deviantART: by:Vez

http://Vez.deviantart.com/journal/14752050/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 03:47:20 PDT
It was pretty dramatic, but it was good anyway.

I socialised. Me! I NEVER SOCIALISE.

http://Vez.deviantart.com/journal/14616990/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 12:49:43 PDT
How old will you be in 10 months?
Eighteen

Do you think you'll be married by then?
o.o no

What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
My birthday

Who was the last person you called?
Mum

Who was the last person to call you?
Uh... mum

What's your ringtone?
Its Hairspray

Do you have any pets?
Benji

What were you doing at 2am last night?
Sleeping

Are your parents married/divorced/separate?
Married

When is the last time you saw your sister/s?
Yesterday

What happened at 10:00 am today?
Uh, I was probably just sitting at my desk doing nothing

How many states have you lived in?
I've only ever lived in England

How many cities/towns have you lived in?
One.

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare foot

Are you a social person?
Not really

What was the last thing you ate?
White magum

What is your favorite ice cream?
Ben and Jerrys Caramel Chew Chew

What is your favorite dessert?
Chocolate cake

What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwiches?
I don't eat them o.o

Do you like coffee?
No

What do you drink in the morning?
Nothing

Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
There is only one side

Do you know how to play poker?
No

Do you eat out or at home more often?
Home

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Uh some girl at my old school

Do you know any other languages?
Vaguely

Have you ever been in an ambulance?
Before I was born

Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Depends

Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
Window

Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
I don't know how to drive

What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Comic books

Do you wear any jewelry?
Ears and lip, and usually a necklace

What is your favorite TV show?
Family Guy

Can you roll your tongue?
I don't think so

Who is the funniest person you know?
Uh.. I dunno, they're all funny.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
On my bed.

Where were you last night?
At my home

Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
Yeah, my old nursery school jumper. So cute.

Do you dye your hair?
I haven't for a couple of months

Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
Yep

Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
My closet doesn't have doors

Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of killer bees?
Neither o.o

Who have you talked to most today in person?
Mum

~Vez Come So Far (Got So Far To Go) http://Vez.deviantart.com/journal/14554980/ http://Vez.deviantart.com/journal/14554980/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 03:16:21 PDT On the crazy clothes we wore

Ain't it fun to look back
And to see it's all been done before

All those nights together
Are a special memory

And I can't wait for tomorrow
Just as long as you're dancing next to me

'Cause it's so clear
Every year
We get stronger
What's gone is gone
The past is the past
Turn the radio up
And then hit the gas
'Cause...

I know we've Come So Far
But we've Got So Far To Go
I know the road seems long
But it won't be long 'till it's time to go
So, most days we'll take it fast
And some nights we'll take it slow
I know we've Come So Far
But baby, baby
We've Got So Far To Go

Hey old friend, together
Side by side and year by year
The road was filled with twists and turns
Oh but that's the road that got us here

Let's move past the bad times
But before those memories fade
Let's forgive but not forget
And learn from the mistakes we made

'Cause it's so clear
Every year
We get stronger
So don't give up
Don't say when
And just get back on the road again

'Cause...
I know we've Come So Far
But we've Got So Far To Go
I know the road seems long
But it won't be long 'till it's time to go
So, most days we'll take it fast
And some nights we'll take it slow
I know we've Come So Far
Oh but baby, baby
We've Got So Far To Go

Hey old friend come along for this ride
There's plenty of room so jump inside
The highway's rocky every now and then
But it's so much better then where I've been

Just keep movin', at your own speed
Your heart is all the compass you'll ever need
Let's keep cruisin' the road we're on
'Cause the rear view mirror only shows what's gone, gone, gone!

Oh it's so clear
Every year
We get stronger
So shine that light
Take my hand
Let's dance into the tomorrow land

'Cause...
I know we've Come So Far
But we've Got So Far To Go
I know the road seems long
But it won't be long 'till it's time to go
So, most days we'll take it fast
And some nights we'll take it slow
I know we've Come So Far
Oh but baby, baby
We've Got So Far To Go

http://Vez.deviantart.com/journal/14515990/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 12:20:03 PDT
I really hope I have a guardian angel.

I think I need the secret company.

But the thing is, I'm not unhappy.

I don't think I have ever been this attached to my family, espicially my mother, since I was a small child. I have barely seen my friends, so my family have been there in their place.

People are drifting away, people are changing, and so am I. I understand that, everything changes. I'm trying to cope with the changes, and I think I'm doing okay. Its mostly those times where I'm sitting there alone, despite my mother being thirty seconds away, where I feel my most useless, yet its what I do everyday.

Sometimes, I just feel like a little ray of light, a little bit of silent support and comfort would be very, very welcome in my life. And I like to think I have.

Maybe I'm just being dramatic.

But despite my longing, I am actually very happy.

http://Vez.deviantart.com/journal/14450711/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 04:44:26 PDT No stressing today so its fine

2. When was the last time you went out?
I was in town yesterday. Haven't been out today yet

3. What was the last movie you saw?
Fully? Hairspray. But I saw little bits of Pans Labyrinth and Pride and Prejudice

4. The last place you went?
Peterborough

5. Missing someone?
Always

6. What made you laugh today?
American Dad

7. Are you scared to fall in love?
No not really... warey, perhaps, but no scared

8. When was the last time you drank?
I haven't had an alcoholic drink for almost two years

9. Ever thought you were in love?
Yes

10. Did you dream last night?
A whole mess of things.. quite a lot about Disneyland I think.. it was weird

11. What were you doing this morning at 7 am?
Sleeping

12. What were you doing this morning at 10 am?
Sleeping

13. What were you doing this afternoon at 12 p.m.?
Tidying my room and going on the net

14. Do you have a tattoo?
No

15. What was the last thing you drank?
Uh.. I don't think I've had anything to drink yet

16. Last text message received?
Sadia

17. Do you have a nick name?
Vez, Vezarina, Vezza etc etc

18. Thing you need to do everyday?
Wake up, breath

19. Are you a type of person who easily gets hurt?
No not really.. I usually just take stuff

20. The last person who called you?
Uh.. I don't remember.. wait, my dad

21. Anything exciting happen yesterday?
HAIRSPRAY

22. What color is the underwear your wearing?
Black

23. Do you ever lie about your age?
Only on the internet

24. How many things in your past do you regret?
I try not to have regrets

25. Do you have a best friend?
A few

26. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Draw and write comic books, or illustrate/write books..

27. Who was the last person you hugged?
I don't remember

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Nah

29. Whos the last person you called?
Uh... I don't remember

30. Do you like your life?
Sure

31. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
I sure hope not!

32. Did or would you forgive them?
Perhaps

33. Would you ever join the military?
I'd rather not

34. What is your biggest fear?
Death and wax models

35. What are your plans tonight?
Watch some films, talk to Maddie, groan about going to work