http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Tuch&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Tuch en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 20:33:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/25049074/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/25049074/ Sun, 31 May 2009 10:50:18 PDT 12. Curse in front of an elder? no
13. Do something you wish you shouldn't have? yes
14. Actually Role Play on Gaia? yes
17. Prefer quizzes that have something to do with anime? yes
18. Read Manga? yes
19. Watch anime? yes
20. Know what Otaku stands for? yes

General Questions
27. What's your favorite holiday? christmas
28. Have you ever wished upon a star? yes
29. What astrological sign where you born under? libra
30. What animal is representative of the year you were born in? monkey
31. Do you like cheese? yes
32. How do you tell if milk is sour? by taste
33. Can you cook? not really
34. What do you prefer cooking? If you can't cook, bump here.
something sweet
35. What month is your birthday in? september

This or That
37. Black or White? black
38. Rich or Poor? rich
39. Rain or Snow? snow
40. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings? LOTR
41. Star Wars or Star Trek? Star Wars
42. Krispy Kreme or Dunkin Donuts? No idea
43. Sunny or Foggy? Sunny
44. Rural or Urban? Urban
45. Milk and Cookies or Steak and Potatoes? Milk and cookies
46. French or Italian? French
47. English or American? English
48. German or Oriental? Oriental
49. Ranch or Blue Cheese? Blue Cheese
50. Honey Mustard or Yellow Mustard? Yellow Mustard
51. Red Apple or Green Apple? Red Apple
52. Monopoly or Life? Life

General Questions
60. Can you speak another language? Yes
61. If so what language? If not, what's your first tongue? Polish, English, German and a little bit Japanese
63. How many months until your birthday? 3
64. What is/was your favorite subject in school? English
65. Did you have a teacher that you hated? A lot
66. Have a teacher that you liked a lot? Yes, history teacher
67. Ever think about teaching as a profession? Yup
posts.

General Questions
80. What genre do you like to read? Fantasy
81. What's your favorite book? Carpe Jugulum
82. What genre of movie do you like the best? Horror and comedy
83. What is your favorite movie? Constantine
84. Are you part of the Harry Potter craze? no
85. Have you seen all of the current movies? no
86. Are you sick of people asking if you've seen it? yes
87. Ready for me to stop asking about it? yes


Favorites
90. Color? Red and Black
91. CD? No
92. Roleplaying Genre? No idea
93. Season? Autumn
94. Sport? Ice skating
95. Hobby? M&A
96. Location? Japan
97. Terrain? No idea
98. Character (made-up or from a novel/movie)? Grell Sutcliffe
99. Game Console? PS3
100. Article of Clothing? O_O
101. Food? Sushi

General Questions
105. Have you learned something about yourself? No

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/24770185/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/24770185/ Fri, 15 May 2009 13:19:14 PDT 2) Are you a boy or a girl? A girl
3) What's your name/nickname? Tuch
5) How old are you? 16
6) What time is it where you live? 22.07
7) What country do you live in? Poland
8 ) What's your favorite color? Black
9) Why? It's classy
10) What's your favorite food? Sushi ^_^
11) What's your least favorite food? I don't know
12) What is one thing you couldn't live without? Friends
13) Do you have any stuffed animals? A penguin and a dog
16) Do you have siblings? Yes
17) Do you get on the computer often? Yes
18 ) Do you like music? Yup
19) Do you watch a lot of television? Nope
20) Do you like anime? I love it
21) If so, which one(s)? If not, bump here. Kuroshitsuji, Bleach, Hellsing ...


~ Have you ever...~

49) Drank? Nope
50) Sprayed soda, water, milk, etc.... out of your nose? Nope
51) Drank rotten milk? Unfortunately yes
52) Smoked? No
53) Skipped a day of school without anyone knowing? No
54) Made yourself puke so you wouldn't have to go to school? Yes
55) Went to school/ work drunk? Nope
58 ) Went into a really expensive store and be blown away by the prices? Yes
59) Wanted something you couldn't have? Yes
60) Played poker with money? No
61) Walked in the rain without an umbrella? Yes, it was lovely
62) Danced in the rain? Yes ^_^
63) Been on stage? Yes
64) Been embarrassed by someone in your family? Yes
65) Won a pool game? No
66) Been on a plane? Yes
67) Been on a ship? Yes
68 ) Been on a train? Yes
69) Sung in the shower? Nope
70) Had a water gun war? Yes
71) Threatened someone with a water gun? Yes

22) Post your favorite anime 10 times, or your ten favorite animes, in separate posts. (If not, bump again.)
Kuroshitsuji
Hellsing
Bleach
Soul Eater
Chobits
KHR
Ouran Highschool Host Club
Samurai Champloo
Black blood brothers
Death note
23) What's your favorite anime pairing? If none, bump. Bump xD




