http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:TruthAboutHeaven333&section=today deviantART RSS for by:TruthAboutHeaven333 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 17:47:16 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23219455/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23219455/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:01:00 PST EVACCALIACENTURY:

I totally added all my friends to my watchlist w/out telling them it was me so they got all excited... I'm really sorry about that.

Anaways... I watched the AKC Eukanuba Dog Show today...

Needless to say it pissed me off. They are so fucking high and mighty on their hip displacic, unhealthy, and inbred "pure" dogs. No offense to the dogs, of course, it's not their fault.

I came across one case in *PearlEden's journal, where her purebred dog got pregnant. The puppies were not pure, so they had every last one put to sleep. This was not cruelty on Pearl's part, it was because her country has almost no toleration for mixed dogs. She did the right thing, but it's so sad that it's what she had to do.

The AKC also proclaimed themselves "The only Kennel Club that matters." What about the UKC? The USKC? The DRA? Jerks... they almost make me want to NEVER get a purebred dog. I'll always be getting my dogs from shelters and rescue situations anyway, but I won't discriminate based on breed. Any living, breathing, feeling, and thinking creature deserves an equal place in this world!

Am I getting way worked up about this or what?

I just decided I really hate the AKC now. Even in Agility competitions, they don't allow mixed breeds.

Pokemon's on, gotta go.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23197854/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23197854/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 14:22:14 PST
I can't breath. Take a deep breathe. Savor it. Now cut that breath into about 1/10.

That's about the best I can do. I was supposed to start training at my new job today and then spend the evening with Kyle. We were going to go to a movie and get chinese food. Tomorrow, I was going to spend the day, after waiting SO long, with my three closest friends. And on Tuesday, I'm supposed to be leaving for Canada. Sunday and Monday I'm supposed to work, and I'll be losing 40 dollars.

Shit. Shit. Shit. And last night I got left home alone, ALL night, no one to help me get around, and no one to fill the humidifier.

You wouldn't think I was whining if you could feel my body right now. I can't turn my head, it hurts the back of my neck and my eyes. I can't touch my eyes, for some reason they're sensetive. It's like my brain is swollen or something. I keep getting a random fever.

So so sosososos fed up. I would rather have spent the past two days in school than feel this way. That's how you know I'm actually sick.

I just wanted to complain. I guess I feel a little better now, mentally anyway...

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23155672/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23155672/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 12:45:49 PST
Of bronchitis!

Again!

I have died from bronchitis like 7 times now! I can't stand it!

I can't breathe!

I don't even smoke!

I don't even breathe SECOND HAND SMOKE!

SO why does my Dad smoke AND NO GET BRONCHITIS! EVER!

WHY ME!

WHY BEFORE I'M GOING TO CANADA!

WHY BEFORE I'M STARTING MY NEW JOB!

WHY ISN'T THERE A CURE!?!?!?

If anyone knows any cure for bronchitis BESIDES a hot shower, a humidifier, breathing outside air, drinking hot tea, getting plenty of sleep, or halls, PLEASE LET ME IN ON IT!!!


I have tried all of these things, they do not work. MEH!!!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23139863/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23139863/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 14:10:12 PST
I used to not be involved with the excuse "Oh well it's hard to get involved with that stuff."

It's not as hard as you would think. I'm not trying to put myself on a pedestal here, I want to ENCOURAGE people to get active. Whether it's adopting from a rescue shelter instead of buying from a breeder or writing your senator/political leader through Defenders of Wildlife, just do SOMETHING!

If you want to keep it pressure free and simple, become an Ally of the Pack: [link]

People think they're too small to do anything worth mentioning. I am proud to say that I participated in fighting the 11th hour attack, among others. And all I did was write a simple letter.

The fact is, it's every small person participating in something bigger than themselves that makes a difference.


Just a thought.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23087635/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23087635/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 17:00:55 PST [link]





CAN'T. THINK. OF. ANYTHING. BAD. ENOUGH. TO. SAY. ABOUT. HER.



I don't think I've ever felt so much hatred.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23048109/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/23048109/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 19:50:14 PST
[link]




support Endless Hallway too, they're equally great. Careful about their new video though, it's effing creepy.

[link]

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22967247/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22967247/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 15:42:17 PST
I might be getting a job at a place called Pussy's Port O' Call, a cat hotel. I'm purdy excited, I'm pretty sure I'm in.

The best part....

This means I won't be flipping burgers all summer.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22943056/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22943056/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 12:40:04 PST
The one book we read this year that I actually LIKE... and I have write a fucking impossible essay on it. I'm screwed. I have no motivation, no inspiration to write it, I can't do it. On top of that, I have regular readings to do AND freaking Chem lab to write up.

God. Dammit.
I. Fucking.

Hate.

High. School.



I'M GOING TO ART SCHOOL! But I made this STUPID mistake myself. This class is impossible. I can't believe the grade I'm getting. It's probably going to go down this quarter.

I want to crawl under a rock and hide for a very, very long time.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22829278/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22829278/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 17:30:47 PST
Why?

I feel like... as an artist I'm kind of... crapping out lately. Everyone else seems to be churning amazing stuff out lately, while I just sit here on the computer. I don't know. It's not helping that my anxiety is getting worse by the day.

And I'm NOT just being dramatic, it's a huge problem with my whole Dad's side of the family. My Dad, my Grandpa, Aunt Therese, and Great Aunt ALL have anxiety issues. Now me and my sister have inhereted it and it's making me feel like crap, all the time.

And I think not being able to produce a decent piece of artwork is contributing BIG TIME.

But on a lighter side, Kyle and I are doing really good right now. I've been wanting to spend a lot of time with him lately and we haven't been fighting at all.

