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deviantART: by:VictoryIsMine93 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:VictoryIsMine93&section=today deviantART RSS for by:VictoryIsMine93 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 15:00:59 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png These were in my spam folder today. http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28804330/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28804330/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 11:57:10 PST Subject: She called you murderer and

Ll not long be a croucher: The Senate shall hear you--for that I will
vouch. Come here, sir. Stand up. I rechristen you Goucher. But damn you!
I'll shoot you if ever you gouch! IN HIS HAND De Young (in Chicago the
story is told) "Took his life in his hand," like a warrior bold, And
stood before Buckley--who thought him behind, For Buckley, the
man-eating monster is blind. "Count fairly the ballots!" so rang the
demand Of the gallant De Young, with his life in his hand. 'Tis done,
and the struggle is ended. No more He havocs the battle-field, gilt with
the gore Of slain reputations. No more he defies His "lying opponents"
with deadlier lies. His trumpet is hushed and his belt is unbound-- His
enemies' characters cumber the ground. They bloat on the war-plain with
ink all asoak, The fortunate candidates perching to croak. No more he
will charge, with a daring divine, His foes with corruption, his friends
by the line. The thunders are stilled of the horrid campaign, De Young
is triumphant, and never again Will he need, with his life in his hand,
to roar: "Count fair or, by G----, I will die on your floor!" His life
has been spared, for his sins to atone, And the hand that he took it in
washed with cologne. A DEMAGOGUE "Yawp, yawp, yawp! Under the moon and
sun. It's aye the rabble, And I to gabble, And hey! for the tale that is
never done. "Chant, chant, chant! To woo the reluctant vote. I would I
were dead And my say were said And my song were sung to its ultimate
note. "Stab, stab, stab! Ah! the weapon between my teeth-- I'm sick of
the flash of it; See how the slash of it Misses the foeman to mangle the
sheath! "Boom, boom, boom! I'm beating the mammoth drum. My nethermost
tripes I blow into the pipes-- It's oh! for the honors that never come!"
'Twas the dolorous blab Of a tramping "scab"-- 'Twas the eloquen

From: Gunnerson
Subject: necessity imperf
Dding of a Saviour's blood, how incomprehensibly heavy, yet how true,
the charge, "Ye have crucified to yourselves the son of God afresh." I
know well that of many now pardoned, for sins far deeper in the eyes of
men than any I have committed, it might be said that _little_ is
forgiven them in comparison of the load of debt that hangs over my head;
and I have sometimes thought, that the comparison of _debtors_ was
selected by the Saviour, purposely to show that guilt in the sight of
God is chiefly incurred by the neglect of His own spiritual gifts, not
in proportion merely to the abstract morality of man's conduct. It is
certainly what we have received that will be required at our hands: and
oh, in the sight of the Judge of all the earth, how much do I owe unto
my Lord! This day, though I was not in darkness about it, seems almost
to have overtaken me unawares. I was not ready for it, though I knew so
well when it would come; and, oh, for that day which I know not how near
it may be, when the account is to be finally made up--how, how shall I
prepare? With all the blessings, and invitations, and helps, which the
good God has given me, I am _deeply, deeply_ involved. How, then, can I
dream of clearing off these debts, when there can be no doubt that I
shall daily incur more? Alas, I am too much disposed to keep a _meum_
and _tuum_ with heaven itself in more senses than one. * * * As to
setting out anew on a _carte blanche_, I cannot. There lies the
deeply-stained record against me: "_I_ called," and, oh, how deep the
meaning, "Ye did not answer." Yes, my heart did: but to answer, "I go,
sir," does but add to the condemnation that "I went not." _6th Mo. 23d._
This morning, I believe, the spirit was, in measure, willing, though the
"flesh was weak." I have thought of the lines-- "When first thou didst
thy all commit To Him upon the mercy-seat, He gave thee warrant from
that hour To trust his wisdom

....weird, huh? o_0

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Blergh. http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28800458/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28800458/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 06:37:35 PST
]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Last weekend was rough. http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28798845/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28798845/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 02:58:31 PST
He also said it would be more okay if I was getting the grades I was getting (e.g., good grades in the classes that I like and craptastic ones in the ones that I don't) if I was using the time not studying to do stuff that I could sell and/or use to promote myself and such, since everything I wanna do in life revolves not around science or math but around creative stuff/showbiz. So I will be spending less time on random crap and more time finishing my novel and/or working on my supersecret project of awesome that will be unveiled in due time.

So yeah.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 erm.... http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28761055/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28761055/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 07:47:23 PST
P.S. EET WAS-A DA POPE.
Sorry I'm listening to "The Contest" from Sweeney Todd right now xD

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 whut http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28760831/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28760831/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 07:31:04 PST

, if ya don't know. She also = awesome).

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28740387/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28740387/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 04:15:49 PST
NOT ABOUT THE PLAY THIS TIME

BUT BECAUSE MY DAD SAYS IF HE FINDS ONE ZERO ON MY GRADES I'M NOT ALLOWED TO BE IN IT TONIGHT

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 *hyperventilate* http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28721763/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28721763/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 02:48:37 PST IT'S TONIGHT
I'M OFFICIALLY FREAKING OUT
IN A GOOD WAY
CAPSLOCK
AAAAAH

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 I just realized http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28703494/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28703494/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 04:08:43 PST And then I oh-so-cleverly avoid that with an ad-libbed "BOLLOCKS!" in the middle of act one. xD

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 aaaaaaah http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28688694/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28688694/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 11:00:07 PST
SO CLOSE

two. freakin'. days.

I'm wiggin' out.

Heh. "Wiggin'." It's funny that I used that word because I have to wear a bunch of wigs in the play.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Gimme Gimme http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28685315/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28685315/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 06:03:28 PST [link]

I WANNA BE LIKE SUSAN EGAN WHEN I GROW UP

I mean, not physically. I know that's impossible. She's tiny. A tiny little woman. But that voice, man. I aspire to be able to sing like that. :imhappyplz:

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 NEW FORUM ZOMG WHUT http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28668840/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28668840/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 10:56:37 PST [link]

...I wanted to just put "answerthecall" as the username but it wouldn't let me so yeah.

It's a Proboard because Invisionfree SUCKS DONKEY DOODY. There. I said it.

Aaand it's a roleplaying forum. Mainly about superheroes (and villains), but all kinds of characters are more than welcome.

The forum's still sorta a work in progress because I wanted to show you guys as soon as I had some semblance of a forum thrown together, so tell me if there's anything you think I should add. I'm gonna try as hard as I can to make this thing not flop.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Imagine there's no heaven http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28649320/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28649320/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 11:23:52 PST No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 IS DECIDED http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28633353/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28633353/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 15:41:58 PST

Okay, part of it is because I'm STILL not entirely sure who some of my characters are and I want to work out the kinks via roleplaying.

And part of it is just 'cause I wanna roleplay. REALLY REALLY BADLY.

If it flops, it flops. But hopefully it won't flop.

I got a lot of work to do. I'm so happy, I love projects like this.

I'll let you guys know when it's done. And let me know if you wanna help!

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 hrmm http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28630079/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28630079/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 12:44:48 PST
Let's see what it says for Scorpio todayyy:

"See if you can get your people to tell you what they need--you are genuinely selfless right now, and they can get quite a bit out of you if they know how to ask. Rack up that positive karma!"

Pfft, right. Okay, my people, whaddaya need?

Okay, 'nother site...

"FRIENDS
In the U.S., Thursday, November 26th is Thanksgiving Day. Why not take a few minutes this week and think about things to be thankful for! Such as: I'm thankful for the spirit to follow my dreams. (If this week is your birthday, Happy Birthday to you, Scorpio!!)

LOVE
You probably want to tell everyone you meet about your new crush, Scorpio, but try to control yourself for a little while until you get to know him better. There may be some surprises that could change how you feel about him (good or bad), so hang in there just a little longer!"

SEAN ARE YOU HIDING SOMETHING FROM ME

"FASHION
Whether it's something new or something old that you're wearing a different way, your look is definitely going to turn heads this holiday season. Think about some dramatic accessories for that special party and definitely check out something that sparkles just like you do!"

Ffff, sparkle? I do not sparkle. I am not vampire.

Okay, moar sites.....ones that don't think I SPARKLE...

"Love Highlight: ItÂs all happening this month! With a virtual traffic jam in and around your sign this month as well as planet Venus and a new moon on Nov 16 moving in, love is definitely in the air for Scorpios! However, be careful of rushing into love, take your time and get to know someone on a deeper level before handing over the key to your heart. ItÂs easy to hold back than to make changes later."
Hrm.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 IT'S REALLY WINDY OUTSIDE http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28629197/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28629197/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 11:56:07 PST
All day I've been hearing big whooshy sounds outside. And banging on the roof and walls.

When I was at rehearsal earlier someone thought there was someone knocking on the door the whole time. xD I told them it was a poltergeist.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 *sigh* http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28628865/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28628865/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 11:38:30 PST
Back when the forum was new and we all had plenty of time and inspiration for roleplaying.