~ Do you...~

160) Wear glasses? Sometimes
161) Wear contacts? Yes, but colorfull
162) Smoke? No
163) Drink? No
164) Have piercings? No
165) Want piercings? Yup
166) If so, what kind? If not, bump. In lip
167) Have tattoos? No
168 ) If so, what? If not, bump. bump
169) Play a sport? No
170) If so, which? If not, bump. bump
171) Have a Wii? no
172) Super Nintendo? no
173) GameCube? no
174) X-Box? no
175) N64? no but I have PS3
176) Have any mangas? A lot !
177) If so, which? If not, bump. Death Note, Yhe Embalmer, Suppli, Hellsing, Bleach, Saiyuki, Love Hina, GTO, FMA, Chobirs, Yami no matsuei, Angel Sancturay, Island, D.N Angel
178 ) Have any pets? Two cats, three dogs, fish
179) Have a cellphone? Yup
180) Have your own computer? yes
181) Have the "Christmas Spirit"? yes
182) Watch MTV or VH1? MTV
183) Believe in God No
Believe in Santa? No

252) Have you ever ate broccoli? Yup
253) If so, did you like it? If not, why haven't you? I liked it
254) Have you ever lied to your parents and they busted you right on the spot? No
255) Have you ever snuck out at night? No
256) Have you ever entered the Avatar Arena? No
257) Have you ever entered the Art Arena? No
258 ) Have you ever entered the Home Arena? Yes
259) Have you ever donated anything to anyone? No
260) Have you ever been in a hospital for something serious? no
261) Have you ever had food poisoning? Yes
262) Do you have your drivers lisence? Not yet
263) Have you ever taken a whole onion and just...bit into it? no
264) Have you ever visted another COUNTRY? Yes, of course I have
265) Do you move often? No
266) How many states have you visited? A lot xD
267) Have you ever failed a grade? No
268 ) Are you a "Straight-A" student? Almost
269) Were you ever a "Straight-A" student? Yes ^_^
270) Are you allergic to anything? Yes, to silver
271) Do you have a job? No

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/24652478/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/24652478/ Fri, 08 May 2009 14:04:05 PDT But here in Poland, the country I live in not many people thinks like my father. To be honest most of them are xenophobic, homofobic, racist assholes. They don't tolerate people who are diffrent in any way. The thing I hate in my country is that it is christian. I don't have anything to christians but to be honest they are (what is suprising) in majority really intolerant (maybe just in Poland). They can't stand anybody who stands out of the crowd.
For me the fact that people are, nowdays, wearing same clothes, same hairstyles, same makeup, and thinks the same is a diseaster. There is less, and less people who I can talk to and have interesting conversation. Fortunately there are few people, who don't think all the time about how do they look. There is still hope ...
***
BTW. I should submit some of my new works. I keep gettin better ^_^
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I feel ... kinda sad.

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/23928682/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/23928682/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 05:59:53 PDT I also found my old art and it just looks like a total crap. Disproportional, ugly faces. I don't like my actual drawing style, but it's a little bit better than it was.
My actual style is not exactly manga like. The faces are too round and the silhouettes are kinda short. But I keep getting better ! I hope I will do any progress in the future. Especially in background drawing.

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]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/22762613/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/22762613/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 15:08:45 PST I dunno why. I just thought that I don't care and I can organize my time. I thought about doing some research about art galleries in my neighbourhood. And they can go ... whatever xD
Fuck them xD

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]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/20841172/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/20841172/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:47:51 PDT WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Opening Credits:
Czerwone Gitary - Matura

Lol xD

Waking Up:
Seishoujo Ryouki

First Day At School:
Highway to Hell

Omg ! Rotfl, so true xD



Falling In Love:
Be your girl


During a sex scene, you scream:
Shiki no uta

Whatever it means xD

Fight Song:
Big Cyc - pechowy jak polak

Taaak, do boju Mary. Nie zważaj na pecha !

Breaking Up:
Eddy Watta - I love my people

Ehkem, yeah, I love people but not you.

After getting drunk you say:

Candy Shop

Yeah, and I'm going to have sex with handsome, rich guy.

Prom:
Bob Marley - Everything is gonna be allright

And I'm gonna be a prom queen.



At your speech after you become prom queen/king you say:
Innocent Sorrow


Life's OK:
Bouken Desho Desho ?

WTF ? Whatever.



Mental Breakdown:
Bowling for Soup - high school never ends.

School is a hell, indeed.

Driving:
Lilium (openinf version)

Well, it's weird.



Flashback:
Over Soul - Shaman King.

OMFG xD It was my very first anime.


Getting Back Together:

Life is Like a Boat

I love this song.


Wedding:

Oh ! Yeah ! - Clamp in wonderland 2





Birth of Child:

katy Perry - Hot'n cold

Paying the Dues:

Czerwone gitary - dozwolone od lat 18


Your deepest secret:

Drawing Days - Katekyo Hitman Reborn

Of course, nobody knows I'm drawing.

Night Before War:
Kiniirareta Asobi


Final Battle:
No Air

Moment of Triumph:

Erementar Gerad opening

This song reminds me of great time I had ar Manga Camp.

