http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Veryaweawen&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Veryaweawen en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 02:46:46 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/24460158/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/24460158/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 09:56:54 PDT
For starters, about a month ago me and the bf broke up. We were together a long time, but sometimes people fall out of love as fast as they fall in love. It's just how things go. So for a few weeks I was...pretty off. I guess I was devestated, and I had every right to be. (We're still friends. But nothing more, nothing less) But instead of staying in the house and mopping about it, I took chances and started hanging out with my friends more. Some of the old, and even a new one.

I would like to say that going out like I was had to be one of the best things I could have done. I even met a new potential boyfriend. Taking things slow, just hanging out. Nothing serious. I'm still not sure I want to really get into something serious right now.

As far as school goes I'm barely passing my Accounting. lol But my OS class is a sinch.

Work still sucks.

I got highlights in my hair, got my eyebrows waxed, got a french pedicure, and I might get my naval periced. No new tattoos or peircings yet, but I'm working on it.

So I'm kinda starting anew. Make over, going out and doing more, less time at the computer and more time in the real world. It was the best way I could move on after the blow that was my breakup.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/22341222/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/22341222/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 19:59:22 PST
Libra - A big promotion is just around teh corner for someone much more talented than you. Laughter is the very best medicine. Remember that when your appendix bursts next week.

Relationship: Still there. Surprised? Me too! Year 4?

Work: I workeed 8 days straight without a day off. It was horrible. I wotk the next four but then I have some days off. Not so bad.

School: Vacation. For the next 11 days.

Social life: eer? lol that goes and comes in between semesters.

Books: Lots of David Eddings currently. Lots.

TV: Heroes...Eurkea...uhm...Heroes.

So I finished another three classes. Business, Accounting and some computer course that I've already forgotten. Works sucks about as much as always. And I totally had to work with a hangover today. lol. It sucked monkey balls. Getting time and a half for it though so it's a raw deal. I was introduced to Talisman last night and wow. I love that game. It's great fun. I should be getting a new tattoo monday, we'll see what happens. lol. I haven't been drawing or dolling or snapping pictures lately. Actually I only just got a camera again because mine was stolen at work some time ago. So yeah. Sucked. But I might try to get back into the habit of finding things to snap pics of. My new obbsession if I haven't said before is Emilie Autumn followed in a close second by Paramore. And of course I loved the Twilight movie. Which surprised me because I didn't really like the Harry Potter movies AS much as the books. But they really did this one justice. We'll see what happens to the next one. Also, 2010 there will be a live action Alice In Wonderland movie directed by Tim Burton with Helena- Bonham-Carter, Johnny Depp, Alan Rickman, Anne Hathway and a few other people. Oh I got a new phone. Oh yeeeeaaaaah. LG Scoop baby. RED. <3. That's about all I have for now. I need to get to bed early. I didn't actually sleep last night, as drunk as I was. Which sucked for me when I had to work this morning. haha. Oh the joys of earning money.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/21587028/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/21587028/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 18:25:53 PST
So don't expect any photographs from me any time soon. My camera was stolen at work (not by someone I directly work with but definitley someone from like housekeeping or laundry or something) and I'm not getting a new one until after christmas.

So I got the Twilight soundtrack and I'm so unimpressed it's not funny. I think I like...the one Linkin Park song, Clare de Lune, and the Spotlight by Mutemath. That's...pretty much it. And what's up with Bella's Lullaby? That's supposed to be just a pinao track, riiiiiight? Well they suck. So whatever.

I've been so freakishly busy with school work these last two weeks, on top of working and being sick I feel like utter garbage. I've been trying to take my medicines and get better, but every time I cough I either a) get a runny nose, b) my sides hurt, c) the back of my head hurts, or d) i nearly piss my pants. :-/ or e) all the above! But anyway. I've just nearly finished writting a 27 page business plan for business class complete with five resume's (four until I'm done with the last one), a floor plan, marketing samples (layouts), and a whole bunch of other crap that I just wanna be done with. Then I have to finish my math homework before next tuesday, and I have two tests to take in Business before my text tuesday, then I have one more test to take for local area network concepts class and I'm done with that. But I work ALL weekend so like...i won't have time to do anything of this until monday. That's a fuckton of work. The business plan is due sunday but I have to get it done tomorrow, otherwise I won't have time this weekend.

I've been looking at corsets online. I want one so bad, but like deciding what to get is so hard! I don't want a super sexy one, just something I can wear with a pair of jeans and a lightweight top under it. Overbust, of course. I like black, pink and silver. There's a few I'm looking at, but I'm so damn picky.

I got this cute pair of boots from Wal*mart that were like the only ones left on the shelf and they happened to be my size and I wear them everyday but they are my new pirate boots. like, next time I go to a ren or pirate festival I'm so wearing them. I'd take a pic but...lol

The new Tomb Raider game came out and I'm so adding it to my christmas list. lol. or I'll see f the piratebay has it.

I think this is all I can really think of for the moment, I just remembered I have been on in ages.

Also, Emilie Autumn is my new Goddess. She's so awesometasticle. You must listen to her. She's genious.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/20347239/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/20347239/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 20:23:34 PDT
Alright so yay. The weekend is over. I thought Sunday would be easier because I was trainging some new girl, but I actually have more to do and less time to eat. So Sunday was a very starving day. Saturday was just long. I'll come back to Sunday thought in a little while.

The whole ebay/paypal thing is still confusing. The guy I guess is replying that I should be getting it soon and and all this means I won't be getting my money back AND I'll end up having two of the same one and I'll have to go through the trouble of selling one of them. blah. I'll sell one of them for a lot. XD I bought the second for $92 with shipping. It was priority. So I'm betting I'll get it tomorrow. And as soon as I do I'm going to do Chapter 2 in my Accounting class and chapters one and two of my online class(the one I'm getting two books for), so I'll be caught up/ahead(cause I don't know if I was supposed to do one chapter already).

Alright, so that's that. Now, back to Sunday. It's the usual Sunday ritual that my family goes to breakfast while I'm at work on Sunday morning, then when I get off the first shift I call mom and she comes to get me and we get groceries. Well I called her and apparently there was a small change in plans. We were driving all the way over to New Port Richy to the SPCA and looking at a puppy. As it stands, we now own Havvy, a.k.a. Havoc.

Havoc is a beagle/foxhound mix. She's 1 1/2, and VERY energetic. She's also a lot like Twinkie in her looks and build. But not in personality. She came potty trained, house trained, she can sit, and she's learning real fast not to chew on our things or get on the furniture. But she's not Twinkie. She never will be.

Now I don't hate her. I'm giving her an honest chance. She hasn't chewed any of my stuff, she hasn't peed on any of my stuff. She only got on the bed once and she immediately knew to get down. She loves to play, she's still very, very young...but she's still not Twinkie. I think I get more used to having her around. She also drools all over the place. Something Twinkie never did. We'll see how it all goes.