I don't know where I'll get my roleplaying fix now. D: geez I sound like a drug addict

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 HAPPY TURKEY DAAAY http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28584189/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28584189/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 08:01:15 PST

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 meme - This Guy Is Amazing http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28578470/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28578470/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 22:04:00 PST Sean.

What makes him so amazing?
HIS AMAZINGNESS. DUH.

Does he bring out the best in you?
um...I hope so.

How old is he?
20.

How old are you?
16.

How long have you been together?
Um...not sure. Not very long.

Do or did you celebrate monthly anniversaries?
It hasn't been a month yet. xD

Have you ever broken up and gotten back together?
Nope.

What sweet names or nicknames do you call each other?
Baby. And he's also called me babe and hunny.

Can you talk to him about anything?
Yup!

Can you trust him with your deepest secrets?
I don't really have many secrets, but sure.

Can you share your every thought without questioning yourself?
Um...somewhat. If I shared EVERY thought I think I might scare him.

Would you take a bullet for him?
Um...I don't know? I'm probably too much of a chickenshit.

If you didn't have sex with him, would you cheat, or wait?
I AM waiting, so the answer to that question is obvious. Besides, no one else would touch me with a 39 and a half foot pole.

What's most important to you in a relationship?
Um...the guy thinking I'm awesome. And honesty.

Is it love or lust?
Love.

Do you really know the difference?
Yes. It can't be lust, 'cause we haven't actually met. xD

Who gave whom their phone number first?
Um, neither. We use ze intarwebs.

Was the 3-day phone rule used?
nope

Anything you wish to change about him?
He's perfect the way he is. <3

What attracted you the most?
His quirkiness. And I think it was the same for him too.

Did you ever get butterflies?
Psh, me? Nah.

What are your intentions?
Intentions? I dunno. Be awesome together happily ever after.

Would you say your relationship is growing?
Mhm.

If not, what would make it better?
...

Do you see a future with him?
Mmhm.

Do you think he feels the same way?
Given he's frequently talked about what our children would be like, I'd say yes.

Have you discussed future children's names?
Yus.

Has he bought you any jewelry?
No. But I don't wear jewelry that much anyways.

Has he bought you any flowers or teddy bears?
No. But flowers are useless and I already have plenty of bears.

What about chocolates when it wasn't Valentine's Day?
Nope. But he said he's bringin' muffins.

Does he get along with your friends and family?
He probably would if he met them.
Well, except for my dad. Nobody gets along well with my dad.

Do the two of you live together?
No.

Would you live together before marriage?
Sure.

Did you know each other long before dating?
Oh, yeah. Like a whole hour.

Where was your first date?
Haven't had one.

Where did your first kiss take place?
Haven't had one.

Who said I love you first?
He did.

Where is he right now?
In Springvale, figuring out the buses.

Do you think he will read this survey?
Maybe.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Devious Journal Entry http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28564877/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28564877/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 09:44:56 PST
1. Dez
2. Bailey
3. Feline Fatale
4. Robocat
5. Tom
6. Jerry
7. Wow, I'm having trouble thinking of OCs that aren't ded. Um. Enrique
8. wannabe-hippie girl (she has a name--some African-sounding thing even though she is clearly Caucasian--but I can't remember it so I'll call her....Aizza.)
9. I can't think of any more so I'm going to use ME
BECAUSE I AM SELF-CENTERED LIKE THAT

*4 and 8 decide to give 7 a makeover.

Robocat and Aizza giving Enrique a makeover? Nononono. He'd give THEM a makeover.

*Why is 6 afraid of 7?

BECAUSE 7 IS FLAMINGLY GAY, LOLZ

*2 and 9 are in an argument. WhatÂs it about and how would it be resolved?

Me and Bailey? I probably told her how I kind of want her to not be screwed up and end up with Tom at some point, and she insists that she and Jerry are Meant To Be.
It'll be resolved by me not listening to her because she's incredibly ditzy.

*If 8, 2, and 1 were in a play, what would it be and what would their roles be? Feel free to include other characters.

Aizza, Bailey, and Dez? Hmm. Not sure. I'd have to think about that.

*If 6, 2, 3, and 4 were locked in a room together for a long stretch of time, how would that turn out?

Jerry, Bailey, Feline Fatale, and Robocat? Well. Bailey would probably get all giggly around Jerry and he'd be all suave and hurr-hurr-I-am-so-good-with-the-ladies. And Feline Fatale would get immensely annoyed and consider shooting them. Robocat would calm her down and ask Jerry to produce a pack of cards out of nowhere and then they'd play Crazy 8s.

*If 5 and 7 were to have a child, would their kid be prettier than 1 and 6Âs?

So it's a choice between the offspring of Enrique and Tom and the offspring of Dez and Jerry. Well, last time I checked two men can't even PRODUCE children, but since Dez and Jerry are both very attractive people their child would be prettier anyway.

*What is 4Âs happy place?

A strip club. *snrk*

*If 4 were to get a gift for 1, what would it be?

I'm not sure, but it'd probably be something really elaborate and sweet, which would surprise the crap out of Dez and she'd be like "WHAT WHY DID YOU DO THIS" and Robocat would be like "CAUSE I FELT LIKE IT OKAY" and go storm off to the strip club.

*1 and 2 plan a birthday party for 8. WhatÂs the theme and what happens?

Weeell Bailey and Dez don't actually know hippie girl, so. Yeah.

*7 and 2 play a trick on 1 and 6. How does that go?

Hippie girl and Enrique play a trick on Dez and Jerry. Well. I don't think that would work. Jerry is too sneaky to be tricked very easily, and Dez is too paranoid.

*8 switches sexual preferences. What occurs, who do they go for, etc?

I dunno, hippie girl ain't developed too well.

*What would 3 be like as a Pokemon?

OH MY GOSH, SHE WOULD BE MEW TWO. xDDD 'Cause they were both results of genetic experiments and then got all pissy about it...

*6 asks 2 out. Where do they go? What happens on the way there?

Dez would not say yes to Jerry, because she thinks he is a tool. And she's right.

*1 starts a band. Who do they take with them and what kind of music do they do? Name the title of one of their songs.

Dez would probably take Bailey, Robocat, and Tom with her. They'd play rock. And then one of the songs would be "I Hate Being Short"--written by Bailey and Robocat, of course.

*6 writes a book. WhatÂs it about?

How to manipulate people to get what you want.

*7 locks 3 in a closet. Why, for how long, and under what conditions?

Enrique would lock FF in a closet, probably, in an attempt to act as the fashion police and convince her to let him give her a makeover. FF would then shoot the door open, clout him on the head, and tell him not to do that again or he'd seriously regret it.

*5 and 9 switch bodies. Reactions?

Tom would be like "hurrhurr, I have bewbz nao" and I'd be like "NUU I AM SCRAWNY TEENAGE BOY NAO".

*ThereÂs a zombie on 2Âs lawn. How do they get rid of it?

Bailey would transport it to another dimension.

*8 and 1 are in a fistfight. Why and who wins?

Dez and hippie girl? No contest. Dez is a freakin' WEREWOLF, man.

*7 is kidnapped. What does 6 do?

Jerry would only do something because, as a superhero, it is his job. Otherwise he wouldn't care.

*5 and 1 are stuck camp... ]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 this picture http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28558475/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28558475/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 22:14:58 PST
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]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 A LONG LONG MEME http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28558290/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28558290/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 21:59:41 PST
Name: Real name's Jenn. You can call me Victory.
Birth date: November 2nd
Age: 16
Country of origin: the good ol' USA
Town Born in: Portland, Maine
Race/ancestry: eh...definitely European, but I'm not sure what exactly
Religion: no thanks
Height: 5'8"
Eye color: Dark brown
Hair color and style: Dark brown, curlyish, and to my shoulders.
Skin Tone: pale
Tattoos: none
Eye-sight: sucks donkey doody
Names/screen-names you go by: Victory/victoryismine93
Explain your username: "Victory is mine" is the catchphrase of one of my favorite characters ever, Stewart Gilligan Griffin. '93 is the year I was born. And then Victory is the nickname I got from that.

Explain your icon: It's me.

How would you describe your personality?: I have at least two of them. Sometimes I'm a cloudcuckoolander Pollyanna type. Sometimes I'm an angry, cynical deadpan snarker. Sometimes I don't know what the hell's goin' on. And no matter what else is going on I'm always anxious as hell. It's complicated.

How would other people describe you XD?: Either they say, "quiet and smart," or they say "awesome."

Are you Afraid of anything/have any phobias? Yes.

WhatÂs your favourite physical feature about yourself?: My eyes.

WhatÂs your most hated physical feature about yourself?: The waist-stomach-hips-butt-thighs area. IT'S JIGGLY.

Do you have any physical disabilities/ailments?: I kinda have a bad knee. Like, if I walk a lot or sit in the car for a long time it'll start to ache.

