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        <title>deviantART: Vernamon's Journals</title>
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        <pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 22:32:47 PDT</pubDate>        
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                <title>Not that anyone pays attention or cares anymore</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Not-that-anyone-pays-attention-or-cares-anymore-341064500</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Dec 2012 13:46:46 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Not that anyone pays attention or cares anymore</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I wonder if its possible to get disability money when I have small lungs with a minor restrictive lung disease along with having a bit of a learning disability and unable to fully understand certain things........ ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Commissions</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Commissions-303743680</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 May 2012 12:53:26 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Commissions</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I will begin doing Commissions. Payment will be through checks or cash. Paypal and my bank don't get along right now so its out of the question unfortunatly.<br /><br />I will not do fanart I do not want to risk getting into major trouble for it.<br /><br />$5.00 pencil drawing<br />$5.00 Lineart pen drawing<br />$10-15 Colored works<br /><br />Note me if your interested and let me know of any details.  Pricing may vary depending on details. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Affiliated Chats</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Affiliated-Chats-301713386</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 May 2012 14:33:25 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Affiliated Chats</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2012-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Here are our Affiliates ~<br />#TheFoxKingdom -KagomeXSesshoumaru<br />#NightmarishAngels-PriestessAeia<br />#Ichigolovers-Silverwolf12<br /> #Rikkusden - WolfgirlUchiha<br />#homeofitachi - Vernamon - Toasty7<br />#WulvesII - Vernamon<br />#Kenichi2ever - Vernamon<br />#HigurashiShrine - KagomeXSesshoumaru<br />#ThaDecayingVoreHotel - DecayingGoddessofLuv<br />#Theeeveelutionschat - Joshman14487<br />#WolvesIsland - Adelita17<br />#OrganizationRaven - AliceNevermore ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>ALL ARTISTS BEWARE!!!!</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/ALL-ARTISTS-BEWARE-299992428</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 May 2012 10:14:27 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">ALL ARTISTS BEWARE!!!!</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2012-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ THERE IS A WEBSITE THAT IS STEALING YOUR ARTWORK FOR MONEY. IF YOU FIND YOUR WORK ON THERE HELP REPORT THIS SITE EVEN IF YOU SEE A FRIENDS ARTWORK ON THERE LET THEM KNOW AND REPORT IT IT IS AGAINST THE LAW. WEBSITE IS http://www.tattoodonkey.com/ ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Chat Room</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Chat-Room-293408190</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Mar 2012 21:38:44 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Chat Room</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2012-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ If your interested in talking with me feel free to join my room i've had for years that's gotten no where because no members know about it. The Chat room is #Kenichi4ever.<br /><br />If i'm not in there and your interested comment and or note me and i'll try to be sure to add you and stay in so we can chat. Its Drama free and BS free. I will not have any members feel unsafe in there. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Does anyone care?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Sep 2011 23:41:21 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Does anyone care?</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Does anyone care I exist? ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>goodbye</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Sep 2011 15:49:25 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">goodbye</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2011-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Bye Deviantart. I'm so sick and tired of the BS backstabbing and being ignored. If you want to stay in contact just email my gmail its simple enough vernamon@gmail.com . ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Do you really care?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Aug 2011 02:20:48 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Do you really care?</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2011-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Does anyone really care about me? If you do please Comment. No replies then well more than likely consider me officially gone. I'm sick and tired of the Bullshit that goes on on here. If it weren't for my fiance i'd be long dead and no one would see this journal. I'm not looking for sympathy or the like just need to know if I really matter to people. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Bin Laden</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Bin-Laden-219096417</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 May 2011 09:57:09 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Bin Laden</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2011-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ well apparently theres news of Osama Bin Laden's death whoop de do da. He's dead now lets all forget about him otherwise he's still going to be alive. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Aspartame</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Aspartame-219179254</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Apr 2011 14:33:05 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Aspartame</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2011-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Don't consume it. Avoid it. Due to the research I have done it is a very deadly sweetener that the government doesn't want to get off the market. Google it and see how deadly it is. The more its consumed and over the years you will regret doing so for you could have prevented yourself from either losing your sight or other diseases. Just spreading the word. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>*sighs*</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/sighs-219149285</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Apr 2011 23:54:36 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">*sighs*</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2011-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Why is it everytime I try to set things right it gets fucked up in the end. Feel like I should stop trying all together. Just my current thoughts for what happened just a good few minutes ago. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I'll kill any idiot who would do this to a girl!</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/I-ll-kill-any-idiot-who-would-do-this-to-a-girl-221686699</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Jan 2011 13:45:01 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I'll kill any idiot who would do this to a girl!</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2011-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Got this from a friend of mine<br /><br />Guy: "Can we have sex now?"<br /><br />Girl: "Can we do what?"<br /><br />Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"<br /><br />Girl: "Um.....no."<br /><br />Guy: "Why?"<br /><br />Girl: "Because you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."<br /><br />Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."<br /><br />Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my<br />life to be my first."<br /><br />Guy: "I'm not special to you?"<br /><br />Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."<br /><br />Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.<br /><br />5 minutes pass.......<br /><br />Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.<br /><br />Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.".<br /><br />Guy: tries ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>My Fiance needs WiFi Friends</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/My-Fiance-needs-WiFi-Friends-222662495</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Dec 2010 23:03:39 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">My Fiance needs WiFi Friends</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2010-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ this is her Journal plz contact her if you can be her WiFi friend<br /><br />this is her account :iconKagomeXSesshoumaru:<br /><br />i have<br /><br />for the DS i have<br /><br />1. Pokemon mystery dungeon explorers of time<br /><br />2. Pokemon mystery dungeon explorers of darkness<br /><br />3. Pokemon mystery dungeon explorers of sky<br /><br />4. Pokemon mystery dungeon blue rescue team<br /><br />5. Pokemon soul silver (dont have this yet will be geting it on Christmas)<br /><br />for the Wii i have<br /><br />1. Super smash bros brawl<br /><br />2. Mario kart wii<br /><br />PLEASE i need friends<br /><br />ps this is fiance posting this useing his account ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I live.....maybe</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/I-live-maybe-227217839</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Apr 2010 22:06:33 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I live.....maybe</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'm alive around mainly on :iconrinoasai: ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Major Urgent News!!</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Major-Urgent-News-228200569</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Feb 2010 11:49:53 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Major Urgent News!!</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2010-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Well after going to see a lawyer about whats gonna happen to me I get to be thrown in jail only for one measly day. Not that its gonna do much good though it will be a learning experience like no other. Though I think I might have to pay some kind of fine as well don't remember how much and whatever little community service thing I gotta do I don't remember too clearly though I will be on probation or kinda like it but much freer than having to check in and such. Its all just an inconvence is all I see this as as it really is down to the core of it all. Least I get to choose what day to go in and its gonna be on a day I don't have school so i ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I blame the Penny.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/I-blame-the-Penny-228376390</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Feb 2010 10:44:07 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I blame the Penny.</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2010-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ You know how when one finds a penny heads up its supposed to be good luck...well I found one today and shortly afterwards I get an urgent message to call my dad when I don't have enough phone minutes...I have to go set up to where I can pull money out of the bank which ok is good but I had other plans to going over to a friends house to hopefully go see a movie and not have to go and pay a lot to go....and here I get dragged elseware....he should have called me last night to set it up....gah so annoyed...I don't know what will happen next since I found a dime also heads up.... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Moving!? ok guess not</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Moving-ok-guess-not-228411570</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Feb 2010 11:35:39 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Moving!? ok guess not</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I talked to her about me going there and she insists I don't go over there so I will end up finishing school. Just worries me about what she told me that could end up happening and I want to be there to prevent it from happening. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Moving!?</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Moving-228428254</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Feb 2010 12:19:27 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Moving!?