought of sharing it with u guys ..

*^{basshunter-angel in the night:} [link]

Peace & Harmony people

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Clubs
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/23539679/
Thu, 05 Mar 2009 12:18:35 PST

It's spring break...yup! which means 10 days holiday...but that doesn't mean they spared us from projects ..I have sooooo many plaaanzzzzzz ...haaahh~ ..
i had this....incident .. with a friend of mine, i know she was kidding, but, somehow i felt soo bad...it made me feel ...hmmmmm..like a really boring person..like am no fun ..baaah~ .. guess i am .. ..uuggghhh~ i hate being a sensitive person x3 .. pfft!!!

aaanywayys...i already planned ahead for my holiday ..i'll dedicate it for:
^{drawing...drawing...anime...drawing...discover new bands , cuz mine are VERY VERY old ... studying for my midterm [ damn art history!!! ]} ..

and oh yeah.. today i drew this sassunaru thing ..kissing..even though i HATE them..i really do.. but a friend of mine LOVES them ..so i drew them for her..but..then it felt wrong and i shouldn't be doing it xD ..so i tared it up and threw it in the trash [ swwyyy girl ] ..... i was thinking of drawing a yaoi but then i changed my mind xD ..
but...awesome stuff will be coming ..THAT i promise!!

Peace & Harmony people

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~Trapt4EvA

RandomZ
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/23300640/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/23300640/
Fri, 20 Feb 2009 05:08:31 PST

Am gonna be random here since i can't organize my thoughts or form proper sentences in the current moment:

* Uni. is driving me crazy..
* Lost my sketchbook .. i've been searching for it for days
* Got a lot of inspiration ..yup! yup!
* Got MORE obsessed with Anime and manga ..and i can't help it !!!
* Thinking of entering a competition..first place: 3000 DHS. ..nyaaaaaaaaa~
* I know i've been using a LOT of these ------> ... but i can't help it...they're just too cute ..so bare with me .

* Made new AWESOME friends.. one of them are in dA but i ain't gonna tell who .... just want to say to her: BAKA!!!!!
* Having a math exam on tuesday..which is why i have to move my butt and go study but am RLY not in the mood ..
* Trying to edit my gallery page but it's not working ..it's driving me crazzzyy .. i can't stand the fact things are messy and not organized x3

hmmmm...that's about it

Peace & Harmony people

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~Trapt4EvA

Happy Valentine's Day! <3
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/23174472/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/23174472/
Fri, 13 Feb 2009 13:09:41 PST

hwwaappyy valentine's day
i really hope ur spending as much time with ur loved ones as possible ..
i never appreciated valentine's up until now..i know the meaning of being in love..but dammit it hurts.. not being able to spend time with the person u care about

gaaawwwwd i lub him~

^{I love You my sweet guardian angel !}

I just wish there was a way i could tell him ..but it's more complicated ..VERY complicated actually x3 ...hummmffff~

but don't forget valentine is not just for bf's and gf's ...it's a day where u express ur love to the people u care about the most aka....family, friends, loved ones...etc

Hope You Have A Wonderful Day!
&
Love You All!
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<3
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/23095700/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/23095700/
Thu, 12 Feb 2009 12:14:06 PST

Am very happy.. nowadays.. am spending my time with the most important person in my life, maybe not physically [and when i mean physically i mean we don't meet each other PERSONALLY, either phone calls or on the msn, so don't go that far -.-" ] but it's more than enough for me..
on the other hand, i've been lacking my studies ..i really need to put my mind on it xD !!!
a lot of assignments ..hmmmmmmmm..i've been drawing a LOT of stuff..the classes am taking are giving me so much inspiration..i would like to submit them but am currently staying over my auntie's house..which, unfortunately, they don't have scanner nor photoshop..just my luck.. -__-
plus, i've been even MORE addicted to anime and manga.. x3 ..that's probably one of the reasons am neglecting my studies ..

am still working on the to do list... kinda xD
To-Do List:
- Faust >>>>> [link] .. fan
- Kissing scene ......
- other ideas in mind!!! ^^
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Clubs
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/22964515/
Mon, 02 Feb 2009 13:31:22 PST

