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]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/27947804/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/27947804/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 19:29:30 PDT
Fuck the O's. I'm gonna give it my all.

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/27414900/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/27414900/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 02:06:24 PDT
I will probably not update anything until after my exams, which end in mid-November. That will probably be when I finish pwning the exams or the exams finish pwning me. I'm hoping for the former to happen.

Umm, yeah. Ciao.

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/27370374/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/27370374/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 07:09:16 PDT
For four years, people have been saying that I've been sitting on a throne. Recently, someone (jokingly) told me that I have sat on it for too long and soon, I would be dethroned.

He was right.

What wonders a single subject could do to affect a huge chunk of the overall score. I messed up, and I'm paying the agonising price for my mistake. Perhaps I really have been too complacent, despite constant (but apparently useless, from the looks of it) self-reminders that complacence shall be my downfall. I had dropped quite a distance down, a distance so great that it would not be easy to climb back up.

The fact that makes it even more so painful is that I'm getting my arse handed to me (on a plate) by a person whose words and actions I do not approve of.

Some have blamed me for allowing him to ascend to the top. (He's not that well-received.) However, at the end of the day, it all boils down to effort and (although I absolutely HATE to admit it) luck. I really do have to give him credit for achieving. There are definitely people who disagree with me in saying that luck is a factor in many of the things we do but I have relied on luck several times as well. In fact, I've been lucky far too many times. I'd say I only have myself to blame for not realising the urgency of the matter soon enough. Blinded for too long, indifferent to too many things.

I hope this would be a wake up call to me, as well as my inner consciousness which I am sure exists somewhere, somehow. Go downhill any further, and I can kiss my goals sayonara.

Someone, please slap me in the face.

[p.s. Yes, I'm a pessimist. I know my kind dies early.]

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/27143280/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/27143280/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 00:56:36 PDT
Thanks to everyone who remembered the bd of such an insignificant guy like me. I really appreciate it.

And also, a big thank you to for the wonderful Saskay piece! It rocks AHAHAHAHA!

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/27008234/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/27008234/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 02:59:18 PDT
"You got murdered for Social Studies. You got a flat zero for the second question." She was freaking smiling, although I think she was trying to console me.

What an awesome way to start the day! My maths paper was in 15 minutes time and I had THAT amount of time to get over the fact (I couldn't) that I lost 12% of the total marks for that wretched subject, as well as to read some last minute notes for maths.

It didn't help that I had a runny nose for the whole paper. I was literally stuffing my nose with tissue paper and thinking how many more marks I will lose for SS. Humanities were never my forte, and very few people excelled in it. However, it had to be such that for majority of the students in the country, they HAVE to use that grade for their final score. Screw that! D:

So my mind was switching constantly between solving maths questions (and chemistry later in the afternoon) and how I am in hot soup for flunking my SS paper. As much as I would have LOVED a bowl of hot soup to relieve my leaking nose, that was NOT the kind I hoped for.

Oh, please let me see the light! No amount of A1s can save me if I do not perform in humanities.

OH, THE HUMANITY! Literally.

Update: Halfway through exams and I'm faltering. Trying so hard to endure whatever crap comes my way. I've been through this countless of times, but I feel the same way every single time. (And I didn't know a certain classmate of mine actually checks here. ._. )

Update II: *Groan* My chest hurts. Must be stress lol. Bio today was...Blame it on myself for not remembering the menstrual cycle...(But how the shit do I remember stuff that I can't relate to? Dammit!)

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/26038498/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/26038498/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 04:55:27 PDT
A big fish in a small pond

OR

A small fish in a big pond?

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/25596221/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/25596221/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 22:17:42 PDT

(Wow, talk about grammar XD)

Im afraid of...

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent (not really fond of kids, so...)
[x] giving birth (but that'd be impossible cuz I AM A MALE. And I'm STAYING that way )
[ ] being myself in front of others.
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights(GET ME AWAY FROM HIGH PLACES DAMMIT!)
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] fish (disgusting stuff)
[x] spiders(me no like insects)
[ ] flowers or other plants

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads (me no like reptiles/amphibians)
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places (Tried it before, NEVER gonna try that again unless forced to)
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death (come to meh!)
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed (I ain't got nuthin' for him to rob)
[ ] falling (only from HIGH places)
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th (fridays rock!)
[x] ghosts (they don't exist, right? RIGHT?)
[x] poverty (Money is the reason for my existence $_$)
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles (I feel like puking now...)
[x] blood (I REALLY feel like puking now...)
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat ( <<[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Okay now whoever reads this will know how much of a timid and cowardly person I am. Laugh all you want, for the last laugh will be from me when I achieve WORLD DOMINATION! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Till then, cheers!

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/25509840/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/25509840/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 04:54:43 PDT
The movie was focken KICKASS! I totally loved the designs of the bots, especially Bumblebee! Arrgh! It makes me want to watch the first film again!

Can't wait for the sequel, though it will be out in about three years. Long wait...Long wait...

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/24680471/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/24680471/ Sun, 10 May 2009 05:39:01 PDT
All I need is a time machine...I've heard that people from other schools are already finishing their exams and my sickening 10 days of mugging hell has not even started.

I've been watching so many Disney cartoons lately...Tarzan, Lion King, Treasure Island, Hercules, Chicken Little, Bolt and blah...THEY ARE SO AWESOME! Love their soundtracks!

Back to revising. zZz

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/24016846/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/24016846/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 02:13:48 PDT
One can act so friendly with another while thrusting a blade into him from behind.

One can pretend to be an angel in front of others while in reality, he is the complete opposite.