Do you have any SPECIAL/FREAKY Abilities 8D?: nnnno

Do you have any allergies?: penicillin

Are you the first, middle, last, or only child? And who are your siblings?: first child. And I have two little brothers.

How many cousins do you have? Big family?
I only have one cousin so far that I know of.

Do you WANT to have children? If so how many?: Nnnot really. If I do have children I'd like to only have one.

What was your dream job when you were a kid?: Voice-actor.

What is your dream job now?: Writeractoranimatordirector.

What are your current responsibilities?: I don't have any right now because it's vacatioooon lD

~*Food*~

What item of food would you eat the most of?: chicken

What is your favourite flavour ever?: chocolate? maybe

Do you like Meat?: yup

What do you usually eat for Breakfast?: muffins

What is your favourite dinner meal?: chicken

What cuisines do you like best?: the kind with chicken

What foods do you HATE?: mushrooms

What food can you not resist?: chocolate, anything sugary...

What would be your last meal?: fried chicken and fries and ice cream and pie

Do you like any ÂfreakyÂ food combinations?: ...nah

~*Clothing/Style*~

What is your general fashion style? (eg: punk, glam, sporty, girly etc): when I'm not trying, lazy/casual. When I'm trying, people say it's "classy". Pfft. Meaning I wear slacks and blouses instead of frickin' underwear-length shorts and jeans with more tears than denim.

What item of clothing do you wear the most?: I dunno.

Pants or skirts/dresses?: I'd wear skirts a lot but I can't, 'cause of me being so fat. :<

How much of your skin do you like to show/cover up?: I only show what they say advisable for someone shaped like me to show. Up to the knees, up to the elbows.

What items of jewelery do you wear most?: um...I don't really wear much

What item can you NOT leave your house without?: *shrug*

Hair up or Hair down?: either

~* Life Style*~

What time do you usually wake up?: 5:30 AM on schooldays, and then 7 AM on weekends and stuff

What time do you usually go to sleep?: 9 PM

How often do you bathe/shower?: every day

Do you exercise regularly? sorta

How often do you go out drinking?: never

What do you do most in your spare time?: computer stuff

Name your hobbies: reading, writing, drawing, watching movies

How many pets have you had in your life? Quite a few. Several cats, crapload of fish, some mice and stuff.

How many houses have you lived in in your life?: There were some that I wasn't old enough to remember, then five that I can.

What sort of ÂvehicleÂ do you own?: I don't own any.

WhatÂs your current job?: none

~*Your Favorite-?*~

Color(s): lime green
Animal: penguin
Season: fall
Scenery: I dunno
Plant/flower: I don't care
Sweet/treat: most things chocolatey
... ]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Devious Journal Entry http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28557725/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28557725/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 21:19:36 PST good. Nothing really bad ever happens--the heroine (who is always bright and funny and pretty, but has no idea that she's any of them), at worst, mopes and moans about some tiff she had with the guy she likes or being "humiliated" by some snotty girl at school. They're so terribly, boringly NORMAL. You can tell they never spent a moment in a psychiatrist's office.
I can't really enjoy a story unless the character is as screwed up as I am.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 sheckshual innuendo http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28549257/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28549257/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 14:09:46 PST It's such a feeling that, my love, I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't HIIIIIDE"

Is it just me or do those lyrics sound INCREDIBLY INNUENDO-Y?
Almost as bad as Twist and Shout. xD

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 3 words survey http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28549172/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28549172/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 14:05:27 PST does not exist
Your boyfriend or girlfriend?
incredibly awesome guy
Your hair?
curly and insane
Where is your father?
sitting in chair
Your favorite thing to do?
read write draw
Your dream last night?
no have dream
.... xD
Your favorite drink?
soda...yep soda
Your dream car?
don't like cars
The room you are in?
kitchen. It's dark
Your fears?
cars heights dogs
Who did you hang out with last night?
nobody of interest
What you're not good at?
sometimes life methinks
Muffins?
YES PLEASE WHERE
One of your wish list items?
what
Where did you grow up?
ice cold Maine
The last thing you did?
listen to Beatles
What are you wearing?
sweatshirt shirt jeans
Your computer?
shiny and white
Your life?
sometimes is good
Your mood?
is okay now
Missing?
what
What are you thinking about right now?
I'm not telling
Your car?
no existe, senor
Your work?
no existe, senor
Your summer?
alright I guess
Your favorite color(s)?
lime green, purple
When is the last time you laughed?
a while ago
Last time you cried?
a while ago
School?
sucks muchly sometimes

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Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
yes

Has anybody ever admitted to liking you?
yes

Do you miss anyone?
yes

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone?
yes

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
Um...two years ago.

Who is your celebrity crush?
Johnny Depp

Can you touch your toes?
yep

Do you know anybody who was abused?
mhm

Do you take walks often?
yep

Is silence really golden?
no, I'm afraid it's bronze

Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?
no

Are you afraid to grow up?
yes

Who were you with last night?
no one

Can you count past 100?
in two languages

What language do you want to learn?
Latin

Any upcoming vacations?
no

If you had to marry someone, who would it be?
Sean

Do you care what people think of you?
Yes.

Would you call yourself smart?
Yes.

Do you like to read?
Yes

Have you ever touched an elephant?
no

Plans for tomorrow?
draw, draw, and moar draw

Confessions:

Is anything wrong?
no

Would you kiss any of your friends?
erm...

Would you date any of your friends?
....

Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?
not really

What did you do for your last birthday?
my this is a popular question

What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping

Name something you CANNOT wait for?
for my stinkin' mom to get here

What's your favorite season?
Fall

Have you ever talked to Tom?
Tom who?
oh, this is a myspace survey isn't it

Last thing you ate/drank?
a granola bar

Have you ever ran with scissors?
no

WhoÂs making you feel the way you are right now?
The Beatles

Most visited web page?
this one

Coke or Pepsi?
Pepsi

Looking forward to something this weekend?
rehearsal

How many siblings do you have?
two

Do you have any pets?
cat

What's your favorite number?
I don't knooow

What are you watching right now?
Paul McCartney's beautiful young face

Do you know how to swim?
not really

Is good grammar attractive?
It's very attractive, because I am a huge nerd.

Friend confessions:

Are you jealous of one or more of your friends?
eh

Have you known any of your friends your whole life?
Nope. ._.

Are any of your friends taller than you?
One friend. xD He's like six-four.

Have you ever been ditched by a friend?
yes

Where do your friends live?
a variety of places

Have you lost or forgotten a friends phone number?
yup

Have you been to most of your friends house?
only one

Love confessions:

Do you currently like someone?
yus

Do you get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily?
no

Has one of your crushes ever called you self centered before?
no

ersonal opinion confessions:

Who do you want for President?
I don't care

Do you think abortions are horrible?
no

Needles aren't so horrible?
nope

You have plenty of secrets that you share with...?
Angel

Other confessions:

Do you enjoy drama?
drama club

Who was the last person that said "i love you" to you?
Seaaan

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 survey of the day http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28548851/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28548851/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 13:51:17 PST ...Sean? >D

Who do you blame for your mood today?
my mom

Have you ever seen a dead body?
only in pictures

What should we do w/ stupid people?
burn them at the stake

How long do you think you will live?
I'll probably bite it at around 60.

What was the first thing you did this morning?
Ate Captain Crunch.

The color of carpet in your bedroom?
beige

Last person you went out to dinner with?
my aunt

Are you spoiled?
compared to my younger brother, yes. Compared to my youngest brother, no.

Do you drink lots of water?
Yes.

What toothpaste do you use?
damned if I know

How do you vent your anger?
I write. I draw. I act. I glare at inanimate objects.

The last compliment you received?
The librarian (who's also the head of writer's club) told me she liked how my superhero story was satirical but still respectful of the subject, and it sounded like I really knew what I was talking about.

What are you doing this weekend?
I have rehearsal. And then me and Angel are sposta do something.

When was the last time you threw up?
I think it's been a few years.

Is your best friend a virgin?
I believe so.

What theme does your room have?
Organized chaos.

When was the last time you were at a party?
Um...a while.

Are you a mama's child or a daddy's child?
Neither. I'm a grama-and-aunt's child.

Would you ever join the military?
No.

The last website you visited?
This one.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Prolly Angel.

Last person you went to the movies with?
My little brother.

What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year?
Concert.

Number of layers on your bed?
Four.

Is anything alive in your room?
I hope not.

Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
Neither.

What are you looking forward to right now?
Ehh, I dunno.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 uniqueness http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28548742/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28548742/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 13:45:22 PST "Most unique" is not the wisest choice of words. There are no degrees of uniqueness. Either something's unique or it isn't.

Has anyone ever asked you if you were retarded?
My dad asks me that at least once a month.

Who was the last person you were in a fight with?
I don't get in fights.

Where do you spend the majority of your time?
My room.