So..i started university ..it's been a week now..and i've been extremely busy ...am lovin' the classes...except for math..i SUCK at it x3 ..i am really REALLY bad at it..and wat's unfortunate, that my first exam will be at Thursday , which the subject will be math .. as for my sleeping patterns..it's soo messed up..just few days ago..i slept at 5 in the morning xD ..and woke up half an hour later..sheesh..i probably didn't have a good night sleep for a week now!
plus wat made me love uni even more..is that i can borrow mangas..YES!! mangaaaaas~ ...and not that only..u can find everything related to anime, manga, art and design..i felt extremely happy..it's like i've died and went to heaven and came back.. xD
just today i borrowed 3 books
- "Genshiken" ..a manga which i didn't find that interesting nor impressive -_-"
- "Cat women" comic ... xP
- "japanese comikers"..an art book showing the 10 best japanese artist and they're art works...it inspired me ..a LOT!! @_@

as for my art process i didn't do anything... ..though i have many inspirations @__@ .. all i can say that am working on one right now!! ..

To-Do List:
- Faust >>>>> [link] .. fan
- Kissing scene ...... eehhhhmmmm..

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http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/22625780/
Sat, 17 Jan 2009 01:47:40 PST

I am exxxccciiittteddddd~ ..uni will start on 25th of jan ...but ...i still have a placement test -___-
and it turned out that my childhood friend is studying in the same uni...he looked SO different..i never knew it was him..he changed ..A LOT ..he was chubby and had long hair...and now he's..thin and BOLD!!!! ... but it's cool xD

my life now is basically centered around university :3

* Third Eye Blind - jumper: [link]
<<<< enjoy

To Do List: [the following will be the things i'll be working on soon]

- Faust >>>>> [link] .. fan
- B-day present to my dearest friends: yasser and m.j
- Kissing scene ...... eehhhhmmmm..

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Clubs
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/22536450/
Mon, 12 Jan 2009 02:11:29 PST

Sooo, university will start in a couple of weeks...am excited and anxious ._.
i have NO idea what to do or what NOT to do!! >_<
i'd appreciate some tips from you guys, so i can survive first day ..
other than that..i've been..ummm..struggling with personal issues >_> ..things are really getting out of control and it's getting worse..uuuughh!!
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now skipping to my art..

To Do List: [the following will be the things i'll be working on soon]

- Faust >>>>> [link] .. fan
- B-day present to my dearest friends: yasser, fares and m.j
- Kissing scene ...... eehhhhmmmm..

and one more thing, u've gotta watch this vid...whomever likes beat boxing: [link]

hmmmm...yup! that's about it ..
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~Trapt4EvA

w00t !!!!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/22281401/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/22281401/
Tue, 30 Dec 2008 14:10:47 PST

Damn ..it's been forever since i logged in to dA ..i missed it sooo much ^^
sadly..there's nothing interesting going on with my boring life -__- .. the only thing that 'spies' it up is the twilight and it's series..i seriously got obsessed with the book ..i just finished "new moon"..it took me 2 days to finish it ..and found something very awkward as i was reading the book..i just found out that the heroine's is same as my b-day ..i was absolutely shocked..wat the a odds .. and somehow from the beginning of the book ..i hava a weird connection to it [ i know it sounds stupid -.-..VERY stupid ] ..but it's true ..it actually reminded me of my-self in a twisted way ..i don't know how to explain..i grew fond of the characters..not edward nor bella but both.. they give me a weird aura..pfft! can't explain it!!!!!! x3
beside reading the book..i watched the movie.. i didn't find it 'breath-taking' as most of my friends claimed it would be..the book is waaaay better.. ..and edward isn't that hot..my friends went crazzzzy over him..for no apparent reason ..it's just stupid -.-...baah!! ..well..i better change the subject..or else i'll bore u with it .. aaaaanyways.. there has no progress with the art section.. i've been consumed with THE book .. .. other than that..i'll start university..on 25th of jan. so i'll be EXTRA busy..i'll try my best on drawing more before that day ..
and plus..i just realized that the 2 people i care most about are in the same month ..
my best friend: 31th of jan
my special best friend : 18th of jan
my life is filled with this kind of coincidences ..
last but not least [saving last for the best ] .. HAPPY NEW YEEEEAAAAAARRRRRR!!!!!!