</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I may end up on the street out in Michigan. Ok yea sounds sudden but There is a pressing matter I must go to and become. A bodyguard of sorts for someone whom I hope will not have her paranormal dream come to be. I have tried all that I could and I realized last night ever so strongly even if I must be out on the streets I have to do this like one could say its my calling from "god" if you believe in all that. hell I even prayed for it not to be. I want her safe. I don't care if I'm on the streets I belong over there to protect her cause in my heart I love her still. In time if things turn better I get a job i'll also be closer to another who ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Earthquake at school.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Earthquake-at-school-228515860</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Feb 2010 12:23:49 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Earthquake at school.</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Just recently as of 12:22PM felt an earthquake at school. My first time ever lol. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Depressed state of mind 2</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Depressed-state-of-mind-2-228532296</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Feb 2010 11:41:15 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Depressed state of mind 2</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Why is the pain in my heart so unbearable. It hurts like nothing else in this world. I feel as though I should merely give up all my hope and dreams for they mean nothing these days. They are not even obtainable. I'm too depressed to do anything. I'm just a nobody who wishes to be somebody yet is unable to be no matter how hard he tries. I neither brush my teeth and hardly bath for I have given up all hope for living to be with someone special. There is no god or goddess if there is they merely have given me nothing but one bad thing after another. Why must the stars I was born under be aligned just so nothing goes right in my life. I don't e ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Depressed state of mind 1</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Depressed-state-of-mind-1-228532310</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Feb 2010 11:40:25 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Depressed state of mind 1</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2010-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ To have someone special in one's heart is something i've longed for. Will I ever have someone like that in my life? Or am I just going to end up being alone in this vast yet small world. Being alone is the worst one can be. I should be somewhat happen for what few friends I have yet somehow i'm not. My happyness doesn't last so long when watching Anime. Might explain why i'm so thin and haven't gained weight for laughing since it burns calories. As I write this tears begin to form in my eyes. What does true happyness feel like thats what I want to know. When I think I have found it it has always walked away from me. I am inhuman for being una ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Update to court precedings.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Update-to-court-precedings-228565349</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Feb 2010 12:34:10 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Update to court precedings.</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Well the court thing went over better than expected. Now I just need to talk to my free lawyer about the case though its at a time and day when I have an important college class which is my Japanese class hate missing one day of it really. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Court tomorrow and depressed about life.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Court-tomorrow-and-depressed-about-life-228639162</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Jan 2010 12:28:00 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Court tomorrow and depressed about life.</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2010-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Tomorrow be it on Friday I have to go to court because they had issued an arrest warrant for my immediate arrest due to the fact I didn't go on the 28th of December yet when I checked in it wasn't in the system till the day of its stupid I hate it. I am still depressed life hasn't gotten much better for me. Don't know if i'll ever be in love again which puts me into a more depressed state its what motivates me really. There is someone here physically whom it be nice to know better though we haven't talked much i'm hoping this saturday she and I can study for Japanese together. Don't know if she and I will get together or not if not we'll end  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Its my Birthday if anyone cared</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Its-my-Birthday-if-anyone-cared-228763169</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Jan 2010 11:45:55 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Its my Birthday if anyone cared</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2010-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ok today is my birthday i'm officially 21 legally able to drink. I wake up late this morning thankfully my sister's BF took us to school. Now i'm trying to locate my tracfone that suddenly vanished into thin air i'm afraid to know what else could possibly go wrong. I know I brought it with me today yet why is it missing i'll continue my search hopefully it will pop up soon.<br /><br />ok Never mind about my phone missing I just didn't check one other pocket that I forgot I had on me....I had facepalmed when I found it. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>In College</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/In-College-228797419</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Jan 2010 11:48:25 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">In College</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ ok i'm officially in college typing this up while waiting for another class to begin which is about 3 hours in length and its a programming class. It feels rather awkward actually though it is different so far. So if I don't check things too quickly its cause i'm so freakin busy gah English is gonna kill me. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Back for good I don't care what anyone says.