Twinkie:
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Havvy:
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/end of BIG update pt.2

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/20347228/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/20347228/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 20:22:48 PDT
It's been a very long time since I've written any sort of blog at all, let alone this one. But i fear it's high time I do.

Today goes on the list of Worst Days Ever. I got little to no sleep last night. I tried to go to bed early to get some sleep, and ended up taking two tylenol pm to help me cause I wasn't sleeping. Two hours later, I'm finally asleep. I wake again though in the middle of night for reason. I'm groggy and disoriented so i know the TPM is working. EW.

I get up at 9 and I feel like so many tons of dung. I manage to get up and ride by bike up the street to get my hair cut, and then home. When i get home i'm so unbelievably tired.

Let me back up to the day before. The day before I had just one class, but the first bus I needed to take got to the terminal late, so I had to take a different bus and walk a block to the school. I also had to buy books. The website lied about the prices of the books they had so I ended up paying MORE than I could. I paid half cash and half credit card. I went $90 in debt just then. So anyway. I get out of class, catch a bus, go to the bank, deposit what cash I had on me and made a quick payment on my credit card. Yesterday night I had $300 in the bank and $17.56 on my credit card. So I'm ok there. And a plus was that my dad just happened to get to the bank just as I was leaving it.

So then back to today. I couldn't sleep at all during the day. I had four cups of coffee and a bottle of soda. All through work I felt like i was gonna puke, and I had diarrhea all day and I was sweating so bad. On top of that I have nasty blisters on my feet from my shoes, and a sun burn. But this isn't even over. Ok so I'm checking my ebay before bed here, keep in mind I've taken an Ambient, and I'm feeling very disoriented writing this, but apparently a book i bought has to be disputed in paypal because they suspect the guy I bought it from is a fraud or something. So as if i don't have enough to worry about now i got this. I have to go and buy ANOTHER book. I am currently lacking TWO books for one class right now. I think the work is due Sunday night. Oh well, I'm screwed. Oh yeah, oh yeah.

Also, it rained for no reason yesterday. Yeah. Checked the weather. I was supposed to be all nice and sunny with only a 30% cchance of rain. NO! I leave my bike cover at home and right in the middle of work, bright and sunny, it RAINS....on my already rusting bike. grrrr!

I'm getting sick and I work allllllll this weekend. I'm lacking two books, on of them I've just paid for TWICE, and i need some serious sleep. I'm seriously low on money. I have NO idea where my worthless boyfriend is. He never answers the phone when i need him for anything, swear to God.

/End of pt.1

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/19578801/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/19578801/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 19:17:42 PDT (x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
(x) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 4

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 6

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 10

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 13

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 17

Level 10
( ) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt an earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 17

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 20

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (I consider getting hit by a car being involved in a car caused accident. XD)

SO FAR: 23

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight (how is this stupid?)

SO FAR : 23

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 27

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through the mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 30

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 35

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 37

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 40

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 41

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 43

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 46

Level 23
( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about (XD the night before i lost my phone. lol. which was yesterday.)

SO FAR: 49

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 50

Level 25
(x) Believe(d) In Ghosts
( ) Had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 51

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (;_; why would people do that?)
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused (you have nooooo idea)

SO FAR: 53

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 55

Level 28 ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/19330974/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/19330974/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 10:21:16 PDT


Ok, I found a tolerable skin care remedy using all natural kitchen staples.

2 teaspoons milk or yogurt
1/2 teaspoon lemon juice
2 teaspoons sugar
1/2 teaspoon of ground oats
1 teaspoon honey
and I used the contents of two vitamin e capsules

I Heated it up and mixed it well. Then I stuck it in the fridge until I was ready to use it. I apply a little bit on my fingertips and rub the cool facial mask all over my face. Let it sit for 15-30 minutes while you relax. No longer than 30 minutes. Rinse with cool water and pat dry.

Honey can help clear up acne prone skin. It draws moisture in from the air around you and into your face. It can make your skin glow and look younger. It also smells really good.

Lemon Juice can have a slight bleaching affect on your skin, and it's great in home made facial toners. It can help tighten and refine pores as well as exfoliate dead skin. It's a great antiseptic, too.

Milk is good for your body. Inside and out. It acts as an alpha hydroxy, and helps nurture dry and tired skin. Yogurt has the same effects, and can help fight acne and balance your skin's pH.

Oats sooth the skin. Remember those oatmeal baths your mom gave you as a kid? They helped, didn't they? it also helps with pimples as well as redness and rashes.

Vitamin E is not only good for your skin it can help improve the shelf life of homemade beauty products. Also, it help reduce fine lines and wrinkles.

Sugar makes for a great exfoliate if mixed with a light, waterier substance, such as milk. Contrary to popular belief, applying sugar to your face is not going to make pimples WORSE. It will not.


]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/19190524/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/19190524/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 19:32:34 PDT


Ok, so this stuff is REALLY gross, but I think it might work. This isn't even all of what i want to do. I need more stuff like, colliander seed, tea tee oil, cucumber oil, dandelion root, salicylic acid, and benzoyle peroxide. XD i think the dandelion root is optional, i don't NEED that. but this stuff should all be super good for the skin. so i'm gonna give this home made remedy a try. but god...it's smells so bad!


]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/19149200/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/19149200/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 14:59:30 PDT


I like that word. Concoction. hehe. coc...XD anyway. Ok, so I just made one of the strangest thing I've ever made. And I plan on using it on my face. Why? meh. Madness is my method.

Thyme
Water
Rubbing Alcohol
Sage
Honey
Sugar
Cinnamon
Some random vitamin(hard as hell to crush up)
Clean and Clear
Proactive lotion
Vitamin E

And that was about it. It smells bad, it looks bad, and I'm sure it's gonna feel...weird. It's a pre-expiriment. I'm going to go to Mystic Goddess next week and grab a bunch of stuff. Herbs, mortar and pestle, BOS, candles, all kinds of stuff. I should have the money for it, too. I get paid tomorrow, I also got an extra $15 because some walk-in clinic seems to think i overpaid. XD lol. No, but I'm not going to argue. Mine. But anyway. I'm gonna make a home made acne...concoction.

)O(

I also finished reading Stephenie Meyers The Host. YAY. I'm so psyched about Breaking Dawn. *dances* I'm going. haha. I'm so going.(midnight release party)


]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/18657493/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/18657493/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:02:57 PDT



Ok so I'm sure my phone is haunted right. So I wake up at like 4 or something in the morning because I hear my phone fall and it wakes me. Alright so, when I went to bed my phone was on my left pillow charging(that's if i'm laying on my back). So the first place I'm gonna look for it is obviously on that side, right? So I get up and look around, look under shoes, under that part of the bed right. Nothing. SO I turn my light on and grab my bike light and poke around for it further under the bed. This baffles me. I get back on the bed and remove each and every pillow, look under the covers, look between the wall and the head of the bed. Nothing. At this point I'm like "screw it" and grab the house phone to call it.