Just the THOUGHT of school is killing me. I feel so unmotivated, don't want to do my work, don't want to read, don't want to take notes. I mean... why just why do they have to make school SO so MISERABLE. It could be fun-ish couldn't it?

I don't know. I might take a small break from DevArt for a few days. I'm also thinking about making a new account because, frankly, I hate half the stuff in my gallery, and I DESPISE my name. It's so uninspired. Hmm, I like this song, let's steal the name, add stupid half evil threethreethree to it and think it's cool. It's not and I made it three years ago and I'm more mature now and past that.

I suppose that's all... I'll come back when I have something significant under my thumb.

Oh by the way, go see Grand Torino, the most amazing movie ever made. Worth every penny.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22769702/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22769702/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 20:48:12 PST
Besides the fact that my parents are on the verge of divorce because of... goats....

But we're not worried about that right now are we! Because we're in loooove!

I spent some time with Terran tonight, meaning that my brain is flustered so I'll be very random.

OHBTW Terran's not the one I'm in love with k? My boyfriend. Is. The. One. I'm. In. Love. With. Just to clear that up since I'm about to tallk about....

I think I have seen every Bill Kaulitz/Tokio Hotel related video on youtube/picutre on photobucket. I dont' know whyyy it's like this freakish guilty pleasure I have. Something about Bill Kaulitz...

I'm feeling pretty dapper considering my anxiety is building up again. I don't know what about, it just happens. Little things make me feel so anxious and worried and uncomfortable but I'm okay at the moment. I'm excited for this weekend since I just found out it's a 3 day weekend.

Saturday Brittney and Rocki, Sunday Baby Shower, Monday Kyle, RC, and Lacey. Super excited!!



[link]

I need more friends!

Much love!

By the way, I found the fucking funniest video on youtube today but I'm not going to tell you the link because I want to BE THERE WHEN YOU SEE IT.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22718962/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22718962/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 17:27:05 PST
Or I didn't, anyway. However, I feel that I'm acquiring a teensyweensy liking for it, especially this arteest.

[link]

She's just very creative and I love the fullness of her pieces. But anyway, anthro doesn't make me cringe anymore... most of the time anyway.

UGH so mid-terms this year were worse than I thought, so... no arts... sorry... I'm a loser... I shouldn't even have a DA... no wonder the only people that watch me are my two cousins and a few friends... no offense to those aforementioned people... I love you guys...

Kay I'm done. Someday I'm gonna post a REALLY detailed journal about my life story.

I miss Kyle!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22698841/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22698841/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 16:53:28 PST
[link]

Not hilarious, don't get excited. Just an interesting picture.


And Lacey demands I show all of you this one too...

[link]


Yep...

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22634791/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22634791/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 14:06:15 PST
*cough*eleven o'clock*cough*

And it has been throbbing all day non-stop. Advil has failed me.

I hate hate hate hate hate waking up late. 8-9 is my perfect time, because you still get enough sleep but you don't waste your entire day.

Someone suggest a good DA manga artist to me that is not widely known. I have most of the popular ones on my watchlist but I want something new.

Happy fucking mid-terms.

I NEED ARTISTIC INSPIRATION

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22582433/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22582433/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 16:59:44 PST
[link]

Fucking funny stuff, but you'll never know why it's funny.

Mmmm Monday was funnish. William Beckett is a beautifully talented artist. The manager of Hot Topic is an amazingly talented...less manager. I didn't get to hug Beckett. I mean what the fuck. It's not every day you get to meet William Beckett, and then not even hug him.

Oh well... the world hasn't collapsed around me yet so I'm assuming that I will have an oppurtunity to hug Beckett sometime later in life.

But I don't want to go on about it.

There are some things that I do want to go on about, just because I FEEL like it. I haven't been talking to people a lot lately, I don't know why. I had a small talk with Kiki today but I'd rather not make it public.

Uuuumm... my journal is going to get very boring from here on out, so only read it if you're... well... bored. I'll write in caps lock if I think of something important so that you don't miss it...

School is boring and stupid. I liked it Freshman and Sophmore year, but Junior year fucking sucks. Hard.

The highlight of yesterday was Life Drawing at WFA. The model was a pretty asian women who did some beautiful poses. It felt good to work with charcoal, it's so messy and unrefined.

I'll definitely be attending weekly now, so hopefully I'll put some of the pictures up.

I can't really think of anything else. OH WAIT! I got Tite Kubo's "All Colour But The Black" Bleach concept art book and it's as amazing as school is boring. I can't stop looking at it, his art is MINDBLOWING at the least. FanfuckingTASTIC. If I could have sex with it, I would. It's just that amazing.

So thank you, RC, for forcing me to buy it for the cheap price of twenty dollars. Thank you.

I also bought =shel-yang's artbook, which I'm very excited for. Her art is really beautiful, you should look at it. It's very peaceful and simplistic.

I suppose that's it. Mid-terms is next week so be expecting some art from me, if I get motivated.

Thanks for paying attention to my boring ramblings.

Edit: I'm laughing painfully hard right now:

FAUCETS
This is the 21st century. We’ve cloned mice with human ears and landed robots on the surface of Mars to probe for water, yet sinks in England still have 2 separate faucets: one for hot and one for cold. I guess no heretic ever dared to ask, “But, your eminency, what if the people want WARM water?”
Rebels foolish enough to seek warm water in England have 2 choices:

1. You can try the ‘torture hands’ technique (aka Guantanamo Bay washdown) by spastically lunging your soapy hands back and forth between the scalding hot tap and the ice cold tap. –when performed correctly, you’ll be numb enough from the cold water not to feel the blisters forming on your wrists from the boiling water.
OR
2. You can employ the time-honored ‘basin method’ in which you plug the drain with a stopper and fill the sink to the desired temperature. -and that’d be perfect, if my name was Charlotte Bronte and it was 1846 and I had 20 minutes to wash my hands. Then afterwards maybe I could make a plum pie, cough up blood from my Tuberculosis for a while and maybe do my laundry in the stream.

