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Chapter One: A New Beginning
Chapter Two: Billy Baker & Bobby Marshall
Chapter Three: A New Life
Chapter Four: Friendships Begin
Chapter Five: Betrayal Of Trust
Chapter Six: Missing


It irritates me to no end when my day starts out happy as can be but then the longer I am awake, it turns to shit.

I woke up today after being pissed off at my computer last night. I was changing out my hard drives and it wouldn't recognize it. So, this morning, I actually turned on ALL of my lights so I could actually see inside the damned thing. At that point, I realized how much of a dumb fucking blond I truly am. Yes, I have black hair, but I dye it that color. Natural color has always been blond.

Anyways. I figured out that the cable for my hard drives had came unplugged from my motherboard. I plugged it back in and was the happiest I could be. It started up without me having to reinstall the OS on it. So, I have all of my things on my computer still that I wanted on there. I even got to install my Maplestory on it without hesitation.

That was the great part about today, so far. Now, once I leave my bedroom is when it starts to turn to a day of fail. I come into my mother's bedroom because her computer is currently the one with internet. So, of course, I get on it. Starts off Okay but then once I get on dA is when it really starts to fail.

I come onto the chats only to find out that my dAmn Colors aren't working. Yes, it ticked me off a bit. Actually tried to refresh a couple times but it still wouldn't work. So I gave up. I know, it wasn't just I who had the problem with the colors.

So, then I read my deviations and decide to feature one in a chat room that I'm a part of. I go to put it up in the topic and I completely fail. It actually took me 5 tries to get it right. I felt like even more of a dumb blond.

Once I got myself situated, however, I decided to start up my bot. Great at first. Once I try to get it to join the chat rooms I normally have it in, it would join, then end up quiting. I was furious at this point. I tried at least 5 times to get the damned thing running smoothly. I ended up having to have it join only one chat room before it would actually stay running. From there, however, I got it to join the other chats without leaving again.

So, once I get everything situated on the computer, I want to turn the tv on as well. Of course, the remote is usually right next to the computer. I look, but can't find it. Joy. Another thing for me to bitch about. My dad had it last and I have no clue what he did with it. Now I have to actually quit being lazy to change the channels. D:

My only thought as of right now is that I hope my entire day does not end up being a day of fail. I want it to turn back into a day of Win when it gets to the time for when I leave for the bar tonight. Karaoke is always a fun thing. Watching the drunk ass people try to read the words on the screen while the karaoke DJ fucks with their heads. Joy. The DJ loves his little toys.

Well, I suppose that that should be all for now. I might end up writing again tomorrow to tell you all about how my day ended. But that'll only be if it ends up pissing me off as much as it already has. Love you all. <3

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/21341735/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/21341735/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 14:22:28 PST
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Chapter One: A New Beginning
Chapter Two: Billy Baker & Bobby Marshall
Chapter Three: A New Life
Chapter Four: Friendships Begin
Chapter Five: Betrayal Of Trust
Chapter Six: Missing


Ok, so this journal is basically for my use only right now. I've found a few helpful CSS codes that I actually want to try out. I honestly have to thank =theverybadman for giving me such a wonderful gift as a 3 month subscription.

Our deal was that if he gave me a subscription that I would HAVE to add CSS to my journals. Well, again, this journal is purposely for my use in testing it out. I hope you all don't mind!

~Sadria

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/13689678/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/13689678/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 10:09:11 PST
Contents:

Chapter One: A New Beginning

Chapter Two: Billy Baker & Bobby Marshall

Chapter Three: A New Life

Chapter Four: Friendships Begin

Chapter Five: Betrayal of Trust

Chapter Six: Missing Reports

Chapter Seven shall be coming soon. (Once I find my little black binder which contains everything for the story....)

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/13611893/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/13611893/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 19:33:15 PDT Why does life always have to kick you in the ass when you're most vulnerable? Why do I have to fucking feel all the pain that I do? Why can't I just live life normally and actually be happy?

Everyone always thinks that I'm happy, but what they don't know.... is that it's all an act. I've been holding in all the hurt and pain my whole life... and I think I'm finally getting ready to just crack. It's going to all spill out and it will not be a pretty sight. I've already been broken, but somehow managed to keep it all inside. I'm not sure if I can do that any longer.

Those who see me most will probably see a change in everything that I do. I won't be smiling anymore.. I won't be cheerful. I'll just seem dead to the world which is what I should be... Dead. I'll most likely be expressionless and it will seem like I just don't give a shit... because once I do finally crack, I won't give a shit. I know that I'm starting to crack, because normal things that I should care about, I just... honestly, I just don't care.

Shit happens and whatever happens, of course, it happens. What's the point in caring if nothing ever goes your way or if it doesn't even makes you happy like it should? Yes, I have been drinking today... not a good thing either, but luckily, I didn't drink myself into a coma like I wanted. Vodka is my best friend, but no one could ever figure that out. Well, now you know because I jsut told you.

No one knows how I think or what I think about. Half the time I find myself thinking things that I really shouldn't. It just... makes things worse when I sit down and think. My mind wanders. It starts at what I wanted to happen that day, then it continues on to what did happen, and then the worst possible thing that could happen. It all ends in my death, and oddly, it does bring a smile to my face sometimes, but most the time, I just break down and cry.

