http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Vergial&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Vergial en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 24 Nov 2009 04:04:58 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/28518561/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/28518561/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 15:45:58 PST [link] <-- check the VLog for New Moon. It says everything I've wanted to say.

Not to mention he says everything about the (shitty and lifeless) characters that I've BEEN saying.

So this time, my rant is someone else's rant. Why? It saves me time. XD

ENJOY.

[EDIT] Because it's worth sayin':

You paid $5 or more to see this movie.

You only paid to see some sex object's abs.

You're a fucking moron. You coulda google'd it. Congratulations, and be proud of your monumental stupidity. [/EDIT]

(Yea, I'm a cynic. DA did it. And I'm loving it. )

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/28400318/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/28400318/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 17:34:43 PST
Also, 40k pageviews? You people are crazy, stop looking at me! XD

Love you guys.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/28170685/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/28170685/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 22:27:51 PST
Also something I feel I must puke out here (Love my choice of words? I do. XD) would be an apology.

You know who you are. Yea, I'm apologizin' to ya. I'd say I've got a fair enough reason to, and you'd agree, I'm sure.

I love ya. :3 Didn't mean for my words to sound as they did, so why not repair it while I can, eh?

Bon and I are being retarded with Borderlands. I mean RETARDED. I LOVE the game. XD Seriously, if you peeps get a hold of it, LEMME KNOW. PC-only, of course. :3

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/28036451/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/28036451/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 20:08:42 PDT
And yet, I LOVE to point out these things. It lets me loosen my nerves, soothe anger, and laugh.

And I only laugh harder when people defend lost causes (coughTwilightcough). Let us not forget, I don't lose when it comes to THAT subject. I simply don't. I ENJOY ranting about it. And I _LOVE_ when people whine BECAUSE I rant on it.

Even though I actually rarely rant about it if you were to check my journals against the intervals between. But hey, even shit needs defenders, eh? It's how morons get money. And they NEED the money.

Played Borderlands recently. Beats the sorry crud outta Fallout 3. I've played both, and everything that Fallout 3 lacked Borderlands delivered with attitude and flair. I LOVED IT.

The multiplayer is amazing as well, absolutely fun. I've been playing with my brother, and 2 other folks are gonna join me on my tirades. If anyone else wants to join, I got it on PC. So you know where to find me.

Also played Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky. Yes, I'm a pokenerd. And yes, I ALMOST shed mantears at the ending. I frikkin' HATE the ending.

Frikkin' writers. You guys are too awesome.

ANYYYYWAYS, work is slow-going, ironically. With the holidays comin' up, you'd think I WOULDN'T have time to rant about stupid shit, yet here I am.

Jen, I miss you. /random

Lesee, what else do I need to touch on...OH yes, my DS is KINDA workin' now. The L button works again, but right now the ONLY thing keepin' my DSL in one piece is the Nerf Armor. Sad to see my DSL in such shape, but age didn't treat it well. The one joint has a nice crack in it. A pity too, that's my flash-card system. I'm still waiting for my other flashcart to arrive for my DSi, the one I ordered on OCTOBER SECOND. Lazy asses are gonna start getting some angry customer reviews if I wait much longer.

Another random tidbit worthy of note, I love you guys. XD I'm fiddling with NWN2 now, so hopefully I can come up with some fun modules for you Neverwinter folk to enjoy.

Alright, Imma shut up for now. As always, if you can hold a valid conversation, feel free to contend my views. I'll listen as long as respect isn't thrown out the window. :3

Love you all. <3 Take care!

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/27547407/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/27547407/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 20:45:28 PDT
My DS Lite is bork'd.

I'm a sad Ken. ;~;

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/27287972/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/27287972/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 19:58:38 PDT
There's always that time when you get inspiration right after it facehugs you and plants it's little alien bebeez into your CHEST. But then you go, grab a paper (or turn on the computer) and suddenly, BOOM. Nothing. You completely forgot what the shiz it was you wanted to write, and you stare and a blank paper or screen, thinkin' to yourself 'okay, what the funk just happened?'

Here's the deal for this one: tell me your 'favorite' moment like this, where you had an epic idea and just lost it immediately. The stories can prove funny, and tell me how you resolved it, if you did.

And maybe throw in a quick "Hey, this is how my day has been!" I love you guys, I wanna keep up with ya. :3

LOVE YA.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/27244556/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/27244556/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 12:24:03 PDT
On my DSi.

Seriously. I love this thing. I'm glad I got it. XD

ALSO

[link] <-- I made a new music video a few days ago. What do ya think? :3

LOVE YOU GUYS. :3

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/27032223/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/27032223/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 09:49:59 PDT
Not much time, I have to leave for work soon, but I figured I'd give you nutters a chuckle. :3 LOVE YA, GAIZ!

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26919069/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26919069/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 15:39:44 PDT [link]

In b4 whiny hatred.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26535754/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26535754/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 20:18:19 PDT
It's so hot. ;~;

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26524912/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26524912/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 10:49:50 PDT
I can criticize anything and you people have some fun things to say.

But GOD FORBID I criticize poor ol' Stephanie. God FORBID I criticize a book some people liked for some stupid reason.

Let's get something straight for the moment: If you 'Thought I was better' just because I criticize fucking Twilight, and you NEVER ONCE cared when I do the same to ANYTHING ELSE UNDER THE SUN, then you need to wise up. You never had a problem before, now suddenly there is one? Wise up. Please.

I'm not looking to lose friends, and it'll be embarrassing (not to me, mind you) to explain that we were good friends until I criticized Twilight.

And I don't wanna hear "OH, you keep doing it" because I do it RARELY. Maybe once every two months if even that.

I love you guys. There's no need to say hurtful things because of something so stupid that she isn't even gonna read.

PEE ESS: I love ya Fluffy. <3 Really, I do. <3

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26502641/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26502641/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 10:33:05 PDT
Well, alright, I KNEW it was gonna suck monkey. It was just a matter of how hard.

I'll explain why in due time, but for now, let me clarify what I'm saying now and what I will be saying shortly:

As a summer flick, it was FINE. Not great, not amazing, just fine.