Message to the civic engineers: when the time comes for the powdered wigs and a formal debate on improvements to current sink designs, let me offer some straight up advice: blend that shit. BLEND. THAT. SHIT! it'll change your life.


-Mat Devine, Kill Hannah

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22519614/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22519614/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 07:05:09 PST
Uuuuummmmm....

Something big is happening Monday but I think I'll wait til after to fill everyone in.

I'm gonna try and churn out a painting today, or at least something mildly artistic.

I guess that's it. Stay happy everyone.

_______________________________

Commissions: OPEN
Trades: OPEN
Requests: OPEN

[link]
[link]

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22379582/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22379582/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 18:06:29 PST
I just did Ruki... um... it's... morbid, to say the least... probably mature content... I scared myself painting it... thanks a lot RC...


I'm going to draw the panda tomorrow...

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22348941/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22348941/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 07:44:32 PST
HAPPY NEW YEAR ANYWAY!

So I've got the Myspace up, [link]

Go check it out and add me please and thank you!

My new years was... meh... some of it was fun some of it sucked. Oh well, I tried.

By the way....

Comissions: OPEN
Trades: OPEN
Collaborations: OPEN
Requests: OPEN depending....

Umm yeah thats it. Hope the holidays were relaxing and happy for everyone!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22197780/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22197780/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 19:04:43 PST
It is an obvious fact, to those who know me, that I deteste Myspace and (almost) all it stands for.

HOWEVER. I am seriously considering making a myspace EXCLUSIVELY dedicated to raising awareness and money to help the situation of wolves across America.

I would consider it a fairly ligit Mypsace page... I may also make a Facebook sister page.

My life theory: Take something bad and turn it into something good! Happy mistakes!

I'm not being hypocritical, right?

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22193539/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22193539/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 15:10:10 PST
A lot of my family's here, and I feel a little bad about being on the computer, but it feels to me that just being in the same house as them has a good effect. This is Aunt Therese's first official christmas with my family, she has lived in Oregon for ages. I'm going to go hang out with her in a little bit.

Speaking of computer... WE GOT A NEW ONE! It's a nice compaq, windows vista and I quite like it. I'm going to try not to clog up this one so much with pictures and stuff. I'll have my computer expert boyfriend help me keep it running smoothly.

I guess that's it, I'll post some funny pictures I took today w/ my BRAND NEW DIGITAL CAMERA...

Sorry about that... I finally got one of my own...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22100703/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/22100703/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 10:50:35 PST
So I'm just going to put this out here, I'm taking commissions.

I got my first one from RC's parents, I drew their dog Harley.

I can do graphite, charcoal, watercolor, colored pencil, and soon, oil paints. If you or anyone you know is even slightly interested in a commission, let me know. Prices are very negotiable. As of now, I'm limited to animals in all five, but I will do a person in graphite or charcoal.

Umm I guess that's it. I'll try to be a little more active on DA.

Tha's it.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21764735/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21764735/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 11:26:02 PST
DOW prevented Wyoming's, Montana's, and Idaho's wold management plans that were going to kill of as much as 2/3rds of the wolf populations in the Greater Yellowstone area. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!! This is just a huge landmark, triumph, and success for wolves in America.

But on a lower note, 19 wolves in Alaska have already been killed by Sarah Palin's aerial gunning plans.

Alaska has down-voted aerial hunting around 4 times I think, which to me, just shows that Palin's a fucking dumbass who can't obey the laws of her own state.

I was just so happy about the former information that I wanted to share it with everyone.

Also, if anyone is interested in helping me with a project to raise money for the wolves in Alaska, please contact me. I've already god Rocki, Brittney, Heather (I think?), and ~PuppyDawgChick on board, but it's kinda hard to me to gain some momentum.

That's all!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21551057/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21551057/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 13:34:42 PST
Watch this video
[link]

It will make your day better if you've had a bad one, and it will make your day awesomer if you had an awesome one!


And it kinda goes along with the theme of this journal...

So yesterday afternoon when I should've been studying I was spacing out, thinking about wolfy stuff, and I came up with a really cool plan...

I want to get a bunch of people involved in a project that will raise money to give to Defenders of Wildlife specifically for the wolf cause.

What would happen would be that we get a BUNCH of people to create a piece of art depicting a wolf or wolves, and then a few people (say one in ten) to get a grant from someone. As in, one person would give 10 cents for every piece of art submitted for this cause. The price of the grant will vary depending on the participation.

Deviant Art would be merely a counter and a way to spread the word, no funds would be handled through Deviant Art.

So me and ~PuppyDawgChick are the only two really involved right now, but I need a few more people to help me out with this, and if you can, e-mail Defenders of Wildlife and tell them about it. I already sent one, but I feel like if more people send it then they'll take notice.

Thanks so much, if you're interested just let me know!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21522739/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21522739/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 17:10:33 PST
First of all Tyler ruined out stairs last night... don't feel like describing it. So the day got off to a bad start when the first thing I heard after I woke up was "WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO THE STAIRS!!?"

And then I was gonna be home alone when my Dad, who made our stairs with his bare hands arrived back from my cousin's house. He wasn't as mad as I thought he'd be, just sad.