I confess that I have been putting on a mask in front of a particular mask wearer recently. However, there are many others who share the same opinions as me, so can I safely say that I'm not the only one?

He may think he is "cool" around his circle of "friends", talking big but not having the guts to actually carry his out claimed feats.

A part of me feels sad for him. I pity him for being oblivious to the impression he's leaving on the people around him. I pity him for his lack of intergrity, keeping quiet when he was supposed to own up for the things he did (and didn't) do.

After enduring so much bollshad from that particular someone, I think he would be proud to know that he has gone over the line that separates "irritating me" and "angering me". All the emotions (anger, I would say) I had been bottling up for so many weeks were unleashed on this very day. I didn't lose my temper, actually. It's just that I've had enough and decided to stay away from him as much as possible.

I'm removing my mask. This has got to stop.

On a better note, for manga lovers who are reading this and don't mind me recommending a particular series, do take a look at Bakuman by the creators of Death Note! After all, what can be better than a manga about MANGA? The artwork is superb, as usual, and the storyline is captivating (for me ). If you have the time, give it a shot!

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/22535568/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/22535568/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 23:42:20 PST
I really screwed up. Big time.

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/22406373/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/22406373/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 01:53:43 PST
2008 has really been a meaningful and exciting year for me and I hope that 2009 will be awesome! The economy is not looking good...

My targets for the year:
1) Do (very) well for my EXAMS!
2) Become more fit!
3) Have at least some time to draw...
4) AND...And...and...

Well, to all whom are reading this now, HAPPY (late) NEW YEAR!

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/21607343/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/21607343/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 02:35:57 PST
End of year exams were rather alright...Just back from a camp, which was, indeed, horrid. I have never seen a greater swarm of mosquitoes than those in the forests near the campsite. Ughh...

The best part is, however, that my friends returned home with insect bites all over their bodies while I was left (sulking) with just two or three. One activity of the camp was jumping into the sea from the jetty. My first reaction after I landed in the water? OMFG SALTY GROSSSSS! It was kinda fun nevertheless.

I still have a pile of homework awaiting me and I just keep procrastinating! Ahahaha!

Random: Rotting fish is sick stuff. Seriously. *Pukes all over the screen*

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/20869207/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/20869207/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 05:06:57 PDT
Six more days...Eight more papers...

Ganbatte!

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/20432263/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/20432263/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 00:44:30 PDT
The end of year exams are coming at such a fast pace so it gives rise to this shorter than usual (which is also rather short) entry!

I don't know what to say...

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/20016189/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/20016189/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 04:33:48 PDT
Uggh...I think I'm just trying too hard. The higher the climb, the greater the fall, isn't it? Plus, if you look up too much, your neck will hurt. XD I'm just so clueless on what to do. The problem must be found and exterminated!

Come on! Be optimistic! Cheer up! That is what I want to tell myself but we all know it will never work. Because. I. Am. A. Pessimist.

Or am I? o_0?

LOL school is driving me mad again. XD

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/19102656/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/19102656/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 01:51:56 PDT
On to Destiny, damn, Shinn's such a wimp!He acts like he's the only victim of the war. And what's worse, he almost killed Kira because he wanted revenge for Kira destroying Stellar and her gorilla of a gundam. Why would Kira do that? Well, Shinn, it's because your lover destroyed like what? Hundreds of cities within a few minutes, ending many lives? It's only rightful that she gets owned badly. Being killed only once isn't even enough! Think about that, Shinn! You wimp!

Muahaha I'm a Kiratard and a Shinn-hater!

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/19012322/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/19012322/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 00:51:18 PDT I'll tell you:
a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.

-Club-


-Friends and watchers-


]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/18975892/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/18975892/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 00:53:11 PDT
May the Force be with me.

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/18315419/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/18315419/ Wed, 14 May 2008 04:37:27 PDT I would be quite busy over worrying about my grades and some other matters, but nevertheless, I can slack(a little)!!! Yayyyy!

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/17876351/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/17876351/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 07:05:07 PDT Wearily we slowly strutted
Into the bus, towards our destination,
I didn't like that sensation.

Trainings come, trainings go,
Seems like everything will flow
Past time, into our memory,
For some, they become history.

With our top white and bottom black,
It seems only spirit that we lack.
This changed over time, I guess,
I hope I'm right, more or less.

A day in April was the day,
The one we aimed for all the way.
Into the square we went on that date
A deep impression, did we create?

Now it's over, though not forever,
There's still next year, so never say never.
Into the bus, leaving for our new destination,
I take with me a sense of satisfaction.

Ah, you don't have to know what the above poem is about. Guess if you want.

Exams are nearing AGAIN. ''Buck up! Work Hard!'' That's what all the teachers would say (or most). Stress is tightening its grip around my neck but I'm sure I'll come out alive (probably with a broken limb or two). Cheers!

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/17469449/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/17469449/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 06:21:18 PDT
]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/17249952/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/17249952/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 00:31:52 PDT
*One minute later*

HOLY ****! WHAT IS THIS?!?! IS THIS WHAT HUMANS CREATED? MY EYES! IT'S HURTING MY EYES! IT'S BURNING MY BRAIN!

Yes, this is what a series of numbers can do to you, or in fact, even worse. This is what happened to me. I won't deny that I think Maths really sucks and I hope that the world will destroy this wretched thing for good. However, it does play an important role in our lives (but I hope it doesn't).

I have to say, I'm being murdered as anyone reads this. Slowly, bit by bit, a segment of my brain, determination and joy is being chipped away by my enemy called Mathematics. I do hope I'll be rescued.





Someone save me, please?

]]> ~UchihaFan http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/16918805/ http://UchihaFan.deviantart.com/journal/16918805/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 18:40:45 PST
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