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                <title>Kisses</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Sep 2009 17:06:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Life and what the future brings...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Apr 2008 10:42:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone!<br />Wow, I haven't written on here in a long time. Thought that it would be a good idea to do an update. My exams are in a week and then on May 1 my first year of college will be over. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-)" title=":-) (Smile)" /> For me college has really been my saving grace. I joined the best sisterhood in the whole wide world: Sigma Kappa. Without my soroity and all of the wonderful people I have met, I feel my life would suck a bit. LOL I am currently an Education Major, specializing in Middle Childhood, History and Math. This summer I am going to be working at Cedar Point. I leave on the 4th of May and get back on the 22nd on Aug. I am working there for many reasons but the main and most important one is for Rachael.... I am going to visit her this Dec. I miss her very much and I feel that it is time to have an adventure or two. Rachael I love you and you are doing great!!! Never give up because I am there with you in spirit, always by your side :-D. Oh and I met the best boy in the whole world too...lol I know that I have just started dating him (4/20/08)<---HA! But I just know that he really is something special. I'm excited to see what the future brings for me and the people I love. I know everything will be alright. Well I got to head to class people!<br />I love you all and you best leave me a comment if you read this!!!<br />~*Bridge<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Journal Entry made like a Poem</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Feb 2008 20:37:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sometimes mainly lately<br />     I sit and stare<br />          For hours on end.<br />      All that I am thinking about<br />   Is you.<br /><br />And asking myself what I did wrong.<br />And If you will ever want me again<br />   Because to this day<br />        I only want you.<br />            I can still feel you holding me,<br />       And see you sleeping as I left.<br />   Mike, why are you doing this?<br />Again.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life At the End of 2007</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Nov 2007 21:35:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I haven't updated in a very long time. Everything with prom went fine but I should have gone alone. I think I would have had more fun. I graduated High School. Now that I'm almost done with my first semester of college, lots of stuff has changed. Well stuff hasn't changed, I've changed. I have been single for a long time now. Well not with someone, I've dated people but nothing like the things I've had. Yeah I think about the things I had a lot. I used to have two of the bestest friends in the world. At least now one of them is still my friend. I don't know whether to say that everyday is harder or that I'm growing up. I joined Sigma Kappa with my sister Casey.  I love all of my new friends very much but lately, I have felt really lonely. It's funny I always have someone around if I need them but I feel really really alone. I'm kind of seeing wigger again. Sad to say he is probably my best friend. He isn't always nice to me and he is kind of selfish but got to work with what you've got right? I don't want to fall for him but my heart is really needing some thing. I know that if I begin to really feel something for him, he will break my heart but maybe thats something I should get used to. I'm still in love with someone who won't move heave and earth for me, let alone his two feet. I don't know whats wrong with me the passed two nights I have bawled before I've gone to sleep. I hope that I'm just depressed because I know that will pass. God Bless You All and God Save Me<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Compassion?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 May 2007 14:11:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am beyond stressed at this point. Prom is this saturday...everything is fine with that except... my mom schedualed my make-up appointment the same time as my hair so i have to fix that somehow because i have to be ready by like 4:30. and my hair appointment was at 12:30 bc its suppose to take a hour and a half to two hours for my hair and i wanted to get my hair done after my makeup and thats suppose to take an hour so i told mom to make it around 11. she made it at 12:15....yeah thats not going to work and sometime inbetween all that i have to pick up Dennis's and my flowers. And i work the night before all of this from 4-close so i'm going to want to sleep in but thats not going to happen because i have no idea what the hell is going on!<br />
<br />
To make matters worse, my Father has been sending me some disturbing e-mails about him almost getting hit by rockets and how more attacks are coming...yeah wodnerful. i really don't want him to die.<br />
<br />
Speaking of death my aunt's father died and she really wants my family to come and support her at the funeral but geuss what day the funeral is??? yeah geuss.... same day as PROM! i really want to be there for her but i spent over $300 for my dress and ect. I am spending around 50 for hair and makeup... and i don't know what else so i'm thinking my total bill for that night will be somewhere around 500 dollars.... WOW! so i can't go and my mom doesn't want to miss my senior prom...AHHH STRESS!!!<br />
<br />
And this week didn't start off the best... i can't believe that people would talk so much crap about my presentation being 3 minutes over the time limit...seriously... i heard that it was like 20mins...ok let me set this straight for all over you... it ended up being like 10mins which the time limit was 5-7...GET OVER IT!!! And when Mrs. Blankenship stood up for me... i got even more crap about being her pet....okay maybe thats true. but maybe i'm her pet because i'm one of the only students in our grade that doesn't talk shit about her. she is a person too you know. she may seem like she doesn't care about what we say but hey doesn't everyone want everyone else to think that they are okay when they really aren't? <br />
<br />
come on people where is your compassion?<br />
<br />
~*Bridge<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Last summer</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Apr 2007 19:31:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ last summer was the best of my life. i had everything. i miss it. i want to rewind time and pause forever.... if i would have known the things i know now...i swear everything would be different. God! I'd give my life to have those days back!<br />
<br />
I'm sad. depressed to say the least.<br />
<br />
The END<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My Lucky Day...kind of</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Apr 2007 17:28:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its so surprising how fast your luck can change... Last week i ended something i should have ended a long time ago... Part of me didn't want to have to lie to end things but i knew it was the only way to free myself from this persons spell. i thought that my life would be a crimson black hole after i did what i did but you gotta do what you gotta do! Then i met Charlie...Charlie is that guy you would never thought would be real. And he thinks i'm beautiful...yeah me... He is so handsome. He is a gentlemen but i feel like something is missing everytime he holds me in his arms. I know no matter how hard i try i could never love him. but life goes on and he hasn't asked me to love him. So charlie was supposed to go with me to prom. He was taking someone else to his and going to the same persons...i didn't care until last night. He found out that it was on the same night as mine... He was really scared to tell me. So instead of hanging out with me last night he didn't return my text or answer my phone calls and i didn't understand why. Untill my friend told me what happened. i was super sad but i couldn't let him know... so i told him to go with her and it was fine...i cried. He didn't talke to me till noon and i was so surprised when he did because i thought that he didn't want anything more to do with me. So today, less then 12 hrs later... i have a new prom date and still a date tomorrow night with charlie!  Things are good. And for the first time in a long while... i really believe its going to stay this way!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Song Stuck in My head</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Apr 2007 09:23:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Avril Lavigne  Girlfriend lyrics<br />
<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I don't like your girlfriend!<br />
No way! No way!<br />
I think you need a new one<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I could be your girlfriend<br />
<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I know that you like me<br />
No way! No way!<br />
No it's not a secret<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I want to be your girlfriend<br />
<br />
[Verse 1]<br />
You're so fine<br />
I want you mine<br />
You're so delicious<br />
I think about ya all the time<br />
You're so addictive<br />
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?<br />
(alright alright alright alright)<br />
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious<br />