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A series of unfortunate events
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21946274/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21946274/
Fri, 12 Dec 2008 11:55:44 PST

On friday (as in today) my friend and i decided we'd go to the movies to watch 'twilight'...but.. she couldn't make it -__-" ..i was upset the whole day..pfft! so..instead i spent the whole day in my relatives house..thankfully i brought my sketch book..and as i drawing..my stomach started making weird sounds..so..i went down-stairs and grabbed a snack .. but..when i returned back to my work..i just realized something ..my drawing..was.......RUINED!!!..yes!! ruined....i was soo depressed ..of course i couldn't get angry at a 2 year old kid.. ..i just took that drawing and tore it up...
..and to make things worse..i called my special best friend (also the person that i am in love with)..to check on him (cuz i suddenly felt so worried over him) ..it turned out he is sooooooo sick ..it killed me ..i wish i could do something for him..he was soo glad that i called him..but i was more worried over his health....so after a short talk..i asked him to rest..and after the phone call ended..i went to my mom..but then we had an argument.. pfft!!! -__-

sometimes i feel that am cursed with bad luck ..

all i want is someone to hold me and tell me everything is gonna be fine..but.. whenever i turn back to reality..i just know that it isn't ..being lonely isn't a pleasant feeling ..and knowing that the one u love is sick..and weak makes it 10x times worse ..

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~Trapt4EvA

Bored = Tag(s)
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21845456/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21845456/
Sat, 06 Dec 2008 09:56:19 PST

here i am bored like hell..with nothing to do ..sooo..i decided to steal tags from god knows who ..

First tag
How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"

[ ] gotten kissed
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class
[x] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 3

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[ ] didn't do homework over 5 times
[ ] turned at least 3 projects in late
[ ] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 4

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[ ] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[ ] threw stuff across the room
[ ] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 6

[ ] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal << am a peacful person =]
[x] took pictures during school hours
[ ] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[ ] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 8

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[ ] went outside the classroom without permission
[ ] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 9

[ ] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[ ] didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
total so far: 10

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[ ] cursed at your teacher
[ ] copied homework
[ ] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total So Far: 12

Multiply by 3

Grand total: 36

i messed up my teenage life 36% .. am a good girl

Second tag
Your Boy Side

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool. ( the best )
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. << OF COURSE!
[x] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.
Boy side: 10

Your Girl Side
[x] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry. [like a simple necklace and maybe bracelet, thats it]
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. << i can't help it ..am a slow person
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.<< mom forces me to buy them -_-
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear. <<< shocking ain't it??
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. << i like taking pix http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21699570/
Thu, 27 Nov 2008 12:56:19 PST

Well, since this is a journal i might as well write what happened..
recently, he suffered from cancer for 3 years, but now he is resting in peace.

May You Rest In Peace.

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Things have been so....umm...mixed up?? i don't know..as bad as it may seem..i am actually happy but in the same time sad with a mixture of being deeply in love and being lost!! it's all so confusing ..

Being in love is extremely painful but in the same time it gives you a refreshing feeling, hearing the voice of the beloved one..it's a sound of rejoice, mere words can't describe the feeling you have, a feeling of safety and hope, a feeling that can be so true and pure yet so wrong!! ~

^{I Love You

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Random thoughts / events:

* Still need to raise some money.
* On 1st of dec. there will be an open day in one of my friend's uni. and cute Japanese kids will be visiting to sing the national uae anthem song.
* Going to start uni. on 25th of jan.

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Art progress:

Finished a drawing, yay!!.. need to add the final touches (god am such a lazy baka!! )

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Songs:
Three Days Grace - over and over: [link]
Zac brown band - chicken Fried: [link]
Yellow Card - only one: [link]
The red jumpsuit apparatus - your guardian angel:[link]
Korn - evolution: [link]

Thought i might share some songs, that i keep listening to and got influenced by lately

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http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21529827/
Mon, 17 Nov 2008 06:26:20 PST

Here are couple of links, i promise ur gonna laugh SO hard ..

* i seriously fell of the chair because of this:
[link]

am in pain from laughing! LMFAO!