As a G I Joe movie, it was garbage. Absolute frikkin' garbage.

LOVE YA DOODZ

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26442072/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26442072/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 10:23:31 PDT
So I'll sum up the answer for everyone nice and neatly (and no, whining to me about how I whine about Twilight won't make me stop. Shut up while you're ahead.).

NO

ONE

FUCKING

CARES.

No, seriously, the only people that care what they'd smell like are the emo 10-12 year olds who read that sorry excuse for a romance novel or older people above their 20's (scary thought, I know) who clearly can't get a REAL date, so they imagine themselves in Stephanie Meyers'--OH, WAIT, HER NAME WAS BELLA, THAT'S RIGHT (not that the different name means squat anyway, we all know it's S. Meyer in disguise)-- spot, just thinking of themselves in S.Meyer's/Bella's perfect little world with a perfect Vampire-man who isn't a FUCKING VAMPIRE.

Seriously, Twitards, go die in a hole.

[EDIT] Read a real fucking book. Seriously. Dracula might be a good start. Dragonlance is another good one. Or, if you wanna go sci-fi, anything by Walter H Hunt would be cool too. Even reading DOG SHIT would be better than reading Twilight. [/EDIT]

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26422214/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26422214/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 11:47:14 PDT
I'm doin' a lot of crap at once. Makin' a music vid, writing mah novels again (finally, I know, SHOOSH AGAIN), and workin' decent hours again. That, and I was sick the past coupla days.

I also want some people I can play online with. I know tons of free games, os if someone is intereested in goofing off with me for no reason other than WE CAN, then lemme know.

Yep. Bored. Boredboredbored.

Love ya guys. <33

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26245246/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26245246/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 00:10:17 PDT
...

I love you guys. ;~;

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26136728/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26136728/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 18:53:20 PDT [link]

Go there. Now. :3

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26050782/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/26050782/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 18:38:49 PDT
Special thanks to Michi for the fanart of Seria. I hadn't expected that, and it picked me up like CRAZEH.

She is my fave creation. <.< XD

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25993178/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25993178/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 19:44:22 PDT
I won't exactly get over it in a day.

Nothing against any of you, trust me. I love you guys.

Bear with me.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25984808/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25984808/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 12:16:44 PDT
I also want to rant about random things nearly no one cares about up to things everyone cares about in some way (such as Twilight, since it's so much fun to bash).

I know you people like to read my rants. If only you would LISTEN to them on my show. XD You'd love 'em, guaranteed.

Umm...that's it for now. Wow, I'm boring right now. I need to write stuffs. XD LOVE YOU ALL. TAKE CARE.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25846045/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25846045/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 19:01:23 PDT
I never really mentioned WHY. Indeed, I won't.

All you guys need to know now is that I'm empty no longer. That piece of my heart that has been missing is back.

Time to get some of my writings back into gear, yes? <3

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25614567/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25614567/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 19:21:05 PDT
But this has piqued my interest. Not just because he was frikkin' AWESOME, but two celeb deaths at the same age days within each other. Oh, and Farrah Fawcet (I lul at that name EVERY TIME).

It's stunning, to say the least. And not in a good way. People everyone knows are dying one right after the other now and it's buggin' me.

I'll miss Mays. MJ, fine. Never knew Farrah. But Mays? He was awesomeness in a happy can.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25546435/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25546435/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 16:37:11 PDT
Alright, we know MJ died. We know. I understand you liked him (why, I'll never know, his music was wonderful _YEARS_ ago). But seriously, we don't need to hear he died about 20-fucking-million times. He died. Big whoop. Mourn and move on.

You'd think you people woulda whined about his death when he REALLY died--when he got that stupid plastic surgery.

Seriously. Hush and move on. You'll live.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25456568/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25456568/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 15:46:50 PDT
Everything has been on hold because I'm in a bit of an emotional rut. I just can't bring myself to write a damn thing. It's been on hold for a long time now.

I haven't forgotten what I need to do. It's just that I feel so empty. I don't have the heart to continue anything yet.

Love you all.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25240446/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25240446/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 17:16:36 PDT
Way to push subbies, DA. Do shit-all and people have to pay for the 'upgrade'.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25185966/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25185966/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 19:21:36 PDT
Cuz, y'know, it's totally necessary to have one anymore. What, with all the FF plugins and whatnot, I TOTALLY NEED MAH SUBBY.

Seriously, if someone buys me another subby, I'll gut you. XD

Love you all. <3

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Projects-------------

Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25048974/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/25048974/ Sun, 31 May 2009 10:45:46 PDT
Seriously, getting drunk is something I can't POSSIBLY find to be 'fun'.

Neither is getting high. Both destroy your brain/body in some way. If you seriously need to make yourself RETARDED to have fun, then I have to ask how you can consider it fun. Hell, how can it be fun when you BARELY REMEMBER IT.

But BOTH?! At ONCE?!

How retarded can you be to get both drunk AND high at the same frikkin' time, let alone by CHOICE?! Do you seriously care so little about your body THAT YOU USE EVERY FUCKING DAY that you will willingly destroy it?

And my fave part will be that the person in question just...doesn't care. Sorry, that doesn't make you cool, that doesn't make you likable, it makes you DISGUSTING. If you seriously don't care that someone thought you were better than that, it makes you disgusting that you simply don't care.

It's a real shame. I love you n' all, but if you think that I'm gonna beat around the bush just because I care, then you are very very wrong.

You have disgusted me. My respect for you has dropped. And if you don't care about THAT, then you'll have one hell of a time ever earning it back. And if you decide not to, then tell me so I can remove you from my lists. It's not worth having a friend around who ISN'T one.

Try using that blob in your head, eh?

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Projects-------------

Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24984897/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24984897/ Wed, 27 May 2009 18:00:26 PDT
Also worthy of note, my EVE Fleet is growing. A lot. I'll start taking pics of them because they're shaping up to be real killers. I do believe they wanna be pirates. XD Regardless, it's a goal, and they wish to achieve it.

One is a manufacturer. Can you believe it? We've already got a basic corporation ready. Just need Alex to finalize it.