Death Scene:

Linkin Park - in the end


Funeral Song:

Avenue Q - of you were gay

Great funeral song xD Very suitable for me


End Credits:
Feel the rush

And everybody dance now xD

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]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/20594629/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/20594629/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 01:41:07 PDT
001. Jak sie nazywasz?
Maria
002. Przeliteruj swoje imię wspak.
Airam (w wymowie prawie jak ayran, turecka maślanka)
003. Data urodzin.
27 wrzesień 1992
004. Facet czy kobieta?
Kobieta
005. Znak zodiaku?
Waga
006. Przezwiska:
Hidun_chan, Mary, Tuch (cholera wie skąd to sie wzięło)
007. Praca?
Może kiedyś
008. Wzrost
158 - 160 coś koło tego
009. Waga
Dużo za dużo
010. Kolor włosów
Ciemny brązowy (słyszałam też opinie, że czarny ale racze b. ciemny brąz)
011. Kolor oczu
Czarne ( czy tam brązowe, źrenic nie widać w każdym bądź razie)
012. Miejsce urodzenia
Wejherowo
013. Gdzie mieszkasz?
Orle xD
014. Wiek
16
015. Nicki:
Tuch, Mary
016. E-mail
scootie@vp.pl
017. Od czego wziął się twój nick?
Wklepałam pierwszą, lepszą rzecz jaka mi przyszła do głowy
018. Jakie jest twoje drugie imię?
Martyna
019. Dlaczego twój aktualny nick jest taki a nie inny?
Nie wiem, nie chciało mi sie nic wymyślać
020. Zwierzątka domowe:
Dwa koty i pies
021. Ile świeczek zdmuchnąłeś na ostatnim torcie urodzinowym?
Nie miewam tortów urodzinowych
022. Kolczyki?
Czasem, ale jakieś oryginalne
023. Tatuaże?
Może kiedyś
024. Rozmiar buta?
36/37
025. Prawo- czy leworęczny?
Praworeczny
026. Co masz teraz na sobie?
Piżamę
027. Słyszysz?
Słyszę szum komputera
028. Czujesz sie:
Dobrze, pierwszy raz od miesiąca się wyspałam (bez skojarzeń
029. Jesz/pijesz
W chwili obecnej nie, ogólnie tak
DZIEWCZYNY/MIŁOŚĆ/CAŁOWANIE I INNE
061. Byłeś kiedyś zakochany?
Tylko zauroczona
062. Ilu osobom powiedziałeś "kocham Cię?"?
Kilku, ale nie było to wyznanie miłości
063. W ilu osobach się zakochałeś?
Tak prawdziwie to chyba jeszcze w żadnej
064. Ile osób całowałeś?
Nie liczyłam
065. Całowałeś kiedyś kogoś tej samej płci?
Nie
066. Z iloma osobami łacznie byłeś na randce?
Z zeroma
067. Czego szukasz w chlopakach?
Oparcia, poczucia humoru, inteligencji, miłości
068. Jaka jest pierwsza rzecz, jaką zauważasz u przeciwnej płci?
Długie włosy
069. Za jakim chlopakiem przeważnie się oglądasz?
Za tymi z długimi włosami xD
070. Masz chlopaka?
Nie, ale chciałabym
071. Gdzie go spotkałaś?
O_o
072. Co lubisz najbardziej w swoim chlopaku?
Nic xD
073. Jesteś w kimś zadurzony?
Tak
074. Kto to jest?
Pewien przystojny chłopak z mojego otoczenia
075. Wierzysz w miłość od pierwszego wejrzenia?
Nie
076. Pamiętasz swoją pierwszą miłość?
Nie
077. Kto był pierwszą osobą, którą pocałowałeś?
Mama albo tata ? xD
078. Wierzysz w przeznaczenie?
Tak
079. Wierzysz w bratnie dusze?
Tak
080. Jeśli tak, czy wierzysz, że znajdziesz swoją?
Już znalazłam i to nie jedną

RODZINA
104. Ile masz rodzeństwa?
Dwójkę
105. Imiona twoich rodziców?
Maria, Marek
106. Imiona rodzeństwa?
Łukasz, Adam
107. Ile braci/sióstr ma twoja matka?
0
108. Ile braci/sióstr ma twój ojciec?
0
109. Skąd są twoi rodzice?
Wejherowo i jakaś wiocha, której nazwy nie pamiętam
110. Czy twoja rodzina jest blisko?
zalezy kto
111. Czy twoja rodzina wyjeżdża razem na wakacje?
Nie
112. Czy twój wujek pije?
Tak
113. Jakiekolwiek medyczne problemy w rodzinie?
babcia ma chore kolana, tata miał zawał etc
114. Czy ktoś z twojej rodziny nosi peruke?
Nie
115. Masz jakichś kuzynów/kuzynki?
Mam, ale przybranych
116. Czy twoi rodzice się rozwiedli?
Nie
117. Czy twoi rodzice mają różny kolor skóry?
Nie
118. Czy twoja rodzina kiedykolwiek kogoś wydziedziczyła?
Nie
119. Jeśli tak, za co?
----
120. Czy ktokolwiek z twojej rodziny jest zza granicy?
Mój brat mieszka za granicą, a z rodziny mam chyba kogoś we francji, ale pewna nie jestem