I call it twice. Each time I get a busy signal. "Err?" Well first of all my phone has call-waiting, so I dunno what's up with that. Maybe it's open or something. That would suck. Maybe it broke. I give up and go look for it again. I look under the bed again with the light and finally I finally find it.

On the floor, UNDER the bed, on the RIGHT side, at the FOOT of the bed. What. The. Fuck?

When I find the phone, it's face up, closed. I stare at it a moment and call it a third time, and it rings. I'm sorry, "what?"

Ok, so correct me if I'm wrong but a heavy object that does not bounce, falls from a height of three or so feet, hits the ground, and manages to slid under the bed? But I was almost positive that was going against some sort of physics?

Ok, ok. So what really happened was the sheets knocked it under there. Right? Well, I sleep on my side. I usually wrap one leg around the covers so it's the only part of me not under them. That pulls the covers up away from the ground. I woke up like that. So there were no covers to push it under the bed.

Well...I really have no idea how it went from being on the charger, resting on the pillow next to my head, to ending up on the oposite side of the bed, on the floor, and under the bed. No one called in the middle of the night for me to have answered it. I don't recollect waking up prior to that and needing it for any reason. I set the alarm before I went to bed, plugged it in, rolled over, and went to sleep. So if anyone has any ideas on how my phone ended up over there, I'd like to know.

Oh, and my mom is the only other person in the house and she was on the other side of the house sleeping with her door shut. I checked. :/

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/18641476/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/18641476/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 08:59:14 PDT



Well I'm back and as you can see, I've been busy. I took over 300 photos while I was on vacation. I had tons of fun, and I spent nearly $600 dollars, both on my card and in cash. A lot of photos I'm going to upload as deviations and most I will put up for prints. (If you feel at all like helping out a poor college student with a gihumous credit card bill, It would be much appreciated if you could purchase any of my works at all. Even a few dollars would help.)

On the seven day cruise we went to the Cayman Islands, Cozumel, Belize and Isla Roatan. We sailed through 65mh winds as part of Tropical Depression Arthur, we shopped, we ate, we didn't sleep very well, and we had the best times of our lives.

For the moment this is all I can think to write, XD, but here it is. lol

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/18450174/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/18450174/ Thu, 22 May 2008 15:56:39 PDT



I just thought I'd stop by and say bon voyage. I'll be leaving Sunday for a 7 day cruise to the Cayman Islands, including lots of gorging(my poor diet), lost of shopping(Hooray for ribbons!), and and Mayan Ruins. *twitches* Ruins. Oh dear God why did I have to go see that? XD A friend of mine told me to get tattoos of the plants to make it look like I was already infected. (that might have been a spoiler but I'm not in a caring mood. lol) I have one more evening of work before I have to do some last minute clothes shopping, take my fish over to a friend's to look after, and pack. Then I'm free for 7 days to enjoy myself. No work, no school, no phone service *twitches again* erp. I forgot about that. Oops. lol. I think the BF will forgive me. At least I didn't loose my phone in a box while moving. *whistles*

In other news, I'm still psyched about Twilight. I got the last two audio books courtesy http://www.thepuratebay.org Now I'm getting the first just for something to listen to. You can't say anything about it cause I READ all the books three times over. So I can cheat and LISTEN a fourth time. Also, I bought The Host. So far it's confusing, but I think she'll do a fine job of explaining whats going on. lol.

Anyway, I just thought I'd give a heads up that I won't be active for a while. The Monday we come back I should be getting my tattoo, we'll see. Unfortunately next week is the week. >.> DAMN!

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/18201639/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/18201639/ Wed, 07 May 2008 09:44:57 PDT



Ok soooo. Photoshop colouring is like, the biggest thing right now next to square shaped bagels and the iPhone, so what are some tutorials you guys use? I'm not really impressed with the one I use anymore, not when I see way better colourings out there. Is that just my lack of talent, or what?

http://www.tutorialized.com/view/tutorial/Coloring-Line-Art/8243

Iz what I use. Iz good, but iz not whats I lookin fer. You dig?

Ok so anyway, that out of the way..


OMG!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! *rabid fangirl squeel* I cannot wait for Twilight to come out at the end of the year. Omg. And I'm so waiting for the fourth book and going insane with want. I'm so in love with the books and aggh...I almost bought a $75 bracelet sold at http://www.twilightteez.com that I could easily make by going to http://www.firemountaingems.com. XD Shameless plugs.

If you have no idea what Twilight is. http://www.stepheniemeyer.com

Vampires are hot.
Humans who love vampires are awesome.
Vampires who love humans back?
Priceless.
Also, werewolves.

OK so me? Meh. I'm on summer break. My summer technically started Friday, cause Thursday was my last day of classes, and since then I've worked 22.5 hours, if my calculations are correct. I worked 10.5 hours today. 6-4. I was actually counted till 4:30. hehe.
I had a 30 minute break at 10:45 though.

Lesseeeee. Going on vacation to the great Mexico this month. The 24th to the first of June. My declared major is Web Design.

Ah yes. I'm back together with my ex. XD Keep in mind we only broke up once and a lot of that was due to miscommunication and a couple reeeeeally stupid decisions on his part. *shrugs* but in any case. I'm a forgiving person. Soooo....I still call him My Ex though. I think part of that might be due to the fact that there are some people who would like to murder me and resurrect me with the sole and gleeful desire to murder me again if they found out I was together with him again. LOL. Can you blame them? I made such a fuss over it when we broke up. C'est L'amour.

I started watching this cute Japanese live action show called hanazakari no kimi tachi e, based off the manga, of course. Hanakimi for short. XD. It's like a cross between Ouran High and Hana Yori Dango. Or to me it is anyway. But it's so cute. And it has Rui from HYD! So hot.

Uuuuhm....I'm tired. So I'm babbling. But that's ok. I haven't updated my journal in so long I think I should make this good.

Actually that's about all I can really think of. I think I'm actually gonna just go to bed.

Also, bagels come in SQUARES! XD

UPDATE!
OMG OMG OMG OMFG!!!!!
XD The very day after I post this myspace releases their teaser trailer for twilight! OMG!

http://www.myspace.com/trailerpark

Like I seriously started crying I was so happy to see this. I don't think I was this ecstatic when the Harry Potter movies came out(which until last week I forgot about). I was goosebumpy and squeeling. You should have seen me just before my mom got home. XD I was still jumping around and clapping and squeeling. My voice is hoarse now. hehe Go watch it.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/16518384/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/16518384/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 09:27:47 PST
Anyway, Sara Jones and Little Big Town performed too and they are great. Not as great as GS, but great. I didn't get to see Alander but c'est la vie. I got lots of GS pics, and we were super close to the stage. It was so awesome. Liz's parents were very, very happy. (it was their anniversary presant. They met at a GS concert)

So here's the story. We told Liz's dad a long time ago and like, her whole family, but Liz's mom didn't know yet what it was. So come friday night, we finally got to tell her and this is how we did it. First, Liz told the story ("any, many moons ago...") of how they met and then we gave Randy a rose plate with two cookies on it. One said "Do U <3 Me?" The other Check Yes or No with little check boxes (Song was my idea. It's one of GS songs). And then he showed the plate to his wife and she checked Yes with the frosting tube we left by her cookie. Then we told her the news and she screamed in Randy's ear. God it was so hilarious. I get goosebumps thinking about it. She was so happy. I think she almost cried it was so great.