My crying is not a good thing either. Those of you who have seen me cry know why. It leaves me even more vulnerable and tempted to just end my life right then and there. Half the time, I have to hide my razor from me, just so that I won't. Another reason why my drinking is bad. If I can't find my razor and I do have alcohol in the house, I'll drink and drink, not caring whether or not I get alcohol poisoning and die. Basically, that's the whole reason why I don't stop drinking once I start. I wish for my death the drunker I get, and I'm actually not in a stable state of mind where I can prevent myself from killing myself.

I just wanted to let all of you in on this. I doubt that anyone even fucking knew. But, now I'm letting you all know. Maybe next time I do actually ask for help (which is very very rare), maybe you people will remember this.... and actually try to help. No, this is not for attention. I really do need help. This has been going on for quite a few years now, and... I know that some of you do not want to be attending my funeral anytime soon. So, please, next time I ask for someone to be there for me, I really mean it and need it. Is it too much to ask? I hope not......

~*~Suddenly Sad Sadria*~*

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/13394373/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/13394373/ Mon, 18 Jun 2007 13:15:37 PDT
1. No spamming.
2. If you have a question about a spell, be SPECIFIC! We cannot provide you help if you don't tell us what you need.
3. Do NOT ask to be promoted.
4. Swearing IS allowed.
5. If you need help finding a spell or curse, ASK ONCE. If no one respondes in five minutes you may ask again.
6. No cybering (comon ppl...)
7. Do NOT promote anything/one/where.
8. No bashing anything/one/where. Religion, looks, name, typing skills, etc.

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These rules are subject to change at any time. Please make sure that you keep up-to-date with them.

Also, thank ~SynfulKiss for the help with these rules. She's awesome sauce!

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/12978253/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/12978253/ Wed, 16 May 2007 14:06:28 PDT
That's not what Death is. Death is the beginning of a new life. Some may say that it's the beginning of the after life, but not I. I'm wiccan and my belief is thus:

One may die, but another is born.
One may cry, but another laughs.
One may cease to be, but another is just beginning.

If you don't understand that, it's Reincarnation, put into my own words. Many people thought something was wrong with me when they didn't see me cry when my grandfather died. I almost thought something was wrong, but then I realized why. The soul that I knew as my grandfather has passed on to start a new life within someone else. He's not truly gone, but making someone else stronger. Yes, I still am sad that my grandfather is out of my life, but I'm not too sad to continue on with my own.

Right now, though, I ask that those reading this, please don't be rude and act like nothing happened. It did. I'm not saying that you can't joke around with me, or talk to me, but, please just keep it to where it won't hurt me. I'm already vulnerable enough, I don't need anything else to make it worse, but I need all the support that I can get. And I do ppreciate that you have read this. I love you all, even though it may seem like I hate your guts.

And Graeme, I love you most of all. Even though I'm down, you can still always make me laugh, even without trying to. Just talking to you brightens my day enough to where I know I can keep on going and that you'd always be there to help me when I need it most, even though most of the time I don't think you know that you are helping, but you are. I love you a lot, and I wish that I could be with you every day, and soon, hopefully, (if I get my way) I will.

~Kelli
AKA
~Kitten

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/12354277/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/12354277/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 23:16:30 PST
Tip #1: The Tab Function. Usually, in any chat you are in, it's easier to talk to someone if you know the Tab tip. All you have to do is just type out the first few letters of the person's name then hit the tab key on your keyboard. Normally it will fill out the rest of the name for you. If it doesn't give you the right name at first, just keep hitting the tab key (slowly) until it gives you the right name. You can only use the tab function when the person is still present in the room, however.

Example: Vamp + [tab] = VampressSadria (in most cases anyways. There will be an occasion when there are more than one person with Vamp at the beginning of their name)

Tip #2: Outlining Spam. A lot of people are confused about what's considered spam in GBW. We consider elongated words and massive caps to be spam. Also, if you continuously post the same emote or thumb, it can be considered spam as well. Our elongated words have a max or 3 extra letters before it's considered spam. (Punctuation also is included with elongated words.)

Elongated Words: ooooohhhhhh; seeeeeeee; hiiiiiiiiii; .........; !!!!!!; ???????
Accepted Words: ooohhh; seee; Hiii; ....; !!!!; ????

Massive Caps: OMG, ARE YOU SERIOUSLY?
Accepted Caps: OMG, are you seriously?

Tip #3: When The Room Is Dead. Yes, the chat does become dead sometimes. It's not okay to just sit there and poke everyone in the room. They do get annoyed at this very easily. If they're not talking in the chat room, they may not be at the computer, or may be busy with something else. It's common courtesy to let them finish what they are doing. If you do not wish to wait, please just check back at a later time.

Tip #4: Knowing What The Chat Is For. This chat is not for picking up other people. It is basically just to sit and chat with people you know will accept you, whatever orientation you may have. We have the groups we have mainly to tell everyone what's everyone's orientation. Some of the groups even explain their gender. We do NOT like to see a/s/l anytime in the chat. Again, as I said, this chat is NOT for dating purposes.

Tip #5: Profanity and Rape Talk Profanity IS allowed in this chat, however Rape talk is NOT. You can not, however, use a curse word every other word. Doing so will cause you to be warned. After the first warning, you will be kicked. Rape talk is an automatic kick. BE WARNED.

Tip #6: The Away, Busy and Back features for dAx. Most new people do not know how to use this function. It DOES REQUIRE you to have FireFox along with Greasemonkey and dAx or Shadow dAx.(Yes, there is a difference between dAx and Shadow dAx.)