I'm Fleet Leader (obviously). Just finished moving to another system for more monetary gain. Won't be long now. As long as I'm the Squad Leader, they get bonuses to their shields, armor, damage, etc. So that means I rule. XD

Other than that, work is slow. Not too much work, the bigger releases are later this year.

Birthday comin' up soon. Less than a month now, and I dunno what my thoughts are on it. Sure, I'm getting older (woohoo?), but let's think about this; why should I be celebrated on the day my MOTHER brought me into the world? I didn't do any good, I just cried when I was born. XD

That's it for now. Can't wait until payday. Love you guys! Take care!

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Projects-------------

Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24718779/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24718779/ Tue, 12 May 2009 11:03:55 PDT
And since everyone has asked thus far: What do I do? I do everything a Store Manager would except for two things; make more money and make decisions that impact the store in its entirety. So yes, I'm a slightly-less-glorified manager with the vast majority of the duties.

I want more money. XD

Obviously, with the promotion comes more hours and more pay, unfortunately I now generally open or close the store. This means that I'm either dead-tired by the time I come home from opening, or I don't have TIME to do anything when I come home from work at night. Hope this explains my absence lately.

Been playing EVE more too, at least whenever I can. I can't help it, I love the game even though I just recently lost a $130 million ship, and then had my remains pasted over a jumpgate. o.o

Gatecampers, I hate you all. I really, really do.

At least I can laugh about it--I have the money to get a new ship, but most people aren't as lucky. Not like they got anything from me anyway, I had no bounty, no real cargo. They got absolutely nothing from my death, so I get the last laugh in the end.

I HAVE been into online gaming more, though. Seriously, if you guys have the games I play or want to join me, I play all free online games except EVE. EVE you pay to play, but it's worth it cuz you CAN play for free if you make enough monies.

Also having some...unique issues with mah computer. I'll spare the details, suffice to say that my vid card or my monitor are angry with me.

Alright, I'll shut up now. I missed you guys. <3 LOVE YOU ALL!

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Projects-------------

Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24470559/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24470559/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 19:48:25 PDT

I don't need to say much, do I? XD

LOVE YA MICHI! KEEP UP THE BRILLIANT WORK!

Yea, I only just found the damn stamp. I'm slow, sue me. XD

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Projects-------------

Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24357648/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24357648/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 09:44:01 PDT 1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themself on their journal. (Hah, I fixed the horrifying grammar)
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal. (Yeano. I don't tag. XD)
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.


1. I'm perhaps TOO much of a gentleman, putting my life at risk just to make someone happy. XD (you'll haffa note me for details, fools. No need to worry the unspoken stalkers of my page)

2. When I write, It's not ME writing so much as watching over progression. And it is GLORIOUS.

3. I'm aware that dissing Twi so much will keep it alive (at least in a minor way), but apparently people don't realize how much FUN I have dissing it. I don't CARE how long it lasts; I'll always get a kick out of the fact that Twitards can't defend Twi worth crap.

4. I'm a heavy Gamer. HEAVY. My game 'library' (folder) that contains my PC games is over 30 pounds.

5. I love my job more than I should.

6. My online family is closer to me than most of my real family. Mostly because my online family actually attempts to do things with me. My mother and father, however, are always number one.

7. I want a Zune. I HATE my iPod only because it needs iTunes, which is crap no matter how you slice it. Just give me the functionality of an MP3 player, preferably WITHOUT extra progs.

8. I love it when I get fanart. But I RARELY get it. XD Doesn't bug me, but you should see me melt when I do get it. Fun fact. XD


Video game quiz:
1. How often do you play video games:
If I'm not working, I'm playing something.

2. List your 5 favourite video games.
Unreal Tournament 3
GalCiv 2
EVE Online
GMod
TES3: Morrowind

3. What makes these games better than others?
UT3: The modding community. Sorry fellas, you can think your Halo is all that, but UT has been king since the start. You'll never get gameplay like this in Halo, let alone modability. XD (I love picking on Halo. XD)

GalCiv2: May not be multiplayer, but the AI is so effing intelligent it's scary.

EVE Online: Big ships. A Universe built and affected by the PLAYERS. The original MMO. Eat that, WoW.

GMod: Never have I seen physics so broken and so hilarious at once. XD

TES: Again, modability. Since I play Pc, I can change things as I see fit. I added a Death Star in the sky, c'mon. XD

4. What genres (types) of games are they?
UT3: FPS
GalCiv2: 4X
EVE Online: MMORPG
GMod: Sandbox. THE sandbox.
TES: FPS/RPG (fantasy)

5. Which of these games do you consider the most violent? Why?
UT3. It's gladiatorial combat in the future with BIG ol' guns. 'nuff said.

6. Which of these games do you consider the least violent? Why?
GalCiv2. You don't see any blood, really.

7. Do you tend to play video games alone, or with friends?
I PREFER with friends, but when they aren't available, I gotta make do.

8. How long do you usually play a game before you want to quit? Is it difficult for you to leave the game?
Depends on how awesome the game is. I could play UT3 for weeks straight if it wasn't for life and friends. XD

9. Do you ever get angry or frustrated when playing a video game? If so, what do you do about it?
I do get frustrated, but only in certain situations. I HATE losing to an AI, for example. If I lose, I would rather lose to a REAL intelligence. What do I do? I don't lose. XD

10. How do you usually feel when you finish playing?
I feel wonderful. XD Especially after a round of UT. Nothin' gets the stress out like pwning nubs.

11. What game would you like to be made next?
I'm tired of waiting for Modern Warfare 2. XD

12. Well, This is the End of the Survey, who's your favourite Game Characters?
Marcus Fenix. I don't need to say any more.

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Projects-------------

Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24133112/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24133112/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 16:35:25 PDT
Mostly aimed at writers, no one can say that the same doesn't happen to readers to some extent.

Let's say you're writing a short story. For the most part, you don't really care about what happens in there, the characters do what you tell them to, and everything goes rather nicely. If one of the characters dies, who cares? As long as the story plays out as you planned.