Anyway, I got a shirt and a keychain from his Just Comes Naturaly Tour. The shirt is pink and green camouflage with a pink silouette of his head and a print of his signature on it. I love it to death. Wearing it now, wore it to work Sunday night and everything.

Pics are all up on my myspace! Go look!
[link]

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]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/16237111/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/16237111/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 09:13:25 PST .> I think I'd be working in the kitchen and I woulnd't get off until 7:30. I'd miss the game, then have to scramble to get ready for the morning, grab a shower, and get to bed. WTF? I can't do that and still wake up on time in the morning. *grumbles* And it's finally gotten a little colder here in this oven. Blah. Gonna have to walk to the bus stop. And I dont' even have anywhere to go after! My best friend just moved to Missouri to be with that stupid husband of hers. Grr..He pisses me off. So I can't even go see her after classes now. Or ride the bus with her. Or anything! I dont' get to see her at all! Ugh, and David has a bunch of classes now and I'll only see him when he picks me up for the same classes we have. *grumbles* next semester will suck. I woe people phone calls too, and I've been meaning to get those done, but I've been working this holiday break and today I have to go buy books. ew! Anyway, I gotta go tot he bank. Ta!

Still misses my puppy! ;_;

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/15713012/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/15713012/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 19:39:51 PST [link]

Twinkie in the ferns a few years ago at the park.

Twinkie - 12/22/0\92 - 11/24/07

Love you baby girl. Miss you. Want you back.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/14782920/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/14782920/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 07:22:50 PDT
Another semester of school
Same job
Still at home
Might be moving to Missouri in December
Single and depressed as fuck

That's about the extent of my life right now.

(not looking. sorry. i'm done with loving)

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/13372351/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/13372351/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 18:40:57 PDT
So I've got my bridesmaid dress, my shoes, my tiara, I'm making my jewelry, I need to go in friday for a aleteration, might get a bracelet, gonna get a pedicure and a manicure. I think all should be well. I should get my hair trimmed when I have the extra cash. And then see what Debby can do for my hair. Hmm...

Yay! My BF is in Florida now. Ft. Myers. Still a good drive from here, but it's not two states away. XD He's got a pool. I don't. >.<. It sucks. I want a pool and I wanna go to the beach. Blah. I do get to talk to him on the phone, though. lol, and he souonds creepy when he's whispering. But when he's not he sounds like a girl anyway, so it's pretty hilarious no matter how I look at it. (No, I haven't told him I think he sounds like a girl. Though I should.)

I got a 20 cent raise at work, and I work tuesdays now, I think. All day tomorrow, Tuesday 1-4, then Friday my alteration at 12, work 4-7:30, Saturday all day, Sunday 10AM in the Main Dining Room. That's all I know for now. Tomorrow morning and for lunch I work second on line and for dinner I serve hot food in the MDR. Yay. Home early tomorrow night. 6-1 then 3:30-6:15.

So far that's really all I have to mention for now, until I f remember what else I forgot.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/13098149/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/13098149/ Sat, 26 May 2007 08:00:52 PDT I done told him he could do it. But nooooo. He didn't think he could. Bah. Shows what he knows.

My candy hurts my teeth. Not fair.

Pirates 3 is good. Some parts are a little drawn out, a little confusing, but a lot of it is funny. Ending is different, and one part made me REEEEEAAAAALLY happy.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/13076015/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/13076015/ Thu, 24 May 2007 12:53:27 PDT
And then there's work this weekend...and this little thing called PoTC 3 Promo that I'm going to be missing! I can't get downt o St. Pete so I can't get to the promo, and I have no money at the moment to go see the movie itself. Even if I did, I don't know if I'd want to see it with anyone. Pretty much one of those "leave me alone" moods.

Ugh! PMS SUCKS!

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/13059852/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/13059852/ Wed, 23 May 2007 06:58:40 PDT
I woke up at 3 in the morning this morning because of my bug bites and got on the computer because it seemed to pull at me (awkward, no?) and guess who was on? My baby! And guess what? I got his number and he told me to text him sometime but he just ended up calling me and we talked for like an hour. But he might have strep so his voice was wheezy. XP Oh well. I still talkeded to him. I thought it was a dream when I woke up. ;_; It was not. YAY! Actually not his phone, it's Steff's. *shrugs* He seemed to steal it. I told him she was gonna miss her phone, but he didn't seem to care. lol. Wonder why?

I will have pics up soon from the camping trip, or as soon as I get them on my laptop to resize and stuffs.

I got all tanned and stuff. I love my tan. I lost a ring, but that's ok. I need to get a new one.

I'm gonna see Shrek 3 today! YAY!

'Tis all for now.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/13055435/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/13055435/ Tue, 22 May 2007 19:22:58 PDT 19

2. B is for beer of choice:
uhm...beer is ewy.

3. C is for career right now:
dietary

4. D is for your dog's name?
Twinkie

5. E is for essential item you use everyday
Computer

6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment:
Desperate Housewives

7. G is for favorite game:
SIMS 2

8. H is for hometown:
Largo

9. I is for instruments you play:
does farting count?

10. J is for favorite juice:
Dole berry juice...stuff

11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:
grr...that man of mine...grrr....roar..

12. L is for last place you ate:
forgot what it was called.

13. M is for marriage:
i was hoping...but i dunno

14. N is for your name:
Drew

15. O is for overnight hospital stay:
never done that as far as i know

16. P is for people you were with today:
family

17. Q is for quotes:
"blah?"

18. R is for Biggest Regret:
hmmmm

19. S is for status:
exhausted. and taken. but really, really tired

20. T is for time you woke up today:
which time? 5AM? 7? 8?

21. U is for underwear you have on now:
Tinkerbell. pink and white. wal*mart baby!

22. V is for vegetable you love:
what is a collard green?

23. W is for worst habit:
think too much and believe everything i'm told.

24. X is for x-rays you've had:
None

25. Y is for yummy food you ate today:
chinese...mm...popcorn...oatmeal...pancakes...erm...that was it...but all tummy.

26. Z is for zodiac sign:
Libra

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12958199/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12958199/ Mon, 14 May 2007 19:43:35 PDT
I'm tired of them fighting and I'm tired of them yelling and blaming and if they would just give it all up I think that might make things better.

I'm tired of waking up groggy and depressed and tired and with no energy. I want to DO things. I want things to keep my mind off what I think.

I was told moving might be good for my health. I think it might be too.