Away: /setaway *reason*
Busy: /setbusy *reason*
Back: /setback

Tip #7: Using features with Shadow dAx. Yes, I know it tells you how to do this on the page itself, but I thought this might be a good reminder since I personally like Shadow dAx better. Shadow dAx has a few features that dAx does not.

Setting font color: The Color List
/cmd setcol #000000 #000FFF
The #000000 is your name and the #000FFF is your text.

/cmd colours
This turns the color viewing on and off.

Viewing Stats:
/cmd stats
This tells you how many messages sent, how many received, how many sent to your name, and a few others.

User Enter Trip Mode:
/cmd trip username message
This allows you to send a message to a certain person once they enter the room again. It can allow you to explain why you're not online when they return.

History Search:
/history SEARCH TERM
This stores all messages sent and received since the time you entered the room/s and allows you to search for things that people have said, or someones name

Scrolling Message Title:
/cmd scroll SPEED
This, upon receiving a message, will change the title of the page to
the message and who it's from. This will sedately scroll sideways until another message is received, then it'll do the same with that one. To turn it
on simply type /cmd scroll and hit enter, the same to turn it off.

Display Picture Viewing:
/cmd dp
Everytime a person sends a message their display picture is above it. I quite liked this feature, but it didn't work as well in chats with multiple people. This is for you... ]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/12353460/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/12353460/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 21:50:43 PDT STFUBot
(If you wish something to be added, please leave a comment and I shall add it. Thank you!)

'coke',
'diet coke',
' pepsi',
'diet pepsi',
'lemonade',
'wine',
'beer',
'mountain dew',
'sprite',
'coffee',
'root beer',
'hot chocolate',
'fuzzy dice',
'yo mama',
'synfulkiss',
'whosayswhatnow',
'winddancer16',
'*insert username here*',
'x9blackrainbow9x',
'vampresssadria',
'chuck norris testical',
'vampyre plushie',
'angel-of-red-tears',
'livin-in-your-shadow',
'wikedwonkette',
'dr pepper',
'vodka',
'smirnoff ice',
'tea',
' punch in the face',
'kick to the shin',
'chocolate',
'stfubot',
'elitecivilwarbot',
'thekissofdeath',
'knife',
'ancientartifact',
'hello kitty plushie',
'webcam',
'microphone',
'desk top computer',
'laptop',
'cell phone',
'kitten',
' puppy',
'spiders',
'snakes',
'cola',
'muffins',
' pink lemonade',
'chicken',
'ramune',
'ramen',
'birch berr',
'black cherry soda',
'cigarettes',
'',
' poyo pop',
'faygo',
'mr green',
'laitra',
'islana',
'hair brush',
'scissors',
'drunken fat guy',
'vibrator',
' pocket pussy',
' porno mag',
' porno vid',
'dildo',
'lube',
'condoms',
'shotgun',
' prostitute',
'hooker',
'stop sign',
'whore',
'slut',
'bitch',
'asshole',
'dick',
'cunt',
'',
'sex',
'leytonC',
'joozey',
'firgemagnet',
'nintendowii256',
'sylverwind-wolfenkin',
'tyrin-claw',
'scorch289',
'black-dragon-club',
'dragonblossoms',
'faith-giver',
'reidyn',
'shadowblackdragon',
'manwithahat',
'mentalShock101',
'rith-shadowbane',
'loceimicamornie',
'lunaroseangel',
'ragedteen',
'ray72285',
'sherman-1944',
'sonkem',
'viralsanctity',
'xodragonrideroX',
'not-alone666',
'sykmynd',
'wolfmoonlight',

NEW ADDITIONS:

'snowfoxx',
'love',
'sleeps',
'boyfriend',
'girlfriend',
'new boyfriend',
'new girlfriend',
'kasdel',
'',
'victorjhonson',
'emo boy',
'emo girl',
'hello kitty',
'random',
'callievamp',
'lerch8',
'thewaterbook',
'setkeh',
'kasdel',
' pizza',
'farting donut',
'tequilla',
'cheesecake',
'dragon',
'skythe-soulblade',
'meso soup',

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/12221767/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/12221767/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 16:01:38 PDT
One guy finally got me into bed, in 8th grade. I thought I was in love with him, but I was only 13. I didn't know the meaning of the word yet. So, I slept with him, twice. After the second time, I didn't want to anymore, and he obviously did. I trusted him more than I trusted my own family. He tried to rape me. I couldn't deal with it, so I left him. Quit talking to him only to find out that he wound up in jail only 2 weeks later. Then, for 2 years, he wouldn't leave me alone. He kept writing to me and calling me. Trying to get me to talk to him. I didn't want to, but I did anyways. Soon, I found another boyfriend when I was 14. I actually did love this one. He meant the world to me at the time. He was always depressed though, and cut himself. He's the one who started me on cutting. I was with him for 2 years. Everytime he cut, I went and cut. He hated it. He always made me cry, but I still thought the world of him. I would do anything for him. He left me... for the sole reason, he didn't want to see me cry anymore. He didn't want to hurt me. But he was jealous of everyone else.