But what if you're creating something bigger? A novel, or a series of successive short stories? Well, things get a bit more complicated.

The characters begin to take a life all their own. They decide what they want to do, not you. THEY live the life you gave them. THEY decide how to act, and when. You no longer have true, total control over the story you are writing. And something happens.

The more you write, the more these entities grow on you. The more you feel you can relate to some, and others you begin to hate. Maybe that enemy you had designed for everyone to hate is growing on you? Maybe their past is beginning to catch up to them in an unexpected way? Or perhaps this person is slowly feeling sorry for the trouble they are causing.

What if one of the good characters begins to turn evil, so to speak? Then what? What will they do? How will they affect the other characters in the story? Do you WANT them to do something to the other characters? Do you actually decide what they do anymore?

As you write, your characters begin to take a life all their own, and you simply try to guide them along a set path. But when you have NO control at all, then what?

Once you lose all control of the characters within, once you realize that you are no longer writing so much as watching and keeping a log, you have reached a point where your story has reached a sense of perfection. The characters are so developed that they live their lives, their souls have taken complete control. And if a character has a soul, then you've done a wonderful job of developing this character.

Maybe there are some characters you become attached to. You know what must happen in the story, and you guide things along, but maybe an end you don't want is coming along. What then? Do you change the direction for your sake? Do you press on for the sake of the story?

If you find yourself having predicaments like this, then maybe you've found out that you are writing something that is gripping YOU. If YOU are becoming enthralled by your own work, then you are definitely going to snag readers.

I've experienced a lot of what I have described. I am attached to Kevin, Seria, Allie, and Falco so far. I have a plan for my story, but other characters (you may remember them as the 'eople' who talk in 'nothingness' may push my plotline in another direction. And what about Davis? How will he end up? I had a plan for him too. But he's a tough man--he may change his own fate, he may not.

It's amazing what a writer can feel about his/her own works.

I wanna hear about your own experiences reading OR writing. I wanna know what grips you, what doesn't, and I wanna hear about your own personal experiences as a writer.

Let's see what you've all felt, and what has gone on in your own stories, and why. :3

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Projects-------------

Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24046783/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/24046783/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 19:17:47 PDT
BAV. Short for 'Born-again virgin'. First off, let's face a swift fact: just because you repeatedly tell yourself you're still a virgin after someone pops your cherry doesn't mean YOU ARE A FUCKING VIRGIN. If you are SERIOUSLY so deluded as to believe that merely thinking you're still a virgin will MAKE you a virgin, I think you need counseling. And LOTS of it. And maybe a crack upside the head with a shovel. It'll prolly do more GOOD than it will damage. lovely how people think that thinking something is different will MAKE it different. If you ask me, it's a sad and sorry way to say to yourself "I hate my life and I regret everything I've ever done, but I wanna escape all consequences of my actions because I'M A FUCKING PUSSY."

Go rot.

Also: The Twilight Bandwagon continues. HOW can someone like such a sorry piece of shit? I had someone come to me at work (a friend) and mention how sexy one of the characters was. And that she wanted to do him. Meanwhile I'm just chuckling because this goober SERIOUSLY wants to get it on with someone who DOES NOT EXIST. I can only say the following: YOU DELUSIONAL FUCK.

Seriously. You people DEFINE the reasons I despise humanity in general. Stupidity. Stupidity is entirely rampant on this miserable little rock of a planet because of people who are absolutely delusional, and that's just the beginning.

Frikkin' Twilight. Good God, that thing is an abomination, and I can only hope it won't last as long as Harry Potter--and HP was at least GOOD and WELL WRITTEN and BELIEVABLE. HP added interesting twists to wizardry that certainly weren't infringing on the myth at hand. Twilight is not only BUTCHERING the whole vampire myth, but it
s BUTCHERING science too. I mean, seriously. A human/vampire/WEREWOLF as Bella's child? What the hell happened to SCIENCE?! If she's gonna butcher one thing, I guess, she figures why not butcher EVERYTHING.

She's such a retard. That writer sucks so hard.

On a happier note, I shall soon have my DSi. This means (GASP) PICTURES AGAIN. :3 I'm sure some of you will enjoy. Others will just yell at me. XD

Work is fantastic, minus the Game Day sales. Setting those up is a bitch. But my manager and co-workers are fantastic people. Never can I complain about them, really. Love 'em all.

I need to play with more of you nutters. ;~;

LOVE YOU ALL. TAKE CARE. :3

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23406666/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23406666/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 20:08:30 PST .<

That is all for now. Love you all.

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23345961/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23345961/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 15:03:23 PST
Rest in Peace, Mackenzie. I'll miss you.

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23289915/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23289915/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 14:09:09 PST
One on hand, I get more money. On the other, it doesn't matter too much cuz the money I DO get isn't enough to pay for the things I need. Sucks.

I'm trading games in to get DoWII. NO WAY will I miss out on that mofo. Just a swift update.

Money on my phone tomorrow, finally.

More early work days. Sadly. I hate mornings. >.<

Other than that, I'm fine. I miss people, people I once trusted, but there's no going back. I have better things to do than drag myself down with them.

Fun question, though, for laughs: why do people find attractive about boobs that can fling a Toyota into next week? Seriously? Giant boobs SCARE me. WHY do people LIKE them?

Is it the time-traveling aspect? XD

Have fun answering the question; I know you will.

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23278981/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23278981/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 20:06:44 PST
and I don't know why.

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23119608/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23119608/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 11:53:09 PST
Family Football season is about to begin.

What does this mean? Means I'll be on less often as I go play football (tackle football, no pads, cuz we're stupid) with the family and whatever friends we find on the street. XD

I have noticed I'm gaining a little weight. This shall be rectified the coming seasons, considering we play from Spring to Autumn. Ohhh, I can't wait for the upcoming season! It shall be FUN!

Not to mention the brutal pain we often experience simply builds our tolerance to pain of any kind. XD WOO!

Is now a bad time to have you guys hope for our safety? XD

Love you all! Take care!

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23080424/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23080424/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 11:12:36 PST
First, of course, is my subby. It's almost gone, and being the weirdo that I am I may just buy myself another year. If I get the money.