And then I studied... forever. And then I went to David Esteys' house to brainstorm for our collaboration. On the way there my Jeep was making a funny noise, like a helicopter noise underneath the car. So I arrived at Davids, and stayed for about an hour. I left his house and my car was still making the funny noise so I pulled over and tried to call my Dad to ask him what it was all about, but he didn't answer the phone so I kept driving. And then the noise stopped....


Four minutes after the weird noise stopped, my front left tired came unbolted and flew over a hundred feet off the road, and I somehow managed NOT to instinctively lock the breaks and turn into the breakdown lane.

So today was my first car accident-ish thing. It was kind of scary but now my Jeep has a really cool dent in it.

And then RC, Elle, Ty, and Megan were gonna come over, and then they couldn't and that made me sad... but I'm still in a semi-good mood.

I'm really excited on my project with David Estey and once things get going I'll post journals kind chronicling out progress.

That's it, Fare thee well!!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21442519/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21442519/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 16:59:48 PST
I have been paired up with local artist David Estey, and will be meeting him on Sunday to begin the workings of our collaboration.

The theme of this years Branching Out is global warming. And my interpretation of this, of course, is the effect that global warming is having on species of this planet.

Yup! I'll just give random updates on this over the next 8 weeks. Fun Fun!

Otherwise nothing else is going on.

Both RC and Brittney took me up on the collab/trade offer.

Soon RC and I will be chatting about making a comic together, and Brittney and I might do a collab/trade combination. I can't wait!

That's it, talk to ya'll lata!!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21416910/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21416910/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 07:32:45 PST
It's a fantabulous four day weekend, two of which said days have been spent with a sore throat, miserably aching upper body, and a day long headache. Tea and toast have nursed me back to health, however.

Just pointless stuff, no need to read and/or comment. Just skip and read the last line. PLEASE.

Last night I spent over an hour researching wolf hybrids. I was just curious, and trying to find a position on the issue. Despite learning just about everything I could, I can't seem to find a sure stance on the problem. It's definitely a double sided thing.

Guess what else I've been researching?

Sarah fucking palin. I could never say enough HORRIBLE HORRIBLE things about her. Here's a little random fact input - - Did you know, that aerial gunners working for Sarah Palin killed a pack of adult wolves, landed, picked up the fourteen remaining puppies and shot them all in the head and killed them?

Against Alaskan State Law?

And they were working for the FUCKING governor.

I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER. How can such a disgusting, selfish, moral lacking, brutal, savage, cruel SLUTFACEDWHOREBAG EVER NEARLY BECOME VICE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES! FUCK!!!


I'm getting myself so riled up but I can't help it. I will fight her for the rest of my life if I have to.

I watched a documentary on the return of wolves to the greater Yellowstone area, and the documentary had actual footage of aerial and snowmobile hunting of wolves.

You could see how scared the wolves were. It showed one being shot in the shoulder, then chased by the man. The man grabbed onto the fur on its neck, and the wolf kept trying to run away, it didn't even try and attack the man.

This was after this wolf had seen it's entire pack killed, adults and puppies alike.

Needless to say I was in tears.

This wasn't really what I intended my journal to be about, but the more people that know the truth the better.

Although all these "joe sick pack" asshole rednecks who don't care about anything but their gun and taking a life for their own sick pleasure are unreachable.

I have a very sure position that I am COMPLETELY against the hunting of predators, but I'm afraid that someday I'll be against un-necassary hunting all together. Which would piss off a lot of people I know.

Okay I'll end my wolf rant... we've heard it all before.

I'll get to be proactive in the next couple months. I'm participating in the Waterfall Arts Branching out residency, which means I'm being paired up with the phenomenal artist David Estey. We'll either be doing a collaboration or two side by side themed pieces. Obviously mine will involve Wolves, if not several other suffering species. I don't have a lot of money to donate, but I have my art that can help me spread the word.

On the note of art, hopefully I will be posting up 3-4 paintings/drawings I have done in the past couple weeks. I just need to get the scanner up and running.

That's it for now, ta.

I WOULD LOVE IT IF SOMEONE WANTED TO DO AN ART TRADE OR A COLLABORATION WITH ME! SEND ME A NOTE!!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21234576/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21234576/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 15:33:17 PDT
1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
CAMP LAKEVIEW 1 MILE.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Bad manga drawing....

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
My sister was watching True Life and I saw about 23 seconds of that... But the last thing I actually watched was probably Dog Whisperer.

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
6:48

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
6:22 ... oops

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My mom and dad talking, my sister crying because my dad won't let her help him clean his drums, our 18 year old fan, and the stupid mtv my sister's watching.

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
At two-thirty I took the goats out for an hour.

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
~PuppyDawgChick 's journal.

9.What are you wearing?
A cute deer shirt I bought in CT and a warm fleece blanket.

10.Did you dream last night?
I think so but I can't member.

11. When did you last laugh?
Today in painting class.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Curtains... curtains... some crappy tacky fake paintings of flowers... my dad's patriot clock. Ew... my living room sucks...

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Eugh... not that I can think of.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
I wouldn't be doing it if I thought it was stupid...

15. What is the last film you saw?
Moby Dick... it was horrible. I'm going to be watching Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron in a matter of minutes...

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I would buy as much land as possible in some remote forested northern place and let wolves live their without the risk of being SHOT. I think I'd do the same thing as Jim and Jamie Dutcher and make a wolf pack.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I'm writing an essay about BISON!!!

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would give everyone in the world the ability to appreciate things that need to be appreciated.

19. Do you like dance?
Yes, but only to Cobra Starship and random songs like "Hanging by a Moment" by Lifehouse.

20.George Bush:
LESS THAN A MONTH YAAEEEYYYY

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I would probably name her Hayley.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Julian. I love boy names...

