http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Traxem&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Traxem en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 02:41:43 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/28547566/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/28547566/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 12:44:10 PST ardons” a turkey every year—can't you pardon one too? Learn more about turkeys. Turkey flesh is brimming with fat. Just one homemade patty of ground, cooked turkey meat contains a whopping 244 mg of cholesterol, and half of its calories come from fat. Research has shown that vegetarians are 50 percent less likely to develop heart disease, and they have 40 percent of the cancer rate of meat-eaters. Plus, meat-eaters are nine times more likely to be obese than vegans are.

Can You Spell ‘andemic’?
Experts are warning that a virulent new strain of bird flu could spread to human beings and kill millions of Americans. Current factory-farm conditions, in which turkeys are drugged up and bred to grow so quickly they can barely walk, are a prescription for disease outbreaks. Eating a turkey carcass contaminated with bird flu could kill you, and currently available drugs might not work. Cooking should kill the virus, but it could be left behind on cutting boards and utensils and spread through something else you're eating. Learn more about bird flu you worthless assholes!


The U.S. government is the only government in the Western world that does not have the power to recall contaminated animal products. Instead, American consumers must trust the profit-hungry meat, dairy, and egg industries to decide when recalls are necessary. Dan Glickman, secretary of agriculture under President Bill Clinton, explained that this limit on the U.S. Department of Agriculture's (USDA) power to protect consumers from tainted animal products is “one of the biggest loopholes out there.” There are all sorts of killer bacteria found in turkey flesh, including salmonella and campylobacter. The Center for Science in the Public Interest found that 28 percent of fresh turkeys were contaminated with bacteria, primarily with campylobacter, for which the USDA does not even require testing.. Dosing turkeys with antibiotics to stimulate their growth and to keep them alive in filthy, disease-ridden conditions that would otherwise kill them poses even more risks for people who eat them. Leading health organizations—including the World Health Organization, the American Medical Association, and the American Public Health Association—have warned that by giving powerful drugs (via animal products) to humans who are not sick, the farmed-animal industry is creating possible long-term risks to human health and will spread antibiotic-resistant supergerms. That's why the use of drugs to promote growth in animals used for food has been banned for many years in Europe


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]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/27211344/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/27211344/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 14:58:03 PDT
I havent really made anything in months..

]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/23179134/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/23179134/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 17:08:32 PST
That’s because at precisely 23:31:30 GMT tonight (Friday), the ten-digit clock used by Unix computers - which includes the servers that run everything from the internet to air traffic control - will display all ten decimal digits in sequence.

For computer geeks everywhere, this seemingly dubious milestone deserve celebrations just like those that greeted the end of the millennium. Parties are planned around the world from London to New York, to Yerevan in Armenia and Asunción in Paraguay.

But after the brief flash of joy, comes the dread. Computer scientists fear the worst for the next major moment in Unix time - some time in the year 2038, when the Unix clock will run out of seconds it can count. On that January day, computers will fail to compute time, and crash. Your computer could shut down. Vehicles may pile up as traffic lights fail. Planes could fall out of the sky. The advice is to party now, because the digital apocalypse may soon be upon us.


Understanding how this will happen requires you to do away with your parochial understanding of time, and instead think more like a machine. You, being human, were under the impression that today was merely Friday February 13 in the year of our Lord, 2009.

Computers count time differently. They simply count the seconds from “Co-ordinated Standard Time”, or to human beings, the seconds elapsed from midnight, January 1, 1970 - the digital equivalent of the birth of Christ. Unix time is how many seconds there have been since then (not including leap seconds, in case you were wondering).

But why is 1234567890 a more significant moment in time than any other sequence of numbers?

“All calendars are just arbitrary,” argues Julian Burgess, a web developer from London. “Celebrating the millennium - why do that? It was just like any other day, the Earth rotates on its axis and it moves around the Sun. All these things are arbitrary, so for geeks to celebrate Unix time is something for them to enjoy.”

Others said it was the beauty of the number sequence that was worthy of celebration. “If you can’t get excited about all those numbers lined up in a row, well then this will clearly be lost on you,” said Ben Doddington, a computer scientist from Bookham in Surrey.

Unix is an operating system, like Windows which runs PCs, that was developed in the late 1960s by Bell Labs. Millions of modern PCs, including Apple's Macintosh computers, and entire computer systems still run on Unix or derivatives of it, such as Linux.