Translation: I'm probably not buying a subby. XD

And if someone buys me a year, I swear to GOD Imma harm you. XD I don't need the subby. Seriously. If you wanna do me a favor, buy me the bloody computer that I have no hope of getting anymore.

Second thing I need to touch on: folders for my Deviations within my gallery. Maybe I'm doing something wrong, but every time I create the folders and 'move' files to the folders, suddenly things just...refresh and there are NO folders at all in my directory, and all the files that even TOLD me they were moved are back to where they were before. In other words, everything I worked on, folder wise, is GONE. After about 6-7 attempts at making folders in different ways, I just gave up. Would anyone mind giving me a rundown on what to do to make folders PROPERLY? It may just be my computer, though.

Whatever. We'll see how things go soon enough.

...why must my relationship with DA be a love-hate relationship? Couldn't they just do things right the first time?

Hehehe, I'm flowing into another topic. Imma stop here. XD

Love you guys! Take care, be safe, all that jazz. If you die, I'll follow you and kill you all over again. XD

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23020914/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/23020914/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 13:39:42 PST
I was talkin' to one before. I was explaining my views on the (horrible) book nicely, and I made certain to tell her that her views are fine too. If she likes Twilight, then that's her taste, though I will never understand why people would pick Twilight over all the other REAL books out there.

Anyways, somewhere in the conversation, she literally told me that I was 'just jealous of Edward'. Being that I actually use my brain, unlike Twitards, I quickly told her that Edward doesn't exist, and because of that reason I can't be jealous of him. She said nothing afterwards.

Having a brain is wonderful. Don't ruin it with Twilight.

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22966212/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22966212/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 14:50:24 PST
Are you people seriously so freakin' PATHETIC that you can't solve simple problems on your own? On top of this, are you so pathetic you need to REMIND YOURSELF that your life is supposedly horrible?

I KNOW for a FACT that you're so painfully dense that you can't see the good in your life. Know why that is? It's because you're too busy whining and moaning about how 'terrible' your life is. If you would stop whining for a couple seconds, maybe you'd see your life isn't all that bad. Give it a shot. Loser.

That top half is devoted to all you pathetic emo twits all over the world.

The bit below this is devoted to one person.

Would it KILL you to, oh, I dunno, have a little common courtesy?

If you leave the computer in the middle of a conversation, TELL ME. If you don't wanna talk about something, TELL ME. Don't just ignore my words, seriously. It just pisses me off that you are willing to treat your friend like this. Not to mention it's just because I watched someone. God forbid I Watch someone here on DA out of COMMON COURTESY.

So I watch this 'Kida'. Who the HELL CARES. It's _MY_ decision who to watch, not yours. If you have a problem with it, I won't mind, I'd even LISTEN to you provided you don't act like a butthurt emo. I'm TIRED of all this emo crap. Life would be better if you ACTED better.

End of the 'calling out'.

Final word: I'm so sick of emos. SO FUCKING SICK OF THEM. Is it really so hard to just look at the good in life?

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22853239/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22853239/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 21:04:28 PST
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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22804638/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22804638/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 13:48:23 PST [link]

'Nuff said, really. This book/movie/notsofreshturd is horrible. And this feller points out why. Nicely.

I love you, buttface. XD

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22576557/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22576557/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 11:35:08 PST
I'll get to that shortly. Right now, I'm back and I'm hungry and slightly sick. Waiting for food to come home in the form of my brother and a bag. XD My family CAN be useful to me, holy CRAP. XD

But yes, I need new forms of income, as it seems. I owe two pieces of writing that, I promise, are coming along. Just slowly. Life is a touch hectic, and trying to write when you have no inspiration can be rough.

Status: Eviecats trade--going well, actually. The idea is in place, I have a ludicrous amount of ideas for this thing. But the bad news is that having that many ideas for one story going through my head at once can DETER me simply because I don't know which story to use most. Long story short; this story will be FUN.

Ripfang's quiz prize--I had it half-done at one point before I nuked my computer. But I forgot to back it up. I'll admit, maybe it was for the best, the characters seemed stale to me. LEI. I NEED CHARACTER DESCRIPTIONS, STAT. XD I can give them soul if I know their soul, so if you can, please send me some info or link me to previous info. I need it. Badly. XD

Also, kindly inform me of what characters your wanted in there again. I know Hall was in there (I'm still tempted to call him Hell. XD).

Alright, commissions. Here's the gist, you tell me if I should continue and flesh the idea out, or if it should die as it stands. Basically, I shall offer three kinds of different commissions. Short stories (one-hit things), series (short or long. Longer = more money for me, naturally), or full-fledged novel (duh. Just duh. XD). I imagine the only thing I need to elaborate on would be the series. This CAN extend to be much longer than a novel, but that would depend on how much someone would be willing to pay as well as if they feel it should end some way. I suppose that was 'duh' material too, eh?

I imagine the prices would come around to maybe $3-$5 for a short story. $5 for every section or part of a series. And possibly $10 or more for a novel. It's cheap, but that would be because I can't print this crap. I'd LIKE to, but I can't, so it shall remain on the web for the time being. Who knows, maybe I'll head to lulu.com and print them after all. We'll see if this idea flies at all.

All prices would be negotiable, preferably to larger amounts, but hey, I'm a nice guy. XD

Feedback, GO!

Love you guys. <3

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Forgotten Reality - On hold, writer's block

A Meeting of Two - In progress

Eviecats Trade - In progress

Ripfang's Prize - On hold (?)

Note me if I forgot somethin'. ]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22491178/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22491178/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 16:27:04 PST
My reasons will be disclosed to very few. You may ask, but expect to hear 'no'.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22422935/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22422935/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:55:57 PST
BEING

EMO.

Jeebus, seriously. Too many people are just all whiney and emo and never happy. JUST SHUT IT. Don't put your emo on me, I'm fine being HAPPY about what I have and the things that AREN'T BAD about my life. So go elsewhere, PLEASE.