What is your favorite name for a girl?
Sophie

Favorite name for a boy?
Jack

How many texts have you sent/received today?
none

What kind of car do you have?
the invisible kind

What do you love about your car?
I just said I don't have one

What color is your car?
invisible

How many windows are in your house?
a lot

Are you hated or a hater?
neither

How tall are you?
5'7"

Who has been the most influential person in your life?
I dunno

What song are you totally sick of?
"Poker Face"

Who are you totally sick of?
lots of people

If you could buy anything, what would it be?
inking pens

Who do you spend the most time with?
ehh I dunno, Angel I guess

Favorite sports team?
I hate sports

Who do you work for?
no one

What do you do there?
nothing

What is your favorite club/bar?
nowhere

How do you deal with stupid people?
ignore them and walk away

What song do you HAVE to hear there?
hear where?

Do people take advantage of you?
I dunno.

What show on TV do you always turn off?
most of them

What cell phone are you dying to have?
None.

Who was the first boy/girl you fell in love with?

Why do you take these surveys?
'Cause I'm bored.

Who do you really miss?
Seaaan

Besides your drivers ed instructor, who taught you to drive?
I haven't learned.
My aunt tried to teach me a little, but quickly realized that me + car = dangerous.

Do you wish you could be a kid again?
Sure why not

Everyone has a crazy aunt or uncle, tell me about yours:
My aunt Tina taught me how to be weird. She's only ten years older than me, so a lot of the time she's more like an older sister. She's awesome. When she's not teasing me.

What causes you the most stress?
When you have anxiety problems, EVERYTHING causes stress.

If you only had .00 in your wallet, what would you spend it on?
uh, zero is not a spendable amount, honey.

Would you consider yourself sarcastic?
No, not at all. e_e

Tell me about the best job you ever had?
never had one

Do you lick your plate when you're finished eating?
ew, no.
Sometimes I scrape the bottom of the bowl when I've eaten ice cream, though. But WITH MY SPOON. Sheesh.

What is the best flavor of kool aid?
none

Who has disappointed you most in your life?
Hmm. It's probably a tie between the parentals.

What is your favorite board game?
Tie between Apples to Apples and Imaginiff

Do you get mad if you lose?
Yes. I am the sorest loser ever.

Who is someone that can push your buttons the most?
Probably my brother.

Could you live without cheese?
probably

Who is the best cook you know?
my mom's girlfriend. She annoys the hell out of me sometimes but man, the woman can cook.

If you could eliminate one word from the english vocabulary, what would it be?
....

Is there anything you think is over rated?
TWILIGHT. OH. MY GOD. *headdesk*

Are you at work right now?
no

Are you going to take another survey after this?
probably

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WHAT THE HELL, MAN. WHAT THE HELL.
THIS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS.
SHE CANNOT TELL HER OWN CHILDREN THAT SHE'S GOING TO BE FUCKING SEVEN HOURS LATE
BUT SHE TAKES HER GIRLFRIEND'S SON TO PRESCHOOL EVERY MORNING AND IS ALWAYS RIGHT ON TIME

...

;~;

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Devious Journal Entry http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28548183/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28548183/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 13:19:46 PST Closed. Gotta keep those monsters out.
2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
I don't go to hotels much.
3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
I don't really care
4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
no
5. Do you like to use post-it notes?
no
6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
no
7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
I'd rather just avoid both of those
8. Do you have freckles?
no
9. Do you always smile for pictures?
I don't really want to, but I know if I don't smile I'll look like a serial killer
10. What is your biggest pet peeve?
to quote George Carlin: "I don't have pet peeves. I have major psychotic fucking hatreds. It makes life a lot simpler."
11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
when I'm really bored
12. Have you ever peed in the woods?
yes, when I was camping and too lazy to go all the way to the portapotties
13. What about pooped in the woods?
ew, no
14. Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
sometimes
15. Do you chew your pens and pencils?
no, gross
16. How many people have you slept with this week?
0
17. What size is your bed?
queen-sized
18. What is your Song of the week?
dunno
19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
it takes a real man to wear pink
20. Do you still watch cartoons?
duh
21. Whats your least favorite movie?
I dunno
22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
I dunno
23. What do you drink with dinner?
milk
24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
nothing, I eat 'em plain
25. What is your favorite food?
fried chickeeen
26. What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
there are lots--Pirates of the Caribbean, Scream, Sweeney Todd, most Disney movies...
27. Last person you kissed/kissed you?
never been kissed :<
28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
I was never a boy/girl scout, but I was a girl scout. Met some people who turned out to be some of the closest friends I've ever had.
29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
no one would want to see that
30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
oh gosh, years
31. Can you change the oil on a car?
no
32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
no
33. Ran out of gas?
no
34. Favorite kind of sandwich?
THE KIND WITH CHICKEN
35 Best thing to eat for breakfast?
waffles. no wait, muffins
36. What is your usual bedtime?
9 PM
37. Are you lazy?
hellz yeah
38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
lots of different things. I was a witch, a black cat, a ballerina, a Powerpuff Girl...one memorable occasion, I was an MnM.
39. What is your Chinese astrological sign?
Rooster
40. How many languages can you speak?
I speak English fluently and have about a third-grader's understanding of Spanish.
41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
nope
42..Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
both please
43. Are you stubborn?
sometimes
44. Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
I don't watch either
45. Ever watch soap operas?
only when there was absolutely nothing else on. I'd watch Teletubbies before I'd watch soap operas.
46. Afraid of heights?
yes
47. Sing in the car?
yes
48. Dance in the shower?
sometimes
49. Dance in the car?
that would be kind of difficult, wouldn't it
50. Ever used a gun?
only a squirtgun
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
at school
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
some of them are, but I still love them
53. Is Christmas stressful?
makes me feel lonely
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
dunno what the hell that is
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
apple, I guess
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
dentist, vet, writer, voice actor (the last two are the only ones I still want)
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
no
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
yes
59. Take a vitamin daily?
yup
60. Wear slippers?
big Goofy ones
61. Wear a bath robe?
sometimes
62. What do you wear to bed?
it changes every day, you see
63. First concert?
Avril Lavigne. >> I don't think that should count. I'm going to tell people my first concert was the Beatles tribute band.
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Wal-Mart and Target
65. Nike or Adidas?
Nike
66.Cheetos Or Fritos?
cheetos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
peanuts
68. Ever hear of the group Tre... ]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 ARGH. http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28546818/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28546818/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 12:02:24 PST
IF I HAD A DESK I WOULD BE HEADDESKING ON IT

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 GRAAAH http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28545923/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28545923/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 11:03:18 PST
*GIANT EPIC FACEPALM*

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 27 random questions http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28545233/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28545233/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 10:18:14 PST "Bleh, I have eyebrows like a man."

2. How much cash do you have on you?
Ten bucks.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
Four.

4. Favorite planet?
Mars.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
Don't have one.

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
Don't ha

7. What shirt are you wearing?
Purple-and-grey striped tunic thingy.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
Nuu

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
Nike

10. Bright or Dark Room?
either

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
whut

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
didn't get one

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
damned if I know

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
awesome

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
Seaaan

18. Last furry thing you touched?
my cat

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
none

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
none

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
eh I dunno 10?

22. Your worst enemy?
no one

23. What is your current desktop picture?
nothing

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"What?"

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
a million bucks

26. Do you like someone?
yees

27. The last song you listened to?
Prolly a Beatles song

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 The boyfriend survey http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28542976/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28542976/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 07:15:52 PST BSForum
Where did you meet?
BSForum
When did you meet?
like...a couple weeks ago
Was it love at first sight?
We haven't actually seen each other yet but yeah
how old were you both?
He's 20. I'm 16.
When did you have your first kiss?
We haven't. :<
Where was your first date?
We haven't.
How long until you met the parents?
Iiii don't think that's gonna happen.
When was it official?
I dunno.

The good...

Whats your happiest memory of him?
Umm...I dunno, there are lots
Whats the sweetest thing he has ever done for you?
Came all the way from another universe to see me. I'd say that's pretty sweet.
Does he buy you lots of gifts?
He says he's gonna bring me muffins.

Whats your favorite thing to do together?
Talk about how awesome we are.
When did you know you were falling in love?
I dunno.
Who said I love you first?
He did.
Is it true love?
Fo sho.
How do you know this?
BECAUSE. GOSH.

The bad...

Whats his worst habit?
I don't know.
What annoys you about him?
Nothing!
Has he ever hurt you badly?
No.
Would he ever cheat?
I hope not.
Has he ever cheated?
I don't think so.
Do you trust him?
Yes.

The ugly....

Best facial feature?
His smile.
Favorite part of his body?
Um...legs? I dunno
Hair colour?
Black
What does he smell of?
I don't know
Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head?
A shirt and pants and a scarf and Chucks.

Intimacy...

How do you feel when he holds you?
He hasn't. :<
How do you feel when you fall asleep and wake up in his arms?
I haven't.
How does it feel when he touches you?
He hasn't.
Does his touch give you goose bumps?
He hasn't touched me.
Does he kiss your neck?
Hasn't.
Your tummy?
Hasn't.
Your forehead?
Hasn't.