MUZYKA
121. Jaka piosenka wg ciebie była napisana o tobie lub twoim życiu?
Chyba nie
122. Jaka płyta, którą posiadasz, jest najbardziej kłopotliwa?
Żadna
123. Najlepsza płyta, jaką masz?
Nie wiem
124. Znienawidzona piosenka?
Większość piosenek zespołu feel
125. Spiewasz pod prysznicem?
Nie, jeszcze by sie zepsuł od mojego fałszowania
126. Jaka piosenka przypomina Ci o kimś specjalnym?
Wszystkie, których słuchałam będąc z przyja... ]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/20482554/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/20482554/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 03:33:31 PDT But it also dispirits me because I feel not right about myself. At 27.09 I'm turning sixteen and I never had a boyfriend before and nothing looks like this situation is about to change. I just don't know what to think ...
Suddenly I started to see myself in a diffrent way, maybe I'm too fat ? Or my breasts aren't enough big ? Or my eyes are too small ? Or my hair is too short ? Or I sound too stupid when I talk ? Maybe I act like a weirdo or a moron ? Why nobody never found me attractive ?
My best friend keep saying that some day somebody is gonna notice me, but day by day I feel worse and worse. I never had problems like that but now, when I'm 16 I just find it very suspicious, that nobody was never interessted in me. And what do you think ? Isn't it strange ? Maybe you know what's exactly not right with me ?
I hope I wouldn't be so shy, then everything could be simpler. Eh ...

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/19769584/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/19769584/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 11:19:02 PDT Na miejsce dojechałam dość późno, koło 17.00. No cóż, taką cenę się płaci za mieszkanie daleko od Wawy. Ale może dzięki temu minęło mnie stanie w ogromnej kolejce. Pierwszego dnia poszłam na panel o japońskich reklamach (nagi Gackt rulez) oraz na milionerów. I chyba na coś jeszcze ale nie pamiętam. Podobała mi sie pytanie o Soul Eatera, gdzie odpowiedzią było m.in to, że zamienia sie w kosiarke ( loool ). Szkoda tylko, że nocą spałam na korytarzu, bo tam ciągle sie paliły lampy i trudno było spać, ale whatever ...
Drugiego dnia poszłam na panel o Shaman King, Wampirach( prowadzący je Chaos wymiatał. Musieliśmy sie odwracać, żeby zebrał myśli. Zastanawialiśmy sie też, czemu Hao jest bishem a Yoh nie), Familiade itd. Nie zabrakło mnie oczywiście także na cosplayu (Yay for Jin). Szkoda, że nie załapałam sie na konkurs rysunkowy, ale jakoś z moimi umiejętnościami wstyd mi było iść. Kupiłam sobie uszka, ogonek, troche przypinek i plakat z Bleacha. A pro po kupowania przypinek, to obok stoiska siedziała cała banda rysowników. W tym np. meago. Stałam tak, patrzyłam i aż mi mowe odjęło. Można powiedzieć, że spotkałam idoli
Mam nadzieje, że kiedyś zdobędę się na to, żeby sie przywitać. Ale zanim to nastąi muszę nauczyć sie lepiej rysować.

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/19496481/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/19496481/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 08:38:57 PDT Jeśli tak to można by się spotkać. Fajnie by było porozmawiać twarzą w twarz, porysować sobie razem. Ja w każdym razie na 99% sie pojawie. Trzymajcie kciuki żeby w tej długiej drodze nic mi sie nie stało i żebym na samym konwencie nie strzelała gaf, bo wiecie, to mój pierwszy wypad tego typu *czerwieni się*. Boje się ale nie mogę się doczekać ...

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]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/18221235/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/18221235/ Thu, 08 May 2008 02:58:18 PDT Or maybe that's because of my art teacher. She thinks that I have no talent, and that manga isn't art at all. It made me so sad. Gyaaa ;_;
I'm gonna cry ...

