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here we go:



1.Look at your right side. What did you see the most?
Cupboard

2.Look at left. So, what did you see this time?
Curtains

3.In what mood you are now? Tell me about your feelings.
In a strange mood.. like I'm expecting something to happen

4.What will you do after making this stupid test?
Probably talk to Andy some more. He's mad because he gave me all his music and I've deleted half of it. In my own defence I'd just like to say that he's already sent me most of it.

5. Describe you in 3 words. Only 3 words.
'special' self-confident loser

6.About what was your latest dream you remember?
Loss. I was in a crowded room. All my favourite people. Those who are closest to me were literally closest to me.. but I was alone.. and suddenly they were gone. And I stood there in a grey uniform in a giant warehouse full to the brim with emptiness.

7.What do you think about this test?
A waste of kinetic energy

8. Latest full cd you've listened


9.Latest full movie you've watched
Who Framed Roger Rabit?

10.Latest person, who makes you smile
Andy:
Shaktar Donetsk says:
if you don't like The Who you don't like life


LAWL


11.Latest person, who makes you cry?
I would have to agree with Brent when I say, "I'd rather not say"

12. Describe your feelings like a color. What color it will be?
Rainbow

13. Do you remember latest kiss? And who did you kissed?
'do you remember latest kiss?' 'who did you kissed?' Am you retarded?
Unfortunately it was Dorian.. eww

14.Do you love someone? [without family, parents etc.]
Yes, with all my heart.

15. Do you miss people that are so far away from you?
Yes

16. What's your biggest dream?
To make that person I love, love me. Its more of A dream.. not a biggest one. The biggest one is probably like 'Be optomistic in ever situation' which I'm working on.

17. So this the end. What do you want to say now?
If you love someone tell them.. believe me.. it'll help the entire situation

18.Tag 6 buddies.
I have no tags.. ]]> ~UnderTheChickenWire http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/8984014/ http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/8984014/ Tue, 06 Jun 2006 01:43:39 PDT
Unfortunately, I did not ge to punch an emo or see The Omen today.

Hennyways, I got to see six minutes past the pm sixth hour of the sixth day of the sixth month, two thousand and six. And I felt spesh.

goodnight!

rabu rabu ]]> ~UnderTheChickenWire http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/8774767/ http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/8774767/ Mon, 15 May 2006 04:22:21 PDT
Goodness, hasnt it been a while since my last journal? Yes it has indeed.

Well lets go through some news:

Gerhan has his Ps!
My cousin Olivia is now christened.
I'm failing English!
UNYA is over and done with, I was Argentina after also being China and Cuba.
Single.. still
Lily and Nate are back together! Yays!
New ideas for some art, so watch out!
This just in! Boys only laugh at girls jokes because they want to get into their pants! Aha!
I'm a certified Sociologist and Psychologist
My bologna has a first name
its O-s-c-a-r
My bologna has a second name
its M-e-y-e-r.
Jessy is spelt with a Y
I've obviously run out of news.


I've decided I want a kitten. And I shall have a kitten gosh-darnit!
a lil fuzzy black one!

I love kittens.

I also love motivational speakers, ordinary boys, long walks on the beach and watching sunsets.

]]> ~UnderTheChickenWire http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/7736604/ http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/7736604/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 22:34:21 PST
I'm back from Devonport and never before have I realized how much there is about Hobart I love. For instance, we have clean water, we have shops that are open till 6-8, and Hobart has my friends.

Never have I been so bored. Actually it wasnt so bad considering Gerhan was there and he brightened up the hole of a place my nan and pop call 'the Shack', up at Hawley Beach.

Got to see my awesome cousin Alistair, met cousin Tom's beautiful and talented Japanese fiance Yuko, and saw how much baby cousin Olivia has grown. I also got told I looked like princess Mary. Really we have nothing in common apart from we both have dark hair and we're from Hobart.

Happy Australia Day to everyone! I hope you atleast knew that it happened.. or even celebrated it and showed us your Aussie pride.. *cough*

Now, back down south, I'm sitting at my computer, no one it online.. and I'm dead bored. AGAIN.
School starts Feb 14th, though on the 9th (?) we have 'leadership training'.

Bloody Valentines Day! Jesus! They really do want us to suffer don't they?!

Well there's my DJA for this month. See youse all later.. or I'll knife yas



Jeshy xx ]]> ~UnderTheChickenWire http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/7378963/ http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/7378963/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 03:26:34 PST
And now I'm going to pull a Dayna and write down 'most' of my thoughts and feelings because if I dont 'tell' someone soon and pretend like someone actually cares I'm going to have a girly teary fit. Eww.

Here it goes.

Dorian treats me like shit. Makes me feel unloved, guilty and used. So why do I stay with him? Because I'm scared shitless. Of what? I have no clue..

I would say this is the worst relationship I've ever been in but that would be a lie. Its not Dorian's fault, he's just immature.. but then again maybe its me? I'm forceful and demanding. What if I am pushing him away? Food for thought.

I'm pretty sure he's already cheated on me or is about to. And don't think that sounds 'crazy' or 'dramatic' because it really isnt. I don't know this boy yet I think about him constantly, even when those thoughts make me want to throw up my heart!

