http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Versa6032&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Versa6032 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 12 Dec 2009 02:15:56 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/25456959/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/25456959/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 16:09:34 PDT
On June 18th, around 3pm, I got engaged!!! My family was here visiting too, so they got to witness it. We don't have very much planned yet, all we know is that we will be going back to Oklahoma to have the wedding so our family and friends can easily attend.

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I'm so excited about this new step in my life, but sad to leave my family.


See you later DA!

]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/19320473/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/19320473/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 22:21:57 PDT
I knew the change was coming, I just didn't realize it would be so soon and so drastic!

Of course there are bugs. I can't get the mood thingy to work. I guess I better go find out what else doesn't work.

What's everyone else's thoughts?





~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/19065128/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/19065128/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 21:06:09 PDT






http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/17233425/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 01:09:04 PST 1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you

1. The age you will be on your next birthday:


2. A place you'd like to travel:


3. Your favorite place:


4. Your favorite object:


5. Favorite food:


6. Your favorite animal:


7. Your favorite color:


8.The town/state/etc in which you live:
Oklahoma

9. Name of past pet:


10. A dream come true:

I haven't had one come true, but I would like this one.

11. Your nickname/screenname:


12. Real name:

I love this movie

13. Favorite Smell:


14. Bad habit of yours:


15. Your first job:

Lunch and recess monitor

16. Favourite Movie:
~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/14709220/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/14709220/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 01:03:52 PDT





http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/13863289/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 17:09:39 PDT
My sisters and I had another plane to catch too, and time was wasting away. By the time we got to Chicago, we had about 15 minutes to get to the other side of the airport. So we ran. Of course we all had to go to the bathroom. When we got to the gate, basically everyone had boarded, so we had crappy seats (it wasn't assigned, which can suck when you have a group of people who want to sit together!)

That flight landed in St. Louis (but we didn't have to change planes). This took forever! Another flight was late, so we were waiting for some passengers. Southwest was having a bad day apparently. What made the flights worse was Cat and I being sick. The pressure hurt, but it was much worse for Cat and she was crying. When she went to the doctors today, she found out she had an ear infection in both ears! Flying under those conditions would be horrible.

Anyway, getting our luggage was a least quick. Then we had to make the crappy ride home. About an hour and 40 minutes, in the black hole. We were going to stop and eat at Taco Cabana, but the bastards closed and a Panda express was there instead!!! Damn it!!!!!! We all yelled. Add that to my list of reasons why I hate Oklahoma.

I was in bed asleep by 12:10ish.

I'm so glad I didn't have to work today (like poor Cat) but that's because I told them I would be getting home today!


But I did have a great trip. I took about 1100 pictures!! and Cat took about the same amount! If I'm not too lazy I'll try and type a quick report about my trip and post some pics this week!

Besides some of the DA drama going around, did I miss anything interesting?

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I should be in bed since we are leaving in about 5 and a half hours!

Later!

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GO SEE SPIDERMAN 3!!!!

I just got back from a midnight showing and it was really good! It was more serious than the last two, my sister had tears in her eyes. There was some really funny stuff too. Like "emo" Peter Parker. And of course, the black Spider suit. Hot! [link]

Have a great weekend everyone!



http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/12410057/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 01:24:27 PDT












NOT!!!


hahahaha!! April Fools!

I am SOOOOO creative!




I used to always remember April Fool's Day, but the last few years I don't even think about it until someone plays a stupid joke. This year I heard someone mention it on tv, so I'm prepared. The jokes on DA are the stupideset and easiest to spot. Especially the "ZoMg! i LeEvn!! 4EvA!!!!1111" There is enough of those journals on a daily basis, and most arent really leaving, so why do you expect us to believe it today? Especially when every other person is doing it. So basically, I don't believe a thing anyone tells me on this day! lol!

We are supposed to go on a picnic later, I can only imagine that Colleen is going to be doing and saying stupid things all day trying to fool us.... haha, nice try, I don't believe her most of the time anyway.


Have a nice April Fools Day anyway, Happy first day of April and have a great Sunday! Hope you can avoid the stupid people!



]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/12226831/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/12226831/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 01:05:29 PDT

I had a pretty good day today. The weather was nice, and I was feeling festive, so I decided to go out and take some pictures. I took my tiny Inuyasha out for some fun, a troll doll, a leprechaun (sp?), a leprechaun hat and a few other props, and had a photoshoot in the backyard. With the hat (and some gold coins) I randomly placed them in places in the yard and pretended like I scared a leprechaun away and he left his hat and stuff behind. It was fun, and they came out cool. My family loved my Inuyasha pictures though. (they don't even watch the show, so it made me feel special that they liked them so much).

Even though I have another account for my pictures ( ~Zel-C ) I figured I would share the Inuyasha ones with you guys. (I feel they would be appreciated more here). I have about 18 in all, but I will spread them out over the next few days. I hope you all enjoy them!

http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/11929128/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 01:10:49 PST
The first ten people who reply to this journal get put up here, along with three of my favorite deviations by them.

The catch is: You have to put this in your journal as well, so no cheating!


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I doubt 10 people will reply, but oh well. I also don't have a sub, but I will still link to your work.

It's free advertising! You know you wanna do it!


=========== *TA-DA!* ===========


1.

[link] I have a thing for those windmills. Don't ask me why! Also this picture gives off such a happy, peaceful feeling.

[link] This has always been one of my favorites since they day I stumbled upon her gallery.

[link] *mature* When I first saw this one, I didnt even realize Tomoe had done it! I like this picture because it shows how far she has come. Plus it's a character from my favorite anime! Last it appeals to my perverted side.

I'm cheating and I'm doing 4!
[link] *also mature* Come on, he's hot! How can you pass that up?


2.

[link] Whether you know the anime or not, this is such a beautiful yet sad scene and she does a great job of conveying that.

[link] Besides being my favorite character, I love the pose, it's very original. Also the expression on his face makes you feel what he is feeling.

[link] lol, this one always makes me laugh, it's such a great episode! THe look on Havoc's face is priceless!

[link] This one is just cool. It looks like she painted it, but instead you learn she used photoshop. It's a great illusion.


3.

So I'm going to be somewhat biased on what I choose here because she has drawn a few pictures for me!

[link] A bunch of my favorite characters, doing the YMCA... how can you not love it?

http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/11862132/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 00:32:07 PST I was tagged!

1) Full Name: Christine Marie Z.

2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone? Nope

4) Does your name mean anything? Christian; anointed; Follower of Christ... which doesnt fit me

5) Nick Name(s): Chris, Peachez, Zel, Versa

6) If you had to choose a new name, what would it be? I like my name

7) Date Of Birth: October 28 1982

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Panama City, Fl.

9) Nationality: Irish, Finnish, Scottish, English, French, Canadian French, Native American, and mostly Polish. Yea, I'm a mutt!

10) Astrology Sign: Scorpio

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Dog

12) Religion: don't really have one

13) Whats your favorite smell? clean, guys, baked goods

14) Political Position? None

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? whatever

16) Hair + Eye colour: Brown, blue

17) Do you look like anyone famous? nope.

18) What do you look like? 5ft 4ish, overweight, glasses. whoop-di-do

19) Any unusual talents? not really, but I can tie a cherry stem in a knot in my mouth.

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? Right

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? Straight

22) What do you do for a living? be lazy

23) What do you do for fun? dance, sing, travel, go online

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? pencil I guess

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? anything, I just wish I had more talent

26) Have you met your grandparents? Yes, I met all of them, I've even met my great and great great grandparents

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Nope.

28) Crush: No crush

29) What celebrity would you date if you could? I dunno

30) Current worries? That I am getting old, and have not accomplished any of my goals

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): the people I talk to online

32) Favorite place to be? Not in Oklahoma!

33) Least favorite place to be? Sucklahoma!

34) Do you burn or tan? Neither

35) Ever break a bone? Chin

36) What is your favorite cereal? Honey Nut Cheerios, Cinn. Toast Crunch

37) Person you cry with: Myself.

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: 2

39) Any brothers: Nope

40) Any pets: 2 kitties!

41) A unique quality? uh, can't think of one at the moment

42) High Speed Internet: have

43) A Personal phone line: if you count cell phone

44) A Cell phone: I just said yes

45) A visible birthmark: on my thumb!

46) A Pool or hot tub: my grandma has a pool

47) A Car: I love my car

Describe Your...

48) Personality: stubborn, but knows when to compromise, friendly, quiet, but can get loud and crazy

49) Driving: normal driving I guess

50) Your clothing style: jeans and t's.

51) Room: stuff in boxes, unorganized. it sucks

52) What’s missing: a boyfriend

53) School: not in school

54) Bed: purples, with tons of pillows

55) Relationship with your parent(s): great

Do You

56) Believe in yourself? nope

57) Do you believe in love at first sight? not anymore

58) Consider yourself a good listener? yes, I did want to be a psychologist after all

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share? To be a mother

60) Get Along with your parents: Yes

61) Save your e-mail conversations: only if they are really really funny

62) Pray: no

63) Believe in reincarnation: Sorta

64) Brush your teeth twice a day? yeah though there are times that I forget.

65) Like to talk on the phone? sometimes

66) Like to eat? Yup

67) Like to exercise? used to, I need to start again

68) Like to watch sports? No, unless it's a school I attend

69) Sing in the car? ALL THE TIME!