So I tried to get him back. Nothing worked. So I moved on to another boyfriend. This guy I thought was a dream when he asked me out. He was so close to being perfect. He had a great personality with great looks to boot. I fell for him, and he said he fell for me. I believed him because it was all he'd say. I was still cutting though. He hated it. At first, in our relationship, I wouldn't open up to him. I hid away from him and cried. He had no choice but to bring my recent ex at the time back into my life. He was the only one I would talk to. Soon, I came to trust the new boyfriend. Loved him more than the first. We did everything together. Spent every day that we could together. We were like that for a year and a half. Then he had to move a bit farther away from me. He was forced to move into his dad's. He had gotten me to quit cutting, because he made me cut him everytime I cut myself. I couldn't handle it. He knew everything there is to possibly know about me. But, he slowly started to drift away from me. And finally, 2 weeks before our 2 year anniversary, he left me. For someone older who has kids. He never wanted kids while he was with me, but he still left me for her. It broke it to pieces. I cried, I started cutting again, I even quit eating. He noticed about a month later, when he actually decided to keep me as a friend. You could tell that he hated the fact I quit eating, but it was his fault anyways. He knew how emotionally unstable I am.

So I tried my best to get over him. I started talking to my friends, who always tried to help me in situations like that. One of them, had become quite fond of me in the 5 years we've known each other. He talked to me everyday and sang to me, because he knows how much I loved to be sang to. It makes me feel a bit better about myself, but not much. So, he eventually got me into bed. How he managed that one, I'll never know. But then, once he did. He quit talking to me, left the state even. So I moved on, again. Found someone who lives in Massachusetts. He fell in love with me when I opened up to him a bit, told him a few things about me. He came to visit me the weekend before New Years. When he went back though, he found himself a girlfriend and refused to tell me about her... ]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11754729/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11754729/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 01:37:55 PST
It's so hard for me to explain how I'm feeling verbally... so the only way I can even begin to explain is in writing. I can't even cry on the outside anymore. All my tears are shed within. There are so many things wrong.. yet there is nothing wrong. If that even makes sense.... I barely do anything anymore and when I do, I put on a mask... an act.. for the people I'm with. They don't see the real me... they don't know how I truly feel.

Why do I have to feel this way? Why do I have to be this way? I fucking hate it.. and it hurts because I know that there is nothing I can do about it... My other journal "Depression Is Setting In....." It said that I felt like taking a razor to my arm.. and start cutting again. I did... Only one other person knew this before now... I did it shortly after writing that journal.... but I haven't done it since.

I can't do it anymore... if I do.. I'll risk losing everything that I hold dear to me.... I don't even know what else to say on how I'm feeling. It's all starting to blur together.... I'm starting to feel numb because of all of this.... That's not a good thing for me... Maybe I'll write a poem or something.... maybe even another journal within a few days. All depends on my mood. Til then.... just.. please... don't worry about me... I'll be fine....

I always come out of these things fine.......

~Sadria

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11720296/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11720296/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 04:29:32 PDT Updated 09-30-07

Total People On My List: 158
Total Bots On My List: 4
Total Clubs On My List: 7
Total Icons On My List: 169


My Personal Servants: 6



My Bots: 4



Clubs I'm In: 7



Awesome Sauce People: 24

~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11626216/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11626216/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 17:23:22 PST
I hate this feeling. I can't sleep without crying myself to sleep. Even the people I talk to most doesn't know that this is happening. I've went off on a few people because of my own emotions fucking screwing with my head....

I've had the most urges to start cutting myself again... The bad part about that is, I always have something sharp nearby. One of these days, I know I'm going to go over the edge and just have a major relapse. If I do, it won't be easy to get me to quit again....

I've already almost took a safety pin and dug it into my skin... all the way in. It wouldn't have been the first time I've done it either. Everytime I do that, I can't feel it within. I can't even feel the blood that pours from it.

I really need to get the fuck out of my parents house, soon. None of them know what I'm thinking or what I want to do.... or anything. I can hide things so very well. No one knows that I'm depressed again.... no one.

You all know now, because, well.. I fucking told you. You'd not know anything if I didn't decide to write this damn journal. Be glad I did, or you wouldn't know a thing.... If I just moved out or if I ended up killing myself.... most of you would never know.

I won't have internet at my sister's house. I plan on trying to get it once I move in there, but that's only if I find a job soon.... I'm sorry for all of those who care for me and who love me to death.... You never knew what was truly going on in my head....

You all know now.

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Sadness
Sadness has taken me away.
Away to a dark, dark place.
A place where no one knows me.
Knows me for who I am.
I am just there.
There where no one sees me.
Sees me for who I am.
I am sad.
Sadness has taken me away, yet again.

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Again, I'm sorry for those who care for me and love me to death..... I made you think that there was nothing wrong at all, when truth was... there is.....

~Suddenly Sad Sadria~

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11544007/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11544007/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 16:34:31 PST


The Rules:


1. Watch the group (this account).

This is self-explanatory. You must watch the club (We'll watch you back, too. If you don't prefer us to watch you, note us, we won't take it personal ) and put our icon in your journal. To put our icon in your journal, simply type : iconGayBiWorld: (but with no spaces) or if you prefer just our name and not our icon, simply type : devGayBiWorld : (but with no spaces)


2. Be polite.

Be polite to others. People come to this chat to have a good time, not to be harassed. Even if you may not like the person, still, be polite to them!


3. Profanity.

You are allowed to use profanity but if anyone is offended by it, or if a mod sees the amount of profanity someone is using is excessive, we're in our power to give warnings and even kick for it. Every other word/sentence is excessive.