When Unix was first developed, computer storage of information was expensive, and with time being infinite, this created a problem. The brains behind Unix needed to cut down how much time a computer could store. So the developers created a time-counting system where time is represented as a 32-bit integer. This means that every second can be represented by a comination of 32 zeros or ones.

The problem with a 32-bit integer like this is that it can only count 4,294,967,296 seconds, or 136 years. This covers a period between 1901 and 2038. Once the Unix time clocks reach that moment they will “overflow” and the fear is many computers will stop working as a result, or at least suffer major problems. It's the same principle as the millennium bug, but one that many scientists believe should be be taken more seriously, as only people who count in binary will see it coming.

Fear not, the same computer scientists who were alone in celebrating the 1234567890 moment are the ones we will now rely on to update modern computer systems to a new counting system that will use a 64-bit integer. This will allow computers to count back 20 times the age of the universe, and around 293 billion years into the future. At which point, if man and machine are still around, they will have to deal with same problem all over again.

]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/20882821/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/20882821/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 22:59:34 PDT redraw anything in my gallery
for a agreed amount

]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/20729638/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/20729638/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 18:11:06 PDT or somethin
im bored
i need new music >.>
Wheres my wallet
oh there it is
FUCK
SHIT
gimmieee...CASH
cause
i need it
for my
imaginary children?

]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/18720593/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/18720593/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 20:21:42 PDT

i moved queeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerlistically
vor perelz piipii la talki shower
Every 9.2 days he uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Tuesday, with 26 (17%) of his deviations.

]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/10413911/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/10413911/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 15:26:12 PDT
]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/9248497/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/9248497/ Sun, 02 Jul 2006 06:13:23 PDT < but whatever he works at taco bell with satan and dean martin ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/9160150/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/9160150/ Fri, 23 Jun 2006 14:21:38 PDT By July15th i well need 350$ cashmoney. ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8843947/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8843947/ Mon, 22 May 2006 11:22:36 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8708215/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8708215/ Mon, 08 May 2006 08:07:18 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8642643/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8642643/ Mon, 01 May 2006 15:00:58 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8408504/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8408504/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 13:37:58 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8056645/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8056645/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 13:47:58 PST so he asked us who the guy was and she said it was her cousin and the guy didnt buy it which is lame cause it was true and he pulled me derek and david in and made us drop our shit and empty our pockets and i pulled my wallet out i emptied my purse and all that then he saw my smiley (2 padlocks on a chain) and he questioned it and i siad it was for my bike. then he padded me down and pulled out my lighter and set it on the tabel with my ID and all that crap then i had to remove my jacket and he found 2 flecks of tobbacco in them and he wanted to give me an MIP for it which is so half ass but he couldnt cause i pulled in the principle who im friends with (thank god again) and all that so he said that derek is getting suspended cause he had cigs but hes 18 and he can have them david didnt have anything on him and i was like singled out cause im the "odd one" he wanted to send me to Juvi cause i've had 2 mip's before but he didnt have anything on me this time so he said the lighter is peraphinealia or w.e and that im suspended for 3 days for it then he wrote me a lil yellow note and all that and sent me away ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8000254/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/8000254/ Sat, 25 Feb 2006 14:47:11 PST ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7965121/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7965121/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 18:11:44 PST ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7948615/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7948615/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 00:44:45 PST ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7930380/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7930380/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 23:59:33 PST ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7911711/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7911711/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 23:23:35 PST ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7722696/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7722696/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 12:15:35 PST ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7658571/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7658571/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 14:49:50 PST ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7574308/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7574308/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 13:47:40 PST cause there was like 19 other people out there smoking
too and he chose me cause ima "freak" noone else got
in truble n i get friggin arrested wtf the god damn
leagle sistem is so fucking messed up im not going to
court until they surve all those kids out there who
were also smoking an MIP as well. and i wasnt even
smoking he was just sitting there and watching and i
was out of smokes and Adam asked me if i wanted a drag
and as soon as i got it he friggin calls me over n'
surves me a Citation. i know i was bad n breaking the
law but that should be aginst the law too, to single
people out because they're diffrent.


the past 2 weeks have be oh SO FUCKIGN EXITING it all started with the mother fucking bitches taking my bf then the speed tripp then the friggin MIP? what next does someone analy rape me while pouring sugar in my gass tank? ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7549418/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7549418/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 22:15:14 PST ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7185122/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7185122/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 11:59:01 PST Oh and I havent smoked in a REALLLY long time...need cigs, Turkish Royals well do sence thats what I usualy get, maybe some cloves?