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]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17847070/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17847070/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:24:10 PDT I'm eating delicious sweet bread xD and drinking orange juice. Life is great ^^

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17600882/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17600882/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 05:40:38 PDT .< Guys from my class has deleted my note. *angst*
But, as I was writing me and my friends has really strange mood today. We were walking around and shouting that Itachi is seme and Sasuke is uke (kill the uke xD). I also said that I'm seme, then Ryuuk-chan said that she is seme as well. So we decided to make Paula the uke. She noticed that as the uke she should walk with two seme ( we are perverted, that's true). But we don't have to do anything suspicious with her xD I have about 31 of uke ( I'm a girl you know and they are guys but who cares) and Ryuk has about 7 or 8 ( not impressing ).
So that's all for today ^^

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17524416/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17524416/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 12:18:44 PDT And of course I am an owner of that freakin, creepy doll (Rain, my beloved dollfie). So I must be awfull and stupid. I dunno why they think like that about me. A guy from my school who has lots of money, and everytime he gets something new (like camera, phone, ipod) he throws it on the wall until he brokes it down. And everybody say that he is cool and soo intelligent (yeah, yeah). He has lots of friends. I just don't get it. But I have also a few great friends, who also love manga, anime and don't blame me because I love BJD. Some of them think that Rain is cute.
We are always standing together on a break, laughing, singing and dancing. And what is great about them is that they always say :
"Mary, be yourself and don't think about that freak".
Maybe they are right ... That's why I can say that I don't mind coming to school everyday. Because there always waits my soulmate (Ryuk-chan a big fan of all sorts of Shinigami xD), Istis ( who loves fantasy books, just like me) and Hime ( I call one of my friends from school like that, she is so shy !). But Istis is the biggest weirdo (just after me) in our group. She is able to shout from on edge of the corridor to the opposite where I stand things like :
"Where is Jin and Alucard ! I know that they are your husbands"
and then teachers are looking at us like that
Moreover she don't feel embarassed to shout also something like
"Why I won't ever have sex with Howl. He is MINE"
Once she said something like that with the teacher stanting next to her. That was so funny xDD
And of course I have you, all great people from deviantart ! I love ya :*

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17504498/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17504498/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 06:20:20 PDT People are eating too much ( I am eating too much sweets ), it's not fun for vegetarians (and I'm a vegetarian) it's boring and you have to meet your awfull family. Believie me, I'm not mean right now. I just can't stand it. Moreover I had lots of tests from school to make (4 from math two huge from Polish) and my dad asked me to do some stuff for his conference. So I had to sit with his crazy friend,w ho is from Poland but talks in english. He wanted me to write five pages of some crap, he was talking in english and I had to translate it into Polish. After that i had a nightmare that everyone talks to me only in english =='
It was horrible. This guy is a freak O_o
I hate him now ...

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17252680/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17252680/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 09:09:59 PDT I cried after listening part, because I couldn't concentrate. I hope that you were thinking about me during the exam. Now, believe with me that I passed.

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17071293/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/17071293/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 10:09:07 PST And that's awful. A few days ago I forgot the word "Wild". Oh crap -_-
And now, I realized that I have problems with passive voice. or maybe It's just my sick imagination, to be honest the tests hadn't been marked yet.
I hope that I will pass FCE with A or B mark, but now I know, that it is possible only in my dreams.

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16878851/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16878851/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 10:05:33 PST My friend was joking around about her and candle lit dinner with Ryuk O_o
Then, we announced on the school radio that we love all otaku in school ( in japanese ). It was fun ^_^
I didn't get any valentine, I don't have a boyfriend but I still can enjoy that day. And that's awesome.

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16782155/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16782155/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 09:20:39 PST I'm proud of myself O_o
***
The thing I'm not so happy about is my FCE. It is in front of the doors. Help me !

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16444367/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16444367/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 11:37:59 PST But ok, let's begin my another, extremely boring story about my life.
The most important thing is that I'm, another time in my friend's home.
You just can't imagine how big ( for Polish standards) manga library they have here ^_^
All "Hellsing" ( I couldn't resist so I bought two of them ) and another Justin Somper's book ( I know it's silly but I love this writer).
I have drawn three new pics connected with "Hellsing" theard ( Alucard weirdo xD) and wrote two poems ( what is extremely strange in my case).
I think that, when I'll be back I will submit pics (now I will submit only poems). I have a lot of test to do, but I'm cheerful anyway.
It's holidays, isn't it ? So I will relax, no matter what ; )
And ...
Oh. I just recalled. I was on my first dancing lesson today, it was fun because everyone knows the steps and I was the only one who didn't.
Dacing is so exausting ...
I want to lisen to MM song. I'm just freaking out. I want "you spin me right round" or "tainted love". Pleease ...
I'm not in any subculture anyway, I'm just strange.

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16339167/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16339167/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 04:41:31 PST I'm preparing myself to FCE ( In March). It is very stressing, everybody says that I have to pass, but I'm not so sure about it.
***
I will visit my friend in Szczecin, finally. I'm very happy.
I'm taking my camera with me so I will make some photos for you. my dollfie is going there with me ^_^
I think that It'll be awesome trip !

