deviantART: by:Undeniable-Love

THIS IS WHY I COULDNT FINISH THE PROFILE

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 04 Dec 2009 22:19:30 PST

Hikari-cat: Zsa, Have you worked on the profile?
Zeessay: UH,
Zeessay: WELL,
Hikari-cat: No
Zeessay: YOU SEE I WAS BEING PICKED UP BY MY ALIEN MOTHERSHIP
Hikari-cat: *sigh*
Zeessay: AND WE GOT IN THIS TRAFFIC JAM ON THE 405 IN IRVINE
Zeessay: SO WE DECIDED TO PULL OVER FOR SOME FASTFOOD
Zeessay: BUT THERE WAS A LINE AT THE MCDONALDS WE WERE DRIVING THRU
emokittty: LOL
emokittty: I WAS THE ONE DRIVING
Zeessay: SO WE HAD TO WAIT IN LINE TO GET OUR HAPPY MEALS BEFORE WE COULD CONTINUE
Zeessay: BUT OUR CASHIER, SANGOR, WAS A BUTT
emokittty: OMGOMGOK
Zeessay: AND HE CHARGED US EXTRA FOR OUR FOOD
emokittty: LOL
emokittty: AND FOR OTHER REASONS...
emokittty: -shot-
Zeessay: SO WE HAD TO SCROUNGE FOR CHANGE BENEATH THE SEATS
Zeessay: AND WE ONLY FOUND SOME GUM AND SOME PAPERCLIPS SO WE MAILED THEM TO MACGUYVER
emokittty: AND I JUST COULDNT HELP BUT GET ON ZSA
emokittty: OH MY GOD MACGUYVER
emokittty: LOL
emokittty: envelope: -explodes-
Zeessay: AND SO NIKI AND I HAD SEX ALL THE WAY TO OUR FANTASTIC PLANET OF FIFTY ONE FOXES
emokittty: LOLOLOL OH YES
Zeessay: THE END
Zeessay: AND THATS WHY
Zeessay: I COULDNT WORK ON THE PROFILE.

ITS FEATURIN' TIME

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 21:31:47 PST

PHOTOS | BLASTART | DRAW WITH ME

DUDES
LADYTOAST.

AWESOME LINEART COLORERERER AND ARTIST.

SHE COLORED THAT FANCY JODICAI PIC, AND,WELL, IT TURNED OUT WAY BETTER THAN MINE.

GO CHECK OUT HER ARTWORK, LIKE, NOW.
SHE DESERVES WAY MORE SUPPORT THAN SHE HAS NOW.

GO GO GO!!!

QUOTES N' STUFF.

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 17:06:06 PST

PHOTOS | BLASTART | DRAW WITH ME

YEAH.

I've been hearing some odd things lately. xD I figured I'd make a list or something (some of you will recognize these)

"Dude, I ran into a door!" ... "Pffft, WHUT?"

"PISTACHIO."

"Only Zsa and guys can think that way." ... "Whut?!" ... "I MEANT THAT AS A COMPLIMENT, I SWEAR."

"When you're on a roll, Zsa, I love you. But when you arent... well... that's when you're a pain in the butt."

"DUDE, WTH ARE WE DOING?!"

"I have two sisters-- Matt and Kyler. Yes, one has boobs and the other has girly hips. you do the math."

"DUDE I HATE HOW QUIET THIS CLASS IS!!!!!!!!"

"Oh shoot." ... "what?" ... "...I forgot what I was doing." ... "Well, uh, you have colored pencils and paper in front of you. If I had to guess, I'd say you were... COLORING?!"

"I believe that is a lunchbox. And I believe that that is a price tag. I also believe that the lunchbox costs Money." ... "DUDE I wasnt asking that!!"

"WHAT?! DO THEY ALSO KNOW THAT I'M ACTUALLY A GUY THAT ILLEGALY CROSSED THE BORDER OF MEXICO TO CALIFORNIA?!"... "WHAT?!?"

SERIOUSLY, I LOVE EVERYONE TODAY

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 18:31:16 PST

| | |

Today was like the best day ever x3

I got so many compliments for some reason xD Teachers telling me how awesome I am in class, old friends reappearing and telling me how sweet and trusting I am... -giggles- It gave me this natural high that I absolutely ADORE. Thanks for that, everyone! XD

Unfortunatly, there was a bit of a sad "parting" This week at one of my current occupations; But I managed to talk Chris into getting a dA account so we could stay in touch! When he finally gets an account, I'll post a link to his page; he's an AWESOME artist, and he's only FOURTEEN! xD I'm so jealous, he did most of the building sketches and stuff I wasnt gunna do... xD

BUT OTHER THAN THAT

LIFE IS GRAND.

anyone wanna get together over the weekend? without my main work, I have nothing to do... owo;

Features

Okay, something a little happier

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 19:42:19 PST

This really appealed to me x3 I have no idea why... maybe its cuz I want rain. O:

ANYWAY

I'm in a really good mood... for no particular reason. xD I feel like running or something...

So, school is officially... well... okay... for me. I'm not gunna dwell, though; I wanna stay as happy as I can! xD

I LOVE ALL OF YOU

OH MY, THE INACTIVITY...

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 17:40:52 PST

IT BURNS.

Uhhh

This is just a random journal to test skins and waste space.

...

So, uh, how are all of you?

TESORO DEVIANTS

~Undeniable-Love — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 17:55:01 PST

THE THEME IS... "TOGETHER."

TOGETHER.

DEADLINE IS DECEMBER SEVENTH. 12/7/09

BEST OF LUCK TO THE CONTESTANTS.

GoD and DoG

~Undeniable-Love — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 21:04:58 PDT

[link]

OMG HALP.

~Undeniable-Love — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 16:32:08 PDT

AGH I WANT A SUBSRCIPTION BLEH.

ANYWAY

I WANT TO MAKE AN ANIMATED ICON. BUT I DONT KNOW HOW.
HELP, ANYONE? D:

WHICH DO YOU PREFER?

~Undeniable-Love — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 15:10:13 PDT

VIOLIN OR CELLO? PLEASE ANSWER, I NEED HELP

Hm. :/

~Undeniable-Love — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 21:23:08 PDT

Dear Turnitin.com,

I hate you. why are you being such a butt when I need to turn stuff in? Thanks to you, a two paragraph essay has now been dragged out to last four hours.

I guess you enjoy watching me flail about to painfully ype the whole essay over in the text box.

~Zsa

A unique experience

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 17:17:55 PDT

Have any of you ever just found yourself craving something, but you aren't entirely sure what? And then you realize what you're craving, later?

Well, today I got home from school, feeling a little weird. I felt hungry, but I wasn't. I felt tired and hyper, all at the same time. Like I could curl up and nap, and run a mile. I sat down, did a bit of homework before I wandered around my house, wondering what I wanted.
Oddly, I pulled on my jacket and headphones, and I found myself walking out the door.
Now, I say oddly only because I had this strange feeling that I couldn't control my body. Mind you, I have been very ill for the past few days, but I couldn't shake the feeling that I needed something that wasn't even in my house.
I walked. And I walked. Without even realizing it, I had walked down my street, past the golf course, and was now walking along Antonio Parkway. I began to feel the slightest urges of panic tearing at the seams of my mind; where in the world was I going?
I absent-mindedly sat down at the Bus Stop and began to watch people race by in their cars when I suddenly thought of something; THIS is what I needed!

I sat alone, thinking to myself. Watching people carry on with their own lives made me think of how small I am in the world. When you see other people hurrying along in their cars or on the street, do you ever wonder what their life is like? Where they had been, or where they were going? How they see life through their own eyes? If they were mad, or happy, or lonely?
Did they notice me? I kept wondering... Are they as curious about my life as I am about theirs? Did they even see me in their hurries and panics?
I am tiny. Small. Ordinary. My world is nothing like other people's worlds. Now, I'm not saying that I am insignificant, or worthless. Rather, that my life intertwines with others, to create one giant web of a world. We cannot exist without other lives, other worlds; human kind is not built upon one being alone.
I sat there for an hour, watching people in their cars, or ride past on their bikes, and I did some very deep, philosophical thinking there on that Bus Stop bench.

So the next time you see someone sitting alone on the street, will you wonder what they might be thinking of you? That could be you, there on that bench, if the mood strikes.

Anyone?

~Undeniable-Love — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 20:17:02 PDT

WOW, I just realized how many spelling errors were in my last journal.