70) What is a dream that you have all the time? I dont get recurring dreams often

71) Dream in color: Yes

72) Do you have nightmares? Rarely

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: yes

What Is

74) Right next to you: all kinds of decorations, drinks, computer stuff, etc

75) On your favorite coffee cup? dont drink coffee
~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/11807856/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/11807856/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 02:30:30 PST
Anyway, I'm back. I had a ton of fun, but I'm still tired.


Oh, and Happy Valentines day!



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It's Christmas Eve and I still have so much to do!! I was gone the last few days, hanging with some friends. It was really fun! But I still have a few presents to wrap. In a few hours we are going to my grandmas and I still havent taken a shower! Maybe I should stop procrastinating online huh? I can't help that I have over a 100 messages to check on DA alone! I can't image what my email, LJ, and myspace are like! !

Anyway, Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays to you all! I hope you have a great time!

In case you missed it, here is the Christmas "card" I submitted for you all. [link]

Take care!


~Christine


~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/10882461/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/10882461/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 18:05:07 PST
[link]


I think DA needs to start deleting old, unused accounts and very old comments. If so many people are joining, then it makes sense to get rid of old stuff to make more room. Whatever they do, I hope they do it fast, I can't take how slow it's going. But since there are still bugs and glitches from months ago, I dont see this new issue being fixed that soon.



I'm so sick right now. I have been for a few days, now my youngest sister is sick too. Mom is in Vegas and dad has been working nights. I just want someone to take care of me! BUT I'm stuck taking care of myself and a sick sister. Send me healthy thoughts.

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*I still think DA needs a turkey emote!*



]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/10523472/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/10523472/ Fri, 27 Oct 2006 02:30:06 PDT (which is Saturday). I am going to be 24.


Here is my Halloween costume! [link]
(if you can't guess, I'm an 80's chick)



I really need to take care of my other account, but I've been busy lately. Hopefully I can get to the when I get back.


Anyway, have a nice weekend everyone!

]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/10472930/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/10472930/ Sun, 22 Oct 2006 06:28:35 PDT inu-fma88fan

1) What is your deviant-name and what does it mean?
Its my screenname I've been using on AOL for years. I use it for a few other sites too. It doesnt really have a meaning... well actually, a Versa is now a car! They stole my name!!! lol

2) Why did you join this site?
I was looking for Inuyasha fan art, and kept noticing people talking about deviantart. I came too look, noticed that search only worked if you were a member, joined, but learned you had to be a PAYING member for search to work!! I didnt sign in for a few months, but eventually came back. I'm so glad I can use search now!

3) What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
Inuyasha

4) Were any of the fandoms you have currently brought about by this site?
I dont think so, but this site has added to my obsessions in my fandoms

5) Look into your stats. What is your:

- Most Favorited Deviation: Sesshoumaru [link]

- Most Viewed Deviation: IY-In the Eye of the Beholder [link]

- Most Commented Deviation: Proud Inuyasha [link]

6) How many watchers do you have at this moment?
41, and I think a ton of those people arent members anymore

7) First ever watcher?
~zallie!!

8) How many pageviews do you have at this moment?
5,471

9) What is your artist's title shown beneath your "status"?
Procrastinator

10) What is your most "meaningful" work?
uh, hmm, well a few of my poems I guess, I'm just to lazy to go skimming through them to point them out.

11) Best COMPLETED piece you ever did? I would say either IY-In the Eye of the Beholder [link] or Proud Inuyasha [link]

12) Work that took the longest?
the same as the last question

13) DA artist who has influenced you the most?
hmmm
none really. I enjoy peoples work, but it doesnt make me want to go and draw like them (well it does, but doesnt). I guess there has been a few photographers who have inspired me a little.

14) What is currently the funnest thing to draw?
doodles or anime eyes

15) Easiest thing to draw?
a dot... haha, I'm such a wise ass.

16) Your first ever giftart was to:
~zallie this pic~~> [link]

17) First ever giftart received was from:
~zallie

18) How many clubs are you in?
3, and they havent been too active lately.

19) How long have you been here?
Sep 14, 2004, 3:13 AM, so over 2 years

20) Are you on any other art sites?
nope

21) Can you remember the old DA layout?
the previous one? yeah, I miss it too

22) Are you still as passionate about art/poetry/prose as when you joined this site?
I dont think I was passionate when I started. I'm still not really passionate. (about my own art that is). I have become more passionate about photography though.

]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/10230667/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/10230667/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 08:43:57 PDT I can't wait for Halloween!


I'm so excited for Halloween, I spent hours looking, planning and working on my myspace page. Here is the finished Halloween product! ~~> [link] (turn your sound on for full effect!) When it gets closer to Halloween, I am going to change the song to Thriller.

I even changed my livejournal layout![link] These both took forever (That's because I am so anal about that kind of thing). The only thing I'm not happy about on my myspace page is that the pumpkins don't fall all the way down the page.

I wish I could decorate my DA page too!

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New Account
Journal Entry: Fri Sep 29, 2006, 11:25 PM

before I go on, I just have to say my mood isnt really aroused, but the emote is to funny to pass up! lol!


My photography account is ready to be shared with you all!! well not really, but if I waited until I submitted all my pictures, it would take forever. I post about 5-6 pictures every few days after resizing and doing borders, it's such a long process! Especially the submitting part since you have to do look for the right sub category of the sub category x4 of the category! Sometimes things don't really fit in a category, while sometimes they fit in more than one. It's such a pain!

ANYWAY, if you wanna check it out ~~>~Zel-C I hope you like my pictures!


I still need an avatar, any ideas?

]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/10070849/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/10070849/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 13:59:17 PDT


I don't know if I should really count this day as my DA b-day though, since I browsed around here for months before I joined. Then when I joined, I didnt log back in for a few months.... so I can go with 3 dates.

Weirdly enough, I started my other account the other day. (I should have waited until today to make the start date the same! lol)

I'm not going to give you guys that account name yet, because I want to get more pictures there. I have way more pictures then I realized.... hundreds!! ahhhh!! Once I get them all submitted, it's going to take people forever to look at them all! HAHAHA! I feel sorry for people now. *feels evil*

That's all, YAY for me!!

btw, my REAL birthday is in about a month and a half! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9924688/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9924688/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 23:44:20 PDT

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The Bugs damnit! The bugs!!! Why in the last few days have the bugs been getting worse?

1. I can't fullview any picture. When I press fullview, it stays the same size.
2. My comment box is still messed up. If I type a long sentence, it goes out of the box to where I can't see it. (at least it shows up once I press preview or submit) but it's annoying.
3. The button on the top of the page isnt working.
4. When I fave something, it goes back to the old system of faving.

I bet I'll find more as the night goes on. *sigh*

So is anyone else having these problems? Or any other bug problems? ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9777017/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9777017/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 00:08:04 PDT Aw, no one caught my pageview. What sucks is that last night it was hovering at 4,999 for hours! It was driving me crazy! lol

I colored my Sesshoumaru picture, and it looks bad. Mostly because the lineart is so smudged, so I'm not going to submit it. I colored the Roy Mustang one, traditionally and digitally (that one isnt fully done yet). But I don't want to submit the same picture 3 times in a row, so hopefully I'll get in the drawing mood again.

I keep putting off on making a photo account, because 1. I can't do the name I want, and I can't even do my second choice because you can't use a "-" in front of the name. 2. I have so many pictures to resize and submit, that I feel overwhelmed, and 3. I'm not sure what size I should submit things. When it comes to the best viewing, size matters.

Have a great weekend everyone!

BTW, is anyone else having trouble with the comment section? The box is about the size of one line, and there are not submit buttons. Also, long comments are being cut off. It seems like the bugs have gotten worse in the last few days instead of better! It's like the first day of v5 all over again!! (but I guess if you guys are having the same problem, you wont be able to comment )

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I'm getting close to 5,000 pageviews, so I thought that I would pimp the page of whoever catches it. Also I'll link to some of my favorite pieces in your gallery. (it's the best I can do!! I'm sorry! ). Make sure you get a screencapture of it.


Also, I'm thinking that Sesshoumaru is extra popular right now, because I was surprised by the amount of views, comments and faves my Sesshoumaru picture got in a short amount of time! All that attention was almost too much to handle! lol!


That's it, life is boring right now. Plus, since it's the weekend, I'm even more bored!! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9636141/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9636141/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 00:35:19 PDT
as I was casually checking people's journals in my message box, DA updated to their new layout. In that first second I saw it, I didnt like it. But before I decided to say "OmG! Da! U sux!" I had a look around. I have seen a few things I like, but more things I dont (so far anyway). I'm not feeling the new look. Plus, everything is bigger. I don't like that the fonts, windows, titles, comment boxes, and such are bigger, it feels like they are trying to take over.

I really dislike the Today page. The top forum posts are no longer listed, and there is a thing about what happened in the last 2 seconds. (with this you can see who faved or commented on what. I dont need to know that, and I might now always want someone to know what I decide to fav or comment).

Where is my profile thing? is it gone forever or is the system not fully working yet? I know I can still access it, but it's not showing.

The emoticon legend (but only in some places I've noticed) sucks. It seems to be normal right now with, but when I went to leave a comment on a journal, it was hard to find anything.

There is a little person icon on the top of the page which I dont know what it is!!

I wont go through all the things I like and dislike.

Did anyone else see the movie/announcement? lol, that was funny. They were trying to make it seem like this was the best thing ever.