Also, Twilight sucks. No, this is not an arguable point. This is fact. If you say otherwise, then I shall point out how none of the characters have any actual soul or feeling or sense of growth at ALL. Continue to argue, and I shall point out the sparkly vampires and how stupid that is. Push FURTHER, for whatever reason, and I shall mention the retarded plotline. Continue to push, and I shall just decapitate you.

I'm done. XD

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22301170/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22301170/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 17:05:47 PST
Good Lord, I tend to find some REAL morons. But hey, life goes on, and mine certainly is. :3

BIG...BIG disappointment for the year: the computer I have been saving up for so long to get is still out of my reach. And my hours dropped at Gamestop.

I seriously don't think I'm gonna get it. And if I don't get it, my old machine is bound to die. It's having problems starting up now, it BARELY reads my monitor, I've had to reboot it MIDBOOT several times...I need a new computer. Badly. If anyone wants to get me a Christmas gift, the best thing you can do is send me money at this point. I NEED that new computer. The goal is $400, I am not gonna make it. I have about $300 now, and the fact that it is so close is what angers me. It's RIGHT THERE, and the only way for me to save enough to get it would be to just not buy food for a month.

So yea, I guess I am asking for help on this. Normally I don't ask like this, but Cripes, my video card for the thing is in. But I just can't bloody get the thing. It sucks.

[link]

That's the machine. I want it. For such a low price it is better than Alienware, and it would last me another 5-7 years. I wouldn't ask for anything for my birthday/Christmas again if I got this thing (until it dies, but I may actually have money by then). So if anyone can help, please do.

Gonna have a party (no alcohol, so shush) tonight. Family, friends, and fun WITHOUT drinking. Because we don't need to have our brains stupefied to have fun, thank you. You fellas can drink if you want, but I'm just gonna laugh at the hangovers and 'stories' we're gonna hear afterwards.

Love you all. Take care.

[EDIT]: Someone I had missed for so damn long has just made an appearance not even 20 minutes ago as of this writing. This year may not have been the greatest, but OH MY GOD did it end with a bang.

It's great having you back, Sanny. You're not allowed to disappear like that again. <3

Go visit her. Give her love. I missed her so much, and I can't love her enough as just myself. XD So go help me! [/EDIT]

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22186134/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/22186134/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 09:19:57 PST
Merry Christmas to you all. <3 even to those of you who 'refer' to hear "Happy Holidays".

Feck that stupid saying. It's Christmas, dammit. It's CHRISTMAS, so I wish you all a Merry CHRISTMAS. Freakin' pwnt. XD

Love you all! *climbs back into cryochamber*

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21902377/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21902377/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 16:54:13 PST
I may be entering a sort of stasis in a short time. As in, a stasis from the interwebz. Most know how to catch me off the net, so no complaints necessary. <3

Love you all.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21747998/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21747998/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 12:12:19 PST
I hate people. In general.

I do have to question why people are stupid enough to all flood stores ALL DAY on Black Friday, and I must also question why most retail stores are stupid enough to PROMOTE this kind of behavior among the (unwashed) masses. Seriously. Like we don't have enough to worry about behind the counter.

Then, of course, I'm dealing with general stupidity on a daily basis as well. PEOPLE. Especially a certain someone. USE YOUR MOTHERFUDGIN' BRAIN.

Got a new headset on Friday. The only thing I bought that day. And it was all I NEEDED. I only bought what I NEEDED. Betcha people aren't used to THAT logic.

It's NICE. A bit weird to wear, gotta admit. Not to mention the comforters around the speakers are FECKING MASSIVE. But...it's cozy. As frightening as THAT is. XD

Fancy mic too. Definitely a higher-end headset. I got it for $30. I see it on websites for $40, $50, even $60. Yeano. People. If you buy a headset for anything more than $40, I will ask you to stop smoking fire extinguishers. It ain't healthy. My last headset cost me $20 and lasted me 2 and a half years. Reliable as feck, and it's still a pair of headphones--the mic just died out. So, seriously, if you think buying a $40-70 headset is smart, then you seriously have to rethink your priorities. Unless it's REALLY top-of-the-line, it's not worth it.

Ranting is fun. <.<

My DJ shows should be more frequent now, considering this new headset. I also got Ace Combat 6 and DBZ Burst Limit, as well as a new PS2 controller. The controller has SCORPION RIPPING SUG-ZERO'S HEAD OFF. I couldn't pass THAT up. And it was $8 monies. XD

Ace Combat 6 is Ace Combat material. That's all you need to know to know the game frikkin' RULEZ.

DBZ Burst Limit is the only DBZ fighting game (or DBZ game altogether) I'll ever play. It's fast, it's easy-to-play, it's amazing. :3

Aaaand that's it for today.

JOIN ME ON COMBAT ARMS, PEOPLE. You're SERIOUSLY missing out on the fun.

Love you all! Take care!

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21555818/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21555818/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 18:13:40 PST
What else can I do now? I tried and tried to help you. I warned you. Told you what would happen.

Yet you pushed on. And now you hurt.

I'm sorry it ended how it did. But it was your choice, not mine.

Don't blame me for your problem. I'm still here to console you if necessary. I'll unblock you from AIM in due time, once you have had time to cool off.

But I will only console you. I'm not giving you advice anymore. You don't listen. And you suffer because you don't listen. So I'm done warning deaf ears.

I love you. But now you must grow up on your own.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21440970/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21440970/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 15:31:35 PST
Apparently, the people who never shut up via text or Messengers (i.e. the ones reading texts and messages and the like) are the same people who claim they don't have the time to read a novel. Twits. XD

ANYWAYS, GoW2 continues to be more than just awesome. They've improved EVERY aspect of the original, so I be happy.

Suffice to say that Fallout 3 and GoW2 are the only two games I've EVER lost sleep over in my entire life. No lie. This is nuts, they freakin' rule.

Wish I had CoD5 though. I gotta poo now, so I'll end here. *flails*

LOVE YOU ALL! TAKE CARE!

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21359006/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21359006/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 14:53:58 PST
ANYWAYS, let me start this journal off a little angrily: STOP ASKING ME WHO I FECKING VOTED FOR. Two reasons I wish for it to stop: 1) I didn't vote. Baw all you want about THAT fact. 2) Even if I DID vote, I wouldn't answer the question because it's a flamewar waiting to happen. Politics suck, get over it already.