Anyway, uhhh, I'm in the mood for some Roleplaying. ._.; Anyone wanna RP over iscribble or somethin'?

Just in time!

~Undeniable-Love — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 17:26:42 PDT

I got my Deviantart Jacket in the mail today! It's UBER huge (I ordered an XL, thinking it wouldn't be SO HUGE and that it'd shrink, but it DOESNT shrink, and it's like four sizes beigger than I thought it would be)

But it's really cozy I just wish it wasn't so darm EXPENSIVE. Come on, DeviantArt, if you actually WANT people to buy your stuff, then lower the prices.

sheesh.

READ THIS, ITS IMPORTANT, COMMENT IF YOU JOIN

~Undeniable-Love — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 15:55:02 PDT

I HATE BEING SICK.

At least I stopped puking. but I have a really high fever and a bad cough along with it. why is everyone getting sick? D:

Anyway, uhm,

I'm running out of ideas, art-wise...

REMEMBER, THE KIRIBAN IS AT 13,000.

ANNNND

My contest is still on!!

LOLFACE STUFF.

~Undeniable-Love — Sat, 03 Oct 2009 22:25:25 PDT

Personal Questions:
My Name? - Zeessay ;D
My Nickname? - Zsa, ZsaZsa, Zee, Zeessay, The friendly neighborhood hobo, the class hobo, scout, skittlez, Hageshi, that girl who always draws in class
DeviantArt name? - Zsa Zsa or Hageshi Oni
Country? - SWAZILAND.
Gender? - Female

Favorites:
Favorite Color? - red/purple/black
Favorite Food? - Thin crust veggie pizza ;D
Favorite TV Program? - Family Guy
Favorite TV Channel? - Cartoon Network xD
Favorite Book? - The Miraculous Adventures of Rumo
Favorite Moment? - AAAAGH, MY WENUS! and GOAT-CHOMPING, and -goin' to the dance- LALALALALAAA -SHUT UP!-
Favorite Song? - Dude, that's an impossible question xD
Dark or White Chocolate? - ... -ALLERGIC- UUUUH WHITE
Sour, sweet or spicy? - Spicy
Desktop or Laptop? - Laptop
Icecream or cake? - Ice cream, mmmmmmmm.
Cartoons or Anime? - Cartoons, all the way ;D
Wii or Dsi? - Wii
Rock or Pop? - Rock
My favorite Deviation? - You know, that one deviation done by that one artist.
Photography: JONATHAN FLEMING, SWEET LIGHT PHOTOGRAPHY, OHOHOHOHO
Favourite artist:
Favourite writer: I DUNNO. Dx

ENTER MY CONTEST, NOW.

~Undeniable-Love — Sat, 03 Oct 2009 20:06:51 PDT

YEAH, YOU.

UHHHH

YEAH.

I'M HAVING MY NEXT KIRIBAN AT 13,000 PAGEVIEWS!! WINNER GETS A PHOTOSHOPPED PIECE!

AND

I'M HAVING A CONTEST.

IF ANYONE CAN CREATE AN AWESOME, POSSIBLY ANIMATED ICON FOR MY ACCOUNT, THAT'D BE SWEEEET.
SO,
I'm holding a competition.

WHOEVER CAN CREATE THE BEST ICON WINS.
First prize! : A photoshopped piece and a digital sketch
Second prize! : two digital sketches
Third prize! ne digital sketch!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JOIN!!!

DEVIANTART CLUB MEMBERS

~Undeniable-Love — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 16:33:25 PDT

DEVIANTART CLUB MEMBERS.

I BELIEVE THAT OUR CLUB HAS BEEN ACCEPTED.
EITHER WAY, AS THE PRESIDENT, I WANT TO BELABOR THE FACT THAT WE NEED TO MAKE SOME SORT OF BANNER, AND HAVE SOME WAY TO DECORATE OUR BOOTH AT CLUBRUSH.

SO.

WE WILL ALL MEET AT MY HOUSE, TOMMOROW (2/29/09), A TUESDAY, AT AROUND FIVE THIRTY PM.

YOU MUST BRING YOUR OWN SUPPLIES.

I HAVE SOME POSTER PAINTS WE CAN USE, AND SOME ACCRYLLIC PAINT. I HAVE PAINTBRUSHES, ETC, SO THAT WE CAN DECORATE THE BANNER.

WE JUST NEED THE BANNER PART OF IT.

I WILL SEE IF I CAN BORROW SOME PAPER FROM EITHER MR. COGAN OR ASB TOMMOROW, BUT IF I CANT, I'D LIKE IT IF SOMEONE COULD BRING A BIG ENOUGH POSTER TO PLACE ON OUR TABLE.

THIS WILL ALSO BE A TIME WHEN WE CAN SORT OUT WHAT WE'RE DOING FOR THIS CLUB.

ALSO!

CLUB STAFF (NIKI, CHELSEA, AND ME) WILL ALL NEED TO GET DEVIANTWEAR OF SOME SORT. IT CAN BE A SHIRT OR A SWEATSHIRT, BUT NO HATS (TESORO HATES HATS)

Caps abuse.

STEPHANIE AND/OR JESSICA

~Undeniable-Love — Sun, 27 Sep 2009 19:32:27 PDT

HEY YOU.

CALL ME. NOW.

MY MOM REALLY WANTS YOU GUYS TO SPEND THE WEEKEND AT MY HOUSE.
BUT I FORGOT YER NEW NUMBERS.

CALL ME TONIGHT IF ITS POSSIBLE.

SEXINESS.

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 23:32:18 PDT

With ny awesome date,

We went to the Welcome back dance. it was crazy awesommmme

My feet hurt, but surprisingly, my legs arent sore

"Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs"

~Undeniable-Love — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 10:27:37 PDT

I went to go see "Jennifer's Body" with my friends Melissa and .

UH, WELL
We failed.
Alot.
cuz no adult=no entrance.

SO

we went to see "Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs" instead.

And I must say that it wasnt nearly as bad as a I thought it would be.

SERIOUSLY, WHUT?

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 20:46:18 PDT

Wow, uhm, okay.

I met Cisco today.
And he's changed.
alot.
but not for the better.

Today he acted as if he OWNED me! Seriously, what the heck happened? I just told him, "I knew this would happen, you'd eventually just give up on me."

WELL

I'm not gunna go into details only because I dont wanna whine and complain, but I will say that I'm a bit dissappointed with him.

And, even though we've already broken up, I wont be seeing him anymore if thats the way he's gunna treat me.

READ THIS NAOUWGH.

~Undeniable-Love — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 20:31:05 PDT

Haha. gotcha.

I'm bored.

I REALLY, REALLY WANT A SUBSCRIPTION xD Random little side note xD

so my gallery can look pretty... sorta... and so I can do polls n' stuff... m'yeah.

SKEWL TOMMOROW. I CANT WAIT FOR 6TH PERIOD. x3

-putting off her lab-report-

~Undeniable-Love — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 12:36:06 PDT

Hey.

Guys.

Pageviews don't matter, but I figured I should thank you for the 12,000 pageviews in the past year. ;D Thanks for the support!

BUT

I'll be cleaning out old deviations that havent been viewed and such. So if I delete something that you have enjoyed, I apologize.

SO, UHHHH
I'm supposed to be doing homework.
I dont wanna.

SO I'M GUNNA DRAW UNLESS SOMEONE TELLS ME OTHERWISE ;D

HAVE FUN TODAY, YOU SUPPORTIVE LITTLE DAISIES

WHAT A WEIRD DAY.

~Undeniable-Love — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 16:03:01 PDT

DUDE. Today was freaky enough, finding a Praying Mantis on my knee at lunch. we named him "Paul Rogers" (LOL Famous singer), and I let him go out in front of the school...

BUT THAT'S NOT ALL.

Okay, I was just sitting down to type this, and I heard my dad yell at the dogs, so I was like "OMG WHUT'D THEY DO" and I ran downstairs and into the backyard.

they were all circled around something so I pushed them away from it...
and laying there on my patio, still alive and squirming...

... IS A FISH.

(and none of my neightbors have a pond or anything, niether do we, but it was like a Bass type of... fish... thing.)

My dad and I were like "WHAT THE HECK" but it was dead before we could get it to a bowl of water. We looked around for signs of it's movements (water splashes, etc) but there was only the puddle of water where we found it.

GUYS.
GET YOUR UMBRELLAS.
IT'S RAINING FISH.