Gypsy 83 is the best movie ever i watched it like 2000 times the other day,

H-O-R-R-P-O-P-S is the name of the game.

The Midnight Creeps offered to let Me drum for them, saddly i've not taken any formal drumming lessons but i can bash the fuck out of em pretty good.

I like the taste of mushrooms but not the ones that bite back,

I love my new boyfriend Heather lol, Ima fag she's a lesbo it all kinda works out ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7148863/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7148863/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 11:43:30 PST at least i got the room
spinning with me
trying hard to walk
a straight line
i think i lost my femininity
another shot
hey
tipsiness in affect

on my hands and my knees
lost all my dignity
just made a pathetic prayer
need someone to hold my hair
a fearsome substance abuse
but there's so much to choose
can't even crawl straight home
can't get the keys in the door

prickly heart and watery eyes
i'm ripe to be emotionalized
coated tongue and hairy teeth
i guess im not so ladylike
a social lubricant...
yeah?
i'm beyond thinking acts

I Love Them Like Fucking Load's ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7099331/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7099331/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 18:16:13 PST ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7099243/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7099243/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 18:05:54 PST
Fuck You Pizza Man ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7021331/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/7021331/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 19:03:32 PST ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6881904/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6881904/ Thu, 27 Oct 2005 12:14:12 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6795234/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6795234/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 19:11:29 PDT


"Bring It On!"

It's getting close to me
A touch of something obscene
I can feel it reaching for me
Can't get away-get away-get away

Bring it on!
Can't move, I can not feel
Bring it on
Can't move, I can not see
Bring it on
I can't move I have no will
Bring it on
Can't move, can't move-can't move

It's here surrounding me
Something is putting
It's weight on me
It's calling for me
Can't turn around-
Turn around- turn around ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6794378/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6794378/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 17:41:01 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6682905/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6682905/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 23:25:36 PDT [link] My baby ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6653437/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6653437/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 18:25:35 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6646980/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6646980/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 23:34:26 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6637437/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6637437/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 19:30:11 PDT
Horrorpops Show Oct. 24th, 7pm At The Wow Hall, 10$

I Miss My Tarah...Has Anyone Heard From Her??!!?!?!! ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6602803/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6602803/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 21:00:20 PDT Saying Where I Can Get Money..
And Do Good In School...
And She Like..Is Gone I'm Like Spazing Out..
THAT BITCH ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6599804/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6599804/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 15:04:37 PDT Forever haunted, more than afraid
Asphyxiate on words I would say
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue

There are no flowers, no, not this time
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave
Just like all I loved, I'm make believe
Imagined heart, I disappear
Seems... no one will appear here and make me real

There are no flowers, no, not this time
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me

I'd tell you how it haunts me
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams
I'd tell you how it haunts me
Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams
You don't care that it haunts me

There are no flowers, no, not this time
There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me
Just how much this hurts me
Just how much you... ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6556600/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6556600/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 16:41:50 PDT
Where: Eugene, OR

Where At: WOW Hall

Doors Open: 7pm

Price: 10$ ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6555626/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6555626/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 14:47:43 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6555625/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6555625/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 14:47:37 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6398955/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6398955/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 16:14:19 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6137637/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6137637/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 03:01:03 PDT
It's my B-day u assholes hahaha I want a lap dance from a transexual dragqueen dominatrix industrial Hooker! ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6137397/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6137397/ Thu, 04 Aug 2005 23:35:19 PDT
Its a inside joke u guys wouldnt get it ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6115255/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/6115255/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 17:58:12 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5969821/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5969821/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 15:56:24 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5699871/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5699871/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 00:24:37 PDT
one of the songs well be called Br1l\/8 M3 4 70o/ 5h3d F0r 1 4m Hul\/8ry ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5485414/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5485414/ Sat, 28 May 2005 12:49:13 PDT Breaking apart the ones you love
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us
Left alone through suicide...suicide

I just want to die, take away my life
lay by your side, please...

Come back to me, this is unconceiveable
Breaking apart the ones you love
Hate runs deep for what you've done to us
Left alone through suicide...

Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare
No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend.
He's gone. Nothing will take back time.
I need him back, but nothing will take back time.
(take back time)

I can see just fine, with you in my life,
there by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
a nightmare full of sarrow
Nightmare- full of pain
Nightmare- full of pain

I look back and see the twisted road
Best friends and despair took its toll
Take away... Take away...Take away...Take away

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me, I care for
and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me
or cry while I'm away

Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare
No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend.
He's gone. Nothing will take back time.
I need him back, but nothing will take back time.