I'm not cut out for making it in the big world. I'm not the type of person who can confidentally see herself sitting in a plush chair in a office in front of a computer desgining or fixing something for a huge company making a lot of money. I can hardly see myself in front of a easel. Maybe that is my problem and maybe there is something I could do about it, but there are somethings I can't give up right now. Some things I can't leave.

Never in my life have I fealt like going to a bottle with my problems. Never in my life have I wanted to be like the people I yell at, the people who endanger their health every day and make stupid choice. Not until now. And it really sucks because I'm trapped between wanting it, not wanting it, and either way not being able to GET it. A drink or a smoke, I mean. But it shouldn't matter because a truck is more important that a diet, and a persons relationship and feelings aren't as important as something that needs to be painted and is never driven.

Camping without a fire....what is that? What the hell is that? that's like...sitting around with a bunch of tents and starring at the trees and coolers and drinking bad coffee and taking cold showers in dirty public bathrooms. 6 days. YAY ME! A family vaction for...four. That include the dog! So if we do the math. Four plus one, minute a dog, is still four. So...without a dog, that's three. Who's missing?

Sunflower seeds are great, btw. Just so you know. Yum.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12808446/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12808446/ Tue, 01 May 2007 20:08:53 PDT
I'm in a bad mood ok? I was supposed to go see Lord of The Dance with a few friends, but we had no way to get there, so I was alredy depressed. We decided on dinner instead, so I moped about, read my book, waiting for a friend to call and get done cleaning her turtle. The ice cream truck comes by. Something that doesn't happen often.

So I go and chase the truck down and get an ice cream sandwhich and a ice cream cookie sandwhich. One for me and one for my brother who would get off work in fifteen minutes.

I put them in the freezer and when he walks into his room I tell him "In the freezer. Pick one." He chooses the cookie one like I knew he would (why i got it.) And I save the other for a few minutes to finish my chapter.

I go out to eat it and wait for my friend who called to come over.

"Oh man! I missed the ice cream social today. I wanted that ice cream so bad. We would have had to stay until five though."

"....." *puts wrapper around unfinished ice cream sandwhich. calmly walks to the freezer and puts it back.* and as calmly as I could manage. "You're welcome."

"...What?"

So I lock myself in my room blare my music and get ready to head out.

Blah.

She gets here we leave.

I had already broken down three times today. That sorta pushed a new button on the "Lets Break Drew" game. So...yeah.

But I had fun with my friends. The waitress we had was REALLY funny and she was sarcastic and awesome like us. lol.

*finishes ice cream sandwhich*

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]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12488054/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12488054/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 20:04:00 PDT I had one? OH! No work on Sunday.

2] Whose car were you in last?
Friend's grilfriend's mom's. XD

3] When is the next time you will kiss someone?
I don't believe I will be any time soon.

4] What color shirt are you wearing?
Green...eqsue?

5] How long is your hair?
Shoulderblades

6] How long have you been friends with your best friend?
Uhm....

7] Who's on your mind right now?
Trying to keep my mind off PEOPLE and ELECTRONICS

8] Last movie you watched?
Uhm...Bridge to Terabithia. Found out it can make ANYONE cry.

9] Last thing you ate?
*sighs* Chips and dip. Comfort food.

10] Last thing you drank?
Water?

11] Where did you sleep last night?
Uhm....that would be called a BED.

12] Do you have a significant other?
*snorts* I dunno what he is right now. *grumbles*

13] Are you happy right now?
......Come back in a few hundred years.

14] What did you say last?
"UGH!"

15] Where is your phone?
Dresser?

16] Is your hair pulled up?
Yeah.

17] What color are your eyes?
Blue...greeny...esque?

18] Do you wear contacts?
No.

19] Who came over last?
No one. Unless you mean a few years ago...I think it was my old High School's Japanese Exchange Student. *cries* She hit me in the face when we were sleeping!

20] When was the last time you had your heart broken?
Jesus Frigging Christ! You HAD to ask?! I'll just say two weeks ago until...uhm...two days ago.

21] Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
Want my list?

22] What are you listening to?
Nothing

23] If you could have one thing right now, what would it be?
Something

24] What's your favorite scent?
Kinda like my moonlight rose deoderant.

25] Who makes you the happiest right now?
SLEEP!

26] You got a boyfriend?
Do I? You tell me.

27] What was your last concert?
Never been to one.

28] What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping..no. Uhm..Reading.

29] What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
"Gotta piss...DAMNIT! Laptop's fucking up."

30] Are you left-handed?
Can't say as I am.

31] Spell your name without vowels:
What are vowels again? Oh yeah. Drw Wlknsn

32] How many pairs of jeans do you own?
Bah...*counts slowly* 5?

33] What color(s) do you wear most often?
Black, black, dark blue, blue, light blue.

34] What's for dinner tonight?
You mean what WAS for dinner? *shrugs* At work it was German Potato Salad and Pulled Pork on a Bun. Alternate was Cubed steak with colliflower and gravy. Residents choice of drink. Lemon pudding for dessert. I had...toast.

35] Say something.
BLOODY HELL!

36] When Is Your Birthday?
10/03/87

37] Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Jarrod

38] Last time you went swimming in a pool?
Sometime a time ago in which I don't remember.

39] Where was the last place you went shopping?
Wal*Mart. (Cause I'ma redneck woman...!)

40] How do you feel about your hair right now?
Might dye it red.

41] Do you have any expensive jewelry? Like what?
cheap silver and beaded shit i made.

42] AIM/MSN sn?
Haha! You wish. >.> ok, ok. auburnsphynx.

43] Do you still talk to your first real boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yeah.

45] Are you in love with anyone?
Up in the air.

46] Where does most of your family live?
No frickin clue. Here?

47] Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
GOD! I have a younger brother. *snarls*

48] Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Can't say as I am. Wish I was.

52] Myspace or Facebook?
Myspace....Your mom? What?

55] What type of girl/boy do you usually fall for?
It's changed recently. It seems I like cowboys. *sighs*

56] Last time you saw your parents?
A few minutes ago.

57] Do you have any talents?
2+2=4.

62] Ever met anyone famous?
Scott McNeil. *hides from rabid fangirls*

63] Do you want to be famous one day?
I wish. But no. I couldn't handle all the people and attention. I'd have a nervous breakdown. I get gittery thinking about it.

64] Favorite Actor?
Kinda like Angelina Jolie. And Richard Gere, if you want one of each sex.

65] Are you multitasking right now?<... ]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12388284/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12388284/ Fri, 30 Mar 2007 12:08:13 PDT Paypal
Credit Cards
Men
Life
Doors that break
Work
School
Textbooks
Math
Being awake
Sleeping
Dreaming while sleeping
Food
Ceiling fans
Being sick
Boyfriends

And a million other things that I hate, but not as much as these right now.

Blah.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12355637/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12355637/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 20:28:53 PDT
Ok so 300 was kick ass if I ever saw something kick ass. Go see it. Or something. But yeah. So...