So a few minutes ago, this was supposed to be one of those generic "NUUUU, SCHOOL, DO NOT WANT" journals, but I figured that everyone had probably read a journal like this by now, so I'm sure you know that I'll be pretty dormant etc, etc, with 4 out of 6 classes being Adv., AP., or IDEA.

... Yeah.
The teachers are going to munch on that pathetic thing that is my life when I'm not aware of it.

BUT I HAVE A ZERO, AND I DONT HAVE A SIXTH. WHICH MEANS FREE TIME WITH TIMARAE.

I was considering taking art again (please forgive me, Mrs. Mcelfish) But I'm already enrolled in an adult advanced class by request of _________ college's art history teacher... I wonder how that class will turn out, she seems nice, but I sit between two grandma-like women who are constantly bickering about "Pencil Placement" or "'Washing' techniques.

NO ONE CARES. Dx

My teachers are all very friendly, and I have an old teacher that I had last year for IDEA Biology, so that makes me happy; I've even made several new friends (Mostly freshmen, LOL). The only teacher I'm kinda worried about is my Spanish teacher. she couldnt pronounce my name, even when I spelled it out for her (Z-S-A Z-S-A) So she wrote down "ZEE".
No joke.

So I'll have to adjust to being called "Zee" in my Spanish class.

I wish those of you who are heading into school, or have already started, the best of luck! I can tell, this year's going to be a good year. We just gotta stay optimistic about it.

"Brick walls are there to stop those who dont want to reach their goals badly enough."

"You cannot change the cards you are dealt-- just the way you play your hand."

"Wait long enough, and people will surprise and impress you."

"When you screw up and no one corrects you, that means they've given up on you-- and that's a BAD place to be."

"It's better to fail spectacularly than to pass without being noticed."

...?!

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 17:29:23 PDT

Tagged by, :iconxjackix:
#1 answer the questions
#2 tag 9 people
#3 there are no tag backs

BASICS
Name: ZsaZsa
Age: 16
D.O.B: 07-30-93
Gender: female
Sexuality: straight
Race: LOTS.
Birthplace: a HOSPITAL.
Current location: hmm... right now? In front of my computer, silly!
Eyecolor: hazel
Haircolor: black-brown/gold
Height: 5'2 and 3/4ths of an inch.
Heritage: LOTS.
Piercings: none
Zodiac: Leo >3 RAWR.
Chinese Zodiac: ROOOOOSTER.
Religion: Christian
Shoe size: 9/10

FAVORITES
Band/Singer: Shinedown
Song: Lol, I cant really decide.
Genre of Music: heavy metal, rock, screamo, country, etc...
Color(s): red, purple, black, silver
TV show(s): Gray's Anatomy, Accidentally on Purpose
Movie(s): TOO MANY Dx
Food: Chow mein and Orange chicken in the same bowl x3
Store(s): Walmart, Target, the places that are cheap.
Number: 3, 7, 13, 17
Drink: Diet Coke :3
Animal: Coyote, Horse, Red Panda
Pizza topping: Vegetable >3
Season: Fall
Month: November
Holiday: Christmas/ Easter/ Halloween
Actor: ... Huh? xD
Actress: ... Whut? xD
Book(s): The miraculous Adventures of RUMO, The Secret Life of Bees, Nineteen minutes.
Snack(s): Mints... salt and pepper chips x3
Pass Time: sleeping, drawing, watching TV.

THIS OR THAT
Sunny or rainy: Sunny
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Fruit or veggie: fruit
Night or day: Night.
Sour or sweet: Sweet
Love or money: Love (DUR)
Phone or in person: In person xD
Poor & happy or rich & miserable: Poor and Happy. xD
Looks or personality: Personality
Coffee or tea: Coffee
Hot or cold: Cold
Animals or Humans: Both xD
Black or White: black
Art or Writing: art
Movies or TV: Movies
DVD Or Blue Ray: DVD
Sony or Nintendo: nintendo
Sleep on your Right or Left Side: Left (due to my broken ribs)
Darwin or Creation: I'm not entirely sure.

YOUR
Goal for this year: Try to tie up loose ends with Tyler.
Most missed memory: When Courtney and I were friends, before she broke my ankle.
Best physical feature: You decide ;D
First thought waking up: OH GOD I'M LATE FOR SCHOOL--- Oh wait, it's Saturday.
First word(s) you say in the morning: KYLER, STOP POKING ME Dx
#1 Thing you hate about yourself: The fact that I'm untrusting.

FUTURE
Do you wanna get married: that'd be nice
Do you wanna have kids: I dunno.
Do you wanna go to college: Of course!
What do you want to be in your life: someone that people look up to and respect.
Dance: LOLWHUT
Smoke: Hell no Dx
Drink: depends on the occasion... and my age xD
Shower daily: DURRRR YES.
Like thunderstorms: Yup.
Curse: not often.
Sing: LOL NO
Play an instrument: Guitar, Drums, Piano, Cello, Violin.
Think you are good looking: nope
Get along with your parents: My mom, yes, my dad, no
Get along well with others: Sometimes.
Have a Dirty Little Secret: Yes.
Snore: Yes xD
Roll around in bed: YES. xD

OTHER
Can you whistle: Really well ;D
Right or left handed: ambidextrous, but I prefer my right hand
Your bedtime: I dunno.
Biggest fear: Losing the ones I love
3 things you can't live without: Diet Coke, art, Mints
Color of your room: brown/red/black
Siblings: a brother... or a sister... however you ook at "It"
Pets: three dogs, two horses, a beta fish named Christoph :3
For or against gay marrige: For.
Thoughts on abortion: -doesnt wanna start a debate-
If you could be anywhere right now where would you be: someplace I could swim.
Do you wear contacts/glasses: I'll have to wear glasses...
Are you afraid of the dark: nope, I never have been ;3

...?

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 17:01:19 PDT

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Swim with sharks
2.) Travel the country
3.) Write a novel (PFT probably wont happen)

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Zeessay
2.) Zsa
3.) Skweezle

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) JodicaiJay
2.) That_one_girl
3.) Undeniable-love

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) my hair? xD
2.) my skin
3.) someone told me that I'm nice to hug. xD

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) AMERIMEXIPHILIPPIAN

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Losing my friends.
2.) Losing my family.
3.) Any more of my friends turning on me.

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Cellphone
2.) Diet Coke
3.) Mints

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) Vest.
2.) T-shirt.
3.) Denim shorts.

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Shinedown
2.) Papa Roach
3.) Nickelback

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide-- Shinedown
2.) Getting Away with Murder-- Papa Roach
3.) Fireflies-- Owl City

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) A strong love/trust bond.
2.) Respect.
3.) A guy that listens to what I have to say.

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I'm laying off the energy drinks (for now)
2.) I hate being so short.
3.) I can sing.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) Hair (EMO AND ASIAN HAIR)
2.) height.
3.) kind eyes.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Drawing.
2.) sleeping
3.) swimming

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Sleep.
2.) eat more gum.
3.) go to Trader Joes.

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Veterinarian
2.) Artist
3.) Musician

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Australia
2.) Sweden
3.) Canada

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1.) Jasper
2.) Travis
3.) Brandon

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I giggle alot.
2.) I wear makeup...? :/
3.) I get dressed up for important events.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) I hang out with dudes. ALOT.
2.) I think that Kyler and I should do the same stunts as Jackass and Wild Boyz.
3.) I'm perverted.

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
YOU.

School...?

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 10:09:15 PDT

Why is it that I draw more when I'm in school, rather than in the summer?