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Back-for-good-I-don-t-care-what-anyone-says-228919160</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Jan 2010 11:42:19 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Back for good I don't care what anyone says.</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Back onto this account. I am sick and tired of people offline trying to control my life they have no jurisdiction to do so. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Leaving</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Leaving-229407029</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Dec 2009 11:20:35 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Leaving</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Leaving this account for a good long while forced off by nearly all my family. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Unfortunate Tidings these sad sad days of my life.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Unfortunate-Tidings-these-sad-sad-days-of-my-life-230005007</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Nov 2009 12:52:31 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Unfortunate Tidings these sad sad days of my life.</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Life just seems to be going downhill and unfortunatly :iconraventhemerbgirl: won't be seen for a while as her mother found something out and banned her from the internet for a good while. Somehow want to get into contact with her mother and say whats on my mind about it its just my tracfone doesn't have enough minutes to allow me to do so. I can only get on at the library unless I see a friend or two who would allow me internet access. Notes are always appreciated. I still have no luck getting a job though going to school has been on my mind only for a couple of classes and hope that with the school it will bring about a job sooner rather tha ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>My Life is simply cursed and the end of internet</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/My-Life-is-simply-cursed-and-the-end-of-internet-230093649</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Nov 2009 10:23:11 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">My Life is simply cursed and the end of internet</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Why is it I must be cursed. Nothing good is truly happening. I have all I can ask for in a relationship though it be online for now. I was forced off the internet as my granny truned the computer off on me. I could have sworn I was careful for what I was doing yet she saw something ancd called it porno when it was art. I am now unable to get onto the computer. Library is all I have left which is only for a mere hour and whatever time I can get with my friends laptop whenever I see him which is rare since he sleeps nearly all day long. I need a job all that more desperatly yet they won't hire someone with lack of experience. My life is simply  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>40 questions about sex dare you to repost.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 20:26:07 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">40 questions about sex dare you to repost.</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ 1.anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?<br />~Of course though it could be more than one.<br /><br />2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?<br />~All any time I'm rdy for it<br /><br />3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?<br />~ both<br /><br />4. Do you masturbate?<br />~ Yes more often than one probably should at times.<br /><br />5. How often? Lately?<br />~Too often maybe at least 2X a day if not more and yes lately.<br /><br />6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?<br />~ Never have though I would if money was involved from some random person.<br /><br />7. Do you prefer showers or baths?<br />~ Showers<br /><br />8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?<br />~ Bath<br /><br />9. Do you ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I'm terribly sorry to those i've hurt.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-terribly-sorry-to-those-i-ve-hurt-230130292</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Nov 2009 19:16:32 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I'm terribly sorry to those i've hurt.</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Why must my life my very heart be so complicated? I never intended on<br /><br />betraying anyone. I to this very day very moment question my heart as<br /><br />to why it feels so strongly for all as though it were to be with one.<br /><br />I only do what I feel is right and fair. If I was wanting to<br /><br />manipulate anyone I would try to get more than what it seems it's not<br /><br />right now. All I truly wanted were friends nothing more. I write in<br /><br />honest truth yet my truths are perceived as lies why? True love can<br /><br />only exist if both are there for each other no matter what. For those<br /><br />who do love me and want me solely for themselves need not be selfish<br /><br />and know there are other' ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>In so much pain I want to end my life.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/In-so-much-pain-I-want-to-end-my-life-230198502</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Oct 2009 12:32:48 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">In so much pain I want to end my life.</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I am lost and i'm destroyed there's nothing really left for me on here but for a few friends who have stayed true to me. I need support from whats being done to me on here. Been banned from the chat Heaven4Wolves :iconsarah-reed-richards: has gotten her way. I want to sue her for deformation of character which she has rightly done to me. I have not told lies i've been honest with everything I say these days. Being homless and my life going downhill even moreso has made me who I am right now. I'm depressed I feel like there's no one there for me. Notes and comments are greatly appreciated especially right now I need to know who's there for me  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Don't turn against me because of my ex.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-turn-against-me-because-of-my-ex-230212490</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Oct 2009 12:36:28 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Don't turn against me because of my ex.