I bet as time goes on I will find more things I like and hate. I was never happy about this change anyway. Sometimes I love change, other times I hate change, and this was one of those times where I dreaded and hated it.

How are you guys feeling about the new DA? I hope you are all handling it better than me. ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9549408/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9549408/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 01:47:10 PDT 10 THINGS ABOUT MY "ART"
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Tagged by =AladdinsFan

Rules: List 10 things about your art and post it in your journal. Then pick 6 other deviants to do the same.



*sigh* I dont know if I can even think of 10 things! Oh well, lets see what I can come up with

1. Drawing was so much easier when I was younger, and I did it better too.

2. My "art" isnt only limited to drawing, in my years I have made Goth teddy bears, Goth Christmas stockings, painting, poetry, making posters for my friends, and a bunch of other creative things, but when my depression became really bad, I slowly stopped doing that stuff. I just dont feel creative anymore, and dont really have anyone to do creative stuff for anymore.

3. The more I hang out at DA, the less I want to draw. I feel my "art" is so worthless compared to others peoples' art around here.

4. I can't draw unless I look at a reference. My brain just wont let me!!!

5. some of the abstract computer pieces I have done, are me just fiddling around. They take me a few minutes. I just keep fiddling around until I think it looks cool.

6. I'm currently working on a fanfiction, but I doubt I will ever finish it

7. I have a hard time finishing my drawings. Either I just dont feel like drawing anymore, I cant figure out what to do next, or I just dont like what it looks like.

8. I dont understand why people watch me on DA.

9. I wish drawing was a piece of cake for me!

10. I wish to get my creative juices flowing again!

ok, I tag ~zallie, *tomoe2005, ~TipsyMcBoozerton, ~Zenfluence, ~Xtreme-Alchemist-Jet, ~macswake ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9475207/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9475207/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 05:18:39 PDT
On DA I came back to 355 messages! But when I went to check them, DA started being a butt head, so I only got through 20. So I went through all my livejournal stuff. That took about 7 hours (those communities do too many entries!) I still have not checked myspace (because the site was down) or my regular email! It's too much!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I still have to unpack. This trip took so much out of me.

I'll eventually try to check all my messages, and comment on journals and pictures you guys did. I just want to sleep right now. ZZZzzzzz..... ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9349790/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9349790/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 01:25:54 PDT

First off, I got ANOTHER note from DA, but this time they moved my last Inuyasha picture into scraps!! WTF? I guess I didnt put it in the right category. I put it in anime instead of fanart... I think most people miscategorize that one. anime fanart is anime! O-well.

I went to put it in the right category, but now it's not showing up on my page!! Yet, when I go to settings and look at the activate/deactivate thing, it still shows it there. Also when I go to the storage section, it's listed like all the others. [link] It still exsists, but for some reason it's not in my gallery! Do you guys see it? Is DA just being weird tonight. And why the heck does DA keep messing with my stuff? DA is stalking me!!! DA is really making me mad lately, I'm glad I will be away from it for a few weeks (But so help me god, if I come back and everything is deleted or in scraps, I will kill!!)



Second, thanks everyone for the suggestions on the new account name. I'm going to go with -Zel- (everyone chose that one!) I'll start that account when I get back. And thanks to the people who checked out my sister's page and said hi!

:singing: "California here I come!" It's off I go on my trip! YAY! I'll talk to you guys in about 11 days! Take care! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9334815/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9334815/ Mon, 10 Jul 2006 19:55:24 PDT
The thing is, the name I really REALLY want is already taken (by someone who signed up in 2002 and NEVER USED IT! dangit!)

I wanted the name Zel (it's a nickname an old friend gave me). I need to think of variations of this.

So far I have:
-Zel-
Zel-
-Zel
Zel-C

I dont really want to use numbers, but I will if I have to. I'm worried that people wont take me seriously with numbers and the hyphens though.

What name do you like better? Can you suggested something else?

thanks guys!

Also, I made an account for my 11 year old sis. ~xAngelKissx She only has 2 pictures so far, but expect more! It's anime and other cartoons. Though I made the account, we will be checking it together, so if you leave comments, she will know. ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9293762/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/9293762/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 15:28:37 PDT

Seriously DA, what is wrong with you lately?!

I just got four notes saying my works were removed. Luckily it wasnt anything too important, but why dont they remove 80% of the wallpaper and icon section since those use pictures from anime's and such!

3 of the things removed were my DA ID's. Everything on there was original but one small picture of Inuyasha! If they would have sent me a note saying "Hey removed the Inuyasha" I would have, and kept the rest of the ID. Now I have to make an entirely new one (since my originals arent on this computer)... O-well I kinda wanted a new one anyway.

I'm sorry, but I never understand when they delete stuff like that when many other ID's have professional artwork on them, most of the wallpaper section has them, and most of the icon section. Hell, most of the user avatars on this site come from someone else's work!! Maybe DA should just turn that function off!!

The last picture deleted was my lego person Genie. That was fanart damnit! And I better have a copy of that on my other computer or I will be really mad! I loved that picture!

I think the reason I am really mad is, a few days ago I came across a girl who was making avatars from artwork on this site. Her descriptions say "Once of the ones I've created from another artist's picture. Once again all credit for the artist's picture, none to me" but she doesnt link these people (so I really dont think that is giving them credit). Well I politely ask her if she asked the original artists, and I give her links to the few pictures. I never get an answer. So a few days later I go back to see if she changed her description... She hasnt. Instead, she has a new journal saying "Well, I've just got comments about posting other artwork. Two things; one i've given all credit to them and none to me, and two please understand that i don't have a scanner i'll post my own stuff up here when i do get one, I promise!!"

Why is she complaining about me?!? I wasnt rude, I was being polite. BUt if she wants to get in trouble for stealing art, fine! And not linking the artist, or work mean you didnt give PROPER credit!!

So I decided to report her icons. (Hey, she was taking from DA members I watch and admire. I always report those people (after a polite warning). I think this was about 3 days ago, and DA hasnt done a damn thing! But NOOOOO, they remove my stuff! I'm thinking of informing the original artists about her icons soon.

I guess you arent a real member of the site until you get fucked by DA. I guess I should be happy that I went this long without a problem, and it wasnt too big of one. I'm just worried that while I'm gone on vacation, I'll come back with more things missing. Maybe they will start banning all fanart. Maybe my poetry will go because I used the same three words in a row that someone else has!

It's not just me that's had this problem though, quite a few people I watch have had things removed, things that I didnt think needed to be removed. I know there is a ton of people on this site, but if you are going to make rules and try to enforce them, make sure you treat EVERYONE that way. It's not fair that so many people can have galleries full of stuff that they used screencaps of their fav shows and movies from, but you delete the one tiny picture someone else has of the same fandom. There are bigger problems going on on this site, worry about them.

Also, I find it funny that when they tell you about this deviation removal, they link you to the pic... um.... hello?!?! You DELETED IT!! IT'S NOT THERE ANYMORE!! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8784766/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8784766/ Tue, 16 May 2006 03:16:52 PDT
Hi everyone! I should have got to this sooner, but I was planning on writing a long, LONG journal about the events that happened, but I realized I wont get to that, so I'm just going to give you the short story along with the pictures. (and yes, this is the SHORT version! lol)

May 6th (a Saturday). President Bush was going to do commencements for the college graduates at Oklahoma State U. in Stillwater. (which I have mentioned before) But since it's a smaller town, Air Force One landed here in Enid, at Vance Air Force Base. Since my father used to be in the AF we were able to get on base. We got on base around 7:50 am, and waited about an hour to see the plane land. It was a cold, cloudy day, so we didn't notice the plane right away.

Secret Service and other security were every where, and wouldn't let people close to the hanger (unless they had an invitation). My family and I actually got threatened to be arrested because we got too close! lol! It was pretty exciting! hahaha! Think about it, this was the SECRET SERVICE threatening to arrest us!

You could tell security didnt really have a game plan because they kept telling us different things. One minute it was ok to stand where we were, next it wasnt and we would have to move. My dad kept testing the boundries, and I was waiting for him to get arrested. (I had my camera waiting). I would have laughed... arent I a great daughter? hahaha! BUt really, they didnt have places marked off well enough. We were one of the first groups there, but little by little other's started showing up. We would warn these people, and make jokes about what was going on. It was fun!

After the plane landed, he made a short speech in the hanger to the special, invited people, and got in his helicopter for Stillwater. We didn't know which one he was in, since there was a decoy one, along with 3 other helicopters full of his staff.

After he left, my sister wanted to go home. (she didnt dress warm that day). But the crowd was staying, so we stayed. That's when security let us into the hanger, though the windows we could see Air Force One. We were sitting in a hanger for awhile, and no one seemed to know what was going on. My family and I didnt want to wait about 2 hours for him to come back, just to see the plane leave. We thought the little glimps of AF1 was all we would see, but then they started to tell people that we were going to go through metal detectors, and that camera and other things would be checked. (it was just like being at the airport). After being checked, you would go out through the back of the hanger where AF1 was. We couldn't believe it!!! We waited in line for a while and seeing the plane was so, so awesome! Never in my life did I think I would see it that close!

Some people got to go in (lucky bastards!) because they had special passes. They got some free stuff too.