OH GOD PLEASE READ THIS xDDD

~Undeniable-Love — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 15:56:58 PDT

(stolen from , It looked fun xD)
Prep

[] I shop at Abercrombie, Hollister, American Eagle, or Aerospatiale.
[] I am/was a cheerleader.
[x] I'm pretty ditzy.
[] I wear pink 24/7.
[] My looks are very important to me.
[x] I canÂt live without my cell phone.
[] My hair is always straight.
[] I say 'like' and 'omigod' a lot.
[] I laugh 24/7.
[x] I have a million friends.
[] I always hang at the mall or movies.
[] I'll only date popular guys.
[x] I listen to rap & pop music.
[] I have at least one designer bag.
[] My myspace pics are of me making a kissy face or are mirror pics
[] It takes me at least an hour to get ready for school in the mornings.
[] Uggs + Miniskirts = Love
[] I don't have a job
[] I wear lots of makeup.
[] I can be stuck up or snobby sometimes.
[] I flirt with any guy, as long as he's cute.
Total = 4 (Good, any more than five and I woulda been like "AUUUGH")

Emo

[] I cry a lot.
[] I go to local shows.
[] I wear black everyday.
[x] I write sad poetry.
[x] I play an acoustic guitar.
[x] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco.
[x] I self mutilate myself.
[x] I think about suicide or death often.
[x] People have told me to cheer up.
[] I cry when I see dead animals.
[] My myspace pics are black are white or angled.
[] I wear many band shirts.
[x] No one understands me.
[x] I don't talk too often. (around people I've just met)
[x] I look down when I walk.
[] I wear black eyeliner.
[] My fingernails are black.
[] I have an ex I still cry over.
[x] My hair is black. (sometimes)
[x] My hair covers one of my eyes.
[x] I love Hot Topic.
[] I always say 'life sucks'.
Total = 12 (not really surprising. :/ )

Nerd

[] I have straight A's.
[x] I wear glasses.
[] I always do my homework and study.
[] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement.
[] Computer games = Love.
[x] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[] I have a bedtime.
[] I use an asthma inhaler.
[] I carry a calculator with me.
[] I bring my lunch to school.
[] I always follow the rules.
[] I'm shy around the opposite sex.
[] I'm always on the computer.
[] I've never had beer or cigarettes.
[] I always answer every question in class right.
[x] I correct people's grammar.
[] School is very important to me.
[] I always stump people.
Total = 3

Rebel

[] I always speak my mind.
[x] I have 0% of school spirit.
[] Forget you I won't do what you tell me!
[x] I stand up for what I think is right.
[] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors.
[] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite.
[] I won't listen to authority figures.
[x] I always break the rules.
[] I refuse to compromise.
[] I'm always arguing with people.
[] I love debate.
[] I always do what's unexpected of me.
[x] I don't give a crap what people think of me.
[x] If I watch a crappy movie in theatres, right after it's over, I'll say 'that sucked'.
[] I'm not afraid to trash people's opinions.
[] I only respect my own beliefs.
[] If I don't want to do something, I won't do it, no matter what.
[] I laugh at compromising people.
[] I cheer on the rival's sport team to stand out.
[x] Rules were meant to be broken.
Total = 6

Jock

[x] I'm on one or more sport teams.
[] I always wear my varsity jacket.
[] I've won awards for my athletic ability.
[] I will only date popular girls/guys.
[] School Spirit 100%.
[] I'm going to a college for sports.
[x] I watch sports on TV all the time.
[] I'm muscular.
[] I play sports or exercise at least 3 hours a day.
[] Go Team!
[] I'm a chick/dude magnet.
[] I eat a lot.
[] I'm egotistical.
[] I'm too focused on sports to make really good grades.
[] I sit at the jock lunch table.
[] All I talk about with my friends is sports.
[x] I go to lots of sports games.
[] I'm very athletic
[] I wear sport inspired clothing.
[x] I play at least 3 different sports.
Total = 4

Comedian

[] I'm very funny.
[x] I'm always making jokes.
[] I interrupt class by making people laugh.
[x] I always entertain people by being funny.
[] I worship Kevin Smith.
[] I watch comedies more than anything.
[] I also watch SNL and Mad TV a lot.
...

REQUEST RULES.

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 27 Aug 2009 22:32:06 PDT

YES, THERE ARE RULES.

IF YOU STILL WANT A REQUEST, YOU MUST PROMISE TO AT LEAST FEATURE THE PIECE OF ARTWORK IN YOUR JOURNAL.

THAT'S ALL I WANT IN RETURN.

IF I DONT SEE A FEATURE FROM YOU WITHIN THE WEEK THAT YOUR PIECE IS POSTED, I WILL --DELETE-- THE REQUEST. NO REFUNDS, SORRY.

IF YOU STILL WANT A REQUEST, COMMENT.

ANY REQUESTS?!?!?

~Undeniable-Love — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 19:56:49 PDT

ONLY FOUR SPOTS AVAILABLE, I AM IN NEED OF INSPIRATION.

1. CLOSED
2. CLOSED
3. CLOSED
4. CLOSED

-trying to enjoy the last weeks of summer- Dx

~Undeniable-Love — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 19:31:07 PDT

IT'S ALMOST THE END OF SUMMER.

I know alot of you are back in school already, and I apologize. D:
BUT
I kinda wanna go back, and I kinda dont.
I wanna see my friends on a daily basis again.
I DONT wanna deal with the crazy classes I have this year.
I wanna play my cello daily, again.
I DONT wanna put up with a certain someone,

SOOOOOO
It balances out.

I WAS TAGGED, LIKE, A THOUSAND TIMES
SO I'M ONLY DOING ONE, THANKS.

The whole post eight random things about you...

-My allergies to chocolate are getting worse.
-I'm a bit uneasy about a few art trades, no one seems to be "answering".
-I can't wait for football season this year. xD
-I cant decide between my realistic style and my anime style...
-I'M UNMOTIVATED TO DRAW NOW THAT PEOPLE ARENT HOLDING UP THEIR END OF THE ART TRADE.
-I have a tan line that forms an X on my back.
-This account was originally the name of a story I was "supposed" to be starting.
-I'm in pain, my guts are hirting for NO reason.

I TAG ALL MY BESTIES, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

OH, and if I were to make a contest, would ANYONE join? please comment.

please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment. please comment.

HEY I CAN SEE YOUR HOUSE FROM HERE

~Undeniable-Love — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 21:35:13 PDT

RANDOM JOURNAL ALERT

UHHHH
I HAVE LIKE A MILLION MEMES TO DO
AND LIKE
A MILLION MORE REQUESTS/ART TRADES
SO BE PATIENT
I'M TRYING MY HARDEST TO FINISH/REDO ALL OF THEM

THANKS.

OH MY GOD, GUYS, I'M BACK!!! FOR NOW!!

~Undeniable-Love — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 15:10:10 PDT

OH MAH GAWD.

I took waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too long of a break from the computer. Well, now it's fixed, Kyler isn't allowed on it, and school's about to start up again.
Life is good.

But seriously, I've got a story, several pictures, and a whole bunch of crap to put up on here. THAT'S RIGHT, DUDES, YOU SPAMMED MY INBOX SO NOW I'M SPAMMIN' YOURS!! WAHAHAHAHAAAH!!!

Thanks for all the favorites, homies. I had more than like four hundred messages, (half of them were journals) but alot of them were favorites, which surprised me. thanks!

Oh, and if anyone had any deviations they wanted me to see, please send me the link as I seriously didnt have the time to look through three hundred deviations.
Thanks~

SO, alot of stuff has happened. I've quit a certain addiction, cutting, so that makes me happeh happeh happeh. I also have to get glasses to make me look like a nerd...
Uhhhhhm, my style changed ALOT, due to me trying out realism again, so my anime-ish style and the realistic style clashed so now it's like... I dunno, Disney style or something. I'll put up a pic to show you all, one day...
Oh, yes, and I almost forgot that I want you to know...

...
I'M STILL TAKING ART TRADES.

To , I'm terribly sorry that I haven't put yours up yet, I will have it up within the week.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU. I hope I was missed, cuz I certainly missed all you guyz.

~Hageshi Oni

A WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION

~Undeniable-Love — Mon, 20 Jul 2009 20:33:36 PDT

[x] - You like cheese.
[ ] - You hate peanuts.
[x] - You agree that this quiz is random.
[x] - You have farted today.
[x] - You have choked on something.
[x] - You are a writer.
[ ] - You smoke
[x] - You like to swim.
[x] - You have farted more than once today.
[x] - You like ice cream.

TOTAL SO FAR = 8

[x] - You have lied more than 10 times.
[ ] - You are an only child.
[x] - You have more than 3 pets.
[] - You prefer water to other drinks.
[ ] - You are an alcoholic.
[x] - You are under 20 years old.
[ ] - You are over 30 years old.
[x] - You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ x] - You like jewelery.
[x] - Your favorite music genre is rock.

TOTAL SO FAR = 14

[x] - You weigh more than 140 lbs.
[x] - You like pirates.
[x] - You like anime.
[x] - You are a fangirl/fanboy of something.
[x ] - You take a prescription drug every day.
[ x] - You have a job.
[x] - You live with your parents.
[x] - You like to eat eggs.
[x] - You have a religion.
[] - You dress stranger than other people.

