http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:UrKid&section=today deviantART RSS for by:UrKid en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 07:17:00 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://UrKid.deviantart.com/journal/21609481/ http://UrKid.deviantart.com/journal/21609481/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 07:14:40 PST so here, some tags I found saved on my computer. I wonder how different they'd be if I did them now

Psps: Still haven't quit UAC x3 I'll mention it very clearly when I will.

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I think I've been tagged at least three times with this so... I might add things if I figure anything out about meself

8 things about me

I love everything British (people, music, oh, the accents…
I have an obsession with puzzles
I overuse gum daily
I dance contemporary and I play bass and make song-lyrics in a band (I won’t guarantee you I’m good though ;D)
I don’t use the smiley “xD” and I strictly use “<3” (there’s a culture that completely destroyed it for me. I think it’s odd I didn’t find a name for it in English… something close to chavettes…
I dream to become a psychologist (or a dancer but psychologist comes first)
I am afraid of peas, insects and IQ-tests
I have loved pink since I was a kid and I still love it

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Oh, this is not even an old one x)) Rules: [link]

Dear

Don't really know how to tell you this, but the mafia wants you. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head in your camping car and I saw you pull the toupee off my best friend. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that your Honda sucks. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep the results of your blood-sample as a memory. You should also know that I Will tell the authorities about a passionate interest for mice.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,
OurKid.

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I don't think I was even tagged with this, I just stole it because it seemed fun The idea was however, to shuffle your playlist, and write the name of the song that comes up on each question, in order of course.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Keep the dream alive (I guess that's a no ;D)

2.How would you describe yourself?
Acquiesce

3.What do you like in a girl/boy?
Makes me wonder

4.How do you feel today?
Part of the queue

5.What is your life's purpose?
Push the button (my life is full of wonders!)

6.What is your motto?
If I fell in love with you

7.What do your friends think of you?
How far we’ve come

8.What do you think of your parents?
Don’t look back in anger

9.What do you think about very often?
Whatever

10.What is 2 + 2?
Prostitute (can't beat that logic ;DD)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Scatman

12.What do you think of the person you like?
You and me

13.What is your life story?
I wan’na be like you

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Nite runner

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
I’ll be waiting

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Champagne supernova

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Sunday morning call

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Get up (I sleep, I do my hobby and go push the button again...)

19.What is your biggest fear?
Meaning of a soul

20.What is your biggest secret?
City hall

21.What do you think of your friends?
Welcome to the black parade (we have cookies :3)

22.What will you post this as?
Hero’s comeback (well it is a comeback ;D)

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And lastly, because my little brother who can't read found this, and I found it sweet:

♥To every guy that said, "Sex CAN wait"

♥To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"

♥To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her

~UrKid http://UrKid.deviantart.com/journal/20647987/ http://UrKid.deviantart.com/journal/20647987/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 07:53:47 PDT
It appears though that this shooter has been planning it since the year 2002. I don't know how they came into that conclusion. There hasn't been published any of his writings, though it has been told there were a few. Last time the shooters manifesto run through the internet rather quickly, most likely because the shooter had put it up on a Finnish photo gallery and how could you remove it from the internet and people's computers after that? After all, people saved that stuff... I'm one of them, I still have it, I don't know why.

They also say the shooter had someone to help him picture the video he made, the sort of kind his predecessor did where he is shooting random stuff, but who knows whether that person knew he was actually planning a massacre. The other option I choose to leave unmentioned. However, there's a note to that. The shooting and the details to it were a lot replicated from the Jokela incident. It is even suggested that these two shooters knew each other, as their guns had been bought from the same store in Jokela.

Although, he might have just admired his predecessor and just wanted to do the same as him. There are clues supporting this: All his photos remind me of the photos before, from the one's where he is just standing and looking at the camera to the one's where he points his gun at the camera, he had apparently quoted the Jokela's shooters lines some drunken weekend and really, he too left his final message in that specific photo gallery and a video too much alike to the other's.