4. English Only!

This is self-explanatory. There will be ENGLISH ONLY in GayBiWorld from now on. You get one warning and then you will be kicked.


5. Do NOT Advertise.

Advertisement of other rooms is not allowed; doing this will result in an automatic kick. If you must talk about a room and it is not advertising, use abbreviations like: GBW (GayBiWorld) or NAL (NewAnimeLover) Please and thank you. If not it will be advertising.


6. Respect the various groups.

In GayBiWorld there are several different groups which all serve different purposes. Respect each and everyone one of them.


7. Time-Out

The time-out time is 10 minutes at most. That is the rules and that is how it will be. If you would want something else other than that time, talk to TheSenate or higher.


8. One warning kick system.

This is self-explanatory. You get ONLY one warning then you get kicked from the chat if you do the same thing again.


9. NO RAPE TALK!!!

This is self-explanatory!! NO RAPE TALK AT ALL!!! This will result in a kick without warning!!! And if you are seeing doing it more than 3 times, you will be banned!!!


10. Keep an open mind.

Everyone is different. No two people on this planet that are exactly the same. Also, since #GayBiWorld is a worldwide chat with people from many different orientations and backgrounds, not everyone is going to see eye to eye on every issue. You can debate, but don't turn it into an argument.


11. Follow the main dAmn rules.

This again is self-explanatory. Follow the rules set by dAmn. You can find them here. If you don't follow them, we have the right to report you.


12. No harassment.

Just don't harass others, if you are seen harassing someone it is a permanent ban. No Exceptions!


13. Display.

You are allowed to post your work to get people to comment on it, and them to tell you what they think. It is not spam if it’s just posted once or twice. If posted more than that within one hour, it could be considered spam. However, it is up to the highest mod to vote if it is or not.


14. Respect our Staff.

Our staff here that GayBiWorld (or GBW) are always trying to help you and keep control of the chat at the same time, so we ask that you respect the staff that is in spots TheJudgement and higher. Thank you. If you are disrespectful to them, they have a right to kick you after giving you a warning.


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This is self-explanatory. A guest my not idle for more than 10 minutes. If a guest is idling for more than 10 minutes, they can be kicked without warning.


17. No Cybering or Sex talk.

This is self-explanatory. You will get an automatic ban if caught doing so. No Exceptions! This is not tolerated within the chat.


18. Roleplaying.

This is usually the most confusing rule of this chat room. Yes, roleplaying is allowed, though not extensively. The chat room is mostly for chatting, not roleplaying. You can roleplay simple things. (Examples are below.) Any extenstive roleplaying will result in a warning, then a kick. Also, do not roleplay every other line, either. It gets bothersome.

~Simple Roleplaying: *Romaji kisses and hugs VampressSadria.
~Extensive Roleplaying: *VampressSadria strolls over to Rom... ]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11206774/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11206774/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 23:43:13 PDT












]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11155410/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/11155410/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 21:11:23 PST Kelli

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name, plus izzle)
Kelizzle

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of your last name)
Kree

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Red Tiger

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, Street you live on):
Ann Archwood

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name)
Reeketow

7. SUPERHERO NAME: (favorite color, favorite drink)
Red Vodka

8. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name)
Eenoed

9. STRIPPER NAME: (pets name, street you live on)
Ginger Archwood

10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name.)
Arleen Lee

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10990132/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10990132/ Fri, 08 Dec 2006 01:08:44 PST
~*~*~*~* About You *~*~*~
First name: Kelli
Nicknames: Sadria, Teddy, Poptart
What nationality are you?: Irish
Your eye color: Hazel
Your Hair color: Black, naturally Dirty Blonde
Your Birthday: June 28th
Town you live in: Akron, Ohio
Your shoe size: 8
Do you wear contacts or glasses?: Yesh..
Have any piercings?: 3 in each ear, my lip and my eyebrow
Have any tattoos?: Not yet

~*~*~*~* Pick One *~*~*~
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?: Vanilla
City or country?: City
Coffee or tea?: Coffee and Green Tea
Coke or Pepsi?: Neither
Disney or Warner Bros?: Warner Brothers!
Early bird or night owl?: Night Owl
HUGS OR KISSES?: That's kinda stupid... both!
Sunrise or sunset?: I like the sunset better

~*~*~*~* Favorites *~*~*~
Favorite color?: Red, black and anything shiny
Favorite flower?: Black roses
Favorite Movie?: The Craft and The Nightmare Before Christmas
Favorite season?: Autumn
Favorite day of the week?: Saturday
Favorite day of the year?: Halloween
Favorite Restaurant (sit down)? Town Crier
Favorite Fast food restaurant: Taco Bell
Favorite room in your house: Basement
Favorite subject?: Math and English
Favorite TV shows?: Charmed and That 70's Show
Favorite poet?: Edgar Allen Poe, without a doubt
Favorite lead singer?: Jonathan Davis
Favorite cartoon: Beavis and Butthead and South Park
Favorite non-alcoholic drink: Orange juice
Favorite alcoholic drink?: Vodka
Favorite BBQ sauce: I don't like BBQ sauce.....
Favorite cake: German Chocolate Cake
Favorite candy: Payday, Peanut M&Ms, anything with peanuts really
Favorite cookie: Thin Mints
Favorite food?: Anything Mexican
Favorite ice cream: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough
Favorite pie: Apple Pie or Pumpkin Pie

~*~*~*~* RIGHT NOW *~*~*~*~
What are you drinking right now?: Nada
Are you eating anything?: Nada
How's the weather right now?: It's Flippin' Freezing!!
What can you hear right now?: The furnace
What are you wearing right now?: Low-cut tank and blue jeans

~*~*~*~* What Happened When *~*~*~*~
Last movie you cried at?: Dun remember. I dun cry much with movies
Last person you went out to dinner with?: My mom and dad
When was the last time you did laundry?: I don't do laundry.. my g-ma does
What time do you wake up and go to bed?: Whenev I want
Most recent GPA?: That was last year! I can't remember that!
What did you do last night?: The last question. Duh!
What did you eat for dinner last night?: Hrm.. last night.. I didn't eat dinner
Have you cleaned anything today: My body!