But moving on, GoW2 launches tonight, and I'm gonna BE THERE. Midnight launch, and I work tonight, so it works out. I'm coming home at one in the morn with my copy of GoW2 and the Last Stand Strat Guide. A BEAUTIFUL MOFO THAT IT IS.

Also, I has the runs. :3 (TMI, I know, sue me)

I'm getting promoted at Gamestop as well. This reels about good and bad news.

Good: More hours and more pay. So I get higher paychecks overall. Whereas I was normally looking at about $150 every two weeks if I was lucky, I shall now see upwards of $400-$500 for every two weeks. I can see a PS3 in my future. The only reason I WANT a PS3 is for Killzone 2, so dun pester me about how 'good' the other games are: I WORK AT GAMESTOP, I've already seen the games, thank you. I don't doubt better games will be released, but let's focus on one fact: The PS3 is just about only good for movies. The end. The 360 has the widest range of games, so you have a MUCH better chance of finding something good (Gears of War, DUH) on the 360.

The Wii isn't involved in this, that sucker is in its own league.

I'm a crazy GoW fanboy, but I admit it's flaws as well. Whereas Halo was garbage (okay, okay, it wasn't garbage, but it was NOTHING MORE THAN AVERAGE. Stop whining about how 'good' it is, everything Halo did was done before and BETTER).

Fun tangent, that was.

About CA: I intend to make a music video on it featuring my clan thus far. The song is in debate yet, but I will be using Sony Vegas to put the stuff together. Wish me luck, eh? I may not need it, but I haven't had a real music video hit since a year ago.

Alright, that's it, my friends. I will be doing shoutouts and welcomes in my next journal, so stay tuned. A CA friend has recently joined us at DA! WEWTSAUCE!

Love you all! Hang tight, and take care!

PEE ESS: Katy, get over yourself already. Seriously.

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21223711/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/21223711/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 20:00:11 PDT
Honestly, you used to be such a good friend of mine. Now you've become trash, lying to your useless boyfriend just to make his ego bigger cuz Lord knows he's gotta compensate for a missing something-else.

You are too cowardly to talk to me and get the real-deal, so I'm writing to you now, even though you'll still be too cowardly to respond.

Or you may sic your useless 'boyfriend' on me. I say go ahead. Let's see if he can make a valid argument without insults. I'd bet not; both of your intelligence levels are too low to be worth my notice.

You used to be such a good friend. We'd laugh and goof off and talk on YIM constantly. Ever since you met Bradley, you've pushed me and everyone else away. What did I do to deserve this? Answer me that.

Why do you lie about me too? I never did anything to deserve that. Yet you go ahead and lie. You say I'm SCARED of Bradley. You make things up about me just to please yourselves.

Here's a bit of truth, cuz I don't need to lie to make an argument: you're both PATHETIC. You claim you love each other, but you don't even TRUST each other. You both lie about me and insult me behind my back. At least I have the gall to tell it to your face, coward. I'm not scared of Bradley at all. He's a witless worm as far as I'm concerned, and that was proven by the fact that I solved your 'net problem rather quickly over the phone, and Bradley couldn't do it in a week. Yet you still trust his judgment over mine simply because you are both cowards. You're AFRAID that I might be right.

Nothing but truth from me. At least I don't need to lie like a pathetic worm.

Stop lying to yourself and him about me. ANYONE here, ANY of my friends can tell you that you are wrong. But you won't listen just so you can live your own little reality.

Wait until life bites you in the ass. I'll be waiting.

When you can finally act like a human instead of a demented, twisted worm who has to lie to make her and her boyfriend's lives seem like they're worth something, let me know. I'll be glad to let the FRIEND I once knew back in my life.

Until then, don't speak about me again. Unless, of course, you wanna continue to prove me RIGHT.

...

I miss who you used to be...

Please... stop acting like this and return to who you used to be...

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/20909053/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/20909053/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 16:39:18 PDT
I'm seriously completely and utterly FLOODED half the time with art from people who seriously don't really care about me (not that it bothers me, it's the AMOUNT that does) and I need to clean up.

Thing is, I want YOUR INPUT. I don't want any 'Do what you want' crap, I'm already aware I can do what I want. I want YOUR opinion on the matter, and whether you think it's a good idea or not.

Second: It's been nearly a month since my last journal. I AM active here, I am just tired anymore. I don't know why, I just am.

Third thing is kinda a rant, but I'll keep it short for MY sake: Don't you love it when people claim to be mature/growing up and yet they STILL make the same stupid mistakes over and over and over again? I wanna punch some people.

Next up is more a shout-out than anything: Visit him. Read his stuff. Seriously, this man has to be the single best internet pal I've had. I can't think of a time he's made me angry/sad, and even if he ever did, I'd forgive him. He's incredible, fun-loving, and I swear to GOD if you don't visit him I'll gut you with a spoon. The link is RIGHT THERE. Click it. It's not hard. Visit him and drop him some well-deserved love, eh? He tends to be busy, but he'll most likely notice a sudden fluctuation in PV's. The man deserves it.

Finally, just wanted to let you guys know I'm ALIVE. Barely. XD For those able, however:

Go get Combat Arms from Nexon.net. Seriously. I'm about to make a guild, and shooting people is ALWAYS fun. ;3 Jump in!

Love you guys! Take care!

]]> ~Vergial http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/20535903/ http://Vergial.deviantart.com/journal/20535903/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 11:29:01 PDT
...My water is still broke. I need a new last name alreadeh.

So let's see. What's new? I got my CycloDS, which is FANTASTIC. If yer curious about the blasted thing, GOOGLE it. XD Make MY life easier!

Naturally, life has its drama to deal with. But I'm cruisin' along slowly.

I SERIOUSLY wish Grim would talk to me... Been blocked on her page for a while, and no one knows why. I haven't done anything wrong, and last time I talked to her everything was as amiable as its always been. I don't think SHE blocked me. I think someone ended up doing it 'for' her.