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16184665/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16184665/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:48:27 PST For me that year was good but also bad ( I think that It was more bad than good but whatever)
From good things :
- I finally have a new, wacom tablet which helps me with drawing better
- I made lots of new friends from all over the world
- I've watched tons of anime ( including the best of the best ... "Hellsing"
- I got a dollfie ( Rain is so adorable)
- I went to Szczecin to see my friend
- I understood how important are people who will always stand next to me, ready to give me a hand when I'm in trouble
- I get better on English
- I won a few contests
- I've learnd that it isn't important how you look but who you are, who you feel from the bottom of your heart
- I've painted my wall ( lots and lots of drawings on it )

Bad Things :
- The best teacher I've met has quit
- I still can't draw Alucard properly
- I can't sew >.<
- I'm still lonely
- I was arguing with Justine and shouting at her too much

Happy new year ! And remember too visit my site sometimes :*

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16042713/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/16042713/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 11:08:11 PST I don't know why but I feel like I want to tell you what i got
So :
First thing (which I was waiting for) is two very, very big and heavy dictionaries ( polish-english and english-polish).
A book about Japan ^_^
Terry Pratchett's "WinterMith"
and from my brother ( who always buys me books in english) Book two of "The Bartimeus Trilogy".
I loved the first book ( it was in Polish >.< but unfortunately there aren't any other books from Jonathan Stroud in Polish. So I was so happy ... I wanted to hug my brother but his look was saying "don't even think about it". But don't think that my brother is bad, in fact he is the best brother in the world.
And now, what is more important I wanted to tell me my wishes for you :
I wish you a Merry Christmas filled with joy
I wish you to meet a lot of new friends, but remember about old ones
I wish you a big, christmas tree and a scent of gingerbread
I wish you a lot's of presents from santa
I wish you to spend a lot of time with your family
I wish you a lot of luck in 2008
I wish you to be cheerfull all the time
and I wish that all of your dreams ( and mine too ) will come true !

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15985036/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15985036/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 10:39:12 PST My mother is also funny. You should see her listening to "Wham" while driving. She is singing and laughing. She also likes to sit with Rain in front of tv.
They are also strange sometimes. Fistly my dad bought me "the Witcher" game, and, when I started to read first part of a book "the witcher" she bought me a whole pack of those books O_o
Well, I love them xD

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15971670/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15971670/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 11:03:10 PST I'm trying to draw manga but it doesn't look good. It's look like a parody of manga.
Eh ... Whatever

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15926506/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15926506/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 04:49:41 PST That's not fair >.<
I want to kill myself

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15788232/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15788232/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 03:28:22 PST I have it almost always. Sometimes I'm just sitting and looking at my books and notebooks and thinking about what should I do, but I'm just not able to recall it. Strange isn't it ?
***
Well, that's not all. What I have to say(and I'm just freakin happy about) is that my friend Patti, presumably, sooner or later will have her own dollfie. I hope it'll be a girl, because I have a boy
( You hope that you remember Rain). The one she is dreaming about is Blanchet from Eluts, but she says she won't have it, because it is too expensive (about 600$, maybe i shouldn't say how much Rain cost - too much for Polish people :/)
But I'm happy that I have him ^^

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15693427/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15693427/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 13:05:21 PST The reason of my depression is simple - physic lesson.
Maybe it sounds weird but listen to the whole story.
My teacher knows that I'm really dumb from subjects like physic, maths, chemistry ...
However she asked me to go and write on the blackboard one of the excerice and explain how to do it.
Unfortunately I had no idea. I felt embarrassed because everybody had a chance to see how hopless I am. My teacher and whole class started laughing. I couldn't resist it and burst into tears.
But my mother explained one, very important thing to me - that there is no way, that I'll be a champion from all subjects. I think that she's right

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15584942/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15584942/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 03:20:11 PST
I'm on a third place and it pisses me off. Firstly I was crying, I hate feeling so gloomy, but who cares. I just thought that I won't do anything more from English, but then I noticed that it won't help me.
I just don't know what to do know. I was sure that my knowlege is huge, but now I keep saying that it's small. My head is aching.
Maybe I will draw something when I get home. Yesterday I started drawing "Irleand" from Polish song. Who knows ? Maybe I'll end it soon. But one thing, that I'm sure that I;ll do is reading some manga. It always makes me happier.
I just wanted to say, that my best friend is really awesome. She got the first place at this contest. I'm very proud of having friend like that. I hope that some day, I'll be able to be like her.
And you know what ? This year we are having places on contests and talking with people from all over the world. but few years ago we were saying " I hate english" (me) and "I don't know how to say it !" (she) Maybe after few years we will be studying at some university in Tokio ...
*sob* It is a worst day I ever had

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15521102/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15521102/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 13:50:12 PST I thought about me "Mary you're so stupid". But then, when I went to art lesson and our teacher gave me an "extra hard" work ( drawing angel on a can using 4 colours of markers) I relaxed and my teacher was impressed by results. She said that I'm incredible ^^
And of course today I had my beloved guitar lesson. I really like my teacher, she is awesome.
She just makes you believe that you are talented.
But now I'm tired, I want to die or sleep. So sleep well my friends :*

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15430013/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15430013/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 05:54:37 PST I was jumping like a weird person and taking pictures of him. Maybe I will submit one of them here ?
Hmm ...