Deep and meaningfull...

Could you be without him?
I am without him, so yeah I guess.
Do you think about him constantly when your apart?
Yup.
How long have you been together?
I dunno.
Can you see a future together?
Yeah.
Would you like to get married?
*shrug*
Have children?
Not really
Where can you see your relationship in a years time?
still awesome
5 years time?
even awesomer
Do you know there is definatly no-one better out there for you?
Yes.
How do you know this?
Because.
Are you scared he might find someone better?
nah
Is he your best friend as well as your lover?
um...not yet
Does he come first over everyone else in your life?
he's important

On a lighter note...

Whats the funniest thing you have ever done together?
I dunno
Something that only you two understand
each other
Do you have nick names for each other?
um...sometimes we call each other baby
Does he make you laugh?
Yus.
Do you wrestle?
No.
Is he tickelish?
I wouldn't know.
Are you?
Yes.

His Favorites...

Food?
cupcakes
Drink?
I dunno
Sport?
I dunno
Past time?
being awesome
Animal?
GIR
Aftershave?
I don't think he wears it
Clothing style?
I don't know
Band?
gosh I really don't know him very well do I :<
Music?
....

Your things....

Song?
we don't have one
DVD?
......
Place to hang out?
.....
Meal to cook together?
.....

Lasts...

Time you saw him?
I've never seen him
Kissed him?
never have :<
Spoke to him?
never have
The last IM he sent you?
I think it was "

'

When will you...

See him again?
when he gets here
Speak to him again?
same time
Tell him you love him again?
prolly the next time I talk to him

Have you ever?

Spent the night together?
nope
Celebrated a holiday together?
nope
Met his parents?
I talked to his dad once xD
Had naughty time?
....no xD
Made him cry?
I think he was just pretending
Done anything spontaneous together?
Nope
Is this love?
YES

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 10 to 1 of My World http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28542791/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28542791/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 06:55:38 PST
How did you get one of your scars?
I got hit by a car, which fractured the plateau of my tibia. It healed eventually, but it healed WRONG, so that there was a small bone spur jutting out that made all the muscles and tendons and crap inflamed--it really hurt to walk. So I had surgery to remove the bone spur--they had to cut into my knee, detach a tendon, cut off the piece of bone, reattach the tendon, and sew it up. Hurt like the dickens, but once the surgery healed my leg didn't hurt anymore. And now I have a long purple slightly numb scar on the side of my knee. In addition to the scar on my other knee from when the license plate on the car cut me.
How did you celebrate your last birthday?
I went to a Beatles tribute band concert.

How are you feeling at this moment?
Pretty good.
How did your night go last night?
Well.
How did you do in high school?
I'm doing okay.
How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
My grama took me shopping.
How often do you see ur best friend?
Usually every day during the school week.
How much money did you spend last month?
I dunno.
How old do you want to be when you get married?
I dunno. Like, thirty?
How old will you be at your next birthday?
Seventeen.

NINE WHAT'S:

Your mothers name?
Michele. She spells it with one l because she doesn't like having "hell" in her name.
What did you do last weekend?
Um...nothing, really.
What is the most important part of your life?
I don't knooow.
What would you rather be doing?
Talking to Sean.
What did you last cry over?
Something.
What always makes you feel better when youÂre upset?
Movies.
WhatÂs the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
A sense of humor. And AWESOMENESS
What are you worried about?
Whether or not someone will outbid me on what will soon be MY copy of JtHM.
What did you have for breakfast?
Captain Crunch.

EIGHT HAVE YOUÂS:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Probably.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.
Have you ever been out of the country?
No.
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Duh.
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Yeah.
Have you ever had sex on the beach?
Never had sex.
Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
I'm dating someone older than me.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Psh, all the time.

SEVEN WHOÂS:

Who was the last person you saw?
I see my dad right now.
Who was the last person you texted?
No one.
Who was the last person you hungout with?
My aunt.
Who was the last person to call you?
Nobody calls me. ._.
Who did you last hug?
My aunt.
Who is the last person who texted you?
No one.
Who was the las person you said "i love you" to?
Seaaan.

SIX WHEREÂS:

Where does your best friend live?
Westbrook.
Where did you last go?
Portland.
Where did you last hang out?
Portland.
Where do you go to school?
Westbrook High School
Where is your favorite place to be?
I dunno
Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed

FIVE DOÂS/DOES:

Do you like someone right now?
Yes.
Do you think anyone likes you?
Yes.
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Sometimes.
Do you know the muffin man?
The muffin man?
The muffin man.
Do I know the muffin man...who lives on Drury Lane?
Does the future scare you?
Yes.

FOUR WHYÂS:

Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
Because they're awesome.
Why did you get a myspace?
Because I succumbed to peer pressure.
Why did your parents give you the name you have?
I have no idea. They each have a different conflicting story.
Why are you doing this survey?
'Cause I'm bored.

THREE IFÂS:

If you could have one super power what would it be??
Psychokinesis. That's the umbrella term for ALL mental powers, so I'd be a freakin' bamf.
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
I dunno.
If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
Muffins.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVERÂS:

Would you ever get back together with any of your exÂs if they asked you?
I don't have an ex.
Would you ever shave your head to... ]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 I Just Gotta Know http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28542607/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28542607/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 06:35:15 PST Orange
What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
Legs.

On the same sex, too.
Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?
No, but I have a tendency to make up songs when I'm scared, like when I'm walking home alone at night.
Ever had a song sang about/for you?
No.
Is there a baby in the room with you right now?
No.
Do you know how to dance?
I know how to waltz, so yeah.
Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other?
All of the above.
What is your favorite thing that is green?
GIR.
What did your last text message say?
I've never been text messaged.
Boxers, briefs or boxer briefs?
Panties.
What is your middle name?
Cheri
What is the way to your heart?
Making me laugh. Or being ridiculously flattering. Do both and I'm gone.
What do you smell like?
...soap?
What's in your pocket?
Nothing.
Anything in your mouth?
Gum.
Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?
Nah.
Do you have freckles?
No.
How many languages can you say "Hello" in?
Erm...five, I think.
What's the last movie you saw in the theater?
Toy Story 1 and 2
Ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on?
No.
Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday?
A few minutes ago I was wearing yesterday's socks, but then my dad made me change them.
Name a song that you know all the words to:
"All Cartoons Are Fuckin' Dicks" from Family Guy Live in Las Vegas.
Are you in love with someone right now?
Yeees.

What's the last thing you watched on TV?
The new episode of How I Met Your Mother.
What's the last video game you played?
Erm...The Sims 3, I think.
Who is your daddy and what does he do?
Okay, it's really creepy to call him "daddy." And he...sits. And uses the computer. That's pretty much it.
Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
I used to know it really well because my mom (who's really into linguistics and is a speech pathologist and did a bunch of stuff with deaf people in the past) taught me when I was little, but I slacked off and now I don't remember most of the letters.
Do you have an unkle named Joe?
No.
What word do you use when people pass gas?
Fart.
Do you wear glasses?
Sometimes.
What can you hear right now?
My dad whistling. >.<
Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday?
The same.
Ever been overseas?
Nope.
What are your plans for today?
Goin' to see my momma.

How long have you had MySpace?
Erm...a while. But I don't use it.
What was your favorite childhood show?
The Powerpuff Girls.
Are you close to your siblings?
I guess you could say that. We don't try to kill each other anymore.
What was your first job?
Never had one.
Do you bite your nails?
I tried to get in the habit because they grow so damn fast, but now I just bite my fingers. What is that.
Do you like your feet?
Yes, they're pretty.
Do you sleep well at night?
Like a log.
Well, if logs tossed and turned a lot.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 75 Questions You've Probably Never... http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28535251/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28535251/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 18:20:57 PST
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
my hair
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
bright blue
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I've never kissed anyone D:
4.Do you plan outfits?
sometimes, other times I just throw stuff on
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
content. Slightly happier now that I am listening to the Beatles.
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
A big-ass candle.
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
a-i-m
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
Um...I got married to Neil Patrick Harris and we had three children who were obsessed with playing with their Wii.
9. Did you meet anybody new today?
nope
10. What are you craving right now?
food
11. Do you floss?
yes
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
...cabbage?
13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
oh gosh, it's been months
14. Are you emotional?
I try to be not, but...yeah
15. Would you dance to the taco song?
what
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
no
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
I just like it, it hurts to bite it
18. Do you like your hair?
sometimes
19. Do you like yourself?
sometimes
20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
I met several children's authors--Lynn Plourde and Toni Buzzeo--but I dunno if that counts
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
no
22. What are you listening to right now?
THE BEATLEEES
23. How many countries have you visited?
one
24. Are your parents strict?
my dad, yes. My mom is a marshmallow.
25. Would you go sky diving?
no
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Yes. He was a horrible president, but it seems like it'd be enjoyable to hang around him just to listen to all the stupid things he says. xD
27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
YES.
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room youÂre in?
no. D:
29. Have you ever been in a castle?
no but I want to.
30. Do you rent movies often?
I used to.
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
retarded popular girl.
32. Have you made a prank phone call?
no
33. Do you own a gun?
no
34. Can you count backwards from 74?
yes
35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
my family?
36. Brown or white eggs?
I don't care
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
yes
38. Ever been on a train?
yes
39. Ever been in love?
I am in love.