TOTAL SO FAR = 23

[ ] - You have had diarrhea in the past 2 weeks.
[x] - You have eaten something odd before.
[x] - You are bad at math.
[x] - You love electronics.
[x] - Someone/something has pissed you off in the past week.
[] - You cuss a lot.
[] - You believe in aliens.
[x] - You play video games.
[x] - You have low self-esteem.
[ ] - You carry a purse.

TOTAL SO FAR = 29

[x] - You like flowers.
[] - You are bisexual or homosexual.
[ ] - You are a Capricorn or a Scorpio.
[] - You have used tarot before.
[x] - You believe in ghosts.
[] - You think *The-Fun-Group is awesome.
[] - You like =Fotus9's horoscopes better than *An-Unsure-Thing's
[] - You thought today's funny saying was really funny.
[] - You have gotten one of the daily riddle's right.
[x] - You have gotten in/came close to being in a fist fight.

TOTAL SO FAR = 32

[x] - You like fire.
[x] - You have fainted or passed out before.
[ ] - You have a high school diploma.
[x] - You live in America.
[x] - You use hand sanitizer a lot.
[] - You consider yourself a nerd.
[ ] - You have tried chewing tobacco.
[] - You are a conspiracy theorist.
[ ] - You sleep in the nude.

TOTAL SO FAR = 36

[x ] - You have imagined yourself being famous.
[x] - You own a stuffed animal.
[x ] - You like watermelon.
[ ] - You live in Europe.
[x] - You have a fetish for something.
[x] - You fidget a lot.
[x] - You agree that this quiz has nothing to do with anything.
[x] - You won't re-post this quiz.
[] - You have your own personal computer and don't share one.
[x] - You have a brother.

TOTAL SO FAR = 44

[x] - You can cook well.
[x] - You like to party.
[x] - You are a bad dancer.
[ ] - You are a professional dancer.
[x] - You have crossed paths with a black cat.
[x] - You have a friend that you think is crazy.
[] - You have under 10 good, close friends. MORE THAN THAT ;D
[x] - You are anticipating your answer to this quiz.
[x] - You have ran away from something.
[] - You have watched the movie: "X Men 3".

TOTAL SO FAR = 51

[x] - You like to mix soft drinks together.
[x] - You have done an odd experiment.
[x] - People have stared at you oddly in public.
[x] - Your grandmother(s) are still alive.
[] - You have a step-mom or dad.
[ ] - You hate to be tagged.
[ ] - You have been a member to dA for under 3 months.
[ ] - You have a dA subscription.
[x] - Your hair is brown.
[ ] - You love to eat candy.

TOTAL SO FAR = 59

[x] - You have dressed up for Halloween.
[ ] - You love cats.
[x] - You have a quirky personality.
[ ] - You are a coffee addict.
[x] - You live near a body of water.
[x] - You have had a toothache.
[x] - You currently have to go to the bathroom.
[] - You like reading others' answers to "What would you do?".
[ ] - You are a vegetarian/vegan.
[x] - You use the term: "Epic Fail".

GRAND TOTAL = 68

0-25 = A spaceship.
26 = Corn.
27 = The Chosen One.
28 = A donkey.
29 = Flashlight.
30 = Weed.
31 = Stalker.
32 = Poodle.
33 = A turd.
34 = Pacifier.
35 = Chili.
36 = A continent.
37 = Bamboo.
38 = A Nissan Skyline.
39 = Pedophile.
40 = A rather large and smelly fish.
41 = Parachute.
42 = Mob of angry sheep.
43 = A clone of yourself.
44 = A mortified chocolate deer antler.
45 = Pincushion. (WOOT THATS ME!)
46 = Toilet seat.

if you arent interested in my life... dont read.

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 23:33:56 PDT

Well, I've been going through some terribly rough times... Sometimes, I feel like my sanity is past the point of no return. I gave up on cutting for four months, but after today... after dinner, I went straight to the bathroom and nicked my wrist, just to feel it. I was afraid of myself. That monster inside me has reared it's ugly, razorblade head, and forced me to draw my own blood as a release to my fear and anger.

The panic attacks have come back. Oddly.
I had a bloody nose today and saw the blood on my hands, and I freaked. I gagged and threw up and went into convulsions, as usual.

But after I had calmed down -I was on a walk, on my own, and sat crying in a bush until I could see through my own tears again- I realized that my life doesnt matter. Too many people have died or been hurt for me to carry own normally. even now, I've sunk into this fog... And I try to act happilly, to try to show that everything's fine, that I'm okay...
But I just can't contain it anymore.
I'm sorry for saying this, I'm sorry for spilling my guts, for leaning on my friends. they don't need that.
No one deserves the extra burden on their shoulders. I dont need people worrying for me.
I just can't seem to accept that I matter. People should carry on with their own troubles... They don't need to worry about mine. My struggles are insignificant.

Anyway, I can't think straight, I wish there was something to take my mind off of what's happened... But I have promises that I have made... and I can't let emotions get in the way of my work.

I'm sorry for this, I really am, but I finally just erupted with this conglomeration of emotions today.

I don't really feel like living right now.

... OF THE FUNK.

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 21:51:24 PDT

Oh, goodness, sneaking on the computer just to talk to you guys.

Is that some sort of insecurity issue I should be worried about?

ANYWAY.
Uhhhm, I'm kinda waiting for art trades and/or doing my part, now.

Heres a list:

:iconRoaud: : Erhm... kinda getting worried here, you seem to have /possibly/ forgotten about our art trade? I did my part, so... still waiting for Aeron.

: I'm trying to finish my end of the trade by the twenty first. I believe I will draw Shade, he's just too downright sexy to refuse. ;D And Casphire is drawing Airik. did I get you a reference, my dear? if not, note me, and I'll send one to you.

: I STILL HAVE GRIMMY, SOMEWHERE IN MY ROOM. Dx I may just restart though, it sucked anyway.

Are we still up for that DBZ trade for the JayJay photomanip?

: An art exchange for "The Cat and the Hare", because I'm too lazy and poor to pay for it. ;D

PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS

I'M GUNNA DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Undeniable-Love — Mon, 13 Jul 2009 16:04:36 PDT

TAKEN FROM FACEBOOK CUZ IT WONT LET ME UPLOAD JOURNALS AND STUFF. D:

1: Where you and I met?
2: Take a stab at my middle name:
3: How long have you known me?
4: The last time we saw each other?
5: Would I ever go skydiving?
6: Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?
7: Am I funny?
8: What's my favorite music?
9: Do I have any special talents? If so, what are they?
10: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else(what)?
11: Have you ever hugged me?
12: My favorite food?
13: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
14: Your favorite memory of me?
15: If you and I were stranded on an island, what would I bring?
16: What is your overall impression of me?
17: Where do you think I will be in 25 years?
18: Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?

I WILL BE GONE

~Undeniable-Love — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 17:46:30 PDT

I WILL BE GONE FOR TWO WEEKS FOR THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY TALK TO ME
I'LL BE IN ALASKA.
WISH ME LUCK.
I HOPE TO HAVE MY COMPUTER FIXED BY THE TIME I GET HOME,

I FOUND CLUCKY!!!!

~Undeniable-Love — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 18:37:28 PDT

Random quote of the day.

I cant believe there are only three days left of school. how outrageous is THAT!?!?
My Art and Math finals are tommorow... I really dont wanna do the Math final, though. And our Orchestra final, YEESH. D: I already accomplished the solo and the scales, which I FAILED on, a 27/30... Nuuuuu... I had an 100% in the class, now I have 99.83%. D: -SOB-

Good news on the History Final, I managed a 95/100, which is GREAT. xD
but i also got sick... -Coughhacksniffle- I mean, seriously?! on the last week of school?!?!

ARGH.

But yeah. wish me luck on my finals!

OH, AND RAOUD! YOUR ART TRADE HAS BEEN FINISHED!

~Hageshi
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hm. This is odd... I just realized that I have 137 Watchers... how crazy is that?! and on Blastart, I have, like, 40!
D:
I cant be THAT great, can I?!

Anyway, thank you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much for the support everyone!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

STILL OPEN FOR ART TRADES
STILL CLOSED FOR REQUESTS
ALWAYS OPEN FOR GIFTART
TEMPORARILY CLOSED FOR COMMISSIONS

WHOOO. A NEW JOURNAL

~Undeniable-Love — Wed, 03 Jun 2009 20:27:48 PDT

Only because I got bored at looking at that last one.
Uhhhm... first off, art-wise, I'd like to APOLOGIZE to all of you that wanted art trades.
I've been TERRIBLY busy with final projects and crap... only fifteen more days...