We waited around for about another hour for him to come back. We figured that when he came back, they would make us leave, since they were so uptight about us getting close when he first landed. When it got closer for his arrival, more and more SS guys were hanging around, along with snipers/sharpshooters, posted everywhere. It was neat! haha!

Then he landed in the helicopter. The crowd cheered. My family and I figured he would go straight to the plane, but he started walking to the crowd, and he kept coming closer and closer! My heart raced, because of how close he was getting. He walked by where I was standing, and towards where the beginning of the crowd was. (exactly where the rest of my family was). He walked straight to my great grandfather (who earlier got special attention from the SS. My Mom asked for a chair for him, since he is 88, just had surgery and had been standing for hours. They got one for him, and they made sure to get a more comfortable one too. Plus they brought it right to him).

Anyway, my great grandfather was the first person Bush shook hands with!! They exchanged a few sentences, and Bush went on to shake my parents hands, and talk to them, and shake my Grandpa Ed's hand. My Mom has some of it on video. It's funny to watch since most of the time she is saying "oh wow! oh wow! Oh my god!" and things like that. It was funny to see my parents acting like fangirls, especially my dad!

When I saw that my grandpa shook hands with the Pres, I had to get in on that action and moved into the crowd. I GOT TO SHAKE HIS HAND!!!! I talked to him a little too!! It was soooooooooooooooo fantastic!!!!!!! And I don't even like him, but I was fangirling! He smelt good too! lol

So Colleen was the only one of us that didn't shake his hand, I wasn't going to allow that, so with my concert/mosh pit experience, (lol!) I pushed her through the people and made sur... ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8678433/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8678433/ Fri, 05 May 2006 04:30:34 PDT
The power went out last Friday for about an hour and 30 minutes. It was storming all day, and around 8pm, we lost electicity. It was only this block though... which seems to happen often. I guess this block has faulty wiring. So we lit a ton of candles and played Yatzee!

Also on Friday, I got Final Fantasy: Advent Children. My sister had went to the video store and saw they had it. (when they guy told me they wouldnt have it yet!). So she bought it with her gift card for me. (then I gave her my gift card). But by buying that movie, I also got a coupon for 2 free rentals! YAY!

I was very excited I got the movie, and I squeed a few times during the movie! lol. I liked some of the voice actors used, but I wasnt fond of Tifa's English dub. She sounded to girly and weak. Tifa is tougher than that! Also, some of the action scenes were lacking in realistic noises. So I say that Rachael Lee Cook didnt do so well. I think I might like the Japanese version better! O_o I'll have to watch it again to be sure though.

Jeff came over Tuesday and Wednesday to watch House. He talked about his wedding plans alittle bit. =/ Sometimes I feel like such a horrible friend because I dont believe in their relationship. But I'm not the only one that feels that way, so that helps me feel better.

Today he moved to the city. I guess he is going to live with Courtney and her son. I wonder if that will affect their relationship, since they havent known each other that long. I still owe him money, I'm glad he hasnt said anything! lol. Man, I need a job! Damn my laziness!!

This Saturday President Bush will be in Stillwater. We were going to go, but none of us want to spend the money, and sit through commencement, especially since we dont know anyone graduating! BUT we did learn that Air Force One will be landing in our town! Someone on base told my sister that. We could probably see it starting to land from my house, but we will probably drive closer to the base. I'm not fond of Bush, but it will still be cool to see the plane. Too bad my dad is retired, otherwise we could stand on the flight line. oh well. I'll try to get pictures.

PICTURES! [link]

Hope everyone is doing well! Have a great weekend! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8648423/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8648423/ Tue, 02 May 2006 04:04:08 PDT zallie

1. Time of starting? 5:49 AM

2. Were you named after anyone? Nope

3. Do you wish on stars? Yes

4. When did you last cry? Not sure

5. Do you like your hand writing? Nope

6. What is your favourite meat? Chicken

7. What is the most embarrassing CD on your shelf? I'm not really embarrassed by any of my music. I guess if I took a look I might find something, but I'm too lazy to do it.

8. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? Sure

9. Are you a daredevil? not really

11. How do you release anger? bitching, crying, writing, talking to friends, hitting my pillow.

12. Where is your second home? it used to be in my ex's arms... I need to find a new second home

13. Do you trust others easily? It depends

14. What was your favourite toy as a child? I had a ton, but one was a horse on springs that you could ride, and it had sound

15. What class in school do you think is totally useless?

16. Do you use sarcasm a lot? hahaha, yes!!

17. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? Yup

18. What do you look for in a guy/girl? that's to long of an answer....

19. Would you do a bungee jump? not sure

20. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Nope. I just slip them off and on

21. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? Cookies and Cream

22. What are your favourite colours? Black, blue, silver

23. What is your least favourite thing to eat? fish

24. How many people do u have a crush on right now? no one really

25. What do you miss most right now? my old life

26. What colour underwear are you wearing? pink and white

27. What are you listening to right now? Teen Titans on tv

28. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? black

29. What is the weather like right now? I dunno

30. Last person you talked to on the phone? I hardly talk on the phone, maybe Cat

31. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? build

32. Do you like the person who sent you this? yes

33. Would you lick someone's arse for a favour? what kind of question is this?!

34. Favourite drink? Coke

35. Favourite alcoholic drink? dont drink enough to know

36. Natural hair colour? brown

37. Eye colour? Bluish

38. Wear contacts? not much anymore

39. Siblings? 2 younger sisters

40. Favourite month? October

41. Favourite food? pasta, shrimp, mushrooms

42. Last movie you watched? Final Fantasy: Advent Children!

43. Favourite day of the year? Halloween

44. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out? Oh yea

45. Scary movies or happy endings? both

46. Summer or Winter? neither, I like Fall!

47. Hugs or kisses? both

48. Do you want your friends to post this in their journal? if they want

49. Who is most likely to respond?

50. Who is least likely to respond?

51. What book/magazine are you reading at the moment? none

52. What's on your mouse pad? a picture of my sister, Colleen, and I at the zoo

53. What did you watch on TV last night? all kinds of stuff

54. What is your dream job? Psychologist

55. Favourite type of car? dont have one

I tag whoever feels like doing this. ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8434528/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8434528/ Sat, 15 Apr 2006 23:14:34 PDT


Have a Happy Easter everyone!!!




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Journal Entry: Tue Apr 11, 2006, 6:03 AM

I was really tagged twice, so I thought I would participate.

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal a... ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8329318/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8329318/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 01:12:28 PST ]

Dont let the title fool you, everything I talk about in this journal actually happened!

lets get down to what happened tonight... *takes a deep breath*

I went to Walmart to pick up my film. Some of my concert pictures didn't come out that great, but I do have some I want to share. I'll get to scanning those later. Then I went to Hastings to rent Memoirs of a Geisha... and they didn't have it!! ='( So Colleen and I looked in the anime section. There was stuff I wanted to see, but some I wasn't sure if they were the movies, or just parts of the anime. Plus, I didn't want to get only part of an anime and not be able to see the rest. Then Colleen notices Howl's Moving Castle and says, "Oh! I want to see that movie!" I was surprised. I've wanted to see it too, since I've read so many people on DA going on and on about it. So that's what we got.

Instantly, I start recognizing voices, so I have to go look on IMDb [link] to make sure, cause I can't wait until the end of the movie, plus I need faces to go with the names. I was impressed that I knew many of the people. I don't happen to like Christian Bale much, but I liked his voice and I think he did a good job as Howl.

Colleen and I really REALLY enjoyed this movie. We were laughing so much, we would get upset if something /sad/bad happened, we would "squee" when something cute happened, and would get nervous if something dramatic happened. I bet we were entertaining. It was really funny when Colleen squealed when the characters kissed.. then she said "This is more emotional than Inuyasha!!" I laughed so hard!! She is just like me when it comes to watching certain things! I guess I've rubbed off on her.

Howl was pretty cute, but as the movie went on, he kept looking girlier and girlier. He also looked better as a blonde. The castle was cool, and I loved the magical doors. The characters were fun, the music was beautiful, and so was the animation and scenery. There was one character, which was a scarecrow, and I said "I bet it comes alive, and follows her... It's the Wizard of OZ!!" and I was right. Then in one scene Howl was making circles for his magic, and I said "It's a transmutation circle!!" hahaha.

It was a great movie, and I really liked it. When it ended I was kinda sad, I didn't want it to end. lol. Out of all the Miyazaki movies I've seen, so far, I think this one is the best. (though I've only seen like 4 or 5). And even though I enjoyed his other movies, none of them but this one, made me say "OMG, I have to own this movie!" Colleen and I want to buy it. That's how much we enjoyed it.

So if you like Miyazaki, watch this movie.
If you like anime, Watch This Movie!
If you like magic, WATCH THIS MOVIE!

Tomorrow night on Cartoon Network, Castle in the Sky will be on, I don't know if I will be home in time to watch it, but if I am, I don't know if it will come close to Howl's Moving Castle!

Last week Princess Mononoke was on, I miss the first 45 minutes (actually less because of commercials.) It was good, great music, and I recognized many of the voices, but Howl's is BETTER!

During the movie, I got a phone call. I didn't recognize the number, and it was a local number, so I answered. It's some guy... funny thing is, this guy called me a few months ago with a friend, but it happened to be a wrong number. When he called last time he asked me my name and last name, and said he thinks he knew who my sister was. (It's not like anyone else has our last name! And it's a small high school, so chances are he has heard of my sis).