Ferrets....
...Like my boobs?
YES!
They do. I had two today fixated on my boobs, and I'm not sure why. Sure, ferrets like to burrow and sleep in warm places and granted thye were indeed warm, but to burrow into my bra? That's something new for me. And then this other one was all let me give you kisses! And BITE you! So he nipped at my chin and knucle(OW!) and arm and sweater and all that. Then he just kept LICKING me. Boobs, arm, chin, boobs...boobs. So yeah. The second one was the one that insisted on burrowing into my bra. He litterally took..he..she..it...took it's little paw and opened my bra. I was all like..."wtf eh?" so..yeah. exciting time there. >.> Not.

New book...nothing special.
Jude Deveraux
Romance
More Montgomery's...

Ice cream, peppermint.

House...Cathedered himself. HOLY FUCK! OW! ...OW! Had dreams of a guy. Hmmm...put the file of the guy on his bathroom wall while takibng a bath. STRICTLY doctor work..right? Yeah. And so I've come to the conclusion House will only depress me because of his addiction to pain killers so...enough of that. Moving on.

Long ass bus ride. Ugh.

Still sick, crampy, tired, stressed, won't be able to sleep, classes tomorrow. I think I have something to read. but I'll do that tomorrow. So there. I have to get a shower now.

BLAH!

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12333809/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12333809/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 09:31:30 PDT
CNN news is on. Not paying attention. The only thing I got was "Anna Nicole Smith's death was an accidental drug over dose". Just...stop. Stop right there and tell me how the term Over Dose applies to accidental. Sure it can happen. I guess it does. But nine times out of ten a person dliberatly tries to OD. I don't think her death was accidental at all, but I'm pretty much staying out of all that business. I could care less. I didn't like her anyway. Hardly knew she existed, for that matter.

I might get something to eat here finally. I had three cookies earlier this morning, but I'm hungry still.

No one online to talk to me. ;_; Alone in the cafe, bored. Ugh. Just finished up reading other's journal entries and now I move on to the 39 deviations I have to look over and either comment or not. Depends on if I feel like it.

I think...bacon, lettuc, tomato, provalogne, and green peppers on a sub sound good. Yes. With a bag of chips I won't eat and a pickle spear I'll take a few bites out of. I'll pick most of the provalogne off, just because it's too much after a while. So yes. Food now. Food.

---------------
12:24PM

Everyone should be happy to know I've eaten, quite quickly, so now on top of having a full stomach, I have an upset one. XD. But I also have hiccups. One more thing I did not mention yesterday was the fact that I had hiccups off and on all day. And now I have them again today. Eeewww.

My fingers are cold and my hand is sore, but I got up and walaked around to the line and stood and walked back and my lefgs feel a lot better now. I also don't feel as closed in as I did. But back to my hand. I know it's my fault and I knew it would hurt like this after but still! *whines* &(*%*! I would love to see inside my hand and that swollen egg of skin. Bleh. I belileve I am a masochist. >.> Ahem. The pain doesn't hurt so much as it..feels good. Ah! I don't want to be a masochist. I really don't like pain. Honest. It hurts and stuff.

He got an onion in my sandwhich ;_;...ew. Ew. *shudders and sniffles* I picked it off before it could contaminate my food.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12327770/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12327770/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 19:19:11 PDT
So I'm home and I'm tired and giggly and hungry as a pregnant women and I brought home Lemon merainge pie and I have that and ice cream and a hot dog with cheese and then I havev a huge fight with my computer and my dad(step dad) about it and ARGH! I come back in my room and...well I'm leaving a bit of information out. But goddamnit! I just started crying! for no reason really. Then there was a reason. I haven't talked to my boyfriend in days and the last time he was on he was on for ten minutes and lied and said he'd be awake at 10. Awake or on or some shit and he WASN'T. So I don't even know if I'm going to break up with him or not. But I cried myself to sleep for a 20 minute nap. Then it was up and back to work. FOUR HOURS!

Dinner...was....Hell. HELL. Worse than lunch. Worse. MAIN AGAIN!! And this time I was already tired as fuck. Tired and hungry and cranky. Of course mom and family wanted me over to a friend's after work for dinner. I say ok. Won't be long. (Didn't think I'd be as tired as I was). So We get call after call from Main and the halls complaining about the food. Again I'm working with slow people. This time I'm two, so I'm calling out the food that's to go or not fo on the plate. Lady serving was just as tired as me, and to boot an air head! So omg...we started at 4:30 PM and didn't end until 6:15PM. STANDING ALL THE WHILE! Then it's go here and go there and take this tray there and here and OMG! I forgot to mention. ROACH! In MAIN! GIANT FUCKING ROACH CRAWLING AROUND IN THE MAIN DINING ROOM! Scared the SHIT out of me. I won't go back in there. Uh-uh! No way. So anyway. Finally we're done, and I'm done brining things to people, so I have to clean. Wipe down metal surfaces, sweep, mop. Do a rack of silverwear. And of course I want to go at 7:15 but Alice(lady who served the food), wanted me to take a tray to 300 and to bring the 700 spider rack down. >.< So I did. Got back in, changed, did a rack of silverwear, LEFT!

Went to go eat. Food was great. German dish. No idea what it was. Two plates. So good. TIRED AS HELL! Get home, check laptop, no boyfriend, get backpack ready, set tv alarm...Homeward Bound. Distraction. Almost started crying there for NO REASON! "Hooray he savevd the little boy from the burning house!" and this makes me...want to cry? WTF?! So then I get in the shower FINALLY after all day, and guess what's missing? Face wash. SAM!(brother). Nope.

"Mom! Where's my face wash?" Me
"I don't know. Did you take it in your room?" Mom
"No. I looked." Me
"Well it was here yesterday." Mom
"It was here this morning too. I used it before I went to work! I can't find it anywhere." Me
"SAM!" Mom
"It wasn't me!" Brother
"Samuel David!" Mom
"He didn't take it. I did!" Dad
"....You took her Proactive?" Mom
"Yeah. because she took my friggin cotton balls and didn't put them back!" Dad
"I DID NOT! That was Sam!" Me
"Liar! I took a whole bunch of stuff!" Dad brings a bag out of his bathroom with my shit in it
"It wasn't me I have my own friggin... ]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12309790/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/12309790/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 12:47:46 PDT
PHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *plops down in chair and sulks*

So moving right along, you might have noticed I appear to be alive. I added a few new works, one of which is my first attempt at coloring line art with Photoshop. And some others...well I don't quite remember what they are but you can see them all in my gallery. *waves a hand*

I haven't finished adding my little AS copright seal thingie jigger to all of my works, just the oldest and newest. It's such a pain to go and do, but I feel it needs to be done. *shrugs*

School is school. Work is work. Hours of reading, writting, serving, dishing out fruit and cakes and being badgered by obnoxious frehsman in high school. Blech. Some things just don't really change.

Nothing horribley exctiting has happened since the last time I posted a journal that doesn't have to do with my relationship(but that's alwys the center of gossip with women, so....lol). I'm in my friends wedding as her Maid of Honor. Whoot!