I'll get to them ASAP... Please forgive me! xDDD , Glaceo is almost ready... and I forgot if I told you or not, but could you draw my character Aeron for me? I'll note you some refs if need be...

ALSO
Life-wise, it's been ok. I was INVITED -ugh- to Chamber orchestra again. 0_____0 I really actually declined the offer, but Mrs. O doesnt know that yet. xDDD I like the fact that I am able to say that I didnt even have to try out for it, that out of the hundreds of orchestra members, out of all the upper classmen, I was the only one INVITED.
Also, I have to say that my art has improved "Somewhat", seeing as I can actually draw humans now without wigging out on eyes. xDD

OH! KIRIBAN!!

THE KIRIBAN IS AT 10,000 PAGEVIEWS!!! PLEASE, PUT SOME EFFORT INTO IT AND ACTUALLY "TRY" TO GET THE SCREENSHOT!! xDDD

ART TRADES????

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 01 May 2009 10:10:29 PDT

Hey all

My break is over, I'vebeen uploading my artwork from a different computer. my computer is back and I am happy that I can actually start uploading again.
Uhm, yeah. Some big news, here::

I AM WILLING TO ACCEPT ART TRADES.

BUT NO REQUESTS, SORRY.

Please note me if you wish to do an art trade with me. I will either traditionally or digitally color my part of the trade. please understand that I will only do an art trade for quality art. not, like, a quick little thing that you doodled on lined paper and didnt bother to color. I'm looking for someone who takes their time on their part, who puts effort into coloring and stuff. of course, this varies on the artist...

Please Contact me if you wish to do an art trade, I'd love to draw some OC's as well...

~Hageshi Oni

I'll be back!!

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 23 Apr 2009 17:44:18 PDT

AS OF NOW, I WILL BE TAKING A PROLONGED BREAK FROM DEVIANTART, FACEBOOK, AND ISCRIBBLE.

My computers being a stupidhead so I gotta go get it fixed again. xD
annnd, my parents are mad at me for being on here so often, so they're cutting me off from all of you lovely people!~
D:

SO YEAH, THE CONTEST DEADLINE IS EXTENDED -AGAIN- SO PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE CONTACT ME IF YOU'RE A BUTTHEAD AND YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND ABOUT ENTERING!!!!!!!!

OM goodness g.

~Undeniable-Love — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 15:37:47 PDT

ITS SOOOOOO HOT OUTSIDE. 105 DEGREES?! WHERE DID SPRING GO????!!!!!!

So far... So good.

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 17 Apr 2009 14:32:16 PDT

Hey~

>>>I'm finally getting over that sickness-- that random, God-awful cold that overtook me and knocked me down for a few days. I was lucky with whatever I had gotten, it was only coughing, a sore throat, and a runny nose.
Thank you all for your tips on the sore throat. I did try all of them and found the combination over the course of a few days very helpful. after the second day, it vanished, but I was left with a severe cough.
>>>But in other news, I found a baby duckling~ He is sooooo cute. We named him Edward (NOT after the crappy, pansy, wimpy Edward from Twilight, but the Edward from FMA, becuz this little duck is so little~).

So, upon my friend Nick's request... His name is Edward Chuck Fisk. ^^
He's so cute~!

>>>I'm taking care of a few friends over the weekend... ^^ I hope everything goes well, I really dont feel like going to the hospital this weekend.
Right now I'm in my English class and using the Student computer, cuz I'm a sneak~ My teacher was showing us some youtube videos of American Idol and Britain's got talent and stuff, it was interesting... Until I wanted to go check my email. -_-;

>>>So, about the contests...
You have exactly ten more days for the fursona contest. please, I'd really like some more designs, and those of you who have signed up to compete, maybe you could notify some of your friends??? Please, spread the word around.

>>>The kiriban is coming up, as well! The pageviews MUST be at 10,000! I will not accept 10,001,or 9,999... etcetcetc...

>>>Oh! and another thing! I am in desperate need of names. If you can think of any good names for a character, please comment and list them below.

~Thanks to you all!

~Hageshi Oni

IMPORTANT! DONT IGNORE THIS JOURNAL!!!!!

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 10 Apr 2009 18:48:42 PDT

Hey everyone!

I'm home sick with a sore throat that came from nowhere... Curse you, ILLNESS!

So... The first order of business today...
Does anyone have any good ideas for getting rid of a sore throat???? Please comment your thoughts and ideas, below.

ALRIGHT, SECOND, MORE IMPORTANT ISSUE OF BUSINESS.

If you bothered to read the title above the freakin journal, I am getting rid of my photography account.

HA!

I bet that not even half of you even knew I had a photography account!
Well, now it's gone. good for you guys. xD Too late! I'll be keeping all of my photography in my poorly organized art gallery, Undeniable-love, instead. xD Cuz I'm lazy.
So yeah.

I NEED YOUR VOTES, ACTUALLY.

HERES THE QUESTION:
SHOULD I KEEP A SEPERATE PHOTOGRAPHY ACCOUNT, OR HAVE ALL OF MY CRAPTASTIC PHOTOS ON THIS ACCOUNT??

~Yes
~No
~Other (COMMENT BELOW)

PLEASE, EVERYONE, CAST A VOTE BECUZ I NEED YOUR OPINION AND HELP!!

Thanks,
Hageshi Oni

I LOVE YOU ALL.

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 27 Mar 2009 20:21:59 PDT

Guys.

Seriously, is my artwork that great?! I have 8000 pageviews in one year! ONE YEAR!

AND 97-- YES, 97-- FABULOUS WATCHERS.

Thank you so much! Although, I am terribly sorry for not being so frequent in submitting deviations. I have been very busy with commisions, that I have to have shipped by the end of THIS month... nyuh. I'm so lazy.

SO THANK YOU EVERYONE! ITS ONLY BEEN A YEAR SINCE I'VE SWITCHED TO THIS ACCOUNT, AND I ALREADY HAVE 97 WATCHERS AND MORE THAN 8000 PAGEVIEWS!!!

Much love to you~

~Hageshi Oni

GUYS, THIS JOURNAL IS VERY IMPORTANT. PLEASE READ.

~Undeniable-Love — Sun, 22 Mar 2009 17:03:01 PDT

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMMOROW! SHOWER ME WITH GIFTS!!!!! x3

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
GUUUUYS. D:
NO ONE GOT THE KIRIBAN. AGAIN.

Soooo...
In that case, The Kiriban is once again EXTENDED to...

10,000 PAGEVIEWS. GET IT THIS TIME, DARN YOU. I WANNA DRAW SOMETHING. x3

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Lol. I had a sleepover with some friends last night, and and and several others.
It was alot of fun.We went to see the movie "Knowing", which was so-so to really good. It was kinda like, 'Woah, one genre to the next, where the hell is this movie going now', but it had a freaky ending in which I am not willing to explain. All I have to say is that you should start preparing for A MASSIVE SOLAR FLARE. D:
I'm still suffering from nightmares and I was totally embarrased about it last night because I kept waking up repeatedly, but I won't get into that. This morning it was all about Poke'mon.
WHAT IS IT?!
ITS... ITS...

IT'S A COMMUNIST, COMRADE!!!!!

And has anyone noticed that in the first episode of Pokemon, Officer Jenny sounds like Luanne from King of the Hill?! I'm dead serious. I was like "Holy crap?! Where have I heard that vo...

KIRIBAN REMINDER

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 19 Mar 2009 15:35:53 PDT

TRY TO GET THE KIRIBAN THIS TIME! YOU GET A PHOTOSHOPPED PIC OF YOUR CHOICE!

THE MAGIC NUMBER IS 7777!!!!!!!!

Honestly, do I even NEED to put a title here??

~Undeniable-Love — Sun, 15 Mar 2009 13:23:17 PDT

Nyuuuuh. :/

So... How is everyone? -Shot-

But seriously. This is a random journal about me and my artwork, so if you don't wanna read this, then WHY the HECK are YOU watching ME?

~~~~~~~

So.

I've gotten over my whole depression thing. I've cheered up, done a better job at smiling... and yeah. Maybe its the medication? Who knows. All I care about is the fact that I don't have to make a my friends worry anymore. I went to the doctors, they told me I was suffering from PTSD - Post Traumatic Stress Disorder- So now I'm on daily pills until the month's end. :/ Not so bad, actually.