Well, when he calls he says "I don't know if you remember, but I called you awhile back".

I remembered. And he remembered my name... he must have saved my name and number after last time... O_o How weird. He asks me what I am doing, I said watching a movie.

He asks why.... *shakes head ... what a stupid question*

He asks my age, I say 23.

He wonders why I'm not out partying.

hahahaha!! I wanted to laugh in his face. This town is to boring. If we had clubs, maybe I would go out. If I had friends, maybe I would go out...

Anyway, I tell... ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8270397/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8270397/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 00:22:15 PST EclipseDarkmaster for being my 30th watcher!!

Thursday I went to the Hawthorne Heights/All American Rejects/Fall Out Boy concert. It was really fun! I took some pictures (which I am going to get developed soon and will share with you when I do), and also got some autographs and pics with AAR. (which I already have their autographs, so I'm thinking of selling the one I got this time...). Im in the process of doing a more detailed journal about the concert. I'll share it with you guys when I'm done, along with the pics my sister took on her digital camera.

But like it says on my DA page, I'm a procrastinator, so it may be awhile! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8174243/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8174243/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 01:08:20 PST

hi guys!! I'll be leaving in 6-7 hours! I should probably be in bed, but I'm not tired and I still have some packing to do. I can sleep in the car though.

I'm not actually sure what our plans are. I know we are going to Dallas, but instead of staying the whole weekend there, we might only stay one night, and then go to San Antonio... The reasons why I'm not sure is due to my mom, and a long story. Either way, I am glad to be getting out of Sucklahoma!! If we go to S.A. we will get to see the river dyed green (which I've seen, but it's still cool). I'll fill you guys in on the fun details when I get back!! (and if I have some good pictures, I'll share them)

Friday is St Patrick's Day, so where ever we go will be extra fun. I made sure to pack all my green s... ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8023749/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/8023749/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 00:37:57 PST ]
[ music | Fullmetal Alchemist!!! ]

I was reading on anime news network that the FMA movie has been obtained by Funimation and that it will be coming out on DVD October 3rd (which is funny because that is the date in Ed's pocket watch! XD). There is talk of a theatrical release too. Last but not least, the DVD is supposedly coming out the same day as the last volume from the series. (volume 13).

I really really hope this is true! I will watch it whether it comes out to theaters and/or dvd. But if it went to theater's, I doubt we would get it in town, or even the state. Oklahoma just doesnt seem like a big anime kinda place. I know that their are people here who like it, and they do sell anime stuff here, but I just dont think it's big enough here. There is even a Con in OK, but man, do they look sucky! lol.

I forgot that FMA was playing Mondays, it's weird that I find this out right before it came on! hehehe. ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7888974/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7888974/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 22:59:13 PST ]
[listening to: Lupin III]



WOW! 50 journals!

The other day =AladdinsFan made this picture for me. [link] Isn't that so cool! I love it! I got it because I had won alittle contest she had awhile back. You had to guess the number she was thinking, and I did! While you are at it, check out the rest of her gallery too!

But what I really wanted to say was Happy Valentine's Day everyone!
If you havent checked out my present to you all yet here it is> [link]

Have a great day everyone!

~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7786868/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7786868/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 03:37:27 PST ]
[listening to: Teen Titans]

I was getting sick of the last journal being on my page for so long, but I havent had anything really interesting to talk about. Then I remembered that I had pictures I wanted to share. I finally got them developed after months of sitting in my room.

These pictures are from when I lived in Denver. I didnt get to take too many though since I didnt live there that long.

[link]

Feel free to look at the other sections too.

The album labeled "fun stuff" is just things I use on myspace. I DID NOT make any of it! But if you want to look at my myspace page, feel free. [link]

Lastly, the pictures under the "Warped Tour" section, are NOT the same ones posted in my scrap section here on DA, but are from the same concert. The ones on photobucket were taken by me, the ones on DA were my sisters. She was jealous when she saw some of my pictures because they came out closer and better. hahaha!! And yet, she was the one with a brand new camera, plus it was digital. Mine is a old, regular camera! hahaha! Maybe I should scan my autographs too, that would be cool. Man, I love having a scanner!!

Enjoy the pics!
And I hope everyone is doing great! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7615639/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7615639/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 22:51:29 PST [ music | Law and Order:SVU ]

I havent gone journal crazy since being back in Oklahoma... well that's not entirely true, on my livejournal I do.... anyway, nothing really interesting happens here.

Right now, Colleen is having a sleep over, with 2 friends over... annoying!! Luckily they arent hanging out back here with me, but eventually they will!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Muffin is behind me sleeping on a blow-up mattress, she looks so cute!!! I just want to lay down next to her and cuddle up with her!! AWWWWW!!! But then she would probably get up and leave.

Yesterday, my mom bought me some stuff. A Monkee's cd (I love The Monkee's. When I was little, I listened to my Monkee's tape so much I wore them out and had to buy it 3 times! lol), a Japanese music cd. I did know 2 groups on there, L'Arc-En-Ciel (they sing Ready, Steady, Go. The first opener on FMA), and Puffy Amiyumi (ick). I only like the Teen Titans theme song by them, otherwise I think they are annoying. The cd in general isnt really that good, but at least my mom tried. Besides, it was 49 cents! She also bought me the dvd of Logan's Run. (it's a 70's movie, sci-fi, had been joked about on Robot Chicken and Family Guy). Great movie! and last, Phantom of the Opera!! (the newer movie). Though the singers in this movie could sing, they didnt really sing opera that well, but I still liked it. I love the music from PotO. Thanks Mom!!

Naruto was an emotion ep last night! lol (well if I was more into the show it would have been, I was laughing.) and it had some guy loving going on (which I like,XD but this didnt do it for me). I think I missed the very ending though, I started dozing off, I did miss the clip for next weeks ep. Tell me it showed them in another setting... I'm assuming we will make our way off the bridge now, I hope so!!

Then I slept (on and off) until 10. Then seeing that The Boondocks and Stroker and Hoop was on, I slept (on and off) until FMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That woke me right up!

~*~*~WARNING! SPOILERS AHEAD!! Spoilers for FMA Ep 42: His Name is Unknown~*~*~


OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FMA rocked!!!! I wasnt expecting a new opener! It was Rewrite by Asian Kung-Fu Generation. Love that song! Of course I have it! I enjoyed watching the scenes and pictures in the new opener, especially the fight scene, I was like "Is that actually going to be in the show?!?! I hope so! It kicks ass!!" It also showed a clip of Ed and Al's father. OoOoh.. New openers and closers excite me in animes. I love the music and love the clips. I tend to say "Hey! That looks awesome! I wish I had it as a screenshot!" lol! I especially loved (and want a picture of) the transmutation circle at the end of the opener.

So enough going on and on about just the opener, it's time for the show! I am getting so into the show that I cant even state my excitement about it anymore. All I can really do is scream "OH MY GOD! OHMIGOD! OHMIFUCKINGGOD!!!!!!!!!" rofl!

I was so worried about Al, and then when Scar was trying to help him and his arm started to dissolve in Al, I sat there with my mouth and eyes wide opening and said "WTF?!" "OMG WTF!!??" a few times. Then Scar had no arms left!!! and Al now had the tattoo on him! And he was going to be part of the stone!! Ack! NOOOO!! At this point, the show was almost too much to handle!

I liked Lust in this ep, she was full of emotions and seemed to care. It was weird, but I liked it. Then another WTF moment.. Scar protected Lust!! I screamed again! lol. I thought it was sweet that she protected him back!

Then came when Scar laid down and the stone process began... I almost cried because Scar died... I mean, yea, he was a bad guy at the beginning but he had good qualities! And then Al screaming, and I di... ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7550511/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7550511/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 02:33:52 PST
I am alittle superstitious, and I put a little faith into astrology sometimes. I dont obsess over it and revolve my life around it, but I do believe in it sometimes. I am really happy that this year is the year of the dog, because that is my Chinese Zodiac. It's my year people!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

Year of the Dog
1922, 1934, 1946, 1958, 1970, *1982*, 1994, 2006

People born in the Year of the Dog possess the best traits of human nature. They have a deep sense of loyalty, are honest, and inspire other people's confidence because they know how to keep secrets. But Dog People are somewhat selfish, terribly stubborn, and eccentric. They care little for wealth, yet somehow always seem to have money. They can be cold emotionally and sometimes distant at parties. They can find fault with many things and are noted for their sharp tongues. Dog people make good leaders. They are compatible with those born in the Years of the Horse, Tiger, and Rabbit.

~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7532210/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7532210/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 02:51:38 PST
Since I havent written a journal in alittle over a week, I thought I would use this time to bitch and moan about my sore throat. I've been sick the last few days, most of it is sinus stuff. Luckily the worst of it was the other night, but my throat is still killing me!!! My nose is still, either stuffy or runny, and I'm coughing like crazy. Like the subject says, I am coughing my lungs out! Someone put me out of my misery!!!

I wish there was an emote for coughing lungs out... hmmm..... now I have to find someone on DA that makes emotes and see if they will make that one. I think it would be funny. (but I have a warped sense of humor )

That is really all that has been going on lately. Things are so, so, so boring here. (except for the drama one of my sisters is going through with an EX roommate)

IF anything ever interesting happens around here, I will let you know.