</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Last night when I get off I was not feeling good at all. I was really pissed off due to :iconsarah-reed-richards: turning people against me. I've changed since being homeless for nearly 2 nights. I have really restrained myself in heaven4Wolves as :iconsarah-reed-richards: wants me banned for a rediculous reason. What is wrong with talking to people? for those who have fallen in love with me please don't let what she says about me get to you.. You have read who I am, what I am. I shall not lie to you or anyone. I can't change how or what you think about me. Without any of your love and support I feel as though i'm nothing at all. and what sar ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Safe Haven continued and something odd.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Safe-Haven-continued-and-something-odd-230242137</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Oct 2009 10:44:44 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Safe Haven continued and something odd.</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ This phenomenon doesn't make any sense. I feel so horny yet when trying to relieve that feeling I am unable to. I have cyber'd with someone here who I shall not mention and have discovered I could make her have several orgasm's without her doing anything but I masturbate a bit. I wonder if she felt my attempt as I feel as though she might have. if so then it means she was draining me or I to her to make her feel the ecstasy. I tried with all my might to cum but was unable to. I have more than just Reiki ability and my sexuality relates too well with my healing. as with my last journal/deviation on here I have noticed very strong feelings towa ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>For those who want me a safe haven for them to be.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/For-those-who-want-me-a-safe-haven-for-them-to-be-230285642</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Oct 2009 12:08:29 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">For those who want me a safe haven for them to be.</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Today's minds are too wrapt up to realize there is hardly any true individuality. we are too hooked on trying to be the same. I for one am not in that chain. as for this wretched society to exist people have to be too much of the same mindset. Been trying to help people realize how corrupt they are even if they go without "sin" it proves a must difficult task. I say live in only what you believe in and not what others say you should. So long as it doesn't interfere with someone's own right to live.<br />That said for now there is another matter i've come to foresee and that involves the many female contacts who are single and have taken such an i ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Warning Mature Content in this.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Warning-Mature-Content-in-this-230348186</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Oct 2009 20:29:59 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Warning Mature Content in this.</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ They say life gets worse before it gets better, well they are wrong my life is past overdue to be getting better. I shouldn't even be alive yet here I am. Why? I have no job and I fear losing someone I hold close to my heart. It's deja vu but this time its with someone else. As far as I know it hasn't broken yet. If only she'd talk to me more talk to me on what she sees in me and what she doesn't like about me. I'm left in the cold dark abyss of not knowing. I'm depressed I know this. I refuse pills for they are more damaging than good I'd rather be as pure of outside substances as possible. I'd rather have fate have its own way. I walk my ow ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>6 years I gotta wait.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/6-years-I-gotta-wait-230406649</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Oct 2009 20:22:33 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">6 years I gotta wait.</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ok I revently found out how long the police can keep my stuff and its 6 years 6 stinking years I might have to wait till I get my things back. which makes me wonder if there's such a way to get it back sooner. I just cant wait that long. I did however turn in an application for a job that was hiring today though turning it it it rained on me and after I turned it in it stopped raining. I reapplied for Round Table Pizza which is close by and I have to call in tomorrow after 5:00PM to see if I have to go in for Jury duty or not. I have a feeling I will large part due to being a snake bringing in money somehow that just happens to me so i'm tryi ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>dang it!</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/dang-it-230507201</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Oct 2009 22:55:06 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">dang it!</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ ok I didn't get the job my life stinks but thanks to the many people who care about me especially those who actually note me I thank so much and that's what's keeping me going. ok end of journal entry have to get off tomorrow I gotta get up early to clean some gutters for a bit of cash not to mention next week I have stinkin jury duty blah. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Crazy over something good.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Crazy-over-something-good-230731541</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Sep 2009 17:46:36 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Crazy over something good.</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Yes that's right I'm literally going crazy over getting a job interview this Saturday at 5:00PM my time of all places to work at a movie theatre one I've applied to countless times. Got the call right after I had gone to counseling on my way back home my sister who does not have an account here called on my mom's cell to let me know to call back to which I did right when I got into the door. Gotta say somehow this fortune cookie said something rather true: "Your efforts will result in much profit" Mind you I got that fortune out of a fortune cookie just yesterday when my dad took me out to lunch. I happen to have another interview like proces ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>i'm alive barely.