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
no
41. Are you too forgiving?
*shrug*
42. Do you use chap stick?
yes
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
going to Portland
44. Can you use chop sticks?
no
45. Ever have cream puffs?
no
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
no
47. What was the last question you asked?
"It's not on my chair?"
48. What was the last CD you bought?
Love by the Beatles
49. Boys or girls?
for what?
50. What is your bus number for school?
44 and 10
51. Is your hair curly?
yes
52. Last time you cried?
I dunno
53. Ever walked into a wall?
I've ran into one
54. Do looks matter?
somewhat
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
nope
56. Have you ever slapped someone?
no D:
57. Favorite time of the year?
*shrug*
58. Favorite color?
lime green
59. Are you sarcastic?
yes
60. Do you have any tattoos?
no
61. The last person you held hands with?
I don't think I've ever
62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
used to
63. Where was your default picture taken at?
my room
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
*shrug*
65. Do you like your life right now?
yes
66. How often do you talk on the phone?
not very frequently
67. What is your favorite animal?
penguins
68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
art mannequin
69. Do you have good vision?
no
70. Can you hula hoop?
no
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
*shrug*
72. Do you have a job?
no
73. Can you handle the truth?
yes
74. What are you wearing?
a sweatshirt and sweatpants.
75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
no

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 A to Z Randomly http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28534966/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28534966/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 18:07:27 PST
ANY particulor reason your taking this survey?
I'm bored
ARE you at school, work, or home?
home
AGE at which you 1st drank alcohol?
never drank it

B

BOUGHT anything from Spencer's?
nope
BRAVEST person you know?
I dunno
BLONDES or Brunettes?
brunettes

C

CRAPPIEST band?
Jonas Brothers?
CAN your dad beat you in a race?
pfft no
COULD you bungee jump?
Is it physically possible? Yes. Would I? I don't know.

D

DRAWING or painting?
Drawing.
DOES your bedroom need cleaning?
Nope, just cleaned it today.
DO the drapes match the curtains?
DRAPES AND CURTAINS ARE THE SAME THING.

E

EVER swear at your parents?
Gosh, no.
EARN enough to pay the bills?
No.
EXORCIST or SAW movies?
Neither.

F

FLOWERS or chocolate?
Chocolate.
FUNNEL cake or Elephant Ears?
what
FIRED from a job?
nope

G

GIVING or receiving gifts?
both
GOING to the movies or a play?
both
GONE to the bathroom this hour?
nope

H

HAVING or adopting a baby?
neither
HORSES or cows?
cows
HEAVY or light-weight drinker?
neither

I

IS Michael Jackson in heaven?
I'm an atheist, I don't believe in heaven
INSIDE or outside?
inside
INSTANT or regular coffee?
My favorite kind of coffee is the free kind.

J

JORDAN or Tiger Woods?
You mean Michael Jordan? Sure, him. I loved Space Jam.
JETTA or Saab?
Jetta I guess
JULY 4th or St. Patrick's Day?
fff I don't care about either really

K

KOOL-AID or Crystal Lite?
neither
KANGAROO or Camel?
neither
KETCHUP or mustard?
ketchup

L

LIGHTS on or off during sex?
I haven't had the opportunity to decide which is best
LOTTERY scratch offs or Power Ball?
neither
LIQUOR or beer?
neither

M

MONTH of choice?
what
MEAL you cook best?
peanut butter and jelly
MISS the most:
Sean <3

N

NEVER would I:
not be awesome
NIGHT owl or early bird?
night owl
NOTE to self:
ALWAYS BE AWESOME

O

OPEN your own jars?
I try. But I usually fail.
OFFER to help old people?
no, old people scare me
ONLY in America:
could a poor black boy grow up to be a rich white woman

P

PERSCRIPTIONS you have now or in the past?
first of all, it's spelled prescriptions. And secondly, when I had a broken leg I had a prescription for a really strong pain medication, I don't remember what it's called. The kind of pain meds that people break into pharmacies for.
PAPER or plastic?
PRETTY Woman or Sixteen Candles?
neither

Q

QDOBA or Chipotle?
I don't know what those are
QUIT my job for:
never had a job
QUANTITY or quality?
quality

R

ROADTRIP or flying?
roadtrip
RESPONSE to a sneeze?
what?
RIGHT or left handed?
riiight

S

SIT or stand all day?
I can't do either for too long
SMELL you hate?
...shit?
SUSHI of choice?
none

T

THANK goodness it's:
WE ALL LIVE IN A YELLOW SUBMARINE, YELLOW SUBMARINE, YELLOW SUBMARINE
sorry what?
TELL me your middle name?
Cheri
TODAY is:
Monday

U

UNDER my bed is:
homicidal aishas D:
UNDERWARE brand?
it's spelled UNDERWEAR
and it's Hanes Her Way
USUALLY I sing:
songs from musicals
or Beatles songs

V

VITAMINS you take?
*shrug*
VERY much like?
SEAN
VACCINES I've had:
Umm...chicken pox, swine flu, regular flu...

W

WITHDRAWS from:
I dunno
WEAPONS I own?
a protractor
WAFFLES or pancakes?
WAFFLES

X

X-RAY you've had?
I had buttloads of them when my leg was screwed up. MRIs, too.
X-LOVER's Name?
I don't have any
X-TRA toppings of:
NOTHING

Y

YEAR you were born?
1993
YARD sale or goodwill?
yard sale
YELLOW or green?
green

Z

ZOO you've been to?
none
ZACK Morris or Slater?
who?
ZITS are:
yucky and gross and need to die

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 so I had an interesting day. http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28534565/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28534565/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 17:49:45 PST
Oh, and then I went into Portland to go to this really cool art store. Got me some art pens and a mannican, which made me very happy. And I got a book, Why We Suck by Denis Leary, and ate a muffin, which made me even happier.

YAY MUFFINS.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 standard non-creepiness rule for dating http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28527047/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28527047/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 11:42:58 PST [link]

pfft Sean is breaking it

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 THIS WOMAN LOOKS LIKE SHE'S POSSESSED BY SOMETHING http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28526897/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28526897/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 11:33:09 PST [link]

SATAN

OR MAYBE IT'S ALIEMS

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME, BABY http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28513812/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28513812/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 16:46:38 PST IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME, BABY, NOD YO' HEAAAD

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 fweee http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28512731/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28512731/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 15:52:24 PST Now alls I have to do is wait

and bid

and wait some more

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 aflkhaeklhd;f http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28510389/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28510389/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 13:59:29 PST
SOMEBODY POUR WAAATER ON IT

...
I don't know

I don't have a clue what I'm talking about so don't ask

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 QUIZ THINGY http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28506973/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28506973/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 11:15:47 PST 2. Put the names of two people of the opposite sex in 3 and 7.
3. Write two numbers in 1 and 2.
4. Write the names of anyone--friends, family, etc--in 4, 5, and 6.
5. Write the names of songs in 8-11. DO ALL THIS BEFORE READING THE REST OF THE DIRECTIONS
6. The numbers in 1 and 2 are how many people you have to tell about this quiz.
7. The person in 3 is the one you love.
8. The person in 4 is a person you care about.
9. The person in 5 is the person who knows you best.
10. The person in 6 is your lucky star.
11. The person in 7 is someone you like but can't figure out.
12. The song in 8 is for the person in 3.
13. The song in 9 is for the person in 7.
14. The song in 10 describes YOUR mind.
15. The song in 11 describes your attitude about life.

------

1. 4
2. 9
3. Sean
4. Angel
5. Victoria
6. Tina
7. Matthew
8. "I Wanna Hold Your Hand" -the Beatles
9. "I am the Walrus" -the Beatles
10. "Twist and Shout" -the Beatles
11. "We Are the Champions" -Queen

Well we all know I love Sean. <3 I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND, SEAN.
And Angel and Victoria are mah biffles, so, yeah.
Matthew makes no sense, but he is my little brother, so it makes sense that he does not make sense. And I Am the Walrus suits him just fine, because the song, like him, is nonsensical.
And....I don't think Twist and Shout says anything about me except that I have Beatles on the brain.
I am so not telling 13 people about this quiz. Screw that.

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 But I'm warnin' ya, kid... http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28505590/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28505590/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 10:01:10 PST
STOOPID BILLY JOEL

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 .... http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28482429/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28482429/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 06:43:50 PST [link]

This website is neat. It's like Ebay, except most of these people have cool stuff that they have no idea how much they should be charging for it. Like 10 or 20 movies at a time for five or ten bucks.