Take care everyone! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7461402/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7461402/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 22:21:55 PST ]
[ music | The Ring ]

This is what I got from Christmas::

Over $400 in money
Offsping's greatest hits cd
Michael Jackson's greatest hits cd
REO Speedwagon's greatest hits cd
Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway cd
Backsteet Boys - Never Gone cd
The Rocky Horror Picture Show DVD
FMA shirt
Inuyasha pillow case
Inuyasha and Sessy figurine
tools (from my grandma when I move into another apartment)
Japanese wall scroll (it is so pretty, but I dont know what it says!! )
Inuyasha keychain
4 Danny Kaye movies (A few more on the way, they never came in the mail)
A Journey cd, which I have to return
and a Inuyasha calender which I returned because I already had it.

I got some great stuff!!!
I think that might be it.....

So being back is kinda weird sometimes, but I am happy to be around my kitties!!! I am loving sleeping in a bigger bed, I love my mom's food, and it's nice to be around my family. Though I am starting to get pissed at my sister Cat already. She doesnt ask me to do anything with her. (just like when I lived her months ago). I've been wanting to watch the 3rd Inuyasha movie with Colleen, but she has been sleeping over people's houses a lot. (she has 2 girls sleeping over right now).

Christmas was fun, great food, and funny moments. Tomorrow should be just as fun (New Years Eve). We are going to eat things like cheese sticks, hot wings, asian wings, chips and salsa... and I dont know what yet, but appetizer stuff. YUM!

Then we will play games like Scene it, Shout Out:Music, Pass the Low (its a card game), and other stuff. I'll give some more details afterwards. We just have a lot of fun, and we are loud and crazy. I love my family.

Some things I have to readjust to, like the tv... we had Comcast and we could program stuff, record stuff, and have a guide... dont have that here. I'm using my parents computer, because mine isnt hooked up to the internet, the shower is shorter with less water pressure, the room I am in is pink (ick).... just things like that.

I've watched quite a few movies since being back, Dark Water, The Brothers Grimm, The Island, and Kicking and Screaming.

I've been very tired since I've gotten here, until the other day, I was going to bed around 12!! That is early for me!!

It doesnt really feel like winter, the temp here is in the high 60's, sometimes low 70's!! That's crazy!! Since the weather is so weird, its making everything dry and many parts of the state are catching on fire!

Sorry for posting 19 deviations in one day, but I just wanted to get that all done. Some of them I will probably color, finish drawing, and/or color digitally

I hope everyone has a Happy New Year!! http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7451652/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 19:29:14 PST

I spent the other day scanning and editing some pictures I drew throughout the year. It's nice to finally have a scanner!!

Many of the pictures are pretty old (like almost a year ago), but I dont care, I still want to show them.

When I originally did these pictures, I was pretty happy with their outcome, but now looking at them, I'm not that happy with how they look. I think it's because I spend so much time on DA and see such wonderful artist, that it makes me feel inferior. But I still want to show my art. Besides, I had fun when I drew them, that's what really matters to me.

There is quite a few pictures, so dont be surprised when you find 20 deviations from me in your message box! Most will be probably go into scraps in a few weeks anyway.

I just wanted to warn you all!

Lastly, I'll probably write a real journal soon to tell you all how living at home is going.

Later! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7408364/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7408364/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 22:52:15 PST
Happy Holidays everyone!

I've been busy the last few days, so I havent had time to update. I am now back in Enid (yuck). Wednesday we finished packing and loaded the trailer. I was so worried that everything wouldnt fit, but after much rearranging, we got it all in. I didnt get to bed until around 3:30 am though. We woke up around 8 am, and finished packing and cleaning. We didnt leave until about noon.

The drive was about 640ish miles, about 9 hrs and 30 minutes (not counting stopping for gas). I hated the drive! It was so boring! The first part of the drive was ok, it wasnt until it started getting dark, that it got bad. When I have to drive for a long time at night, I get really tired. Night time driving makes me really sleepy. It was getting to the point that I couldnt keep my eyes open. Thank goodness I made it here alive. By the time I got to my parents house, I was exhausted (and sore as can be from all the packing and sitting in the car for so long).

Friday we unpacked the trailer, and then had to find room in the garage for most of it, other stuff went in my room. (which MY room is really now Catherine's room. Her old room is Colleen's room, and I have Colleen's old room (which is the smallest and it's pink, eww)) Hey! Inuyasha just came on! (the movie).

I was still tired yesterday and I actually went to bed early. (BTW, it's an hour later here then it is in Denver, so I lost an hour of the day when we moved here).

Today I got to sleep later, but since it's Christmas Eve, I had things to do. I had presents to wrap and we went and hung out at my Grandma Dot's house.

I dont really feel like it's Christmas, I think that's because of moving, I didnt have time to get into the Christmas mood.

I did have more details I wanted to talk about, but I dont feel like it now. Besides, I have a bunch of internet stuff to catch up on!!

I hope everyone has a Great Christmas!! I send you all my love!! Take Care!

http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7333296/ Sat, 17 Dec 2005 01:42:13 PST ]
[ music | TV ]

Wow about 11 days since I've made a journal... It's a miracle!! lol I was getting sick of seeing the old journal entry on my page, so I decided to finally update. I've had things I wanted to talk about, but Eric seems to be over here so much that its cut into my internet time.
So speaking of Eric... he is a nice guy, but he is starting to get on my nerves, Jeff's too. It seems as soon as he gets here he goes to the kitchen (he has eaten a ton of our food), or to Jeff's labtop. He comes over everyday now. He has some mental problems... like he obsesses over things, to the point I want to kill him!! Last, some of the things he says about women... they arent mean, but just... well he sounds like a horn dog.. I guess that is the best way to put it. I am sick of hearing guys (he does this, along with a few other guys I've talk to) saying they hate being single, and cant get a girl friend, but turn around and only talk about "hot" girls. They only check out the skinny, big boobed, materialistic, stuck up bitch type. Girls that are either out of their league, or someone that they couldnt have a real relationship with... They over look the girls that would be great girl friends (just because they arent a size two and dont look like a super model). It pisses me off!! Dont complain you cant get a girl friend if you are going to be so damn fussy!!

I'm not moving this weekend like planned. My parents were actually supposed to be here right now, but they decided it would be easier, cheaper and more convinient if I just left the same time Jeff did, and share the trailer he is renting. So I am here until Thursday. I'm upset about this. I mean, I dont want to move, but if I have to, then I want to leave as soon as possible. errg!!

We went out Thursday night. Went to Ruby Tuesdays to eat and then bowling!! I hadnt been in a few months so I was excited. There was 6 of us. This one guy, named Tyler (Jeff's co-workers boyfriend) and he was alittle competitive. I get competitive too, but I dont make it obvious when I bowl. I was kicking butt in the first game (which usually my first game is the worst). Everytime I did good, I would here him start to swear. It was sorta funny, but upsetting at the same time. It started to get neck and neck at the end,(Jeff told me to let him win.. F*ck that!!) and I blew him away. I got a 137 (which is awesome for me!!!) he got a 120. He was mad!!
I sucked the second game... I think he took some of the fun out of it for me. I got a 66 (last place)(usually my second game is the best though). He thought he was going to win, but Jeff snuck up and won. (he was more pissed). I did better the third game, 106. (middle place). and He finally won (but it was really close with Jeff and Amanda coming close behind him). He got a 135 (So I still beat him with highest score of the night!) XD
Everyone else left but Eric, Jeff and I, we went into the bar part to do Kareoke!! Eric decided he wanted to go to the liquor store (but said he would come back, which he didnt!!). Jeff and I wanted to do a song from Grease, but they didnt havent any!! So we sang (and danced to) The Time Warp (from the Rocky Horror Picture Show). Then Jeff did Cop... ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7234811/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7234811/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 02:33:07 PST
Warning: there is some swearing!!

[Dec. 3rd, 2005]
[ mood | depressed and pissed ]

So it looks like I will be moving, where, I dont know. Jeff (my roommate) decided to move back to Oklahoma (he needs to be there by Jan 6th for school). Nothing like waiting last minute huh? This screws me over. I get out of school the 16th this month, I was planning on going home to visit soon after, and staying past New Years. But because of this, I cant spend that amount of time with my family. I have to decide if I want to stay in Colorado (which means I have to go apartment shopping and move all my stuff within 2 weeks) or I can go back to Oklahoma, where there is no room at my house for me to live anymore. My mom thinks if I move back, I should have an apartment. I half agree, but I cant afford it, and I cant afford living by myself here.

I really like Colorado and the town I live in, but I dont want to live here alone. I dont really know anyone. I know one guy named Mike, but I dont see him very often, and he lives further away then I would like. Then I know a few of Jeffs friends, but not well enough to consider them friends. Plus some I wouldnt hang out with on a regular basis.

I dont know what to do. This whole situation is making me sick, and cry my eyes out. I just found this out Saturday from my mom. Jeff told her when he went to visit, but said he was to chicken to tell me right away, in fear of coming back, with me waiting by the door with a knife (which I do want to do). He is going to tell me when he gets home. I am so pissed off at him. I dont know how I can even live with him these next few weeks. I seriously think that once he moves, I wont talk to him for a long time. And if I go back home too, plus I wont let him come to my house. I've only lived here about 5 months!! If I would have known he would have done this, I wouldnt have bothered coming here. Not only is my life fucked over, but now my Christmas, something that I have been looking forward too for a month now. I was dying to have a nice long holiday with my family, but now I have to stress over all this shit.