And hell yeah<br />
I'm the mother fuckin' princess<br />
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right<br />
(I'm right I'm right I'm right)<br />
<br />
She's like so whatever<br />
You could do so much better<br />
I think we should get together now<br />
And that's what everyone's talking about!<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I don't like your girlfriend!<br />
No way! No way!<br />
I think you need a new one<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I could be your girlfriend<br />
<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I know that you like me<br />
No way! No way!<br />
No it's not a secret<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I want to be your girlfriend<br />
<br />
[Verse 2]<br />
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me<br />
And even when you look away I know you think of me<br />
I know you talk about me all the time again and again<br />
(and again and again and again)<br />
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear<br />
<br />
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear<br />
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again<br />
(And again and again and again!)<br />
<br />
She's like so whatever<br />
You could do so much better<br />
I think we should get together now<br />
And that's what everyone's talking about!<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I don't like your girlfriend!<br />
No way! No way!<br />
I think you need a new one<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I could be your girlfriend<br />
<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I know that you like me<br />
No way! No way!<br />
No it's not a secret<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I want to be your girlfriend<br />
<br />
[Break]<br />
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger<br />
Cause I can, cause I can do it better<br />
There's no other<br />
So when's it gonna sink in<br />
She's so stupid<br />
What the hell were you thinking?<br />
<br />
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger<br />
Cause I can, cause I can do it better<br />
There's no other<br />
So when's it gonna sink in<br />
She's so stupid<br />
What the hell were you thinking?<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I don't like your girlfriend!<br />
No way! No way!<br />
I think you need a new one<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I could be your girlfriend<br />
No Way No Way...<br />
<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I know that you like me<br />
No way! No way!<br />
No it's not a secret<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I want to be your girlfriend<br />
No Way No Way...<br />
<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I don't like your girlfriend!<br />
No way! No way!<br />
I think you need a new one<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I could be your girlfriend<br />
No Way No Way...<br />
<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I know that you like me<br />
No way! No way!<br />
No it's not a secret<br />
Hey! Hey! You! You!<br />
I want to be your girlfriend<br />
No Way No Way Hey Hey...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I guess it's gonna have to hurt</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Apr 2007 05:54:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It really sucks when something that mattered so much to you,  is the something you have to push away or leave behind...<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I was sitting on my doorstep, <br />
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand, <br />
But I knew I had to do it, <br />
And he wouldn't understand, <br />
So hard to see myself without him, <br />
I felt a piece of my heart break, <br />
But when you're standing at a crossroad, <br />
There's a choice you gotta make. <br />
<br />
[CHORUS:] <br />
I guess it's gonna have to hurt, <br />
I guess I'm gonna have to cry, <br />
And let go of some things I've loved, <br />
To get to the other side, <br />
I guess it's gonna break me down, <br />
The only way you try to fly, <br />
accept its sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, <br />
Starts with goodbye. <br />
<br />
I know there's a blue horizon, <br />
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me, <br />
Getting there means leaving things behind, <br />
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet. <br />
<br />
[CHORUS:] <br />
I guess it's gonna have to hurt, <br />
I guess I'm gonna have to cry, <br />
and let go of somethings i love to get to the other side <br />
I guess it's gonna break me down, <br />
The only way you try to find, <br />
accept it sometimes means moving on with the rest of your life, <br />
Starts with goodbye. <br />
<br />
Time, time heals, <br />
The wounds that you feel, <br />
Somehow, right now. <br />
<br />
[CHORUS:] <br />
I guess it's gonna have to hurt, <br />
I guess I'm gonna have to cry, <br />
And let go of some things I've loved, <br />
To get to the other side, <br />
I guess it's gonna break me down, <br />
if the only way you try to fly, <br />
accept its sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, <br />
Starts with goodbye, <br />
I guess I'm gonna have to cry, <br />
And let go of some things I've loved, <br />
To get to the other side, <br />
Starts with goodbye, <br />
The only way you try to fly, <br />
accept its sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, <br />
Starts with goodbye, <br />
Na na na na na na na.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>HORoscope</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Apr 2007 05:56:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is my horoscope for today....<br />
<br />
<br />
Taurus<br />
April 19 - May 19<br />
There is much on your mind today, dear Taurus. Over the last three weeks you have analyzed your relationships on a deep and profound level. New people, with attractive new qualities, may be tempting you to make a change. But is this a good time in your life to start up new friendships or love relationships? Are you willing to accept the upheaval such a change would create? These are some worthwhile questions to ask yourself.<br />
<br />
And i'm like how did you know there's a lot on my mind? OMG you know about me analyzing everything? have you been stalking me too? Change....me likey change... I'm so sick of being stuck in this rut of life. i do the same things everyday, see the same people.... is this a good time? YES, everything else in my life is changing i graduate high school in less than 2 months! My best friend left for the military! I'm not dating anyone new or old for that matter! i will execpt the consequences of my actions. Bring on the change!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Is that too much that I'm askin for?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Mar 2007 05:40:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Too Much To Ask<br />
by Avril Lavigne<br />
album: Let Go (2002) <br />
<br />
It's the first time I've ever felt this lonely <br />
I wish someone could cure this pain<br />
It's funny when you think it's gonna work out<br />
'Til ya chose weed over me, you're so lame<br />
<br />
I thought you were cool until the point<br />
Up until the point <br />
you didn't call me<br />
When you said you would<br />
Finally figured out you're all the same<br />
Always coming up with some kind of story<br />
<br />
Every time I try to make you smile<br />
You're always feelin sorry for yourself<br />
Every time I try to make you laugh,<br />
You can't<br />
You're too tough<br />
You think you're loveless<br />
Is that too much that I'm askin for?<br />
<br />
Thought you'd come around when I ignored you<br />
Sorta thought you'd have the decency to change<br />
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning<br />
'Cause I'm not about, to look at your face again<br />
<br />
Can't you see that you lie to yourself?<br />
You can't see the world through a mirror....<br />
It won't be too late when the smoke clears<br />
'Cause I, I am still here<br />
<br />
But every time I try to make you smile<br />
You always go on feeling sorry for yourself<br />
Every time I try to make you laugh<br />
You stand like a stone<br />
Alone in your zone<br />
Is that too much that I'm askin for?<br />
<br />
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah<br />
<br />
Can't find where I am<br />
Lying here<br />
Alone in fear<br />
Afraid of the dark<br />
The one to claim<br />
Alone again<br />
<br />
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah<br />
<br />
Can't you see that you lie to yourself?<br />
You can't see the world through a mirror...<br />
It won't be too late when the smoke clears<br />
'Cause I, I am still here<br />
<br />
But every time I try to make you smile<br />
You're always feeling sorry for yourself<br />
Every time I try to make you laugh<br />
You can't<br />
You're too tough<br />
You think your loveless<br />
It was too much that I asked him for<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>PLEASE REMEMBER</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Mar 2007 20:17:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Time, sometimes the time just slips away<br />
And your left with yesterday<br />
Left with the memories<br />
I, I'll always think of you and smile<br />
And be happy for the time<br />
I had you with me<br />
Though we go our seperate ways<br />
I won't forget so don't forget <br />
the memories we made<br />
<br />
Please remember, please remember<br />