Last fall, I remember there was someone on YouTube saying "I knew it". Now, apparently the policeman who gave him his lisence to carry a gun had seen rather alarming videos where he had been shooting with it. He even dressed like the previous shooter in it. At least his not proud to say "I knew it". How the motto went? "Humanity is overrated". They both had this anger towards the whole human kind. But they just needed to be outcast to feel like that.

But, however, we all know where all these trades originally come from. Yes, the dreaded Virginia Tech massacre, which rather conveniently happened just last year in America. 33 died there. Guess who also had a Walther P22 handgun, who dressed alike, who sent out photos, videos and lastly, a manifesto? Only that he was mentally ill, officially and severely, and his hate was focused on the wealthy people. He wanted to be a saviour for the deprived and oppressed. These two wished to kill most of the human kind.

What do I say? I'm not sad, I still don't know how to be. I think if I were to choose a feeling it'd be angry. You shoot people to get on bloody Wikipedia. This person was already four years older, 22. Shouldn't he know better by now? Despite this, I wouldn't execute him. I've always felt this empathy towards those who feel discriminated. That's a thing that can really screw your mind up, bad, to feel so hated. This never would have happened if you treated others like they're worth of.

11 people died yesterday. I prayed for them this morning. What else could I possibly do for them?

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If you want to know what happened, google: Jokela and something like shooting or massacre. The manifest is also a very revealing thing to read, but you probably can't find it in english so...

1. My theory on the shooter, I don't know if it's completely wrong. He wanted the human kind to live with the laws of nature, like animals. Weak animals get killed, strong don't, and he wanted humans to live like that. Because it was natural. It’s too bad natural isn't going to make anyone happy in the end. Yes, they'd be free indeed, like he said. Here he was right. But people would be scared for their life every single second and eventually lost their minds. A human kind thinks too much to live like that. An animal doesn't feel fear like we do. An animal doesn't understand the meaning of losing one’s life. In his point of view, most of the people are in the same intelligence level as animals. Unfortunately for his ideas, it’s not exactly like that. This is what normal people should do.

Then there are the intelligent people who’re above this animal intelligence. Because normal people have enough intelligence to realize pretty much nothing, he thinks it is okay to kill them. Just like cows are killed for their meat. But because it’s no use for him to really kill them, it’s not like he’s going to eat them or anything, he thinks they're better use if they work as slaves, though it still doesn’t matter even if they did get killed. The interaction.

“The intelligent people” in his ideas should rule the world, because they’re the only ones who apparently get anything. And then be free, because they can do whatever they like and, what he liked to highlight, kill anyone they wanted to. Because that’s the freedom of nature. The same happens with animals. Humans do to animals, what he wanted “intelligent people” to do to “retarded people”. Only problem is, humans aren’t that stupid. Sorry, all animal lovers.

In the end I think he just had too much spare time… I didn’t want the victims to get killed, but that doesn’t mean that I wanted the boy to get killed either. He was just 18 years old and he wasn’t all right in the head. And I don’t know if it was too late to send him to a psychiatrist. Then again, he knew exactly what he was doing. EXACTLY. What he did was unforgiveable… But it’s another human life going to waste. What about that? What about his family? What if he still could have had a change to have a normal life? He just had a twisted view of life, I don’t know why, I don’t know him. Too much free time, he was intelligent, but not as intelligent as he thought he was. And other people weren’t as low as he thought they were. If someone could have shown him he was wrong… He’d so hate me for saying this all. But he killed nine people. I think I have the right to tell that he was twisted and wrong.

2. The second thing I got to say is about me. I almost cried today. And now hit me: Not because of the people who died, but because I wasn’t shocked and terrified because of it. Everybody else around me was and I could tell that I was a really horrible person because of it. I know they feel horrible for losing their loved ones, but I couldn’t bring myself to feel that horrible. Last evening I tried to. I started thinking what if my sister went to school in the morning but never returned back. I wouldn’t be able to sleep in my room anymore, I’d hate to have her empty bed somewhere near me. It sounds so cliché, but I can’t help it.