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/i-m-alive-barely-231103552</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2009 14:06:40 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">i'm alive barely.</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'm alive barely sane thanks to all the support I have here. If any investigator tries to come into contact with a few of you tell them how good I am or your feelings about me. I want to move on. I was writing something to be placed up here yet I don't have it with me not to mention i'm limited on time right now as is. I love many of you who are on here. I've been trying to change my old ways. I see through a paranormal Eye one that explains things the police don't see. I have been trying to help through that way it doesn't relate in their minds but yet it really truly does. I don't have a lot of time though I will try to update later as my m ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Kill me already my sanity is gone</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Kill-me-already-my-sanity-is-gone-231245228</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Aug 2009 19:18:10 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Kill me already my sanity is gone</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ My laptop the only thing keeping me sane was taken from me today by investigators I don't know how long i'm going to last with whats going on not that many here even care. Just note me if you want to talk and i'll try to get back to you. I'm forced to use dial-up so I can't hardly do anything at all on here. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>No one reads just there in case anyone cared</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/No-one-reads-just-there-in-case-anyone-cared-231294053</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/No-one-reads-just-there-in-case-anyone-cared-231294053</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Aug 2009 19:42:01 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">No one reads just there in case anyone cared</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I know it has indeed been a while since i've updated my journal a lot has been happening. Been seeing a counslor to help me though it doesn't so much feel like its doing much at all as afterall I think on my own being the snake I am no one believes that fact. I've noticed my powers seem to be diminishing from being overused so I have to find a way to replinish them and one way is well bad in the eyes of others being who I am but it is possible nonetheless. I often ponder why i'm trying to win someone over when she is having trouble deciding. I know i'm not perfect then who is really? I love her so much yet I get the feeling she does not. Do I ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Closing this account opening a new one.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Closing-this-account-opening-a-new-one-231665633</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Jul 2009 14:06:00 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Closing this account opening a new one.</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I am going to end up closing this account and I have a new one for those who are truly intersted just note me for it and i'll give it to you. I am merely doing this because i've been betrayed by many on here whom I had called a friend. Not to mention many just don't comprehend who I am and for that many come and attack me and simply ignore me as well. Though depending on whats going to go on with me I could simply cease to even exist if certain things go a certain way and i'll make sure of it. If I end up in jail for what I have been trying to change then I will make sure I die there. I will refuse doing what they say and end up in many fight ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>A new direction not that many even care to read.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/A-new-direction-not-that-many-even-care-to-read-231674257</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/A-new-direction-not-that-many-even-care-to-read-231674257</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Jul 2009 23:36:30 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">A new direction not that many even care to read.</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Life is going downhill further as many of you know who have heard of what I have done i'm still trying to change my life yet its not even worth the change when all its doing is causing even more pain and misery. My sister had told her therapist something and from that stemed trouble lots of trouble. I'll be out of the house because of it and I don't even have a job its impossible for me to get one here even when i'm trying so hard to. I utterly hate my life and i'm ready for death to come my duty was already done when I removed an ancient curse from an entity that tried to kill me while Sarah was with me and isn't anymore. I'm only human yet  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>My heart broken in two</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/My-heart-broken-in-two-231714033</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 13:52:05 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">My heart broken in two</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ ok the job interview went somewhat well though I didn't get the job. Come to find out me and sarah got back together but then she met someone else online and went with him. My life sucks I just feel as though i'm unwanted in this world no one will even go out with me not to mention I don't know where to go to look for anyone in this town. I'm back to bbeing hoplessly depressed back to where it all began not to mention I could be thrown out of the house all beause of what my little sister told her therapist. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>a job  finally</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/a-job-finally-231856858</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Jul 2009 17:45:03 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">a job  finally</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ how many read my journals? doesn't seem like many at all now a days. One good thing so far has happened is that I have one interview for BurgerKing one place I dont like to eat hopefully I get a job there maybe. I refuse to work at sunvalley again had shitty hours. got woken up at 8am this morning from them rather early for a call. Had plans for thursday but now its not possible as the interview interferes with it. Hopefully if it goes well I'll have a job rather doubt it though seeing how my life is being played out. oh and Japanese x-mas music is better than american x-mas music. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I've been tricked</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/I-ve-been-tricked-231903555</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Jul 2009 00:15:11 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I've been tricked</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ok someone tricked me into thinking of taking interest in me yet after only talking for a couple nights she or I should say he hasn't been on at all. I found out that someone tricked into helping me sounded good from the start but till I was told by someone that he was only toying with me that didn't make me happy. But to no avail i'm still looking for someone though its rather rough. Many of you think I shouldn't but you truly don't see it the way I do. Before meeting Sarah I was for months looking for a job and heard nothing from any of them till I met sarah things changed I heard back from one job and got it but of course several good mont ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>new journal not that any will read.</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/new-journal-not-that-any-will-read-231952022</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2009 21:35:15 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">new journal not that any will read.</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ been thinking.<br />Been thinking about a lot of things.<br />Is there or will there be a chance for me to find another love?<br />Do I even stand a chance to be with someone?<br />If I do find someone will she not run away from me just because i'm different? If there's anyone out there single and looking and would like to try please let me know. I need a reason to go on and be happy without love i'm left with what I feel is nearly nothing but an empty shell. If there's anyone out there willing to give me a chance please don't run just because i'm so different from everyone else.<br /><br />I'm do what I do because people like you treat me so horribly won't allow for  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Does anyone care anymore?</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Does-anyone-care-anymore-231972815</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jul 2009 16:36:45 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Does anyone care anymore?</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ok i'm starting to notice many people not caring about me anymore due to recent events. I'm home and trying to start a new life a new life that wasn't so much the same as the last. People just are way to into society to not think truly for themselves. I'm saddened at what has been happening to me here and how i'm treated because i'm different. Ok yes it was wrong of me to do what I did in the eyes of society but people can change and thats exactly what i'm trying to do. Just seems to me the way you all seem to treat me on here its like I can't change when people can. Watch the Movie Redemtion and tell me then if people can't change. I'm a goo ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Back Home</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Back-Home-232010264</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Back-Home-232010264</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Jul 2009 11:44:57 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Back Home</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/e/vernamon.jpg?1</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://vernamon.deviantart.com">Copyright 2009-2013 ~Vernamon</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ok i'm back home about 3-4 days on the bus with a lot of delays but nonetheless i'm Home with many things changed while I was thinking a lot on the bus. Only one problem now is finding a job and not from Sun Valley one of the worst places to work at. Was rather hard to find internet anywhere. I don't have internet in my room at least not till I find a job. I also when I get a job have to save up for a car instead of getting my own place which is so good. I'll have to update later as i'm going into Costco with my parents. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I'm Homeless</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-Homeless-232094943</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-Homeless-232094943</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 21:33:08 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I'm Homeless</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ well as the title says i'm homeless without anywhere to go. I'll be dead before you all will know it all due to someones decision on getting rid of me today and I had no chance of getting out either so i'm out on the streets with no food or water whatsoever. I'm just plain ol dead out here in Mason Ohio. There's no where else I can go now except to allow death to take me. She wouldn't help me with one of my problems that i've had since 5th grade and now i'm out left for dead never meant to belong. She's gonna regret it sooner or later especially after the fact that i'm dead. There's not a chance of her ever coming back for me before I do die. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Just leave me and allow me to just die.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 14:19:58 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Just leave me and allow me to just die.</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Can I just die now? People are just ignorant and don't listen to what I have to say. Why must some be so damn ignorant about macs and windows. I'm just about rdy to give everything up and leave this world for good. No one listens to me at all not wanting to listen to what I have to say saying they don't care and being ignorant enough and not being understanding to what I say. People keep saying around me that macs are all that and truly are not. Yes they may have been the first mass produced but it wasn't THE first personal computer. I'm really getting tired of all the ignorant people saying just one damn thing and sticking to it I can prove  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Been in Ohio</title>