Oh, I have to head back off to work now. They might be pudding me in the main dining room a bit more now. Someone just got fired there so they could use the extra help AND I don't have to wake up until 9 when I work out there. Whoot.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10594329/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10594329/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 14:31:52 PST
I miss Grandma severely. I cried a whole lot last night and wanated her back...still do, of course.

I'm really unsure of myself right now. I don't honestly know where my life is going. I don't really know if where I currentyl stand, relantionship wise, is the best thing for my health. But we'll see. I love him. I want to be with him almost more than anything. But I find myself asking a question that struck me while I was washing dishes last month. If I had one choice to make between two options, those being finally meeting my boyfriend of having grandma back...I really cannot decide. On the one hand, my family would be so happy to have her with us again, and myself included, but on the other all I really want is a chance to be with my baby. I don't know....my mind will be my undoing.

I really want to make a doll, but haven't taken the time to look for a base to use. Once I find one I like, I'll probably get an image from the muse upstairs. I also want to draw. But I have pictures from Halloween taken and I shall put those up.

And of course, my deepest congratulations to Missy JayJay on her newly wedded status in life. May the course of you and your significant other's lives be filled with the utmost joy and may all your efforts bear the sweetest fruit. *hugs*

And now that I have successfully written this entry and not let a singer tear fall and ruin my makeup, I bid thee fine ladies and gentlemen adieu.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10525008/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10525008/ Fri, 27 Oct 2006 07:26:56 PDT
UPDATE: GOT A JOB!!

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10446138/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10446138/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 14:30:16 PDT First, WITHOUT looking at the questions below, fill in twelve of your characters.

1 Auron Alina Demetre Lithorey
2 Dere Richard Silver Lilthorey
3 Nikeal Zavin
4 Ceighteagh MacKiernan
5 Lithama
6 Mineko Hon
7 Kristopherr
8 Jamie Montgomery
9 Douglass Montgomery
10 Master Emlyn Sphynx
11 Kalia Dagger
12 Aedin

1) Who would make a better college professor, 6 [Mineko] or 11 [Kalia]? What subjects would they teach?
Kalia, MUCH older. And History.


2) Do you think 2 [Derek] is hot? How hot?
He's four months old!


3) 12 [Kalia] sends 8 [Jamie] on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?
Kalia would send Jamie on a mission to...hell if I know. What would a vampire want with a Herbology Professor?

4) What is or would be 9's [Douglass] favorite book?
She would enjoy a nice romance novel. I think. Never asked her. Or something to do with Transfiguration.


5) Would it make more sense for 2 [Derek] to swear loyalty to 6 [Mineko], or the other way around?
Hell if I know. If you can either speak baby or Japanese, you can ask.


6) For some reason, 5 [Lithama] is looking for a roommate. Should he/she share a studio apartment with 9 [Douglass] or with 10 [Emlyn]?
Well, I don't know which is more tolerable of a cat chick. A Transfiguration Professor or a Jedi Master Twi'Lek. Maybe Emlyn. She's an alien after all.

7) 2 [Derek], 7 [Kristpherr] and 12 [Aedin] have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
This is a most curious dinner because Derek is a baby, Kristopherr is a voice in Derek's mother's head, and Aedin is a ranger. Um. They may just end up going to McDonalds. They would discuss magic, forests, and...castles. *shrugs helplessly*


8) 3 [Nikeal] challenges 10 [Emlyn] to a duel. What happens?
Nikeal doesn't really like to fight that much, but it would be a hard decision. Emlyn has the force, Nikeal has fangs. I'd say the force could overrule Nikeal's vampiric head tricks so...Emlyn. And She has a light saber!


9) If 1 [Auron] stole 8's [Jamie] most precious possession, how would s/he get it back?
Beg. Grovel. lol. Jamie is a push over. He's also Gryffindor. Auron is Slytherin.


10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 [Kristopherr] and 12 [Aedin] both attain what they most desire.
"Love and a Body"


11) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 [Ceighteagh] and 1 [Auron] to work together?
Put them in the same class. XD They're both Hogwarts students. Sort of.


12) If 7 [Kristopherr] visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?
Um. Prolly well enough. He'd just invade my mind.


13) If you could command 3 [Nikeal] to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?
Oh wow. Um....turn me into a vampire?


14) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11 [Kalia]?
mmm..no.


15) If 2 [Derek] had to choose sides between 4 [Ceighteagh] and 5 [Lithama], which would it be?
Ceighteagh. She has hair like his mother. And the cat chick would scare him.


16) What might 10 [Emlyn] shout while charging into battle?
"In the name of free slaves and the Force!"


17) If you chose a song to represent 8 [Jamie], which song would you choose?
....blah


18) 1 [Auron], 6 [Mineko], and 12 [Aedin] are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake left, and they allreach for it at the same time. Who gets to eat it?
Wow. All female, all young, all tough. There would be a huge cat fight. Auron would try to be sly and cunning, Mineko would try to grab her gun, and Aedin would grab her sword. But those who live my the sword get shot by those who don't. Then Auron does have a wand. She could just stun them both. But not if she gets shot first. Mineko is probably a faster triggerer than Aedin can slice. Auron is HORRIBLE with a wand. And her cunning has run out. So....Mineko. Aedin actually doesn't even like pancakes.


19) What might be a good pick-up line for 2 [Derek] to use on 10 [Emlyn]?
.....goo..goo...ga...Derek: *cries loudly*


20) What would 5 [Lithama] most likely be arrested for?
Escaping the zoo and walking around naked. XD


21) What is 6's [Mineko] secret?
She's...um....A Gundam Pilot.


22) If 11 [Kalia] and 9 [Douglass] were racing to a destination, who would get there first?
Kalia. She can...use her mind to..... ]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10261338/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10261338/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 15:20:27 PDT
I don't want tomorrow to get here..grr...I'm old.

Found a new song I like. Push by Sarah McLachlan. Good song.

I have an interview at Publix friday. Whoot!

I might be Lara Croft this year. But my braid to good use. ^.^

All I want to say right now.

TTYL

AH! Auron decided to name her son Derek Richard Silver Lithorey
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]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10212318/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10212318/ Thu, 28 Sep 2006 07:50:44 PDT
Part of me does not want October to get here, but at the same time the smell in the air and the slight breeze that's been floating around has got me eager to cooler weather. But...it's October. And I already feel old. Oh well. There's really no helping it.

Aa. The boyfriend broke his ankle for the third time. Fuckhead. He says if it never heals right and he can't keep up with football he wants to be a racecar driver. I about died! People DIE in those things! Like...really DIE! Not too many people are known to have died in a game of football. I finally get passed all the broken bones and trips to the ER but now...*shakes head* They DIIIIE! Hmph! >

That's really all I have to update on.

Ah, yes. My nails are metalic orange. I like them.

]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10058390/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/10058390/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 09:17:24 PDT
I'm not going to post ALL of my new playlist, as it's 3 Nickelback CDs, but I got All The Right Reasons, Long Road and Silver Side Up on my WMP playlist.