~~~~~~~~

MY BIRFDAE IS COMING UP SOON!!! Well, My First Birthday, anyway. You know, my Gotcha Day. yay for me! I can't wait! -happy fangirl squeal- I'm so excited!!! March Twenty Third, people! I'm looking forward to it!
~~~~~~~~

Another pointless segment. Why do I feel that I can't draw for crap lately? Seriously, I feel... Juvenile. My artwork, in my eyes, is completely SUCKING. No joke. xD And this isn't some Depressionistic thing, it's totally true. I want to get better, but I just... can't, ya know? I'm losing all interest in drawing right now, I can't think of any poses that are creative, I've tried perspective, Aerial views, Underside views, side views, and BLAH. I can't draw for some reason.

~~~~~~~~

I was TAGGED. D:

Post eight random facts about you-- BLAH BLAH BLAH, WE ALL KNOW THIS ONE.

1. I'm getting ready to go get a haircut... Layers.
2. I have this wierd ability to hear something, musically, and recreate it on my cello.
3. I've been practicing guitar for a class I'm taking for school... and I've got over 100% in the class because I could play the melody to Viva La Vida and She's Country on the second week. x3
4. My new character obsessions? hm. Jude from 6teen, Ggio from Bleach, Ulquiorra from Bleach, L from Death Note, Mello from Death Note, and The nameless white haired pink eyed dude in Karas.
5. This semester was the first time I've ever had so many A's. Six A's, one B+. In science, I had 100.37%.
6. My horse is old but so adorable. I was bending down to fix her leg wraps and she shoved her nose into my face and licked me. I was all "Eeek! You're so cute!!" .. 0_0; What?
7. I'M STILL ALLERGIC TO CHOCOLATE. D:
8. I just cracked every bone in my body. That felt really good.

I TAG NO ONE.

~~~~~~~~~

I'M STILL WORKING ON GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN, EVERYBODY, I PROMISE.

~~~~~~~

I named my Lizard Miko. ^^

~~~~~~~

YOU HAVE UNTIL MARCH TWENTY THIRD TO GET THOSE CONTEST ENTRIES IN, PEOPLE!!!!!! COME ON!!!!!!

~~~~~~~
THE END.
~Hageshi Oni

New Lizard!

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 13 Mar 2009 20:31:19 PDT

OMG

I just bought a new lizard! Its a Green Anole! He/She is beautiful! And healthy!
We were gunna get leopard Gecko, but Petsmart's were all sickly and... costly.
So, I searched around a bit and found a clearance lizard. x3 and he's colorful and hyper and thin and just plain ADORABLE.

Any name suggestions???

recovery, and CONTEST REMINDER/CHANGE

~Undeniable-Love — Mon, 09 Mar 2009 18:18:55 PDT

Ok...

I'm still kinda recovering from the whole incident last week... I managed to get some sleep last night, even though it was only like three hours. But I still had the nightmares, and that's why the sleep was minimized...

But at any rate, I'm still a bit scared of blood right now.

I've been REEEAAALLLY inactive on here, so for that I'm sorry.

We had a rehearsel for Girls Just Wanna Have Fun on Saturday. It was fun, but I felt like I haven't been contributing enough. Sorry, Fmo, Onehourlater, Nightshadow-rules, Tibby-rules, x-Jacki-x, Bree17Angel, and Randommeep. I'm sorry, I promise I'll work harder!
PANTRY FOURSOME.

So I'm gonna work my butt off for that darn hard solo.

So yeah, DEADLINE EXTENDED TO MARCH SIXTEENTH!!! PLEASE HAVE YOUR CONTEST SUBMISSIONS READY AND NOTE ME WITH THE LINK!!!

Why is everything bad happening to me?!

~Undeniable-Love — Fri, 06 Mar 2009 18:32:55 PST

Holy crap!

Okay, first off, I need to ask you all a question.

You know that feeling where you've cried and cried, and when something else happens you just don't have any more tears to shed? But instead, you sit there, dumbfounded and in this blueish haze, Just... Out of it? Like, you can't sort dreams from reality anymore, they all just blend over like some waxy mess...?

Also, there's a world of difference between Hearing of someone's death, and witnessing it.
I posted a journal a while back about my friend, Neda, who passed away.

Now, I am losing another close friend.
I'm just... Shocked, you know? Like, I sit here, and my sleep-deprived brain is constantly nagging at me. He's not hurt, he's not dieing... But I know that he is.

It was in second period. He - not gonna post his name- sits parrallel to my desk. He began coughing as we were chatting, and he began to shake, like, really badly. So I came up to him and nudged his shoulder. 'Are you okay?' I kept asking...
and suddenly, his body lurched, and everything just turned red. My hands, the desk, my shoes... everything. He was vomiting blood, and nothing else. Just... blood.
He was rushed up to the office and from there was transported to a hospital. I kept calling his cell phone, his parents, but they haven't returned my calls... I'm so worried...

So... I'm kinda angry with life right now... My friends nor I didn't deserve this...

KIRIBAN CHANGE AND CONTEST!!!!

~Undeniable-Love — Tue, 03 Mar 2009 21:01:48 PST

Hey, IÂm back.

IÂve been really inactive, art-wise, because IÂve been really busy with Homework and stuff. Straight AÂs, so far, which is a major thing for me. Yay~

SoÂ IÂm gonna post a new Kiriban and a new contest.

Kiriban: WHOEVER CAN GET A SCREENSHOT OF MY PAGE READING 7777 PAGEVIEWS GETS A WHOLE PHOTOSHOPPED PICTURE OF THEIR CHOICE.
Be it animal, Fantasy Creature, or anime character.
BUT
I WILL NOT DRAW ANYTHING RATED M OR CONTAINING ANY SORT OF NUDITY (besides Guys with their shirts off, thatÂs not all that bad.)

CONTEST:
THINK OF A DESIGN, WHICH IS BOTH UNIQUE AND CREATIVE, FOR ONE OF THE FOLLOWING ANIMALS:

Horse
Dragon
Wolf
German Sheperd
Fox

Or Coyote.

They can be any color, whether you want it to be normal looking or not. But there is a set of rules that MUST be followed:

-- NO LINEART!!! DonÂt be lazy like me!!
Â Designs MUST be YOUR OWN! DONÂT STEAL, ITS BAD FOR YOU.
-- Include name and gender with your creation. I will be using your contest entry (if you win) as a new Fursona.

PRIZES:
First prize: Photoshopped pic of your choice, and a sketch of the creature you created.
Second prize: Two sketches of anything of your choice.
Third: One sketch of your choice.

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CONTEST ENTRIES:

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Have fun! Deadline is March 14, my favorite day (Pi day 3.14 WOOT)

FOR ALL ACTIVE WATCHERS

~Undeniable-Love — Sun, 08 Feb 2009 15:12:51 PST

OKAY.

I need to know what character youÂd like to see more of, in my gallery (BECAUSE IÂM NOT SUBSCRIBED AND I CANÂT USE THE POLLS)

So, here are your choices!! Choose up to two for each category!!
PS: THESE ARE ONLY THE CHARACTERS I AM WILLING TO DRAW

My Characters

Jodicai
Adrastos
Aeron
Xenos
Kirian
Andrew
Mosuko
Airik
Haruko
Drake

Naruto characters

Naruto
Sasuke
(Sasunaru)
Kakashi
Itachi
Kisame
(Kisachi)
Zetsu
Kiba
Akamaru (?)
Orochimaru
Jiraiya

Bleach characters

Ichigo
Rukia
Ishida
Ulquiorra
Grimmjow
Renji
Hitsugaya
Ichimaru
Yoruichi

Gurren Laggann Characters

Simon
Kamina
Viral

PICKPICKPICKPICKPICKPICKPICK

Feeling Better

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 20:10:18 PST

IÂm just putting up a new journal to get rid of the last one. It makes me feel weird, looking at it.

SoÂ today was hard. I mean, you know, with what happened yesterday. I ended up crying at break, and thatÂs kinda why IÂm putting up this journal.

I wanted to send some people some Thank YouÂs.

First, to my Husband, who sat with me the entire time, and for making me laugh, AND for listening to me wail over the phone. I love you.

Then, to Amaya, whoÂs always there for me, no matter what. YouÂre amazing, dudette.