~*~*~*~* HAVE YOU EVER *~*~*~*~
Ever Been in a car accident?: If you count a car scrapping along the side of my mom's car.. then yea
Ever been on stage?: I don't do stages
Ever been on TV: Once or twice, I do believe
Ever been to another country?: Nope

~*~*~*~* Opinions & Insight *~*~*~*~
Book you recently read: Edgar Allan Poe: Complete Tales and Poems
Dream vacation: Somewhere warm!!!
What color crayon would you be?: Hrm.. crayon.. Not the brightest one in the box, I can tell you that much
Most annoying thing people ask me: Hrm.. don't know really
Most annoying thing people do to you: Use me like a door mat
First thing you notice about the opposite sex: Personality, then eyes
The best feeling: Knowing someone loves you
The worst feeling: Being heartbroken
Are you currently in love?: Mmhmm
Where were you born?: Akron, Ohio
Where would you retire to?: Dunno yet.. find out when I retire
Your screen saver?: Dun have one
What do you do most often when you are bored?: Hrm.. bored.. well, this to tell the truth!
What I like most about myself is: My eyes, hair and boobs!

*~*~*~* DO YOU BELIEVE IN *~*~*~*~
Believe in afterlife?: Cha
Believe in evolution?: Cha
Believe in God?: Cha
Government conspiracy?: Cha
Believe in horoscopes?: Cha
Believe in UFO's: Cha! Gosh...




________________________________________ ________________________________




You are
[ ] short
[x] 5'2-5'3
[ ] 5'4-5'5
[ ] 5'5-5'6
[ ] 5'6-5'7
[ ] 5'8-5'9
[ ] 5'10 and up

Your confessions:
[x] I'm afraid of silence
[x] I am really ticklish
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark
[ ] I've collected comic... ]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10658808/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10658808/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 13:06:42 PST
Gender: Female

Age: Unknown

Race: Demonic White Tiger

Hair Color/Length:

Eye Color: Crystal Blue

Weapon: Her fangs and claws

Powers: Telepathy, Telekinesis, and Teleportation

Height: On all fours - 3' 6"; On hind legs - 6' 6"

Weight: 105lbs

Weaknesses: Unknown as of right now

Transportation: Teleportation

Homeland: Dragon Valley

Tattoos: N/A

Peircings: N/A

Scars: None

Class: High Class

What she looks like: Kicha stands at 3'6" when on all four legs. Her fur is pure white with jet black stripes. She has crystal blue eyes that make her look almost innocent.
[link]

Personality: Very witty and sarcastic. Can be a smart ass at times and can not stand unintelligible people.

History: She was tooken from her family as a cub. She was given to Sadria as a gift. Sadria had finished raising her and had taught her to talk. Kicha now only wants one thing, to protect Sadria from the world.

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10594982/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10594982/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 13:07:47 PST
Sadria Moore
Journal: [link]
Pic: [link] [link]

Bella Rose
Journal: [link]
Pic: [link]

Lolita Lilith
Journal: [link]
Pic: [link]

Lola Valentino
Journal: [link]
Pic: [link]

Dameilia Judika
Journal: [link]
Pic: [link]

Kicha
Journal: [link]
Pic: [link]


There are more RPCs coming soon!!

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10594923/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10594923/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 15:30:57 PST
Gender: Female

Age: 18

Race: Cat girl

Hair Color/Length: Her hair is silver and comes down a little past her ass.

Eye Color: Yellow

Weapon: Her fingernails

Powers: None

Height: 5'2" without her boots

Weight: 110 lbs

Weaknesses:

Transportation: Walking

Homeland: Unknown

Tattoos: None

Piercings: None

Scars: None

Class: Low

What she looks like:
She stands at about 5'2". She has long silver hair and yellow eyes. She's wearing a very short black dress that attaches to her thin, black thigh-high tights. She has two braids placed in her hair and a black ribbon tied into a bow around her neck. She has black cat ears and tail.
[link]

Personality: She's very shy and quiet. She's innocent and sweet.

History: She lived about in the forests until a hunter captured her. He had took her in and forced her to do his house work, turning her into a maid/slave. Since then, she has lived her life only doing what a maid does.

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10594909/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10594909/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 15:29:46 PST
Gender: Female

Age: 18

Race: Cat girl

Hair Color/Length: Her hair is silver and comes down past her ass.

Eye Color: Purple

Weapon: Her fingernails

Powers: None

Height: 5'5" without shoes

Weight: 115lbs

Weaknesses: She's afraid of being hit.

Transportation: Walking

Homeland: Unknown

Tattoos: None

Peircings: None

Scars: Coming from her left eye down to the bottom of her face.