I sorta started a new drawing, but I don't know where it's going to go.

My boyfriend: Well...he played in another game, and snapped his ankle again, and splintered the bone or something of that sort, and so he had to have surgery yesterday morning on it, and I think he's getting addicted to the morphene, and it all makes me very, VERY happy. Let me tell you HOW happy...some other time. Completely and entirley ALL HIS DAMN FAULT! Because he did not listen to me.

In other news, my Harry Potter character's child lived. the nurse was a smart cookie and protected the child with some charms and all that great stuff. It's a boy. They're going to name him now. Only problem is the child will grow up without the father, Silver, because he took some unbreakable vow to belong to Jennifer L'Amour and Jennifer L'Amour ONLY. FOREVER. She could sleep around if she wanted, which she may end up leaving him as it is, but he cannot. His price for cheating on her is death. HOWEVER...his alter ego, Darc, is in love with Auron now. But that can't last. >.> So...it's all messy.

[link]
This is not his official name yet. It may be changed to Derek Richard Silver Lithorey. Or something...no idea yet.

I find it even harder to be HAPPY anymore. Something just always goes wrong and my happiness flys out the window.

Um...classes suck. I need to study more or I'm going to fail. >.>

Ah, read this and tell me where you start to cry at. I'll tell you where "I" started crying at. It was a bulletin on myspace?:

You stay up for 16 hours

He stays up for days on end.
_________________________

You take a warm shower to help you wake up.

He goes days or weeks without running water.
__________________________

You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.

He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
__________________________

You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.

He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
__________________________

You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.

He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
__________________________

You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.

He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
__________________________

You complain about how hot it is.

He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.
__________________________

You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.

He doesn't get to eat today.
__________________________

Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.

He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.
__________________________

You go to the mall and get your hair redone.

He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today.
__________________________

You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over.

He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.
__________________________

You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight.

He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home.
__________________________

You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday.

He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume.
__________________________

You roll your eyes as a baby cries.

He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they'll ever meet
__________________________

You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun.

He hears the gunfire, bombs and screams of the wounded.
__________________________

You see only what the media wants you to see.

He sees the broken bodies lying around him.
__________________________

You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don't.

He does exactly what he is told.
__________________________

You stay at home and watch TV.

He takes whatever time he is given to call, write home, sleep, and eat.
__________________________

You crawl into your soft bed, with down pillows, and get comfortable.

He crawls under a tank for shade and a 5 minute nap, only to be woken... ]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/9933138/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/9933138/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 18:03:31 PDT
*sighs* I've been through quite a bit emotionally in the last...8 days. I can't say what exactly, but I have to question my sanity and mentality. I'm still...there. But...I shoulnd't be. I should have given up with the first incident. I should have backed off. But I did stay and got over it. Then there were more complications later with the first incident and I can't get it out of my head. Which one does it belong to? *growls* I honestly can't say ti's the 3rds. I refuse to believe it's...but...there's still a 10% chance. Maybe it's all just a bad dream. Maybe it will be gotten rid of or given away. I hope it's gotten rid of. Is that so bad to think? Of couorse you don't even know what I'm talking abpout. This all just seems very much like a lot of rambling to you guys. I know it does, and that's just how it is. I can't share how badly I'm hurting. Rather sad, actually. The fear and pain just keeps eatting away; at my mind and my apetite....

(WMP)
stuffs:
La Tortura - Shakira feat. Alejandro Sanz (video)
Bother - Stonesour
Slipped Away - Avril Lavigne
Get Over It - Avril lavigne
Play Minstrel Play - Blackmore's Night feat. Tull's Ian Anderson
The Bounty Hunter - Mike Cross
Under The Scottsman's Kilt- Mike Cross
Favorite bleep Disease - Nickleback
Just Like A Pill - Pink
Ojos Asi - Shakira (video)
Underneath Your Clothes - Shakira (video)
Leon McDuff - Mike Cross

(WMP)
sad:
Bother - Stonesour
Slipped Away - Avril Lavigne
Play Minstrel Play - Blackmore's Night
Leon McDuff - Mike Cross
Underneath Your Clothes - Shakira
She'll Leave You With A Smile - George Strait
Concrete Angel - Martina McBride
Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch
Angels Fall First - Nightwish
Dead Boy's Poem - Nightwish
Just To See You Dmile - Tim McGraw

I went into work early today becuse I was actually in a good mood. I need the hours anyway. But they sent me home when the weather got bad. I was still in a good mood and looking forward to this evening when I could talk to my boyfriend. He has to be out of the house with...THOSE people because his parentals want to have sex. *sighs* His good friend is protecting him from..THEM.

I'm afraid I might end up loosing him, because of his family's mistakes. Because of their drunken stupidity. He'll loose his...self.

I just want to stop hurting. I can't share what I feel with any of my friends and it's so sad. I can't do it...not for my sake. For...someone elses. *sighs heavily* I think...I need a bath. And to read a good book. And to listen to music. Maybe. I may just...go for a walk. *rocks* Mm...i'm getting cold again. My fan is not even on...Why am I still talking? ]]> ~Veryaweawen http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/9818873/ http://Veryaweawen.deviantart.com/journal/9818873/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 17:36:02 PDT
If you haven't noticed an increase in art over the last month or so. My muse has decided to return from her three or so year trip to Australia(which she never told me about). But I might find myself a new muse.

I decided I haven't dolled in a long time, and I need to change the layout of my website soon. I'm horribley bored with it. Might reorganize some stuff. I don't know yet. Might even unjoin bookworm again. It's so boring anymore and I always forget about it. I have no idea what I'm gonna do there

Back to my art now. I have a few up that (more than)suggest physical harm and don't start letting your mind jump to conclusions. "Oh, she's just a emo kid looking for attentin." or, "She must be depressed about something." *sighs* No, no, and no. Just for the added bonus I'll throw another NO in there. I just like to draw. I draw what comes to mind, and if it turns out to be something different than my norm(if you consider my stuff norm), then so be it. I have descriptions under my works and they usually describe why I drew something, or photographed something. Read those before you jump to conclusions.

I'm on the hunt for bases to doll some more right now. So maybe within the next few weeks I'll have veered away from drawing and more to dolling. But classes just started again, so my time is limited. And I like to finish dolls in one sitting, if possible.

Doll Site:
[Link]

Shameless Plug:
Hogwarts Wizarding Academy(RPG)

Current playlist: ala(nder) WMP -
Underneath Your Clothes - Shakira
Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx
Beautiful Mess - Diamond Rio
One More Day - Diamond Rio
I Believe - Diamond Rio
Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne
Wish You were Here - Blackmore's Night
Whenever, Wherever - Shakira
Far Away - Nickleback

If I could find my When You Kiss Me Like This - Toby Keith MP3, I'd put that on there. I guess I have to get it off my CD again. Le sigh.

That appears to be all my mind can think of at the moment.

ttyl ]]> ~Veryaweawen