I dont see why he cant wait until the summer, that way he will have more time to get ready, and I would have more time to decide what I want to do, and then have time to prepare. People suck.
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Update

As of Dec 4th, I am moving back to Oklahoma. I will be living at my parents house for awhile. As soon as I get back I will go job hunting and apartment hunting. Probably about a month or two, I'll move into an apartment. My parents will be here on the 17th to help me. I really despise Oklahoma and dont want to live there. It will be the death of me (people think I exaggerate that part, but I'm serious. OK drains the life from me, I'm more depressed living there, and I hate it). Some of the people I've told this too are surprised I havent killed Jeff yet. They think he is an ass! lol!

So that is my horrible news. I dont want to go!!!

]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7201905/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7201905/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 10:00:04 PST

[ mood | excited]
[music | Mad TV]
It SNOWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I woke up today at around 7:30 am (because I heard a weird noise), so I looked out the window, and everything was covered in white!! I was starting to think it would never snow!! I mean, it's Colorado and it took this long to snow. It's really pretty, especially the mountains. I want to play in the snow, but have no one to play with. Sledding sounds fun too!! And considering how much snow there is, it's really not that cold.

~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7181675/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7181675/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 23:55:43 PST How is everyone doing? Great I hope!

Lately I have been on DA more, it seems like my message center has been getting way more messages!! it takes much longer to go through, but at least it fights the boredom!! Also, Jeff went back to Oklahoma for the week, so I am ALL BY MYSELF...... hahaha... *now that song is stuck in my head!* All the extra messages will help keep my mind off being all alone in a place I havent been alone in for that long.

People seem to be going journal crazy. Plus I started watching a few more people and they have been busy bee's with submiting stuff. This keeps me entertained!

But the point I am really getting to is, I also have a few new watchers!! <~~~ opps! got carried away with that last one!!

As you can tell, I'm really happy about that... though, it confuses me when I get new watchers because, I really dont post much art... and the art I do post, isnt spectacular... But I appreciate it.

(Yes, I love emoticons... I have a problem!!)

When I go home for Christmas I will be posting some stuff (or when I get back). My parents have a scanner now, so I can finally show off some of the drawings I have done. Its anime stuff btw.

So hello and welcome new watchers! You guys rock! and to my old watchers and DA friends, I lve you too!! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7173400/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7173400/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 02:34:37 PST
*Taken from my buddy ~JennaMichelle

(X ) crashed a friend's car *it was a minor thing

(X ) stolen a car *sorta, it was my friends, and I only drove it around the block, but they wre pissed

(x) been in love *

(x) been dumped *

(X ) shoplifted *little stuff a long time ago

( ) been fired

( ) been in a fist fight

(x) snuck out of your parent's house

(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back

( ) been arrested

(x) gone on a blind date

(x) lied to a friend

(X ) skipped school

(X ) seen someone die *

(X ) had a crush on one of your internet friends *lol, yes, it's so weird

(X ) been to Canada *I love Canada

(X ) been to Mexico

(x) been on a plane *I LVE flying!! In a few weeks I fly home! YAY!!

( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire

(X ) eaten Sushi *ick

( ) been skiing *weirdly enough, I havent. and I've lived in places with tons of snow

(x) met someone in person from the internet *yea, that usually sucks

(x) taken painkillers

(x) miss someone right now

(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by *that's fun

(x) made a snow angel

(x) had a tea party

(x) flown a kite

(x) built a sand castle

(x) gone puddle jumping

(x) played dress up

(x) jumped into a pile of leaves *weeeeeeee!!*

(x) gone sledding

(x) cheated while playing a game

(x) been lonely

(x) fallen asleep at work/school

( ) used a fake id

(x) watched the sun set

( ) felt an earthquake

(x) touched a snake *snakes are so cool

(x) slept under the stars *I love star gazing

(x) been tickled

( ) been robbed

(x) been misunderstood *all the time!!

(x) petted a reindeer/goat

(X ) won a contest

(X ) run a red light *not purposely!!

( ) been suspended from school

(x) been in a car

(x) had braces

(x) felt like an outcast

( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night

(x) had deja vu

(x) danced in the moonlight

(x) like the way you look

(X ) Witnessed a crime

(x) questioned your heart

( ) been obsessed with post-it notes

(x) squished barefoot through the mud

(x) been lost

(x) been to the opposite side of the country *many many times

(x) swam in the ocean *yup, sadly, I knew people who never did this

(x) felt like dying

(x) cried yourself to sleep

(x) played cops and robbers

(x) recently colored with crayons

(x) sung karaoke *

(x)paid for a meal with only coins

(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't

(x) made prank phone calls

(X ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose *It was soda!! It didnt feel good either!

(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue

(x) danced in the rain

(x) written a letter to Santa Claus

(X ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about

(x) blown bubbles

( ) made a bonfire on the beach

( ) crashed a party

(x)gone rollerskating

(X ) had a wish come true *only small ones

(x) worn pearls

( )jumped off a bridge *joke about this all the time though

( )ate dog/cat food

(X )told a complete stranger you loved them

(x)kissed a mirror

(x) sang in the shower *all the time!

(x) had a dream that you married someone

(x) glued your hand to s... ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7128116/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7128116/ Wed, 23 Nov 2005 23:44:18 PST HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!

And for those who dont celebrate Thanksgiving, Have a good day anyway!! lol.



p.s. There needs to be a turkey emote!! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7102017/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7102017/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 02:49:20 PST [ music | Family Guy ]

I have SUCH a headache right now. I think it might turn out to be a migrane.

So life (especially Saturdays) isnt (aren't) the same without Inuyasha!! ='(
I missed Inuyasha being on. Though I was glad for a new Samurai Champloo! (but damnit! it had to be a 2parter! Now I'm left in suspense)

I'm freezing right now too!!!

A week from Tuesday Jeff is going back to Enid to visit. He will be gone until Sunday. So I'm happy I'm getting my break from him, but I wish I had people to hang out with. I havent been totally alone for that long in this apartment complex. It's going to be weird.

That's about it. Life is uneventful here. ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7069009/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7069009/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 02:01:38 PST
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | the tv ]

I dont want to live with Jeff anymore. I feel like he is sneaking around behind my back, lying about things, ignoring me, ditching me, and things like that.

Im to tired to go into details. I just hate feeling like this, I hate feeling like crap.

I frickin have 3 test in the morning too, tests I will probably fail. *sigh*

I'm getting tired of all this. I'm getting tired of myself (that's pretty sad). I have friends (well online friends) trying to help me, and feeling bad for me. I dont want you guys to feel bad. I am not posting these entries to get sympathy and to make you feel bad. I'm posting them, because they help alittle, because it might explain to people if I am acting differently, to maybe talk to people who are/have exprienced these feelings, and lastly, because it is MY journal.

I just wish I knew what to do. I think my parents will be home tomorrow from their trip, but I'll probably call my mom on Friday. Hopefully she can give me some ideas and advice.

night

P.S. <<~~ those are for you guys. Thanks for reading all this crap I've been posting. And thanks for trying to make me feel better. ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7060053/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7060053/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 01:31:09 PST [ music | Inuyasha ]

dont let my journals, comments and conversations fool you.... I might sound cheery and happy sometimes, but that is only a temporary thing. Everyday, I feel worse and worse. My depression is starting to get serious again. I havent gone to my last 4 classes (I'm only going this Thursday because I have tests... part of me doesnt see the point in going though since I havent studied, and I'll probably get horrible grades at the end of the semester). I dont think I should bother signing up for school next semester... But then I feel guilty, like a failure, and like I let people down. I feel like I wasted my parents money, but if I go, and do badly, I'm doing the same thing. And it's not like I want to do badly, but the main problem is essays. I CANT write an essay, even if my life depended on it!! The other problem is motivation... like I said, I havent been to class for awhile. I dont feel like going, but I dont feel like doing much of anything lately. Evil depression!!

I have thoughts of going home.... but I really despise Oklahoma and dont want to be there. But a major part of me wants to give up on having a life, stay in the house, be taken care of, and hide away from the world. I'm sick of living in the world. (Dont worry, I'm not going to kill myself!! Been there, done that... wont do it again)

I thought living here would change my whole life, I thought it would help me. For awhile it did, but now I'm starting to feel worse then I did before I left. I feel like I am a waste of space, a waste of time, a waste of everything. What have I accomplished living here? I mean, yes, this is the furthest I've lived away from my parents and sisters. I re-started school (but that isnt going too well). That's it. I dont have a job, I dont have any friends (besides Jeff, and even then, I dont feel close to him lately), I havent lost weight, I dont feel like I changed things for the better in my life.

Then tonight, this guy came over. He seemed pretty cool. This guy was supposed to come over a few weeks ago (when my mom was here) cause Jeff was trying to hook us up. I looked like crap today... I wish I knew he was coming over. But it doesnt matter, cause he probably only likes skinny girls. F*ck guys! Even when they say "looks dont matter" blah blah blah... it's all a load of sh!t. I know that not ALL guys are like this, but when you dont ever talk, see or meet these nice guys who dont care about weight, or prefer a bigger girl, you start to think they dont exsist!! You cant blame a girl for being mad at men, when she has had the worst luck with them in the last 2 YEARS!! *sigh*

It seems like the few nice guys I have talked to though, live far away. Just my luck...