Class: Low Class

What she looks like:
She stands at 5'5" with long silver hair. Her eyes are a dark purple with a scar extending down her face from below her left eye. Her dress is mostly black with white here and there. Her tights come up to her knees with white lace at the top. She has black high heels on that have 3" heels. Her shoes actually make her stand about 5'8". She has black cat ears and a black cat tail. She wears a black headband in her hair with a giant purple heart on it.
[link]

Personality: She's very smart when she wishes to be. She's very seductive but submissive. She will cower in fear if you even raise a hand to her.

History: She was brought up as a slave. She was forced to have sex with her master, often. She ran away from her master to live a new life, her own life. The only life she seemed to get her hands on, was the life of a maid.

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10594868/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10594868/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 15:26:41 PST
Gender: Female

Age: 19

Race: Cat girl

Hair Color/Length: Her hair is jet black and comes to the top of her ass.

Eye Color: Gray

Weapon: Her fingernails

Powers: None

Height: 5'2" without her boots

Weight: 115 lbs

Weaknesses:

Transportation: Walking

Homeland: Unknown

Tattoos: None

Piercings: None

Scars: None

Class: Low

What she looks like:
She stands at 5'2" with long jet black hair. She has gray eyes, cat ears and tail. She is wearing a very short maids dress that she had gotten from her mother. Thigh-high fishnet stocking caress her legs even though there are bigger holes in them. She has on black boots with 2" heels that actually make her stand at about 5'4".
[link]

Personality: She very shy and kind. She always seems very sad and doesn't talk much to anyone.

History: She was raised by her mother to be a maid. Ever since she was younger, she had to switch from place to place. Every where she had went to, she was always a maid there. She tried to get out of being a maid, but failed at it. She had recently accepted the fact that she is and always will be a maid.

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10594855/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10594855/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 15:25:30 PST
Gender: Female

Age: 20

Race: Human

Hair Color/Length: Reddish Orange and comes down to about her knees

Eye Color: Dark Green

Weapon: Crossbow and arrows

Powers: None

Height: 5'7"

Weight: 125 lbs

Weaknesses: Being ignored.

Transportation: Walking

Homeland: Unknown

Tattoos: A huge dragon on her back, with it's tail coming down and wrapping around her leg.

Piercings: Labre/Lip, Left Eyebrow, and three times in each ear.

Scars: None

Class: Middle Class

What she looks like:
She stands at 5'7" with long reddish-orange hair that compliments her dark green eyes. She wearing a corset dress and black boots. The corset part of her dress is purple and gray while the rest is a velvety black. Black gloves with the fingers missing caress her hands and arms. A simple black chocker with a large skull on it caresses her neck.
[link]

Personality: She's very sarcastic and cold. She doesn't seem to like anyone she meets. If she's ignored long enough, it will take her back to childhood memories and she'll break down, crying.

History: She came from a family where everyone ignored her. No one seemed to notice her presence as she was growing up. She ran away from home many times only to find out that they didn't care if she was there or not. She packed her stuff and left, hopping from place to place.

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10482298/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10482298/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 15:39:46 PST
Chapter One: A New Beginning
Chapter Two: Billy Baker & Bobby Marshall
Chapter Three: A New Life
Chapter Four: Friendships Begin
Chapter Five: Betrayal Of Trust
Chapter Six: Missing


Hello Everyone! ^_^ I'm Sadria, but meh nickname ish Teddy. I'm 20 years old and obviously a female. I'm single and Bisexual. No, girls, that doesn't automatically mean that I'ma hit on you. If you are not to my fancy, I will see you as either friend or foe.

I'm also a licensed Cosmetologist. I've been on a website called gaia for four years now. Count 'em.... FOUR. Heh. I love to roleplay. It's what I do best. I've been invited to so many guilds, on gaia, because of my roleplaying skills.

I'm a Juggalette, for those who know what that ish. My fav bands are ICP, Twiztid, MSI, Sublime, and Marilyn Manson. My fav colors are red, black, and anything shiny. Yea, you may say that shiny ishn't a color. But oh wells. I like shiny stuff XD. My all time fav song, you people are gonna think me weird cuz of this one, is I Swear by Boys 2 Men.

My religion is Wicca. Yesh, I practice witchcraft. I do it daily too XP. I don't like labels... so please do not label meh. I can be very random at times, so please put up with meh. If you ever ask meh "What's up?", I'm always going to answer with "Hard Dicks and Helicopters". That's just how I am.

Hrmm.. what more can I tell you? *thinks* My AIM screen name is Vampress Sadria, MSN is dragonitegddss@hotmail.com, Yahoo! is dragonitegoddess0, for those that wish to get ahold of meh that way. I prefer AIM, I'm always on it. But if not, you have the other ones to get ahold of meh at. Oh! Gaia's link ish Gaia Online.
This ish my Myspace Link!