I was there for you <br />
and you were there for me<br />
Please remember, our time together<br />
The time was yours and mine <br />
while we were wild and free<br />
Please remember, please remember me<br />
<br />
Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say<br />
And it's sad to walk away <br />
with just the memories<br />
Who's to know what might have been<br />
We'll leave behind a life and time <br />
I'll never know again<br />
<br />
Please remember, please remember<br />
I was there for you <br />
and you were there for me<br />
And remember, Please remember me<br />
<br />
Please remember, please remember<br />
I was there for you <br />
And you were there for me<br />
Please remember, our time together<br />
The time was yours and mine <br />
While we were wild and free<br />
Then remember, please remember me<br />
<br />
And how we laugh and how we smile<br />
And how this heart was yours and mine<br />
and how a dream was out of reach<br />
I stood by you, you stood by me<br />
We took each day and made it shine<br />
We wrote our names across the sky<br />
We ride so fast, we ride so free<br />
And I knew that you had me<br />
<br />
Please remember, please remember<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>My foot creeps closer to the edge</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Mar 2007 19:12:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today was unexpected<br />
Nothing here is how I left it<br />
Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie<br />
Closing in around me makes it so hard to see<br />
Now I'm standing on the ledge<br />
My foot creeps closer to the edge<br />
Freinds all know what to say<br />
To make me puish them away<br />
What they can't know about me makes it so hard to see<br />
<br />
I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore<br />
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out<br />
Now you can't hold me down anymore<br />
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out<br />
<br />
So mamy days of silence<br />
Too many destructive ways to vent<br />
I hope they set something free<br />
Didn't know they were out to kill me<br />
Today I'll turn it all around<br />
Pick myself up off the ground<br />
Sweat all the sickness out<br />
Force all the demons down<br />
Stand up and set it straight<br />
Get it right before it's too late<br />
For now I'm feelin fine<br />
Left all the pain behind<br />
It's time to live my life<br />
I finally got it right<br />
<br />
I can still taste the words on my tongue sayin we're okay<br />
But when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn't me<br />
So now I raise my hands up so tired of giving in<br />
throw this all away and start again<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Mind Games</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Feb 2007 01:09:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i'm really tired.... well not really. i went to bed at 6p.m and woke up around 3am. so i shouldn't be "tired" but i'm mentally tired. don't you hate it when people play mind games with you? and you don't know what is real and what isn't? it's really hard, you know, to have to figure out what someone really means when they say something....like for example what i'm saying now... do you get it or don't you?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>HIP HIP HOORAY!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Feb 2007 05:09:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ O-K-L-A-H-O-M-A!!!!!!!! opens on friday!!! and i'm your Aunt Eller!!!! *muah*!!!!!! hehe i'm so happy right now!!<br />
<br />
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p.s. if you had a chance to read the journal entry i deleted...forget about it! all my problems are gone!!! hopefully for good!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Feb 14, is going to suck</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Feb 2007 20:59:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So Ive been sitting up for almost an hour crying like a little emo girl. Valentines Day is supposed to be some kind of magical love holiday. Cupid is supposed to be flying around shooting arrows at helpless lovers, but this is far from reality. Boys are stressed out about what they should get for their girlfriends and girls are running around trying to find something perfect to wear for their dates like its prom or something. But there are a few people that sit around depressed, others just dont care and to them the holiday doesnt exist, and of course theres me sitting in some dark room wallowing in self-pity. I want to be kissed and loved on Valentines Day. But there is no one here to buy me flowers and send them to my school, no one to make me a home made card with glitter, no one to just hold me, look me in the eyes, and tell me they love me.NO ONE! Why is it that the most retarded people get to be happy on this Hallmark holiday and I get to eat a gallon of chocolate ice cream on the couch before I cry myself to sleep? I dont really consider myself a bad personbut Im not a saint either in any light but dont I deserve to be loved on this nation's biggest love day?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>It Ends Tonight</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Feb 2007 18:21:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What am i doing? I don't think i could get anymore confused at this point- i take that back. i know what i should do, i know what i want to do, and i know what i'm doing. And none of them are the same. Only thing i don't know is what i am going to do...<br />
<br />
<br />
"It Ends Tonight"<br />
<br />
Your subtleties<br />
They strangle me<br />
I can't explain myself at all.<br />
And all the wants<br />
And all the needs<br />
All I don't want to need at all.<br />
<br />
The walls start breathing<br />
My mind's unweaving<br />
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.<br />
A weight is lifted<br />
On this evening<br />
I give the final blow.<br />
<br />
When darkness turns to light,<br />
It ends tonight<br />
It ends tonight.<br />
<br />
A falling star<br />
Least I fall alone.<br />
I can't explain what you can't explain.<br />
You're finding things that you didn't know<br />
I look at you with such disdain <br />
<br />
The walls start breathing<br />
My mind's unweaving<br />
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.<br />
A weight is lifted<br />
On this evening<br />
I give the final blow.<br />
<br />
When darkness turns to light<br />
It ends tonight,<br />
It ends tonight.<br />
Just a little insight won't make this right<br />
It's too late to fight<br />
It ends tonight,<br />
It ends tonight.<br />
<br />
Now I'm on my own side<br />
It's better than being on your side<br />
It's my fault when you're blind<br />
It's better that I see it through your eyes<br />
<br />
All these thoughts locked inside<br />
Now you're the first to know<br />
<br />
When darkness turns to light<br />
It ends tonight,<br />
It ends tonight.<br />
Just a little insight won't make this right<br />
It's too late to fight<br />
It ends tonight,<br />
It ends <br />
<br />
When darkness turns to light<br />
It ends tonight,<br />
It ends tonight.<br />
Just a little insight won't make this right<br />
It's too late to fight<br />
It ends tonight,<br />
It ends tonight.<br />
<br />
Tonight<br />
Insight<br />
When darkness turns to light,<br />
It ends tonight.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Reasons</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Feb 2007 12:07:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ things are okay. Things are fine. Well thats what i keep telling myself. I have to be right, i gotta be. there are reasons for everything that happens or doesn't...i have to believe that, other wise...i would lose hope in everything that i have ever been through. There are reasons for everything! I have to grow through all the hard things to get where i'm going, even though i don't know where i'm going to end up...i somehow have to get there right? What are my reasons for being where i am now? could my reason for being here be you? or am i putting myself through something that doesn't need to be?<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Artist: Flyleaf <br />
Song: Sorrow <br />
Album: Flyleaf <br />
<br />
<br />
sometimes life seems too quiet<br />
into paralyzing silence<br />
like the moonless dark<br />
meant to make me strong<br />
<br />
familiar breath of my old lies<br />
changed the color in my eyes<br />
soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by<br />
<br />
sorrow lasts through this night<br />
i'll take this piece of you<br />
and hold for all eternity<br />
for just one second i felt whole<br />
as you flew right through me<br />
<br />
left alone with only reflections of the memory<br />
to face the ugly girl<br />
that's smothering me<br />
sitting closer than my pain<br />
he knew each tear before it came<br />
soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by<br />
<br />
sorrow lasts through this night<br />
i'll take this piece of you<br />
and hold for all eternity<br />
for just one second i felt whole<br />
as you flew right through me<br />
<br />
and we kiss each other one more time<br />
and sing this lie that's halfway mine<br />
the sword is slicing through the question<br />
so i won't be fooled by his angel light<br />
<br />
sorrow lasts through this night<br />
i'll take this piece of you<br />
and hold for all eternity<br />
for just one second i felt whole<br />
as you flew right through me<br />
and up into the stars<br />
<br />