Also, I saw a set of Beatles nesting dolls. And an Elvis pez dispenser. Among other things. xD

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Things I Will Definitely Accomplish Over Break http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28481881/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28481881/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 05:49:22 PST 2. WRITE SOMETHIIIING. Agh. Even if it's not my novel. Not my play because I'm sick of that right now after working on it for an entire weekend straight, something...prose.
3. Watch moooviiiieeees 8D
4. Go to the mall and wander around, because I don't usually have time to do aimless time-wasting things like that, and it's fun. Especially when one actually has money to buy the random little cool-looking things one stumbles upon.
5. GET AN MP3 PLAYER. OH MY GOSH. I HAS NO MP3 PLAYER AND IT'S DRIVING ME NUUUUTS my Zune broke like four months ago. ;~; I think Imma get me one of those iPod Nanos.
6. See a movie in teh theaters.
7. Go to Boston and wander around.
8. Practice singing a lot (but stop before I break my throat, like I did last time).
9. Read. I haven't had much time for reading either. ._.
10. Work on my website and make it less lame and more like it wasn't made by a sixteen-year-old with only a basic grasp of HTML. (Although it's kind of hard because once I took all the fanfic-related stuff off there, there was, like, NOTHING. I need to finish that damn novel so I can have SOMETHING worth talking about.)
11. DO THE FUNKY CHICKEN
no

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Devious Journal Entry http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28471039/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28471039/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 15:22:32 PST

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 whoa http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28469740/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28469740/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 14:15:39 PST [link]

this

this kinda looks like realistic version of my character Bailey

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 dooooodeedoodeedooooo http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28464045/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28464045/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 07:19:33 PST

wrote one and he's only twenty, so...yeah. Arrogance ahoy!

Once upon a time there was a really, really shy young woman. (Not me.) Like, PAINFULLY shy. She never would have spoke a word at school except for the fact that she was incredibly smart and always brought way more office supplies than was necessary in a big duffle bag, so people were always asking her stuff like the answer to that question or this or could they please use her three-hole punch.
She was also incredibly depressed, and spent much of her free time punching brick walls until her knuckles bled or cutting herself. The fact that she was a lesbian probably did not help her depression much.
And then there was a man. He had a very forceful personality, so when he fell in love with the woman there was no saying no to him. She told him she didn't like men, but he said he'd change her. And so, they were married literally the moment she graduated--like, she took off her graduation gown and had a wedding dress underneath.
And they were HORRIBLY, SPECTACULARLY, GROTESQUELY unhappy.
I managed to get born while they were still mildly happy together, but the time my brother came around less than two years later, they frickin' HATED each other. They were divorced before I was old enough to know what was going on--in my earliest memories my dad had already married my stepmom. And my mom got custody of me and my brother. This was not a wise decision on the judge's part.
I said my mom had depression. But following the divorce, she was like one step up from comatose. Her new way of dealing with her depression was sleeping all the time, which was NOT a good way to deal when you have two wriggly energetic troublemaking little toddlers around. My grandma tells me of a time she came to visit and found us with a tub of ice cream, our entire bodies and the kitchen floor covered with it. And I remember when my mom was sleeping I took it upon myself to feed the goldfish and promptly dumped the entire tin of food into the bowl (poor things).
But the thing the came after that is even worse. I won't say the woman's name, because she doesn't deserve it and her real name is retarded anyway. I'll call her Wenchie. And she's the first person I ever really hated.
At first she was good for my mom. She helped her get back on her feet, helped take care of me and my brother. But she never did a good thing without acting like she ought to be paid back for it, and that was no exception. And also, she treated me like dog shit. Lounging around on her fat ass she'd ask me to go get her food and I should have told her to shove it but I listened. Once my brother and I got in a fight and he twisted my arm back and since Wenchie was the only adult around I told her, and she told me I deserved it. WHAT THE HELL. Who SAYS that kind of thing to an eight-year-old? Especially an eight-year-old whose mother they're dating? Yeah, she was always favoring my brother and treating me crappy and I despised her. My grandma and aunt, who had been helping my mom long before Wenchie came around, also despised her, mainly because of how she treated me. My mom actually moved in with my grandma to try to get away from Wenchie once (which crushed me, since I had to move away from all my friends), but then she ASKED HER TO MOVE IN WITH HER AGAIN. Finally, my grandma made her see the light, and my aunt was so happy to see Wenchie gone that she helped her move her stuff out.
Meanwhile, me. They tell me I was such a happy little girl. Always dancing around and singing and being loud. But the older I got, the more shy I got. I know now that I actually have a mental disorder that makes me this way, but I didn't know that then. I just knew that people terrified me, sometimes even my own family. Every time I had to make new friends, I would just find one other girl and stick to her like glue, which didn't always work so well. A lot of the time I ended up being very lonely. The one place where was able to be myself was in my writing. It started out at school, in kindergarten, when they forced us to write journals. Then I started journaling at home. Then I started writing my own stories. One day my second-grade teacher found out about my writing and asked me if I wanted to share it with the class. I reluctantly agreed, and read it to them. They. LOVED IT. Laughed at all the right moments. Praised me and mah mad skills. I felt amazing. In control of the world. And it was then that I knew I'd be a writer. Because it made me feel loved. From then on I spent all of my s... ]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 ohhh geometry is just so much fun http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28456235/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28456235/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 17:52:38 PST
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]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Devious Journal Entry http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28453462/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28453462/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 15:36:23 PST Can't remember.

2* Last word you said:
Probably something like "Yep" or "Okay."

3* Last song you sang:
"Jojo was a man who thouuught he was a lonah, buuut he knew it couldn't last..."

4* Last person you hugged:
My aunt.

5* Last thing you laughed at:
At an acting workshop where people had to act out making scrambled eggs or pancakes and one guy was like "I need MUSIC to make THESE pancakes! 8D" and pretended to flick a switch on and then spent the rest of the scene either bobbing his head along or dancing.

6* Last time you said "I don't know":
Probably very recently.

7* Last time you cried:
Coupla days ago.

8* Last time you smiled:
A few minutes ago.

*PRESENT*
9* What color socks are you wearing:
Er..they used to be white and pink. Now they're kinda faded.

10* What's under your bed:
AISHAS

11* What time did you wake up today:
5:30 AM on the dot

12* Current taste:
phlegm
yuck

13* Current hair:
reeeeallly messy
like, messier than usual
acting class will do that to you

14* Current smell:
nothing

15* Current annoyance:
my dad playing electric guitar really loudly in the basement >>

16* Current longing:
SEAAAN

17* Current desktop background:
A mishmash.

18* Current worry:
My grades.

19* Current hate:
Your FACE

20* Current favorite article of clothing:
My purple-and-gray-striped tunic thingy, so soft and pretty

21* Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex:
ehh, must I choose? on some people ALL the parts are nice

22* Last CD that you listened to:
Love by the Beatles.

23* Favorite place to be:
With my very awesome person.
Stole Sean's answer.

24* Least favorite place:
Geometry class. >>

25* Time you wake up in the morning:
5:30 AM

26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play:
Piano :3

27* Favorite color:
purple

28* Do you believe in an afterlife:
nuu.

29* How tall are you:
5'8 1/2"

30* Current favorite word/saying:
"WHAT IS THIS RUMPUS?"

31* Favorite book:
can't decide

32* Favorite season:
fall

33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to:
no one

34* Favorite memory growing up:
lotsa stuff

35* Where do you want to go for college?
maybe Amherst

36* What is your career going to be like:
No idea

38* How old do you want to be when you get married?:
*shrug*

39* Said "I love you" and meant it:
Yus.

40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc?:
ehh no

41* Been to New York:
Passed through it

42* Been to Florida:
YES MY GOSH I LOVE FLORIDA

43* Been to California:
No.

44* Been to Hawaii:
No.

45* Been to Mexico:
no

46* Been to China:
No.

47* Been to Canada:
No. Contrary to popular belief, Maine is in fact NOT Canada.

48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:
Pffft, no. If that happened I would be really scared. Some crazy shit happens in my dreams.

49* Missed anyone:
Yeah.

50* Regretted anything:
Yeah.

51* Broken someone's heart:
No.

*RANDOM*

52* Do you have a crush on someone:
yeees

53* What book are you reading now?
none

54* Worst feeling in the world:
loneliness

55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?:
"aw, fuck"

56* How many rings before you answer:
I never get any phone calls

57* Future daughter's name:
Persephone

58* Future son's name:
Jack

59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:
.....
yes

60* If you could have any job you wanted:
ACTRESS ON BROADWAY YES

61* Wish were here:
I wish Sean were here

62* College plans:
TARD, YOU ASKED ME THAT ALREADY

63* Piercings:
closed-up ones in my ears

*THE EXTRA STUFF*

64* Do you do drugs:
no I'm a good girl

67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use:
damned if I know

68* What are you most scared of:
lots of things

69* What clothes do you sleep in:
comfy ones

70* Who is the last person that called you:
no one calls meee

71* Where do you want to get married:
don't care

72* If you could change anything about yourself what... ]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 FAKE PAUL MCCARTNEY WINKED AT ME. http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28444766/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28444766/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 04:26:45 PST
Oh my gosh Rain was so AMAZING! They really know what they're doing. They looked like the Beatles, sound exactly like them, they even have all the little mannerisms like Ringo bobbing his head while drumming. xD And they went through all the phases of the Beatles complete with costume and wig/stick-on-facial-hair changes. And they sound so EPIC. It was....EPIC.