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15140472/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15140472/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 08:35:51 PDT I don't know. Just anything which can make me don't think about being bored.

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15044138/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/15044138/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 13:03:55 PDT So after that torment my friend said that we should go ( by train) to "Galeria Bałtycka". This is the biggest of the shopping centres in Pomorze ( Pomorze is a part of Poland, something like state). It was my first time there and I was impressed. They have more than 200 shops. We were using a guide to find out where are our favourite stores. Of course we were acting strange, like a bunch of sick people xD. We were singing strange polish songs ( " Na sabacie przy herbacie dwóch anglików prało gacie"). I wanted to go to "Empik". It is so big in this shopping centre, there were so many interesting books. I want to have them all !
Firstly I thought about buying newest Terry Pratchett's book but Justine said that she will borow me it, because she have it. On the second thoughts I decided to buy book with ilustrations from "Chobits".
Everyone says that it's cute. My mate bought a lovely brooch. We also were in "Green Way" restaurant. I had a great time !
Now I'm thinking about what I have to do tomorrow. I have a lot of test on Monday. Few people from school asked me to draw some manga for them. My mother also wants one for her friend. God, I feel sick and tired but also ... happy. Odd, isn't it ?

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14700274/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14700274/ Wed, 19 Sep 2007 11:58:45 PDT My new English teacher is really creepy O.o
Today I was trying to use new words I have learned. She looked at me and said :
- Mary, stop talking like that !
- Why ? - I asked - is it rude or ... bad. Am I making mistakes ?
- No - She answered - but most of class aren't at your level and you also shouldn't be at this level in English ! For God's sake ! Tell me, who in Poland write in english like that ? (showed me my story ( with two mistakes) You are too good ! You are too young ! I will treat that level of vocabulary as a mistake !

And now tell me that she isn't insane :/
***
At December I'll have my dollfie ! *happy*

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14630907/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14630907/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 13:18:19 PDT Today my Pentagram broke down so I was really unhappy. My father noticed it and decided to buy my Wacom Tablet for birthday. So now, I have my wonderfull tablet. Im so glad ^^

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14465657/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14465657/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 04:29:12 PDT .< My favourite teacher (English) will no longer teach me.
We will have new teacher. I don't know why but I don't like our new teacher. Maybe because of that the old one I was treating like a best friend. I love english because of him, and now ...
Who knows ? Maybe I won't learn english with so much power. Maybe I won't learn english in my free time just because I like it, because I want to ...
Oh, I'm so pissed off. I'm going to kill myself.
Eh ... Life is life ...

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14299347/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14299347/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 06:34:32 PDT
Most of people don't like autumn, they, in fact, hate it. My favourite season is autumn, then is summer, next winter. I don't like spring, I always feel bad, sick and tired. I know that I'm strange ...


]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14159403/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14159403/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 03:30:14 PDT I was insane !
Or maybe not so much but there is something weird about it. You know, when holidays started and there was a lot of time, I didn't had anything to do but know, when school is so close ...
I don't know when to do all those things ! I have to go to Rowy, and Białowieża and, at last to Irleand.
Yeah ! Maybe this is not too good because I'm going to see my brother there ( he annoys me >.< but there will be some fine shops and stuff. And of course my dad will work there =='
So I will be with my brother all the time ( and his girlfriend). I don't want to !
I met her last year, she said that I'm a weirdo ( actually I am but you don't have to tell me about your opinion). I know that my brother will shout at me, he always to that.
And of course he will say that my pictures are awfull and drawing is stupid and I should better do something more important like ... taking care of his daughter :/
It's the same about writing. He likes only my cousin ( I think because she beats me all the time)
Whatever ...
Dad said that he will go with me on a short trip to book store and city centre because they have a lot of stuff from J.R.R Tolkien's books. My dad, my brother and I love fantasy books ^_^
But you are already aware of that xD

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14098325/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14098325/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 23:25:45 PDT We will have grill ( with bread) and salad ... Yum !

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14058570/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/14058570/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 11:28:38 PDT He is really good friend, even if sometimes annoying. Maybe it's weird but I like talking to him about what I like. Today I was telling him about my new idea of hairstyle and my army boots. He is a boy but he was listening carefully. Sometimes it impress me ...

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13935070/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13935070/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 01:06:41 PDT There is so quiet, air is clean, forest is near my house ...
You know what I'm trying to say, big towns aren't place for me anymore even if there are plenty of trendy shops with army boots xD (glany po polsku). I have a lot of ideas about my angel story. I never know what will happen in my stories, I'm inventing it when I'm writing.
I love Hyath, my favourite character. I can't believe that I have imagined him. He has long, white hair. His eyes are red like blood. Hyath always wears suit. He reads amounts of books and ... is a last chance angel. Yeah ! Hyath is definately my beloved Angel.
I'm thinking about translating this story to english. Most of people says that this is my best tale.
"Even an angel can be angel fallen ..."