joy will come<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>I deserve better than this</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Jan 2007 21:21:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so its a little psat midnight and i need to be up in 7 hours at the lastest but i can't sleep. part of me is waiting up for that phone call that will never come and the other part of me is yelling at me to do something NEW with my life....blah... i really do think i deserve better than what i'm getting at this point.<br />
~*Bridge<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>too much sugar</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Jan 2007 18:00:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm super cool. i always get what i want. i rock your socks and you know it. I'm in a really good mood. Now i'm just got to sit and wait for fate to drop everything else in place. I'm pretty much perfect. end of story.<br />
<br />
I can't be held responsible for the things that are going to happen and franking i really don't care! *MUAH*!<br />
XOXOXoxoxoXOXOX~Bridge<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>20 things</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Jan 2007 08:03:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ TOP THINGS MY DREAM GUY WOULD DO<br />
<br />
1.	NEVER miss my call<br />
2.	introduce me to people he cares about as his girlfriend<br />
3.	Not play tricks on me, I hate being a joke<br />
4.	/message/talk/aim/see me everyday<br />
5.	kiss me and not want anything else to develop from it (a.k.a they dont think that if we kiss theyll end up with a bj)<br />
6.	take an effort with his appearance when he sees me (doesnt smell that an old sock)<br />
7.	open doors, you know all the polite gentlemen like things<br />
8.	doesnt bring up sex in a convo (I know guys think about it like 24/7 but I watch mtv, I get an sex overload sometimes)<br />
9.	Be willing to spend time with my friends, so they would like him<br />
10.	just being supportive, I make a lot of stupid mistakes, I need to know I have hes support no matter what I do<br />
11.	Doesnt call me all the time I do sleep and I do work and go to school (basically dont go stalkerish on me)<br />
12.	Dont let ANYONE talk shit about me (Defend me)<br />
13.	Do sweet things (Examples: buy me flowers just because, show up at my work to tell me you were thinking about me, just surprise me!)<br />
14.	take me out, Im pretty much a homebody but I do like going places<br />
15.	he driven in life, have a future, a plan. It doesnt have to involve me. I want to know that they have their own plan.<br />
16.	meet my parents(AHH!) and ask daddy dearest for permission to date me (double AHH!)<br />
17.	pay attention to me (Im an attention WHORE)<br />
18.	 when they decide they care about me tell me so somewhere sweet, like under the stars or somethingidk<br />
19.	just hang out with me <br />
20.	want whats best for me and helps me get it<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>stupid FEMALE wiggas</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Jan 2007 07:46:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ girls are stupid...mainly when they fuck with me...<br />
<br />
DIXIE CHICKS LYRICS <br />
<br />
Not Ready To Make Nice <br />
<br />
<br />
Forgive, sounds good<br />
Forget, I'm not sure I could<br />
They say time heals everything<br />
But I'm still waiting<br />
<br />
I'm through with doubt<br />
There's nothing left for me to figure out<br />
I've paid a price<br />
And I'll keep paying<br />
<br />
I'm not ready to make nice<br />
I'm not ready to back down<br />
I'm still mad as hell and<br />
I don't have time to go round and round and round<br />
It's too late to make it right<br />
I probably wouldn't if I could<br />
'Cause I'm mad as hell<br />
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should<br />
<br />
I know you said<br />
Can't you just get over it<br />
It turned my whole world around<br />
And I kind of like it<br />
<br />
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby<br />
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'<br />
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her<br />
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger<br />
And how in the world can the words that I said<br />
Send somebody so over the edge<br />
That they'd write me a letter<br />
Sayin' that I better shut up and sing<br />
Or my life will be over<br />
<br />
I'm not ready to make nice<br />
I'm not ready to back down<br />
I'm still mad as hell and<br />
I don't have time to go round and round and round<br />
It's too late to make it right<br />
I probably wouldn't if I could<br />
'Cause I'm mad as hell<br />
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should<br />
<br />
I'm not ready to make nice<br />
I'm not ready to back down<br />
I'm still mad as hell and<br />
I don't have time to go round and round and round<br />
It's too late to make it right<br />
I probably wouldn't if I could<br />
'Cause I'm mad as hell<br />
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should<br />
<br />
Forgive, sounds good<br />
Forget, I'm not sure I could<br />
They say time heals everything<br />
But I'm still waiting<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Broken Glass and Alcohol</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Dec 2006 07:06:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow... i couldn't stop dreaming last night it was weird. i had a couple of dreams. In one of them i kept throwing glass on the floor and staring at it...sooo i looked up glass...broken glass on <a href="http://www.hyperdictionary.com/dream">[link]</a> and it said <br />
 "Seeing glass in your dream, symbolizes passivity. Dreaming that you are drinking from a glass, is an omen of good luck. Dreaming that you are looking through glass, represents your openness and non-defensiveness. Alternatively, you may be putting up an invisible emotional barrier around yourself. Seeing broken glass in your dream means a change in your life. You will find that a situation will come to an abrupt and untimely end. Dreaming that you are Seeing or eating glass, highlights your vulnerability, confusion and frailty. You may have difficulties in communicating your thoughts across and getting the right words out. Alternatively, it may symbolize your hurtful and cutting comments. Perhaps you have been hurt or disappointed by something that someone had said. Or you need to be careful in how you phrase and word things or run the risk of offending others."<br />
<br />
Then i had a dream about people stealing all my alcohol but then i got it back and drank it all myself. So i looked up alcohol... and it said <br />
 "Dreaming of cosuming alcohol in great quantities, and losing control, may reflect a need for you to hide some negative feelings you have about yourself, or about someone else, if you see him/her getting drunk. When you are dreaming of drinking to excess, maybe you are trying to escape reality, hide a feeling of guilt or regret. It might also underline the need for you to let go of your inhibitions and just express yourself with no shame, as if you were a different person. If you are dreaming that you are feeling happy and still in control when consuming alcohol, it means that you will be soon hearing good news of success and achievement."<br />
<br />
<br />
Interesting huh? Maybe something is going to change really fast and i'm going to be happy about it...god i hope that right, i need some cheering up.<br />
~*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Dear World</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Dec 2006 12:58:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear World, <br />
Please stop fucking with me. I really do not think i can take anymore of this bull shit. Please stop. I do not want anymore problems, i can take everything you've been throwing at me. I know that i am strong but this is really pushing me, i do not believe that i can take this anymore. Please stop fucking with me. <br />
Sincerely, Bridgett<br />
<br />
TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART (Bonnie Tyler ) <br />
<br />
<br />
Turnaround, every now and then I get a <br />
little bit lonely and you're never coming around <br />
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a <br />
little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears <br />
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a <br />
little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by <br />
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a <br />
little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes <br />
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and <br />
then I fall apart <br />
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and <br />
then I fall apart <br />
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a <br />
little bit restless and I dream of something wild <br />
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a <br />
little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms <br />
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a <br />
little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry <br />
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a <br />
little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes <br />
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and <br />
then I fall apart <br />
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and <br />
then I fall apart <br />
<br />
And I need you now tonight <br />
And I need you more than ever <br />
And if you'll only hold me tight <br />