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yeah, but not for more than a year or two unless I lived in a place as forested as Maine. I need nature...
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
I don't want him to say anything because I don't believe in him, but I do know what I hope he does not say: "You dumbass. You had it going there for a second in middle school, and then you started listening to My Chemical Romance. You're going to hell..."

.25. 4 people who must also do this meme in THEIR journal:
RC!
and Brittney!
And anyone else who wants to do it!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21221686/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21221686/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 17:56:59 PDT
Umm so are you totally freaked out that I've been semi-consistently posting stuff on DA?

I somehow convinced myself that it was a lot more trouble than it actually is to get stuff on DA. It takes about... ten minutes or less.

Not much is going on besides me being frustrated and stressed.

RC and I are doing another sort of collaboration thingy. I'd try and describe it but we tried to describe it to my mom the other night and... it just didn't work.

Ya'll will have to wait!!!

Tats it. Actually one more thing, *unlimystic left DA and I'm sad...

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21098073/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/21098073/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 16:20:53 PDT
This has a bit to do with my new ideology that technology is killing all social relations between friends, families, and pets.

I have nothing against DA or DA artists. There are just so many other things I want to do with my time.

I'll probably only be on once a week for the next few weeks. School is bogging me down like the Universe wouldn't believe and I'm crumbling. That, paired with family crap and almost getting hit by an 18 wheeler today is changing my perspective on every day life.

Also, I got back to DA and had over 60 journals... I read a few of them, but mostly deleted them all, and definitely didn't comment on any, except ~PuppyDawgChick because that had some significance to my state of mind.

Ummm... I might be back on by the end of the week to go through deviations, but I probably won't comment on any. Especially if my computers being an asshole as it is now.

Now I'm off to take care of my sick cat... Sandy this time.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20863264/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20863264/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 18:00:17 PDT
Yay Ayabie!!

So I had SO much freaking fun today! A big group of us, like 7 I think, just went downtown and hung out. We were all hyper and loud and excited for no particular reason... Especially RC who almost crushed my esophagus.

Just got done w/ some homework. KILLER evil AE homework.

And my eep kinda died today... the brake pads were sticking to the tires and now me smells like burned rubber... yuk!

So ya now we probably have to spend another 400392842742 dollars fixing the brakes. AGAIN.

That's all that's going on.

Tah!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20653707/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20653707/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 15:03:46 PDT
Just so's y'all know, I'm in one of my half depressed half elated moods... so idk if I should start with the good or bad... maybe the bad so that by the end of the good you'll forget about the bad.

I HATE SCHOOL so much right now.

The work load is murdering me. It's practically bringing me to tears. I have had AT LEAST two solid hours of homework 2-4 times a week. And it's not like lah-di-dah homework either, it requires SO much focus and energy.

Second of all, one of my teachers who will remain nameless pissed me off more than ever tonight. He finally let his personal political opinions get in the way of me and all my classmates education. I guess I won't go into it, all I'll say is that he is a crappy teacher who does nothing but make sex jokes about the kids in the class and contradict the facts with his liberal "facts."

And thirdly, the actual KIDS at the school are pissing me off more than ever. After school today I was walking to my mom's car with Ellen, and some kid came within an inch of bowling us over on the pavement. I was so pissed.

Okay... I feel a tad bit better. Let's go to the good.

Last night was amazing, the Brighten, show that is. It was a lot smaller than I expected, about 60 people. The front row was filled with a bunch of -----warning, harsh and inappropriate words coming -------- bitchy ass C-U-N-T whores. Okay... that was bad. But they were terrible. Pretty much the whole show, they sat there and glared at the bands. I wanted to kill them, seriously.

BUUUUUUUUUT Brighten came on stage and everything was awesome. They sounded great, their performance was a lot better than it was last time. After, all four of them came out to meet everyone and they were really sweeeet. I got to hug Justin.

*squealy fangirl moment*

He's just amazing. And their new guitarist, Austin, is totally badass. Total sweetheart.

And then when we left, they were all standing outside so I *cough*forced*cough asked Lacey (my littler sister) if she wanted a picture with them and she sorta likes them so she was like yah. And she did. And I got to say to Justin what I wanted to.

'Oh one more thing, I thought you guys should've played "So Yesterday"'

...watch this video and you will understand...

[link]

I made him laugh...

*cue second squealy fangirl moment*

Ummm I guess that's it. The other bands were really cool and really sweet toooo. I wanna go buy some of their musics. But I'm broke so... yeah... I'll probably illegally download it.

Woooow writing about the concert made me feel waaay better. Everyone love Brighten. BRIGHTEN!!!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20556903/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20556903/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 17:13:46 PDT
If someone is a photographer, most of their faves are photographs, if someone paints most are paintings, and so on and so forth.

I just think it's funny and says a lot about the human brain...

Uuuuuuuuuuummmm so I've just been really bummed lately. Don't know why... hormones I guess...

or the coming decimation of the American Canis Lupus population...

one or the other.


I have a bunch of stuff I want to post on DA, which will hopefully be up by Sunday because I'm a lazy, unmotivated and unencouraged loser who has WAYY too much homework.

That's it... *treeworshipper totally kicks butt... she makes me feel bad about my art...

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20474677/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20474677/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 15:40:57 PDT PuppyDawgChick 's journal, and am quite upset.

Go to her journal, click on the link.

I'm so FJADJFLAJFDSJFLDSJLFj SICK of the injustice against animals ALL OVER this stupid-ass, human filled world!

There are too many people against wildlife, and not enough fighting for it.