Likes: Blood* Biting* Vampires* Hello Kitty* Dragons* Wine glasses* Darkness* Rain* Gore* Death* Being Dominated* Girls* Guys* Spiked Collars* Chains* Handcuffs* Anime* Energy Drinks* Edgar Allan Poe* Stephen King* Anne Rice* Harry Potter* Tarot Cards* Candles* Candle Wax* Witchcraft* Fire* Pain* Computers* Phones* Sporks* Kitties* White Tigers* Gay Guys* Razors* Knives* Anything Sharp* Sharpies* Video Games* Roleplaying* The Night* The Fall* Halloween* Skulls* Skeletons* Blue Eyes* Newport 100s In A Box* Friends* Family* Having A Significant Other* Cosmetology* Ramen Noodles* Orange Juice* Orange Soda* FAYGO!!!!* Open Minds* Being Literate* Literate People* Kitty Sleeping In My Lap While I Sit At The Computer* Gaia* Myspace* AIM* My Music* Writing* Drawing* Reading (Takes me away from reality for a bit)* Being Told That I'm Loved* Being Told The Truth About Anything And Everything* Nibbling On Tongues*

Dislikes: George W. Bush* The Sun* Dogs Licking Your Toes* Your Mom* You* Sadness* Crying* Star Wars* Liars* Promise Breakers* Labels* Druggies* Glasses* Lagging Computers* Frozen Computers* Being Tickled* Not Having A Special Someone* Being Yelled At* Finding My Most Favorite Cat In The Entire World Dead In My Backyard On The First Fucking Day Of The New Year* Small Spaces(I'm Klausterphobic (spelling?))* Heights* Not Having Cigarettes* Not Having A Lighter For My Cigarettes* Flavored Water* Closed Minded People* Politics In General* Panic Attacks* Being Bipolar* Being Broken Up With 2 Weeks Before Our 2 Year Anniversary (Yesh, I've had it happen. Recently I might add)* Being Judged Before Being Known* Being Jealous* Being Broken Up With For A 28 Year Old With 3 Kids* Not Having A Car* Not Having A Driver's License* Telemarketers* Constantly Ringing Phones* Being Sick* Headaches* Myself*

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10444598/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10444598/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 11:55:11 PDT
Gender: Female

Age: Appears to be 18.

Race: Vampyre

Hair Color/Length: Her hair is silver and comes down past her ass.

Eye Color: Crimson Red

Weapon: Hand-made twin katanas

Powers: Telepathy and Telekinesis

Height: 5'4"

Weight: 105lbs

Weaknesses: Holy Water & Love

Transportation: walking

Homeland: Dragon Valley

Tattoos: None

Peircings: Labre and right eyebrow

Scars: None

Class: Royalty (She's a freaking Princess! Or supposed to be anyways....)

What she looks like: She stands at 5'4" with long silver hair that caresses her pure white complexion. She has crimson red eyes and ruby red lips with her eyebrow and labre pierced. She is wearing a long, flowing raven black dress that clings to her very slender, curvy body. The dress is very low-cut and the sleeves start just below her shoulders and come down to her wrists with a small piece extending around her middle finger. The dress drags behind her for about 5 feet.
[link]

Personality: Very kind and caring. If you piss her off though, she seems like a cold-hearted bitch. She doesn't like talking about her parents and will quickly change the subject if they're brought up.

History: Her mother, a queen, died giving birth to her and her father, a king, was killed right in front of her as a small child. She had to raise herself since then. She's been to many places and saw many things, although never stayed in one place for very long. She had a fear of everyone trying to kill her, because that was how her father had died, saving her from someone who was trying to kill her.

]]> ~VampressSadria http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10422681/ http://VampressSadria.deviantart.com/journal/10422681/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 22:35:05 PDT then here it is!


Setting:

It's a dark, stormy night within the small city. The city appears to be abandoned and shattered. A rather large, beautiful castle is seen atop a large hill just outside of the city. The forest seems to surround the castle and city. Many creatures live within the forest and the castle. Within the Castle dungeons lay many different types of dragons. Vampires and Werewolves, along with other creatures live within the castle and forest. There are many hotels and pubs within the city.

Rules:

1. Follow dAmn Rules
2. Keep it PG-13
3. Romance is very much encouraged
4. No spamming
5. Please be Semi-lit to Literate
6. Don't use asterics (**) for actions!
7. No God Modding
8. No killing without legit reasons and permission from the other person
9. Please use (( )) when talking OOC.


Profile Layout:

Name:
Race:
Gender:
Age:
Appearing Age: (If Vampire)
Bio: (Optional)
Personality:
Weapons: (If Any)
Appearance:


Members:

CastleOwner:
~VampressSadria

CastleVIP:
~Rith-Shadowbane, ~sherman-1944, *whosayswhatnow, ~xGnomEx

CastleBots:
~bot-Soulheart, ~DevilCanCry, ~EliteCivilWarBot, ~hackunlimited, ~Peace-lilly, ~STFUBot, !TheKissOfDeath, !WikedWonkette

Vampires:
~Alucard-Dracula01, ~azuresky59, ~Dark-Blade-Mustang, ~Doomedangel14, ~FallOutBoyFan13, ~okamianonosuna, ~TheIndieRocker, ~tt123, !undertaker43701, ~XxVietShootingStarxX

Hybrids:
~elementwolf, ~Lady-Ra, ~MasterPeach, ~Midna6754, ~TarvusDrake, ~WolfGirlKana, ~yaoixcorex

Lycans:
:dev MissCassidy:, ~Terracon-1231

Dragons:
~TomboyDudet103

Demons
=cloakofshadow, ~Demon-Keychain, ~HomicidalDemonGirl, ~Pikaseel

Others:
~Blacklisted-Gnome, ~H3120-X, ~xblackxrainx

Humans:
~FallenAngelWarrior, ~JRAD, ~raumthemad, ~