We'll be holding on forever <br />
And we'll only be making it right <br />
Cause we'll never be wrong together <br />
We can take it to the end of the line <br />
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time <br />
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark <br />
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks <br />
I really need you tonight <br />
Forever's gonna start tonight <br />
Forever's gonna start tonight <br />
<br />
Once upon a time I was falling in love <br />
But now I'm only falling apart <br />
There's nothing I can do <br />
A total eclipse of the heart <br />
Once upon a time there was light in my life <br />
But now there's only love in the dark <br />
Nothing I can say <br />
A total eclipse of the heart <br />
<br />
Turnaround bright eyes <br />
Turnaround bright eyes <br />
Turnaround, every now and then I know <br />
you'll never be the boy you always you wanted to be <br />
Turnaround, every now and then I know <br />
you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am <br />
Turnaround, every now and then I know <br />
there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you <br />
Turnaround, every now and then I know <br />
there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do <br />
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and <br />
then I fall apart <br />
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and <br />
then I fall apart <br />
<br />
And I need you now tonight <br />
And I need you more than ever <br />
And if you'll only hold me tight <br />
We'll be holding on forever <br />
And we'll only be making it right <br />
Cause we'll never be wrong together <br />
We can take it to the end of the line <br />
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time <br />
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark <br />
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks <br />
I really need you tonight <br />
Forever's gonna start tonight <br />
Forever's gonna start tonight <br />
<br />
Once upon a time I was falling in love <br />
But now I'm only falling apart <br />
There's nothing I can do <br />
A total eclipse of the heart <br />
Once upon a time there was light in my life <br />
But now there's only love in the dark <br />
Nothing I can say <br />
A total eclipse of the heart<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Through Glass</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Dec 2006 03:30:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got the part i wanted in Oklahoma, Aunt Eller. I was super happy even though i'm half blind. lol. The doc says it will be ok, he gave me drops and new contacts and sent me on my way. They still hurt a lot. Got to kind of talk to someone i hadn't talked to in a while...it was weird and it made me worried, even though i'm not suppose to waste my kindness on them. I don't know! BLAH here's the song i woke up to...<br />
<br />
Artist: Stone Sour <br />
Album: Come What (Ever) May <br />
Title: Through Glass <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I'm looking at you through the glass<br />
Don't know how much time has past<br />
Oh, God it feels like forever<br />
But no one ever tells you<br />
That forever feels like home<br />
Sitting all alone inside your head<br />
<br />
How do you feel?<br />
That is the question<br />
But I forget<br />
You don't expect an easy answer<br />
<br />
When something like a soul<br />
Becomes initialized<br />
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes<br />
You can't expect the bitter folks<br />
And while your outside looking in<br />
Describing what you see<br />
Remember what your staring at is me<br />
<br />
Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass<br />
Don't know how much time has past<br />
All I know is that it feels like forever<br />
And no one ever tells you<br />
That forever feels like home<br />
Sitting all alone inside your head<br />
<br />
How much is real<br />
So much to question<br />
An epidemic of the mannequins<br />
Contaminating everything<br />
And if that came from the heart<br />
It never did, right from the start<br />
Just listen to the noises(Now I'm more, instead of voices)<br />
<br />
Before You tell yourself<br />
It's just a different scene<br />
Remember it's just different from what you've seen<br />
<br />
I'm looking at you through the glass<br />
Don't know how much time has past<br />
Now all I know is that feels like forever<br />
And no one ever tells you<br />
That forever feels like home<br />
Sitting all alone inside your head<br />
<br />
Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass<br />
Don't know how much time has past<br />
Now all I know is that it feels like forever<br />
And no one ever tells you<br />
That forever feels like home<br />
Sitting all alone inside your head<br />
<br />
And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you<br />
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you<br />
<br />
I'm looking at you through the glass<br />
Don't know how much time has past<br />
Oh, God it feels like forever<br />
But no one ever tells you<br />
That forever feels like home<br />
Sitting all alone inside your head<br />
<br />
Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass<br />
Don't know how much time has past<br />
All I know is that it feels like forever<br />
But no one ever tells you<br />
That forever feels like home<br />
Sitting all alone inside your head<br />
<br />
And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you<br />
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you<br />
And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you<br />
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you<br />
<br />
Oh, when the stars... Oh, when the stars... they lie<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Wigga Time</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2006 21:28:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Considering I was just woken up by a wigger,,, I'm feeling really good...LOL. I've come to the realization that i just don't care about much anymore...probably because i have senioritis...lol... I care about the following though..<br />
<br />
Getting $1000 to get a new car<br />
<br />
Friends<br />
<br />
Family <br />
<br />
and oh course being...<br />
<br />
F....A...B....U...L...O....U....S....!!!!!<br />
<br />
LMAO...I love you guys~*Bridgett<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>boys are half retarded</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Dec 2006 19:01:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so i thought that i could never have enough attention from guys but i'm begining to think that i may be wrong. what do you do when you don't want to go back to the way things were but you don't know how to move on? god people are retarded. The other day Justin called me at like 1 am and i was a sleep and he was talking about how bad he wanted me and shit and i realized that i could never really be with him. So that sucked a little but i was like W/E! Then theres this little freshmen at L-B that has been following me around like some lost puppy and i don't know what to do without throwing him a bone or something. Then i told one of my exs to choose some other girl over me and then he wanted to set me up with his best friend and i think i like him but i'm not sure because the girl my ex chose over me dosen't like him after all. I kind of wanted to talk to Mike about this but i don't want to have to deal with worrying about what i can say or can't because i don't want him to be mad. And thens theres Mike.... i don't have feelings for him anymore but i'm afraid that if i start talking to him like nothing happened, i will get feelings for him again and that would just fuck things up for me even more because he made it pretty clear that he doesn't really love me much at all and i kind of doubt that he really did in the first place but BLAH! i don't want to start digging into painful memories at the moment. I really don't know what to do. My pyschic said that i would be married by the time i was 21... 21!!!!! i'm 17 thats only 4 years! what the hell am i suppose to do? should i go looking around for mr. right or just let whatever happen to happen? idk. i must be half retarded too.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>what am i doing?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Nov 2006 18:48:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So its been about a month or so since Mike dumped me. I've found out more than i've wanted to know about why...but anyway! i'm doing my best to get over everything. I'm seeing this nice but really ghetto acting guy named Justin. I like him a lot but he's moving so fast and its kind of scaring me but i don't know what to say. i don't want to mess things up. mainly because he told me yesterday that his ex called him and told him that she still likes him and he told me he doesn't know how he feels about it. i'm glad that hes honest with me but now i'm terrified that he'll go back to her and forget about me. i want him to care about me. i need him to care about me. i don't know whats up with me, i'm normally not like this. i'm not into doing everything someone else wants. i really like being in control and right now, i'm not... i don't know what the fuck i'm doing anymore.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Home coming</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Oct 2006 07:57:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok well yesterday was home coming and it was AWSOME! At first I was really worried about everything not working out because I had so many things to do. I was a little stressed out. I woke up around 8 in the morning after cheering up my cousin most of the night, and then I talked to Mike for a while. Around 12 I knew I had to get moving if I was going to get anything done, me and Abby grabbed some Taco Bell and then jetted over to McComb for Hannah to do my hair. She got done with that around 3. After that I sped back home and did Abbys hair which looked AMAZING! Then I had Chontay come over and I did her hair which took longer because her hair is sooooo freaking long. So around 5 mom was done taking my pictures and we had to go to Abbys Moms house to get our flower thingies for our wrists. Then we went to Beths, took more pictures then went to dinner. After that we went to the dance and it was SWEET!  THE ENDkind of LOL<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>people are stupid!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Sep 2006 10:11:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.<br />