                <link>http://vernamon.deviantart.com/journal/Been-in-Ohio-232677473</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Jun 2009 15:16:53 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Been in Ohio</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ok i've been in Ohio for about a month now and its been hot and stormy around here. Hard to get a job as I don't know any addresses of where i'm living at. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>DA a turn for the worse</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 23:28:41 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">DA a turn for the worse</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ ok after reading :icondarkfang1990:'s journal I must say that the new policy is indeed scary and its very likely i'll be taking down nearly all of my artwork. Its like DA has sided with the art thieves and really its ridiculous. I loved DA before it took this drastic turn. I strongly believe now that all DA wants is our money we give them for the subs.<br /><br />Happy Valentines day everyone and Sarah I know you likely will be reading this but the bag on the table is yours either open it now if you haven't already or you can wait till I get home from work. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>poll girls only:</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Dec 2008 19:33:59 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">poll girls only:</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I am conducting a theory and I want to know if its correct and I need you girls out there to help me I won't say what my theory is till I have all of the information I need. So here it is:<br /><br />If a hot guy(this includes male characters in games, and anime) asked you to have sex with him would you do it?<br /><br />yes a slight bit on the mature side sry for not warning you all at first but oh well now I shall await your results. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I would do this for her</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 13:41:06 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I would do this for her</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ it is so true :iconimhappyplz:<br />[&#8203; U KNO WHO U ARE ]<br /><br />1.&#8203;&#8203;Touch&#8203; her waist&#8203;.<br /><br />2.&#8203;&#8203;Actua&#8203;lly talk to her.<br /><br />3.&#8203;&#8203;Share&#8203; secre&#8203;ts with her.<br /><br />4.&#8203;&#8203;Give her 1 of your sweat&#8203; shirt&#8203;s.<br /><br />5.&#8203;&#8203;Kiss her slowl&#8203;y.<br /><br />- &#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#8203;&#8203;-&#82 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Caramelldansen is not japanese!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Nov 2008 14:36:52 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Caramelldansen is not japanese!</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ CARAMELL!! ITS SO AWESOME!<br />you all know of the caramelldansen song well the artist is caramell and many i'm sure don't know this but the artist is swedish consisting of two males and two females. I LOVE THEIR MUSIC. excuse my crud language here but.... SCREW the american bands all I need to listen to music wise is Japanese music AND now the swedish band caramell. I'm gonna be hooked for sometime.<br /><br />Things have gotten crazy with my GF as trying to get her to me is a must yet plans keep changing and she says she can try to see if she can't wait it out as her mom now is hard to figure out. First she wanted her out this second then now she doesn' ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Urgent Need everyon'es help</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Nov 2008 05:44:15 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Urgent Need everyon'es help</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ My Love she's gonna get kicked out Help is a must NOW anything at all :iconsarah-reed-richards: is my girlfriend who needs it. Her deranged mother won't listen to anyone but herself. Please anything to help we are desperate for at least some kind of housing asap before a week ends. I can't see her ending up on the streets out in the cold shivering and starving to death because of her mother. To those who do help I would owe you and I will repay you once I am able to but right now her safety her life is on the line without her I am nothing I can't afford to lose her at all. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Disappearance</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Nov 2008 19:46:24 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Disappearance</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">Vernamon</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Who of you out there on DA truly care about me? What would you do if I were to just disappear from the face of society and earth itself. Its highly gonna happen if the one I love ups and leaves this world. I'm tired of waiting for love to happen I am forever fated to live a life of pure depressed solitide if she does decide. I don't want it to happen but it will. I am trying so hard to help. She goes so do I and if there was a way to bring her to me with a place for her to temporarilly live for a bit till I am able to get us a place then that might help. I am so concered and worried for her and I try not to but I do she made me so happy these ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Kiriban over and I got tagged by the one I love.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Oct 2008 22:38:04 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Kiriban over and I got tagged by the one I love.</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ ONE HUNDRED TRUTHS<br />001. Name &#8594; Shadoe<br />002. Nickname &#8594; Nerd boy, Mr. Magic pants(GF only), groundhog(friend from work)<br />003. Status &#8594; tired yet happy<br />004. Zodiac sign &#8594; by which calendar system? Snake in the Chinese zodiac and aquarious in greek.<br />005. Male or female &#8594; M<br />006. Elementary &#8594; South bay and Morris(one year 5th grade only)<br />007. Middle School &#8594; yes<br />008. High School &#8594; yes(won't say it would reveal location)<br />009. Smart &#8594; maybe depends.<br />010. Hair color &#8594; Dark dark brown and its not black.<br />011. Long or short &#8594; was long till I cut it then had a barber fix it.<br />012. ]]></media:text>            
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