Next, to Jericho, my asian teddy bear. :3 I know heÂs not on dA, butÂ I thought I should mention him. He pretty much held me in his lap -bridal style- and let me cry on himÂ That was what really made me feel betterÂ all of my friends were surrounding me, and for once I realized that everyone I knew, even just a littleÂ they were all there for me. It made me feel so much better, guys. Thank you. And to Marguerite, I promise IÂll keep my head up, and I'll keep walking on.

Then, a Thank you to Shaughnessy, for being concerned about me to the point where she was worrying FOR me. Best buddy forever.

and, last but most definitly not least, a thank you to everyone who commented with supporting things to sayÂ It really means a lot to me. Thank you.

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Now, for some better news.
It rained today.
So my friends and I retreated to the Orchestra hallway during lunch. For fun, and since we had that class next anyway, I got my cello out and plucked a few challenging songs, which in turn made my Husband get out his viola. Then, my friend Richard got his violin and joined us.

We looked down the hallway as the doors open, and of course, Jericho walks in. We invited him to our ÂcircleÂ (which looked more like some crazy flower pattern).

ÂWould you kill me if I asked you to play Canon in D?Â
He asked me, and I shrugged. I knew it was a boring song for the cello part, considering that its just six notes played 68 times over, but what the heck, I was bored and exhausted from crying. He smiled as I said ÂNo, I donÂt mind", and he jumped up from his chair. ÂI gotta get something!Â
He yelled to us, before entering the Choir room. We kinda sat there for a minute, not really knowing what he was planningÂ

He came back out with his acoustic guitar, sat down beside me, and began to strum.
ÂFollow me.Â
He said, so I came in four measures after he began to play. Then, Richard, then, my Husband. After a few measures of all of us playing, Jericho began to sing ÂBack in the dayÂ.

It was so cool. Amaya, Nightshadow, Tibby, Diddles, Rachel, and some other students were our audience at first. Then, the bell rang, and our crowd got even bigger from all the students that had filed into the hallway. When we had finished, everyone clapped. It was so coolÂ And all of it was spur-of-the-moment. Then after everyone had gone, Jericho and I began to play the opening from Ouran High School Host Club, the anime. I forgot the name of the exact songÂ

So today was better. I think IÂll be okay from now on.

Sorry for the totally long journal. I just thought I should send my thanks to everyone.

~Hageshi Oni

Some terrible news...

~Undeniable-Love — Wed, 04 Feb 2009 17:50:39 PST

Wow, these journals vary.

Anyway, today was a real shock to me. I probably wont be at school tommorow, for those of you that know me.

But here, in this journal, there is a rant. So if you donÂt care for my personal life (which, thereÂs nothing wrong with that), then donÂt keep reading.

What is wrong with people that donÂt realize how lucky they are?
I meanÂ Someone can be here one day, and gone the next. DoesnÂt anyone understand how important it is to love, not hate? So, say that you and your friend get in a fight. The last thing you say to them, before they leave school, is ÂI hate you.Â

Now how would you feel if that same person died the next day, with those words in their heart? That was the last thing you said. And now, you canÂt make up for it.

This happens, people, it really does. So, thinking this way, what will you do the next time youÂre in a fight? Will you hold a grudge, or let it go and forgive.

Your choice.

Well, today, this morning, one of my very, very, very close friends passed away. I didnÂt get a chance to say goodbye. IÂll never be able to tell her how much I loved her, how much I appreciated her helping me, how much I wanted to be like her. So, upon receiving this news after school today, I immediately broke down and cried. All the way back from school, with my mom, who was crying as well. My head hurts, I threw up, and I curled up on my bedroom floor just to think about it. I really wish that people would appreciate others a little more.
After I got home, I kinda sat in the car, too shocked to really cry anymore. But damn, I miss her so much. And IÂve already sunk into this depression that I canÂt avoid any longerÂ

I didnÂt stay outside long enough, with the parents, to actually hear when the funeral will be.
But IÂll say my final goodbye then.

Sorry for being so emo... but this is the second close friend that I've lost. I'm sick of this always happening...

So, yeah... I dont know what to do anymore...

Random Ranting Action. :D

~Undeniable-Love — Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:47:33 PST

BLARGH.

I seriously just realized that not only did I manage to get 6000 pageviews, but I did so in the short course of eleven months.
THATS NOT EVEN A YEAR, AND ALREADY 6172 PAGEVIEWS?

THANK YOU, EVERYONE!!!

So, in other news, I've been having some strange moodswings lately. and not exactly bad ones, either, although sometimes I'll be all emo and depressed... But thats not bad, either, cuz it inspires me to draw and write more often.
So for all of my emo artwork, I'm sorry. I really should try to cheer up. xD

Alright, so... after my emoness rant, its time for an Orchestra Rant. Yaaay.

My friend __AMAYA__ (insert real name here) has joined the cello section in the sixth period orchestra, and from what I've heard, she LOVES it. It really makes me happy, because I'm the one who taught her -most, not all- of what she knows. :3 Thanks for following through, Amaya. It really means alot to me. Keep up the good work!

But today, I cut my finger again... -sigh- All that shifting and stuff, from the sixth to the third positions, reopens old scabs and it really hurts! My poor Home Cello-- the strings are fraying! Now, I can't play with the bow for fear that the bowhairs'll catch! So... at home, I'm out of ideas for compositions. I'll just write the music in my journal.

o__0 Wow. That was like, orchestra-dork VOMIT all over my journal.

PS: I'M TERRIBLY SORRY, CURSED-OKAMI AND BRI-ANGEL-SHIGURE, I'M WORKING ON THOSE REQUESTS, I PROMISE!!! I'm being beaten down with HW and tests and the new semester and UUUUUUUGH.

TTFN,
Hageshi Oni

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Here we go!

My Husband:::

My Art Teacher:::

Real life friends:::

Equine Affaire and More

~Undeniable-Love — Sat, 31 Jan 2009 21:36:31 PST

Okay everyoneÂ IÂm abusing my poor journal.

Anyway, I went to the Equine Affaire today. It was pretty intense. We didnÂt see any seminars, but I did meet up with and , so that made me very happy. Rebecca and Ryan too, but they donÂt have DA accounts. XD

SoÂ I collected a BUNCH of free stuffÂ pensÂ coastersÂ stickersÂ and bought some pretty cool stuff, too. A black fox tail, a horseshoe dream catcher, a cell phone holster, and a rockinÂ t shirt.
So IÂve been pretty busyÂ I went to Disneyland on Friday, too, since our district had the day off. I bought some Jack skelington sweatbandsÂ

OH!!!

IÂm working on those last two requests, I promise! IÂll be home all day tommorrow, because I absolutely DESPISE the superbowl partiesÂSweaty old men and gallons of booze donÂt mix wellÂ
So IÂll use that time to work on those. Also, spot number seven is ERASED, because I really canÂt decide on what to draw. I mean, Daine, IÂm already drawing a Drake reference anywayÂ and I donÂt know whats going on between Jubble and MomijiÂ

So its officially erased. The last two I have to sketch are Cursed-OkamiÂs (which is a pic of Kira walking a Kirian puppy) and Bri-angel-shigureÂs, (which is of her character, Iacidoj.)

Oh yeah, and my husband finally got a deviantart account. Go visit him:

Yaaawn. Okay. IÂm off to go watch superjail.

Have a nice life!

~Hageshi Oni

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Here we go!

My Husband:::

My Art Teacher:::

Real life friends:::

YAY FOR THE END OF FINALS!!!

~Undeniable-Love — Thu, 29 Jan 2009 20:10:43 PST

FINALLY.

Finals are OVERWITH. Thank you, J-man!!! <--- Inside joke alert

anyway, this means that I can finally just relaxÂ no more studyingÂ and, a new project IÂm working on thatÂs NONSCHOOL RELATED.

ItÂs of Hageshi with her raven wings and ear tufts, slumping in a chair made of bones. SheÂs straddling a black cello, which is dripping with blood from her cut fingers and palms. Yes, people, this happens in real life. If youÂre going into sixth position on the fingerboard of a cello, to the third position Âsliding- you will cut your fingers. And palms, depending on which string youÂre playing.
But yeah, back onto descriptions. There are chains that connect her to the cello, symbolizing the sweet embrace of music on her soul.

But yeah, itÂs a late request from my friend Andy. Geez, heÂs appearing a lot in my journals.

WHYYYY, ANNNNDYYYY?!?!?!?

Okay. :3

To all of you that are reading this:::

or

PS: NOTE ME IF YOURE GOIN' TO THE EA.