I want to message him right now. I won't get a reply. He probably won't pay the message any mind. I could say I was pregnant with twins and he wouldn't reply, or that I was going to cheat on him, he still wouldnt. Well.. maybe for the cheating thing.

This has all become one giant mess of a relationship.

He says he doesnt love me. He says he 'maybe' gets bored of me. He only cares when he wants something. Maybe I am a masochist?

I've been thinking about school a lot. Its not there to distract us anymore. Homework, grades, 'in-school-only' friends. We suddenly have all this time, time to think about things, worry or rejoice, that we didnt have before. It makes us question and test situations and subjects.

Half of me wants to go back to school and forget being social, while the other never wants this freedom to end.

I can see what Andy was talking about. Everything is so routine, you can't break free.

The stress of school or work situations keeps us fresh and on the ball, now we're relaxing, but still panicking like we would around the rest of the year.

Maybe I'm just 'being a whingey woman' as some may say. Complaining about everything while I could just be happy. Are men always happy? They'd be having a good old bitch to their mates if they were in my situation, thats for sure.



Maybe this time there will be no $500 owed and we can keep our shoes, Chloe.

Haha.

Happy Chanuka to me. Mozeltof.. or something along those lines.





Note: For anyone who actually read this, I can't believe you read it. I suggest in the future you just delete all your journal alerts before reading them. I hardly read them. And just so you know, this wasn't a call of attention. I just needed to vent a bit. Thanks.
]]> ~UnderTheChickenWire http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/7137770/ http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/7137770/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 01:30:41 PST
The long awaited summer greets ye gladly and tenderly.

Dayna's right, it'll never be the same. This is the time we all spread out. We've finished high school.

I'm worried I'll never get to see some people again. Please don't leave all us trashies in Franko by ourselves.

Which reminds me. I have met almost 4 generations of Franko kids. There is this guy in a wog shop in town, we were talking about Franko and he told us how he got caught smoking there in school uniform lolz.

Before we were to young to hang out in town, now we're approaching too old. Think about when we're 30? We'll be walking past with our kids, on our way to Salamanca, and we'll see these kids smoking and kissing and we'll think, ".. That used to be me," and ," That reminds me of when," and we may never see those people again. How strange it is, how life works.

So to those who leave us, remember us, to those who stay, see you soon.

And thank you for being so supportive of me in my first year back in Tasmania, or even Australia for that matter. You mean the world.

Love ]]> ~UnderTheChickenWire http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/6824415/ http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/6824415/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 02:11:38 PDT
Brent talked to Andy today.

"So would you ever consider Jessy as more than just a friend?"

"No. Not right now."

Which is totally cool, lets me get to know him better, but I must say overall quite saddening. Hes so funny, and smart, and attractive, and seems overall optimistic which is nice.

But if it was not meant to be, it wasnt meant to be. Deep breaths and much relaxation, I think I'll be fine.

to you all,

Jess xx ]]> ~UnderTheChickenWire http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/6148063/ http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/6148063/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 07:28:44 PDT
Tis pretty sad.. Our founding fathers are gone.

[link]

This opened my eyes a little

Lets all have a look ay?

~~Supportin °jark~~ ]]> ~UnderTheChickenWire http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/5920471/ http://UnderTheChickenWire.deviantart.com/journal/5920471/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 05:52:01 PDT
What am I?

I am:
- Proud
- Gluttonous
- Vain
- Envious
- Lustful
- Slotheful
- Ragfilled
- a sinner
- an innocent
- a lover
- someone who doubts themselves
- a question asker
- a challenger
- a ponderer of life, the Universe and everything
- a movie critic
- an appreciater of music in any form
- mistified by ancient civilizations
- a dreamer
- a girl
- a woman
- the wearer of the pants
- reflective
- caring
- beautiful
- sweet
- a bitch
- ugly
- Satans spawn
- crude
- polite
- currently falling under the title "Unemployed"
- wild
- tame
- unsettling
- comforting
- a daughter
- a future mother
- a disgusted member of society
- wise
- loved
- a master
- taught
- funny (weird and haha?)
- a lover of laughter
- sick
- someone who likes to feel dirty
- someone who likes to be clean
- a lover of black
- scared of whats in the darkness
- a people person
- a hugs and kisses person
- a wearer of the black she is a lover of
- for peace
- for justice
- for abortion
- for opinions
- for sale
- single
- 5'3"
- fat and loving it
- a lover of moonlight walks
- thinking this sounds like a classifieds ad
- a llama farmer assistant
- a pigeon
- the proud owner of a Snoo Le-Parrd
- a best friend
- impure
- a lover of video games
- an appreciater of art in all forms
- an Adam Sandler fan
- an eater of black currant Mini-Wheats
- a beetroot lover
- a chubby boy fetishist
- a novice guitar player
- passionate
- a Big Brother addict
- a worshipper
- alone
- afraid
- disbelieving
- too trusting
- sorry
- someone that rocks out to Korn
- 16 years of age as of September 1st 2005
- wondering if you actually read all that

And thats all I can think of for now.. I'm not doing this as a boasty thing.. just.. I actually have no idea what this is.. I'm not even sure if I'll submit it now.

Well I guess you'll know if I do. Lol

Love Jess ]]> ~UnderTheChickenWire