I was sitting in the fourth row, which was really really close to the stage (!), all the way to the left of the auditiorium, directly in front of where Fake-Paul was standing onstage, and at one point he was standing right on the apron and saw me looking at him and did one of those wink-and-point things. I have to admit, I kinda have a crush on him now. I always thought the real Paul McCartney was kinda cute when he was younger, and then there was a guy who looked just like him RIGHT THERE.....it was like GRAAAH *fangirl*. If I had been a teenager in the 60s I probably would have been one of those screaming Beatles fangirls. xD

Oh, and I has cool t-shirt now.

In short, concert was fun. So much fun. I wish I could see them again. lD

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 100 Songs Challenge http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28431611/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28431611/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 12:19:39 PST
1. "Thriller" by Michael Jackson
2. "Wanna B Ur Lover" by Weird Al Yankovic
3. "King for a Day" by Green Day
4. "The Happy Song" by Liam Lynch
5. "Robot Cat" by Logan Whitehurst and the Junior Science Club
6. "You Could Drive a Person Crazy" from Company
7. "When You're Evil" by Voltaire
8. "You May Be Right" by Billy Joel
9. "Can't Touch This" by MC Hammer
10. "As Long as He Needs Me" from Oliver!
11. "The Ballad of the Chivalrous Shark," a sea shanty-type thing dating back from about the 1920s/30s (if I remember correctly)
12. "You and I (Are So Awfully Different)" from Family Guy
13. "The FCC Song" from Family Guy
14. "I Think I Love You" by the Partridge Family
15. "No Place Like London" from Sweeney Todd
16. "Gettin' Jiggy Wit It" by Will Smith
17. "One Week" by Barenaked Ladies
18. "Pushing Up Daisies" by Garth Brooks
19. "Ordinary Fool" from Bugsy Malone
20. "All I Really Want" by Alanis Morrisette
21. "Perfect" by Alanis Morissette
22. "On My Father's Wings" from Quest for Camelot
23. "Slipped Away" by Avril Lavigne
24. "Welcome to Paradise" by Green Day
25. "Growing on Me" by the Darkness
26. Friends theme song
27. "Tell Me Lies" from Cats Don't Dance
28. "I Like to Move It Move It" ...I don't know who originally sang this song but I first heard it in Madagascar xD
29. "I'll Be Mellow When I'm Dead" by Weird Al
30. "Never Met a Person as Wonderful as Me" by Weird Al
31. "I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles)" by the Proclaimers
32. "The Longest Time" by Billy Joel
33. "I Wanna Hold Your Hand" by the Beatles
34. "I Think That He Likes Me" by Kooman and Dimond
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]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 WOOH http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28415799/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28415799/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 14:48:58 PST
But still. 8D

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 GAHAHA http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28408926/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28408926/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 06:52:59 PST
AND IT'S PROLLY THE SMALLEST PART

BUT I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED NONETHELESS >D

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 "augh! It's all over! IT'S IN MY RACCOON WOUN http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28408851/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28408851/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 06:46:09 PST
for some reason DA won't let me finish that sentence in the title.

anyhoo.

I drew a picture and now I'm in a better mood. :>

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 IIIIT'S THAT TIME AGAIN http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28408109/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28408109/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 05:10:28 PST
WARNING: she is very mad at life right now. Lots of egregious use of swearing and capslock ahead.

1. So for my birthday my dad bought me tickets to see a Beatles tribute band. I asked my friends Angel and Victoria to go, and they said they could, but it turns out they have to go to their parent-teacher conference things. Then I asked my friend Marty. He said he could go, but it turns out he has driver's ed. Now my dad is saying that he does not want me to be friends with them or even speak to them anymore, because the tickets cost a lot and saying they could go without being sure about it was a "shitty thing to do". And he said he was "fucking serious."
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WHAAAAT THE FUCK.
Sure, it was not a good thing to do. But REALLY? TELLING ME TO CUT OFF ALL CONNECTIONS WITH MY ONLY FRIENDS? REALLY? I am in my sophomore year in high school. It's a little late to be making new friends. Everyone's in their own arrogantly clique-y little groups, and I was always shit at making new friends anyway.
ALL THESE YEARS HE'S BEEN PRESSURING ME TO GET TO BE BETTER FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE AND THEN GO HANG OUT WITH THEM AND NOW I HAVE AND HE'S BASICALLY FLUSHING ALL MY PROGRESS DOWN THE TOILET. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK.
....
FUCK.
And I don't dare trying to not do what he said, because I'm already in enough trouble. ;~;

2. PEOPLE. PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE. IT'S PRONOUNCED REE-SEZ. NOT REESIE'S. REE-SEZ. ARE YOU RETARDED. THERE IS NO I.
I REPEAT. THERE IS NO FUCKING I.
NEITHER IS THERE AN I IN THE WORD PIECES. REALLY? ARE YOU *REALLY* MESSING THAT UP? I COULD MAYBE UNDERSTAND MESSING UP REESE'S BECAUSE THAT IS A PERSON'S NAME AND SOMETIMES IT VARIES BUT PIECES-IS-A-PREEXISTING-WORD-AND-YOU-SHOULD-FUCKING-KNOW-HOW-TO-PRONOUNCE-IT-GRAAAAAH.

3. I feel like I'm not good enough to do anything. Like I'm not a good enough writer to be a writer. Not a good enough artist to be an artist. Not a good enough actress to be an actress. Not a good enough singer to be a singer. Jack of all trades, master of none.
And I KNOW I can't do anything that's not creative, like, I dunno, being an accountant or some crap like that. I is not responsible person. My dad's told me that enough times for THAT, at least, to sink into my thick skull. I have been holding on like a mofo to the hope that I will immediately be able to support myself using my creative skills because if I have to try to do anything else I will fail and get fired and freakin' be homeless or something, except recently I'm doubting my skills.
And even if I AM good enough, my crappy grades will prevent me from getting into a good college to hone said skills. I'm trying. I really am. And I'm gonna try harder. But nothing can go back and change those old grades.

4. MY SELF-ESTEEM IS CRAP AND I BLAME THIS ON MY DAD.
If you get told something enough you start believing it. Just like how people told me I was ugly (or at least if I asked "am I ugly?" people would be like "Wellll...uhh... not ugly...") so I started believing I was a hideous hideous hag, my dad keeps telling me things so I start believing them. Like I'm irresponsible and untrustworthy and I suck and I'll never hold down a job. And I keep getting in trouble and my dad keeps telling me to try harder not to get in trouble but subconsciously I think I don't try as hard as I could because I am so convinced that I suck that I think no matter what I will do I will end up screwing up and getting in trouble, so why delay the inevitable?
And I was just starting to get a handle on having good self-esteem. >.<

5. I FIND MYSELF CRYING A LOT. WHAAAAT IS THIS. I've only spent about three or four years of my life trying to get OUT of that little shithole known as depression, WHY AM I LETTING MYSELF GET BACK THERE AGAIN. AGH.
And when I'm not crying, I'm just in a bad mood. I'm trying not to show it in front of anyone, because I know my dad or my stepmom will ask and then when I try to tell them they'll probably just say most of it's my fault (like that will make me in a better mood at all) OR my dad might ask if I'm getting depressed again and I do not want to go there. I do not ever want to go there. Never again.

6. AAAAAAAGHH

7. I AM SICK I HATE BEING SICK WHY DO I HAVE TO GET SICK NOW WHY

8. Apparently my dad's favorite way of threatening me with punishment nowadays is telling me I'll be out of the play, like "Do the dishes and there better not be a spot on them or you'll be out of that fucking play," or "Your grades are horrible, you're out of the play, you're not responsible enough to be in a play", so my already frayed nerves are fraying more trying not to screw up anymore at least until the play is over, which won't be until the first we... ]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 Twitter just became more awesome http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28398292/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28398292/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 16:03:08 PST [link]

]]> ~VictoryIsMine93 SICKO http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28392571/ http://VictoryIsMine93.deviantart.com/journal/28392571/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 11:05:16 PST
I managed to get through most of the school day well enough because it's the week before Thanksgiving break so most of the teachers are going a little easier on us, but when it came time for theater class rehearsing our play was just pathetic. >.< Although it wasn't just my fault, two other people in the class (there's a grand total of four, lol) were really sick too.

I think I might have to skip out on the school play rehearsal too, since my hacking and wheezing performance will not be helping much. Plus the director is of the "Skip rehearsal and go home and rest up so you'll feel better as soon as possible" rather than the "Tough it out, you made a commitment, you have to be here unless you're on your deathbed" variety, so...yeah.

Blargh. I hate being siiiick. I hate it I hate it.

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