* this is an epic thread, please read ALL the comments !!
[link]

i lol'd at this..

right now am working on a drawing based on 2 songs, i've been heavily influenced by...
Three days grace - pain :[link]
Three days grace - never too late :[link]

and a personal experience am going through..

i still didn't finish that drawing which is taking so long.. i know i should finish it..but the image of the 2 songs keeps haunting me ..i just have to draw it

as for the university ..it turned out am not gonna stay in dorms, pfft! as expected -__-" .. nothing turns out as i want ..
it's really pissing off!

peace

Friends
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21432963/
Tue, 11 Nov 2008 05:53:41 PST

Few days ago I got an e-mail concerning my enrollment to the uni andddd......i got accepted to AUS
am sooooo glad and excited, can't wait for spring semester to start .. and plus i'll be staying in dorms ..super awesomeness
now i have to fill up couple of forms

* a note on the side: i watched a movie a while ago, it's vaweeey nice , it's called ''accepted'' ..[link] << i recommend it!

even though am happy about the uni.. am really depressed over other things .. i hope i can get over them soon

Random thoughts:
* need to raise money for the Mac >.<
* opening a bank accounts and getting a credit card soon for commissioning and future needs
* still didn't finish that drawing..it's taking soo much time
* something is changing in my life but am not sure wat is it..i just hope it's for the better not the opposite..cuz am so sick of things turning against me, heh!

Peace

Friends

Admired Artists

Clubs
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21310893/
Tue, 04 Nov 2008 02:39:24 PST

Yes, I want a Mac, for months i've been begging my parents to buy me one, but, it's just too expensive
i need to start raising up some money, so i can afford buying it later on.
my brother, lucky him, has one.. whenever i use it, it gives me the urge to draw something, ANYTHING!!
now, i have 2 months of doing nothing at all... but after wards, i'll be starting university, inshallah
in the meantime i need to figure out a way to raise money, i thought of comissions, but, i think it's a stupid idea for 3 reason:

1) I have absolutely no idea how to make comissions..and i have a lot of questions concerning this subject..... 'how the process goes? and how do they send money?is it by credit card or wat?'..<<<<< i feel so stupid asking those sort of questions -__-"

2) I am sure that no one will be interested, which partly is my fault since i don't submit much of my work ^^"

3) the third reason is....because am too damn awful in drawing!!! , which is not worth paying for, pfft!

hmmmm, anyways, i need some ideas to help me raise some money...any good, reasonable idea will do

other than that, i've been working on a piece.. it's taking quite sometime , cuz the background needs a lot of details, hope i'll finish it soon

that's it for now, thank u for reading the journal..and sorry for taking so much of ur time ^^"

peace

Clubs} ]]>
~Trapt4EvA

No Fair!!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21164540/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21164540/
Sun, 26 Oct 2008 01:29:32 PDT

Okay, so i've been searching for contests here in dA..
and i came a cross a contest which had awesome prizes, i think most of u know about, 'the whirle contest' but it turned out that the prizes are for US. residents only, i thought it was unfair, y waste so much time on a contest where in the end u get nothing from??

i don't know, maybe am making a big deal out of it..but it's truly unfair !!

other than that, the days are just getting worse and worse, everything i was working for crashed to pieces, everything dear to me is lost...

Clubs} ]]>
~Trapt4EvA

<3
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21042886/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/21042886/
Sat, 18 Oct 2008 06:58:26 PDT

Nothing much to say.. just needed to upload my journal

~ clubs ~

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~Trapt4EvA

Eid Mubarak !
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/20753348/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/20753348/
Tue, 30 Sep 2008 03:46:09 PDT

I know i know..didn't upload anything in ages !!
it's because am just too busy with life and it's need!! pfft!! -.-

well, just wanted to say Eid Mubarak to all~

sooo....HAVE FUN AND GO CRAZZZY!!!!

~ clubs ~

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~Trapt4EvA

Peace People !!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/20523290/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/20523290/
Tue, 16 Sep 2008 14:52:40 PDT

Just wanted to spread some love and peace around~

Ramadan Kareem ~~

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~Trapt4EvA

Thank You !!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/20282471/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/20282471/
Tue, 02 Sep 2008 01:00:40 PDT

Thank you all for the 1000 page views
and I want to thank you for the faves and comments~

~~

and Ramdan Kareem to all !!!} ]]>
~Trapt4EvA

Ramadan Kareem!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/20254830/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/20254830/
Sun, 31 Aug 2008 14:43:46 PDT

^{Ramadan Kareem to all Muslims!!
and may Allah bless you all !!