And you know what, if I was able to vote this election, I WOULD vote for Obama, even if it was just for this^ reason. And you know what? I don't care if other people think that's wrong, I'm in the United States of fucking America, and I am 100% entitled to my opinion just like the ass-hole who thinks shooting animals is fun. JUST FOR FUN!

It's disgusting. There's looking at hunting as a sport, and then eating the animal you kill, and there there's hunting for sport, just because you think killing is fun, and then cutting off the animal's head for some trophy that doesn't do anything for you except make you bloated head even stupidly bigger, and make the other people around you subjected to looking at the poor thing constantly.

My Uncle Scott is one of the only hunters that I have respect for, for the following reasons:

1. He hunts on a small island that suffers from mega over-population of white tailed deer. Without hunting, the animals would become diseased and many more would die.

2. Every kill he makes, he saves the meat for his family or sells it to others living on the island who can't afford a fucking king strip steak.

3. The only deer head that he has on his wall has a story behind it. He found the deer laying in the woods, suffering from an infected wound, caused by a previous hunter who couldn't kill the deer. My uncle killed the deer to relieve it's pain, and mounted it's head as a commemoration of the deer's life.

There's hunting with respect, and hunting without respect.

And I'm sick of the latter.

And what's worse, I can't even do anything about it.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20393497/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20393497/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 15:25:00 PDT IGOTMYLICENSE!

I'M FREEEEE!!!!

Well sort of... I guess technically I'm not free until I'm 18... some would argue 21.

EITHER way, I have my driver's license now, and my car should be up and going by the end of the week.


GAH EXCITEMENT!!!

Ummm sorry I've been so inactive lately. I have one or two WIP's that I might post if I get the motivation... unlikely...


Ummm guess that's it. Everything's going great... I know I have one problem I just can't remember what it is...

OH WELL! MIGHT AS WELL ENJOY NOT REMEMBERING IT!!

MAMA'S MAKING CHICKEN AND RICE BAKE MY FAVORITE!!!! YAAAAAAAAAYYY!


LISTEN TO CINEMA BIZARRE!!!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20328294/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20328294/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 17:03:40 PDT
KITTENS!

NAKED WOMAN!


KITTENS!KITTENS!KITTENS!

PICTURES OF KITTENS!

























KITTENS!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20309537/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20309537/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 14:59:19 PDT
Ummmm Mr. Ross is a heck of a lot more awesome than I thought he would be at teaching, and Mr. Pellerin totally kicks ass.

EXPLOSIONS!!

Ummm not much is really going on except school starting.

Still job hunting... license test Monday...

Got some awesome fountain pens.

Found a new awesome band called Cinema Bizarre. They're German, kinda strange lyrics, but the singer's got a wicked sexy voice... yup.

Guess that's it. I'm gonna go draw now.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20203999/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20203999/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 15:17:50 PDT
Yeah!

I'm happy!

No more art block!

I can draw again!

WOO!

OOkay that's over with. Has anyone noticed how bipolar my journals are?

My only problem right now is that I'm hopelessly addicted to Manga. But... some people wouldn't find that a problem.

I dropped French! Yay!

ADD!

Heather and Lydia and I were SO scared today while the french teacher was walking all around us. We all thought she was gonna try and talk us into taking francais this year. NOPE! I need time to draw, and that our and a half I don't spend on french homework will be it!

YAAH!

Agh. I got the most amazing school shopping clothes!

Um... I'm gonna write another journal when I'm slightly less ADD.

Bye!

EDIT:: P.S. I'm taking commissions. Note me if you want s/t! We can figure out all the mailing stuff!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20144147/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/20144147/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 08:01:00 PDT
First, I got my new Copic markers (don't kill me RC, I'll have to get you something else for your b-day). So far, my attempts at producing anything remotely successful with them have been... well... unsuccessful.

I really don't have anything except one or two hour chunks of time for art, and when that happens, I get majorly despondent like I am now. And what bothers me most, is that a few people close to me don't CARE that they're taking up all my time and not allowing me to do what I love most.

It's one thing if they really need me at the moment, which I absolutely do not mind, but sometimes if I'm hanging out with someone, and we're not doing ANYTHING except sitting around, all I can think is "Well, I could be drawing right now." And even if I hint, "I'm pretty upset right now because I haven't had any time to draw or paint or anything." The response is nothing but "Oh."

Despite all this just because I'm having problems with a certain someone doesn't mean I just want to drop them from my life. I hate confiding in people about my relationship because I feel like they just think I want to break up, which I don't! I just need to whine sometimes.

I'm just really frustrated. Hopefully when school starts things will even out, but for now, I just feel kinda crappy.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19902637/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19902637/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 17:56:38 PDT
Me and my family are on an olympics binge. Sascha Klein is hot. Yup.

Ummm that's about it. I'm gonna actually try to post some stuff tomorrow. It'll be a miracle if it happens and I will go buy myself an ice cream.

I have a pretty short attention span tonight, can you tell?

BYE!!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19769710/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19769710/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 11:26:00 PDT
It's really pissing me off. I just saw a photograph of two girls, one was sucking the other's breast, and they have the nerve to call it art? It's not! That's just porn! Just dumb models sucking each other to make a buck.

I'm just really annoyed by it, especially considering the enormous amount of talented artists on DA who get no recognition. It's almost as if DA is reaching the same level of superficiality as Myspace and MTV. It's disgusting.

At the same time, it's obviously not deviantART's fault. It's not as if they can go through and delete every inappropriate deviation. But who controls what's on the front page?

I guess I'm just ranting, because there's nothing I can do about it. It's just pissing me off, especially because it's all guys drawing women.

Ugh...

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19664171/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19664171/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 15:20:13 PDT
Let me tell you the story.