Back to this guy... so I told Jeff my thoughts, and he tries to make me feel better.. which only made me cry (he doesnt know that).

And to make things worse... one of my few joys in life... one of the things that brings me some happiness, is being taken away!! Stupid [AS] is not going to play new eps of Inuyasha on Saturdays!! Who knows how long it will be until they start to play the new ones!! Stupid bastards!! I better not have to wait 6 months!!

So I bitched and moaned enough (but this is just a tiny bit of what is bugging me!) I probably should get help. I've done the therapist thing before, and the meds... and for a point in time, they worked.. I just dont feel like going through that again, also, I dont have the money for it.

I just really wish I had someone to cling to right now. A friend that I could curl up next to and cry my eyes out. I would feel alittle better if I had this person.

ok.... enough of this pity fest.... I am really ending this journal now...

later ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7041830/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7041830/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 03:49:20 PST
hey.
So this weekend pretty much sucked. Things happened that made me very angry and very upset. It seems though, that lately I have been getting more pissed off at things more quickly too. The same with being upset. I really think I am going to snap soon. Whether it be getting extremely drunk , losing my temper at someone who doesnt deserve it, having a nervous breakdown, or killing someone (or other). This week I have felt ditched, betrayed, unloved, worthless and more lonely than ever.

But that isnt something I want to get into now... I am feeling alittle bit better, except for this new thing that has me pissed off. But it deals with a person here on DA, so I am not going to talk about it.

Anyway, I LOVED Inuyasha on Saturday night... LVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was in a bad mood, laying on my stomach on the couch.. then Kagome admits her love of Inuyasha. I let out a really girly and giddly squeal of excitement as I kicked my feet. It was probably a sight to see! It helped lift my spirits. It's too bad Inuyasha missed her saying it! She NEEDS to tell HIM!! I think if she told him directly that would help get Kikyou out of the picture.

THat's all I am going to say about the ep, cause I dont want to spoil it for anyone that hasnt seen it, but lets just say, I loved LovedLOVED what happened at the end though... OMG was I bouncing off the walls!! LOL. Such cute moments! I was squealing every 2 seconds. That ep is on the list of my fav Inuyasha episodes. It helped cheer me up and forget I was upset for awhile. I wished my youngest sister was here to watch it with me though, I know she would have been acting the same way I was. (I havent acted like that since my love of N'Sync days.... (actually, I was worse back then!))

and just so I dont end this yapping about anime, I would like to say, I have a crush on someone.... on a REAL someone!! He is the friend of Jeff's co-worker's, boyfriend. I've met him twice. He is cute, smart, funny, was dancing when we went out, and from what I can tell so far, has a great taste in music. When we went out as a group on Thursday I was actually getting really jealous when other girls talked t... ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7005434/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/7005434/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:17:18 PST [ music | FMA ]

Live Journal and DA have been pretty boring lately, but so has being online. I havent been on as much as usual. When I am on, it just seems like nothing is going on. No one has really been posting much here. I'm lonely without you guys!! I've been in a weird mood lately and that fact that being online, on LJ , or DA doesnt even cheer me up much, ... well that's pretty sad.

I am proud of myself today though. I was "Little Susie Homemaker". See, I dont cook, it's not that I cant, its that I dont like to. Once in awhile I will, and usually I do a good job. So today I made Banana Nut Bread (which I havent done before) and for Dinner, Couscous, with Curry chicken and carrots and onions. It came out very good (even the chicken, which I was worried about), and my bread came out really yummy too!! I was so excited. I was worried, cause it didnt look like my mom's or g-ma's, (it looked better actually, and the loaves were big). Jeff said he isnt a huge fan of BNB (he thinks its just OK), but he said mine was REALLY good, and he keeps eating it.

Both were time consuming and I had to use a bunch of dishes and such (messy!!) but I'm very happy that they tasted good!! I cant wait to tell my mom! lol

Thats basically all the excitement going on right now. Like I've said, I have been feeling blah, and weird. I really wish I had more friends here (real friends, not just the few people I know through Jeff) I want people that fit me. I also want a damn boyfriend. If I had those things I know that would cheer me up.

that's all ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/6887432/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/6887432/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 18:12:36 PDT Thanks for the birthday wishes! I'm having a fun weekend so far. I just wanted to share one of my b-day presents with you all. [link] My friend ~zallie made this for me!!!

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OCT 28th
Technically, today is my BIRTHDAY!! I am now 23 and I got a surprise! My mom came to visit!!!
I have a bunch to talk about, but dont have the time right now, and the next few days will be busy, so maybe on Sunday I will tell you guys all the fun stuff!!


love ya!! ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/6878388/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/6878388/ Thu, 27 Oct 2005 00:48:26 PDT ]
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So my b-day is in a few more days... last week I was very excited... this week.. I am not. I feel pretty blah, crappy and sad this week. My b-day is going to suck... So we are going out? How is that different from other weeks? Its just going to be Jeff and I. This is my first b-day w/o my family. I am going to be so alone! I have no other friends here to celebrate with. Well, I have one friend, the guy that likes me, and I asked him to hang out and he said no... and blah blah blah... besides, he wouldnt want to do what we are going to do anyway. I wish someone would at least come visit! THen all my money that I get.. I cant even buy myself anything, cause it all has to go to Jeff. I still owe him about $217 for last month's rent, and this months is coming up soon. And I still dont have a job (the 10 places I applied never called back). Why bother having a b-day when you have no one to celebrate with, and cant even get presents? ='( I'm so sad. I have such a headache right now too. I just wanna curl up in my bed, hide under the covers and disappear. ]]> ~Versa6032 http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/6833435/ http://Versa6032.deviantart.com/journal/6833435/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 03:02:27 PDT [ music | Sweet Transvetite- RHPS ]

Tonight we went out to eat and then at 11pm went downtown to see the live showing of The Rocky Horror Picture Show! I've seen a live version before, but this was different. The last one was just the play. This one was people kinda acting it out, in front to the movie on the screen, and people screaming all kinds of funny crap! Most of the time, I didnt understand a word they were saying! It was really funny! Some people were dressed up, I was wearing my RHPS shirt. All night Jeff kept saying, "You have lips on your chest" and then either him or I would make a dirty comment after that! for example "Yea, and it feels good" "I wish I did more often"... stuff like that! lol!

There was so very cute guys there! (I'm attracted to the goth/punk/skater guy look). But the guy that was dressed in drag (to play Frank) SEXY!! yes, I'm weird...

I was dancing, singing, laughing, and playing along... Jeff, not so much... In fact, he was starting to fall asleep! (him and Brandon smoked pot before we went... =/ dumbasses) It's not fun when you go with people not participating... I got to go on stage and be part of the show too!! I had to act like a dog, and try to attack Rocky! hehehe!!

I had a ton of fun, and I would do it again!! (but go with people who would enjoy it more!!)

I need to back track alittle, I'm behind on my week. Tuesday I had my stats test... it was sooo hard! I thought I did really really bad, but I got a 41 out of 50 (so about an 82%. It was better than I thought!)

Wednesday, I went to the movies with Mike. We saw Waiting.. it's the one about waiters. It was really funny.. and gross and dirty!! He paid for me.... =/ I didnt want him to, cause that makes it more of a date, and I dont want to date him!! Damnit! I swear.. my "love" life is so screwed! The guys I want to like me dont, and the ones I dont want to like me... DO! Damn! The more I learn about him, the more I know, that I dont want to date him (I knew that before we met, I just want him as a friend, but I just realize more and more, that I wouldnt change my mind on this). I feel bad cause I think he wants more, and I dont... I feel like I'm leading him on, when I havent said or acted in a way that would indicate I want him to be a boyfriend. I dont want to bring it up, just in case I am wrong (But I dont think I am). But if he does mention it, I will tell him, I only want to be friends. I hope he can except that... it seems like many guys I meet want ALL or NOTHING.. it pisses me off.

Later that night, George called me!!! (he was one of my best friends when I lived in Texas. We even dated for about 6 months (we were in 8th grade). I havent talked to him in awhile, but when my mom was in San Antonio, they called him and gave him my #. It was so nice talking to him! He said he might come here for Thanksgiving, (since I'm not going home, and he doesnt want to go to Mexico with him parents). That would be sooooo cool to see him again!! We would have so much fun!!

Thursday I had my other 2 tests... ick!! I had such a headache by the time I got home!

later that night we went to Ruby Tuesday. Jeff went to hang out with some people from work, and then go out to a country bar (EWWW! EVIL!!) I only went cause I was hungry. I really dont like being around these 2 girls. I feel EXTREMELY uncomfortable, and like crap. I mean, they are nice, but they are too girly for me, seem like they were the popular, stuck up girls in school, and are petite, cute, skinny and pretty. I'm the opposite of these girls on every level. I will NEVER go to a club with them again!! The first time (and only) I did, they bragged about how all these guys were hitting on them, and buying them drinks... then some guy came over, asked Jeff if he was with them, and bought all 3 of them drinks... I was ignored. I basically wasnt even there! I mean... he even bought Jeff a friggin drink! Is that not rude that he ignored me? Then these girls always bitch about their boyfriends, (well one is single now) so she bitches about not finding a guy. I'm think "Damnit! shut the f*ck up!! You guys could get any guy you want! You should be happy you are so skinny and crap!" ERRG!

Well one of the gir... ]]> ~Versa6032