Regardless, the fact that I'm blocked has been keeping me up late at night. I wish I could talk to her again, I miss her TERRIBLY. My journal on the first was aimed at her. I really do miss her.

So here's hoping she reads this: I miss you, Hun. I miss talking to you, goofin' around with you, just bein' your 'father'. Please, please unblock me. Contact me somehow. You can't imagine just how much I miss talking to you. It's been far too long.

I love you. Hope to talk to you soon.

Other than that, things are decent. Work has been as erratic as always, with only God knowing precisely when I'll be working. At least my hours are climbing. SLOWLY. OH SO SLOWLY.

Finding a part-time job to back up Gamestop has been a hassle as well. No one has called and I've got apps EVERYWHERE.

Personally, I love how people keep saying 'GET A SECOND JOB OHMUGUH'. Apparently, they forget that the place I apply to NEEDS TO CALL ME AND SAY OKAY. I mean, seriously. If getting a second job was as easy as half of these people make it sound, I'd not be writing this journal NOW. It's up to THEM, not me. Telling me 50 times over that 'I need a second job' won't help the process at all.

Not sure what else to say, really. XD I'm out for now. Love you all! Take care!

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Now I don't want any flames. I love everyone no matter what the color of skin. But I think that in catagorizing so many things, in the attempt to not be racist is almost becoming reverse racism. why can't we all just be "People"?

Someone finally said it.

How many are actually paying attention to this?

There are African Americans,
Mexican Americans,
Asian Americans,
Arab Americans,
Native Americans, etc.

.....And then there are just -

Americans. (or Canadians)

Some pass me on the street
And sneer in my direction.
They Call me 'White girl,'
'Cracker,' 'Honkey,'
'Whitey,' 'Caveman,'

.....And that's OK.

You say that whites commit a lot

Of violence against you,
So why are the ghettos the most
Dangerous places to live?

They have the United Negro College Fund.
They have Hispanic History Month.
They have Martin Luther King Day.
They have Asian History Month.
They have Black History Month.
They have Cesar Chavez Day.
They have Ma'uled Al-Nabi.
They have Yom Hashoah.
They have Kawanza.
They have the NAACP.

If we had WET (White Entertainment Television)
.....We'd be racists.

If we had a White Pride Day
....You would call us racists.

If we had the White History Month
.....We'd be racist.

If we had any organization for only whites
To 'advance' OUR lives,
.....We'd be racists.

We have a Hispanic Chamber of Commerce,
A Black Chamber of Commerce,
And then we just have the plain
Chamber of Commerce.

Wonder who pays for that?
If we had a college fund that only gave
White students scholarships
.....You know we'd be racists.

There are over 60 openly-proclaimed
Black-only Colleges in the US,
Yet if there were 'White-only Colleges'
.....THAT would be a racist college.

In the Million-Man March,
You believed that you were
Marching for your race and rights.

If we marched for our race and rights,
.....You would call us racists.

You are proud to be black,
Brown, yellow and red,
And you're not afraid to announce it.
But when we announce our white pride
.....You call us racists.

You rob us,
Carjack us,
And shoot at us.
But, when a white police officer
Shoots a black gang member
Or beats up a black drug-dealer
Who is running from the LAW and
Posing a threat to ALL of society

.....You call him a racist.

I am proud.
.....But, you call me a racist.

Why is it that only
Whites
Can be racists?
There is nothing improper about this journal.
Let's see which of you
Are proud enough to post it too...

No matter what your color I think all people should be classed as one thing. PEOPLE. So post it no matter your color. Lets just say we're proud to be people and this way of dividing things is just another form of racism!

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The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary.

My confession:

I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees, Christmas trees.. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees.

It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu . If people want a cr?che, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away.

I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around for being Christians. I think people who believe in God are sick and tired of getting pushed around, period. I have no idea where the concept came from that America is an explicitly atheist country. I can't find it in the Constitution and I don't like it being shoved down my throat.

Or maybe I can put it another way: where did the idea come from that we should worship celebrities and we aren't allowed to worship God as we understand Him? I guess that's a sign that I'm getting old, too. But there are a lot of us who are wondering where these celebrities came from and where the America we knew went to.


In light of the many jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke; it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking.

Billy Graham's daughter was interviewed on the Early Show and Jane Clayson asked her 'How could God let something like this happen?' (regarding Katrina) Anne Graham gave an extremely profound and insightful response. She said, 'I believe God is deeply saddened by this, just as we are, but for years we've been telling God to get out of our schools, to get out of our government and to get out of our lives. And being the gentleman He is, I believe He has calmly backed out. How can we expect God to give us His blessing and His protection if we demand He leave us alone?'

In light of recent events... terrorists attack, school shootings, etc. I think it started when Madeleine Murray O'Hare (she was murdered, her body found a few years ago) complained she didn't want prayer in our schools, and we said OK. Then someone said you better not read the Bible in school. The Bible says thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not steal, and love your neighbor as yourself. And we said OK.

Then Dr. Benjamin Spock said we shouldn't spank our children when they misbehave because their little personalities would be warped and we might damage their self-esteem (Dr Spock's son committed suicide). We said an expert should know what he's talking about. And we said OK.

Now we're asking ourselves why our children have no conscience, why they don't know right from wrong, and why it doesn't bother them to kill strangers, their classmates, and themselves.

Probably, if we think about it long and hard enough, we can figure it out. I think it has a great deal to do with 'WE REAP WHAT WE SOW.'

Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says. Funny how you can send 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing. Funny how lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene articles pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion of God is suppressed in the school and workplace.

Are you laughing yet?

Funny how when you forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it.

Funny how we can be more worried about what other people think of us than what God thinks of us.

Pass it on if you think it has merit. If not then just discard it... no one will know you did. But, if you discard this thought process, don't sit back and complain about what bad shape the world is in.

My Best Regards, Honestly and respectfully,

Ben Stein

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Let us pray we find God again before it's too late!

God bless you all.

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I had to get that outta my system. Expect a full review tomorrow. If I remember.

...Seriously, you guys NEED this album...

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