This morning, my (wonderful) father offered to take me, my sister, my grandma, and my aunt to the zoo this morning. So we get up there, to the Kisma Preserve, (formerly the Acadia Zoo). I suspect they changed it from a zoo to a preserve because the place is more for rehabilitation services than zoo stuff really.

Of course, like any zoo, they had wolves. A total of 8, and 3 were on display. First of all, I got a few decent pictures of the wolves, but let me tell you the best part.

Sometime in the next couple months, I'm going to go back up to the preserve, and for fifty dollars, you can spend 45 minutes to an hour with JUST the trainer and wolves, you can feed them, and take pictures.

And my (wonderful) father is going to take me back up when I make the appointment.

I am thrilled to the bones. I'm might actually get to meet a wolf.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19580014/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19580014/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 20:34:37 PDT
Alice Nine and Sighthounds. Sighthounds are dogs... not a band.

NOW that we've cleared that up, just watch this video: [link]

The sheer and complete awesomeness of Alice Nine blows my mind... I can't even comprehend it.

And my drawing obsession of the moment, sighthounds. Like Salukis, Greyhounds, Italian Greyhounds, and Whippets. LOVE 'EM! SO much fun to draw...

Well I guess that's it.

TTyl

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19541010/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19541010/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 16:42:52 PDT
I'm just being whiny. Felt like blabbering in my journal. I'm just pissy cause I have like 4 or 5 WIPs right now and it's questionable whether or not I'll ever finish them.

Ehm... nothings really new. SOON I'm gonna buy some new COPIC markers, and hopefully some other stuff like that. I might treat myself and get a Tokio Hotel shirt *Hides behind a rock*

Guess that's it. I'll come back when I'm in a better mood.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19423099/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19423099/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 07:14:09 PDT
OH WELL!

Moving on...

I have been stuck in a manga/anime phase for like the past two and a half months. And it's NOT going away... and I love it...

I haven't posted anything in a while, but I'm gonna try and do something today.

Also, I found a new awesome artist, check her out:
[link]

Ooohmm.... I guess that's it.

See's ya!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19413837/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19413837/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 16:57:37 PDT
I saw Hellboy last night, hung out with Ellen, RC, and Tyler. It was a total blast, until we actually watched the movie.

DON'T SEE HELLBOY! So bad! Plot at least. The visual direction and character design are phenomenal, but they could barely cancel out the cliched nature of the plot and the crappiness of the character development... I should be a critic when I grow up.

AAAANnnyyywayyys. I miss Kyle. But I guess I won't go on about it because no one really cares to hear except... well... Kyle.



Much love, everyone remain positive.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19240764/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19240764/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 18:14:45 PDT
I haven't seen Ellen in like a week, haven't hung out with Heather in like a week, Kyle's leaving Friday for the rest of the summer and I won't see him til late August.

What do I do?

I want to be with everyone but it doesn't work!


Oh yeah and I'm not feeling artistic... my emoticon won't change...

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19157681/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19157681/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 01:24:47 PDT
And it only happens during the summer!

Oh,you know what it is? I ate a blizzard at like 9:30.... yep that's my problem.

Know what? I wish the actual show of Naruto wasn't so lame, because the fanart for it is great. *Shrugs* I mean, Sasuke is totally hot.

Aaanyways I have a question... Is it okay to like Final Fantasy stuff without playing the games? Because... I mean... I just hate video games. I downloaded Final Fantasy VII and I just don't get it. (I know anyone who's played this game is like "wtf" right now. Sorry for my ignorance.)

Well... I guess that's it.

Anyone who comments this, leave me your favorite DA artist. I need someone to obsess over besides [link]

Goodnight! Euh... I mean good morning!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19073435/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19073435/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 10:35:06 PDT
So here's what to do if you want one of my digital commissions. Here's an example: [link]

If you want one of these, you can either e-mail me the picture you want me to use, or just tell me a person or band (if they're a celebrity type) and I can pick the picture. I do pets too of course!!

My email is BrightenUpYourDay92@yahoo.com

You can also drop me a note on DA.

And they're free... I'm not gonna charge because well... I have no idea how work out the whole money thing.

You better hope that I don't figure it out...

Thanks! Tell your friends.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19059249/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/19059249/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 14:36:27 PDT
Byebye! Much love...

oh yeah. I'm really sad that Bou left Antic Cafe... I know it happened like a year ago (or more) but I've known about them for about... 3 weeks so I'm feeling the pain now...

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18874615/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18874615/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 13:48:54 PDT
I'm not sure. Tell me what you think.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18833032/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18833032/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 06:14:07 PDT
"Ariel that's really good."

It's nice to know that people like my drawing but when people say that it makes me feel liiiike... I'm drawing to get compliments, which I'm not. Everyone in my class knows that I draw, and can draw well. I don't need the compliments, in fact, I hate the compliments.

I'd feel better even if they gave me specifics. I just don't know. It's not like I can be like
"Okay I'm gonna draw now nobody look at it!"

I just don't know. Anybody have advice?

Am I being whiny? I don't know. I just don't like it.

I crave CREATIVE CRITICISM. I don't have any other artists in my family (Although my sister's on her way) and It's a little hard for me because all I hear is 'WOW THAT'S REALLY GOOD' and I need someone to just be like "YOU FUCKED UP THE BACK LEG!!!"

Okay I guess thats it... see you guys. Leave a comment. :/

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18789289/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18789289/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 17:51:19 PDT
The J-rock thing is going well! I'm not frustrated anymore. Yay!

Ummmm... I want something interesting to happen so that I can post a journal about it but... nothing is going on that I would like to talk about...

AYABIE!!!!