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~Trapt4EvA

Back !!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/20019446/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/20019446/
Mon, 18 Aug 2008 09:33:49 PDT

well.. i returned home after a month and half staying in Morocco .it was kinda fun over there.. i just hope next year
we're going to japan like my parents promised
but i have to say i had a lot of fun and met really interesting people

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as i promised am gonna upload the pix i took in morocco ^.^
and the drawings too ..once i have the time

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~Trapt4EvA

Devious Journal Entry
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19747628/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19747628/
Sun, 03 Aug 2008 06:25:08 PDT

hey !!
*firstly i want to apologize for being lazy and not updating anything, the reason behind it is because i do not have internet in laptop i am using my cousins but once i return home all my phototed pictures will be uploaded..and that's a promise
*secondly the holiday is boring like shit -.-
nothing to do and wats more frustrating is that my drawings were RUINED !!!..i finished drawing to works and went out but when i retunred it was ruined ..it made me wanna kill someone :angry:..and cry cuz it took me 3 hours to finish them ..

other than its all bordsem and killing time -.-

ps: my mood is fucked but it takes time to change the mood box -.-} ]]>
~Trapt4EvA

konichiwa~
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19393923/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19393923/
Mon, 14 Jul 2008 15:53:10 PDT

Oh~ ^.^
i didn't update my journal for a very long time
a lot has happened ..

but all 'n' all everything is cool ..

1) i went to the cinema ..and watched a movie but it's in french so i didn't understand a word -.-..so i got bored and went to eat something ..and left all my cousins and friends behind

2) palyed billyard for the first time in my life ..it was SO much fun..for a begineer i was good ..maybe or maybe not ..
after leaving the place we went to eat some ice-cream (me and my cousins) .. i saw some chinese boys...man they were SOOO cute~ ..i kept following them..but thank god they didn't notice

3) went and bought 2 shirts and a shoe..and it was kinda girly...which is NOT my style ..but because my family kept nagging about how my clothes are the same style and always wearing converse <<<< my wave~
and it was kinda cute on me..<<<< so they said :3

and right now i have many plans i am thinking of doing ..which am not gonna say ..but am REALLY REALLY REALLY thrilled and excited
other than that everything is a-okay~

urmmmm~....that's it ..and sorry for not uploading anything..
but i will.... once i return home ..i promise~

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RL Friends

My lova... ]]>
~Trapt4EvA

yatta !!!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19177921/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19177921/
Thu, 03 Jul 2008 05:25:14 PDT

Finally am in Morocco ..it turned out i can get to the internet..^^
unfortuently my couasin doesn't have a scanner nor he does have photoshop -.-
so i can't submit anything.. >.<
anywayz, the weather here is AWESOME...the wind is blowing on face and it's a great feeling ..

oh well...that's it for now ..i'll try to upload my jounral every once in a while ..

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DA Friends

RL Friends

My lovable older brother
<-----

People who I they're artwork

Clubs
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19142001/
Tue, 01 Jul 2008 07:54:41 PDT

Yes it's good bye ( for now ), I went to Morocco for a month and am SO excited~
Tons of views are awaiting to be pictured and drawn~
hope u have fun on ur summer vacation like i will..
so..

Bye!!!~
Ja mate'!!~
Ma3a el salama~

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DA Friends

RL Friends

My lovable older brother
<-----

People who I they're artwork

Clubs
~Trapt4EvA

Yipeeee~ !!!
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19085923/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19085923/
Sat, 28 Jun 2008 01:15:58 PDT

FINALLY!!! i bought a new sketch book so am back in business ..