I can see just fine, with you in my life,
there by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
a nightmare full of sarrow



Missing You Hunny ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5266721/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5266721/ Wed, 04 May 2005 16:09:03 PDT
They gave me shit too but like Yuh, Like the only person I cared for here...some uber pretty dragqueen i dont know hmhm ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5141013/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5141013/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 16:58:14 PDT


http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5134344/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 21:40:54 PDT
you can tell
from the scars on my arms
and cracks in my hips
and the dents in my car
and the blisters on my lips
that i'm not the carefullest of girls

you can tell
from the glass on the floor
and the strings that're breaking
and i keep on breaking more
and it looks like i am shaking
but it's just the temperature
and then again
if it were any colder i could disengage
if i were any older i could act my age
but i dont think that youd believe me
it's
not
the
way
i'm
meant
to
be
it's just the way the operation made me

and you can tell
from the state of my room
that they let me out too soon
and the pills that i ate
came a couple years too late
and ive got some issues to work through
there i go again
pretending to be you
make-believing
that i have a soul beneath the surface
trying to convince you
it was accidentally on purpose

i am not so serious
this passion is a plagiarism
i might join your century
but only on a rare occasion
i was taken out
before the labor pains set in and now
behold the world's worst accident
i am the girl anachronism

and you can tell
by the red in my eyes
and the bruises on my thighs
and the knots in my hair
and the bathtub full of flies
that i'm not right now at all
there i go again
pretending that i'll fall
don't call the doctors
cause they've seen it all before
they'll say just
let
her
crash
and
burn
she'll learn
the attention just encourages her

and you can tell
from the full-body cast
that i'm sorry that i asked
though you did everything you could
(like any decent person would)
but i might be catching so don't touch
you'll start believeing youre immune to gravity and stuff
don't get me wet
because the bandages will all come off

and you can tell
from the smoke at the stake
that the current state is critical
well it is the little things, for instance:
in the time it takes to break it she can make up ten excuses:
please excuse her for the day, its just the way the medication makes her...

i dont necessarily believe there is a cure for this
so i might join your century but only as a doubtful guest
i was too precarious removed as a caesarian
behold the worlds worst accident
I AM THE GIRL ANACHRONISM ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5113873/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5113873/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 17:37:22 PDT
traxem@hotmail.com or southelf89@yahoo.com for any details or questions....
I dont care if all you can send is a simple Dollar....anything well help.... I know you see this all the fucking time on tv...the telemarketers and the phones and all that on PBS....but this is Liv folks...just a little Canadian girl....who wanted nothing more then to be loved....

thank you....

~Tasuki...




Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

It all built up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5035206/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5035206/ Sat, 09 Apr 2005 11:07:20 PDT



These are the people who mean the most to me in this place.....they've been there for me no matter what and i love them all so much ^^

Miss you pat.. ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5026717/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5026717/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 15:37:34 PDT Undead Stichy Mimes With Striped Strate-Jackets and Tights.... ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5008166/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5008166/ Tue, 05 Apr 2005 14:53:55 PDT I was born to Roam, Nobody Loves me, Nobody cares,Just sitting here rocking in my old rocking chair. ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5006622/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/5006622/ Tue, 05 Apr 2005 11:47:32 PDT No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

It all built up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.

No more breath inside ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/4992281/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/4992281/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 20:59:38 PDT ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/4992226/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/4992226/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 20:51:18 PDT ?$""`?i z'
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` ' "' ' @' '$o*"' ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/4984602/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/4984602/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 13:23:03 PDT
and the very loveable thedepressedone05 ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/4973514/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/4973514/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 19:32:33 PST ......Sincerly Liv....... ]]> ~Traxem http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/4960112/ http://Traxem.deviantart.com/journal/4960112/ Thu, 31 Mar 2005 10:28:50 PST leave me alone- make it easy for yourself
everywhere I go they all stare
I don't understand why they care
they stare at me all in black
and when I turn they stare at my back
all these things don't,
all these things can't...
let me go.
Leave me alone- I'm a freak
leave me alone- make it easy for yourself
everywhere I go they all stare
I don't understand why they care
and I don't want to be part of your world
and I don't want to see the things you see
can't you understand how I feel?
can't you let me be?

Leave, leave me alone
Leave, leave me alone
Leave, leave me alone
Leave, leave me alone ]]> ~Traxem