<br />
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.<br />
<br />
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.<br />
<br />
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.<br />
<br />
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.<br />
<br />
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.<br />
<br />
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.<br />
<br />
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.<br />
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We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.<br />
<br />
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.<br />
<br />
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.<br />
<br />
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.<br />
<br />
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.<br />
<br />
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.<br />
<br />
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.<br />
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I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.<br />
<br />
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.<br />
<br />
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.<br />
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I am the person who is afraid of telling my loving Christian parents that I love another male.<br />
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I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.<br />
<br />
Please spread the word so there will be less discrimination in the world! <br />
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br />
SPREAD LOVE NOT HATE!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Random Quote thingy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Sep 2006 19:34:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "But the mirror never lies. You can dye your hair and you can pretend everything is beautiful, that you don't hurt all the time. You're funny, you know you are, and that can be a focal point. Let them laugh at the jokes, make people smile, and you smile with them, even if you die inside; are dead inside."<br />
<br />
i was doing some surfing on DA today and found this....it reminded me of me for a lot of reasons.. I liked it a lot ^_^ ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Class of 2007</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Sep 2006 17:32:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ClAsS oF 2o07 BaBy!!!  <br />
 <br />
   <br />
 <br />
 Always and forever...<br />
we've never been apart...<br />
always livin the day as it comes to heart...<br />
we've know each other since grade 1...<br />
now it's time to have some fun Party starts around 7...<br />
nah...<br />
move it on up to 11...<br />
'cause we're the class of 2007 ....  <br />
 <br />
 When '04 has left, and '05 is hangin',<br />
 '06 is over, but we're still head bangin'.<br />
 We're never leavin' cause we'll always be near,<br />
 we're the people who branded fear.<br />
 When people say it's all over and done,<br />
 2007 will be number one!   <br />
 <br />
 We party here , we party there <br />
We rock the house and you don't care <br />
were angels from heaven <br />
we rock cause were the class of 2007!  <br />
 <br />
 Party hard, rock and roll, we're the class you can't control. <br />
Born on earth, made in heaven, we're the class of 2007 <br />
When <br />
2004 is graduated and gone <br />
2005 will party on <br />
2006 will think theyre cool <br />
But 2007 will always rule   <br />
 <br />
 WE PARTY ALL NIGHT WE CHILL All DAY <br />
WE KNOCK NE 1 THAT GETS IN OUR WAY.<br />
 WE ARE KEEPING IT REAL STAYING IN HEAVEN WE ARE THE<br />
 CLASS OF 2007  <br />
 <br />
 2006 bows down<br />
we r known in every town<br />
2007 is the best<br />
07 beats the rest<br />
if u think ur class rules<br />
u r just a bunch of fools<br />
2007 will always rock<br />
we're the best we cant be stopped   <br />
 <br />
 Right now it seems <br />
So far away <br />
A thing in our dreams <br />
Something of which we pray <br />
But each year it gets closer as <br />
We hear about the current class <br />
Throwing such a spaz <br />
But soon it'll be us partying our ass <br />
Off we go we will make it right <br />
Till the day we go to heaven <br />
Where everything is really bright <br />
Because we're the class of 2007   <br />
 <br />
 PaRTy HaRdY wEaR a ThOnG <br />
dRiNk BaCaRdi sMoKe a BoNg <br />
SpReAd uR LeGs  sHoW SuM sTyLe <br />
We BeHaVe eVeRy OnCe N a wHiLe<br />
WeRe ThE sHiT sO dOnT fOrGeT  <br />
WeRe ThE GiRLs u WaNnA GeT <br />
CRaZy NiTeS uLl Be In HeAvEn <br />
WeRe ThE cLaSs Of 2007  <br />
 <br />
 when 2001 is dead and gone 2007 will still rock on <br />
when 2002 thinks they're cool 2007 will still be in school <br />
when 2003 is in the past 2007 will always last <br />
when 2004 think they've won 2007 know they done <br />
when 2005 has hit the cup 2007 is moving up <br />
when 2006 just cant see 2007 well still be free <br />
when 2007 turn has come 2007 wont suck they're thumb <br />
when 2008 has gone away 2007 is here to stay <br />
<br />
  <br />
 <br />
 Tight Jeans and Curvy Hips, <br />
Black Thongs and Glossed Lips, <br />
Hot Guys Think "We're From Heaven", <br />
Cause I'm a Chick of 2007!!! ; )<br />
HOLLA!  <br />
 <br />
 Party naked, have a blast<br />
-Mess with me and ill kick your ass<br />
-Get him hard, wear a thong<br />
-Shake ur ass and smoke a bong<br />
-Grab a pimp n hit the floor<br />
-Shut the door before u score-<br />
-Hotter than hell, sweeter than heaven<br />
-We're the bad ass class of 2007!!  <br />
 <br />
 wE pArTy HaRd, TaLk AlOt, <br />
gOt Da CuTesT gIrLs Da DaMn ScHoOl'S gOt,<br />
We GeT tHa GuYs YoU wIsH yOu HaD,<br />
wE lOoK sO gOoD bUt aCt So BaD,<br />
eVeRyBoDy KnOwS wE aRe GrEaTeR dEn HeAvEn,<br />
cUz BaBy We ArE tHe ClAsS oF 2007!!!  <br />
 <br />
 WE PARTY HERE, WE PARTY THERE <br />
WE ROCK DA HOUSE, AND WE  DON'T CARE <br />
WE ARE DA CLASS THAT CAME FROM HEAVEN, CUZ WERE DA CLASS OF ZERO 7 ]]></description>
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                <title>Chain LETTER</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Aug 2006 22:04:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ READ THIS, DON'T DELETE IT. THIS IS 100% TRUE AND IT REALLY DOES WORK!<br />
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******<br />
<br />
Hi. My name is Nicole Henderson. I'm 6 years old and am currently attending Cherwood Elementary in Witchita, Louisiana. I was diagnosed with hemophelia at birth, and I have a father that only comes home to physically batter my mother and I. I was sent to the hospital 18 times because my father hit me and I nearly bled to death each time. At my most recent visit I found out I had a brain tumor and breast cancer. I'm going to die. This upset my mother very much, so she contacted AOL and they made an agreement.<br />
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Every time this E-mail is passed on, AOL earns a penny to pay for the hospital bills. Please help me, I don't want to die.<br />
<br />
If you don't send this to anybody and delete it, God will strike you dead with a bolt of lightening. It's true, it's already happened to 40 people at the time of my writing this.<br />
<br />
If you send this to 5 people, a kitten will mysteriously appear on your doorstep in a cardboard box.<br />
<br />