To save you from further pain, I also started to think about the moments I’ve been scared or worried about someone other. The time my baby brother fell into the water, I was honestly scared for those few seconds, when my friend didn’t answer my text messages or didn’t tell me why she didn’t come to school that day, yeah, I was a bit worried for nothing, when I heard our former baby sitter had died, and when I sat the whole time next to my both guinea pigs when they were dying, it was horrible to watch but I couldn’t leave them alone. And those things are nothing compared to what they felt. To actually lose a loved one… I couldn’t sleep last night, because I couldn’t live with myself for what I didn’t feel, and today has been horrible. I think there’s something wrong with me. I want to feel their pain, I really want to. I’ve almost cried for many times today because I have to be the monster who doesn’t feel.

I’m so sorry, but I can’t write you an eu... ]]> ~UrKid http://UrKid.deviantart.com/journal/14498224/ http://UrKid.deviantart.com/journal/14498224/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 06:32:57 PDT

Wellh, annyway. I bought myself a laptop, which I'm pretty proud of. Hp Pavilion dv6000. Not much, but I still like it. Some Acer was also an option but I ended up with this cos it is nicer to carry around with you. Also somebody keeps using it without my permission when I'm not around... I'll find out who it is, eventually.

I've also caught up with the naruto manga. Nice, nice. Although I somehow knew already what happened, but it's of course much more informative to read it yourself. Speaking of, can't wait when Hidan shows up in anime though, as I said to my friend, he's pretty pathetic. He always gets trapped in something and I go "not again!". But the thing is, unlike Sasori, he isn't supposed to be invincible. It just him to be in shitty situations all the time so I don't mind. As long as he's still awesome.

Hmm... I have many new chapters for the Ultimate Akatsuki Chat, cos we've started it already in the summer, but I don't want to put so many of them at the same time so I'll just wait a few days. But at any rate there will be much to come Especially if I'm aware of someone who's reading it. At the time it seems like it Thank you very much.

Edit: Okay, so I found out that the season 2 of Haruhi Suzumiya hasn't been made yet. Oh that's great, where am I supposed to find the manga?! Well, no matter, no matter. I'll just hope they'll do it sooner. And Yuki rocks. Also, Haruhi

I was also supposed to welcome my friend here, but I've already polluted her deviant profile, so I don't think that'll be too needed... Well now when I already wrote this obviously pointless waste of space sentence(and again, this one too), I'll do it anyway. So welcome

Oh yeah, I actually had something to say: Join if you feel like it!

]]> ~UrKid http://UrKid.deviantart.com/journal/14010800/ http://UrKid.deviantart.com/journal/14010800/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 04:47:49 PDT Finally got added Anyway, everyone go ahead and join. Just got to love our puppet master (dare to say a cross word ... uh, or don't). By the way, love him in the anime He was a bit, dare I say, poorly done in some scenes... but I forgive them since alltogether he looked adorable!

On a side note I shouldn't read those Akatsuki fics no more, cos I'm getting more pissed everyday with a certain Akatsuki member (not saying who for the sake of my health I'm not trying to get killed) and so I'll wait couple days and hope I get over it like last time... And then be agry with him again... I just can't help it. Wish he would be even half way to normal in those fics, cos I've never found more than one where he actually was. But then I didn't like the fic otherwise... Anyway, this is stupid, just go and do something more useful like join the club!

And I feel really quilty for those I haven't thanked for faving so I'll try me best now, sorry anyway and

]]> ~UrKid http://UrKid.deviantart.com/journal/13720901/ http://UrKid.deviantart.com/journal/13720901/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 12:59:08 PDT [link]

Getting more room in my signature...
Well, anyway... Everyone, join! I recommend!
How long can this maintenance take?

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