P.S. It's no hot... I just can't change the mood thingy for some reason.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18752876/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18752876/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 16:58:05 PDT
UUUUUUUUGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH We're going to sell my goats. I can not express my discontent, HOWEVER, I do believe they will be happier on some big farm with lots of other goats. But I'm going to miss them SOOO much if we do sell them... (no final descisions yet).

I'm fucking stressed out to my limits at school. There's only two weeks left and I'm SO at my wits end. Just... AGH. Ya know?

And to top it all off--

DISCLAIMER: IF YOU ARE A MALE SENSITIVE TO WOMEN TALK PLEASE STOP READING

I'm having TERRIBLE PMS!!! I don't get bitchy like most women -- I get depressed out of my mind. And I go on rants like this about unreal problems. God. Dammit.

I've got my friends, family, and boyfriend to get me by, and for christ's sake, the entire first day of summer will be spent DRAWING. DRAWING DRAWING DRAWING.

I miss art when I'm away.

Okay... sorry about that. I'm gonna go watch that J-Rock DVD RC lent me...

bye.

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18548442/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18548442/ Wed, 28 May 2008 17:53:02 PDT
I love Tokio Hotel, but every time I get interested in something else... THERE'S BILL WITH HIS STUPID PRETTY HAIR AND STUPID GORGEOUS FACE.

He makes me feel like a lesbian cause he looks so much like a girl and yet I can't deny that I think he's so hot.

Puh... stupid comet awards.

MUCH LOVE!

Ariel

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18491783/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18491783/ Sun, 25 May 2008 09:23:20 PDT
Memorial Day Bar-Bee-Kyoo!

Gotta go.

Much love.

Thanks to anyone who commented/favorited/looked at my new deviations!!

Ariel

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18433919/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18433919/ Wed, 21 May 2008 15:57:12 PDT
[link]

I might be sounding a little bitchy about this stuff but... as we all know, internet is quite good at effing up emotions. So I'm actually sarcastic.

I'm in love w/ these people.

Puh... okay be expecting another one of these tomorrow

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18420672/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18420672/ Tue, 20 May 2008 18:35:42 PDT
I want to get into the J-Rock thing cause everyone is making it sound so awesome, so I decided to do a little searching and try and find a couple bands.

Now, here's where the confusion comes in.

Their Myspaces are half english half japanese... confusing much. Oui oui. Also, they're all fucking gorgeous, like seriously this amazing ethereal (sp?) beauty but... I can't tell if they're girls or guys. I'm assuming most of them are guys because the vocals are definitely men... it's just... they make Bill Kaulitz look like the manliest man man out there!

Oh well, I'll have to wait for Ellen to guide me. If you guys have any band recommendations, send 'em to me.


Oh also, everyone go check out the band This Century, they're awesome and they comment back.


Ariel

[Edit]: I forgot to mention that the people in the bands themselves are def. giving me a lot of creative inspiration. HELLO SKETCHPAD!!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18308392/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18308392/ Tue, 13 May 2008 16:23:38 PDT
Sorry... dirty mouth tonight. Been studying too much.

BUT OH MY GOD SPEED RACER! AMAZING! EMILE HIRSCH!!! OH MY GOD!!!

Seriously mentally hyper. STUDYING!!!

Found another wunnyful awesome artist on DA [link] or something like that. I dunno. She's on my favorites... she does...


HORSEYS!!!! AHH!!


Also go check out markjbarret.com. He's a fantastic photographer.

To YouTube, awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!

]]> ~TruthAboutHeaven333 http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18244949/ http://TruthAboutHeaven333.deviantart.com/journal/18244949/ Fri, 09 May 2008 16:24:34 PDT
And I've never really been one of those Fall Out Boy fans who are like "OH EM GEE PETE PETE MRS. PETE WENTZ OH EM GEE LOL OMG PETE andy who?" (To validate that remark, I actually had a hard time typing that.)

Anyway, my point is, I just saw their new video and I must say...

Pete looks extremely hot with a faux hawk.

But I like Michael Jackson's version of "Beat It" a lot more.

I demand everyone go watch FOB's video for "A Little Less Sixteen Candles a Little More "Touch Me""

It has William Beckett in it. (Okay so I am a little OH EM GEE-Ish with William Beckett but I mean... he's William Beckett.)

That's it... ta. I'm a little depressed right now but things are well.

Ariel

P.S. Okay I'm editing the journal. I realized I didn't give any report on the Panic At The Disco concert.

It was... uneventful. Given all the bands performed very well... I dislike the Hush Sound though... I think I looked at the stage like ... once during their set. I had SERIOUS issues getting to the front, but luckily I met some guy named Dave who shoved me up front.

Thank you Dave!!!


Actually he kinda looked like Pete Wentz.... I would have told him but he probably wouldn't had a kiniption (sp?) fit. Honestly, I've never see a guy so excited at a show. At one point Ryan Ross looked at him and he's like

"OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD DUDE DID YOU SEE THAT OH MY GOD HE LOOKED AT US!"


He was great.

AAAnyways. Brendon looked great in his pants. They sounded very good but didn't do much on stage. They got minus brownie points because there was NO interaction with the crowd.

It wasn't my most satisfying concert experience.

Best one to date: Kill Hannah, Brighten, and Powerspace. I feel less sad just thinking about it.

That's it!!!

bye!!

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I'm irritated. Everyone keeps ganging up on me. I don't know why. I'm getting sick of my family, (excluding my Mom). They're just being mean. I should go to Islesboro. Although that usually doesn't help anything, I just come home in a bad mood because I don't want to be home!

Oh well.

At least I got Powerspace on the computer... well sort of. I haven't imported it yet.

I guess I'll stop rambling now.
Bye!

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