If you send this to 10 people, a kitten will mysteriously appear on your doorstep in a cardboard box with a full Zippo lighter. ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>Happy B-day</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Apr 2006 15:51:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My 17th birthday is on Sunday. I'm getting old. LOL Leave me some love! ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>I am an idiot</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Mar 2006 10:50:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ everything was going so well.................why do i mess everything up!.............why would someone choose a fuck body over me..........? ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>BEST WEEKEND EVER</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Mar 2006 11:07:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ohmigod! This weekend was the sweetest weekend EVER! Okay so this I like Rick asked me to go to the movies but we decided to hang out with this friend of ours Christine instead. We went to her house Friday and watched movies and such. It was sooo much fun! Than on Saturday Rachael, Sarah, and Rick came over to my house. It was crazy. Sarahs car DIED in the middle of my road (which is a state route!) and we had to push it into my driveway. Than we went on the most awesomest(I just made up a word) car ride! Rick was driving going about 110 in the middle of the country! After a bit I saw some train tracks coming up and my heart started to pound in my chest. He slowed down a bit but we hit the tracks going about 80!!!!!!!! We flew! It was AWSOMELY SWEET! Than we went back to my house. Me and Rick tried to fix Sarahs car but we proclaimed it dead. Rick did the most adorable this when we were outside. It was sooo cold and I was in cut-off jeans and a t-shirt and I was trying to hold this flash light so Rick could see in the car. I was shaking because I was so cold. Rick was like, hold on a second. I thought he was going to get a tool out of his car so I stood there shivering for a moment. When he came back I felt his hands place something on my shouldersit was his coat! It was sooo cute! Lol It sure did warm me up! He left around midnight. On Sunday I realize that he left his work clothes at my house (he changed out of them when he came to my house!perverts!) So I called him and he came over and we hung out a little bit. I was super happy. LOL I didnt realize when he said that he wanted to hang out with me that weekend, he meant ALL weekend. ~*Bridgett<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />
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P.S. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> I LOVE MY LIFE <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Prom</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Mar 2006 10:52:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i just got asked to prom about 10 minutes ago...by the guy i wanted to go with.....but he wants to show up on a tractor (part of me doesn't think i spelled that right) i want to go but i don't know....................<br />
SECOND THOUGHT<br />
i just decided i'm going to go with him! so what if its on a tractor!<br />
<br />
.......i hope i don't mess up my dress ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>boys....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Mar 2006 11:01:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ don't really feel like typeing too much because of what happened but let me useone word...............................single? ]]></description>
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                <title>i am an idiot</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Feb 2006 10:55:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i'm pretty much grounded...for being an idoit.....i'm pretty much emotionally hurt.....because i'm an idoit........i've pretty much hurt two people i care about in less than 24 hours....because i'm an idiot...i've never realized that being an idoit was so much work...........ARRRRGGGGGG! ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>and the good guy finishes last again.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Feb 2006 11:16:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah, so i just got out of chem. and we got our test back...i was soooo happy i got a c+ YAHHH (this is good because i always fail) well it turns out that she forgot to grade one of the pages in my test.....CRAP...so what do i do? well first i think about not telling her......but than i'm like well its not my fault that she didnt grade it so....i should tell her and she'll be like well lucky you (Like she did last week for this other kid) so i tell her...she definatly took my test and graded the page..................................................................................................................................BULL CRAP! ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>.......</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jan 2006 06:26:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ things just went from bad to worse..........i want to die ]]></description>
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                <title>the worst day of my life...........</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jan 2006 11:05:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well yesterday was hell on earth to me....... at 9:00 p.m. yesterday i got a call telling me to tell my mom that my aunt is sick in the hospital......and that made me super sad...and i really wanted to talk to my boyfriend about it ( also i wanted to talk to him because we hadn't talked in like 5 days....so i called my boyfriend and i could tell that he was drunk and he was rambling for a bit and than he's like "something happened on sat." and i was like "NO NO don't tell me" because i knew what he was going to say before the words even left his mouth....he cheated on me....with two girls............OUCH! (heart shatters) The convo continued on for a while and than he fell asleep....while i lay alone awake all night.....i got up around 7 because i knew i had to go to school even if i hadn't slept. So i got up got ready and headed out the door....it was snowing and the roads were bad...i ended up sliding into the other lane and there was a car coming so i freaked out and over corrected myself and ended up in a field (i'm okay!!!!) <br />
...After i dealt with all of that i went to school and than i had play practice....after a while my dance director person pulls me to the side and was like, "Do you know why i put you in the front row in every number we do?" i said no and she was like "Because you always have this spark about you that i love seeing.....where has it gone?" right than i almost started to cry.....drama and the arts are my thing and after she said that i thought that i had lost the very thing that i cared about most....<br />
After practice i can home and i walked in the door and i looked into my kitchen and it looked like my oven light was on...i did some more stuff than i passed through the kitchen and it was still on so i go to see why it was on and....no...it wasn't the light, the inside of my oven was on fire........................<br />
my day sucked............hopeing for life to get better *Bridgett ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>notice me!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Dec 2005 05:50:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ummm yeah............  NOTICE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm having a bad couple of days someone please comment and share the love.... ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>BUSY</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Dec 2005 17:34:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok peoples i have been really busy lately, you know with christmas coming up and all! so i'm super sorry that i haven't posted anything in a while! in all honestly i haven't even had time to write down any of the things in my head and believe me there are a lot but i promise i'll be posting some new stuff soon! ~* ]]></description>
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                <title>why?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Dec 2005 19:04:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WHY?!?!?! why why why! can any one just tell me why? everything is the way it is! tell me why and maybe i can understand, the things that keep me frozen inside ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>i'm want to kill myself</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Nov 2005 21:29:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my life is really starting to suck some serious ass. 1. my father got fired and he was our income maker 2. my sister is a bitch and she's always taking objects and hitting me 3. i finally got my guy back and i realized things will never be the same and i don't know if i feel the same 4. i'm bipolar and very depressed 5. i'm stressed out 6. one by one i am trying to push my friends away and no one cares (hey at least its working) 7. i'm smoking again 8. my nightmares are back 9. i have to pretend to be happy 10. i'm invisible to everyone who could help me! ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>ANOTHER secret?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Nov 2005 09:45:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow.......i just want to scream! because i have another secret i want to yell at the top of my lungs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah Happy Turkey Day! Don't you hate the secrets that you want to tell but if you tell you will be slaughtered? AHHHHHH Love ya XOXO~*Bridge ]]></description>
                <author>~UnspokenWords7</author>
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                <title>..........me confused</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Nov 2005 10:05:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love you soo much, but im a lil screwed up in the head. i dont know why i ever talked to my ex. im sorry. if you hate me for it i'll understand. and the reason i never told you was because i thought if you knew you would hate me <br />
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thats a little bit of the message that i got from my ex Mike.......i dont hate him, but i'm hurting....my question is could he REALLY be hurting too? ]]></description>
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                <title>secret</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Nov 2005 19:26:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I HAVE A SECRET I"M DIEING TO TELL!!!!!! can anyone guess what it is? ]]></description>