Hopefully you'll see me more active now :3
and i promise when i return from my traveling i'll post my work that i've done while i was away

and i'll be traveling on Wednesday ..
there is a lot of views i wanna take a shots of ~

EDIT: I watched this movie ..it's absolutely A.M.A.Z.I.N.G
i mean the idea and the characters and everything is just excellent ~
it's called : The shawshank redemption...i recommend watching it
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DA Friends

RL friends

My brother
<<<< onii-chan~

artwork that i

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~Trapt4EvA

Traveling ~
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19068633/
http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/19068633/
Fri, 27 Jun 2008 03:25:48 PDT

Hello everyone ~
just wanted to tell u that i'll be traveling this up coming week..i'll be going to morocco~

it's gonna be SO much fun~

and i promise i'll take a lot of pictures for you to see .. :3} ]]> ~Trapt4EvA Nana~ !!! http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18961537/ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18961537/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 05:16:46 PDT Hey everyone !!
i watched the last episode of "Nana"..and..i cried till my face turned pale ..i even counted the times i cried over the anime.. it was about 8 times
and on the last episode i couldn't hold myself and started to cry..>_>
it really broke my heart

ooh i forgot whomever don't know the anime "Nana">>>> [link]

i officially became obsessed with it~
at the end of the episode they said there is a second season i was like: omg!omg!omg!omg! ........but am not sure there is anime only manga >_<..
unfortunately i can't buy it ..cuz first of all it's waaaaaay to expensive -.-'' ..and it's rare to find manga over here ..<<< more reason to get depressed

i really really really really really really wanna watch season 2 X3 ..sooo....whoever got ANY information about nana .. plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz tell me ^^" ..
i will be most grateful.. and u'll be loved for eternal <<< yeah i know am over reacting ..

so for who ever seeks other happiness ..make this person happy ^^"

]]> ~Trapt4EvA Blaaaah ~ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18940251/ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18940251/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 23:17:12 PDT

]]> ~Trapt4EvA DAMN IT !!!! http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18886201/ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18886201/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 05:13:15 PDT Today was supposed to be my TOEFL exam..when i went there ..i brought my 'copy' of my passport cause they told me to..but when i reached there they said i must bring the original..i was like WTF !!!!!!!!

it's FUCKING irritating ..what kind of university is this ?!!!!!!
first they said bring the copy now THIS..and am not the only one fell for the mistake...3 other ppl ..did the same..they brought the copy and they refused to help us in any way possible..and now they delayed the exam till next Tuesday..
and the services is fucked up ..i wanted to apply for the university and every time they ask me to wait..and each time i wait for half an hour ..-.-''
i just want to kick the person's ass who did this FUCKED UP university.. X3

and the ppl there are SOOOOO into them selves.. if they're diploma wasn't certified world wide i would NEVER EVER thought of applying...
and the problem is that i am intending to travel first thing next month X3
so imagine the pressure

p.s: I apologize for my language ..i just needed to breath out my anger ..

]]> ~Trapt4EvA TOEFL exam http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18865108/ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18865108/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 01:03:26 PDT Oh man ..am seriously freaked out .. >_<
tomorrow is my TOEFL exam .. i don't know if am gonna do well on the exam ..

wish me luck

]]> ~Trapt4EvA ........ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18794434/ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18794434/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 00:51:48 PDT ....................................

Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain, never coming down.
Break into the contents, never falling down.

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."

Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.

You still are blind, if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

just some lyrics from a song that i just LOVE -^_^-

]]> ~Trapt4EvA Graduation Party !! http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18672027/ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18672027/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 00:22:54 PDT Hello everyone ..

the graduation party was great .. on the entrance i was so fucking nervous ..
and i was afraid i would stumble on my face ..lol
but thankfully everything turned out well ..
as we were sitting ..we were making fun of our principle ..
i actually was laughing so loud and in the same i tried to hold myself but i couldn't ..

am gonna miss my class mates ..
Crazy ..funny Class mates .. i just love them all

]]> ~Trapt4EvA Summer=b.z http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18605148/ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18605148/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 06:46:18 PDT Even at summer am b.z -.-''
i have a zillion things to do ..graduation party,TOEFL, traveling...
the more i think about it the worst i feel .. T_T
when will this all end ?!! when will i have fun ?!!! T_T
am so tired of this ..
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p.s: ^{4th,June is my graduation party and am so nervous
and am soo busy with the rehearsal, choosing clothes .......etc ..

the only thing i fear that i'll suddenly trip over my face ..OMG!!
just thinking about it makes me nervous .. lol !!}

]]> ~Trapt4EvA Hey !! http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18508555/ http://Trapt4EvA.deviantart.com/journal/18508555/ Mon, 26 May 2008 10:21:46 PDT Hey everyone ..
this is my new account ..as for the old one ~TraptDevianT it's closed

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