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13894547/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13894547/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 00:14:51 PDT I will be back soon with new drawings ^^
***
Yestarday I saw my grandma reading "Hellsing". She said that Alucard is quite pretty ... GIRL O.o
OMG ! xD
I thought that I will die from laugh.

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13867773/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13867773/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 23:55:26 PDT Maybe they aren't perfect but who cares ?
I also started to write another, new story (about angels this time). My friend said that Hyath (Angel) looks rather like demon (of course he looks, demons are sexy O.o xDD). My another friend said that he is realy fine ^^
Yeah I have amounts of stories to write.
My parents said that I can go to Szczecin to Patti ! Łiii ! Hurray! I'm so happy !

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13832746/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13832746/ Sun, 22 Jul 2007 12:14:17 PDT Eh ...
Why me ? Why me ? I hate myself *going to kill herself*

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13801894/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13801894/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 23:19:58 PDT Mostly because after two songs i decided to sing too, standing in the water in front of the sea with sunset in background ^^
I was singing really stupid songs, but there is no sense to write them, they're in Polish. One man was staring at me, I stood in front of him and started "crying" :
" Yeah, yeah look ! Look what anime can do with normal person !
You can't imagine how normal I was before May when I started wathing anime !
But yes ! Look ! Look ! Look at my tragedy !"
It was funny xD
Justa gave me book ! Hurray ! One of "Discworld". I hope that she will go with me to bicycle trip ^^
Whatever ...
It was one of the best vacation days

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13789304/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13789304/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 00:51:24 PDT I'm always saying that all people have wings, some of them learn how to fly. But you can't just sit on the hill and cry that you can't fly, you have to train and then, some day you will be suprised.
I meet a lot of people from the past, all those people hated me, making me sad, yesterday I met my old friend who said to me that she hate me because I'm so boring. " Books ? Drawing ? Dance ? Are you crazy ? It's so boring ! And you, you are hopeless idiot" she said but yesterday she smiled and said "Mary ? Is that you, I always liked you". I just walked away ...
I always have a dream about old school, I'm heling people there and I'm something like a witch I think. I'm curious what It can mean.
Whatever ...

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13775787/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13775787/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 23:35:02 PDT Then we were swimming. That's good because sea wasn't so dirty. We also ate something ( she bought me casserole but I said that I can't eat it). When we came home she took me to a bicycle trip. It was fun but now I'm exhausted.

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13744433/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13744433/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 12:50:45 PDT Now I feel like inside big oven. Hate it :/
And, of course, to make me feel really bad I draw a really nice pic but can't submit it. My mother, as always said that's "good" but my dad said it's awesome :*
To make everything really terrible my friend, few days ago, said that she will go today with me to "Grunwald" and, of course, today she withdrawed. I felt hideously, she is always doing something like that. She says "of course, I want to go with you, it would be so fine" and, when I'm calling her to ask is she prepared she says " No, I don't want to go anywhere".
What can I do ? I'm saying "That's no problem" but I always want to sit and cry.
I don't want to live. ;_;
My life sucks

]]> ~Tuch http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13705278/ http://Tuch.deviantart.com/journal/13705278/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 07:55:50 PDT Today my mother looked and me and asked if I want to go on camp or something. Yeah, of course I want, but only if it'll be drawing camp and I'll go with my friend, so obviously I won't go on camp. My mother also noticed that I look "tired" she sad that I "don't have energy to live". She said that I should go on blood test, because she isn't sure, if I have good level of sugar and iron ( I'm vegetarian, you know).
And now I'm asking myself how to get energy to live ? I don't know, really I don't have any idea.
***
And something more positive. Yesterday I was talking with my friend about what our parents (moms) think about Manga and Anime. I think that it's funny. For example, that's what my mother (presumably) thinks about manga and anime ( I was listening to her opinions) :
Death Note - "Really interesting, like magic or something. Especially shinigami, maybe everyone have his own. I don't know why Kira killed L. Stupid. I want to see this anime, sooner or later I will"
Naruto - "Well, some people walking around in strange clothes and hairstyles. Boys look like girls. Weird"
Full Metal Alchemist - " About poor boys who lost arm and leg and body. Awfull"
(And guess what xD My father is a orthopedist ) xDD
Chobits - " Fine story but a bit boring for me"
And something more :
" What manga is ?
That's style of drawing. My daughter reads it and draws it ...
Sometimes she says something about it to me. I think it's interesting.
I can't draw something like that, I like drawing nature ..."
My mother is an artist. She draw beautifull pictures of nature. I don't know why she thinks that Manga is hard to draw ^^
And my father's opinion :
" Manga is boring. Male characters looks like female. Odd ... "
xD
And mother of my friend Patti watchs Naruto xD
while mother of Justine is wondering why she isn't scared of Ryuuk xDD
It's fine to be werid ^^
( Justine has a cat. Her cat has big eyes, like manga. I call him a lot of names, but Justine says thats fine by her)
After writing this note I'm happier :*

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