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                <title>AHHH</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Nov 2005 05:21:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey peps! Sorry I havent had a lot of poems submitted lately but I had an operation on my hand and its really hard to type with my hand all bandaged up, so Ill put some on today and than wait a while and Ill put more on. COMING SOON: Be the one, Stay, and UntitledSWEET! Oh yeah by the by me and my ex are now friends because we talked all this crap out...kind of. But it still really sucks because we still love each other and he even wouldnt get off the phone till I said it back to himAHHHHHHHH! Ok that made me feel better! I love you guys! And I hope you all go and see Harry Potter Im seeing tonight!! !XOXO~*Bridgett ]]></description>
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                <title>ouch</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Nov 2005 16:28:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i really want to destroy and delete EVERY poem i ever wrote about him...but i won't because it is my past and i don't want to lose it but i don't want to remember it. If you did not guess me and my bf broke up because of another girl, the one i was talking about in "I want to be thin"....I feel so hurt i don't have any words for it. ]]></description>
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                <title>My friends do care...tooooooooo much</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Nov 2005 17:18:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I really hate the fact that 2 of my best friends arent very supportive of my decisions that I make in my love life Yeah I know that they want whats best for me blah blah blah but.. dont you think that they should want what makes me happy? I think so and I tell them so all the time but then they try to tell me that Im not happy that Im miserable! WTF? One of them even got me drunk and tried to get me to think that I wasnt even dating my bf and that he didnt care and all this crap so that I would cheat on him..ok, first off I was drunk but not that badlyI love him and thats all that matters to me-oh and the fact that he loves me back and sure weve had our ups and downs but nothing NOTHING makes me happier than knowing that weve made it through all this crap and we are WE lol. Im so dorky! But I dont care, but I better stop before I say too much! ~XOXOX~ Bridge ]]></description>
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                <title>weekend</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Oct 2005 20:26:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay, I was super scared this weekend! Well first on Friday I was having a lot of second thoughts about a lot of things. But mainly about Mike....so I went to George House with all my friends and I just felt so distant and alone so I wanted to be alone. So I left early but once I did I'd do anything not to be alone. I was bawling alike crazy. I just felt so alone and I was in no condition to drive anyway, so I drove to the closest house which was Beth and  cried my eyes out and than I was home in time to call Mike and talk to him for a bit before I went to bed. Well the next day I went to work and had a hell of a crappy day. So I was in tears and decided to call Mike...that when I thought the world was crashing down. He answered the phone and I knew something was wrong right away because he was crying...yeah crying, I mean this is was very weird. Like I've hear Mike when he was sad before but I've never heard him cry. This was very unusual I mean Mikes a big guy, like a big football guy and he was crying. I was like OMG what's wrong? He said that his mom had just kicked him out....Mikes only 16...He's mom's a complete cunt and drug addict. I was scared. I asked him if he had anywhere to go and he said that he wasn't sure. He than got so upset that he had to hand his phone off to his friend so he could go and puke. I had to leave so I had to hang up with him and I promised that I would call him before 9 because his mom was suppose to get home and he knew that she'd want his phone. <br />
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So I try to call him at 8:30 and he didn't answer I thought it was the end, the end of everything that I had cared for, for so long. I tried for a few more hours to call him but it was no use. I cried myself to sleep that night I didn't want Mike to be homeless, lost, scared, alone, or/and hungry. I couldn't think of anything else the whole time I was at work. I even started to cry but no one noticed and I thanked God for it. When I got home all I wanted to do was call Mike but I was scared. I was scared because I didn't want to hear his message machine pick up and know that I may never speak to him again but I picked up my phone and dialed anyway because of that .0000000000000000001% of a chance. I almost jumped out of my skin when he answered. I was like omg I thought that we were getting kicked out. he was like yeah I am but my mom let me stay one more night but she wants the phone in like 15 minutes....that totally bummed me out. Than I was like I HAVE AN IDEA!!!! give your phone to your mom! he was like "are you crazy?" and I was like yeah maybe I am....but it worked I talked her into letting him stay, I don't know whether it was my sweet arguments or the fact I was begging and crying but it worked I am so happy! When I finally got to talk to Mike again he couldn't stop thanking me and than out of no where he was like. "Happy Anniversary Bridgett I love you." I was like huh? Than I was like DUH! I was like "Aww Mike how could you remember when you had all this shit going on?" he was like, "How couldn't I? All I think about is you, Bridgett did you know that you are the best girlfriend ever?" I was like "really now?" He was like "yep! no one ever will come close...and do you know what that makes me?" I was like, "Umm the guy who's dating me?" He laughed at me and said, "The luckiest guy in the whole universe..."~The End~ ]]></description>
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                <title>I hate everything</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Oct 2005 19:32:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You ever have that day when you THINK that everything is going to go right? Yep that was me this morning up until a couple minutes ago...now i want eveything to die and burn in limbo....I am hurt beyond anything i'm going to say! All i can say is that this is all a bunch of BULLSHIT! i'm so sick of being hurt, i'm so fucking sick of crying my eyes out! But some how i can't leave, I can't disconnect myself from the very thing that may be killing me...and yet it is the very thing that makes my life liveable. Love, Hate what are these things? do we even know? will we ever know the real "truth"? I wish i did. But what i wish above all else is so simple. I just wish I know if HE  was true and that if he REALLY loves me or....Is this all a dream?<br />
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I really don't understand anything do I? I must be a complete idiot huh? I am some kind of fool? I really do think this is all true. I thought that I could trust...but I don't want to be made a fool. But i fear that i have already done that long ago. Does he really think that I'll be here if he hurts me again? He must be kidding himself because I will not. I pick up that damn knife again and cut and cut again until their isn't anymore because it wouldn't matter now would it? God, you must think that i have some serious problems and yeah I do. I can't lie about that. But there is so much that none of you will ever know because I fear a lot of things in this life but the thing i fear most is loseing someone very close to me but it seems like all he wants to do is push me away and it hurts, it hurts a lot but I don't want to leave, I refuse to go because I love him. I know you must think i'm REALLY stupid now huh? I'm 16 years old I don't know what love is blah blah blah you don't know anything! If this isn't love than i want to know what it is because i never want to lose this feeling it keeps me alive. But what if this is all some kind of sick joke? I would die...I wouldn't even need to do it myself, i would simply stop living just stop breathing plain and simple. ]]></description>
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                <title>Quotes</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Sep 2005 19:50:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hehe I found some quotes for everyone because I'm sweet like that....<br />
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Do all the good you can <br />
By all the means you can<br />
In all the ways you can<br />
In all the places you can<br />
To all the people you can<br />
As long as ever you can~ John Wesley<br />
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Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into a friend. ~ Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.<br />
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Dont compromise yourself. Youre all youve got. ~Janis Joplin<br />
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Hope is wishing a thing to come true; faith is believing it will come true. ~ Norman Vincent Peale<br />
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The biggest adventure you can ever take is to live the life of your dreams. ~Oprah Winfrey<br />
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Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself. ~George Bernard Shaw ]]></description>
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